#jfdfjds;

[kittyandco]

gm! early morning post (take 2 because my drafts are a black hole that ate the original post i guess?), but it's okay because i am thinking about elliot 🥺

HNKNA IS SUCH A FUN GAME

you don't get to do a ton, but it is so interesting. i love how much more content it has, naturally, than the manga, and i LOVE the original heart manga. so much. and i love soumei hoshino's art in that manga 10000% more than the game's art, but there are sprites that have me like 😳 kdlffdkfl. there's so much more lore and interaction; it's interesting!

anyway, i'm so glad i got the game working, and at such an opportune time! (last night was really hard)

and... elliot said this 🥺

for context: just before this, because he Sucks Majorly, blood hit elliot so hard that he nearly passed out because everyone's solution in this world is violence, and my 2 options were to either scold blood or help elliot. of course i chose to help elliot, and he was so surprised that i even spent the time to do that for him 🥺 i was SO MAD THOUGH THAT HE GOT HURT, but he was so surprised and flattered that someone would care for him at all and aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[takinghisbow]

@ahogedetective replied to your post “@ahogedetective asked: ❝ monomono !!!!!!!!! ❞ (...”:

FNFNDJFD I'M LAUGHIING, PLEASE!!! /KOKICHI!!!/ THAT MACHINE SAID LET HIM BE HORNY FOR HIS SHUMAI!! JFNDJD SHUICHI LOOKING AS RED AS THE SCARF RIGHT NOW!!! HE'S STILL GONNA KEEP IT THOUGH...totally not bc he sees how eager his bf is about it.. and he thinks that'd be hot too...or anything.... 👀 JFDFJD love these spicy booooys!!!

​FSDKJFDHFJKDS he just had to immediately be like "shuichi as a masked hero? Nice™" LMAO these two, i swear. believe me, kokichi thought shuichi would be down for it too 👀 FDSFJDAKSH

[allthebettertobiteyouwith]

ooo I LOVE olives and mushrooms! ! Yes pls

Also I’ll gladly be your stim toy that you make all wet and desperate…claiming me with every touch and bite…I need to slide my tongue into your mouth already, handsome, you drive me crazy (I get so whiny when I French kiss)

also I hope when it hits you like a freight train you take all your horniness out on me. I mean, maybe I’ll make sure to rile you up. Show myself off however you want to get you going. You wanna tell me how to present myself for you, right, sir? I love the idea of you just being so unbearably turned on so yea I can make it a whole lot harder for you if you’ll let me

also maybe I’ll make sure to tell you every time I play with myself and you’re on my mind. The thought of you and your words do tend to make me pant into my sheets.

mhm you’re soooo handsome sir 💕💕💕

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You are such a little instigator and it's unfortunately really charming n I wanna bite you really bad about it n then kiss and lick over your marks. Maybe also slip my hand into your boxers n tease you when I realize how wet you are.

I want to indulge every little fantasy you have about me n the fact that you get so worked up for me drives me crazy!! I want you sooo bad, baby boy <3

I love knowing I'm on your mind, especially when you're all needy and desperate for me to tease you <3 These next few weeks of barely having some time alone to get off are going to be so annoying n I'm gonna be thinking of you humping your pillow while whimpering for me to cope jfdfjd

[hansolmates]

170827 DIAMOND EDGE NYC: VVIP/HI-TOUCH & vernon moment!

disc. THIS IS A LONG AND COMPREHENSIVE post about my experience and mostly this is for me so i can look back at it in an hour and cry and i’ll probably add onto this later. im really really thankful that i had an amazing experience and i will love svt forever nd ever

During the day:

I woke up around 4am and arrived around 7.30 and they lined us up. My group of three vvip friends were around the 50s so we had a good line spot. The one thing I must say was that it was extra frustrating that the people who camped out (which is not allowed!) Were given PRIORITY tickets and cut the line! I can't even begin to explain how frustrated I was that they got special treatment for something they weren't supposed to do. We sorta just chilled around until 11 o’clock, we danced a little nd watched the carat ice cream truck go by!

