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Sweet Home fandom!

Would you guys be interested in an AU of Jung Jaeheon being one of the survivors in the stadium during season 2?

I've been thinking about it for a few days now and I have some ideas in mind to write a fanfic.

I think more than anything the problem in this is "how could he survive?". That's the part I've been thinking about the least and burning my brain cells the most (lol). I also don't want to fall into the magical "OMG, he's alive! (In some way I'll never explain on screen)" but that's probably exactly what I'll do. Forgive me for being lazy.

Back on topic! The interesting thing is the HCs, I guess:

I thought of Jaeheon surviving but suffering the amputation of his left arm and looking too incapacitated to actively collaborate with the rest of the survivors in the stadium. In my AU, others who died in canon like Yuri, Jisoo, Sangwook, etc.... They would remain the same.

Jaeheon would still hold on to his faith, repeating to himself that somehow it is God's will, but why would he still be alive? Probably that would give him time to question deeply about it.

(Writing this I realize how thought out Jaeheon's death was 😭 but I refuse to accept it.)

I think he would probably help Father Peter with the mass and giving faith to the rest so they wouldn't turn into monsters (?). It would be interesting their relationship! I don't think they would necessarily get along badly, but there are things Jaeheon would think Peter shouldn't do from his position, like gambling, and aspects of his attitude that exasperate him. Yet Jaeheon is still really sympathetic as he was with Sangwook back in the day and doesn't take those details to heart.

I get the idea that Father and Jaeheon drink on the sly because they keep each other some company.

I think from his role, Jaeheon would relate to quite a few of the people in the stadium and they might find some comfort in his word. But I think the main people he would spend the most time with would probably be Jinok, Suyeong, Father Peter and Eunyoo (maybe Seokchan and Changyeon, idk).

Although the interactions with Eunyoo were probably to keep each other company in the face of losses, but every time Jaeheon tries to talk, she refuses to do so and takes her usual rude attitude...

OH AND IT WOULD BE SO INTERESTING TO SEE JAEHEON WITH NEOHUMAN SANGWOOK.

He probably wouldn't know that UiMyeong is occupying Sangwook's body and would be hopeful that he's still alive.(I live for this ship, sorry). That he's a bit like Hyunsu seeing Eunyoo during that time.... I need that.

I think that's about the least of my thoughts so far! If you have questions or headcannons to share, I'd love to hear them. I promise I'll draw about it very soon! 😭

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I am NOT Thank You Notes

Some disclaimers/notes!

These are the thank you notes from the photo book/liner notes of Stray Kids' I am NOT album, as best as I can translate them.

I do not speak much Korean, but I can read the alphabet and know some basic words. I took a picture of each page, scanned it via Google lens, and ran it through Google translate (and other sites as needed). After that, I cleaned up grammar and weird phrasing and sometimes had to go back and manually correct omissions or figure out where typos got mistranslated. It was kinda grueling at times ngl.

I omitted Woojin's notes, as most current Stays would probably rather it be that way, but I chose not to omit mentions of him in the others' notes. What they wrote is what they wrote.

Hyunjin's handwriting was horrific, so sometimes I truly just had to make my best guess at what he even attempted to write. If I got stuff wrong, blame him, not me.

I'm not gonna correct Felix's own English punctuation and grammar, but again, I'm leaving in his mistakes, and they are not my own 😭

Italics indicate parts that were already in English or the Roman alphabet and [brackets] indicate my own notes.

I left in most honorifics they used, including a common shortening of *seonsaengnim, ie teacher, but putting in addendums like "composer" after every composer listed got a bit tedious, so I left those out. Just assume they're being very respectful of everyone unless they're equal or younger in age lol.

You will quickly figure out that they're thanking a lot of the same people, but you get some quirks too, including some familiar names of other JYPE artists!

Without further ado, enjoy!

Bang Chan

Hello! I have finally made my official debut! There are so many people who helped Chan come this far, and I am truly, truly grateful! First of all, my family in Australia, my dad, mom, Haena, and Wonie! Thank you so much for believing in me until the end and always supporting me... It must have been really frustrating, difficult, and painful to wait, but I'm so, so thankful for sticking with it until the end... I'll be successful and become a great son, oppa, and hyung for waiting so long! Love you always! I am also very grateful to my relatives in Korea. Of course, I don't see you often, but thank you so much for being a great help to me anytime and anywhere!

Another precious family in Korea... JYP FAMILY! Thank you so so so much! First of all, our PD Park Jinyoung, President Jung Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byun Sangbong, and Vice President Pyo Jongrok, please always understand that I still have many shortcomings. Thank you so much for watching me get this far! A cool person who can show correct behavior and a good image in the future, I will be Chan! It's a promise!

Now, the Training Team that has been with me for 7 years! I can never forget it. Jiyoung noona, Yuri noona, Youngkyoon hyung, Anjin noona, Yeonsik hyung, Allen hyung, Seongha hyung! There are people who have seen me for a long time and there are people who have seen me recently, but time is not important. I'm just so grateful and I love you.. To those who helped me get here, thank you so much for helping me! I am so grateful to the Training Team and the countless teachers who taught me! First of all, Sujeong-ssaem* and Yumi-ssaem are like mothers... thank you very much for always being with me! Ali-ssaem! NO.. God Ali-ssaem! Thank you for teaching me so many things! Shin Yumi-ssaem, Hyungjoo-ssaem, Seongeun-ssaem, Youngsam-ssaem, Jisoo-ssaem, Jaesung-ssaem, Semi-ssaem, Doobu-ssaem, Jinhwan-ssaem, Jaeyeop-ssaem, Jinok-ssaem, Jjitong-ssaem, and Youngwo-ssaem! Thank you so much for teaching me so much! Another family-like Casting Team! Hyunkyung noona, Si-eun noona, Blake hyung, Donghwan hyung, Jin noona, Jiyoon noona (now not in the casting team)! Thank you for always watching over me! KJ[?] hyung, KJ from Thailand! I can't forget it~ Also, my Narae noona! I love you! Jeongeun noona, Heoni noona! I still remember! Ah, Hyang-ssaem, Gyurim-ssaem, Tatsuya-ssaem, and Hasegawa-ssaem, who taught me the language! Thank you for always teaching me well!

During my trainee period, I learned a lot from my trainee hyungs, noonas, friends, and dongsaengs! Thank you so much to everyone who stayed with me so far! It's great to see the current trainees always working hard, and they should continue to work hard in the future!

Yaochen, my favorite and hard-working dongsaeng, are you doing well? I will always be cheering you on! I graduated from the training center and was nervous about the new environment, but when I arrived there were so many familiar faces that I felt really at ease! First of all, I love our Stray Kids Team!

Song Ji-eun, CEO of Division 1, thank you so much for trusting me and my team and letting us go together in the future! Jeonghan hyung, whom I will continue to see in the future, Eunyoung noona, Jiyeon noona! Please take good care of us and we will always keep up with you! Also, Soojeon noona, Yoonjeong noona, Sunmi noona who are watching over us, and the unforgettable A&R Team! Yeji noona and Jiho hyung! Thank you so much for trusting us and being with us! I will do my best! Hana noona, Jihyung noona, Jane noona, Jeongmin noona, Bohyun noona, Ara noona, Jena noona, Dayoon noona, Taewon noona, Jeongeun noona, and Sinae noona! Really, thank you so much and see you often~ Soonhyung hyung? Hahaha, you know that I love you, who is really like a big brother to me, right? Also, thank you to our wonderful engineer hyung/noonas! Team leader Taeseop, Hyejin noona, Sehwe noona, Minji noona, Hansoo hyung, Hongjin hyung, and Sangyeop hyung, thank you always and see you often! Thank you to our Division 1 2PM Team hyung/noonas! Team leader Chaeyoon, Sooyeon noona, Mihee noona... I know the names are difficult, but I will try my best to memorize them all! I will work hard and show only my best side! Performance Team! Namyong-ssaem, Hyungwoong-ssaem, Taeul-ssaem, Gwangyeol-ssaem, Choi So-ssaem, Dasol (ssaem)? Haha. Thank you so much for helping me and my team so well! I hope to see you more often in the future~

Director Kim Heewon, Director Moon Hoyoon, Jaeho hyung, Team Leader Eunmok, Team Leader Park Chan, Team Leader Park Jongsook, Jihye noona, and Yejin noona! Thank you so much for just knowing me! We will only show you our good side! Ah~ Our Publishing Team’s CEO Lee Jeongyoon, Minji noona, Daye noona and Hyunwoo hyung! Thank you so much for helping me so well! Oh, and Kang Soonhyun! I love you haha. Thank you so much to the sunbaenims I know and appreciate! If you see it sometimes, you wrote it for me too, but now it's my turn!

To the 2PM sunbaenims we really respect, thank you for always taking good care of us wherever you are! We will become cool artists like our hyungs! Also, sunbaenim Yubin, who takes good care of me! And thank you to Hyelim sunbaenim! Thank you to Fei noona and Suzy noona for teaching me many things when I was young! We will work harder in the future! Also, A Yeon noona, Yerin, Jimin, Bernard hyung and Somi! Thank you so much! Thank you so much to GOT7, Day6, and Twice sunbaenims who made many memories together! Jaebeom hyung, Jinyoung hyung, Mark hyung, Jackson hyung, Youngjae hyung, Yugyeom, BamBam, Sungjin hyung, Jehyung hyung, Young K, Brian, Younghyun hyung, Wonpil hyung, Dowoon hyung, Nayeon noona, Jeongyeon noona, Jihyo noona, Momo noona, Sana noona, Mina, Dahyun, Chaeyoung, Tzuyu! I'm so grateful to everyone and it's so nice to feel like we're together again as family~ I love you! Ah, I love our Boy Story sunbaenims/cute dongsaengs too!

