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egyptianking · 1 year

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I was really brave last month and asked a guy on a date myself after we had been talking for a little while (and I thought he was about to ask me earlier but I threw him off talking about grieving etc). I'm not someone who puts myself out there, I'm terrified of rejection and really don't think of myself as someone desirable but this guy went to my primary school,.senior school, uni AND we have loads of mutual friends who have been trying to get us together. I felt really proud of myself and he said he'd let me know when he was back in Liverpool and we'd make arrangements at the end of march. Here we are on the last day of march and I've not heard a word from him since.

#im so sick of this it always happens #no one is ever interested me and i mean no one #i never get asked on dates i never get flirted with or have people in my dms #or dronks bought for me or compliment unless they're from girls and gays #ive kissed exactly 2 people in my life (one time each) both while very drunk and have never spoke to them since #i just want to know whats wrong with me that puts men off me so much #ive followed everyones advive #i think im quite pretty and i know i dress well and am friendly and approachable and sociable #im not asking to have men fighting over me #but I'd just like someone to show me any interest #to reassure me that im not repulsive #bc thats how i feel

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