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kdramachitchat · 3 years ago

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MY NAME recap & review “You need conviction in order to kill someone”

The set up is plain, predictable and simple to understand and invest into. The pacing is fast, has interesting interactions with the leads. Im curious to see how the gang is related to all of this asides the connection of friends. The cinematography is decent and helps the vibe of the drama. Impressive choreography of stunts along with the camera movement with it.

Episode 1: Jiwoo a school drop out been constantly harassed by bullies due to her dad’s reputation as a druggie. She left school only to come home finding out her dad came back. She tells him to leave her and he’s considered dead. As someone who she’s hurt for her father gets stabbed and died infront of her home. Resulting to go to the only place who can solve this is through her father’s boss who is a gang leader. He wants her to kill him to join but couldn’t have the guts to do it. So she went to her other option and put up a search with reward money for the killer. She got herself into trouble and is saved by Choi Moonjin the Gang Leader. Choi tells her to stay low but she’s not having it but she’s adamant for revenge. In the end, the 2 join forces. She joins his team. Choi and Jung has a discussion and tells him he allows her to do her revenge. She also gets settled in and has a helping hand from a senior who’s only a few years older, though some of the members poke fun of her. They also make fun of her punches. Jiwoo continues to train to prove what she’s made of.

Episode 2: Jiwoo wins the round of fights from Gongjin and as result from jealousy he spiked her drink. After the destroyed earn she attacked Gongjin with revenge. She then continues to be trained by Choi and even given her a alias name too. Fast forward to a few years, she’s now on the inside of the organization of the police department in the violence crimes unit then transferred to the narcotics team. She is reported to Captain Cha and at one point of the operation she finally meets police officer Pildo.

She also informs to Choi that she believes Cha is part of the reason why her father is dead. Cha is the police team leader. The irony of it all Cha and Pildo works together for the same case. At this point Choi puts all his faith to Jiwoo but if things goes wrong she’ll soon be dead. At the end of the operation she captures Mango who is suppose for questioning then Officer Pildo quickly runs after her from taking so long. Both arent getting along well from the start.

Episode 3:

The drugs were finally found and Pildo continues to question Mango. Only to find out that the drugs were by non other than Gangjae. She’s crossing the line of doing her job in the police dept and her alliance with Choi. She continues to find more information about her father’s death. This is also a threat to Choi’s business and even moreso the police target is him. They were able to see them and Jiwoo lets him escape after a fire breaks out. She also tells Choi that there’s cameras at the end of certain areas of the hotel and there’s definitely a mole. Choi asked if it was her who made the shot which led him time to escape. Cha continues to investigate by himself on who caused the gun shot. Later on, Gangjae then makes a surprise attack at the old fighting gym. Pildo then alerts Jiwoo to be at Dongcheon Gym. When she arrives she sees a bloodbath site and Taeju alive. A view came in of the floor with written words of “Im back.” Yes, its official Gangjae is here.

Episode 4:

Pildo joins in Cha and Taeju as they see the gang mourning the deceased. Jiwoo is also there to witness in disguise. Pildo and Cha exchanged verbal rows with the gang but didnt let Pildo in. The head back and the result of the forensic report from the gun is still ongoing.

The gang then gets a lead on Gangjae as he’s the one responsible for the bloody scene. Cha gets it and knows that Choi is going to move. He also thinks that one of them will turn and go to their side. Cha then releases Mango from questioning. Jiwoo still in the background observing the lives lost and the investigation continues, she also informs Choi that there’ll be a trap. So far she hasn’t turned her back on him and keeps him updated. Despite this, its also believed that Jiwoo is the one leaking information and at this point Cha is slowly losing his trust on her. Once people are suspicious of her, they start to investigate her police profile. They soon found out that the gun belongs to Corporal Song. Jiwoo finds the time to meet Choi, Choi tells her that his organization doesnt kill cops and tells her that Cha has been after him for years. Once the gun has resurfaced Choi knows he’s playing dirty and not for Jiwoo to fall for his tricks.

The more they get suspicious so does Pildo, he then asks about her relationship about her father. All of a sudden, Pildo and Jiwoo are attacked by Gangjae’s thugs. At the same time, guards went blindside to Moojin. Jiwoo’s involvement with Mango’s operation is enough to get Gangjae’s attention. This is going to turn out bad. Gangjae is out for revenge too. The more Jiwoo sinks down further the more she’ll be in trouble. Who’s side will Jiwoo be on?

Episode 5:

Choi saves Jiwoo but Pildo is still stuck and couldnt get out. With Jiwoo able to work it out Pildo got out on time from the car crusher and Jiwoo is in shock. After Jiwoo saving Pildo’s life, he decides to trust her. While recovering on a outing, Taegu continues to spy on her. Choi also gives her a flight to leave and to give her a nice place to live. I feel like he’s slowly start to care for her and want to protect her. She’s getting way too hurt in the process.Choi also orders her because she’ll be in danger once Gangjae gets arrested but she refuses. In secret, Cha bugs into Jiwoo’s phone to find out who she’s been contacting. He’s still curious about her despite Pildo trusting his partner. In other news, firearms are allowed to be carried with the police. Jiwoo runs into Sergeant Cho who recognize her but lied infront of Cha. He claims it’s from the Violent Crimes Department and Pildo is curious. Seargant Cho discusses with Choi on what he’s been doing with Jiwoo, it seems that Cho has been getting drugs from him and by Choi’s annoyance he was thrown to the water. Jiwoo cooperates with Gangjae and she tells Choi that he’s fleeing the country. Before he does, Gangjae rings Cha to give him intel to catch Choi Moojin but with the proposition to let him out. The police team, Choi and Gangjae are all in the same area and this will definitely lead with a big blow out. Jiwoo shows up and ends in a gun point. Will her cover be blown? Choi Moojin manages to escape once Taeju arrives and Pildo witnessed the entire thing. Before Gangjae who’s about to confess Jiwoo manages to shoot.

Episode 6:

Begins with Moojin deeply hurt and about to be cured by a monk. Both Moojin and Jiwoo seem to be having PTSD which is caused by the previous incident. Jiwoo continues to be in trouble and is questioned by Pildo. Pildo forces her to reveal the truth but she barely revealed much. With Gangjae’s final shot, he gifts Jiwoo a picture of her father and the police infront. This is the same Song that Jiwoo asked to Cha. As one who is confused she heads over to Moojin. We find out that it was her father who flipped on the police and turned sides.After a deep discussion of learning the truth, Moojin orders Taeju to kill the police captain. Just in the nick of time, Jiwoo saves Cha. Once he realizes the truth he weakly hands her over a envelope and Pildo enters the scene.

It turns out Jiwoo’s father was deep undercover who gave Moojin a item that has a tracker inside and he found out by accident. He went livid after finding out the mole. Her dad is the mole of his organization. Moojin also knows that Donghoon is a cop until his last breath and tells her that he has a letter that is last written by her dad. After everything, Jiwoo wants to end her link to the organization by removing the symbolic tattoo. This is also by far the best scene Han Sohee has done in this drama.

Episode 7:

Cha survived the shot and Moojin found out that she was there at the scene and they’ll now kill her. Since he’s on the recovery, Pildo starts finding out more clues and i have a feeling he’s figuring out Jiwoo. They were also able to find blood and fingerprints. Soon enough she’ll be captured by the police. They’re not the only ones, Moojin’s goons too. That day, the police receive a tip-off from the temple about Moojin being treated by a doctor. Then to our surprise, the man himself shows up to his own accord at the police station. Like, who does that? The police are shook. They start questioning him and Moojin is ready to defend himself. He never stabbed Do Gongjae and never order Cha Giho’s death. He’ll try to prove his innocence as much as possible while Jiwoo continues to attack him. After the questioning, Pildo notices that Jiwoo mentioned something about a mole, Jiwoo defended herself saying that she’s just testing him out. It looks like Pildo aint buying it completely but he’s definitely certain there’s a mole. After the conversation, Jiwoo thanked him for everything. What is this? It’s like a final goodbye for her to him. Then gives Pildo Jiwoo’s phone records as reason just incase anything happens to Cha. While the police look like they found something, Jiwoo gives Choi a call saying that she has removed all the evidence.

The police figured out that its Jiwoo. Once they knew everything, Pildo is realizing all the things Jiwoo has said to him and realize it was all a lie. They start searching for her place and Pildo realizes that the earn is gone and he’ll likely stop by the cementary and Pildo caught her leaving. Pildo finally caught her and arrested her. Moojin tells his lawyer to get her out because he knows that she’s waiting for him. Our naive Pildo who is hurt starts questioning Jiwoo at the holding room. He then asks for her real name and Jiwoo looks like she’s about to reveal the truth.

Episode 8:

Im not sure what happened but everything with what happened to Pildo and Jiwoo turned out to be a mess. He now knows everything and that they got the wrong guy. The romantic turn was quite unexpected but what’s expected is for Pildo to be shot. The both of them ended up trying to catch the goons, he also find out that it wasnt her who attached Cho. As they both have to lay low, at one point the pair both became intimate. Both decided to stop Moojin once and for all because its Donghoon’s wishes. At this point, Pildo ended up dying.

At the end, she finally had her one on one with Moojin as her final battle with a knife fight. Moojin gets stabbed and the police ended up at the base.

The epilogue closes the drama with Jiwoo paying respects to both her father and Pildo.

The finale has left us with a few more questions than answered. What happened to Cha? Why was Jiwoo able to get away that easily? The surprising romance and the abrupt ending kinda made me feel like this drama ended short. Which is a shame.

Production Quality (i.e. Budget, Sets, Casting, Acting, Screenplay, Character Development) - 7

Directing (i.e. Pacing, Art Direction, Cinematography, Editing) - 9

Music (i.e. BGM & OST) - 7

Choreography (i.e. Stunts) - 9

Special Effects - 0

Values & Life Lessons- 5

Total Rating: C+/75

#2021 #Han Sohee #Ahn Bohyun #Park Heesoon #My Name

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daddychims · 5 years ago

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Offside Pt 11

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11

Series Masterlist!

Genre: Smut, Soccer AU, College AU

Pairings: Soccer Player! Jungkook X Sports Trainer! Reader

Word Count: 2k

Other BTS members all make a cameo as well because I’m an OT7 Trash!

You work as a sports trainer, providing basic first aid and injury management for the Hanguk University’s soccer team. Going with your mundane life of caring for the dozen of guys hurting themselves in the soccer game takes a turn when one of the guys catches your eyes. It’s not his breathtakingly good looks or his muscular athletic body usually seducing girls at the campus that catches your eyes. But the action plan in your kit, indicating he is diagnosed with Asthma is what draws your eyes time and time again to the Golden Boy of Hanguk University.

Warning: Slow burn, eventual smut, Taehyung being a freaking tease the whole time, Also Jimin not letting the female MC live for one day, Fuckboy!Jungkook, Asthmatic! Jungkook , mentions of episodes of Asthma, Take your Ventolin kids, Take your medications kids!

You watch the three guys who are standing at three corners of the table, chalking their cues as they have the most intense stare battle of their life. The girl sitting beside you offers you a cigarette which you reject with a forced smile but quickly grab one of the bottles of beer that is sitting idly on the table and press it against your mouth to take a sip.

