#jared x gen x drea

[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 84

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is a work of fiction. Nothing, and I mean absolutely nothing, in the next few chapters is anything I would ever wish to see or happen with any of the people portrayed in this. They are REAL PEOPLE, I know and what scenarios I am putting them in is just a means to an end for my story. Please do not send hate to my inbox. I know this is most unlikely to happen. 

I get JJ settled into her seat in the truck and climb in the front, taking my phone off bluetooth and calling Jay.

“I got her.”

“Thank god. Listen, I’m trying to get a flight home now. From the sounds of what the officer I spoke to earlier said, Dani is going to be in a lot of hot water. I’ve got to come home and handle the fallout from that.”

“Okay. See you when you get in. I love you,” I tell him although I’m wondering what he means by ‘fallout’.

“Love you too Drea. Give JJ and Jackson a kiss for me. I’ll try not to wake you up when I get home.”

I hang up and drive back to the house, parking in the garage and proceed to get the sleeping little girl out of her seat and into her bed hopefully without arousing her.

Kayla’s eyes widen when I walk in with JJ on my shoulder and I just smile as I head to the bedroom.

Thankfully JJ stays asleep as I tuck her in and I flick the night light on before leaving the room, making sure the door isn’t shut all the way, in case she were to wake up.

I walk back into the kitchen to find Kayla scrolling on her phone.

“Dang Ms. Murphy,” she says. “I didn’t know it was this bad.”

“What?” I asked, confused.

She turns her phone to show me an alert on her phone.

‘BREAKING NEWS: One Tree Hill alumni Danneel Ackles involved in a fatal collision. Drugs and booze suspected to be involved. Stay tuned as we will report more as it becomes available.’

‘Oh shit.’ I think to myself. ‘This is what Jensen meant about a fallout. Someone died! Fuck.’

“Kayla,” I begin, hoping to make her understand what I’m about to tell her. “I know this is all big news and all but I need to request your full reticence in this situation. Please do not speak a word to what you know. Promise me, please?”

“Of course. You don’t have to worry about that at all. I understand completely.”

“Okay, thank you,” I say as I reach into my wallet to pay her for her time, plus a little extra for the short notice.

The babysitter smiles at me as she accepts the payment and then turns to leave, opening the front door and walking out of it. 

I sigh as I turn the lock and head to my bed. I knew tomorrow was going to be insane, what with having two kids to take care of and the questions JJ will have about going to sleep at the hotel and waking up here.

It is still dark out when I woke up to movement in the room. I open my eyes and can barely make out Jay’s form.

“You made it,” I whisper as he crawls his now undressed body into the bed.

“Yea. Sorry I woke you honey.”

“It’s okay,” I tell him. “You find out any more?”

“Yea. Dani was with some guy named Marcus. I have no idea who he is or how she knows him. It doesn’t matter. They were in her car, he was driving. They hit another vehicle, a mini-van. A fucking family car. Thankfully it wasn’t full but still the driver was killed. 

“Drea, they’re saying both Dani and Marcus were high and intoxicated.” I could hear the break in his voice. “What was she doing out with someone like that? How could she be doing drugs when we have a daughter?”

I pull him to me in a hug. “I don’t know Jay. Let’s get some sleep and we’ll go over tomorrow and try to put the pieces together. Okay?”

He nods and lays his head on my chest, silently crying himself to sleep.

The next morning I wake up before anyone else. Jensen is still sleeping beside me, his back to me now. I can tell by the way he is breathing that he is having a fretful slumber.

I get up and get dressed before making my way to the kitchen to get the coffee pot started and figure out what to make for breakfast. I’m sure waking up in her room at her dad’s house is not how JJ thought her morning would be.

A little after I get the bacon sizzling I hear her footsteps as she comes into the room.

“Dea? Where is my Gmaw and Gigi?” 

Smiling at her nicknames for her grandparents, I scoop her up and sit her at the table. 

“Well, they had something they had to take care of, so I came and got you last night. Bacon and eggs okay?” I ask, hoping to change the subject.

Jackson’s cries come through the monitor as I am pouring the scrambled eggs onto her plate.

“Brodder!” JJ says with a smile.

“Yea, your brother is awake. Be a good girl and sit here and eat while I go get him, okay?”

“Yes ma’am.”

I peek into our bedroom as I pass by it and see that the bed is empty. The shower is running in the ensuite so I know Jay is awake and is showering, probably trying to procrastinate what he has to do today.

As I walk back into the kitchen, my phone rings. I place Jackson in his high chair and pour some Cheerios on the tray as I answer.

“Hello.”

“Oh my god Drea,” Gen exclaims. “I didn’t realize how bad it was going to be.”

“Yea Jay got in early this morning,” I tell her and watch as JJ is trying to show Jackson how to eat his cereal. Her head pops around and she looks at me wide-eyed at the mention of her father.

“Dad’s here?”

I nod and then sigh. “I hate this. He has to do all this by himself. God only knows what he’ll find out at the hospital. I don’t even know how Da-ahem- she is. He told me there was d-r-u-g-s involved.”

“What do you mean, do this by himself? Are you not going with him?”

“How Gen?” I ask. “I have JJ and  Jackson to take care of. He doesn’t need them to be there, they don't need to be there. It’s just a shitshow.”

“Bring the kids over, Drea. I’ll watch them for you. Jay does not need to be alone.”

“Are you sure?”

“Absolutely.”

“Okay,” I concede. “I’ll discuss it with him and let you know.”

“M‘kay. Love you baby.”

“Love you too,” I respond and then mine and Jay’s conversation from a few nights ago come to mind. “Hey Dox?”

“Yea?”

“There is something you and I need to discuss once all this blows over,” I say. “It might just be what Jay needs to get back to normal.”

“Okay. I’ll be here. We can talk whenever you want.”

I hang up as Jensen walks in, headed straight for the coffee pot.

I wait until he has some caffeine in his system before I bring up going with him.

“Gen offered to watch the kids so I can go too,” I tell him after he greets Jackson and gets a huge hug and kiss from his daughter. “If you want that.”

The tension and stress in his shoulders waft away and I see him visibly relax. “God yes, please!” 

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 46

A/N: Better late than never right? Sorry for the wait y’all and I appreciate everyone who has been patient and waited. And also a big THANKS to everyone who commented and messaged me about my “accident”. Now, let’s find out who that caller was, shall we??

“Mr. Ackles, Ms. Murphy. We have identified the caller.” I gasp, causing Jensen to turn toward me and the officer to give a friendly smile in my direction. I take Jackson from Jensen and turn toward the living room, to settle him in his bouncy seat and make sure JJ is okay.  The little blonde jumps up and ‘helps’ put her brother in his chair and then starts babbling to him, getting his attention. I walk back to the door to where Jensen and the officer are now standing in the foyer, with the door closed. The officer had removed his hat and is holding it in his hands. The crisp blue shirt along with the badge and the radio attached to his shoulder brought back memories of the officers that dealt with my well being after my mother’s death, before I was placed in the system and taken to the home for children. Those officers had been caring and kind and this one looks to have the same characteristics. Because of that, I didn’t view the cops as bad people or felt intimidated by them.  I notice that Jensen has his arms crossed and a look of determination on his face and that causes me to be leery, despite the fact that the officer at my door seems friendly and amicable. As soon as I rejoin them, Jensen introduces me to Officer Varney who goes on to give us the details. “We ran the number that the call came from through our system. It was a Missouri area code.  The number is issued to one Caitlyn Porter, a 27 year old female from Joplin. We contacted Missouri State Police and they brought Ms. Porter in for questioning." Jensen interrupts him then, wanting to get down to the reasoning for the phone call. “What did she say? Who put her up to it?” Officer Varney sighs and clears his throat. “We have been told that she made the phone call and threats of her own free will. She claims no one put her up to it; she wasn't bribed or paid to do it.” “So why?” I ask. I had figured this was a scheme brought up by Dani, but now I wasn't so sure. Who was this Caitlyn Porter? What did she have against me? What did I ever do to her? I didn't recognize the name so I was positive it wasn't someone from the past holding some type of grudge. Ofc. Varney looks at me with an understanding smile. “Claims to just be a fan of the Ackles’. I am very sorry to not have the answers you were expecting. Looks like just a rabid fan, doing something without thinking of the consequences.” I couldn't believe someone would do this because they're a fan of Jensen and Dani; to think someone was crazy enough to threaten me and my son because they had some crazy notion that I had broke up a happy marriage and was lying to Jensen about Jackson. It was all quite baffling to me. “What are the legal repercussions to someone who makes threat like this?” Jensen asks. “Seeing as it is a criminal offence to make an indecent telephone call, or call someone to harass them, the penalty is up to six months in jail and/or a fine of up to $5000,” the officer explains. “And we plan to press charges. To the full extent,” Jensen says. I look at him in displeasure. “Really Jay? That will just bring more issues up. Let’s just let the cops in Missouri handle it and let the poor girl go.”

Jensen stared at me indignantly. “No Drea. She threatened you and she threatened our son. We cannot let her get away with that. I-” Officer Varney cleared his throat, bringing our attention back to him. “So, my job here is done. I’m going to let you two discuss this and then you can let me know what you decide to do.” He took his leave and left Jensen and I standing there, glaring at one another. “Babe,” Jensen said, trying to keep his voice even and light. “You can’t just let her get away with this. If anyone finds out, they’ll think they can do it also.” “I don’t want to be in the spotlight anymore than I already am. I have Jackson to think about now, and I don’t want his legacy to start with someone threatening his life.” “Drea, I understand that. God, do I understand,” he said as he rubbed his hand down his face. “Maybe there is someway to keep the press from getting a hold of the information.” Jackson began crying, so my attention was diverted. I walked into the living room and JJ looked up. “Brudder cry.” “I know. Brother is hungry,” I tell her as I pick my son up out of his chair and grab the bottle I had sat on the table. “You want to help feed him again?” Jensen  came in and sat beside us on the sofa and watched as his daughter helped feed his son. “Let’s table the discussion for now,” I suggest and look over at him to see him nod and concentrate on his children interacting with each other.

Two weeks later, Officer Varney calls Jensen to alert him that Caitlyn Porter was charged with harassment and ordered to pay $1,000 dollars in fines and 3 months of community service. I breathed a sigh of relief that it was done, and without the newspapers and media getting hold of the information and running with it. Now we could get on with our lives and tackle the next obstacle: attending Justice Jay Ackles’ second birthday party without her mother causing a scene. 

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link- Chapter 99

A/N: Whoops!!!! This has been sitting in my documents for weeks, waiting to be published but silly me got so involved in Mommy’s (Not So) Good Girl, that I overlooked it. But as the saying goes, better late than never, right? Ok, I’m shutting up now. ENJOY!!

Previously

"Drea, you awake?" Gen whispers as she quietly opens the door. I nod and she walks in, closes the door and approaches the bed.

