#izuku midroiya angst

[cvnt4him]

Hello!! I'm the same girl who requested for IT reader a while back, and I really liked it!<3 I wanted to try out requesting again so I'm here once more😭😭 Anyway, are you fine with family-centered stuff? Could you do heavy angst with Father!Number One!Izuku with his little girl? You can decide whatever for the child, really!(but personally I prefer daughter) So, since Izuku is the number one, Y/N is probably the one mostly taking care of their kid. What if there was this huge accident that killed Y/N because the heroes were too late to detain the villain? Plus points if Izuku was the hero assigned. So ever since the death, Izuku is suddenly the caretaker and tries his absolute best to make his kid happy but fails since the kid absolutely loathes him for being absent and for being too late to save their mother. What do you think Izuku will do?? So, yeah!! It's up to you if this isn't weird</3

Its not weird at all my love, thanm you for the req and I'm so glad to have you requesting from me again, feel free to stop by once more and leave some more, youre always welcome<33 I would also like to apologize to you and everyone else who has made a req and I haven't gotten to it. I won't get into detail but I've been busy, I've closed my reqs so I can get all my old ones out, most of my reqs are like months old anyways so here i am clesning out the closet.

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“mr midoriya, where would you say your life went wrong?”

“ ....when I left my wife.. ”

Izuku was always infatuated with you, your beauty, your strength, how compassionate and caring you were. He thought you were just neat. You didn't have a quirk yet like him you still made it into UA. You were pretty smart and tried hard at everything you did. He admired you for that, he watched you closely and studied you. Not in a creepy way, but in a "I'm in love with you, notice me" way.

In your second year you'd finally taken a liking towards him, he was quite cute despite his odd haircut. You understood it was due to the trouble he went through in the war, he was strong reliable and terrifyingly selfless. Izuku midoriya was a great guy and you had really liked him, the two of you started going on sweet little dates together, walking in the park sharing an ice cream, going to the movies to see whats new, going to a carnival with some friends and sneaking off alone.

Those were the days izuku wished could've lasted forever, where nothing was wrong, peace was restored and everyone was happy. But as life does. It moves on. The world changes right before tour eyes and before you know it, it's been 8 years. The two of you are still happily together in fact married now, and expecting. Izuku and you had gotten out of college a couple years ago, he became a pro and you were in charge of the Deku Foundation. A silly name for a silly little guy.

Izuku was a family guy, he didn't see his father much growing up so he knew this was what he wanted. He wanted to assure to you, the mother of his unborn child, and to his unborn child that he would be there, always and forever. He held you at night and made you breakfast in the morning, he wasn't always there to eat it with you but he made sure to leave adorable little notes for you to feel special, you kept busy doing work for his company, exercising to try and reduce stretch marks and baby weight in the future, and cooking for fun. It was hard being pregnant but it was worth it. Is what you'd say.

Izuku could never forget the moment you had his baby. Those were the absolute happiest moments in his life, no doubt about it. Watching his baby leave from your birth canal, he seen the way you screamed in agony with the final push. He was so mesmerized by it all, his wife just gave birth to his... beautiful babygirl.

“congratulations, mr and mrs midoriya, it's a girl.”

When the doctors gave you your baby, he watched closely as she stopped crying immediately at the contact of your skin, your soft voice shushing her sounds away, he pleas and cries powering down as she calmer herself. Its like you were a magical being, izuku was so enamoured with it, with you. With his new baby.

Holding her for the first time was his dream, it was even better than he could've possibly imagined. He sighed and tried to hold back tears, yet they fell asleep if a water faucet was left on, he sniffled and hiccupped as he tried to hold her closely, he took off his shirt so she could feel that skin to skin contact that babies are supposed to love. He read a book about parenting, of course the book would've been better for you to read because it was how to prepare for child birth but either way; it worked.

This moment, truly was the happiest one yet; but as life does. It moves on. And before he knew it 6 years had passed, you're beautiful babygirl was in first grade! She was making friends learning a lot and laughing and playing like kids her age should. She loved the outdoors and loved animals, she enjoyed small things like butterflies and rabbits. She was such a vibrant little girl, a splitting image from izuku too, mind the couple of genetics of yours that had shined through. Izuku loved his girls so much, watching the way you two played together, when you did her hair, read to her, his favorite thing of all was to watch you to crochet.

It was so calming, you would hold her close and show her carefully how to apply the yarn, teaching her how to swap colors smoothly and humming gently to her. Izuku watched you both closely, he's a very observant man, with that being said watching his girls was hos favorite thing to do. It's like you two were a show he could never get tired of, a program that was played just for him.

Izuku was a pro now and as much as he loved you both, he had a job to do. One that he couldn't fail, it ate him away that hr couldn't just sit with his girls all day long. Listen to little stories his baby has to share about her day at school. As much as he disliked it, he would even love to listen to his wife rant on and on about a little dream she had the other night, how the washer was in the kitchen instead of the laundry room and looked like an oven instead. Such odd dreams you had.

Izuku hadn't even realized it, but he had been spending more and more time at his agency, accidentally sleeping there and coming home 4 hours before he had to go back up there. It was tiring, he was tired, yet he had a job to do. And he wouldn't fail. You two started seeing less of him, it saddened your daughter deeply yet you tried to remind her constantly that he is a hero, and heroes have jobs to do. She would nod and give you a smile still laced with disappointment, sadness.

What really pissed you off was when he promised your little girl he'd be there for her science fair, yet didn't show. She won and everything, he promised her he'd help with making it. Whoops he couldn't do that because he was working. No matter! He apologized so you both just slid it off. However this was the last straw for you. Driving home you were furious, seeing your little girl in the mirror with a frown as she fiddled with her ribbon.

You stayed up late that night. Assuring that you'd catch him, and once you did you two argued. Which is something you'd never done, of course you two would bicker and disagree on things, but this was unlike those times. You were both yelling and had possibly woken up your daughter, but neither of you could care. Too blinded by your own fury, you had banished him and he left without a word. Without a second thought, without looking back.

“ I wish I looked back.... I wish I would've apologized, I wish I could've been there when she needed me; when they needed me... ”

That was the last time he'd seen you alive.

It was a normal day for the most part, besides the fact that you two had argued two nights before and hasn't spoken since. Izuku hadn't seen his daughter nor spoken to her either, it was eating away at him but he didn't have time to focus on that right now.. he was getting a signal from one of his sidekicks out on patrol.

“ deku! We need you! There's been an accident! There's a huge fire breathing villain who's trapped a woman and her daughter!”

A woman and her daughter.... That had to be a coincidence. It was, it had to be. Tons of people have daughters and just so happen to be women as well. Hell, he bets it's not even her daughter!!

“its- it's your wife...”

A loud scream was heard on the sidekicks line, izuku was terrified, he moved without even thinning jumping out of the nearest window zooming through the air trying to reach you. So many things going through his mind, why were you out? What were you doing? You never go out, why now! Why was his daughter there?

He was trying his damnedest to reach you, he couldn't help but feel like time was slowing down. Like he wasn't fast enough, meanwhile in actuality he was moving faster than the speed of sound. So why wasn't he there yet? He groaned in annoyance at this, he couldn't shake the terrible shrieking sound that came from the other line.. it terrified him.

“ come in! Is everything alright?! What's the situation?! ”

“i...”

“ what?! what is it, spit it out?! ”

“ I'm sorry... ”

Sorry? Sorry for what? Why the hell was he saying sorry? The only question izuku could find himself wondering. Upon arriving he sees people running, fire burning everywhere and debris filling the air, he coughed through the smoke putting on his mask and zooming through the thick fog. He found his sidekick, no wonder his voice was so hoarse and dry, he had collapsed and passed out. Izuku took him to the nearby ambulance that was present before going back through the smoke to find you.

Other heroes were arriving on scene and searching for other civilians, trying to get them out while others tried taking down the villain, he was huge and was not going down without a fight. Izuku couldn't even try to worry about the villain, you and his daughter were his main focus.

“ daddy! Please help us! ”

The sound of his daughter wailing with a cracky voice, it shattered his heart he followed the sound of crying until he found the two of you, your daughter by your side holding your arm tears falling down her reddened cheeks, she was dirty and covered and muck. She also just so happened to be covered in...blood.

“ princess... what.. what happened.. ”

His daughter ran into his arms bursting into even more tears hiccuping and sobbing. Her cries were loud and full of sadness anyone within a mile radius could tell and even hear, izuku picked you up in his arms not even taking the time to assure you were okay, not checking a pulse or to see if you were breathing. He just swooped you up in his arms bridal style and had his daughter on his back, telling her to cover her mouth. He zoomed through the smoke and handed you both over to the ambulance, they were quick to ail you both.

Izuku was soon to go help the other heroes in scene but first he looked back to you, to see them giving you air and performing CPR, his eyes widened and just as he was about to go back over to you, he tried to rush to your side before being caught by none other than..

“ deku, c'mon we need you. ”

“ kach- erm- dynamite. I can't, I have to— ”

“ come. on. ”

The fiery blonde yanked the large green haired male by his suit and dragged him back into action, he thought this was for the best. Leaving your side this last time to finish slaying this beast.

The fight was over and everyone who had been injured was taken to the nearest hospitals, the villain who had caused all of this trouble was taken into custody and was going to be behind bars for a long time. During the fight people could tell izuku was letting out pent up steam on the villain, he could've killed him. He was sure of it, everyone was. He had be pulled off in order for him to stop. You were hurt and his daughter could've gotten hurt. Izuku felt the villain deserved far much worse than to be behind bars. But at least he was rotting.

Izuku went to see you in the hospital, waiting for hours on end, pacing back and forth a million things on his mind. His daughter had been released a while ago, she was fine apart from the smoke inhalation. He couldn't believe she didn't have a single scratch on her, but he was glad and very much thankful. She sat in the nearest seat taking it easy, watching izuku pace around before finally, some news..

“ mr midoriya— ”

“ what- what's going on is my wife okay?! what's the problem, can I go and see her?? ”

“ I uhm... ahem. I'm afraid I have some bad news.. Mr midoriya. ”

Izukus expression fell, his eyes widened yet his face was completely blank. His heart dropped and completely shattered at the words the doctor said to him. His daughter immediately broke down. Tears were brimming in his eyes, he was borderline shaking in his red boots. He felt bile rising in his throat, the burning sensation making tears fall. They fell and never stopped. He held his daughter close that night. Never letting her go. He was afraid if he did... She might leave him.

....

“ I see. and how does that make you feel?”

“ ... are you seriously asking me how my dead wife makes me fucking feel. ”

“ yes. It's been 9 years, you've retired from hero work and have been seeing me for quite some time yet we never seem to talk about her. ”

Fuck... 9 years had completely flown by him. He hadn't even realized.. you'd been gone for 9 years....

“ I... I.. ”

“ your daughter will be a freshman at UA this year, correct? How does that make you feel? Have you checked in with your daughter? Have you asked how she's been? How has she coped with her mother's death? ”

Izuku was speechless. 9 years had passed, he can't seem to remember much and his daughter.. the last piece of you he has, is starting school at the very high school you two met at. Where did the time go...

AN: I'm not good at angst if you can't tell, this is a shite ending and uhm I've been feeling like shit so I hope this makes you feel shitty, but in like a good way yk? I want you to feel so hurt and sad that it makes you think 'wow.. this is some good shit right here.'