"So what's the bet of the night," Jimin asks, gaze travelling between the two guys "Don’t tell me you called me here without a bet."

"Of course not Park," Taehyung scoffs "I've got a good one for now. "

You furrow your eyebrows when he shifts his gaze to you, and you immediately choke on your beer staring between him and the two other guys "W-What?" You ask defensively

"The bet's on you, Sugar!" Taehyung offers and Jungkook nods confirming his words

"W-What?" you ask with lost eyes "What do you mean?"

"Whoever wins this game will get to drive you home!" Taehyung declares firmly as he glances back at Jimin

"Ooh creative," Jimin smirks "I like that!"

"Wait no," you quickly stand up to object "Joonie said he'll will be drop me off-" you turn around to have a look at the table where you last seen Jiwoo and Namjoon but your voice trails off as you find out about your bestfriend's betrayal

"They left the place 10 minutes ago," Jungkook states looking at you "While you were too busy …" he points at the table Jimin was grinding on you earlier and your cheeks turn red immediately

"I can get home on my own." you declare

"Joonie Hyung will probably kill me if he knows I didn’t take you home," Jimin immediately rejects shaking his head "Also where is the fun in that?

"Am I here to entertain you?" You ask in disblief

"We're set," Jimin ignores your question as he looks at the other two

"Hey Hey," You call as you as you walk closer to the table "but I have a condition." The three of them nod in union and you're surprised that for the first time you see them agreeing on something. "You'll drop me at my place," you glance over Taehyung to Jungkook as you add "No funny business," you then bring your eyes to Jimin "No messing around!"

"Can I get a complementary neck massage?" Jimin raises his hand as if he's asking for permission with an excited tone

"Park," you sneer at the guy and he immediately laughs in response

"Fine, " Jimin replies before looking at the two other guys "I'm calling dibs on 10-15."

"That’s not fair," Taehyung pouts "13 is my lucky number!"

"You should work on your speed if you don’t want your things taken!" He smirks before pointing at you

"Park," You hiss realising the "things" he's mentioning is a metaphore for you "I'm standing right here!"

"Sorry babe," he sends a wink your way "Just trying to teach the kids some life lesson here!"

"You better watch your mouth," Taehyung hisses "before I stick that cue up your ass and teach you a life lesson!"

"Ooh didn’t know you're into toys," Jimin laughs "Is that your way of compensating for your 3 seconds stamina?"

Taehyung is about to jump over the table to throw a punch when Jungkook finally speaks up

"Lets get this over and done with," he glances at Taehyung in an attempt distract the heated guy "1 to 5 or 5 to 10 Tae?"

"1 to 5," Taehyung replies through gritted teeth

"Alright!" Jungkook nods as he sets the small balls in the triangle before lifting the case up, the balls organized in a triangle ready for the game to start

You watch as Taehyung lean over the table, throwing a glare at Jimin across the table before breaking the balls.

"Nice shot!" Jimin compliments with a mischievous smile

Taehyung smirks as he walks away changing his angle, aiming for the number 13 which belongs to Jimin. As the cue hits the ball, it starts dancing around the table but misses its path into a pocket.

"Not so lucky hey," Jimin smirks as he watches Taehyung's defeated expression "What does it even stand for? 13 … 13 seconds?" he pauses as if he discovered something brilliant in his head "Is that the most you lasted boning someone?"

Taehyung clenches his jaw watching Jungkook walk past him, brushing an arm over his shoulder to calm him "Its for the time your dad lasted when he made you!" Taehyung spits back in response

Jimin's expression immediately hardens and he's about to charge towards the guy when you quickly intervene

"Hey, Hey," you scold as you knock on the wooden surface of the table "you two stop fighting right now!"

"He started!" Taehyung points at the guy across the table with a pout, as if he's wrongly accused

“I don’t have all night for you two to fight,” you cross your arms across your chest, putting an end to their pointless banter “Now do you wanna continue playing or should I call Joonie?”

You don’t miss how Jungkook’s lips tug into a faint smile as the two guys pout in union like two kids scolded by their mom

“I guess I’m playing next!” He offers looking at you before leaning down and play his turn

The rest of the game goes on not much different than it started, Taehyung and Jimin constantly bickering while Jungkook silently plays, all his attention on the balls he scores in the holes one after another.

You can’t help but notice his familiar tactic he always uses on the field. Barely wasting any time to bluff or bicker with others but ends up owning the game in the end. And of course, this game is no exception.

“I guess the hiatus affected your skills, Park!” Taehyung smirks as he high fives Jungkook “Aren’t you losing too often?”

Jimin rolls his eyes at the remark “You speak as if you’re any better, 13 seconds!” " his mocks as he scores another point, crushing Taehyung's ego

You run your finger to your temple giving it a slight massage. It’s a headache to be in the same room as the three guys. They are at each other’s throat whether it is soccer or just playing a stupid game like billiard and they make everything seem like their lives are at stake if they don’t claim the throne. There is always an unnecessary amount of men ego floating in the air for everyone around them including you.

You watch how Jungkook's slender fingers moved slowly caressing the edge of the table as he watches Taehyung and Jimin play to win over the second and third spot, reassured that he’s scored his throne already like always.

You have to consciously stop yourself from imagining how many girls those fingers may have broken into pieces to build the guy’s reputation as the Hanguk’s golden boy.

“Looks like I won’t be getting any placebo effect tonight!” Jimin finally brings his eyes to you from the game, a bitter smirk tugging on the corner of his lips

You gulp, not losing the double meaning of his words considering earlier he elaborated on how exactly he wanted to squeeze the placebo effect out of you.

“I guess life doesn’t always go your way Park!” Jungkook speaks up this time, as he places his cue on the table and grabs his jacket looking at you “Ready to go?”

“Y-Yeah!” you stutter, looking at his piercing eyes fixed on you

“I’ll see you next week,” Jimin calls waving at you with a smirk “Save up some of your placebo effect for then,” he warns, his smirk faltering as his demeanour changes to a more stern one “Be a good girl and don’t use it all up yeah?”

“W-What-“ you ask with a confused tone but before you can receive your answer Jungkook grabs your arm and pulls you to the stairs behind himself.

“Bye Sugar!”

You hear Tae’s voice behind you but Jungkook walks so fast that you don’t even get the chance to turn around and bid him goodbye.

“You don’t have to drop me off,” You finally pause when you’re both outside the building, reaching his car “I can just take a taxi!” you suggest

“Why? Are you disappointed?” He asks, bringing his annoyed eyes to you “Did you want Jimin to drop you off?

“What? No! Of course not-“

“We made a bet, I won, so get in!” He orders before opening the door to his side and getting in the car

You furrow your eyebrows, pulling the handle of the passenger side and getting in the car. You watch as they guy starts the engine and starts driving off the parking while he reaches in the dashboard and grabs a small pen shaped object and presses it against his lips. You heart starts drumming faster in rage as the smoke circles around his face like a halo and you realise, he’s vaping.

“Are you serious?” You blurt out without even thinking

He glances at you before inhaling deeply on the device and exhaling it out skilfully “What?”

“N-Nothing …” you immediately retract, realising the last time you commented on his smoking habits, things didn’t go very well

“No go on,” he nods “What are you judging me for this time?”

“I said nothing!” You insist lowering the window to avoid inhaling the secondhand smoke

“Now what? Are you so upset that Jimin lost the bet that you don’t wanna talk to me?” He asks and you finally lose you patience

“I’m judging you for that vape,” you snap in rage finally looking at him “and no, I’m actually happy Jimin didn’t win the bet …” you blurt out and his eyes widen, momentarily meeting yours and you immediately regret your words

“Really?” he asks intrigued, puffing a substantial amount of smoke out of his lungs

“Y-Yes, but that’s not important …” you quickly interject “Are you seriously smoking AND vaping? Are you really that desperate for lung cancer?”

“I told you before, my lungs are already fucked, they were since I was like 2,” he replies through gritted teeth “this wouldn’t really make a huge difference anyways.”

“Fine,” you roll your eyes frustrated at his response “Just smoke until you choke and die!”

“As if you care!” he murmurs barely audible, but you immediately pick it up and look at him

“Really? So now I don’t care?”

“Well obviously grinding on Park is much more of a priority for you right now,” he scoffs in rage “considering how you managed to break our promise in like two days!”

“W-What … I did not-“

“Oh right, I should have known you’d play smart,” he nods with a mocking tone “you promised you’d block him but didn’t promise you wouldn’t fuck him!”

“Jungkook,” you interrupt, blood boiling from his accusation “I wasn’t planning on fucking anyone! He was only there because Joon brought him along.”

“and that was probably me humping him in a room full of people around,” He scoffs “If only Tae didn’t suggest the game-“ He immediately stops and goes silent, pressing the vape on his lips and inhaling deeply before puffing the air out in frustration “Whatever …”

You sigh watching him for a few seconds “I don’t really get why you and Tae overact about Park?” you finally break the silence

“I don’t get why you always have to be around him!” he spits back questioning you instead “Is he really worth it? The guys is like barely 4 inches,” he says in an enraged tone “and if he’s sent you dick pics that show otherwise, I have to burst your bubble! there are rumours that he photoshops his dick all the time!”

“What- how …” you stutter, cheeks blushing with every word that he speaks” How is Jimin’s genital coming into this!”

“Because his dick somehow is significant enough for you to break the Hanguk’s code and betray your team!”

"You're so fucking dramatic, Oh My God!" You sigh in defeat and look away, hoping this torturous car ride that resembles an interrogation room comes to an end soon

Meanwhile Jungkook presses his foot on the pedal and speeds up the car, exhibiting his anger in a way other than yelling at you. You finally release a sigh in relief as your house comes to view and you reach to unbuckle your belt as Jungkook’s car comes to stop. You’re struggling with the clip when a small gasp leaves your throat as he turns over to you and hovers against your body

“Jeon-“

“Look, We had a deal,” he states sternly as he rests his hand on yours stopping your fiddle with the belt “I take my medications until the finals, you stay away from Park Jimin,” his tongue pokes to the corner of his cheek as he stares at you with a disappointed look “You can’t play dirty!”

“W-well if you actually listened to me-”

“Fine, tonight wasn’t your choice, I got it,” he nods in a frustrated tone “but next time you see that punk, you need to turn around and walk the opposite way, Alright?”

You want to agree with his suggestion immediately, its not like you’re dying to hang around SNU’s famous Casanova anyways. but your eyes glaze over the object in his hand and immediately you change your mind “This wasn’t part of the deal,” you mutter in a firm tone

“What?” he furrows his eyebrows looking at you

“If you’re gonna add conditions to our deal, I should add conditions too!”

“What condition?” He asks, a bit taken off guard by your sudden proposition

“No smoking or vaping till the games,” you reply with a stern tone “Or I wont promise I wont be hanging around Park.”

“What- “he scoffs in disbelief

“The medication will be more effective if you stop smoking!” You explain with a serious tone

“That’s what you want in return?” He asks with a lost tone

“Yes!” you nod determined

Jungkook gulps, a tint of amusement colouring his gaze on you. He rests his weight against your body in silence before unclipping your seatbelt and finally pulling away from your seat

“Fine!” he nods, avoiding making any eye contact with you

“Really?” your lips curve into a smile “you said it,” you raise your point finger at him “no going back on this! If I find out you’ve been smoking behind my back, our deal is gone okay?”