"I need to talk to you," she says solemnly. "To apologize."

“Come in,” I tell her as I sit up, making sure I don’t jostle Jackson too much. “I agree. We need to talk.”

As much as I love Genevieve, her actions the last couple of days has hurt me and completely baffled me. 

“You treated me like a common whore,” I state.

“I know,” Gen says as she sits at the foot of the bed. “I will never be able to apologize enough for that. I love you Drea. I do, but I let that old demon make me feel insecure and envious. I saw that post on the internet and got jealous.”

“But Jay told you that they just love drama, the media thrives on it,” I say.

“I know that,” she says, twisting her hands together in her lap. “I realize that now. But when I first saw it I got pissed, okay? I felt like I was hiding away while you two went out and enjoyed this beautiful island together. That I was the dirty little secret.”

“Gen, it hurt. Badly. The way you pushed me away and acted as if I didn’t exist. My heart was breaking in two.”

“I know,” Gen whispers, looking at her feet. “That’s why I couldn’t look at you. I could see the pain in your eyes; the grief. It was killing me but I just would tell myself you deserved it. You were trying to take my husband.”

“But I’m not,” I assert.

“Yea, well. My mind was telling me differently.” 

“Gen, I think it’s best that we just stick to how it was before. Friends, no benefits. We were best friends and we let sex get in the way of that. I love you Dox, I do. But I think we need to rethink the whole swinging aspect.”

“You’re right,” she agrees with a nod. “As much as I hate to admit it, you’re right. I fucked it up when I got greedy. God! I wish we could start this vacation all over again. I’d never come on to Jay; I’d never entice him into something when you weren’t there; when Jared wasn’t there. 

“God Drea, can you ever forgive me?” Gen looks up at me with tears in her brown eyes. “It’s all my fault!”

“Honestly? I don’t know,” I answer. “I want to. I want to say it’s all forgiven but I just can’t.” A beat of silence between us and then I spoke up. “So it was your idea? The blowjob I walked out on? Jay didn’t charm you into doing it?”

“It was all me,” she replies, ashamed. “We were just floating around in the pool, talking and laughing and well you know, when swim trunks get wet, they leave hardly anything to the imagination. I made a lewd comment and he made one back and then before long….well, you saw.”

“So it’s okay for you to suck Jay’s dick, then tie him to the bed and have your way with him but it’s not okay when Jared and I do the same? Help me understand here Gen, please?”

“I don’t know,” she shrugs. “Of course I was okay with you and Jared being together. Really, I was. But then I saw that article and it just snowballed from there.”

I just sat there and looked at my friend, my Dox. Her words seemed sincere and they made sense but why now? Why was she having a problem with everything now? 

“Can I ask you a question?” she finally speaks up.

“Sure.”

“Are you going to keep the baby once he or she is born?”

“What? Why? Gen, this is-” I say, as I lay my hand on the bump of my stomach. “-is your child. I’d never keep them away from you.”

“No Drea. It’s not mine,” Gen says and I balk at her. “It started out that way. That was the plan, you were going to use my eggs. But that didn’t happen. That little baby in your womb is Jared’s and yours.”

My eyes widen as realization dawns on me. She’s right; she is absolutely right. I am carrying Jared Padalecki’s child. Not Jared and Gen’s; Jared’s and mine. How had I not made that connection? Fuck, what was Jay going to say about this? 

He was so adamantly against this when we began discussing it and if I remember correctly, his exact words were “You’re not sleeping with Drea.” Well, I guess he got that wrong. Shit! How do I bring this up to him? Do I? Had he put the two and two together and already realized it. And what about Jared? Does he know that this is our-mine and his-kid I am growing or is he still thinking it is his and his wife’s? 

“We all need to talk. This is major!”

“You hadn’t thought about it had you?” Gen asks, looking over at me.

“No,” I chuckle nervously. “No I hadn’t. Man, this is fucked up.”

“That was what worried me,” Gen says as she shyly reaches out and places her hand on my knee. “I was scared that we started out just trying to make a baby and then it escalated in this….this….relationship between the four of us and once the baby was here, I’d be left out in the cold. 

“That you and Jared would be raising this kid together. That the boys and I would be tossed out like yesterday’s trash.”

“Never. You are not trash, not even close,” I tell her, as I push her hair behind her ear. “We’d never leave you out or forget about you. I love you, Jared loves you. Besides, where would Jensen be in this scenario of yours, huh?”

Gen shrugs again and a smile appears on her lips. “I dunno. I hadn’t got that far yet.”

“Dox, I love you but my lord, your hormonal mind can dream up some doozies.”

“My hor-..what? How did you know?”

“That you should be having your period right now?” I ask and she nods. “Jared told us. When you stormed out of the jacuzzi, he deducted that it was time for you to start and although you don’t have the actual period, with the blood and all, you still have the other effects. 

“Are you okay, though? Cramping? Feeling bloated? I can get you a hot water bottle,” I offer.

“Nah I’m good. Are we good? I mean, I know we aren’t completely back to normal but will things ever get to the way they were before?”

“Yea Gen, we’re okay. For now,”I tell her as Jackson begins to wake up. “Let’s wait and see how things go after we see how the guys react to other facts. ‘Kay?”

Once Jackson is fully awake, I take him to the nursery to change his diaper and put some sunscreen on so we can walk with Gen back down to the beach and meet the rest of the family.

A/N2: Did anyone else realize before what Gen did about the baby Drea is carrying? 

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 101

A/N: Apparently this has been sitting in my WIPS for months and I forgot about it. Oops!!! 

Later as I climb into bed, Jensen is already under the covers. He turns to me and asks, "Did it ever even cross your mind that you had a claim to the baby?"

"Truthfully Jay, until Gen asked me, I never even realized it was a possibility. I have been so happy to be able to do this for them, it never dawned on me that this kid isn't Gen's. In my heart,  I am still carrying her child. 

"You know she asked me if I thought I'd want to keep it and honestly,  that floored me. I don't know why I never thought about it; that Jared and I made a baby together."

"Well now that you have," Jensen asks as he pulls me into his arms, my head on his shoulder. "Do you think you'll change your mind and want to raise it yourself? With Jared, I mean."

"Absolutely not," I state. "Not that I don't love it...him...her….whatever gender it is because I do. I love it just like I love Tom and Shep. This is not my child, though"

I am getting sick of repeating myself but I want each of them to know, without a doubt, that for me nothing has changed and nothing will change. As soon as the baby in my womb is born, he or she will be given to the Padalecki's.

"You know," I say, changing the subject a bit. "I'm glad we worked everything out. I don't want to lose them as friends and although I'm growing and nurturing their offspring,  it would have really sucked to not to get to see them grow."

"Yea," Jay says, kissing the top of my head. "I'm glad it all worked out too. We are one big, happy family. The Acklelecki's? The Padackles?"

I laugh as I look up at him. "What about Murphy, huh? Where's that come in at?"

"Baby, as soon as I can, I'm making you an Ackles. You should already be one, you practically are anyway."

Jensen sits up against the headboard and pulls me with him. My laughter dies down and I raise my head to look at him. Is he serious? Is this for real?

"This wasn't how I was planning to do this. Hell, I haven't even picked the ring up yet. But Audrea Murphy, I love you so fucking much and I can’t picture my life without you. I don't want to. Will you marry me?"

JARED’S POV

It had never occurred to me that my wife was frightened that she would be losing the baby if Drea had decided to keep it. That thought never even crossed my mind. I just assumed that the plan for Drea to carry our child and give birth to a baby that would be ours, mine and Gen’s, was still just that.

When Drea become pregnant I realized then that we fucked up when it dawned on me that I put a baby in her, not some doctor using a turkey baster and Gen’s fertilized eggs. I immediately went to talk to Jay about it as I felt as if I needed to apologize.

Fortunately, Jay was more understanding than I gave him credit for and didn’t hold any grudges against me and we talked it out. He was also under the assumption that all would go according to plan; that Drea would carry the baby and then give it to me and Gen after he or she was born. 

Apparently, I also needed to convey that same sentiment to my wife and I dropped the ball on that. Big time! Gen had ultimately figured out on her own that she has no claim to the kid and let her emotions and imagination run rampant until she became terrified that she was losing not only the baby we worked so hard to get but she would be losing me too. 

Which is the farthest thing from the truth! I love my wife and I love my kids, all three of them. So what if one of them came from another woman; it didn’t diminish my love and devotion to the woman I vowed to spend the rest of my life with.

Once all that was settled and Gen finally gets the answer she has been praying for; Drea isn’t keeping the baby once it's born we all relax. Until Jensen brings up the other aspect of our relationship. Sex. With all of us.

Listening to him talk about how everything was fine when it was the four of us in bed together and then when we decided to pair off and how it all went to shit after that, I couldn’t agree more. 

But does that mean, it’s over? We just go back to what it was before Gen and I asked Drea to be a surrogate?

We all agree that maybe we should just keep it to a group thing but then Drea brings up the time when Jay and I are away. I know she is pregnant now and her hormones are going to be going wacky so when she asks about her and Gen having some fun, just the two of them I have no problem with it at all.

Jay doesn’t either as he says so and then suggests they record their ‘girltime’ so he and I can at least watch. I shake my head as he wiggles his eyebrows and we laugh at him. 

In our room later that night, I lay in bed as Gen finishes up her nightly routine. While she was showering, I loosened and removed the restraints on our bed. I had plans for my wife and it did not involve her dominatrix aspect. I wanted something special, something personal. I wanted to make love to my beautiful and loving wife.

My wife is petite but don't let that fool you. She is dynamite. Those who underestimate her quickly find out just how tough she is; that she is a take no prisoners type. If she wants something, she will do whatever it takes to achieve it. That is what attracted me, her can do, will do attitude. She is the glue that holds everything together. 

As I lie in bed and wait for her to join me, I think back to the first day on set when she joined the cast of Supernatural. I remember thinking that this dainty, little person was going to reject and oppose the idea that her first scene on screen she'd be in her underwear but much to my surprise, and everyone else's, she stripped right down and blazed through the performance like it was nothing. I knew then and there that Genevieve Cortese was a force to be reckoned with.

That is why when Gen brought to our attention her apprehension about Drea wanting to keep the baby, it took me by surprise. She had never shown her fears before. Honestly, I hadn’t even considered the possibility that Drea could want to keep the baby for herself. I had been so wrapped up in the knowledge that I am having another kid that it never dawned on me; I am having another kid with someone who isn’t my wife. With someone who is not Gen.

I am having a baby with Drea, Jensen’s girlfriend. How fucked up is that?!

When Gen comes out of the bathroom with just a towel around her body, my dick twitches. It is already semi-hard just from the ideas and thoughts of making love to this amazing beautiful woman. 

Gen smiles at me and drops the towel before reaching down for her underclothes. I reach out and grab her arm, stopping her.  She looks up at me questioningly.

