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#bts#bangtan#j-hope#jung hoseok#j. cole#s: on the street#d: 2023#p: official#t: mixtape#l: english#l: korean#g: solo#g: collab#m: jhope#o: j cole
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shuffle your favorite playlist and post the first five songs that come up. then copy/paste this ask to your favorite mutuals <3
Aaa hello Amber!! Fancy seein' you 'ere innit? (sorry I had to 😙🖤)
#oh look! double eepies!! hell yeah congrats you hit the jackpot#surprised it took me this long to get pierce but. i do listen to a lot of stuff#also. reanimator is one of the best songs off of nectar and i hate how underappreciated it is#also HI HONEY HELLO THAT'S MY BABE JHOOOOOOPEE#(why am i surprised to my favourites on a playlist specifically curated by me lmao)#darya answers#darya's mixtape#sleep token#pierce the veil#j-hope#joji
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FIC RECS
Ok so someone in my asks box asked me for some fic recommendations and I tried to add some gradually but my asks have been so weird recently so I've had to make a new post for them!
First of all ty anonnie you words were really sweet, I hope you stay healthy too!
Also just to preface I will list sfw and nsfw recs so pls if you are a minor, do not explore the nsfw recommendations, these blogs will most likely have a mdni statement so pls respect that and don't go against that :)
Now, enjoy!
SFW
Enough for you - @mixtape-racha (poly ot8 angst comfort)
We love an angst comfort fic and this is one of my faves. Take caution reading this one and read the content warnings at the top just in case! But this one is simply amazing and I wish I wrote it the end.
The Field Trip - @dreamescapeswriting (Seungmin X reader)
Seungmin and reader are teachers in this and if you follow me you may have seen me reblog this one before bc I love it and want this, also this blog has so many imagines you will be fed for days
Warm blankets - @jiniret-writings (3 parts, hurt comfort poly ot8 x reader)
I felt so emotionally invested in this story when I read it, like I felt readers pain 😭 gorgeous
jack-in-the-box -@junicai (angst, ninth member reader)
Set in kingdom. We hate mnet. Skz are very protective and reader gets the comfort she deserves in the end, love this sm!
@hyunjinsbelovedamericano - lots of headcanons and reaction type fics on their MASTERLIST, give it a look!!
Simptober 2023 - @skz-streamer
Fluff for days!!! pookie rly worked hard on this one so go and show some love because you've got so much to read here
Skz text aus - @channiesbakery
These are so so funny I cannot cope. Also explore the other fluff posts too bc they're really cute!
More text aus - @diddybok
Same goes for this blog too, explore their other stuff!
@hannahhbahng has some rly cute fluffy reads on their masterlist
@hanjiquokkaaa check out their skz reactions! My pookie slays every time
Skz fluff fics - @wooahaes
So much fluff to pick from! I fall in love every time!
Warm milk and honey - @horanghoe (poly skz x reader)
One of my fav skz comfort fics of all time, it's so so good, recommending again bc I should
In his arms, unexpectedly yours - @cheesemonky (Hyunjin x reader series)
This is a new series which I'm excited to see my pookie write !!!
@astraysimp for dad skz!!!
Nicholas Ross - @dean-a-mean-tae (skz ninth member male oc)
Love their ninth member writings so definitely check it out if you're looking for male!oc who is the ninth!
In my past, I find you and in the future, I still have you - @yangbbokari (Chan x reader)
Heartbreaking, like so angsty but it's gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous
Princess treatment with SKZ - @j-oneproduces
Each individual member x reader has a drabble and I love it so so much, very accurate imo
@skzoologist read their imagines on their ninth member oc Bae! They also have a fic called unfamiliarity using the same oc :)
I like the view - @mirisss (hybrid ot8 skz X reader)
I rly need to reread this one because I loved what I read so far on it!!!
NSFW
Rabbit hybrid reader - @authorofdanger (hybrid skz x hybrid reader)
I've linked a masterlist, I'd recommend the fic dominance and then the first few fics which are to do with reader as a rabbit hybrid! slight warning that woojin is mentioned
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Red Moon - @lixiepeach (omegaverse series)
this is one of the first skz omegaverse fics I read and it is done so beautifully, as it says in the description of the series, it deals with more adult content than just smut, and the way it is explored is written so well, couldn't recommend highly enough!
Inked Petals and Message Tones - @leviackermanscleaningbuddy (poly smau with real life)
this is an ao3 skz fic which changed my life. I can't explain how much I love this, it had me on an emotional rollercoaster fr fr like it's amazing!
n.h.i.e mini series - @hyungszn (smut ot8 x reader)
damn this one really has me on my toes like the chapters are chefs kiss and it's such a good read!
Bold - @hyunsvngs (American footballer minsung x reader)
Wow wow wee wow. This one made my brain go brrr and evaporate and melt and wow the storyline in it is so so good too. Juno rly has such a good relationship with anonnies and moots and it's so lovely to see. A jupiter stan right here!!
Sanguis Limerence - @jl-micasea-fics (vampire skz x reader)
This is one of the first series I was fully committed to reading on this all and constantly checking. It's insanely amazing, I can't put it into words and now I wanna read it all back again 😭
waiting for us - @kkami-writes (smau poly ot8 X reader)
I'm in love with this!!! Perhaps my fav skz smau like the character development as well is really nice to see and it's an easy read if you find it easier to read it in text messages form
Anger management - @2chopsticks2eyes (minsung x reader)
This is so hot and the way the storyline progresses as well is beautiful
@1-800-shedevil I'm in awe of her and her blog. Gorgeous writer, gorgeous writing. Her posts about body positivity rly are so helpful and her words are so comforting
Sharing = caring - @cbini (ot8 X reader)
This is unbelievably good and if you haven't seen it yet? Do you even Tumblr? Love how ems has such a good relationship with moots and in answering asks too! cbinian for life
Better than revenge - @lixie-phoria (smau Jeongin x reader)
I'm so obsessed with this series so far, putting it here bc there's smut to be added in the future. But I'm in love with it so far wow!!!
#stray kids#skz#skz x reader#stray kids x reader#skz fluff#skz angst#straykids imagines#stray kids fluff#stray kids imagines#skz fic#skz smut#stray kids smau#stray kids smut#poly skz#skz poly#straykids ninth member#skz ninth member#stray kids ninth#stray kids ninth member
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Yoonmi’s Relationships with BTS
(updated as of february 2024) (mentions of hangouts are all indicating before the members’ enlistments)
JIN (Kim Seokjin)
Since Yoonmi had become an adult, Seokjin had taken to treating her like an equal and rarely using his “oppa” card, which is a stark difference from when she was younger. Yes, she still goes to him for advice, and he is the one who still helps her with adult matters such as bills and taxes and lifestyle, but he also becomes a friend that she can mess around with like she’s with other friends around her age. In his mind, she still is a baby, but he understands that she’s matured, wants to be seen as more mature, and that she’d still see him as a parental figure no matter how old she gets. He likes to think this is her finally acting out since she’s always been a good kid.
Jinmi in ARMYs’ eyes: They enjoy witnessing how Seokjin always “cries” about how she’s grown so much. The shift in their dynamic was over the pandemic, and suddenly everyone could see that Yoonmi was more comfortably roughhousing with Seokjin, and he was responding more like he would to Jungkook rather than his previous shrugging off and fond smiles. Seeing them become more like similarly-aged friends really made ARMY realize how she had grown.
