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jjpmoans · 5 years ago

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Broken - Part 5 [ Final ]

Summary:

Love, as crazy as it sounds, really blinds people. You can see people blindly falling in love, ignoring those who really love them, falling for someone whom, they have sworn they will never fall for. Love, for Jinyoung is to watch his girl happy, even if it means it’s not him. Even if means it’s not Jinyoung who get to whisper sweet things. It’s not Jinyoung who can hold her hands. It’s not Jinyoung who’ll be laying down with her on her bed, talking countless of things. It’s not him that she’ll wake up to. It’s not him, who has her heart.

Genre: angst / romance

Inspired song : Heartbreak Girl by 5 Seconds of Summer

Character : Park Jinyoung x female reader

Word counts : 3k+ words

[A/N]

So it has ended, another beautiful story which I admit, is my first fanfiction. I am grateful to whoever spends their time to read this. This fic reminds me that I am not only a smut writer, but also a normal writer. Thank you for reading Broken. I hope you love the ending. This has been edited and quite different from the first version. I hope you will give Broken more love. Thank you!

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“Jinyoung, stop!” she shouts as the said boy stomps his feet in frustration. He takes a big stride towards the front door, his ears red from anger and jealousy. He is pissed off pretty bad. “Jinyoung!” she shouts again. “What!?” he replies angrily. He turns around to give a glare and continue walking angrily to the door. It’s not his fault, really. She just had to make him jealous and angry and he’s not good to hide his jealousy. He yanks the door open, making the wooden piece hits the wall with a loud thud. The people inside the house jump at the sudden loud sound. Jinyoung strides in, glaring at everyone he meet. “Hey- what happened?” Jaebum asks as he greets the younger only to be ignored and glared. “Did he just glared at me? Did he just- what am I? A wall?” Jaebum asks confusedly. “He is mad at me. Tell me again why he is my best friend? He should be my boyfriend with all those jealousy.” she states. Mark and Yugyeom give each other a look before rising their eyebrows to her. She’s impossibly stupid. “You know what? You are pretty dense for a pretty girl like you.” Youngjae says. “If that’s a compliment, thank you. I really need a compliment right now before I can deal with Park Jinyoung.” she sighs. “That is definitely not a compliment. Come on. Why haven’t you realised?” Youngjae throws his arm up, punching the air. “Jinyoung loves you!” She stops, staring at him like an idiot, trying to process the new information. “What do you mean by that?” she asks. Of course Jinyoung doesn’t love her like what he just said. They are friends. Jinyoung just loves her as a best friend. “Jinyoung loves me? Since when?” she asks no one in particular, mainly asking herself. "Is that a joke? That is not funny at all. This is not the time to be funny, Choi Youngjae.“ "This is not the time to be stupid, honey.” Youngjae’s fast reply shuts her up, stunning her mind. She is stupid now? Why hasn’t she knew? She has been the closest to Jinyoung. Of course she should have known. But Jinyoung has never showed any hint of love towards her? “Jinyoung loves me?” she asks again. Jackson sighs and face palm. “No he does not. He is stupidly crushing on his own best friend since middle school and watched her switching and choosing boyfriends where he wasn’t in the list at all. No. He definitely doesn’t love you.” He rolls his eyes exaggeratedly. “He did what!?” So it is true. He loves her. Why hasn’t he said anything? What’s wrong with confessing to her? Is it that bad? Why? She knows Jinyoung dotes on her a lot but she never realises that he loves her; since middle school not to mention. Although she always hope that Jinyoung can be her boyfriend instead of her best friend but she couldn’t help to think that Jinyoung must have no feelings towards her, given she is always a crybaby and too much for him to handle. But obviously now, she’s wrong. Absolutely wrong. The six of them jump as loud sound comes from Jinyoung’s room, followed by another sound of something flying across the room. “If you finally understand it now, I think you can start calming him down and talk to him. Today is his birthday anyways.” Mark advises. Right. That was why they both went out for the date. To celebrate his birthday. Each year, she will ask him what he wants for a present. However this year, he just asked her to stay with him. So now she understands. Nodding to Mark, she heads to his room. Halfway there, another sound resonates through the house which causes Bambam who just come out of the kitchen flinches. “Damn. We should move out before Jinyoung hyung breaks everything.” he suggests. “And that would include me. I’m helpless.” he plops himself on Yugyeom and receive a loud slap instead. She knocks on the door timidly, slow enough for Jinyoung to hear. Or worst, he will probably not hear it at all. “Leave me alone. I’m don’t want to deal with you guys.” he shouts from inside. He’s angry and god knows how he has been doing. She brace herself, knocking again. She hear grunts, before she quickly stop him by her own voice. “It’s me.” she replies. “It’s me Jinyoung. Open the door.” She hear nothing other than silence so she drops her hand in disappointment, only to be surprised when the door opens slowly, creaking as it goes. She enters his room, all dark except for a few light rays that has escaped the blinds. Scanning, she found her heart drops at the situation in the room. The floor is messy, mixture of unrecognized objects which she is sure, one of those which has been thrown out of anger, the bathroom door is dent; which probably explains the extremely loud sound and the chair is lying on the other side of the room, upside down, which also explain why it flies across the room. Amidst the chaos, she realises how Jinyoung’s mood changes because of her. It has been a pattern, which she has just caught a few weeks ago. Jinyoung has a soft spot for her, which exceeds best friend’s limits. In his worst state, he will still worry about her. Because she is his’s priority. Because he loves her. So her eyes land on his figure, lying on his bed with an arm draped over his head. His chest is heaving up and down from the anger. “Jinyoung.” Attempting to cool him down, she reaches for him. She seats herself next to him, bending to get closer. “I hate myself.” He says. “I hate myself because I can’t contain this jealousy. I’m an idiot and I am a jerk. I raised my voice at you and I left you at the door. Leave me. You don’t have to deal with an idiot.” She had no idea how he can think to that extend. A dramatic ass he is. “Why should I leave you?” she asks softly. She crouches to let her head rest on his chest. She can hear his heart beating rapidly. So she put her hand on his chest, palming him to calm him down. It shall work. It always work. “I am a fool. Look at me. I am your best friend,” he sounds pained, the word best friend tastes so bitter to him. “But I was acting like your boyfriend. Getting angry for no reason.” he pulls her closer, shifting her position to half crushing on him. “But I swear I was so so mad. He was flirting with you in front of me! And you just let him. You just don’t try to tell him that you are not interested with him. My goodness. It irks me. I was really close to smack him.” he confesses. “God, I’m so idiot.” tightening his grip on her, he presses his lips on top of her head, inhaling her scent. “Why are you mad, Jinyoung?” She just want him to blurt it out. He has done a lot of the confession but never the main reason. “I am mad because he was flirting with you in front of me!” “And what’s wrong with that?” “Because you are my girl! I lo–” he halts, and she swears she can hear his heart skips a beat. “You what.” she tempts him to finish his sentence. To spill. To confess. To end this misery. “You what, Jinyoung?” she raises her face to his level, staring deep into his eyes where she knows, there she lives, in his heart. He makes no move, not even any noise escape his throat. She can see that he’s struggling to confess. Jinyoung, the man who has never run out of wise words, is struggling to confess. If he is struggling, then she’ll gladly help him. “You love me, Jinyoung?” “What?” feared, shocked, caught. Those three words can describe what exactly his reaction is. She knows why he is hesitant. Like her, he is afraid. Afraid of consequences. Every friendship can ends with relationship, but not every relationship ends with a friendship. That is the main reason of why they both act like two biggest idiot ever. Because they don’t want to lose this companion. Because like everyone else are afraid of, they were scared that their friendship will fall apart. “I like you Jinyoung.” Jinyoung’s eyes fly to read her, urging for some lies to appear. But of course there is none. “I like you. I really really do. You know, after that breakup?” she asks. “You were just so protective to me. You basically are there wherever I go.” “And before the breakup? I realise I were only happy when I were out with you. I laughed like a real one and I were myself.” she confesses. “Then after the breakup, I just have this feeling that I only realise after all this time.” She looks at him in the eye, “I think I love you Jinyoung.” If one can paint the surprised look on his face, she is willing to pay them a million dollar. Gone were his frowns and fears. The only thing left is a mixture of surprise and happiness. “You what?” “And you are so dumb. Why didn’t you tell me that you love me. Middle school? Hello Park Jinyoung?” she exclaims. “It’s already eight years. How long do you want to keep it a secret?” “Wait. Who told you that?” he doesn’t need to ask. It’s obviously his housemates. But which one? “Does that even matters?” she asks. “Yes. Because I should kick him in the ass for not keeping my secret.” he huffs. “So it’s true. You love me. Why didn’t you tell me?” He eyes her, lying in his arm, hair sprawled out and looking at him intensely. He loves her, every inch of her. Even when her eyebrows aren’t in a perfect shape like she always claim. Even when she has lots of scars to cover with foundation. Even when her hair is not colored like how other girls do. He loves her. All of her. “Because I don’t want to lose you.” he says honestly. “I don’t know what to do if I lose you. I love you so much. What if you decide to hate me if I tell you that I love you?” he whispers. He hates himself for being a coward. But no one will understand the fear of putting this friendship to an end. “You know I would never hate you Jinyoung.” she pushes his hair back, threading his locks between her fingers. “I can’t believe I am so blind. These years we were together, all you did were because you love me?” “I just don’t want anyone to hurt you. Believe me, I really want to strangle Jin. He deserves hell. Or maybe even hell won’t accept him.” He stares at her for a long time. No word can convey his feelings but from his look, he is ready to shower her with endless love throughout his life. His eyes, full of stars, is ready to bring her to see the beauty of hers through his lenses. So he moves. He moves closer, dropping small kisses on her forehead. On the bridge of her nose. On her lips. “I really really loves you.” he mumbles in between his small pecks. “I know.” He laughs, hugging her tighter, as he can’t let her go now. “What do you know? You were basically changing boyfriends in front of me. Do you know how jealous I was? Another boy come and go and I’m still not in your list.” he is happy. He is too happy. God, he is so happy. She hits his chest, feeling embarrassed. “Of course you are not in my list. You are on top of my list. You know what? I always want my boyfriend to be like you. Like how you always treat me.” “There’s no one like me.” he answers proudly, knowing there is no other man who can beat him for his love. “Yes. There’s no one like you. You always treat me like I am the most precious person in your life-” “You are.” “And you make me laugh effortlessly. You are always there Jinyoung.” she rubs her cheeks on his chest. His warmth makes her calm. She doesn’t want to lose him. Time passes, between the shared kisses and mindless laughter, she proposes his birthday present, right after she feel like Jinyoung can’t stop kissing her. He longs for her indeed. “Jinyoung.” He replies with a hum, threading her hairs while she looks at her, honey pouring from her eyes. “Do you want to be my boyfriend, Park Jinyoung?” His heart stops. His surrounding magnifies and the only thing he can hear is her breath and her words. ‘Do you want be my boyfriend, Park Jinyoung?’ is what she says. He never thought this day will come where he will actually hear that question. She asks him to be her boyfriend. Not anyone else. Him. Park Jinyoung. He breaths out slowly, joining their forehead together. His lung is burning with excitement and anxiety. As he opens his mouth to speak, a voice intrudes. “Say yes already! Oh god how long are you going to take!? I’m tired of waiting.” Jackson shouts from the door. “It’s already 25 minutes recording. I can handle another 10 minutes,” Youngjae says. Both of them lift their head to see the other six boys piling in front of Jinyoung’s room. Yugyeom and Bambam are already on the floor, Jaebum is leaning against the door frame with Youngjae next to him with a phone in his hand. Mark stands with his hands in his pocket while Jackson is basically hugging the door frame in excitement. There is always someone who breaks the moment. But sometimes it comes in a package of six annoying human. Jinyoung growls, standing up from the bed. He strides towards the door, pushing everyone out so he can have his privacy. How dare them interrupting his moment. The boys make a huge fuss, shouting and whining as Jinyoung pushes everyone. “You guys are useless,” he says as he peels Jackson from the door frame. “Useless? You owed me! If I didn’t tell her, you won’t even dream to have her!” Youngjae shouts. He shrieks and run away when Jinyoung’s hand reaches for him, an attempt to smack him for his work. “We’ll talk later,” he gives Youngjae a quick warning, together with a 'You’re dead’ gesture before closing the door after he manage to get everyone out. Sighing, he turns to see her lying on his bed, hugging the blanket to herself while watching him strides closer. He stops right before the bed, staring at her even longer. “You really look good in my bed.” She laughs, patting the space which is slowly losing its warmth – his warmth. “Come here. I am cold and I need a good cuddle.” Scoffing, he climbs the bed, his hand finding itself around her waist, pulling her closer so he can press more kisses on her face. She snuggles into the crook of his neck, lips pressing to his jugular vein. She nips his vein, to his Adam apple, tracing his jar after. “Do you mean what you say?” “Hmm?” nips, leaving traces on his face, pressing quick kisses like how Jinyoung did. “Making me as your boyfriend.” His eyes to hers, demanding for her immediate answer. She knows he is still afraid. Scared that this is just a dream. A dream he won’t dare to wake up from. “Yes. I mean it.” He sighs as she kisses his neck again, hands gripping her side a little harder. “Say it.” he pleads. “Say that you love me.” “I love you, Jinyoung.” she whispers, right at his ear lobe, sending shivers down his spine. No doubt he is breathing fast, eager by her advances. “Thank you.” he closes the distance between them, kissing her breath out of her lung. “You’re my heartbreak girl.” She laughs into the kiss, nodding as she goes, “I am your heartbreak girl.”

