#jhope agnst

[silv3rswirls]

in the dark

Note: another little something for my Music Box story; pt.1 pt2.

Hoseok found himself waking up at another ungodly hour, hot and restless as he tosses the covers away. He drags his hands through his hair with a heavy sigh. 

Nearly two years since you passed away, and he still had trouble sleeping. He dreamt of you often, some nights the dreams were better than others, not like tonight. Somewhere in his dreams, he’d see you again. Smiling as pretty as ever, waiting for him to join you. He would, sit with you and hold your hand again. Unable to take his eyes from yours, unable to stop talking. 

Together for so long, but not long enough. He had pictured growing old with you, and even now that it’s been two years he still couldn’t sit with the imagination of a future without you. Life wasn’t the same, he was sure it never would be. Sometimes he could pretend everything was alright, convince himself you were just away on a fun trip to help him get to sleep, only to wake up the next day to an empty apartment. He’d get ready in somber silence, and drag his feet to your grave, and spend his day sitting there, telling himself just one more minute until he’d leave. 

He tried to date and move on, but it didn’t work. It made him sick to his stomach, guilty even. He just wasn’t ready, and deep down he hoped he never would be. “I love you” he sighed, turning over and rubbing a stray tear away on his pillow. He closed his eyes, thinking of you. 

“Say it back” he murmured, eyes brimmed with tears and throat burning. “Say I love you back, just one more time.” He choked out a sob, a flood of tears wetting his cheeks. “I need to hear it.”

In the dark, when night comes and dreams overtake; he sees you again.

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[animesllut666]

HALLOWEEN 🎃

"Thank you."

Type: little (short) imagine

Characters: Jhope x GNreader

Warnings: None? Fluff? My attempt at fluff. Not proof read.

AN: I little thing, cuz I'm passing out candy. And a little kid ran back to the car screaming "SHE GAVE ME TWO HANDFULS AND THEN LET ME PICK SOME" and I died. But this is something, that I want in life, passing out candy while cozying up to someone I like while watching movies.

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"Did you see that lady bug costume for the baby?" Hoseok whinned out, scooting his feet along the floor as he set the bowl of candy down.

"Yes! And the tooth fairy? My heart exploded when he smiled an had some missing teeth, and then proudly told us he lost a tooth today?!" You shouted in joy, the smile on your face starting to hurt your cheeks.

Walking back to the couch, lifting up the blanket that was discarded at the sound of the knock on the door.

"Ya know, thank you," You told him, earning a questioning look from him, eyebrow raised at the sudden thanks towards him.

He shoved your shoulder with his own, "Come on Jagi, why the sudden thanks? I didn't show up all in glam, and grace you with my presence," He exclaimed, a slight blush showing up on both your faces. Shaking your head before speaking, "Well.. I've just always wanted something like this ya know? Passing out candy with someone I love, watching crappy horror movies with a soft blanket. Snacks around us, and just enjoying life, an each other time."

"JAGI! Y/N! MY LOVE!! THATS SO SWEET! AGGH!" He hollered in joy, wrapping his arms around you, pulling you in towards him. Littering your face with kisses, at the sound of the faint knock on the door. You both jumped up, getting tangled in arms, legs and the blanket, giggled erupting from you both. Trying to get too the door in time for the trick or treaters.

He opened the door, while you grabbed the candy, the kids shouting 'Trick or treat!' the smiles on your faces spreading wide. "Oh look at you all!" You passed out the candy, while Hoseok was having a mini dance off with the little ballet dancer. "Thank you!" They shouted, as you closed the door and shut off the light. A kiss being pressed to your cheek, "Ya want to continue watching the movie?" He lightly gripped your wrist, pulling you down beside him.

"Thank you, I mean it." Pressing a kiss to his hand, telling Alexa to continue the movie. Snuggling into each other, him loosely throwing his arm across your front.

The smile on your face was from the crappy movie, the snacks scattered around on the table in front of you, and the screams of joy an laughs of excitement from the night. The best part?

Was snuggling next too your boyfriend, it was everything you imagined and wanted in life.

"I love you." A small kiss to the cheek.

"I love you too." A small peck to the crown of your head.

[iamyoursinblog]

Fury

Pairing:  Jung Hoseok x Min Yoongi (feat. Taehyung and Jungkook)

Genre: angst

Word Count:  1 k

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Summary: And how he managed to fall in love with you so much. He hated the fact that he found out that you and Yoongi were dating. But he was even more fury that his friend treats you so coldly in the circle of friends, allowing the other girls to flirt with him in front of you. Should he take the chance when he get the opportunity?