Iconic Moment: It was revealed through the BTS documentary on Disney+ that Yoonmi was the one who initially started cutting his hair off. She was given the shears by her stylist, and she was so hesitant while Jin just kept encouraging her with “How will I know if I look okay bald unless you start?”. So she cut his hair, only getting distracted a small bit when Yoongi and Jungkook came, then listened attentively as their stylist carefully explained what to do with the electric razor. She, with assistance from the stylist, evened out Seokjin’s shave until she stepped back, staring at him. “It looks good.” “Of course it does, look who you’re talking to”. The video cuts there, but the next of her seen in that context has teary eyes and is gripping tightly onto Yoongi’s hand.
SUGA (Min Yoongi)
Yoongi is still very much her dad, that never changed The only thing that changed over the years is how they both actually address the fact that Yoongi is her father figure, second only to her adoptive father, and on level with her adoptive brother. Even the other members sometimes address Yoongi ad “Yoonmi’s dad” at this point. Yoongi and Yoonmi remained each other’s silent comfort person, the person who takes their side and hears them out first, and the person who they can go to when they feel overwhelmed. He’s there to hold her hand when things go wrong, and she’s there to give him a hug when things don’t go as planned.
2yoon in ARMYs’ eyes: Yoongi and Yoonmi is everyone’s comfort duo. When they’re together, there’s an air of warmth and calm, so everyone feels better after a long day when they watch 2yoon content. They find Yoongi’s care and the way Yoonmi looks up to him to the point of taking after him endearing, especially knowing Yoongi is the one Yoonmi never fought after their mysterious conflict in 2018.
Iconic Moment: Yoonmi went to all three days of the D-Day Tour finale. She, of course, did her feature on ‘Seven’ for Jungkook. During the ment where he kept them with him on stage, he thanked and praised Jungkook for ‘Burn It’ and ‘Seven’ before turning to Yoonmi. “And our princess, my daughter. She has something coming out this month and surprisingly didn’t want to spoil it—” “Surprisingly?” “— so she had a special request. As you all know, our Miya did the demo vocals of one of my previous mixtapes. I got to perform this song with our vocal line, but never with our princess. Until today.” So they performed ‘So Far Away,’ and the proud look on Yoongi’s face by the end as he looked at her made every ARMY feel like their troubles all disappeared.
J-HOPE (Jung Hoseok)
Hoseok and Yoonmi treat each other like their own personal powerbanks. They could be tired, but, once they’ve spent time together, their energy levels go up. Yoonmi says that’s why she gravitates towards Hobi when drinking, because she’s usually a sleepy drunk. They like to escape together, as well, hanging out in the practice room or either of their studios where they experiment with different styles, genres, or just mess around to fuel their creativity. Of course, Hobi never stopped seeing her as his little prodigy, teaching her old school hiphop and openstyle dancing and watching her proudly while they learned new styles together.
Homi in ARMYs’ eyes: The two sunshines, that’s what they’re known as. Hobi brings in bright energy while Yoonmi makes everyone smile, making them everyone’s favorite duo to turn to when they want to laugh and get a pick-me-up. ARMYs love seeing Hobi treat Yoonmi like the little sister he’s never had but always wanted, too! Everyone knows both Hobi and his noona see Yoonmi as their youngest sibling at this point, which is why she even got Yoonmi to sing in her wedding reception.
Iconic Moment: Yoonmi vlogged her Lollapalooza experience, so some behind the scenes were uncovered there. Hoseok got Yoonmi to rehearse Chicken Noodle Soup with him while they were waiting for Becky, and the two ended up having so much fun that the band kept vamping the song, making it longer so the two could enjoy their mini cypher. “Oh, Yoona, you haven’t forgotten your basics!” “I have the best teacher!”
RM (Kim Namjoon)
It used to be just Namjoon sitting to absorb and analyze the way Yoonmi’s mind works when they’re together. Now, she does the same to him, curious about his inner thoughts. They spend a lot of their time together having deeper conversations, whether it be about life, work, music, or just their thoughts. On the other side of things, they’re both clumsy dorks who geek out over their recent reads or watches together, actively showing interest in each other’s preferences because Namjoon wants to stay as someone who understands her almost best and Yoonmi wants to stay someone he can be proud of. Especially with Yoonmi, she wants to make her leader proud of her.
Joonmi in ARMYs’ eyes: Though ARMY initially thought they were awkward, that image disappeared. ARMYs see Joonmi and see a little sister looking to her older brother for validation, and him happily giving her that validation. ARMYs also enjoy the fact that these two together can go from 0 to 100 real quick, on any end of the meter. From just having lunch they can either go to talking about their plans for the future to being stuck in a laughing fit on the floor over a plastic utensil they’ve broken.
Iconic Moment: During the live with just the five of them, Yoonmi was a lot quieter compared to how she usually is. Namjoon kept glancing at her and tapping her leg to get her to talk. At some point, he bent to whisper something to her, then, when Taehyung opened his mouth, Namjoon quickly pushed a piece of pizza there. In his efforts to do so, he knocked over three cups. He looked at Yoonmi, who was now laughing, and he just nodded at himself in satisfaction.
JIMIN (Park Jimin)
Yoonmi has not changed in Jimin’s eyes in the way that she’s still his youngest Busan Baby. Whenever she tells him she’s an adult now, he always pouts at her and goes on a spiel about how she’ll still be his baby even when they’re in their 80s and beyond that. He invites her over to his apartment a lot, or he just stays at her’s (partly because Jungkook and her niece are usually there as well) because he genuinely enjoys her company and being able to sit with her. He also takes every opportunity he can get to give her princess treatment because he believes she should always be treated like Bangtan’s princess (even though she’s trying to shake off the delicate image that had somehow formed over the years)
Minmi in ARMYs’ eyes: Minmi are both very very affectionate, with their habit of holding onto each other unknowingly. ARMYs have so many compilations of them sharing the tightest hugs or exchanging the softest forehead kisses, naming them the mythical siblings due to the way they treat each other. Everyone also loves how these two speak either in pout or in giggles, no in between!
Iconic Moment: Nobody thought Yoonmi would be able to make it to Jimin’s fanmeet due to her solo promotions, but, while he was going to take a photo with the attendees, the “staff” who came on stage removed her padded long coat, revealing Yoonmi. ARMY started cheering while Jimin’s jaw dropped, then he rushed up to hug her really tight. “Yah, how long have you been here?” “The past hour? I had this in my schedule, oppa. You didn’t think I would miss your documentary screening, did you?” “You’re really something else, aegi.”
V (Kim Taehyung)
Taehyung and Yoonmi both matured a lot more visible than the other members, so their dynamic shifted a little bit from overly-doting big brother and complying baby sister to a pair of siblings more along a similar wavelength. While they’re still quite playful and he still dotes on her, their age gap isn’t as prominent in their actions. It’s clear that they both see how each other have grown, and it’s something they like to just observe when they’re with each other. They’re proud of each other’s growth, but more proud of how they managed to keep their friendship completely intact despite both of them changing over the years.
Taemi in ARMYs’ eyes: Taehyung and Yoonmi started posting more content together, which everyone enjoyed since they used to keep their off-screen friendship mostly to themselves. Now ARMYs enjoy seeing their posts when they meet up to go to jazz clubs, have coffee, or just do anything together. ARMYs also love seeing how they shifted from over-excitable kids to more mature youths who support and take care of each other.
Iconic Moment: An ARMY saw them in a jazz club together. Allegedly, there were a few cocktails on the table, and the two of them seemed to be exchanging stories the entire time they were there, never once letting there be dead air. Apparently Tae also tried to play the saxophone and let out a really out of tune note, but Yoonmi just cheered him on. The ARMY was able to take a picture with them, saying that they were both happy to see her yet politely asked to not post anything while they were still there. She promised, and the two were said to have continued their night of stories and jazz music.
