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Hello! You're probably busy with school and/or your personal life, but I was just wondering if you planned on updating your fic "So Cold"?

Oh, hello, yeah I’m a little busy but I did plan on updating “So Cold” after another part of “Dauntless” but I’m glad you’re interested in my fic.

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Dauntless (003)

⇨ Pairing : Yandere Dauntless born!Jungkook x Divergent!Reader

⇨ Genres : Angst, smut, action, fluff, adventure

⇨ Summary : There are five factions; Abnegation/Selflessness, Erudite/Intelligence, Dauntless/Bravery, Amity/Peacefulness, and Candor/Honesty. These five factions are the way of life, everything you’ve only ever known but what happens when the test fails you and you get caught in a web of lies. Trust the test they say, it’ll be okay they say, what happens when it’s not okay.

⇨ Word count : 3.6k

⇨ Warnings : Crazy Kookoo is back, I’m using DK’s real name so if you don’t know who Seok-min is, it’s DK from seventeen, I just wanna say rip reader (I’m sorry, I love you), use of the r-word it’s only once and I know that doesn’t make it okay but it’s not that bad I promise, bad jokes becasue I’m not funny 👉🏻👈🏻, cursing because it happens so naturally, yandere themes (obviously) that sounds mean I’m sorry, controlling people 👀 *cough* JK *cough*, violence warning (it’s not that bad promise), lemme know if I missed something

⇨ Minnie’s note I : It’s 1 in the morning for me which means this is unedited and I meant to post this I swear but with my computer breaking and everything I just kept pushing it back. I’m going to do another part of dauntless and then I’m continuing So Cold just to those of you wondering why I haven’t posted So Cold, I’m making the parts even and then I’m going to alternate posting each part. So Cold (005) is coming after Dauntless (004) and y’all I cannot express how JUICY Dauntless (004) is going to be anyway, enjoy. 

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You were still upset about your parents but decided to try your best not to think about their piercing eyes and cold stares. The way they looked so disgusted with you just broke your heart, but you couldn’t focus on it now.

You had to focus on your new family; dauntless and as it just so happens Jungkook, you turned your head to the side to take a look at him and he was already looking at you like he usually does.

You sped up your running a little to tease him and when he tried running faster, he tripped over his own two feet. You stopped, the both of you falling behind the other dauntless teens and laughing enjoying the freedom and happiness you had for now.

“How’d you fall?” You questioned Jungkook as he dusted off his knees, “you have me falling for you all the time.” You stop walking and he follows suit, “that doesn’t even make sense. Oh my god that’s the worst pick up line ever.”

Jungkook tries to stop you as you walk away, “no, no that’s the thing I was looking at you when I fell so you made me fall.” You scoffed and continued walking with him side by side, “Jungkook if you have to explain you know it’s bad.”

Jungkook tried to talk again but you stopped him not seeing any one of the dauntless transfers or anyone at all, “Oh shit, where’d they go?” Jungkook and you ran faster, the both of you were out of breath when you finally came to a stop, “I’ve never done so much running, holy shit are they up top?”

Jungkook looked up to where you were looking and saw everyone, he looked down shaking his head as he continued panting. You looked so excited even though you were tired, he was tired too but offered you a boost because he didn’t trust you to get up there by yourself even though there’s a ladder.

“The things I do for you,” You looked down at the ground to where Jungkook was, “Did you say something?” Jungkook smiled and yelled out, “No!” Before he started tiredly climbing the ladder too, once both of you were on top you started running on the lined roof, even though it was secure and Jungkook was sure nothing was going to happen he couldn’t help but worry.

You’re like a curious child who wants to explore a dangerous machine and he’s your mother who has this instinct to protect you; you’re going to be the death of him. Jungkook ran after you, “Be careful [Name]!”

Jungkook ran faster to try and catch up to you but he was so tired, he was running out of stamina, Jungkook pushed through it and caught up to you only to be scared by the oncoming train he didn’t hear because he was too focused on your safety; even though you were having the time of your life.

It passed by the both of you and you saw the other dauntless jumping into the train, “oh shit… Jungkook come on.” The both of you continued to run with Jungkook constantly worrying about your safety.

You both finally caught up to the train and you grabbed onto a handle to hoist yourself up onto the train and off what Jungkook thought was an unsafe unstable runway. “Jungkook give me your hand,” you were inside of the train now and had your hand out for Jungkook, “No I’m too heavy.”

Jungkook was worried about being too heavy and dragging you down when he was literally about to run out of the runway and have no choice but fall to his death. “Come on Jungkook,” he pushed your hand away and grabbed onto the train.

Jungkook just barely made it, one of his legs hung out of the train before you pulled him further inside, “why didn’t you just let me help you in?” Jungkook shook his head as he panted, “what if I-I pulled you down with me, me getting you hurt, not a chance.”

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Jungkook turned his head to the side, “are they jumping?” You looked to the other part of the train and saw some dauntless jumping, others ran to the back and coward in fear, and some that did jump didn’t make it.

You turned your head to your side of the open train door, “there’s an edge we have to jump to.” Jungkook shook his head, “you’re not jumping.” You whipped your head towards Jungkook, “what you mean, if I don’t, I’ll become factionless, I’m doing this Jungkook.”

Jungkook shook his head, “what if you get hurt or don’t make it.” You grabbed Jungkook’s hand, “you should believe in me Jungkook.” You both went to the back of the train and ran before jumping.

You were about to hit the ground when you felt something under you, you saw Jungkook’s dorky smile as he held onto your hips, “Jungkook, fuck, are you okay?” You quickly got up and tried to help him up, “I’m good as long as you are.”

He assured you even though he had a long burning scratch on his arm, “But you-,” he interrupted and pointed towards where all the other dauntless were gathering up. “Come on might be important.”

“Hey, everyone, I’m Hyungwon now let’s find out who’s brave enough to join dauntless, who’s going first?” Hyungwon wore the usual dauntless attire, the color consisting of black, he had a tattoo by his eye that was a small skull and he had small black gauges.

Everyone stayed silent as expected, who would jump into the unknown, “Me.” You said with a straight face and the small man who messed with Youngmin snorted and said, “As if a stiff is really gonna jump.”

Jungkook slammed your raised arm down, “no way in hell are you jumping.” Hyungwon tapped his arm impatiently as he watched you and Jungkook argue, “I’ll jump instead.” Hyungwon raised his eyebrows surprised, “But I wanted to jump.” You pulled your arm out of Jungkook’s grip.

Hyungwon decided to speak, “Why not let ladies go first?”  You quickly nodded and made your way towards Hyungwon before Jungkook could hold you back, “fine then I’ll jump with her.” Hyungwon put his hand in Jungkook’s face stopping him from standing next to you, “Why are you so adamant about being with her?”

Jungkook grabbed Hyungwon’s fingers and squished them painfully tight, Hyungwon winced from how tight Jungkook’s hold was, “I’m jumping with her and my reasons why are none of your concern.” Jungkook spoke through his gritted teeth.

Hyungwon tried to pull away from Jungkook’s grip but his fingers were weak, Hyungwon wanting to leave with his dignity and not show weakness even though he felt like his fingers were gonna fall off replied with a simple, “fine that’s not against any rules.”

