#jessie mesa

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Jessie Mesa

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JESSIE MESA via tiktok

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MOTEL ROCKS x jessie mesa

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Quando você me convidou parar entrar eu sabia que era na sua vida, mas mesmo assim fiquei parada na soleira da porta a olhar-te fixamente. E você me contava a história toda, gesticulava e lhe faltavam palavras, enquanto pregava tábuas de madeiras nas janelas. E o barulho do martelo ecoava: toc, toc, toc. Pé ante pé. Sem pensar duas vezes adentrei o recinto e naquela noite você estava a fechar tudo como se a casa ou se a sua estrutura emocional fosse ser atacada ou invadida por um grande furacão. Não era a casa que poderia ser desabitada a qualquer ameaça. Era você. Era um furacão do tipo “Milton” dentro de si. Comecei a te chamar da sua personagem favorita “Nestha” e fostes acalmando. Por você, eu leria a sua saga favorita, por você eu não precisaria esperar que eu fizesse um strike ou um touchdown para saber que aquele era o momento para eu entrar em ação. Por você eu te faria acordar nem que fosse com uma única rosa branca todos os dias no lado vazio da cama até deixares ser ocupado por mim. E depois de ocupado, as rosas não parariam, existiriam buquês pôr sobre a mesa e pétalas pela escadaria. Porque eu queria você desse jeitinho mesmo. Vamos lá despregar as tábuas das janelas e deixar arejar a casa. Vamos limpar a bagunça feita. Eu espero que um dia, meu amor, quiçá eu encontre as pêonias que eu tanto amo, ao lado das tuas rosas brancas. E que aceites o ser humano imperfeito que sou, sem “mas”, sem desculpas. Porque não existe o momento certo o qual tanto esperas, existe o momento para que entres em ação. E com um joelho no chão, eu faço um pedido “seja minha”.

— Jessy em Relicário dos poetas.

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freeman's mind notes part two, e6-e10.5. under cut, long. formatting is different this time. will carry on in this way.

e6

"safety's off" sir. Sir you've just said it was a Glock. You fool. You absolute buffoon.

"clip" IT IS A MAGAZINE

I cannot respect a man who watches Die Hard this much. I just can't.

love how he reacts to the houndeye teleporting in. Flat "No."

mimics houndeye noise :>

heard Gman movin around on the catwalk above

electricity doesn't do a ton to him this first go around but does hurt and seems to paralyze him for a moment. Muscles seizing and all that

rescinds his disdain for everyone who died. Admits it's a bit difficult to live under the circumstances

"white men in armoured hazmat suits can't jump" SIR

[underwater mumbling] sounds pretty damn frantic. Genuine fear of dying by his own hand. I'd wager he thinks he's the only one that could do it.

bounces back quickly!

just goes and shoves some words together. For fun!

dislikes the ammo being covered in blood. Considers leaving it behind because if that

impacts still hurt. High impact reactive armour this is Not

e7

simian instincts strike again

has seen star trek

"maybe i should've been a bug" well I can study you like one. How's that sound

Kafka's Metamorphosis mention! It's Gregor Samsa that actually turns into a bug though, so. May not have read it.

knows who Shiva is! Not sure of her origin but she does show up in ff7, which is within his range to know about

bullsquid acid tastes like dead caterpillar

yog'sothoth :>

held his mouth open in the canal. Dude.

mouth cancer...

hates puns.

Black Mesa gets money from the dept. of defense

slur count one

is this hl source? Do the crates sway in the ported version?

correctly figures out the useless crate pit room

hates elevator music

e8

audio inconsistent :(

bug murder D: I love bugs.

shouting and breaking stuff in grad school did not help him

says grody. Like a loser.

threatens a man's life again. Doesn't seem to mean it.

calms down easily enough by breakin things

wants to blow up the building. He won't know it but it will be. Your will be honored, sir

came home to a guy impaled on his window's insulated glass. Explained that to the police.

"kind of like glass in a way" fragile and lacking a smell? got it

"GYAHH" high pitched scream!

has been hit by many tasers over dates.

pepper spray is worse.

first instance of sonic damage (gun in air vent)

some guy named Jessie would electrocute himself on his bed and end up paralyzed for an hour for fun. Sounds fun tbh

Steve Irwin... Rest in peace and let's kill all sting rays now

does ask a cowering scientist if he's okay

somehow doesn't see the shotgun in plain sight waiting for him

doesn't always know when he's thinking out loud

e9

peppered steak just like OFF

visibly contemplates shooting a regular bug

actively admits he was considering cannibalism. I can get behind that. Cannibalism win.