JUNGKOOK (Jeon Jungkook)
If anything can describe these two, it’s the phrase ‘ride or die’. Yoonmi and Jungkook would drop everything if the other called them and said they were in need. Almost thirteen years of friendship and growing up alongside each other really molded them into being two peas in a pod, especially since they both hit their twenties. They would see each other every other day and talk to each other at least once a day. Jungkook had gotten less overprotective (especially now that she has a boyfriend), and he has increased his role as the main mythbuster of Yoonmi’s delicate image. Yet, even with all their bickering and squabbling, they remain each other’s support systems and hypemen, connected in a way where they can work with and around each other without even needing to talk. Their friendship is further solidified by their matching tattoos (aside from the group’s matching 7 tatts) which they successfully kept between themselves for over a year. (The only people who saw these right after they got them were Mark and Namjoon. The tannies found out by accident)
Jungmi in ARMYs’ eyes: Ever since Bangtan first debuted, Jungkook and Yoonmi’s friendship has been something so many people, whether ARMY or not, have admired and set as a standard or wish for in their own best friends. ARMYs specifically love how they’re not afraid to roughhouse or bite back at each other but still have each other’s backs no matter what. Also Jungkook biased ARMY all have Yoonmi as a bias wrecker or vice verse because of the amount of content these two have and the amount of time they spend together. Everyone already knows when either of them get married Yoonmi would be Jungkook’s best man or Jungkook would be her Maid of Honor.
Iconic Moment: Jungkook hosted one of his early morning Weverse lives from her kitchen, cooking himself something to eat. At around four AM, the sound of a door opening and closing made him look to the side where he froze and smiled brightly. You hear her go, “Oppa, again? When did you get in my house?” and he just, “Three hours ago. Ramen?” “I’ll just grab some water and go back to sleep. Don’t wake Yoonseol.” And everyone was surprised. It was common knowledge that they went to each other’s apartments often, but they just revealed Jungkook goes to her place just whenever he wants because either he knows the code or has his fingerprint in her lock.
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Random question for you bpp just for fun, if you could have each member do a cover of another members solo song what would you choose? You can include their bts solos and previous mixtapes etc since we haven't got a lot to work with for all members during chapter 2 yet.
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Hmmm.
Namjoon -> STOP by j-hope.
Joon would absolutely body that boom bap Fugees beat. He likes to channel Biggie sometimes so I'd love to get his take on it.
Seokjin -> Joke by RM
I'm kinda convinced Jin secretly knows how to rap. He's not excellent at it, but I think he's not far behind Jungkook in skill and for k-pop rap that's pretty decent. I also want to see Jin attempt to rap Joke, for the jokes. :)
Yoongi -> Your Eyes Tell by BTS (composed/written by JK)
I want to hear Yoongi's take on this OST made by Jungkook, so a remix and/or cover that includes more rap verses by Yoongi.
Hoseok -> Filter by Jimin
If he were to rejig the beat I imagine he'd add more bass and stronger percussion to give the song an added oomph. Hobi, like Jimin, really shines on Latin beats so I want to hear his take.
Jimin -> Amygdala by Agust D
This was the hardest selection because although I knew I wanted a Yoongi track for Jimin, there were too many options still. I'm going with Amygdala but I want to hear Jimin's take on it in one particular format only - I want a stripped back, acoustic type cover with only a guitar, a loop station, some reverb, and Jimin.
Taehyung -> Somebody by Jungkook
This is the sort of song I expected on KTH1 or what eventually became Layover. Taehyung shines on pop R&B tracks and I think the first verse that starts with Jungkook's voice pitched all the way down will sound really good in Taehyung's voice.
Jung Kook -> Face-off by Jimin
I want to hear this song in his 'main pop boy' voice. That's it.
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day 387/548 of hobi's military service
these selcas were posted on 180302, the day his mixtape Hope World was released, with the caption:
#HopeWorld #DayDream D_D 📸 SnapSnapSnap
(trans cr: Denise @ bts-trans)
hobi came on vlive that day to talk about the album:
bonus post from that day:
Hello Hope World ✨✨
the Daydream MV was also posted that day:
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Who am I? Seokjin & Grace
ARMY’s had taken to Twitter the moment the FESTA 2022 video had been posted, all panicking at the word ‘hiatus’ in the subtitles. The HYBE stocks had taken a hard knock at the news, though they picked back up at Jungkook’s V-LIVE that was posted a day or two afterwards. However, the one thing that ARMY had noticed that their usually easygoing noona was being unusually quiet as she sat between Yoongi and Jin.
She had engaged and laughed when needed but when the focus hadn’t been on her or she didn’t need to say anything, she had gone quiet and picked at her food. Jin had also been uncharacteristically quiet and no amount of reassuring from BigHit about their female artist was quelling ARMY’s worries or rumours. Local media was also reporting on ARMY’s questions about whether the break was going to lead to Grace quitting BTS to go it alone. There was also no sign of her long awaited mixtape or any kind of music like the boys had been hinting at.
Radio silence had formed around Korea’s Noona.
Then came Busan and Grace was back to her usual self, her performance gaining highly rated reviews at how she was able to pull off her dance moves in the clothes they had put her in, in the heels and for the fact that no one had actually heard her sing since the last time BTS were on stage.
And then came the news Seokjin was going to cancel the delay for his military service and he would be going to enlist in December.
Grace’s life as she knew it came to abrupt halt.
“I don’t know who I am anymore,” Grace admitted as she stared at her tea that Jin had made when the news had been announced that morning. Even though they were a couple, they had agreed to live separately for now until he came back from his service, though that didn’t mean they couldn’t have ‘sleepovers.’ Jin had woken up that morning to find his partner in front of her living room window, overlooking the gardens of the compound.
“Who do you think you are?” he asked, sitting down on her opposite side and stared at his own coffee.
Military plans were always going to come and he had wanted to go just after what would have been the end of their Map of the Soul tour but then the pandemic came, Butter came, Permission to Dance and everything else. Now he could finally go, with the rest of the boys to follow.
However, it meant that Grace would be on her own for the first time. She would be the one to represent BTS, represent BigHit as a solo artist, to represent their legacy, their songs and their performances. She would have to do that all alone, without none of the boys there to support her.
Grace had been their silent support during various solo promotions: she had been there for Yoongi’s Agust D, Namjoon’s Indigo, J-Hope’s first mixtape then his first album, Jungkook’s various solo projects, Jimin’s first solo album and Taehyung’s various modelling careers. And she had always been there for Jin's various solos, promos and more.
But they wouldn’t be there for hers.
“I’ve finally got comfortable being the only member of BTS, and being the only female at BigHit. I’ve finally found my footing…but without you guys, who am I? Who can I claim to be? I’ve got nothing.”
Jin reached over to brush her long hair away from her eyes, using his thumb to brush away the tears she finally allowed to flow.
“Who am I without you?” she whispered, turning to meet Jin’s gaze.
“For starters, you’re Grace Chu - BigHit’s first female trainee, Namjoon’s trainer, J-Hope’s sunshine, Yoongi’s support, Jimin’s comforter, Taehyung’s translator and Jungkook’s mother. You’re known as Korea’s Noona, ARMY’s queen, England’s rose,” Jin took hold of her hand and pressed the back of it to his lips. “Love of my life.”
“You’ve got a whole team ready to stand behind you and I know you’ve got plans, things you want to do. BTS isn’t BTS without you and I can’t think of no other person who is going to represent us and ARMY to the rest of the world.”
For Grace, there was always going to be the unsettling feeling that the boys were looking forward to their solo projects and she couldn’t be more proud of them but for her, it was BTS or nothing. She couldn’t perform without her boys.
However, she would later prove herself wrong when she was called into Bang’s office and he began to personally oversee her solo career and endorsements. Sejin was recalled to be her manager, she got her own make up team and stylists from the BTS crew and the boys bodyguards became her own. To make her feel comfortable, it was the same team that she had worked with before.