“Lay back on the bed,” I tell her softly. The smile on her face says it all. She now realizes that she still has me, that she still turns me on. Hell, not wanting her is the furthest thing from the truth.

I watch as my smoking hot wife climbs onto the bed and crawls to the middle of it, laying back with her head on the pillows. Her body is totally nude in front of me and my dick springs to life.

“You are so beautiful baby,” I whisper as I pull my boxers down over my erection and let them fall to the floor. “So sexy. And all mine!” I growl.

She smiles that dazzling smile of hers and I hurriedly join her on the bed, claiming her lips in a searing kiss.

I spent the rest of the night showing Genevieve just how much I love her, want her and worship her by bringing her immeasurable pleasure.

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 101

Later as I climb into bed, Jensen is already under the covers. He turns to me and asks, "Did it ever even cross your mind that you had a claim to the baby?"

"Truthfully Jay, until Gen asked me, I never even realized it was a possibility. I have been so happy to be able to do this for them, it never dawned on me that this kid isn't Gen's. In my heart,  I am still carrying her child. 

"You know she asked me if I thought I'd want to keep it and honestly,  that floored me. I don't know why I never thought about it; that Jared and I made a baby together."

"Well now that you have," Jensen asks as he pulls me into his arms, my head on his shoulder. "Do you think you'll change your mind and want to raise it yourself? With Jared, I mean."

"Absolutely not," I state. "Not that I don't love it...him...her….whatever gender it is because I do. I love it just like I love Tom and Shep. This is not my child, though"

I am getting sick of repeating myself but I want each of them to know, without a doubt, that for me nothing has changed and nothing will change. As soon as the baby in my womb is born, he or she will be given to the Padalecki's.

"You know," I say, changing the subject a bit. "I'm glad we worked everything out. I don't want to lose them as friends and although I'm growing and nurturing their offspring,  it would have really sucked to not to get to see them grow."

"Yea," Jay says, kissing the top of my head. "I'm glad it all worked out too. We are one big, happy family. The Acklelecki's? The Padackles?"

I laugh as I look up at him. "What about Murphy, huh? Where's that come in at?"

"Baby, as soon as I can, I'm making you an Ackles. You should already be one, you practically are anyway."

Jensen sits up against the headboard and pulls me with him. My laughter dies down and I raise my head to look at him. Is he serious? Is this for real?

"This wasn't how I was planning to do this. Hell, I haven't even picked the ring up yet. But Audrea Murphy, I love you so fucking much and I can’t picture my life without you. I don't want to. Will you marry me?"

JARED’S POV

It had never occurred to me that my wife was frightened that she would be losing the baby if Drea had decided to keep it. That thought never even crossed my mind. I just assumed that the plan for Drea to carry our child and give birth to a baby that would be ours, mine and Gen’s.

When Drea become pregnant I realized then that we fucked up when it dawned on me that I put a baby in her, not some doctor using a turkey baster and Gen’s fertilized eggs. I immediately went to talk to Jay about it as I felt as if I needed to apologize.

Fortunately, Jay was more understanding than I gave him credit for and didn’t hold any grudges against me and we talked it out. He was also under the assumption that all would go according to plan; that Drea would carry the baby and then give it to me and Gen after he or she was born. 

Apparently, I also needed to convey that same sentiment to my wife and I dropped the ball on that. Big time! Gen had ultimately figured out on her own that she has no claim to the kid and let her emotions and imagination run rampant until she became terrified that she was losing not only the baby we worked so hard to get but she would be losing me too. 

Which is the farthest thing from the truth! I love my wife and I love my kids, all three of them. So what if one of them came from another woman; it didn’t diminish my love and devotion to the woman I vowed to spend the rest of my life with.

Once all that is settled and Gen finally gets the answer she has been praying for; Drea isn’t keeping the baby once it's born we all relax. Until Jensen brings up the other aspect of our relationship. Sex. With all of us.

Listening to him talk about how everything was fine when it was the four of us in bed together and then when we decided to pair off and how it all went to shit after that, I couldn’t agree more. 

But does that mean, it’s over? We just go back to what it was before Gen and I asked Drea to be a surrogate?

We all agree that maybe we should just keep it to a group thing but then Drea brings up the time when Jay and I are away. I know she is pregnant now and her hormones are going to be going wacky so when she asks about her and Gen having some fun, just the two of them I have no problem with it at all.

Jay doesn’t either as he says so and then suggests they record their ‘girl time’ so he and I can at least watch. I shake my head as he wiggles his eyebrows and we laugh at him. 

In our room later that night, I lay in bed as Gen finishes up her nightly routine. While she was showering, I loosened and removed the restraints on our bed. I had plans for my wife and it did not involve her dominatrix aspect. I wanted something special, something personal. I wanted to make love to my beautiful and loving wife.

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 100

After the stressful day we all had, I am actually more than happy that Jackson and JJ went down for the night without much of a fight. I know they are worn out from the trip to the aquarium and then playing on the beach and in the water.

I walk out of the nursery, pulling the door closed as Jared comes out of their bedroom. He smiles at me and I return it. The both of us walk down the hall to join Jensen and Gen in the front room. 

As soon as we enter, I look at Gen and nod. While sitting on the beach earlier, watching the guys play with the kids, she and I decided to get everything out in the open; to talk over everything with the guys and see where we go from here.

As much as I hated the thought of losing Gen and Jared as lovers, I despised the idea of losing them as friends. 

I clear my throat, causing all three to look my way.

“Guys we need to talk,” I tell them. “This can’t go on like this. We have to make it right.”

Gen speaks up when I finish. “I agree. What we have here is a great friendship and we can’t let a little bit of drama ruin it. Drea and I talked. We love one another tremendously and I want to start out by apologizing to the three of you. I shouldn’t have let my insecurities take over. I see that now. I was scared; afraid that once the baby Drea is carrying is born I’d be overlooked and excluded.”

“Babe,” Jared says getting up from his seat and coming over to her. “That would never happen. I love you so much! This baby is going to bring us closer together, not break us apart. There isn’t anything in this world that would make me forget about or leave you behind. You are the mother to my kids, the love of my life.”

“That’s just it,” Gen says as she molds her palm along his jaw. “I’m not.”

I take the opportunity to speak up, to say the words that I am terrified to say, the words that could ruin mine and Jensen’s relationship.

“She’s right. Well, in the sense that she isn’t the only mother to your kids,” I say refusing to look at any of them but looking at my toes instead. “The baby in my stomach doesn’t belong to Gen. This-” I say as I place my hand over the bump. “-is part you and part me Jare. This is our child.”

I take a chance to look at Jensen and am surprised not to see anger and disbelief or shock. Instead I see a look of understanding and appreciation. Did he not hear what I just said?! I look over at Jared and Gen and they are both smiling like idiots.

“I know, Drea. You are carrying our child,” Jared says as he takes my hand, keeping one arm wrapped around his wife.

I don’t think he understands what I am saying so I open my mouth to speak when Jensen speaks up. 

“Baby, we are all aware that you and Jared made a baby together.”

“But-” I begin but Jensen cuts me off. I pull away from Jared and turn to Jay.

“But nothing. Jared and I have talked about this. As soon as that test came back positive, I realized that this is a whole new ballgame. He is the father, you are the mother but Jared and Gen are going to raise him or her as their own, right? It’s what was discussed.”

“You’re not pissed?” I ask him, astonished at his nonchalance of the whole situation.

“Why would I be pissed?” 

“Because. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way. We were going to use Gen’s eggs. I’m not supposed to be the mother." 

“We’ve really gotten ourselves into a pickle here,” Jared speaks up. “Drea, even though the baby is technically yours-” he pauses to hug Gen closer to himself. “-was I wrong to assume that the plan would go as it was? You give birth to the baby but Gen and I raise it. Have you changed your mind?”

I can tell by the tone in his voice that the possibility of me wanting to keep the baby and raise it hadn’t crossed his mind.  And while technically it was true, the baby is mine and they have no legal rights to it, I had never even considered keeping it.

“No. As far as I’m concerned this baby-” I say, placing my hand on my bump and rubbing gently. “-this baby is one hundred percent yours and Gen’s. I would never think of reneging on our deal. I’m just the incubator.”

I can see the relief in everyone’s faces as I finish. Gen is the first to hug me, followed by Jared and then Jensen. 

“Now that that is settled,” Gen says. “Let’s talk about the elephant in the room,”

“Gee thanks,” I say with a giggle. “Ya know, I’m going to get a lot bigger.”

My dox rolls her eyes and swats the air. “Shut up girl. You look beautiful. No, I’m talking about us, the four of us. Did I fuck it all up with my insecurity and jealousy?”

“No baby, you didn’t,” Jared assures her and looks over at Jay and myself. “Right, guys? Now that we know what brought it on and have dealt with it, nothing’s changed?”

“A few things have unfortunately,” Jay says and we all look at him. “I think we need to reevaluate our relationship….the foursomes.”

“Do you not want it anymore?” I ask and I have to say I would completely understand if Jensen would want to stop. The Padalecki’s and I kind of pressured him into participating. Although he was eventually willing and actively participated, it was still a situation thrust upon him.

Jensen smiles when he senses my anxiety. “Not at all,” he answers. “I think we can all agree we each enjoy the hell out of it. But maybe we should just stick with…...well, how do I put this? No more one-on-ones with each other’s spouses; we were good when it was the four of us together. Shit got twisted when we went off on our own, so to speak.”

I visibly relax. He has a point. Everything was going good until then. I look over to the Padalecki’s and they nod in agreement, smiles on their faces. 

“What about-” I ask as I look between the three of them, terrified of what I’m about to bring up but it needs to be assessed. “-when you two go back to work? Gen and I can’t?”

You could hear a pin drop in the silence that fills that air in the room after my inquiry. I am beginning to feel like I might have just kept my mouth shut but Jay finally speaks.

“I didn’t mean that,” he laughs. “I meant you and Jared and me and Gen. Hell, fuck each others’ brains out while we are gone if you want. Just maybe invest in more memory on your phones so you can record it and share with us.”

We all laugh at him as he finishes with a wiggle of his eyebrows. 

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 77

A/N: Sorry, not sorry. 

Previously:

“I don’t like this. I don’t like it at all!”

Jensen’s outburst has all our heads turning toward him.

“What don’t you like about it?” Gen asks, calmly.

Jensen huffs and sits back, indignant. “You two telling us we can’t have sex. I can’t make love to my girlfriend, all because my best friends wants to use her as a breeder. You guys want to dictate to us what we can and can’t do and I won’t stand for it. If I want to fuck Drea until we both can’t walk straight, I will!”

I feel sorry for Jensen because he has apparently not been paying attention to what Jared had explained at all.

“Babe,” I say, putting my hand over top of his. “That is not what they are doing. If you just calm down and listen.”

