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redclercs · 1 year ago
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begin again ✩ charles leclerc
— or, the one where a formula 1 driver has a friendship bracelet and a dream.
✐ charles leclerc x singer! fem reader, former dylan o'brien x reader. fc: jade thirlwall
✐ requested a million years ago, but i'm just now sitting my ass down to write this. hope you enjoy anon!
✐ warnings: smau, based on the taylor x travis relationship public developmet we've seen with lots of made up stuff don’t take this too seriously! also not following the actual f1 race schedule.
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jerrienelock · 3 years ago
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The Meaning of Love - Jade Thirlwall
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Word Count; 500 Warnings; mentions of abuse (so if you feel uncomfortable, you can skip the oneshot)
This one shot is in no means to cause intentional harm of Jade Thirlwall herself, she’s an amazing woman and this oneshot is purely fiction.
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Love.
Love is simply a word tossed around in the heartless of occasions, a mutual word between friends that means nothing, a word to signify a relationship between family.
Love can hold many meanings, each one leading through different paths, twists, and turns. But the one meaning of love that you'll forever know is that it is a conniving thief that wrapped your helpless heart into its gentle hands and forcefully locked it in a cage hidden away for the hopes that it shall not beat for anyone else.
Love is a deceiving creature that hurt you to an extent that you can't dare to spread it to another.
But love is the only thing that gets you through the day. The only thing that makes you feel alive. The only thing that makes you feel loved.
Love takes the shape and form of her.
Every dark and luxurious curl of her mahogany locks that sprouts out like a waterfall cut short, flows full of love, love for you. Her black coffee eyes burning with her desire for you, and her small gentle hands hold her passion.
Passion that litters your skin with her definition of the word love.
Love is a pain that is removed from your touch by the press of her lips. Devilish lips that shout obscenities past the rose covered layer that makes you melt. Lips that then heal every open wound that leaks her true nature.
Love is hard and difficult and time consuming but love is everything. Love makes your heart beat a thousand times over, love is what makes you blind to all the dangers.
Blind to the dangers of Jade Thirlwall.
A sweet and charming popstar with the world in her grip, nurturing on that good-natured façade that she spits. But with you, the worries and stress of her world release in the form of those purple splodges that she tells are the meaning of her love and the unique way in which she gets to share.
You find it flattering, counting the symbols of her love daily to keep yourself going. The consistency in which the marks appear bring you comfort that Jade will love you for as long as the bruises should last, those lengths often growing longer.
And you love it all.
You love everyway that she shows her love. You pushed against the kitchen counter, her soft addictive lips harshly brushing against the crook of your neck while her nails dig into your hips, the bloodstained angry crescents a reminder of the moment. You love how she’ll take care of you afterwards, where her hand will have your chin gripped harshly while she peppers her unconditional love over the black irregular circles, some being your eye but the other predominantly on the corner of your lip, and others down below where the outcomes end in pure ecstasy.
Each kiss is the reminder of her love for you and the reminder that everything will be okay.
Love is a sense of security, and that security, no matter what were to be done, is Jade.
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haodore · 2 years ago
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coffee shop ; jt
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𓂃 ⋆ 𓈒 masterlist
⌁ jade thirlwall x fem!reader
⌁ you’re the barista at a coffee shop and you always screw up jade's name on purpose. [prompt from: https://atsuzaki-playground.neocities.org] // fluff, romantic.
⌁ 1.4k words
! : fem r (she/her), just pure fluff
The smell of coffee bean and the ring of a doorbell was a true wake-up call, and always managed to bring Y/n back to the world around her.
Working as a barista in a coffee shop wasn't the most fun job, or at least not to Y/n. After a full day of work, her apron felt wildly restricting and the constant chatter and banter that surrounded her gave her a growing headache. Her co-worker, Oliver, loved the job. In the beginning he had originally gotten the job to get some money in his pocket—the same for Y/n. While Oliver fell in love with serving to the costumers and the aroma of the strong caffeinated drink, Y/n had grown to hate it. Dread it, even. But in the end, working extra hours was always worth it if it meant more money.
Y/n let out a huff at the sound of the bell, but then her flat expression tugged into an almost mischievous smirk. The costumer was oh so recognizable, and she was a regular. Her name was Jade.
She was as beautiful as the ocean on a summer night, her brown eyes twinkling under the fluorescent shop lights like the moonlight kissing the sea, shining like little oceanic stars. Her cheeks, usually adorned with a slight tinge of red, brought by the cold autumns breeze.
She was absolutely breathtaking.
Jade was Y/n's favourite customer. She came almost every afternoon, and her order was always the same. A black coffee and a tea. After her 6th visit to the café, Jade had mentioned the coffee was for her roommate, and she didn't like coffee all that much.
Y/n slid the hot coffee and tea over the counter in record time, flashing a warm smile at the brunette. "Here you are."
"Thank you." Jade was smiling too, and Y/n felt her stomach do flips. Jade eyed the side of her cup of tea, and she huffed out an amused chuckle. "So I'm Lillian today?"
Y/n chuckled lightly. "I'm a little low on names." Y/n had grown to love the way Jade's nose scrunched up when she smiled, and the way her dark brown curls framed her face.
Jade thanked her, exiting the store with the two warm drinks in hand. The warmth contrasted with the chill of the autumn air. She took a sip of her tea, and the liquid almost burned down her throat, but it was cool enough that she didn't mind it too much.
She felt something scratch her finger, and she looked down noticing a small piece of paper sticking out of the sleeve on the cup. She was unable to grab it as her hands were full, so she'd have to wait until she got back to her apartment.
The light buzz of the semi-crowded street around her calmed her and put her at ease. The streets were coloured an old-fashioned grey that on most days would feel dreary, but on a calm day like today it felt comforting.
It didn't take long before she arrived home, and the door opened with a click. She locked the door, the immediately set down the coffee on the kitchen counter, pulling the peace of paper out and the fine handwriting.
Maybe we could meet somewhere outside of this coffee shop :)
It had a phone number underneath with Y/n's name signed under that, and Jade couldn't help the grin that etched it's way onto her face. She felt her heart soar, reading the paper more than once like she was a kid being asked out by her first love.
She was pulling her phone out of her pocket before her brain could process her actions, then she was typing in the number into her messages.
I'd love to meet up ;)
- Jade/Lillian/Michelle/Amelia/Sophia/Sam/Marley
Y/n had gotten the message 15 hours ago, and she didn't expect the meet-up to be happening so soon. Today was her day off work, and they'd decided to meet up outside the cafĂ©. Y/n was sitting at one of the tables fiddling with her keys as nerves struck her deep. She was hoping deep down that this was a date— did Jade know? Y/n felt panic swell within.
"Y/n!"
The voice was cheery, and it almost washed away all of her nerves as it reached her ears. She looked up and she couldn't fight the grin off of her face. "Hi." Y/n said when Jade got closer. Y/n was pulled into a hug, and she had to hold back a surprised yelp. It was then that she noticed Jade's hair smelled like strawberries. It was nice.
Jade pulled away and Y/n's smile faltered. Jade was wearing a regular plain black t-shirt and baggy jeans—Y/n immediately felt overdressed. She herself was wearing a nice white blouse, with beige pants to match. Her fingers were covered with a reasonable amount of rings, and there was a bracelet on her left wrist that matched her necklace.
"Sorry I took so long, I was just—" Jade realized she almost let it slip that she couldn't figure out what outfit to wear. In the end she decided to play it safe and go casual, but now she felt underdressed when in Y/n's presence. "Well I'm here now." Jade was smiling so wide her cheeks began to hurt. If she thought Y/n looked pretty wearing just an apron with her hair tucked away, she looked absolutely stunning like this.
Y/n felt heat rush to her cheeks when Jade's fingers were delicately wrapping around her wrist and pulling her down the street. It didn't take long to figure out the route they were taking was to the park.
In the park, the birds were chirping and there were fallen leaves decorating the freshly cut grass. It brought Y/n a sense of calm she couldn't find so often, and she was grateful that Jade had picked the place.
"Sometimes I like to come here to think. It's usually not that crowded." Jade began. The cold grass tickled Y/n's ankles where they were laying down. She felt like a kid again. Maybe it was began she was laying down in the grass and pushing away the ideas of adulthood to just sit rest, or maybe it was because Jade's presence made her feel all giddy inside. Every time she saw her it was like learning to walk again because her legs felt like jello. She always focused so hard on not stumbling over her words and always felt disbelief on how someone could make her feel this way.
"It's always been like a safe space for me." Jade said. Y/n could understand why it was. She'd definitely come here more often.
"It's nice." Y/n hummed thoughtfully.
Then, Jades pinky brushed against Y/n's, and Y/n felt like she was melting into a puddle at the touch. Jade shifted again, her hand resting over top of Y/n's. Y/n took the last step, lacing her fingers through Jade's. Her heart was racing like it was trying to break through her rib cage, and she worried that Jade would feel her shaking hand.
"When you gave me your number, I wasn't sure what you wanted it to mean." Jade started, and it was then that Y/n could feel her nerves too. Y/n turned to look at her, and Jade's bottom lip was trapped between her teeth.
"What did you want it to mean?"
"If I kissed you, would that answer your question?" Y/n felt her heart leap at the suddenness of the question that slipped past Jade's lips. She felt like putty in Jade's hand as her brown eyes met her own eyes. Her vocal cords felt frozen in her throat, so she nodded as if to tell her that it was okay.