Her worries remained with her each time she saw her boys off and when she got on stage on her own, but she would countdown the days until 2025 when they all would be reunited.
Grace turned away from her tea, glanced towards the window and felt Jin settle behind her, pulling her back against his chest. “I’ll be with you every step of the way. You know I’ll contact you every chance I get, and I’ll see you when I can. You’ll just have to get used to being a military wife, like ARMY has to.”
Hearing Jin’s signature laugh, the mood broke and Grace laughed as she sighed. “Always have to ruin the mood. What do you mean wife?!”
She never got the answer to that question.
Note: Today is the 10th Anniversary for BTS and ARMY. From me to you guys, enjoy a little bit of angst on this fine day because hahahahaha...sorry.
#bts 8th member#bts scenarios#bts additional member#bts eighth member#bts reactions#bts female member#bts fic#bts fanfic#seokjin x oc#seokjin angst
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i wanna see the sun rise (on your sins, just me and you)
Warnings: Uhhh. Not much. Just some v v light angst, and mentions of hospitalization and stuff, also inaccuracies because i'm not a doctor (no matter how much my parents want me to be lmao)
Pairings: Bangtan Boys | BTS Ensemble/Reader, Kim Seokjin | Jin/Reader, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Reader, Park Jimin (BTS)/Reader, Jeon Jungkook/Reader, Jackson Wang/Reader
Plot: Regrets don't always come in the end, and they're hell-bent in making it right this time
Genre: light angst
'Cause I wanna touch you baby
And I wanna feel you too
I wanna see the sun rise
On your sins just me and you
Light it up, on the run
Let's make love tonight
Make it up, fall in love, try
Baby, I am right here
mixtape: all i have left to give - part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - ending 1
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK hi hello i have nothing else to say except my world is falling apart and me writing is saving me a little see you again in a few months!
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"How is she?"
Seokjin is tempted not to answer the question directed at him. So much has happened today, and his nerves are shot from everything that had transpired. If only he listened to his common sense, if only he fought for you. If only, if only.
"Hyung—"
He pulls his wrist away from Hoseok's grasp, ignoring the hurt painted in the younger's eyes when he does so.
"Why don't you go see her and find out for yourself?"
"I don't think—"
"Don't think what, Hoseok? That she's worth fighting for? That this shit's been dragging for too long and that maybe, just maybe, she deserves better than what we're doing to her."
Hoseok hangs his head in shame.
"I stand by what I said. This is no time to be neutral about it. You and Jimin, what did she ever do to the two of you to let the others get their way?"
Seokjin sighs heavily.
"She never asked anything from us, she did things for us that we didn't even know about without shoving it in our faces. She never even asked us to love her, but we do. I do, Hoseok. I love her, no matter how much you all beg me not to."
Seokjin tilts Hoseok's face tenderly.
"I do love her, Hobi. Don't you, too?"
Hoseok knows to himself that he does.
Seokjin is wrong. Hoseok's never really been neutral at all. Stoic about it, yes; he didn't want to break apart the group, after all. But in his heart, he slowly but surely fell in love with you. There's nothing neutral about it, he just learned how to be quiet about it.
In the times he sees you (without you seeing him), he sees your kindness shine. In your industry and this cutthroat world, you never let those old money sons of bitches trample on you, but he has yet to see you be as callous and evil even towards those who deserve it.
He remembers seeing you almost cry in indignance when a project went wrong and threatened employment displacement for those who are not at fault, even when they're not your employees. He had been watching and listening in secret from afar, but he could see how you wanted to burn your office to the ground when you knew that taking an important and needed step would mean that hundreds of families might potentially lose stable income.
He had seen you go undercover in the middle of the night so you could almost buy out an entire convenience store, just so you could feed the homeless one cold night.
He had seen you adopt your (now nth) cat Nori because you had seen it lost and without its mother on the sidewalk.
He had seen you love them from afar and mask it when they're around, even when it hurts him to watch too because that's all he can do when his hands are tied and he's had to keep it to himself or risk hurting their group.
He's seen you love them unconditionally, but not beg an ounce of it back because that's how love should be.
He loves you for your kindness, and everything in between.
"It's okay to love her too," Seokjin says in his silence. "It's the right thing to do, Hobi. We don't have to get scared anymore, not when she would go to lengths to give us what she thinks we want.
"But I don't want that." Seokjin drops his hand, sniffing lightly. "I don't want to lose her, not before I can even love her properly. I never wanted that."
"I don't want that, too, but the others—"
"Will come around eventually on their own. It's not our responsibility to do it for them." Seokjin says.
"And if they don't?" Hoseok asks, eyes wide with questions.
Seokjin sighs. "Then we can do nothing for them. It'll be a regret they will have to carry for the rest of their lives."
---
Talking to Jimin went a whole lot easier than expected. He was neutral about the whole thing, but it didn't take long for Seokjin and Hoseok to convince him.
"Hey," Seokjin says in lieu of greeting as Jimin sits on the balcony of his suite. "Can we talk?"
"If this is about what I think it is, I'd rather—"
"Please, Chim." Hoseok is the one who speaks this time. "Hear us out first."
"But the group, hyung." Jimin shakes his head. "I can't risk losing anyone of you."
"On what, the expense of someone else's life? She nearly died, Jimin." He ignores the gasps from both Jimin and Hoseok's lips. "She nearly died."
"What?" Hoseok speaks again. "You never told me this."
Seokjin sighs, his eyes shutting in pain as his mind flashes back to your prone figure lying on the hospital bed. "Yeah," he croaks. "She had to undergo surgery due to some heart damage, and she's in a coma right now."
"Coma?!" Hoseok and Jimin shout in unison. "What do you mean 'coma'?" Jimin stutters.
"She has to recover, so they put her there to help her heal..." Seokjin trails off.
When Seokjin doesn't continue, Hoseok asks, "But?"
"She's still in critical condition. They're not sure if she'll wake up."
"When she'll wake up," Hoseok tries to correct, but Seokjin shakes his head.
"If, Hobi. She had been so sick that she nearly died."
Silence befalls the three of them.
"How's Jungkook?" Jimin eventually asks, to which Seokjin shakes his head gloomily.
"He didn't take it too well. He got into a fight with Jackson."
"That asshole, again?!" Jimin bursts out but Seokjin stops him.
"As much as it pains me to say this, he has more rights to be there than we frankly do. Maybe legally as much, too."
"What?" Hoseok asks. "What do you mean by that?"
"I can't go into technicalities right now. My brain's too fried." Seokjin rubs his aching temples. "But when we left her, Jackson was there for her. She trusts him with everything, and I can't blame her."
"So we can't go see her?" Hoseok whimpers.
"We can." The other two sigh in relief. "But we can't touch her."
"Fuck that, I don't care if I have to put my fist against Jackson's fa—"
"It's not that." Seokjin shakes his head for the nth time that night. "We'll burn her skin. It's a side effect of her treatment."
Jimin can't even describe the emptiness he's feeling right now. When it comes to you, he has always chosen not to get too involved, not when he thinks it can tear their group apart. He doesn't want that, so better be safe than sorry.
Right now, however, he thinks that what was supposed to be safe turned out to be the biggest sorry.
"I'm sorry," Jimin whispers. "It wouldn't be like this had I not been detached from this."
Hoseok shakes his head. "We're all at fault here, remember? We all agreed to this, so there's no sense taking that burden by yourself." But even he feels the same way, the regret heavy in his gut.
"So what do we do now?" They both turn to Seokjin. "We're not banned from seeing her, are we?" Hoseok asks.