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Everything seemed to be in slow motion ... Your T-shirt slowly flew to his feet while he stared at you. He closed his eyes and turned away, taking a deep breath. If you took even a half step towards him, he certainly would not have been able to keep himself from being pulled you into his arms. He listened to your quarrel with Yoongi and was completely shocked. Why didn't he figure it out sooner ... but the fact that he brought Yoongi to you and asked for forgiveness for him just made his blood boil with fury! The pain in your voice, your tears ... He held out with all his might not to knock all the shit out of Yoongi right now for cheating on you!

Turning around, he grabbed Yoongi and dragged him towards the exit. He was too ashamed to be in the same room with you now. He walked in silence, dragging Yoongi with him, who was trying to break out of his grasp. He didn't even hear what Yoongi was saying to him. He was too dumbfounded by his friend's act. He threw Yoongi into the back seat and started the car. He drove at full speed towards the dorm. In the same silence, they went up to the apartment.

"How could you do this to her?" growled Hoseok as they entered the living room. "Are you even human?" he stared at Yoongi with disdain.

"That you meddle too much in our relationship with _______ as MY friend!" Yoongi growled, turning fully towards Hoseok.

"God, why did I even protect last night such asshole as you?!" Hoseok shook his head.

"And this is the main question: why did you even touch the girl who belongs to me!" yelled at him Yoongi

“If you acted like her boyfriend, I wouldn't have to do this, and take her away so as not to see the pain in her eyes while she watched your indifferent behavior!” he shouted at Yoongi

“It's none of your fucking business, Hoseok! You think if you fell in love with her you can do something like that behind my back!” Yoongi practically spat those words out in disgust.

"What? Do something like that????!!!!!!" Hoseok grabbed Yoongi by the collar "I'm holding on with my last bit not to beat the shit out of you for what you've done to ________!"

“Who do you think you are!!! You have no right at all to even pronounce her name!"

"So are you too!"

"She is mine! She belongs to me! Her heart belongs only to me! Her body belongs only to me! So keep your fucking heart and dick away from my girlfriend! She is mine property!” shouted Yoongi.

Everything inside Hoseok exploded at Yoongi's words. He pushed Yoongi hard in the chest, which caused him to land at the end of the room, knocking over a table, which he crashed into with his back.

"Oh, you bastard!" yelled Yoongi as he stood up from the floor and pounced on Hoseok. Hoseok staggered when he was hit in the jaw by Yoongi.

“What the hell is going on here?!” shouted Jungkook, who appeared behind them with Taehyung and dragged Yoongi and Hoseok to different side of the room.

"In words, please!" said Taehyung, holding tightly to Yoongi, who was struggling to escape.

"That garbage does not deserve words!" shouted Hoseok, trying to break free from Jungkook's steel grip.

"What the fuck happened between you?!" Jungkook asked, squeezing his arms tighter around Hoseok's waist.

"This bastard fucked yesterday's blonde in his studio!" growled Hoseok.

"She was hot when she danced on Yoongi's lap," Taehyung chuckled, winking at Jungkook. "What's the problem? It doesn't look like you were interested in her"

"What is the problem? Would you like to tell yourself to them what the problem is, Yoongi?" He glared at Yoongi with rage. "The fucking problem is that Yoongi has been secretly dating _______ for almost a year!” shouted Hoseok and the room fell into silence.

Taehyung's hands fell to the sides, letting go of Yoongi and looking at him in shock. Taehyung and Jungkook looked at each other, still disbelieving what they had just heard. Yoongi glared at Hoseok, but did not move, because he had nothing to answer on that! Hoseok shoved away Jungkook, who was still holding his waist, wiping blood from his split lip. Hoseok grabbed his jacket and headed for the exit. He didn't want to stay a minute longer in this room. He ran into the elevator by clicking on the parking floor. He hit the metal wall with force several times with his fist. He took a step back when he saw a trail of blood on the wall. He got off the elevator and headed for the car.

He got into the car and started it before quickly pulling out of the parking lot. He didn't even understand why and how he ended up in front of your house. He was so absorbed in thoughts of what happened today that he did not even realize that he had come to you. Although he could not say that he was too surprised by this. He got out of the car and went up to your floor. His hand froze in the air without pressing the doorbell when he heard a muffled crying behind the door. His heart sank, he wanted to come in and hug you, taking all your pain away hiding you in his arms from this cruel world.