Jade was slowly sitting up until her face was hovering over Y/n's, and Y/n felt her breath catch in her throat as Jade's hair tickled the sides of her face.
When Jade leaned in, it felt like fireworks went off in Y/n's stomach. Jade lips were soft and plump, moulding perfectly with Y/n's in a sweet kiss. Jade pulled away almost too quick, and Y/n chased her lips with her own into another short kiss. Jade laughed, smiling against Y/n's lips. "Okay," she pulled away, Y/n now propped up on her elbows. "Did that answer your question?"
Y/n erupted into a laugh, looking into Jade's eyes—which held what could only be seen as adoration.
"Yes, it definitely did."
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lesbolieeh · 3 years ago
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Classy (m)
Sub!Sakura Miyawaki ✩ Hard dom!Fem!Reader
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WC—4.2 ✩ k
WARNING—dom/sub themes ✩ humiliation ✩ light voyeurism ✩ orgasm denial ✩ bondage ✩ breath play ✩ use of collar ✩ marking ✩ stripping ✩ body worship ✩ biting ✩ begging ✩ fingering ✩ teasing ✩ nipple play ✩ face sitting ✩ finger sucking ✩ dacryphilia ✩ name-calling ✩ mommy kink ✩ princess kink
THEMES—smut ✩ royal au ✩ princess x princess ✩ forbidden love
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A/N. let's pretend heteronormativity is not a thing in this fic :)
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My mother Queen ____ of the ______ queendom arranged a meeting with Japan’s royal family so one of our heirs could marry one of theirs. Our heir was my sister. Their heir was Sakura Miyawaki. Both our empires were desperate for alliance and power, so it didn’t matter if the heirs wanted it to happen or not. I never accepted the idea of arranged marriages, but my sister — a very unselfish and way too naive person — has accepted her fate and has agreed to go through with it.
I’m older than her so, as the crown princess, in rule I should be the one getting married first, but I had high standards.
My mother has been desperate for me to wed someone for quite a long time, because she wished for me to not be a lone queen ruling the kingdom one day when she isn’t in the picture some day. It would be too dangerous for me. Imagine a woman ruling over a great kingdom all by herself — the conservatives would go crazy!
In fact, my mother tried to match me up with princesses from all over the world multiple times in the past. But every time I met a princess she's end up turning away out of the undeniable fear I created. For other people, I was simply too dominant and confident to be a princess. It scared others when they knew I was capable of taking their power and control. Because of all the failed visits, I had a reputation of being an independent and dominant princess amongst the queendoms.
How many princesses have I met is a question you might be wondering. Well, let me see if I can remember.
Princess Jade Thirlwall of England.
Princess Dua Lipa of Kosovo.
Princess Roseanne Park of Australia.
Princess Jennie Kim of New Zealand.
Princess Dita Karang of Indonesia.
Princess Yiren Wang of China.
Princess Yurina Kawaguchi of another queendom in Japan.
Princess Nicha Yontararak of Thailand.
Princess Chaewon Kim and her step sister Chaewon Park of Korea.
Princess Tzuyu Chou of Taiwan.
Princess Fatou Samba of Senegal.
Princess Lauren Jauregui of Cuba.
Princess Willow Smith of USA.
Princess Somi Jeon of Canada.
Did you count?
15 princesses.
Think the list is long? That’s not the whole list, I’m just too tired to remember the rest. They weren’t memorable anyway.
I now think you understand why my mother would be desperate enough to go as far as letting her youngest daughter get married first. Anyhow, my little sister got to meet the heir, Sakura Miyawaki, this afternoon and developed a liking for her a little too quick. Miyawaki was known as a spoiled princess with all the pictures of her doing ridiculously expensive activities for no valid reason. Last week she burned stacks of money so she could have a pleasant background for a picture on Instagram.
From the moment I met this so-called princess I knew she wasn’t worthy of being with my sister. I mean, the first seconds of her appearing, her mother already scolded her. Sakura had had the audacity to wear casual clothing — which consisted of items from the upcoming Gucci collection that hadn’t been released yet — in front of my family, knowing she’d meet my sister!
Rude.
If you’re going to meet your future wife, who is a freaking princess of a great empire, the least you can do is put on formal attire and bow — it’s called basic manners.
But the last straw was now.
I had been tossing and turning all night. The Miyawaki's hadn't considerate enough to give silk sheets to their guests! So, I decided to go out to the guest room’s balcony to get some fresh air.
But I saw something other than beautiful cherry blossom trees.
Sakura.
She was in her balcony.
Accompanied by someone.
A lady whose face I recognized as one of the maids.
The two were standing a little too close to each other.
“Wear this for me,” I heard her say.
She held up a collar.
How pathetic! Dominating one of the maids — where was the class in that? She’s supposed to be a princess! This is not the woman my sister should marry. I’ll have to teach her how to behave. Quickly, I put on a nightgown — in case I run into someone in the hallway — and walked past a few doors until I saw one with light shining under the small crack between the door and floor. I knocked on the door as lightly as I could while still making enough noise for Sakura to hear all the way from the balcony — I’m a guest and don’t want to wake anybody up, because I have manners as well as empathy for people with sleep deprivation.
I heard a few hushes and some rumbling behind the closed door. After a few seconds I heard steps nearing the door and it opened. “Oh, it’s you. What are you doing here?”
“To the side,” I said and pushed Sakura to the side so I could get in her room. It was huge and decorated with classy gold details and adornments. Didn’t match her dull personality at all. She was panicked. I wasn’t supposed to be in her room. Especially not right now. She didn’t care if anybody spotted us together in her room — she’d put the blame on me. The maid in her balcony was her worry.
After wandering my eyes all over the place I found what I looked for. Gracefully I made my way to her queen sized bed and sat down on the mattress made of clouds. Much softer than the bed in the guest room. She gulped. What was I doing? Let me tell you. Without breaking eye contact for a second, I put my hand on her bedside table and grabbed the leather collar she had ordered her maid to wear a minute or so ago. “The fuck’s this?”
She was red. Ashamed. Angry. Almost a little turned on by the sight of me in a nightgown on her bed with a pastel pink leather collar in my hand and the fact that I cursed so freely just added to the effect.
“Put it on,” I said.
“W-What—?” she stumbled over her words.
“I said put it on. Now,” I raised my voice.
Although she felt humiliated, she did it. Was it the fact that I was older or the fact that she didn’t mind being in a collar that made her do it? I have no idea; all I know is that that spoiled princess could choose to call the guards or even her mother and get me deported if she wanted to.
The black leather hugged her neck beautifully. She looked like a work of art, like a sophisticated and absolutely fabulous artist had dedicated their whole life on sculpting her body and handcrafting that specific collar just for Sakura. She looked down at the floor; she felt too humiliated to look me in the eyes. But I was going to make sure she’d never forget this. “Look at me.”
She disobeyed.
“I said look at me. Now!” I raised my voice once again.
“____...” she started gently.
“That’s not my name now, is it, slut?”
She gulped, clearly not expecting the sister of her soon-to-be wife to degrade her like this.
“What’s my name? Answer me, slut.”
“Mistress?”
“Right now, I’m a fucking queen and you take all my orders, understood?”
She nodded profusely. The tone of my voice and how I cursed made her wet. Subtly, she put her hands over her crotch area nervously out of reflex.
“I said understood?”
“Yes, Mommy.”
She knew the answer. A regular dominant lady would most likely not answer those words so confidently.
“Remember this, because tonight is the last time you’re going to have a mistress, understood?”
“Yes, Mommy.”
“Sit,” I ordered.
In a second, she was on her knees on the floor. So shameless. Had she forgotten about her little maid in the balcony?
“I meant on the bed, slut.”
“I’m sorry, Mommy,” she apologized and did as I said. She must’ve loved being humiliated and taking orders from me, since she was so damn obedient. I looked at her. She gulped at my strong gaze. Something was bothering me. Too much fabric, too little skin.
“Take off your clothes,” I said and leaned back on my arms.
She stood up. The silk pajamas she was wearing were flowing and didn’t show any details of her body other than her hard nipples. I wondered if they were hard because the cold air from outside was sipping through the balcony or because she was turned on. Button by button she flashed more and more of her golden skin. She was standing tall and her muscles were flexed yet she was so small in my presence. It’s called class.
Her cheeks were a warm shade of pink and she tried to hide that when she pulled down her pants. How cute of her to assume I hadn’t already taken notice of her flustered state yet. When she was back up she had tried to look presentable in front of me by trying to conceal the blush on her face, but it was clear she was excited for what I was going to do. Her face was slightly tilted downwards, she couldn’t hold her chin up high in my presence — she was indeed submissive.
“Come here, Princess. On your knees.”
“Yes, Mommy,” she whispered. This time around, she knew I meant on the floor. Damn, she looked so fucking pretty down there, kneeled in front of me with only a collar and a pair of briefs on. Almost made me want to give her a reward.
Almost.
Too bad she didn’t deserve one.
“Suck on Mommy’s fingers,” I held out my hand for her.
She looked up into my eyes and edged closer until her pretty lips touched my skin. Slowly she leaned forward and introduced my pointer finger to her mouth. As good as she could she tried to be sexy for me. Keeping eye contact. Twirling her tongue. Arching her back. All of that for me. What impressed me was that she didn’t touch my hand with one of hers. She didn’t bring it to her face, instead she brought herself to me. Although she was indeed spoiled, she had gotten manners when it came to me. Maybe she wasn't too used to being called out and put in place. I pushed my middle finger deeper into her mouth and saw how for a second a small smile was present. She wanted me to go rougher on her. I knew it. But I didn’t give it to her. It was punishment after all.
