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[eternalstann]

Extraterrestrial

Chapter One

Peter Parker x Reader

Your space craft has crash landed on a planet called Earth. Being so far away from home is scary, but a man named Peter Parker makes it a little better.

Warnings: language (nothing crazy...yet🤭)

You felt tears welling up in your eyes as the beeping sound coming from the dashboard of your ship got faster and faster. This was it, this was how you were going to die. The whirring sound and shaking was overwhelming. You shut your eyes, gripping the wheel even though there was nothing more you could do. An intense heat enveloped you and you realized your craft had caught fire upon entry of this unknown planet’s atmosphere. You were going to die on a planet where no one even knew your name.

You braced yourself for impact, and then there was nothing.

-

A bright white light clouded your vision. Was this the afterlife? You had always thought there was nothing after death. Suddenly a voice called out to you. "Can you hear me - squeeze my hand if you can hear me". Why would the creator of all things ask you to squeeze their hand? Your tried to open your mouth to speak but you couldn't. A meager squeak was all you could muster. "She's up!" The same voice called out. Alive? How could you be alive after that?! You used all your strength to open your eyes. When you did, you gasped at what you saw. Two men standing above you looking down. You sat up immediately, feeling frightened. "Her heart rates way up - Hey, you're okay. We're not gonna hurt you!" A man with kind eyes spoke. "I'm Tony, that's Bruce" the other man quipped.

You rose your eyebrows, asking them to explain further without having to use tour words. "We found you where your ship crashed in Ohio and we brought you here. This is New York. Where are you from?" You placed your hand over your throat to signify that it was too sore for you to talk. "Oh, here!" The one called Bruce fumbled before handing you a cup of water. You brought it to you lips with a shaky hand. Your arm felt sore from every movement you made. You drank the whole cup down in one go, sighing in relief at how much better you felt just from the water. "I'm from Tanwa-" you croaked. "-My name is Y/N".

Tony and Bruce looked at you in confusion, "Wheres that?". You were shocked that they had never heard of your home. "Where am I?" You questioned. "You're on Earth- or as our buddy Thor calls it, Midgard". You'd heard of Earth, and it was long way away from your planet. "Tanwa is not even in your Solar System, how did you locate me" you asked. "Well, it's our job to track any threats to Earth - not that you’re a threat, but you falling from the sky was out of the ordinary so we had to check it out. And it wasn't us that found you. We got in your general vicinity but it was our boy Peter who found you". You nodded trying to process everything they were telling you. How would you get back home? So many questions lingered in your mind but already you felt exhausted again. "Get some rest, we'll be back to check on you later" Tony spoke patting your knee.

You felt a surge of emotions run though you once you were left alone with your thoughts. How would you ever get back home? Could you trust these men? Your exhaustion got the best of you though and you let sleep consume you.

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You aren't sure how long you slept when a door opens, light flooding your vision and you wince. “Shit, sorry!” A new voice calls from across the room. The shadowy figure closes the door quickly, shuffling towards you with caution. It’s dark again, and you can’t help but feel anxious as the unknown person continues closer. “My names Peter, I just wanted to check on you..” the voice is sweet, and you can tell immediately this man is younger than the ones you met earlier.

“Hello” you croak meekly, hating how unlike yourself you sounded. “Hello” he repeats back, finally close enough for you to see him. He has a soft smile, and is holding a cup in his hands. The first thing you notice is how attractive he is, and you mentally scold yourself for it. “Oh, um, I know they just gave you water earlier. Tony said you might not like anything else but I figure I’d try anyways” he shrugs, handing you a cup. It warms your hands and you hum at the welcomed feeling. You hadn’t even realized you were cold. You stare down at the steaming liquid, giving it a sniff. The boy chuckles at your actions and you frown, had you done something wrong? He notices the change in your expression.

“I’m sorry I don’t mean to laugh at you! You just look so human I expected you to know what to do I guess. It’s tea, with a little honey” he explains but you’re still lost. Of course you had drinks on your planet but nothing like the one he had presented to you. Tea? He sees you’re still confused. “It’s just a hot drink, we make it with like, herbs and leaves and stuff! It’s natural, and I just added some honey. We get that from the bees.” He says looking at you cheerily. Bees? You’re still a bit out of sorts over the strange drink. “It’s safe I promise” he chimes, taking the drink back and taking a sip before offering it to you again.