He finally glances at you, squinting his eyes as if he’s trying to figure you out “I said fine,” he mutters in a flustered tone “I don’t break my deals like someone!”

“Of course you don’t,” you roll your eyes at his remark “Thanks for the ride!” you turn around to leave his car as you add

“Wait,” he calls, and you turn around but immediately regret as he travels the space between you and cages you between himself and your seat again “This isn’t the only ride you can thank me for, you know!” he flashes a suggestive smirk

“W-What …”

“If you want, I’ll let you ride me this time,” he traps his bottom lips between his teeth with a seductive smile “You just have to be a good girl and ask for it!”

“J-Jeon,” you speak up, trying to compose yourself against his seductive remarks “I said no funny business!”

“I’m sure it’ll be one hell of a ride,” He murmurs in a husky tone, eyes darkening in lust “Why don’t you give it a try?”

You blink rapidly, hating your drumming heart and the fact that you consider his offer for a second before finally muttering “Thank you for the offer,” you flash a fake smile “But this will be the last ride I ever had with you Jeon!” you then push him aside and open the door as you run towards your house, missing his final words

“We’ll see about that …”

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rouiyan · 4 years ago

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already yours.

part of the ‘before i met you’ collective.

pairing — lee jeno x (fem.) reader genre — like a sultry sweet aus — college au, fwb2l disclaimers — swearing, mentions of sex. length — 1049

synopsis: promise that if you were mine i'd never let it go to waste.

song: thinkin bout you - katie, comme de garcons - jiwoo.

a/n: head mpty, no idea what or how to write.

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it takes a few moments for your head to clear, the most recent occurence forming a fog in between your thoughts. through the now-translucent haze, you hear jeno's irregular breathing against your chest accompanied by the wetness of his tears. he's looking for a reaction in your blank face as if any minute sign of expression would be able to supply him a clue to how you're feeling but he knows that nothing will show unless you will it to.

per usual, jeno arrived at your door step, a certain look in his eyes that you try your best not to think about too often. he isn't one to say much, especially when it's already written all over his face, but you were nothing if not in full knowledge about what he was here for. a quick fuck, a rush of pleasure. you don't know much about jeno but you do know he has a quite the hefty line of girls that are readily available and fully content with taking your place, seeing as you're starting to notice some other things about jeno that might make him out as more than just the services he provides. but if anything, it's those very things, those feelings, that keeps you by his side.

the last two of his little visits, including the one you were experiencing at this very moment, you found him lingering behind instead of rushing out as soon as the deed was done. as he'd let himself come down from his highs, he'd cry, loud and bordering a mental breakdown, until he'd fall asleep in your arms and wake up crying again. your mind comes blank every time you even begin to ponder the reasonings and there really isn't much that you can chalk it up to, with your not so extensive knowledge of the boy himself.

not wanting to overreach your boundaries with this particular 'friend,' you settle for a, "care to share?" this time around because it seems rude to just lay there in such an intimate position, bare bodies pressed together, and feel completely indifferent to his emotional escapades. he shakes his head, a small smile forming at your soft eyes, "maybe next time."

next time, as it happened, was a few weeks after but technically didn't mark the first time following that instance where you'd come into contact with him. a dark college party, drunken bodies attempting to right themselves and those still intact all swarming in a small house of some unfortunate soul. you went alone in the hopes that it could mount to some sort of stress reliever to your studies. jeno was there purely for his friends as a designated driver. neither of these hopes and designations played out, however, because as soon as jeno noticed your presence in the corner of his eye, he felt the inexplicable need to get you out of the damned party, out of the eyes of thirsting boys. ironical, he thought, since the only thing he ever did with you was satisfy his own thirst.

not much persuasion later, he had you sat atop the hood of his car that was parked in the outskirts of a sparse plaza, the only shop open at the hour being the one that housed the gas station. jeno had bought you a slushie and watched your frown as you saw the blue raspberry flavor he presented, much preferring cherry. he blushed at this, forgetting to ask for your preferences beforehand, but was still calmed by the content look on your face as you leaned back on your elbows to get a broader view of the empty, black sky. he watched as you sipped the liquid remnants of the slushie and how you furrowed your eyebrows when he offered to throw away the container for you. he watched but he also felt things for you that he knew with upmost certainty that he would never be able to voice aloud.

next time, it was you who had appeared at the threshold of his apartment, without a care to his worried expression, and fucking him senseless not five minutes later. it was so easy to see the tears in his eyes, you didn't even need to see to know they were there. but it was this time that you cried along with him, quiet and small tears fled the gates that so carefully guarded your expression at all times. he was a reminder of how simple it was to be vulnerable around a boy that wore his heart on his sleeve and it was not much a feat for the same boy to win your heart, involuntarily.

you wanted nothing more than to, for once, strip your heart naked for him instead of your body. jeno might as well be crowned for the forces he compelled you to face, a sea of emotions in comparison to a placid lake. in most instances, you saw to it that there was just as much, if not less, love than lust. revelations washed over your soul, blanketing your flight responses rather than fight, leaving you in the predicament that now encircled your waist.

when did my world become you?

a small voice, his head buried in the depths of your tangled hair and crevices of your back but you heard it anyways, "are we crying for the same reason?"

you turned in his arms, ready to capture his lips in sincerity to silence them, but the look on his face felt like a reflection of yours, a mirror. you blinked back oncoming tears and instead brought a hand to his face, to stroke the tears apart. in his eyes, he carried the most brilliant galaxy of stars, swirling listlessly with gloss. there was no perfect time to come clean, there was only time and will separate, and you willed yourself to let your eyes shine in his. to believe, even for a second, that your dilemma was equally shared with his. surely, "yes."

his breathy laugh fanned across your face, smelling of mouthwash. you paid his reaction no mind and carried on with your conviction, "i want you to be mine."

"well sweetheart," he was anything but at a loss for words, "i'd have to inform you that i'm already yours, all yours."

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end a/n: i’m debating whether i should take down ‘his mixtape of us’ or not because i hate it but i also have a few more parts in my drafts that i could upload when i’m too busy. edit: took it down :D

#nct #nct fics #nct jeno #jeno x reader #lee jeno #jeno angst #jeno fluff #rouiyan fics #rouiyan writes #archived

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eleceedquotes · 3 years ago

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Chapter 3

Chapter 2

I will post more often from tmrw

Just got a lil’ busy

So, go read chapter 3 before

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So it starts with a bunch of electric flashes, then this dude appears. He will be standing in front of an injured person on the floor? WTH! Oh, the dude is Kayden while the dude on the floor just yielded. Every1 is like ‘Kayden won again’ ‘How many times will he win’ and so on. So, they are just amazed. So it seems that this ‘Kayden’ keeps challenging ppl and wins all the time! Ppl got scared of him and are like ‘No, I am not going to fight that legend’

So, they are avoiding fights with Kayden. Just how strong is Kayden? I would love to die by his hands if he actually is rlly strong. So ppl either want to become his master or partner against this world or something. Or something about leading ppl. The great Kayden has so many ppl following him.

Why r we back to Mr. Kayden? 😂😂😂 It was all just Kayden’s dream, wasn’t it? Either way it was true. I just can’t. He is still playing with that cat toy! 😂😂😂 So, the monster cat again tried to get the cat toy thing while Kayden is questioning life itself. Monster Cat takes the cat toy! Abort Mission! Jiwoo sees a scar on the cat and remembers an innocent cat? That can’t be true, right? Then the monster cat spit it out! How dare he spit out the cat toy!

So, Mr. Kayden will be scolding his cat body. Jiwoo grabs Mr. Kayden and runs bc there is a monster cat on loose! The monster cat kept chewing out on something and didn’t even notice when our great duo left. So, Jiwoo admits that it was a cat and Kayden will be like-

Jiwoo will question everything while Kayden doesn’t give two shits. Then our dear Mr. Kayden will be thinking about the ppl who will encounter the monster cat. Great. He made the cinnamon roll worry. Kayden suggests to report about it while our cinnamon roll forgot his phone-

Seriously, where does he get the money from? I am broke. Now, Jiwoo wants to step up. Then Kayden will be like he saw the most horrifying thing ever while Jiwoo calls him ✨pessimistic✨ They kept discussing about the monster cat and I took a screenshot of Mr. Kayden bc he looked adorable in that panel

Still, why do I think the monster cat will come any moment? Finally Mr. Kayden understands that our cinnamon roll is a real softie. Duh! So, that monster cat was a rlly nice kitty. So, I wonder how he turned into a monster cat 🤔🤔🤔 So now Mr. Kayden wants to help! This is a bit too quick. It seems that Kayden can give some of his power. Is it that electrical one we saw in the start of ep 1 & 3? Maybe, bc shapeshifting into animals won’t help here.

Jiwoo got excited, a lot. Kayden orders Jiwoo to sit down and Jiwoo lowers down to his level. Mr. Kayden keeps his paw on Jiwoo’s forehead and Jiwoo thought it was soft. I need to touch Mr. Kayden now. So he started to channel his power through another person? Is that how you say it? Either way, Mr. Kayden is giving a bit of his power to Jiwoo. It’s the electrical one. Mr. Kayden is rlly tired now n it seems his power is electric. So, what was that shapeshifting thing? He did say that he didn’t believe in it until he tried it. So, Jiwoo’s power is speed and Kayden’s power is Electric.

Wait....Electric+Speed=Eleceed. I figured out the title! So, the great duo has their own name? Can it be a team name? A merged power move? I can’t wait for them to officially tell about it!

Anyway, the monster cat appears. Kayden is wondering why the cinnamon is so confident. Well you see, they like to protect what they care about. So, Jiwoo decides to talk to it. 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♂️ It’s like talking to a criminal about the times u hanged out with them when they were good. So monster cat rises and Mr. Kayden is behind a wall with protection.

In the mean time, Mr. Kayden pays attention to what Jiwoo is doing. Will he find out about Jiwoo’s speed? Because Jiwoo is fast as heck rn fighting that monster cat. Jiwoo is thinking logically, he is amazing! Did he just jump onto a wall? Are you Spider-Man now? Manhwa Spider-Man is Jiwoo. Mr. Kayden is going to find out soon! Way to try to hide ur power, Jiwoo 👏👏👏 So, Mr. Kayden found out about Jiwoo’s powers 👉👈 Jiwoo uses the electric move.

He apologized before using that move... Mr. Kayden says that the monster cat is just knocked out reassuring Jiwoo. So, the chapter is done. I just have one thing to say- Mr. Kayden is my spirit animal!

