#ive been drinking this shit for 17 years. so. um

[dialphone-archived]

hmmmm

[meltwonu]

| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 |     [CHAPTER 20] FINAL

pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader

this chapter’s notes; camshow, sex toys, shibari, dom!seungcheol, dirty talk, overstimulation/forced orgasms, squirting, degradation, name calling, daddy!kink, gags! 😍💕 ✨HAPPY NEW YEAR!!✨ Here’s to more fun fics in 2021! I can’t believe this is our last chapter though omg 😭 It’s been suuuuch a journey and a privilege to write this little series out! I’ve honestly thought about a camgirl/boy series for like, over a year now, and I’m glad I finally did it! I completed one of my goals! 🥺💕 2020 was definitely a wild one, but I want to thank you all so fuckin’ much for supporting me and stickin’ it out with me all year! Here’s to more in the coming year!💕 Also I was proofreading this at the dining table last night thinking my roommate wouldn’t come out of their room but they did(while I was making dinner and my hands were dirty so I couldnt close my laptop ☠️) and they walked past my laptop and now I’m convinced they saw my fucking smut fic right in the open so yes my little mini-break next week is MUCH needed cause I am ✨embarrassed✨ 🤣 I’ll still do my inbox roundup tomorrow and probably answer a bunch of small thirst posts ‘n stuff throughout the week but there won’t be any drabbles! For now, enjoy chapter 20 🥺, have a safe weekend, and remember that I love you~ ❤️🍒💕

chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 COMPLETE

Seungcheol wakes up much earlier than you do the next morning; pressing a kiss to your forehead as you groan and snuggle deeper into your pillow.

“Baby, I need to go run some errands for a little bit, okay? Just keep sleeping, you don’t need to get up yet. But, I made breakfast and put it in the microwave for you when you decide to get up later.”

His voice is muffled and you can barely understand what he’s saying but you nod; a soft sigh on your lips when you drift back into dreamland. He takes his time getting ready, checking his phone notifications as he gets dressed and places a note on the nightstand knowing that you didn’t catch a single word he said.

‘Hey, did you get everything I asked for?’

Jimin🧍🏻: of course, who do you think I am? Jeongguk?

Jimin🧍🏻: and btw, i’m just giving you a crash course okay? We don’t really have a ton of time

Jimin🧍🏻: did you watch those tutorial videos I sent you?

‘Yeah, I did some practice on my breaks, but I guess you can tell me if I’m doing anything wrong.’

Jimin🧍🏻: okee, i’ll be waiting. Don’t get here too late!

‘I’ll be otw soon. Thanks again, Jimin.’

“Ow--damn, okay, you don’t need to tug on it so much!”

“Sorry, I’ll be careful! And why are we practicing on you anyway?! Couldn’t you just have shown me pictures or something?”

“How else will you learn if not on an actual body? It doesn’t work the same way, Seungcheol.” Jimin pauses, checking himself in the mirror. “Also, keep in mind she does have boobs so just… go slow, okay? It’s not gonna sit like this on her.”

Seungcheol blushes a crimson red; biting the inside of his cheek at how amateur he was at this.

“Okay…”

Seungcheol is gone for a lot longer than you anticipate and although he replies quickly to your texts, you can’t help but be curious about where he’d gone and what he was doing.

Especially knowing that the two of you had to film tonight and knowing that everything was up to Seungcheol.

A shiver rolls down your body at the thought and you quickly try to shake off the nerves that seem to slowly invade your body when your mind starts to wander.

“It’ll be fine, I’m sure…”

“I’m home!”

“Where have you--oh, that’s… a b-big box? Um, should I be concerned...”

Seungcheol grins, shrugging as he sets it onto the kitchen counter. “Just some supplies for tonight. I had to go pick them up from a friend but I had to make sure everything was right.” He notices the way you can’t seem to take your eyes off of the box; eyes twinkling when he makes his way towards you.

He tilts your head up to meet his in a searing kiss, lips easing into a smile when you wrap your arms around his neck and melt under his touch. You moan against his lips just before he pulls away; staring dreamily at him while his hands start to roam over your clothed body.

“We have a long night ahead of us, sweetheart. Let’s pamper you a little before then, hmm?”

j__min: ??? where’s the loverboy

j__min has donated $200

angelhan has donated $75

therealchan99 has donated $50

xcaliburDK has donated $75

xcaliburDK: is that the sybian? Haven’t seen that in a looong while

You bite your lip and nod, somewhat shy as you sit alone in front of the camera. “Seungcheol’s still… setting up but he told me to start! I’m a little nervous, to be honest…” Your eyes flit to Seungcheol who rummages through the box in the kitchen and from the angle you’re sat in, you can’t see a single thing he takes out.

Earlier, he’d cooked you your favorite meal and even took the time to give you a full body massage before the two of you cuddled on the sofa and watched a movie. To you, it seemed a little too suspiciously tame and you only found yourself more nervous when he made you drink two glasses of water and ever so quietly announced it was time to start getting ready for the camshow.

“He’s being so suspicious! He was even gone for a few hours earlier today…” You mumble; brows furrowed at the camera before checking the comments.

It still amazed you every time with how much money you and Seungcheol made from the camshows and videos and it made you feel even better knowing that everyone loved the chemistry the two of you had together. There were a lot of video requests and ideas mixed in with the comments at any given time and you were definitely ready to pitch some to Seungcheol now that you’d rebranded your channel to be a couple’s channel instead.

“Almost done, sweetheart!”

gc__koo: he told me to watch cuz he was being suspicious with me too 

gc__koo has donated $50

alphagyu97: what is he even plotting

alphagyu97: i am excited to see the sybian again tho ngl

artist8hao: pretty baby gonna squirt for us again?

universe_WZ: hell fuckin yea let us see how fuckin wrecked you get on that machine

You feel your pussy clench around emptiness at their comments; already feeling yourself getting wetter and wetter with the anticipation.

Movement out of the corner of your eye catches your attention and Seungcheol walks towards the bed with a wide smile and the same box in hand. “Ready?” You can only nod back slowly, watching as he dumps the contents of the box right next to your body.

gc__koo: oy

chwenon: oh shit

sleepy_wonu: oh baby, you’re in for it now

sleepy_wonu has donated $100

Your entire body fills with warmth as you look over the various objects; unsure of where to really look first. “I, um--”

A stack of red ropes sits next to a small bullet vibrator that sits next to a ball gag that sits next to a pair of EMT shears and your eyes immediately flit up to Seungcheol who only smirks back at your shocked expression. “I had some other toys I wanted to use but I figured I should go easy on you, y’know? Since you showed me some mercy last night.”

Nodding, you reach out towards the ropes, touching them shyly. “Why red?”

“Thought they’d be on theme for you, babygirl.”

Seungcheol takes his time; remembering Jimin’s words when he tugs the ropes around your wrists.

“Colour, babygirl?”

“G-green… daddy…”

He nods, sitting up on his knees behind you as you sit on the sybian and face the camera. You bite your lip, somewhat embarrassed that you were already soaking the toy underneath you as Seungcheol worked to bind your arms behind you.

“D--daddy, where did you l-learn this?” You whisper, somewhat curious if this had anything to do with why he was gone for so long earlier in the day.

“Mm, daddy’s friend Jimin was kind enough to help me get the tools and teach me a few tricks to make sure I kept my babygirl safe. Wasn’t that kind of him?” You nod gently, gulping when you shift atop the machine slightly in hopes of relieving some of the growing sexual tension in your body. “Why don’t you thank him properly, sweetheart?”

Your hazy eyes make eye contact with the camera, head tilted slightly. “T-thank you, J-Jimin… for--for helping daddy…”

j__min: omg a shoutout ive made it

kitty_junjun: we never thought we’d see the day

tangerine_kwan: and here we all thought you were gonna be the bad guy huh

hoshi_tiger_xx: like when u only see previews of the book online but the rest of it is different ykwim

Seungcheol makes sure your arms are bound snug enough but not too tight; leaning away slightly to admire his rope work. “Feeling okay so far, babygirl?”

Nodding, you whine back slightly. “Y-yes, daddy… But… my--my pussy wants s-something…” He laughs in return, readjusting so that he’s sitting on your side this time to give himself easier access to start the rest of the bindings.