His face drops and he literally smacks himself in the forehead, “oh god, you don’t want to drink after me now” he sighs about to reach for the cup. You shake your head and smile at him, “it’s okay” you croak, bringing the cup to your lips and drinking. You can feel it go down and your eyes widen at how quickly it soothes your throat and how pleasant it tasted. “It’s wonderful, thank you!” You compliment him, your voice almost back to normal already.

Peters ears perk up at the sound of your voice, it was melodic. “You’re welcome...so what’s you name?” He asks, and he really hopes you’re up to talk because he’s curious... and he just wants to hear your voice again. “I’m Y/N” you answer. “And you’re Peter, are you the one who found me?” You inquire, and he nods. “Yeah I am, I’m so glad you’re okay. It’s amazing you healed so quickly, but I don’t know how anything surprises me anymore...” he spoke trailing off and you can’t help but wonder what he meant. You almost want to tell him, you’re still sore and no where your maximum capabilities but you have to remind yourself you don’t know him, these people, or their intentions. “On a scale of one to ten; how bad is my ship?” You hold your breath and wait for him to reply. “Honestly, like an 11” he gives you a pitiful look. You sigh, you figured but you just had to know.

“Where are you from?” He quips, “A long way from here” you laugh dryly. “Well don’t worry, we’ll do everything in our power to get you home” he tells you with a hopeful face and you do your best to believe him. “What’s your planet like?” He presses and you smile at his interest.

The two of you talk until you both fall asleep. Him in the big chair adjacent to you, and you in a bed that wasn’t your own. But for a little while; Peter has made you forget you’re stranded on a random planet with no way back.

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“Rise and shine!” You hear a voice you vaguely recognize yell into the room. Peter shoots up, almost startling you from his spot in the chair. He’d stayed there all night...with you? The idea made your heart flutter. Get a grip, you rolled your eyes at yourself. “It’s Tony” Peter yawned, turning toward the man approaching. “Peter? I didn’t know you were here. Sorry underoos, I only made breakfast for Y/N” he spoke cheerily and Peter groaned at the nickname. “More tea I hope!” You smack your hands together, you were starving. “Alright, so these are pancakes. This is sausage, and these are eggs” he informed you, setting the tray in your lap. You’r eyes go wide. You knew what eggs were. “EGGS? As in premature fetuses?” You nearly shouted and Tony waved his hands, “No! Well actually; yes I suppose” he furrows his brows thoughtfully. “Woah, I never thought of that...” Peter whispers to himself. What kind of planet was this?! “But they’re not human eggs, or like your eggs. It’s chicken!” Peter does his best to explain. You were starving though, so scoop up a forkful and try it. They were quite enjoyable. “They’re....good” you say hesitantly. “Atta girl!” Tony smiles at you. “Now Y/N, if you don’t mind my asking; how did you end up here?”

You look up at the two men staring at you expectantly with your mouth full of food. You swallow and contemplate, should you tell them? You decide a half truth will do for now; until you know whether you can truly trust them or not. They could have ulterior motives. “I was going to visit my mother. My planet Tanwa is not far from hers, Symir” Peter wants to ask how you and your mother are from different planets but let’s you finish. “I was only a few klicks away when I took on fire from a ship just outside Symir’s atmosphere. I did a...I found a wormhole and went through. It took me to what I know now is the Milky Way Galaxy?” You look to Peter for confirmation and he nods. “Yes, the Milky Way, and I don’t really remember much after that” you say. And the last part was the truth.

You don’t know why, but lying to them actually made you feel a little guilty. You didn’t even know them, but the weight of your lie rested heavily on your shoulders. What if they could help you? You take another bite of food, watching the faces of both Tony and Peter. You think they bought it. Maybe, one day you could tell them the truth. Just not yet.

“Well, we’ll do our best to see you home Y/N. Until then maybe we can find a way to get you in contact with your people to let them know you’re okay. Finish eating and then Bruce is gonna come check your vitals, alright?” He smiles a genuine smile down at you and you feel even worse. “Thank you, Tony” you grin back. He nods before leaving you with Peter. He had so many questions but he decided not pester you. “I’ll let you eat, I’ll find you later okay?” He says, his hand resting on your arm and you want to ask him to stay. You enjoyed his presence. “Goodbye Peter” you wave, watching him leave.