What am I must to do now?, he asked himself, sliding to the floor next to your door.

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[btsforlif]

Dancer

Pairing: jhope x chubby/plus size reader

Genres: fluff, smut, (three lines of agnst at last if you want to skip it then you can😄)

Rating: 18+

Warnings ‼️: sexual content, a little bit of sexual tension, fingering, the ending is thrash ( I think that's it?)

Notes: (please ignore any grammatical mistakes), ( I wrote the ending while I was sleepy so it can be bad), (I have censored some words that I found uncomfortable writing so I hope you understand 😃), (once again I wrote the ending quickly)

Being a dancer wasn't a normal thing for you because people always think that dance is not made for chubby people's but in your case you wanted to show them that if somebody believes they can do something than they can do it.

Your dream is to become a dancer, when you were 10 you saw someone dancing on the street and there were so many interested and you were one of them, from then you started to start dance on your own with letting your parents know because you thought if they know you love dancing they wouldn't support you. But one day accidentally they saw it and they supported you in this.

So here you were standing in front of an studio which you wanted to be a part of. You gently opened the gate and stepped inside and saw so many people practicing, you weren't able see the mentor but you would see him afterwards, firstly you wanted admission in this studio.

"Hello" you said the receptionist "hello" she said smiling "I wanted to admission in this studio" you asked "sure just fill this form" she said checking me out "ok" all I said.

It took 10 minutes but you got it, after giving her the filled form "ok you can start from today or tomorrow" she said giving me a look "ok" all I said once again.

Once again you were in the main arena, you were already in your dance clothes so you didn't have to change and now you don't know what to do because its your first time so you just thought that you will firstly talk to the mentor and then do whatever he will tell.

You saw your teacher and your eyes widened "damn he is hot f*ck'' you walk to him and call him when he saw you he stopped teaching and tell them to practice the choreography he taught " yes?" He said checking you out "hmm so I am new here and I don't know what to do" you said a little shyly "ohh I have started the choreography I can't teach you now wait I have a idea you learn from were we are and I will teach the first part to you afterwards'' you were kinda distracted by his lips because he was biting it so sexually.

"Ok sir" all you said and he asked you to go back in the row to start the practice.

You were a little tried because of morning session of your dance class but you were determined to learn the first part so you stayed behind to learn it. Right now you were sitting while checking your phone and waiting for your teacher "I am here, I am here"

You saw him coming into the studio from a door but you paid no attention because it's not your duty "ok let's start, you remember the second part right? It will be a little hard to learn first part because it has partners because the starting of the song has a little romantic music and then we seperate to our own ways ok?" He said ruffling his hairs "ok I will do my best" it's what you said but you were nervous because first thing they is no other than me and him for the choreo, second thing is we both will be the partners for the dance and the third thing why his he looking so hot with a little bit of sweat on his head?.

"So let's start the first step, firstly the girls will enter from right and the boys will from left you got it?" He asked while going on the left side and telling you to go right side "yes sir" you replied "ok so the next thing we have to come at the exact moment and have to do a royal type of dancing while moving in circle, not touching eachother hands, yeah like this, while flirting with each other's eyes" he said it while staring deeply in my eyes.

"Ok so the next thing we have to do is after three circles you have to move while your back facing ok? The next you have to do is stretch left leg a little bit and move your hand around my neck yeah like this"

it was not hard but it was giving you some type of emotions that you didn't wanted to feel. While doing that pose he gently moved his hand around your waist and his other hand under your chest, your breath hitched because of his touch, he gave squeeze where his hands were and he gently nibbles on your left ear while for you it was getting hard to breathe.

When he rolled you in front you both were staring deeply into each other's eyes and the next thing you knew you both were kissing eachother gently but as the time passed it was getting more heated. He squeezed your a*s while making out with you he broke the kiss and asked "do you want to do this" "yes sir" you said panting "call me hoseok" all he said before kissing you passionately again.

