#jeez i need sleep
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Addicted to the idea of an ex!convict geto who is on the run. You married him young at the fresh age of 19 in Vegas, only for him to ‘abandon’ your marriage never to be seen again. Nearly 4 years have passed and you’re now a moderately prestigious singer at mafia!gojo’s club, the blue dragon.
audiences stack up on weekends until Satoru introduces you to an associate of his called Kento. He’s tall, handsome, and mature in ways you didn’t know you wanted or needed. After a few visits to the club, he asks you out for dinner. A relationship instantly clicked with the businessman that suddenly everyone knew you were his. Until a mysterious letter appears on your doorstep one day. Attached is a familiar pink ribbon and all black lighter.
“My men wouldn’t do that,” your now boyfriend shakes his head. “No one knows about him but me.”
“Ken, you’re the only one to know about him. No one knows about him except you and Satoru. So please, if this is a prank, tell me.”
“I’m quite offended you think I would casually play with the emotions of the woman I have invested all my time in.” He says, “I’ll go talk to Satoru if he knows anything, but it’s for the best if you cancel tonight’s show.” You pull away from the protective hold he has on your waist and hiss. “I won’t cancel a show. Tonight’s the premiere, a lot of Satoru’s clients have invested thousands in tonight’s event.”
“Cancel it,” your blond partner whispers, “I’ll pay the difference, stay the night at my-“ but your agitated nature makes you turn him down.
“I said no! I’ll continue the show, and you can’t say anything about it. It’s my career, kento. And you can’t decide when to sing for me.”
He should have known it had to do with your hyper independence, your need to still depend on your own income after depending on what Nanami considered a reaction of yours after your relationship with a cowardly no good for nothing scum bag who left his wife.
After his disappearance, search warrants for him went on the national level until his presence was declared inconclusive 3 weeks later. Months later, it was rumored he was found dead.
But no body was found.
Now in tonight’s stage, everyone is dressed in the 9’s, with kento leaning against a wall with crossed arms, looking over the audience as you sing prettily. That is until you see a dark figure, long black hair with a familiar silver wedding band on his fourth finger. What sets him apart is the drink on the table.
Suguru.
(wrote this part one and this part two as a result^)
#I’m sleep deprived I should delete this but I’ve had this idea for over a year I need to post about this in order to shut up#so suguru didn’t die but he’s back#and his now ex wife is with a protective kento#it’s so messy I’m sorry but someone please understand the concept of mf#it#***IT#jeez#okay that’s it thank you for coming to my Ted talk#gojo#geto#Nanami#kento#Nanami kento#geto suguru#gojo satoru#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#mafia Nanami#mafia kento
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This semi-mild cold has been an annoying start to this week 🤧😪
#ore no kao#feels mostly gone now after being in its clutches since sunday night#but on the bright side i got to skip the Tues/Wed office days and work from home all week#lots of sneezing and congestion with a very brief fever yday--likely thanks to my roomie's four day/nyquil pills#but phew#also finally almost caught up on work emails 📧#and just put out a vid for a ygo project i've been working on over on my sideblog for the interested#so feeling better 😌#(now to finally sleep 💤)#[should not tag-vent-rb before bed]#let's see if i feel up to a jog tmrw finally#[also jeez my nostrils need some r&r 😩]#(clarification: day/nyquil pills *keeping it from being worse probably lol)#if you read this far into my tags you are now imagining a smiling corgi doggo :)
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Idk if this is funnier or ruder coming from Zayne when he's in this outfit.
Like, okay, man, are you suggesting death or...? Because I'm all ears, but I just wanna know how extreme the treatment plan is.
#im on my period and my hormones are all fucked so i cant sleep and i dont need his judgemental ass rn#love and deepspace#lads#love & deepspace#l&ds#zayne love and deepspace#zayne#li shen#love and deep space#so rude#it was 5 am and i hadnt slept yet like i get the worry but jeez lol
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Some of y’all (not me of course) are so feral tonight!! 👀
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; w ; i said i was gonna be productive and get stuff done today but then i got overwhelmed and took a three hour nap and im not sure if its too late to take adderall or not
#i mean on one hand its not like i have to get up at any certain time or anything so....#i guess its fine?#but also im kinda sorta trying to FIX my sleep schedule rn#not#WORSEN IT#gosh diddly dangit. fudge and beans. jeez louise. man.#personal#txt posts#vent#i really need to make some food to eat#but to do that i should really go to the grocery store#but to do that i really need to do my laundry#thats tOO MANY TASKS
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BEHOLD, PEOPLE, NEW PAPERD SONA!!