[sero-pairo]

See You Soon

by SamIsNotLegend

Bakugou Katsuki is the heir to the infamous Bakugou Yakuza group, and he's ready to take over the family business. He's got the skills, he's got the reputation, and he's got the ambition. The only thing he doesn't have? The partner.

Words: 14538, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Midoriya Izuku, Kirishima Eijirou, Kaminari Denki, Ashido Mina, Jirou Kyouka, Sero Hanta, Bakugou Mitsuki, Bakugou Masaru, Todoroki Shouto, Ochako Uraraka, Iida Tenya

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Midoriya Izuku, Sero Hanta/Todoroki Shouto, Ashido Mina/Kirishima Eijirou

Additional Tags: Mafia AU, Yakuza AU, No quirks Au, Arranged Marriage, Love at First Sight, Mild Discussions of Violence, Discussions of Crime, Casual Referneces to Murder, despite that its very fluffy, Fluff, minimal angst, Fluff and Smut, Anal Sex, Sex Toys, Top Bakugou Katsuki, Bottom Midoriya Katsuki, Switch Bakutou Katsuki, Switch Midroiya Izuku, discussions of switching, hidden identities, Recreational Drinking, lowkey guys lowkey the yakuza are the good guys in this okay, my anticapitalist agenda lives on, BKDKWhiteDayExchange

from AO3 works tagged 'Sero Hanta/Todoroki Shouto', https://ift.tt/onwR9dk

[sweetlikepeppermints]

Collab with @onyxiana-is-obsessed go read her works or I’ll eat your kneecaps as you sleep❤️

Original idea by: @pocket-is-obsessed

Edit-I just realized you two are the same person-

Word count: 4585/ 12 pages

Warning:angst, cheating, villain reader

Summary: You and Izuku have been dating for seven months but he suddenly becomes distant and he finally breaks you for the villain that’s been targeting you.

You hated it, every bit of it. You hated that you hated Uraraka, you hated how much midoriya hung around her. The two of you were supposed to hang out today but he never showed, you felt the tears in your eyes as you fell to the floor hugging yourself. Everything would go back to normal, of course, it would. He still loved you, midoriya and you have been dating for almost a year now, you were just overthinking things-just like you always were. There was no reason to worry. Even as you said that to yourself you still had the doubt that clouded your mind and you didn’t have the heart to tell uraraka to back off so you didn’t. 

With a struggle, you manage to crawl into your bed crying yourself to sleep as your fears consume you. That next morning you had heavy bags under your eyes, forcing yourself to get ready for the day you dragged yourself into class, several people noticed your condition right away but kept quite with worried eyes. There he was, chatting with Uraraka leaning over her shoulder as she showed him something on his phone, as much as you wanted to yell at him for bailing on you last night you weren’t that kind of person so you stayed quite quickly walking past them without a word as they laughed away in their own little world.

You felt your heart hurt painfully, he didn’t even look in your direction. You knew he was probably was too busy to even notice that you were there, they were good friends so that was to be excepted. They were nothing but friends, very close friends at that,  you shook your head getting rid of the painful thoughts that filled your mind. All you could do is wait for the class to start.  At last, midoriya looked in your direction. Worry, and guilt filled his eyes as he walked over to you.

“Hey, are you alright? You don’t look like you slept well” He mumbled worriedly his voice low and careful.

You quietly shook your head at him “I’m fine, do you think we could hang out today? You forgot last night” you asked softly trying to keep your voice even. He opened his mouth to speak but you never got his answer as the bell rang, you could feel that heavyweight returns to your chest as you held back tears. He probably had more important things to do than hang out with someone like you. Uraraka was so much better than you in every way, so why were you so hurt that Izuku got bored of you?  You should have seen this coming yet-

You were thankful that it was lunch, midoriya didn’t wait for you like he usually did. You could tell they were both talking about something important, Urakakra placed her hand on his shoulder with a worried look. He nodded at something she said and they went back to eating without another word. Everyone knew what was happening but you weren’t ready to accept the truth so instead, you would lie to yourself, always come up with an excuse. When someone would try and talk to you about it you would yell at them and avoid what was happening.

You so badly wanted to believe he still loved,  you tried so hard trying to make him smile and laugh, you even kissed him but he never returned it as he used too.

This went on for weeks until you couldn’t handle it anymore, your mental health had been slipping a lot, you couldn’t bring yourself to eat or sleep. Your grades slipped horribly, every once in awhile you and Deku would hang out but he didn’t hold your hand and kiss you anymore, he didn’t tell you that everything was okay and he loved you. 

No, of course, he didn’t, everyone was in the common room when it happened. When you stormed up to midoriya with tears streaming down your face. When you looked at uraraka, you could only look at her with hate. “What day is today midoriya?” you asked trying to keep your voice calm but it shook unforgivably. The room had gone quite watching the two of them.

“W-what?” He mumbled nervously knowing that he forgot something but he couldn’t remember what it was for the life of him.

A heavy sob ripped through your throat and you pushed anyone away who tried to comfort you. ‘P-please...just please tell me you love me-please tell me I’m still your world” you sobbed hugging yourself as you struggled to stay standing. “Midoriya! It’s our one year! You forgot our one-year a-anniversary! When is the last time you kissed me-told me y-you loved me? Please..why wasn’t I good enough? I-i tried so hard” You broke down to the floor struggling to breathe as sobs racked through your body. No one could even look at midoriya or uraraka as they ran to your aid. You felt so angry, sad confused, your emotions were all over the place. 

Izkuku had fallen out of love with f/n he just never knew how to tell her, he had hoped she would break it off with him so he waited. Every time he tried to tell you the truth you had this broken look in your eyes and he could never bring himself to confess.  He had never wanted to hurt you. He felt his own tears form seeing you in so much pain like this, knowing that he did this to you, he caused this. How could he ever be a hero if he was putting you through so much pain?

Bakugo stormed up to midoriya, Kirishima and Denki had to hold him back as he cursed at him and Urakara for being so selfish. You didn’t deserve to be broken like this. You didn’t deserve to be hurt like this, he could have given you more than what Deku ever could, he would have never hurt you like this and now for the first time ever he’s truly wanted to kill midoriya, he wanted to punch his face in for making you go through this much pain, seeing you like this destroyed him.

The room was in a panic full of anger and sorrow, it was too loud. You couldn’t handle this. You got up and rushed out the door no longer wanting to be in the dorm rooms. So you ran as far away as possible, away from him, away from her, away from everything…..

Glowing purple eyes watched your form run through the dimly lit streets. A smirk formed upon the face as it emerged from the shadowed alley. Toxin leaned against the brick wall as her eyes watched your form get smaller and smaller.

“Huh, that was easy. Thanks, Izuku Midoriya.” With that, the tall woman followed behind the young student, keeping a slow pace.

You finally stopped running, your lungs and legs unable to take the strain anymore. Your chest heaved from the heavy breaths and your cheeks felt cold from the tears. You were so good to him, you were so supportive, and understanding. Why… Why would he do that to you? Izuku? Your Izuku Midoriya did that to you? Someone who always wanted people to smile, someone who wanted to save people with a big, bright smile of his own.

You scoffed. What a pathetic dream for him to follow. Why try to be a hero when he couldn’t even be a decent person?

“You look a little upset,” you jumped at the voice behind you, frantically turning around and falling on your butt. “You ok, love?” You rolled your eyes at her sweet tone and wiped your cheeks with the back of your hand.

“What do you want, Toxin?” She held her hand out for you to take, but you ignored it and stood up on your own, dusting off your clothes. 

“Just… checking up on you. How’s… life?” You scoffed again, rolling your eyes.

“Terrible. Thanks for asking.” Toxin nodded, pushing her long black hair out of her face. “What do you want?”

“I want you to join us, (f/n).”

“Doesn’t matter how many times you ask me, I’m gonna say no. I’m gonna be a hero.”

“Be a hero, huh? You sure about that?” You glared, backing away from Toxin’s tall form. “You’re angry, (f/n). You’re very angry and it’s ok. Take it out on him. That’s the thing! Heroes act like they wanna do good! They act like they’re the good guys and that people need them. They act like their godsends but you know what they’re like. You know just how cruel a wannabe hero can truly be. So tell me now that you still want to be a hero.”

“I’m a good person. I’d make a good hero.”

“Or a better villain. Sure, you can surpass Izuku Midoriya and his sad dreams to become the number 1 Hero. Or you could become the next All for One. Be a thorn in his side for the rest of his career. Who knows, maybe you’ll have a chance to off him or that pretty little gravity girl of his.”

“I’m not gonna kill anyone! Are you crazy!?” Toxin only stared at you without any expressions on her face. “I-I’m not gonna b-be a villain. I’m gonna be a hero!”

“Those are bold words for someone who can’t even keep their emotions under control for more than an hour. Give up, (f/n). You’re not meant to be a hero. Join us, join the league. We’ll take good care of you. We understand how cruel heroes really are.” You looked down at the grass below which was slightly damp.

Your mind was a mess of emotions. You knew that it was wrong to be a villain, you knew it was wrong to join Toxin. But… why? Because villains hurt people? Does that mean Midoriya was a villain? He hurt you… no. No, he tore you apart. He tore your heart to shreds. If that was what heroes truly were, then you wanted no part of it.

But you were a good person. You would be a truly good hero, why not show up Midoriya? Why not hurt him by stealing his dream of being the number 1 Hero? Why not hurt him by showing him you were happy without him?

Or you could become the next All for One. Be a thorn in his side for the rest of his career.

Or… you could truly torture Midoriya and be something he would never want to see you as. Show him exactly what he did to you. This was your chance to show him what type of hero he really was. 

Your (e/c) eyes landed on Toxin’s outstretched hand, which was waiting just for you. Fueled by anger, hatred, loneliness, and sorrow, your hand landed in hers. She tightened her grip, a sick smile spreading across her lips.

“Let’s go.”

~**~

“She doesn’t have her phone with her,” Mina frowned, “It’s right here. She left without it.” Kaminari, Sero, Tokoyami, Kirishima, Todoroki, Bakugou, Tsu, Momo, and Jirou were still out looking for you. Everyone had decided to split up and try to find you two hours after you disappeared. They were so worried, they didn’t want to give you space.

Unfortunately, now, it had been about four hours and you still weren’t here. Iida had just returned a few minutes ago, reporting that he wasn’t able to find you either. Midoriya hadn’t left and Uraraka was trying her best to console him. After seeing you so hurt and broken, something weird was happening to him. He felt anger and hatred but towards himself. He was livid at himself. He loathed himself. How could he do that to you? He was just scared… he was just too much of a coward to admit his true feelings and he watched as it tore you apart, but stood by and did nothing about it.

“Todoroki! Tokoyami! Please tell me you found something!” Mina exclaimed, running to them. The rest of the class looked up at their arrival, but immediately frowned when they saw their expressions. Both of them shook their heads.

“No, we weren’t able to find her either,” Todoroki said as he and Tokoyami walked towards the kitchen. “We just came to get a drink before we go back.”

“I think it’s time we tell Mr. Aizawa,” Iida started. “We tried looking for her and we can’t find her. We have to assume the worst happened to her.” The others frowned and a tear slid down Izuku’s cheek.

“I’ll go get him…” Mina frowned as she left the common rooms. They all knew they were going to be in trouble, no doubt. But they were ready to take all the punishment they’d get as long as you were back, safe and sound.