"No," Seokjin says firmly. "It would take more than that to ban us by law. We're still her soulmates, after all."
"Can we go visit her?" Jimin asks.
"Not right now, Chim." Seokjin smiles sadly. "We all had a long day, and we still have a lot of things to talk about, so I suggest we take some rest. Okay?"
Hoseok and Jimin look ready to disagree, but both sigh in defeat. Unbeknownst to them, Taehyung is listening in to the whole conversation. When he hears the suggestion to take some rest, he quickly but silently exits out of the room.
---
They all slept fitfully that night. Every time Seokjin tries to close his eyes, all he sees is your figure lying helplessly on your hospital bed. When his body eventually gives in to exhaustion, he dreams of losing you over and over again.
It was horrendous.
He wakes up to a weight on his chest, figuratively and literally.
Jungkook has his arm slung over Seokjin's waist, head tucked between his shoulder and neck. He's sniffling, clearly crying.
"Come 'ere." Seokjin wraps his arm around Jungkook's shoulder. "It's gonna be okay."
"We don't know that," Jungkook sniffs.
"It will be." Seokjin squeezes his arm gently. "We're not yet done making it up to her, so it will be. We haven't even started yet, so we can't lose hope. Not right now, not when she needs us."
"I just want her to be okay," Jungkook sobs.
"And I do, too. But all we can do right now is fight for her." He kisses Jungkook's hair, petting it gently to calm him down. "We can't afford to lose hope if we need to fight for her. Okay?"
Jungkook nods.
"We can visit her again soon. You and me, and Jimin and Hobi."
Jungkook pulls away slightly. "They will?"
Seokjin nods, and Jungkook puts his head back on his chest. "I talked to them last night. It was pretty easy to convince them."
If only it is easy to convince all of them, the thought hangs heavy in the air.
"Hyung?" Jungkook asks after a while. Seokjin just hums. "Do you ever think of what could have been if we didn't turn her away?"
"All the time," Seokjin admits. "I try not to because it's painful, but I always do.
"She's not hard to love." Seokjin swallows the pain in his throat, willing himself not to cry. "She's lovely and kind, and she never once asked us to love her back. That's what stands out the most for me because that love is unconditional."
A tear finally falls from his eye.
"I cannot imagine what pain she went through at all, and I still can't bring myself to because if I do, it'll be the end for me." He shakes his head. "She nearly died because of love—it was supposed to be the other way around. It was supposed to breathe life into you."
"Hyung..." Jungkook whimpers.
"I'm sorry," Seokjin says as he wipes the tears from his eyes. He doesn't know if he's saying sorry for crying, or for the things he failed to do for you.
"I feel like I don't deserve to cry because I failed her."
"That's not true, hyung. You didn't fail her. We'll still fight for her, won't we? That's not failing her."
Seokjin doesn't answer.
"I love you, hyung."
He hugs Jungkook tighter. "I love you too, Kook-ah."
---
The first thing that Seokjin does in the morning is to call Sejin, which was apparently expected of him because Sejin didn't even bat an eyelash, just agreed to come over and talk.
"Hear me out first, please," Seokjin says first thing when he arrives.
Sejin stares him down before sighing in defeat. "I already know where this is heading, Seokjin. I've seen you grow up and I know you better than yourselves sometimes."
"I know, Sejin-nim. But I can't, for the life of me, not try to make things right."
Sejin shakes his head. "You've fucked around, and all of you found out. This is what this is. I can't undo this for you this time."
"I'm not asking you to undo it, Sejin-nim. I'm just asking for your help. We just want to see her as much as we can."
Sejin's expression is pinched.
"She specifically asked not to let you interact with her unless it's for work. My hands are tied."
Seokjin shakes his head, desperation bleeding from his tired eyes. "What she doesn't know won't hurt her. We'll be out of there before she even wakes up."
"I—"
"Please, Sejin-nim. She doesn't even need to know."
Sejin takes a moment to respond. He takes a look at the kid he helped raise, at the tired slope of his shoulders and the despair in his eyes.
"Okay." However, before Seokjin can even react, Sejin raises his hand, "But, I have to warn you not to do stupid shit like picking fights with Jackson, as tempting as that sounds. His camp warned us last night."
"We're her soulmates," Seokjin says.
"But Jackson is made next of kin, and he can have you hauled out of the room if he wants to. He just chooses not to for [Name]. So please, be the sensible one."
Seokjin sighs in relief and nods. "Thank you, Sejin-nim."
"Are you taking Jungkook with you?" Sejin asks.
"And Hoseok and Jimin," Seokjin lists. "I'll have them behave, I promise."
Sejin's eyebrows raise at that. "You talked to them?"
Seokjin nods. "Last night. It was pretty easy considering they're both neutral about everything."
"How about the others?"
A shake of the head. "I haven't talked to them," Seokjin says softly. "I can't face them just yet."
Sejin just looks at him and nods. "I understand."
"Can you please ensure that Jackson's not there every time we visit her?"
Sejin nods. "That's easy, but I can't promise that every time. Jackson can only stay or visit for a few days because of his world tour. He's also gearing up for his new album, I think. I'll have to check that out."
Seokjin only nods. He'll take what he can have with you, and he's not about to look a gift horse in the mouth.
"I also need to talk to her soul therapist," Seokjin says. "I have to know if there is something we can do to help her heal faster."
Sejin narrows his eyes.
"Is that really all, Seokjin?" When Seokjin opens his mouth to refute him, Sejin shakes his head at him. "I just said I know you better than yourself sometimes. This is one of those times."
Fuck.
How can he tell Sejin that he wants to be able to love you wholly and alive without the therapy present? He knows he can't do it with you undergoing the soul-scraping therapy, so he can only think of one way to do it.
"I... I want to know if there is any way her therapy treatments can be stopped." Seokjin swallows. "I can't let her suffer any longer than she already had. I want it to stop."
Sejin tsks. "You do realize that it can't be stopped like that, can it? It cannot be reversed like that. She's under research, for heaven's sake!"
"We don't know that!" Seokjin exclaims. "Maybe it can be stopped, and she can heal slowly. Treatments are being stopped when not working all the time!"
"It is working, and it is not your decision to make, Seokjin!" Sejin's temper flares. "It's not your call to make, not your decision or say, and not your signature on the damn dotted line. Regardless if you're her soulmate, I won't let you do that to her because that's breaking her trust."
"Letting her die is breaking her trust?!"
"Think twice before you say anything further if I were you, Seokjin." Sejin shakes his head in disbelief. "Who put her there in the first place, me? I was merely a messenger."
And he's right, isn't he? It's not Sejin's fault after all. Sejin puts his hands on Seokjin's shoulders gently.
"I understand and want your happiness too, Seokjin. But it's not our call to make." Sejin pauses. "What if this is what she's happy with? Would you take this from her just to make yourself happy?"
"B—but she's dying!" Seokjin sputters. "I don't care about my happiness at this point. I'd rather she hate me alive than see her die."
"It'll be up to the doctors to do their job, and we have to trust them, okay? She'll be okay. She's a fighter, she'd get through this alive."
Seokjin can only nod in defeat.
"I can set up an appointment with Dr. Im, but that's all I can do. I doubt he'll let you stop the treatments, and that's all we can do at this point."
"Okay, Sejin-nim." Seokjin smiles weakly at him. "Thank you."
"Now go get some more rest. God knows you need it."
---
"Jackson's going to be there, so please no picking fights." When none of the four men in the car answers, Sejin continues. "I'm looking at you, Jungkook."
"Yes, Sejin-nim."
"For her sake, let's keep it civil. I've talked to his camp, and they promised to keep him in check, but regardless if he picks a fight, don't be baited."
"Yes, Sejin-nim," they all repeat.
