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Wait i like them
#far cry 5#jacob seed#faith seed#i think they get along in their own weird way#judges far cry 5#drop your headcanons for them mayhaps#why do u have to press on it for better quality
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Saw a post just now about characters who can change tires and
Jacob 100% can change a tire, he would've been taught for sure in the military at least, there is no doubt about this. Will he change yours? No, because he wants you to know how to do it, so he will take you through it until you get it right. He's not a bad teacher, to be honest, but he will definitely make you change it multiple times to make sure it's stuck.
Joseph I'm less sure about. I don't think he would've personally owned a car before, and the Book of Joseph doesn't really give any indication that he would've been in a position to learn before creating the cult. That being said, I think he may have at least observed someone else changing a tire - perhaps on the buses to Hope County - and so I can see him being able to figure it out if need be. He wouldn't change yours though, he would get someone more experienced to do so.
With John my kneejerk reaction was no, but then I thought about it a bit more; he owns a car, but I personally don't see him working on it too much himself. But it's a different story with his plane; I definitely think he's the plane equivalent of a horse girl, so he would've learned to take care of it himself. Nobody else is working on his plane. So even if he hasn't changed a car tire before, he could probably work it out with minimal guidance - Jacob would have experience with both, so he could tell him the differences. Would John change your tire? I think yes because he wants the validation of your gratitude.
Faith probably not, but given how intelligent and adaptable she is, I can definitely see her figuring it out pretty quickly, possibly even just through observation. Would she change yours? No, I don't think so; she'd either get someone else to do that work, or she'd try to convince you that actually walking is much more enlightening and helps you see the world clearly so who cares about tires.
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Jacob Seed type of rizz
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I saw someone talking about how Jacob could sometimes show affection like a wolf so i searched what they do and now i can’t stop thinking about him discretely kissing his partner cheeks or ears when no one is watching and it’s making my brain rot
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Not me getting emotional because Eli is just so trusting. He puts so much faith in his resistance, in the people in Hope Valley, blindly trusts the Deputy and Tammy despite both of them being involved in Jacob's trials and actively becoming weapons used against him. And how he probably trusted Jacob, appreciated the work he and the other Seeds provided him making those bunkers. How he probably swapped war stories with Jacob. Jacob didn't see Eli as weak. Or less. He saw him as strong, a threat. He respects Eli. Is this why Jacob hates him so much? Because he knows Eli is not only able to survive without sacrifice, but endure despite the odds stacked against him? And how he still stays with Tammy and the Whitetail Militia after Jacob offers him something better -- the freedom he wants, why he came to Hope Valley in the first place -- because he knows the loss they're going through, he went through it with his own son. And he knows if he leaves exactly the kind of pain he'll inflict, because his wife left him. He refuses to recreate the pain undo unto him, so much so he blindly trusts people being trained to kill him, because he knows what it is to be left behind and he refuses to let it happen to anyone by his own hands.
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What's your ideas/concept for Seed family in New Dawn if they all survive?
Who are they then? What do they do? How they live?
#far cry 5#fc5#fcnd#far cry new dawn#fc5 headcanons#headcanon#joseph seed#jacob seed#john seed#faith seed
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Seed Dump!!
after a little unexpected turn to a DC hyperfixation that lasted roughly two weeks I'm back to my farcry shit (the usual) so imma give y'all a three for one, John doodles, Seed playlists and hcs in one post,, take your juice
Jacob Seed:
listens to cheesy love songs and some rock and metal
Most think John swears the most but that's a lie, it's him. Whenever Joseph isn't around he'll throw a "fuck this" every now and then
likes adult coloring books and crossword puzzles
if Joseph asks a favor that doesn't involve strength he always goes "I volunteer Johnny"
He opens doors for John and goes "ladies first"
can and will tackle John to the ground and yell "say uncle". He does all the annoying older brother shit idc
Tends to fight with Joseph. They always fought back and forth. As kids it was about how Joseph wouldn't 'man up'. Now it's about how he treats John, not knowing Joseph's been manipulating him to stay this whole time too
So in the past I hc that he's gay, I feel he struggles to come to terms with that. To this day he still is under the impression that it's wrong and makes him look soft, so he still tries to act like he doesn't
Rants to the judges. He is waits until he knows he's alone with the alpha of the pack and just dumps everything he has in his mind. That dog knows things no one else knows
His friendship with Eli in the past was a good one. It reminded him too much of his friendship with Miller (minus the possible secret romance part). They had similar inside jokes, Eli playfully punched him the same way Miller did. He hated it. He still hates it
Jacob is much more of a listener than a talker but prefers surrounding himself with people who talk a lot
Joseph Seed
Joseph doesn't hate John. He's hard on John so he learns. Johns become their father in Joseph's eyes and is making sure to shape him up. However he doesn't realize how terrible he's being to him as he does so.