You were surprised, upset of course, why would he want to jump with you, this is something you’re supposed to do alone. Why can’t he just jump after you? Jungkook held tightly onto your waist, “Are you ready?”

You didn’t respond vocally and just nodded, Jungkook possessively held onto you before jumping with you making sure he was back first. It wasn’t as scary as you thought it’d be especially since Jungkook was with you, your heart was racing wondering how long it would take to get to the bottom or what was at the bottom.

Jungkook being with you defeated the whole purpose of this jump and you didn’t feel brave in fact you felt weak, you weren’t able to jump without someone to hold your hand. “Oof,” Jungkook had some air taken out of him when you both hit the net and you landed on top of him.

You felt unsatisfied, you didn’t get the thrill of wondering if you were going to die, you didn’t get to really go first because Jungkook was mostly hugging you the whole way and shielding you so either way you knew you wouldn’t get hurt. You lifted your hand out to another man in front of you offering to help you out the net.

Jungkook swiftly stuck his hand out faster and smacked the mysterious boy’s hand. Jungkook stepped out of the net first and then helped you out, “don’t pout baby at least you’re safe.” You were too upset to pay attention to the name he called you and looked towards the shocked boy.

“Wow two jumpers is a first, I’m Min-hyun what’re your names?” You wanted to speak but Jungkook lightly pinched your hand just enough to distract you. “Mines Jungkook and her name isn’t your concern now if you would get out of our way.”

Jungkook pushed away Min-hyun and grabbed your hand, when Jungkook wasn’t looking you looked at Min-hyun with a sorrowful look and mouthed an apology and he mouthed back that it was fine.

“Hey stiff, still alive?!” The rude man who messed with Youngmin, yelled before jumping down himself. He hopped out of the net with help since he was quite short and, “guess you are, surprised you made it to the bottom stiff.”

You weren’t even able to speak because Jungkook was pushing you behind him and tightly holding onto his shirt, “If you have a problem speak to me about it.” You could see how wound up Jungkook was, his white knuckles were wrapped onto his shirt so tight it looked like it was a part of him.

“Wow can’t even fight your own battles stiff,” The short man snorted and shook his head while walking away. If he stayed a second longer Jungkook would have surely ripped him to pieces. You couldn’t help but think because of how on guard and ready Jungkook seemed.

You lightly touched his shoulder and watched him flinch and turn his burning glare into something sweeter, something you couldn’t yet decipher.

“Listen up recruits, we’re doing something different this year!” You turned away from Jungkook to look at Min-hyun, “your old faction is now meaningless, you’re either dauntless or factionless.”

The dauntless born cheered, but people from other factions gave a small cheer, they were still kinda iffy and turned off by the fact that it was either dauntless or being factionless but didn’t want to show it.

“I know all you dauntless born think that you’re all that but you’re not.” The room was now silent as Min-hyun continued his speech, “I wasn’t dauntless born either, so all of you who think you are all that, you are not. You are no longer dauntless born you’re all clean slates.”

Min-hyun paused to push his hair out of his face before continuing, “There are probably braver people in the transfers than in actual dauntless born so all of you will fall into the same category, we’ll be your instructors and we’ll pick thirty-three of you by random to go with each of us.”

Min-hyun smirked at you hiding behind Jungkook as he quickly changed his view to the other transfers. “Jungkook, [Name], Yoongi, Mina, Jackson,” Min-hyun continued listing names and the fact that not only you and Jungkook were on his team but the man who messed with Youngmin and now won’t leave you alone seemed like he had a certain motive for this.

“Follow me!” Jungkook pulled you with him behind everyone else when Min-hyun yelled out, when you followed him all of you ended up looking at other dauntless just causally hanging around each other.

“This is the pit,” You weren’t small, but you weren’t big either so being all the way in the back even behind Jungkook you couldn’t see everything you wanted to. You took a chance and pushed your way to the front, “[Name]!”

Jungkook called out after you as he pushed past others too, “wow.” Being in dauntless was your dream and there was no way you were going to let some boy you just met ruin this, you left your family for this, even if you could get lost in his dark brown doey eyes- no, no way, you are dauntless and you’re not letting anyone get in the way of that.

Everyone in dauntless looked so cool, it wasn’t like abnegation; the same mundane thing over and over again.

Jungkook grabbed onto your waist protectively and true you were still mad at him but something about the way he touches you makes you feel love and protected, something you didn’t exactly have in abnegation, to be honest love for a child isn’t something showed often in Korea.

If you’re lucky you get parents who love you because of their kind nature and faction, because they were raised that way, most of the Koreans who survived were cruel and heartless for a reason but then there were the Koreans who were okay and tried to be positive.

One of the main reasons they split into factions was because of that reason, they had disagreements many disapproved of being happy and positive because there was no point and it was just a bother to others.

They found a way to work and the one who got the short end of the stick from each faction had to be the one to mostly communicate with the other, happier factions the rest didn’t want to deal with.

You wanted to feel loved, longed for it so you let yourself indulge for just a moment even if you were mad at him for ruining an exciting moment, being loved is more important, right? Min-hyun tsked as he watched you and Jungkook, “Come on!”

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“This is where you’ll sleep.” Jungkook’s body was no longer wrapped around you but he was still very close to you, as if shielding you from everyone else; you paid no attention to it.

“Girls or boys?” You think Seok-min was his name, you don’t exactly remember because of your horrible ability to put name to face or to remember anything at all and because Jungkook was basically covering you the entire time you couldn’t see anyone’s face who jumped down and whose name was called out.

“Both,” you heard Jungkook audibly gasp, a few other dauntless did too and it was understandable but you’ve gotta be brave right and if Jungkook can’t do that is he really dauntless?

The real question is, is Jungkook concerned about exposing himself or you being exposed? “Both.” Min-hyun said again as you looked up and saw everyone in the bathrooms, “you should be in your natural habitat candor.”

Jungkook scowled at the ground, he held his hips and sighed before hearing, “change.” His head quickly shot up as he saw you ready to take off your long skirt, as much as he would like to see your legs, he wouldn’t like to see it in front of everyone else.

“Hey, what’re you doing?!” Jungkook pulled you towards the bathroom where luckily and stupidly no one else was changing. “What’d you do that for, it hurt?”

Jungkook quickly let go of you, “I hurt you, where, how badly?” Jungkook hit his head so hard you could hear it, “God I’m so stupid, I’m sorry [Name].” He was going to hit himself again, but you grabbed his arm stopping him, “Hey it’s good, I’m fine.”

He looked at you like a kicked puppy, “but I hurt you.” You shook your head, “No it was just a quick sting, nothing to bad.” You were against the gray wall and Jungkook was blocking you, “you should hurry and change.”

You looked at him curiously, “with you alone, staring at me, is that why you brought me away from the others.” His eyes widened and he quickly turned around with bright red cheeks, “N-no, I just wanted to give you privacy.”

You laughed as you took off your skirt and let it fall, he would love to turn around, love to kiss you and push you up against the wall and make sure you know who owns you but that’s what the perverts on the other side of the wall want and Jungkook refuses to give them that.