The door closes behind him and the silence is deafening. You miss the way Peter talked a lightyear a minute. And being alone only led to you over thinking. Suddenly, you aren’t so hungry anymore. You place the half full tray on the chair and curl up in your bed. How could you have let this happen? You wanted to go home, to the things you knew. The people you loved. You’re older sister was with child, what if you missed the birth? You let a tear fall, doing your best not to all out sob. More wet drops roll down your cheeks, but you straighten up when you hear a knock on your door. You wipe the tears from your face as fast you can, flattening your hair. “Come in!” You call, clearing your throat.

The other man from yesterday, Bruce comes in. A large cart full of contraptions you don’t recognize with him. “Goodmorning Y/N” he says, eyes taking you in; and you know he can tell you were crying. He gives you a knowing look. “Arm please” he holds a hand and you give him your right arm. “This is just to check your blood pressure” he smiles, sliding a cuff onto your upper arm. You have no idea what that means but you nod anyways. The cuff tightens around you and you gasp at the way it feels. “It’s okay, just relax.” he calms you. You exhale when the cuff loosens. “Blood pressure looks good” Bruce chirps. “Now your temperature” he says, gently gripping your jaw and placing a thin stick under your tongue. You hear a beep and he removes it. “A little high, but nothing crazy” he tells you.

“Last thing, I promise. Now I just wanna listen to your lungs, breathe normally for me” he instructs; placing a circular tool attached to what looked like earbuds to your chest. You breathe normally at first... but suddenly when you think to hard about breathing it becomes hard for you to do. You panic, breathe coming in short spurts and then not quick enough. You feel like you’re suffocating. “Y/N!” Bruce exclaims, you start to think of everything. Your home. How worried you were, all these new people; a new place. Bruce holds your hands out in front of you so you can see them. “Y/N focus on your hands for me, just look at your hands. Now inhale, hold it. Now let it out” he demonstrates and you follow. After a minute or two you feel yourself come back. “I swear that’s never happened to me before!” You cry, not caring about the tears flowing freely now. Bruce rubs your back. “It’s okay, they happen to the best of us. You had a panic attack” he explains, “Y/N I know how scary this must be for you. No one you know, a planet far from home...but I need you to tell me the truth” he deadpans and you turn to him.

“I know there are no wormholes any where near Symir, not even close. So I just need to know, are we in any danger?” He asks, staring into your eyes. “No, no! I promise!” You swear, grabbing his hand. He exhales, “I believe you. I won’t tell the others unless I have to. But please know, we are not going to hurt you. These are good people in this compound...and on earth in general I guess” he laughs. You smile, you can tell from the look in his eyes that he means it. And some how, he understood how you were feeling.

“Thank you Bruce.” You shake his hand and he squeezes your fingers before getting up to leave. “You get some rest”

“Bruce wait!” You call out and he turns to look at you. “Can you ask Peter to come please?”

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Hiiii! So not much Peter/YN action but i promise it’s cominggggg. What do you think Y/N is hiding? You guys I really have big plans for this so if you like it please let me know! Also I want to add a keep reading since this is so long but I don’t know how to do it on mobile :( if anyone knows please teach me omg 😭 thank you for reading & I love you 💕

[sissi2d]

Bucky Barnes in this, please 🙌🏼🤯🙏🏼♥️

Fanart needed 🔥

[264jana]

🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUCK 🎉

Since I don't have any new edits of Bucky, here are some of my PS edits what I made thru the years 🙂

[indecisivedolly]

Sebastian Stan walking, that’s it that’s the post

[gayshipsandanxiety]

[catch22inareddress]

Master list Updated November 08

Please feel free to message me if you would like a forever tag or just want to talk about Marvel. I love it so much!!! GIFS ARE NOT MINE

I have a tag list link here: LINK

Comments are welcome and loved!!

All series are completed Twin Phœnix which is still in progress. Thanks for reading.

James Buchanan Barnes

Twin Phœnix (Biker Bucky AU): In-progress

On the run, two sisters find safety in a small town in California with a close-knit group of friends that welcome with no judgment. Fleeing from their past and hiding from the man that tried to kill them can they actually start anew? Friendships form and as the young woman begin to shed their former selves the past catches up with them. Can the motorcycle club and the men that they have grown to love and form a bond with save them? Will they rise like a Phoenix from the ashes or crash and burn from the mistakes of their past?

