#jatp smut

[deanandthephantoms]

Gym buddies with Benefits.

A/N: Someone requested me to write a story about a curvy girl who meets her inspiration (Charlie Gillespie) in the Gym.. Summary: Emilia is just a normal curvy girl. She's insecure, anxious and honestly feels a little lost in life. This is until she decides to take matters into her own hands and unexpectedly bumps in to the one man who had been her inspiration for a few years now.. What happens when the unreachable is suddenly within reach? Warnings: Mature content (smut) Wordcount: 8467

Hi, my name is Emilia and I’m just your average kind of girl. Curvy, brown curly hair.. what else? Oh right. I love books even though I have barely any time to read them,  I like music and going to concerts or the theater every now and then.. I love to be out in nature, especially in the woods or on the water. And honestly? I think that’s all you need to know about me. Exciting isn’t it? You don’t think so? Well I agree. Honestly right now I’m not exactly loving life. I mean I have a job that I like and sure I have a roof above my head and I’ve got some lovely friends so I guess it could be worse. But I can’t help but feel like I’m..stuck? My friends are getting their own places, getting into relationships, some are even getting married or starting families.. and then there’s me. Single. No experience whatsoever and no possible partner insight.. I want to get my own place but simply can’t afford that yet and..

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[spaceycat]

⋆★⋆ luke patterson is good with his hands ⋆★⋆

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☆˚₊ ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ... ╰┈➤ 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚏𝚞𝚕 ᝰ.ᐟ

♫ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: kiwi by harry styles (2:56)

✰ pairing: luke patterson x fem!reader

✰ cw: every person in this fic is over 18!!, set in 1995, smut, fingering, dirty talk, swearing, luke is a professional, CONSENT. IS. HOT.

✰ word count: 1.0k+

✰ summary: luke is writing a song for the band, but reader is bored and tells him to use his hands for another good

✰ a/n: im inlove with luke <3 also so sorry for not posting recently we've been going through it....

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༺colour chart༻ reader ❀ luke ★

smut below the cut !!

You were sitting in Luke's room, you two have been dating for a couple months. You were sitting beside him on the bed, he was playing his guitar on the edge of the bed - his pick in his mouth as he jotted down chords and lyrics in his notebook beside him, humming the melody softly as he picks the pick out of his mouth strumming his guitar slowly. You were sitting behind him, leaning against the headboard as you fiddled with your rings. You were bored, to say the least. And the fact that seeing that pick in his mouth was turning you on wasn't helping your case - except you've only shared a couple kisses, nothing too seriously intimate yet.

You couldn't help yourself, his arms framed perfectly with his tank top and his guitar strap slung over him. You moved closer, setting your chin on his shoulder.

"Hm?-- hey." A small smile graced Luke's face as his hands slowed as he placed a kiss to the side of your face. "Hey.." You nuzzled your face into his neck, "I'm bored." "I'm hurt yknow-- I work hard on my music and this is what I get." He teased, continuing to strum his guitar - his hands slowing almost immediately when you started placing kisses to his neck. "What 're you doing?.." "Trying to solve my boredom." "Listen, baby.. I gotta finish this before rehearsal cause we need this for a gig, okay?" "It can wait a little longer can't it?" You moved a strand of hair away from his face, tucking it behind his ear. "Sweetheart--" He started to protest, "Maybe.. you could use those fingers for good use still?" That shut him up immediately, setting his guitar aside. Grabbing your hips, pulling you onto his lap. You looked down at him, smirking.

He looked up at you, leaning foward - locking your lips in a kiss. You carded your fingers into his hair, deepening the kiss. His hands moved to cup your thighs - turning the two of you over, placing you at the top of the bed, your hair flailing across the pillows.

He continued to kiss you, his lips trailing down to your neck - sucking dark marks into your skin that'll be seen for days, you know that. A soft moan was drawn from your lips as Luke bit down on your neck, his tongue dragging over the bite almost as an apology.

He pulled back, his body over yours as his necklaces dangled in your face. One of his hands hoisted himself up as his other hand dragged down the side of your body, mapping out every curve and dip in your skin.

"Is this okay, baby?" "More than okay.." His hands moved under your shirt, fingers gliding over your stomach as he pushes your shirt up with a hand - he'd watch as you help him take off your shirt, laughing a bit as your necklaces got caught on the shirt.

Expert hands unclasped your bra, tossing it aside with your shirt on the floor. He looked down at you, being very appreciative that he can see you like this.

"Unfair, you're still fully dressed.." You'd move to cover yourself with your arms. "Hey-- hey.. okay." He'd laugh a bit, taking off his tank top - tossing it aside with the pile of clothes on the floor. He'd move your arms away, leaning down - capturing your lips in a kiss once more as his hands dragged down, unbuttoning your jeans.

His hands slide your jeans down, breaking the kiss with a smirk on his lips as he looked down at you. "Really?-- lacy panties? You came here knowing you had these on, god--" He sounded a little breathless, dragging a finger over your soaked panties, "You're this wet already?" "Shut up Luke.." You dragged him into another kiss, his hands moved your panties aside. His middle and ring finger circling your clit, moving down to gather some of your slick to help him make you feel good.

"You like my fingers?" "Mm-- mhm." You'd nod, feeling the rough callouses formed from his guitar on his fingers, you've wanted this forever. Wanted him to fuck you until you couldnt walk, finger you until you were mush beneath him and all he does is tease and coo at you.

He'd bring him fingers up to his mouth, wetting them before moving back down - slowly pushing his fingers into your pussy. Pushing your hips down as they try to buck up into his fingers, a frustrated whine coming from your lips.

"Just give it a minute, sweetheart."

His pace started to increase as his fingers pushed deep into you, you could feel his rings cool against your hole and his bracelets dangling off his wrist.

His fingers curled at just the right angle, you knew he'd be experienced with his hands - fuck, you always watch the way he plays his guitar made it all clear for you. He was fucking you with his fingers, watching your face with wide eyes, his mouth slightly agape like he was getting off on it.

You felt your arousal dripping down your thighs and ass, no doubt making Luke need to clean his rings after this. Luke kept muttering soft praises in your ear as he kissed and nipped at your neck, his fingers moving at a fast pace.

You felt you were about to cum, Luke could feel that from the way you were clenching around his fingers and your hand on his shoulder, fingers digging into the plush skin.