He was glad it was over as soon as it started, and he could get away from the situation, but he wasn’t happy about the big bulge left in his pants.

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Jungkook had chosen a table and had you sit with him (more like forced) having you sit on his right side and unluckily Min-hyun was sat on your right side. A couple more people joined your table but Jungkook is just too focused with Min-hyun to care.

Everyone at the table was a little uncomfortable with Jungkook’s tension but there wasn’t really anywhere else to sit so breaking the tension had to be best. “Ahem, hello I’m Jackson Wang.”

Someone from the table replied, “are you Chinese?” You didn’t understand because they said it in Chinese, “yeah are you Chinese too?” The other nodded, “I’m Xu Minghao.”

Jackson looked towards you and you looked at him with your spoon of rice halfway in your mouth, you quickly ate your rice before holding your finger up to him. “Hello, I’m [Last Name] [Name], I’m Korean mixed with [Your Ethnicity].”

Jackson nodded and stuck his hand out for you to shake but Jungkook smacked it, “What the fuck?!” You too looked at Jungkook questioningly and he reached for a fry from Mina’s plate, “hey!”

He smirked at Jackson as he chewed on his fry, “did I say you could have that?” Jungkook may be in trouble with Mina now but at least he has a reason for his actions. “What can I say, I’m dauntless, I take what I want.”

“But you already have fries, dumbass.” Mina growled at Jungkook and you laughed at him as he did a double take to his plate of fries. Min-hyun chewed his food unfocused as he stared off into space. “Hey,” you elbowed him, “you okay?”

Jungkook looked like he was looking at his food while being yelled at by Mina, but he was really listening to your conversation. Min-hyun looked at you with a glare, “did I say you could talk to me?”

Jungkook clenched his fists so tight his nails were making dents in his skin, how dare you, talking to her is an honor! Jungkook couldn’t believe his ears, how could someone be so disrespectful?

“Must be because you’re so approachable.” Min-hyun let out a laugh and continued eating his food. Jungkook was in disbelief, you had the decency to talk to Min-hyun and he completely just brushed you off.

You chuckled too and confusingly tried to eat your food, “Ya, [Name] are you retarded?!” You shot up to look at Mina who was glaring at you, “fucking eat your food properly.” Mina originally from candor, looked like she was going to kill you.

Jackson looked at you all and didn’t like the tension, he reached over and slapped Jungkook on his face, taking the furious boy out of his trance. Jungkook was busy thinking of ways to slice Mina open just so she wouldn’t bleed out fast and he could have time with her.

He thought about smashing her face into her food over and over again until she begged him to stop, he wanted to break her nose by smashing it onto the table so many times and pull her hair so hard it tears right from its roots.

Jackson ended up seeing his deadly glare and was shook to his core, that isn’t normal. Jackson tried to defuse the situation and laughed, “look man, you’re making a mess everywhere, you should stop squeezing your food like that.”

You looked at Jungkook ignoring your situation with Mina and he indeed had his burger all squeezed, “yeah chill Kook, poor burger only wanted to be eaten not destroyed.” Minghao laughed at his own words, “oh come on, no one, really?” He pouted and muttered, “fucking dicks,” under his breath.

That’s when it started, you heard and looked around to see everyone banging their cups onto the table. You were obviously confused and looked to the other initiates, but they seemed just as confused as you.

It stopped when you heard a throat clearing, an old looking middle-aged man came up, “You all have chosen a faction meaning bravery, a faction dedicated to protecting what’s left of Korea and all of its inhabitants.

You will make our faction proud by working hard and being a warrior who protects everyone.” Everyone cheered and clapped as he walked away you were suddenly pulled and hoisted up into the air with hands holding you up.

You saw other initiates being lifted up too and Jungkook looked really angry until he saw your bright smile. You were so happy to finally feel like you belong, everyone seemed so happy and welcoming with your presence, how could you not feel at home?

Jungkook wanted to hurt and slowly, painfully kill the ones who touched you but when he saw your smile that melted away. How could he crush your happiness, you had an amazingly wide smile and it was something he wanted to see all the time; 24/7.

The smile reached your eyes and it was contagious because Jungkook soon enough smiled a smile just as big as yours, his bunny teeth making it even cuter and his nose started to wrinkle.

You really need to enjoy this moment because if only you had foreseen the true horrors held within those cute doey eyes and the hidden consequences for choosing your dream faction would you have really known how much you wanted to stay frozen in this moment. 

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⇨ Minnie’s note II : also can y’all guess who messed with Youngmin and [Name], if not it will be made clear in (004) but for now if you want you can guess. I also changed arrows because I thought these were cute, I’m still trying to find formats for my fics. @alyxandraz sorry forgot to tag you the first time.

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okay so I was going through the process of deleting old work from my personal computer so I can clear up space for the second semester and I stumble upon a ‘descriptive poem or essay’ I was supposed to write for English class. I only got a C and that was kinda a low blow but then again I had until 11:59 pm to turn it in and I wrote it as fast as I could without reading the rubric I needed to read because when writing I didn’t know how much I needed to write. My teacher said that she loves that I’m being creative but what I wrote wasn’t creative writing (I still don’t understand someone explain), I got inspo from BTS’ Spring day but I’m gonna let you guys read it and tell me what you think.

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The cold winter air hits my skin as I wait for you at the train tracks, I’ll sit here waiting for you until the cold season ends and dissolves into spring; friend. I’m tired of sitting around looking at pictures of you because it makes me miss you more, I hate waiting for spring to come. I see your face and hear your voice wherever I am, but I can’t reach out and touch you. I continue with my sleepless nights filled with constant thoughts of you, how much more do I have to wait? Please wait for me by the train tracks stay there for me, and I’ll go to you as soon as the winter ends, as soon as spring comes and the beautiful flowers bloom, please stay just a little longer. Did you change, or was it me? I guess we’ve both changed, I hate you because you left me. You left me alone in the darkness, but there wasn’t one day you didn’t fill my mind, I want to forget you because it’s easier than resenting you. I say that I can forget you but that’s impossible, no matter what I do I can’t get you out of my mind, I miss you so much, but I can’t go to you.

I’ve waited here for you for so long, it hurts to breathe, I shiver and shiver in the dark puffing out cold air waiting for you. Winter will end soon, and I will get to see you, I can’t wait for that time. Everything comes to an end, nothing is eternal, that’s how I know this endless winter will end someday. As the cherry blossoms bloom, I know that it is spring and this winter is finally over, I know that time will come. Please just wait a little longer I will go to you, please spend a few sleepless nights until I can finally see you, please wait longer just until the flowers bloom. Just until the winter ends, and spring comes please stay there a little longer until I can go to you, until I can see you. Please wait for me, friend.

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I told her that it wasn’t a poem or essay because poems are supposed to rhyme and essays are supposed to be long. This is what trying to be edgy gets you a C, don’t be edgy could’ve had an A. 🤷‍♀️ (I feel like I repeated myself throughout).

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Ahh thanks for seeing my request. It was truly amazing and wha I wanted, agnst :D u r such a good writer

Thank u anon glad you enjoyed it.