“Get on the bed.” Immediately she let go of my fingers, leaving them wet, and got on all fours on the bed. Her butt was looking good and it wasn’t even nude yet.
“Turn around, Princess, I want to see your face.” Again, she listened to me and obeyed my instructions. She was quiet but I knew that dirty thoughts were going through her mind. She didn’t even need to say it, how she was so obedient and willing to do everything I said and how she wanted to do good for me was enough for me to know it.
I crawled on the huge bed until I was between her legs. The way her breathing fastened only made me confident, but the biggest source of motivation was the lesson about how she should treat my sister. For a few seconds I just stared at her and made her feel belittled. To her surprise, I tugged on the waistband of her briefs and slowly pulled them down, letting her wet pussy out in the cold air. Even her pussy was so fucking pretty with how red and needy it was with wetness dripping towards her thighs. I was certainly aroused with what I saw. Whilst I was dragging the fabric down her skin, she kept her gaze on me, wanting to see my reaction. Although she loved keeping eye contact to add to her sexiness, as well as to see if she was pleasing me or not, she closed her eyes.
Once again, surprising her, I gently brought her knees up in the air so I could have more access to her pussy, making her widen her eyes. Once my thumb touched her clit, she let out a delicate whimper and rolled her eyes back, not knowing she could feel this much sensation from just one finger. I moved my thumb up and down her labia and listened as she let out small whimpers from her parted lips when I touched her favorite parts. Clit and lowest part of her labia.
Her eyes were still rolled back and honestly it was the most breathtaking sight I’d ever seen. It was astounding how responsive she already was in just a minute of physical attention. I couldn’t help but lower myself to her skin and lick a long, wet stripe up her chocolate abs. Mmmh, tasted like chocolate too. I bit into her skin, not too hard, but hard enough to make her remember in the morning. To tease further, I blew on the wet traces from my tongue, giving her shivers. Letting go of her pussy, I pinched her nipple with my pointer finger and wet thumb, making her want to push her thighs together to get some kind of friction. But more than that, she wanted to be good for me.
She was back to being too quiet for my taste. Maybe it was because of the maid in the balcony who could probably hear everything we were doing, but to me that didn’t matter. I let go of her nipple and went to suck it instead, making her whine a little. My wet thumb made its way back to between her thighs, collecting wetness before rubbing her clit harder but slower than before. She was squeezing her eyes shut as she bit her lip to prevent her dirty sounds from coming out. Letting go of her tit, I put my other thumb on the lowest part of her labia, making her squirm and bring her hand to bite on. I retracted my fingers from her, making her let a deprived whine escape finally. Her orgasm had been nearing but now it was gone, and it hurt. By now, if her thighs if they hadn't been turned upwards, her wetness would surely be dripping down her thighs. Instead her sheets were wet. Eh, the maid will take care of it.
“M-Mommy, please.”
“Please what?”
“C-Can you fuck me?”
“I know you can do better than that, Princess,” I encouraged her. I wanted her to be louder. I wanted that maid and every woman close by to hear that she belonged wholly to one person. They didn’t hear my name so they wouldn’t know it was me — except for the maid, of course.
“Fuck me, ruin me, do whatever you want to me, please. I beg you. P-Please, Mommy,” she said in such an erotic way it wouldn't surprise me if she had acted in an erotic film before.
“Do you have any ropes perhaps?”
“Yes! Y-Yes, in the third drawer,” she hurried. Seemed like she really, really enjoyed me treating her like a slut. Chuckling, I left her on the bed and opened said drawer. She had kept the ropes hidden for a good reason. There were so many in different colors and different materials, from black to red to gold and regular rope to lace to leather. All was folded neatly; it was so organized it looked like after purchase they had just been waiting in the drawer and that she still hadn’t used any of them. I grabbed four ropes all in pastel pink leather like the cute dominatrix style to match Sakura’s collar, she blushed at the juxtaposition of the cute action of matching and the vulgarity of what the leather was going to be used for.
Slowly she gulped, looking forward to what I was going to do to her. Like a good slut, she held out the hand that was the nearest to me. I tied one of the ropes tightly on her hand and bound it to the nearest bedpost. She looked at me throughout the whole process. It felt gratifying when I dominated her, but the visual aspect was one she needed the most to memorize what I did to her this spectacular night for her to reminisce about on the endless nights she will inevitably spend without me.
I went to the other corner and tied her ankle to the bedpost and did the same to the other. The last limb to be tied was her hand. Again, she held it out for me, not wanting to wait any longer. So I tied it. She couldn’t move more than a few centimeters, but damn did it feel good. I could do whatever I wanted to her without her having any control and she loved it. She wanted me to treat her like a toy. So I just stood there and admired her body like she was art again.
But by now she was getting a little needy. She loved that I looked at her, but she wanted me to dominate her more than anything, so she decided to show a little of her neediness. Through begging, of course, because I had the power and she wouldn’t even think of demanding anything from me. “Can you, please, fuck me now, Mommy?” She swallowed when she didn’t get a reaction from me. “Please, fuck Princess. Please, Mommy.”
“You’ve been such a good slut to me, Princess
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Her eyes lightened up.
“
too bad you haven’t been good to my sister,” I finished.
Her eyes darkened.
“Mommy—”
“Shut up,” I sat beside her and looked at her helpless self.
“You’re going to make me and only me cum, understood?”
“Of course, Mommy, but—” she tried to protest carefully.
“You’re going to show me that you’re worthy of being with a ______. Understood, slut?”
She wasn’t used to not getting what she wanted, thus my denial of her orgasm was frustrating. But she nodded nonetheless because pleasing me felt so good. “Yes.”
“Yes what?” I grabbed her by her collar and tightened it a little.
“Yes, Mommy.”
“I just wanted to hear you say it, because you’re not going to be speaking for a while,” I said and left her dumbfounded. Slowly I made my way to her chest and sat on it. I wasn’t wearing underwear since I always sleep naked and had only slipped the nightgown on to not be fully naked. Her boobs got some of my wetness on them, making her proud she was the one who had turned me on this much. She knew she was sexy in my eyes for sure now, which added to her confidence and motivated her to please you even more.
Her biggest goal now was to show me that she wasn’t just a pretty sight, but that she was good at giving pleasure too. When I hovered over her face, she tried to reach for my pussy. She couldn’t move her arms or legs, but her neck was somewhat free with only a collar restricting her movements slightly, and she was eager to please, tongue out and eyes admiring me above her. I held her down by her collar and let the skirt of the gown surround her. She couldn’t see anything anymore, but when I dipped my pussy to her face, she didn’t mind it the slightest. As if on cue, she began licking me. She didn’t even start off slow, she went for the long and deep licks between my folds immediately. It was shocking to me how skillful she was with her tongue and I let out a moan. She smiled proudly against me and tried to go deeper.
“Good slut,” I praised and reached back to touch her abs. Centimeter by centimeter I went lower until my hand was on the skin above her clit. I barely touched her clit with my middle finger. She moaned loudly, being so aroused and needy that even the slightest touch made her want to cry. If she could, she’d be crossing her legs from how much her pussy hurt, but she was tied up so the pain remained greater. To get a little revenge she tried to physically lift her head closer to me although she already had the thick collar and my weight stopping her from doing so. She tried using her nose as an asset and played with my clit. Fuck. This lady sure was dedicated.
Stubborn, I put my hand on her pussy and leaned back a little so part of my weight was on it. Never in her whole life had she ever felt such pleasurable pain. Tears started filling her eyes and leaving them to migrate from the cheeks and onto the mattress. But this gave her an advantage to lift herself into me. She went so damn deep, nose touching my stomach, and started sucking mercilessly on my clit. “Fuck, Princess,” I cursed and leaned even more on her pussy, making her go even harder on mine. She was so pretty with her face between my legs and her cheeks and mouth messy from my wetness and her tears.
“Mommy,” she mumbled against me. She began grazing her teeth against me and that’s when I had enough. With my weight still on her, I began moving my hand and she screamed. Now I knew for sure that the maid had heard us. How Sakura could sound so loud with me sitting on her face was amazing. I’d never experienced it before, but I was sure I wanted it to happen again. But what stopped me from going at it more was that I knew she was close to climax, so I lifted my hand away from her pussy and shifted my weight to her face.
She cried. Her hands and ankles struggled against the leather, wanting to be able to touch me, but they restricted her. The kink for bondage was not on her side right now which made her cry, but the masochist in her felt so fulfilled. Although the want for orgasming was large, the want for my orgasm was way larger. She had a hard time breathing, nose in me every other second and my dress suppressing the air, but she liked it. My stomach was knotting, and I knew I was close too.
“G-God, you’ve been so good for me, Princess. Here’s your reward,” I stuttered, pleasure taking over me. And so, I cummed on her, grunting. Instantaneously, she started licking and savoring my juice. She lapped up every drop that hadn’t gotten on her face. To finish off classy, she kissed my pussy, because she fucking loved it. She swore cum was the most delicious flavor she’d ever gotten the pleasure of tasting. My cum. My cum was a symbol for her pride and accomplishment. When I tried lifting myself up a little bit she followed, wanting nothing to go to waste — that’s how much she loved my cum.