“I listened. I heard. We can’t make love so that when you do get pregnant, you can be sure it’s his. I told you from the beginning I didn’t like this idea! And it just keeps getting worse and worse.”

“Dude, I never said you couldn’t sleep with Drea,” Jared tries to get through to his co-worker. “Hell, after being with her myself, I can see why you love her. All we are saying is use a condom. Please? Screw her brains out, fuck her until the cows come home. We don’t care. Just be safe.”

I can feel my cheeks redden at Jared’s words and I keep my gaze on the table; too embarrassed to look up and see who might have heard Jared’s speech. I really wish the floor would open up and swallow me whole. It’d be less humiliating than being here, right now.  

“Oh,” Jensen says and I can see him relax in my peripheral vision. “Well why didn’t you say that anyway?”

“I did!” Jared exclaims with a laugh.

Jensen is still grumbling on the drive home, with a pit stop at the local pharmacy not making matters any better.

“I still don’t like that they have control over this,” he mumbles as we pull into the driveway and wait for the garage door to open. “Do we have to tell them every time we fuck too?”

“I’m sure we don’t.”

“See,” he states, turning his head toward me. “You aren’t positive. I tell you I am hating this idea the more I think about it. If you didn’t get pregnant last night, no more. They can find another way to have a kid or just be happy with the two healthy ones they have.”

“Are you telling me I can’t help our friends? Do I need permission now if I want to even talk to Gen or Jared?” I ask, getting pissed at his attitude.

As soon as the truck is in the garage, I open the door and hop out, being sure to slam it to inform him that I am not liking his opinion.

I hear him groan and grumble as he steps out of the driver’s side and instead of waiting for him, I enter the house to relieve Kayla of her babysitting duties.

Kayla Hostettler had been highly recommended by Gen. Apparently, before they hired Hannah as a full-time babysitter after Shep was born, Gen employed Kayla on an ‘as needed’ basis. 

Gen had explained that if it had not been for Kayla living with a boyfriend and going to college, she would’ve easily offered the position to her when they decided to hire a live-in. Kayla understood and kept her babysitting gigs as a side business.

Jackson had taken up with the young girl easily. She could make him laugh and giggle almost as well as Jensen could.

When I had asked Kayla to babysit Jackson the week before, I had informed her it was for overnight and she had had no problems with it. Her boyfriend was out of town on a job anyway.

“Good morning!” I greet Kayla as I walk into the kitchen. She is sitting at the table, feeding my son his mashed fruit medley and babbling.

“Good morning Drea,” Kayla says, looking over her shoulder and then back to Jackson. “Look who it is sweet boy. It’s your Mommy.”

I smile as I listen to her talk to Jackson and him coo in response. The garage door opens and a petulant Jensen walks in. He nods to our babysitter and then turns and climbs the stairs, probably going to his study to grumble and bitch some more about the predicament I’ve put us in.

By the afternoon I had paid Kayla for her services, changed out of my clothes from last night and put Jackson down for his nap. I have yet to see or hear anything from Jensen and that is fine by me. I’m still agitated as hell with him!

How can he think that Gen and Jared would go so far as to try and manage when Jensen and I sleep together? They wouldn’t do that….would they? I begin to think about it all; about how well and easy Genevieve Padalecki slips into the dominatrix persona, how it’s just like another part of her and wonder if she is really actually trying to dominate us. Is she so anticipating the third child that she feels the need to make sure Jared is the only one who gets to sleep with me?

‘No,’ I think to myself and shake those thoughts out of my head. ‘Gen and I had agreed to being completely honest and open during this whole ordeal. She wouldn’t try to prevent Jensen and I from doing shit just to get her way. She promised.’ But just to put myself at ease I decide to call her.

I pick up my phone and begin to dial the number when Jensen walks in.

“Drea, I’m sorry.”

I click the phone off, or so I think,  and look at him.

“For what?” I ask, folding my arms across my chest.

“For getting so upset. For trying to boss you around. You are a grown woman. No one can tell you what you can and cannot do. I just--when they told us that we had to talk and Gen had shouted as we were making out, I lost it. Okay,” Jensen explains as he slowly approaches me. “I love you baby. I love making love to you. I love how it makes me feel, how it feels, how connected we are.”

I relax my stance as I listen to his apology. “Can I still be friends with Gen?”

“Of course baby,” he says, with a smile as he reaches out and grabs my hands, holding them in between us. “You can be friends with whomever you want. You can do whatever you want. With whoever you want. I’ll be the perfect boyfriend and if my best friend impregnates you I will wait on you hand and foot and  make sure you give him a healthy baby.”

“Guys? Guys?” I hear Gen’s voice coming from the counter where I laid my phone and realize that I hadn’t ended the call like I thought I had. Picking the device up I put it to my ear.

“Gen?”

“Oh my god! Have you two been arguing this whole time?”

“Uh….” I seriously don’t know what to say. She heard us talking, she had deduced that we had a disagreement. 

“Listen, Jared and I are sorry that we caused you to fight. We didn’t intend for that to happen. At all!”

“I know, Gen.”

“Can I talk to Jay?” she asks, almost shyly. 

“Sure,” I tell her and hand my phone to him. “Gen wants to talk to you.”

I watch as he listens to whatever she is telling him. I can’t tell if she is helping the situation or making it worse; Jay’s face is neutral.

“Yea okay,” he says and then bids her a goodbye. He makes sure the phone is off and lays it back on the counter.

“What did she say?” I ask. 

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 96

A/N: Anyone wanna make a new banner for this story? This one above is kinda old. Should I just keep it?

Hours later, I wake when the bed dips behind me. I can smell the distinct fragrance of some top shelf whiskey and wonder where in the world Jared and Jensen stumbled across liquor so late at night.

Jensen scoots up behind me, molding his body to mine. I feel the effect the alcohol gave him poking my ass as he begins kissing along my neck.

"Baby,  you awake?" he mumbles against my skin.

As much as I'm hurt and suffering from Gen's rejection, my body responds to the stimuli and I whine as I press back against his erection.

"Oh good," Jay says as he kisses and nibbles my ear lobe. "I didn't want to have to rub one out. I need to fuck you, my beautiful, loving, sexy girlfriend. "

I turn in his arms and meet his lips with mine as his hand slides over the baby bump I'm sporting and slips into my shorts.

God, with the speed that I soak my panties at his touch, you'd think I was touch-deprived. That I hadn't just had amazing sex not even 24 hours ago.

As Jensen's fingers slip through my sodden folds and find my clit, we hear loud voices coming from the other bedroom.

Jared and Gen are arguing!

I whimper as Jay pulls his hand out of my panties and looks toward the door. "What the hell?"

I can't answer, I don't know how to respond. I knew Gen had been upset earlier over starting her period while on vacation but why take it out on her husband.  It's a fact of life,  not his fault. 

"Guess he probably went to bed the same way you came in here; horny and needing to fuck her senseless but she probably started and….

I trail off when I hear my name being yelled by Gen. Whoa, wait? How is this my fault? I hurriedly climbed out of bed, hoping to go diffuse the situation.  Jensen follows behind me.

From the hall, their voices only get louder and more intelligible.

"You have got to be kidding!" Jared screams. "You know I love you."

"Yea, well it doesn't look that way when all you do is look at her with these great big heart eyes."

I gently knock on the door and it goes quiet inside. I hear whispers and curses until the door opens with Gen standing there frazzled and crying.

"What's going on?" I ask.

"None of your damn business!" Gen answers and goes to shut the door but Jay's hand slaps against the wood above our heads stopping it.

"It is her business," he says with a bite in his tone. "You guys are fighting and her name was brought up so I think it the fuck is her-our- business. 

"Now what the hell is going on?"

Jared steps up behind his wife and plasters a smile on his face but I can see right through it; something is amiss.

"Let's take it outside so we don't wake the kids." Jared advises, his voice tight and tense. 

I nod at his suggestion and turn toward the kitchen,  knowing-or at least hoping- the trio will follow.

"So this isn't going to work," Jay says as we all sit around the patio table, the stress and anxiety tangible.

We all look at him, as if he has all the answers for the conundrum we've found ourselves in.

"I thought we were all in agreement; no one would feel betrayed or left out. What happened?" Jay inquires as I look across the table at Gen and Jared. 

"We each said that feelings wouldn't get hurt and no one would feel betrayed and left out when we starting fucking each other separately. So, I don't understand what happened. Can someone please explain it?"

Gen sits back into the cushion, crosses her arms and rolls her eyes. "What happened?! Like you don't fucking know!" she spits out toward me. 

I stare at my dox, doe-eyed and mouth agape. The last person I thought would have a problem with this arrangement is her. She is so confident and sure in her sexuality that she is the last person I imagined would be feeling resentful. 

"What are you talking about?" I ask, honestly confused. "What did I do?"

"Oh yea play dumb," Gen sneers. "You got pregnant by my husband and now I'm just a second thought to him! He's all about Drea," she says with a mocking tone. "All day long, he was hovering over you making sure you were okay. It was like I wasn't even there!

"And then,  theeeeen, I get tagged in this." She pulls her phone out and lays it on the table where everyone can see. A social media app is opened and a clear and distinct picture of Jared and I strolling through the market area during our "date" with his arm over my shoulders is on the screen. 

The caption is 'Trouble in Paradise?' I read the words underneath just as Jay and Jared do the same.

Supernatural star Jared Padalecki spotted in a renowned vacation spot cuddled up with a mysterious woman, who our sources later uncovered, is the same woman his co-star and best friend, Jensen Ackles has been dating. Did we just oust a secret love affair? Where are Genevieve and Jensen? Do they know where their significant others are?

"Gen, this isn't what it looks like," I begin but she cuts me off.

"Really?! You guys went out in public and were all over one another! This is supposed to be between just the four of us! Even today when I was right there my husband couldn't keep his hands off you!"

"Whoa whoa whoa" Jay speaks up. "This is what your issue is? Gen, I know you know this is all speculation.  You know how the media is. They love a good drama.

"This picture-" he points to the mobile device. "doesn't prove a thing.  Hell, I've wrapped my arms around your shoulders way before we began fucking around. And as for today, you want to know what I saw?"

"What?" Gen says, defeat in her tone, like she was a child being reprimanded. 

"I saw Jared treat Drea the same way I watched him treat you when you were pregnant. Both times. Listen, it's not that he is 'all about Drea', it's because she is carrying his child. The child you had a part in asking her to create."

"He's right babe," Jared says, reaching out and grabbing her hand. "I love you so much. I would never do anything to ruin what we've worked so hard for. You are my wife and I love that you are the one I get to grow old with."

I sit with bated breath, watching and waiting to find out Gen's reaction. Will they guys get her to understand nothing has changed? That Jared isn't choosing me over her? That me carrying their baby was as much her idea as it was his? 

Actually, she was the one that suggested I get pregnant "the old-fashioned way" when the IVF treatments weren't working. This was as much on her as it was on anyone. 