His biggest fear is being alone. To combat that he almost subconsciously manipulates people to stay with him. He doesn't want to hurt them, but if he doesn't they'll leave. He'll be alone again
As a child Joseph wanted to be an author. He had notebooks filled with vibrant stories he made up in his head. Once a teenager though he found an interest in baking. Him and his wife's date nights consisted of them playing music as they tried a random recipe they found. It was a piece of happiness he never had as a child. They wanted to save money and open a bakery together. Still, to this day, Joseph gathers ingredients on Friday nights and bakes.
Has a heavy preference for Jacob. The man was with him the longest, helped him the most. It isn't that he doesn't love John, but he's detached. John wasn't there as long as Jacob was. John was raised by different people.
He hates winter. Winter was when Faith taken from him. He won't enter any vehicle. He won't go outside much. He hates it.
Puts everyone before himself. He could have not eaten at all that day but he will still be sure to make sure everyone else has. He will forget to eat unless someone else tells him to
His favorite song is Little Lies by Fleetwood Mac and whenever he hears it he gets a boost of happiness. He knows every word.
I don't care what anyone says, I think he's shockingly the worst with kids. He can't handle the tantrums, they stress him out. He doesn't yell or hit but he completely shuts down and won't really react
Doesn't put his hair down often. He sleeps with it down but beyond that? It's always up. Usually in a bun, but sometimes he'll go ponytail.
When angry he tends to quietly glare. He tells from time to time yeah, but he more often will glare at whoever upset him. A look that basically says 'you know what you did'
Hes actually much more of an introvert than people may think. He doesn't like being alone but that doesn't make him an extrovert. His idea on a relaxing day is sitting in a room with his brothers where they all do their own thing but they don't speak much. Comfortable silence. The idea that they're there makes him happy, and the fact that they can indulge in their own hobbies without judgment makes him even happier
John Seed
Much more of a talker than a listener. This makes him and Jacob a good pairing since he would talk a lot and Jacob would smile and listen.
He despises fast food. He tried it once and declared it as the grossest thing to every touch his mouth. He's also definitely the pickiest eater in general. He hates most seafood, broccoli, brussel sprouts, fast food, pizza if it's too greasy, chicken if there's too much tendon, the flavor of mashed potatoes and steak together but he'll eat it on separate occasions. He was picky as a kid and he's still picky as an adult
Actually needs glasses but will not wear them. Luckily he has contacts. However one time he lost one and had to wear his glasses and his chosen were staring at him confused. He needed them since he was little but he never got the appointment when he was with his brothers. Jacob did notice him squinting a lot. Joseph only had glasses because he got his prescription years ago (but they should've been renewed)
He went to religious schools from second grade onward. I'm talking the ones with uniforms and all your teachers are nuns. There's so many pictures of little John with one of those school uniforms and dorky glasses and a big smile.
Speaking of which I believe he was the cutest kid out of all of them. He had big ol doe eyes and got excited over everything. Joseph and Jacob used to call him sunshine when he was young because no matter how miserable and dark the world was around him he always was a happy little boy. He was bright, loving, innocent. An absolute sweetheart in his youth. He was the kid that waved to strangers on the street, his go to form of affection was hugs, and he comforted his brothers when they were upset despite not understanding why they were even upset.