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Posted on 11th October 2019, 3.15 am MYT

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hotpinkhoshi · 5 years ago

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Can you rec some GOT7 fic writers? or just accounts in general?

i have sooo many messages in my inbox like this, so i do plan on making an organized post BUT for now let me shout out some of my favorites 🥰

@listlessmaenads my favorite jb writer, no contest. also a lovely human being 🥺

@prettywordsyouleft not exclusively a got7 writer, she does write for MANY groups. her recent jb series ‘reconciliation’ is just...muah 💋👩‍🍳

@softseunies writes really great shorter drabbles for most if not all members! and a new jackson series that i am v v excited about!

@ahgaseda lots of content to go through, i’m really enjoying their current jinyoung series! v angsty and steamy.

@mintjoonlep also doesn’t exclusively write for got7 but their jackson content is just....phew. also i can’t remember the title but there’s a jb blind date one shot on there that is hot af so look out for that one

@jinyoungmoans just posted a yugyeom angst one shot that i really loved, also has some sexy jinyoung content that of course i am a big fan of. also a lovely human 🥺💕

#this is literally just off the top of my head not looking through my rec blog or anything #which is @jinseunierecs #when my head is clear and i have time i’m gonna make a real post #then i can gush over my longtime favorites

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jjpmoans · 6 years ago

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First off, P.L.E.A.S.E i just started reading and you already gave me a cheese shut up! Now how am I going to deal with my lonely lifeeee. And on the second note, I'm surprised they didn't jump at each other in two weeks. Well I guess, Park Jinyoung can hold on long right ;)

Second off, OF COURSE BOI that would be the biggest gossip ever if someone as handsome as Dr Park is taken asdfghjkl oh my god I can see him striding in his white coat and hair laid back shit man what did I take this morning why does this seems very real god.

Third, I actually forgot that last fic was Jinyoung's pov. So i was lagging when Jinyoung starts to talk about his childhood to y/n. Also when she saw the picture and cannot recognise his sister, I was like 'what??' then become 'ooohh yes yes i forgot lol'. Anddddddd---- boi everywhere in any fanfic, everytime you say 'Fuck', you make me whistle lmao like fuck why do you have to be irresistable.

FOUR oh shit man why. WHY DO THEY HAVE TWINS. WHY IS THIS SOOOO BEAUTIFULLY WRITEN WHYYYYY

I mean. You know, this story would be beautiful even without the smut. You proved it is! While I do looking forward to read the smut, when I read the first paragraph, I just forgot the smut and read intently. Just as I thought this cannot be more heart attacking and cheesy, you just proved me wrong. NOW what you gonna do? I'm lactose intolerant now.

Chelle, you just made me want to have a soulmate. For whatever reason. I want to havr a soulmate like jinyoung please someone where can I buy him???

Forever [M] (Destined Series)

*Also known as Five Week’s Later from it’s planning stages*

Summary: You thought now that your soulmate Jinyoung was back in your world, things would become instantly a happily ever after. You weren’t expecting the transition to being with your destined partner to come with so many new challenges along the way.

Pairing: Park Jinyoung x reader (ft. Mark Tuan)

Genre: soulmate au / romance / angst / smut (18+ content)

A/N: So the final puzzle piece of the Destined series is now complete! This story won’t make sense without reading Destined and To Love You, so if you haven’t read them already, they will be linked in the reblog or can be found in my masterlist link in my bio.

**There is a smut scene in this as it was highly requested, but because I don’t write smut all that often, don’t hate me if it lacks, alright lol.