“Is that so? You’re gonna have to be a little more patient this time ‘cause daddy’s not done yet.” He starts working on the rest of the harness; going slow and checking in with you often to make sure none of the ropes were digging into your skin or making you uncomfortable. “You’ll have to forgive me a little though, I’m admittedly a ‘lil inexperienced so our pretty babygirl is only going to be tied up in this pretty harness for tonight.”

gentleman_josh95: the fact u even took the time to learn just for her

gentleman_josh95 has donated $100

artist8hao: seriously, the dedication

kitty_junjun: we stan a man who knows safety and etiquette 

Comments of reassurance and donations flood in at Seungcheol’s small apology and although the two of you are in your own world; you can tell from just the amount of pings coming from your laptop that they all seemed to be encouraging him.

The two of you fall into a comfortable silence as Seungcheol continues to move around you on the bed to finish the harness and a smile graces his lips when he starts to secure the last knots in the back. He can’t help but mentally pat himself on the back at how neatly he’d done it for his first time.

“There. All done, baby.”

Your eyes flit to the laptop’s screen to see yourself; cheeks hot when you see how fucked out you already look and he hadn’t even touched you properly or turned on the machine.

The star harness Seungcheol had tied looks pretty with red ropes and you can’t hide your smile at how good it looks on you too either. “Ah, daddy made it really p-pretty… Thank you.”

This time, Seungcheol nods, letting you admire yourself as he silently reaches for the small remote for the sybian, switching it on.

Your entire body lurches forward as soon as the vibrations attack your clit and you immediately find yourself moaning and grinding down onto the machine as he gives you some relief.  

“You’re welcome, babygirl. Now let’s really have some fun, huh?”

You need to cum.

Badly.

“Awww, is my pretty baby drooling? Does it feel that good on your sensitive ‘lil clit?” He teases, smoothing down your hair as you cry around the ball gag in your mouth; drool seeping out from the side of your lips when he raises the vibrations a setting higher.

You don’t know how many times he’d played with the settings and edged you by now, but all you do know is that the urge to cum only grows stronger as you grind against the machine, soaking it with your wetness as you chase the pleasure building up in your body again.  

Surely cumming was okay, right? He never said you couldn’t.

You whimper around the ball gag, eyes fluttering shut when the tension in your body snaps in the blink of an eye and your thighs clamp down onto the sides of the machine. Throwing your head back, you moan against the gag and ride out your high as Seungcheol watches you from the side.

“Mm, bet that felt good, huh? But I know you want something in that greedy ‘lil cunt of yours, don’t you? You want daddy’s cock slamming into your tight ‘lil hole ‘til it’s full of my cum, right, sweetheart?” He licks his lips, turning off the sybian as you slump forward.

universe_WZ: shit shes so sensitive

chwenon: especially with her arms bound like that i bet she’s on cloud nine rn

gentleman_josh95: her cute lil head is probably all fuzzy already from all the sensations

therealchan99 has donated $100

gc__koo has donated $75

j__min has donated $150

All you can do is whimper and nod; teary eyes blinking back at Seungcheol as he smirks and leans in towards you.

“Mmm, you’ll get what you want eventually. But for now, you’re gonna cum again.”

He turns the sybian back on, licking his lips when he sees your body tensing again. It was always easier to get you to cum a second time and his point is proven when you mewl around the ball gag a few minutes later; chest heaving in stuttered breaths as you try to shy away from the toy still vibrating against your overly sensitive clit when you’re quickly thrown into another orgasm.

“You always cum for daddy so easily, don’t you, babygirl?”

Your head feels fuzzy after already cumming twice in such a short span of time but you nod, head lolling to the side as Seungcheol finally turns the sybian off for good.

Seungcheol gives you a second to catch your breath before he’s scooting in and fiddling with the clasps at the back of your head to take the ball gag off.

A thread of saliva connects your lips to the gag and you whimper at how good it feels to be able to actually speak again. “D-daddy…” Drool drips from your mouth as your lead lolls forward and Seungcheol is quick to bring a hand up to keep your head up as he looks into your lust filled eyes.

“Colour, sweetheart?”

“Still g-green…” He nods back, checking to make sure none of the ropes had shifted. “Would you like some water before we continue, baby?”

“Yes, daddy…”

He fetches you a glass of water, tilting it against your lips as you down the entire glass and you find yourself a little surprised at how needed it was. “Thank you, d-daddy…”

“You’re welcome, babygirl. Ready to keep going?”

You nod, a little bit more energized. “I hope everyone, mmh, l-likes the show so f-far~” Your teary vision prevents you from reading the comments and before you can even make an effort to, Seungcheol is already helping you off of the machine and helping you sit on the bed across from him.

alphagyu97: ugh she looks so fucking good in that harness

angelhan: right? That shade of red looks so good against her skin too

angelhan: so fuckin pretty

tangerine_kwan: pics for the private room later? Plz i beg

Seungcheol takes this time to take off his boxer briefs, cock curving up against his abdomen when he’s fully naked across from you. He wraps a hand around his cock, moaning and spreading the precum down his shaft as you watch. “D’you want this, baby?”

Your lips fall open in a silent moan as you watch Seungcheol jerk himself off and you can’t help but squirm. “Y-yes…”

“Tell me exactly what you want then. Let them hear what a filthy little slut you are for me.” You can’t help but feel miserably empty watching him and despite having already cum twice, you want his cock fucking you open and making you cum again.

“I--I--”

“Yes, babygirl?”

“I, ngh, I want d-daddy’s cock… Please? Ah, I--I wanna feel you fucking my--my pussy into the, mmh, s-shape of your c-cock… And I w-want you to c-cum inside my--my slutty little h-hole…”

Seungcheol scoffs, hips shallowly thrusting up into his enclosed fist. “That’s right. You’re just my slutty ‘lil babygirl that lets me use all her tight holes how I please, right? You like it when I cum down your throat and in your pretty ‘lil ass. But we all know you like it best when I cum in your hot ‘lil cunt. Makes you feel all warm and full, doesn’t it? You like it when my cum is dripping out of your spent cunt and sliding down your shaky thighs.” This time you nod furiously as you whine back in response.

“P-please… Can’t wait any--anymore!”

This time, the impatience takes over as you slightly tug on the ropes; whining when they don’t give. “Daddy!”

And this time, he gives in quicker than he anticipates, growling as he reaches for the EMT shears to cut you from the harness. “Don’t let your arms down, no matter how much you want to. You’re going to strain your arms if you move too fast so let me handle it, okay, sweetheart?”

The sudden gentleness in his voice has a giddy warmth pouring over you as you nod and sit still while he cuts at various points of the harness to make the ropes fall loose around your arms and chest. You keep your arms in the same position like he requested and you soon feel his hands roaming your skin and massaging your arms to get the blood flowing again.

“You’re so good for me, baby.” He whispers against your hair, leaning down to kiss your shoulder before he slowly easing your arms down from being folded behind your back.

He continues to massage your arms for a few more minutes before it’s you that’s getting impatient. “Daddy… Can you fuck me now?” Whispering, you slightly turn your body to the side to meet his gentle stare.

Seungcheol laughs under his breath, nodding. “Lay on your back for me, legs spread.”

You follow his orders as you quickly scramble to get into position; legs spread wide for him to situate himself between.

“Mm, your pussy is still so fuckin’ wet. I wanna taste you on my tongue, baby.” Whines spill from your lips as you shake your head ‘no.’

“No! My p-pussy feels empty, I need y-your cock, daddy… ‘n I’m so wet, you can probably, ah, just s-slide your cock in…”

He wraps a hand around his cock just as you wrap your legs around his waist and he guides himself until the head of his cock is right at your entrance.

Neither of you say a word as he slowly starts to sink his cock in; guttural moans on his lips when he meets no resistance and bottoms out in a singular thrust. “Holy fuck, your cunt is so fuckin’ wet. Shit, and so t-tight!” You clench around him, already feeling good with his cock inside of you as you beg him to fuck you hard and fast.

“Ngh, p-please fuck me like--like I’m your, hah, c-cocksleeve… I want it f-fast, daddy!”