“This is how you should treat my sister when you marry her. The word mistress will from now on never exist in your life, only in your mind,” I left her face, making her whine. I knew that after this spectacular night she’d think of me, so it wasn’t right of me to expect her not to. I knew that after this spectacular night she’d cheat on my sister with me clouding her mind, but that was better than her going to some fucking maid or some other random woman. Besides, eventually she’d get over me.
My mission was done. My sister — as others will think — had claimed Sakura for good.
And the most ego boosting part: I made a rude and spoiled princess submit to me.
Don’t tell me that isn’t classy.
And so I left her naked and bound to the bed for the maid to take care of.
NEXT DAY
The morning was royal. Plates of all kinds of fancy Japanese breakfast dishes were placed out, the sun was shining through the big windows and the sight of now-nervous-and-not-bratty Sakura with slightly ruffled hair — she couldn’t flatten that specific part because she’d been so passionate while eating me out — was my definition of a royal breakfast.
One of the maids avoided eye contact with Sakura. It was the one on the balcony from last night. The other maids, however, were staring at her, both because it was their job to serve her whenever she wanted them to and also because she was alluring. The fucked out hair style made some of the maids suspicious, of course, which was good because then they knew she belonged to someone already.
Then out of nowhere the perfect royal breakfast was interrupted by only a few words from Sakura. My eyes widened. I turned around and saw that everybody in the room was looking at me as Sakura was pointing my way.
“Your highnesses and excellencies, I’d like to marry her instead.”
✩ ੈ ✩ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✊‧₊˚* ੈ ✩ ‧₊˚ * ੈ ✊‧₊˚* ✩ ੈ ✩
❝ La-la-la-la-la-la-la 넀가 낮êȌ 밀렀와 두 눈을 컀닀랗êȌ ëœšêł  ꟞는 êżˆ ❞
( La-la-la-la-la-la-la You're coming to me I'm dreaming with my eyes wide open )
—hyun seunghee; 2019
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imthebadguyyy · 3 years ago
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Baby Angel
Pairing - Lewis Hamilton x Reader (fem!littlemix!reader)
Summary - Lewis and you post about incoming baby Hamilton ❀
a/n - this is purely fictitious and just me fulfilling my fever dream fantasies. (I used Perrie's photos because they're just gorgeous đŸ„ș)
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@y/n/l/n - the happiness that we're feeling right now is indescribable. I'm so incredibly grateful to be on this wild journey with my soulmate, the love of my life, the man of my dreams. Baby, we cannot wait to meet you ❀ you are going to be so loved, our sweet angel ❀ @lewishamilton
đŸ“· - @ 13thwitness
@jadethirlwall - ahhh! Another Little Mix baby ! đŸ„ș auntie Jade's gonna be spending hours babysitting all four of these angels. So, so happy for you baby sister, and of course Lewis as well! Congratulations babe ❀
@perrie edwards - ahhh my baby girl's having a baby ! Congratulations sweetheart, Axel and I can't wait to meet his new cousin. He's going to have 3 best friends to play with ! Im so happy for you, and I'm here whenever you need me ❀
@cullenangela - so happy for you two! Congratulations ! You're going to be the best parents ever. 💙
@lewishamilton - I love you so much baby, and I can't wait to meet our baby blessing. ❀❀❀
@leighannepinnock - our baby is all grown and having her own baby now ! I'm so thrilled for the both of you, my darling đŸ„ș the twins and I can't wait to have playdates with you and the bubba and Perrie and Axel soon. I'm so happy they get to be best friends. I love you so much đŸ„ș❀
@mercedesamgf1 - Baby Hamilton incoming ! Congratulations to you both ! Gonna see the baby in a Mercedes F1 car soon đŸ€­đŸ˜
@littlemixqueens- AHHH OMG ANOTHER BABY WE JUST GOT THREE BUT IM SO HAPPY FOR Y/N !!!!!
@y/n'sgotthepower- omg the baby of little mix is all grown up đŸ„ș she's gonna be a mumma now
@S7ILLIRISE - Congratulations Champ !
@littlemixupdatesandstuff - congratulations ! mini mix just got bigger !
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@lewishamilton - my heart is full and bursting with love. I'm incredibly happy to say that Baby Hamilton will be joining us earth side during the winter. It's always been my dream to become a dad, to be what my dad was to me. I'm ecstatic to be on this journey with the most kind, loving, powerful and giving woman I've ever met, the woman I'm proud to call the love of my life. I love you so much my darling. Can't wait to meet our baby angel ❀ @y/n/l/n
đŸ“· - @ 13thwitness
@mercedesamgf1 - CONGRATULATIONS LEWIS !! BABY HAMILTON INCOMING ! Are we gonna see them in a mercedes f1 car? đŸ˜đŸ€­ 💜💜
@valterribottas - congratulations đŸ‘đŸŒ can't wait to meet baby hamilton ! Hopefully they like fast cars too 😂
@jade thirlwall - @valterribottas maybe they'd have some fiery vocals and mad car skills đŸ€Ł
@susie_wolff- so, so happy for the both of you ! Congratulations !
@nicolas hamilton - a baby niece or nephew ! So happy for you two ! Can't wait to meet the littlest hamilton ❀
@danielricciardo - many congratulations mate! Here's to endless diapers and sleepless nights and lack of sleep. Love to you both 💙 (p.s hope the kid's a honey badger fan)
@lewisisthegoat - AHH OMG THE CHAMP IS HAVING A BABY ! CONGRATULATIONS !
@honeybadgerlewis - congratulations lewis!! And lol daniel 😂 don't scare them ! I know the both of you will do great !
@13thwitness - So happy to have had the opportunity to photograph such a special moment. Many congratulations to you brother. And of course to Y/N as well. Cannot wait to see baby Ham!
@neymarjr - congratulations bro! Wishing the both of you happiness and a safe pregnancy !
@naomi campbell - so, so happy for the both of you! Lots of love 💜💜
@georgerussell63 - Many, many congratulations mate !
@landonorris- and soon will come to no sleep moments đŸ€Ł just kidding, congratulations!! Hope to see them in a go kart sooner or later !
@mickschumacher - congratulations ! Wishing you a safe and healthy pregnancy 💙
@fencer - congratulations brother đŸ‘đŸŸ
@y/n/l/n - I love you ❀
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mackeydoodledoo · 4 years ago
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Not So Cold After All
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Pairing: Jade Thirlwall x (Fem!)Reader
Summary: You were a very caring child, no matter how many times mean kids would try and discourage you. However, there was one in particular girl that caught your eye; Jade Thirlwall, she'd always drive your bullies away, but would always act sour around you. However, years, many years go by and you practically forget about your "Barely Notices You" crush however, your paths cross again, when you realize you are Little Mixs' touring bassist, seeing Jade for the first time in years, resurfacing some unspoken love.
Warnings: Angst(?), Bold = Thoughts, Italics = Singing
A/N: This is in 1st person
----------------------------------‐------------------------------------------ As I step through the airport terminal gate, I look back.... Jade isn’t anywhere to be seen. I mean, I get it, she is a busy woman. She wouldn't have time for me. And I'm okay with that. I just wish I was able to tell her how I felt.. 
"You alright Y/N?" Laura asks, placing her hand on my shoulder 
"Yeah-yeah," I sniffle, wiping my nose, "I-I just wish we had more time you know?" 
"Tour doesn't allow that sadly," Laura sighs, "But hey, you'll have stories to tell." 
"Thats just it, I told her I was going to tell her all the stories I have from both marching band and indoor drumline." I say, "But I wanted to tell her when it was a time we could have been alone, no craziness of tour. Post-Tour basically." 
"You know what?" Laura asks, "We should come here another time and so you can see Jade. She may be busy now but I saw how she looked at you during Lrigh-Anne's birthday party at the bar, her sitting in your lap, you looking to side stage where she was watching us do our set. Or better yet, she comes to us and sees us performing as a band." 
I smile at her as we walk through the gate attached to the plane to head home. 
1 Year Later As I tune my I hear a knock at the door. 
"Y/N?" A familiar voice calls out 
"Becca?" I call back 
She opens the door and cheers as I follow suit. The both of us hug and Jax is there too. 
"What are you guys doing here?" I ask 
"Were here to be apart of your band," she says 
"Really?" I ask, looking to Laura 
"Surprise," she says 
"How are you and Jade?" Jax asks 
"We haven't talked...." I say, "We haven't talked since the end of the tour last year. I mean I've always wanted to catch up with her and message her but I didn't think she'd reply back so I just didn't. Wouldn't feel as fun as being in person you know?" 
Becca nods in understanding, "Well, don't worry about the right now and let's rock this show!" 
I shake off my sad self and high five Becca as we head out to the stage. The lights are completely off aside from the stage floor lights for actors and musicians alike to not accidentally fall off the stage. I wrap my bass around me and switch in my amp, its ambient noise ringing, along with Becca's. 
"Hey guys we're Saints of Starlight," Laura announces into the microphone as the lights come back on, "We'd like to introduce two new members to our group. Jax and Becca!" 
As the audience cheers, with the lights hitting my face, I catch a glimpse of deep golden curly locks... Is that?.... No, it can't be... I refocus myself and look to Laura, having her start the gig. 
As I switch with Laura and she picks up my bass, I inhale and exhale
"Again, this song goes out to someone I met a year ago, " I start,  "She is most likely not in the audience robot but that's fine too. We were childhood friends but, I never got to tell her how she saved me from school bullies.  Even when I was on tour with her, the song 'Who Knows', I've ashtrays wondered on tour, what would been like to be with her."