But anyway there was nothing we could do and they sent vvip into the venue around 12 by then there were so many people and we stayed upstairs of the venue because having 3k people around one street was way too crowded. At first I didn't know what was going on but they were apparently preparing us for hi touch. We all lined up on the balcony and it was kinda sorta balls sweat hot. WE WERE BLASTIN MUSIC AND DANCING I WAS SCREAMING SO HARD lemme tell u less than 200 people on the rooftop that’s a party and then the staffer (who i will affectionately call J because she was amazing) was like “lol svt is doing soundcheck they can hear u downstairs and they think y’all are funny” and it was only 200 of us singing and stuff so they recorded us cheering for them and sent it back to svt. At the time she was filming i just came out of the bathroom and she filmed me and kris looking like absolute idiots dancing for svt by the bathroom LOL Afterwards mmt and svt sent us more water and snacks and soda because we couldn’t leave the venue to get food THEY'RE SO SWEET THE STAFF TREATED US SO NICELY!! J and mmt handled our fangifts with care and put them in sturdy boxes and made sure that we were hydrated and energized before we went back inside

HI TOUCH

OK THE HI TOUCH WAS A LITERAL BLUR they sent us to some stairs and was telling us the rules then all of a sudden we rounded the corner!! No warning!!! AND SEVENTEEN WAS THERE GIVING THE HI TOUCH!! The order thanks to haru peeps are as follows: minghao, vern, hosh, jun, jeonghan, woozi, seungkwan, dino, wonwoo, dk, scoups, josh mingyu. I wasn’t prepared for vern to go first nd I have an audio of me freaking out and going “oh shiiiii” when Vern was right next to me oh mah gah. I tried to pull it off and say “bro” and I did but Vernon kept staring at me until he got to kristine lol im so sorry vern!! But he’s even more gorgeous in person, his eyes are beautiful and his jawline can cut a bitch and he was wearing his cute red flannel that he always has on!! His head is big and his smile takes up his entire face and he’s just one big puppy you want to cuddle and im infinitely thankful for the eye contact!! Minghao is so hot oh my god he looks so confident and chill and he was givin those “yeaah babe” vibes. Their hands feel like lily petals. Boonseoksoon and cheol were very heartwarming, i squeezed all their hands until i was rushed off but i stopped to tell josh that he had pretty eyes and ended it off with mingyu and we jogged to our spot at vvip.

Concert Experience

I must say that i’m wholly impressed and happy that vvip did not push (it totally would’ve been fckin embarassing bc svt is really close to the stage so yes if they pushed it would’ve been awful) and i’m really sorry to hear that the rest of vip/p1/p2 had a really hard time trying to see BUT IT’S OKAY SVT IS NEVER COMING TO T5 EVER AGAIN. So im infinitely thankful that i was really really close to the stage and got to see the boys. BUT OKAY THE ONE THING THAT PISSED ME OFF? ??? CAMERAS. CAMERAS EVERYWHERE! I wouldn’t have cared if you were upstairs or in the back, but WE WERE LITERALLY FIVE FEET FROM THEM AND THESE PEOPLE ARE 6 FEET TALL and cameras were blocking my view because they were filming the whole damn concert. LIKE IT’S RUDE? GO TO THE BACK? DID YOU LITERALLY PAY TO SEE THRU A COMPUTER I DO THAT EVERY DAY!!! I ended up seeing the concert to its fullest so it’s fine BUT STILL SVT DOESN’T WANNA SING TO  BUNCH OF CAMERAS ESP TO THE PEOPLE IN THE FRONT? PEOPLE ARE PAID TO FILM THEM, THERE ARE FANSITES EVERYWHERE!! Enjoy the fleeting time you have with them!

But in the end it was more opportunity for me to soak up all the fanservice because *twiddles fingers* mwhahaahahahha there was enough room for me to dance for hoshi and going svt and i made eye contact with him, wonwoo during the dancing as well, mingyu, jeong *dies* it was too much 

Vernon (extended fanservice + rapping together!)