[minbbydoll]

Can you write a sad angst where a maknae member (preferably Kook) sends his gf y/n to jail because of a misunderstanding(maybe like a fake murder of his family member, friend, or ex and they frame y/n). Soon he finds out the truth but y/n died before he found out the truth. Maybe she died from depression or was already sick but no one knew and she died in jail. This devastates everyone who went against her and they regret it so much.

Word Count : 4,508

Jeon Jungkook 

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They say that love makes you do crazy things but Jungkook wouldn’t expect you to be the type of person to hurt anyone. You seemed so innocent, nice, and always forgiving but then again, you’ll never truly know someone and what they’re capable of.

Jungkook found himself wondering what went wrong on his drive over to your office, the countless days that you told him it would be okay and that he was going to catch the son of bitch that murdered his brother; it was you all along.

Jungkook tightened his grip on the steering wheel, he clenched his jaw and sped up a little still keeping within the speed limit. It took Jungkook awhile to come to terms with the fact that you actually killed his brother.

He went over the evidence again and again making sure that nothing was left unturned, but you still became the main suspect and out of all the suspects you were the unlucky winner.

He begged his coworker to let him arrest you, but the condition was he do it as soon as possible which was right now, Jungkook wiped the tear that fell from his eye as he parked outside your office and took a deep breath.

His heart was racing, he hasn’t been this nervous since he asked you to be his girlfriend but now, he was arresting you. Jungkook looked at his cellphone to see that he had to hurry so he opened his car door and nervously walked towards your building.

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You missed your boyfriend, the sound of his voice, his warmth, his everything, it’s only been a few hours since you last saw him in the morning, but my god do you miss him like he’s been gone for weeks.

That’s the hold Jungkook has on you, he has the power to make you a lovesick puppy and according to him you have the same hold over him. You knew he’d be busy on the job but couldn’t resist a small little text, something simple, something to get you and him by until you see each other again when you both get home.

[Name] : I miss u, can’t wait to see u later and give u kisses. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) — 2:30pm

You smiled at the cringe worthy text you’d written up but decided to send it anyway, Jungkook always enjoyed your dirty comments and hidden dirty meanings about stuff you would say sometimes.

Jungkook usually replied instantly and the fact that he left you on read has you worried, even if he’s on the job Jungkook doesn’t hesitate to break the rules for you.

One minute turned into two and two into three and three into four and that four turned into ten minutes, you had never been so anxious before, you wondered if he was okay, was he hurt?

Was he just busy—, no, no matter what even if he was busy, he would have replied, he always does. You anxiously bit your nails, your mother always told you it was a disgusting habit you needed to stop but you couldn’t care less, biting your nails wasn’t something you could just stop, especially when you’re stressing like this.

You stared at your phone as you heard gasps run through your office, you switched from biting your fingernails to your lip as you continued to refresh your messages hoping to see a new message from Jungkook.

You didn’t bother to look up or tear your gaze from your screen as you heard mutters and gasps continue through your office, all you cared about, all that mattered right now was Jungkook.

You decided that another text would help your curiosity as to whether Jungkook was truly too busy to even look at your new text or whether he was just ignoring you for some reason you would find out about soon enough.

You flinched when a hand came to touch your shoulder, you finally looked up to see Jungkook, you smiled seeing him and initially you were confused but nonetheless happy.

His gaze was icy and held no smile he seemed so dull, you wondered why and also wondered why your coworkers were staring at the both of you and whispering, your heart racing in anticipation as Jungkook gestured for you to get out of your seat.

Jungkook was never rough with you and even if you hurt anyone, he could never bring himself to be forceful with you. “Kook, what’s going on.” You were surprised when Jungkook softly grabbed your hands and put them behind your back.

You tried turning to see him, but he held your wrists tightly before getting out his cuffs and placing them as gently as possible on your wrists. “Anything you say may be used against you in a court of law.”

You were for some reason trying to break the handcuffs by pulling your wrists away from each other in a fast motion, you’re not she-hulk you can’t break the metal handcuffs, but you continued to anyway.

“Kook, why are you reading me my Miranda rights, what the hell are you doing?” Jungkook didn’t tell you why but he just looked down and continued reading your Miranda rights.

“Kook, what the fuck?” You started to struggle and panic as he wasn’t unlocking the cuffs and you knew he wasn’t playing. “You are under arrest for the murder of Jeon Jung-hyun.”

Your eyes widened as your mouth gaped open, it was purely silent as he started to perp walk you. “His own brother,” you heard people calling you names and trash talking you as you let your head hang low.

Jungkook softly helped you get into his car, he couldn’t look at you, you were crying and just the sound of it made his heart clench in pain. “Kook, w-what’s happening?” He didn’t answer but started the car and closed his eyes for a second before pulling out of the parking space, this wasn’t going to be easy.

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When the both of walked in you received dirty looks from other officers that you thought you knew well. “Jeon, I’ll put her in the cell you go take your break, you look like shit man.”

Another officer you knew as Hoshi had stopped by Jungkook and gave him a small nod to try and get him to go. Jungkook huffed, “Thanks Hoshi but I’m fine.”

Hoshi patted his back, “Come on man, I’ll do it, you don’t look so good. I’ll even cover for you so you can rest longer.”  Jungkook hesitated but nonetheless nodded, he had to admit he was so tired and hungry he could barely keep his eyes open and he didn’t even realize it.

Hoshi pushed Jungkook away and laughed when he almost lost balance, “Go rest Jeon or eat or find a way to do both.” Hoshi grabbed onto your arms and he unlocked the cell before unlocking your handcuffs.

You grabbed onto his arm just before he closed the cell door, “Hoshi please, you know me, you know I wouldn’t do this to Jungkook please.” Hoshi shook you off, he looked disgusted by just the touch of you.

“Listen [Name], all the evidence points to you, no one else is a bigger suspect, what am I supposed to do?” Hoshi pushed you further into the cell, “please Hoshi you know I’d never do anything like this.”

Hoshi held his hips and looked to the ground sighing before looking back up at you, “[Name] there’s nothing that I can do.” You held the cell bars tightly and tried to get closer, “Please Hoshi please don’t give up please continue to try and find something, anything. I love Jungkook, and I would never hurt him, you know that.”

Hoshi bit the inside of his cheek, it’s true he knows just how much you love Jungkook. He had gotten cold feet when he was going to get married and you were the one who found him, you were the one to tell him what love is like, and that’s how he know she was the one.

You told him how you felt with Jungkook, how you’d do anything for him, how he makes your heart race when he smiles and how you cry from just the thought of him leaving you.

��Okay, I’ll keep looking but it’s not a guarantee.”

You nodded vigorously, “I’ll take it, I am innocent I’m sure there will be something to prove it too.”

-

Everything went as expected, at your trial because of the evidence you were found guilty. Your lawyer did everything he could but whoever framed you was an extreme perfectionist from how well everything was planned out.

Your first day in jail you were scared and tried your best to keep to yourself, the others respected you enough to not mess with you, lucky for you no one knew you were betrothed to the man that put most of them in jail.

Everything was going smoothly until one of the guards stupidly let out that you were Jungkook’s girlfriend, “I still can’t believe Jeon’s own girlfriend got thrown in jail.” He said and sure enough you had eyes all over you as you stood in the middle of the lunchroom.