The Duncan's viewed Johns innocent nature as why he was a tainted soul. He didn't understand accountability and the idea that not everyone was good confused him. They had to teach him. Besides, the Duncan's weren't too good themselves.
His adoptive parents were Henry and Amelia Duncan. They adopted John due to Amelia's infertility. John was the youngest there and was promising so they chose him not knowing they were taking a broken boy and breaking him beyond recognition. Johns obvious mental illness also made them feel he needed to be shaped. They were the type of people that thought praying could solve everything. John barely saw doctors, he never got therapy, and when they found out their son was bisexual they threatened to send him away.
However, Henry's mother: Evelyn loved John for who he is was. Accepted her little grandson. Henry's family was large, the man having four brothers and a sister. John was the baby, all of his newly adopted cousins being older than him. Not a lot of them were good, John wasn't even that good, but Evelyn had a clear preference for John, always calling him her angel. (I have too many Duncan hcs I'll stop there)
Johns behavior first began to plumiit near his sophomore year of high-school. He got a stick and poke tattoo when he was too young to have one from a friend. It did get infected but that was fine for him. It was a taste of freedom. A taste of freedom he never had in the past. He wanted a taste of the freedom of adulthood and was willing to rush his adolescence to get that. By the time he was a senior the little angel people knew and loved died, and in his place was a cold hearted snake that lacked any form of remorse for what he did. All he cared for was his own amusement.
As a boy he drew a lot, he quickly discovered art was something he enjoyed. He drew pictures of him and his brothers, but when he lived in Atlanta their faces started to become blurry. Were Joseph's eyes blue or were they green? Who was taller, Joseph or Jacob? What didn't help was the Duncan's wanted every aspect of Johns life before them to not exist. They tried convincing him that they weren't his family and that they hated him. They made him go into speech therapy to force his rural accent to go away. They didn't adopt a son, they adopted a pet.
I'll do a little softer one for the end: Johns secretly a bit of a hopeless romantic. He's always been fond of the idea of romance. He loves cheesy rom-coms, he reads romance books. All of it. Hes well aware that a romantic relationship is something he'll never have, but it doesn't hurt to wish for one. He falls too quickly, but then gets scared when he has to be vulnerable. He has issues, he's not a good person. His issues will scare everyone away. He has no chance. A part of him envies his brothers: Joseph for having a marriage and Jacob for clearly not being interested in romance at all. But some nights, he doesn't care. He'll grab a DVD player and watch his silly little romantic comedy movies (or say yes to the dress if he's feeling something dramatic) and will eat half a bag of gummy bears
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Jacob Seed from Far Cry 5 is an Avatar of the Extinction.
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I don't know if I have the reach for this but if anybody has any HCs for the Seed Family please give them to me anyways here's a picture that looks like Vaas Montenegro
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Misc nsfw hc's (trans man!reader)
Small hc's I wrote a while ago bc I had brain worms
Characters: Sharky Boshaw, Jacob Seed, Eli Palmer, John Seed, Jerome Jefferies, Joseph Seed
Contains NSFW content, minors do not read!
Sharky is a submissive bottom, he loves being under you and feeling your full weight on him when you fuck him. He's down to take anything you give him, whether you're using your fingers, strap or a butt plug or your tongue he doesn't care he is gonna take it like a champ and say thank you after.
He loves doggy style, having your strap buried inside him, your chest pressed up against his back while you stroke his cock with one hand and hold his hip with the other. He loves the sensation of you thrusting into him while you jerk him off, it's overstimulation heaven especially after you've made him come a couple of times.
He gets shy if you do missionary but he loves how you kiss him while you fuck him and the way you hold his wrists beside his head. He whines about it but he's super into when you make him come all over his stomach and then lick it up, it's super hot.
The closet he gets to topping is whenever you suck him off, especially if you make him brace himself on the wall and let him fuck your face when he gets close. And even then after he comes he wants you to press him up against the wall and take him from behind.
Jacob couldn't bottom if his life depended on it, he is always the one giving and using your body like his personal cocksleeve. He could be swayed to taking your strap if it was your birthday but the chances are very slim, He's a top and he likes making you get off and seeing how undone he can make you.
