#jeon wonwoo i am gonna miss you so bad holy crap ☹

[seokminfilm]

wait for you ── jeon wonwoo

🤍 pairing, jeon wonwoo x reader

🤍 warnings, angst, hurt/comfort, established relationship, boyfriend wonwoo, mentions of enlistment, reader cries, kissing & skinship, wonwoo calls reader babe

🤍 summary, when the reality of sending your boyfriend off to military service hits you, it hits you hard. he's always there to comfort you, though.

🤍 author's note, wonwoo enlistment today i'm sobbing 😭 guys i am going to miss wonwoo so much you guys don't even understand...he was one of my first biases in seventeen so he's really close to my heart 🤍 wishing carats love during this time cause we're all gonna go through it aren't we ☹ come back safe wonwoo!!

🤍 now playing, space song (beach house)

🤍 word count, 653 | for @kstrucknet, @maestro-net

"i'm going to miss you," you say quietly, watching your boyfriend silently fidget around with his old-fashioned camera. wonwoo looks up from the lens quickly, sharp eyes on you as he gives you a soft smile.

"i'm going to miss you too, babe." his deep voice is sweet, lilting with comfort as he stares at you from across the table.

when wonwoo's enlistment date was announced, you had told yourself that you still had a month to spend with him, loving him and doing everything you could together before he left. time had flown so fast, and now you were here—the evening before he had to go.

even though wonwoo had taken you out for lunch today as a date, when the two of you returned home, the mood was thick with a feeling akin to sadness. you were sad because wonwoo was leaving you, and it hurt wonwoo just as much to think about—he wanted to be the bigger person and comfort your aching heart, but how could he do that when he was hurting just as bad?

"we shouldn't talk about it, though, okay? let's do something fun." wonwoo gives you a smile, putting his camera back in its case before standing up and reaching for your hand. trying to put a smile on your face, you take his hand, allowing him to lead you.

the two of you decide to watch la la land together, cuddling up on the couch as the movie plays out. it's a sweet movie, and you and wonwoo laugh, cry (mainly you crying and wonwoo comforting you), and marvel at the story together.

as the credits roll, you look at wonwoo with glossy eyes, the reality of his upcoming absence hitting you hard. his wire-framed glasses reflect the dark screen, and his eyes meet yours, face faltering just a bit when he sees you quietly crying.

"wonwoo, you can't leave me."

as much as wonwoo wants to make a warm joke to lighten the mood, but can't find it in himself to do so. in fact, wonwoo's fighting back tears himself, giving you a soft smile that makes you cry even more.

"baby, trust me. i don't want to leave you. i would be with you forever if i could." wonwoo laughs with a hint of hurt in his voice, pulling you to him as you let your head fall on his chest.

the unnamed tension between you two had finally been released, and you sat bundled up in wonwoo's jacket, tears staining his shirt as you inhale his soft scent. he's rubbing calming circles in your back, softly shushing you as he kisses your head.

"wonwoo?" you say after a few minutes of tears, having enough strength to sit up and pull away from your boyfriend. one of your hands is firmly wrapped around wonwoo's forearm, the other going to his fluffy hair to comb your fingers through it.

wonwoo leans into your touch, eyelids fluttering shut as he sighs against your cold fingertips. if he could, he'd stay in this moment forever—stay with you forever.

"i love you."

the sentence holds so much more weight than the usual confessions shared between you two, and wonwoo smiles, studying your features as he leans in, pressing a soft yet alarmingly searing kiss to your lips as he whispers, "and i love you. i'll always love you no matter where i am. that will never change, babe. just wait for me. i'll always come back—no matter how long it takes, i'll be back. even if it's only for you, i'll come back."

with those words, you feel a weight lift from your chest. even though you know you'll cry more tonight, and the morning when he leaves, you also know that the little dose of hope wonwoo just gave you will be the little dose that keeps you going until he returns.