Thank you so much to the composers who worked with me on the songs for the last Mixtape album and this I am NOT album! Armadillo, Earattack, Trippy, Won Taek, Garden, Real Men, "School Life" composers, Hong Jisang, Lee Woomin, Kim Park Chella, Faces of Glory, and This N That! Thank you for working with us and teaching us so much! Also, thank you so much to Director High Quality Fish for making our Music Videos and Performance Videos beautiful! And 8oobagraphy took great pictures of us! Thank you so much! Thank you so much to the PD hyungs, writer noonas, and camera hyung/noonas who took good care of us while broadcasting Stray Kids! I miss you all! Thank you so much to the hair and makeup noonas who traveled with us and always took care of us! Thank you for always! And thank you so much to the stylist hyung/noonas who dress me up in cool outfits! Thanks to you, I always have strength!

I am so grateful to my friends in Australia who always believe in me and make me laugh, and I am also very grateful to my school friends in Korea! I miss you all for the first time in a while~ Love ya all! And our Stray Kids members! Woojin, Minho, Changbin, Hyunjin, Jisung, Seungmin, Felix and Jeongin! I really wouldn't be here if it weren't for you guys... I'm always grateful and will always continue to be~! Haha

And last but not least, our fans! Thank you so so so much! We get a lot of strength thanks to our fans! We will run harder for our fans! Even though we are still lacking a lot and don't have much experience, when people support us from the side, we have a lot of strength! We still have a long way to go, but I believe we will go on a fun adventure together! Come run with us! Turn everything upside down~! I love you all and thank you with all my heart!

Lee Know

Hello! This is Stray Kids Lee Minho. This is our first album, and PD Park Jinyoung, CEO Jung Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byun Sangbong, and Vice President Pyo Jongrok all helped us release such a great album. Thank you for creating this great opportunity! And Jiyoung noona, CEO Song Ji-eun, thank you so much, Si-eun noona who cast me, the casting team hyungs and noonas, and the training team hyungs and noonas. Sujeong-ssaem, Yumi-ssaem, Seongeun-ssaem, Sool Jei-ssaem, Taehoon-ssaem, Namyong-ssaem, Hyungwoong-ssaem, Gwangryeol-ssaem, Ali-ssaem, and Jae-im-ssaem who helped me grow like this. Thank you so much! Also, our team Jeonghan hyung, Soojin noona, Jiyeon noona, Eunyoung noona, Yoonjeong noona, Sunmi noona, Yeji noona, Jiho hyung, 2PM team leader Chaeyoon, and Sooyeon noona. And thank you to Soonhyung hyung, Bohyun noona, and Ara noona. And thank you to the PD hyungs and writer noonas who filmed Stray Kids broadcast and made it great. Also, the composers who created wonderful songs. Director Mackerel, who made a great trailer and music video, and Booba hyung, who took pretty pictures. Thank you for always. Also, I would like to thank my hair and makeup noonas and stylist hyungs for always creating great hair and faces. Thank you for your continued support.

And to my family, mom, dad, grandmother, grandfather, Soonie, Doongie, and other relatives, I am truly very grateful.

Thank you to my dancer friends, hyungs, noonas, dongsaengs, and my friends who danced with me.

And thank you so so much to our fans. I want to continue to be together in the future, and I will always show you my best side, please be my strength!! ♡

Also, thank you to our Stray Kids brothers; you must continue to take good care of me. Let's do our best.

Changbin

Stray Kids has finally released their debut album!! First of all, my family, my most beloved supporters in the world, have been through a lot of crying and laughing together to get to this place, and I am so grateful to you for always believing in me and supporting me. We would like to thank PD Park Jinyoung, President Jeong Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byun Sangbong, and Vice President Pyo Jongrok for allowing the nine of us to pursue our dreams together and always giving kind words and support. And I am very grateful to Stray Kids' mom Jiyoung noona and training team hyung/noonas who made our Stray Kids exist. My Jayoon noona, who had a keen eye for casting me ^^ Even if you go to other teams, always hwaitinggg!!

We are always grateful to the Stray Kids team CEO Song Ji-eun, Soojin noona, Junghwan hyung, Sunmi noona, Yoonjeong noona, Yeji noona, Eunyoung noona, and Jiyeon noona, who lead us on a good path, support us, and take care of us ㅜㅜ You must have gone through a lot of hardships because of us. Thank you so much for trusting and leading me until the end. Well, please take care of me in the future! Jihyung noona, Bohyun noona, Ara noona, Dawoon noona, Jena noona, Hana noona, Sunhyung hyung, Jeongmin noona, and Jane noona, who worked hard and worked together all night long for our great appearance and good songs both in the pre-debut album and this debut album, I am always so grateful to all of you! And thank you to team leader Chaeyoon and Sooyeon noona who helped us during our MD filming. Thank you so much to Booba hyung who took a lot of great photos this time, and to Director Mackerel who stayed up all night filming and making the appetizing music video! Thank you to Trippy hyung, Kim Park Chella, Jisang hyung, Jeongseok-ssaem, Lee Woomin, and Faces of Glory who worked with me on the great songs I would like to share on this debut album.

I am so grateful to my friends who give me strength and support from afar ^^ I miss you! Thank you to all of our Stray Kids hair and makeup stylist hyung/noonas who always make it appealing.

Lastly, I am so grateful to the fans who are the driving force behind Stray Kids' ability to run. Even though it's hard and tiring from practicing, I get strength when I think of you all and see your faces ㅜㅜ So, I hope we can be a source of strength to our fans too! Stray Kids will work even harder to achieve that, so please watch closely!! Stray Kids members Jeongin, Seungmin, Felix, Jisung, Hyunjin, Minho hyung, Woojin hyung, Chan hyung! I’m so thankful and happy because we’re a team together, Stray Kids ^^ Let’s go to the end!!

Hyunjin

Hello, this is Stray Kids Hyunjin. I am so excited to debut with our Stray Kids members. I'm so happy to be on such a good team with Chan hyung, Woojin hyung, Minho hyung, Changbin hyung, Jisung, Yongbok, Seungmin, and Jeongin. I love you—let's do well in the future. I think it's my greatest joy to have you as brothers. And the people I am most thankful for in my life are my mom and dad. Thank you for believing in me, helping me go down this path, giving me the most support, and loving me. I love you.

PD Park Jin-young, CEO Jeong Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byun Sangbong, and Pyo Jong-rok, who created the family called Stray Kids. Vice President, CEO Song Ji-eun, thank you very much. Please take care of our Stray Kids in the future. Please enjoy it! We are all in the same boat as our team: Soojin noona, Jeonghan hyung, Yoonjeong noona, Neungmi[?] noona, Eunyoung noona, Jiyeon noona, Jiho hyung, and Yeji noona, so please take care of them like your own family! I will work hard, I love you! And Jiyoung noona, Yuri noona, Youngkyoon hyung, Anjin noona, Yeonsik hyung, Allen hyung, and Seongha hyung, who treated me well when I was at the training center, and Hyunkyung noona, Si-eun noona, Joonwoo[??] hyung, Donghwan hyung, and Jin noona, who were casting members, thank you for making and guiding me to grow like this.

I love you, A&R who took care of us for our album, Hana noona, Jane noona, Soonhyung hyung, Jeongmin noona, Jihyung noona, Bohyun noona, Jiyoon noona, Ara noona, Jena noona, and Dayoon noona, for making the quality so good and for being ours. And thank you to team leader Chaeyoon and Sooyeon noona for encouraging us to come out and see our MD photos. Please take care of me in the future. Yumi-ssaem, Ali-ssaem, Jaeyeop-ssaem, Sool Jei-ssaem, Soojeong-ssaem, Hyunjoo-ssaem, Jisoo-ssaem, and Seongeun-ssaem, whom I respect, thank you for helping me grow and raising me with kind and sometimes bitter words. I love you. I would like to thank my performance hyungs, Namyong-ssaem, Hyungwoong-ssaem, Gwangryeol-ssaem, and Taehoon-ssaem for coordinating all my choreography and formations. Thank you for your continued support.

Many thanks to my cherished hyungs, friends, and dongsaengs who were like treasures to me and spent every day with me when I was a trainee. I'll never forget you, and I heard that you guys are cheering me on even when I can't see my old neighborhood friends who support and care for me from far away. Maybe that's why I really miss you. I hope you do well in everything you are trying to do now. I love you. And to the dancers who are dancing hard with me in my class now, I want to make sure we all succeed and dance together in the future. Thank you for supporting me so much and good luck to the 8th class of calligraphy! To my middle and high school teachers, thank you for caring for me and giving me many kind words.

We are indebted to the music video for this album, the writer, and the cinematographer. Thank you for making a great music video for us. And I would like to thank my hair, makeup, and stylist hyung/noonas for working hard to make me look as good as possible on the screen.

And our Stray Kids fans, we met many of you for the first time on Mnet's Stray Kids. I think we worked even harder thanks to your support during the broadcast, which would have been difficult without the fans' support. Thank you so much for always coming to see us and always loving us.

I will work hard to repay you. I love you.

Han

Hello! This is Stray Kids Han Jisung, who finally debuted this time. First of all, I would like to thank PD Park Jinyoung, CEO Jeong Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byun Sangbong, Vice President Pyo Jongrok, and CEO Song Ji-eun for helping us release our album.

Thank you so much to the Training Team, Jiyoung noona, Yuri noona, Youngkyoon hyung, Anjin noona, Seongha hyung, and Yeonsik hyung and Allen hyung from the China branch, who helped us grow so far. And from the A&R headquarters, Jihyung noona, Bohyun noona, Hana noona, Jeongmin noona, Ara noona, Soonhyung hyung who always helped us make good songs! Thank you for always helping us.

We are so grateful to the Stray Kids Team of Division 1, Soojin noona, Jeonghan hyung, Yoonjeong noona, Sunmi noona, Eunyoung noona, Jiyeon noona, Jiho hyung, and Yeji noona, who always work all night long for us. Thank you for always believing in us! We will work harder in the future.