He grits his teeth at your words; drawing his hips back before snapping them into you just how you wanted. “Fast, hmm? All you think about in that pretty head of yours is my cock pounding you open, huh? Slamming into you so fuckin’ good, it makes your toes curl when you cum.”

Seungcheol starts a quick pace, already feeling the pleasure building up for himself when you’re reduced to garbled noises and broken cries of his name. The heels of your feet dig into the small of his back as you try to press him in closer and he’s quick to reach for the small bullet vibrator left on the bed next to your body.

“Your body is so fuckin’ sensitive, I can already feel how tight you’re getting around me. So fuckin’ greedy to cum too. Already came twice and you still want more. You’re not satisfied until your whole body is shaking underneath me, huh, sweetheart?” He turns the small toy on, pressing it to your clit as you yelp and let out choked sobs.

“Ah, ngh, d-daddy, my--my clit’s t-too sen--sensitive! I--I can’t--!” Squirming, you feel the pressure building up obscenely quick; bottom lip quivering when he takes one of your free hands and makes you hold the toy to your swollen clit.

“Just a little more, sweetheart. Don’t you wanna cum?”

He angles his thrusts to graze against your g-spot and loud cries of his name leave your lips in a hurried, jumbled mess when he only doubles his pace.

The sound of donations and comments pour in like water and get lost within the ringing in your ears; unable to even warn Seungcheol that you’re about to cum when you feel your entire body starting to lock up underneath him.

Your lips part in a silent scream and your back bows off of the bed, thighs shaking uncontrollably as you cum for the third time. Seungcheol growls, fucking you through it as you squirt all over his lower half.  He finds it harder and harder to thrust into you as you cum, but he feels himself quickly following suit with your warm walls fluttering around his cock.

“Fuck, baby, that’s right. Squirt for me, get me fuckin’ soaked while you cum.” He uses a free hand to make sure you keep the toy pressed to your clit, growling when he starts to unload his cum inside of you. “Mmh, gonna fill your cunt up with what you want, baby.”

A shaky moan leaves your lips as you feel him throbbing inside your pussy; walls clamped down onto him in a vice grip as you ride out the remnants of your orgasm.

“Ah, d-daddy’s cumming suh--so much inside of my p-pussy…”

Whining, you feel Seungcheol’s grip on your hand give way as he rides out his pleasure and you take the opportunity to turn off the small bullet vibrator while he doesn’t notice.

You watch his face contort in pleasure, hips still shallowly thrusting into you as his entire body shivers above you.

“D-daddy’s so h-handsome...” You mumble, cheeks hot when he cracks a smile through the pleasure wracking his body and chuckles under his breath. 

“Thank you, babygirl.” 

After you end the show, Seungcheol makes sure to cuddle with you on the bed for a little while longer.

“One more glass of water, baby.” You whine in response, pouting up at him before he gets up from the soaked sheets. 

“But I already had a glass! If you have a piss kink just say so, ‘Cheol!”

He lets out a boisterous laugh at your comment, trudging back to the bed from the kitchen with another glass of water for you. “You need to be hydrated, sweetheart. You came three times and we played a little more rough today. I just wanna make sure you’re okay.” 

“Fine, but you didn’t deny my comment.” You snarkily reply, taking the glass from him as you down the water. 

“Don’t make me have to punish you again! I’ll have you know I still need to get you all washed up and change the bed--”

A faint pinging has the two of you turning to the laptop; still on your camming homepage from where you’d checked the revenues from tonight’s show. 

A small [1] sits above your inbox and Seungcheol is quick to turn to you with an eyebrow raised. “I thought you turned off the messaging system on your profile?” 

You tilt your head in confusion, handing him the emptied glass. “I did. The only messages I should get are from, like, the actual system admins or other creator accounts which, I haven’t received any ‘til... now, I guess?”

Seungcheol sets the glass down onto the nightstand before he takes a seat next to you, dragging the laptop closer as you go to check the notification. 

“’Love&Letter Films’? Aren’t they one of the biggest adult film companies?” Mumbling, you click on the message, giving yourself and Seungcheol a second to process the message that stares back at you; a shocked smile on your lips.

‘Hello!

I hope this message finds Cherry and Seungcheol well. 

We, at ‘Love&Letter Films’, have really enjoyed the shows and videos from your channel throughout the years and we really have enjoyed watching the growth of your channel and the addition of Seungcheol to it. The dynamics between the two of you are rare in this industry and we’ve yet to see anyone like the two of you in this market. 

The shows from the last two nights have proven that the two of you have the right kind of chemistry to film together for bigger productions and we would love to hire you for a few film productions we have planned in the upcoming weeks as a feeler. Of course, all expenses paid by us if you would kindly take our offer. 

We love the various scenes and roles that the two of you take on with ease and we would love to help propel your careers forward, should you pursue a career in the adult entertainment industry. 

Please don’t hesitate to contact me as I’ve listed my contact information below. I’m excited to hear from the two of you and hope to work with you in the future on many projects.

Respectfully, 

Kwon Soonyoung, L&L FILMS CEO’

[buckyskorpion]

50 Questions tag!

i was tagged by @buckyland​ so thank you kat i am trying to procrastinate and this is PERFECT

1. What is the colour of your hairbrush? pink and purple pastels 

2. Name a food you never ever eat. peanuts bc im allergic lmao

3. Are you typically too warm or too cold? too warm! im a sweaty bitch

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? watching a jamie genevieve makeup tutorial and wishing i had her accent because she sounds so sexy... scottish people man

5. What is your favourite candy bar? does this mean chocolate bar or like lolly bar..... chocolate would be a mars bar and lolly bar would be redskins

6. Have you ever been to a professional sports game? absoLUTELY state of origin game 2 last year baby 

7. What is the last thing you said out loud? “oi shit heads do you want a coffee?” i am a stereotype

8. What is your favourite ice cream? COOKIES AND CREAM YES ME AND KAT AGREE

9. What was the last thing you had to drink? coffee

10. Do you like your wallet? i technically dont have one my cards just be loose in my bag 

11. What was the last thing you ate? omg a bacon egg tomato and cheese brekkie roll it was DIVINE

12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? yes a bunch of sleep singlets, shorts, fuzzy socks, and a jumper

13. The last sporting event you watched? the last nrl game the dragons played before the season got cancelled

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? sweet and salty baby

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? my boss because i left my bag at work which has my nintendo ds in it and i wanna play animal crossing (dont ask why it was in my bag) 

16. Ever go camping? YES i literally camped overnight in my backyard last night and i camp every year when i go to splendour with my mates (big music festival in byron bay) 

17. Do you take vitamins? no and i should because im iron deficient lmao

18. Do you go to church every Sunday? oh bitch since i turned 18 and could legally say no to my crazy catholic parents i havent been to a sunday mass since. i do go for big events tho like lent, easter, christmas, etc. 

19. Do you have a tan? big no

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza? this is hard but i would say pizza just because ive been to the hospital 3 times eating chinese food bc of sneaky peanuts and pizza has never done me wrong like that

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw? if its with alcohol, yes. if its not, straight from the bottle baby

22. What color socks do you usually wear? black or pink. i only have Useful socks which are black and one pair of Fun socks which are pink 

23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? um every time i drive sorry popo

24. What terrifies you? being unremarkable. being forgotten. being left.

25. Look to your left, what do you see? my coffee, paw paw cream, my airpods, my scrunchie collection, my lamp, my meds, and my sunglasses (my bedside table is a mess) 

26. What chore do you hate most? dusting 

27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? nothing.... i am australian this just be my life hahaha

28. What’s your favorite soda? soda is such a funny word to me but anyway my favourite is sprite

29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive? depends, mostly drive thru and eat in the carpark vibes tho

30. What is your favourite number? 4 or 14

31. Who’s the last person you talked to? my sister and her boyfriend

32. Favourite cut of beef? i hate red meat but i will eat it in spaghetti bolognese so i guess mince

33. Last song you listened to? number one fan by MUNA - its a BOP

34. Last book you read? in the middle of reading killing commentadore by haruki murikami as i have been for the whole of 2020 lmao

35. Favourite day of the week? friday 

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards? no absolutely not my brain hurts just thinking about it