Word count: 9567

When you first met your soulmate, well, you kind of hated him. You weren’t ready to let go of the life you had hoped for with your best friend Mark, and then when you discovered just how prickly Park Jinyoung’s personality was, you felt as if you had been ill-fated. He had even made it clear at the time that his destiny didn’t have you in it.

So why was it that you couldn’t get enough of him now?

Five years had passed and with an uncanny twist of fate, you broke your leg and ended up in the arms of Jinyoung again. Sure, being a doctor and all, it made sense that Jinyoung would find you again in the hospital he worked at. But you hadn’t expected after your last unfortunate encounter with the handsome man that he would be now begging to taste more of you.

Keep reading

#if you don't read Destined series #you aren't human #you're a robot #even though you're gonna suffer from lactose intolerant #it is worth it #jinyoungmoans rec #MAKE MORE SOULMATE AU PLEASE #jinyoung #got7

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jackbamiels · 5 years ago

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Tagged by lovely @tuanm ✨💞🌱

~ appearance ~

i am over 5’5 // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing over tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball caps backwards

~ hobbies and interests ~

i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with my friends // i travel during school or work breaks (not right now tho obviously) // i can do a handstand

~ relationships ~

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have hooked up with my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have had a long-distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

~ aesthetics ~

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

~ miscellaneous ~

i can fall asleep in moving vehicles // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote(s) // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least 3 dogs

And I’m tagging @girlonpanic @wikihoeofgot7 @jinyoungmoans @listlessmaenads @jacksennn @atlasbeom @yeabeom @beomspage 💞🌷 if you want to of course, m’sorry if you’ve already done it 😚

#tag game

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beaniegyu · 5 years ago

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hi! i love your fics! do you have any got7 blogs or series you recommend?

oh i’m tempted to think you didn’t mean to send this to me because the only “fic” i have is an sm au that is on hold (until after the holidays). if you really meant me, than thank you so much 🥺

and now i’ll proceed to recommend blogs who have written got7 fics/drabbles/imagines that i love:

@listlessmaenads / @stargyeom / @lavendaisical / @ayasmess / @jinyoungmoans / @aseurai / @softseunies / @madeitwang / @defnabeom / @kpopchangedme

(i know i follow more writers that i love but my brain can’t process any information right now)

#ask

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flowerbeom · 5 years ago

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bts, stray kids, got7 for number 20?

Hello!

→ 20. Do you have a favorite fanfic or author? If so, tag them/post a link and share the love!

Oh damn. Okay.

BTS: @suga-kookiemonster is my favourite author. Whenever anyone asks me about a BTS story I can’t get over, my mind instantly flips to Ego. To which I am patiently waiting for the last 2 chapters. But listen, I waited over 6 months for chapter 6 and I still lapped it up like a dehydrated puppy. I’m just a bitch for Ashley’s work. But the Hush & Clamour mini series is what really made me her bitch. Warning: don’t read it at work.

I’ve also recently gotten into @minflix‘s work. And it’s *chef’s kiss* delicious.

SKZ: Unfortunately, I haven’t read as much SKZ work as I would have liked to. But I really enjoyed Hellavator by @urlocalkpoptrash. If you know of anymore SKZ works to check out, please link me!

GOT7: And here we go! This may take a while. There will be many that I miss, but these are the ones that come to mind.

Authors with notable fics:

@jj-nyoung and mainly her works Erotica and Millennials

@ahgaseda and her works Wolf Boys and Two Can Keep A Secret

@jinyoungmoans and her piece Midnight Ride

@tuanyiems and her piece My Giant

@aseurai and her A Person Between series

And I honestly need to go back to work now, so if I have time I’ll continue this list.

But I hope you enjoy these nuggets of gold.

→ send me fanfic asks

#fanfic asks #this list almost killed my mental grit #i should tag fics i like a lot better #anon #ask

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itsallabigmess · 5 years ago

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—things about me—

tagged by the lovely @leizzxre

~ appearance ~

~ hobbies and interests ~

~ relationships ~

i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i (always) have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have hooked up with my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have had a long-distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online

~ aesthetics ~

~ miscellaneous ~

i can fall asleep in moving vehicles // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote(s) // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy (of lights) above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least 3 dogs

tagging!: @nochunia @mithrilnen @ayasmess @ahgase55g7 @prettywordsyouleft @jinyoungmoans @jalapeno-princess

#personal

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dustofinsanity · 5 years ago

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I have to “re-link” a lot of... well a lot of links (thanks Captain Obvious) on Time to dream together, remove a lot of fics that do not exist anymore, add new ones in my “new links” post, have to go into the blogs I follow to look for their latest fics, send messages to some other blogs I follow to ask if I can add their fics in the library... And I also have to pack all my stuff since I move to my new house in less than two f*cking weeks!!

~ Also, @ayasmess @jinyoungsir @jinyoungmoans @listlessmaenads @defsenses @jinseunie @jj-nyoung @mrbangchannie, if you could send me your top five fics/series (yours and not yours, longs or not, of any kind and if you don’t mind, of course!), it would be really, REALLY nice of you! If you want to know why, I would gladly explain everything to you by message. Thanks in advance, kittens! 💜 ~

But, now, I’m gonna sleep because it’s just 8.30am and I didn’t sleep yet. Good day/evening/night to everyone. 💜

#na's 💬#i need a clone of myself to pack my stuff...

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nuclearbeom · 5 years ago

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~Get To Know Me Tag~

Tagged by @jj-nyoung ! Thank you 😘💖

~ hobbies and interests ~

~ relationships ~

~ aesthetics ~

~ miscellaneous ~

i can fall asleep in moving vehicles // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote(s) // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy Mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy (of lights) above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least 3 dogs

Tagging @sevenpeaches , @screechingaussie , @yugyxom , @drunkonmark , @jinyoungmoans , @yeabeom , and whoever else who wants to do this! ᴼʳ ⁿᵒᵗ 💞

#tagged

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tuanyiems · 6 years ago

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Five Things Tag

I was tagged by the lovely Nik @jinyoungmoans <3 Sorry, I’m pretty boring ^^

✔ 5 things you can find in my bag

iPad

Icebreaker mints (winterfresh c:)

Tata keychain

Bullet journal

A black muji pen

✔ 5 things you can find in my room

Four soft blankets (yes, I know, four blankets lol)

A shelf of Got7 albums and merch :D

A giant Present:You Lullaby Mark Tuan poster staring at you like the Mona Lisa

LOTS of children’s books

A big ole RJ plush

✔ 5 of my favorite things

GOT7

Wintermelon Milk Tea!

Verse 2 album

My lovely friends and family<3

Thunderstorms in the summer time

✔5 things I’m into rn

Mules and bucket hats

Watching organization videos on YouTube lol

Epik High’s Sleepless in _________ album

Watching Master of the House, He is Psychometric, and Touch Your Heart

Reading The Best We Could Do (It’s a graphic novel; I’m not done yet but it’s great so far!)

✔5 things on my to-do list

Finish and post a Jackson angst fic

Switch out the seasons in my closet

Finish writing The Space Between Your Fingers series

Find a productivity routine that works for me

Catch up on my dramas hehe

✔ 5 first songs, playlist on shuffle

Kehlani - Down for You (ft. BJ the Chicago Kid)

Jus2 - Love Talk

Loco & GRAY - Good (ft. ELO)

GRAY, Loco, Suran, and Eddy Kim - Some More

Dumbfoundead - Coachella

Tagging: @tuanamino @yup-indecisive-girl-cece @blndjcksn @ily-cyj and anyone else who wants to do this :D

#get to know the blogger #five things tag #ems speaks

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jjpmoans · 5 years ago

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Broken - Part 4

Summary:

Genre: angst / romance

Inspired song : Heartbreak Girl by 5 Seconds of Summer

Character : Park Jinyoung x female reader

Word counts : 2k+ words

[A/N]

If you’ve seen the announcement, you’ll know that this is basically my first GOT7 fanfic which was posted on Amino. I apologise for the cringiness and all. I hope you enjoy the content! This is totally unedited (except for the grammar) but I’ll edit the Epilogue because that one was kind of bad. Anyways, enjoy!

Broken will be posted every Wednesday at 8pm MYT starting 21st August.