He is a big fan of edging so he'll have you on your back, get you close and then just stop, making you beg for him to move while he presses lazy kisses to your collar bone. If you beg good enough he'll go to the next extreme and fuck you until you're crying from the overstimulation.
He'd love taking you in his truck or somewhere public, he enjoys seeing you try to keep quiet while he's hitting all the right spots inside you and whispering the nastiest things in your ear. He's also a fan of doggy style and will just fuck you on the ground whenever he feels like it.
His typical style is rough, hard and dirty, making you his little plaything for a few hours and turning you into a mindless mess but he can do gentle and sweet sex. It's a more vulnerable thing though and usually saved for anniversaries and other important dates.
Eli doesn't discriminate and he's happy to be taking or giving in bed, he loves the way you feel inside him and he loves the feeling of being buried inside you. He's not really rough but he can man-handle you like the best of them and he really enjoys having you on his lap while you ride him.
If he's taking he prefers missionary so he can see you as you thrust into him, just the sight of you sweaty and panting above him drives him nuts. And getting to kiss you while you also jerk him off is always a bonus.
He likes taking it slow when you go at it, lots of touching and kissing before one of you gets too excited and flips the other over and takes charge. He gets really horny when you're the one to take charge, something about you pushing him into the mattress and ripping his boxers down really gets him going.
He's a weak man for you so when you tease him it's very effective, he will rut against you until you shimmy your pants down and let him slip his cock inside you. If you squeeze in between him and his desk and grind your ass on his crotch it's only a matter of time before you're bent over it and getting fucked.
John is a service bottom with a twist and that twist is that when you frustrate him enough he'll tie you down and fuck you like an animal. He loves watching you ride him, he loves burying his face between your thighs and making you come undone with his touch.
He also loves restraining your hands and making you confess your flifthiest sins while he fucks you, going from long slow thrusts to quick deep ones that rock your entire body. He doesn't care what position you're in as long as he can watch your face twist into blissful pleasure and pain.
He'll lose himself when you take charge, becoming a babbling mess chanting your name like a prayer while you thrust into him. He'll beg you to do your worst to him, cling to any part of your body, bite your neck when he comes and rut against you uselessly in between sessions.
John can switch from cruel sadomasochist to subby brat in two seconds and he will give you whiplash if you're not ready for it. If you indulge both sides you'll be his personal god and he'll worship you any chance he gets, his main goal is to make you come as much as humanly possible.
Jerome is a sweet man and he just wants to make you feel good and take care of you, body worship is off the charts with this man and he'll make every sexual encounter feel like a religious experience. He loves running his hands over your body and kissing every inch of you before fucking you nice and slow.
He may unintentionally cockwarm as he gets carried away kissing you and singing you praises but it just makes it better. His thrusts are always deep and hit all the right spots every time and the drag out is slow and sensual, he really works it up and makes you want it.
He's not opposed to letting you take him, he'll happily suck off your strap and get himself ready to take you. He only asks that you be gentle and if you can do that he's happy to lose himself to the feeling of you inside him, he might enjoy it so much he can't keep his hands from jerking himself off while you thrust into him.
He will happily engage in some sinful activities in the church, as long as it's empty. Either one of you bent over the podium while the other fucks them is always an experience. He may start reciting certain bible verses and likening you to angels while you fuck, he can't help it when his mind gets all foggy.
Joseph does whatever his heart tells him to in the moment so it's a toss up on whether he'll be taking or giving in the bedroom. Sometimes you can tell from the look in his eye or the way he grabs you but mostly he takes you by surprise every time.
If he's feeling like taking he'll start by kissing you all over your body and sucking you off/eating you out, rutting his hard on against you and whimpering your name when you touch him. He'll go into any position you put him in but he does like being able to hold the back of your neck and look into your eyes while you fuck him.
He'll prattle on about how god brought you both together and how his body and soul is yours to take and he'll choke on your name like it's a prayer to hard to swallow. He gets embarrassed if you make him come on himself but can't complain when you clean him up with your mouth.