He moved his hand till he was unzipping your pants and puts his hand in and started to circle your clit with his fingers, gathering your wetness as a lobe he gently inserted his two fingers in your cunt till he was knuckle deep  and started to move his fingers in and out of you "baby you are so wet hmm"hoseok groaned feeling your wetness and the sounds your cunt is making. You moaned because of the feeling, while giving you pleasure from his hand he started to leave wet kisses on your neck kissing and sucking on it till it was purple. "Do you like this baby" he said between kisses "yess hoseok" your legs were going to give up because of the pleasure, you can feel your stomach tightening "I-i am gonna c*m don't stop p-please" you cried out "c*m for me y/n" and you snapped. you moaned out aloud, you were panting from your one of the best orgasam. While hoseok takes your hand and took you to a room.

This room was not that big but it has an large sofa. Once both of you were inside he locked the door, he came to you and started to strip you gently. "So beautiful" he said seeing you naked, he gently pushed you so that you were lying on the bed. When you were layed down he started to strip himself, you wanted to see him naked so you pushed you elbows at you side and sat up a little bit so that you can see how hot he was looking. He caught you looking so when he started to unzip his jeans he starred at your eyes to tease you. You can see his lust blown eyes and you knew he was teasing you by taking out his jeans slowly, so you whined a little bit so he can do it fast "I am all done my greedy little girl" he said hovering over you.

He started again by kissing you passionately and broke the kiss apart for oxygen "you look so beautiful under me baby" he said between pecks. He slowly goes down till he was face to face with your breasts "so big and so full ohh god" he said while taking your one nipples in his mouth while playing with your other one.

"Y/n I can't wait anymore" his c*ck was throbbing and he wanted to be inside of  you "then fu*k me please" you were desperate yourself. Hearing your words he groaned while lining his co*k to your entrance, he gently pushes it in and you both moaned in unison "god damn your Pu*sy is so tight" he  gave you a little bit of time and when u signalled him to move, he started to move slowly trying to find his rhythm.

"Yes, yes oh my god" you cried out because of the pleasure "tell me you like getting fu*ked out completely by me huh" you moaned because of his dirty talk "yes I-i love it" you were a moaning mess and you were loving it. He groaned feeling your cunt squeezing his di*k so well "baby do it again" he ordered and you instantly did it "oh my god" he groaned, "I am cu*ming" you shouted. He started to rub your clit roughly while pounding in you "baby let go c*m for me" he himself was on the edge.

"F*ck!!" You cried out while cu*ming on his di*k and few seconds after hoseok was filling you with his seeds. You both were a panting mess he rolled over next you while catching his breath "tha-that was amazing y/n" he said still panting a little bit "yes it was" you smiled at him.

"I should get going" you said while trying to standing up your legs were sore but you will manage "no wait were are you going please stay" hoseok plead "this was a one stand for you right" you asked confused "no baby I like you from the first time I looked on you, I wanted to take you to a date and start over" he said while showing his puppy eyes.

"I would love too" you gave him your number and stayed a little bit and then you have to go at your home back because it was already so late. Hoseok was grinning while texting you a good night and then he himself had to go his home. Once you both got home you both slept while dreaming about each other

But, at last some people don't live in your life forever, sometimes only their memories do.

[lxving-kpxp-blog]