[Masterlist]

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I know someday it's gonna happen And you'll finally forget the day you met him

____________________________________ "What are you and the boys doing tonight?" she asks as soon as she takes a sit next to Jinyoung. Jinyoung puts down the book he is holding and watch her looking at him intently. She is all smiling, her face. And there're no more dark circles right under her eyes. And no more pale face which Jinyoung suspects from lack of eating. She looks healthy. And happier. It has been three months from the last crying phonecall. The day she met Jin, Jinyoung followed her without her knowing. She really brought Youngjae with her. Jinyoung did not know what help would Youngjae contribute when she brought him— honestly Jinyoung was much better option. Or maybe not. She could take Mark instead. He got a better punch. He saw her talking face to face with Jin. And Youngjae just stood next to her so lifeless that Jinyoung even questioned if he's breathing or not. But his annoyed face was there— so he's definitely breathing. Like Jinyoung, the rest of GOT7 hate Jin and his friends — except for Yugyeom because apparently he has a friend in their circle. Well hate is a strong word, maybe they dislike them because Jin and his friends are very good at breaking girls heart. But for Jinyoung, hate is the weakest word he could picture about Jin. He was raging and any curse word would not be enough. When he saw both of them talking and Jin was like smirking the whole time, it took his every ounce of patience not to barge inside the cafe and strangle the latter. How does she doesn't even slap him? When they finally finished talking, she had this calm face which Jinyoung recognised as you-cannot-cry-wait-until-you-got-home face. He sighed, of course he would be receiving another crying phone call tonight. While his thoughts were running through options to console her tonight, to his surprise, his phone started ringing inside his pocket. Then he realised that she was already calling him the moment she stepped out of the door. He fished his phone out and went for the green button where she spoke into the speaker furiously, "I don't know what's wrong with me BUT HOW DO I LIKE THOSE TYPE OF ARROGANT FUCKBOY?" she screamed into the phone. Jinyoung could clearly saw the horror in Youngjae's face when she screamed and kicked the flower pot outside the cafe when he chuckled at her response. "Well, I think that calls for some karaoke and food?" he suggested. "Call me in. And bring Jackson. I need his energy. And Yugyeom too. And Bambam—" "You should just say bring the whole GOT7. I think that is a less longer sentence." Youngjae cut in. "Whatever." she replies nonchalantly. "Jinyoung." she called him assure that he was still there. “I'm here, darling. Why?" he replied. “I'm such a stupid girl." she confessed. He laughed. Finally, his girl was back. "You are my stupid girl. Get out of that cafe and meet me at the field." "Jinyoung." she calls. "Yes?" "You are not answering me. What are you guys doing tonight?" Jinyoung widens his eyes, cursing himself for spacing out. He lets out a laugh and reply to her, "I think Youngjae has a date with Coco. Jaebum is up for a test. Jackson has a group discussion. Yugyeom and Bam— i don't remember." She hums, taking in every information he just told her. Once she registered all of them, she turns to him again with questioning eyes. "What are you doing tonight?" she emphasizes 'you' in her sentence. Jinyoung leans his head on top of the couch, he gives her a side glance before turning to her. "Well, apart from being alone in this house, I don't have anything else. Maybe a book date. What's up?" he asks. She takes a good stare at Jinyoung's face, thinking why hasn't she realise that Jinyoung is so handsome? She has been friend with him for years now— middle school to college. She even befriend his friends, the GOT7. But she never sets her eyes on him. Partly because she never take a good look at Jinyoung or maybe because if she did stare at him, she would not stare like a girl staring at her crush. But this moment she is staring at him, she couldn't help but to adore his look. She lets her eyes rake his whole face. His whisker smile, his thick eyebrows. His lips. His pointy ears. His black hair hanging just right on his forehead. Being friend with Jinyoung from middle school means she have gone through so much hairstyles Jinyoung put up on his head. But this hairstyle look so mature. It fits him so much that he looks so— boyfriend. "If you are going to stare at me for a longer time, I might think you are actually considering to make me your new boyfriend." he speaks. She jumps at his sudden intrudes but she laughs it away. "I just realises that you are handsome." she says honestly. Jinyoung and her has no secret to be honest. She is always talking her thoughts out. Like she thought that Jackson has a sexy body or that Jinyoung has a great peachy ass. She just blurt it out. "Do you say that to every single boy you are going to date? Because that works." he winks. If she doesn't know Jinyoung, she will think that he's really agreeing to a date. "No. Really Jinyoung. You are handsome. How come I never see you so handsome?" "Took you long enough to realise that." he flips his hair in cockiness. She laughs, agreed that it really took her long to realise that. "Obviously you are blind because don't you see how many girls are eyeing me in the field I was reading? It's disturbing." he complains. She did saw them. But she thought they were eyeing Jinyoung because he is reading. Well— in their college, it's hard to see a boy reading under a tree, his concentration is fully on the book. It's just new and interesting. "I saw them okay. I thought they just thought you are weird — which is true," she receives a slap from Jinyoung which she laughs even louder. "But I never see you the same way. At least not until now." she confesses. Really, it feels like suddenly, Jinyoung looks so perfect in her eyes. Call her stupid but she thinks that Jinyoung should be her first boyfriend. "You don't flatter me honey. Tell me what's up in your sleeves. I am not giving in to any of your antics. What do you want from me?" he asks curiously. She can't blame him though. He lives with 6 other boys who are always nice when they want something. If GOT7 are acting nice to you, please check your purse or credit card. They might already use up all your allowance. "Let's go on a date tonight." she says. Jinyoung blinks. He study her face carefully to find any prank she's pulling off. None. "Jinyoung." she snaps him from his trance. "What?" She moves forward to side hug Jinyoung and look at him expectantly. "Let's go on a date. I think it's been too long since we last went out together," so it's true. She's asking him out. A friend date but there's nothing happier for Jinyoung than going out with her. "Where do you want to go?" he asks softly. His hand reaches to fix her hair which has been a mess since she drops her head on the couch. "Anywhere with you." she replies. Her eyes show too much sincerity and reflects the happiness she is having, Jinyoung has no clue how swell his heart is by looking at her. God. He loves her so much. ________________________________________

Sometimes you're so close to your confession, I gotta get it through your head That you belong with me instead.

________________________________________ It's already September. One year from her breakup. Both of them are back being glued together, everyday and everywhere.

Wherever she is, Jinyoung will be there. They are the talk of the college to be honest. There is even an unspoken rule where only she can end up with Jinyoung. If there is anyone who Jinyoung will date, it will be her.