Warnings: Warnings: Violence, angst, smut, strong language

Warnings: Violence, angst, smut, strong language

Chapter One: The Rarity of it All

Chapter Two: Breaking the Shackles

Chapter Three: Feel It In My Fingertips

Chapter Four: In All the Ways We’ve Fallen

Chapter Five: Nothing Lasts Forever

My Soldier of Winter Completed

The story takes place after the Accords and revolves around you, the reader. You are the Goddaughter of Tony Stark and his protege. You have helped with the Avengers since its birth and when the Accords were in talks before Steve found Bucky in Romania, you and Tony had a fallout.  You could no longer be a part of something that you didn’t believe in. You have helped Steve, Bucky, and the fugitives from behind the curtain you have not seen them and have not met the infamous Winter Soldier. They have since made a tense amends with Tony and a new threat looms in the future requiring the team to unite against the enemy for the greater good. You are in the crosshairs as the successor and ultimately seen as Tony’s daughter and those who want to hurt him are after you. However, you have built a new life for yourself this past year and refuse to speak with him and are not yet fully aware of dire circumstances that you may be in but willing to risk everything to do the right thing. Bucky is your soldier and your protector.

Warnings: Violence, angst, smut, strong language and mentions of torture.

Chapter One: Longing

Chapter Two: Rusted

Chapter Three: Seventeen

Chapter Four: Daybreak

Chapter Five: Furnace

Chapter Six: Nine *NSFW

Chapter Seven: Homecoming

Chapter Eight: One

Chapter Nine: Freightcar

Invidentia Series Completed

After Civil War Tony decided that the Avengers needed a facelift and brought you in. Someone from a long line of military background making you damn near military royalty. Tony had followed you from a young age and knew you would make a perfect addition to your loyalty and quick wit. You put others above yourself. Just what the team needed to mend itself. A year later the team is mended and you’re close to Bucky but how close is too close? Especially when he sees you struggling to break it off with a man that is breaking you. You’ve mended the team and out everyone needs in front of your own. Now it’s your turn to be taken care of.

Warnings: domestic violence and smut. Strong language

Chapter One: Concido

Chapter Two:  Secundo Casu

Chapter Three: Extremo Agmine

Chapter Four: Versus Finem

Deserve Her Series Completed

After you broke up last year with your boyfriend he turned abusive and wouldn’t stop stalking you. You work with the Avenger but on the analyst side and don’t live in the tower. You’ve come to work shaken the past few days and the team has taken notice especially Bucky. You and he have become close over the past year. Other than Steve, you are the only one that he confides in and has even let you past his walls.

Warnings: Strong language and some violence. Triggers domestic violence

Chapter One: Deserve Her

Chapter Two: Becoming His

Chapter Three: My Savior

Wasteland Completed

On a mission in Siberia to check a military silo for intel you and Bucky are left with a dead end and stuck in a snowstorm. Things need to get heated to stay alive. Warnings: Smut and Language

Part one

Part Two NSFW

Sassafrass Completed

The newest Avenger is feisty and just what everyone in the tower needs. Everyone that is sav,e Bucky. He’s not quite sure how to take the foul mouth beauty who dishes it out to everyone and doesn’t take his shit. Will she be more than Sargeant Barnes can handle or just or the perfect dame for the job?

Warnings: Language and eventual smut

Chapter One: Sassafrass

Chapter Two: Part Deux

Chapter Three: Third Times a Charm

Chapter Four: Sliding into Home

The List Completed

So this is for #Emsmarvelouswritingchallenge @writemarvelousthings with the prompt

“Quick! Hide behind the sofa!”

I hope that you enjoy this because I had hella fun. Its pretty much smut with a smallllll bit of plot. Sorry, I'm not sorry. MWAHAHAHAHA

The List

Steve Rogers

Abandoned Series completed

When you arrived at the Tower you were quiet and traumatized having been experimented on by an expelled HYDRA doctor. Bucky and you formed a relationship and while you were still learning your powers and just when you let your walls down with Bucky, he abandons you for a year with radio silence from the Avengers. Now he’s back and your not the same innocent little girl that he left behind. He may still want you but do you still want him? Especially when the last person you thought you would ever fall for is the first person you run to.