"Luke-- I'm gonna.." "Cum for me, baby."

It came out as a whisper, and with that you came around his fingers - he continued to finger-fuck you through it, that fucking smirk plastered on his face as he watched you come undone, knowing that he did that to you. You started to feel overstimulated, trying to shy away from his touch. His fingers started to slow, pulling them out of you softly.

He pushed his fingers into his mouth, letting out a soft groan. "Tastes like honey.." he'd lean foward, catching your lips in a kiss - you tasted yourself on his lips, but you didnt care.

Luke cleaned you up, placing kisses all over your face - praising you softly as he helped you into some of his clothes.

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OH MY GOD MEOWWWWWW

[straightouttasantacarla]

I feel like Julie and the Phantoms is kind of a dead / dying fandom but I still want to write for the characters so bad. Would anyone be interested in reading some stories from the fandom? I'll list what I write and who I will write for

Characters I will write for

Reggie Peters

Alex Mercer (platonic)

Luke Patterson

Bobby Shaw

Julie Molina

Carrie Wilson

What I will write

Character x Character

Smut ( within reason)

Fluff

Angst

What I will not write

Girl x Girl smut ( I am not experienced in writing this type of smut and I don't want to represent it incorrectly )

Boy x Boy smut ( again inexperienced )

Anything that talks about r@pe incest self harm etc

Certain kinks ( if you are wondering just message me and I'll let you know)

If you have any recommendations send them in. I want to try and write more stories for this fandom since it is kinda dying

[jatpfanfics]

Echoes of the Heart (A Juke lovestory)

Summary: Luke Patterson, a rising star in the music scene, grapples with his feelings for his childhood best friend, Julie. Despite his fear of commitment, Luke's love for Julie is undeniable. However, when Julie shows interest in someone else, Luke must confront his feelings before it's too late. Will he risk it all for love, or will his fear drive them apart? Follow their journey of friendship, love, and music.

Chapter 1 - The Night We (almost)Owned

22 January, 2020 

Luke leaned against the cold concrete wall, the thumping bass from the stage reverberating through his body and his chest still heaving from the encounter he just had. Even though he's outside he can feel the wall slightly thumping from the bass inside.

"Thank you sweetheart. You just blessed me with some good luck before my show." He says showing off his perfect pearly whites as he is getting ready to leave this scene.

The groupie, her eyes still glazed with desire, sidled up to him, a coy smile playing on her lips. "Leaving so soon, Luke?" she purred, trailing a finger down the front of his shirt.

Luke flashed her a charming grin, his eyes twinkling with amusement. "Yeah, duty calls. Can't keep the fans waiting."

The groupie pouted, her lower lip jutting out in a playful pout. "But I thought we were having fun, Luke. Don't you want to stay and play a little longer?"

"I'm good sweetheart. This is kinda my thing, I don't do well on the whole commitment thing" He says shooting her a wink.

"Yeah, yeah, you always say that," she said smugly. "But then you also always come back around. That's some kind of commitment isn't it."

The sound of her smugness slightly annoyed him. He didn't like her thinking she had some sort of power over him. She could never. That was reserved for one person only. The one person that had Luke's heart in a chokehold. Luke felt a sharp pang in his chest thinking about the last time he saw her.

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20 January, 2020

The moon cast a soft glow through Julie's bedroom window as Luke slipped through the shadows, his heart pounding with a mixture of anxiety and relief. He had been here countless times before, seeking refuge from the storm that raged within his own home. As he reached Julie's window, he tapped lightly on the glass, the sound barely audible over the distant hum of the city. Julie's face appeared in the window, her expression calm and understanding. She didn't even need to ask what he was doing here; it was routine for them. Without a word, she swung the window open, allowing Luke to slip into the room.

He didn't waste any time in crossing the room and collapsing onto Julie's bed, the weight of the world heavy on his shoulders. Julie followed, closing the window behind her before sitting down beside him. There was a familiarity in their movements, a silent understanding that had been forged through countless nights like this one.

"Rough night?" Julie asked softly, her voice a gentle reassurance in the darkness.

Luke nodded, his gaze fixed on the ceiling as he struggled to put his feelings into words. "I just...I don't know what to do anymore, Jules. It's like no matter what I do, it's never good enough for them. They just don't understand why music means so much to me. It's the only thing I'm actually good at."

Luke gets up to make his way to Julie's dresser to retrieve his sleepwear. He opened the bottom drawer and rummaged around for a moment before finding his shorts neatly folded at the back. 

"You know, Luke, you don't have to keep pretending like everything's okay with your parents. It's okay to admit that you're struggling."

Luke paused mid-motion, his gaze meeting Julie's in the dim light of the room. There was a vulnerability in her eyes that made his heart ache, a tenderness that he couldn't help but be drawn to.

"I know, Jules," he said quietly, his voice tinged with a hint of sadness. "But it's easier to just pretend like everything's fine, you know? It's easier than facing the truth." Julie nodded in understanding.

With practiced ease, Luke peeled off his shirt, revealing the smooth lines of his toned physique. Julie's eyes flicked over to him, her gaze lingering on his bare chest for just a moment longer than necessary. She quickly averted her eyes, cheeks flushing with a faint pink hue, even though she was definitely already familiar with the sight. This was routine for them, after all. 

Luke caught the subtle shift in her demeanor and couldn't help but smirk, a playful glint dancing in his eyes. "Like what you see, Jules?" he teased, his voice laced with amusement.

Julie's cheeks flushed an even deeper shade of pink as she hastily returned her attention to her book, hoping to hide her embarrassment. "Shut up, Luke," she muttered, her voice barely above a whisper.

Luke chuckled softly as he pulled on his shorts, the fabric hanging loosely around his hips. "You know you love it," he teased, unable to resist the opportunity to tease her further. 

"And you know you love being the little spoon" Julie fires back while sticking her tongue out. 

Luke chuckled, his eyes sparkling with mischief as he settled onto the bed beside Julie. "You know it," he replied, flashing her a playful grin.

Julie rolled her eyes, but a fond smile tugged at the corners of her lips.

Luke scooted closer to her, wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her into his embrace. "Come on, Jules, you know you love being the big spoon," he teased, nuzzling into her neck.

Julie laughed, her heart swelling with warmth at the familiar banter between them. "Only because you hog all the blankets," she retorted, leaning back into his embrace.