Jax begins playing her part to "Summertime". Becca soon joins in, playing the lead guitar part.
When the lights go out, will you take me with you And carry all this broken bone Through six years down in crowded rooms And highways I call home? It's something I can't know 'til now 'Til you pick me off the ground With a brick in hand, your lip-gloss smile Your scraped-up knees, and If you stay, I would even wait all night Or until my heart explodes How long until we find our way In the dark and out of harm? You can run away with me Anytime you want
When I look back up, I continue the second verse as my eyesight readjusts with the lights, I caught a glimpse ofïżœïżœïżœ Jade? In the audience. Not able to ask
.
- Every single day, when people try And put the pieces back together Just to smash them down Turn my headphones up real loud I don't think I need them now Could you stop the noise, and
I sing this verse as I hold my hand out to the supposed Jade Thirlwall in the audience and she does the same. I smile and sing the chorus. 
You can run away with me Anytime you want Well, anytime you want Well, anytime you want
As I sing the last “anytime you want”, Becca walks slightly past me to show off her solo. As I look back to the supposed Jade, she stands up and begins making her way toward me
 Is it
 Ks it really you Jade?...
“J-Jade?” I ask into the microphone while Becca plays her solo
I hop down from the stage and begin meeting Jade halfway, to reveal that it was really Jade Thirlwall
Don't walk away Don't walk away Don't walk away!
I sing this to Jade as we finally face each other after a year apart. 
'Cause if you stay, I would even wait all night Or until my heart explodes How long until we find our way In the dark and out of harm You can run away with me Or you can write it on your arm
Jade and I’s forehead make contact for a second before I pull my head away before I take a long glance at her.
You can run away with me
I smile as I raise the microphone to my mouth to sing the last sentence; 
Anytime you want
The audience and my band mates cheer as Jade and I share an embrace. 
“What are you doing here?” I ask, “I thought you were going to be busy with Little Mix endeavors.”
“We’re on a break from the recordings right now so we’re on a week vacation,” Jade answers,  “So Becca and Jax talked me into coming here. They told me they were going to become members of your band and
 I wanted to see you again. I’ve missed you Y/N.”
“I’ve missed you too Jade,” I reply
After the show, I take Jade back to my house and I show her around. Though, nothing is very special about it however, I thought it would be nice for Jade. When we get to my room, I close the door as Jade looks around in awe. The fairy lights are really giving it off. Jade turns to me and with one swift motion her hands coil into my hair and she kisses me. After the initial shock, I begin deepening the kiss. I coil my hands around her waist as I step forward for her to sit onto the edge of my bed. I continue guiding her; without our lips breaking apart, down until her back hits the mattress. My lips then move down to her neck.
“Y/N!” Jade moans as I suck and gently bite at her neck
I stop and look up at her, caught off guard.
“I’m sorry, did I scare you love?” she asks, tucking hair behind my ear
“No, it’s just-” I stutter, “I’ve liked you for a long time. However, I also really didn’t think I’d even have a chance because you are a part of one of the most popular girl bands in the world. And I’m here like-”
Jade kisses me again, “Love, it doesn’t matter if I want to date one of the most amazing bass players in a not-so-popular band. However, the girls have been begging me to talk to you since I never got to catch up with you before you went home.”
I notice Jade almost starting to cry. 
“You’re here now Jade. That’s all that matters,” I smile, pecking her lips
“You’re the best love,” She smiles
“Huh,” I tease, “You’re really Not So Cold After All.”
Jade giggles as I bring my face down to kiss her.
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dimitrescus-bitch · 4 years ago
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Can you do a Jade Thirlwall x fem reader smut
yep
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haodore · 2 years ago
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make-up ; jt
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𓂃 ⋆ 𓈒 masterlist
⌁ jade thirlwall x fem!reader
⌁ you’re a make-up artist and jade always volunteers as your model when she wants to try something new. [prompt from : https://atsuzaki-playground.neocities.org] // fluff, romantic.
⌁ 0.6k words
! : fem r (she/her), lots of fluff
Out of all of Little Mix's make-up artists, Y/n was by far the most experimental. She loved playing around with new colours and styles with her own make-up, along with others. She loved testing different eyeshadow shades for different eye colours. Her mind was constantly swarmed with new ideas—simple and extravagant. It depended on the day, really.
Which is exactly why Jade Thirlwall was always the perfect canvas.
Jade herself also loved trying something new, and she absolutely had an eye for a good look. To her, there was no shame in a bold make-up look, even if you were only going grocery shopping that day. She was also a lover of glitter, which was one of Y/n's favourite ways to add to a look. It was no wonder that when Y/n messaged Jade to try a new look the northern girl immediately said yes.
When Jade stepped through Y/n's apartment door, Y/n couldn't help but to smile, adoration swelling in her heart. Jade was only wearing a large hoodie and some sweatpants, but Y/n was entranced by her curly hair thrown into a ponytail on the top of her head. Her tan skin glowed under the apartment lights and she looked as ethereal as ever, no matter how lazy her attire was.
"Hey!" She said in a bright tone. Y/n stepped away from her desk—which was filled with make-up palettes, brushes, concealers, foundations, glosses and lipsticks—and she reached forward to give Jade a hug, which was reciprocated. "You look beautiful." Jade hummed. Y/n felt her heart flutter and her voice caught in her throat. Jade giggled and the sound was as peaceful as waves crashing against the beach shore, easing her.
Jade set her bag down, putting her phone in her pocket and heading to the living room to sit on the chair next to the make-up. "What are we thinking of doing today, my darling." She said calmly. The words fell from her lips is such a natural fashion that Y/n almost missed the nickname she had used. Jade used it quite often, actually, but it still set off fireworks in Y/n's stomach.
"Nothing too bold today, actually. But nothing simple. Just gonna meet in the middle." Y/n pulled a chair over so she could sit in front of Jade. "I was thinking some purples and blues, maybe a graphic liner design or two."
"Your specialty." Jade grinned.
"Indeed."
Applying make-up had always been such a calming process to Y/n. In the beginning it caused nothing but stress, sure, but eventually as her skills strengthened, it became therapeutic, in a way.
It never failed to make Y/n's heart race at the closeness between her and Jade when she did her make-up. It took all of her effort to keep a steady hand while using a graphic liner to make a simple, yet intricate butterfly. She wasn't going to let a simple crush ruin Jade's make-up.
Jade picked up a mirror, taking a look at the pops of colour that coated her eyelids. "Oh, you've outdone yourself." Jade said it in a way that would seem mocking but Y/n knew her words were nothing but the truth.
"Why thank you—"
Jade gasped, and Y/n paused.
Jade hands came in contact with Y/n's forearm, her fingers delicately resting on her skin. "I have a dress this colour."
Y/n grinned. "Let's go."
The dress wrapped around Jade's figure perfectly in a semi-tight hold. It was looser at the top, dipping to show a bit of cleavage. It hugged her torso and hips in a perfect fit. The fabric itself was a shimmering purple that matched almost exactly with the purple dusted on Jade's lids.
"You look gorgeous." Y/n said genuinely. Jade thanked her warmly, making eye contact with her in the mirror.
"Where are you headed after this?"
"Just getting some groceries." Jade laughed. "But, y'know, gotta shop in style."
"Oh, always. Only way to do it."
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little mix taglist: @esposadomd
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mackeydoodledoo · 4 years ago
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Who Knows
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Part 2 to the "Not So Cold After All" Series!
Pairing: Jade Thirlwall x (Fem!)Reader
Summary: You were a very caring child, no matter how many times mean kids would try and discourage you. However, there was one in particular girl that caught your eye; Jade Thirlwall, she'd always drive your bullies away, but would always act sour around you. However, years, many years go by and you practically forget about your "Barely Notices You" crush however, your paths cross again, when you realize you are Little Mixs' touring bassist, seeing Jade for the first time in years, resurfacing some unspoken love.
Warnings: Angst(?)
A/N: This is in 1st person, Bold = Thoughts, Italics = Singing
"Not So Cold After All" Live Band Mini Setlist
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As Jesy, Perrie, Leigh-Anne and Jade seat Laura, Jax, Beca and I, Jade and I catch a glimpse at each other and she gives a small wave at me. Not thinking of how to greet her back, I wink at her. I look at Laura and she gives me a face. A face I recognize as her saying; "Get her b**ch!" I kick her leg and and winces but tries not to make it noticeable. 
"So along with out supporting group," the tour manager starts, "As for the final show of the tour tonight, the girls and myself would like to showcase our live bands' skills." 
Laura and I are taken aback, whilst Jax and Becca are all for the idea. 
"So like...." Laura questions, "Each and every one of us plays a song of our choosing?" 
"Thats correct," Jade answers, "You okay with that?" 
"Yeah I was thinking we'd play a whole song together as a band, that plays instruments," she replies 
Not knowing how to properly word it, Laura leaves it at that. 
"What if, I’m just thinking out loud here. We end up doing a short setlist?" I ask, noticing Jade look at me like I'm insane 
"Thats fine by me," Tour Manager says, "Good thinking." 
“Are you singing Y/N?” Jade asks
“Oh, good heavens no,” I answer, “I don’t sing. That’s all to Laura.”
Once the meeting was finished, I begin walking back to my car to the hotel Laura and I were staying in, I feel a tap on my shoulder. 
"Hey you," Jade says as I turn around 
"Hey," I say, smiling 
This is the first time she actually has come up to me in years. We've caught glimpses of each other during shows, rehearsals and we'd both greet each other at the same time but neither of us had the chance to really catch up. 
