#jas made me this ily jas ur the real :')

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[ongie]

this is tumblr user ongdan’s sappy 1 year blog anniversary post!!!

so i’ve had this blog for one year now and i’m??? genuinely shocked at how fast time has just flown by!!

through my one year on here, i’ve made so many amazing friends that i can talk to without shame, and i am so fucking appreciative of that. @ my mutuals, i love you all with my whole heart and i’m so happy all of you guys exist!!!!!

being on here allows me to be so much more open about myself - i can talk about the things i love without the fear of judgement, or be unapologetically gay even though i’m closeted in real life, among other things. 

this is so gross and sappy and i KNOW this is just a tumblr blog, but it’s also an outlet for me to vent and yell and talk to friends who live a 21 hour flight away. 

anyways i love u all, mutual or not, literally everyone that has followed me and rb-ed my gifs, added nice things in the tags, sent me asks and liked my content. i’m so grateful that i was able to start this blog because honestly my real life is ridiculously miserable and i rly enjoy having this blog.

anyways, to (some of) my mutuals:

@leedaehwi ♡ @extraongdinary ♡ @park-woojin ♡ @00dreamgirl ♡ @guanlliver ♡ @woojinnies​ ♡ @hasungswoon ♡ @1kdn ♡ @hongjoongs ♡ @kimjaehwan ♡ @emperorhwangs  

@ggukheon: ace!!! my same-country buddy!!! you’re rly fun to talk to and i enjoy your company a lot!!! i love u!!!1

@jwy/@yoojung: hi luna!!! even though we don’t rly talk much on tumblr i enjoy all our little messages here and there on twt lol i really like talking to you and honestly u are…. so soft my heart uwus every time we talk!!!!!! thank u for being a part of my life!!!!! also have i mentioned. that u make amazing content ya ok

@nielwoon: even though i’ve only recently followed you, i’ve enjoyed every single of our conversations and i’m so glad that i was able to meet you :”) let’s talk more, and i love ur content a lot

@ongnable: jas!! hello!! we haven’t talked in a while, but i hope u are doing well!! you’re an amazing person, and even before we became mutuals you’ve always been so nice to me hsksk i don’t deserve u

@hynjaes: mare!! honestly i love when u rb my posts and add things in the tag hsks it always makes me rly happy!! we’ve barely even talked, but i rly just want to tell u that lol anyway i love ur content and even though i don’t know half the groups u blog about i enjoy ur content anyway lol

@parkwoojin/@jiwoos: alissa! !!!!! hello!!! my cherry blossom gf!! the alpha jihoon content creator!! this time i didn’t forget ur message :D ur dp is so cute lol anyway yes 1. i love ur content?? it’s always amazing!!! and 2. even though we started off a lil awkward, i’m glad that we’re nice and comfortable w each other now!! i’m happy that we’re closer now and that we can do the gif battle together hksks (thank fuck it isn’t an actual battle or i’d be last place LMAOO anyway) also u are super cute nd i love ur face!!! 

@wnnaone: haru!!!! my dude!!! hi!! talking to you i really fun and i’m glad we were able to do the gif battle together! your gifs are always rly pretty and i’m still thinking about ur huge shelf of albums lmao how do u do it… anyway u are also rly cute and ur face is amazing and i’m so glad i have a mutual like u!!!!! 

@wanna-one: merve!! my mother!!! thank you so much for always listening to me and showering me with so much love!!! i’m sorry if i fail to reciprocate sometimes bc i am Shit at being cheesy unless i’m in a weird mood hsslsls u always so good things about me and i never rly get to say it back so just so u know: i love u, u are amazing and sweet and funny and i am so happy that i got to meet u

@baejinsgirl: hi abia!!! ur love for baejin is so cute lol and i’ll never be over how quickly u gif shit wow i cannot relate hsksk anyway!! i’m so happy we are mutuals bc u are rly cute and funny and i rly enjoy being ur mutual!!! let’s talk often!!

@ilhoonsmj: SARAH!!! my pal!!!!!! hello!!!!!! this is probably the thousandth message of mine u are reading but bear w me ok. first of all, Bitch i miss u wow i can’t wait to meet u again irl!!!!!!!!! in just 2 weeks!!!!! and also secondly, i rly love talking to u lmao sometimes my lungs hurt from the shit u say like i’m still in disbelief that the fucking senior pastor of my church is ur fucking UNCLE and not just that… the uncle of ur weird religious side :///// thirdly, i love u and honestly i’m always surprised at how our conversations are so comfortable like it’s Never awkward and even though we have an age gap i feel rly comfy around u!!!! thanks for coming into my life bitch ily let’s talk more about ur weird family when we meet hskss

@daehwi: hello kenia!! my idol!!!!! the reason this blog is 1 year old now!! without u there is no me!!!! hsksk i’m kidding but seriously ur content is amazing and i’m so glad we are mutuals now!! and i’m happy we get to do the gif battle together!! u are still my idol btw

i only tagged my mutuals who (i think) have recently been active hsksk so sorry if i left u out!!!