They settled onto the bed together, Julie's warmth enveloping him like a cocoon as they snuggled close, seeking solace in each other's presence. It was a familiar ritual, one they had shared countless times before.

They lay there together in comfortable silence, the soft rhythm of their breathing filling the room. In moments like these, surrounded by the warmth of each other's presence, they felt like nothing could touch them

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22 January, 2020 

As the memory of their intimate moment faded into the recesses of Luke's mind, he blinked back to the present. With a forced chuckle, Luke gently extricated himself from the groupie's grasp and headed toward the venue, leaving her behind with nothing but a lingering memory of their brief encounter.

"I'll see you around Patterson" Is all he heard before he entered the venue. He pushed open the door, the thumping bass sending a jolt of electricity through his veins. The stage was their sanctuary, their domain where they reigned supreme. The neon lights of the venue flickered and danced in the night as Luke made his way through the entrance. The familiar buzz of excitement pulsed through the air, mingling with the distant hum of the crowd inside.

As he made it backstage Reggie and Alex looked up from where they were tuning their instruments, their expressions a mixture of relief and concern. 

"Luke, where the hell have you been?"

Reggie's voice carried a hint of exasperation as he eyed his bandmate. Luke flashed them a winning grin, his eyes sparkling with mischief. 

"Oh, you know, just tying up some loose ends. Nothing to worry about." Alex raised an eyebrow, skepticism evident in his tone. 

"Tying up loose ends? Is that what you call it now?" 

Luke chuckled, his laughter ringing out in the dimly lit corridor. "Hey, a man's gotta have his goodluck charm, right?"

Reggie shook his head, a smirk playing on his lips. Alex rolled his eyes "I hardly think your disgusting alley way hookup is gonna be the reason we kill this show."

Luke waved off their concerns with a dismissive gesture. "Relax, guys. I'm here, aren't I? And besides, I always deliver when it counts."

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As Luke stepped into the spotlight, the roar of the crowd washed over him like a tidal wave. With a smirk, he launched into the first chords, his fingers dancing across the strings with practiced ease.

This was where he belonged, in the heart of the chaos, where the music flowed like a river of fire. And as he sang, the lyrics pouring from his lips like molten gold, Luke felt alive in a way he never had before.

Luke shredded through the final chorus of their latest hit, the crowd erupting into cheers, their voices blending with the pounding rhythm of the drums. Sweat dripped from his brow as he grinned, adrenaline coursing through his veins like wildfire. This was the high he lived for-the raw energy of a live performance, the intoxicating rush of being on stage.

With a flourish, Luke tossed his guitar pick into the crowd, a gesture that sent the audience into a frenzy. He soaked in their adulation, reveling in the momentary fame that came with being the frontman of a rock band.

But as the lights dimmed and the band made their way off stage, Luke's thoughts turned to the real reason he was here-the music. It was his passion, his obsession, the one thing that consumed his every waking moment. Everything else-the parties, the girls, the fleeting fame-was just a distraction, a temporary fix to numb the ache in his soul.

As the band members made their way backstage, their adrenaline still coursing through their veins, they exchanged excited chatter and high-fives.

"That was insane!" Luke exclaimed, his eyes shining with exhilaration. " The energy in the room was off the chains tonight!"

Reggie grinned, his usual playful demeanor in full swing. "Yeah, especially when you whipped out that guitar solo, Luke! You had them eating out of the palm of your hand!"

Alex rolled his eyes, his sarcasm dripping like venom. "Oh yeah, because we all know how much Luke loves being the center of attention."

Luke chuckled, unfazed by Alex's barb. "Hey, someone's gotta be the face of the band, right?"

Alex shook his head, a smirk playing on his lips. "Yeah, yeah, keep telling yourself that, Patterson."

Beneath the banter, there was an unspoken bond that tied them together-a bond forged through countless late-night jam sessions and the shared dream of making it big. Luke couldn't help but feel a pang of gratitude for the bandmates who had become like family to him. They may not always see eye to eye, but when it came down to it, they had each other's backs no matter what.

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The boys gathered in the garage studio, the familiar scent of stale beer hanging heavy in the air. Reggie and Alex sat on the worn-out couch, their guitars resting against their knees, while Luke paced back and forth, his mind still buzzing from the adrenaline of the show.

"Man, that was crazy!" Reggie exclaimed, his eyes shining with excitement. "Did you see the way the crowd went wild when you threw them your pick?"

Luke flashed him a grin, his chest swelling with pride. "Yeah, they were eating it up, weren't they? It's like they couldn't get enough of us."

Alex nodded in agreement, a smirk playing on his lips. "Yeah, it's like we're unstoppable or something. We're gonna be selling out stadiums before you know it."

However amidst the excitement of the successful show, there was a noticeable absence-the absence of Julie, who was usually a fixture at their gigs. Reggie and Alex exchanged a knowing glance, silently communicating their concern.

"Hey, where's Julie?" Alex asked, his voice laced with curiosity. "She's usually always here to support us. I don't think I've ever seen her miss a show."

Luke's smile faltered slightly, a flicker of unease crossing his features. "Oh, she had some stuff to take care of tonight. Nothing important."

Reggie raised an eyebrow, skepticism evident in his tone. "Really? 'Cause it seems kinda strange for her to miss out on a show like this. You sure everything's okay?"

Luke shrugged, attempting to brush off their concern. "Yeah, everything's fine. She's probably just busy with school or something. You know how it is."

But Reggie and Alex weren't convinced. They knew how close Luke and Julie were, how they were practically inseparable both on and off stage. Something didn't add up, and they weren't about to let it slide.

"Come on, Luke," Reggie pressed, his voice tinged with frustration. "You can't expect us to believe that. You and Julie are practically joined at the hip. What's really going on?"

Luke's jaw tensed, irritation bubbling beneath the surface. "Look, it's none of your business, okay? Julie probably had her reasons for not being here tonight, and that's all you need to know."

Reggie shook his head, a smirk playing on his lips. "When are you gonna drop the act like you don't like each other anyways? It's obvious to everyone that there's something more going on between you two."

Luke's annoyance flared into anger, his fists clenched at his sides. "I said it's none of your damn business, Reggie. So just drop it, okay?"