Things were so much simpler before we all fell into bed together, back when we were just friends. Maybe it would be best if we went back to that? Could we though? 

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 76

Waking up in Jensen's arms in the hotel room, in the bed that we had shared with the Padalecki's a few hours before, brought a smile to my lips. 

Both Jay and I were still unclothed, only the flat sheet covering our nudity. I slowly turn in Jensen's hold to see him start to rouse.

Sleepy green eyes become visible as his eyelids flutter open. I feel so much love for this man. He is so generous, loving and protective. 

"G'mornin'," he whispers, his voice low and gruff. "I had the craziest dream. We-" 

I watch as he finally realizes we aren't in our bed at home, our son isn't just down the hall sleeping.  Jay sits up fast and puts his face in his hands.

"Oh god!" He exclaims after dragging his hands down his face. "It wasn't a dream. Fuck! What did we do?!"

My stomach drops as I realize he regrets what had transpired. Did I misread him all this time? He hadn't really wanted to participate in a foursome with our friends, his co-worker? Was this going to change everything?

Would this break us up? I mean, we practically slept with other people! Would he even be willing to talk to them ever again, let alone work beside Jared?

I sit up and hesitantly place my hand on his shoulder.  "Jay-"

"I'm so sorry baby," he says, interrupting me. "God, how can you even look at me?"

Ok, now I was confused. What was he apologizing for? He did nothing wrong. And that's exactly what I tell him, causing him to jerk his head toward me.

"I had sex with Gen! God, how can you even think I did nothing wrong?" He asks as he slides out of bed and begins pacing. "I fucked your best friend and I ENJOYED IT! Damn, will you ever forgive me?"

"Jensen Ross Ackles!" I say, getting up on my knees and letting the sheet fall. "Look at me."

Jay stops his pacing and turns toward me. "I'm kneeling here, naked as the day I was born, leaking Jared's cum! We went into this together.  

"Are you pissed that I fucked Jared?"

Jensen shakes his head.

"Listen babe. I'm glad you enjoyed it. I'd be kinda disappointed if you didn't because Gen is hot, especially when she lets her dom side out."

That gets a small smile out of my boyfriend. 

"Am I right?" He nods. "Listen, I'm glad you liked it because truthfully,  it turned me the fuck on! Watching two of the people I love the most pleasuring one another? Hot."

"I had fun," he tells me as he climbs on the bed, walking on his knees to join me in the middle of the mattress. "And seeing you with Jared was more enticing than I imagined." He cups my cheek in his palms and leans down toward my face. "He did ya good, didn't he?" He breathes against my lips.

"Yea," I murmur before he lays claim to my mouth, invading it with his tongue. But before the kiss could go any further, the door connecting our room to the Padalecki's opens and Gen gasps.

"No! Stop!"

Jensen and I pull apart and he fumbles to grab the sheet to cover his nakedness. I can't help but laugh at his modesty. 

Gen chuckles herself and rolls her eyes. 

She approaches the bed and leans over, kissing my swollen lips. 

"Get dressed and meet us in the hallway. We'll go out for breakfast. There are a few things we need to discuss."

Slapping my bare ass and then jerking the sheet from Jay's grasp, she smiles and says, "Don't hide it now. Second best dick I've ever rode."

Jay's cheeks turn pink and Gen laughs as she leaves the room, closing the door behind her.

"Man, she's good," Jay says staring at the door.  "I would have never, in a million years, thought she was such a kinky minx. Jared has never said a word."

"Do y'all share stories about your sex lives with each other?" I ask him as I pull the dress from last night over my head. Guess I'm going to breakfast commando.

"Well, I mean we don't have like gab sessions and talk about it. But sometimes things come up and we'd discuss our personal wants and fetishes."

"So he never told you Gen was a wildcat in bed?" I ask, smiling at him.

"No, come to think of it….we kinda quit sharing stories when they began dating. All I know is she made him wait until the sixth date to sleep with him."

I began fidgeting in my seat at the restaurant; going commando in a slinky dress was nerve-wracking! What if I move the wrong way and give all the patrons here an eyeful? The heat vent is right by our table and it seems to be blowing right at the apex of my thighs, unintentionally making me wet.

Gen notices my discomfort and asks me to go with her to the bathroom. Once inside, she peeks under the stalls for anyone else. 

"What is wrong with you, Drea? You're acting uncomfortable."

"I am!" I hiss, pulling on the hem of my dress. "Jared ripped my panties last night so I'm-"

"Bare?" Gen finishes for me.

"Yea," I breathe out, glad that she seemed to understand.

She shrugs and pushes open a stall door. "Eh, so am I."

"What? How are you not uncomfortable?" I ask as I enter the stall beside hers.

"I hardly ever wear them anyway," she answers nonchalantly.

I think back to my first time with her and Jared and realize that even then she hadn't been wearing any then either. "Oh."

Gen laughs as I hear her toilet flush. I finish my business and hit the lever and join her back in the main area at the sinks.

"I tell you something sweetie," she says, our eyes meeting in the mirror. "Your man sure knows how to keep his word. I'm still leaking his cum."

We laugh and leave the bathroom, joining the men back at the table. I notice our food has arrived in our absence.

"Now, you said we had things to discuss?" I ask as I poke at the eggs on my plate.

Gen looks around and then turns back to the table. "It's about sex. You two having sex, specifically. "

I drop my fork onto the plate. “What? What about it?” I look at her and Jared then Jensen. “Are you saying we can’t?”

“What the hell man?” Jensen asks, looking at Jared incredulously.

“No we aren’t saying that at all,” Jared chuckles. “But we just think since I’m trying to impregnate Drea-” he pauses and runs a hand through his hair before leaning his elbows on the table. “-maybe you could wrap it before you tap it. That way when she does get pregnant there won’t be an issue of who the father is.”

Jared’s explanation actually makes a lot of sense to me and even as I’m nodding, Jensen scoffs. 

“I don’t like this. I don’t like it at all!”

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THE PADACKLES LINK UPDATE:

Guys I am so sorry that I havent gotten the next chapter out to you buuuut, my new fic kinda took over my brain and that was all I could think about. I am *ALMOST* finished with Mommy's (Not So) Good Girl and will get back to writing more about Drea x Jensen and Gen x Jared soon.

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The Padackles Link-Chapter 66

A/N: I do not know anything about IVF so if this is unrealistic and off the mark, don’t come at me. It’s just a fic. I made it all up.

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The first week that Jensen is gone back to work is hectic. Jackson is definitely attached to his father and in his absence our son is very unhappy. So unhappy that I have to let him scream himself to sleep at night and then I don’t get a good night’s rest because I worry that I am torturing him. 

I am in tears, listening to Jackson scream at the top of his lungs over the monitor when my phone starts ringing with a Facetime. Of course it’s Jensen. I had hidden our predicament from him so far but I knew as soon as I answered my boyfriend would hear his son’s cries.

“Hey bab-what is that?” Jensen says as soon as the call connects. “Is that Jackson?”

“Yea he really misses his daddy putting him to bed at night,” I tell him with a shrug.

“Man, I hate that. I miss him too. I miss his little toothless smiles and laughter. I miss you too Drea. More than I realized I would.”

“I miss you so much Jay! And not just because I have to deal with his cries because you’re not here. I miss going to sleep in your arms and waking up next to you.”

“Take me to him,” Jensen says and I climb out of bed and walk to the nursery. Turning the phone around so that they could see one another, I listen as Jensen tries to talk to and soothe his son. 

As soon as Jackson hears his father’s voice, the boy stops crying until there is nothing but whimpers coming from him. Jensen begins singing “Wagon Wheel” and I watch as our son closes his eyes and drops off to sleep.

“Damn, why didn’t I think of that?” I ask as I make my way back to the bedroom. 

“Has he been doing that all week?”

“Yea. But I didn’t want to worry you,” I tell Jensen as I get resettled into bed. “I know being on set and filming is hectic and time-consuming.”

“Drea, I don’t care. If my son needs me to sing him a lullaby to go to sleep, call me. I can’t believe you put up with that for a week,” he chuckles.

Shrugging my shoulders, I look at Jensen dressed as what I assume is Dean Winchester. “You look good Jay.”

He blushes but a tiny smile appears on his lips. “Thanks, So do you. So what’re your plans for the week?”

“Well, Gen has that appointment at the fertility clinic Thursday. She wants me to go hold her hand while they harvest the eggs. Hannah is going to watch Jackson along with Tom and Shep.”

“That’s good that she isn’t going to do that alone.”

“Yea and seeing as those eggs will eventually be in my body, I figure I can be there for her procedure.”

“That sounds weirdly erotic,” Jensen laughs and Drea joins in.

“There’s nothing sexy about petri dishes and turkey basters, babe.”

“Eh, whatever floats your boat, I guess.”

“Dork!”

“I’m your dork” Jensen says, laughing.

“And don’t you forget it.”

Thursday afternoon I sit beside Gen in the large waiting area of the Center for Advanced Reproductive Medicine.  Jackson is back at the Padalecki’s home with Tom and Shep and their babysitter, Hannah.

“I’m weirdly nervous,” Gen speaks up.

I look over at her and smile. “That’s natural, I guess. You are having a pretty significant procedure done.”

“Yea,” she says. “But that’s not what I’m worried about. I mean, sure they are going to be inserting a long ass needle into me and retrieving my eggs to freeze. What if there is something wrong with them? What if Jared doesn’t make it back in time to fertilize them? Is this just outrageous? Asking you to carry our baby.”

“Gen, Jared is scheduled home next weekend for Thanksgiving. The doctor assured you both that that was okay, not too long. He’ll come in and, well truthfully I’m trying not to think about his part of the job, but he will do what needs to be done and the doctor will fertilize your eggs. 

“As for being outrageous by asking me to have your baby, I really could’ve been wined and dined a bit more. But I’m willing and able.”

Gen joined me in laughing as the nurse calls her name. I follow Gen as she follows the nurse back to a procedure room.

The nurse, Abby, hands Gen a paper gown and points to the corner of the room where there is a curtain for her to change behind. To give her even more privacy, I turn my back while she changes.

On the drive back to the cul-de-sac, Gen is dozing in the passenger seat when a call comes through the speakers of the Yukon. Glancing at the screen, I see that it is Jared. I click on the phone button on the steering wheel and answer.

“Drea?” Jared’s voice fills the cab. “How’d it go?”

“Without incident,” I tell him as I look over at Gen who has a smile on her face. “They were able to retrieve 17 viable eggs. Her part is over.”

The sigh that leaves his lips is resounding. Jared had been as nervous and anxious about the appointment this morning as Gen had been. All for nothing, because everything went as it should.

“How is she?”

“Tired and a little out of it,” I chuckle. “She is dozing in the seat but she has a gigantic smile on her face. Your wife loves you very much, you big moose!

