#jaehun

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AND JAEHUN MY PRETTY BABE 😍 that’s all just him 😔💍

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what breaks them after a break up ・ 보이넥스트도어 ex!gender neutral reader + word count 0.6k genre angst no comfort cw not proof-read — more 🕸

JAEHYUN 명재현

he knew he should have just stayed home, it was a mistake to let himself be persuaded by sungho. and he only has himself to blame as he downs another drink, watching as you giggle another quiet whisper into another man's ear

we all know jaehyun wears his heart on his sleeve, his emotions raw, so evident. all this time, the pain, a dull ache he's been trying to push down comes back up.

he's angry? and sad, tired, and jealous. he feels his heart shatter, gripping desperately to pick up and glue the pieces back together. and he finds himself crying in his arms, his other hand gripped against the empty glass of alcohol.

he wants to hate you. he really does, he wants to hate you for moving on so quickly. hate you for the way you walked out so easily, the way you smile while he's still suffering and himself for losing you, himself for letting you go.

and he peeks at you for a bit. would you still laugh with him the way you laugh at them? would you still smile at him the way you smile at them?

but what really breaks him, what tears him apart, is that he sees you're looking at them the same way you used to look at him.

SUNGHO 박성호

it happens on a sunny morning where sungho starts his day as normal; makes his bed, washes his face, brushes his teeth, takes a shower and goes into the kitchen to make his breakfast 

except there are two plates, two meals, two glasses of water but only one person at the table. it was a habit, an old one. sungho laughs at himself — a horrible, empty sound — and tears sting his eyes as he looks down at the food. 

he thinks he looks stupid. dumb even, the table is set for two but he’s the only one eating. and it hits him, again and again, that you’re no longer with him.

the break up itself is a blur – all he remembers is the feeling, really. the defensiveness that swelled up and burst from inside his chest, the way he said some things he’d meant and other things he didn’t. 

and sungho swallows hard. a sad smile drawing itself on his lips before he eats a bite. the house, it feels — he feels so empty without you. 

there’s a shaky sigh that leaves his lips, as he downs his drink. it breaks him that he won’t have it anymore, he won’t have you anymore. 

RIWOO 이상혁  

it's when he listens to the playlist you made together; all the songs he liked best now reminded him of you, each lyric and sound had a little bit of you that made him break. 

he knows it’s not healthy, he knows it’s not right and that he should just let go. but sanghyeok has the tiniest sliver of hope that maybe, just maybe you’ll come back to him. 

and hits back his head rested against the top of the chair. he chokes up a silent cry, trying to distract himself from anything and everything. his nail presses deep into his finger, maybe it’s just a dream. just a dream, right?

he angrily wipes away his tears threatening to fall down. no hugs. no kisses. no sound of you softly humming to the music while you dance with him in the living room. 

and it’s all his fault. would things have changed if he had just listened to you? would you still be together? 

it’s quiet. and the room is empty. he feels empty. sanghyeok’s his fingers glide to the volume button. and now as the playlist shuffles and another song plays, the same songs that you dedicated to each other horribly reminds him that you’re never, ever coming back.

TAESAN 한동민

it hits him when he's met with your voicemail. his hair disheveled, still in pajamas, phone pressed to his ear. dongmin practically jumped out of bed at the exciting news he got.

and before he knows it, he's clicked your contact, a grin painted across his face. it became a habit when he hears good news that makes him so excited -- his first instinct is to call you and tell you about it, but the phone rings, and rings, and rings

then it hits, finally it comes to him that the two of you aren’t together anymore and his smile disappears, and tears start forming in his eyes, and his lips start to quiver and it's too late, he hears your voice mail and oh god, he doesn't know how long it's been since he's heard your voice

dongmin didn't mean to say all those things, he didn't mean to say it was over between you two. he's quick to wipe his tears, but they keep coming and soon enough he's crying into the phone.

it's becoming all too familiar, how long has he seen you? when was the last time he held you? he feels like he might just break down right then. dongmin hopes you'll listen to the voicemail and call him, just once.

LEEHAN 김동현

it’s when he finds a note from you, tucked away in his jacket pocket. it didn’t say much, just a slight reminder to take care of himself and be safe, with a small heart and your name, scrawled onto it. it’s a bit crumpled and faded but he can recognise the small my love, written next to his name.

the weakened adhesive is already starting to peel off, softly, slowly and donghyun swallows hard. he finally lets out a dry laugh, knowing he won’t be able to take good care of himself even as you wanted.

and his fingers brush across the paper ever so lightly, tears stinging his eyes, biting back a cry. 

but he fails, he fails like he had failed you and feels an actual ache in his heart as he thinks about the smile on your face you had, while you were writing the small note.

it’s blurry, he can’t see the note but he holds it so preciously in his hands. he can’t take care of himself, not when you took a part of him with you.

WOONHAK 김운학

it's when he's curled up under his blanket, late at night, looking through your social media

he just wants to see if you're doing okay, is what he tells himself. what he keeps telling himself.

and when he looks at your Instagram feed and sees that his pictures and your couple photos are no longer there -- it's the realization that it's really over; traces of him erased from your social media and your life.

knuckles white gripping the blanket, sobs start to leave his lips. and he tries to hide it, but his screen becomes blurry and tears start staining his cheeks.

and woonhak curls himself further, going back to his own feed to see what you guys once were, crying a string of sorry's, before shakily pressing the 'delete' button on all of them.

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190921 NCT Jaehyun at K-Flow 2 Concert in Taiwan‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬‬ © banana fish do not edit, crop, or remove the watermark

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how jaehyun would be like if he’s with an inexperienced lover please!