Also, Namyong-ssaem, Hyungwoong-ssaem, Gwangyeol-ssaem, and Taehoon-ssaem, who created and taught us cool and impactful choreography for our songs! Thank you for always working hard to help us overcome our shortcomings! And I am always grateful and have respect for Yumi-ssaem, Sujeong-ssaem, and Ali-ssaem, who helped us improve our lacking skills. Thank you to our JYP family who work hard for us in places we can't see.

Also, Director Kim Yongsoo and my hyung, noonas on set filmed this quality, wonderful, movie-like music video, so thank you! And thank you, Booba hyung, for always taking pictures of me looking cool and pretty! Thank you so much to our hair and makeup noonas who always come out earlier than us and do our hair and makeup beautifully. Also, I am always grateful to the stylist hyung, noonas who dress us in cool, pretty clothes!

My dad, mom, and older brother, who are always worried about the youngest child in the family, are far away and although they are not with me, I am always thankful for their support and prayers, and I love them so much.

And... our Stray Kids brothers are always by each other's side, encouraging and supporting each other, and now I miss them even if I don't see them even for a day, and our members who have become one family now are Chan hyung, Woojin hyung, Minho hyung, Changbin hyung, Hyunjin, Felix, Seungmin, and Jeongin, thank you always... I'm so happy that our members are Stray Kids. Let us continue to be wonderful and closer brothers to each other! In the future too~ Please take good care of me!! It's a little embarrassing and unfamiliar, but... I love you. Hahaha

Lastly, our fans who have been waiting for our official debut as much as we have... no, even more than us! We are so grateful to you for giving us such a precious opportunity behind the scenes so that we can stand in this position. You always support us. I think it is a great gift to receive support from fans in our lives! Now we're growing up by your side! We will show you that we are always consistent and never lose our original intention! We will do our best to be a Stray Kids who can always bring happiness to you! We are always grateful to our Fans who always give us so much love despite our shortcomings,♡ I love you.♡ [heart exclamation point] Everyone! Please look forward to it in the future! Thank you all so much.

Felix

Hello, this is Straykids Felix. Thanks to PD Park Jinyoung, President Jeong Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byeon Sangbong, and Vice President Pyo Jongrok, thank you very much for your hard work for Straykids so far. Still, I still want to learn a lot about Korean culture, skills, and JYP style, and I am honored to be able to work as a JYP artist in the future. I will try my best. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ♡

Thanks to CEO Song Ji-eun ♡♡ Thank you for taking care of us, helping us debut, and being with us in the future. Whenever we do a music video, Jambangee, or something important, the CEO always takes care of us and buys us delicious food, so I think the CEO is a loving mother to Straykids ♡^^ We will work hard to make CEO Song Ji-eun and everyone proud of Straykids. We will show you a better image in the future. Thank you ^^♡♡♡

Thanks to Straykids team Soojin noona, Jeonghan hyung, Yoonjeong noona, Sunmi noona, Jiyeon noona, Eunyoung noona, Jiho hyung and Yeji noona!! When we first met, I was worried because it was awkward with my hyung, noonas, but thank you for working until dawn, coming home late, and being with us Straykids. We, the 9 Straykids, will work hard and show it with good hearts. In the future, we will show you that we will always work hard to achieve success.

Thanks to training centre Jiyoung noona, Yuri noona, Youngkyoon hyung, Anjin noona, Si-eun noona, Yeonsik hyung, Allen hyung, Jihyung noona, Bohyun noona, Ara noona, Dayoon noona, Jena noona, and Soonhyung hyung. Thank you for taking pictures, creating the mixtape album, and allowing me to meet the 9 Straykids when Straykids started. I didn't have much time to prepare, but fortunately, thanks to my brothers and sisters, I learned a lot about JYP style and Korean culture, and I will always be grateful and miss you. Thank you for taking good care of me so far, and I ask for your continued support.

Thanks to Namyong-ssaem, Taehoon-ssaem, Hyungwoong-ssaem, Gwangyeol-ssaem, Sujeong-ssaem, Yumi-ssaem, Sool Jei-ssaem, Ali-ssaem, Jinhwan-ssaem, Jeongseok-ssaem, Jaeyeop-ssaem, Jisoo-ssaem, and Lee Hyang-ssaem. When I first came here, I practiced without knowing much about how to find my skills, but I am grateful to the teachers who have worked hard to teach me a lot so far. If the teachers hadn't focused on it, it would have been very lacking. Although I am still lacking, I have learned a lot and will work harder to become a great artist. Thank you!

Thanks to my family Straykids Chan hyung, Woojin hyung, Minho hyung, Changbin hyung, Hyunjin, Jisung, Seungmin and Jeongin, from the beginning until now, they have helped and understood each other, given a lot of love, and eaten together. I think we really are a dream team, practicing as a group and shedding sweat like tears. I'm always sorry if I did any harm to the team because I didn't know what to do at first, so thank you. I will learn and work hard to be a plus to the team. Thank you very much for understanding. This is just the beginning and we are short on time, but let’s work hard to succeed in the future! Straykids hwaiting.

Thanks to Straykids fans! Thank you so much for your continued support from the start of the broadcast and for listening to our music a lot ♡. Please look forward to better songs, stages, and appearances in the future, and we will show you only the best. I love you and thank you~ ♡

Straykids Fans! From the start of Straykids reality show til now, thank you so much for the love and support Straykids needed. In the future Straykids will release much more surprising, touching and great music so please look forward!! We will show a much better side!

Thanks to close, supportive mates in school and church. Thanks for all the good times we've had and unforgettable moments. I'll always remember the parties, ceremonies, camping holidays and lastly the kindness Ive always recieved.

In order to repay all the kindness recieved, I have wrote down my thanks in this album for you guys. At this early age, leaving Australia were hard, for my dream and goals however found. I pray for you guys to find your own successful life goals in the future. lastly, cheers.

Thanks to highschool teachers and church teachers

Thank you for all the hard work and effort teaching my year!!

I have learn't many things that will help myself in the future. throughout my years in highschool, there were many fun, memorable moments I cannot forget... it's a shame there was not alot of time to spend with my year and teachers. All the useful, supportive Hps during highschool has help me reach beyond my limits and changed myself into a much better person. Without the support, I wouldn't know what kind of person I'd turn out to be so thankyou and God bless.

Thanks to my family

Thank you for watching over me and giving me so much love when I was in Australia since I was born.

I will miss you all... Thank you for giving me the opportunity to become an artist in Korea. I will show you how hard I work. I love you, and hwaiting! ♡

Seungmin

I am truly grateful to the entire JYP family, my dream company, for recognizing such an ordinary student and helping him rise to this point. PD Park Jinyoung! I first met the PD during the broadcast of 'Stray Kids', and since then, I would like to thank you for always helping me and giving me many kind words. Thank you for allowing all 9 of us to debut together!

President Jeong Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byun Sangbong, and Vice President Pyo Jongrok!! Thank you for trusting us and allowing us to come this far. Based on this good start, we will continue to work steadily!! A&R Director Lee Jiyoung! Thank you for seeing the potential and choosing me. I think I was able to come this far because of that beginning. And even though he must have been colder than us during important filming or MV filming, he stayed there until the end, so I really believed in his strength. Please continue to discover more dream trees with better roots! [No idea what was meant here] Subdivision representative Song Ji-eun!! Thanks to the fact that you always trust us and take care of us first, we will also trust and follow you. It's really cool to see how sincerely you treat us every time we see you. Please continue to treat me well.

Training team: Yuri noona, Youngkyoon hyung, Anjin noona, Yeonsik hyung, Allen hyung, and Seongha hyung! Thank you for helping us get into the outside world. We really didn't listen to each other, but thank you for always thinking only of our success and making it happen!

Casting team Hyunkyung noona, Si-eun noona, Joongoo hyung, Donghwan hyung (Daeho hyung), Jin noona, and Jiyoon noona, who is now on the production team! Thank you for joining us in the memorable start of the public recruitment audition, selecting an ordinary student, and recognizing my effort and passion. I haven't been able to see you often at work because I'm away on business trips, but I'm always grateful!!

And our Stray Kids team that will be with us from now on!! Assistant manager Soojin, Jeonghan hyung, Sunmi noona, Yoonjeong noona, Eunyoung noona, Jiyeon noona, Jiho hyung, Yeji noona! I hope we can live together as a family in harmony for a long time to come! Thank you for always taking care of us first and working hard for us until late. We want to work hard to do the right thing and leave you feeling even more proud. The reason we are able to shine like this now is thanks to our hyung/noonas who worked hard. Division 1 Team Leader Chaeyoon, Sooyeon noona!! Thank you for having us during our last MD shoot and helping us take pretty pictures!!

Production team leader Jihyung, Bohyun noona, Ara noona, Dayoon noona, Jena noona! Thank you for always taking care of us during filming, helping us, and making great videos and photos behind the scenes. I think I was able to work harder because I was encouraged by the frequent pats on set! Our teachers have helped me develop good skills and follow the right path since I was a trainee!!! Soojeong-ssaem, Yumi-ssaem, Ali-ssaem!!!! In a short period of time, and even now, thanks to my teachers, I was able to think and make the right decisions and enjoy singing, dancing, and performing on stage more. I will continue to stick with you and work harder! Performance Directing Team Director Namyong, Hyungwoong-ssaem, Gwangyeol-ssaem, and Taehoon-ssaem! Thank you for always creating cool choreography for our songs and refining it until late so that we can perform better on stage.

Recording engineer team Hansoo hyung and Sehee noona!! Thank you for accepting and polishing our voices beautifully starting from the Mixtape album!! Acting management team Narae noona! Thank you for always saying kind words and welcoming me every time we ran into each other!!