37. How do you like your coffee? double shot espresso with almond milk or double shot espresso just black 

38. Favourite pair of shoes? my doc martens because im ~quirky

39. The time you normally get up? during normal time i was waking up at 7:30 but now its anywhere between 9-12 lmao

40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? sunsets absolutely 

41. How many blankets on your bed? three

42. Describe your kitchen plates. one full set of white ones, one full set of those blue ceramic looking ones, one set of fancy white ones with embellishment, one set from ikea that im allowed to use because i smash shit

43. Describe your kitchen at the moment? just did the washing up and loaded the dishwasher from lunch, so spotless because i have issues with dirty sinks lmao. coffee machine is pride of place, and the light above the stove stopped working last night so its kinda dark

44. Do you have a favourite alcoholic drink? t e q u i l a!!!!! or a pinot grigio

45. Do you play cards? hmm i play drinking games haha not really cards tho unless its with my family

46. What colour is your car? silver

47. Can you change a tire? yes because once i was taking an exit off the motorway at 110km/h and something fell off truck which i didnt see so i drove over it and ripped giant holes in both tires on the right side of my car and almost DIED lmao 

48. Your favourite state? state of being? asleep. state in australia?? nsw dUH. state in america?? i pretend i do not see

49. Favourite job you’ve had? my job i have now! disability carer, i love the girl i care for with my whole heart and i would die for her

50. How did you get your biggest scar? i have the stupidest scars ever, my biggest scar is probably the big ones on my knees from when i was running away from this girl on camp who locked me out of our shared room and i fell over and cut my knees and hands up sooooo bad lmao

[himbosims]

GET TO KNOW ME TAG GAME

Rules: Always post the rules. Tag 11 new people you’d like to know better

i was tagged by @willowbomb Love ya!

1. Dogs or Cats? cats for sure

2. YouTube celebrities or normal celebrities? uh????? idk????? neither????

3. If you could live anywhere where would that be? a city, idk where but a city for sure. I’ve lived in a small town my entire life and really wanna see what else life has to offer

4. Disney or DreamWorks? both? 

5. Favorite childhood TV show? fuck me idk,,,,, listen I cant pick favorites

6. The movie you’re looking forward to most in 2020? um? I dont remember the last movie i actually knew was even coming out so 

7. Favorite book you read in 2019? wanna hear a secret? I havent read much at all this year. I read QQAAD, TRSoM, and like,,, a small handfuls of others when school was in session, but since I graduated I havent really read much... im trying to get back into it..... I guess if i had to pick any that i can clearly remember reading this year it is TRSoM by Cassie Clare, mostly just because the characters its about, obviously

8. Marvel or DC? marvel but i dont really care about either tbh 

9. If you choose Marvel favorite member of the X-Men? If you choose DC favorite Justice League member? never watched the X-Men but i think troye sivan played a young wolverine in one of the movies so i guess him 

10. Night or Day? Night

11. Favorite Pokémon? i have only played a handful of times and dont remember any of them, but i do know the first pokemon card i ever got was a mew (from a friend of mine from elementary school that i lowkey still have a crush on because shes A FUCKING MODEL WTF)  

12. Top 5 bands: fuck idk i dont listen to many bands anymore, i guess, Waterparks, yeah im not gonna lie its the only one i have listened to super recently that i actually like a lot, ( i like BROCKHAMPTON and teen suicide and shit too but eh, not like, love them yknow)

13. Top 10 books: I plead the fifth 

14. Top 4 movies: I plead the fifth 

15. America or Europe? well i dont really care for either tbh 

16. Tumblr or Twitter? twitter, except when i wanna be anonymous and emo 

17. Pro-choice or Pro-life? pro-choice

18. Favorite YouTuber: ???? callmekevin????

19. Favorite author? adam silvera or the infamous cassandra clare (it changes a bit tho)

20. Tea or coffee? coffee. the only tea i drink is the classic southern sweet tea

21. OTP? I mean, I dont really have an OTP, I guess i have ships, but none that i care enough about to call an OTP

22. Do you play an instrument/sing? HA, my tune-deaf ass? making music?

I’ll tag: @dulcetssims @xylocarpsgamestuffs uh, idk, i dont really know anyone else,,,,,, ive been gone for like,, three months what do you want from me 

[wherethewindtakesher]

It's that time again! All the numbers for the ask!

I GOT YOU M A D I!

1. Last kiss back in the 10th grade so YEARS AGO

2. Last phone call my girlfriend to just say hi c:

3. Last text message IT WAS YOU MADI HEHEHEHEH

4. Last song you listened to everything I wanted by billie Eilish. listen to it it’s a fucking B O P.

5. Last time you cried a couple of weeks ago.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice just ask my girlfriend 🤭

7. Been cheated on I think so?

8. Kissed someone & regretted it yea because they ended up being a bitch later on.

9. Lost someone special yea /:

10. Been depressed too many times.

11. Been drunk and threw up No! im so lucky I haven't experienced that because I am a smart drinker 🤪

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. had sex no!

13. How many people have you had sex with this year? 0.

15. Made a new friend @domromanoff @caws5749 and all of you!

17. Laughed until you cried when I told @caws5749 that I was gonna buy green mascara for her.

18. Met someone who changed you I have!

19. Found out who your true friends were omg don't even get me started on that story-

20. Found out someone was talking about you yeah and that correlates to 19′s story.

26. What did you do for your last Birthday I fucking worked but my nephew took me out to eat and got d r U n k.

27. What time did you wake up today 8:00 am.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for to throw all of my semester shit in the TRASH.

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time around a year ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life myself-

32. What are you listening to right now chattering from my classmates.

33. When is the last time you had sex? never because 😎

34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now myself because I NEED TO GET MY SHIT TOGETHER-

35. Most visited webpage po- I mean youtube 👀

36. Favorite colour red!

37. Nicknames clown, bottom, whore, hoe, lore, baby, babe, a pain of my ass-

38. Relationship Status taken 👻

39. Zodiac sign capricorn!

40. Male or female female

41. Primary school graduated 😌💅🏽

42. Secondary School graduated 😌💅🏽

43. High school/college graduated hs 😌💅🏽 and in college 😔

44. Eye color dark brown.

46. Height 5′2.

47. Do you have a crush on someone yes.

48. What do you like about yourself MY LEGS.

49. Piercings 4, both of my ear lobes, conch but it closed, and septum.

50. Tattoos 2, my left finger and left bicep.

51. Righty or lefty righty but Im mixed handed!

FIRSTS:

53. First piercing my ears when I was a baby but through my decision; my septum!

54. First best friend his name was pedro.

55. First hookup do fwb’s count? if so yes.

56. First Bestfriend answered in 54 c;

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating nothing because im in class 👀

60. Drinking H2OOOO and thats on hydration 💅🏽

61. I’m about to yeet myself out this window.

62. Listening to some guy talking about his military medical service.

63. Waiting for this class to end so that I can go hooome.

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? possibly just 1 or 2.

65. Get married? hahahahah no.

66. Career something in the criminal/medical area.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes lips.

68. Hugs or kisses hugs.

69. Shorter or taller taller since im 5′2 😬

70. Older or Younger older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous a lil bit of both!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms um... I honestly don't care but I have to choose one so arms?

73. Sensitive or loud LOUD.

74. Hook-up or relationship relationship 💅🏽

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger no because I am a good girl 😌

77. Drank hard liquor DUH.

78. Lost glasses/contacts contacts yes because I stopped wearing them and ive broken glasses so much in my life-

79. Had sex nope!

80. Broken someone’s heart sadly yep!

82. Been arrested nope!

83. Turned someone down omg too many times not to brag or anything.

84. Cried when someone died well of course.

85. Fallen for a friend thankfully no.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself no but im working my way to do so (:

87. Miracles SHIT I HAVENT GOTTEN A MIRACLE IN EVER SO-

88. Love at first sight I think ‘love’ at first sight does come in different wave lengths.

89. Heaven umm..no.

90. Santa Clause jadhkjdhakjd no-

91. Kiss on the first date depending on how you are feeling about the person. if its all good then go for it if they want it.

92. Angels nooope.

93. How would you label yourself? uhhh... I don't like to categorize myself into a certain thing, im very free with what I wear and how I present myself.