"pew!!"

roleplays as a teacher who hits kids with crowbars

wants to be a medieval knight so bad

no vent sharks for us! fan blades instead

afraid of muppets

has whistled Twice now

has seen Jurassic Park.

wishes he could shoot electricity through his hands

has probably seen James Bond

already theorizing about Xens makeup

more bothered by a barnacles death coating him in blood and potentially jamming his gun than being choked

shot in the ear :>

whistles in time with the turret. Echolalia real

doesn't want to look gay. Too late. Even if we assume base Freeman model he does have a ponytail.

slur count two.

HEADCRAB SLAUGHTER PARTY

sounds like he likes coffee and doughnuts

e10

starts off with silly noises and repeating the word "coffee" on loop

Chainsaw noise with his mouth

jason vorhees wannabe

would love to spread bloodborne diseases via hug

has a collection that a human skull would fit right in with. Bones in general? Skulls in general? Human skulls? Doesn't matter, Eddie mention! As of him getting more skulls in cheap.

wants his funeral to be full of explosives and planes

he is not a gerbil.

feels he's only sure of his actions when killing things

watches Jackie Chan movies

and the Addams Family!

gman sighting.

thinks the guy diving through the window is cool. compares him to his own grandfather? neat!

unlike stark can do a pull-up in his suit

cannot break the vending machine glass. has change on him, though. Dorito time.

[dwntwn-strnlo]

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝙒𝙃𝙀𝙉 𝙄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈

w h e n                                                             i

check out my intro on wattpad! (it looks nicer and its easier to read)

CHAP 1

❝as your friend, i mean this in the meanest way possible . . .

. . . when will you ever learn?❞

dts. 

@oneirophobic

@gwenlore

@lvrsparadise

@gracietaylorsversions

@20nugs

@iha8you

🎙️🎙️🎙️

❝girl when i miss you (when i miss you)

i get caught up (all in my feelings girl)

i wanna kiss you (wanna kiss you)

show you some love (love)

show you some love (love)

i wanna show you some love, oh (love, love, love)❞

when i - steve lacy . . . 

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 . . .

❝𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶���𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘥.❞

matthew sturniolo had practically 

grown up with the love for his best 

friend. but he could never speak on 

it as he watched her run away with 

other guys that she claimed were 

the 'one'. but realistically, nobody 

ever stayed. everything hurt him so 

much to the point where the only 

option was to pretend to hate the 

girl in hopes that his unmatched 

love would fade.

OR

𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝙄𝙉 𝙒𝙃𝙄𝘾𝙃 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 . . .

❝𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘰𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘳?❞

every man was the man for vera

prince. she had searched so

desperately to find someone who

genuinely loved her, only to never

see the boy right next to her for 

who he truly was. eventually

seeing those gentle, loving

glances melt into annoyance 

and what seemed like hatred.

never noticing how hard it was

for him to see her in the awful

states she always found herself in.

𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

VERA PRINCE

( vere . . . )

boyfriend🎙️ariana grande ft. social house . . .

. . . ❝ but you don't want me to see nobody else. ❞

( 🫶🍵😶‍🌫️🦕📸 )

.hers.17.straight.

insta . . . @ veraaaprince OR @ kingvera

( portrayed by alana lintao . . . @alanalintao )

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MATTHEW STURNIOLO

( matt . . . )

star shopping🎙️lil peep . . .

. . . ❝ i know that i'm not that important to you. but to me, girl, you're so much more than gorgeous. ❞

( 🦉⛺✍️📽️🪴 )

.his.18.straight.

insta . . . @ matthew.sturniolo OR @ liamneeson4L

( portrayed by matthew sturniolo . . . @matthew.sturniolo )

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TRINITY WEST

( triny . . . )

evergeen (you didn't deserve me at all)🎙️omar apollo . . .

. . . ❝ but sometimes, i pray that you fall in love. ❞

( 🦋🥱🧃🙌🐢 )

.hers.18.bi.

insta . . . @ trinity_west OR @ theholytrinity

( portrayed by peyton list . . . @peytonlist )

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CHRISTOPHER STURNIOLO

( chris . . . )

mr. brightside🎙️the killers . . .