Well, next chapter analyzing will come tmrw

Chapter 4

#Jiwoo Seo #Kayden Break #Mr. Kayden #Monster Cat #analyzing #Chapter 3

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freebooter4ever · 3 years ago

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rewatching ep 2 during lunch

The chamomile tea thing was so hilarious, but also one of the reasons i loved the strings of set up they were weaving in the first half of this series - choi tells her that life is about finding the person who can tell when you're hurt, jiwoo brings him chamomile tea and he's like 'gross', but then the next time we see him doing badass gangster boss business his laywer is like 'wtf is with the drink?' and he just shrugs like 'chamomile tea duh' -but THEN we find out that the plan for if things go south might be to keep jiwoo quiet by getting rid of her completely. And yet you kind of get the feeling that choi somehow is certain this won't happen. This is the hint i took to mean that choi is training jiwoo half with the intention that she will one day become good enough to defeat him, to be his successor. It's simultaneously an exprression of guilt but also a way of morally defending his own life story - he sees his clawing his way to the top as the only way to live, he thinks he's giving her the best chance at success like he got. if he turns even jiwoo into the same 'monster' it isnt his fault he is this way, it isnt his fault yoon was after him as an undercover cop, it wasnt his fault he killed yoon after discovering yoon betrayed him.

ANYWAY also the fight scene at the end i absolutely love because she goes in and instead of using the stereotype cop-out, when the thug at the door is all 'haha you must be mango's new lady wink wink', jiwoo full stop just shows him her badge LOL. Somehow i dont think that is what pildo would have done or expected her to do - he thought she was going to sneak/lie her way in undetected until she gets to mango, the mango guy would panic, and then run and thats when the real men on the force would do the job and arrest him. But jiwoo just goes in like a damn wrecking ball and still manages to win! And the only reason she starts fighting with the thug who tries to stop her is because he puts his hands on her first, which i think more than a little implies that issue of consent. It was her trigger - random dude touches her threateningly, she punches back. And she's ALLOWED to punch back. So basically, she doesn't pretend to be 'the girl' and she doesnt wilt or shy away from unwanted touches - she states her boundaries extremely clearly and then enforces them.

And i just kind of love watching it lol

#My name spoilers

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i-think-i-luv-ya · 4 years ago

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Gunshot - KARD M/V Review Rant

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I’m at it again with another so called review, when in reality its just a whole essay on my thoughts of my favorite artist’s comebacks, aka a rant lol. If you haven’t seen Gunshot, GO WATCH IT! I promise it’s amazing and this is one of their best songs/videos/comebacks etc. I have attached the video so no excuses! Also this is a lot of spoilers so don’t read this first it will ruin the shock and awe that is this video. And putting the “keep reading” to contain said spoilers and so ya’ll who don’t wanna read this don’t have to scroll endlessly to reach the end of my rambling.

Hi! Hello! Thank you for continuing reading! Lolol my Taemin 2KIDZ review actually got notes which was surprising, so hope you guys like this. I have a lot to say so here we go...

So first I wanna start on the meaning of the song. On his VLIVE BM said the song is about verbal abuse and how detrimental it can be to your mental health. Considering many pop songs, especially kpop, are all very cheery and upbeat I applaud them for covering such a serious topic in a way that’s not sad and slow. PLUS BM is creating new merch called healers where everything will be donated to an organization that fights against bullying (including homophobia and racism) which is incredible so be sure to check that out when it’s dropped.

So on that note I wanna get into the song itself. Let’s start with lyrics. The song starts with the words “LOVE damn 4 letters” like what a perfect way to start a song. Also the way they blend a lot more English into this song is something I love as a non-Korean speaker. Plus the parts in English are so powerful? Well so are the Korean lyrics. Like KARD you guys just went hard with this whole song. The chorus is literally “You words are like a gunshot, I’m bleeding love”. Just wow. That definitely describes verbal abuse perfectly, especially coming from those you love because it’s those cruel words from loved ones that hurt the most. I mean “the words you spit out kill me like bullets”, how else is there to describe that pain because it fucking sucks. Other lyrics that just show the words are coming from the one you love: “As long as you love me, the good or the ugly, everything is okay” as well as “I won’t surrender my darling”. And this relationship is obviously toxic with words like “Selfish I will never be enough even when I pour out all of myself” and “It’s like you control me, without you I’m lonely” and “So far you’ve concealed the true color” and “Without you dying slowly”. And they clearly have had enough with this abuse with lyrics like “Need to drag myself out of there, remove you from my life, take off the tag you” and “They hit me like a gunshot, I’ve bled enough”.

Now into the sound of the song. It has all the classic KARD elements: it has a powerful sound with the instrumentals, it’s faced paced, it’s something you can dance to, and it has that chorus that slows down then just picks up again. But this song just sounds very different than anything they’ve released before? Not in a bad way, since this is probably one of their best songs. Between the lyrics, the vocals, and the overall sound where the music just doesn’t completely take over like in some of their other songs. Don’t get me wrong I love songs like BOMB BOMB, but it was very loud and a lot happening in the song at once. Which isn’t a bad thing, cuz that’s like the perfect club song. But with this song (and the whole album really) it shows them refining their sound. Also they had a lot more involvement with this song, especially BM who did everything from lyrics to producing which probably has a lot to do with it. The music itself just goes perfectly with the vocals. Just the flow is really nice, and the beat is fun, and them gun shots really just add to it. And can we talk about that breakdown when BM is like “1 shot, 2 shot, 3 shot, 4″? Like what??!! Those sirens and everything just ramps up just before it ends, like yaasssss.

Now the music video! It starts with Jiwoo zipping up a body bag...which just sets the tone for the video cuz it’s like ok this is how it starts lets see how tf we got here. Then you find out at the end it Jiwoo zipping up the body bag of...well Jiwoo lol like WHAT THE FUCK?! (I’ll get into this here in a sec). Anyway in terms of the video it also has some classic KARD elements like the choreography that’s very intense and dramatic, the bright colors, the flashes and lasers, some crazy stuff happening, and some really cool props and visuals (not just the members lol). Other common stuff is the piles of technology surrounding them, especially J.seph. Like in Red Moon, there’s cameras and old televisions around them. This time the video starts with them being surrounded by cameras and J.seph has a pile of old computer monitors. There may be some meaning with this, but I don’t get it but think it’s an interesting theme. Perhaps its an analogy for them being constantly watched and put on every screen, like showing a darker side of being a celebrity (also will get into this in a minute when I talk about interesting interpretations and theories).

Also this video gave me suicide squad vibes. Like Jiwoo with them pony tails and the way her makeup was done resembled Harley Quinn. And idk BM gave me Joker vibes (may be due to the coloring of his teeth), BUT he also gave me Harley vibes with the blue and pink coloring of his blonde hair (which is just an amazing look for him). Then BM was just covering everything in black, Jiwoo is just fucking shit up, Somin is ready to cut a bitch, and J.seph is burning shit up as usual (just like BOMB BOMB, so another parallel). Everyone looked good in this video...like they are all such great visuals. Somin looked like a queen as always with the jewelry and everything (they always do that and she looks stunning). Jiwoo pulls of that outfit with those threads everywhere, like that would drive me crazy yet she looks amazing. Blonde BM is truly a look. And J.seph? I think this was the best he’s looked in any video...maybe its the dark hair and clothes paired with those light contacts that just make his eyes stand out. Idk but looks good, all of them! Even with all those slashes to their faces! Also this video is a lot less sexualized, especially with the girls but that’s a whole other topic for another day.

So we know this song is about verbal abuse. I talked about how it could be from someone you love. Obviously the cuts on their faces are caused by the words and pain inflicted on them, until eventually its more than just lashes but a full on gunshot killing them completely. An interesting theory I read is this is a song to their fans, or really people just leaving hate comments. Again you can draw from the cameras and screens how their whole life is recorded, and how they are trying their best pouring their heart and soul into their music when they get all this hate and criticism. So these “shots” hurt the most when it comes from their fans. Also going with this concept, Jiwoo shooting herself could be killing who she is to be who they want her to be. Although there’s so many interpretations, especially to the ending. Like it could be her killing the weaker and darker part of herself (like the part of herself willing to put up with the abuse out of love), so by killing that part of her she is free. BUT, could this “winner” be that dark part of herself killing who she used to be? This could also be killing that pain, but by embracing it and letting it morph you into something darker like a person embracing that evil and using it to make themselves stronger and protect themselves. OR she is causing this pain on herself, it’s her own words are the insecurities and lack of love to herself that is affecting her until she ends up just killing herself (not literally but figuratively). Idk so many ideas and interpretations to the ending alone. Plus we have them all just spreading this darkness and anger (like BM literally painting everything black, which is symbolic into spreading darkness). But ya this video was amazing, the visuals were stunning and the song is just great.

The rest of the album (all 2 songs...hope they release more) was just as incredible. Hold On is a farewell to J.seph who will be enlisting soon, and omg that made me cry. So J.seph you better keep your promise and return soon because we’ll be holding on and waiting for you babe! This song was also really slow (at least for a KARD song) which just shows you they can be diverse in their music. Plus just the contrast of the verses (which are just super powerful) with the chorus (which is very melodic) was great. And with AH EE YAH, like that was so nice to listen to and its a cool mix between old music with that beat it starts with, to newer music especially with the way they rap. So, shows they have a lot of influences and it also shows a different side to KARD.

Overall I think it’s a great comeback (idk what else they have planned but hoping for some new stuff because I’ve missed them so much). Please go show support and stream Gunshot and listen to the mini album! They are so talented and deserve so much more recognition. They have such hope with this comeback, but yet they still are like “we’re never gonna be number 1″ and that just breaks my heart. So show your support, hopefully they can get a win this year or just something big happen for them because they deserve it!! So that is the end of my rant...back to watching this video for the 100th time we go!!

#let me know what you think if you read my entire paper lol #alyssa kpop rant #BM #j.seph #jeon somin #jeon jiwoo #kard #hidden kard #kpop #gunshot #gunshot kard #kard comeback #bm kard #j.seph kard #jiwoo kard #somin kard

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mlinkwell · 6 years ago

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Bet On It

Request: NCT Jaehyun smut where he is the basketball player and you are the cheerleader. 😚please😚😚

Pairing: Jaehyun (Jung Yoonoh) x Reader (Fem)

Genre: Smut / kinda fluff maybe idk

Word Count: 3k

Warnings: penetrative sex, fingering, oral sex, semi-public sex, dirty talk, a High School Musical reference as a title

I love a good sports fic. This was the perfect request. Also it’s still Valentine’s Day here so happy birthday to our boy <3

“Great job tonight, girls!” You yelled to your team as everyone moved for their waters. You had just dismissed one long, tough practice. Your coach was sick, but with the area championships and cheer competition right around the corner, you couldn’t afford to miss a practice. So, as the captain, you were left to lead your girls and lock up the gym.

You sat on the edge of the mat and guzzled down your water. You were sweating, out of breath, and your bow felt like it was barely keeping your hair up. Leading practice didn’t mean you got to skip out. Instead, you spent the last two hours jumping, tumbling, flying, and watching your team for errors. You were exhausted, but you had to wait for everyone else to leave before you even had a chance to think about going home and getting in bed.

After your short rest, you shuffled every cheerleader and pom pom off the mat and into the locker room. Your team seemed to be just as tired as you were, and didn’t have the energy to hurry home. You decided to use the shower to make the most of your wait.

You enjoyed the steam and water droplets rolling down your body a few extra moments before getting out and wrapping your towel around your body. You made your way across the now empty room to your locker. Everyone was gone. You hummed to yourself as you bent down to pull your bag from the bottom of your locker. You began to pull your school clothes out from bag, ready to get in them and out of the gym. You were just about to drop the towel when you felt a hand on your bare shoulder.