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For I don't pray.

95. Did you sing today not actual loud singing but I did hum under my breath if that counts 🤔

96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About We’ll call him M. he was what I wanted back then BUT YA KNOW SHIT HAPPENED.

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? 8 years to prevent the stupid shit I’ve did.

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For I want to make myself proud of who I am

99. Are you afraid of falling in love? very much. it terrifies me.

100. Do you like the way you look? HELL NO. theres so many things I want to change-

[milkfreaker]

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 15 people

tagged by @droolphobia !!! THANK U i love doing these too....

1. drink - iced tead

2. 📱 call -  amy mother and paw

3. text - discord server w my friends

4. song you listened to - fatty boom boom by die atwoord lol

5. time you 😢 - UMMM rewatching on the run from su

HAVE YOU EVER

6. dated someone twice -i have never even dated someone

7. 😘 someone and regretted it - Nooo

8. been cheated on -No

9. lost someone special - this is dumb but my dogs and recently i had to put down my favorite rabbit... not at the vet i had to kill her cuz she was in so much pain 😔

10. been depressed - YEA

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - no hate hate hate alcohol

FAVORITE COLORS

12. PINK

13. Purple

14. Peach

15. White

in the last year have you

16. made new friends - ya!!

17. fallen out of 💛 - no

18. 😂 until you 😢 - uhhh i think so??

19. found out someone was talking about you - nah

20. met someone who changed you - noo

21. found out who your friends are -idk?? 22. 😘 someone on your facebook friends list - NO

GENERAL

23. how many friends from your fb friends list do you know irl - idk.. i only use fb for my rabbitry page lol

24. do you have any pets - OH GOD YEAH... 3 dogs, 3 cats , 2 snakes, leopard gecko, crested gecko, 2 cockatiels, bantam cochin chicken, lots of fish and like 20+ rabbits

25. do you want to change your middle name - idk i guess? its anne so its fem

26. what did you do for your last 🎂 - hung out with my family and friends and had dinner and cake and swam in th pool 💖

27. what time did you wake up today - 10:13am cuz my mom called me it was 2 minutes before my alarm

28. what were you doing last night at midnight - sleepin for once

29. what is something you can’t wait for - getting top surgery money

30. what are you listening to right now -my fish tank and my doge snoring

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - probably??? lol

32. something that gets on your nerves - vegans and vegetarians lol

33. most visited website - tumblr hell site

34. hair color - natural is arbrurn, rn its dyed purple

35. long hair or short hair -SHORT

36. do you have a crush on someone -maybe...? ive never really had a crush like ever so idk

37. what do you like about yourself - that i learned to stop giving a shit and stand up for myself

38. want any piercings - septum... and maybe ears but the earrings got stuck in there and infected so im kinda tramatized

39. blood type - A-

40. nicknames - harl/harls, dome

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac -virgo 

43. pronouns - they or it

44. favorite 📺 show - steven universe babey!!!

45. tattoos -maybe one day... idk what i would get

46. right handed or left - right

47. ever had surgery -wisdom teeth if that counts

48. piercings -none rn

49. sports - i used to do gymnastics and karate, i did trac and field (shot put and discus) but had to drop out cuz thy would make us run even tho i wss in field only

50. vacation - latest was going to iowa for a rabbit show!

51. trainers - like.. shoes?? my favoraite are my angel wing boots

MORE GENERAL

52. eating - A peanut that was on the table from my trail mix i ate earlier LOL

53. drinking - nothing

54. i’m about to watch - idk

55. waiting for - TO GET DINNER BURGER KING

56. want - burger king

57. get married -if i ever meet the right person

58. career -freelance ceramics and homesteading

WHICH IS BETTER

59. kisses or hugs - hugs!

60. 👄 or eyes - eyes!

61. shorter or taller - idk either??

62. older or younger - um... the same age i dont like this one

63. nice arms or stomach - arms?? tho i do like a thicc tummy (NOT IN LIKE A FETISHY WAY I HATE THAT SHIT)

64. hookup or relationship - relationship!

65. troublemaker or hesitant -IDK

HAVE YOU EVER

66. 😘 a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor -i would honestly rather die

68. lost glasses - I don’t wear glasses

69. turned someone down -no but ive never been.. asked on a date.... lol

70. sex on first date - no

71. broken someone’s ❤️-i hope not..

72. had your 💔 - ya

73. been arrested - no

74. 😢 when someone died - Yea

75. fallen for a friend -YEAAA

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

76. yourself - most of th time

77. miracles - i think?

78. 💛 at first sight - nah

79. 🎅- yes hunch santa

80. 😘 on a first date - nooo?

81. angels yes

other

82. best friend’s name - mell, jesse and konyleigh!!

83. eye color - brown!

84. favorite movie -uhhh lego batman movie

85. favorite actor -sexy aquaman idk his name LOL

i tag @cacksacker69 and YOU.

[maruwrites]

The Revolution pt. V

Summary: Dustin thinks he’s finally gonna have a quiet, normal childhood after the events with the Demodogs and Dart, until a new threat shows up at his house in the form of a 17-year old girl.

Warnings: Cursing, because ofc. 

Pairing: Steve Harrington x Henderson!Reader

Word count: 3.2 k (w h a t)

Part I :: Part II :: Part III :: Part IV

“So… What do you like to do?,” Dustin asked.   

He’d promised both his mom and Steve that he would be polite to (Y/N). And during the dinner the Henderson family had at his house, Dustin complied. Which involved him not saying a lot, because he knew his first reflex was to be mean to her. Or at least a little snappy. Anyways, he obeyed and mostly just watched as his mom and this girl talked, or rather as his mom nervously filled up the space with empty words and the girl just nodded occasionally and spoke a little. 

But now Dustin, (Y/N), and Steve were in Steve’s car, going to the diner for dessert.   

This had been Steve’s idea.

‘She looks really nice when she is not being rude to me,’ Steve thought. ‘Shit.’

(Y/N) was trying to catch her breath. The boy had been telling her stories about Dustin and his friends, and most of them were funny. He refrained from letting her in on any of the events of the Demogorgon and Dart, because why would he tell anyone about that? So he just stuck to the stories about the Party, about their love of Dungeons and Dragons, about his adventures in babysitting them.

“Okay,” she said, still giggling a bit. “I guess I understand why you’re hanging out with middle schoolers, then.” 

(Y/N) stopped. She noticed she’d been laughing too hard and tried to compose herself, so she cleared her throat and looked around for the waitress to ask for more coffee. Steve noticed that, but made no attempt to point it out. He knew it would only make her mad.

“So… What did she say when you called her?”

At one point during their lunch, the girl had phoned Claudia to schedule dinner. A family dinner. 

(Y/N) shrugged her shoulders. “She immediately said yes.” The girl laughed, bitterly. She cleared her throat one more time. “But I told her she needed to talk to Dustin first. So she’s gonna ask him when he comes back from… Matt’s house?” 

“Mike.”

“Mike, yeah.”

Steve sat upright and was about to say something when the waitress arrived, bringing (Y/N) more coffee. He declined.

“You were gonna say…,” she looked at him expectantly. 

What was he gonna say? He watched her as she blew her coffee, a futile attempt at making it slightly less hot. She took a sip and made a low, hissing noise when the drink burned her tongue, furrowing her brows slightly. (Y/N) looked at him again. He had been staring this whole time without realizing it.

“Right, uh. Yeah. What I was gonna say was…,” Steve began explaining himself, buying some time. He had forgotten what he was gonna say. “Maybe, after the dinner with the three of you -I doubt he’s gonna say no, to be honest. He’s way too curious to say no- I could pick you guys up and we could come here?” ‘What? That was a stupid idea.’

“Why?,” (Y/N) asked, her forehead wrinkling.

“Uh, it might be easier for him to accept you… Uh, away from his mom? I don’t know if this makes sense but, I feel like seeing you with Mrs. Henderson would be tough on him, like you’re trying to steal her or something.”

“I’m not trying to steal her.”