Another guard hit the one whom spoke too loudly, and he noticed the mistake he made, he didn’t realize how loud he said it.

You felt your heart beating fast, all the eyes on you, you gulped dryly the guards were looking at everyone in the silent lunchroom trying to ensure your safety.

It was silent so silent you could hear a pin drop, one woman who absolutely hated Jungkook made the first move. Unfortunately, she was the closest to you and unfortunately for you she had been planning to take someone out anyway, so she already had a shiv with her.

She swiftly charged at you and since your back was facing her when you turned it was too late, she plunged the shiv deeply into your stomach. The guards also charged for her, but they didn’t get to you in time, by then she had plunged the shiv into you three times ensuring your death.

You fell to the ground and the surrounding inmates kicked you, the two guards had tried to pull the other inmates away from you. When that didn’t work, they grabbed their batons and started to use force to get them away from you.

More guards were called but once they finally got all the inmates away from you, you weren’t breathing. The health care at the prison was shit so there was no use in trying to get you there, but they felt bad because you were Jungkook’s girlfriend and they knew you pretty well.

The guards still called an outside hospital and decided to let them officially call your death and also tell Jungkook because they weren’t going to be the ones to do it.

The guard who outed you decided he would ride in the ambulance with you, he felt absolutely horrible, even though you murdered Jungkook’s brother he knew how good of a person you were. You would try your best to bake or make food for the guards because you knew some of them would hardly eat.

In the ambulance you were barely conscious and had to wear an oxygen mask but at least there was still a chance. You were bleeding out too quickly and the paramedic tried everything he could, but you still died on the way to the hospital.

It was a given that would happen, the guards knew that you were going to die from how deep that woman stabbed you and how many times she did. There’s no way she didn’t hit a vital organ that caused you to bleed out so much and so quickly that it was unstoppable.

-

Jungkook slept for the day, in his dreams you were there, and everything was normal. Jungkook ones in his heart that he still loved you, he didn’t even visit you in jail it was too painful for him. He tried to rack his brain for answers as to why you would murder his brother; had he done something to you.

You weren’t just hurt anyone without a reason, right? Especially not murder, Jungkook preferred to stay in his dreams where you were and that’s why he wanted to kill whoever woke him up from his peaceful dream with you.

“Are you Jeon Jungkook, emergency contact of Park [Name].” It was a woman’s voice, probably a nurse and Jungkook’s heart dropped, why would you be in a hospital?

“Yes, who are you and why do you have her phone?”

The nurse sighed, “Please come to Bumin Busan hospital.”

-

Jungkook arrived to see a guard from the prison standing in front of the door waiting for him, “Where’s [Name]?!”

Jungkook pushed the guard up against the outside door, Jungkook was causing a disturbance but he didn’t care. “I’m sorry sir there was a problem at the prison-,” Jungkook cut him off by punching him in the face.

The guard fell to the floor with Jungkook on top of him, “What do you mean problem, it’s your job to prevent people from getting hurt!”

His only concern was getting to you, he never should’ve trusted the evidence, “Sir Jeon there’s something you should know.”

Jungkook’s phone interrupted the guard, Jungkook got off of the guard, “You are no longer any of my concern get out of here before I have you fired.”

The guard widened his eyes and nodded thinking it would best to have the doctor tell him about you. “Hello, Hoshi?”

“Jungkook you need to come to the station right away!” Jungkook winced a little from how loud Hoshi yelled from excitement into the phone.

“I’ll come by later, something’s come up.” Jungkook hung up on Hoshi before he could say anything else.

Jungkook didn’t care about anything else but seeing you right now and making sure that you were okay, he ran into the hospital and looked for reception.

His main concern was you, making sure that you were okay, he was going to have a lot of apologizing to do to you. “Excuse me, where’s Kim [Name]?” The receptionist looked up to see Jungkook’s worried expression, “Uh…what room is she in?”

The receptionist looked at him with pity, “Give me one second and I’ll call the doctor.” Jungkook blinked slowly and nodded before turning around, the receptionist called any available doctor to try and explain what was happening.

Jungkook was looking around the hospital and walked further away from reception, she took that chance to phone someone, anyone. Jungkook was far enough so that he wouldn’t hear her, but she didn’t take her chances and kept her voice low anyway.

“He’s right here, right now please get a doctor to tell him.” The receptionist couldn’t be the one to do it, she didn’t know how, what just plainly say that you died, he deserves better.

“Mr. Jeon a doctor will be coming shortly to fetch you and go into further details of [Name]’s condition.” Jungkook walked closer to the receptionist, “Listen I don’t understand what you can’t get through your tiny brain but all I need is her room number so I can see her.”

The receptionist understood how frustrated he was, so she bit her tongue, “I’m sorry Mr. Jeon but I think it’d be best for the doctor to explain-,” Jungkook slammed his hands on her desk making her flinch, “explain?! I don’t need an explanation I just want to see her.”

Jungkook flinched surprised when he suddenly felt a hand on his shoulder, “please don’t yell at her Mr. Jeon she’s just doing her job, come follow me.”

-

“Okay Dr. Lee, can’t I just see my girlfriend?” Dr. Lee had brought Jungkook somewhere private and definitely not where you were, the space was empty and looked like a used old medical practice room.

“Listen Jungkook I’ll be frank with you, [Name] didn’t make it and I’m really sorry but the fetus inside her didn’t make it either.”

Jungkook felt lightheaded from what he heard, “P-pregnant?”

He tightly held onto the edge of a table trying to grip the reality of this, “I’m sorry Mr. Jeon did you not know [Name] was two months pregnant?”

“You’re lying she would tell me; I did not put my two-month pregnant girlfriend in jail only to be killed.”

“I’m sorry Jungkook but it seems that way, we found an unborn fetus inside of her.” Jungkook shook his head furiously, “I’m sorry Dr. Lee I can’t deal with this right now I-I need to work-, I need to go.”

“Jungkook!” Dr. Lee called out for Jungkook again, but he just ran away, “ah Jungkook you don’t know what you’re doing.”

-

“Hoshi!” Jungkook looked through the room of the station to try and find Hoshi, he stopped in the middle of the room seeing everyone crowded around a board Hoshi pushed through to try and get to Jungkook.

“Isn’t it great Jungkook, we have evidence that [Name] didn’t kill Jung-hyun.” Jungkook fell to his knees with regret, disappointment, sadness, pretty much anything you can think of.

“No, no that can’t be true.” There’s no way he sent his pregnant girlfriend to jail, there’s no way he killed his pregnant girlfriend, the woman he thought he’d spend his life with.

He had gotten a ring just for her, “what’s wrong Jungkook this is a good thing, we can get her out.”

Everyone’s blood ran cold when Jungkook put his hands on the floor and lowered his head to the ground, “She’s dead.”

Jungkook was panting, he was so upset he couldn’t even cry instead he laughed, “she’s gone, my life is gone.” He laughed until he cried, and his fellow officers thought he was a madman.

“Jungkook I’m sorry-,” Jungkook jerked away when Hoshi tried to pat his back, “Don’t! She was pregnant Hoshi, I killed my pregnant girlfriend, the woman I was gonna marry, the woman I love I killed her and our unborn child.”

