#izzyswims

[butterflyfish0]

gretchen walsh you are the light of my life, my goat, my spirit animal, how the hell does one go a 46. every day i doubt you are human more and more 😭

i love you gretchen walsh you are so cool

[butterflyfish0]

WDYM ONE OF THE GIRLS I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON IS COMING TO SWIM WITH US THIS MORNING,,

(and her brother and sister but they lowkey scare me)

[butterflyfish0]

“we have a high lactate hard speed set tomorrow morning!!” just shoot me instead why don’t you

[butterflyfish0]

the wildfires have fucked the air quality up so much here that the ash and stuff in the air have been RUINING my swim practices AGH AGH AGH

also coach decided he was gonna stare me down all day at practice yesterday afternoon and our set was so hard and i literally almost threw up because of how bad it hurt why did i choose this freaking sport 😭

[butterflyfish0]

oops i forgot to update as well as idk what to tag this with bahah

second day of the meet/finals was.. eh. literally nothing extremely good happened for our team, our girls were meant to win a relay and ended up in fourth place.

some stupid bitches online started harassing my ex and i and so i didn’t get like any sleep so idek what im gonna do today………

also yippee!! i found motivation to write!! the last time i wrote fanfiction it was for be more chill when i was like 13 soooo. let’s hope this goes well!

[butterflyfish0]

..wow. what a day. /neu

i went to a really big swim meet with my team, like REALLY big.

only to find out less than ten minutes before i’m meant to race that my coach fucked the entries up and i couldn’t swim.

so yeah!! got fucked over due to something out of my control. lovely. everybody was pissed at my coach (rightfully so, i personally am mad but there’s nothing i can do so what’s the point of being upset)

one of my friends, the alternate, was forced onto the relay, and she too was angry and stressed. (the relay itself that i was meant to be on got DQed, which was ironic but still)

the meet overall DID NOT feel real, it felt like a nightmare or something like that — another one of my friends’ relays DQed, our boys relay sold, and meanwhile our girls relay (a relay i had the potential to be on) ended up WINNING prelims?? 😶

i’m so fucking tired man 😭😭

[butterflyfish0]

hi it’s izzy!! (main account: @izzyfishie)

this account is for my personal/non-fandom stuff and swimming stuff!

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