Starting this off by saying that he is definitely one of the horny ones. The man is horny alooooooooooooooot.

with an inexperienced lover though I can see him toning it down a little bit.

He wouldn't want to make his s/o feel uncomfortable so he would ease them into his horniness.. lmaooo.

he would try to teach his s/o how to do things ...like blowjobs hand jobs etc.

he would do it with good intentions but would always end up wanting to have sex.

he basically tries to control himself until he can't anymore. Until he cracks.

and I feel like saying this...he would crack over the simplest shit lmaoooo

eg. his s/o laughter.. and boom he’s ready.

before anything though I feel like his s/o’s words mean a lot to him so he'll definitely ask if they’re ready.

once given a verbal yes (he’s another one that LOVESSS when his s/o uses their words) he’s pulling his s/o to the bedroom.

I shouldn't even have to say this but he takes the lead in the bedroom.

he's probably a soft dom... don't be mistaken though he can be rough.

for foreplay, he's eating his s/o out guiding them through every feeling and emotion.

uses his fingers to stretch them just enough so he can fit.

from then on it's nothing but sweet talking, caressing and him constantly asking “are you ok?” “do you like it?” and telling you to take your time.

he would move at a pace that his s/o would be comfortable with

specifically slow and deep.

balls deep.. would want his s/o to feel every last inch of him

he wouldn't try to go multiple rounds yet.

however, he’s gonna put them in different positions.

his pace will speed up and slow down depending on his s/o’s response

very observant when doing the act

any look of discomfort on his s/o face would result in him pulling out immediately.

wouldn't want his s/o to hide their moans or face

if he sees his s/o use a pillow to hide their face he's taking it and throwing it across the room

"Don't hide from me pretty...I want to see your face "

if his s/o covers their mouth to stop their moans he's accentuating his thrusts.

"Open your fucking mouth so I can hear you"

would put his thumb in your mouth for you to suck on

yh......he secretly enjoys you sucking on his thumb

it would be a sweet and attentive first time for his s/o...unless his s/o teased him then sweet and attentive would not be the words to use...

highlighting this especially... it's important for his inexperienced s/o to not tease him too much he has a big ego so teasing him will cause him to snap and that’ll result in them being rough fucked.

and I'm talking ROUGH. Tears. Screaming. Legs shaking. Can barely put a sentence together.

[mare-sanguis]

10 my favorite fictional parents (dads mostly because daddy issues 😍) cuz if i cant have the real deal i take the fictional ones

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Trying to contribute to my absolute fav web novel with this silly doodle. The tag is terribly empty rn, not even 5 post about here..

[perisimmon]

When the novel is tagged genius mc but when you turn around you see him chewing on glass like a fucking alpaca

[emeraldbabygirl]

Finally got all the pics together plus more that I’ve been wanting to post for myself uwu so here’s part 1 of pretty blondies 🥺

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191116 NCT Jaehyun at VLIVE Awards‬‬‬‬‬‬ © banana fish do not edit, crop, or remove the watermark

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📷 Khan JaeHun

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I'm not super proud of this but I will post anyways. this is Lee Jaehun, the main character for Theatrical Regression Life, a psychological korean regression/transmigration novel. I recommend for those who are fine with depictions of gore, mental illness, disturbing imagery and self harm.

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SOMI ph. gan jaehun, makeup by choi minseok

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do artista jaehun park

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Nctzen 127 Japan official book vol.6 (for fanclub).

Note: I started the draft when the scans appeared on twitter and never finished it. I've decided to post the part with Jaehyun for now. Maybe remind me about my comment on Do later.

Translations are scarce and all over the place, so I'll just copy parts I want to comment on and credit translators.

Doyoung - Jaehyun - yunotized

I wonder if SM provides psychiatrists (and if Korean specialists are qualified enough to really help). Especially with Doyoung I see how he tries to find answers and solutions on his own (what is happiness? how to be content if whatever I do is never enough?). TaeDoJae, all three, are very self-reflective, but at what cost...

Jaehyun:

/ He thinks he is the axis in 127, he brings balance.

I've heard this before from him and from other neos. It's probably the view he accepted being influenced by the others.

/ Jae decided to take care of his health now to not have complications later.

That's nice to hear. Doyoung cares about vitamins, but I hope Jae will explain to him the importance of exercise and rest as well (UPD it seems Do knows, he wrote on bubble about doing exercises at home to stay healthy, the "I want gain and no pain" post).

/ Jaehyun thinks he is the fastest runner in 127. He thinks his brows are his strong point.

/ Turning points in life: training (one goal - debut) and 2019 - mental growth.

2019 is the first tour and the start of hiding.

/ Jaehun doesn't like bright colours, that's why his wardrobe consists of dark clothes.

I have a feeling it's an introvert's trait. Introverts get overstimulated by incoming information faster than others, and bright colours are loud, energising. Jaehyun is turned inside (Taeil thinks he spaces out too much), so impressing others by being flashy (bright clothes), showing off his "uniqueness" is also not for him.

/ Jae shared another story of consulting his father and getting a life advice and emotional support from him. This time about taking rest even if the future in unclear.

/ "rather than having a difference between an "artist face" or "personal-life face", i am constantly finding ways of expressing myself more as "the human being called JAEHYUN" in my music or works".

Jaehyun can't pretend, he tried after debut, but it felt unnatural.

/ Q: What person are you? "Genuine person". "i personally feel that way myself and i have heard things like "you have sincerity" from the fans or the people who are close to me a lot of times too so i am sure that (genuine) is the word. i think i got to hear that a lot since i am the type of person who works hard without losing my faith either in working towards my goals or in my dance kind of performance style.