“I know that. And you know that. But he’s just a kid. A very smart, too-smart-for-his-own-good kid. But a kid. Plus, I can serve as a buffer, y’know? Help you out. After the family dinner, of course.” Steve scratched his head and (Y/N) noticed that that was a nervous tick. She couldn’t help but be a little endeared by that. Not a lot, no. Just a little.

“Huh. Yeah, I guess. You might have a point here,” she said, taking a sip of this coffee. It wasn’t so hot now. “You are more insightful than you look.” (Y/N) gave him a little smile, partially hidden by the ceramic mug she held in front of her lips.

“Wow. A backhanded compliment.” Steve smirked, folding his arms in front of him. “That was the nicest thing you’ve said to me.” 

(Y/N) snorted and Steve just thought: “Fuck.”

“What do you mean?,” she asked from the back of the car. Dustin had called shotgun as soon as they went outside, which won him a stern look from Steve. The older boy was about to complain when (Y/N) said it was no problem. "Ugh, for fun. Like, what do you like to do or whatever? Do you not know English?” Dustin huffed, crossing his arms and staring at the streets passing by. 

“Hey, watch it.” Steve gave him another stern look from the corner of his eyes. 

“I never wanted to do this, Harrington. Okay? You were the one who was like, ‘Meh, she is cool. Your mother would appreciate if you were nice to her.’” The younger boy used a high-pitched voice pretending he was Steve, and it made (Y/N) snort from the back. She was trying not to think about what he was saying, rather how he was saying it. “Practically begging me-" 

“Dustin…” 

It was quiet for a while. 

"I like listening to music. The Clash, David Bowie. Prince and The Revolution is my favorite of all time, and Purple Rain was basically all I heard when I left Jacksonville and came to Hawkins. I own a t-shirt from a concert I went to a while back and it’s basically my uniform. Uh, what else? I love reading, books have saved my life more times than I can count. Once literally, when I struck a boy in the head with a Moby Dick copy.” Dustin snorted quietly and coughed, pretending he hadn’t laughed at the story. (Y/N) noticed it and smirked, proudly, but said nothing. "I have a soft spot for adventure novels, like The Three Musketeers…” She trailed off and caught the little smile on Steve’s face. “Also, Stephen King! Carrie and The Shining have kept me up at night quite a lot.” 

(Y/N) had never been so hell bent on making someone like her, that was why she was being so honest. It bothered her a bit, she felt too vulnerable. But it was worth it, she guessed, if it made the too-smart-for-his-own-good kid like her or at least accept her existence. What she didn’t expect was that Steve would be hanging on to her every word. 

"Oh, and I also play video games. A lot. I had a real problem as a kid, you couldn’t tear me away from the arcade if you wanted to. Like, Dig-Dug, Galaga, Dragon’s Lair…" 

Dustin’s eyes grew excited at her every word, fitting the girl behind him in the description of the older brother he had always dreamt of. She didn’t miss it, his reaction. She could see it from the side of his face. (Y/N) was trying really hard not to smirk, seeing as she might actually be winning him over. She made a mental note to thank Steve. 

“I love those video games! I used to have the high score for Dig-Dug at The Palace, y’know? The arcade in town. Anyways, that was until this girl Max…” Dustin had begun talking with an excitement in his voice but it died down the more he spoke. The boy noticed he was sounding too nice, and immediately backtracked. He became serious all of a sudden and started messing around with his hands. "Oh. I see. Video games, yeah. Whatever.” 

Steve first noticed it when they parted ways, him insisting on walking her back to the bookstore when her lunch break was over. (Y/N) turned to him when they reached it and waved a tiny goodbye, her voice low. She walked in and he was left staring at her through the clear glass of the storefront. The unruly-haired girl struck up a conversation with the owner as she took some books from a box and began placing them in their respective shelves.

He felt odd. There was this feeling inside of him. Steve couldn’t quite pinpoint where it was coming from, or what it was in fact, but he knew that in order to get to the bottom of that feeling, he’d have to keep talking to her, helping her out. It was almost this restlessness. Yeah, restlessness. That was what he felt whenever he looked at (Y/N). He couldn’t stand still. Nor could his heart.

She smirked again. "Why do you ask?” There was a long pause. 

“I’m asking because the whole point of this is us getting to know each other, right?” Dustin snapped, looking behind at her as Steve hit the breaks harder than he had to. The three lurched forward, realizing they had reached the diner. “Harrington, what the hell?” 

”(Y/N), um. Do you wanna maybe go inside and order for us?” 

“I don’t know what you guys want.” She cocked her brows. 

“Or maybe just order for yourself, we’ll be right out.”   

“I’m not that hungry, we just ate a bunch of…” She stopped when she saw Steve fake-smile at her. “Um, sure.“ as she made her way out of his car, mumbling how weird he was acting.   

As soon as she slammed the door, he turned to the younger boy. “What are you doing, Dustin?” 

The boy sighed and mumbled, almost inaudibly: “I don’t wanna be here.” 

“Why not? She is pretty cool, and you seemed really excited to have things in common with her.” He huffed. “Look, no one’s expecting you to embrace her right away or to invite her to the next campaign at Mike’s, or something. Just talk to her like a normal person. You two have a lot in common. Who knows?" 

Dustin scoffed, but he knew. He was starting to warm up to her. She had been nice to his mom, and helped out with the dishes at the awkward dinner, and now was willing to stand there while Dustin snapped at her. The more he discussed it with Will and El, who might have the closest experience to (Y/N)’s, the more he realized that maybe being given away as a baby was a shitty thing to have happened to someone, and that perhaps she wasn’t looking for anything except her family. And now, after what she’d said in the car, he wanted to talk to her about her high scores, about the books she had been reading, whether she liked science her not (he had a feeling she did), ask her to show him some cool music, tips on how to impress a girl. Everything. But there was a part of him holding him back, the part of him that answered the door a few days ago and was confused to find out that he had a half-sister. The part of him that was terrified that everything was about to change, when in reality everything had changed. 

It took him a few seconds, but Dustin finally took a long breath. “Is she really cool?” 

“Yeah. I haven’t spent a lot of time with her, but yeah. She’s cool,” Steve said, staring out the window of his car and finding (Y/N) inside the diner, sitting on the booth they had sat and fiddling with her thumb. There it was again. That restlessness. 

“I have a proposition for you. Over.” Steve let go of the walkie button and waited. Dustin was too curious, at some point he was going to say something. It took a couple of minutes, time the boy probably spent cursing himself and pacing in his room, but eventually, there was the sound of a click on the other end.

“Harrington, I swear to God…”

Steve smirked. “You didn’t say over. Over.”

“Fucking asshole… Over.”

“Do you wanna hear it or not? Over.”

A moment of silence. “…Yes.” Steve waited on the other end. “Son of a bitch! Over!”

It was hard to say something when Steve kept chuckling. “You should say yes to the dinner. Over.”

“Why the fuck would I do that? Over.” Dustin sighed.

“Because after, the three of us can go to the diner and then you and the girl can talk without your mom. You should get to know her before you start hating her. Over.” 

Now, Steve thought he had lost the boy. It took him too long, so long that Steve gave up. He left the walkie on his bed and went to bathroom to take a shower. It was only when he was toweling off that he heard the click. There was a long sigh before Dustin spoke.

“I’ll go only because I spoke to everyone and they think I need to at least figure out what she’s after. Over.” 

Steve sighed. “She’s only interested in getting to know you. She’s not after anything. Over.”

“Yeah. We’ll see. Over and out.”

Steve dropped down on the bed, not caring that his wet hair would damp the pillow. So Dustin accepted it. Begrudgingly so, but he said yes. That was something.

“I ordered fries and milkshakes,” she said, giving Steve a pointed a look. He smiled as he sat down in front of her, Dustin plopping down right next to him. “I told her we’d order the rest once you guys got here.” 

(Y/N) was screaming internally. This was going bad, not good, total shit. Shit. She tried too hard, that was what she got when she tried too hard, just a whole lot of heartbreak and rejection. Dustin had already said he didn’t want to be there and it took not ten minutes of them together in the car before Steve had to ask for some private time to have a conversation with the boy. She wondered how many more times he’d have to do that before that disastrous night ended. 

