#ive gotten hyperfixated onto jujutsu kaisen
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hey. btw. one of the worst parts of having autism and bpd is the genuine, real grief you feel when characters in your hyperfixation/special interest die. especially with the bpd making the grief feel.. more, bigger, louder, to an extent that impacts your day to day life. i am grieving for these characters even though i never got to personally know them. my heart hurts and my throat closes up, i cant breathe and now im crying. the thought of this person, this fake person, this image, dying has me in literal shambles. and now i am grieving.
#i genuinely hate this because it has impacted me so much#ive gotten hyperfixated onto jujutsu kaisen#and the autibpd combo has me genuinely crying#feeling bouts of depression#over these damn CHARACTERS#all because i love them#because i (stupidly) see them as more than just characters on a screen#anyway this has been eating me alive#and it will continue to do so#back into the void i go#byebyee#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#<- i feel like the masses will agree with me to some extent#nanami kento#geto suguru#riko amanai#choso kamo#gojo satoru
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