But Reggie and Alex weren't about to let it go. They knew that where there was smoke, there was fire, and they were determined to get to the bottom of whatever was going on between Luke and Julie, even if it meant prying it out of him one painful word at a time.

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20 January, 2020 

Luke and Julie lay tangled together on the bed. Their bodies molded perfectly against each other, fitting like pieces of a puzzle as they sought comfort in each other's arms.

Julie nestled her head against Luke's chest, her fingers tracing lazy circles on his skin as she listened to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat. She felt a sense of peace wash over her, a feeling of contentment that only came when she was wrapped up in his embrace.

Luke sighed contentedly, his arms wrapped protectively around Julie as he held her close. He buried his face in her hair, breathing in the sweet scent of her shampoo as he pressed a gentle kiss to the top of her head.

They lay there in silence, the only sound the soft rustle of their breathing as they basked in the warmth of each other's presence. It was a moment of pure bliss, a fleeting glimpse of happiness in a world filled with chaos and uncertainty.

Julie hesitated for a moment, her fingers tracing patterns on Luke's chest as she gathered her courage to speak. "Luke," she began, her voice soft but determined, "we need to talk."

Luke tensed at her words, a knot forming in the pit of his stomach as he braced himself for what was to come. He knew all too well what she wanted to discuss, but he wasn't sure he was ready to face it.

"About what?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper as he avoided her gaze, unable to meet her eyes.

Julie sighed, her expression tinged with frustration as she searched for the right words. "About us, Luke," she replied, her voice tinged with sadness. "About what's been going on between us."

Luke's heart clenched at her words, the fear and uncertainty rising like a tidal wave within him. He knew he couldn't keep avoiding the truth forever, but the thought of confronting his feelings for Julie filled him with a sense of overwhelming dread.

"I don't know what you're talking about, Jules," he muttered, his voice barely audible as he turned away from her, unable to face the truth that lingered between them.

Julie's eyes filled with tears as she reached out to him, her hand trembling as she brushed his cheek gently. "Luke, please," she pleaded, her voice cracking with emotion. "We can't keep pretending like this anymore. I know you feel it too." Luke's heart ached at her words, the weight of his own denial pressing down on him like a suffocating blanket. He wanted nothing more than to tell her the truth, to confess his love for her and lay bare his soul. 

Julie took a deep breath, steeling herself for the conversation ahead. "I... I love being here with you, Luke. I love being able to be there for you, to comfort you when things get tough. And I always will," she said softly, her words tinged with emotion.

Luke's heart swelled with affection for her, his fingers gently stroking her hair as he listened intently.

"But," Julie continued, her voice trembling slightly, "if you can't commit to me, if you can't give me what I need... I need to put some distance between us."

Luke's heart sank at her words, the weight of them settling heavily on his chest. He knew deep down that he had been hurting her, that his inability to commit had been taking its toll on their relationship.

"I-I understand, Julie," he murmured, his voice thick with regret. "I-I never meant to hurt you. I just... I don't know if I can give you what you need."

Julie's eyes filled with tears as she looked up at him, her heart breaking with each word he spoke. "I know, Luke," she whispered, her voice barely audible above the sound of their breathing. "And I-I don't blame you. But... but I can't keep doing this anymore. It's killing me to see you with someone else every week and then have you come back to me like this."

Luke's heart clenched at her words, the realization of what he had been putting her through hitting him like a punch to the gut. He had always known that he was hurting her, but hearing her say it out loud made it all too real.

"I'm so sorry, Julie," he whispered, his voice choked with emotion as he held her close, his arms aching with the need to protect her from the pain he had caused. "I-I don't know what to do."

Julie shook her head, tears streaming down her cheeks as she buried her face in his chest, seeking solace in his embrace. "I don't either, Luke," she admitted, her voice muffled against his skin. "But... but I can't keep pretending like this anymore. I need to do what's best for me, even if it hurts."

Luke listened to Julie's words, his heart heavy with the weight of her pain. He knew he had pushed her away time and time again, too afraid to confront his own feelings and too blinded by his own fears to see the hurt he was causing her. And with that, they held each other in silence, their hearts heavy with the weight of their unspoken words. Even though neither of them said it, they both knew this would be the last time finding comfort in eachothers arms like this. 

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22 January, 2020 

Alex leaned forward, his expression serious as he met Luke's gaze. "We're just worried about you, man," he said quietly. "You've been acting kind of... off lately. And Julie's been MIA for the past couple of days. You two have a fight or something?"

Luke's jaw tensed, his fists clenching at his sides as he struggled to keep his emotions in check. He knew he couldn't tell them the truth, couldn't admit that Julie had walked away from him because he couldn't give her what she needed.

"We just... had some stuff to work out," he muttered, his voice tight with frustration. "It's nothing you guys need to worry about."

Reggie raised an eyebrow, his expression skeptical. "Come on, Luke," he pressed, his tone gentle but insistent. "You know you can talk to us, right? We're your bandmates, but more than that, we're your brothers. We just want to help."

Luke's chest tightened at Reggie's words, the weight of his guilt pressing down on him like a lead weight. He knew he should tell them the truth, should confide in them about what had happened between him and Julie. But the fear of exposing his vulnerabilities, of admitting that he had failed her, held him back.

"I appreciate the concern, guys," he said finally, his voice strained with emotion. "But I think I just need some time to sort things out on my own."

Reggie and Alex exchanged a glance, their concern evident in their eyes. But they knew better than to push him further. They had always respected Luke's boundaries, had always been there for him when he needed them. And even though they couldn't fix whatever was going on between him and Julie, they could offer him their support, their friendship, and their unwavering loyalty.

As Luke turned away, his thoughts drifting back to the night he and Julie had shared that intimate moment, he couldn't help but feel a pang of regret. It had been two nights since he had seen her, two nights since they had laid their hearts bare and faced the truth of their feelings. And in that time, she had been avoiding him, avoiding the pain of their relationship that would never be.

He had tried to reach out to her, had called and texted her countless times, but she had ignored his attempts at reconciliation, leaving him to wallow in his own guilt and self-pity. Luke's reasoning for being afraid of commitment stems from a deep-seated fear of losing Julie, the one constant in his tumultuous life. Despite his love for her, Luke has always struggled with maintaining romantic relationships, preferring the freedom and unpredictability of his rockstar lifestyle. For Luke, music is everything-it's his passion, his purpose, his escape from the chaos of his troubled home life.