**

“What happened. Tell me everything.” Aizawa said as he sat down with the remainder of the students.

“(f/n) and Midoriya had an argument. After that, she fled the dorms.” Todoroki said, “We’ve been searching for her for about three hours now.” Aizawa sighed.

“You should’ve told me earlier. Bring the rest of your classmates back and let the pros handle this.” He stood up, looking down at an extremely broken Midoriya. “Especially you. Stay put.”

**

That night was restless for class 1A. Bakugou and Midoriya had to actually be restrained so they wouldn’t fight. Mostly on the explosive blond’s end. Midoriya was too broken and miserable to think clearly. He was too busy hating himself to even think about fighting Bakugou, however, Bakugou was the opposite. He was hyper-focused, noting every little sigh, scratch, movement his friends made. Especially that pathetic, little Deku.

Bakugou’s friends refused to leave him alone, too worried that he might actually try to kill Midoriya. No one slept, everyone feeling some bit responsible for not running after you. If they’d tried just a little bit harder, you might’ve been here with them.

The next day, everyone begrudgingly went to class, still unsure of your whereabouts. However, they’d be shocked to learn what happened that afternoon in their hero course.

“Looks like (l/n) was kidnapped,” Aizawa started and the room echoed with gasps. “She was seen by a few witnesses being harrassed and then taken away by a woman with long black hair and purple glowing eyes. No one knows where she was taken and aside from the description I gave you, there are no others. If-”

“THIS IS YOUR FAULT, DEKU!” Bakugou screamed, turning around. Immediately, an explosion went off from his palm, hitting Midoriya’s chest, making the green-haired boy scream. Aizawa activated his quirk, but that didn’t stop Bakugou, who grabbed his shirt and threw Midoriya to the floor. “THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT, YOU ASSHOLE!” Bakugou had only gotten in a hit or two before Aizawa’s scarf pulled them apart.

The green-haired boy stayed silent as his childhood bully threw insults at him. Midoriya was stuck in his own mind. He drowned out every single thing anyone else said, unable to break himself away from his own destructive mind.

He did that to you. Izuku Midoriya was at fault for your disappearance. You had been kidnapped by a villain and it was his fault. He wanted to be a hero. What would All Might think? What would All Might say and what he’d been doing? Midoriya wanted to be the reason people smiled, be the reason people felt safe, happy, and protected. He did the exact opposite last night and now you were gone.

What was he supposed to do? He didn’t even know where to start looking, he didn’t know what to do… he… what was he supposed to do?

Tears spilled down his freckled, red cheeks. A violent sob wracked his body and Bakugou’s eyes widened. Unsure of what to do, he fell back, moving away from Midoriya, who had just broken down in front of everyone. There was nothing for anyone to tell him. There was nothing anyone could do, there was no consolation for something like this.

~**~

It had been about two weeks since your disappearance and it tore apart class 1A. Mostly Midoriya and Bakugou. Bakugou’s hatred for Midoriya had increased tenfold. As ridiculous as it sounded, Bakugou and Midoriya were under constant watch from both the other teachers and classmates. Bakugou no longer cared about the repercussions, if Midoriya was close enough, he was going to attack.

However, Midoriya was just as angry. It was his fault you ran off that night, it was his fault you got kidnapped, it was his fault all of this was happening. His demeanor had changed that day Aizawa announced you’d gotten kidnapped. He was distant, he lashed out more, he threw all of his time into training and studying, alienating himself from everyone.

Never has he wished for a time-related quirk. He begged every single deity in existence to help him. Every single day that went by lowering the chances of you being alive, every single moment that he sat in his room, could’ve been your last. Never has he hated the quirk he had, it was All Might’s. One for All belonged to his idol, to his hero, and here he sat loathing it. He wanted to go back in time, he wanted to punch himself for ignoring you, for not hugging you enough, for not kissing you enough, for not loving you enough.

Why couldn’t he love you? What was wrong with him? Why did his stupid heart choose to fall out of love? Why you? You were this beautiful ball of sunshine, a person everyone naturally gravitated to. You were strong, shy and confident at the same time, and you fit so well in their class. So, why couldn’t he love you the way you loved him? Why didn’t he just talk to you? Why did he assume you’d break it off with him?

Tears slid down his cheeks as Midoriya clenched his fists. What was he supposed to do? He’d never felt so lost in the world before. He’d talked to All Might, numerous times, but he’d gotten the same, bland response.

“We’re doing our best to find her, young Midoriya. Please, just try to have faith.” What faith? It had been two weeks and you were still missing. Where the hell was he supposed to find this faith? How were you? Were you even alive? Were they hurting you? Were they planning on using you as leverage against the heroes? Why hadn’t they done that already? Where were you?

“Where are you, (f/n)? C-Come b-back to me…” He sobbed, his hand clenching the shirt around his chest. “JUST COME BACK TO ME! I’M SORRY! I’M SO, SO SORRY! J-JUST C-COME BACK!”

Uraraka frowned, her back leaning against Midoriya’s door. These outbursts had become normal for him. He’d randomly fall apart, screaming for you to come back, screaming and begging for you to forgive him. Everyone- except Bakugou- tried to console him in their own way. There wasn’t much they could do. They missed you too, they were hurt and trying to cope with your disappearance too. 

A small lack of communication did all of this. If Uraraka had urged Midoriya to tell you what had happened or come to you herself, this wouldn’t have happened. This was a common thought in everyone’s head. Not that it was Midoriya’s fault, but that there were a million things they could’ve done that might’ve saved you.

Bakugou could’ve reached out to you. He could’ve tried harder if he was so damn sure he’d make you happier. Your other friends, Mina, Tsu, Momo, and Jirou could’ve tried harder to help you through your relationship problems. Everyone could’ve done something but they didn’t. They let you push them away and now they had to deal with the consequences.

***

“I want to see him,” you mumbled as you stared at your darkened ceiling in your new home. “Can I?”

“I mean if you don’t tell Shigaraki, I’m sure it’ll be fine. But what for?” Toxin asked, sitting up from her spot on the floor.

“I want him to see what he did,” you sat up and glared at the wall ahead of you at the thought of your ex-boyfriend. “I want him to see and hurt.”

“Well, I’m always up for that! Any pain we cause the heroes makes me happy!” Toxin chirped, much like Toga would have. Your eyes glanced at her for a second before returning to the wall, no change in your attitude.

“Take me.”

“Sure,” Toxin said then stood up. Waving her hands, shadows appeared on the floor, swirling before they opened up a portal. “This should take you to the UA dorms.”

“Can you put me in his room? I don’t want to get caught trying to sneak into his room.” You muttered, standing up as well.

“I have to know exactly where to send you,” Toxin said, “let’s go through first.” Both of you inhaled before walking through the darkened portal. A small jolt later, you appeared at Height’s Alliance. “Where’s his room?”

“Um… back this way?” You lead your friend to the back of the building, scanning each balcony and trying to gauge where Midoriya’s room would be. You had been there plenty of times, so all you needed to do was count out each room. “That one, I think.” You said, pointing.

“You think?”

“I’m on the other side, I counted.”

“You counted?”

“Just send me up there. If it’s not him, we’ll just run away.” Toxin rolled her eyes at your statement but opened up a portal for you regardless. Taking a deep breath, you stepped on the portal, feeling yourself jolt into Midoriya’s room. You stepped away from the portal, which vanished and gazed around the darkened room.

On the bed, you saw a mass under the blankets, but around the sheets and on the floor, you saw a bunch of tissues. In the trashcan, you saw three empty boxes of tissues. Slowly, you inched towards the bed, gently pulling the covers down a bit to reveal a disheveled Midoriya. He was asleep, a piece of tissue crumpled in his scarred hand.

You sat down next to him, but slowly and gently, so you didn’t wake him. A frown appeared on your face as you watched Midoriya sleep. Even after everything, you couldn’t bring yourself to hate him. That was the most frustrating part. He’d shredded your heart to bits and here you were, still concerned for him.

He looked pale with bags under his eyes, clearly, he hadn’t been sleeping well. Had he been eating? Had he pushed everyone away? What… how was everyone else doing?

Your (e/c) eyes landed on your hand. You and your quirk were meant for villainy. Wanting to be a hero… striving to be a hero was just a stupid, dumb dream. Your fingers moved towards his freckled cheeks, gently grazing against them.

There was a day when you used to pepper kisses on those freckled cheeks. Your fingers gently slid down his nose. There were days where you’d Eskimo kiss him. Finally, your fingers moved across his lips. He was a good kisser and every time he’d kiss you, he’d send your mind into a whirl. He must’ve not felt anything since he slowly stopped giving them to you.

Midoriya’s bright green eyes shot open and his body jumped when he saw the figure over him. His hazy mind needed a few seconds before he recognized who it was.

“(f-f/n)?”

“Great, you’re awake.” You mumbled, looking away. You proceeded to stand up, but he grabbed your wrist.

“Y-You’re back-” Your hand slammed against his mouth and you glared down at him, not wanting him to be loud.

“Let go of my hand, Midoriya.” Your cold tone of voice hurt, but he immediately let go.

“You c-came back, (n/n). Wh-what happened? Are you hurt? How did you get away from the villains? Where were they holding you? Wh-”

“Stop. What are you talking about?” You asked, stepping away from the frantic boy.

“Y-You w-were kidnapped. R-right?”

“No. I wasn’t.” His eyes widened and he felt his heart sink.

“Wh-what does that mean?” You rolled at your eyes at his shock. Did he seriously think you’d still want to be a happy hero after what he did?

“I went with her on my own. I joined the villains.”

“What? Why? Wh-”

“Because of you, Deku. I joined the villains because of you. You showed me how heroes truly are and now I don’t want to be one.”

“B-But it was your dream!” He retaliated, the look of horror spreading in his emerald green eyes.

“Yeah. It was my dream. You ruined it,” your hands met with his shoulders and you shoved him, causing him to fall back on his bed. “You ruined it. Just like you ruin everything else, Deku. Why are you even trying to become a hero? You’re not meant to be one. You tore my heart out! You threw me away for Uraraka! I was your girlfriend, I was so madly in love with you, do you know how much it hurt me to see what you did! I… I loved you. All I ever d-did was love you! I gave you my heart, I thought you- YOU, Izuku Midoriya- out of all people, would never hurt me. I thought you’d keep my heart safe and sound, but no. You… you threw it away… just like you threw me away.” At this point, tears were sliding down your cheeks and you didn’t even bother to stop them.

Midoriya was crying too, the back of his hand tightly pressed against his lips as he choked back a sob. One of his worst fears had come to life and now he really didn’t know what to do.

“I-I’m s-sorry.” You scoffed, rolling your eyes as the tears slid down your cheeks.

“You’re sorry? Not yet, you’re not.” Moving towards him, you pushed his hand out of the way and grabbed his shirt, pulling him up towards you. “You’re gonna be the number one hero, you hear me? Then, I’ll humiliate you in front of everyone, just like you did to me. The world will watch you fall just like they watched All Might fall.” 

Midoriya’s eyes widened, he knew that he deserved every bit of this, “y-you don’t mean that” he whimpered trying to keep his balance as you yanked him away from you in a fit of anger only to fall over on to the floor. 

