#jenna please get some sleep lmfao

[mmms-phe-sideblog]

pov you just woke up to two of your partners kissing each other goodbye (phe is a good ol fashioned hard workin woman we love and stan)

[thats-immortality]

1x02- The Jenna Thing

- let’s try this again because tumblr literally restarted and got rid of my post. thanks fam

- i’m pissed

- anyway

- its gonna take me a long ass time to do this rewatch

- omg the apple rose grille. what even happened to this place? did it turn into the brew 😂

- alright but take a shot every time the girls say they’re not gonna bring up the jenna thing by in fact, bringing up the jenna thing

- omfg hanna’s flask. she was gold in the earlier seasons

- “ITS MEDICINAL. CRAMPS.” im weak

- “ali was seeing someone that summer.” “i knew she was keeping something from me.” emily, sweetie, please

- “how is it ali told us nothing, and we told her everything?” “because she made us feel like we were a part of something special.” “we were”

- deff using gifs in these things now

- why didn’t i think of that before

- i’m fired

- “i miss ali.” EMILY STOP IT. IT IS TOO DAMN EARLY FOR ME TO BE CRYING OVER YOUR GAY ASS

- “i can’t believe you still wear that.” hanna, emily’s whole ass belongs to alison. you were gonna have to pry that bracelet off her dead body

- live footage of the girls when they saw jenna

- i still get chills when i hear the theme song

- “try to remember alison as the beautiful girl you knew.” i deadass think that’s the only time in 7 seasons ashley said something nice about ali 😂

- “well maybe your family’s demands should come first.” christ i forgot that aria literally has no fucking chill

- ugh maya. she really had so much potential to be a good girlfriend

- “i’d rather share yours.” god that’s an intense conversation about a literally cup of coffee but alright

- god, emily loves alison so much. i wanna dieeeee

- “you could sleep in emily’s room.” pam you gonna regret that real soon

- “new girl who moved into dead girl’s house.” bitch, who even are you

- LMFAO SPENCER WANTED TO KILL MAYA

- practicing before school? how tf early did these girls get up? my ass woke up half an hour before first homeroom

- omg sean. i always forget he was a thing

- BEN. get your nasty ass away from my lesbian daughter okay thanks

- god he really was gross

- the first of many calls down to the office for these girls 😂

- fucking wilden

- “its almost exactly like what you said last year. almost like it was rehearsed.” or maybe it’s because idk that’s what fucking happened.

- THAT LITTLE EMISON MOMENT OF THEM LOOKING IN THE MIRROR MAKES ME WANNA DIE. i love them so much

- omg poor toby. MY BABY BOY DESERVED BETTER

- okay but how tf did no one catch ezra and aria like it was so damn obvious. they’re making goo-goo eyes in the middle of class

- OMG I JUST REMEMBERED THAT SEAN AND PAIGE WHEN OUT ON A DATE

- “i brought thai takeout.” first off wilden who tf invited you in the first place

- the almighty peter hastings 🙄

- “i’ll have a vodka soda.” im dead

- okay but i’ll always have a soft spot for wren. he had such potential

- lmfao my girl emily just tryna get some grade a cuddling in and here -a coming to cockblock as always

- i wanna smack wilden with a frying pan

- “maybe i’m not the person everyone thinks i am.” i would genuinely kill someone for emily fields. that is all

- OMG I FORGOT ABOUT THE THREEWAY DATE WITH ELLA, ARIA AND EZRA

- “mr. fitz. why don’t you come sit with us” you know ella you really were such a wingwoman. you really had no place to get so mad when you found out they were dating 😂

- “i think there’s something wrong with me.” i remember watching this for the first time. still gives me chills. i can’t thank shay enough for emily

- “still having trouble with that bursa sac?” thanks wren that’s going down on my list of used and approved pick up lines

- spencer has a picture of her and ali on her nightstand. excuse me while i

- wren really was a good guy. why’d ya have to go and date alex and ruin everything

- okay deff did feel bad for melissa when she saw wren and spencer

- “if i saw you strutting it in that dress and kicking up those heels, i would think about doing you.” mona that is lesbian activity

- #vandermarinshouldhavebeenendgame

- #vandermarindeservedbetter

- the first infamous ezria rain kiss in the car

- emison deserved a kiss in the rain

- anyway, moving on. lemme not get salty

- (im always salty)

- THE BRACELET FLASHBACK.

- ali really did love her girls

- “we’ll be friends forever”

- “can you put mine on for me, em?” ALI THAT IS GAY

- fucking byron. i’m just gonna say that every time he comes on screen cause it is an #eternalmood

- “you’re too young to understand this.” bro. she literally was just mackin it with her teacher in a car. i think she gets it

- lmfao could you all imagine if jenna was actually -a

alright. episode 2 down. my hearts kinda still intact so that’s a plus

[survivordivergent]

EPISODE 2 - “WHO EVEN AM I”- ED

Thank the survivor gods I am on a tribe of 9 now! Whew. Four was way too small for me. I'm so glad I'm still with Melissa. Will and Eliza have both started talking to me already so there's promise there. I'm not too concerned about this reward but we'll see what happens.