Composers who make good songs together! I will practice more and work hard to ensure that you are satisfied with the song! Trippy hyung, Jisang! Jeongseok-ssaem! It was great to be with you this time too! And the High Quality Fish team who created really cool trailers and music videos, and artist Booba who is always by our side and takes natural, pretty, cool photos!! Thank you for the feedback, I think my photography skills are improving!! Hair and makeup noonas who always make our hair and faces pretty!! Thank you for allowing me to stand in front of my fans with a great appearance!!! I am often surprised to see how you can turn plain white drawing paper into a beautiful picture, haha. When I go to the store, I feel like the person in front of the mirror is not me, haha. And our wonderful stylist hyung/noonas! We are always grateful to you for dressing us in cool outfits that we could never have imagined at first. It may be difficult every time, but we will help you more in the future! There are times when filming ends late, and there are times when I feel sorry that you always take care of us first. Hair, makeup, and costume team hyung/noonas! Thank you for your hard work!

Music team Soonhyung hyung and Jeongmin noona!! Thank you for your many musical comments and compliments. Thank you for your continued support! Thank you for always having great ideas! Jongwook, head of the legal team! Thanks to you, I was able to get off to a safe and good start. thank you!!

Last year’s homeroom teacher, Wonjeong-ssaem!! Thank you for helping me have a good school life and always encouraging me! Let’s keep seeing each other in the future! And my friends who I have grown up with since I was young! Thanks to you, I can smile and have fun every time I go to school. Even if I can't express it in words, I feel proud and thanks for having it, you guys. Let’s work hard in our respective fields and see each other later with a smile.

We, the 9 members who met by fate to do what we wanted to do, let's go without losing our original intention!! Thank you for always being my support. Mnet's 'Stray Kids' PDs, writer hyung/noonas, and camera hyung/noonas who gave us a good start!! Now I see you often on M Countdown!! I'm so attached to it that I can't wait to see it. Thanks to you, I was able to cry and laugh and become closer to the members.

Lastly, even though I can never express it in words, I am so thankful and sorry to my beloved family. Your youngest son, who cried and asked you to live a life singing, is about to start his career as a singer. I have received a lot of love since I was young, and now I am truly grateful to my fans for allowing me to receive love from them as well, which I will share with them and work hard to grow into a worthy person. Thank you so much for believing in your son and allowing him to do what he wants. Thank you again for raising me nicely and properly, and now I will repay you!

In addition to my mom, dad, and sister, my aunt, my family and my two grandfathers who were a good influence on me and taught me what the truth is, my grandmother who wanted to see her grandchildren's faces even once but couldn't, and my grandmother who always encouraged me and made me feel beautiful. Thank you so much to everyone. From now on, I'm going to give back all the love I've received!! Thank you.

I.N

Hello! This is Stray Kids maknae Yang Jeongin! For allowing our Stray Kids to come this far, thank you all. Thank you so so much to PD Park Jinyoung, CEO Jeong Wook, Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Pyo Jongrok, Vice President Byun Sangbong, and CEO Ji-eun who helped us release the album. Thanks to you, I think a much better album has come out.

And the Stray Kids team that always promotes and supports us, Soojin noona, Yoonjeong noona, Sunmi noona, Jeonghan hyung, Eunyoung noona, Jiyeon noona, Jiho hyung, and Yeji noona, we will work harder to repay you, hyung, noonas! And to Namyong-ssaem, Taehoon-ssaem, Gwangyeol-ssaem, and Ali-ssaem, who always help us with our dances, we would like to thank them for making our dances and teaching us. Youngkyoon hyung, Yuri noona, Anjin noona, Allen hyung, Seongha hyung, Yeonsik hyung, and the casting hyung/noonas who have helped us since we were trainees, Hyunkyung noona, Si-eun noona, Joongoo hyung, Donghwan hyung, Jin noona, even those who are not currently on the production team. Thank you so so much ㅠㅠㅠ I think we were able to debut like this thanks to you!! Thank you so so much!!

And the A&R team! Thank you, Jiyeon noona, Jihyung noona, Bohyun noona, Ara noona, Dayoon noona, and Jena noona for the hair and makeup test, and thank you for always being there during trailer and MV filmings and watching us until the end. I am always so grateful to the hair and makeup staff noonas who always work hard on site and help me, and to the stylist hyung, noonas who always dress me up in pretty clothes! Thank you for being so nice to us, and please continue to treat us well!! I would also like to thank director Kim Yongsoo for filming this music video and trailer beautifully. I'm really glad it came out so nicely. Also, Booba takes great pictures of us, and I'm often surprised at how great the pictures are. Please take more good photos in the future!

Yumi-ssaem, who always helps me with vocals, I will work harder from now on, and Sujeong-ssaem, who always gives me kind words, thank you. Music team Soonhyung hyung, Hana noona, and Jeongmin noona, thank you for helping us produce good songs. And thank you to the PDs and writers who helped Stray Kids broadcast. I think we was able to do so well thanks to them~^^

Thank you to the teachers at my school, and thank you so much to my friends who support me! And I am so grateful to Mom, Dad, my older brother, and my younger brother Yoon for always supporting and taking good care of me. I hope to become a great son to my mom and dad. I am also grateful to my relatives who always support me.

To the 0th generation fan club members and everyone who loves Stray Kids even if they are not from the 0th generation fanclub, I love and thank you so much. Please take care of me in the future. Thank you. Lastly, I would like to thank my member hyungs. I love you, thank you. Let's last a long time!

[Every time Jeongin writes Stray Kids in English, he tries to write it like Chan/the logo, and it's so cute 😭]

Stray Kids

We would like to thank PD Park Jinyoung and CEO Jeong Wook, who always say good things to us and set us great examples, and Vice President Jo Haesung, Vice President Byun Sangbong, and Pyo Jongrok, who always cheer us on with a smile and give us strength.

Jiyoung noona, Yuri noona, Youngkyoon hyung, Anjin noona, Yeonsik hyung, Allen hyung, and Seongha hyung who have taken care of us and guided us on a good path since we were trainees, Hyunkyung noona, Si-eun noona, Joongoo hyung, and Donghyun hyung who always greet us with a smile, Jin noona, our Stray Kids team representative Ji-eun, Soojin noona, Jeonghan hyung, Yoonjeong noona, Sunmi noona, Jiyeon noona, Eunyoung noona, Jiho hyung, and Yeji noona, who always care for us, take care of us, and say kind words, thank you so much.

The music team, Hana noona, Jane noona, Soonhyung noona, Jeongmin noona, who work hard together day and night to make our album great, and the production team Jihyung noona, Bohyun noona, Tae-eun noona, Jeongeun noona, Yeona noona, Soyeon noona, Jiyoon noona, Ara noona, Dayoon noona, Jena noona, Sinae noona, who improve the quality of our album!! Thank you for always working hard for us who are lacking. And to the recording engineer team that beautifully polishes our songs, team leader Taeseop, Hyejin noona, Hongjin hyung, Sehee noona, awesome~ Hansoo hyung, Minji noona, and Sangyeop hyung~~ Thank you for always making our songs of better quality. ㅜㅜ

Thank you to 2PM team leader Chaeyoon, Manager Gwangmyeong, Hwamok hyung, Eunseop hyung, Sooyeon noona, and Mihee noona for being so kind. We are truly grateful and look forward to your continued support!! We are always so so grateful to the performance directing LAB team, including Namyong-ssaem, Hyungwoong-ssaem, Assistant Manager Heeso, Gwangyeol-ssaem, Taehoon-ssaem, and Dasol noona, who teach us our choreography.

Artist Headquarters 2 Head Heewon, Gyunghyun hyung, Seongsu hyung, Jeongyu hyung, Minsung hyung, Assistant Manager Leewon, Assistant Manager Jihye, Yejin noona, Seonkyung noona, Ryerim noona, Assistant Manager Jong-gu, Assistant Manager Yeonjung, Ari noona, Sangho hyung, Donghyun hyung, Jasung hyung, Hyejin noona, Hyesoo noona, Narae noona, Artist 3 Headquarters Manager Hyunkook, Team Leader Joon-gil, Yongkyo hyung, Seonhwa noona, Sora noona, Team leader Haejoon, assistant manager Bora, assistant manager Hyoyoon, Nayeon noona, Jongbum hyung, Raejang hyung, Yongjin hyung, Daseol noona, Hyukjoon hyung, Hanmi noona, Saerom noona, Studio-J headquarters manager Hoyoon, team leader Youngjun, Assistant manager Sungjin, Gyungsin hyung, Junghyun noona, Yejin noona, Kangsoon hyung, Haram hyung, Sihyung hyung, Dayeol hyung, Assistant Manager Yerin, Jihyun noona, Ji-eun noona, Seunghee noona, Hyeri noona, Mujoon hyung, Gayoung noona, Acting Management team's team leader Ga-eul, Manager Sanghyun, Soonho hyung, Jaehyung hyung, Seungwon hyung, Taehyung hyung, Daehoon hyung, Sungbum hyung, Sanghoon hyung, Donggeun hyung, Assistant Manager Narae, Da-ae noona, Sojung noona, Manager Youngjoo, Assistant Manager Hwayoung, Hyunsun noona, Director Sangho of the Public Relations team, Manager Yoonji, Assistant Manager Seoyoon, Dayeon noona, Ye-eun noona, head of the Broadcasting team Jincheol, Assistant Manager Younggeol, Jaeseo of the Secretarial team, Gyungmin hyung, and Miri noona.