Your loud, high-pitched scream filled the locker room, echoing off the walls and bouncing through the showers. You turned around with a jump, only to see Jaehyun standing behind you, laughing his ass off, tears at the corners of his eyes.

“Oh, my God, Jae!” You screamed as you hit him. “What the hell?”

“I didn’t know I would scare you that bad!” He said, trying to defend himself from your attack. He grabbed your arm and pulled you into his chest.

“Stop,” you pouted. “I’m mad at you.”

“I’m sorry, baby,” he apologized, still smiling.

“No, you’re not,” you huffed. “How’d you even get in here?” “You’re not the only captain with a key set,” he said, taking his keys out of the pocket of his hoodie. “I can’t believe we’ve never used this before.”

“I’ve used my keys, Jaehyun,” you said, turning around and picking up your clothes.

“Yeah,” he said, coming behind you and setting his lips just behind your ear. His hands came over your towel, slowly trying to push it down as he continued. “But we’ve never used them.”

“No, no, no,” You repeated and darted out of his grasped. “We’re not doing that here.”

“But no one’s here,” Jaehyun argued, “and it’s not like there’s any cameras where everyone changes.”

“Still no,” you replied. Jaehyun started walking towards you, backing you up against your locker and placing his hands on his hips. “We just can’t.” “Think about it, sweetheart,” he began, placing kisses along your jaw and reaching your ear. “You get the thrill of doing it in a public place without the chance of getting caught. It’s perfect. Just picture how good I can make you feel.”

Jaehyun started planting kisses down your neck, one arm snaking around your waist to pull you closer to his body. His mouth felt too good and his reasoning was beginning to get to you. You almost gave in and dropped the towel when his tongue moved over the weak spot on the center of your throat. Almost.

“Stop,” you gasped, planting your palms against his chest. He stepped back and looked at you, obviously a little hurt from the rejection, but he was always going to stop when you wanted. “Just not tonight, okay? I’m too tired.” That seemed to perk him up, and he immediately asked, “When?” “I don’t know,” you shrugged.

“How about this.” He grinned with excitement, his signature dimples on display. “If we win area, we do it then.”

You thought for a moment, but eventually gave in.

“Deal.”

A few days later and you were back in the locker room. Your best friend and co-captain, Jiwoo, was making sure your bow was just right as you touched up your lipstick. It was the night of the area game, and you were worried everyone around you could hear your heart pounding in your chest. Your nerves were on full display. Your squad had noticed, and, assuming it was the usual big-game-with-a-captain-as-a-boyfriend nerves, tried to comfort you. You thanked them, but couldn’t let them know the real reason behind your behavior.

Your role as captain was to cheer for the team. Your role as Jaehyun’s girlfriend was to cheer him on. However, thanks to some explicit texts from the basketball team captain earlier that day, it felt as though you were cheering for him to take you in the gym later that night. The thought made you blush, and you had to keep it together in front of the entire school all night. So, you put on your biggest, fakest smile and led the girls out of the locker room.

The game was incredibly fast paced. The other team was better than expected, but it didn’t seem to faze Jaehyun. By halftime, he alone had four three-pointers and three assists. As Jaehyun led his team back on the court after halftime, he shot you a wink. He wasn’t worried.

By the fourth quarter, Jaehyun still hadn’t slowed down, but the other team had. He led the boys up and down the court. He was one of the fastest point guards the school has ever had, and he used in to his advantage. He refused to let them lose energy. The final buzzer rang out. It was a 45 - 28 win.

You and the other girls moved across the court to congratulate the team. Jaehyun found you first, immediately picking you up and spinning you. He dropped you back down, his sweat soaked hair falling in face. You pushed it out of the way and reached up to kiss his forehead. “Congrats, baby.”

“I’ll see you in a bit,” he said, winking again and planting a quick kiss on your lips. You made your way back to your own locker room, once again waiting for everyone else to leave before you could. You wandered over to the mirror, setting your makeup on the edge of the sink, touching up while the girls packed up to leave. They each said their goodbyes as they went, and when the last girl was out, you locked the door, and waited.

A few minutes went by, and you heard a knock on the door. You forced your legs to move and opened the door. Jaehyun darted inside and shut the door behind him, locking it back and turning to you. He had changed out of his uniform, his hair and skin was much less sweaty, and he had a huge smile plastered on his face. He slipped his shoes off and kicked them under the bench.

“Are you ready?” You asked as you got closer to him, your hands sliding up his chest.

“I’ve been thinking about this all night, sweetheart.” He dropped his bag on the bench and immediately pulled his off his hoodie, exposing his strong, toned torso and arms. He pulled you into his grasp by the jaw and attached his lips to yours. If you hadn’t already expressed it, his eager mouth would have given away his excitement. He crashed his lips into yours over and over. His tongue darted out and into your mouth. His hands moved from your face and down your back until he reached the bottom of your short uniform skirt. He groped you, the force still apparent through several layers.

His traveled a bit further down to the back of your thighs. He squeezed and you jumped up, wrapping your legs around him while his hands reattached themselves to your ass. He reached down to grab his hoodie off the bench and place it on the floor. You removed your legs from his waist and rested your back on the fabric. He looked down at you and shook his head before pulling you onto your knees.

“Does winning earn me a little congratulations?” He asked as he stood in front of you and pushed down his shorts.

“I’m already letting you fuck me in the locker room, Jae,” you teased, moving forward to take him in your mouth anyway. “Don’t push it.”

“Ah, shit,” He hissed as you wrapped your lips around his tip and sucked. You jerked the rest of his shaft in your hand, letting him get fully hard before you took the rest of him in your mouth. You slid down slowly, looking up at him with wide, innocent eyes as you took him inch by inch, fighting back the urge to gag for as long as possible. He held eye contact with you, his hand moving to grab your head beneath your high ponytail. “You look so good, sweetheart.”

You hummed around him, bobbing your head as far down as you comfortably could, using your hand for the rest. He pushed your head further down while low groans and sighs left his mouth. Jaehyun never stopped looking at you. Watching was always part of the fun for him. Soon enough, he grabbed your ponytail and pulled you off his length and up to your feet. He reached both hands under your skirt and pulled down your bloomers and underwear. He followed the movement all the way down to floor, moving your legs apart as he knelt before you. He kept his gaze between your legs as he pulled your skirt up, exposing your core to his eyes. You placed your hands on his shoulders, bracing yourself for the moment his fingers -

BANG! BANG!

The knocks from the other side of the metal door rang out in the nearly empty locker room. You pushed Jaehyun away from you, shoving his bag into his arms and signaling for him to hide. He took off towards the showers and you shouted, “Just one second!”

You pushed your skirt as far down as you could and took deep, calming breaths as you moved towards the door that led from inside the gym into the locker room. You unlocked and pulled the door open, coming face to face with Jaehyun’s head coach.

“Coach Kim,” you said out of surprise.

“Are you alright?” Coach Kim asked, looking at your flushed face and wide eyes.

“You just scared me,” you explained, not really lying. “I didn’t realize anyone else was still here.”

“I was just locking up and saw the light on,” he spoke, looking around the room behind you. “I thought I should probably knock before just coming in.”

“Oh, well, I’m glad you did,” you replied. “I saw just about to shower and change.”

“Then I’m glad I did, too,” Coach Kim said, giving a small bow before backing out of the doorway. “Don’t stay too late. Sorry for startling you.”

“No problem.” You smiled, and he began to walk back through the darkened gym. You close the door, locking it and sliding into a squat against the cool metal. “Oh, my God.”

Jaehyun reappeared from his hiding place. His torso was still bare, and the scare had obviously not affected him enough to get rid of the tent in his loose basketball shorts. There was a smug grin on his face. He knelt down in front of you and held your face in his hands. “That was so impressive, it made me want you more.”

You pushed him away slightly as a shocked laugh left your lips. Once you both stood with Jaehyun towering over you, you reached up to connect your lips again. He complied, then slipped one hand in between your legs. He ran a finger through your folds and brought it up to your face. The tip of the digit was soaking wet. “Almost getting caught got you excited, huh?”

You blushed, choosing to kiss him again instead of answer. Jaehyun led you away from the door and back to sweatshirt on the floor. This time, laying on your back was what he wanted, and he pushed a finger into you as soon as you were down. He began pumping, his face hovering just above yours, occasionally kissing you as he watched you get more and more turned on. You placed one hand on his head, tangling your fingers into his hair as his fingers moved within you. You hadn’t had sex in a while, and the slight burn of just his fingers was evident. As he continued, letting you take the discomfort out of his scalp, the feeling moved to pure pleasure. He smiled down at you, loving every moan that came from your lips.

“Jae,” you whimpered, reaching your fingertips under the band on his shorts. “I want you, please, baby.”

He crashed his lips onto yours and you pulled his shorts down as far as you could. He sat up and took over, pulling them off and leaving him completely bare. He reached for his bag and pulled a condom out of the side pocket. He unwrapped it, throwing the foil back in the bag and rolling the rubber down his length. He moved back over you, and you spread your legs wider. You pushed slightly off the hard floor and kissed him, more softer than the last few. He continued kissing you as he entered you, slowly sinking in and catching all of your whimpers in his mouth. He started fast, realizing upon entering you that he was much more excited than he thought. He planted his hands on either side of your head, driving into you with quick thrusts. Your body jostled as his hips met yours, the fabric of the sweatshirt sliding against the smooth floor of the locker room.

You moaned freely, every sound echoing off the lockers and through the room. It drove Jaehyun crazy. Your sounds surrounding him as he claimed you on the ground drawing him closer to the end. The pain in his knees from the hard ground was nothing compared to how your body made him feel. He leaned in to, whispering in your ear as he thrust into you.

“You like that?” He asked then licked at the shell of your ear. “Yes, Jae, fuck!” You moaned, your arms wrapped around his back.

“I knew you would, baby. I knew you’d like it when I fucked you all over this place.” He pulled his length out of you and shot up, pulling your body with him. He walked your weak legs over to the showers and stopped in front of a sink. He bent you over and positioned himself back in between your legs.

“Fuck!” You yelped. You two had never had sex like this, and this new position had him feeling deeper inside of you. It almost felt foreign, almost too much. It wasn’t what you were used to, and you couldn’t hold onto your boyfriend as he drove into you. You gripped the sides of the sink, bowing your head as you took his thrusts. He was moving faster than before, no hard flooring against his legs to hinder him. You felt his hand grab your ponytail and wrap the hair around his fist. He pulled you up harshly, and you yelped again as your back his chest. You eyes were squeezed shut and your back was arching from the overwhelming feeling.

“Look at yourself, sweetheart,” Jaehyun commanded. You forced your eyes opened and looked at the mirror in front of you. You were a mess. You bow holding your ponytail had loosened in the activity. Your pupils were blown wide, and you had a sweat dampening the hair around your face. You looked at Jaehyun through the mirror. He was sweaty again, looking just as hot and athletic as he did on the court. He had a dark, lustful look clouding his usually soft features. When you found his eyes, they were watching you through the mirror. He dragged one hand down your body until he reached the front of your hiked-up skirt. “I’ve always wanted to fuck you here. You just look so damn sexy with this little uniform on. Had to get in your tight pussy with it on you.”

