#ive had this pfp ever since i made this account lol

[creepweirdo]

OOOO @newyearknwwme tagged me in this cute little tag game 🥺🥺🥺❤️ it was so much fun ❤️❤️❤️ THANK YOU

(ALSO guys im so sorry for the lack of emojis i drafted this in word kjsadfljashdf)

why did you choose your url?

hahahhaha ive been in the habit of saving funny urls ever since tfatw came out jsdhflkjshdf and the “she lived she served cunt then she died” meme was making the rounds and i wanted a url based of that and surprisingly it wasn’t taken !!!! also i’m addicted to changing my url i need help-

any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them

yeah ahahahahahah i have a cdrama/fandom blog @imaprettyboy and then i have a joji blog where i make gifs shkflahsdkjfhskdj lol i am not gonna promo it JKHDLKJH but omg im fighting with the blog at the moment bc my gifs are not showing up in the joji tag :((( it’s a calculated move against me i know it

how long have you been on tumblr?

since the start of 2015 maybe ???? i had another account but deleted it and started fresh on here at the end of 2016. LMAO it started as a twd and yuri on ice blog khjhfdlsh my blog archive is so funny sometimes i look at it and laugh

do you have a queue tag?

hhahaha noooo. LMAOOOOOO vee’s answer is pretty much the same as me sldfhlakjhd i only recently figured out how the even do it and i think i prefer to reblog a million things at once ,,,, however i have been known to schedule things every now and then kasdfhlkjhd

why did you start your blog in the first place?

i started this once bc i think i took a break from tumblr for like a week after i deleted my old one but i missed it AJHDKJAHSjfhkdjhlk

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

omg zuko limp wrist angry gay icon !!! i’ve had this icon for uhhhhh maybe like 2 weeks now ?? originally i think i found the screenshot in someone’s twitter replies but the other day i giffed and coloured the little scene and took a screenshot from that and now this one is a bit more RED !! but yeah leo @thisisagaysonlyevent sums it up when he described zuko as my main girl and yeah <3

why did you choose your header?

omg zuko limp wrist angry gay icon !!! but yeah !! it used to just be that screenshot but i giffed it the other day <3333 i love it so much sometimes i just stare at my blog and watch him move hahaha

what’s your post with the most notes?

oh hahahahah i think its an umbrella academy one about klaus being gay and not being able to drive LMFAO. i kind of hate the post KJHDLJHFJHDskjdh it was a notes grab i will admit

how many people do you follow?

as of 11/6/2021 i follow 389 people kjshdflkjshdfkjhd i used to follow like 1000+ ,,,,,, but i was always missing my beloved mutuals’ posts so i cut it down sjdhflh the only downside is that the dash gets really really dead certain times of the day 

have you ever made a shitpost?

lmao i think it is my brand

how often do you use tumblr?

stop OMG skjhflkjhadskjfh this is so embarrassing ,,,, like a lot. its my main social media hahahah. i used to use instagram and tumblr equally but not so much anymore ,,,,

did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? who won?

LMAO vee’s answer to this made me laugh so hard bc SAME. i have never fought with people online for real but ive had dreams about it to HAAHHAHAHAH i’m crazy

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’?

hmmmm it depends – i don’t like the condescending or guilt tripping ones

do you like tag games?

yes i do and i appreciate every single tag ive had but im a terrible person and procrastinate them. ive got a lot in my drafts from like months ago which i will get around to one day im sorry <3

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? 

lmao this year ive learnt that SO MANY of my mutuals are famous kjshdflhsdf its actually so crazy i didn’t know people could have that many followers on tumblr KJKDLJSHFKJHF. also ahhaha vee said that she think im famous which sajkfhdljhdf i will say this year i’ve like doubled the amount of followers i had this time last year but servingcunt is still pretty niche underground if you know you know grungecore pickle rick kafkaesque et cetera et cetera

do you have a crush on a mutual? 

im for real in love with all my mutuals <3 ily

last song i listened to

okay technically it’s the song vee put bc i clicked the link and it opened on my spotify web browser and started playing jkhsfljdhfk but the one before that is the new doja cat song – need to know !!! 