“I meant every word Deku, please, go be happy with Uraraka, I won’t hold you back anymore-but just know this. When we meet again it won’t be as friendly, we’ll be fighting as enemies.” you snapped before turning away from him and going out the window back to toxin.

 Midoriya quickly got on his feet as tried to stop you, but there was no sign of anyone, so he screamed your name into the night as heavy tears left his eyes. He begged for you to come back in hopes that you could hear him, he collapsed to his knees in a shaky mess. “P-please...come back” he sobbed “let me fix everything.”

“Please come back f/n..”

[anime-rambles]

Safe with Us: Part 1

Pairing: Alpha!KiriBaku x Omega!MidoriyaTwinReader

Type: Angst, hurt, forced scenting.

Word Count: 3500+

A/N: Thank you all so much for the support and love for my work, I have been super busy at the moment in my personal life and haven't really ad a moment to breathe but I do have this finished and wanted to share with everyone. Part 2 coming soon. I have a new taglist form follow the link below and it will bring you too it. Much love as always, Tiff <3

Summary: You were Midroiya's twin, Bakugou's mate but life isn't easy and one day you were kidnapped, stripped from everything you know. Many years have passed, Bakugou has moved on but only now have you been able to escape, to return to your family. A family that has moved on.

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There were many things in your life that you thought was unfair, for one, living with your father away from your twin, having a quirk without your twin and being an omega and not being allowed to be an omega. You know nothing of your omegain side, only that it was something to be ashamed of. That you were merely the lowest of the low and even alpha’s, your destined alpha would tire of you and seek other mates, and you had to be okay with it. 

Your father brought you to this group of alpha’s, you never knew why but one thing was for sure they were villains. When the time came for your first heat, that was the last time you saw your father. He had sold you to them, and left you behind. For many a year the villains took care of you, but not for free, you cooked, cleaned and just about did anything that was expected of you. There was one alpha in the group, a new guy, who took a shine to you. He often would tell you he would find a way to get you home, to trust him, that you will know when the time is right. 

There was an explosion in the compound, it had knocked you straight off your feet. The door to your room, which was more of a cage, unlocked and the door opened slowly. You could hear screams in the distance and you knew it was time to run. A red feather floated into the room and flew around you, pushing at your back towards the door. It is definitely the sign you’ve been waiting for.  So you ran, ran as hard as your feet would take you. Your destination? Unknown. You had nothing, no money, no shelter, you were scared of what would happen now, you could embrace your omega. You could hardly remember your mother, or even if she would take you in, your twin on the other hand… 

You ran to the nearest phone booth, putting some coins you had found in your pocket and dialing the only number you could remember, hoping he never changed it. 

Beep….beep…beep…

“Hello?” A voice croaked out from the end of the phone.

“Izuku” You whispered, tears already filling your eyes. 

“Yes, who is it? It's the middle of the night.” His voice sounded impatient.

“Zuzu, I ne-”

“Y/N, YOU’RE ALIVE, whereareyouareyouokaystaythereillcomeandgetyoudontgoanywhere..” Izuku interrupted you and tears flowed down your face, more happy tears than anything. 

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“So, you’re telling me, Izuku has a twin, that we’ve never met, that you knew of, that your alpha chose and never thought to mention it to me?” Kirishima stood in front of Bakugou with his arms crossed trying to wrap his head around this new information. Bakugou dropped his bag that he was packing and turned to Kirishima. 

“Look, I'm sorry Eiji, what do you want me to say? We both thought she died? she disappeared around the same time Izuku dad went missing and we know how that turned out, she was young and already showing as an omega, and yes my alpha chose her, she was my mate,  but she disappeared, my alpha disappeared with her and then you came into my life and woke him up again, waking him up with that big stupid grin of yours, and my alpha claimed you as my mate too.” Bakugou made his way to Kirishima and placed his hands on his face. Kirishima smiled up at him, not really bothered about the omega, Kirishima knew that if Bakugou’s alpha had already chosen the omega as a mate that his own alpha would do the same. Kirishima had a lot of love to go around. Often the pair would add an extra member during ruts but no one ever felt right for the red head to let them stay around. Kirishima was actually quite excited to meet her but he wants Bakugou to talk about it, to open up more. Kirishima lent forward to kiss Bakugou. 

“I know bro, so manly you are” Bakugou pulled a face and stepped away from Kirishima. 

“What did I say shitty hair, stop calling me bro when you are touching or inside me” Bakugou picked up his bag again and Kirishima just laughed smacking Bakugou ass as he left his room and walked into the main area of the den. 

Everyone in the pack lived there and had their own rooms, Kirishima also had his own room but barely spent time in there anymore since him and Bakugou began courting. Bakugou could see Midoriya pacing at the door, with Todoroki at his side trying to calm him down. 

“God Katsuki hurry up, she’s lost and alone, andprobablythinksweveforgttenaboutheragaingodwearesuchbadexcudsesforalphas..” Midoriya rambled on, and Todoroki tried once again to calm his mate down, he was failing…badly. 

“Let’s go nerd” Bakugou grabbed Midoriya’s collar and pulled him out the door with his pack behind him wishing them luck. Bakugou grabbed his car keys on the way out and threw his and Midoriya’s bag in the boot of his car. 

Once both alpha’s were settled in the car, Bakugou began to drive to the airport, you weren’t in Japan anymore. Midoriya sat ringing his hands together not speaking, he was afraid and unsure what you would think. His alpha had missed you all these years, his baby omegain sister. Both of you had dreamed of becoming hero’s together but when he had not developed his quirk and you had, you promised him you’d still make his dream come true. Then you disappeared leaving him all alone, Bakugou and him grew very distant, and the alpha’s hate grew and grew and the next moment they were both in UA, constantly fighting each other for no reason. The pain of losing you, almost killed both of them. It was only after both nearly losing each other in villain attacks, was what brought them back together and formed their clan with the rest of the class. Midoriya wanted to talk to Bakugou, he wanted him to say something but he could barely read Bakugou’s emotion right now so he thought it was best to stay quiet. 

Bakugou could sense Midoriya wanted to talk but what could he possibly say at this moment. Everyone thought you had died. Mr Midoriya’s body was found years ago and you were nowhere to be seen. The hero’s and police all deemed you dead, as you were an omega without any protection whatsoever. Bakugou blamed himself that he left you all alone, even though there was nothing he could have done, he did not know what Mr.Midoriya was planning on doing. Since that day, the emptiness had taken over Bakugou, his alpha disappeared along with you. It took many hard years of Kirishima constantly working and helping Bakugou that his Alpha came back, but there was always a part missing, that part belonged with you. 

It was like any other day, you were in Bakugou’s house learning how to build a nest which you decided needed to be in his room and Bakugou allowed this, he thought it was adorable watching you learn how to be one with your second gender. It was a lot easier for Alpha’s to join with their second genders, where omega’s had a lot of learning to do. They only join fully with their omega when they go through their first heat. Then Mr. Midoriya arrived and he never saw you again. Bakugou rubbed on his neck, on your mark you left on him. The both of you had not joined sexually as you were both young but you both decided to mark each other early so that if something was to happen to either of you the other would have something to hold onto, one last hope. Bakugou hated the idea at the time but went along with it, and now he was so thankful for your brain for thinking about it, as it was all Bakugou had of you. The nest you had built had been taken by police as evidence and any belongings he had or Midoriya had all gone to some police station somewhere. 

Bakugou’s auto pilot had brought the pair straight to the airport and by the time Bakugou’s brain caught up with his body they were boarding the plane. Bakugou turned Midoriya who looked like he was going to pass out. He grabbed his hand and they locked eyes. 

“She alive, and were bringing her home, that is all the matters, the past is the past,” 

Midoriya nodded at Bakugou and the plane departed on its journey to you. 

+++

Your father took you far away, to some little town in a European country with the plans to marry you off for a quirk marriage to create strong children. You inherited your father fire quirk and you were quite skilled at creating objects with fires and if you concentrate hard enough you could even make bombs but it took too much energy and often left you dizzy and breathless so you promised Bakugou you would leave all the exploding to him. 

Bakugou, you could hardly believe after all this time of hoping and wanting, you could go back to him. Sometimes you would be able to sneak away and see the news, you could see him and Izuku sometimes. You’d often get punished for watching tv but it was worth it, seeing them. You had this longing in your chest to be with Bakugou, a voice inside, telling you he was safe but you didn’t understand what that voice was. All you knew was that you were an omega, that's it, nothing more. Nobody would tell you anything else. You would've been used when you were younger, something about a heat? But you never had one, the alpha’s had said it was because you were already mated to an alpha as you had his mark, that you were only useful to a dominant alpha to break the mark or they could always kill the alpha that marked you but you never told them who it was. You always said it was a nobody, that someone attacked you and they believed you, well all but one alpha, his name was Dabi. He had tried multiple times to get close to you and even one time tried to burn off your mark but it was no use, you had a fire quirk and his flame did nothing to you. After not having your heat because of your joining with someone, they opted to wait for it to come naturally. This would take time. If you were focused to be with an alpha now, the up would not survive, that was also not an option with how powerful your quirk could be. 

Dabi was chosen to be your minder and breaker, you either stayed in your cage or in his room. They hoped that with Dabi’s pheromones your omega would choose him. You spent many nights forced into Dabi’s neck breathing him in, his scent made you sick and just the thoughts of him made your skin crawl. Dabi had also brought you to Japan a few times in the hopes you would be able to point out this alpha, one way or another you eventually would be his. But the hero’s always appeared and attacked him which was getting on Dabi’s nerves so he stopped bringing you. It was too risky. 

You're not really sure how you escaped. You knew the alpha with the red wings, Tango, he called himself but you felt deep down he was lying. You also knew he was behind it but you were never really sure why he helped you but you were grateful. You were finally going home to Izuku and to Bakugou. You knew after all this time the pair of them had probably stopped looking for you, there was no reason to believe you were alive so you couldn’t hold that against them. You also knew that so much time had passed, you were in your twenties now and Bakugou probably found himself another mate, you made a bargain with yourself that you would take all the comfort you could from him, until he mentioned his mate, then you would back off, it was only fare to whomever his mate was. 

You could feel something inside you come alive, but you were unsure as to what it was. There was a deep hunger inside and you started to heat up. Maybe you had caught a cold while running away from the compound. Izuku has mentioned an airport and you had managed to find a way to it, one or two hero’s had helped you along the way. They were friends of ProHero Deku, which you found so hard to believe that your quickless brother was a hero. That his dream came true. You were sitting outside the arrivals section of the airport afraid to go in, you knew no matter where you were standing Izuku would find you. 

The main doors opened and a group of people existed. You looked at them, in the back you could faintly see a mop of green hair and blonde hair. Your heart sped up and you panicked, your brian telling you to hide for some reason, that you didn't deserve to be safe and home. So you hid behind a tree, you could hear your name being called and it was getting closer and closer to you but you stayed behind the tree. 

Bakugou could see your arms sticking out from behind the tree. He knew you were scared, he could smell it in the air. Midoriya was already crying, he nudged Midoriya in a way to tell him to pull himself together. Both alphas reached the tree and stood still, they could hear your whimpers. 

“y/n, there's no need to be afraid,” Midoriya said in a quiet tone. Bakguou placed the bags on the floor. 

“Zuzu, Kats, is it really you.” They could hear the tremble in your voice and could smell your fear in the air. Midoriya motioned to his neck, Bakugou understood immediately and started to pump calming pheromones into the air to try and calm you. Even though Midoriya was your brother, your mate would be able to calm you down more. You started to calm down slightly and peaked at them from around the tree. 

