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brella-boi · 2 years ago

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Kinda insane how you can go from a loving found family and queer household where you dont need to pretend and you can find joy with the people youre around just being yourself and then come back to the household you have to return to wearing 5 layers of masks to survive

#this is less a vent and more an observation really #sometimes i forget how loving a house can be when... well you dont need to pretend you know?#maybe its effect are doubled right now because my outside family is over too #but man i just forgot #ive kinda grown used to having freedom of expression and freedom in general with minimal censoring #but now its like #wow #i forgot just how...#i forgot what outside family is like #im at a stage in life where i #whete im afraid to indulge in ny interests and show off some cool things to my family bcos like #well its all childish in their eyes #like hey i wanna show off this giant handmade plushie my best friend gave me cuz they love me but in my fams eyes thats....#thats something worth cringing at #because its a plushie #i gifted my dad a stupid joke plush too that he expressed he wanted #and ive never seen him happier #but my outside family cringed...#like what?#are you cringing at joy?#healing generational trauma is being UNDONE by that generation being here #dabs #MISNIGHT RAMBLES AS ALWAYA FOLKS #if you got stories like this throw em here were at a group therapy session right now #ramble

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