Warnings: Smut and Language

Chapter One: Missing You

Chapter Two: Stepping Stones

Chapter Three: Cap’s New Mission

Chapter Four: Memories and Misunderstandings

Chapter Five: Breaking the Walls

Chapter Six: Never Alone

Language Series completed

You came to the tower as a shy strategist with no friends and starting fresh in a new city thanks to Tony Stark.  With the help of America’s golden boy, Captain America, you were welcomed in the Avengers fold with open arms and had friends and a family now. So what if you could repay him and help him dirty up the perfect image to get some of his friends and teammates off his back, would you do it. Hell yes! This is the story of a girl next door who helps dirty up the all American boy next door all while in the dreaded friend zone she’s desperately trying to get out of.

Warnings: Language (although it’s in the title) and Smut

Chapter One: Learning a New Language

Chapter Two: Language Ma’am

The Three Times You Sang To Steve Rogers completed

Requested by @Shorteststories97

For as long as Steve can remember he’s had to be the perfect soldier and leader to the men and woman that follow him. Never showing weakness and always being the perfect man and soldier. After you have joined the team a year ago you found the perfect Captain but you have also managed to break down his walls ever so slightly and see the real Steve. Will you be the one that can finally let him be him?  Not a leader, not a soldier, just a man who may be broken but still deserves the world instead of always saving it.

Warnings: Language

The Three Times You Sang To Steve Rogers

Stolen Choices Completed

Summary: TRIGGER WARNINGS: Domestic Abuse

From a young age, you were thrown into a life that you despised by people that made choices for you. When the first opportunity to make your own arrises would you make the right one? Or would you sign your own death warrant?

After years of having your decisions taken away from you, it’s time for you to take your rights back. It started with going to SHIELD and handing over HYDRA secrets that your husband left behind when he left the county in hiding. Little did you know that Captain America would step in and start making the decisions for you. By SHIELDS orders, you were to help him infiltrate your social circle as your new security detail in hopes of gaining access to your husband.

Just when you thought you were done playing the pawn in a never-ending game of chess it turns out you have a few more moves to make.

Chapter One: Cindered Conscience

Chapter Two: Tarnished Man

Chapter Three: Revelations

Chapter Four: Down the Rabbit Hole

Chapter Five: Staking Claim

Chapter Six: Simply Ravenous

Chapter Seven: Fight Club

Chapter Eight: When It All Crumbles

Chapter Nine: Putting it Back Together

Love is a Verb: Completed

This was a request from anonymous for a Captain America imagine where he is shy and gets a blowjob. I also based this in part on a song by Incubus called Here in My Room.

Y/N is a talented therapist tasked with assisting the World’s Mightiest Hero’s in check. To allow them the opportunity to talk about the horrors seen or just vent about someone stealing their last cookie from the pantry. She strives at being not only a therapist but a friend.

What happens when the lines between doctor and patient get blurred? Especially when the object of your affection is the very guarded and timid Captain America himself.

Warnings: Language, smut, general Steve Rogers Cuteness.

Love is a Verb

Sebastian Stan

Carry you- Completed

Summary: TRIGGER WARNINGS: DEPRESSION, ANGST

A request based on the song Carry You by Ruelle ft Fleurie (Link in Fic)

You and Sebastian's relationship is on the rocks because of your previous agreement to keep it private. You’ve had to watch him from behind a screen and have him deny your status for far too long. Your self-doubt and anxiety have taken over and you are nearly drowning in it. Is it too late for him to save you and carry you through? Can he redeem himself and his actions of putting you in the shadows?

Carry You

Thrice Tipsy

You and Chris had been friends since childhood, you were nearly siblings. Over the span of all of your years with Chris you had known your limit with alcohol and yet it seemed that over the course of your new friendship with Sebastian you constantly ended up drunk. It didn't matter if it was your first meeting or because of him or just a random event, the man always caught you at your worse. He was your friend though, right? Seeing you at your worse really shouldn't matter except well when your drunk you always threw yourself at him and he was ever the gentleman. Always making an extremely awkward morning after.