You were starting to shake against him, his words and this position too much for you to handle. Your moans turned to whines, hoping he would finish you off before you legs gave out. Jaehyun kept whispering in your ear, turning himself on just as much as he was you. Soon, you felt a sharp thrust that would have knocked you forward without his grip you, and he groaned behind you, spilling into the condom. He didn’t pull out, instead he reached his hand down and starting rubbing quickly at your clit.

“C’mon, sweetheart. Do it for me. That pussy’s gotta come for me.” He showed his verbal and physical possession of your body, his fingers still working on you. You weren’t used to such a fast, hard pace, and it didn’t take long before you clenched around him with shaking legs and loud moans.

Jaehyun helped you over the bench and sat you down. He assisted you in finally pulling your uniform off and shorts and t-shirt on. He gave you his sweatshirt, which you pulled on before placing the straps of you small backpack on your shoulders. He grabbed his bag and then you, carrying you out to his car to take you home before your parents killed you both. Your legs were wrapped around his waist and your face was buried in his neck as he strode across the parking lot.

“Hey, Jae?” you called his name and tapped on his shoulder.

“Yes?”

“What if I win my cheer competition?”

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minbbydoll · 5 years ago

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Dauntless - 전 정국 (001)

↳ Pairing : Yandere Dauntless born!Jungkook x Divergent!Reader

↳ Genres : Angst, smut, action, fluff, adventure

↳ Summary : There are five factions; Abnegation/Selflessness, Erudite/Intelligence, Dauntless/Bravery, Amity/Peacefulness, and Candor/Honesty. These five factions are the way of life, everything you’ve only ever known but what happens when the test fails you and you get caught in a web of lies. Trust the test they say, it’ll be okay they say, what happens when it’s not okay.

↳ Word count : 1.7k

↳ A/N : I was getting anxiety keeping this in my drafts and now I’m getting anxiety posting this, I can never win with myself. I wanted to do this longer but I couldn’t keep it in my drafts for any longer either.

You diverted your attention from Jungkook to the floor, his gaze made you shy but you couldn’t figure out why. “I doubt it, I doubt we’d be in the same factions.”

Jungkook just cockily turned his head to the side, the shy boy gone as he took a risk that could very well make or break a relationship with you. “I would give up my faction for you or we could just sneak around.”

You being the hopeless romantic that you are just ate that up, the way he smiled when he said it, you ignored the way that smile held a sinister presence behind it or maybe you’re just too naive to see it.

“Y-you would do that for me.” You couldn’t help the way your heartbeat picked up; he was just too charming. “Of course, I’d do anything for you.” You wondered why, why would this man you just met so willingly give up his family for you?

Why would he risk being factionless, why would he risk everything you’ve both known for your entire lives for a simple but plain person like you? “W-why?” Jungkook just looked at you with perplexed smile, “Why not?” How could I not want to do anything for you?

The next words that came out of your mouth just perplexed him more, “Because I don’t deserve that kind of treatment.” Of course, you deserve to be treated like a queen, he wondered why you would think any different. Did someone tell you that you don’t deserve it, who would tell you something like that?

Jungkook’s sudden silence made you worry and your insecurities soar, did you say something wrong? Did he not like you anymore, he suddenly looked up to you and you jumped surprised by his eyes deeply watching yours, “You’re perfect.”

You swallowed the lump in your throat, Ah~ why do I have to fall in love so easy? “W-what?” Jungkook reached up to caress your cheek, “You’re perfect, you deserve to be treated like a queen and if anyone tells you different, lemme know, I’ll deal with them.”

Before you could open your mouth to say something Jinyoung came back and wrapped his arm over your shoulders, “Who’s this?” Jungkook’s stare was focused on Jinyoung’s arm, Jinyoung looked towards you, “Is he okay?” Jungkook looked to Jinyoung, “I’m fine, my name is Jeon Jungkook and I am from dauntless. Who are you?”

Jinyoung could hear how Jungkook gritted his teeth and how he harshly spit out the word you. “I’m [Name]’s brother Jinyoung.” B-brother? Jungkook’s attitude changed so fast you were sure it gave you whiplash. Jungkook’s main thought was to impress your brother, your family, he knows family might mean a lot to you, so he has to impress them just in case it really does.

“So…what’s abnegation like?” Your brother looked confused, “Why?” You softly tapped your brother’s chest, “I might be interested in abnegation.” Jinyoung’s look of confusion softened into pity, “Since you’re dauntless born I think it would be hard for you but if you really are interested in abnegation you need to; number one know the rules-,”

Jinyoung was cut off by a loud, “Next!” You looked at Jungkook, “I’m sorry, hope to see you soon. Come on Jinyoung.” Jungkook stared at you and your brother (mainly you) as you both disappeared into the building for your aptitude test.

“Yes, we will [Name] very soon.”

You avoid looking at the grand mirror that was on the side luckily there was only one and you were able to only see a small glance of your shoes in the mirror indicating that it really was there and you couldn’t look at yourself through it.

“Are you kidding me?” You looked up from the ground and see a young woman with light blonde hair, her cute doe eyes making her look innocent (despite her tattoos on her collarbone and sleeve and piercings on her lip and nose) you didn’t stare too long at her and looked down.

“Why doesn’t abnegation look at mirrors?” You sat down in the long chair, “Mirrors symbolize vanity, I look in the mirror on the second day of every three months, the day my mother cuts my hair.”

She snorts, “That’s stupid, what’s your name kid?” You nervously fidget with your fingers, “[Name].” She poured clear liquid into a small glass, “Nice name, I’m Jeon Jiwoo. Here, drink.” Jiwoo handed you the glass and you brought it up to your lips and threw your head back, downing the clear liquid.

When you brought your head back down finishing the drink Jiwoo wasn’t there anymore. You turned your head side to side and stared at yourself in the mirror, you looked away after what seemed like 4 minutes.

You heard loud cheering outside and got up from your seat, you walked outside to see two girls. Everyone surrounded the two girls; you could tell one of the girls was Yura, she’s in abnegation too. Maybe I can talk her down.

You quickly rushed in between them and faced Yura, everyone stopped cheering and stared at you. “Y-yura stop this, we don’t fight.” Your heart was beating rapidly out of anxiety, Yura didn’t speak but instead charged at you but luckily due to your adrenaline you were able to quickly dodge.

“Yura please, stop.” After Yura missed you she went after the girl she was originally going after. The girl was in amity and she looked scared out of her mind, you quickly ran after her and tackled her down before she could hurt the scared amity girl.

Everyone disappeared just like that again and you quickly stood up only to be surrounded by factionless mothers, fathers, and children. They all looked at you scared and all of sudden a huge crack came to be in the floor.

It split open in the blink of an eye and countless factionless families fell in, you ran over to as many children as you could and gathered them in a safe corner. One kid fell and hung over the edge, you quickly rushed over to him and grabbed his forearm trying to pull him up.

“Ma’am am I going to die?” The poor kid’s voice broke as he started to let his tears come out, “M-my mommy i-is gone.” You shook your head and held in your tears you so desperately wanted to let out.

“It’s okay, you’re going to be okay, I’ll help you.” A little girl about 5 years of age came behind you, “Don’t lie to him, how can you save him when you can’t even save yourself.” Then you were falling, the young boy still in your arms.

You tightly held onto him and put his head on your chest to muffle his cries, you moved a little so that you would fall first on your back, you told the kid that you would help him, that it would be okay and that’s what you were going to do even at the cost of your own life.

You would keep your word; you tightly closed your eyes as you looked once more to see how close you both were to the ground.

You were yanked by the arm out of your chair, Jiwoo rushed to her computer after yanking you up and started furiously typing on the computer next to her. “W-what’s wrong?” You were anxious as she looked jumpy, she turned to you, “Get out!”

Your eyes were wide in surprise, what did you do wrong? “Come on, you have to get out.” Your eyebrows were furrowed, and you did something you would never do. You got closer to her invading her personal space, “Why, what’s wrong, tell me.”

She sighed and pushed you away (not really wanting to deal with you), “Listen you need to get out of here before they find out, I’m inputing amity as your faction. Amity and abnegation are pretty similar, so I’ll just put in amity.”

You watched as she moved all over the room, she started mumbling no and looking for something. “Fuck, just- just get out of here kid.” She frustratedly messed up her blonde hair, “Hey, what was my result, I have a right to know.”

She moved closer to you and gave you a glare, “You don’t have rights kid, nobody does.” She continued to move around in search of something, “That’s not fair, what was my result?” You were starting to get irritated; you’re usually nice but you wanted to know what you were.

You wouldn’t be able to choose at the ceremony if you didn’t know what you were. “Fuck,” She looked side to side before going closer to you again, “You’re amity, dauntless, abnegation, erudite, and candor.”

Your eyes were wide in surprise, “What the fuck does that mean, are you messing with me?” She sighed again and ran her hand through her hair, “I could die just knowing this, knowing this is going to get you killed; which is why I didn’t want to tell you.”

She looked at the ground, “Maybe it’s better for you to know- look, you’re divergent; which means you don’t have just one faction.” You shook your head, “That’s impossible, I have to have one faction.”

She crossed her arms over her chest, “It’s possible just really rare, you’re unstable and they don’t like that.” You thought for a bit, “Who doesn’t like it?” She ignored your question, “Just tell whoever asks you got amity and go home. Don’t tell anyone about this, don’t ever mention that you have more than one faction- you can’t trust anyone, not your parents, not your family, not your friends, faction before blood so you never trust anyone.”

“My family would never do that to me, in my family faction is never before blood.” She gives you a glare again, “I know you think that, but you can never be too sure, now get the fuck out before the higher ups find out and go out here.”

She led you near the back door, before pushing you out. You felt your heartbeat out of anxiety, you started your walk back home. This was driving you crazy, what the hell are you going to do for the choosing ceremony?

@alyxandraz

#dauntless #divergent #jungkook x reader #jungkook #jeon jiwoo #bts #save me

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retrochannie · 5 years ago

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Anger

Summary: Sian gets annoyed by an unnecessarily mean interviewer

[A/N]: Wanted to make a scenario depicting Sian’s short temper/anger issues, so voila. Also the nickname ‘JiJi’ comes from Sian’s Korean name ‘Jiwoo’ and she’s only comfortable with the members of Ateez calling her that.

Requests open!

“Wow JiJi, they did your hair so nicely!” Wooyoung exclaimed as he linked arms with the slightly shorter girl. She looked at her hairstyle in a nearby mirror - it was curled with one half up and the other down, a simple style, but Sian appreciated the compliment.

“Thanks, Woo”

“Wooyoung-ssi I need to style yours now” a stylist told him, causing the boy to nod and make his way over to them after giving Sian a swift hug.

Sian turned around to go and talk to another member, only to be stopped short by their manager approaching her.

“Mind if we quickly talk before the interview?” he asked the girl, to which she replied with a casual “sure” before the manager led her to a part of the room they were in that had less people.

“Is everything okay?” she asked him.

“This interviewer...” her manager started “he has a bit of a reputation for being a little rude to idols by asking personal questions or insulting them” Sian picked up on a slightly guilty look on his face which caused her to be confused.