. . . ❝ it started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? ❞

( 👾🦎🙈📣🎧 )

.his.18.straight.

insta . . . @ christophersturniolo OR @ chrischrischris

( portrayed by christopher sturniolo @christophersturniolo )

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NICOLAS STURNIOLO

( nick . . . )

from the dining table🎙️harry styles . . .

. . . ❝ comfortable silence is so overrated. ❞

( 🐈‍⬛🌼🫂📻💫 )

.he.18.gay.

insta . . . @ nicolassturniolo OR @ proudhater

( portrayed by nicolas sturniolo @nicolassturniolo )

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JENNIFER FOSTER

( jenny . . . jelly . . . )

name in the sand🎙️lil skies . . .

. . . ❝ when it rains, grab my hand. spell your name in the sand. ❞

( 👻🐿️🖼️🎸🌴 )

.hers.17.pan.

insta . . . @ jennnnyfoster OR @ foster2

( portrayed by jessie mesa . . . @unclejessiie )

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MALCOLM SIMPSON

( mac . . . )

gorgeous🎙️taylor swift . . .

. . . ❝ you should take it as a complimet that i, got drunk and made fun of the way you talk. ❞

( 🤖🗺️🙊🕸️🏞️ )

.his.17.gay.

insta . . . @ macsimpson OR @ somanymacs

( portrayed by ryan crouse . . . @ryangcrouse )

𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐎 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

( @ broghansemrad ) broghan semrad . . . AS . . . troye ivory

( @ madifilipowicz ) madison "madi" filipowicz . . . AS . . . herself

( @ nathandoe8 ) nathan "nate" doe . . . AS . . . himself

. . .

❝he hates me.❞

❝reword that.❞

❝he loves me.❞

𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

find the playlist here!

when i . . . steve lacy

❝i wanna show you some love❞

. . .

evergreen (you didn't deserve me) . . . omar apollo

❝you know you really made me hate myself❞

. . .

name in the sand . . . lil skies

❝need your love, it's my drug

when I'm down, lift me up

that's enough (that's enough)❞

. . .

destroy myself just for you . . . montell fish

❝i destroy myself, just for you, you

i destroy myself, just for you, you❞

. . .

delicate . . . taylor swift

❝is it cool that i said all that?

is it chill that you're in my head?❞

. . .

i wish i never met you . . . babygirl

❝i wish i never kissed you in my living room❞

. . .

think fast . . . dominic fike

❝think fast, you only get one try

sleep tight, i wanna get sunshine

wake up, you know we got things to see

cheap talks and nothing makes sense to me

she said two's our odd number, if you is involved i laugh❞

. . .

gorgeous . . . taylor swift

❝you've ruined my life, by not being mine❞

. . .

hostage . . . billie eilish

❝i wanna be alone

alone with you, does that make sense?❞

. . .

always been you . . . shawn mendes

❝it's always been you

and you've seen all my darkest fears

like you've known me for a thousand years

the boy who's really underneath

all the scars and insecurities, baby

i swear that you've been sent to save me

you're the one my heart keeps coming back to❞

. . .

if he wanted to he would . . . johnny orlando

❝i'm not like the last guy

he'd disappear for hours

no, he never bought you flowers❞

. . .

all i want is you . . . miguel, j cole

❝'cause being your friend was killing me softly❞

. . .

you get me so high . . . the neighbourhood

❝you're my best friend, i'll love you forever❞

. . .

ivy . . . frank ocean

❝ooh, i could hate you now

its quite alright to hate me now❞

. . .

idfc . . . blackbear

❝'cause i have hella feelings for you

i act like i dont fucking care

like they ain't even there❞

. . .

boyfriend . . . ariana grande

❝you ain't my by boyfriend (boyfriend)

and i ain't your girlfriend (girlfriend)

but you don't want me to see nobody else

and i don't want you to see nobody❞

. . .

flashing lights . . . kanye west

❝as i recall, i know you love to show off

but i never thought that you would take it this far❞

. . .

like i would . . . zayn

❝he, won't love you like i would❞

. . .

right here . . . lil peep, horse head

❝i know that i'm young, but i'm still right here

i dont give a fuck, i love who i love and girl

you're that one, so wait right here❞

. . .

soulmate . . . mac miller

❝what do you want with me?❞

. . .

daddy issues . . . the neighbourhood

❝it's crazy what you'll do for a friend❞

. . .