That is not really a concern for Jinyoung. It's true and he secretly thanked the crowd to rule this one because that stops all the girls eyeing him during his book date which irritate him to death. "Oh look! The campus couple." Yugyeom exclaims as he walk in the house and see both Jinyoung and his girl cuddling up on the couch, her head on his chest, scrolling her phone while there's a book in Jinyoung's hand. Both of them stops the job at their hand to look at the youngest housemate. "What brings you to disturb us at this holy time?" he ignores his greeting and asks him straight. "If this can ease you, there are 5 more people coming in—" the front door is greeted with boys noises, "— right now." he finishes his sentence. "Heyyy lovebirds." Jaebum comes in. "Yoooo campus hotties." Mark greets with plastic bags in his hands. "Why do you guys come home so early?" Jinyoung asks curiously. "The meeting is cancelled because the president wanted to see you, but you didn't come. So she lets us go." Jaebum says. "Wuhhhhh hi Jinyoung hyung and Jinyoung hyung's girlfriend." Bambam walks through the door, stumbling over the shoes. "That's kinda creepy. She calls the meeting off just because Jinyoung is not there? What is the meeting for? To meet Jinyoung?" she asks. "You!" Jackson exclaims as he struggles with the plastic bags. "Get off Jinyoung's chest! It's mine!" hearing that, she quickly tries to scramble off Jinyoung's chest when she feel his hand pushing her closer, not wanting her getting off him. "Stop scaring her." Jinyoung's voices rumbles through his lung. "Apparently, yes." Jaebum replies. "But it's good anyways. We got to restock the food." "Ohh. Hi soulmates. What are you guys doing?" Youngjae is the last one to walk through the door. He takes a seat on the nearest couch while Jaebum on his left and the others shuffling in the kitchen to organize the groceries they just bought. "You know about that 'When 40 people tell you the same thing, it might gonna happen' quote?" she asks. The rest of the boys nods, familiar with the quote. "If you guys make another 34 people call us campus couple. I'm not surprise if we really end up couple." she laughs. Of course they always tease them both about the campus couple. But she knows them enough not to take their words to heart. She's the only one who probably doesn't stoned when she said those words. Because apparently everyone stiffen and take a good look at Jinyoung. He himself is stoned when she said that casually. Yugyeom is the one who breaks the silence by laughing. "You guys aren't an item yet? Come on. Date already." Everyone knows Jinyoung likes her. But she's just too dense to sense. "I don't want to." Another silence surround them. This time, Jinyoung's heart drops at her reply. "If anything happens and we end up apart, I don't know how I can live without Jinyoung." she explains. The whole house echoes with awwws and hoots until she feel herself burning with embarrassment and hide her face in Jinyoung's chest. He laughs, hugging her tightly to his chest so that the boys cannot see her face. "I would never leave you. If that's what you are afraid of." Jinyoung states. "Ai wuvv myum pweas wow weave mwe," She mumbles incoherent words from his chest, which Jinyoung manages to catch as 'I love you please don't leave me.' His breath hitches, his heart thumping wildly at her mumble. Is that a confession? "What did you just say?" he detaches her from his chest. Her face is red which he assumes as an aftermath of embarrassment. When she opens her mouth to reply, disappointment greets him again. "Please don't leave me." "You look awful," Bambam greets him in the morning. He wakes up early and tiptoes toward the kitchen to be greeted by a messy Jinyoung. His hair is sticking out in every direction and his face look completely blank. "Thank you. That's so not obvious." he replies sarcastically. A verbal sigh escapes his lips and he shoves another glass of milk down his throat. "I certainly don't know what is your problem but there is a reason why that white thing is called milk." Jinyoung stares blankly at Bambam who tries to peel the glass of his fingers. "You don't drink milk in one shot. IN A HIGH GLASS NOT TO MENTION." he shrieks. "So I'd be forgiven if I drink milk in a vodka glass shot?" Jinyoung asks. Bambam grabs the milk carton and narrows his eyes to the older brother. "Drinking milk in one shot is not forgiven no matter how small the glass is." "You are going to stress him out. Stop that Bam." Mark walks toward the kitchen to join the two younger brothers. Bambam passes the glass and milk carton for Mark, not forgetting to glare at Jinyoung. "She's not awake yet?" Mark asks, sipping the milk. Jinyoung slides his eyes to the couch, where he sleeps with her last night. She's still there, cheeks pressed to the pillow and a blanket all over her body. "No. She's not a morning person." Jinyoung replies. "Tell me what's wrong with him." Bambam asks. "This morning he drank the milk in one shot using a normal glass. He could have died. Tell me I'm hallucinating." he whispers. "If this can assure you, I can hear clearly what you said to Mark hyung. You don't have to whisper." Jinyoung states flatly. Mark laughs at his blunt reply as Bambam tries to counter back. "I didn't whisper for you. I whispered because I want to." "Don't you think it's time to let her know that you loves her?" Mark cuts in. Jinyoung is staring holes at the couch and if stare can burn, the couch will be on fire. "I don't think she ever need to know." Jinyoung replies. He is afraid of everything. What if their friendship go down the drain because of his confession? "Why not?" Bambam asks. It actually irritate all of them with Jinyoung's persistence not to let her know about his feelings. He had been in love with her for years. But she irritates them even more. How can she be with Jinyoung but so dense to see that he loves her? "What if she doesn't love me? What if our friendship go down? What if she decides to hate me because I've been hiding it for so long and it disgust her?" Jinyoung's thoughts go out like a bullet train. It scares him to think that one day, she'll hate him. "Did she?" Three of them turn to the voice. Jaebum is standing by the fridge, arms crossed. "What?" Jinyoung asks. Jaebum tilts his head toward the girl sleeping on the couch. "Did she ever say that?" Jinyoung scoff. "Of course not. She—" "Then why are you assuming so much?" Jaebum's question throws him off guard. He never had an answer for that. "If she never said anything, then why are you assuming? Who are you to assume her actions?" Jaebum attacks. Honestly it irks him. And he wants both of them to get together. Certainly Jinyoung must make a move of he'll be stuck in the friendzone again. "But—" "Jaebum is right. Bring her out on date or spend your whole life drinking milk in one shot." Mark says. His threat seems ridiculous but Jinyoung knows too well that he's gonna stuck his whole life drinking milk in one shot if he doesn't try anytime soon. "Actually. I don't recommend drinking milk in one shot." Bambam tries to cut in. "It is certainly unhealthy. So please bring her out on a date." "We can help you plan if you want." Jackson says, coming out behind the wall, grinning while Yugyeom trails behind him sleepily. "You? Planning a date? No way. I'd rather Jinyoung hyung stucked drinking milk his whole life." Youngjae replies, emerging from under the counter. "How on earth do you appear from there?" Bambam shrieks when Youngjae appears. "You need to be more focus. Like right now." Youngjae signals Bambam to turn his head towards Jinyoung. He turns to see Jinyoung is already inhaling the milk, again finishing it completely in one shot. "Holy shit." Bambam, Jackson and Yugyeom exclaim. "He should be drunk by now." Jaebum laughs. He indeed look drunk. But his eyes are shooting heart and love as he watches his favorite person shifting under the blanket, rubbing her cheeks to feel the warmth of the pillow. ____________________________________________

[Masterlist]

Posted on 18th September 2019, 8.30 pm MYT

#got7 jinyoung #got7 jinyoung fic #got7 jinyoung angst #got7 jinyoung fanfic #jinyoung #jinyoung got7 #jinyoung got7 fanfic #jinyoung fanfic #jinyoung series #got7 jinyoung series #jinyoung angst #jinyoungmoans series #broken

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goodnightkisseu · 6 years ago

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Tag Game~

I was tagged by @prettywordsyouleft on my main, ongsung, and by @this-song-thats-only-for-you on here, so I decided to just answer these here :3 Thank you both of you for tagging me <3 Love you both!

The rules are:

1. Tag the person who tagged you

2. Answer the questions.

3. Tag 10 people

Let’s get it started!

•How tall are you?

I’m ~157cm / 5ft 2in. I’m okay with my height, but tbh I look hella short next to all of my friends that are 165cm+ ;___;

•What color and style is your hair?

I used to dye my hair a lighter burgundy (think Jaejoong during Mirotic) but it became hard to maintain that living in California. The sun is not kind to my hair ;__; So now I go a very dark purple-red. My hair just looks naturally black in most light... until I step into a place with natural sunlight and you can see the purple-red better :3 I’m pretty sure I have pics somewhere...

Style-wise... I’ve had it shoulder length before, and I liked that because it was manageable, but now I keep it long, about chest length with bangs :3

•What color are your eyes?

Brown

•Do you wear glasses?

Much like Chelle, I also have an astigmatism >_< I also didn’t used to like my glasses because I didn’t think I looked good in them ;; I’ve grown to like them tho, only wearing contacts every now and then. Which, honestly, is for the better, because I have such dry eyes that contacts do not help ;A;

•Do you wear braces?

I had braces as a kid. I wasn’t a fan of them, but I don’t have horror stories about them either.

•What’s your fashion sense?

I... really don’t now how to describe my fashion sense lol. I work in a game studio so there’s really no need to dress up, but I guess I am on the dressier side? I like skirts or skinny jeans with a nice top, all of it under my over-sized work hoodie XD

•Full name?

Ashley, though I’ve started answering to Ash too :) As a kid, letting kids refer to me as Ash was rough cuz of Pokemon >< And though I love the franchise, I did not really like the Ash Ketchum jokes >< Now that I’m older, Ash is fine.

•When were you born?

I share a birthday with SuJu’s Eunhyuk :D I’m just 6 years younger than him, so April 4, 1992.

•Where are you from and where do you live now?

I was originally from a smaller town in Washington State, then I lived on my own in Seattle for 6 years (school and work). Now I’m down in southern California in Irvine, for work :3

•What school do you go to?

I graduated 4 years ago (holy cow it’s been longer than I thought O_O)

•What kind of student are you?

Lolol I was that terrible perfectionist friend OTL Never missed classes, read the assigned reading (which most of the people didn’t in my classes ><), tried to get projects done early. But I also would procrastinate on things that I knew I didn’t need to spend a lot of time on? But I still wanted them to be done well? I was stressed as a college student. How I was a KPop stan and had a pretty good GPA coming out of college was a miracle x.x

•Do you like school?

I like learning. I like doing assignments to enhance my understanding. (Coding assignments were super, super useful! I love them even if the tests often kicked my butt) but I don’t like busy work ><

•Favorite subject?

I took a lot of programming courses cuz I majored in Computer Science. Those courses were a lot of fun, but I think weirdly my favorite class was one on Japanese Plays? That was pretty neat :0

•Favorite TV show?

Most of what I watch is anime or kdramas >< but I do love Doctor Who a lot :D

•Favorite Movie?

So I got asked this question recently and I had to think about it pretty hard. I think the film that takes the title of ‘favorite’ for me is Hero. It came out back in 2002, and it starred Jet Li, Donnie Yen, Tony Leung, Maggie Cheung, Chen Daoming and Zhang Ziyi. It was so beautiful and now I have to go re-watch it ><

•Favorite books?

I loved the Stravaganza series way back when. I only found out like 3 years ago that there were more than the original 3 so I may have to go back and re-read them :3

•Favorite pastime?