Thank GOD you split up those tribes. 4 person tribes give me PTSD and this is much nicer to work with

UM BUH-BYE PEOPLE I'VE NEVER MET IN MY ENTIRE LIFE BECAUSE YOU DON'T EXIST ON YOUR FAKE ASS ACCOUNTS EVER

I've been here on this new tribe for 14 seconds and five people have said hello to me. What kind of actual game teas

So, surprise! There was a tribe swap! To be completely honest, I kind of saw it coming, since two people left the first round. I'm really glad that out of everyone on Candor, I have Jill on the Four Tribe. Peter is never here, and I wasn't comfortable with Payton because I am almost 100% it's actually Jaiden, and I want nothing to do with him. Anyway, we get to Four, and Jill and I agree to stick together. Will we hold true to that? Who knows, honestly. I really like Melissa from Abnegation. And I like Kyle and Will, both from Amity. I feel like if I talk to Jill about it, we could have a solid 5 with those I mentioned. I just don't want to come off too strong or aggressive. Now that we are on a tribe of 9 instead of 4, it gives us a bit of room to work. I'm trying really hard to balance between making myself seem like a leader and making myself irreplaceable to my tribe. Leaders are more often than not voted out right away, but if I can show that I am good enough at challenges to keep us away from tribal, I'll be someone my tribe can't afford to vote out, if that makes sense. My goal for this game, as it has been the last 5 games I've played, is to just get to jury. If I can get there, then I will feel satisfied with my gameplay. I mean, winning would be great, don't get me wrong. I've played 5 games, won 2, and still never been on a jury. I just don't want to do worse than Malaysia.. Anyway, this is already a long confessional. So I will wrap up saying that I think we will win this reward challenge. Peter being on the Six Tribe has given them a real disadvantage, because he's never around and they need him to start. Hopefully the next confessional I make will be about idol hunting!

Having a discussion with Dani about going to bars and comparing issues with bouncers to Survivor ORGs, and then this happens:

Dani: so basically, its when you know you're getting blindsided but you just accept it and try not to flip the vote to someone else!

Ed: Wouldn't know. Never been blindsided.

lmfao who even am I.

http://prntscr.com/dhldvm 

Desperate times call for desperate measures. I've set up a spreadsheet that keeps all my thoughts organized and keeps all of the happenings of the game and my approach on things in one place. I don't know how long this will go on for, but I think it's nice to have handy for now.

I'd like to think Ed and I got pretty close during our Amity days and if we both end up on the same tribe together he hasn't forgotten about me. Will's cool too but he's gone MIA for a bit so I don't see myself as close to him.

I can see a divide occurring in the tribe if we happen to lose an immunity, which is why it's so important to try to connect with Otto ASAP. He's going to end up being the swing, and if that is the case, he needs to swing to my side. I'll pm him first thing tomorrow and see if I can at least start to establish a connection with him.

Until then, I gotta work on this reward so, Ciao!

Swap after the first tribal? Wtf are we, Albania? Well maybe Peter will improve a little bit and we can become close. I'm glad we didn't have to vote him off, but I don't think he's gonna be my #1 ally.

Okay honestly if we lose reward the other tribe fucking deserves it

We won reward and I'm really getting along with 4 members of my new tribe. I'm not really concerned about this immunity because I kind of want to lose to vote out Bran aka Amanda. So don't expect much from me :)

Me @ having an actual conversation discussing the strategy and plan for a challenge with my tribe: 

Did I do that #immunity2k16

i think i did that

FUCK I DID THAT IM BEING VOTED OFF BYE YALL

Do I lie? Do I expose myself? Do I beg for mercy? Pray for swap? Here's to praying. And I'm still having contractions. I didn't sign up for all this at once

So. Here's the deal. I'm either going home this round or the round after next because of this, or I'm going to get really far. I have to finess this properly, and I think I can work with it if I keep my story straight. I made a commitment to changing my game this ORG and I'm going to. Fuck honesty, it's too early for that shit. Lie, lie, lie, make a good ally and hope they never find out the truth. Or tell them the truth later in the game. I think honestly I'm safe for this round? Carolanne and Peter are both suuuuuuper quiet... rip. Here's to praying! Here's another confessional for Jenn, the confessional slut.

daaaamn payton back at it again with the peter discourse

I'm hoping people aren't being snakes to me and lying to my face. I have a fear people know what I did but I'm trying to cause Inactives Discourse™ before anything else and then hopefully win immunity next time so people won't know what I've done.

Episode title: Time to die, Binches

Tribal council tonight should go as expected. Carolanne has been here the least amount of time, so off she goes. I considered making a small move and keeping her with my Abnegation idol, but I'm not about to put a random target on my back to keep some freak who'll probably just end up self voting tonight.

If I had things going my way, it would be Payton going home tonight. She's just so irritating sometimes and I know exactly who she is, and she's beginning to play super hard too soon in the game. I almost feel like she isn't the person that I think I know, because she is legit just so frustrating. Payton has all these whimsical stories to tell about herself, like how she's pregnant and other family life stories and it all sounds like the person that I truly know, but she comes off so... fake... at the same time. I'm worried.