my phone bg and lockscreen

LMAO ill put some screenshots LKJHFKJHD the lock screen and home screen really don’t go together ,,,, gemini moment

tagging

lmao only do this if you guys want to <333

@sluthonorific @highwarlockkareena @beefleef​ (even tho vee tagged you alreadyyy sjkfhjhs) @nicholasbraungf​ @thisisagaysonlyevent​ @roombagreyjoy​ @sharkentine​ @doctorfeathers​ @softpluto​ @bucxkybarnes​ @katsstratford​

[dmertens]

i was tagged by @fcsane 💖

1. why did you choose your url? because marcel sabitzer is THE MOMENT !!!!! also it’s a v original url haha

2. any side blogs? i’ve already tried to have one 😅 but i find out i can’t administrate two accounts

3. how long have you been on tumblr? well i created this account this year, but since 2019 ive had different accounts but i always deleted them cuz i didn't know how to use this app lol

4. do you have a queue tag? no 🤨

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? because twitter was toxic (same!!) i was so tired of that app and i was looking for a safe place (here sz)

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? nicolò barella is my son i just love him and this photo is cute <3 (also christmas vibes haha)

7. why did you choose your header? i’m not using a header atm </3

8. what's your post with the most notes? probably it’s the french fanss post dressed up as ninja turtles and wearing an mbappé mask lmao

9. how many mutuals do you have? idk …..

10. how many followers do you have? 115 😅

11. how many people do you follow? 74

12. have you ever made a shitpost? ofc everyday

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? hmmm it depends but i’m always active on here

14. did you fight/have an argument with another blog once? no <333

15. how do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts? normal???? lmao

16. do you like tag games? yesss :)

17. do you like ask games? yeaaa

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? @whoretzka @fabioquartararhoe lolll

19. do you have a crush on a mutual: yes 🙊

i’m tagging: @ohsnapcracklepopfriends @fentybucky @anditwentlikethis @philipp-lahm (feel free to ignore this!!!!)

[childeapologist]

tagged by @naruzumake and @fyodcrs thank youu!!!

why did you choose your url? because I like stars and galaxy aesthetic and Steven Starphase was my Kekkai Sensen crush

any side-blogs? The only active sideblog of mine currently is my Dr. Stone blog @senkus-lab-partner  I have an art blog that’s dead bc I procrastinate forever on starting fanarts and make edits instead @sstarphase--art  I also have a gaming blog that I still intend to set up and start reblogging/posting original content to @sketchydainsleif

how long have you been on tumblr? I made my blog in 2010 I been here since the era of like socially awkward penguin memes and philosoraptor. I was an emo/bandom blog that spammed Green Day posts. I went through a SuperWhoLock phase. I’ve seen too much. 

do you have a queue tag? i’m one of those annoying people with the long ass queue tags.  My current one is: queue: off doing science experiments with Senku \(★ω★)/ Before that I had a Great Pretender one: queue: living an honest life with edamame  Before that I had: queue: having tea with Levi (but I changed this one bc It was similar to another users with a lot of the same mutuals and I didn’t want it to be confusing) 

why did you start your blog in the first place? I was in high school and I’ve always been a bit of an internet gremlin and my friend told me she discovered this great new social media and that i had to make an account and try it because it’s really great. I am still thankful for that. Tumblr is great for the fandom subcultures I love to immerse myself in (i’ve gotten better at avoiding the bad parts of fandom as Ive gotten older though)

why did you choose your icon/pfp? AS SOON AS I SAW DAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME I WAS IN LOVE. DAIN IS EVERYTHING WHEN WILL HE BECOME PLAYABLE AAHHHH

why did you choose your header? Senku is the best and the art in the second OP goes so hard. 

what’s your post with the most notes? an old ass gif i made of kaneki cracking his finger. think its like 11-12k notes?

how many people do you follow? 1,131, lot of inactive blogs there though. the inactive checker from xkit hasn’t been working for me shfd;ghsgs

have you ever made a shitpost? I’m still proud of my Evangelion shitpost that got over 1k notes 

how often do you use tumblr? I get on every day nowadays. And when I’m active i am usually very active. But I’ve taken several long hiatuses in all the years I’ve been on here, otherwise I feel my blog would have grown so much more by now. 

did you have a fight/argument with a blog once? I used to engage in discourse way more often so shgdghlslhs yeah

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this post’? it’s fine I guess especially on pressing issues. but idk sometimes it makes me feel stubborn like now I dont want to reblog it just because of that LOL i am mature

do you like tag games? yess but I get bad executive dysfunction and then I feel bad when I don’t do a bunch in a row then it feels like it’s been long enough for it to be weird and i’m like ;ogj;ghslfgsdhdfghd

do you like ask games? yes!! 