Julie, however, occupies a unique space in Luke's heart. She's not just another girl he's infatuated with; she's his rock, his anchor, his best friend since childhood. They've weathered countless storms together, supporting each other through the darkest of times. From Julie's grief over losing her mother to Luke's own struggles with family turmoil, they've leaned on each other for strength and solace.

Luke can't imagine his life without Julie by his side. She's been there for him through thick and thin, offering unwavering loyalty and unconditional love. The thought of risking their friendship by pursuing a romantic relationship terrifies him, especially considering his track record of failed romances. Despite his intense feelings for Julie, Luke fears that committing to her romantically would only lead to heartbreak and disappointment. He's seen firsthand how relationships can crumble under the weight of expectation and responsibility, and he's not willing to risk losing Julie's friendship for a fleeting chance at love.

In Luke's eyes, Julie is worth more than any fleeting romance. She's his soulmate, his confidante, his everything. And while he longs to be with her in every sense of the word, he's paralyzed by the fear of ruining what they already have. So he continues to push her away, keeping her at arm's length to protect both their hearts from potential pain. However now, as he stood in the garage studio surrounded by his bandmates, he couldn't help but feel a sense of loneliness creeping in, a sense of emptiness that threatened to consume him whole.

But he couldn't let them see his pain, couldn't let them see the cracks in his facade. So he plastered on a fake smile, pushed down his emotions, and buried himself in the familiar rhythms of their music, hoping that one day, he would find a way to mend the broken pieces of his heart and make things right with the girl he loved.

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Let me know If you liked it and if you would like a second chapter!

[onlygenxhere]

Seven Sentence Sunday

I was tagged by both @innytoes and @1mnobodywhoareyou who both shared parts of some smutty fics so I guess I should share a smut fic of my own. It's not technically a wip since it's finished but it's not posted yet. (will be posted a bit closer to Christmas)

Rules: In a new post share seven(ish??) sentences from one of your WIPs.

A Christmas Treat - Peterpatterlina (1st 15 naughty sentences under the cut)

It felt like they’d left him for longer than the ten minutes they promised as Luke tugged on the straps around his wrists again. They were loose enough for him to bend his arms but not so much that he could touch anything but the sheets under him, or the headboard behind him.

He shifted again. Sliding his bare ass back and forth a little on the cotton sheets. The soft leather around his ankles pulling a little as the anticipation of what his partners had planned for him drove him a little crazy.

They’d tied a silk bow around his dick when it was much smaller than it was now.

It was Christmas time, and this is what he’d agreed to as part of their sexy time presents to each other. His part of their gift was giving up control, which they all knew he sucked at even though he trusted them with everything.

Luke took another calming breath as he shifted again in the restraints. He could do this.

Finally he heard the bathroom door open and the loves of his life came in the room dressed like his wildest dreams.

Reggie had on his black leather collar with the big silver ring hanging in front and he was wearing the tightest, brightest pair of red shorts he’d ever seen. That impressive dick of his already straining at the material and Julie…

She did a little spin for him as they stopped at the end of the bed and his dick, already getting harder at the sight of his boyfriend, jumped at the sight of her. Pulling the bow tighter.

Tagging - @daintyduck99, @floating-in-the-blue, and @bananakarenina

[1mnobodywhoareyou]

This week's fic feature Friday is smutty smut smut so... don't like, don't read! (Guidelines for FFF originally posted here, but the only real rule is >1 year old.)

I actually have another one of @floating-in-the-blue's fics queued up to read that I was intending to use for this week but uh... I haven't been able to read it yet and strip poker is apparently a thing right now and I just (re)read this beauty (and it's SO FUCKING GOOD), so we're going with it!

Alex/Luke/Reggie/Willie Smut: It never failed to amaze Willie that these three loveable idiots hadn’t yet worked out how much they loved each other and also wanted to bang each other. But he was going to change that. Because Willie was convinced that he had to get them kissing first before he could get them to kiss him and he was growing impatient.

(gonna link the original post that includes a beautiful moodboard/edit too!)

[dijiimg]

Hello guys, so I have an account on tiktok with imagines, the name is: diji._

I decided that I would accept your requests here and create longer stories. I can write for y/n and h/n, but I can also accept requests from these series and movies (of course, if you have a request for another series, etc., I will try to watch it and create something great especially for you!)

SERIES THAT I WILL WRITE ABOUT:

Stranger things

Sweet home

Alice in borderland

All of us are dead

Anne with an E

Outer banks

Squid game

Julie and the phantoms

The society

My holo love

Once upon a small town

The soundtrack od magic

My first first love

My name

Cobra kai

The umbrella academy

Saga winx

Never have I ever

Vicenzo

Insatiable

Glimore girls

American horror story

Austin and ally

MOVIES THAT I WILL WRITE ABOUT:

Marvel (each part)

Scream 1/6

#alive

Unlocked

Twilight

The kissing booth

Mamma mia!

He's all that

Let it snow

To all the boys i've loved before

Thought my window

20th century girl

Chucky

The fear street

Haloween

Miss peregrine's home for peculiar children

High school musical

Descendants

Z-O-M-B-I-E-S

The maze runner

Avatar

the photos in this post are from pinterest <3

[unholyimaginesnmore]

𝗙𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗹𝘆 𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗱𝘂𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻

༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒༒

𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐠𝐞:

𝑀𝑦 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝐿𝑒𝑎ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑦 𝐿𝑒𝑎ℎ, 𝐿𝑒𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐿.

𝐼 𝑎𝑚 26 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑖𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝐽𝑎𝑛𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑦,4.

༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄༄

𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐈 𝐉𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐓𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐑:

𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑗𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑇𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑢𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡. 𝐴 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑟𝑒. 𝑀𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑝𝑝 𝑠𝑜.. 𝐻𝑒𝑦𝑦.

∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾∾

𝐁𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐈𝐧𝐟𝐨:

𝐿𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝐴𝑇𝐿

𝑆𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟

𝑁𝑖𝑐𝑒,𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡

𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑝𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑠

𝐼 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑦 𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑚𝑢𝑡, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑙𝑢𝑓𝑓.