"You maybe want to grab some lunch on the way back to the hotel?" She asks 
I look to Laura for an approval and she... Again gives me that same face from earlier. 
"Sure," I smile 
I hop into the driver's seat as Jade gets into the passenger seat. Laura hops in the back, hijacking the aux chord. She puts on some acapella music and the both of us jam out while Jade laughs at us. 
As soon as we got back to the hotel, I tell both Laura and Jade to eat without me, that I need to go talk to Jax and Becca. I go knock on her door. 
"What’s up shorty?" She laughs 
"Very funny," I chuckle, "How would you two feel about performing a three part setlist for our little portion of the show?" 
"Really?" She asks 
I nod,  "Well, I think having 3 songs that feature all of us is a cool idea and the encore song could be a song I really like and I think it'd fit and it would show how well we can all sound as a band. Though we aren't really a band. Also, I think I'm going to sing lead for this one. I have to talk to Laura about that." 
"So you want us to help you so you can impress your crush?" She asks 
I nod, blushing at the fact Jade is my crush, “Don’t tell her I’m going to sing lead.”
"We're in and your secret’s safe with us," she smiles, "Did you tell Laura yet?" 
"Not yet," I answer, "Jade's in there." 
We fist bump and I go back to my room, where Jade and Laura are almost finished eating, but they put on some music. 
"What'd you talk to Jax for?" Laura asks 
"Nothing special," I say 
I seat myself next to Jade and begin eating. As I listen to Jade and Laura talk about our beginnings and how Laura and I started out as a band. 
"Wait," Jade starts, "You two were drunk?!" 
I nod in agreement as I almost choke on my food. As I look at Jade, a spark flies across my body as her thumb gently runs across my cheek. She giggles as she licks the piece of lettuce (and mayo) right off her thumb. I shake my gawk off and laugh with her. 
"So you're called-" 
"Saints of Starlight," I answer 
"That's actually a pretty dope name," she smiles 
"Thank Y/N for that one," Laura states, "She was high off her ass and she managed to spot that name for us." 
"Somehow I was conscious enough for that," I smile, finishing my food
We end up playing a game of "Cards against Humanity" and so far Laura is in the lead: I’m horrible at card games. Games in general.
By the time we nearly get through all of the cards, a knock comes onto our door. 
"Jade?" Jesy calls from the other side of the door 
"Yeah Jess?" She calls back 
"You ready to go?" She asks 
And it hit Jade, she was supposed to get dressed for a birthday party for Leigh-Anne. 
"Is Y/N and Laura invited?" Jade asks 
"Jade," I whisper, "We don't have to go. It'll be fine." 
"Oh for sure," Leigh-Anne says 
Jade gets up and helps us clean up the cards before going to her room to change into a nice outfit. Laura and I do the same. I manage to shove on my 2019 indoor drumline season uniform; 1940s style detective outfit. Suspenders n all. However, the only thing that didn't go with my fit were my shoes. They were Doc Marten brand boots. However, I believed it was a nice subtle touch to my black m white outfit. I wait outside the door for Laura and for Jade. 
"Oh well Y/N can sure clean up nice," Jesy teases, "Jade's gonna have a kick looking at that." Jesy points to all of me as Jade comes walking down the hall. 
"Y/N?" Jade calls out 
I turn to her. I smile and wave over to her as Laura opens the door and reveals a casual-formal outfit. 
"You sure look nice Y/N," Jade blushes as she catches up to us 
"You too," I say, "Well, you look beautiful." 
We follow the rest of the Little Mix members and Laura out to hail a cab to a bar that Jesy, Perrie and Jade had rented out for the evening.  There was barely enough room for all of us to fit into the cab. As I seat myself next to Jesy, Jade hops right into my lap. 
"A little warning next time," I gasp, but laugh 
"Sorry," she smiles, "Your lap is the only good seat in here." 
My face turns into a ball of flame as I look at Jade, who laughs at my face. Two can play at that Game. Her guard was down as I slowly and gently coil my fingers around Jade's waist as the cab driver drives off. I look up at Jade's face and it was just like mine not even 20 seconds ago. I laugh as do Jesy, Perrie and Leigh-Anne. Laura gave me "the look" as I subtly make and "ok" with my hand. 
We reach the bar and its practically filled with party-goers and we walk upstairs to a VIP room and I seat myself next to Jade. 
"You really know how to pull some strings to get us a room," Leigh-Anne says to her girls 
"We are extra," Perrie states 
We order a couple of drinks and within those said drinks, I notice Jesy already drunk. She begins ranting on about how much fun everything is and how excited she is to see Laura and I play for them. 
"Yeah what do you guys have planned?" Jade asks, looking intently at me 
"Well," I clear my throat, "You lot are just going to have to see." 
I look at Laura to not spoil anything and that I'll explain to her later once we head back to the hotel. 
After helping Jesy to her hotel room and getting her to drink water and eat bread and get her to bed, I help Jade get to hers. 
"You know," Jade starts, "You're really fun to hang out with. Why haven't we done that more often?" 
"Well," I start, "You were always cold to me and always turned down my invitations to hang out. Though, that never phased me and I've always kept on trying to get you to hang out with me." I look over to Jade, who's clearly looks and feels guilty. 
"Well," I add, "Like I said, it never really hurt me when you turned them down. That's because you saved me." 
Jade again looks up at me. 
"Do you remember when there were bullies in elementary school and you always managed to scare them off. Little did you know that little kid you saved-" 
"Was you?" She asks 
I nod, "However, when we did finally become friends, you ended up going to audition for Britain's got Talent? Or something like that. So I guess you ended up forgetting about me. But then again, I moved to America." 
"Sorry love," she says, "A lot of people come and go in my life. However, you're the first one who came back around." 
"Yeah," I sigh, "Well, goodnight. See you tomorrow." 
Before I stand to leave her room, she wraps her arms around my waist and her face pressed gently against my back. 
"Thank you," she says before her grip loosening on me 
"Always," I say, leaving her room 
As I close the door to my hotel room with Laura, she looks at me. 
“Okay, listen," I say, "So I already talked to Jax and Becca, and they agreed that we do a 3-song setlist when they want us to perform." 
"So," Laura asks, "Are you singing lead or am I?" 
"That's a good question," I say, "Well, I arranged the mini setlist and I have this." 
I show Laura the mini setlist I made on my YouTube page and she nods in agreement to play this setlist for tomorrow.
"I just want to sing the last song," I suggest, "That one specifically is basically saying what could have been with someone." 
"Oh so is that song gonna be for Jade?" She asks, making "that look" 
"Yeah," I exhale, “Also, don’t tell Jade I'm going to sing the last song.”
"Okay," Laura answers
We both head to bed, for the big night tomorrow; showcasing a live band.
I catch Jade just about to leave her hotel room and she waits for me as I catch up to her. 
"Sleep alright?" I ask 
She nods, "Hungry?" She holds up a banana and a breakfast muffin 
"Yeah, thanks love," I say, taking the items, "You know, bananas are a great source of potassium. I always eat one before I do a competition. Both high school marching band and indoor winter percussion." 
"You did all of those?" She asks. I nod 
"When I did my first year of marching band I got talked into doing indoor percussion for the winter time. Best decision ever," I say, hopping into a cab with Jade following suit 
"You have to tell me how you did all of them and if you have any good stories," Jade smiles 
"Well," I smile, "I have many stories that can be saved for another night." 
Jade pouts as we exit the cab to enter the venue. Fans and paparazzi immediately circle around Jade, nearly pushing me out of the way to get to her. 
"Y/N!" Jade calls out 
I nearly wrestle a couple of fans and paparazzi and reach out for Jade. I feel a strong tug and Jade buries herself into my jacket. I hold Jade close as fans begin to make a path for her and I to walk into the venue. 
"You guys are chaotic," I say, glaring at the Paparazzi specifically 
I push the doors to walk inside, "You alright?" 
Jade nods as she lets go of me and walks over to her girls. 
"I saw that," Laura teases, "What happened out there anyway?" 
"A bunch of fans and paparazzi," I answer, "They practically pushed me away from Jade." 
"You fought people?" She asks 
"No, I was close to though," I reply, "I just was sick of fans and paparazzi not giving the girls space." 
Laura nods as their tour manager comes up to us, "Jade needs time to cool down so go ahead and rehearse first you guys." 
"How is she?" I ask 
"Shaken up but she'll be alright," he answers 
I sigh in relief, having temptation to go check on her, but I assure myself that Jesy, Perrie and Leigh-Anne have gotten Jade calmed down. I go back to rehearsal. 
"Jade," Jesy calls out, bringing me back 
Jade's POV
As I inhale and exhale, Jesy, Perrie and Leigh-Anne comforting me, I could hear a singing voice. Is it Becca? Laura? Even Y/N? No, Y/N even said it herself, she doesn't sing. 
"Yeah?" I look at her 
"You feeling better love?" She asks and I nod 
I continue listening to that singing voice. Regardless if it was either Becca, Laura or even Y/N, they're bloody talented. 
"Do you hear that voice out on stage?" I ask the girls 
"Yeah," Perrie answers, "That voice is bloody f**clinging talented." 
"Do you think it's Y/N?" Leigh-Anne suggests 
"It couldn't be," I smile, "Y/N told me she doesn't sing. She only does backing vocals. But she never sings lead." 