i just wanna feel your love again . . . montell fish

❝i just wanna feel your love again

i just wanna feel your touch again

but deep down i know you'll leave me every time

but if that's the price i might just turn my eyes❞

. . .

when the party's over . . . billie eilish

❝call me friend, but keep me closer❞

. . .

portrait of a blank state . . . lovejoy

❝we could make such a pretty picture❞

. . .

ultraviolet . . . aiden bissett

❝i'm living and dying, in your ultraviolet❞

. . .

i love you . . . billie eilish

❝maybe won't you take it back

say you were tryna make me laugh

and nothing has to change today

you didn't mean to say "i love you"

i love you and i don't want to❞

"i love you."

...

A/N

so excited 😋

[face-claims-central]

Jessie Mesa - American, Unknown

[waves-and-babes]

Quem: @captainfcnix Onde: Confeitaria Delícias da Vovó Música: Price tag - Jessie J

Estavam sentados em uma pequena mesa conversando enquanto comiam donuts recém feitos, não que Eric fosse viciado em doces, mas gostava de um ou outro alguns dias. E esse era um desses dias, que tivesse encontrado a perdida pelo caminho foi apenas coincidência, mas acabaram embarcando em uma conversa ou pseudo discussão de como o dinheiro era supervalorizado. ❝Eu sei que pode soar meio absurdo dizer isso quando eu sou um membro da realeza, mas sempre preferi mil vezes viver longe do castelo cheio de luxos... Acho que as pequenas coisas da vida são muito mais importantes.❞ E eram muito mais valiosas, as pessoas que você tinha a sua volta eram muito mais preciosas do que qualquer tesouro. Sabia bem a importância do dinheiro, mas era frustrante pra ele que o mundo parecesse girar em torno disso para algumas pessoas. ❝Mas tem certeza de que você concorda com isso? Você vai se tornar uma pirata, não? Pelos que eu tive a infelicidade de conhecer, não eram exatamente os mais ligados a pessoas do que tesouros... Já quase fui saqueado por piratas uma vez, digamos que não foi uma boa experiência.❞

[yeeters-muse-archive]

Muse Bio’s

Incomplete Tags

research pending: haven’t gotten to reseaching the character to do them justice in asks or rps

denial of research: In some way or another such as overwhelming amounts of research needed, I can refuse to do research and try and do asks with them the best I can. Just don’t ask about anything in terms of their world.

reference image: basically what it says on the tin. I normally try finding ones that have the character fat, but not with ones with this tag on them

reaction images: This only has happened to two of my OC muses. This is due to them being very gimmicky in nature. It’s because of this that I have to refrain from using them.

List is shown below. Have fun! ^v^

Original cast:

Kasandra, from Xenoblade Chronicles 2= Incomplete (reference image)

Fuyumi Todoroki, from My Hero Academia = Here

Bea, from Pokemon Sword and Shield = Here

Melony, from Pokemon Sword and Shield = Here

Zinnia, from Pokemon ORAS = Incomplete (research pending)

Mannequin, an OC = Here

Yugaami, an OC = Here

Elma, from Miss Kobayashi’s Dragon Maid = Here

Modeus, from Helltaker = Here

Muse Recruitment 1

Samus Aran, from Metroid = Here

Nessa, from Pokemon Sword and Shield = Here

Tifa Lockhart, from FFVII = Here

Cynthia, from Pokemon Diamond, Pearl, Platinum, Brilliant Diamond, and Shining Pearl = Here

Yu Takeyama (Mount Lady,) from My Hero Academia = Here

Rumi Usagiyama (Miruko,) from My Hero Academia = Incomplete (research pending)

Muse Recruitment: Males

Lavernius Tucker, from Red vs Blue = Incomplete (denial of research)

Kyojuro Rengoku, from Demon Slayer = Here

The Scout, from TF2 = Incomplete (reference image)

Astolfo = Incomplete (denial of research)

Milo, from Pokemon Sword and Shield = Here

Shulk, from Xenoblade Chronicles = Here

Muse Recruitment: Furries

Isabelle, from Animal Crossing = Here

The Cheetah, from the DC Animated Universe = Here

Lola Bunny, from Loony Tunes = Here

Vanilla the Rabbit, from Sonic the Hedgehog = Here

Rouge the Bat, from Sonic the Hedgehog = Here

Margaret, from Regular Show by Cartoon Network = Incomplete (research pending)