VERNON GETS A WHOLE DANG SECTION OKAY!!!! BECAUSE HE!! WAS NOT OKAY!!11! Kristine and i have been strategically preparing for MONTHS watching countless performances to stay in the corner where vern/jun would be performing on the most, turns out to be the right side so im two people away from the stage so i had a really good view of vernon’s beauty. I thought it was just me being biased but out of all the members Vernon’s stage presence is IMPECCABLE!! He doesn’t quote-unquote try to captivate you, he just naturally attracts people because his aura is so so so palpable. He was made to be on that stage!!!

Fanservice w/vern!

*sweats* after the whole hi touch fiasco i was convinced vern wouldn’t want to look at me but i held up my “vernon u lit” poster (dw i didn’t raise it high to block ppl) AND IT WORKED!!! My main highlight with him together was during check in (skip to 5:00) and since there was a lot of room I WAS GOING OFF dancing with him and rapping mingyu’s part along with him and shit i thought we had such a “feelin it” moment it was so surreal we were both in the song getting super super hype and the music was just immersed around us and i felt like the whole room melted apart and it was just the two of us sdlfjds;fjk;dsf im so gross my heart is warm my eyes are watery as i type this!! i miss him so much

anyway every performance after that, especially rock/if i and the ending ment i felt his stare and y’know that feeling when you pass someone attractive in the mall and you have that five-minute crush on them… i hope vern had that five minute crush on me because man i almost felt a way that boo or someone might feel when vern has that stare on you. He’s infinitely sweet and thankful at the ending ment when he thanked us for giving him new memories for his hometown i almost cried but he was lookin in my direction so i swallowed my feels

Final Details

Dino is the best. Performer. Like hosh performs really well when he dances! But shiii boy dino is on ALL THE DAMN TIME. i was told to be forewarned when u see dino AND Y’ALL WERE RIGHT

Lots of dk/minghao stans!!!! DK’S EYES ARE SO TWINKLY I UNDERSTAND WHY U LOVE HIM SO MUCH! A vvip had their gift as sunflowers with dk’s face on it IT’S SO FITTING

Performance unit IS WILD i used to think performance unit was just bc they did a lot of the choreo BUT NO. THEIR PERFORMANCE IS ALL THE WAY UP THERE you could feel every inch of their body carefully calculated and perfected even with OMG and highlight ND I WAS NEVER PREPARED FOR “MY I” WHY WASN’T THERE ARE TRANSITION FROM CRAZY LOVE TO THEN HOW DARE U

I used to go to concerts and from far away watch them spray water in the pit and u wish u were those people during healing cheol sprayed water and i felt CHRISTENED but all of a sudden ALL OF SEVENTEEN SPRAYED US IT WAS WET AND I FELT REBORN

At the ending ment hoshi screamed “I LOVE NEW JERSS----I LOVE NEW YORKKKK” lol my jersey self giggled

wonwoo/jun/scoups/jeonghan were definitely the most tired. Jun and Wonwoo were spacing out like crazy and coups literally ate his mic. Jeonghan was in another world most of the time, especially during the ballads he looked out to the crowd making exhausted eye contact. It looked like he was trying really hard to sing. Jeonghan and seungkwan had very visible cystic/stress acne, even through their makeup

*sigh* i guess i can’t avoid talking about the jeonghan situation amirite. From where i was everyone was v confused, sevnteen included. It lasted probably total of 10 seconds and we moved on. It was bad. We know it was very bad. Although Jeonghan seemed lowkey amused afterward THAT ISN’T THE POINT the concert was 99.9% perfect and i hope everyone remembers that and doesnt antagonize american carats (as american fans usually are for all the baddies)

All and all i feel honored that i was able to spend a comfortable night with svt, i know a lot of people aren’t able to say the same esp the people in the back. Its still replaying in my head and im infinitely thankful to stan such a wonderful group of boys and im glad to be a part of their tour

[puppyboymlm]

oh whoops i forgot to say why!!! i get a lot of someone's personality from their hair + face n your hair slaps i love it n your face is both stone cold and cry laughing yknow? -mlmbitch

YEAH THAT MAKES SENSE KSKS U MUST BE GOOD AT THAT THEN BC I MEAN YEAH ITS ACCURATE ANGVGJSV BUT THIS IS RLY NICE THANK U.. ;___;