Warnings: Angst, general swearing, smut

Chapter One: Incident Numero Uno

Chapter Two: Dos...Equis

Chapter Three: Thrice Unlucky

Chapter Four: Suddenly Sober

Halloween Confessions Completed

You have yearned to meet Sebastian from afar for years. When the stars aline and you are hired to do a contemporary dance routine at a Halloween Party that he will attend, will you have the courage to follow through and finally meet him? Tonight is all about Halloween and Confessions….now, where is the bar because your gonna need a stiff drink?

Halloween Confessions

Our Colors: Complete

Sebastian has always had you as his best friend and confident. One night changes it all and he sees you in a different light. Every color explodes around him and he sees you the way that you have seen him for years. What happens in the morning though? Will you still want him or will it be the closure that you needed? As both of you go through the events of last night and come to terms what happens when you come face to face with one another? The true colors will be exposed for the final time.

Our Colors

David Budd (Richard Madden)

Bodyguard Completed

You lived the chaotic life of a celebrity with red carpet affairs, charity events, and notable friends. However, your life is turned upside down when a stalker sends threatening letters and starts breaking into your home. Your friend, Tom Hardy, enlists a buddy from the London's Metropolitan Police department and gets you your own protection detail. What will happen when you fall for the man that is normally reserved to keep politicians safe? He has a troubled past that haunts him deeply and you are currently struggling with the trauma of a stalker and living in constant terror. Can you save each other before your stalker catches up with you and his past pulls him into the deep?

Warnings: smut, violence, smut, angst

Chapter One: Broken

Chapter Two: Heavy

Chapter Three: Putting Your Guard Down

Chapter Four: Failed Missions

Chapter Five: When Darkness Turns to Light

Chapter Six: The Finality of It All

Chris Evans

Pumpkin Spice and Everything Nice Completed

Halloween has always been your favorite holiday, and with the past few years being very hard on you, this one was special. New home, new life. What the hell were you supposed to do when a very handsome and clumsy Chris Evans falls into your bookstore hiding from fans? Do you rescue him or throw him to the werewolves. Tonight is the night where you could dwell on the past you’ve been running from or focus on new beginnings. Which one would you choose?

Pumpkin Spice and Everything Nice

Richard Madden

Masquerade- Completed

What happens when a shy woman gets the chance to go to a Halloween masquerade party and put all her fears aside? The opportunity to be a different person for one evening. When she meets a charming stranger and has an evening unlike any other she thinks that perhaps it can lead to more than one night.  When reality comes tumbling down will she stay or run away?

Life is much easier when you can hide behind a mask.

Masquerade

[zayacv]

- Did you always were like... this?

- Yes. How could I be different ?

Before/after for James Barnes is really hurts. // вот тут: https://vk.com/wall-162187810_399 есть идея про Гуля, которую я уже как-то рисовала, но тут мне захотелось порисовать ее еще. (На самом деле мне хотелось Себастиана Стэна..кхм...ПОРИСОВАТЬ, но что-то пошло не так)

Да и вообще в случае с Джеймсом Барнсом было/стало - прямо вот мое любимое и на пятом-то году фангерлинга на него уже пора бы это как-то, знаете, нарисовать.

[indecisivedolly]

He doesn’t age, he just levels up

15 years of Sebastian Stan (2006-2020)

[sissi2d]

Wait! 🤔

Is that Kevin Feige with a Captain America/Winter Soldier sweatshirt/jacket ?

Yes! This made my day! 😍

[264jana]

First post of 2019 HAPPY NEW YEAR 🎉🎆😂

Here are STAR Boy and INFINITY Boy 😀

You can purchase some items with these pictures on -> LINK

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PLEASE, do not make further editing on any of my photoshop edits! Especially removing my watermark! Thank you!!!

*my photoshop edits

[indecisivedolly]

When is his EP coming out? 😩

Sebastian Stan S I N G I N G “Sherry” from Jersey Boys

[indecisivedolly]

Me supervising the tumblr sebstan community to see if y’all give Sebby enough love

i am watching you

[theloveablesociopath]

Whisper your love Part 5

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: As a hydra agent, you where the last person Bucky expected to be kind to him, but during the days of him being locked away as the winter solider, you where a Flower among the graves.

Warnings: Swearing.

Word Count: 1,854

NOTES: I honestly can’t wait till you all get to see the next few chapters. You’re about to go on a fucking roller-coaster ride.