It was because he was a kid, she knew that. When meeting her parents, she hadn’t been this desperate. Hell, (Y/N) was the opposite, going out of her way to be an asshole, a generally unpleasant person, because she felt she was entitled to at least that. But he looked sweet, a genuinely nice kid. His childish smile, the curly hair, he resembled her foster little brothers way too much for her to ignore that annoying feeling she rarely got. That need to make people like her. 

(Y/N) tried ignoring the silence that came before the waitress arrived and the one that followed right after she left. (Y/N) tried ignoring how Dustin would stare at her, not looking anywhere else. (Y/N) tried ignoring the look on Steve’s face, the one that said ‘Go ahead, say something.’ But after a while, it became too much. 

“I can’t do this.” 

”(Y/N)…” Steve pleaded. 

“No, look. I-Um-Thank you, Steve. Really, for trying to help out.” (Y/N) bit her lips. “But I can’t do this to him. I-I’m sorry, Dustin. I really am. As soon as I found out you-“ She took a deep breath and could see that Dustin’s eyebrows furrowed and his face softened a bit. “When I discovered she’d had another kid, I turned around. I was on my way to Hawkins and I was making phone calls, trying to find out where she lived and someone said your name and I just-” (Y/N) scratched her head. “I drove back. I didn’t know where exactly was back because I wasn’t coming from anywhere, I haven’t had anywhere to come back to in, well, all my life. But I knew-I just knew I couldn’t come here. You don’t deserve this, honestly. No one does, and it was-“

(Y/N) was being honest, she really was. Her anxiety had gotten the best of her, so she gave up. There was no point, right? At least she knew who her mother was, her mother knew who she was. And that was that. No happy endings for her, but she never really expected one. She hadn’t had a very happy start, so why assume the ending would be any different? But the reason (Y/N) stopped talking was because she heard Dustin say something, but he had basically whispered it and she didn’t understand him. 

“What?” 

“… You don’t deserve this either,” He’d said, now staring anywhere but her. She took a quick glance at Steve, who shrugged very lightly and gave her an encouraging smile. 

(Y/N) scoffed. “Yeah, well.” There was another moment of silence, but this one didn’t absolutely destroy her. This one actually felt good. “I’ve been trying to learn to deal with that shit. I’m not doing the best job, I think? But I’m trying.” 

“It could be worse, I guess. You could be beating the crap out of Steve’s face or trying to run me and my friends over.” Dustin said, shrugging. Steve gave the boy a stern look. 

“What?” (Y/N) laughed, confused. “Why on Earth would I do either of those things?” 

“Don’t mind him.” Steve rolled his eyes. 

“Well, maybe the beating the shit out of Steve’s face. I could do that. It’s not like I haven’t thought about it.” At her comment, Dustin snorted. 

“Hey!” Steve complained. 

“C’mon, man. You just have that face, y’know?” 

“Like you’re begging to be punched.” Dustin completed, looking at him. 

“Exactly!” (Y/N) exclaimed. “Just begging.”   

The two laughed at Steve’s contorted face, and he rolled his eyes. A common enemy, of course. How come he hadn’t thought about that? He would be the two siblings’ common enemy for now, let them make fun of him for a while. The waitress arrived at their table and Dustin noticed when (Y/N) took her fries and dunk them in her chocolate milkshake. He just stared slack-jawed as the girl kept making fun of Steve and his face. When Dustin did the same with his fries, (Y/N) looked at him and smiled, mouthful of fries, giving him a wink. 

"You know, I went to the arcade yesterday and it seemed really cool. But there was a creepy dude working there. He kept following me around, eating Funyons, I think?” 

“Cheesy puffs.” Both boys corrected her and she smiled. 

“Cheesy puffs, yeah. So I didn’t stay long. But I got some money today and I was thinking maybe after this, we can go to the arcade? I didn’t really get to play any of the games there the first time around.” She raised her eyebrows and Dustin gave her the tiniest bit of smiles. But it was something. 

“Yeah, okay,” Dustin said, shrugging his shoulders. He looked at Steve. “You coming?” 

“Sure, buddy.” He winked at Dustin and smiled at (Y/N). “I’d love to see her completely destroy you at Dig Dug.” 

“Hey!” The boy touched his chest, pretending to be offended. 

“I don’t have to. Didn’t this girl, Max, already did that?” (Y/N) smirked. 

“Okay, that’s it. I’m not gonna stand here and have my reputation be questioned like this!” Dustin complained, but he didn’t move. Instead, he ordered a burger from the waitress and kept eating his fries. (Y/N) laughed hard and complained that he was still eating after the large meal Claudia had prepared for them, to which the boy replied that he was about to play at the arcade, so he needed to carbo-load. Meanwhile, Steve watched the back and forth between the two, happy that his plan was working.   

“Maybe I’ll be the one to destroy the both of you.” Steve said, his voice dripping with mischief. (Y/N) and Dustin looked at him, then at each other, and had a laughter fit. 

The younger boy gave Steve a small slap in the back. “Oh, buddy. That’s the funniest thing you’ve ever said. You wish.”

Tags: @moltars​ @sociallyimpairedme​ @hufflepeople @bitchinmouthbreather  @hanasamara @lexannani @uncle-jjezzy

[aarondinglestan]

85 question meme

I was tagged by one of the worst i cant even spell their blog @raisealittlehelll

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (LOL im never gonna tag 20 ppl)

— what was your last…

1. drink: water 
2. phone call: who calls anymore?? my mum 
3. text message: who texts anymore??? my mum 
4. song you listened to: something by agnes obel 
5. time you cried: watchin sia’s the greatest music video a couple nights ago

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 
7. kissed someone and regretted it: not really. no reGrets YOLA 
8. been cheated on: nope 
9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: once in my life 8 yrs ago and never doing it again

— fave colours

12. prussian blue 
13. turquoise 
14. mustard yellow

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes 
16. fallen out of love: unfortunately No 
17. laughed until you cried: ye 
18. found out someone was talking about you: this too vague i dunno! 
19. met someone who changed you: no i’m like bedrock i never change 
20. found out who your friends are: constantly 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: no

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: like 99% 
23. do you have any pets: u have to ask smh 
24. do you want to change your name: yes 
25. what did you do for your last birthday: ate sushi and cried lol 26. what time did you wake up today: 3pm it’s the fault of cooking until 4am 
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: cooking traditional easter foods. continuing a 900 yr old tradition yo #culture 
28. what is something you can’t wait for: the next election. both our own and american. 30. what are you listening to right now: the sound of the kitchen being cleaned 
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: probably not. tomi though, yes.

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: when they call bread that is 70% wheat and 30% rye “ryed bread” pls that is not ryed bread like can u Stop fgs

33. most visited website: here, dictionary, yt, our national newspaper, twitter 
34. hair colour: dark blonde 
35. long or short hair: ugh medium i want it short again :(

36. do you have a crush on someone: yes and no. i have a crush on like every1 but also no one

37. what do you like about yourself: my sisu 
38. want any piercings: no 39. blood type: i dunno. also i can’t donate blood so i guess i’ll #neverknow tho i realy wanna kno. 
40. nicknames: these wld reveal me lmao. on the interwebs i prefer ing 41. relationship status: single 
42. sign: fishy 
43. pronouns: i hate gendered language. my pronoun is hän/se 44. fave tv show: i dunno abt “”fave”. rn the shit that im watching is HTGAWM. it’s soapy and ridiculous and Dumb and i’m entertained so w/e. 
45. tattoos: nope 
46. right or left handed: right. tho im ambi and use the computer etc with my leftie 47: ever had surgery: no 48. piercings: ears 
49. sport: ever had sport? wtf q is that. yes, i’ve had sport. multiple times. 
50. vacation: i’d really wanna go to alaska to see ICE, iceland & NZ just cause general nature, egypt to see PYRAMIDS, india to see TAJ MAHAL, china to see THE GREAT WALL, us to see the GRAND CANYON, peru to see MACHU PICCHU, cambodia to see ANCOR WAT. also i’ve wanted 4ever to hike in scotland. hahaha i have no money. 
51. trainers: ecco shoes whadup

— more general

52. eating: like...right now? i just ate chicken. now i just eat my mouth liquid 
53. drinking: water or ginger ale 
54. i’m about to watch: more of the laptop screen probs kil me 
55. waiting for: tomorrow so i can eat the well-cooked mämmi

56. want: chocolate licorice coconut ice cream and to fall in Looove 
57. get married: sure i guess if i find the right cat 
58. career: haha ha ha haa

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: depends on the person 60. lips or eyes: eyes 
61. shorter or taller: who cares 62. older or younger: arnd same age 63. nice arms or stomach: who cares 
64. hookup or relationships: relationship 
65. troublemaker or hesitant: who cares. actualy a bit No to hesitant cos that shit makes me nervy. talk to me!!