“And...?” she asked, crossing her arms.

“This interview is really important, it could gain a lot of popularity for Ateez, so it needs to go smoothly” he told her, and Sian furrowed her brows, piecing together what he was trying to convey before it finally clicked.

“You’re worried I’m gonna get angry?”

“Many people are gonna see this interview Sian. I just don’t want people to think of you or Ateez badly” he said sincerely and as much as she wanted to complain that she had every right to defend herself and her team, she respected her manager’s honesty. Sighing, she reached a decision.

“Fine. I’ll be tame” she said, making him smile instantly, “but only for the sake of the group”

“I’m sorry Sian. I know this is annoying for you”

“It’s fine, it’s just one interview. I’ll manage”

Sian really wished that was the case.

They had made halfway through the interview without a hitch and for a moment, Sian really didn’t get what the fuss was about. The interview gave off a bit of a cocky vibe, but that wasn’t really any reason to get upset.

However, that thought was quickly destroyed when the interviewer asked Sian a particularly annoying and very rude question.

“So, Sian, I’m sure the fans are dying to know just how you were able to stay in the group” the interview asked rather bluntly. Sian was taken aback by the sudden question - no, insult. She felt San’s hand on her knee tense and was somewhat relieved to know that she wasn’t the only one finding this absurd.

Clearing her throat, she looked the interviewer in the eye and mustered up the politest smile she could, “pardon?”

“Well having a female in a boy group can easily ruin it right? Don’t you worry that you could, you know, jeopardise the boy’s aspirations?”

Sian was pissed. Really, really pissed. She was positive that he was doing this on purpose for a reaction and that made her even angrier. Taking a quick glance at the manager, it was evident that he too was shocked. It took everything in her to not argue with the interviewer - she couldn’t let him win. She also couldn’t afford the group’s reputation going down the drain because of her, so, still with a smile, she replied.

“We manage just fine”

The first thing Sian did when she marched into the dorm was punch the nearest wall. It was a terrible way to manage her anger, but at this point she didn’t care at all.

“Sian-” Hongjoong tried to take her now sore and slightly bleeding hand into his, but before he could the girl had already stomped off to her room and slammed the door shut.

She leaned against that door for a moment, drawing in long breaths as she tried her hardest to calm down- but god damn it - she was so upset and annoyed and- embarrassed. Tears pricked at her eyes and she harshly rubbed them away before they could get far.

A gentle knocking came from the door she was leaning on, but she dismissed it and continued to wipe any tears that built up. She didn’t want the members to see her like this. She didn’t want to look weak.

“Sian?” the soft voice of her leader came through the door.

“Go away!” the girl shouted back, cursing at the way her voice cracked.

Hongjoong didn’t go away though. Like always when it came to his members being upset, he stayed, determined to help.

“You know.. it doesn’t make you weak to be in need of support” he told her, leaning his forehead against the door and those words were enough. She doesn’t know how, but Joong was always able to hit the nail on the head. It really was a mystery to her how she was lucky enough to get a friend like Hongjoong.

Sian stood up on shakey legs and turned towards the door, opening it just enough for the leader to squeeze through. Once he had, she shut it again and looked down at her feet, refusing to make eye contact with him.

“Oh JiJi..” Joong said sadly and reached out to the girl, pulling her softly towards him and embracing her.

They stood like that for a while - Hongjoong hugging Sian as she quietly let the tears fall and dampen the boy’s shirt. Only when she was certain that she had no tears left to cry did she raise her head and step back.

“That interviewer was a dick” she stated and the two burst out laughing.

“Trust me, you’re not the only one that thinks that. Even Yunho looked ready to fight the guy” Hongjoong agreed “speaking of fighting, it’s probably a good idea to let Seonghwa take a look at your hand” he motioned towards the now purpling hand.

“That was a stupid move huh?” Sian laughed as she inspected the injury, only to wince when she poked it.

“Yes it was, now lets get Hwa to patch it up” Joong instructed and walked out of the room. Sian, not having much option, followed him.

Seonghwa, being the mum he is, already had the first aid kit out and was waiting for the two in the kitchen. The girl sat down slowly and wordlessly gave the eldest her hand. This unfortunately wasn’t the first time she had done this, so Seonghwa didn’t need her to say anything - but that made her feel more guilty.

“I’m sorry, Hwa, you always have to do this for me” she muttered.

“I don’t have to do it, I do it because I care. We all do” he stated, “that guy had no right to say that to you and I’m pretty sure our manager is making sure to take action so that we never come across him again”

“Good. He really sucks”

Seonghwa smiled at the girl, finding her childish vocabulary cute. He finished off the bandaging and started to tidy up.

“Thank you” he heard the girl say in a small voice. So small that he found it hard to accept the fact that not even a couple hours ago, this girl dented their living room wall.

“Anytime, Nini”

#ateez #ateez 9th member #female addition #au #sian #angst #kinda #kim hongjoong #park seonghwa #a lil #jung wooyoung #scenario #kpop #fanfic

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twodrfters · 5 years ago

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‘ who am i ? who am i ? what are you even saying ? i’m the loser of the game you didn’t know you were playing – ’

was that kim jiwoo ? oh no no , that was just spinel , a canon character from steven universe . they are nineteen years old and are not aware that they are not actually from washington dc . too bad they can’t stray from this city for long .

how long has your character been here

spinel has been here long enough to adapt . about six months ?? is convinced she moved here from out of state to further her career bc the underground scene in dc was supposed to be bitchin .

what is your character’s job

band member !! i don’t have a band name yet but its probably something really fucking stupid . doesn’t make sense but she likes it that way .

where has your character been pulled from in their fandom

she’s been pulled from the end of the movie but it doesn’t matter bc she doesn’t remember much which is great . she’s still emo though so that’s cool but she thinks she’s fucked up bc of a recent breakup which mirrors her canon situation w pink diamond bc aha i love to hurt .

has any magic affected your character

she has no memories and she’s human !! no gem but she has a birthmark where it should be . eats , sleeps , spazzes like a human . maybe something she’d appreciate if she did remember everything sghsjk

and any other information you might find useful for us and the other members to know!!

before washington ;

born to be nothing more than a playmate . someone to keep the other entertained and happy . she lived for her smile , her laughter . she wouldn’t have it any other way . they were playing a game , or at least that’s what she was told . stand very still in the rose garden , she said , don’t move and you’ll win . and so she stayed still for 6,000 years in fact . spinel found herself wondering if she was playing right as the roses around her began to whither . but still she stayed hopeful , hands clasped as tired reddened eyes continued to wait for the other’s return .

she never came back . it was during a special broadcast from his son that she realized that her friend deserted her , she never came back to her . she was forgotten and thrown away and there was nothing she could do about it … other than ruin her son’s happily ever after . yeah , that felt right .

she tries her best to do so , undoing her character development after doing the same to his friends . we see her as she was before everything and when she remembers , she comes to terms with that happened . she works on herself w steven , trying her best to be his friend . it backfires as she soon feels scared he’s going to discard her like his mother did even though that is not the case . she’s scared and confused and so she continues with her plan to destroy the world .

it doesn’t work out though thanks to the gems and steven . her plan is foiled and she realizes what she did was wrong and that she also did nothing to deserve what happened to her . in the end she is sent to live with the diamonds in homeworld in order for the four of them to truly grow and start anew .

now , here in washington ;

she’s spinel ‘ ‘nel ‘ flowers . she watched scott pilgrim and was immediately whipped thank u v much . she’s also now a human so she needs to eat and sleep , her gem now replaced with a small tattoo of it instead . she’s physically eighteen y/o and is currently a member in a band . she’s main vocals , screaming her heart with a mic in her hand during their underground performances . may look cool on stage thanks to her outfits n makeup which she works on a lot but is a huge goof . her act mimics mars argo , imagine sweet girl singing unusual and eerie songs like USING YOU !!

wanted to be an entertainer but being called a Clown as a profession was a lil turn off . so she’s sticking w the band scene . @ me if u want to plot this out or add ur character to the band bc , , , she needs people GSJSSJ

young new york accent , think harley quinn , anyone could take one look at her and her mannerisms and swear she’s from another time ( because she is ) and she takes it as a compliment . find her constantly doing stupid shit when she’s not on stage , however . she lives for chaos and a good laugh , so much that she’d do quite literally anything for a good time . yes , poor girl is a vandal but she thinks she pulls it off quite nicely .

she’s living at her own shitty apartment , it’s small and cramped but has a homey feeling . it’s full of flowers and plants that she takes care of , her room looking more like a greenhouse than anything . pictures all over the wall as well as album art . a huge paramore and pup fan thank u very much . when a plant dies she holds a memorial service and expects everyone to come . says the stupidest shit , sometimes very crude things but she means well . can be impulsive and brash though . will get into verbal fights for the fun of it . can be seen usually as chill and uncaring though , doesn’t care about other’s opinions , only those she cares about .

her old tendencies shine the most with said people . she lives to make her friends smile and laugh , will act up just for a chuckle , worries the most when they’re not okay .

spinel’s going through a rough patch though but she blames it on her recent bad breakup . as she closes her eyes for some good night’s rest , she finds her mind drifting to a distant place . she can smell roses , feet the grass beneath her feet , swear she sees the stars passing over her head vividly . such trances used to make her feel peaceful but lately they’ve been driving her insane . it doesn’t feel peaceful anymore . she feels like she can’t wake up from the dream sometimes , like she’s stuck there forever . due to this she tends to be a little more erratic and irritable but she’s trying her best to be okay .

remembers bits and pieces of her canon . remembers the crystal gems , steven and pink but only their faces . when it comes to pink diamond however she remembers the various feelings felt . happiness , sadness and anger but no specifics . she’s convinced pink diamond and her were childhood friends or something . but she doesn’t talk about . she doesn’t want to since she always gets in a tizzy when she does .

#hw: intro #like if u wanna plot !!! ill dm asap

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antibodykrp-blog · 7 years ago

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— The face one shows him he invariably reflects back at one, creating the illusion of warmth and depth when in fact he is brittle and shallow as a mirror.

war has little to do with how people go about their lives. this is about twenty-six year old do kyungsoo, better known as a pimp at lotus anma.

canon: n/a part of: n/a

freeform:

– 1990

at the foot of the house of cards mother bundles in comforters the prospect of endless joy – she felt as such because her pastimes during the swollen-belly months were completely consisted of reading and hearing stories lived by other ladies who decided to put such a situation upon themselves as well. therefore, even when the shivering september night folded into gore and ache, she held her husband’s hand until all those ten fisted fingers felt white noise, then smiled as they cooed and cradled the tiny being they had created.

december rolled colder than last years, or so say their friends, who found their way out of the cramped home only by this ungodly hour in which mother can barely see what rests between each beam of light in the sidewalk. father joins her, care in his smile and hands as he rests them over his wife’s shoulders. a kiss on her cheek as they turned back into the doors of their home again; a mumble about catching a cold.

“what are you thinking about?” father asks.