“There she is, we're here now ‘mega, nothings going to happen to you ever again” Bakugou stared deeply into your eyes, he held out his hand to you and so did Midoriya. You took a cautious step towards them, looking around the area for the villains, for Dabi. They had often used the boys' images to trick you in the past to bring your heat forward but something deep inside was telling you it was them right here in front of you. You held out both of your hands and grasped both of them. You released the breath you were holding and looked at the two, both alpha’s had tears in their eyes but neither moved a muscle. 

“You’re both really here” You sobbed and threw your arms around their necks pulling them into you. Both alphas used their arms and held you tight breathing you in. 

“It’s been so long, an-an-d I tried so many times to sh-show you I was ali-vvv-e but they stopped me”You sobbed harder into them. Bakugou and Midoriya both pumped out pheromones to try and calm you down but it was no use, Midoriya could hardly breathe himself as he was crying just as hard. 

“Y/n, I failed you, I’m so so sorry” Midoriya fell to his knees, and sobbed into his hands. You pulled away from Bakugou and joined Midoriya on the floor. 

“Hush now, let's not live in the past, right now all I want to do is go home and I want you to tell me what it’s like being heroes. I’m so proud of you both right now.” You said and held onto Midoriya, once his crying had stopped he pulled you both to your feet. Midoriya let you go and grabbed his and Bakugou’s bag, giving the two of you a minute. You looked up at him and his eyes stared deeply into your eyes. 

“Hello you” You whispered, and made your way to stand closer to Bakugou. 

“Hey ‘mega” Bakugou wrapped his arms tightly around you, forcing you to wrap your legs around his waist. He tucked your face into his neck and you could feel his pheromones were much stronger here. Something inside you said you should kiss his glands, you could see his mark on his neck, the same one you had placed on him all those years ago, binding you both together. At the time it was just you being sappy, what you had not realized was that it was that sappiness that actually saved you all these years. 

“Missed you, a part of me died when you weren't here, never letting you out of my sight again, I’ll die without you” Bakguou whispered into your neck. You hummed for a moment, letting the comfort take over.

“I'm here now, Kats.” you closed your eyes and just breathed in his scent, you hummed again and let it take over. Bakugou giggled into your neck. 

“You purring ‘mega,” 

“Wait what, that's not you making that sound” You pulled slightly in his arms to look at him. He smiled at you. 

“Nope, that’s your omega sweetheart, she’s calling to my alpha, her mate.” Bakugou kissed your forehead, you let out an uneasy laugh. Bakugou could read you in an instant. 

“Don’t worry, I help you learn about your omega again, don’t expect you know a lot bout it, stupid kidnappers, and beside it’s my job as Alpha to teach you.” Bakugou’s brows creased and you lent forward to kiss them. He stopped all movements which caused you to giggle. 

“I trust you Kats, now let's go home yeah?” you asked as you wriggled out of his arms and made your way to Midoriya taking his hand in yours. 

+++++++++++

Many many hours later you were back in Japan, sitting in Bakugou’s lap while Midoriya drove you home. On the flight home you learnt all about their pack, and den. You learnt basically everything you had missed over the years. Midoriya told you about Allmight and what happened, how he’s a hero now. Bakugou filled you in about everything else, the little things you might have missed in Midoriya’s mumblings. The boys pushed you to talk about your time but right now you couldn’t process anything about it without panicking so they stopped asking and decided to wait until you were ready. 

Midoriya pulled into the driveway of the house, and some of the pack members were already outside waiting. You looked up at them and started to panic, your head screaming at you that this is where you lose Bakugou, that his new omega is up there. Bakugou could sense your panic and asked Midoriya to get the pack inside and he’ll bring you in, in a minute. Bakugou watched as Midoriya ushered everyone inside and he locked eyes with Kirishima who was smiling like a dork to him.

Bakugou pulled you to him and kissed your forehead. “Come one ‘mega, what's going on in your head of yours.” You took a moment to breathe and pulled back to look at Bakugou and spoke. 

“I can’t do it Katsuki, I made a deal with myself that I can have you until we made it back to your pack, and I would give you back to your omega but I can't do it , I can't do it, I can't do it.” You sobbed into Bakugou. He released some pheromones and when your crying had slowed down he began to speak. 

“Y/n, I never took another omega, you’re the only one for me” Bakugou wiped your tears away. “But, b–ut, Kirishima? You mention him very differently. I assumed he was your new omega.” Bakugou took a breath, “I really didn’t want to do this so soon, but only recently did I start seeing Kirishima, he brought my Alpha back but sweetheart, Kirishima is an alpha and the pack alpha and I love you both so much, in my heart something clicks with it being us three, but we’ll give you time to heal okay, Kirishima agreed to stay away to help.” Bakugou rubbed your neck as he spoke, you stayed quiet. You weren’t quite sure how to react, were you happy? Yes. Were you mad? No. Something inside you was very excited to meet this new alpha, and you could faintly smell something new on Bakugou but you just imagined it was someone from the clan but now everything made sense and you started to smile. 

“Let’s go meet everyone then” You smiled brightly at Bakugou and kissed his lips. Bakugou’s smile joined yours and he released the breath he was holding.

[kimochi-writes]

(Not) Listening

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugo x Fem!Reader Words: 2,087 words Warnings: swearing, maybe angst A/N: a bit of inspiration from A Silent Voice

"Kacchan, stop bullying Izuku!" (Y/N) stepped in between her two friends and looked at them. She sent the hot-head a glare and the green-head a reassuring closed-eye smile. But when she opened her eyes again, tears formed in Midoriya's emerald eyes. The girl immediately gasped and got down on the ground in front of the green-head. 

She got out a handkerchief and began to wipe the tears away from his face. "Don't cry, Izuku." (Y/N) put the handkerchief in Midoriya's hand. She then proceeded to put her small index fingers on the corners of the boy's mouth and push them up into a smile. "Why don't you smile like me! And then we can play Heroes when you're ready!" She said with a wide grin.

Bakugo scoffed. "Don't bother with a loser like him. He's a stupid nerd who can't do anything!"

Midoriya's face fell again and his eyes turned to the ground. At that comment, (Y/N) stood up and faced the blond boy. He stood there like what he said was a fact. Too confident. Too arrogant. He didn't seem bothered by what he said at all. He stood a few metes away from them. Almost as if he was waiting for something. It was as if he expected her to agree with him.

"Don't say things like that, Kacchan! It's not true!" She defended the green-head with her fists clenched.

"You're only saying that because you don't want to hurt his stupid feelings."

It felt like a powerful wave had hit (Y/N). She stumbled back at the statement. Her hands were jittering. She couldn't believe what she heard. The girl clenched her teeth. "Stop being so arrogant, Kacchan! If you can just listen and-"

"Are you finally standing up now, huh?" Bakugo interrupted.

(Y/N) sensed Midoriya standing up behind her and she quickly turned to him to make sure that he was alright. He gave her a small nod as if to say 'I'm okay'. But her heart still ached. That two of her closest friends were possible enemies, didn't sit right with her.

"You ready to get beat up again, Deku?" The hot-head threatened.

(Y/N) whipped her head around and saw Bakugo already approaching the two of them. "No, stop it, Kacchan!" She pleaded.

Bakugo readied his arm, swinging it back and forth. Small explosion coming out from his palm. An attempt to get (Y/N) to back away and leave Midoriya's side.

Before Bakugo could make even bigger explosions in his palm, (Y/N) stopped his arm from swinging while it was still in the air by grabbing his wrist. She took her other hand and pushed him back by putting force on his shoulder.

"What do you think you're doing, HAH?" Bakugo shouted too loud in her ear.

"You need to listen to me and stop-" a slightly bigger explosion erupted in his palm.

"being-"

Another explosion that reached (Y/N)'s eardrums.

"such an-"

A bigger explosion.

"idiot!"

She barely had time to acknowledge what happened before feeling a massive force pushing her down on the ground. Her head was hurting. She couldn't feel the muscles in her body. Her eyes closed tight. Her teeth were clenched so tight to the point where it hurt. But most of all, her ears were ringing. She grabbed her head to somehow try to muffle it. It was so loud, it felt like her head was going to explode.

She then felt something dripping down her arm. She managed to open her eyes a bit and looked at her arm covered in blood. She wanted to scream. She wanted to scream out in pain. In fear.

She couldn't hear anything. Except for the loud ringing in her ears.

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“A transfer student will be joining our class from this day on. Make sure they feel welcome.” Aizawa said as he grouped the pieces together neatly in his hands.

Honestly, Bakugo couldn’t care less. It was just another fucking extra that was irrelevant to him. He lent back in his chair and tuned out the chatter among the students in his class.

The fact that a student is transferring into his class this late in the year, only proves that their Quirk wasn’t much to brag about. Maybe a desperate way of giving someone a chance?

If only the day would end already.

The giant door to the 1-A classroom slid open. Bakugo had almost the perfect view to see who were entering their classroom. The student was too busy looking at the other students to notice the hot-head’s wide eyes.

His heart beat faster for whatever reason. He could recognise that (h/c) anywhere. Her (e/c) were unforgettable. Her stride was confident, even though she held a tight grip on the handles of her backpack. She held her head high, a small smile on her lips.

There she stood in front of the class. It had been years since he had seen her. Memories came rushing to him. The times when they were little and friends. She hadn’t changed much. Though she looked a lot more beautiful than before.

Wait what? What was he thinking? He tore his eyes away from her and looked down at his desk. He always wondered what happened when she suddenly stopped going to school all those years ago.

Aizawa tapped (Y/N)’s shoulder and told her to introduce herself. But what was weird, was that he was gesturing vividly with his hands. It was utterly unnecessary and confused the blond to a slight degree.

“You can write on the chalkboard if you want.” The teacher suggested which caused (Y/N) to do exactly that.

There were some students murmuring among themselves. Why won’t she talk? She’s just shy. I can tell she is nervous.

No, that wasn’t the (Y/N) Bakugo knew. The (Y/N) he knew would be excited to introduce herself and make friends almost instantly. There was no reason for her to make an introduction by using the chalkboard.

And then it clicked.

‘Hello. My name is (Y/N) (L/N), it’s nice to meet you all. I hope we can become friends and learn about each other.’

It may have looked like the hot-head didn’t pay much attention at all. His facial expression barely changed. But on the inside, he felt his heart sink in his chest.

‘I am deaf.’

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(Y/N) didn’t expect to get such a warm welcome to her new class. The girls would come up to her in between classes and chat with her through a piece of paper or through a girl she identified as Yaoyorozu, who happened to know sign language. It was a nice surprise and she felt a little bit more at ease.

She didn’t try to hide the fact that she noticed her two childhood friends in her class. At the end of class, before lunch, Midoriya immediately went and reached out for a hug from the girl. She hugged back without hesitation. She could feel the green-heads breathing in her ear. She figured that he was probably talking to her, so she quickly pulled out from the hug and gestured to her ear.

He jumped, and bowed several times and muttering what (Y/N) guessed was apologies. He ripped out a piece of paper from his notebook and grabbed a pen. The boy started writing and (Y/N) quietly peered over his shoulder.

‘It’s been so long since I last saw you! How have you been?’