Hoshi gasped in awe, what could he say, why didn’t he find the evidence in time, you were pregnant? The entire station was silent and heard Jungkook’s confession, they were surprised that you were pregnant out of wedlock but that was forgotten when he mentioned that you had passed.

You were his bestfriend, you were there for him when he could’ve made the biggest mistake of his life and he just threw you in prison to let you rot, you didn’t deserve to die like that. “W-what,” Hoshi fell on his ass when it hit him too, why didn’t he find evidence sooner?

“S-she’s dead, [N-n-name]’s dead.” All of the officers looked down in desolation as Jungkook burst into tears like he was a lost child, and maybe that’s all he is right now a little lost child with no home, no comfort, no nothing, just his lonesome self and all he can do is cry.

Another officer tried to step up since Hoshi the only person who knew how Jungkook was feeling was in a lonely silent despair. “Jungkook we should plan a funeral for her and your baby.”

As soon as the other officers heard the younger say, “your baby,” they expected Jungkook to lunge at him and hit him for mention the poor soul, but he didn’t. Jungkook cried louder, “m-my baby, I killed my little baby.”

Hoshi just continued to stare blankly at the floor, “Jungkook, you didn’t kill them, someone else did because of you.” Another officer hit the younger and whispered, “you’re not helping.”

-

Everyone couldn’t tell whether Hoshi or Jungkook took your death worse, Hoshi was silent and so was Jungkook they were both inside a stage of pain and guilt. Neither of them left their houses, hell they didn’t leave their rooms.

A few of the officers decided to try and get them to get out of their rooms because not even Hoshi’s wife could get him out, he was just too dejected about not getting new evidence in time and everyone was worried about Jungkook because he didn’t have anyone (more like he wouldn’t let anyone in).

“Come on Jungkook [Name] wouldn’t want to see you like this.” Felix tried to pull the blanket off of Jungkook but Jungkook wouldn’t let go of it either, “Well she’s dead so she can’t see me like this, now get out.”

Felix sighed, “Jungkook please you couldn’t have known.” Felix kicked around beer bottles that surrounded his feet, “you can’t substitute beer for food Jungkook, we all messed up.” Jungkook sat up and harshly pushed Felix away and then started to hit his chest, “yeah but I should’ve known, I should’ve believed her, I should’ve visited her, but I didn’t.”

Felix tried to grab Jungkook’s wrist to stop him from hitting his chest, “please Jungkook stop this, there was too much evidence against her, you couldn’t have believed her.”

Jungkook shook off Felix, “Even if I couldn’t, even if the world was against her, it doesn’t matter I should have been there for her so leave me alone.”

With one hard push Felix fell to the floor, “I’ll leave you for now, I know you still need time to grieve.” When Felix left Jungkook pulled out his phone and looked at the last text he had gotten from you on that day.

He silently cried knowing that Felix was probably still in his house doing cleaning or something like that, if only he had done what he wanted to that day you wouldn’t be dead, he would have a beautiful child with you and he would be happy instead of cowardly hiding from the world to avoid seeing you everywhere.

-

Jungkook was freaking out just outside your building, how could he arrest you, did you really kill his brother, why would you do it, you wouldn’t, would you?

He heard and his phone ding and in came a text from you, he laughed and chose not to respond before turning away from your building and walking away.

Jungkook walked back to his car and opened the door, he sat in his car for a minute before deciding on quitting and running away with you.

Jungkook put his phone down, maybe it’d be best if he left with you first and then informed his officer that he was quitting. He’d have to go, and pack first and then get you and then leave, yeah that’s probably best.

Jungkook started his car, “Am I really letting my brother’s killer go free?” Jungkook shook his head, “No, no I have to throwing [Name] in jail isn’t going to bring my brother back.”

But on the other hand, she’s a murderer, I’m running away with a murderer.

But what if she really didn’t kill him, what if there’s something I’m missing?

But what if she really did kill him, my elder brother someone who I treasured and looked up to.

Jungkook continued to fight with himself trying to decide which choice was right and wrong, “I became a police officer to put bad people away and just because I love her doesn’t mean she gets to break the law.”

Jungkook tightened his fist around his steering wheel before slamming his fist onto his horn making a loud noise no one could hear since there was no one else in the parking lot. “Fuck, why is this so hard?”

Jungkook took a deep breath and turned off his car again, “Just because I love her doesn’t mean she gets to break the law.”

-

“I tried but he won’t come out,” Felix was talking with one of his seniors that asked him to try and get Jungkook out while he went to Hoshi. “It’s fine just clean up and make him food, make sure he eats, I’ll call you later to see how it goes with Hoshi.”

Felix nodded, “Hopefully he’ll finally talk, he hasn’t talked since he found out.”

Mingyu sighed, “Yeah I know,” he knocked on Hoshi’s door and hung up his phone.

Hoshi’s wife opened the door, “Oh thank god you’re here Mingyu he’s not even eating.” Mingyu scratched his head, “It’s that bad?”

She nodded, “I can’t get him to eat, he refuses to look at me, I don’t even hear him cry.” Mingyu nodded and stepped into their house, “Where is he right now?” She gestured for him to follow her and he did.

“Hoshi, Mingyu is here.” She softly knocked on the door with the back of her finger three times, she waited for any noise, any signal that he was okay with them coming in.

She didn’t hear anything though, “Hoshi?” Mingyu pushed her away softly and knocked on the door again, “Mingyu, we’re coming in.” They still didn’t hear anything but opened the door, Hoshi wasn’t in sight and their anxiety level began to rise.

“Hoshi?!”

She looked towards Mingyu, “I swear he was in here.” Mingyu put his hand up letting her know she didn’t have to say anything, “the bathroom.” Mingyu looked at Hoshi’s wife, she was walking towards the bathroom with shaky hands.

Mingyu beat her to the bathroom and tried to open the door, “It’s locked, do you have a key for it?”

She nodded and rushed out of the room, “Hoshi are you in there?!” Mingyu twisted the locked knob, he knew he couldn’t get it open, but he still tugged on it anyway.

“Mingyu I found the key, here.” She quickly threw the key to Mingyu, he caught the key and quickly opened the door, “Hoshi?!”

Mingyu ran into the bathroom to an indescribable scene, “Call an ambulance,” he managed to yell to Hoshi’s wife through his own shock and horror.

Mingyu tried (keep in mind tried) to pull Hoshi out of the bathtub filled with watery blood, “No, no stop let me die, I want to die.” Mingyu was appalled by this, how is he still alive?(Mingyu was thankful but shocked).

Hoshi resisted, “I want to die, leave me alone, go away.” Hoshi fought Mingyu but he was weak from blood loss, “I-I miss her.” A broken sob left Hoshi as his consciousness faded away, “I miss her too buddy.”

Note I : Okay so to the anon who requested I hope it’s okay I added this little plot twist of reader being pregnant, I thought it’d add more dramatic effect. Sorry I took so long writing this I have a lot of schoolwork I don’t want to do and I lowkey think I have ADHD but my mom doesn’t want to let me take a test to find out so I will forever be unable to focus. Anyway, hope you enjoy.  