Advertising team Manager Jaeho, Assistant Manager Jungyoon, Hosoo hyung, Seongmin hyung, and Na-eun noona. Team Leader Eunwok of the Performance Business Team, Assistant Manager Seungeun, Assistant Manager Hyojung, Yujin noona, and Jeongmin noona. Yongho of the Management Resources Office, Team Leader Hyojung of the Accounting Team, Deputy Manager Yoonjoo, Manager Jinyoung, Assistant Manager Boram, Sister Sejin, Gyohee noona, Team Leader Sunghyun of the Human Resources and General Affairs Team, Manager Gyungjin, Hyunjoo noona, Kangmin hyung, Junho hyung, Team Leader Jongwook of the Legal Team, Changwoo hyung, IR team leader Younghwan, IT team leader Park Chan, Manager Siyong, Assistant Manager Chanmoo, F&B Team Leader Sunkyung, Manager Jaeyoung, Cafe Business Team Manager Sungho, JYP Pictures Manager Rayoung, Assistant Manager Jihye, Gyungheun hyung, JYP Publishing Team CEO Jungyoon, Manager Minji, Assistant Manager Daye, Hyunwoo hyung, JYP Japan Deputy Branch Manager Gyunghee, Manager Narita Rinko, Assistant Manager Jihoon, Assistant Manager Park Won, Team Leader Saiki Ayumi, Sungbeop hyung, Minaka Miho noona, Assistant Manager Sung-ah, Mina noona, Sudo Huuka noona, JYP China branch representative Cheolhoon, Director Yoomyo, Team Leader Miran, Songyoung noona, Team Leader Sungcheol, Assistant Manager Yoosin, Sooyoung noona, Rui Yakpyung noona, Jinhee noona, Team Leader Hyoyeon, Assistant Manager Hagon, Ihan noona, Weeryang, Assistant Manager Jangman, Assistant Manager Gyunghwan, Sangdal noona from the JYP Pictures China team, JYP Thailand branch director Gijae, assistant manager Nutcha Chansing, assistant manager Wasinee Srithavatch, Charunya Thairuksa nim, Vilaiwan Yodmai noona, and writers from the JYP publishing team Jisang hyung, writer Eunji, writer Tommy Park, and writer Eunsoo, writer Woomin, writer Jiwook, writer Daesung, writer Seunggeun, writer Seungsoo, writer Minhyung, writer Hyunkyung, writer Yongwoon, Armadillo hyung, Frants hyung, writer Itoyo, writer RAINSTONE, Garden hyung, writer Haesol, writer Joohyung, writer Seunghyuk, writer Jungsik, writer Inkwan, writer Wonjoon, and the company's seniors, Yubin sunbaenim, Hyelim sunbaenim, 2PM sunbaenim, Fei sunbaenim, Suzy sunbaenim, Baek A-yeon sunbaenim, 15& sunbaenim, GOT7 sunbaenim, Nakjoon sunbaenim, DAY6 sunbaenim, TWICE sunbaenim, Somi sunbaenim, we would like to thank all the JYP family members who helped us debut, and as JYP 's maknaes, we will work hard to become Stray Kids with pride! Thank you to everyone and we ask for your interest and anticipation in the future!! We will work hard without wavering and show only our best side!! Thank you!! We love the JYP family ♡♡

Thank you to Trippy hyung, writer Kim Park Chella, Jisang hyung, Jeongseok-ssaem, writer Lee Woomin, writer Fredro, and the two writers of Faces of Glory for collaborating on such great songs. Director HIGHQUALITYFISH, thank you so much for filming our music video and trailer in a cinematic way. Boobagraphy, thank you so much for capturing our pretty and wonderful sides in your photos. Additionally, Director Jei, Jiwon noona, Jihyun noona, and Miri noona, and other noonas who always bring vitality to our looks! Thank you for letting us take beautiful photos. Also, we are really, really grateful to Director Youngjin, Sangcheol hyung, Hyoseok hyung, Sera noona, and Mijeong noona, who give us wings with their stylish clothes. We will work harder as you make it more beautiful. Please continue to be with Stray Kids, hwaiting!!

I think we exist because of our fans. We felt like we had to work really hard when we saw people waiting outside until late to support our stage even though it was cold. Thank you so much for always supporting and giving us so much love!! We will continue to work hard to show you a good and unchanging image. Will you continue to love us a lot in the future? Thank you ♡ We love you ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

To the members of our 9 families who always support and take care of us, thank you so much for giving birth to us and raising us!! Thank you for taking care of us whenever we are sick and watching over us from afar. We miss you a lot, and we will be great on stage, so please keep an eye on us ♡♡ We love you ♡♡

Lastly, our Stray Kids brothers! We've been running with the goal of debuting, but think of it as a new start rather than an arrival, so let's work hard and make sure that something good happens!! Let's rely on each other and keep it like this and run again!! Stray Kids, let’s turn everything upside down, hwaiting!!!!

[overqchiever]

SANGWON YOU MOTHERFUCKER ASS BITCH WHY DID YOU JUST KILL MY MOTHER (JINOK)

[elfilibusterismo]

kanina dinrowing q siya at binigay ko sa kanya (jinoke q na bayad para sa munchkins kasi nagdala siya para sa klase) tas tuwang tuwa siya at tinawag niya akong salbahe. eto na talaga mga tih MAGIGING KAMI NA TALAGA !! (siraulo)

hot professor please give me one chance. please please just one chance

[not-ur-woman]

Hoping that this is gonna be the last post I’ll make about the relationship that I have right now.

Now that I already know everything, even if I didn’t hear anything from him because it seems that he doesn’t even have a plan at all to tell me, I think I know what’s next for us. 

I can still clearly remember why I loved him - he’s this family oriented, innocent, God-fearing, his life principles, has a sense of humor... and yes his looks are just bonus. The moment he came to my life, that was the moment that I was praying to God for someone like him. Kaso jinoke time yata ako ni God. Haha! Yes, he’s family oriented. Innocent? No. As time passes by, yung niyayabang niya sa akin noon turned out hindi naman pala totoo. Has a sense of humor? Yes. Looks? Yes. Life principles? Uhm, no. Noong una, super amazed na amazed pa ako how he views life. Napapa “Sana all lahat” pa nga ako noon. And again as time goes by, hanggang salita lang pala lahat. Kapag naiipit na sa sitwasyon, tinatalikuran niya na lahat ng prinsipyo niya sa buhay.

Ang daming oras at beses na rin namin sinubukan ayusin ‘tong relasyon na ‘to, and now I have finally found the answer bakit hindi namin maayos ayos ‘to kahit na anong gawin namin. If hindi ko nakita yung nakita ko, hindi ko pa maiintindihan. To be honest, I’d more appreciate if my partner will tell everything to me including my bad parts. God knows how many times I asked him, “May nakikita ka bang mali sa akin?” I am asking that hindi para magmulan ng away namin or what, but I am asking that to improve myself more as a girlfriend, as a partner. Now, I get it bakit ganoon nalang magsalita yung ibang tao sa akin na hindi ako kilala. Because I’ve seen how much he ranted to other people about me. Pero kapag tinatanong ko siya ang lagi niya lang sagot sa akin “Wala kang mali. Ako ang may mali.” And he knows how much I hated that answer. Kasi ayoko na maramdaman niya na siya na lang lagi ang may mali kaya tinatanong ko siya. Don’t get me wrong, I also know my shortcomings in this relationship pero gusto ko magmula sa kanya yung sagot kasi siya yung nakakatanggap ng energy ko. I’d appreciate more if ira-rant niya sa akin yung energy na binibigay ko sa kanya instead of ranting it to other people. Why? Kasi if hindi mo sa akin mismo itatanong, then you’ll just assume everything kahit hindi naman yun talaga ang nangyayari.

Now na alam ko na how he talks badly about me with other people, nalaman ko na rin what he hates about me. But now, hindi ko alam kung paano pa aayusin to kasi it’s already too late. Lahat magulo na, lahat malabo na, lahat nasira na. This is why lagi ko sinasabi na umpisa pa lang sabihin na agad, hindi yung kinikimkim kasi kapag matagal pa sinettle yung issue, hindi mo na alam kung saan nagsimula lahat kaya hindi na rin alam kung paano tatapusin.

It is just so funny how he accuse my friends saying na ayaw sa kanya or hindi boto sa kanya. Yung mga kaibigan ko matatalim talaga dila kasi ganito kami eh, we love everything to be told how it should be told. Yung hindi sinu-sugar coat or everything. But I hope he knows how my friends are still so supportive for us because they know that this is my personal choice and they know that I’m happy with him. I hope he knows that my friends never dictated or manipulated me to break up with him or solely talk badly about him because my friends respects my relationship. They respect our decisions as a couple.

And after everything that I have know now, I realized that it is so hard to be with someone who doesn’t have the same level of maturity with you. All this time akala ko he’s really okay when he’s giving me the time I needed for my responsibility and for myself, but it turned out it was never really okay with him. Nasumbat niya pa yon, hindi man directly sa akin, pero sa ibang tao oo. Akala ko “Finally, I found someone who understands and respects my time” kasi nung hindi pa kami sinabihan ko na siya na wala ako masyado time para sa partner ko kasi sobrang busy kong tao. Pero wala eh, he insisted na he can understand it. Pero malaman laman ko sasabihin niya sa iba “Binibigay ko na nga sa kanya yung oras na kailangan niya eh pero...” “Nababaliwala na ako.” Sana matandaan niya rin how many times I’ve told him, “Kung hindi ka naman payag, sabihin mo.” Kasi hello ang hirap na pumapayag ka sa set-up natin pero yun pala sinusumbat mo na behind my back. And I know shortcomings ko yon, but sana sinabi mo nalang ng diretso sa akin para naayos ko agad sa sarili ko. Hindi yung akala ko okay naman talaga sa iyo pero hindi naman pala talaga.

And there’s this, “Siya ba kelan niya ba ako tinanong kung napapagod na ako?” which really hurt me. Okay, if hindi alam ng ibang tao kung anong side ko, I’m sure I’m the bad guy in the story. I’m speechless because I know in myself how many times I asked him that and sasabihin niya na hindi siya mapapagod. BUT how many times I’ve also told him, “Imposible. Wala naman taong hindi napapagod.” Pero wala eh, he still insisted. Tapos malalaman ko na ganoon pala sa ibang tao. That’s funny and painful at the same time. Kaya talaga mas naiintindihan ko na bakit ang sama sama ko sa ibang tao. 