[pumpkins-s]

Okay so hi! I hope your move is going well!! I'm writing this all really fast before I chicken out again HERE GOES. Now i absolutely don't mean to rush u with writing, just wanna explain, I commented on otdatw (multiple times 😅) but I've finally had the time to listen to the playlist and 1) I think i need to read the fic again, this time definitely with the playlist as soundtrack, and 2) I really love the oh hellos, wow, and 3) just thank you again it's a marvelous fic and have a nice day!!

jfdfjd okay I have been so slow getting to this and other asks, so my update post probably more or less explained how my move situation Went (though I do appreciate the well wishes in that regard!), but my apologies for this late reply, now onto the actual Replying--

Thank you for your comments on otdatw!!! I’m sorry you probably never got replies to any AO3 comments you left--I did read and appreciate every comment I got so much, I just kind of missed the boat on replying to comments on the second chapter as much as I missed the boat with like...upkeeping my social media. My life just kind of went haywire, but fic comments did and do mean the world to me. 

But I’m glad you listened to & enjoyed the playlist!! Putting together my fic playlists is a work of love for me, since music informs my writing experience so much and I want to share that, and I’m always so happy when people take the time to listen to them. So thank you for that! 

I’m absolutely delighted you love The Oh Hellos, too!! They’re like...genuinely my favorite band, and I can’t begin to express what they’ve done for my writing. Their music literally “fixed” a novel concept that hadn’t been working right for years, which is now my probable grad school thesis piece, and I can honestly say otdatw wouldn’t exist without Through the Deep Dark Valley. Whether you were a fan beforehand, or you found their music through otdatw, glad you like it!! 

You have a nice day (evening? it’s past midnight here), too!! Thank you for reading my silly basically just a love letter to Lilith mythology fic--hopefully I’ll have a new chapter ready to go soon.

[zhutwns-remade]

nope, can you give me details on the group? i'm sure it's full of hotties :O

i’m not shocked…..socatchers a c-pop bgr which debut in 2016 i’m not sure with ‘dangerous’ an amazing song now about the members zhao yuche still hard to remember his name :c the vocal who gives me leader vibes and i always think he’s stage name: jokiborn: jan/8/1996his evaluation / self-intro /  upward  /mini chinese les. / warm winter ig / weibowan yuxianugh i love his so much he’s so handsome and his voice jfdfjd stage name: ONEborn: jan/9/1996his  evalution / self-intro / upward / mini chinese les.  / warm winter ig / weiboying zhiyueif you not remember him his heart will brake / he has a cute doggo stage name: easyborn:jan/13/1994 his evalution/ self-intro/ upward + this one / mini chinese les / warm winterlools like he can play a guitar ig / weibo 

[sweet-dreamsxd]

Yas jfdfjd

[vladidoodles]

@magnemehr

#man that suck ass; losing work is the absolute worst :(#sorry that happened but YO#HERE SHE IS#OUR RESIDENT NOSFERATU#:^))))))))#/SHOT

YOU’RE ON THIN ICE, BUD...(but thank you WEEPS jfdfjd my laptop is a spiteful piece of shit, i’ve come to learn :’) )

#i was about to make a crack about her working for Simma’s competition#but then i remembered that New Helix =/= Pecha Grove#WELP#SO DIES THAT DREAM#no restaurant wars 4 me :’(#/SHOTx2

SAYS WHO?? Clearly nobody in PG even comes close to being a worthy rival to Simma’s restaurant....so she has to turn Pecha’s seedier sister city. B| Every once in a while, Crina has to sweep up the lunch menus Simma slips under their door as a passive aggressive gesture--- /shot

[allthebettertobiteyouwith]

heyyyyy i got some good rest I think!! Have been debating if I should play with myself at all before I have a bunch of stuff happening tn but also would just love cuddles right now honestly

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Hiii pup <3

I think you should do whatever you feel like you'd enjoy most. Also what a coincidence, I could also use some cuddles rn jfdfjd

I can hold you close for as long as we both need n pet your hair <3