Note II : My god I dragged this on way too long 😩I didn’t know how to end it. Forgive me anon if you didn’t like the ending 👉🏻👈🏻 and I feel like I haven’t posted in forever. ☹️

[minbbydoll]

“17 and mature” pssst pls mature my ass. If they were smart they would understand what you said instead of talking shit. I agree ships are gross and should be kept to themselves but call out in a nice way where the other person will understand. I suggest you to stop doing those ships request.

Thank you I would like to not do ships but I also really dislike turning down requests because I just feel really bad.

I try and take every request except for underaged ones and I feel bad when I see, “unnie can you do Jenkook/Liskook/or whatever kook?” (I’m offended btw that most of y’all only ship Jungkook like OT7 over here) and I don’t want to do it because I don’t favor ships very much.

Maybe I can start a book on wattpad or something specifically for ship requests so I don’t get hate I don’t really know but I just don’t like doing one request but not doing the other.

I know there’s a difference between doing a ship request with the reader and without the reader and that’s why I lowkey pray sometimes that when I respond they say that they want the reader too.

I have a fear of disappointing people and I’m a people pleaser so it’s kinda difficult to not do every request I get and it makes me sad when I don’t want to do ship requests so I try and force myself to like doing ship requests but I mean I don’t even like shipping member x member sexually (I like shipping bromance though I support the bromance) it makes me feel weird and dirty.

I am trying to move from that though but I am still young and when you call me unnie it kinda pulls at my heartstrings, like I don’t know if you’re younger than me but still.

I just don’t like getting the hate because it effects my mental health and it’s already bad but I don’t want to stop writing because writing is my only escape but then again if I make a mistake I’ll get judged for it and possibly get more hate.

I don’t even go on social that much because of all the hate I get from that one Liskook video, I have unopened dms and most of them are really hateful.

I just really don’t get the point in hating on someone, it’s not helping anyone.

[minbbydoll]

You are not stupid don’t let that person affect you. They are haters and stupid themselves.

Thank you anon, I tend to just give into people and not fight more hate with hate. Maybe fighting hate with facts too, I like doing that.

[minbbydoll]

don't listen to that rude anon mon amour. you are a very talented individual and we all love you! plus, that person is simply hiding behind a mask. don't let that ignorant person drag someone as astonishing as you down with them!💖😊

Oh thank you, I try not to let it get to me especially when they’re hiding and picking on someone younger than them unprovoked for making something for someone else. 💜🥺

[minbbydoll]

You are stupid

And you are mean but I know we stupid people have feelings-, wait why do I continue to answer you?

[minbbydoll]

I’m 17 I am mature

Is that seriously all you got from what I said, just because you’re seventeen doesn’t mean you’re mature.

Hell, you can be forty-eight and immature. Point being age doesn’t make mature, life experience does or it helps.

Hey, I’m immature myself doesn’t mean I’m going to go hating on someone younger than me unprovoked.

[minbbydoll]

that video you made about lizkook is fucking disgusting you disgust me.

👀 S-stalker?!

Okay so to clarify you came from YouTube just to tell me that on tumblr as an anon...?

Yeah, that’s not weird at all but hey I can’t disgust you anymore than I disgust myself so tough shit anon because I have to live with myself and you don’t so lucky you.

I’ll be honest I don’t like ships at all in fact they disgust me too but I write them anyway because they’re requests from other people and I like getting requests.

Someone might feel stressed out and come across my fic and feel a little bit better and that’s why I do requests.

And here’s a tip anon don’t watch/read/listen to something that’ll trigger you because I do use warnings.

I did put Liskook in the title and left Y/N and threesome out because there was no Y/N involved and in the warnings I did put idol x idol so you can’t say I didn’t warn you because I did.

I find it funny how I’m still getting hate from immature 10 year olds for Liskook when again fanfiction is just that fiction.

I stop reading fanfic I don’t like all the time because I have something called restraint and respect, I respect the other author enough not to hate on them for making something I don’t like.

Then again it is just common sense/human decency; don’t hate, you don’t know what someone is going through so don’t do it unless you wanna be a murderer.

Seriously though if I don’t like a fic or a choice that happens in it I just cut it off and make my own ending instead of hating on the kind author who made the story.

Find something to do other than hate anon,

But thank u for this delulu anon hope you learned something.

[minbbydoll]

Hi I’m new and i really like your dauntless fanfic and i wanted to know why you choose it.

To understand why I chose divergent as inspo for a fanfic anon we have to get inside my brain a little meaning I find inspo in everything. Ex. I hear a song on the radio and I think I could make a fanfic/ onshot/draft or drabble out of this.

I don’t think it’s only me as a writer, I’m sure tons of other writers constantly find inspo in everything although I’ll be honest I find it annoying sometimes. It does make for good content most of the time but sometimes I could be watching a tv show and be like, “Oh that’s a great line as inspo for a drabble.” 

I have dreams that give me inspo and I have to write them down before I forget and I’m constantly getting ideas for fanfics I don’t have time to write, anyway point being I find inspo everywhere.

It’d been a while since I’ve seen Divergent and when I did see it again because I was browsing tv looking for something to watch as one does (thank god for my indecisive/picky ass) I realized, “this would be perfect for a yandere especially dauntless.”

And who comes to mind when I first think dauntless, Jungkook especially if I wanted them to be dauntless born because initially I did want whomever to be dauntless born.

Anyway thanks for the ask and I hope I answered this as you wished anon, don’t be afraid to send more asks about my fics or anything else because I love me some questions that I can’t answer well.

[minbbydoll]

Imma need this, god knows I’m failing gonna need a bunch of luck for second semester. 😪✊🏻

reblog for a perfect second semester

the universe knows you will learn from your first semester mistakes

second semester is when we all get 4.0s

we got this. 

reblog to help a friend

[minbbydoll]

Dang the plot twist. So it’s all a dream 😭 didn’t expect that. Anyways it was good and I’m relieved but kinda ruined the angsty theme. I hope you write more stuff like this :D

Thank you but I just couldn’t do Jungkook like that I think he suffered enough, I’m a Pisces I’m too soft to let you die. Just too soft for this, I’m sorry. 🥺 I need to grow a backbone. 

[minbbydoll]

Too Late (002) - Jeon Jungkook

Word count : 1,615

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There wasn’t a second of the day that Jungkook didn’t think of you, it’d been two months since Jimin came to visit him and told him about your passing. Jungkook refused to believe him and decided to beat him up later for that horrible joke. 

Jungkook wasn’t aware if he was awake or asleep most days, it seemed like everything was a dream. Jungkook didn’t really get to know people inside, he couldn’t care less about them, he just wanted to get out and see you.

He wanted things to go back to how they were, you and him sharing ice cream in the park, you and him playing arcade games, or you and him using masks and making each other laugh, everything felt so surreal. 

“Hey, Jeon!” Jungkook lazily looked to the inmate who called him; Kim Samuel, one of the youngest inmates but has one of the baddest reputations. Samuel was younger than Jungkook but since Samuel has been in longer he has more respect. 

“Yeah,” Samuel was by Jungkook’s side walking while they were both outside, “I heard your girl passed, that’s gotta be rough.” Jungkook hadn’t been reminded of that in 2 months, sure he knew but that’s the second time he’s heard it aloud and Jungkook didn’t like it.

