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livemedown · 3 days ago

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Hitting that phase that I get into every few months, where I'm like, "damn, I really should talk to more people, stop being such a recluse. Perhaps, I will join a Discord." Before I am brutally reminded that I am not built for it.

#i used to be such a social butterfly! socializing is so easy when an extrovert adopts you...#servers are nice in theory but usually they're so big i'm immediately overwhelmed and never meaningfully speak #and/or connections have already been established and I feel I will embarrass myself for even daring to say something #i want a nice smaller sized server of friends! i want a friend server not a professional server or whatever.#i would make my own but frankly I just don't have friends to invite.#I know plently of people online! but not well enough to ask them to join a server with strangers they dont share immediate interests with #ive seen it happen. those friend servers tend to die extremely quickly.#really the core of my issue is that I need to learn to be comfortable approaching people. and actually continuously talk to them.#i don't want to ghost or seem like I'm not interested in you! i am insecure is all.#eventually this phase will pass but while its here it feels shitty.#livemedown talks

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