#jess lb exu calamity

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It is 4:15am and I am still going because I have no set schedule as a graduate student. I’m actively weeping.

Let’s go. Last half an hour of ExU: Calamity

“There are many things that you do not seen, but it would be right for you to know.” Yup and even the cast knows this is gonna fucking HURT

Oh, Zerxus. Oh, oh, Zerxus.

Great, Nydas gets a Sending.

-quick break because I can’t breathe very well right now- so, I cried a lot at the end of cr1. The tragedy of Vax still gets me. But I got through that silently weeping in the wee hours of the morning. Here I am, again in the wee hours, and I can’t remain silent. I am openly weeping.

Not with the fucking code names again, dude. I don’t even like children and I’m getting more upset.

I think I have heart palpitations now jfc

Oh my god Cerrit has bardic inspiration from Nydas. And advantage. And a d4 if he fails thanks to Quay. On the final roll of the campaign. And the DC is 30.

And he got a 31.

Just like his first roll of the campaign. My god.

Oh god. Fire and earth. Lava. Fucking fucking lava.

“The Brass Ring endures.”

20/20

Well I made it. It’s 5am. I’ll stop crying and have some control over my sinuses eventually.

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“You can hold all of the knowledge in the world, but if it dies with you, it doesn’t matter.” - Patia Por’co

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 oh my god. OH MY GOD.

evandrin. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck.

“just as the matron’s name as been stricken throughout all of recorded history”

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i love that it’s again marisha’s character that’s not thrilled with the raven queen.

but she literally KNEW the woman who became the raven queen.

fucking hell.

all i want to know is how these stories get developed in the background, especially this one because there is so much happening and backstory.

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“but i remember we agreed to not talk about that’ - as he gets choked up on those last few words.

fuck me this HURTS. fucking hell luis that’s too much

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“Lou is the physics manifestation of all of our emotions right now” you’re right, Travis, you’re right.

“You’re trying to atone me, and I didn’t do ANYTHING WRONG.” holy shit I have chills CHILLS

8/?

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Oh god I was watching Luis, and suddenly I just notice Travis and Sam getting hit with 10000 dad feel damage with aabria just comforting them. Oh no

Oh no the druids with the portals. I’m crying again.

Initiative???

Aabria, to Brennan/Vespin: “WEAK” yessss let’s go

“I came here to hurt people” YEESH

“The first dragon of Toramunda is no more” nooo not Shak

“Avalir be damned.”

Okay well now anytime I think or hear or see Evandrin I just cry apparently. We’re weeping again.

Oh my god Sam coming in CLUTCH with even thinking of a way to give Patia advantage on the counterspell. I don’t even know if this worked yet or not.

Okay no but that nat 20 that Travis got MY GOD

AND HE GOT THE HDYWTDT

“If I die, I drive my blade into my best friend’s heart” BIG OOF there Lou. Ouch

“My best. Finally.”

19/?

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Fuck, quay, Sam, you’re making me so so sad

“I’d rather mine break and yours stay whole” - goddamn Seelie Court matriarch, that HURTS

And he puts fucking ADs in

Oh wow, Elena Tuvarin. That is a lot.

LORAS NO WHAT

Go down with the ship. Fucking incredible. Avalir is the titanic and the iceberg is so so many things

I am now fully weeping.

18/?

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I love how Travis is just losing his mind over the fact that Quay Seelie is from the Seelie Court. Like, my dude, it’s right there. Like, right in front of your face.

17?/?

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Lou summoning the dragon

Brennan (as the dragon): “Who-“ [mocks me] essentially

Lou: “We don’t have time to- Shut the fuck up. I am the last dragon of Avalir and you will do as I command”

YESSSS

14/?

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“In the kiss, I’ll cast cure wounds on you”

Simultaneously - “incredible” “fuck you both”

I love them all my god

13(who cares)/?

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“Darling, no-“

“And we will move from there”

Wow, fuck you brennan good god

10/?

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Goddamn the marble border getting more and more broken with each episode jfc

“I don’t plan to murder all of you because I think some of you may murder one another” good god good god

“Fire.” -unintelligible noises from cast

Yup. Theres the “are you weakest, do you feel, at the elbow or the shoulder” horrific question

Wow. Okay. Theyve said they want to throw up a lot. And now I do too.

God the arm is in the tree. Just the arm.

Goddamn this is a very long second.

holy shit holy shit holy shit magical items being sundered????

oh my god the thing laerryn gave quay is the only thing not sundered????

1/?

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well. the last hour of e3 had everything.

betrayal of friends

betrayal of the world

the gau drashari being only known by their last three syllables (i teared up when marisha did)

laerryn realizing that she broke the world

wow

should I wait to watch the last ep? probably. but I’m not gonna.

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“Is he within 10 feet of me?”

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oh my god disintegrate

heightened spell????

and now Lou is under the table omg