Jungkook’s nostrils flared and his fists tightened as Samuel gave him a pat on the back, you used to give him pats on the back and then Jungkook loses control.

Jungkook quickly pops Samuel in his face, an enormous amount of different emotions run through Jungkook, anger, sadness, disgust, fear, it’s all too much for him.

Jungkook feels anger towards Yeri and himself if he had listened you would still be here, sadness because he lost the most important person to him, disgust towards himself and Yeri because Jimin was right, he didn’t deserve you.

Fear because, well he’s scared that you’re really gone, that he’ll never see you again, that he’ll never make more memories with you. He’ll never get to see you grow old, never get to see your children, never get to touch you again and now he’s scared because he realizes he’s in love with you.

That’s why Jungkook continues punching Samuel, he needs somewhere to let out all those emotions and Samuel just picked the wrong person to talk to. Jungkook didn’t stop when Samuel lost consciousness, he didn’t stop when his hands were covered in blood, he only stopped when the guards couldn’t pull him off, so they he hit him hard enough to lose consciousness too. 

-

Jungkook woke up handcuffed to a bed, he knew he’d been thrown into the 5th floor, he got himself into solitary like an idiot. Solitary was borderline torture; being stuck with nothing but your own thoughts, not being able to shower, being watched 24/7, he threw his head against the bed and let out a bitter laugh. 

Is Samuel even alive? Jungkook cocked an eyebrow and rolled his eyes as he tried to get comfy. Jungkook could feel an enormous headache coming, he couldn’t even use his hands as comfort.

Comfort... suddenly you came to mind, you were his comfort, his home, were. The word left a sour taste in his mouth and had him squirming with a bad feeling in his stomach, the thought of using you as a past tense hurt him.

Jungkook couldn’t describe how he was feeling, there were too many feelings to describe, all he could think about was your warmth telling him that everything was a dream.

Jungkook wanted to escape, he wanted to leave this place to go to you. Jungkook felt nothing but loneliness, his lip trembled as he stared up at the disgusting ceiling. 

Your words echoed in his head, you begging him not to do this, you only ever cared about him and he repaid you by leaving you for dead. Jungkook broke on the first day, he started crying.

Jungkook bit his lip to try and muffle his cries but it didn’t help much when he continued to think of all the things you had done for him, cared for him, I’m such a useless best friend.

-

Jungkook couldn’t really tell how many days he was in solitary for, the days just seemed to be blurry and pass by quickly, to be honest he didn’t care how long he was in there.

The only thing Jungkook did in there was cry, it was where he could let everything he’d been holding back inside out into the open. Jungkook seemed to be dead himself, stopped speaking less, eating less, he did start sleeping more but that was only because he could see you in his dreams.

He would get yelled at and get others punished for sleeping more but that didn’t really matter to him, he started answering with grunts, he was punishing himself for what he did to you. 

The world just seemed dull and blurry to him, he didn’t notice anyone or anything and that didn’t change when he got out of jail. Jungkook somehow ended up at your grave, it looked so pretty, decorated with your favorite flowers; the same ones he’s holding in his hands right now.

“Jungkook! Get the fuck out of here!” Jungkook turned to look around where the shouts were coming from and he spotted Jimin, he was rushing to Jungkook with such anger Jungkook could’ve burned up right there from the heat of Jimin’s glare.

Jungkook dropped the flowers he was holding, “Look Jimin I’m just here to-,” he was cut off by Jimin punching him in the jaw. Jungkook allowed Jimin to knock him onto the ground.

“Jungkook! Jungkook! Jungkook!” Jungkook’s head was ringing, he squeezed his eyes shut as everything dissolved into nothingness. 

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Jungkook gasped as he woke up in a hospital, his ears were still ringing but he was in laying down in a hospital bed, he looked down to see a soft hand holding his own.

He turned to the side to see you fast asleep, you looked uncomfortable but peaceful, you were alive and breathing. Jungkook didn’t care if you were sleeping and he tried to hug you but the wires attached to his body stopped him. 

“[Name],” You jumped awake with your name being called, after months of being in coma Jungkook was finally awake. You rushed to hug him as he winced his body still fragile, “I’m sorry, are you okay?”

Jungkook nodded, “I’m okay, I’m okay just as long as I continue to have you in my arms like this.” You tried to pull back from the hug to call the doctor but Jungkook held onto you tighter, “Just a little longer.” 

You stayed like that with Jungkook for a few more minutes before he finally let you go. “Jungkook do you remember what happened?” He looked down at his clothes then looked around the room and then looked back at you and shook his head.

“Figures,” you looked towards the door, “let me call the doctor or nurse so they can check on you before I tell you what happened.” 

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“Well, Jungkook everything seems to be fine, I’d recommend you stay one more day just in case, other than that I’ll be on my way.” You both watched as the doctor walked away, you gave Jungkook a small smile before getting up to close the door for privacy.

“Since you’re wondering why you’re in here, long story short Yeri came back and she threatened me, it was just before you were going to confess, you came to my defense and got stab for me, she was never the brightest because she decided to do this in public, in front of the courtroom. You had a nasty fall and ended up in a coma for months, Jimin and I have been taking care of you.” 

You looked down guilty before continuing, “I understand if you hate me.” You looked up when you felt Jungkook’s hands touch yours, “Hate you, why would I hate you?” 

You jealously bit your lip before turning your head to the side, “Because I made you lose someone you love.” To your surprise Jungkook laughed, and laughed, and laughed some more. “Stop laughing at me Jungkook, what’s wrong with you? You should be yelling at me, it’s my fault Yeri is in jail and isn’t married to you right now.” 

Jungkook snorted, he was laughing so hard it hurt, “[Name] I don’t love her I love you.” Your heart picked up and your eyes fluttered, “What?” Jungkook gave you a wide smile when he started talking, “It might sound crazy but when I was in that coma you were dead and when you were I felt numb.”

He reached forward to hold your hand, “I didn’t feel right, I realized that I looked forward to seeing you when I would get out of jail, not Yeri, not anyone else, it was you but I was blinded and it was scary because I had lost you. I don’t ever wanna lose you again.”

You didn’t realize you were crying until Jungkook reached forward to wipe your tears, “I love you [Name], I’m so sorry I didn’t see it sooner but please don’t cry I don’t like to see you cry.”

He knew it took a lot for you to cry, knew you didn’t like people to see you cry, the only other time was when you begged him not to go and confess. You softly shook your head, “I love you too idiot.” 

↳ A/N : I really like plot twists so I tried with this one and I really couldn’t do Jungkook like that. I feel like this is short though.

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New Wips

So I went to update So Cold onto Wattpad and saw my old drafts and thought why not add them to my wips so I can finally get them done. Yes, now I have more stories to write. 

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Good she is dead now I want JK to feel bad bc he didn’t let yeri go to jail and this is how he pays the price. This is what happens when u save the wrong person smh. RIP y/N. I want him to feel guilt for the rest of his life

Oof, let’s take a step back anon. We’ll see what happens in part 2, you’ll find out how guilty Jungkook is.