Muse Recruitment: Original OCs

Gabriella Teho, an OC = Here

Avery Salazar, an OC = Incomplete (reaction images)

Trish⍺, an OC = Incomplete (reaction images)

Tristin Baker, an OC = Here

Ashlee Philips, an OC = Here

Retta ‘Whale’ Joshua = Here

Muse: Recruitment: Mun’s Choices

Mio, from Xenoblade Chronicles = Here

Steve Tholomule, from The Owl House = Incomplete (reference image, research pending)

Melissa Shield, from My Hero Academia = Incomplete (research pending)

Arezu, from Pokemon Legends Arceus = Here

Yor ‘Briar’ Forger, from Spy x Family = Here

Grusha, from Pokemon Scarlet and Violet = Here

Muse Recruitment: Villains

Monika, from Doki Doki Literature Club = Here

Jessie, from the Pokemon Anime = Here

Lust from Full Metal Alchemist / Brotherhood = Incomplete (research pending)

Android 21, from Dragon Ball Fighterz = Here

Lady Dimitrescu, from Resident Evil Village = Here

Charmcaster, from Ben 10 = Incomplete (research pending, reference image)

Muse Recruitment: Milfs

Sadayo Kawakami, from Persona 5 = Here

Rosalina, from Super Mario = Here

Chi-Chi, from Dragon Ball = Here

Nemuri Kayama (Midnight,) from My Hero Academia = Here

Akane ‘Sato’ Taylor, an OC = Here

Baiken, from Guilty Gear = Here

Muse Recruitment: Muscles

Bria Hancock, an OC = Here

Hilda Valentine Goneril, from Fire Emblem: Three Houses = Here

Mikasa Akerman, from Attack on Titan = Incomplete (research pending, reference image)

Nana Shimura, from My Hero Academia = Here

Hildryn, from Warframe = Here

Chun Li, from Street Fighter = Here

Muse Recruitment: Indie

Natsuki, from Doki Doki Literature Club = Here

The Dryad, from Terraria = Here

Neon Red, from Neon White = Here

Miriam, from Bloodstained: Ritual of the Night = Here

Julianne “Jill” Stingray from VA-11 Hall-A = Here

Abigail, from Stardew Valley = Here

Muse Recruitment: J/RPGs

Mesa, from Warframe = Here

Pyra, from Xenoblade Chronicles 2 = Here

Purah, from The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom = Here

Mad Moxxi, from Boarderlands = Here

Hinako Kujou, from Devil Survivor 2 = Here

Sheena Fujibayashi, from Tales of Symphonia = Here

Muse Recruitment: Pokemon Trainers

Klara, from Pokemon The Isle of Armor = Here

Shelly, from Pokemon Omega Ruby and Alpha Sapphire = Here

Drasna, from Pokemon X and Y = Here

Sonia, from Pokemon Sword and Shield = Here

Professor Sada, from Pokemon Scarlet and Violet = Here

Skyla, from Pokemon Black, White, Black 2, and White 2 = Here

Muse Recruitment: Males Round 2

Shadow the Hedgehog, from Sonic the Hedgehog = Here

Juan Teho, an OC = Here

Noah, from Xenoblade Chronicles 3 = Here

Kakashi Hatake, from Naruto = Here

Raiden, from the Metal Gear Franchise = Incomplete (research pending)

Kratos, from the God of War Franchise = Incompete (research pending, reference image)

Muse Recruitment: Super Smash Brothers

Shantae from the Shantae franchise = Here

“Cereza” Bayonetta from the Bayonetta franchise = Here

Wii Fit Trainer from the WiiFit series = Here

Mythra from Xenoblade Chronicles 2 = Here

Princess Zelda from The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild and The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom = Here

Lady Palutena from the Kid Icarus franchise = Here

Muse Recruitment: Fighting Games

Morrigan Aensland from Darkstalkers = Here

Mai Shiranui from Fatal Fury = Incomplete (Research Pending)

Cammy White from Street Fighter = Incomplete (Research Pending)

Bridget from Guilty Gear = Here

Elphelt Valentine from Guilty Gear = Here

Mileena from Mortal Kombat (MK1 timeline) = Here

Special Reward Muses (Muses added for people who help me with problems I announce:)