It’s really hard to be someone who’s trying to be a perfect person. Gusto lagi mas magaling, gusto mas laging lamang. I don’t know if I did not give him the assurance that he needs. But one thing’s for sure, someone who’s not insecure can sleep well in the night. Sobrang hirap na lahat nalang kinokompitensya. What do you care about my past? I hope he knows that there is a reason why people are left in my past, and there’s also a reason why I’m with him now. But it is really hard to genuinely appreciate that if lagi nalang sa iba nakatingin at kung paano malalamangan yung iba.

It’s really hard to be someone who thinks na lahat nalang na isusulat ng kamay ko at ilalabas ng bibig ko tungkol sa kanya. Sobrang hirap kapag lahat nalang ng bagay ina-assume dahil kahit hindi naman nangyayari, yun ang pinapaniwalaan.

Now, after everything that I have known, I still don’t know how to end this story. And after everything, I know that I deserve better and he doesn’t deserve the energy I give him. He doesn’t deserve me.

What I hope for my next relationship would be genuineness. I hope that I’m gonna be with someone who can tell in front of my face the painful truth. I hope that I’m gonna be with someone who’s contented with himself for me. I hope that I’m gonna be with someone who can protect my name, and as well as our relationship.

I’ll wait.

[kukoteko]

Meron pa kong 1 hr para makapag generate ng antok. Kailangan ko magising ng 8 hihu.

Anyway masaya ako ngayon kasi napagbigyan ako sa gusto ko. Natuloy kami sa intra hehi. Andaming bata haha tapos diba sabi ko ayoko maglakad.. naglakad kami ng pagkahaba haba nakalimutan kong sobrang haba din ng pwedeng lakaran dun so jinoke ko lang sarili ko. But at least malapit lapit lang kaya di rin nakakastress plus the architecture ✨ Gusto pa nga nila mag night market tas nagkatinginan na kami ni jose ng "r dey jokin?" na tingin so ayun di na kami tumuloy baka maaga mapudpod cartilage namin

[kplays]

Team Snagem tries to recruit me

[jahe]

Kim Hyeyoon’s Bio & Filmography

Name: Kim Hye Yoon - 김혜윤

Birthdate: 10th November 1996

Family: Parents and older sister

Bloodtype: B

Management: SidusHQ

Debut: 2013 - KBS’s TV Novel Samsaengi

Filmography

DRAMA

2013 - KBS - TV Novel Samsaengi - Jong Yoonhee (young)

2013 - SBS - Queen of Ambition - Student

2013 - SBS - I Can Hear Your Voice - Kim Yeonjin x

2014 - OCN - Bad Guys - Oh Jiyeon

2014 - MBC - Pride and Prejudice - Kang Hanna

2015 - SBS - The Return of Hwang Geum-Bok - Hwang Eunshil (young)

2016 - Web Drama - Unrequited Love Omniscient POV Season 1 (전지적 짝사랑 시점) - Woman 2 x

2016 - MBC - Shopping King Louis - Juvenile student x

2016 - SBS - Legend of The Blue Sea - Jang Jinok's daughter x

2016 - Web Drama - Unrequited Love Omniscient POV Season 2 (전지적 짝사랑 시점) - Kim Hyeyoon x

2016 - tvN - Goblin - separated couple's wife (young) x

2016 - Web Drama - Drunkard (주정뱅이) - Shin Hojeong x

2017 - MBC - Radiant Office - Juvenile student x

2017 - OCN - Tunnel - Kim Youngja (young) x

2017 - Web Drama - Superpower (소능력자) - Shin Hojeong x

2017 - MBC - Man Who Sets The Table - Jeong Sooji x

2018 - MBC - Come and Hug Me - Yeonshil x

2018 - tvN - Let's Eat 3 x

2018 - JTBC - SKY Castle - Kang Yeseo x

MOVIE

2015 - 기억의 단편 (Fragment of Memory) - Hyeyoon x

2016 - 갈래

2017 - 살인자의 기억법 - Maria

2017 - 학교 가기 싫은 날 (The Day I Don’t Want to Go to School) - Eunjeong

2018 - 새벽 (Dawn) - Seonyeong

2018 - 판단의 평범성에 대한 보고서 - Yoonji x

2019 - 미성년 (Minor)

CF

2012 - SK Telecom x

2014 - Maeil Dairies x

2018 - Frenzeyes x

2018 - ILDONG Pharmaceutical x

2018 - Lotte HiMart x

[robrie]

The wonderful Jinok Kim-Eicken from @nanumberlin for the latest issue of @konfektmagazine Jinok moved from Seoul to Berlin to study singing but has channeled her creativity into Korean cooking – and ceramics. #portrait #portraitphotography #food #reportage #reportagephotography #editorial #editorialphotography #konfektmagazine #konfekt (hier: NaNum) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiF0nSlMTzj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[j-a-nuary]

Just A Nudge

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The mix of emotions that swelled in my chest was… a lot.

I watched Jooheon order our drinks through his face mask.

He had lost a lot of weight. His legs, currently covered by tight leggings style pants, were still strong but less… thick. All of the softness in his body had disappeared. I wondered if he had done it on his own, or if the company had made him.

My moment of quiet observance was cut short.

Jooheon took a seat across from me. He was obviously nervous, turning the order beeper over in his hands.

He stayed quiet.

I waited.

Finally…

“How lon-“

The beeper in his hands went off.

After retrieving our drinks, he resituated himself and started much more quickly.

“Why did you leave?”

I narrowed my eyes at him. Resting my head on my hand, I stirred my cup in as accusatorial a manner as I could.

“Probably had something to do with you breaking up with me.”

Jooheon looked like I had slapped him.

I felt guilty, but also a little satisfied with that.

“Okay… that’s fair… but,” Jooheon rubbed his face, “why didn’t you come back?”

“You never asked me to.”

Jooheon slouched in his chair. His eyes seemed unfocused, and I knew he wasn’t seeing the cafe anymore.

“It was just something I said. After seeing you and Wonho like that…” he trailed off.

His phone chimed. Absently, he responded to whatever was there.

“How was I supposed to know that? You never said anything after that.”

“I was scared.”

“So this was better? Not talking for more than half a year? You’re a coward Jooheon.”

He didn’t try to defend himself. He just nodded his head, staring at the table.

Even that annoyed me though.

“By the way, whatever you thought might have happened with Wonho that night… it didn’t. He was drunk, and whining, and I didn’t let him do anything.” I stood up, finally causing him to look at me. “I understand that you might have felt like you weren’t enough, but you were wrong, and I didn’t deserve for you to just make that decision without even bothering to have a conversation.”

“Noona… I… I wanted to talk but I just…”

“Save it Jooheon. You didn’t trust me.” I picked up my bag. “You told me to leave because you didn’t trust me. You didn’t talk to me because you didn’t trust me. So I don’t know why you’re here trying to talk to someone you don’t trust.”

He didn’t try to stop me from leaving, but at least he followed me this time.

“Noona please just…” he hurried up, grabbing my arm once we were outside, “let me talk. Just wait.”

“I’ve waited since November!” I spun, shaking his grip loose so I could stare him down. “I don’t know if you noticed, but it’s fucking May!”

“Trust me, I know exactly what day it is. That’s… that’s kind of why I’m here.” His eyes slid past me as he spoke. “Ah…”

“Jinok-ah.”

Now this was just unfair. I tried to leave, but I heard Jooheon behind me, and Hoseok grabbed my arm.

“Wait right there!”

“Why?”

Hoseok wrapped his arms around me.

“Because he’s already said everything, just… not directly to you.”

“That makes no sense. Let me go.”

“No way monbebe.”

“Don’t call me that.”

I felt Hoseok’s chest jerk with a laugh, then expand and sink with a sigh.

“I’ll let you go as soon as I tell you what Jooheon is doing a bad job of explaining.”

I slouched in his grasp.

“Fine. Talk.”

“You know we have a new album coming out?”

I nodded.

“Jooheon did a lot of writing on it.”

I stayed quiet, just peeking up at Jooheon.

He looked tired.

“He’s really gone all in on this album… which is a reference you won’t get until the 18th.”

Jooheon groaned, rolling his eyes at whatever the joke was.

“But maybe more important than that is the song being released this Monday. Look,” Hoseok adjusted his hold, turning me to face him, “just… listen to everything that comes out, okay? Jooheon has been trying to get the courage to talk to you, but he really put it into the album. Okay?”

He seemed earnest.

I looked him over.

“You’re blonde.”

Hoseok laughed, then snapped his fingers in front of my face.

“Come on, focus.”

“Alright! Fine! I’ll listen to the album or whatever.” I looked between Jooheon and Hoseok. “I don’t know how I feel about you two working together.”

Hoseok stepped back, releasing me.

“Princess…” Jooheon started.

“We live together,” Hoseok interrupted shrugging, “we had to talk eventually.”

If I had a single word for the pre-released track, it would be presumptuous.

That’s what I would like to have felt. In reality, it made my heart hurt.

From: Hoseokie Did you listen?

From: Hoseokie Jooheon is too nervous to ask you himself.

To: Hoseokie I listened.

From: Hoseokie And…???

To: Hoseokie I’m waiting for the rest of the album to come out.

To: Hoseokie Tell him I’m his fan.

From: Hoseokie Only his?

To: Hoseokie Wheein was good too.

Even though it was just a few minutes in person, a few texts here and there… I was shaken in my determination to stay the course.

The album probably helped with the shaking.

Even if they hadn’t contacted me, I would have listened. Even if Hoseok hadn’t told me, I would have wondered about some of the lyrics. I would have immediately dismissed the thoughts as my wishful thinking and being self centred.

Which Hoseok could probably predict. Thus…

From: Jooheon Wonho-hyung wants me to reassure you.

From: Jooheon I miss you.

From: Jooheon Like you said, I was a coward.

From: Jooheon I couldn’t even just talk to you. I had to write and just hope you would know.

It felt odd to not go directly home after work. It felt unreal to stand outside the door to the dorm. It felt entirely natural when Hyungwon opened the door with an immediate comment.

“Took you long enough.”

Everything was generally the same inside. Someone had learned to do the dishes, and the sofa was moved, but otherwise it was the same as when I had brought a very drunk Wonho home.