Previously:

“why?” I ask, my voice lighter than I expected.

“why? Why what?”

“why hydra?” I replied.

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She frowns at this, shifting her knees, in order to better place her elbows as she cards her delicate fingers through her hair. She looked back up at me and gave me the softest, most unconvincing smile she ever had.

“5 years ago, I was stationed in Rwanda , near a small village called, Mushubati. Now when I say stationed, I don’t mean military, I don’t like war, and could never bring myself to participate in it. I traveled around countries of extreme poverty, with a small organization branching out from Wakanda called “Ephilisa Izandla”, which roughly translates to “Heeling Hands”.”

She stopped to breath, looking up to see if I was still listening, when she realized my full attention was on her, she continued.

“Mushubati was in a matter of crisis, tensions where still high from the genocide, and poverty was at its peek. I was there to help, though foreigners where not exactly welcomed by the locals. I loved every second of my time there, I loved the look on people’s faces as I handed them a meal that they thought would never come. I loved the relief I brought to children and animals who were injured. But… it was short lived.”

She looked unable to continue at this point, and I was tempted to tell her to stop, tell her she didn’t have to share if she didn’t want to. But my minds desperate at this point, because I couldn’t let my heart obsess over a woman associated with the organization that kept taking and taking from me.

“Sometimes I wish I could resist the urge to help.. Wish I had the heart to push aside a task to bring aid to those in need. But I didn’t, I couldn’t, and even though it didn’t feel right, I made myself help none the less.”

She sighed, and I took the time to speak up, still not understanding her maze of a story.

“Help? Help Who?”

“There was a man, some traveler who passed by the village, I’m not sure why he was there, or why I even bothered to ignore the signs that he was so obviously following my group. But I didn’t realize how wrong it felt till I got on a plane with him, too indulged in his pleas for my assistance as a care taker, and nurse for his organization. He wanted someone determined, he said, someone who was willing to help for the good of the people, even under the harsher circumstances.”

She sighs.

“I had my fair share of bumps in the road, to know I was the perfect person to operate under these conditions, and in exchange for my help and skills he would offer me a place to stay, and the opportunity to help people whose work would be ‘a gift to mankind’… sounds cheesy right? But I was all for that, I loved the idea of helping the world, of heeling people and a roof over my head sounded pretty great.”

She locked her eyes with mine, and I could almost feel the ache in her heart.

“But I was stupid, I was naive, I walked blind into an organization of murder and chaos.”

I fought the urge to touch her, knowing nothing of how to comfort, or what exactly that would look like coming from me.

“Why didn’t you leave?” I asked softly, but I knew the answer, a part of me wanted to know if she tried, or she merely accepted her fate.

“I tried, countless times I tried, but you don’t just get out of hydra, no one ever does.” She looked down at her hands, seeming to recap on something, probably her failed attempts at escape. “So I lived on, I pledged complete and utter loyalty, I went through the programs to become an agent.”

I thought for a moment, how she was on B level ranking but I had only started to see her around a couple months ago.

“How come I hadn’t seen you before? You’re B level aren’t you?”

She gave a soft breathy laugh. “I was transferred here 5 months ago.”

I smiled softly, realizing the first day I saw her in the lab with her little group was most likely her first day, her tour.

“Where did you transfer from?”

She stood from her spot beside me on the bed, running her hands through her hair.

“Hall in Tirol in Austria, one of hydras smaller branches.” She replied.

I nodded my head, fidgeting slightly at the length I had been able to interact with her.

“why where you transferred?” I finally asked.

Her body seemed to halt for a moment, confusion played on her face as she turned her head from the wall to me.

“Wha-“before she could answer me , shouting and footsteps drew our attention to the door.

We waited and listened as what sound like a group of guards running down the hall past my door.

“I should go, you and I won’t be on very good terms with pierce if he finds out about this.”

I gave her a small smile. “As if we ever are.”

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It felt like years, until I saw her again. The next week I was put into cryo since my work for the time bringing was halted.

When I was thawed, 3 years had passed, but it felt like moment that I had been asleep.

What dragged on the longest was the curiosity, the extreme wonder that over took me in the months after I woke up.

I didn’t see her around the facility anymore. Not in the cafeteria, or gym or even the lab.