I love to write! Most of my freetime is dedicated to that and mobile games. >< I also love to draw, which I haven’t been able to do in a while >< Maybe soon...

•Do you have any regrets?

A handful. I will only go into depth if people want to know, lol. Nothing is serious. Just lots of little life things

•Dream job?

So, back when I was about 9 or 10, I picked up Final Fantasy X. I loved the game and the art so much that all I wanted to do was be a concept artist for games. Admittedly, I don’t have the talent of a concept artist, even though I do love to draw. I do work in the game industry now but in a slightly more technical sense. ^^ There was also a time I wanted to be a writer... but honestly... none of my stuff is publishing worthy lolol

•Would you ever like to be married?

I’d like to, but I haven’t met anyone yet. Plus, given how old everyone is at this game studio, I probably won’t find anyone here ><””

•Would you like to have kids?

Eventually?

•How many?

One or two.

•Do you like shopping?

Yes and no. There are times when all I want to do is look for cute clothes. And then there are times when I just... don’t want to, lol.

•What countries have you visited?

Canada, Vietnam, Thailand, and the inside of an airport in Hong Kong and in Incheon when my family still traveled XD

•Scariest nightmare you have ever had?

Lately I’ve been getting a lot of like... assassin/fighting type of dreams and I’m not having it, yo. I’ve also experienced the teeth falling out dreams, mostly if I’m stressed... which just makes me more stressed OTL

•Any enemies?

Not that I know of ^^’’’’’

•Any significant other?

Maybe some day...

•Do you believe in miracles?

I’d like to :3

•How are you?

I’m alright today. I’m a little exhausted, but happy too! I got a lot of tasks done at work and I’m wrapping up my last fic request. I’m also thinking of drawing one of the girls from the new mobile game I started. So overall things are looking up! :D I could probably use with a bit more sleep tho ><

I’ll tag @romeongs, @jinyoungmoans, @xiaojuxiyou and anyone else that wants to do this. I feel like most already have, but you can say I tagged you if you want to give it a go! ^o^

#get to know me~#there are so many emojis in this #i'm sorry i talk with a lot of emojis #it's a habit ><#i also feel like a lot of this showed my age ><

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jjpmoans · 5 years ago

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Broken - Part 3

Summary:

Genre: angst / romance

Inspired song : Heartbreak Girl by 5 Seconds of Summer

Character : Park Jinyoung x female reader

Word counts : 1k+ words

[A/N]

Broken will be posted every Wednesday at 8pm MYT starting 21st August.

[Masterlist]

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I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out You could be with me now But I end up telling you what you wanna hear, But you're not ready and it's so frustrating He treats you so bad and I'm so good to you it's not fair.

____________________________________________ "He just—" she sobs loudly and that makes Jinyoung's fifth motive to kill the Jin guy. "It's not funny Jinyoung. He just leave me there." she cries in halt to show that she is really hurt. It's another phone call right after this afternoon where she was so happy and ready to reconcile with the shithead. Jinyoung could not find any more reasonable name to call him. Maybe a brainless would be better. "What did he do?" he asks. He doesn't even have to ask to be honest. Jinyoung knows exactly how a brainless people like Jin treats girls. They dump them on the spot to make the girls feel horrible and never want to get back again. "He brought me to the cafe where we always go to. And his friends were there too. I thought it's going to be okay again." she says slowly, breaking his heart. The girl he loves does not talk this slow, this heartbreaking. It takes one Jin to turn her into this person he is talking to. "You mean, all six?" "Yeah. We arrived there and they start dissing me. Saying bad things about me." she hiccups. "And Jin doesn't even stop them." Jinyoung just sighs into the speaker, he wants her to know he's disappointed too— or in other name, furious. "He just brought me to the restaurant to embarrass me in front of his friends. They are all boys and they were laughing at me." she hiccups. "I look like a clown Jinyoung. I was so embarrassed." "And Jin—" she stops, taking a shaky breath which later turns to a chest falling cry. "He says he just bring me there because I don't stop pestering him about getting back." "I am the desperate one." she cries. "Jinyoung..." she calls out his name, somehow to give her strength to cry, knowing there is one person that has his back for her. "You know I can always run to you now. Please let me go to you." Jinyoung says. He has his car keys in his hand for quite some time now because he is that close to drive to her house but as always, she stops him before he can even move. "No. I don't want you to see me like this." she refuses. Jinyoung sighs for the nth time because that's not his concern right now. All he knows is he want to hug her and make her feel better. "You think I'd care how you look? I've seen you worse." "No Jinyoung. I'm serious." "Okay." he says. "Tell me more about what happened." She continues narrating about her lunch date to Jinyoung. He hold his breath everytime the girl burst into tears, whether it is because her stupidity or because of the Jin guy. "I don't understand where is my fault. He said he is done with me." she says. "I had never did anything to make him mad. Why does he even want to break up?" Jinyoung listens to her rant with his mind searching for ways to kill Jin— maybe a sudden death. He inhales and start to talk when she finally calms down. "You know, he treats you so bad." and I'm so good to you, he continues in his mind. "It's not fair. You should stop torturing yourself." Jinyoung says. "But I love him. I love him Jinyoung. How can I stop doing this?" she says. Her words make Jinyoung feel the urge to scream. To tell her that the love she felt is unreal. He is so bad to her and doesn't deserve her love. She could be with him now rather than crying over a stupid boy. "If you don't want to stop—" he bites his tongue, afraid that what he's going to say might make her mad. "Then you'll keep on running back to him like a desperate girl. Who doesn't understand that he no longer loves you." "He's not the right one for you. You should stop being so blindly in love with him. I know this is not what you want to hear, but I'm telling you this because I don't want you to cry your eyes for a stupid boy." he explains. "You worth someone better. Someone who doesn't change his girlfriend like he changes his clothes. Someone who makes you laugh instead of crying. Someone—" "—like you?" she cuts him. Jinyoung's heart stops. She hits bull eyes without even knowing. "There's no one like me. I'm limited edition." he replies. His instant reply receive a laugh from her, making him smile instead. He really loves her laugh. He hates her tears. "Of course you are. You never fail to amaze me Jinyoung." she says. It warms his heart to know she is still the one he loves. She still knows how to laugh and smile. She is still her. "You already have me but you still choose that stupid dumbass. I don't know anymore. You are losing a limited edition friend. Gotta be rich to do that you know." he replies. Her laughs sound like a music to his ears, something he would trade everything for. His heart, his sanity, his love.

______________________________________ And when the phone call finally ends You say, "I'll call you tomorrow at 10, " And I'm stuck in the friend zone again and again

______________________________________ "It's getting late." she says. Jinyoung flips his phone to check the time and it's already three in the morning. "Tell me what you think before you go to bed. I'm not hanging up until you're okay." Jinyoung knows her well, she cannot sleep if the problem still lingers in her mind. "I'm better, Jinyoung. Although I hope you would say something like 'Jin still loves me' but I know, you care about me. I would be very stupid if I can't see how he pushes me away—" "You are really stupid though." he replies deadpans. She giggles and continue to speak, "I can try. I can try to move on. I have you right?" she asks. The moment she asks him the question, he smiles, then immediately cough, "Sorry, I didn't sign up to be a love doctor." "Whatt!? Oh no. What to do. You're stuck with me. Suck it up." she giggles again. By the time she giggle too much, Jinyoung is assured that she is all better and probably will be walking straight tomorrow. "I'll call you tomorrow at 10." she says. He rounds his eyes at the announcement. "Why?" "Because I think I'm going to talk to Jin about this— maturely. And if anything happens, I'll call you. Or if nothing happens, I'll call you too." she answers softly. "I'll accompany you." he immediately offers. When the two of them are alone, something is bound to happen. On top of that, Jinyoung is not keen to pick up a crying phonecall again. "No. I know you hate him. If I bring you, you might have his head chopped or something—" "He deserves it." "That's not nice Jinyoung. But I'll be okay. I'll bring Youngjae with me." she says. "I'd rather you bring Jaebum with you. Or Yugyeom." "They will be kicking his ass too, Jinyoung. Don't act like I don't know you guys." He huffs but agree to her. "Fine. Just, give me a call after you meet him okay? 10 o'clock call is reserved too— but call me right after you meet him." "Yeah whatever. Anyways. Thank you Jinyoung. Good night." she announces. Jinyoung smiles, eyes twinkling while he stares at his phone, mouthing a soft goodnight to the wallpaper of them cuddling few years ago. He then sighs, remembering that he is currently stuck in the friend zone, again and again.

