#jameswinterbarnes

[cezura]

jameswinterbarnes replied to your post:lol @ the Very Opinionated White Girl in my...

i’m a pols major for my other degree and the focus on western democracy in all of the classes is ridiculous, like we hardly ever get any reading about anything but ‘let’s talk about how this relates to democracy, the Good Thing’ it’s tiring tbh

ohh no ugh yeah i know that feel :( i'm already rethinking this major i don't know if i can do this

judygrimes replied to your post:lol @ the Very Opinionated White Girl in my...

yikesss

i forgot to mention how petulant it was like "OH MY GOOOOOD HAVEN'T YOU HEARD OF TIANANMEN SQUARE????" like can u not

[beccabee]

jameswinterbarnes replied to your post:jameswinterbarnes answered your question:i was...

thank you!!! it’s just one of those things i cannot stomach, but that’s why blacklist exists. i hope you have fun, though! :D

Sometimes I think back on all the time I used tumblr without a blacklist and I dunno how I got through it. But yeah, I totally get the grossness factor and hate it myself at least 90% of the time. Honestly I just need something to get back into writing, and this wouldn't leave me alone sigh. So I dunno about fun but hopefully my muse will get back into gear?? Haha :)

[autisticsimon-archive-blog]

may i ask what you're going to be studying at school? i'm assuming some sort of science!

Right now I'm an undecided major. I'll decide what I wanna do a little bit later.

[adhdheather]

jameswinterbarnes replied to your post: i will start unfollowing people if the...

i’m tagging everything to do with him as just robin williams, is this okay?

that works for me, i blacklisted 'robin williams' earlier and its worked to some degree, im just??really really upset bc there's still a lot of people just not tagging stuff w him and its impacting me a Lot

[beccabee]

jameswinterbarnes answered your question:i was gunna read a book by now i’m writing abo fic...

hey no judgment but if you do post any abo stuff could you just tag it a/b/o or abo or abo for ts etc? it makes my stomach churn sorry

No problem! (though give me an hour and I'll delete this word document anyway, but I'll keep this in mind for any future posts)

[adhdheather]

i started crying over a tegan and sara song about getting married to a girl and then i was like wait. no. wait. what. maybe. and then a few months later i was like yeah definitely wow

im laughing oh my god

[autisticsimon-archive-blog]

i just opened up tumblr after a day of studying and the first few posts were you!! sorry i'm just glad to see you're back, i hope you're doing well and stuff

A lot of stuff happened. I'm going back to therapy and I've talked to my parents about my suicide attempt and they are watching me very closely. 

I've had a few other close calls in the last week. Nothing like what happened that night but I've been on edge. I have another blog I can go back to if this blog gets too hard for me again, but I think I'm in a better place regarding the incident at least.

I've talked a lot to my case manager about the situation. Showed her all the posts about it and she advised I step back for a little. She knows how important activism is to me and tat I'm going to do it again eventually but I should wait until I'm more able to take the back-lash that comes with it.

She said that people who stand up for themselves and others are always attacked and that I have to develop healthy ways to cope with it.

[autisticsimon-archive-blog]

regarding public transport - i live in nz and it's expensive. also i lived in aussie for a while and it was definitely pricey there too

oh well at least it's not just the US for once. I mean I had to pay 2.50 every time I got on the subway and that shit adds up. like I can get an unlimited but it's still expensive as hell like yooo what the fuck. 

[beccabee]

jameswinterbarnes replied to your post:jameswinterbarnes replied to your...

that’s excellent omg, queer things are just so good tbh

and more relevant to my existence really. sighs at lack of queer things.

[beccabee]

jameswinterbarnes replied to your post:jameswinterbarnes replied to your post:"PROBABLY...

it’s so so so cute ohmygod, i love those things that helped along w your queer crisis thing, i can’t listen to tegan & sara without flashing back to the oh gOD I THINK I’M GAY days it’s amazing i lvoe it

Oh gosh yes hah I didn't get into T&S until after the crisis was mainly over, but there is still many a song that I can't listen to without flashbacks to my first girl crushes and go wow how did it take me so long to figure out wow. (Incidentally, Chick Habit is one of those songs. I think my entire queer crisis ended up being connected to But I'm a Cheerleader whoops)

[beccabee]

jameswinterbarnes replied to your post:"PROBABLY NEVER LETS BE REAL HERECRIES ABOUT IT" There's a movie called But I'm A Cheerleader that you may want to check out!

but i’m a cheerleader is so good /lies down

110% AGREE it looks cheesy and over the top and really, it is cheesy and over the top, but gosh I love it to pieces. Also I'm pretty sure both Megan and I realised we were kinda gay at the same time, it was really pivotal to my baby bi life.