Laughing, Jared responds with, “Not as much as I love her. Listen, I got to get back to set. I just wanted to call and check on you both.”

“Okay. I’m sure Gen will call you later tonight when she is more alert. Tell Jens I love him and miss him.”

“Want me to give him a big ol’ smooch for you too?”

I hang up listening to Jared chuckling at his own joke. Shaking my head, I turn to pull into the driveway at the Padalecki’s home.

The next time we are in the waiting room at the CAR-M building is a few weeks later, 8 days before Christmas, it is my turn to be anxious and a bit stressed. Today they were implanting one of the embryos, hoping that it attaches. And I wanted to be able to do this for my friends, our friends.

Gen and Jared are sitting across from me, holding hands and murmuring to one another. Jensen is back at home with Jackson, surely patiently awaiting the call after I’m impregnated by his best friend.

The same nurse, Abby, calls my name and I stand smiling at Gen and Jared before following Abby down the hallway.

The technician, Dr. Hayes, explains everything that is happening as it happens. When he inserts the catheter into my vagina, I tense at the discomfort. The tech mumbles a quick apology and I will my body. The rest of the procedure goes by quickly and before I know it I am re-dressed and heading back to the waiting room to get Gen and Jared.

I smile as I enter the room and after making an appointment in two weeks to do a pregnancy test.

“The next two weeks are going to crawl by,” Gen complains as we climb into the Yukon. “I want to know now if we can start planning for a little baby.”

Jared grabs her hands and kisses her knuckles. “I know, baby. I’m excited also.”

And just like Gen predicted, the two weeks between appointments were agonizingly slow. But once again she and I were in the exam room, awaiting the test results.

I can tell by the look on Abby’s face what the answer is before she even makes it all the way through the door. 

“It’s negative isn’t it?”

That night, Gen and I cry together and drink wine and cry some more. I had to finally admit to myself that I was just as disappointed as she was. I loved being pregnant with Jackson and Jacob and was looking forward to that again; to knowing that my body was sustaining and growing life.

“They said we can try again,” I assure Gen as she refills her glass. “I am still willing to do it if you are.”

“Hell yes,” Gen says after taking a swig of her drink. “I want a baby. I want you to have my baby, Drea.” She breaks out laughing and it is then that I can tell the alcohol has gone to her head.

“That sounds funny. Doesn’t it sound funny to you Drea? You having my baby? Like, what? How? We both have the same parts. Two vaginas can’t create a baby.”

“Okay,” I say as I swipe the wineglass from her hand. “You have had enough. Let’s get you to bed.”

“Ooo, are you trying to seduce me?”

Rolling my eyes, I don’t answer; just help her up the stairs and to her room. She is out before I turn the light off.

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The Padackles Link-Chapter 65

A/N: This story was supposed to be on hiatus but of course, some life got blew into it. The next chapter is already in the making also. 

After the fantastic makeup sex, life for Jensen and I returned to the way it was before Dani's manipulative behavior.

We took turns caring for Jackson and enjoyed time together every evening after the baby went down for the night. Our first official summer hiatus as a family was going great!

That is, until our best friends come to us for a favor.

Jensen's phone rings as we are finishing the breakfast cleanup. Saturdays had been deemed the perfect mornings for a nice, big, hearty breakfast and this morning had been no exception. 

Pancakes with mixed berries, bacon and coffee had filled us both and we were clearing the mess we had made when a tiny food war had broken out.

"Hey Jpad!" Jensen said as he answered the phone. I could only hear his side of the conversation. "Yea. No, not much. Just lounging around the house today." 

After a small pause, he continues. "Yea, sure. No problem. Come on over."

I finish stacking the last of the dishes in the dishwasher and close it, pressing the button to turn the machine on.

"So, we got company coming?" I ask as I turn.

"Yea, Jared said he and Gen have something to discuss with us."

"Ooo, sounds foreboding," I joke, earning a smile and laugh from my boyfriend. "I'm going to go take a shower before they get here; get the flour out of my hair."

"Need help?" Jay asks, wiggling his eyebrows.

"No sir," I tell him. "You are on Jackson duty."

"You're no fun," he pouts as he approaches me and leans down to kiss my lips.

"I know. I'm just awful," I quip, kissing him once more before heading to the bathroom.

An hour and half later the Padalecki's arrive, sans kids and I really begin to wonder what they need to talk with us about. 

Are they splitting up? Have they been having trouble and with everything going on between me and Jay, I'd just been oblivious? What a friend I am! I berate myself as I watch my boyfriend greet the couple.

After getting drinks for everyone, I join them on the patio. The weather is perfect for sitting outside; sunny skies with just enough clouds to combat the rays and give relief.

"So," Gen speaks up after taking a sip of her beer. "We want to talk to you guys about something. Something big."

"Oh god!" I mutter, making all heads turn to me. I blush at the attention. "Are you guys breaking up?"

Jared and Gen both throw their heads back and laugh. 

"No sweetie," Gen answers once she composes herself. "We are nowhere near breaking up. We are as strong as ever. Right Jare?"

Jared nods and I breathe a sigh of relief. 

"So what is it?" Jay asks. He has never been one for mystery and pussyfooting. He is more of a "get to the point" kind of guy.

"We want another baby," Gen says as she links her fingers with her husbands. 

"That's wonderful," Jay says with a smile. "But how does that involve me and Drea?"

Gen explains to him about what happened when she gave birth to Shep and had to have an emergency hysterectomy,  deeming her sterile and unable to get pregnant ever again.

"We want Drea to be our surrogate," she finishes and my mouth falls open. 

They want me to carry their baby and give birth to him/her?! Were they crazy?

"Wha-?" I said, still slack-jawed.  "Are you serious?"

"Yes." Jared was the one to answer. "We have discussed it in depth. We want you to carry the third Padalecki."

"Dude, you are not sleeping with Drea!" Jensen demanded, his voice full of venom. He slammed his bottle onto the table and glared at his friend. Once again, Jared laughed.

"I knew that's what your reaction would be," he said. "I thought the same thing when Gen first brought it up. Baby, please explain to our simple-minded friend how this would work."

"IVF stands for In Vitro Fertilization. The doctor would take my eggs and fertilize them with Jared's sperm and then implant them into Drea's uterus. No sex involved….well, no sex between unwilling partners."

I watch as the tension and hostility melt from Jensen's shoulders. "Oh," he said and then turned to me, smiling. "It's really up to Drea. It's her body."

After some more discussion about what exactly was expected from each party, I happily agreed to become the surrogate for Jared and Gen. 

After a physical exam and consent from my doctor, we would begin preparations for the procedure to begin while the guys were home for Christmas break. 

The end of hiatus comes too soon and I find myself in the SUV with Jensen, Jared and Gen heading to the airport to send the guys off.

"I'm going to miss waking up to you everyday," I whisper to Jensen.  He and I are cuddled in the middle seat of the vehicle; Jared and Gen in the back row.

"You're going to miss the help with Jackson," he answers with a smirk. "It all lands on you now." 

"Yea, your right," I joke and he growls as he pulls me closer and kisses the top of my head. 

"Are you nervous?"

"About what?" I pull back to look up at him, confused. Was he talking about having to take care of our son alone?

"Your appointment. It's next week, right?" he says. "I hate that I can't be there with you."

"Jay, I'll be fine. Gen is going with me."

"I know, " he says as he hugs me tighter. "I still wish I could be there in case…." he trails off and I catch onto what he is worried about.

"Babe,  if I get bad news, I'll be alright. It'll suck that we won't be able to have more kids but I have you and Jackson. I'm happy."

Gen and I stand at the window and watch the plane that is carrying our men out of the country take off.

"Clean bill of health," I say as soon as Jensen answers the phone. "The doctor says I am healthy and everything is good to go."

"That's great Drea," he says and I can hear the smile in his voice. "I've been thinking about you all day."

"More like worrying about me," I laugh. "Hopefully it didn't screw up filming too much."

"Na-ahh! Hey, buddy." I listen to his and Jared's conversation through the phone. By the sounds of it, Gen had called Jared and told him the good news the same time I called Jay. 

"Your girlfriend is good to go to carry my baby," Jared's voice rings out down the line.

"Dude, not so loud!" Jensen admonishes him. "People will get the wrong ideas."

I laugh as I listen to them banter back and forth before Jensen gets back on the line.

"Sorry, honey.  Jared is a jackass!"

"Baby, he's excited. So is Gen. I thought she was gonna cry when the doctor okayed the procedure."

"I'm happy for you Drea," he says. "I love you but I gotta get back. Gotta get thrown around by a demon."

I laugh at that. "Don't get dead."

"Eh, I'm Dean Winchester. Even if I get killed, I won't stay that way for long.  Nothing stays dead on Supernatural."

We hang up and I go to find Gen to celebrate the good news we received.

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The Padackles Link-Chapter 62

“What?!” Jared asks, dumbfounded. "You want me to sleep with Drea?"

Gen can't help but laugh at the way her husband's voice raises at least two octaves. His veracity and simplicity endearing as he stares at her in shock.

"No, silly," Gen answers between giggles. "The doctor would inseminate her with a few of my eggs, fertilize them with your sperm, and then hope and pray one-or more, implants into her uterus. It's all very clinical and impersonal. He or she would be our child, just borne by Drea."

"Sounds very...scientific, " he states. "Are you sure? I mean, this is how you want to expand our family?"

"Yea, I am," Gen confirms with a nod. "The boys are growing so fast and I have always dreamed of having a big family. Don't get me wrong, I love Tom and Shep but I miss them being babies. Plus, I’ve kinda always wanted a little girl."

"Okay. Let's do it," Jared exclaims eagerly. 

"Really?" She is amazed by how easily he had been persuaded. 

"Yea!" Jared says, beaming. "I mean, don't get me wrong. It will be weird as hell seeing another woman round with my kid but there is an upside to it," he finishes, pulling his wife's body to his.

"What's that?" Gen asked, cuddling up to him.

"I don’t have to worry about getting rejected when I want to fuck you," Jared says, rolling over until he’s hovering above her. "I won't have to listen to you complain about being fat and undesirable. I love you Genevieve and I always will."

"I love you too, Jared," Gen responds wrapping her arms around his neck. "I always will."

Pulling him down to her, Gen kisses him, promptly turning the contact wanton. 

When they pull apart to catch their breath, she looks up into her husband's eyes, the usual hazel irises shrouded with lust.

"You know, I wouldn't be opposed to a little of that right now," she whispers, batting her lashes and smiling seductively. 

Jared growls as he attacks her, her giggles turning to mewls and whimpers as he completely ravages her body.

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As soon as I put Jackson down, my mind goes back to the earlier conversation in the truck. "Take care of yourself too and look in the third drawer of the chest in the closet.” Jensen had declared. I anxiously wash and shave in the shower, excited to see just what was in that drawer. Once I was sure that everything was nice and smooth I step out and wrap the fluffy terrycloth towel around myself. I quickly check the monitor, the screen showing Jackson asleep in his crib. 