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? I follow a many people that have been amazing creators since I could barely color a gif and I feel so honored to have become mutuals with some of them recently and s;hgghslighesfdg

do you have a crush on a mutual? Unfortunately I only have crushes on 2D characters

i will tag: @rorronoa @tokoyammi @prince-rivailles @ackernen @eremikas

[unravelling-the-world]

random thoughts related to kagepro (tw for depression?? death?? suicide ?? implied ?? im not sure and idk what else read at ur own risk)

well idk lately ive been thinking a lot and ik ive uh always (? since i can remember?) have been depressed (i mean...it started around age 12...i dont really remember much before that. most of what i remember are bad moments anyways. or very specific scenes. but they dont feel mine. if that makes sense. its like remembering the scene from a movie.  back on track i guess idk well lately ive realized i actually kin some characters and lately ive...been relating a lot to shintaro kisaragi fromkagepro. i mean its ok. there´s always been that specific similarity in us (after all, how many characters in anime are as related to coca cola as shintaro //and me,,im literally a coca cola addict lmao// well anyways. after some days, this lead me to thinking...to a hidden memory within my brain, i guess. I remember introducing my then best friends, to kagepro. one told me haha he´s like u bc the coca cola!! and i think i just laughed and smiled? i truly didn´t see it? i was sad sure, but i couldnt really relate to him. after all, i was the leader of my own little group of 12 year old weebs,right? (i was also 12 btw) i didnt personally dislike shintaro but i didnt rly see myself in him yknow? also i have loved ayano from ever since i have memory so idk like she´s one of my biggest comfort characters and its weird bc if she was ´´real´´ idk if i could date her or anything but im just glad she exists bc it somehow comforts me a lot yeah anyways ayano essay for another time lol. anyways at this age my favorite characters in kagepro were ayano and konoha ( i still love them a lot) thing is, at this point in my life i didnt know/wasnt aware i was transgender but i already kinda liked he/him pronouns so i roleplayed a lot. online. i roleplayed as konoha obviously lmao and actually one of my irl friends related to shintaro ?? and i think we may have roleplayed lmao and stuff.... she even had a facebook account named shin hikkikomori or smth like that. anyways fast forward bc after being 12 a lot of stuff happened obviously. and none of that relates to kagepro until quite some time. i will mention some items that dont really relate to kagepro but marked moments in my friend group that may be relevant later on. Around 2016)? Some of my closest friends changed schools (but we kept contact) yet i still had a big group at school. But it got fragmented along the way. 2017 i went to Japan and formed a new, different friend group with people that even today, are dear to me. When i came back, my friend group fragmented more. I kept contact with other members of the old group but one on one, not as a group anymore. 2018 we graduated, and i broke up my realtionship with one of my former best friends (2016-2018) 2019 was a year of change, and even though i was afraid and shit got weird, i was not doing too bad. i will skip that. Well. Im sure we all know 2020 was a trainwreck, shit happened. i had a villain arc. I lost my shit,definetely. Ups, downs, whatever. 2021 has not been too different. However, even through everything, in early 2020, i kept close relationships with my friend group. as the year moved forward and the restrictions started lifting ( thank you government very cool <3 //ironically obviously, this is the reason this shit wont go away//) some of my friends saw each other irl and stuff, or talked about stuff i didn´t understand/didn´t want to hear while on discord. I felt alienated. I felt empty. I got mad at a friend for the first time, for something he said. I ended up isolating myself. A friend celebrated her birthday. She invited me and never excluded me, asked me a lot of things and asked to virtually include me. But that would just make me feel more alienated, wouldn´t it? I told her it was ok, i didn´t go. Honestly, I felt like a bother. I didn´t want to bother. I wasn´t okay, but i didn´t want to bother anyone, so i isolated myself. I had a very bad breakdown. lasted weeks. When I recovered, it wasn´t the same. It felt like everyone else was closer, while i drifted away. I kind of recconected with some of my friends from Japan after this. In the vacations, i felt like i reconnected with some