"If you say so Jade," she replies 
"Just wait until Jade sees you," Laura teases 
Y/N's POV
I sing the last line with Laura and Becca. I stop the sound of my bass and wipe sweat from the sides of my head with my shirt and begin stripping. I tuck my shirt in my back pocket. 
"Shut the f**k up Laura," I laugh, "I'm toasty. Okay, so how do we feel about that?" 
I get OK's from everyone and I put on a song from one of my playlists, having a gut feeling Jade is going to come back any moment, I don't sing. I didn’t even intentionally pick the song; Black Magic by Little Mix. Instinctively, we all manage to play through however long we decided to play until we were moved to the back for Little Mixs’ rehearsal.
 I put on my button down shirt and leave a couple of buttons unbuttoned, to give my lesbian look. I tuck my shirt into my pants and roll up my sleeves. I roll them up just enough for them to not interfere with my hands.
“Jesy was right,” Jade says
I look up and smile.
“You really do clean up nicely,” She adds, walking toward me
“Might as well look good for the occasion,” I reply back, “And you look exquisite.”
I see Jade’s cheeks flush a deep pink as she comes even closer, “Would you want to get dinner after the show tonight?”
“Wouldn’t it be late?” I ask
“Some places here are open late too,” She replies back, hugging me from behind
“I’m down,” I reply, lacing my fingers with hers
“If you’re gonna get it on, get a separate room and keep it quiet,” Laura teases from the doorway
“Laura shut up,” I sigh
“Band’s warming up Y/N,” Laura finally says
Jade lets go of my hips and she places a kiss onto my cheek, “Good luck Y/N.”
“You too Jade,” I reply, returning the same kiss, but onto her forehead
As the lights go down and the fans cheer.... Not only for Little Mix, but us too. 
"Hey guys, we're Little Mixs' live band. We are so honored to be playing as an actual band for their tour as well." Laura says into the microphone
Laura begins singing the first verse as I slide my left hand up the bass neck to where I need to go for it. At the song’s climax, I watch Laura hit the high note Colby Benson usually sings when she sings this particular song live. Laura turns to me as the fans scream and cheer for that high note and I cheer too. I look to the side stage as the women of Little Mix watch us hype the crowd. I wink particularly at Jade.
 When Laura sings the last note of the second song, she steps away from the mic as I step in her place.
“This song,” I start, “Is no original, but by one of the coolest girl bands in California. But this goes out to a special person. Although we never dated and never had those ups and downs of a relationship, I felt something between us two. That was a long time ago however, the both of us drifted apart in that time. We were both the ones that got away, but, she showed up into my life again. And that something I began feeling for her, came back.”
Jade’s POV
I watch as Y/N gives her speech. I felt Jesy touch my shoulder, as I begin to think of who that person was in Y/N’s life all that time ago.
Y/N’s POV
I subtly turn my head to side stage, using my eyes to further my eye contact and Jade meets mine. I smile at her and turn my head to the microphone
I listen to Becca as she plays the opening riff. Jax begins playing her drum part;
Oh no, I'm feeling you watching me
Same way you did when we were seventeen
Dim lights, this bar was alright
Until I saw a ghost of you
I look to Becca and she nods, hinting that I’m doing a good job thus far, I inhale and exhale, close my eyes for a split second and open my eyes.
You tried to pull me closer
I start to fall again
Tell me you still remember
'Cause I remember
Jax has us enter the chorus as we begin getting into the music.
Baby, we were fire in the rain
Burning through the night just to fade
When you say, "I could have loved you longer"
Who knows where we could have gone? 
It's a lie if we stay
Living for the past and the pain
When you say, "I could have loved you longer"
Who knows where we could have gone?
As I continue singing on through the song, I look over to Jesy, Jade, Perrie and Leigh-Anne as they watch me sing; they look like they’ve just seen a ghost, but then cheer me on. Except for Jade; whose arms are against her chest, smiling excessively at me. I smile back. 
Who knows what we should have done?
(Who knows) Who knows where we could have gone?
(Who knows) Who knows what we would have done?
(Who knows, who knows?)
The crowd cheers as I hit the high note and I notice from the corner of my eye that the girls were cheering too.
You tried to pull me closer
I start to fall again
Tell me you still remember
Where we could have gone, whoa, oh
As I sing the last note with Laura and Becca, Jesy, Jade, Perrie and Leigh-Anne run onto the stage as I walk back to put my bass on my stand. Jade in particular looks at me. 
Who knows what we should have done?
(Who knows) Who knows where we could have gone?
(Who knows) Who knows what we would have done?
(Who knows, who knows?)
(Who knows) Who knows what we should have done?
(Who knows) Who knows where we could have gone?
(Who knows) Who knows what we would have done?
(Who knows, who knows?)
“You did a bang up job Y/N!” Jesy screams into her microphone
“I thought you didn’t sing?” Perrie asks
“Listen,” I smile, “I wanted to surprise y’all.”
It worked too, Little Mix was thoroughly impressed.
As we go into an interlude to give us a small break and for Little Mix to change into their encore outfits, I notice Jade was tense.
“You’re usually hyper love,” I say, sitting next to her, “What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know,” she says, “My family isn’t here. They always come to our shows.”
Before I could say anything, Jade’s phone rings. She immediately picks it up and answers.
“Hello?” she asks through the phone
I couldn’t hear what was going on on her phone, but I could tell Jade was getting even more tense. Jesy, Perrie and Leigh-Anne try to comfort her but to no avail.
“Would any of you be mad if I leave?” Jade asks, “It’s a family emergency.”
Immediately the girls said yes. However, the tour manager was reluctant.
“Laura and I could do something,” I suggest, “We explain to the fans what’s going on and why Jade isn’t on stage. The fans are sure to understand Jade.” 
Laura agrees with me, as do Jax and Becca. I follow Jade to help her out with getting her out of her outfit to change back into her outside clothing. I follow Jade out through the back as I hail a cab.
“I might have to take a raincheck on that dinner date Y/N,” Jade says, sorrowfully, “I also might not see you off tomorrow either. I was really hoping to spend more time with you and-”
“Don’t worry about that right now Jade,” I force a smile, “Just go make sure whomever family member is okay. Do that for me.”
She nods as I close the door for her. I watch the cab drive off into the cityscape. I could feel an overwhelming need to sob my eyes out however, nothing came out. 
“Y/N!” Laura says running out the door, “You okay?”
I force myself to nod, “Yeah-Yeah I’m fine.”
“The fans agreed to having a one-song encore, featuring Saints of Starlight,” Laura states
I nod as she walks back into the door while I take one last glimpse of the cityscape Jade disappeared into and then force myself to step back into the venue.
 The encore goes well, however, most fans left but we understood that. It was a quiet drive back to the hotel as all of us just go to our hotel rooms. 
“You're clearly not okay Y/N,” Laura states, “Spill it.”
“I understand her situation but,” I start, “I just feel like my 10 year old self again when I moved to the states. Missing Jade but, I feel that this is more sad
”
“You two were going to catch up finally?” Laura questions
To which I nod, “I don’t know if Who Knows gave Jade the hint.”
“You know what?” Laura asks, “We’ve had a long day and we’re about to have another. Why don’t we rest up?”
I take Laura’s suggestion and lie in bed.
Part 3 (Final)
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Part 1 of the “Not So Cold After All” Series!
Pairing: Jade Thirlwall x (Fem!)Reader
Summary: You were a very caring child, no matter how many times mean kids would try and discourage you. However, there was one in particular girl that caught your eye; Jade Thirlwall, she'd always drive your bullies away, but would always act sour around you. However, years, many years go by and you practically forget about your “Barely Notices You” crush however, your paths cross again, when you realize you are Little Mixs' touring bassist, seeing Jade for the first time in years, resurfacing some unspoken love.
Warnings: Angst(?)
A/N: This is in 1st person, Bold = Thoughts, Italics = Singing
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As I tune up my bass guitar I begin warming up with some scales; my met in my earbuds. I watch as my best friend; who's the keyboardist as well. The both of us are in a band; which we formed while we were drunk. Us two have been personally asked by Little mixs' producers, as us two have been performing gigs and getting a lot of good reviews from whomever sees us in concert. However, this is the first time we've been on tour. 
"This is a first," I chuckle, as I finish warming up 
"Now Y/N, when Little Mix comes on stage, you have to remember er to pick your jaw up off the floor-" 
I punch Laura's shoulder and walk away. Being lesbian sure sucks often.. because unlike me, I see a pretty girl or woman.. I gawk. My lesbian shows. 
"I hate you sometimes," I say 
Currently, our band is a duo. We were unsuccessful finding a drummer and a guitarist. But we're surprised that we made it work with a keyboardist and a bassist. However, we mostly did gigs for a living. We have tik tok and instagram. I mann Instagram while Laura manns the tik tok. We have posted some covers, bass line covers and keyboard covers. However most of the time, Laura is the lead whilst I back vocal or even don't vocal at all. I'm still trying to learn how to sing and play instruments at the same time. 
"Who'da thunk a duo band would end up becoming apart of a live band for Little Mix?" Laura asks 
"Not me," I laugh, blowing raspberries, "Thank god the song 'Black Magic' was on my sister's playlist. Otherwise we wouldn't be here." 
I begin playing the Black Magic Bass line by memory. It was difficult figuring this song out because there were no tabs for it until I had to listen to a cover that played the same song. For as long as I needed to I had managed to memorize it. But looking over the written tabs I did for a refresher. 