In fact it was exactly 3 years and 5 months until I saw her again.

She waltz in training room in a shiny new uniform, one of A level access and a nurse band around the right sleeve.

But there was no smile on her face this time, not even when she talked to the now much older and scruffy looking Theo.

I sat at the back, cleaning the set of knives I had just used on a mission, so it was no wonder that she hadn’t spotted me yet.

“Everyone out!” she yelled sternly, and the multitude of lower level agents scurried away. Of course I remained, and even if she wanted me to leave she had no authority to say so.

But with the now lack of agents, her gaze drifted to my moving hands in the corner.

And there it was, that same sweet smile I missed, the one that made all of this seem just a tad bit better.

“Good morning winter.” She said.

I nodded at her, and saw her laugh lightly.

“So we’re back at phase one now?”

She sauntered over to me, and only then did I notice the change of the two years that had passed.

Her hair was longer now, cascading in (h/c) curls past her shoulders. Her once wonder lust eyes, now held that of a wise owl, but sharp and held a certain tenderness all the same.

“I thought they’d never take you out.” She smirked. “was beginning to think I just might have to make a ruckus for them to need you.”

I let out the smallest trace of a laugh, my eyes looking up at her as she rocked on her heels with her hands on her hips.

“A level?” I questioned her, gesturing to her attire.

“Hm? Oh! Yeah, yeah promoted at the end of last year.” She smiled, looking down at her new key card which was attached to her chest. “Actually it’s kind of funny, when they called me in, I kinda fell an-

“(L/n)!” we we’re interrupted by the door slamming open and a tall, lean man stormed in the room.

(y/n)’s body immediately stiffed, her spine completely straight as she stood like a soldier. Which strangely enough gave me the strongest sense of déjà vu I had ever had.

The man angrily stepped up to her, his tall form looming over her like a shadow.

“Why, is the general still here?” he questioned, the words slipping from his clenched teeth.

(y/n) looked confused at this.

“We… captured him on the extraction mission sir.”

He let out an angry grunt and brought his hand up, back handing her and sending her body to the ground.  My hands curled into tight fists.

“I know that sweetheart, I’m the one who ordered you to do so! What I want to know is why he hasn’t been transferred to Berlin’s facility like we so delectably discussed!” he screamed.

“i-I didn’t get any command, I’m not sure I would have had the authorization to do so in the first place s-sir” she stuttered, and it only made the man angrier, as he snatched the collar of her shirt and brought his hand back to slap her again.

“Sergeant Raymond.” A voice halted his actions, as well as mine, as I was ready to strangle the man. Both him and (y/n) shifted their gaze to the door.

“I assume you have good reason to be punishing my agent, but I’m going to need you to leave.” Pierce commanded from the door frame, a team of large men beside him. “Now.”

Raymond dropped (y/n), letting her back hit the ground as she slowly tried to rise to her feet again.

“miss (L/n) it’s a pleasure to see you again.” Piece greeted, his eyes shifting from her to me, his hands locked around his back.

“Sir.” She stated. “Haven’t seen you since Rwanda.”

He sighed, and smiled.

“yes, it has been a while. But don’t worry, I’ll keep this chat to a minimum.”

Pierce waltzed up to me, standing a good distance between both  (y/n) and I. his smirk began to churn the atmosphere in to an unpleasant and toxic fog.

“so.” He laughed lightly. “How long do you think it took us to figure this out.” He gestured between us.

“Two years,? One? A couple months?” He started to walk over to (y/n), keeping eye contact with her the whole time. “or maybe.” He began “it only took one, short week in a freezer.” He smirked, holding up a light brown book.

My eyes went wide, it was my journal, the one (y/n) gifted.

His eyes shifted over from hers to mine.

“Romantic really, the way you write about her.”  He smiled again, wider then before and slowly handed the book back to another agent. “I wanted her closer.” He quoted. “Well, Solider you’ll get your wish.”

Before I could question him, two large men gripped (y/n) by her arms.

“What the hell?!” she exclaimed.

“What are you going to do to her?” I asked my mouth dry with worry.

“You wanted her.” He stated. “You’ll get her.”

My brows pulled together, before one of the agents, pulled a syringe from nowhere and plunged it into her neck.

Her body hit the mattes, and within seconds, mine followed.

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