If he's giving he likes to press his body flush against yours and really enjoy the feeling of being inside you, he'll unintentionally edge you and himself because he wants it to last. And then when you both come undone he thrusts into you like a wild animal until he can't hold himself up any longer.
#sharky boshaw x reader#jacob seed x reader#eli palmer x reader#john seed x reader#jerome jeffries x reader#joseph seed x reader#M!Reader Tag#Headcanon Tag#Nsft Tag#only did the boys for the one bc I was in a silly goofy man loving mood yanno#i'm blissfully ignoring the seeds give bad head posts. they're right but i'm here for a good time not an accurate time
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John
His hands seem almost permanently cold, a little clammy too. They shake on their own, like the weight of the entire world is on his shoulders. His hands are delicate but have constant small tears around the cuticles.
Joseph
Cold at the fingertips, warm at the palms. The dichotomy is confusing, you flinch before finding comfort. His hands, like his personality, are always infuriatingly steady unless you catch him looking into the eyes of the woman tattooed on his forearm. His hands are scarred from years of hard work, but have healed time and time again
Faith
Warm. Bigger than you expected, more calloused than you expected too. Her hand on your shoulder feels more like a command than a question. They seem to float around her when she walks. She pulls people to walk with her, ever forward, she needs them not to doubt her.
Jacob
His hands don’t feel like anything at all. Room temperature. Not cold, not hot, just neutral. But the weight of it tells you all you need to know. Theyre calloused but surprisingly gentle. You know those hands could easily lift you off the ground and throw you. Even with all that gentleness the feeling they evoke is that you’re trapped between the jaws of a large animal.
#jacob seed#john seed#faith seed#joseph seed#my writing#far cry 5#fc5#far cry 5 headcanons#headcanons#edens gate
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Rip the Seed Family, you guys would’ve loved Ethel Cain.
#jacob seed#joseph seed#john seed#faith seed#far cry 5#fc5#fc5 headcanon#the seed family#ethel cain#they are so ethel cain coded you cant lie to me about it
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I could share my works in progress and all the the things i'm working on related to those things or I can throw out cute headcannons and I think I have a preference so here are all the cute sleepy headcannons I've got
Heralds Sleepy Headcannons
John gets whiney when he's sleepy. Borderline nonsensical in speech as he gets more tired, his voice goes up a little bit and his old southern accent starts to slip out. Once actually convinced to go to bed, he isn't exactly a peaceful sleeper. He tosses and turns a little bit unless he's holding something (or someone) and he mumbles in his sleep. He can and will get mad at you about something you did in his dream.
How Jacob sleeps is entirely dependent on whether or not someone reads to him or helps soothe him to sleep. He refuses to admit he's tired if he's in the middle of doing something, but it takes a while to catch the little warning signs of his for when he's gone too long between siestas. He talks less, stares off into space, kind of agitated. Generally though, unlike John, he doesn't need to be convinced to go to bed. He's actually an adult about his sleep schedule, mainly because he's learned to value every second of sleep he gets. When soothed, he sleeps like a log, unmoving and peaceful. He snores, but its not very loud. Its more like a low rumbling you can't really hear unless you lay your head on his chest. Left to his own sleep care, he thrashes in his sleep. He mumbles borderline incoherent statements about whatever nightmare is plaguing him, and his prone to sleep walking. He's been a sleep walker since he was little, but it got better as he got older, only to return full force once his time in the service was over. Their mother use to say he was a "walker and a screamer," so at least he doesn't scream anymore. It is very rare that during a nightmare he ever gets physically violent or acts out the actions in his dreams, but it has happened before. As such, he's very hesitant to let people around him when he's tired or near him when he's sleeping.
Joseph sleeps flat on his back with his arms crossed over his chest. Always has. Everyone thinks its weird, but he doesn't get it. He also sleeps fully clothed, which he also doesn't understand why people say is weird. His visions often plague him in his sleep, so he does actively sleep talk. It is rather common for people who sleep in the same room as him to be able to have complete conversations with him while he's asleep, only for him to not remember them when he wakes up. When sleeping in a bed with someone else, he prefers to be the little spoon.