HELLL YEEEEAAAAHHH I'VE BEEN MEANING TO MAKE A NEW SONA AND I FINALLY DID!!!
this time, it's based on my own creatures, lamoos and amoos :D
here's some miscellaneous doodles about star under the cut!! >;)
and have a full colored version here too!! ( only the colors remained ajdbjs )
that is all!! ty for stoppin by >:3c
#✨scribbled paper'd#paper'd (sona)#YAAAAHHHH YAAAAHHHH#now i flop down cause i need to sleep it's. 2 am jeez#goog bye EXPLODES RAAAHH
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hiiiiii just a kaitlynn + her bedroom drawing :3 i really like drawing rooms
be te dubs i have NO clue how to like? make the floor look right? i feel like it looks wrong
idk how obvious it is but i LOVE messy sketching!!! favourite way to draw tbh
#oc#oc art#original character#artists on tumblr#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i need to go to sleep😭#ive been having like a ton of headaches lately#probably bc of that damn screen!!!!#most likey tbh and i keep my brightness so low!#but im like#curled over it#jeez the walls were SO annoying 😭#anyways goodnight:3#btw can you tell i don't understand how to draw shadows#ok goodnight for real:3
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getting post limited feels like being muzzled like a dog for barking too much
#ughhh maybe it was the internet gods trying to tell me to go tf to sleep but NO#im just gonna silently seethe and like and queue posts then like the nutcase i am#and save a bunch of drafts like this one#filled with repressed rage#its at times like this when i rly feel like ive got issues#cant shut up even when the platform shuts me up by force#lol#well ill be hitting post on this one whenever i wake past midnight...#jeez i need to get a grip#see u then future me and future u
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Soooo i’ve been wondering abt this for the longest time since i read I Give Up😅but only now i want to ask the question. I hope u dont get offended or angry or anything because i genuinely felt curious. Why the story has sooo many rated chapters?😂 like why they had so much sex? God i feel like u are gonna get angry at me. Is it bcuz baek is an idol so he dont get laid so often..? Is that it?
LOLOL it’s been 6-7 years dood!
Anyway it was because back then this was a smut blog and I didn’t know what else to write😂😂😂 I didn’t know what people wanted to even read. that story was at the beginning of the blog but it was also like one of the first things I’d written, I genuinely thought that’s what the readers were coming for. It wasn’t until I started making them cry that I realized they liked feeling all of the emotions not just the spicy ones.
Also it was a new relationship. Y’all ever been in a brand new relationship? It’s nonstop sex like absolutely nonstop it’s wild. I HAVE honestly considered going in and removing some of the early chapters but 1. I am very lazy with these things and 2. It’s a brand new relationship with two people who are very into each other and very sexually compatible, so it REALLY, really is like this.
So in the end I just couldn’t be bothered to change anything. I recommend reading from chapter 11 and on🤌 that’s when I found myself more as a writer.
#jeez this ask almost made me delete the fever smut for part 6 of Can I Stay that I wrote#like#no maybe they don’t need to have sex#maybe they just sleep#maybe it’s too much#stuff like this doenst make me get mad but more like remember that embarrassing thing you did six years ago???? why did you do that?#so like#sorry???#I was just starting#I didn’t know what people wanted from me#and this was before I had ten thousand amazing readers#this was like#sixty people and some of them were assholes#I’ve blocked and I’ve changed and I’ve learned and I’ve deleted ENTIRE fics before#IGU is a remnant#you can see it’s rings if you cut it open#and I could dig out the center if it with a hammer and chisel#but then it would be different#IGU was all of us growing together#I’m going it stop before I delete things#I’ll#leave and go shower maybe cry#idk#feels bad#I’ve learned a lot of lessons#none easy#and I promise you I haven’t learned all of the lessons
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Nightmares go crazy.
TW, blood gore best friend murdered, grenade, crazy shit summarized, I’m just sharin lol
there’s no point to this other than we now know what id do in this scenario soooo yeah XD
I had a dream the other night that someone threw a grenade into the break room of my work place, we all were able to take cover except my childhood best friend/ex/still very close friends. He works there with me irl as does a bunch of our mutual friends. Anyway, we all were able to come out almost unharmed but it had landed directly behind my friend, let’s call him Judas. I had rushed to him and his back was shredded, I was holding muscle and bones as he died in my arms. I kept trying to frantically shake him awake. When I realized he was gone it felt as if my world shattered. Then all I felt was blind rage and I went batshit John wick crazy on the murderers who were trying to rob my workplace. One by one I killed them by knife. Eventually the last guy standing was the one holding my coworkers hostage. I snuck in and went Joe bishop on him, sobbing and shrieking, but with a knife instead of a Kristang rifle. People had to pull me off of his body.
So now we know how I’d react if he was murdered in front of me 😂😂😂
#/self#tw nightmares#i just wanna sleep#im tired#why am i posting this#idk why#i need food#he better thank me#I avenged that boi#God why am I like this jeez#It was so vivid I thought it was real even after I woke up#Sorry for posting this nonsense#i should drink some water lol maybe that’ll help
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LISTEN UP EVERYONE:
think about someone you haven't talked to in a long time.
if they died now, would you regret not talking to them?
if you would, maybe you should talk to them.