It had been a week since they last saw you. They've been trying to visit more frequently, but they still have appearances and commitments they need to fulfill. It's hard, playing pretend like everything is fine, especially with the other three, but they have no choice or everything will fall apart.
Sejin had been giving the same pep talk every time their visit overlapped with Jackson's. No matter how it grates them, what with Jackson's side comments, they have to endure it. Anything just to see you.
The first visit almost didn't go well. Jackson had been there and it had been bearable, yes, but Hoseok and Jimin didn't expect what they would find when they arrived.
Their reactions were similar if not the same as how Jungkook and Seokjin reacted the first time they saw you. They did this to you, how can they possibly make it up to you in this state?
"Now you know what you did," Jackson says, "you can leave her alone and never come back."
But the boys are anything but weak-willed.
They had been visiting as much as they could, much to Jackson's anger. Not that he can do anything about it. Being next of kin can only give him so much power over them being your soulmates.
"Here again?" Jackson sneers once they reach your room. "You're not needed here, and you're not welcome here either, so why don't you all just leave?"
Seokjin's jaw ticks but he says nothing, just sits on the comfy sofa of your presidential suite. Hoseok silently replaces the flowers in the vase with the ones he brought just for you. Sunflowers, he knows you like them and it suits you just as well.
"Jackson," his manager says. "You're needed for the shoot in an hour. We need to go."
Jackson huffs in annoyance and the four men can barely keep their glee off their faces.
"Fine. But we'll be back later, yes?"
His manager nods tiredly, apparently desperate to hurry him out of there.
Jackson stands by your bedside and caresses your hair softly before leaning down to kiss you on the forehead with a tender smile on his face. "I'll be back later, okay? Wait for me." You didn't respond, the machines around you beeping in your silence.
It takes all of Jungkook not to punch him in the face for the blatant display of affection, knowing the other men present can't do it with you.
Jackson leaves but not before sparing you a longing glance.
"I want to punch him in the face," Jungkook says once Jackson left. "I won't, but I want to."
"Please don't," Seokjin says tiredly. "Sejin-nim made us promise."
"And besides, his world tour will start in a few days, Kook-ah." Hoseok says, trying to cheer the youngest. "Just a few days, okay? You won't have to see his face for months after that."
Jungkook just smiles weakly, happy at the prospect of seeing you freely without that asshole hanging around like a pest.
It's then that Doctor Choi comes in.
"Ah, gentlemen. You're here again," he smiles at them. It will never stop stinging, the way the doctor always seems surprised seeing them every time they visit you. It's not for no reason, they know, but it will always hurt nonetheless. They all give their greetings and give way for the doctor to make his examination, Jimin giving out their gloves. Once Doctor Choi is done, he turns to face them.
"I would normally ask where the Next of Kin is but seeing as he's not present and you're her soulmates, it should be fine."
"Why, Doctor-nim? Is anything wrong with [Name]?" Jungkook asks anxiously.
The doctor smiles at them and shakes his head. "Not at all. In fact, I have some good news."
They all perk up at that.
"Miss [Last Name] has been responding well to the treatments so far, so we've decided to take her out of her coma."
Relief floods through the four other men in the room.
"Really?" Seokjin asks hopefully. "So she'll wake up soon?"
"Hopefully, yes. She should start waking up soon once we administer the drug to wake her up."
"Thank you so much, Doctor-nim." Hoseok smiles widely for the first time in what feels like ages.
"Mr. Kim, I believe you have an appointment with Doctor Im, yes?" Doctor Choi asks Seokjin.
"Yes, Doctor-nim. Is he in?"
"Yes, he is. He asked to let you know that he'll be speaking with you later."
"Thank you, Doctor-nim."
When Doctor Choi leaves, all three men turn to Seokjin.
"What was that about, hyung?" Jimin asks.
"Nothing you guys should worry about." When they stare at him skeptically, he sighs. "Seriously, it's nothing you should be worried about. I just want to ask some questions about [Name]'s treatments."
The other three thankfully decide to let it go.
They all fuss over you as much as they are allowed to but Jungkook is notably silent.
"Hey," Hoseok says quietly to Jungkook. "You alright?"
Jungkook smiles weakly. "Yeah."
Hoseok shakes his head. "You don't need to lie to hyung."
Jungkook looks at him and bites his lower lip. "It's just that once [Name] wakes up, we might not see her as much as we want to."
Hoseok falls silent at that. He honestly hadn't thought of it that way. Seokjin, having caught their conversation, shakes his head.
"No," he says firmly. "Don't think of it that way because we will find a way."
"But—"
"No 'buts'," Seokjin shakes his head. "We can't give up just yet, no matter what."
Seokjin's right, they can't give up just yet. If every setback will deter them, they will get nowhere in making it up to you.
Their silence is broken when Seokjin is called by Sejin for his appointment with Doctor Im. When he leaves, Jungkook asks the one question plaguing their mind.
"What do you think it is for?"
Jimin shrugs, completely at a loss himself. He had been noticing Seokjin being out of sorts these past few days, but he chalked it up to him worrying over [Name]'s health, as well as the group's well-being.
"I can't see any other reason other than him checking up on [Name]'s condition. It's not like he'll be signing up for the soul-scraping therapy himself, I know he won't." Hoseok says seriously. "We'll just have to trust him when he said it's nothing to worry about."
In a way, they are correct. As Seokjin sits across from Doctor Im in his office, he can't help but feel like he's betraying all of the trust given to him by the people he loves. You, and the rest of the group.
"So Mr. Kim," Doctor Im starts, "I heard from you Manager that you wish to speak to me about Miss [Last Name]. Is that correct?"
Seokjin fidgets in his seat. "Yes, Doctor Im."
Doctor Im levels him with a look, not dissimilar to Manager Sejin on that morning.
"I think I know where this is going, Mr. Kim. Is this about her therapy?"
Seokjin can only nod, feeling like a deer in the headlights. The Doctor sighs.
"If my guess is correct, you would want her to be pulled out, which I unfortunately cannot do. For one, she's in the middle of a worldwide research. And even if she's not, only she can consent to stop the treatments. Otherwise, it will be a breach of patient-doctor confidentiality."
"But will it be a breach if I'm acting on behalf of her as her soulmate?"
Doctor Im, instead of getting angry as he expected, only smiles.
"Unfortunately so, still. Part of the contract for soul-scraping patients states that unless they explicitly step down from the research, nobody can do it on their behalf.
Seokjin's heart drops to his stomach. Doctor Im just smiles softly.
"If you don't mind me overstepping, there was a bond rejection early on between you and Miss [Last Name], isn't there?"
Seokjin nods forlornly. "On our part, regretfully, yes."
"I see." Doctor Im hums. "That's interesting."
Seokjin says nothing.
"I'm afraid I cannot help you with this, Mr. Kim. Unless Miss [Last Name] steps down from the research, we are to continue with her in it. I hope you understand."
"But will it not be dangerous, especially after what happened to her?" Seokjin pauses. "I really don't know how to say this without being disrespectful because I know you're just doing your job, but maybe she can be made aware of what can happen if she continues with the therapy."
Again, instead of getting angry, Doctor Im just chuckles. Seokjin just looks at him like he's grown two heads.
"My apologies," Doctor Im waves him off. "It's just really interesting considering your history with her."
"I had no choice," Seokjin defends himself. "I sadly had no choice, and I didn't know what to do."
"Forgive me for being frank, but you always have a choice. But I do understand now where you're coming from.
"From a professional point of view, you'll be hindering my research and I would have to say no," Doctor Im pauses. "But I've seen enough cases like yours that end in regret and pain more than the freedom the patients thought they'd be getting. And Miss [Last Name], she's so young, way too young to be in this situation."