“Jinok.”

Hyunwoo’s voice was warm, his eyes turning to crescent moons as he offered me a hug in greeting.

“I, uh…” I had no idea what to say.

“I’m glad you’re home.”

Kihyun gave me a simple “we can talk later” look.

Minhyuk screamed.

Changkyun…

“Oh thank god! I almost forgot what your legs look like. And you wore leggings! Noona, yo-“ he was cut off at this point by Minhyuk, who was still screaming, climbing over him to push a pillow over his face.

How had I been talked into coming here again?

“Monbebe,” Wonho grinned from the doorway to his bedroom.

“Come on.”

Jooheon was eager to start again, but also very understanding of my hesitance. He had his own doubts as well, mostly centred on whether or not I really still had any feelings left for him.

“I don’t know how I feel,” I explained, “I missed you a lot but… I’m still hurt. You abandoned me so easily.”

“Princess, I never want to hurt you.”

I wanted to believe him, but ultimately they were just words. If I was going to be convinced, it would have to be over time and through his actions.

His actions were immaculate. Not that he had ever been anything less, save for the night we broke up. Within a month we were “official”, and within two we were back to our previous point.

The only difference was Hoseok.

“Don’t you fucking dare,” I warned Hoseok.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I know you Ho. You’re about to u… there it is! I hate you!”

I tossed my controller aside, Hoseok’s use of a Spiny Shell at this point guaranteeing his victory.

The smug smile that I expected was only hinted at in Hoseok’s expression. His lips were satisfied but his eyebrows were tilted at a concerned angle.

“What?”

“Well I won.”

I nodded, trying to prompt him to keep talking.

“Ah, so, I guess my request is that you just hear Jooheon out.”

I tilted my head. To the best of my knowledge, Jooheon was out for the day. He and Hyunwoo were working on something together, so Hoseok and I were having a video game day.

My chest felt tight now. “Just hear him out” had to be one of the single most terrifying things that could be said about Jooheon.

“What am I going to be hearing out…?”

Hoseok licked his lips, eyes bouncing around the room.

“It’s not bad… he just… we were talking and…”

I grabbed his pillow and slapped it across his face.

“Spit it out Hoseok.”

“You should hear it from Jooheon.”

I moved to kneel on the sofa, a cushion in either hand.

“I will beat it out of your skinny ass!”

“Hey, you leave my ass out of this,” Hoseok reached out his arms to defend himself, “my ass is perfect. I’ve put a lot of work into it.”

“Who cares? Just tell me wha-huhhg!”

The breath was knocked out of me by Hoseok quickly barrelling forward and locking his arms around my body. I was, in essence, disarmed and neutralised.

Of course, I was also now pinned to the sofa with Hoseok’s face just centimetres away from mine.

The realisation hit both of us at the same time.

Hoseok’s eyes trailed over my face, stopping at my lips. He quickly licked his own.

“Hoseok..”

“Um,” he blinked, “just uh,” still blinking, he released his grip and started moving away, “Jooheon… when he,” Hoseok was standing now, “when… when he gets back, you know, he’s… just talk to him a-and…”

With that he made a quick escape to his bedroom, slamming the door shut in his rush.

The noise made Changkyun stick his head into the hall. He looked at the door, then at me.

“So you turned down the offer?”

“What offer?”

Changkyun grinned, shaking his head.

“He didn’t even tell you? Well,” he walked into the hallway fully, leaning against the wall and tilting his head thoughtfully, “I guess it would be best to hear it from Jooheon.”

“Hear what from Jooheon?” My voice was louder than I meant it to be, but I was getting annoyed.

“Well, I guess it might be good to be able to think about it before talking to Jooheon,” Changkyun was obviously enjoying this.

“Changkyun, just tell me what the fuck is going on.”

“Fine fine fine,” he rolled his eyes, “so impatient. Basically, since Jooheon isn’t able t-“

“CHANGKYUN SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!”

The door to Hoseok’s room was flung open, making me jump.

Hoseok looked… not pissed, more… incredulous.

“How do you even know about this?! Do you have bugs in the rooms?! What the fuck man!”

Changkyun just grinned even more, putting his hands up towards Hoseok.

“SinceJooheoncan’tfuckyoutheyweregoingtosuggestthatWonhocou-!”

By that point Hoseok had the youngest in a headlock, desperately trying to cover his mouth. Changkyun kept shaking his head and reaching to peel Hoseok’s hand off of his mouth.

“I was… fuck… I would have… volunteered… but he… Jesus Christ dude… Wonho… I guess… you probably… like… him more… but… if you get… bored… fuck!”

Hoseok had finally wrestled him back into his room, shutting the door and leaning against it. He huffed heavily, sweating and flushed.

“I think,” he took a deep breath, “he bit me.”

“Was that true?”

Hoseok looked up me, then shyly started scratching his neck and ear.

“I mean… I could hardly tell what he was saying… it was just a jumble of words, right? Who could even figure out what he said?” Hoseok laughed nervously, then coughed.

“Don’t fuck with me Hoseok. Was what Changkyun said true?”

“Look,” Hoseok shut his eyes and leaned back against the door behind him, “it’s not… I mean… it isn’t a big deal, okay? It was just an idea that Jooheon and I had. It’s… we don’t really expect you to go for it.”

I stared at him, trying my best to look intimidating. It was working to some extent, because Hoseok seemed to wilt under my gaze.

“Who’s idea was it?”

“Well, I mean, we both kind of-“

“Who’s. Idea. Was it?”

“Jooheon said it first.”

That didn’t track at all. I turned on my heel and headed back down the hall.

“Jin-ok… Jin-ok!”

“Come on.”

“What?”

“We’re going out. You’re buying me coffee. And you’re going to explain exactly how this happened.”

“I don’t believe you.”

Hoseok flung his hands about, rolling his eyes.

“Ask Jooheon then. Fuck.”

“Well, yeah,” Jooheon burrowed his head into my neck a little further. “At first I thought that maybe I could just, like, try it. But even thinking about it felt weird.”

“So you thought offering to let me hook up with Hoseok was a better option?”

Jooheon squirmed on the bed next to me, groaning.

“I… just because I don’t do something doesn’t mean you can’t do it.” He pushed himself up and looked down at me. He looked good. His hair was a mess from his awkward rolling around, and he was flushed with embarrassment.

I swallowed my urges and remained quiet to encourage him to continue.

“If I was allergic to eggs I wouldn’t make you stop eating them.”

I laughed at the comparison.

Jooheon let himself fall onto the bed next to me again.

“And it wasn’t really specifically about Wonho.”

I crinkled my eyebrows in confusion, turning to look at my boyfriend. I found him face down in the pillow.

“What do you mean?”

He kept still, voice muffled by his attempt at hiding.

“I mean… well…when I talked to Changkyun he said he’d make sure not to kiss you on the lips.”

“Jesus Christ Joo! Did you just offer me to the whole band?”

He quickly rolled over to look at me, his hands pulling me into a hug.

“No! I didn’t even offer you to Changkyun! I was just talking hypothetically and he… You know… He started talking about your legs and said he knew that I didn’t want other people to kiss you and that he wouldn’t kiss you on the lips and… I don’t know! He wouldn’t shut up.”

Jooheon was completely red. I snaked my arms around him.

“I… this isn’t really my style.”

He groaned again, then moved to lean over me.

“I see it though.”

I forced myself to look at his eyes instead of grazing down his body.

“What do you see?”

“I see you struggle. When you think I’m not going to notice, I see the way you look at me.”

I felt ashamed. Yes, I wanted to get more physical with him. God! Who wouldn’t?! But I knew how to respect him and his boundaries.

He adjusted his body, pressing closer against mine so he could kiss my cheek.

“You’re thinking about it right now, aren’t you?”

“Joo… I’m not…”

“Stop. I know it’s just a… thing… I’m not offended by it.”

I was wary around Changkyun for a while. Maybe I should have also been cautious of Hoseok, but our years of closeness seemed to mitigate my worries. Changkyun though… I barely spoke to him.

He had always had comments and jokes to make. His fixation on my legs had long since become a funny character trait, but now it was tainted by his offer.

I couldn’t make eye contact with him. I was worried about what I’d see there. Would I catch him measuring me up? Did he fantasise about my legs the way he had so often joked? I felt self centred to entertain the thought, but had to admit there was some merit to it.

Kihyun picked up on the new awkwardness quickly. I think the rest of the boys just thought that maybe one of Changkyun’s jokes had finally gone too far.

They weren’t exactly wrong, were they?

“Ridiculous.”

It was a common comment from Changkyun now, ever since he had first asked me if I was planning on being weird for the rest of my life.

“Right,” I shot back over my shoulder, “I’m the one that’s ridiculous.”

“Yeah,” he followed me out of the dance studio, where I had previously been watching Hoseok work with Kihyun and Minhyuk, “you are.”

Seeing as I had taken to avoiding being alone with either Hoseok or Changkyun ever since my discussion with Jooheon, I was not pleased that he was trailing me.

“What do you want Changkyun?”

“I want to fucking talk, like adults.”

“Come see me in a few years then.”

“Fuck you, okay? I just want to get whatever your issue is out in the air so we can hang out like normal friends again.”

I spun, lifting a hand to prod at the maknae’s chest.

“My issue? My issue is that my boyfriend thinks he has to give me permission to cheat on him. My issue is that you,” I poked his chest to accent my point, “volunteered! My issue is I am going to have to stop wearing shorts aren’t I?”

“Well that’s dumb,” Changkyun rolled his eyes. “It’s not cheating if you have permission, and I didn’t volunteer. I just…” he waved a hand vaguely, “pointed out that he could trust me to not develop feelings for you. Something that is not guaranteed with Wonho.”

“That’s Wonho-hyung, and feelings just make it better, right Jin-ok?”

I shot a glare over Changkyun’s shoulder at Hoseok.

“I am not having that conversation. Especially not with you two.”