Confusion

I don’t know if I absolutely like him. But I am attracted to him. I dont know why. Maybe its his smile. Or his laugh. Hoseok. I have this feeling that he likes me. Maybe. We will find out today I look into the mirror and look at myself. I look at the outfit I have on. I have my best friend coming over to help. Yoongi. Since they are great friends it should be easy for him to help out. I hear a knock on the door and I run to go open it. First thing I see is the gummy smile and I smile immediately. I pull his arm and I push him straight on the couch. “Woah YN. Why so rough?” He asks sitting up right. I quickly sit next to him. “I need your help.” I rush out He eyebrows frown up in confusion. “With what?” “I need you help to see if Hoseok likes me. Because if he does then maybe we can go out or something…do you know how awesome that would be. We would be so cu-” “He doesn’t like you and never will” he says bluntly. He looks away with a angered face. My heart instantly broke. The little not of confidence I had is gone. The little bit of happiness that I had is gone. I look over at Yoon. To see maybe see if he was joking. But nothing. I slowly stand up. Tear are now falling over the makeup I took a long time to do. “What is wrong with you!” I yell. I couldn’t help it. It just angered me so much. He flinches but tried to cover it up. But I seen it. Yet he still won’t look at me. “Maybe I liked him. Maybe I wanted a future with him or maybe-” “It will n e v e r happen” he says looking dead into my eyes. Then he quickly looks away. “Get out” I whisper angrily. His head snaps over to me and he looks shocked. Yoongi doesn’t usually show much emotion. But when he does, what ever caused it really did something to him. He stands up and reaches over, “YN” “No! Get out!” I say a little bit louder. I just want to go to bed and cry my self to sleep. He nods his head and walks out the door. Right outside of the door he turns around to say something but I slam the door and lock it. I hear him pound on the door yelling at me to open the door. But I just turn around and run to my room. • • • • • • For the next couple of hours, ive done nothing but lay in bed and eat. I dont think I’m upset at the fact that Hoseok doesn’t like me. I think its just the fact that my suppose friend just threw the horrible truth at me. Not even sugar coating it to make me feel better Maybe its the fact that I knew he didn’t or wouldn’t like me. Maybe I mistaken his brotherly affection with a different one. I finally get out of bed and walk to my window wanting to open it up. But before I could I notice that Yoons car is still here. He shouldve been left like four hours ago. I walk go the front door and see that its still locked. I open the door and Yoongi falls over onto the floor. “Aishh!” He groans and pick himself up. He looks as if he was sleeping. “What are you doing?!” I ask. I’m literally confused. “YN. I wasn’t leaving until I could explain myself” he says coming closer to me. I walk backwards not wanting him anywhere near me. “You dont need too. I understand perfectly fine that he doesn’t like me” I say almost tearing up again. “Yes. But I know who” he sighs. My body jumps in excitement but I dont show it. “Who?” I ask looking past him. Next thing I know I feel something force itself on my lips. I look and see Yoongi. I start to notice how he squeezes his eyes shut while kissing me. I just couldn’t help but to kiss him back. It wasn’t long until he pulled away and he looks right into my eyes. “Give me a chance YN”

[silv3rswirls]

just a moment

Note: This is a continuation of something I wrote over a year ago' Music Box. It can be read on its own though; there's just more context in Music Box.

Warnings: Death. grief

Blades of grass were itchy against Hoseok’s skin as he remained settled in the spot he had chosen hours ago. The autumn chill nipped at his nose, chilled his fingers stiff, and left permanent chills wracking his spine. Hoseok had sat down early that morning; though it was evening now, the sun looked ready to disappear. “One more minute,” he told himself for the billionth time that day. This was one of the many reasons he strayed away from visiting your grave often. He spent too much time and neglected his own life outside of the cemetery to just sit. Quietly, not even brimmed with joy to talk to you about all you’ve missed since you left.

His stomach rumbled; he hadn’t eaten all day. 

He shifted positions to his knees as he leaned over to grab his bag. Gently, he pulled his final gift to you out. He had already left plenty of flowers, normally he would just have them sent rather than placing them himself. He futzed with the flowers for a second, fixing them to be perfect once again. “I thought you might want this, more than any kind of flower.” He sighed, shoulders dropping as he settled back. 

His hands shook as he extended them, he blamed the cold rather than his sadness. Gently, he placed the small box down before the headstone. “Do you remember it?” He smiles, though it looks pained. He remembered fondly when the music box had made its way into your hands. It had been one of the early birthday presents he picked to gift you. A pretty, glass music box. A little outdated, but you liked that kind of thing. You would stare in adoration, watching the couple spin around to pretty chimes and dings. You wind it so much that Hoseok would tsk and finally tell you to leave it be. He regretted all those times.

“Should I wind it for you?” His fingers stung as they dug into the notch and turned. He waited, staring at the cracks situated in the little glass man; it had taken him hours to fix it after he found it broken. It had been worth it, but having to stare at it every day just reminded him of you, and left him ashamed to have even let it break in the first place. You would hate to see it in shatters.

He lets the tune play, though the couple doesn’t spin and dance anymore; which had been your favorite part. He sucked in a deep, shaky breath. The distant sting of tears built in his eyes and throat as he tried to clear it away. “You didn’t know it was going to be your last goodbye,” He could clearly hear Yoongi's comforting words. “You didn’t know, it’s not your fault.”

“I should leave now.” He nodded to himself, pretending there weren’t tears starting to fall down his cheeks again. He didn’t move to get up though, just stared longingly at your grave, eyes drifting from the flowers to the music box. He’s stuck there, too tired to stand up. “Just a moment,” he told himself.

The picture of a man sitting at a grave, with tired sunken eyes haven lost the will to get back up and leave; what a sad picture it was.

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