Full of Honey Just to make him sweet Crystal balling Just to help him see What he's been missing  So come and get it- 
I hear a voice that finished out the verse before the Chorus. I stop playing and look up. I feel my eyes widen slightly as I lay eyes on a familiar face. 
"J-Jade?" I call out 
"Y/N?" She calls out, "Is it really you?" 
"It’s me," I smile, gently swinging my Bass around behind me so I could give Jade a hug 
The hug is a lot more firm the last time I remember. But I felt that I did the same. 
"I'm glad you're here," she says, "We have so much to catch up on." 
My heart skipped a beat I swear... 
Wait.... She was never this enthused to see me. Why is she bringing it all back up now? 
"Y-Yeah," I smile 
She walks away to go back into rehearsal with her girls and I begin doing my own warm up. 
I pack up my bass for the evening to begin heading out to Ireland for the first part of the tour. 
"Y/N," a voice calls out 
I swing my bass case around my shoulders and smile, "Hey Jade." 
"Look," she begins, "I know where we left off all that time ago-" 
"It’s alright Jade," I interject, "I'm over it really. Besides, I think this suits you well." 
"I know it's just," she says, "I never thought about the whole thing until I saw you earlier. For the first time in years and-" 
I gently tug on Jade's arm and wrap my arms around her. Instinctively rubbing my thumb gently on the small of her back. 
"Lets leave it at this-," I suggest 
Jade pulls away to look at me, not letting me finish the rest of the sentence. 
"For now," I add, "Once the whole tour goes over, maybe.... Before Laura and I go back to the states, we could get dinner... Talk about life.... You know." 
"I'd like that love," Jade says, "I'd like that a lot." 
There goes Jade again... Calling me "love". It had always made my heart flutter. Then it would go all to my stomach and it'd ache from the giddy feeling of being in her presence. I remember when she would call me that when she finds me alone at the playground. But then when I felt better she would go back to her other friends. However, it didn't phase my little kid self as I knew she was doing it to make me feel better. 
When Laura and I haul our instruments onto the carrier for cargo, a handful of fans try to get pictures, autographs of sorts with the girls of Little mIx, giving little attention to us. However, we were fine with that. Jax, Becca, Laura and I were okay sticking into the shadows. However, we waited on the other side of the gate to wait for them. 
"Ngl I wish we could at least been asked to get in a picture," Jax pouts 
"And be in that chaos?" Becca asks, laughing 
When I look back over, Jade was the last to enter the gate to our flight and I notice in time she tripped over somebody's foot and I instinctively dove down to catch her. I catch her a few inches from her face making contact with the ground. I help her gain her bearings and through the gate. 
"You alright there?" I ask, brushing off dust from her hip line 
"Yeah," she answers, "Thanks love." 
I stop brushing her down and look up at her. I smile gently at Jade and rise back up slowly, to avoid being lightheaded. Jade and I walk back to everyone else and follow them towards the terminal gate. I notice Jade clinging onto me like a Koala clinging onto a tree branch. 
"Jade," I ask 
"Hmm?" She asks 
"You alright? You're hanging onto my arm kinda tight there. Like I'm almost going to fall if you yank even further." I say 
She smiles but reluctantly lets go of my arm. However, our fingers are coiled together. I notice Jade hunching her shoulders. I regretfully uncoil my fingers and take off my leather jacket and put it around her. I coil my fingers again and smile as she looks at me, as if I kissed her. 
"Thanks Y/N," Jade smiles 
"Always," I smile, us two catching up with the rest of the girls 
"Aren't you cold though Y/N?" She asks 
"Actually," I start, "My body temperature runs warmer than the average. So I was pretty sweaty not a minute ago." 
"Wish that could be me," Jade sighs 
We get onto the flight however, Jade and I pay ways as she seats herself next to Leigh-Anne. I sit next to Laura and immediately put in my headphones to help zone out. I look out the window as the plane takes off into the night. As I begin getting lost in my music, I didn't even feel Laura tap on my shoulder until she punches it, dragging me back into reality.
“Ow what?!” I ask
Laura points over to Jade right across the isle and she smiles and waves at me. I do the same.
“Can I sit next to you love?” she asks
Laura nods as she and Jade switch spots. I smile as Laura smirks at me. Jade leans over and looks onto my phone.
“What are you listening to?” she asks
“A band called ‘Crimson Apple’,” I say, “Want to listen with me?”
She happily nods as I give her the left earbud, “I’m currently listening to one of their songs called ‘Shower’.”
She nods as she slowly leans onto my shoulder. All the while Colby Benson’s voice is serenading the both of us. I gently lean my head on hers as I close my eyes. 
When I open my eyes again, I feel an arm wrapped around me. I straighten myself out and look up to see Jade.
“Well good morning sleepyhead,” She smiles, “We’re about to land.”
“How long was I asleep?” I ask
“Only an hour,” She answers, “You’re a real heavy sleeper.”
“Well, in this case I didn;t was anyone to slap my face to wake me up,” I say
As the plane lands I swing my backpack; that had been laying on the floor the entire time around my back and wait for Jade to grab whatever she had brought onto the flight. 
 As we exit the plane and make our way toward the exit, Jade’s fingers coil around mine. Smiling, but not having her know I was happy, I tighten the grip gently. Letting her know I’m okay with her holding my hand. As we reach the exit, there were fans already near the cab we were taking to the hotel. As much as I respect the fans, I absolutely dislike it when they crowd around us. Especially the girls. However, there were security personnel there to help all of us get to the cab easy.
“Are you dating the live band bassist Jade?” a fan asks
I turn to the direction of the sound however, Jade tugs at my arm, to which now I’m in front of her. I sigh and look back into the direction of the fan who asked.
“That’s for us to know and for all of you lot to never find out,” I answer back, smiling smuggish, then drag Jade into the cab
“Did you actually mean to begin talking in an english accent when you said that?” Jade asks
“What” I ask
“When you answered the fans you spoke in an english accent,” Jade laughs, “How did you not notice?”
Everyone began laughing and agreeing with Jade. Laura teases me at how I did even notice I began talking in an english accent.
“But I’m going to be honest that was really good though,” Perrie states
“Really?” I ask, “It’s not very perfect because I still can’t pronounce words very well when I talk like this. But, It’s there. It’s something.”
I laugh as Jesy begins cackling. Of all things I could love about Jesy, It’d be her laugh. 
 When we arrive to the hotel, we only had little time to wind down and even remotely change clothes as we had a show tomorrow night. 
“No rest for the wicked,” I smile, swinging my case around
“Not for us Explorers,” Laura smiles
We catch up to the rest of the band and Little Mix as we again head off into the city to head to the arena for rehearsal.
As we finish out rehearsal for tonight, Jesy, Jade, Perrie and Leigh-Anne turn to us. I look at Jade, as if I was going to hear the biggest spoiler of a lifetime.
“We want to hear you guys individually play a song for us,” Jesy announces, “We want to see your skills individually.”
My eyes widen
 I’m not even a great bassist
 How tf am I gonna impress all four of these girls? The girls were doubtful when they noticed me looking like I saw a ghost. Laura stands in front of me, “Yo this could be your chance to show Jade your bass skills!”
“Knowing people are watching?” I ask, “How am I gonna do this?!”
“Pretend they’re not there,” Laura demands, “Pretend it’s just you, the spotlight and your bass. Basically let the music take your soul and perform with that!”
I inhale and exhale and nod. Jade suggested I go last for reasons unknown however, Becca, Laura and Jax didn’t mind at all. 
Anxiety runs its course, I stretch out my wrists excessively, I play the song I’m planning to play; Planetary (GO!) By My Chemical Romance. Their bass lines are awesome to play, this bass line being my favorite. It's difficult but it's fun. 
"Hey you," Jade comes up to me, "You doing alright?"
"Y-yeah I'm alright Jade," I say, "I've only been a bassist for a couple of years and I'm in front of professionals."
"Oh love," Jade starts, "It's gonna be okay. You're gonna do great. I promise you."
I inhale and exhale and watch Jax finish up her set; hearing her play the last couple of notes. As I walk out onto the stage, Jax pats my shoulder as she passes by me. Jade goes out into the audience to sit next to her girls to watch me. I hook up my phone to record my run onto one of the amps  and then walk towards the microphone.
"So this bass line was one of the most difficult ones to learn," I start, "However, it was also really fun to play so I'm going to showcase that same one here tonight."
I motion for the sound audio people to start the song I talked over with the sound audio team and for a second, the tour manager and Little Mix were caught off guard with the siren sound in the intro. As the first verse plays I just do some eighth notes; simple however, when it gets to the pre-chorus, I begin jamming out; every note I rung out, I “overdo it” and head bang into the notes. I hear Jade cheer as I play sixteenth on the 12th fret on the A string (the second lowest string on a 4-string bass).
 As I play the chorus I begin to jump around and headbang as I play it. I make eye contact with Jade and lean down to play to her. I watch her as she begins acting like my biggest fan. I was okay with that. 
 As I play the last two notes on my part to the song. I feel sweat run down the side of my head as I look over and Jade is running over to me. With only a split second to swing my bass around, she immediately jumps into my arms.
“Bloody hell Y/N!” she yells, “You were amazing!”
As she pulls away, our faces stay inches away from each others’ and we smile at each other. She looks so beautiful Holy sh*t
 
“I knew we chose a great bass player,” Jade smiles
Perrie, Jesy and Leigh-Anne agree. I look to Jax, Becca and Laura and they give me a thumbs up. This is going to be the coolest tour ever.
Part 2
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