Mitsuru Kirijo, from Persona 3 = Here

Kim Pine from Scott Pilgrim = Here

Lady Nagant from MHA = Here

Tae Takemi from Persona 5 = Here

Camilla from Fire Emblem Fates = Here

Alisa Ilinichina Amiella from God Eater = Here

Part 2 Here

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Sister Loren Beech

Sister Madison Beer

Sister Renee Bellerive

Brother Andre Benjamin

Sister Luciana Beraj

Sister Hailey Bieber

Brother Justin Bieber

Sister Rowan Blanchard

Sister Lindsay Brewer

Sister Phoebe Broadhead

Sister Victoria Brono

Sister Alla Bruletova

Sister Alissa Butler

Sister Deva Cassel

Sister Frida Chiabra

Sister Zendaya Coleman

Sister Paola Cossentino

Sister Heather Crockett

Sister Lily Crosland

Sister Miley Cyrus

Sister Ash Daniels

Sister Angelina Dimova

Sister Amala Dlamini

Sister Olivia Dunne

Sister Calystabelle Erickson

Sister Robyn Fenty

Sister Megan Fox

Sister Madelyn Francesca

Sister Kaia Gerber

Sister Neelam Gill

Sister Selena Gomez

Sister Ariana Grande

Sister Kristina Gulina

Sister Bella Hadid

Sister Melanie Hamrick

Sister Morgan Hart

Sister Eve Helling

Sister Paris Hilton

Sister Sarah Holden

Sister Davika Hoorne

Brother Tyler Hubbard

Sister Olivia Jade

Brother Deveraux Jagger

Brother Michael Jagger

Sister Shyla Jah

Sister Kendall Jenner

Brother Joe Jonas

Brother Nick Jonas

Sister Maria Kalinina

Sister Than Kambridge

Sister Elizabeth Kapran

Sister Kimberly Kardashian

Brother Brian Kelley

Brother Khaled Khaled

Sister Cindy Kimberly

Sister Beyonce Knowles-Carter

Sister Veronika Kostei

Sister Bec Lauder

Sister Avril Lavigne

Sister Sophia Levi

Sister Alisa Levina

Sister Margaret Lindemann

Sister Dua Lipa

Sister Jennifer Lopez

Sister Nazanin Mandi

Sister Carolina Marie

Sister Karina Marikova

Sister Lucy Markovic

Sister Julia Mas

Sister Stella Maxwell

Sister Clarissa May

Brother Rakim Mayers

Sister Gracie McKenna

Sister Jessie Mesa

Sister Kang Min

Sister Eva Mosevich

Sister Jasmin Murabet

Sister Inna Nord

Sister Billie O’Connell

Sister Gabby O’Reilly

Sister Jenna Ortega

Sister Avery Ovard

Sister Hannah Palmer

Sister Ananya Panday

Brother Antwan Patton

Sister Anastasia Pellegrino

Brother Miguel Pimentel

Sister Lani Pliopa

Brother Chris Pratt

Sister Mailani Romo

Sister Valeria Shashenok

Sister Kieran Shipka

Sister Emilia Silberg

Sister Blanca Soler

Sister Amanda Steele

Sister Taylor Swift

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Brother Abel Tesfaye

Sister Bella Thorne

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Brother Keith Urban

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Brother Brian Warner

Sister Daniela Washington

Sister Minna Weber

Sister Asya Yavuzecetin

Sister Sab Zada

Sister Madison Ziegler

[egosdeaths]

JESSIE MESA via tiktok

[nonamedfc]

[saudosos]

Bom dia, senhorita Jessy!

Ah, sim. Não, eu não escrevia naquele momento. A fotografia foi tirada há uns dias atrás e achei na galeria de imagens do meu smartphone e achei que era um bom momento para postar. Apenas editei e subi a imagem no Tumblr.

As músicas me ajudam, sim, a me concentrar e criar. Tenho algumas playlists diferentes para algumas ocasiões específicas. Mas a que eu mais uso para escrever são as conhecidas como lo-fi. Instrumentais com a vibe certa para esses momentos de criatividade. Mesmo assim, recomendo procurar por essa música:

Eis um trechinho que pode encontrar no meu blog, junto com outros textos mais antigos por lá.

“Uma tarde de sábado quente em Eiden. Os últimos dias da primavera estavam bem evidentes com as altas temperaturas. Com isso, os cidadãos frequentavam áreas externas de lazer, parques públicos, sorveterias e bares.

