#ive been stuck trying to decide if i want to redraw the pose to loosen him up or juet get it done..........deciding is hard | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

alchemiclee · 1 year ago

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there's a dan heng zine I keep seeing posts about that applications close soon on that i'd love to join but i'm afraid to even apply because i'm bad with rejection and was rejected from so many zines in the past. haven't done a single one yet. I doubt my art is good enough for it. especially looking at the art from artists they already accepted 😭

#i also haven’t finished my dan heng art yet #ive been stuck trying to decide if i want to redraw the pose to loosen him up or juet get it done..........deciding is hard #lee text #i also have trauma around twitter zines and artists running them and joining them bullying me and forming cliques and accepting each other #and ignoring me because i was in their group and was a small acount and stuff. so its not just rejection. it's the stupid social games #found out most the zines i applied to were all the same people and they hardly accepted someone outside their group #also who knows if i have the time and brain power for a deadlined art when i cant finish anything on my own lmao #so it's probably fine

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