Grabbing the moisturizer, I lather up my body with the peach-scented lotion, making sure to get the bare areas I had created. My mind wanders to the closet, wondering what was in there and when Jensen had put it there. I grab the robe from the hook on the wall and tie it up.

Going to the closet, I flip the light switch on and look excitedly at the chest of drawers. Approaching it, I cautiously reach out and touch the handle of the third drawer and pull it open. 

Inside is a garment box with a pale pink ribbon wrapped around it, tied into a perfect bow in the middle of the lid. Plucking the package out of its hiding spot, I walked over to the bench that separates the two areas of the closet.

Smiling, I gently pull the bindings off the box and lift the top. I gasped as I saw what was nestled inside.

Meanwhile, across town Jensen is sitting at the bar, listening to Bob prattle on about his business and his ideas to expand to other cities. The bartender sits another beer in front of him and without thought, Jensen picks it up and takes a drink.

By the time Jensen is paying attention to his friend again, Bob has moved on to talking about family. 

"So how are the missus and the baby? Though I guess she isn't much of a baby anymore, huh?" Bob chuckled as he nudges their shoulders together. "SueEllen and I had our first two so close together it was almost like having twins."

Jensen’s heart squeezes at the mention of twins. He and Drea had- or is it have?-twins. Jacob just isn't here anymore. He smiles at the older gentleman. 

"I have a son now," Jensen proudly announces.  "He and JJ are 23 months apart. Jackson has an angel twin, passed, uh ...pretty early into the pregnancy, though."

"Sorry to hear that, man," Bob offers.

Jensen finishes off his beverage and fishes out his wallet, going to pay for his drink. Bob lays a hand on his arm and smiles. "On the house, my friend."

"Thanks." Jensen slides his wallet back into his pocket and gets up. "It was nice catching up but I better get back."

"Tell Dani I said hello."

Jensen cringes through a smile and walks away, heading for the door. Outside, he unlocks his door and gets in. He lays his head on the wheel and closes his eyes. What the hell is he doing? He should've set Bob straight. He and Danneel aren't together. He has a son with another woman. 

Turning the key in the ignition, Jensen pulls out onto the road and drives, no idea where he is going. He knows he needs to head home, Drea is there waiting for him but the fight with Dani is still fresh on his mind. The words, "She probably wouldn’t pay any attention to JJ, anyway. She's got her own kid to maintain" are running through his head. Does Drea pay more attention to Jackson than she does JJ? Is their son more important to his girlfriend than his daughter? Jensen wants to answer both of those with a resounding “No!” but doubt claws its way into his head.  

Pulling into the driveway, Jensen looks up to the window he knows is the bedroom to see the light still on. Thank god! Maybe he can talk this out and prove to himself that Dani is wrong about the way his girlfriend felt about JJ.

Padalecki Home

Gen watches as her husband comes out of the bathroom and approaches the bed. She is completely and thoroughly exhausted. Their love-making had become an event. The way Jared had whispered in her ear describing how much she turned him on to how she felt as he explored every inch of her body, leaving nary an inch untouched, had Gen practically vibrating with need before they even got to the main event.

The second he had slid into her warm, tight channel, Gen had come undone. The stretch of her walls to accommodate his ample length had her throwing her head back in ecstasy. No matter how often they had sex, Jared always seemed to hit new spots that had her seeing stars. 

With each thrust, Jared's dick had continually grazed her g-spot and when he lifted her legs onto his shoulder to push deeper into her, he steadily bumped against it until she screamed through her release. 

Now here she lay, blissfully satiated and fulfilled, waiting for her husband-her lover-to join her back in their bed. 

"Are you sure you're on board with my idea?" she asks as he lay down beside her. "You don't want to think about? Pro and con it?" 

Genevieve Padalecki had learned early on that any and all decisions Jared made were carefully processed and a list of pros and cons of each outcome was put together before the final determination was made.

"Nah, it's a good plan. You want more kids and I want to make you happy. "

Gen couldn't help but scoff as she sits up against the headboard, the sheet falling down and exposing her bare breasts. 

"No," she demands, crossing her arms. "Don't just agree to make me happy. I want you to want this too. I don't want you to, one day down the road, despise me or whatever kid or kids would come of this. I want you to be in this 100%."

"I am, baby," Jared says as he sits up beside his wife. "I want more kids too. Honestly, it broke my heart when you had to have the hysterectomy. I thought our baby-making days were over. I just didn't say anything because I didn't want you to think I thought any less of you. I love you Gen. I don't ever want you to think I don't."

Hearing his confession brings tears to Gen's eyes. To know that he had been as heartbroken as she was with the procedure warms her heart. She wipes the tears from her face and smiles. 

"You big lug! I love you," she says as she straddles his lap. "I want to give you as many kids as you want. But we shouldn't get too far ahead of ourselves. Drea could still say no."

"I know," Jared agrees, grabbing her hips and pulling her closer. "Doesn't mean we can't practice," he murmurs as he leans up to kiss her, his right hand moving toward her womanhood. 

The doorbell sounding through the house made him stop and sigh as she climbs off of him. 

"Whoever that is, they better be dying," he says as he pulls a pair of sweats on and heads out to see who's at the door.

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 56

Jensen’s POV

Finding a lawyer who was willing to expedite my plans was easy. After all, money talked and I had plenty of it.

I spent over an hour on the phone with him, explaining my reasons for needing a speedy divorce; the desire of  wanting it done before the news got out to the tabloids, who always jumped on the opportunity to knock down a celebrity. When in all actuality, I can’t really propose to one woman while still married to another. Well, I guess I could but that just doesn’t seem right to me. It’s not how I was raised. I wanted to be a free man when I got down on one knee and asked Drea Murphy to be my wife. That is, after charming my way back into her heart.

Stephen Brett worked quickly and within three days, I had a petition for the dissolution of my marriage in my hands. I heard Drea heading toward the kitchen so I hastily jammed the papers back into their envelope and shoved it into the nearest drawer. Drea and Jackson entered the room none the wiser. 

“Good morning handsome,” I cooed as I lifted my son from his mother’s arms. “Ready for breakfast?”

Drea and I went about our day as normal. Normal now consisted of just occupying the same space and being amicable but no real affection. I missed that the most. I caught myself many times yearning for her touch, her warmth. I just wanted to wrap my arms around her and hold her close. But I screwed up and have lost the right to do that and now I have to work on getting it back. The package I received this morning is one step closer to that finish, I hope and pray.

After helping Drea with Jackson’s morning routine, I told her I had some business to take care of and headed toward town for Phase Two of “Wooing Drea”. Grabbing my truck keys,  I watched as Drea went toward the laundry room with a basket of Jackson’s soiled clothing. I still can’t believe I almost lost her; that I caused her to have any doubt about my love for her. I shook my head and walked out the door. I have to win her back, no matter what. She is my realized fantasy, the unicorn in my dreams.

I jump in the truck and aim it toward the west part of town. Massage Sway, the day spa Jared had taken Drea to when she was depressed over losing Jacob was my first priority. Drea had boasted about the facility and wished to return. What better way than a girls’ day with Gen. I walk in and am quickly assisted with what I needed and walk out of the building with a purchase of two of the Revivafy package and a nice little bottle of massage oil. Maybe once I have attained my goal, Drea would allow me to use it on her. To help relieve stress and strain of raising an Ackles.

Hopefully, though all this is a step in the right direction; closer to restoring Drea’s faith and trust in me. 

Drea’s POV

Having Jensen home to help with Jackson and anything else that came up was wonderful. For the first month of being a new mother, I had been run ragged. Who knew the chaos one tiny human could create?!

But then after JJ’s party that all changed. After he got upset because Daneel was moving on and dating another man and leaving our home, albeit for just one night, I began to feel dismayed being near him.

It’s been a week, 7 days, since then. And 6 days since I kicked Jensen out. Now he sleeps down the hall in the spare bedroom but is still here to help with whatever needs to be done. For that I am quite grateful. I might have jumped the gun a bit when I threw him out but I am stubborn and am standing my ground. 

Not having Jensen by my side, beside me in bed at night is heart-breaking. Yes, I know it’s my fault but I still miss him. I miss having him to hold me and to cuddle with and just relax. Jensen was my go-to when times were tough. He’d just listen as I talked about my day or grumble about the lady in aisle 4 of the grocery store who took her sweet time, although I was behind her with a wailing child.

The suspicions began when he would tell me he had an errand to run and was vague with the details. It didn’t take me long to catch on, he was sneaking off to see Daneel and his daughter. I can’t blame him for wanting to see and spend time with JJ but he was lying about it and doing it behind my back. Before all this, we would go spend time with the cute little blonde together. That hurt! It hurt worse than when I thought Chad was cheating. 

Maybe it’s because we have a child together; maybe it was because Jensen took my broken heart and glued it back together but right now all I know is my mended heart was shattering again. And it was his fault.

Taking care of a child who looks like a miniature version of the person tearing your heart in two is challenging. Jackson’s eyes have recently changed from the pale blue he had at birth to an identical brilliant green, he has a dimple in the exact spot as his father and his nose is shaped the same as Jensen’s. It made things…..difficult, to say the least.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my son. I love him beyond explanation but when those green eyes look up at me with that gummy smile, it just makes my heart hurt.

I sit in the rocker in Jackson’s nursery, arms full of a snoozing baby, just staring at the perfection. One thing is for sure, Jensen Ross Ackles has the genes to make beautiful kids.  I had ran off to the baby’s room once Jensen had told me had had a few errands to take care of. I couldn’t watch him walk out the door, leaving us to go see his other family.

Once Jackson is asleep, I carefully transfer him to his crib and grab the baby monitor before leaving the room. Since I had no idea how long Jensen would be gone, an important detail if you ask me, I decide to clean the kitchen and put a load of towels in the washer.

I am putting the last of the clean dishes away when I hear the front door open. I quickly finish my task and speed out of the kitchen. Although I know where he has been, I don’t want to see the look of bliss on his face or hear about his time with them.

Thankfully Jackson’s cries sound through the monitor so I head to his room. Not only to welcome him from his nap but to give myself time to prepare to be in his father’s presence. By the time I have our son changed and calmed down, I am as ready as I was going to be to encounter Jensen. Lifting Jackson from the changing table I head back toward the kitchen.

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 55

A/N: Okay to quell any confusion, let me explain something. The first part of this chapter, Drea’s POV, is a week after she kicked his out but the second part, Jensen’s POV, takes place exactly after what happened in Chapter 54. 

Drea’s P.O.V.

Exactly seven days ago, I had kicked Jensen out of our bedroom, but the man didn’t give up. He kept his distance as we navigated the new dynamic of our relationship. He continued sleeping in the bedroom at the end of the hall at night but during the day he made himself useful, helping with Jackson and doing mundane household chores.