Die estacionou seu carro no espaço disponível que havia na rua do Edifício Emporium. Ele desceu do seu veículo, seguiu para a portaria. Se apresentou e obteve um crachá. Seguiu pelo saguão até os elevadores. Assim como ele, outros estavam esperando pelo elevador chegar ao térreo. Ouviu-se um sinal parecido com um sino e as portas se abriram, então, esperando todos saírem do elevador, Die e outras pessoas então entraram e apertaram aos andares que queriam alcançar. O Edifício Emporium é um prédio comercial onde possui escritórios de várias empresas. Mas o destaque fica para a cobertura do prédio, que fora transformada em um bar e restaurante, para onde Die estava subindo nesse momento.

Para um sábado à tarde, o ambiente se encontrava cheio. Die saiu do elevador com algumas pessoas que também se destinavam à cobertura do Emporium. Recebido pelo maitre, o rapaz foi encaminhado diretamente à mesa que estava lhe fora reservado.

O lugar era considerado de luxo pelos críticos da gastronomia de Eiden. Die estava na mesa ao lado da janela panorâmica com a vista da cidade. O Edifício Emporium não era um arranha-céu, mas possuía uma das vistas mais lindas do centro urbano da metrópole. E ele adorava isso. O garçom veio lhe entregar o menu junto com um copo de água e gelo, um costume do local servir os clientes com água, principalmente em dias mais quentes como aquele sábado.

Enquanto olhava para o menu de opções, uma mulher se aproximou da mesa. Ela, de estatura média, cabelos loiros, olhos azuis, trajando uma roupa adequada para o ambiente – jeans claro e uma blusa de meia manga e ombros expostos, combinando cores e um sapato escuro de salto curto. Die se levantou para cumprimenta-la. Sua roupa também estava adequada para o ambiente. Ele estava com uma calça jeans clara e uma camisa azul escura com mangas dobradas no antebraço.”

Pode encontrar o resto aqui https://ekuseid.livejournal.com/

Que hoje seja um dia lindo para você, senhorita! 😊

Well well well, Gus…

Por que “Die”? O nome do personagem principal, é uma alusão ao significado da palavra ou apenas um diminutivo de algum nome próprio? Ao que tudo indica, Die é um homem de gostos refinados. Aprecio quando quem escreve, é minucioso nos detalhas da narração. No seu caso, o narrador observador, mesmo os leitores não tendo conhecimento do edifício Emporium, nos faz imaginar como seria o tal ambiente de acordo com a sua descrição do mesmo. Até o barulhinho do elevador, parece que estou a ouvir. Por acaso, a mulher a qual se aproxima de Die, é a que você constantemente sonha que se parece com o meu icon ? E seu nome?

Fui à procura da música no YouTube. Calma… Letras cheias de significados…

Como está a correr o seu dia, Gus?

Um aperto de mãos com luvas, nobre cavalheiro inglês .

[projetovelhopoema]

Melancolia

Hoje sentou-se à mesa uma convidada ilustre para tomar o chá das cinco comigo. Com sua presença inesperada, a melancolia pegou uma chávena de porcelana e serviu-se sem delongas. A cada golada a melancolia recordava-me das minhas memórias mais profundas, meus amigos de infância, de minha melhor amiga a qual não me despedi quando foi morar em outra cidade, dos meus entes queridos, daquela casa de azulejos portugueses de número 170, de barcos de papel, de bem-te-vis, de samambaias, de como minha mãe passou com tanto esmero aquela roupa lilás, de ex amores… Nunca fui boa em chegadas, tampouco em partidas. Nunca fui boa em dizer “olá”, tampouco em dizer “adeus”. Ambos são silenciosos, como se me encontrasse em estado de inércia. Inércia é uma forma de me sentir confiante o bastante mesmo estando submetida a um conjunto de forças que sei que será de resultante nula. Se tens de partir, tens de partir, não há nada a fazer, a próxima escala sempre espera por alguém. Mas, os entes queridos, esses sim, serão as partidas mais dolorosas. Se pudesse, os impediria, imploraria por mais tempo. Se calhar, a lágrima que escorreu por minha face tenha sido por eles, principalmente por um. Me perdoe por não conseguir usar lilás. E como chegou, a melancolia fora embora, só me pergunto quando será a próxima visita.

— Jessy em Relicário dos poetas.