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Posted on 11th September 2019, 9.00 pm MYT

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jjpmoans · 5 years ago

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Broken - Part 2

Summary:

Genre: angst / romance

Inspired song : Heartbreak Girl by 5 Seconds of Summer

Character : Park Jinyoung x female reader

Word counts : 1000+ words

[A/N]

If you’ve seen the announcement, you’ll know that this is basically my first GOT7 fanfic which was posted on Amino. I apologise for the cringe and all. I hope you enjoy the content! This is totally unedited (except for the grammar) but I’ll edit the Epilogue because that one was kind of bad. Anyways, enjoy!

Broken will be posted every Wednesday at 8pm MYT starting 21st August.

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I dedicate this song to you, The one who never sees the truth, That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl. _______________________________________

A light but strong shoulder bump against him pauses his reading. Jinyoung looks to his left and realized that his best friend has taken a seat not-so-girly next to him. The girl is smiling widely and her smile reaches her eyes. She must be very happy to that extend. "Something good happened?" Jinyoung puts down his book to face the smiling girl. He loves watching her smile. These days have been quite stormy with her mood change. But he doesn't blame her. She is heartbroken anyways. He adores her so much that her mood changes his mood too. "Jin says we are getting back together." she says, all smiling. His eyes dilate. He scans her face to search for any lies but he find nothing except for the sweet smile he always love about her. She is happy. So shall he. But the sentence break Jinyoung's heart, he couldn't get himself to smile. And that makes her frown. "Why? You don't like it?" she asks. Her voice sounds normal but Jinyoung knows that she wants him to say no. Because that's who she is. The one who never sees the truth. That he can take away her hurt. But she chooses Jin instead. "Why should I like someone who breaks your heart?" he replies nonchalantly. He is hurt. She could choose someone else and still not him. She would get heartbroken every single time and he is still not in her list. And in the end, he is always there to mend her heart back. Why can't she see? He picks his book back, opening previous page he was reading. He knows she is upset. But she should know that he is upset too. "Jinyoung," she calls. He ignores her call, concentrating on the exact line which he was reading like a minute ago. He is glued to the sentence because all he has in mind is to tell the girl that she should have choose him instead of the boy who breaks her heart. "Jinyoung!" she calls again. Seeing that her bestfriend ignores her, she sighs. The girl gathers her breath. She grabs his arm, tugs his sleeve and throws her bratty face. "Jinyoung!" He always love that trick. He loved and still loves the way she wants his attention. She will gather her breath to throw herself on him and start whining his name.

God. He loves her. "Why?" he replies. It is unknown to him, but she likes his reply too. It is soothing. That voice she would never hear from Jin. That voice which reminds her that even he is mad with her but he still loves her every second, so he still gives his attention even he is mad. That boyfriend voice. "Don't get mad at me please." she pouts. She knows she can control Jinyoung anyhow she wants. Because she knows Jinyoung loves her. But she never know that he hopes she loves him the way he does. "You know what? I think I have a new name for you." he puts his book down, looking down to the girl hugging his arm. "What?" "Heartbreak girl." what he gets in return is a loud scream and multiple hits on his chest. His laugh zaps across his chest,bringing laughter to the girl too. The girl continues to abuse him, hitting here and there. But he doesn't care. Because this is his heartbreak girl. ______________________________________

Hold you tight straight through the day light, I'm right here, when you gonna realize That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

______________________________________ "Hey." a male voice brings their laughter to an end. Looking up, the said boy is standing, towering both of them. Jinyoung send glares to the other boy. He does not understand why Jin is still giving fake hopes to this poor girl when he already has another girl. He clearly saw Jin and a girl clinging all over him in the campus a few hours back. Why does he even agree to get back? "Heyyyy," here comes the voice that he loves the most. "Come. I want to take you for lunch." Jin says. The request makes Jinyoung turns to the girl in disbelief. "You said you're having lunch with me?" he asks. The girl gives him an apologetic smile. Jinyoung sighs, he knows he couldn't win over her. "Can we bring Jinyoung too?" she asks the latter. Jinyoung immediately interrupt just as Jin opens his mouth to answer. "No no thanks. I'm not going. I'd stay here to finish the book." he says. It's not entirely a lie. He really can use the time to read rather than watching his favourite girl date with a jackass. "But you haven't have lunch." she protests. "I know how to take care of myself okay. Don't worry. Go on." "You're staying because of reading? How ridiculous. Does people even read anymore? Why are you lagging behind? It's technology world." Jin laughs. Jinyoung's eyes are shooting glares and lasers as the latter speak. He is clearly up to date with the trend. But is reading a crime? It's not old. Reading is always relevant for how far the technology has developed. "Before I can throw him a punch, I'd love if you can bring him away from me." Jinyoung mutters to the girl. His bestfriend nods hurriedly and quickly stand up to take Jin's hand in her and pull him away. She is well aware that Jinyoung hated Jin for his personality but he puts up with him because of her. Somehow she feel sorry for Jinyoung because he always there for her and compromise a lot. Whenever she cried because of Jin, Jinyoung had always threatened to kill Jin or something like poisoning him with sodium peroxide. He always tries to cheer her up no matter what. But she loves Jin. She hopes that Jinyoung can be friend with Jin too so that she doesn't have to feel bad for leaving him alone. Jinyoung watches the couple walk away with a longing stare. He really misses his old girl. The girl from two years ago. The girl who always laugh with him, pestering him to no end. The girl who sulk just because she wants his attention or because he teases her too much. He just want her back. Why can't she see that he loves her too? He's just right there. When is she going to realise? He definitely can make her laugh more than that Jin guy. He's the cure to her sadness.

Why?

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Posted on 28th August 2019, 8.05pm MYT

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jjpmoans · 5 years ago

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Broken - Part 1

Summary:

Genre: angst / romance

Inspired song : Heartbreak Girl by 5 Seconds of Summer

Character : Park Jinyoung x female reader

Word counts : 900+ words

[A/N]

Broken will be posted every Wednesday at 8pm MYT starting 21st August.

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You call me up, It’s like a broken record Saying that your heart hurts That you never get over him getting over you.

____________________________________________ The ringing sound breaks through the silent night, pounding loudly on the side table. The boy groans, lifting his head from the pillow. A name appears on the screen made him widens his eyes. Groggily, he swipes the green button to let the person on the other line speak. A voice whimpers through the line. “Jinyoung..” sobbing sound comes with the whimper, his heart races. He takes a quick glance to the clock on the wall, it shows 2 o'clock in the morning. “Why?” he winces when he heard himself replying but together with his wince, his heart starts pounding with anxiety. “What’s wrong?” as soon as the question comes, the person from the other line starts crying. Instantly, his heart drops.

“Hey hey. Talk to me. Don’t cry please?” he scrambles to sit on his bed and threads his hair back. “We fought again.” she sobs. “It’s becoming worse Jinyoung. He doesn’t want to talk to me anymore.” the other line is filled with quiet sobs and halting voice. She continues to talk about the fight they went through that night. Every sentence ended with heartbreaking wails. “I—” she cries again. Jinyoung’s chest pounds with worry as the cry gets more restrained and heartbreaking. “I’m coming over.” “There’s no need anymore.” she stops him. “We are over. It’s over Jinyoung. It’s over.” she repeats. Jinyoung lets out a sigh. “He can’t be serious right? He loves you.” he replies. The sound of tears become more heartbreaking and heart wrenching. “He said we are not going to get together anymore.” “Why does it feels so painful Jinyoung? Why? ” she weeps, breaking his heart as well. “My heart hurts so bad.. He doesn’t love me anymore.” “I thought he was kidding when he said he’s over me that day.” Jinyoung gulps as the girl’s breath is short and painful and he shushes the girl to calm her down. It doesn’t help. “He is really over me. He doesn’t even think I’m that important. I’m not important enough for him, Jinyoung.” “You are not unimportant. Stop saying that.” Jinyoung grits his teeth. “He’s so stupid for thinking he’s over you.” “No. I am not important—” “Will you ever listen to me? He doesn’t worth the cry. You are important. He’s so stupid. You should know that better than anyone. How can you say that?” Jinyoung’s stern voice blasts through the phone, emphasizing each word. “Why are you torturing yourself like this?” he mutters slowly. “Why are you letting yourself crying over a stupid boy? He doesn’t worth your tears.” The other line goes silent.