friends just to drift away again later. However, i never could reconnect with one of my best friends. She never really got mad at me or anything ( i think) but we don´t really talk much anymore. We used to talk daily, be it actual talking, memes, anything. I don´t think we´ve actually talked in weeks. There´s nothing I can do. This year, another friend had a birthday, but I was so disconnected from everyone I didn´t even care. I mean. It´s all broken now, isn´t it? The other day I just started wondering. When did I start relating to Shintaro so much? I had always been like this, hadn´t I? Who am I, actually? Why do I relate so much now? It´s not just about the soda. I had lost friends before, but I never really felt like that. Sometimes I feel like I´ve lost everyone. In a one year span I became a hikkikomori. About a month ago, when I entered classes, I was recognized as Shintaro pfp and I admitted to kinning him to people i´d never talked to before (on chat) // I decided to go apeshit idc anymore about what anyone thinks of me// I had fun. I think I must´ve posted on my stories, because two different people told me they were the ene to my shintaro. I appreciated it. i mean it´s kinda true bc now that i´m only on the pc they do bother me online and try to get me to open up or get better but sometimes the just annoy me lmao but also not bc they all have their own particular lives and they all seem to be doing better than me. Still, my classmates are very nice and inclusive. But it´s not like im close to any of them I guess. I´m just alone now. I´m fucked up man....I don´t feel real anymore. I don´t really know who I am. I guess that´s why I find comfort in seeing a part of myself in Shintaro? But when did i turn out like this? Why didn´t I relate when I was younger? Well, I hadn´t really lost any friends back then. I now know how painful that is. How lonely it is to be alone even when there is people around. idk. and i´ve always been quiet. introverted. shy. a loser. yet now whenever i meet anyone i try to idk connect? but i cant. i wish i could be more evil. maybe it´d just be easier if everyone really, truly hated me. maybe i´d get the strength to actually kill myself then. it´s weird. i really see myself in route xx shintaro. I know that´s fucked up because I know how it ends. but truly, i was trying. I was healing, i think i was going somewhere. and i was trying to keep my newly formed renovated friend group together. I really was trying to. I didn´t mind if we had sub groups on the big group, but we were all there for each other. I tried my best. I felt like i belonged. but now im alone again. and this time there´s nothing i can do. if something, i´ve made it worse. and i keep making it worse. it´s weird. when i first got into kagepro, both shintaro and ayano felt like adults. i thought they were really, really big. im older than them now. now i know theyre not really adults. i get it. i still feel 18. after all, these last two years have been taken away from me. i didnt waste them myself this time.  i feel like a rotten 18 year old...when i listen to lost time memory, i just...get it. i always liked the song. i thought the story was so cool. when it first came out.. i still remember. iwas there. i waited for it. i loved it. i still do, but back then, i just saw it all as some really great and cool song. now i feel like i really, really get it. i love it even more. im hiding away in all my memories. but what is my true heart? what do i really want? i don´t know, i don´t know... If I'm 'wise' then, I can't face forward; I have no reason to so, I'll rot away instead It would be nice if time could be turned back. Years may pass but I'll never die I repeat hopeful words to myself, even though I know I still won't be able to reach you. "It doesn't matter, just die already!" I said as I clutched my wrist, simply cursing it. Unable to do anything, I merely indulged myself in life. "If summer can show me dreams, then let's go to before you were taken away" The days where I hid my embarrassment are illuminating upon the atmosphere and burning my mind. If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true, then I'll embrace this blurry past and have a dream which I don't wake up from and naturally seclude myself from the outside world. "But that means you can't even see tomorrow?" I don't really care 'bout that, so it's ok I stained my hands in order to kill these boring days I'm choosing "solitude" after all A rotten boy at 18 today too, prayed again while clinging on to your colored smile Underneath the blazing sun Asking "Somehow, please take me away instead of leaving like this!" and my murmuring breath was quietly stopped