𝐿𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑎 𝑐𝑎𝑟 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑠ℎ

𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝐼 𝑜𝑤𝑛

𝑃𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑙 (𝑚𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑒𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑓)

𝐶𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑒𝑟

༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆༆

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞:

𝐽𝐴𝑇𝑃

𝐿𝑢𝑘𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛

𝑂𝑤𝑒𝑛 𝐽𝑜𝑦𝑛𝑒𝑟

𝑀𝑖𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑙 𝐵 𝑗𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑛

𝐵𝑇𝑆 (𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑣)

𝑇𝑋𝑇 (𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑣)

𝑆𝐾𝑍 (𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑣)

𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑦..

✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯✯

𝐄𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 :

𝐻𝑖, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝐿𝑒𝑎ℎ. 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑒𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑙. 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑏𝑜𝑥. 𝐼 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑. 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑠. 𝐼 𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑜𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑟. 𝐼 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒.

𝑋��𝑥𝑜-𝐿𝑒𝑎ℎ.

֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍֍

Tags and Mentions:

#Charlie Gillespie

#Luke Patterson

#michelbjordan

#bts smut

#bts

#txt

#skz

[innytoes]

As @floating-in-the-blue so graciously put it once:

Since Yeo and Bethany have already recc'ed a lot of the greats, let me put in my own rec of an author that doesn't write for JATP anymore but has amazing smutty fics (with added 'they're stupid your honour') with various Reggie pairings: RebelPaisley on Ao3.

Also, the filters on AO3 are your friends, I love throwing random Reggie pairings into the relationship search bar and seeing what pops up.

Hello!! So, I’m new to the Julie and the Phantoms fandom and have been looking through fic and smut tags. I’ve been finding a lot of Luke and Luke is *really* cute, but I’m absolutely in LOVE with Reggie. If you’re still open to write for JATP, would you possibly think of writing a smut for Reg??🥺🥺

Hey there and welcome to the fandom!! We're always happy about new people here :D

I'm touched you'd ask me for more smut but while there might be more smut from me in the future, I'm afraid I'm the wrong person to ask about Reggie smut. I love him but he's not really the character I focus on much.

He does get lots of love from other people though so here's some that I know still write or have written Reggie smut (with various pairings) and who might be able to help you further:

@innytoes / AO3

@invisibleraven / AO3

@merihn /AO3

Especially the first two are still very active and also post a lot about Reggie (way more than I) so consider giving them a follow for more Reggie on your dash ;D

Best of luck for your endeavour to discover more Reggie smut!!

[blueskiesandstarrynights]

ao3 author ask game !!

tagged by @starstruckodysseys !!

total number of ao3 works: 16

total ao3 word count: 71,918

fandoms i’ve written for: dimension 20, 911, jatp, hatchetfield, Beetlejuice, stranger things

top five fics by kudos:

like a drum my heart never stops beating for you

the journey from locker neighbors to best friends

I'll find you in the next timeline

forever in our debt

The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known (By the Ghost Attached to You)

do i respond to comments?: not usually, which i feel bad about tbh, but. you know how it is. i do genuinely appreciate each and every one and i reread them constantly, if that means anything <3

what has the most angst ridden ending?: uhhhh probably forever in our debt, and even then idk if I'd count it bc it's also vaguely optimistic in a 'we'll get through this together' kinda thing. I love me some good angst but I hate leaving the characters in a bad place, so, uh, ig the real answer is my unfinished wips 😬😬

what has the happiest ending?: augh like I said earlier it's hard to say bc I like to end all my fics on some form of a happy ending. i suppose the journey from locker neighbors to best friends is the least angst ridden and leaves off on the happiest note, though I feel bad I've only been noting my fics that are in my top 5, I have other fics of mine I like lol

have i received hate?: not that i’m aware of!

do i write smut? if so, what kind?: nah I'm too ace for that sorry

do i write crossovers?: not yet, but I do have a leverage/librarians crossover that's been sitting in my wips for forever, and at some point I think it'd be very fun to write a quangle style fic

have i ever had a fic stolen?: not that i’m aware of!

have i ever had a fic translated?: nope

have i ever co-written a fic?: yea! my one Beetlejuice fic Lydia Gets Vehicularly Manslaughtered I wrote with @wizisbored. its only got the one chapter and I feel bad about it every day, but it's quite a fun and gory chapter 🫡🫡

a WIP i’ll never finish?: fuuuucckkk i really hate to say there are wips I wont finish, there's a reason I don't write many mulitchaps, AND a reason why I made The Legendary Undeaths of the Photosynthekids a one shot in a series, making it a self contained story while also leaving room to write more in that world. i feel really bad for saying this, but prob my jatp wips. i love them both dearly and would love to finish them one day but I haven't thought about jatp in a hot sec, and don't know if I see myself revisiting the series enough to want to finish a wip. i could change my mind one day, but alas, here we are.

writing strengths: uhhhh idk ive been complimented on my descriptions which is nice

writing weaknesses: a weird mash of dialogue and characterization. at the very least it's smth I worry about a lot bc its a deal breaker for me as a reader.

do i like foreign language dialogue?: i mean. as a concept yes? i don’t write it bc I speak a singular language, so.

first fandom i wrote for: first fandom ever was I think a very crappy avengers/pjo crossover I wrote in a notebook I still have lol. first fandom on ao3 was I believe hatchetfield and jatp since I dumped all my fics from tumblr onto a03 once I decided to actually get an account.

favorite fic i’ve written: ooo ok let's see I really like The Legendary Undeaths of the Photosynthekids, my undead (ish) bad kids au and I had a lot of fun with it, plus like I said I'm cooking more in this au. i also like my stobin fics, idk what was in the brain sauce when I wrote those, but smth definitely possessed me to write some good stuff lmao

tagging @brionysea @awigglycultist @thedragonemperess @lucy-frostblades and anyone else who wants to!!!

[onlygenxhere]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Julie and The Phantoms (TV 2020) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Julie Molina/Luke Patterson/Reggie Peters Characters: Luke Patterson (Julie and The Phantoms), Reggie Peters (Julie and The Phantoms), Julie Molina Additional Tags: Light Bondage, Vaginal Sex, Dirty Talk, Explicit Language, Vaginal Fingering, Aged-Up Character(s), They are so in love, Established Relationship Series: Part 6 of The Naughty Files Summary:

Luke is giving his partners, Julie and Reggie something new this holiday season. Control.

[bked0n-amoxacillin]

Heyyy!

hey guys! So I’m thinking of writing on tumblr (I use ao3) so here’s what I’ll write for.