Faith is a very light sleeper, something she attributes to her "sinful past." Every small noise from the creak of a floorboard to someone she breathing differently than normal wakes her. Once woken up, she has a very difficult time going back to sleep. Fortunately for her, Bliss tends to make people very sleepy. She's a professional napper at this point. Sleeping through the night might not be easy but there's plenty of quiet, secluded places to get an hour or two throughout the day. Generally a rather fidgety person, the only time she's ever truly still is when she's asleep.
Assorted Guns For Hire and Side Character Sleepy Headcannons
Sharky snores like a freight train. Saws logs like nobody's business. Very avid cuddler, but if he's holding you when he falls asleep? Good luck getting out of that death grip, babe.
Pastor Jerome sleep preaches. He mumbles whatever sermon he was planning before bed in his sleep. He thinks people are joking when they tell him about it. They really aren't.
Kim swears up and down that Nick snores loud enough to send her to the couch most nights. He claims this is blasphemy. She laughs about it.
If you thought Adelaide was loud when she's awake, you should try sleeping in a house with her. While her snoring is sporadic, it is very loud. Xander will try to convince you it's cute.
#far cry 5#far cry five#joseph seed#john seed#jacob seed#faith seed#sharky boshaw#nick rye#pastor jerome#adalaide#more headcanons#soft n sweet#eden's gate
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Why do you think the deputy allowed John, Joseph and Jacob touch them, but backed away when Faith attempted to hold their hands?
Thank you for your question!!! I love this.
I have answer but it’s not super thought out but-
I think it comes down to the fact that either
A: The Deputy doesn’t trust Faith actually being real and present in that scene, doesn’t want to touch her to find out. After all, the Deputy frequently hallucinates different animals and enemies in the Henbane… You touch it, it might be something else.
B: Faiths attempt at touch was manipulative. Not to say the others weren’t but after the fight scene and she attempts to reach out, it’s almost like she was saying “yes it was fucked up, but I’m forgiven now, right?”. Which the Deputy clearly rejects because well, no, it’s not forgiven.
With the brothers the reason their touch is allowed is because they weren’t going back on what they believed in. They still defended Joseph and the Project even in death. They weren’t trying to beg for forgiveness. In a weird way I think the Deputy felt safer in that respect, in a sense of “yeah I think you’re wrong and a monster but I know it’s over for you now.” They weren’t pulling any tricks. When it was over for them you knew. With Faith it’s tricky.
Remember, while you’re fighting Faith, she throws Joseph under the bus with “he plied me with drugs, I was 17”. Is that true? Who knows. Could be. Consensus says yes, I’m inclined to believer her but she quickly turned on a guy she claimed to be her saviour.
Maybe loyalty is important to the Deputy, more so than we thought.
This was longer than I expected haha, and I’m on mobile so sorry for any mistakes. And I apologise if doesn’t make much sense I’m not always the best at explaining :)
#far cry 5#fc5#farcry5#the project at edens gate#edens gate#faith seed#joseph seed#john seed#jacob seed#the project answers#headcanon
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Anyone else into Far Cry 5 x reader (yandere fc5)? I'd like to hear ideas. If there are still people here lol
#far cry 5#yandere joseph seed#joseph seed x reader#far cry 5 headcanons#jacob seed x reader#yandere jacob seed#yandere john seed#john seed x reader
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That one time Dina was a rebel
Dina wasn't exactly being treated kindly by her commander, certainly not at the start. Jacob used his methods on her just like he did on everyone else, with the correction that the girl, who had recently been brainwashed, had trouble processing her own thoughts and was quick to grab onto any that Jacob threw at her: if Jacob said she had nowhere to go, then she had nowhere to go, and if Jacob said he was good and everyone else were bad, then that was the absolute truth. The only order Dina always ignored was to leave Jacob alone, or more accurately, to leave him alone when he needed her company the most. Until a certain point.