Midoriya then held the pencil in front of (Y/N), gesturing for her to write a response. 

‘I have been good! What about you? Are you still a giant fanboy from when we were little?’

Midroiya chuckled and scratched behind his neck. (Y/N)’s eyes squinted as she looked longingly at the boy. For just a moment, the (h/c)-haired girl’s smile faltered. Oh, what she would give to hear his laugh again.

The green-head then looked up at another classmate, clearly catching something she didn’t. The boy nodded and then resumed to write on the piece of paper.

‘Do you want to go to lunch me and and some friends?’

To which, (Y/N) nodded and smiled at the boy. While walking out of the classroom, she couldn’t shake the feeling of someone looking at her. She gazed over her shoulder and was met with red-eyes looking back at her.

She instantly looked away and bit her bottom lip.

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‘I have to go to the bathroom.’

Midoriya gave several nods while stuffing his face with his katsudon. (Y/N) put the pen down, stood up from her chair and made her way to out of the cafeteria.

Once she was out in the hall, there was only one question pondering in her mind.

Where is the bathroom? She asked herself.

The girl figured that she should just go back to thee cafeteria and ask for directions. When she turned around, she realised that she was just inches away from colliding with someone behind her.

She whimpered and bowed several times.

“Tch, don’t apologise. We didn’t even collide.” 

(Y/N) looked up and stood straight as she was met with the person she had missed very dearly. She almost wanted to cry, but when she saw that his mouth moved, she quickly interrupted him by waving her hand in front of her. She then gestured at her ear, just like she did with Midoriya.

An irritated expression spread across Bakugo’s face as he went to brush past her.

But before he could, (Y/N) took out a loose piece of paper and a pencil that she had in her pockets and gave them to him. She always had something like that in case someone wanted to communicate with her.

Reluctantly, Bakugo took the paper and pencil from her hands and wrote down what he had said. He showed it to her, to which she responded with bowing one more time.

This caused the blond to raise an eyebrow and become a bit confused. But when she stood up straight with a sweet smile on her face, Bakugo couldn’t help but frown just a little bit.

He didn’t pretend that he was innocent. If he had been smarter when he was little, then he would have already figured it out. Why (Y/N) didn’t come to school the following week of the incident. Why she always asked him to talk louder when he came to visit just before they moved. Why her parents always seemed to have this unfamiliar look in their eyes whenever they looked at him when he came to visit.

If only he had more control over his Quirk. Then, the one that he had these strong feelings for wouldn’t lose one of her five senses. He looked down at the paper in his hand and wrote something which made (Y/N) curious.

She waited patiently for him and looked at the boy trying to decide whether to show it to her or not.

In the end, he did while looking away.

‘I’m sorry.’

The girl tilted her head to the side and took the paper and pen from him. Bakugo jolted as it wasn’t something he expected and watched as she swiftly wrote something down.

‘For what?’ She asked and gave it back to him.

‘For causing your disability.’

She gripped the paper tight as she read what he had written over and over.

‘It’s okay. I’ve learned to live with it now. Don’t worry.’ She showed him and continued writing one of the things she yearned for.

‘Although, I do miss hearing your voice.’ The girl presented with a sad smile.

The sentence caused Bakugo to tense. He looked at the girl in front of him. He felt guilty. Extremely guilty. There was nothing he could do to make up for what he did. But he’d say it as many times as long as she was still in his presence.

‘I’m sorry.’

(Y/N) eyes gazed over the apology. Her heart felt warm. She couldn’t help but smile to herself. She was glad that Bakugo didn’t hate her. That perhaps he still valued her as a friend. She was glad that he changed.

‘It seems like you are not such an idiot like you were before, Kacchan.’

The blond hissed. A grin grew on (Y/N)’s face and she showed the paper to her childhood friend.

‘You finally listened to me.’

[ao3feed-izuku-midoriya]

Nothing Left to Say

Nothing Left to Say by avonlea514

He knew it would've been impossible for All Might to have seen the implications of leaving him with crushed dreams on top of a particularly high rooftop.

So sure, it might've just been a mere coincidence, but to Midroiya, it felt like a slap in the face. He could still hear Bakugos words ringing in his head and the terrace edge steadily grew more and more appealing. *** OR: What if Midoriya did take Bakugou's advice that day?

((Title based on the song Nothing Left to Say by Imagine Dragons))

Words: 7171, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Major Character Death

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Bakugou Katsuki, Midoriya Inko

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Yagi Toshinori | All Might

Additional Tags: Angst, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Quirkless Midoriya Izuku, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Trauma, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicidal Midoriya Izuku, Death, Bullied Midoriya Izuku, Bullying, Midoriya Izuku Needs A Hug, Heavy Angst

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/27448915

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Sentiment [Izuku Midoriya] ; 03 ; rewrite

Precious Chapters in Sentiment [Izuku Midoriya] SERIES

Warning: ANGST!

Word Count: 3,501

You could feel the day going painfully slow. You were cleaning your table in the inventory room since you will not be allowed to use it for the next couple of days as punishment. The other girl was suspended for a few days due to the fact she was the one who had bullied and started a fight. As you place everything where it is supposed to go. You accidentally bump your shoulder against a covered case with a blanket that falls upon the ground. 

Your lower lip trembles at the sight of the metal case with a red ribbon attached to a heartwarming letter which took you so many times to get it right. You had to go to the store to get more letters because you kept making mistakes. Your hand touches the smooth cold surface of the metal case.

 It was the gift you worked secretly behind his back with the help of his classmates to make assure it was endurable enough for his quirk. Numerous test betas got destroyed easily which make you work harder and change the material which would be better. 

You had to make a deal with the angry gremlin of Class A to test it out as the final test for it, which impressed him of your handiwork. He asked you to create gloves that could endure his quirk because they always get destroyed to shreds even at their maximum of his explosions. 

That is how impressed he was with your creation. 

Tears fall on top of the metal case which holds the final product you created with your tears, blood, and sweat. It seems like you wouldn’t be the one to deliver this to him. Fully knowing there is a high chance that Midoriya will want to break up which is completely understandable, but it still hurts. 

You hug the metal case closer to you before letting out a silent scream and breaking down to tears. 

Who would want to be with someone who got paid to go out with you? 

Your fingers starting to feel numb based on how tight you are holding the case. Bloodshot eyes with tears running down your cheeks, hiccuping quietly laying on the ground. 

You could only feel pure regret and invisible heaviness on your chest. 

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Later that day, You had to clean yourself up and hide the supposed gift from your sight with a cover blanket. You had put on your gym uniform because your school uniform was stained by spilled drinks from earlier that day. You were walking across campus to reach Class A dorms. You could feel your heartbeat to your ears. Your hands were slowly sweating when you saw the dorm a couple of feet away.  

Your heart drops down to your stomach when you see Midoriya ruffling his head as he walks back and forward in front of the dorms. 

You see how this is stressing him out. 

His hair was more messy than usual. His tie was gone, having a few buttons open from restricting his neck. His head snaps at you when he hears your soft steps approaching him. 

You could feel your throat tightly as if someone was choking you. You force the words out of your mouth. “S-sorry for the wait.” 

Midroiya takes a deep breath and exhales softly. He doesn’t say anything but moves his head towards the door. He turns around. You caught the sight of his clutches first before they relax when he reaches over to open the door. 

You aren’t the only anxious how it would affect your guys' relationship. 

The dormitory door squeaks loudly which interrupts everyone’s conversations. Midoriya walks in and his friends were about to greet their bushy green-haired friend, until their eyes land on [Name]. They close the door behind them and turn their head slightly to look over to his classmates who are hanging out in the common room. You gulped down your saliva and held your hands together to prevent you from trembling as you follow behind Midoriya up the stairs as you watch his back knowing you would most likely lose him. 

You wouldn’t get to see his adorable sheepishly grin or the soft glance in his eyes. 

It's kinda funny to look back on it. You accept the stupid deal to date him for a year and soon enough you fall for him. He has your heart as you have his heart. However, this will change the decision of Midoriya to break up or stay together and make it work. 

Izuku Midoriya opens the door of his room and lets you enter in his room. You ignore your father's posters and mini statues of him. You pull out the chair from his desk and move the chair to look towards his bed, before sitting down on the chair. You clench your hands into a fist on your lap. 

He sits in front of you on his bed. 

Silence filling in the air for a minute, before you decide to speak first. 

“I know you are probably going through many emotions about what you must have seen and heard today about our relationship. I..I am sorry that you found out this way, b-” You get interrupted by Midoriya who looks at you dead in the eye. 

His green eyes welling up with tears, “You weren’t planning on telling me about this whatever this deal was with another student in your support course. I… I deserved to know! [Name].” 

He looks down on his lap with his hands curl up into a fist. A shadow covering his eyes with his green bangs. 

His lower lip trembles as he speaks. “How do I know if anything we had was real or just for show?” 

Your lip trembles, “I.. I don’t know how to prove it to you. I am truly sorry.”

“I'm gonna be honest with you, Izuku. The only reason we started dating in the first place was that stupid bet.” You take a quick pause, licking your dry lips. 

You watch Midoriya freeze in his seat at the sound of your words as if it shatters a picture of your guys' happy relationship. You could hear his breath hitched. You could feel your throat was drying up and holding back the tears from falling down your cheeks. 

You open your mouth to talk again. “However, I did fall in love with you. It’s your choice to believe me or not. When I finally realized that, I couldn’t go through with the deal. I make numerous attempts to back out of the deal. They wouldn’t let me back out to only add more conditions to the stupid deal. I guess this is what I get for not following the conditions to put false accusations about me.” 

You chuckle softly feeling the tears that you were trying so hard to hold back, rolling down your cheeks and hitting your curled up fist. You could feel your throat tighten as your voice was wavering as you spoke. 

“I know what I did is unforgivable. I am truly sorry. I do care about you dearly. At the end of the day, it's your decision.” You close your eyes and gulp down your saliva. 

You glance over to Midoriya to see his green eyes welling up with tears as a single tear rolls down his freckled cheek.

He was speechless. He doesn’t know what to say and tries to wipe his tears angrily. He is torn about his feelings. He wants to believe you but at the same time. 

What about that piece of evidence that is unavoidable to the rumors that caused it to break out through the whole school. 

Did you see him in that light? 

Was he an easy target to climb up to fame faster.

He stares at the copy of the paycheck that was landing on his desk where he stared at it numerous times. He gulps down his saliva and makes direct eye contact with you. 

“Get out.” He whispers, but you could hear his voice breaking. 

You could feel weight clenching your heart, as your mouth goes drier. 

He returns his glance to the paycheck, before looking above it to see a photo of the two of them. He has cat whiskers with a black dot on his nose, along with cat ears. You look exactly like him. The two of you had a bunch of glitter on the face. 

He remembers the day when that picture was taken. 

You turn to look at Midoriya who was staring at you. You mouth out a ‘sorry’ at him.  

 Midoriya was trying to get on your younger sister's good side. He is letting your sister draw black whispers, along black dot on his nose. Your sister runs out of the room to get something. 

You wrap your arms around his torso from behind. You already have whiskers and a cat nose. 

“Thank you for doing this, along I am sorry for getting you dragged into this.” You whisper into his ear to cause his face to go bright red. 

He nervously smiles, “Trying to make a good impression.” 

You look at him in the corner of your eye. “You are too sweet. I swear. You could have rejected the idea of her drawing on your face.” 