I can't make a long confessional for this round because I procrastinated super bad so I promise to make a good one later after tribal, assuming that I'm still here :)

I'll do a bigger confessional tomorrow when I'm not sleep deprived due to the current challenge. But just to check in real quick. I formed an alliance with Kyle and Melissa. I really like them, and so far, us three are the most active on the tribe. Hopefully we can pull this challenge out and avoid tribal, but if not, I feel like I will be okay. I could just pull in Jill and Kyle can pull in the other Amity, Will, and then we have 5. But, Kyle brings up a good point about not keeping people who didnt help, which, currently, Jill and Will both fall in that category. I'm too tired to figure this out right now, but hopefully we can win this.

This is a very cute challenge.

So far I think either Ed, Lucy or Dani would be a good final 2 for me if I don't go home after this tribal tonight. Here we go :D

Logan is Payton. I know that. How? Tea time. 1. Their avatar is Erinn. NO ONE USES ERINN BUT LOGAN. 2. I know them IRL, and they openly talk about going to technical school and stuff that Logan does. 3. They talked to me about the school I "go to", Bowdoin, and many other Maine state schools which are 'close to home' (my home).

I haven't told Logan I know it's them, and I don't know if I'm going to. But I could certainly use it to my advantage, saying "I know who Payton is and how they play."

Also, I forgot all my log in info for Peter's original skype so I had to make a totally new one.

Once a flop, always a flop. Even if you have a new name and are using your friends instagram photos/name.

I'm in the Ugly Fruti alliance. I'm really in an alliance named by capitalizing on the misfortunes of others. That is a thing. That is happening. In my life. Right now. Someone PLEASE tell me I actually like these assholes in real life because they're my favorites right now.

Well.... We were down for this challenge by a lot, then my tribe FINALLY woke up and they have quicker reflexes than me, so they got us almost caught up. Then Jenna posts a task about getting an idol clue and I hop on that right quick in my host chat, but I didn't READ THE ENTIRE TASK that says if I take the clue, I lose my tribe 50 points and OF COURSE my reflexes suddenly decide to wake up for this one. UGH. Now we are 65 points behind and I'm just so mad at myself. The only good thing is that nobody knows that I got this advantage, and I don't plan on telling them. I'm really hoping that there are some big points coming up so I can try to make these 50 points up. Ugh, I actually feel really bad. But hopefully I can get the idol out of it.

I promise to back up and make a proper confessional after results are posted, but I just want to say, if anyone on Four took that last deal and gave up all of our points, I am seriously going to fight someone. I mean, I know I gave up 50 points, but first of all, we made that back up, and second, I didn't know that it would lose me points to take the clue. Dumbo me didn't read the entire post, which I know I should have, but if I had known I wouldn't have taken it....  UGH

Confessional #5 Six Day 9

I don't think I made one of these in a week??? Yikes.

So Abnegation won immunity and I was happy. I haven't gotten that close to them, I was sort of inactive, everyone was in my opinion.

We swapped afterwards, I'm on SIx tribe now. It's cool, I like the people. We work together well, but the other tribe, wooh, they're good. We lost both reward and immunity. Sad, but we'll get over it.

However, we lost immunity cause someone was selfish and got an advantage. That's scary, I don't know who or what it is. It's stupid to do, they sabotaged the tribe. This early, it's not smart.

I'm sad, Carolanne is the person leaving, hopefully. She's been really inactive, but she's someone that I feel I could personally use to help the both of us. I'll rather it be her than me, and I hope nobody's lying to me. I'm personally worried that people may believe that I got the advantage. I don't have it. I'm just trying to survive until the merge.

(worry)

Okay so far I really like Eliza. I am sure I have said this numerous times at this point. During the task challenge I got an advantage of being able to cast an extra vote. I was PUMPED about this, and after it happened and there was a score update, Eliza messaged me and asked if I got the advantage from the where's waldo challenge and i immediately told her yes. I started to hesitate and wasnt sure if this was a good or bad thing so I lied about what the advantage was. So instead of being able to cast an extra vote I told her that I got the ability to look at someone else's vote before tribal. Gotta see if she is fully trustworthy later on. But for now she is the one i trust the most until proven otherwise. A tribal council will show a lot. But i also hope to not go to one just yet

I HATE THIS. I hate having conversations with people. I try and not share too much similar information about myself that I may say on my regular skype account to anyone to make sure people don't think that Jill is me, but also I am not that creative. Then on the flip side, I don't know how creative these people are. Payton definitely had decent skills at supporting the background and really diving into the character. I cannot bring myself to do this that intensely. Every conversation I have I go through a struggle of wanting to ask questions and learn about someone but then realizing everything they are saying could just be a lie and not be real so I don't know if it is worth my time to keep up with the charade. I don't know how people catfish online for years. It must get tiring and requires a lot of effort. I would be so afraid of a plot-hole I would not be able to do it. Thank god this game is only like a month and a half