#ive eliminated nearly every form of joy i have just to pay for necessities
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Took an entire paycheck to fix one thing wrong with my car. Now there's only 5 more things that still need to be fixed. Genuinely, how am I supposed to live like this?
#luckily the one i fixed today was the only one thats urgent and was the most expensive#but fuck#im already working extra hours whenever i can#i eat 1 meal and 1 snack a day to cut down on food costs#ive eliminated nearly every form of joy i have just to pay for necessities#the only thing 'entertainment' thing i still go to i only do on discount nights#im trying to figure out if its cheaper to pay for school so my loan stays in deferment#or to drop out again and start making loan payments again#i think its cheaper to drop out#but my loan company might change my payments since it got changed to a new company#plus its still been gaining interest while in deferment#so i think i actually owe way more than i borrowed in the first place#so they might raise my payments#op
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