We still spoke to one another and joked around; everything from requests to taking out the garbage or whose turn it was to change Jackson’s soiled diapers. Especially after an incident of being urinated on, Jensen practically had to be bribed with promises of treats and candy to complete this particular task.

He had also showered me with gifts, from flowers to an already pre-planned appointment with Gen at a spa in town to leaving little notes for me to find; to remind me that he loved me. I didn’t need the reminders.

I know Jensen loves me, I know he loves our son but finding the proclamations in odd places was refreshing and welcome.

I was emptying the dishwasher while Jensen was busy changing Jackson after dinner when I found the manila envelope. Why Jensen had stored it in the cabinet was beyond me.

The package was full, and the thin string was loosed around the buttons. Actually, it wasn’t wrapped at all. Curiosity got the best of me and I tilted the folder. A few pages slid out into my hand. The top one had a legal heading from the county courthouse. The words underneath made my breath hitch as I read them.

                                                     PETITION FOR

                                       DISSOLUTION OF MARRIAGE

To say I was surprised would be an understatement. Jensen had not mentioned to me that he had even thought about divorce but here I held the evidence in my hands. I thought back to that fateful day almost 4 years ago when I had met the Ackles.

Stranded on the side of the road with a flat tire and no spare, they had helped me so I could continue on my cross-country trip after my husband had died.

My two saviors who became close friends and had took me in when my journey was over. I had bonded with Dani and celebrated with them when they learned they were expecting. I had become JJ’s pseudo-aunt, along with Gen, Jensen’s former co-star and wife to his best friend Jared Padalecki.

The Ackles and the Padaleckis had taught me that everyone was worthy of love and respect. I had become Dani’s confidante when she confessed to Gen and I about her affair. I had kept her secret and went as far as dating her doctor to obtain the paternity results she had needed so Jensen would be none the wiser.

And then while taking care of their daughter while Dani continued to pursue her acting career, Jensen had made his own confession. A confession that ultimately led me to be his mistress-turned-girlfriend-turned mother to his son. And the result of all that lay in my hands, staring me in the face. Five years after they said ‘I do’, he was filing for divorce. For a split second I wondered if it was all my fault. If I hadn’t gotten a flat tire on the side of a Texas highway would they still be together?

Jensen’s P.O.V.

My heart drops when Drea tells me to get out. I never meant for this to happen. If she would just give me a chance to explain! But I can tell she isn’t in the mood to listen to my reasons. I slide the strap of the bag she packed onto my shoulder and walk toward the door, stopping when I am next to her.

“I’m not leaving our home,” I tell her, looking down at her. “I’ll go to sleep in one of the spare rooms but I’m not leaving you. I will do whatever it takes to make it up to you and prove to you that you’re wrong. I love you and I want to be with you.”

I leave her standing there and walk out. As I approach me new and hopefully temporary digs I hear her sigh before our-her-bedroom door closes. 

I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to figure out how everything went to hell. I know it’s my fault. My mistake for being upset over who Dani had decided to date. My error for leaving Drea out of it, for not just talking it over with her.  I now understand what it looked like. Like I was upset because Dani was moving on, which was farthest from the truth. I want my ex to be happy, I do!

I grab my phone and call the one person who I know could give me some perspective and advice. My tense muscles immediately relax as soon as my best friend answers. 

“Jare, I fucked up.”

“You can say that again, Stack. What were you thinking?”

“I don’t know man,” Jensen sighs, running his hand down his face. “I just-- I saw who Dani has decided to date and I got pissed, man.”

“But you’re with Drea….why does it matter if Dani begins dating?”

“It doesn’t! It’s not the fact that she has gotten back out there. It’s the who. That damn doctor that broke up with Drea because she didn’t feel the same.”

“So, you got upset not because your ex is dating again but because you don’t like the man she chose?”

“I was upset for Drea. And now she won’t even let me explain it. She kicked me out man! Well she tried. I’m in the guest room until further notice.”

“Oh boy! Dude, what are you going to do?”

“I don’t know. I mean, I kinda thought you and Gen could help me get back into her good graces?”

The next morning, I wake up with a cramp from the practically non-existent pillow. My talk with Jared, and eventually Gen,  just a few hours prior had given me some insight and hope. I now had a plan to get in place to hopefully win Drea back.

I sit up in bed and try to knead the ache from my neck. I get up and open to door to see both Drea’s door and Jackson’s open but I don’t hear any movement. They must both be downstairs already.

Hurrying to the bathroom to do my business, my mind is already whirring with ideas. First on the agenda though is to prove to her that I was being truthful last night. I want to be with her in this house, the home she and I built.

After finishing up I return to the bedroom and search through the bag she packed to find some clothes and then I grab my phone, opening the search app. I have a very important phone number to find.

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[deans-baby-momma]

The Padackles Link-Chapter 52

A/N: Sorry this has taken so long to be updated. Hopefully now I am back on track and can update more regularly. 

IN DALLAS 

Jensen woke up and slowly opened his eyes. He glanced around at the room he was in; the guest room of his parents’ home. When he had packed up and moved to Los Angeles to pursue an acting career,  his mom had turned his old room into a crafts room. A place where she could go to get some quiet time and do what she enjoyed, creating little trinkets and keepsakes that she gives out to family and close friends as gifts. 

He sat up in bed and rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. He knew he had fucked up yesterday and last night, going off on Drea and ultimately leaving without much of an explanation. He knew that even though he had finally answered the phone when Jared called and had asked him to explain to Drea where he was headed it wasn’t the best recourse but by the time he had calmed down and realized his mistake, he was already halfway to Dallas. 

Jensen just hoped he hadn’t ruined what he and Drea had, that she would let him justify himself and forgive him. He also knew he wasn’t above begging.

A knock brought him out of his thoughts and his dad, Alan, stuck his head through the door.

“Morning son. Your mother wants to know if you’ll be staying for breakfast?”

“Morning dad,” Jensen rasped, his voice gruff from sleep. “Tell Mom I’ll be down in 10.”

Alan nodded and turned to leave. But then he stopped and looked back at his grown son. 

“Listen Jen. I know you are an adult and probably don’t think you need advice from an old man like me but I’m going to give it to you anyway.”

Jensen smiled at his dad. He actually would like to get some guidance and opinion from his dad. He looked up to the man, always had. Alan Ackles was what he intended to become.  A loving, hard-working man who took care of his family’s wants and needs.So any help his dad was willing to dole out Jensen would take to heart. 

“Now I don’t know why you showed up at our doorstep at bedtime last night but I have a feeling it has something to do with what happened at the party yesterday,” Alan paused long enough for his son to answer. When Jensen nodded he continued. “I know seeing your ex-wife with someone new, someone that isn’t you had to be…unsettling but you can’t let it ruin the other relationships in your life. You’ve moved on and you cannot expect Danneel not to. 

"So whatever you are feeling, suck it up son. You and Drea seem to be getting along and you do not want to destroy that.”

Nodding, Alan shut the door gently, giving Jensen time to reflect on his words. Jensen knew his dad was right. He couldn’t really be upset about Danneel moving on; and he really wasn’t. Not like everyone thought, at least. It was more of whom she moved on with. Dr. Josh Daniel’s, Drea’s ex. He didn’t know the whole story behind their breakup because he had never asked, but to know that Drea had given him her time and affection and he just threw it away like yesterday’s garbage didn’t sit right with Jensen. He knew firsthand just how loving and caring Drea was and he couldn’t imagine tossing it aside. Drea Murphy was the most respectful, most kind, supportive woman Jensen had ever known. She reminded him of his mother with her encouragement and loyalty. 

Running a hand over his head,  Jensen got out of bed to go downstairs to visit with the woman who he admired the most, Donna Ackles.

IN AUSTIN

6:45. Jackson begins his whimpering and I knew by the time I made it to his room, it would be a full on wail like it is every morning. I sit up and swing my legs over the edge of the bed and by the time my hand touches the doorknob, the first loud cry sounds through the monitor.

“I’m on my way baby,” I mutter as I tread to his room. “Hey mister. It’s okay. Mommy’s here. Is my big man hungry?” I coo to my son as I pick him and lay him onto the changing table to switch the soiled diaper with a clean and dry one. Jackson lays there, watching me, his fussing down to just sniffles.

Gen is already in the kitchen, pouring coffee when I walk in carrying Jackson. “Good morning. Did we wake you?”

Gen smiles as she takes a sip of the scalding brew. “Nah, my internal clock wakes me up at 6 every morning. Guess it’s from all those years of getting up early for soccer practice and now with the boys,  they hardly ever sleep past 7.”

“Even now?” I ask, astonished.  I had been hoping that as Jackson got older he would begin sleeping longer. And both Gen’s boys were older than him so it wasn’t looking promising. 

“Yea. Welcome to motherhood. It’s great!” She chuckled.  “No seriously though, I love the time I get to spend with my kids teaching them things and watching them learn. And if that means I lose a few hours of sleep, then I’m not complaining. I can sleep when I’m dead and buried.”

I looked down at Jackson as he ate, staring back at me and took in her words. She was right. If I got to watch this precious little baby grow up and teach him right from wrong, a few lost hours of sleep was nothing. 

*GEN’S POV*

Drea was an excellent mother. Not once had she shirked her duties as Jackson’s parent. It made me even more hopeful of the idea I’d had. Now if Jared was receptive of it. He was wary of it when we spoke last night but I knew I could get him on board eventually.  It was way too soon to bring it up anyway with Drea and Jensen’s current dilemma.

“Did you ever hear from him after I went to bed?” I asked gently, not wanting to make Drea upset.

“No, but Donna did call to tell me he is set up in their guest room,” Drea explained to me. “She just wanted to assure me he was okay." 

"That was nice of her,” I said with a smile. “So what are you going to do today? Wanna take the kids to the park or something?” I sip on my cooling coffee as I watch her mull over the idea. 

“Yea, I guess that would be good,” she says as she switches Jackson from one side to the other and coax him onto the new breast. “After his nap, we can head over. I can’t stay here and wonder what went wrong. Why he up and left, saying he needed time, can I?”

“No, sweetie. You will just drive yourself crazy,” I soothe. “I’ll go wrangle my guys and then we’ll go let them run off some of that Padalecki energy. And give you a chance to get your mind off things for a while.”

“Yea sounds good.”

*END GEN’S POV*

After Gen left to go back home, I got Jackson changed again and entertained him until he began yawning, signaling that it was time for his mid-morning nap. 

Once he was asleep and settled into his crib, I wandered into mine and Jensen’s bedroom to grab my phone. Checking it for messages, I was not surprised to see the notifications were empty. No messages, no missed calls.

I sighed and placed the phone back onto the nightstand and grabbed some clothes to change into after a quick shower.

A day with the Padalecki’s would surely get my mind off of wondering if my relationship with Jensen was over.

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