I guess i just wish someone could actually help me. take me out of this hole. Maybe some kind of closure would be nice. It´s not the same, though. I don´t have enough bravery in myself to actually kill myself. Mostly because of guilt. I can´t take the guilt of dissapointing everyone. I don´t want my parents to get hurt. I don´t want my bunny to miss me. Yet i wish everyday for it to be over. Lately, half of my dreams have been in Japan, with many friends, some who i met there, some who have never been there. Yet my brain shows me the dreams before it was all taken away. I think one of my favorite parts of the day is dreaming. I like to sleep simply because I dream. And i sleep very few. mayb bc i hate myself? I still barely indulge in life. I do anything to stay distracted. If i think, it all goes to shit. it all does. like now. Heh. it´s funny. I guess no one is truly my ene, because no one actually knows how mentally fucked up i got these past months. No one knows how badly i´ve been treating myself and how badly i´ve been doing. Still, i can´t tell anyone but scream it into the tumblr void. No one has to keep up with my shit. No one has to take care of me. After all, it was I who chose solitude. It was me who kept them away. But I don´t get a second choice. I don´t get a change of routes if things go sour. And i guess I don´t get to get a mentally fucked up friend group where I belong for a second time. Once was good enough, wasn´t it? I.. Even when I wasnt as deep as i am now (again) into kagepro, ive always wanted to die on August 15. It holds meaning to me now as well. Every year I used to ask people to go out with me that day. I know im not brave enough to kill myself. I always hoped for a lil miracle i guess. Last year was the first year...I didn´t do anything. I just... I just hope this year i can make it. I hope the miracle happens this year....I can only hope......its too late for me to be saved, isn´t it? I never thought it´d be like this. I don´t get closure. I don´t get goodbyes. I am left behind on a world that keeps moving. I am nothing.

[osferth]

check in=>tag🌺

thank you for the tag @lauwrite1225!!!

1. why did you choose your url?

bc osferth is one of my fav tlk characters and i thought a single name url would be cool (it wasn't taken either which was a bonus)

2. any side blogs?

this is one of my side blogs, i have 3 others which i don't use much and then my main, @amyreblogss

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

i had a tumblr account way back in 2014 when i was ten but i deleted it, i think i got it again in 2016 or 2017 (i don't remember v well)

4. do you have a queue tag?

no idk how it works fsjfjgj

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

i made this blog last year to put all my tlk stuff in, but it's kinda turned into my main blog now lmaoo there's all sorts

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

millie looks so cute i love that pic sm

7. why did you choose your header?

i like how it looks its v soft <33

8. what's your post with the most notes?

i have a tag game post that has like 78 notes idk why, and also this sihtric x oc fic from last year that got 59 notes (i think those are the ones w most notes, idk how to check for sure lmao)

9. how many mutuals do you have?

no idea loolll but i follow back most of the ppl that follow me so about 200 if i had to guess

10. how many followers do you have right now?

i have 216 <33

11. how many people do you follow?

853 LMAOOO ive been through a lot of fandoms since 2016 so

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

when have i NOT

13. how often do you use tumblr?

like every day tbh it's so fun to talk to ppl on here <33

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog? who won?

when i was like 12 i got in an argument with a racist who i found out was also a neo-nazi after he threatened to dox me lmaoooo i had to block him

recently, not so much an argument i just responded to a bullshit take w my own and it never got a reply so i assume i won LMAOO

15. how do you feel about "you need to reblog this" posts?

ill reblog them if they help raise awareness etc, but im not reblogging any unironic "reblog if ur not racist/homophobic/sexist" posts w nothing informative under it lol

16. do you like tag games?

yes!!!

17. do you like ask games?

also yes!!!

18. which of your mutuals do you think are tumblr famous?

im not sure whether any of them are tbh bc idk how many followers they have. within the tlk fandom i definitely think there are a few that are famous in that

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

not right not i don't think hahaha

tagging: @marv-llous @cheerylogan @seaberrycloudberry @firexfate @thismoleculeisacomedian @volvaaslaug @aadmelioraa @morosemagick @emilyhufflepufftlk @for-bebbanburg @maggiescarborough