A terse pause.
"I cannot promise anything, Mr. Kim. I can only tell her what can happen if she wishes to continue with the treatments, but nothing else. Everything else is up to her."
And that is enough for Seokjin. He just hopes you'll stop altogether.
"Thank you, Doctor-nim."
Doctor Im nods with a gentle smile. "I'm aware Doctor Choi spoke to you earlier and told you that we'll administer the drug to wake Miss [Last Name] sometime this week, am I correct?"
"Yes."
"The effects might take some time to manifest, so don't be disappointed if she doesn't wake up right away. Okay?"
"Okay, Doctor-nim."
Seokjin rises from his seat just as Doctor Im rises from his as well.
"Thank you for taking the time to see me, Doctor Im."
Doctor Im nods kindly.
"No matter what happens, you will always have a choice. That's what I always tell my patients."
"Yes, Doctor-nim."
---
It has been three days since, and they're taking you out of your coma. The boys know you will not wake up right away, but they can't help but feel disappointed when you don't wake up once the drug has been administered.
"What matters right now is she'll be okay," Hoseok says. "She'll be okay."
"Yeah," Seokjin can only hope you'll change your mind about the treatments once you wake up. "She'll be okay."
---
Heavy.
Your body feels heavy the moment you wake up.
You try to speak, but the tubes in your throat prevent you from doing so. You try to lift your arms, but it feels like they're made of lead.
"She's awake! Hyung, she's awake!"
You can't decipher the rest of the words being spoken as you succumb back to the darkness, unaware of the chaos around you.
---
The second time you wake, your body feels a little lighter than before.
There's a mop of curls on your bed and a gloved hand wrapped around yours, the figure appearing to have fallen asleep.
Your eyes are bleary, and you can't see who it is.
"J...Jackson?"
You squeeze the hand around yours and they slowly rouse.
"Jackson...?"
The figure finally wakes.
"You're awake," the deep-voiced figure says. Had you not been drugged and still hazy, you would have noticed the awe in their voice and the emotions being spoken in those two words.
And that the figure is definitely not Jackson.
"You're here." You smile placidly. "You're here."
The figure nods, face obscured by the darkness of the room. Only the light of the lamp by the corner illuminates the otherwise dark room.
"I'm here."
"Not dead?" you ask.
The figure shakes their head.
"No. Thankfully not."
You nod, the last vestiges of your consciousness slowly slipping.
"Don't... don't leave."
Silence.
"Don't leave, m'kay?"
The figure nods again.
"I won't this time."
Satisfied, you fall back to sleep.
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*cardi b's voice* wha' is that?????
#soul bonds#bts soulmate au#soulmate rejection#idek what i'm doing okay i'm so sorry#polyamorous bts#they're idiots your honor#mixtape: all i have left to give#kim seokjin#min yoongi#jung hoseok#kim namjoon#park jimin#kim taehyung#jeon jungkook
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hey onions! i just wanted to say that the day i discovered chicago’s kindest was like a really bad day cuz it was when i found out my scholarship was at risk. i think i read through 12 chapters in one night cuz i needed an escape cuz i was terrified. but yesterday i got the news that i was back on track regarding my scholarship and im gonna celebrate by rereading your amazing work! i just wanted you to know how your work can affect someone’s life. im not saying that chicago’s kindest got me my scholarship back lol, but its shaped the time where i was scared about it and it’ll now shape the time in which i am relieved. ᵕ̈
-jude the dude
Takin' a break from the chaos of my weekly reset clean, (i still have so much laundry to fold !! and by so much I mean all of it!! fuck!!!) so let's CHAT BABY!
this means the world, i infact did absolutely fucking NOTHING and in fact you did all the things to get you the good things you have but i am so happy to have held your hand in any way that i did during the scary times!!
art is so weird and silly in the way it's remembered and associated through life traumas, man.
For me, on portfolio day for when i was applying to my dream school (i got in and i did in fact graduate, ik, i'm extremely cool), I was still a K-Pop fan at the time and J-Hope had just dropped his full mixtape, so I listened to it on the arduous drive to another city to go get interviewed by 2 Profs who I would later learn, were the strictest most asshole profs in the program
but that's a whole nother story, what I'm getting at is, as another Enjoyer of Media Content to another, it's a delight to hear that I have also stuck in YOUR brain space with MY media content, and if you end up with thoughts when you re-read bitch i'd love to hear!!! i love to hear your thoughts !! i'm gonna shut the fuck up now and go,,,, i dont want to fold my laundry so i'm gonna say miscellaneously clean.
oh also, while i'm here
ignore my vote, i have no say, i just vote to see the results as they happen.
this is so funny to me. there's still time to vote by the way! it's been either bouncing between the two or been in a dead tie the entire time. everyone fight each other in combat for my amusement.
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D-Day is the debut studio album by Agust D also known as Min Yoon-gi aka Suga (South Korean Singer/Rapper/Producer of BTS.) Released on April 21, 2023, as the third installment in a trilogy of works that includes the mixtapes Agust D (2016) and D-2 (2020). The album features appearances by BTS bandmate Jung Ho-seok aka J-Hope, IU, Ryuichi Sakamoto and Woosung of the band The Rose.
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I hope you are having a good night/day!! What are some of your favorite Jori headcanons?
thank you sm love 🥰🥰 I’ve been well :) Psych has been kicking me in the ass though. But let’s see…
- Jade will just appear at Tori’s house (which is lowk canon) whenever she needs support, and Tori will be readily stocked up with Jade’s favorite snacks, and her favorite shows queued up on the TV.
- Tori’s love language is quality time, while Jade’s is words of affirmation. When they have sleepovers, sometimes they’ll stay up late just ranting to eachother about god knows what
- Jade makes mixtapes for Tori, all kinds- her favorite songs, songs that remind her of her, songs that she wants to smoke w/ her to…
- Along with that, Jade asked Tori out with a mixtape of 2000’s love songs, and this is how the following conversation went
(over the phone)
T: “So what was all that about?? Didn’t know you were such a romantic.”
J: “i’m not.”
T: “So why wo-“
J: “I’m taking you out tomorrow night. 7. Wear that purple dress”
- beep -
- Whenever Tori performs, Jade makes a point to make it known that she is taken. She will do this by being backstage, and kissing her on stage afterwards, or wearing a matching outfit in the audience, or yelling at whoever is making weird comments about Tori in the audience.
- Tori is secretly very possessive. she WILL give Jade hickeys and she knows that Jade won’t want to cover them up anyways.
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HOPE ON THE STREET VOL.1
Release date: 29 March 2024
Official page
Video teaser
Photo teaser
Announcement
Pre-order notice
Promotion schedule
HOPE ON THE STREET VOL. 1 on delivery
Preview Cut
Album Preview: PRELUDE, INTERLUDE
Highlight Medley
Dance videos: HIP-POP, POPPING, HOUSE
Official Youtube playlist
Official merch
The name is a reference to Hope On The Street, a series of videos where j-hope filmed himself dancing and talking about dance.
Here's the list:
Twitter (another one with Jaesang)
Youtube:
Hope on the street @150920
Hope on the street @151008 - 1
Hope on the street @151008 - 2
Vlive (now on Weverse):
160126 BTS Hope On The Street Live
160126 BTS Hope On The Street Live 2
160413 BTS Hope On The Street Live
The teasers for this project were released on j-hope's birthday, on February 18th. Concerning the picture, it's a photomontage notably using this stock picture taken in Itaewon and showing the Namsan tower. A plane has also been added as a nod to "Airplane" a song from j-hope's first mixtape Hope World.