#i'm saying this bc#well here we go again#death tw#one of my uncles just passed away and my aunt is talking about how much remorse she's feeling for not having talked to him while she could#and that made me think about my brother who i have not talked to in months over petty fights#you know. things that bother you but in the end of the day they don't really matter you know?#these “dumb” things make me not wanna talk to him to “give him a lesson” but if he just died right now#i'd regret it so fucking much#so idk i thought it would be nice to post about this here in case someone is going through smth similar#pls talk to them. they might need it. they might get so happy actually. don't let it become “too late”#well anyway it's 03:39 and i can't sleep bc me and my mom are planning to go to his funeral and things are bad#i liked him a lot but tbh i don't think i'll feel as shitty as some deaths that ocurred some time ago :(#jeez i don't even wanna think about it
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i was thinking abt how i portray reader & her feelings in holding out and tbh she isnt rly. in love with bkg (yet) LOL. like… he’s a dragon… if anything bkg is the one in love with her 😋 i made her interactions w him v platonic in ch1-2 and things only shifted in ch3 after the basilisk thing bc it made bkg realize how down bad he was heehee. but only for bkg. reader’s still in her own lane. 💪 its the one sided pining okay
but like. she’s still emotionally attached to him. cuz she was the only one who really KNEW knew him—him, a dragon, that has not been seen for centuries in the human realm. it would make anyone feel special, i think. and she still grew close to him over the months they spent together… enough to form a friendship. so its only natural for her to be distraught when he leaves 🥺 and for her to miss him 🥺
#i wanted to clarify a few things but ofc interpret the fic how u want whatev#just some of my heavy ruminating as i try to sleep#i hv to get up in 2 hours to go back to campus 😒#but yea that forehead kiss? platonic ✨#its just like kissing a beloved dog or cat or smthn#not that im equating bkg to a pet LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#hey rmb how the summary says hes cursed…#wink wink nudge nudge#go to sleep shay it's late o'clock#bkg knows hes a shifter… knows hes human…#but reader? 🤭🤭#so she does not have any romantic attraction to him and esp not when hes a dragon#but if things were to change…….. if a certain curse was gone….. 🤔🤔🤔 things would be different#confusing for reader ofc. but different#which ties into the sequel 😌#does that make sense im trying so hard to be vague w out giving much away#jeez i need to finish ch4 already so i can talk more abt it 😒
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God why can't I work at my own speed. Give me five years to write five sentences they'll be the best five sentences you ever read I prommy
#cruci shitpost#my brain is MELTING and i wannna go to sleep forever#im saying that as if i wouldn't need these five years just for procrastination#listen if i can't procrastinate the assignment I AM NOT DOING THE ASSIGNMENT#it's not that hard#jeez
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If the next thing i post isnt a confirmation of finsihed hw or a number or some sorta fuckin note from the prime minister telling me i never have to do homework again assume i have failed and shun me. I will die if ignored for long enough, unlike my schoolwork which haunts my every waking moment and will continue to do so until the day one of us dies!
This has been a message from the Government of Canada.
#also i rlly need to sleep lmao#fuck homework#math and law specifically they can go die#thanks to the fucking sumerians and babylonians i have *this* shit.#were they aware of what they have done to us#to *me*#love mesopotamia but JEEZ#yall could’ve NOT invented math?#traggy’s shit
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The first half of this video will be SO good. The second? Um 😅
#I’m also realizing I have no idea how I’m going to upload this video to Canvas omfg 😭😭#like. probably as a Google Drive thing#bht idk how long it’s gonna take to upload#oh jeez#I’m gonna have to finish at least an hour before the due time so I can worry about uploading the file lol#bc I’m making it on my phone#bc I am apparently a glutton for punishment IDK HELP.#aghh#need to sleep so I do!’t get a migriane#🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞#<- guy who is about to get a migarien#🤓posting#goodnight
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i’m reading radio silence for the first time and i’m like not normal about this, like alice oseman pls stop writing things that fundamentally change me or smth. i’m about half way through and why, i can’t even express what i’m feeling but jeez
#i was literally going to sleep 2hrs ago and went hm i’ll do some light reading THIS IS MOT LIGHT IT WAS SO CHILL TILL IT WASNT#like why do i feel sick over what’s happening jeez man#i should’ve learnt from solitaire that i just shouldn’t#loveless ate and didn’t eat my entire soul whole#i need someone to discuss this with but i don’t think any of my irls have read the book yet#speaking of them i’m not losing my shit at 3am (i am) dw#just pretend you can’t see this or smth
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