Creepypasta IT 2017

SDV

JATP

MHA

and many more. I kinda just pulled those out of my ass lol. Just request and I’ll tell you if I can do it. Prob not gonna do smut smut, but will certainly imply it. :)

[ast3xrism]

INTRODUCTION

heyy!! im zoe and heres a small introduction!:)

general

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ im zoe hi!!

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ im from slovakia!

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ i speak hungarian, slovak, english and im learning german!

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ i love the 2000s sm

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ i suck at making friends but i love making friends😓

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ im very open minded and understanding!

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ bill girl:P

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ aquarius!

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ toll shippers dni!!!

other interest

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ movies: grown ups, white chicks, IT, tpobaw,…

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ music: ptv, mcr, conan gray, one direction, 2000s-2010s music,…

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ tv shows: jatp, kaulitz&kaulitz, stranger things, teen wolf,…

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ games: life is strange, fnaf, childhood games!

posts

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ probably a few stories (i do not write smut and never will; i accept requests!)

˚₊‧⁺ ♱ pictures of th!

…& many more!

[thatdammchickennugget]

REQUESTING GUIDELINES - currently [ x ] open // [ ] closed

CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR

// HP: marauders era - remus lupin, james potter, sirius black, peter pettigrew, lily evans, marlene mckinnon, mary macdonald // HP: golden trio era - lorenzo berkshire, blaise zabini, theodore nott, mattheo riddle, pansy parkinson, ron weasley, luna lovegood, fred weasley, george weasley, bill weasley, charlie weasley // percy jackson and the olympians - percy jackson, annabeth chase, grover underwood, leo valdez, clarisse la rue, luke castellan // adam brody characters - dave rygalski, seth cohen, daniel le domas // the maze runner - newt, minho, thomas, gally // miscellaneous - jack dawkins (the artful dodger), luke patterson (jatp), peter parker, stiles stilinski (teen wolf), joes dawson (love and monsters), stuart (the internship)

RULES

// I write character x reader, character x character and character x original character // don’t request fics for real life people, I will only write about characters // I usually write from a female reader perspective but will happily write a gender neutral or male reader if requested // please try to be at least a little bit descriptive, and by that I mean literally everything that's more than just "remus fluff" or "enzo smut" // unfortunately it can take me a while to get to your requests, but I'll do my best at getting them done as quickly as possible. but if I don't have any ideas for your request at all I might not write it. I'm trying to keep writing a fun thing, so I'm not going to force myself to write something I don't vibe with // if you're unsure about your request and don't want to send it in as an ask because you might want to discuss it first, my dm's are always open for you!

[stellarspecter]

Fic Tag Game!

tagged by the beloved @devondespresso, thanks dev!!! u know i love looking at stats lol. and because i love looking at stats, i decided to do this with overall stats including all fandoms and also just stranger things works. just because i think it's interesting to compare and contrast, and i've written for a bunch of other fandoms so i'm kind of curious

1) Most Hits

Overall: Befriend the Bully (Nerdy Prudes Must Die, Starkid), 6,101 hits (omg??? i guess it really is exactly the fix it fic ppl wanted)

ST: Where Pleasure Kisses Pain, 3,225 hits (my longest smut fic. i know why yall keep coming back lmao)

2) Second Most Kudos

Overall: Saint Frost (Rise of the Guardians), 650 kudos

ST: Soulmates, Goose Style, 286 kudos (this one did surprise me, i regularly forget i wrote this lmao)

3) Third Most Comment Threads

Overall: I've Been Trying To Figure You Out (Stranger Things), 35 comments (i'll be honest, i don't really respond to comments that much, but with a fic like this where i spent so much time on it and it's transing a blorbo, you know i gotta share more thoughts in the comments with ppl lol)

ST: Lesbian, 15 comments (same deal here, a niche topic makes it more exciting to chat w ppl)

4) Fourth Most Bookmarks

Overall: All This Feeling Second Best, It's Got Me by the Throat (Julie and the Phantoms), 46 bookmarks

ST: i don't need a lover, i just need a friend, 26 bookmarks

5) Fifth Most Words

Overall: All This Feeling Second Best, It's Got Me by the Throat (Julie and the Phantoms), 8,088 words (on this list twice in a row! nice, let's hear it for bobby angst)

ST: Soulmates, Goose Style, 3,277 words (another repeat appearance!)

6) Fewest Words

Overall & ST: Drag, 100 words (the only proper drabble i have lol)

it's interesting how widespread the overall most popular fandoms were! the only repeat we got was that one jatp fic, so that's 5 different fandoms! the only major one we missed was bmc, but that's okay. i understand why it's not in the top stats i did write that series in high school lol

unfortunately everyone i was going to tag i think has already been tagged, so i'll just say if this crosses your dashboard and it looks fun you have my full permission to say i tagged you!! everyone should look at their stats once in a while it's awesome. did u know ao3 will show you graphs and stuff? truly what's better than that

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20 Questions for Fanfiction Writers

@hot-elf thank youuuuu for tagging me, hunny! <3

1). How many works do you have on AO3?

96. I hope I can get that up to 100 by the end of this year

2). What’s your total AO3 word count?

397,297

3). What are your top five fics by kudos?

Will You (Julie and the Phantoms, 425 kudos)

Stormy Nights and Comforts Bright (Red, White & Royal Blue, 305 kudos)

In Your Starlight (JatP, 258 kudos)

Home is Where My Ghost is (JatP, 257 kudos)

Silent Souls (Fantastic Beasts, 251 kudos)

4). What fandoms do you write for?

Julie and the Phantoms is my main fandom, although I dabble in Red, White & Royal Blue occasionally (ie. more than I expected).

Past ones: Metal Gear Solid, Stargate Atlantis, Miss Fisher's Murder Mysteries, Iron Man (+ the occasional visit in a handful of others)

5). Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes. I think it's just good manners to say "thank you" when someone said "I liked your fic". I'm not a YouTube/Insta influencer girl. I'm not here for followers, I'm here for community. And I've found some of my best (fandom) friends via comment section conversations.