Some text is also visible on the card box picture on the official page, a table of contents:
(Prologue) The beginning Chapter 1 Origin Chapter 2 Soul Chapter 3 Playground Chapter 4 Motivation Chapter 5 Art Just raw and real (Epilogue)
and a citation:
nobody came went up on stage just danced. moment was incredibly exhilarating and unforgettable. It was a great feeling to have all eyes and lights on me. And all reactions and cheers made my heart race. That moment led to where I am now
There are two versions of the album : Prelude and Interlude.
Tracklist
1. on the street (solo version)
Lyrics
See this post for the version featuring J. Cole
2. i wonder... (with Jung Kook of BTS)
Lyrics
3. lock / unlock (with benny blanco, Nile Rodgers)
Lyrics
4. i don't know (with HUH YUNJIN of LE SSERAFIM)
Lyrics
5. what if... (dance mix with JINBO the SuperFreak)
Lyrics
6. NEURON (with Gaeko, yoonmirae)
Lyrics
NEURON (with Gaeko, yoonmirae)
Official Motion Picture teaser
Official Motion Picture
Docuseries
Release date: 28 March 2024
Teaser Poster
Announcement
Teaser trailer
Main Poster
Main Trailer
Preview: #1, #2
Collage Poster
Behind-the-scenes pictures: Billboard, Hypebeast
The docuseries follows j-hope around the world as he meets various dancers and shares moves with them.
Army Film Club pointed out that the camera they chose allowed dynamic movement, adapted for filming dance sequences.
In the teaser trailer, we see these locations:
- Seoul:
Common ground (website) (0:15)
- Osaka - Paris:
Rue Marietta Alboni (0:42, 0:57)
Pont Alexandre III (0:44, 0:58)
Place de Varsovie (0:56)
45 Rue Claude Bernard (Main Trailer 0:37)
9 Rue de la Corderie (Main Trailer 0:37, 1:23)
Café Philippe (Main Trailer 1:01)
Pont de Bir Hakeim (Main Trailer 0:39, 1:22)
- New York:
Crossroad between Union square and E 17th St (0:47, 0:58)
200 W 48th St (0:58)
- Gwangju:
5.18 democracy square (1:00)
Promotion, interviews, and performances
A pop-up shop was opened in Seoul, at a location hinted by QR codes. The shop appeared in Naver maps with more details.
A mural was painted in Bushwick, in New York, to promote the album. It's the same neighborhood where Jimin filmed "Closer Than This" (src #1, src #2).
Official album release parties have also been organized in the United States.
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Eurobeat mixtapes: Personal favorites - That's Eurobeat 2
Michael Fortunati - Giochi di Fortuna (Remix Version)
Aleph - Big Brother (Extended Version)
King Kong & D. Jungle Girls - Lies (Full Power D.J. Mix)
Green Ice - Gigolo (Extended Version)
Malcolm J. Hill - Take a Chance (Full Power D.J. Mix)
Angie Gold - Haunted House (Extended Dance Mix)
Aleph - Black Out (Extended)
Albert One - Hopes and Dreams (Remix the Rimini Beach Version)
Giorgia Morandi - Children of the Sky (Vocal Version)
Eddy Huntington - May Day (Extended)
Thomas and Schubelt - Crank It Up (Full Cry Mix)
Lilac - Jump to the Music (Beat Box Version)
Dandy - I'll Be There (Full Power D.J. Mix)
Jenny Kee - Hot Love (Lovely Heart Mix)
Mike Hazzard - Stop Me Baby (Extended)
Molto Carina - Voice of the Night (Hot Mix)
Coo Coo - You Can Set Me Free (Dance Version)
Click - Duri Duri (Baila Baila) (Remix European Edit)
Alphatown - Hey Robin (Extended)
Mela - Looking Out (Bang Up Version)
Malcolm J. Hill - Come Back and Do It (High Voltage Version)
Ross - Go Go Boy (Super Mix)
Laurie - Out of Your Heart (Club Mix)
King Kong & D. Jungle Girls - It's So Funny (Extended Banana Version)
Lilac - Come Come Come (Orient Express Version)
Tatjana - Awaka Boy (Extended Version)
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your custom cassettes are really really cool! ive been thinking about making custom cassettes for a bit, would you be willing to share what kind of paper you used for the label stickers and j-cards? also where do you get blank cassettes from? ive been looking at cassettecomeback but i was wondering if there was a better option.
Thanks a lot! They're really fun to make hehe
So full disclosure: I run a merch shop for my webcomic and I make most of my stuff myself in my studio. I've been doing this for the better part of ten years and over that time I've accumulated quite a bit of specialized, expensive equipment like the photo printer and cutting machine I use to make my cassette ephemera. THAT SAID mixtapes don't necessarily need all that!! Unless you're running a bootleg business on etsy or somethin I don't think you and your friends gotta run out and spend a ton of money to make these (beyond tracking down a deck and a player, obviously).
Unfortunately most of these items are found on Amazon because I'm a professional artist trying to Live, but if that's something you'd rather avoid buying through I'm listing the brick and mortar places I can find them when I need to for whatever reason!
My j-cards are just the 8x10 glossy photo paper from Pen & Gear, it's usually less than ten bucks a pack at walmart lmao. I use it with an inkjet photo printer! There are plenty of laser printer options out there though, which is probably the type non-artists have access to. Honestly I think the look of black ink on colored copy paper is super cool for handmade tapes, especially between friends.
My sticker paper was a bitch to find and I'm not sure if it would be useful without my specific equipment, but it's this glossy adhesive photo paper from some rando company called LDProducts. Literally just called "Sticker Photo Paper" pf. It's more expensive but I get it in stacks of a hundred because I print tons of stickers for my shop. Again, glossy adhesive paper might not be useful without a big boy printer but MATTE sticker paper is everywhere, that's also pretty common to find at walmart or at the very least at an office supply store; you can print on it or even get out some markers (not sure i'd suggest anything besides ink tho, I'd be worried it could come off and damage the player). I design the labels in clip studio and then load them into cricut so it's super easy to get the right shape every time, but if you're Determined you could get out a measuring tape and an xacto knife and get similar results.
I've only found my tapes on amazon unfortunately, and it's been a while since I bought any because I sort of inherited a bunch of sealed ones when my dad died and i'm still going through them lol. Almost all my custom ones are 90 minute Sony High Fidelity, last I checked you could order them in packs of five or ten but I'm not sure what the prices are like rn. If you REALLY want to get fancy with colored shells/custom lengths i did find this cool site you can order from, Duplication.ca, but the shipping is kinda rough. One of these days I wanna make some cassettes for my webcomic and I'll drop some money on some pretty ones then, but for now the Sonys are treating me fine so I haven't dug too deep.
I hope something in here is useful! I'm always happy to share what I know but again, I'm very fortunate to have access to quite a bit of stuff most people don't and I try to be up front about it alskdjf. Cassettes are best when they're sorta janky and handmade tho, it's kind of the whole point, and if they're just for you or someone you care about then marking them with a sharpie and masking tape is just as cool in my opinion. probably cooler. everybody should put music on physical media and trade it i think.
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Headcanon: When Liet is in love, he gets ridiculously cheesy with it. Like, "Cheese-levels-are-through-the-ROOF!!" Cheesy (BEWARE to lactose-intolerant folks!!)
Listen, bro is the type who would be singing love songs to them from outside their window. Bro would send them lil love notes every day. Bro would send them a box of some fancy HOMEMADE (with love) chocolates for valentines day, along with a bouquet of flowers, with a smol love note attatched. He would make them a mixtape and send it to them. He would make a box of cookies & pastries with yet another love note for them. He lets them stand under his umbrella with him. He sends them gift cards to their favorite places.
...among other insanely cheesy crap. Just hope & pray that whoever he's courting isn't lactose intolerant 😂 /j
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