Jacob experienced his episodes irregularly and not that often. After all, he had something to focus on and take his mind away from the horrors of the past. To the horrors of the present. But that clingy Dina Sommer had already brought him to his senses two or three times and prevented him from attempting to shoot himself, remembering for the future that her commander was capable of shooting not only at sinners, but also at his own head, if given an opportunity. Seed's feelings about his rescue were quite ambivalent: on one hand, he remained alive and deep down was glad that someone was there to pull him out of the nightmare when it came too close, but on the other hand, his life that was not cut short once again promised the return of nightmares, and he did not want to thank Dina for this at all. And this reluctance, among other things, pushed him to involve Carrot not only in watching over the caged prisoners, to whom she brought water from time to time, but also in torturing them, sometimes killing them in quite cruel ways. She mostly observed the process, and although she faithfully carried out the orders given for participation, she did not appreciate Jacob's attempt to break her psyche at all.
Soon after, Dina took the status of a lost girl, who was difficult to find even within one location. It was difficult mainly for Jacob, who was now unaccustomed and uncomfortable, constantly demanding that his subordinates find his Carrot. Of course, she did not run away, and sooner or later would come to her commander's call, but she was obviously detached, answered dryly, mostly saying "Yes, sir" and "No, sir", which caused a certain feeling of superiority in Jacob, but more disappointment, which he did not expect of himself.
The ephemeral feeling of victory over his carrot's girlish cheerfulness, of control over the situation, disappeared during the next PTSD attack. The voices in his head started talking, then screaming, that stupid song started playing, knocking the ground out from under his feet. Jacob alone in the room collapsed, his knees collided with the floor, but the feeling of falling did not disappear. The sounds turned into a cacophony, it became terribly and unbearably painful, so much pain... but where? There was no chance Jacob would be able to endure more of it now! Regaining control seemed like a distant, unrealizable dream, nothing would ever be good, it would not get better ever again, he had to stop everything now. He reached for his holster, clicked the clasp and
felt nothing inside.
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He felt around the case and inside of it with his fingers, patted his clothes without looking, then his eyes darted around in search of salvation that was no longer needed: with the gradual coming of awareness of where Jacob's pistol could have gone, he himself did not notice how the cacophony in his head ceased. The voice of his comrade-in-arms no longer bothered him - Seed was focused on a question of a different kind. The absence of such familiar equipment was enough to snap him out of it. He even grinned to himself, rubbing his face with his palms: how couldn't he have noticed what she had stolen...
The search for the pistol did not last long: together with Jacob's rifle, it was tied to the flagpole high enough that it was out of reach, as was the end of the rope that would help lower the firearm back to the ground. Dina was standing nearby, supposedly busy with ammunition, but she quickly noticed Jacob in the yard, and it became crystal clear that she was waiting for the outcome of the situation that she had created herself. Relief flashed across her face, a slight smile from seeing her commander alive and well, but as soon as she realized that Jacob was also looking at her, she made an effort to return to her mask of indifference. Despite her resentment towards him, she still tried to help, even if she wasn't by his side...
Seed gathered everyone in the yard around the flagpole, which now held his trusty weapon hostage, swinging it from side to side as if in mockery. Dina, of course, came over, and Jacob pointedly grabbed her shoulder, tugging with force. Not very hard, though, more for the sake of showing his disapproval of her rebellious action to others. He also made his soldiers feel ashamed: under their very noses, a skinny short girl managed to leave their commander's personal weapon swinging in the wind, and either they were accomplices to this outrageous act, or they had missed it, which also did not do them credit. In any case, punishment would not be long in coming. They didn't participate, no, sir! Dina did it all by herself! Would she get in trouble now? Jacob would not explain, only confirm.
Later, being alone with Dina, Jacob pressed her against himself. He did not find the strength to ask for forgiveness, or perhaps he did not consider it necessary.
"Your rebellious act was taken into account. I heard you."
The idea of turning Carrot into a Stick that would beat the backs of the sinners was not crowned with success and was discarded forever.
#oc: dina “carrot” sommer#jacob seed#far cry 5#canon x oc#fc5#headcanon#short story#tw: suicide#tw: suicidal ideation
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