#ive been sitting on the same spot on my bed fr hours j thinking
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auburnfires · 3 years ago
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i havent gone to the er yet 🤡
#im scared lol 🧍🏻#also im struggling w invalidating myself#im like… idk like do i rlly need to go to the er this???#like what if everyone i talk to at the hospital judges me ☹️#ive been sitting on the same spot on my bed fr hours j thinking#its hard tho bc my head hurtssss bro#idk how many of yall have had an alc withdrawal headache but its like#its its own kind of headache. its different than any other kind ive had n it like#makes everything fuzzy n its hard to think straight i dunno#so im j sat here in this hole of like#i wanna go to the er no i shouldnt i can just do this at home but ive tried doing it at home so many times n it never works but maybe this +#+ time will be different bitch you say that every time its never different go to the er they’ll help you maybe going to the er is dramatic +#+ i could make a drs appointment bro at this rate youre not gonna live long enough to make it to a drs appointment i wanna drink so bad +#+ its been hours since my last drink oh my god maybe im faking this its literally been so long since my last drink youre so dramatic youre +#+ a 23 yr old who drinks a lil too much sometimes the drs are literally gonna take one look at you and laugh youre not a fucking alcoholic +#+ you wanna have problems so bad bitch IVE LITERALLY GOTTEN DRUNK EVERYDAY the past 4 days!!! i drink at work!! maybe youre not an +#+ ‘alcoholic’ but bitch you have PROBLEMS GO TO THE ER iwannadrinkiwannadrinkiwannadrink is there even any point in going maybe i should j +#+ perish instead i cant do this anymore bro im so tired i really should go to the er no i absolutely shouldnt i can do this at home i can +#+ pull myself out of this i j have to figure out how to start how do i do that tho where do i start i need help i cant do this on my own +#+ go to the er go to the er go to the er i wanna drink
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