___________________________________________ And you end up crying And I end up lying, ‘Cause I’m just a sucker for anything that you do

___________________________________________ “Do you think he’s not over me, Jinyoung?” she asks for the nth time for the night. Jinyoung stops himself from letting out a sigh of frustration. Out of all things he had said, she picked up the one he hates the most. Fake assurance. He sucks in a deep breath and reply, “He loves you once. He should still loves you.” He lies. He knows how boys are. He knows who the boy is. The boy they are talking about. His attitude and his playthings— he’s just too famous among boys. He’s clearly a player, top-notch, the best in his field. And his bestfriend is just another girl who got dumped after he had enough of her. “He should. Right?” her voice returns to normal. She is no longer whimpering, only a few sobbing to gather herself. “Of course.” I lie again. What would I do? I’m just a sucker for everything that she does. “You shouldn’t be crying. Please don’t cry anymore.” he pleads. It’s not that he hate calming her down. He hates to see her crying over some dumb ass who think they own girls. He doesn’t want her to waste her tears for things like this. ____________________________________________

And when the phone call finally ends, You say, “Thanks for being a friend, ” And we’re going in circles again and again

____________________________________________ “I’m sorry that I wake you up.” her voice pulls him out of his thoughts. “You must be sleeping.” she says. “No. I was reading a book.” “Yeah like you are that kind of person who are still up at 2 am.” she laughs. It calms him when he finally hear the laugh that has been missing the whole night. “I’m hurt that you think of me that way.” he jokes. The pain in his chest goes away, replaced by overflowing love. “You are so nice, Jinyoung.” “I swear I am already immune to that phrase.” he replies. “Thanks for being a friend.” Jinyoung can hear her smile even through the phone. He fake a smile, sadly, it’s not what he want to hear. But he brace himself again to joke around. “A friend? I’m just a friend?” he says like he is offended. She laughs from the other line and answers “Okay fine. My bestfriend. My one and only bestfriend. My forever bestfriend. Now. I’ll let you sleep.” she concludes. “Finally. I thought I’m not getting any sleep.” “You wish.” she says and the line goes silent. The phone call ends, leaving him lying across the bed. His chest heaves heavily. Another midnight call ends. But he knows, this won’t be the last time he listen to this kind of midnight talk. And they are going in circles again and again. He just really hopes he’s not going to be only her bestfriend forever.

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Posted on 21st August 2019, 8.18pm MYT

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jjpmoans · 4 years ago

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Dont know if it's the right time but list #3, number 16. Give me PG 13 fluff! (Love you baby. Good to see you writing again)

16th prompt | #3

"Soulmates don't have to be romantic. Sometimes your soul resonates with your friend."

genre : fluff

Sometimes what you least expected is what you will actually get. And now you know what does it means by that.

"What are you doing!?" You shout as Youngjae, Choi freaking Youngjae stands still in front of your door, all soaked and shivering. "My goodness Youngjae I know you think you are a sunshine but SUN DOESN'T GET SOAKED IN RAIN!"

"You're too loud," he steps inside, making tiny pools on the floor.

"And you're too stupid."

You leave him to find a spare towel so that he won't die from freezing together with a kitchen cloth to wipe his growing water park construction on your floor.

"Take this and go shower oh my goodness why do I befriend with idiots."

After a series of cursing each other and your non-stop claiming you'll be turning stupid as well since you have an idiot as your friend, both of you settle down on your comfy couch while you send daggers toward your friend who's sitting opposite of you.

"What?" he spouts as he wraps his hands around the warmth of your mug. "Don't give me side looks!"

"Choi Youngjae." you start. "For what reason did you decided to go through heavy rain just to sit on my couch with MY hot chocolate in your hand?"

"You said you got rejected. I am here to cheer you up." He replies nonchalantly, taking a small sip of the hot drink. "Mmmm you made the best chocolate drink!"

"Youngjae, it's 3 in 1."

"You select the best chocolate drink!"

"It's literally the only type of drink I have in my house."

"Okay so you made the best drink! Stop trying to bring the atmosphere down!" He exclaims, being annoyed that he tried to lift the mood but you shot down each of his trials.

Not that you are intentionally doing it. It is just how you are with Youngjae. It's normal, though you might have lesser snarky remarks than usual. It's not that bad but Youngjae knows you more than you think.

"I can't state the obvious anymore? Geez." Your heart is sensitive and definitely you have mood swings. So you guess the rejection effects you a lot then. "Jae.."

Judging from the fast reply, you know that he is ready to jump and hug you but you raise your hand to stop him. "Just what do I worth?"

All you want is someone who understands you. Who wants to be with you and accept you for who you are. Why does anyone need to point out any of your minus point and make it something embarrassing for you?

You heard him sigh and you know you are in for a ton of scolding again. Youngjae has clearly reminded you that you don't have to go and search for your soulmate. You will have one, sooner or later. It's just the matter or time.

But living in the society where almost all of your friends have their own soulmate, you dreaded to have one. To know what does it feels like watching the stars with your soulmate. That is why you set to find your mate. But of course it is impossible. You had never known how your friends found their soulmate.

Because they said, your soul resonates who your soulmate is. So unless your soul is gone, you are positive that your mate has died in a car crash.

Youngjae knows how you’re upset with the order of soulmate idea. Each people find their soulmate through different situation, hence they will never know what will happen.

You feel arms around your shoulder and you're pressed against a hard chest, then all you feel is your tears uncontrollably pour out of you.

"Haven't I told you to stop searching for him? You made me so mad."

You know you should. But you really wanted to know how it feels to have a mate. "How does it feel, Jae? To have someone doing all the romantic things to you? Giving you kisses instead of roses?"

You hear him murmurs from the top of your head. "What do you mean. I shower you a lot of kisses!"

You laugh, hitting his chest at once. "You're not romantic Jae! And soulmates should be romantic. They are like, all those cheesy moments. Yeah like that."

"Soulmates don't have to be romantic." He knows you're rolling your eyes but he thread your hair instead. "Sometimes your soul resonates with your friend."

"And that's you?" You laugh when he nods firmly. Youngjae has a way that can always make up for your bad mood. Call it whipped culture, but if you need to choose between Youngjae and your soulmate, you will prefer Youngjae.

Unless he leaves you too for his soulmate.

"Jae." Then you realise that he had never talked about his soulmate. "Do you have a soulmate?

He hums, letting you know that he does. Somehow, that makes your heart drops even lower.

"Do you know who she is?" Soulmates work different ways for different people. Sometimes only the males knows who their soulmate is, and sometimes the opposite. A few will bear soulmate marks, while a few meet their soulmate through love at the first sight.

"Don't you think she will be upset if she knows that you cuddle me to sleep or drops me lots of kisses on my bad days?"

Youngjae laughs, tightening his embrace around you. "No she wouldn't."

"How do you know?"

"Because I'm holding her."

A drop of silence surrounds you, before you can even digest the whole situation.

'Because I'm holding her.'

"Because you're holding her?" You shake your head, getting the fact out straight. "Jae you're holding me! Stop being delusional." He might have slipped his words from excitement.

"Yes I'm holding you."

"So?" You detach yourself from him, facing him with a confused expression. "Explain!"

Youngjae's face turn soft, the softest you can ever see.

"You're a maths student right?"

You groan, of all time, why now? "No I'm not!"

"Exhibit A : I am holding my soulmate. Exhibit B : I am holding you."

"Do the calculation, Einstein."

You gape, waiting for him to grow three heads. Mathematical reasoning is easy, because the last one shall be conclusion.

"Conclusion is...your soulmate is me?"

He smiles, grinning even, ears to ears, finally that you've cracked the code.

"Since..when?" Baffled, even worse, feeling tricked. You went through countless of rejection to know that your soulmate is Choi Youngjae?

He knows you're panicking, so he reach one hand to ease you down. "Since the first time we meet, idiot."

Since the first time?

"W-why didn't-"

"Because I don't want you to love because I am your soulmate. I want you to love me for who I am. For the flaws I have and for the real me. I don't have to fake myself. And you too." He smiles, reaching for your hand. "Like how normal people fall in love."

"I had your face etched in my mind since I was 10, sweetheart. And through years I watched you grow prettily until one day I heard Jaebeom hyung said your name and my heart has never beaten so fast."

"I saw you for the first time and I swear I wanted to grin so wide but I got to control myself when Jaebeom hyung introduced me to you."

"And the night later I couldn't sleep because the boys kept teasing and thank lord Jinyoung hyung snapped a picture of you and a candid of our first meeting."

"I can't sleeping knowing you will see all of me and judge me but I am too lucky to have you. You are so lovely and what did you do? Dreaming of watching the stars with other man."

You blink your eyes and immediately your eyes shrinks to slits. "Youngjae you killed the mood!"

He shrugs, watching your grow annoyed. "I think I deserve a kiss after explaining myself."

"No you don't."

"Yes I do." You shriek as he lifts you from your place and onto his chest, joining your lips together for the first time. Soft, wet, plump and 'fuck is this real?' are all you have in your mind.

When he pulls back to breath, you are no different, running out of oxygen.

"Now that you know I'm your soulmate, will you go and watch the stars with me?"

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