I lifted my hands to my hair, trying to smooth out my thoughts via my hair.

“I wouldn’t even know anyway!” I burst out. “I’ve never fucked someone I had feelings for!”

I regretted the words before they were even completely out of my mouth.

Hoseok’s jaw was tight, offsetting Changkyun’s dropping open.

“Fuck… Hoseokie…”

I saw the red tinge on his nose and ears.

“No,” he cleared his throat, obviously holding back, “that’s fair. I mean,” another cough, this time covering a slight break in his voice, “I already knew.”

With that, Hoseok turned and quickly retreated down the hall, back to the dance studio.

“Harsh.”

“Shut up Changkyun.”

Kihyun came stumbling out of the studio, followed closely by Minhyuk.

Minhyuk immediately started knocking on the door, trying to get Hoseok to let him in.

Kihyun turned to Changkyun and I.

“Shit,” Changkyun muttered, “mom’s mad.”

“What just happened? Who said what to Hoseok?”

“Uh, I might have… well… Hoseok said…”

“She said she’s never had sex with someone she loved.”

“Well, yeah,” Kihyun shrugged, not immediately getting it, “you’ve only been with Won… ooooohhhhhffffuck!”

“Yeah,” I cringed.

“Alright,” Kihyun paused to think, “you should probably get out of here.”

I decided to go check on Jooheon at the dorm.

Changkyun decided to tag along.

We traveled in silence for a blessed four minutes.

“That would never happen with me.”

“Changk-“

“I’m just saying!”

“Well stop saying it!” I snapped, “the more you say it the less true it sounds. Like… why do you keep bringing this shit up if you don’t care?”

“Okay that’s fair. Honestly? You’re hot. You’re like a new video game. I want to get my hands on you, but I’m not going to fall in love with you.”

“I’m pretty sure if FIFA was a woman you’d definitely fall in love with her.”

“That,” Changkyun snapped his fingers and pointed at me, “is both totally fair and entirely different.”

“Hey there princess,” Jooheon pulled himself up from the sofa and wrapped me up in his arms. “I was about to text you.”

I slipped my hands around his waist and leaned into his shoulder. He was always so warm, so solid… exactly perfect for hugs that made you forget about things like…

“She made Wonho-hyung cry earlier.”

I groaned and turned around, careful to make sure that Jooheon kept his arms around me while I glared at Changkyun.

“Why are you like this?”

“What happened?” Jooheon asked from where he had perched his chin on my shoulder.

“I was thoughtless,” I quickly explained. I was hoping to cut off Changkyun.

It half worked. Changkyun smirked and flopped onto the sofa.

“Thoughtless? You made him throw everyone out of dance practice.”

“I didn’t make him do anything!”

Jooheon pressed a kiss against my cheek and pulled me to sit down in his lap.

“Okay, okay,” he sat me sideways across his legs and brushed my hair away from my face. “Tell me what happened.”

“Hoseok said that sex is better when you have feelings for the other person, and wanted me to confirm it.”

I noted the way Jooheon’s eyes started to glaze over. It was the same as what I probably looked like when Kihyun started talking about singing and recording.

“Mhmm,” he hummed, obviously slowly disengaging.

Changkyun simply leaned against the armrest opposite us and watched.

“And I pointed out that I had never been in that situation.”

Jooheon’s eyes refocused.

“Really? I thought that feelings were kind of the point.”

I could see that Changkyun was fascinated by this exchange, but he had made himself so quiet that I barely cared that he was there.

“Well,” I fidgeted my hands, “I guess so. In a perfect world people would only have sex with people that they love.”

I could feel my face heating up. I hummed, trying to work out how to say what I wanted without sounding… anything, really. I didn’t want to pressure Jooheon, or sound bitter, or say anything that might imply that the relationship between us was unfulfilling or anything.

“Hmmm… but that’s not how the world really works. So, while I have had sex… I’ve never done… that.”

Jooheon leaned into my shoulder, tugging me closer to his body.

“I’m sorry baby. Maybe I cou-“

“Hush,” I quickly kissed the top of his head, “I wouldn’t change a single thing about you. You know that.”

“Still, I feel like I’m making you miss out.”

I glanced at Changkyun. He was staring at a tablet, but I was pretty sure that it wasn’t actually turned on.

“And that’s why you suggested I find other people to have sex with? Because you feel bad?”

Jooheon nodded, then shook his head.

“Yes, and no. I just want to make sure that you are living a life where you can feel just as fulfilled as I do. With everything. I want you to do everything that you want to do, no matter what it is. If you were a swimmer, I wouldn’t want you to give up swimming for me.”

The tablet was definitely off. Changkyun’s eyes weren’t even moving. No wonder he knew everything that went on in the dorm.

“Okay, but why did you suggest your friends?”

“They’re your friends too. I may not know much,” Jooheon shrugged, “but I know you need to feel comfortable with whoever you go swimming with.”

I laughed, throwing my head back in delight. This was precisely why I loved Jooheon.

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[alecksblog-blog]

Ang hirap. Tangina. Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit. Ang bigat sa pakiramdam yung makausap yung gusto mo pero yung usapan nyo, ibang tao. Di ko kaya. Sabi ko basta masaya siya, pero tangina pano naman ako. Bakit ba ganon. Di ako sapat. Totoo nga ata yung napanood ko sa tiktok, for character development lang ako. Ang sakit. Yung natutuwa siya sa iba.. parang last yr pa siya naka move on. Hays. Although, yun naman sabi niya, last yr pa nawawala. Bat ba ang bobo ko. Binigay ko naman lahat. Sobra ba? Kulang? Di ko pa rin magets. I guess wala na talaga siyang nararamdaman para sa akin. Choice ko naman lumaban pa, bakit? Para san? Hays. Kung siya bumitaw na, nakakapit pa din ako, saan? Di ko alam. Grabeng challenge naman tong binigay sa akin ni Lord. Sorry kung puro ako hiling ako sayo lord. Hays. Dami kong hiling sa kanya. Naiyak pa rin ako hanggang ngayon, di ko alam kung lalong mawawala yung feelings niya sa akin kapag kinakausap ko siya, or kung babalik ba. O bagong pagibig ba yung mararamdaman namin. Sana bago. Sabi niya, di daw ako red flag. Haha. Gagi kung di ako red flag bat naiwan ako? Putek na red flag, naalala ko na naman yung kwento niya about sa crush niya. Hays. Matagal niya na daw nakikita yun e. What if, dati pa lang crush niya na pero di niya lang pinapayagan sarili niya? Dahil sa akin? Di ko alam. Ayaw kong isipin na dati pa. Di ko maiwasan. Ang daming tumatakbo sa isip ko. Kala ko may makakausap ako na pwede pagshare-ran. Haha gagi same pala kami ng nararanasan, same pero iba haha kasi na fall out of love din siya. Tas ako. Naiwan haha gagi talaga. Well, tingin ko pwede ako makakuha perspective niya. Although sinabi naman na sa akin kung san ako nagkamali, nagkulang. What more to that. Wala gusto ko lang may kausap. Kinamusta ko ngayon tropa ko, ewan ko kung magrereply. Hahaha. Baka ayaw niya din kumausap no? Ahaha. Kawawa ka naman JD. Natatae pa ako hayup. Nagdadrama nga ako e. Haha. Ano bang problema sa akin? Ugali ko ba? Manhid ba ako? Feeling ko yung pagkaslow ko, na jinoke niya kanina, ay totoo. Slow ako sa pag pick up ng mga bagay. Siguro yun nga, tanga ko. Sobrang nafocus ba ako na pasayahin siya, kahit di ko alam na nasasaktan na siya? Di ko alam. Kapag nagtatanong ako kung kamusta siya tas okie lang ang sagot niya, may part sa akin na di naniniwala. Nung simula hanggang ngayon, may part pa rin na di ako naniniwala na okay siya. Kasi alam ko, o di ko alam, feeling ko lang alam ko yung nararamdaman niya. Bat di niya sinasabi? Kasi ba pumapayag na ako agad na okay siya? Umo-okay na lang ako kapag sinasabi niya na ayos siya. Dun ba ako nagkamali? Kulang ba ako sa pagpapa-alala na pwede siay magsabi sa akin kahit ano? Ngayon, nagsasabi / nagkekwento siya na magaan yung loob niya. Bakit dati, mabigat ba? Kaya di siya nagkekwento? O pag nakekwento siya mabigat? Siguro. Bakit? Kasi wala ako sinasabi? Or paulit ulit ako sinasabi? Baka nga ganon. --

[unlikelyglitterstrawberry]

Karen ang daming nagrereklamong mga ahente yung mga ginawa mo skanila nung sabado.

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MGA talaga? Mga? Ang ginawa ko nga niyayakap yakap ko 3 ka-close ko, tapos hinila ako ni kuya rey nung sa sayawan, tapos ningigitian at thumbs up ko lang naman mga nakakasalubong ko, doon kay Ms. Pat kasi sa phone ko, tapos mga kasama ko sa L3 or L300 na sasakyan na wala ako ibang ginawa kundi mag ask kung sino at saan ang next na bababa, nanghingi ng tubig at jinoke ko lang about doon sa 100 php at kausap ko lang si kuya ariel.

[captainholyday]

Owh jinok natang ni eh...!!! (at Cronix Store)

[kinuha-ng-alien]

Jinoke ko kay ate yung giraffe, nagalit siya sa'kin. 😢😂

Most important unspoken rule:WHAT HAPPENS ON TUMBLR STAYS ON TUMBLR.*di effective sa outside world, sorry 🙃

[heyjassystayclassy-blog]

Pinost pa talaga sa fb yung jinoke ko eh 😂😂😂😂

[babynicnoc]

April 26, 2019 jinoke lang kita sir na manlibre ka ng iced coffee. Tas kinaumagahan, nagcharity kami tas tinotoo mo yung panlilibre ng iced coffee 😍 Thankyouuuu sir! Hahaha 😘