“This is her first time meeting me. I don’t want your sister to hate me.” He mumbles.  

You turn the wheeling chair and reach up close to him. You press your lips against his forehead with a smile. Midoriya cheeks turn into rosy red and enjoy the warmth from your lips against his forehead.

Your moment was interrupted when you felt a lot of little particles falling on top of you. You pull away instantly and look at Midoriya's shocked face already covered with glitter. You turn your head to see your sister on the ground with the bucket of glitter. 

“I am sorry!” 

Midoriya was smiling at the child. “It’s okay. Accidents happen.” 

You couldn’t help to smile at the cute interaction with the two people who you hold dearly to your heart. Your sister comes over and climbs on top of the chair beside him to put cat ears on top of his bushy green hair. She turns to you and puts another cat pair on top of your head. 

You look at Midoriya and he was looking at you before the two of you burst into laughter. The reason is that you both look hilarious. 

Your sister is trying to be a sneaky cat and grabs your phone to take a picture of the two of you laughing. 

More tears roll down his cheeks. His mind is jammed up with the thought which moments were real for you and which ones were for show. 

“I am sorr-.” 

“Just get out!” He says to her with a louder, stern voice that thick and weighed down like his heavy heart to get out.

He couldn’t breathe in the same room where he could feel your presence. Your presence was making it worse to even think straight. 

You bite your lip to hold back a cry as your eyes closed and stand up looking down the ground. 

He watches you walk out of his room and closes the door behind her to have one photo frame fall into the ground. He wipes off the tears of his cheeks and walks over to the photo frame. He kneels onto the ground as he picks up the edge of the photo that was not covered with shattered glass. 

He looks at the picture to only have a flashback when the photo was taken. It was this year’s Fireworks Festival when he dared to say the three words without stuttering or hesitation compared to the numerous times that he has said those three words. 

“I love you.”

The picture captures him kissing [Name] in front of a river where fireworks were shooting up in the background. He had his hand on your cheek and the other bringing you closer to him. You put your hand on his biceps. 

You thought it was a breathtaking picture as if it was taken professionally. The lights of the fireworks and lighting for the picture was just perfect. 

The one who took the picture was his mother when you ask if she could take pictures of them and good timing. Inko took the picture-perfect to capture the moment. She was shocked by her son’s bold move but tears up knowing he is growing up. 

Meanwhile, your father Toshinori was splitting his drink out at the sight. He wasn’t prepared for that to happen in front of him. Inko was patting his back with a smile on her lips as your sister made a disgusted face beside the two adults. 

When Midoriya pulls away to whisper against your lips, “I love you. [Nickname]” 

You couldn’t help to smile, as your cheeks were burning pink in embarrassment. Now you know how he gets when you kiss him off guarded. 

You were surprised by his bold move since he usually stutters to ask you if it's okay to kiss you. However, that’s way back at the beginning of your relationship. 

You wrap your arms underneath his arms and hold him close so that you buried your embarrassed face in his shoulder. “I love you too, Izu.”

Those words immediately make him instantly cause him to grin like a giant dork as he holds you close. 

Was that just to show your ‘I love you’s’ or was it real? 

He tries to wrack his head around everything that has happened with the relationship that he has with you. His vision gets blurry and his hand trembles letting go of the picture. He falls to the side and cries silently. He closes his eyes to prevent him from staring at the photo booth strips taped on his wall. He curls up into a ball on the ground and continues to cry his heart out of the betrayal that is weighing on his chest. 

He would need to clean out of all the pictures that he had in his room if he wanted to have a room without any evidence of your existence in your story. 

His whole room held so many memories of you which included pictures. 

Was he pathetic to fall in love? 

Was he that gullible? 

Why does life have to be so cruel to him?!

He lets out a scream of agony to release the pressure on his chest where his best friends rush down the hall hearing his scream. They knock on his door to only get a response of a cry. 

“I want to be left alone!” 

He knows his friends have good intentions but he just wants….

To be alone in his self-pity and questioning everything that has happened over the year. 

While on the other side of the coin, You had run out of the dormitory and slam the door behind you. You could feel more tears falling down your flushed cheeks. 

You are mad at yourself for being so foolish making a deal with someone who isn’t trustworthy. 

You are angry at yourself for accepting that stupid deal if it wasn’t for that. 

Your relationship wouldn’t have been torn apart. 

You run as hard as you could. You just wanted to escape from this deep hole that you have gotten yourself in. You slow down and try to control your breath as slowly making a stop outside of the gates of the U.A training ground s. You angrily wipe the tears from your cheek, but it doesn’t do anything. Your eyes continue letting out tears of sadness and anger. 

You could feel your eyes warming up before you know it. 

You let out the biggest scream you could let out as you let your quirk activate. Your heat vision hits the cement wall rapidly cracking under heat pressure. You fall on your knees and close your eyes while deactivating your heat vision. A sob escapes your lips trying to regain control of your emotions. 

You stay kneeling on the ground and looking at the clouds above you as you use your hand to reach inside your bag to fetch your phone out to call your mother. Your hand was trembling while dialing your mother’s phone.

You know you will become even more of an outcast due to rumors with either truth accusation to false ones. You would always put on this tough act of people that you don’t know to protect yourself from others. The only time you could be yourself was when you are surrounded by people that you trust, knowing they won’t hurt you. 

You try to control your breathing. You are taking short breaths and counting down as you place the phone on your ear with your trembling hand. 

“Hey, sweetie.” You hear your mother say in the gentleness tone on the phone. 

“C-could you pick me up? I just need to leave this place for a while.” You said, hiccuping to the phone. 

“Did something happen? Where is your stupid father at?” Your mother asks in a worried tone as you hear keys jingling in the background. 

You push yourself off the ground to walk towards the front gates leaving the destruction you had done behind you. You walk as you continue to try to control your breathing for your mom to understand.  

“I screw up everything. I don’t want to see him right now.” You whisper raspy, trying to control your hiccups. 

“I will be there soon. I have to pick up your sister from her friends' house and will be picking up. Stay put.” Your mother states before forbidding goodbye. 

You hang up the phone and look at the screen to see many missed calls from Misaka and your biological father. You close your eyes and turn off the phone before dropping it into your bag.

You run towards the front gates before sitting down on the sidewalk. You hug your knees to your chest as you cry silently to only hold your breath when you hear heavy footsteps. You slightly turn back before buried your face into your knees. 

It was your father, Toshinori Yagi. He stands behind you. 

“Go away. I just want to be alone. I deserve it.” You yell and bite your lip from letting out another cry. 

“You are not alright. You don’t deserve to be alone.” He says as he attempts to touch your shoulder to only you to move away. 

“Leave me be. The person you should be checking on your pupil. Just leave me alone, Mom is picking me up. So go away.” You say waiting for him to walk away. 

“[Na-]”

“I told you to go away!” You turn around to yell at him. He sees your pink puffy eyes and tears running down your flushed cheeks. You turn around to turn into the position that you were in. 

He looks at you conflicted not knowing how to approach since you refuse his attempts. He knows you always preferred to deal with your emotions alone even if it was unhealthy. 

But he accepts it to turn around and walks away. 

You hear his footsteps walk away from you. 

Your mind starts to go to that dark place in your head. 

You deserve it. 

You are a coward for not telling him any sooner.

You should fight back against that rich boy. But you are a damn baby. 

You deserve everything that you are getting!

You open your mouth to scream but couldn’t let any noise come out. Tears running your cheeks to hitting your thighs. 

It’s true. You should have told him a lot sooner. You should have known there wasn’t going to be a good time to say it. You were just too scared to face him and say it. Now you are paying for the consequences of your cowardly actions. 

After a while, you finally hear a car pull up in front of you. You look up to see who it was. Your puffy pink eyes making eye contact with your mom. You stand up and walk towards the car. 

You see that your mother had covered her bald head with a bandana. Her skin is paler than usual. It’s probably today’s treatment that causes that. You hug your bag closer to your chest. 

You had finally calmed down, but the question your mom asks you to only make you break down once more. 

“What happened?” 

“I screw up everything. I lost the person that I love and cared about.” You cried out, burying your face into your bag. 

Your mother pats your back as you cry into your bag. Your sister stopped playing with her gaming devices at the sound of crying. She was about to say something until she made eye contact with your mother who shook her head. 

You are just a terrible person. 

A pure coward. 

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The Art of Connections and Bonds

The art of Connections and Bonds by GummySharks

Todoroki was just a child, a child with no passion for being a hero until he saw how much damage “heroes” like his father could be. After seeing everything his father got away with, he wanted to be the best hero and protect people like him. Midroiya Izuku was a quirkless kid, bullied for something he can not control. Not all men are created equal, everyone made sure ot drill that into his head.

A soulmate AU where there are man different soulbond indicators, featuring: Shitty Enji Todoroki, I fucking love Rei, Touya deserves better so I'm giving it to him, and other shenanigans to find out while reading!

Words: 3551, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Touya, Uraraka Ochako, Asui Tsuyu, Bakugou Katsuki, Bakugou Mitsuki, Bakugou Masaru, Midoriya Inko, flaming trash dad, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki, Midroiya Hisashi (mentioned), Takami Keigo | Hawks, Yaoyorozu Momo, Yaoyorozu Momo's Mother, Yaoyorozu Momo's Father, Jirou Kyouka, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Fuyumi, Class 1-A, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Other Character Tags to Be Added

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Todoroki Fuyumi & Todoroki Natsuo & Todoroki Shouto & Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Touya, Takami Keigo | Hawks/Todoroki Touya, Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Everyone & Everyone, Asui Tsuyu/Uraraka Ochako, Other Relationship Tags to Be Added

Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Touya never becomes Dabi, Sassy child Yaomomo, Soulmate AU, Love, Falling In Love, Angst, age progression throught the story, Alternate Universe - Soulmates, yes: they still have quirks, Alternate Universe - Childhood Friends, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Really depends when it wasnt to be cannon or not, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Coming Out, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor Being An Asshole, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, bestfriends, Domestic Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Todoroki Shouto is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Protective Bakugou Katsuki, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Friend, Protective Uraraka Ochako, Panic Attacks, I will make marks so people can skip forward if they choose to, Todoroki Shouto Needs a Hug, Todoroki Touya Needs a Hug, Protective Todoroki Touya, Dabi is Not Todoroki Touya, Dabi doesnt exist here, discussion of sexuality, Chatfic as well, chatfic, group chats, Kirishima Eijirou is a Good Friend, Kirishima Eijirou is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Good Friend, and a dork, Friends to Lovers, Happy ending for dabihawks because they deserve it, hotwings, Everyone is a gay disaster, Except the bisexual and pansexuals, Theyre just disasters, Bakusquad, Supportive Class 1-A, Supportive Bakusquad, Dekusquad, Supportive Dekusquad, Protective Dekusquad, Protective Bakusquad, Can you tell the author is projecting?, Dadzawa, Dad Might, chosen family, the author is projecting, Just had to mention that again, A relatievly serious fic with fluff sprinkled in, happy ending dont worry, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Midoriya and Bakugou have a good relationship, Its just 3 months that Katsuki has his head, Up his ass

Read Here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/24412690

[ao3feed-todoroki]

The Art of Connections and Bonds

The art of Connections and Bonds by GummySharks

Todoroki was just a child, a child with no passion for being a hero until he saw how much damage “heroes” like his father could be. After seeing everything his father got away with, he wanted to be the best hero and protect people like him. Midroiya Izuku was a quirkless kid, bullied for something he can not control. Not all men are created equal, everyone made sure ot drill that into his head.