– 1999

“i’m thinking that i’ve been training my grabs, and that i can totally tackle you down by now, no problem” kyungsoo replies quickly, confident and pearl-white smiles, never munching on excuses to postpone.

father laughs loud, and the sound is inviting to the taste for a dare nestled in the core of kyungsoo’s very bones. in his thoughts he is rude, calls father an old man, and wins with an arm behind his back as quickly as he can catch his own reflexion in those darker eyes on their way to the ground. sounds unlikely, of course, but dreams are only as impossible as one assumes.

“maybe i’m gettin’ too old for our plays, kid” father shakes his head, “now that i think of it, you should be studying; why would you ever need to tackle somebody anyway?”

kyungsoo shrugs – the hell would he know? “protect mom, i guess” mother is in the kitchen, to which she paced with not much of a difficulty but still her right foot dragged slightly, and now stands undefeated by the stove, cooking the family their dinner, balancing not on the objects around her as if she had not lost the war. it was said to get worse from here.

father sighs, and he practices a proud smile on the corner of his lip, which he is saving for when kyungsoo pulls the feeling right out of him, golden boy. “alright, but i don’t want you getting into any fights out there; this is for protection only–” he stops, “you promise?”

– 2005

“‘course i do!” jiwoo sounds as excited as the little stars twirling in the white of her eyes conveyed, and kyungsoo can feel his melting heart dripping on his ribcage. “what else would i do except watch you kick some ass?”

he smiles at his sunday shoes with the warmth reserved for her, but which he cannot muster courage to present yet. maybe if he takes home the medal from the taekwondo competition, maybe if he doesn’t and instead she hugs him loving and soothing, maybe, maybe, maybe…

their pinky fingers curl around each other. his best friend stands up, shakes off imaginary dust, and fixes the cross around her neck. a comment on how the sermon is about to start.

“kyungsoo, are you coming?”

– 2010

never had kyungsoo gathered so many wires on the inside of his skull and dedicated those to the creation of excuses to suspend jiwoo’s plans. there’s sweat on the back of his neck, his jacket is too big on him, and the honey neon behind her head buzzes all around his own and stings the lobe of his ear. a frown is all he will let her see tonight – she will not be special, he tells himself, she will be as important as any unknown soul.

“i don’t want to” flat and cold and direct. he really doesn’t; his mother is probably still waiting for him up even if they clock is quickly approaching the darkest fold of the night; he has training in the morning before her dreams can even conceive daylight;

he has a thousands reasons why not and yet the fading twirling ballerina in her eye begs and he gives in.

“‘soo… i just need you to stay around to protect me. just until i move to seoul and find somebody to do it properly… i promise, just one guy tonight” she holds onto his arm; red nails, soft hands, all vices, no virtues. sheer, vicious sin. he wonders if he loves her.

“please, kyungsoo.”

– 2011

“i have to” kyungsoo has a lump on his throat he cannot swallow. he can feel it grow as he pulls his bags through the little house, wondering if he will be the final blow to dismantle the paper walls.

his mother is crying, his father regards him filled with disappointment.

“but we need you!”

– 2015

her hand on his shoulder has the weight of a life; a full life, of which he shared and nurtured as one of his own. the light of his care fidgets through, and he swallows an apology. he dwells on the memory of jiwoo, and he did and could have done, and it all seems to tie together with all those other lives he sees and touches, as the things he did are the things he should do as well.

they do need him – or at least he thinks so. how sinful they all are, filthy and lewd and improper. they need him. he sighs, and takes her hand in his, then calmly watches as she switches her gaze. they need him. the slow melt of his demeanor is by now usual to these girls, those with whom he deals with and off. they need him.

“all i can say is that i’ll think about it.” he already has. they need him.

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ELEMENT (Lorenzo) FEEL (Hyeongjong vs. Patrick) LOYALTY (Patrick/Hel) PRIDE (all?) LOVE (Hoon? :3) FEAR (all?)

“DAMN” Qs for muses | Open!@intergalacticxmisfits

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LONG post underneath.

ELEMENT. -What is your muse “made of”, what is their character like? Courageous, loving, scared, etc. > Lorenzo.

Lorenzo is mostly made out of ‘trial and error’. He believes he fails more easily than he doesn’t and therefore always keeps trying, and that’s really a big part of who he is. He isn’t obsessed with becoming bigger, better, stronger. He wants to be ‘just right’. ‘Good enough’ not in a depressing way, but more in the way an inexperienced boy tries to figure things out that overwhelm him at first. Lorenzo is a trier, and the consistency and bravery (and being a good loser) that comes with it characterise him.

FEEL. -How does your character react to a persons touch? A random stranger’s? A loved one’s? A friend’s? > Hyeongjong vs Patrick

I supposed ‘vs’ means that I should compare Hyeongjong to Patrick, and I’ll do that with pleasure. Sometimes comparing one character with another sheds light on quite a few aspects I wouldn’t have thought of discovering in one of the characters because they weren’t present, to begin with. Hyeongjong is very confident, has learnt how to be, and Patrick comes off as such, and he actually is in some aspects, but their confidence makes one not give being touched much thought, and the other give it too much thought.Hyeongjong is confident in a way that he knows he’ll shake someone off easily if they were to touch him and he didn’t like it. When it happens it happens, and when he doesn't like it, he makes it stop. But Patrick doesn’t have that secure knowledge. He is confident that he could defend himself from being touched, but he feels that if someone broke through to him enough to touch him in the first place, he crumbles and becomes vulnerable, no longer being able to act as arrogant and confident as he usually does.Hyeongjong doesn’t mind being touched because he knows he can and will control it if he needs to. Patrick doesn’t like being touched because he’s scared he won’t be able to control it.

LOYALTY. -Does your character have any loyalty to any group? > Patrick/Hel, you get both

Patrick is incredibly loyal. He knows what it feels like to be betrayed (or to think he was betrayed) and in no way in hell will he ever let himself sink low enough to betray someone. You could call it a ‘sin’ in his book, betrayal is something he can’t stand. It’s a very quick way to lose all his respect for you, whether he was the one you betrayed or not. It is hard to gain his trust and friendship enough for him to fight for you, and up until then he won’t consider fighting against you betrayal (since he wasn’t loyal to you in the first place), but once you gain his loyalty the only way to lose it is by betraying it.Hel is very loyal as well. She finds that she has no reason to not be loyal. When someone trusts her enough, she feels responsible for proving them that she’s worth their trust and her loyalty portrays that. She isn’t stupid, though, and knows when to switch sides. It’s not about strategy or about being on the winning side, it’s about being on the side that harms fewer people. It’s about whether you’re good or evil. Hel is loyal to you, not your cause; Patrick is loyal to you and wants to desperately believe your cause is good.

PRIDE. -What is your muses biggest flaw? > All.

Easy. Let’s go in order. Patrick’s biggest flaw is the fact that he thinks everyone is out to get him sooner or later. He’s paranoid to some extent and selfish to another. He never trusts. He’s too scared.Hoon denies himself every kind of pleasure and relationship just to be able to stay rooted in his inexplicable anger. Hoon’s biggest flaw is that he refuses to grow as a person.Jiwoo blames the entire world for the fact that he can’t deal with his pain or move on. He’s filled with misplaced anger, and he too doesn’t want to let go of it. He stubbornly refuses to move on.Kyeonghwan gives up too easily, prefers to drown in self-loathing than stand up to fix his problems.Hel wants to adapt everywhere she goes. She tries too hard to fit in, even though sometimes it may not show. Her biggest flaw is that she wants to turn herself into someone beautiful, but does so by trying to kill her actual self, instead of working on unleashing her inner beauty.Lorenzo is too submissive, he’s a pushover. If you tell him ‘you’re wrong’, he’ll believe you without a second thought, because for him it makes much more sense to be wrong than to actually defend his point.Jo’s priorities lie with themselves only. They have their own plan, they do their own thing, and they make choices for others, manipulate into sacrifice. They care too little.Alexandru runs in circles. He keeps asking the same questions over and over again and keeps waiting for answers instead of going out to seek them. He thinks he may be made for more but probably doesn’t deserve it. He’s too indecisive.

LOVE. -Does your muse have a “special someone” > Hoon.

Define ‘special someone’. He has a few ‘special someone’s in his verses, but not all of them in the romantic sense this question was probably meant. Your Kailee has grown on him, I feel like he’d even be willing to grow a little if it’s to help her. She may be a special someone, even if the extent of his romantic feelings for her has yet to be determined (he likes her, that’s for sure. But would he fight for her love love? As in, how far would he allow himself to like her before it becomes angsty?).Another ‘special someone’ is @dcmnation ‘s Ambroise (’sup momma). Hoon’s main goal in this kind of friendship is to be an asshole. He’s special for Hoon because he doesn’t let him get away with any of his antics, with all the behaviour he's built his walls with. Ambroise has no pity for Hoon’s self-loathing and refusal to grow up, he has no time for it. And that’s good for Hoon because it’s pushing him towards a point where he’ll start realising why exactly Ambroise pisses him off: because he sees right through him when Hoon refuses to see himself. And finally acknowledging the issue is the first into the right direction. So, that one is probs not romantic (give it two stars out of ten), but he is a ‘special someone’ in Hoon’s life.

FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears? > All.

Patrick is a walking contradiction. He fears always both opposites. He’s scared to fall in love but he’s also scared to die alone. He’s scared of living forever but he’s also scared of death. Patrick is scared of things he has no clue about, he’s scared of the future and of things he can’t directly control. I would say his biggest fears are a lack of control, the inability to make his own decisions. He’s terrified of being disappointed by things he longs for.Hoon’s biggest fears are hard to tell because fear translates into anger, so it’s hard to pick out how much of it is fear, how much of it is a tantrum. Perhaps he’s scared of being himself, whatever that may be like. So he pushes others away so they don’t tempt him to smile more and enjoy his own presence.Jiwoo’s biggest fears have to do with relationships and ever forgiving those around him. Jiwoo is scared of his own pain, so he buries it instead of coping with it. He’s scared that facing his pain will hurt more than burying it forever. He’s wrong. He’s scared of hurting.Kyeonghwan is scared of emotions, I think. He is one that believes for there to be positive emotions, there have to be negative emotions, and it’s a balance he doesn’t like. He doesn’t want to start feeling good only to inevitably feel bad again. He may be scared of being content. Of being okay and then having it taken away from him.Hel is scared of being herself. She thinks as herself she’ll never be able to be who she wants to be. She’ll never have friends, she’ll never be fun. I guess she’s scared of being lonely. And she thinks she’ll be lonely if she stops being Emilia.Lorenzo is scared of not being good enough. He isn’t particularly ambitious, he doesn’t thrive to be someone amazing, he would just like to be enough. Just enough that people tolerate him and don’t mind his general presence. Enough that they could perhaps deem him useful.Jo isn’t scared of anything, I believe. They could be scared of Fenris, because they know Fenris could destroy them as much as they could him. But rather than being scared I’d call it ‘mildly preoccupied’.Alexandru is scared of life. Of having it slip between his fingers, of reaching a point in time where he can’t move forward anymore, where he’s wasted all his time waiting for he doesn’t know what. I guess, he’s scared of time more than of life. (Yo, Doctor Strange y’all)

#intergalacticxmisfits #[Museversal];About #OMFG THAN K YOU SO MU CH FOR ALL OF THESE #a:

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