[spiderh0rse]

freemans mind notes pt1, ep 1-5. under cut, very long.

freeman's mind e1 notes

- he's on probation with the company, could easily get fired

- didn't immediately recognize the PA voice or the tram line he was riding on

- thinks very positively of robots- has a cousin named Jessie (sex offender. unspecified crime? sodomy laws still in action at the time. very well could've just been gay)

- doesn't want to be a witness in court

- petty workplace theft!!! knows his coworkers name, Steve

e2

- talks himself through what's either anxiety or trying to go unnoticed

- forms grudges very easily

- seems very comfortable making death threats. No reaction to it, so very possible people are used to his bluster

- acts out a conversation between management for a bit, seems to have at least a passing understanding of animal biology

- does Not know his way around AnMat today, bless him

- has been to a strip club. (Or simply associates techno music with them)

- thinks it's noodles in the microwave. Maybe it's some sort of noodle casserole? The ease with which he considers an attempt at theft here implies he does this often. Just. Steals someone else's food for his breakfast.

- yes, yes. Oxycodone locker.

- doesn't wear a tie. Has made a bomb threat to his workplace over having to wear one.

- someone seems to have swapped out the stuff in his locker with someone else's.

- his HEV suit normally has a helmet, but it's missing for some reason.

- dislikes the HEV suit voice.

- "left hand turn into a chaingun" sick hlvrai reference /j

e3 (like the conference no one cares about anymore)

- ongoing saga of Doesn't Know Where To Go

- Dislikes the concrete walls

- Monday.

- always wanted to be an evil scientist.

- bad evil laugh. Not sorry.

- dislikes greeting people he doesn't know.

- seems to enjoy reading out signs in front of him. Maybe also repeating words?

- the bulbs in AnMat aren't the nice UV ray sort

- another thought about robots being universally cool by default

- will listen to people he doesn't know for a moment if they praise him

- thought an explosion was... A sniper. Underground. In a very small room with only two entrances, one of them he entered from. A genius, this one. Does correct himself, so this is a gut reaction.

- cyrex processor hater. Correct.

- knows the spinning elevator, even if he doesn't remember the rest of AnMat.

- seems to dislike being dizzy. Despite that, has ridden rides built for the express purpose of making one dizzy

- may genuinely be the only bearded employee

- has played racquetball in the AMS chamber. This is the only reason there's security there.

- likes climbing things :) wishes he had a tail

- the List mentioned!

- makes funny lil pew noises here

- became a physicist to lord over antimatter particles

- does seem mildly concerned about safety procedures for a moment. Genuinely invested in the experiment going well

- HATES string theory. Correct.

- hates when people other than him do silly words. so rude.

- just starts. Saying stuff. Running his mouth when hes panicking

- the ableism starts early (schizophrenic line)

e4

- the frog people story,, was awake for four days straight

- likely has watched star trek TOS (references Dr McCoy)

- captain gordon freeman of the intergalactic house of pancakes...

- babes in the biology department! that is actually pretty accurate, women go into wet sciences more often than they do pure math ones

- *not* a necrophiliac. thank god

- apparently has a record of computers blowing up when he uses them (karkat type beat)

- perfectly fine looting black mesa after the rescas, before he sees any aliens

- no reaction to the words "resonance cascade" aside from "Sucks."

- has seen "Alien"

- doesn't want eggs laid in his chest 😔 out of my way gayboy I'm about to get it

- multiple counts of avoiding stepping in blood

- doesn't bring weapons into the workplace

- knows no martial arts but wanted to learn for a while

- enjoys playing limbo!

- he got his first gun: the crowbar

- no real reaction to killing three people on accident. Does apologize though! Hopes they were jerks at least

e5

- has always wanted to kill people by pressing a button. The experience is underwhelming.

- all for shooting down the zombies but doesn't reason out what they are for a bit

- has seen the wizard of oz

- wants to harvest the corpses for organs

- has been arrested at least once

- thinks he still has a job at this place. lol. lmao.

- triangle shirtwaist factory mention!! I loved learning about that place. Worst workplace accident in terms of sheer amount of deaths in recorded history. It's why we've got the regulations around fire exits and some of the building regulations we do

- is at least willing to try and save the guy on the catwalk

- avoids the blood Again! Cleanliness :>

- hates computers in General

- creeped out by the zombie by the computer. Elects to leave.

- happily loots a corpse for weapons