A soulmate AU where there are man different soulbond indicators, featuring: Shitty Enji Todoroki, I fucking love Rei, Touya deserves better so I'm giving it to him, and other shenanigans to find out while reading!

Words: 3551, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Touya, Uraraka Ochako, Asui Tsuyu, Bakugou Katsuki, Bakugou Mitsuki, Bakugou Masaru, Midoriya Inko, flaming trash dad, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki, Midroiya Hisashi (mentioned), Takami Keigo | Hawks, Yaoyorozu Momo, Yaoyorozu Momo's Mother, Yaoyorozu Momo's Father, Jirou Kyouka, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Fuyumi, Class 1-A, Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Other Character Tags to Be Added

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Todoroki Fuyumi & Todoroki Natsuo & Todoroki Shouto & Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Touya, Takami Keigo | Hawks/Todoroki Touya, Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Everyone & Everyone, Asui Tsuyu/Uraraka Ochako, Other Relationship Tags to Be Added

Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Touya never becomes Dabi, Sassy child Yaomomo, Soulmate AU, Love, Falling In Love, Angst, age progression throught the story, Alternate Universe - Soulmates, yes: they still have quirks, Alternate Universe - Childhood Friends, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Really depends when it wasnt to be cannon or not, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Coming Out, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor Being An Asshole, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, bestfriends, Domestic Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Todoroki Shouto is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Protective Bakugou Katsuki, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Friend, Protective Uraraka Ochako, Panic Attacks, I will make marks so people can skip forward if they choose to, Todoroki Shouto Needs a Hug, Todoroki Touya Needs a Hug, Protective Todoroki Touya, Dabi is Not Todoroki Touya, Dabi doesnt exist here, discussion of sexuality, Chatfic as well, chatfic, group chats, Kirishima Eijirou is a Good Friend, Kirishima Eijirou is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Good Friend, and a dork, Friends to Lovers, Happy ending for dabihawks because they deserve it, hotwings, Everyone is a gay disaster, Except the bisexual and pansexuals, Theyre just disasters, Bakusquad, Supportive Class 1-A, Supportive Bakusquad, Dekusquad, Supportive Dekusquad, Protective Dekusquad, Protective Bakusquad, Can you tell the author is projecting?, Dadzawa, Dad Might, chosen family, the author is projecting, Just had to mention that again, A relatievly serious fic with fluff sprinkled in, happy ending dont worry, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Midoriya and Bakugou have a good relationship, Its just 3 months that Katsuki has his head, Up his ass

Read Here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/24412690

[ao3feed-shinkami]

The art of Connections and Bonds

by GummySharks

Todoroki was just a child, a child with no passion for being a hero until he saw how much damage "heroes" like his father could be. After seeing everything his father got away with, he wanted to be the best hero and protect people like him. Midroiya Izuku was a quirkless kid, bullied for something he can not control. Not all men are created equal, everyone made sure ot drill that into his head.

A soulmate AU where there are man different soulbond indicators, featuring: Shitty Enji Todoroki, I fucking love Rei, Touya deserves better so I'm giving it to him, and other shenanigans to find out while reading!

Words: 3551, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Touya, Uraraka Ochako, Asui Tsuyu, Bakugou Katsuki, Bakugou Mitsuki, Bakugou Masaru, Midoriya Inko, flaming trash dad, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki, Midroiya Hisashi (mentioned), Takami Keigo | Hawks, Yaoyorozu Momo, Yaoyorozu Momo's Mother, Yaoyorozu Momo's Father, Jirou Kyouka, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Fuyumi, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Other Character Tags to Be Added

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Todoroki Fuyumi & Todoroki Natsuo & Todoroki Shouto & Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Touya, Takami Keigo | Hawks/Todoroki Touya, Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Everyone & Everyone, Asui Tsuyu/Uraraka Ochako, Other Relationship Tags to Be Added

Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Touya never becomes Dabi, Sassy child Yaomomo, Soulmate AU, Love, Falling In Love, Angst, age progression throught the story, Alternate Universe - Soulmates, yes: they still have quirks, Alternate Universe - Childhood Friends, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Really depends when it wasnt to be cannon or not, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Coming Out, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor Being An Asshole, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, bestfriends, Domestic Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Todoroki Shouto is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Protective Bakugou Katsuki, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Friend, Protective Uraraka Ochako, Panic Attacks, I will make marks so people can skip forward if they choose to, Todoroki Shouto Needs a Hug, Todoroki Touya Needs a Hug, Protective Todoroki Touya, Dabi is Not Todoroki Touya, Dabi doesnt exist here, discussion of sexuality, Chatfic as well, chatfic, group chats, Kirishima Eijirou is a Good Friend, Kirishima Eijirou is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Good Friend, and a dork, Friends to Lovers, Happy ending for dabihawks because they deserve it, hotwings, Everyone is a gay disaster, Except the bisexual and pansexuals, Theyre just disasters, Bakusquad (My Hero Academia), Supportive Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Supportive Bakusquad (My Hero Academia), Dekusquad (My Hero Academia), Supportive Dekusquad (My Hero Academia), Protective Dekusquad (My Hero Academia), Protective Bakusquad (My Hero Academia), Can you tell the author is projecting?, Dadzawa, Dad Might, chosen family, the author is projecting, Just had to mention that again, A relatievly serious fic with fluff sprinkled in, happy ending dont worry, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Midoriya and Bakugou have a good relationship, Its just 3 months that Katsuki has his head, Up his ass

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/24412690

[ladysunamireads]

Winterfresh

winterfresh by prettyshadeofpink

"We should rent a cabin, all five of us! We could spend our last winter break— together!"

Or: Midroiya and his friends spend their last winter break together in a skiing cabin. Midoriya and Todorki stay inside.

Words: 1178, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Uraraka Ochako, Asui Tsuyu, Iida Tenya

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Asui Tsuyu & Iida Tenya & Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto & Uraraka Ochako

Additional Tags: Snow Day, Cabin Fic, Skiing, Mutual Pining, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Huddling For Warmth, Team as Family, Dekusquad

Read Here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/22057453

[ao3feed-aizawashouta]

by GummySharks

Todoroki was just a child, a child with no passion for being a hero until he saw how much damage "heroes" like his father could be. After seeing everything his father got away with, he wanted to be the best hero and protect people like him. Midroiya Izuku was a quirkless kid, bullied for something he can not control. Not all men are created equal, everyone made sure ot drill that into his head.

A soulmate AU where there are man different soulbond indicators, featuring: Shitty Enji Todoroki, I fucking love Rei, Touya deserves better so I'm giving it to him, and other shenanigans to find out while reading!

Words: 3551, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, Gen, M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Touya, Uraraka Ochako, Asui Tsuyu, Bakugou Katsuki, Bakugou Mitsuki, Bakugou Masaru, Midoriya Inko, flaming trash dad, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor, Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead, Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki, Midroiya Hisashi (mentioned), Takami Keigo | Hawks, Yaoyorozu Momo, Yaoyorozu Momo's Mother, Yaoyorozu Momo's Father, Jirou Kyouka, Todoroki Natsuo, Todoroki Fuyumi, Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Yagi Toshinori | All Might, Other Character Tags to Be Added

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Jirou Kyouka/Yaoyorozu Momo, Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou, Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead/Yamada Hizashi | Present Mic, Todoroki Fuyumi & Todoroki Natsuo & Todoroki Shouto & Todoroki Touya, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Shouto, Todoroki Rei & Todoroki Touya, Takami Keigo | Hawks/Todoroki Touya, Class 1-A & Midoriya Izuku, Everyone & Everyone, Asui Tsuyu/Uraraka Ochako, Other Relationship Tags to Be Added

Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Touya never becomes Dabi, Sassy child Yaomomo, Soulmate AU, Love, Falling In Love, Angst, age progression throught the story, Alternate Universe - Soulmates, yes: they still have quirks, Alternate Universe - Childhood Friends, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Really depends when it wasnt to be cannon or not, Slow Burn, Slow Build, Coming Out, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor Being An Asshole, Todoroki Enji | Endeavor's Bad Parenting, bestfriends, Domestic Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Todoroki Shouto is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Protective Bakugou Katsuki, Uraraka Ochako is a Good Friend, Protective Uraraka Ochako, Panic Attacks, I will make marks so people can skip forward if they choose to, Todoroki Shouto Needs a Hug, Todoroki Touya Needs a Hug, Protective Todoroki Touya, Dabi is Not Todoroki Touya, Dabi doesnt exist here, discussion of sexuality, Chatfic as well, chatfic, group chats, Kirishima Eijirou is a Good Friend, Kirishima Eijirou is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Ray of Sunshine, Kaminari Denki is a Good Friend, and a dork, Friends to Lovers, Happy ending for dabihawks because they deserve it, hotwings, Everyone is a gay disaster, Except the bisexual and pansexuals, Theyre just disasters, Bakusquad (My Hero Academia), Supportive Class 1-A (My Hero Academia), Supportive Bakusquad (My Hero Academia), Dekusquad (My Hero Academia), Supportive Dekusquad (My Hero Academia), Protective Dekusquad (My Hero Academia), Protective Bakusquad (My Hero Academia), Can you tell the author is projecting?, Dadzawa, Dad Might, chosen family, the author is projecting, Just had to mention that again, A relatievly serious fic with fluff sprinkled in, happy ending dont worry, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Midoriya and Bakugou have a good relationship, Its just 3 months that Katsuki has his head, Up his ass

[ao3feed-izuku-midoriya]

Celestial

Celestial by SocialMonster

"There once was a boy named Midoriya Izuku. Although the world mistreated him, he lost nothing of his kindness and love for all creatures alike. Even the sun, moon and stars above bow to him, for his pure soul shines even brighter than them. This is his story."

Midroiya Izuku lost his mother at a very young age and got taken in by a foster family. Therein he found both good and bad, new parents with the wrong reasons to own a child, but also a new friend in the very same home. A friend that would change his life and give it a completely new trajectory.

This is a multi-chapter fic following Izuku as he discovers a whole new side to his beloved realm of heroes.

Words: 2874, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: Gen

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Inko, Bakugou Katsuki, Bakugous, Class 1-A, UA staff - Character, Original Characters

Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki & Midoriya Izuku, Midoriya Izuku & Original Character(s)

Additional Tags: Foster Care, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Quirkless Midoriya Izuku, Izuku receives a quirk, Government Conspiracy, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Bakugou Katsuki is a Good Friend, Izuku attends UA

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/23559868

[ao3feed-tododeku]

Winterfresh

winterfresh by prettyshadeofpink

"We should rent a cabin, all five of us! We could spend our last winter break— together!"

Or: Midroiya and his friends spend their last winter break together in a skiing cabin. Midoriya and Todorki stay inside.

Words: 1178, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Todoroki Shouto, Uraraka Ochako, Asui Tsuyu, Iida Tenya

Relationships: Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto, Asui Tsuyu & Iida Tenya & Midoriya Izuku & Todoroki Shouto & Uraraka Ochako

Additional Tags: Snow Day, Cabin Fic, Skiing, Mutual Pining, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Huddling For Warmth, Team as Family, Dekusquad

Read Here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/22057453