That being said, I've definitely had times where it was difficult because of brain fog or guilt at not having finished a story or because the comment was actually so overwhelmingly wonderful I would get too emotional every time I tried to answer. It's a form of socialising and takes socialising energy, which is not always at hand. But I'm working on reducing the pile of shame and I got it down to 12 now that I still need to respond to. (Though some of those are placeholders (aka replies to comments I wrote) as reminders to go back and finish reading/commenting a fic)

6). What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Breathe [Extended] (Metal Gear Solid) is very angsty throughout although the ending is kind of hopeful in a teeth-gritting determined kind of way so I don't know if it really counts. But until I post my magnum opus/white whale of a fic, Nature 2.0 (also MGS), I think it's still the best choice because everything else has happy endings.

PS: oh, I thought of a small mini JatP one shot, that's pretty angsty in a way though too short actually to have any proper beginning and ending ...

7). What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

All the rest XD But let's go with In Your Starlight because the ending has that bouncy kind of optimism and hope for the future that always makes me smile.

8). Do you get hate on fics?

Not much, thankfully only one truly upset me.

There was one instance of anon hate I got via tumblr message on a genderbent MGS story, which was written for a prompt my giftee gave me, so not even really my idea. It accused me of transphobia for some reason but it was so laughable, I ignored it.

And then there was, of course, a dark moment in the JatP fandom where every writer who dared to write smut was put on a blacklist and accused of pedophile tendencies, which was definitely NOT fun, despite the outpour of love and support that elicited.

9). Do you write smut?

As seen above, yes I do write smut. I don't do it too often these days and I don't want it to be the only thing I write (although that's totally legit and I know several writers who do it splendidly, @hot-elf included). But I'm pretty happy with every one of the sex scenes I've written so far.

10). Do you write crossovers?

The first fanfic I ever started to write (as a wee teen without a clue), was actually a massive crossover (2x Star Trek, Star Wars, Stargate, X-files and probably more I've forgotten about now) but I haven't done it much or seriously since.

I've read excellent crossovers but so far, I've never been tempted tp write one.

11). Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of. I'm happy about that of course but I remember when someone on Wattpad stole several smutty JatP stories and mine weren't among those and I was almost insulted mine hadn't been chosen XD

But nah, on the whole: PLEASE DON'T STEAL MY FICS!

12). Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes! Silent Souls (Fantabi) got translated: Silent Souls (Vietnamese translation). I can't say anything about the translation since I don't know any Vietnamese but I was very flattered (even though I don't think many people read it)

13). Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

Kinda. I haven't sat down and actually written a fic with someone (though I tried once until we both kind of lost interest) but I have turned two truly massive and epic RPGs I wrote with @textualpoacher (Iron Man & MGS) into fics with her (or we started to, at least). I haven't given up hope yet to finish them some day but it's not a priority in any way (and I first need to dig out the files from ancient computers).

It's why I count Iron Man as one of the major fandoms I wrote for even though that's not reflected on AO3. Because we posted the fic on ff.de and had written much more than posted, so it was very dominant in my life for quite a while.

14). What’s your all-time favorite ship?

Impossible to answer. There's too many and I love them all.

The major ships I've written for though are: Tony Stark/Pepper Potts (Iron Man), David 'Solid Snake'/Hal 'Otacon' Emmerich (MGS), Alex Mercer/Wille (JatP), Phryne Fisher/Jack Robinson (MFMM), Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Too-Many-Names (RWRB)

Ships I haven't written for but that are extremely dear to me: Richard Castle/Katherine Beckett, Willow Rosenberg/Tara Mclay (Buffy), Willow Rosenberg/Oz (Buffy), Buffy Summers/Spike (Buffy), Wesley Wyndham-Price/Winifred 'Fred' Burkle (Angel), Shallan Davar/Kaladin/Adolin Kholin (Stormlight), Samantha Carter/Jack O'Neill (Stargate), Leia Organa/Han Solo (Star Wars), Artemis Entrer/Jarlaxle (R. A. Salvatore's D'n'D books), ...

15). What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Nature 2.0 (MGS). ALTHOUGH I WILL NOT ABANDON ALL HOPE!!!

The story is too complex and ambitious and research- and plot-heavy for my current skill levels (and my current time/focus/etc) but it's also my dream project that I would very much LIKE to finish one day.

Even less likely (though also a dream project), I guess, is the Victorian Stargate Atlantis AU I started. Same problems apply. At least I never posted anything of that on AO3. Just in a private forum that no longer exists.

16). What are your writing strengths?

Hm ... characters, emotions, descriptions, metaphors, humour (and occasionally smut)

17). What are your writing weaknesses?

PLOT!!! Also action scenes (I think, I've mostly been too afraid to try them plus they usually require plot which I also suck at).

Not technically writing but part of the process and definitely a weakness: research! Hate it.

(you see why those dream projects are still dreams rather than actual projects)

Idiomatic character speech + giving characters distinctive narrative voices.

And as a non-native speaker I honestly don't care enough about the distinctions between British and American English.

18). Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

Tricky. If it makes sense for the character, yes but there should always be a translation either in the end notes or an explanation in the fic itself. And if it's more than a word or sentence, I wouldn't do it and instead do that bit as a 'telll' not 'show' thing and summarise the dialogue because otherwise it gets boring pretty quickly for someone who doesn't speak that language.

And there's two pitfalls of course: a monolingual person trying to write a bilingual person and/or a person writing a language they don't properly know and then having readers who do. Can get awkward.

19). First fandom you wrote for?

That massive crossover mentioned above so: like five at once? XD

The first thing I posted online was, of all things, a one shot for Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along blog, which, I think, nobody read. I didn't write anything for that fandom again ;D

20). Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

Why would you ask me to choose between my children??? *wails*

... I tried to narrow it down by fandom but even that doesn't work! How do people answer this??? I'm bisexual, I can't choose between things for the life of me!! (I'm also forever baffled by people with favourite movies, shows, books etc like HOW? THERE'S SO MANY OF THEM AND SO MANY OF THEM ARE GREAT!)

GHJKLKJHGF ..... okay.

Have Dear Dave. A MGS fic I'm still super proud of even though there's things I would add/alter if I wrote it today. But there's a physical copy of that fic on my shelf and I've been told it's got at least a little notorierty in the fandom as a destroyer of hearts. Tears have been shed over this fic, including the fake ones on the physical journal (though making the coffee stains was more fun).

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inflicting this with no-pressure tagging on: @innytoes, @onlygenxhere, @jonairadreaming, @thatbitchmabel, @chanihobbit, @kbstories