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: ye 67. drank hard liquor: ye 68. turned someone down: ye 69. sex on first date: no 
70: broken someone’s heart: maybe i dunno i mean this one du positively Stalked me 4 years so maybe when he finaly realized i wasn’t into him he was Sad or something also I don’t care 
71. had your heart broken: ye 72. been arrested: no 
73. cried when someone died: ye 74. fallen for a friend: dont get me started

— do you believe in

75. yourself: sumtimes 76. miracles: no 77. love at first sight: not realy. atraction and interest tho. 
78. santa claus: as a kid i used to dream of living in christmasland 
79. angels: do i believe in my cats? yes i do

— misc

80. eye colour: blue 
81. best friend’s name: this is confidential info 82. favourite movie: memento, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, billy elliot, todo sobre mi madre 
83. favourite actor: uh...

84. favourite cartoon: adventure time tho ive never actualy watched it so Lol i’m trying to avoid this q 85. favourite teacher’s name: r u trying to guess my gmail security questions smh No Comment

um I dunno who to tag im realy tired out by the 85 questions and every1 and their mum keeps changing their URLs so i don’t know who u all are so like i’ll tag ya two cos I always do so. do it if ya wana ! @rayblayblay @easyswinter

[wiener-blut]

i was tagged by my bb @babypaulchen ages ago and now the time has come to finally do this shit!! i told u i was gonna do it Brig!!

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (i wont tag anyone bc im doubting i even know 20 ppl on here lmao)

— what was your last…

1. drink: peach flavoured ice tea 2. phone call: my mom bc i asked her if shes interested in some hyacinth bulbs for her garden since the ones that stood in my room decayed 3. text message: to my cousin, setting a time where we can call and chat 4. song you listened to: actual surprise - its not Rammstein *ooohs and aaahs fly through the crowd* it was “The Schuyler Sisters” from Hamilton 5. time you cried: yesterday bc i had the worst fucking headache ever and i was being a whiny bitch

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhh no? 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, multiple times and ive come to the conclusion that throwing up makes me feel better afterwards like im back to being able to actually perveice my environment again lmao

— fave colours

12. black 13. pastel pink 14. actually i kinda love all colours idk

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes! 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: yes, multiple times, good 18. found out someone was talking about you: like uh shittalking? idk so i guess not 19. met someone who changed you: uhhh kinda? 20. found out who your friends are: um well i found out that my friends are good friends and that i love them and that i dont want to miss any of them 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: what? u can “kiss” someone on facebook? lmao i didnt take a look on facebook for literally years .......man i had a massive brainlag here. i thought u can now “kiss” ppl on facebook like u can “poke” ppl on facebook and it didnt come to my mind this could mean “irl” lmao bury me IF it means irl tho, then yes

— general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: pff idk man who the fuck still uses that shithole of a site anyways

23. do you have any pets: no but i had a super cute and fluffy bunny and i still miss him and think about him everyday also i plan on having half a farm and half a zoo in the future

24. do you want to change your name: not anymore; i used to hate my name bc its so outdated and the only answer i ever got on introducing myself was “hey my grandma has the same name isnt that funny” but then more and more people told me my name was pretty and unique and well now that im older (sounds like im 40 lmao) im even kinda fond of it

25. what did you do for your last birthday: umm uhh i guess i was studying for my exams lol but i remember my gf cooking an amazing dinner for me 💖

26. what time did you wake up today: uhhhhhh smth around 9am i think

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: actually sleeping for once bc that headache knocked me out completely

28. what is something you can’t wait for: fucking going to fucking Hamburg in fucking five fucking days

30. what are you listening to right now: the birds chirping outside

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes i had a classmate named Tom........he was a bit strange tho.......

32. something that’s getting on your nerves: i cant think of anything rn

33. most visited website: Tumblr and Youtube

34. hair colour: natural? blonde / current? dyed it pink two weeks ago

35. long or short hair: long ass hair and i mean, literally, they reach all the way down to my hips

36. do you have a crush on someone: ohhhahahaha so, so many, one - and maybe the king of em all - being Christoph Schneider (not obvious at all cough cough)

37. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhh.........;;;;; i guess... uh... *insert more unintelligent noises* maybe my legs?

38. want any piercings: no, except for maybe some on my ear

39. blood type: 0 positive, i think

40. nicknames: Lily

41. relationship status: super duper gay af with @haifisch-ohne-traenen

42. sign: officially capricorn (i like to say “the last capricorn” bc it sounds like “the last unicorn” and well my birthday is on the last day that still counts as capricorn), but honestly im more of an aquarius

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv show: i recently watched Grimm and the story was okay but the cast was like super adorable and i fell in love with every single one of them

45. tattoos: none. YET. i have plans for so much i just am very bad at deciding

46. right or left handed: right handed 47: ever had surgery: okay, small story time. there are these childrens books by german illustrator and author “Janosch” in which a tiger and a bear are best friends and i used to love those books. so once, tiger got ill (his stripes slipped out of place) and he needed to see the doctor. and the exact line was “soothing small shot, blue dream, surgery over, noticed nothing, tiger healthy”. and i once was in the hospital bc there was something wrong my nose (i dont remember what it was tho) and so they anaesthetized me (and my fav stuffie which i brough with me for mental support) and afterwards i told everyone of my “blue dream” and everyone was like ????? wtf kid bc they didnt know what i was talking about and it was just some months ago when i finally found out that a narcosis isnt called a “blue dream” and that i just knew this bc of this books which i adored and tbh i was like MY WHOLE LIFE IS A LIE “BLUE DREAM” IS AN ADORABLE TERM FOR IT 48. piercings: none 49. sport: i did ballet for 15 years and i still love to dance around the house and the mother of my best friend once called me cute bc i cant stand still and always spin around or stretch my toes while lifting my leg or do some pliés and tbh i wasnt even aware of that

50. vacation: uh...i love? lmao

51. trainers: umm like my shoes? mostly wearing my black doc martens

— more general

52. eating: i love me some good salad with tomatoes, mozzarella and tuna but ngl a pizza margherita could beat that salad any time. or a nice ragout fin. or mac’n’cheese. i love food in general, okay

53. drinking: i’d kill for a tequila rn. but like non-alcoholic beverage - plain water, yes thank u

54. i’m about to watch: some movie with my gf which we havent decided on yet

55. waiting for: my gf to return home from work so i can smooch her pretty face

56. want: to cuddle honestly

57. get married: since its legal in germany for some months now... idk tbh, its not smth i debate about on a daily basis

58. career: um i have a vague plan for becoming a speech pathologist but yea... its very vague

— which is better

59. hugs or kisses: hugs

60. lips or eyes: gotta say eyes

61. shorter or taller: i dont care actually

62. older or younger: um sweats loudly...... older (fun fact i recently calculated the average age of my celebrity crushes....yes i was bored.... and it resulted in 50.... well.....)

63. nice arms or stomach: arms, fucc me up

64. hookup or relationships: relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant: me? kinda both

— have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no 67. drank hard liquor: yes 68. turned someone down: not really?

69. sex on first date: nope

70: broken someone’s heart: probably

71. had your heart broken: uh yea...kinda

72. been arrested: no

73. cried when someone died: yes, im a whiny bitch so i cry easily

74. fallen for a friend: yeah binch im dating that lovely ho right now... im gonna leave Brig’s answer here bc its perf and same here

— do you believe in

75. yourself: ugh

76. miracles: i want to

77. love at first sight: no

78. santa claus: i want to lol but no

79. angels: fuck yes

— misc

80. eye colour: blue-gray-green-ish mud 81. best friend’s name: Dana

82. favourite movie: so? much? i cant decide, really

83. favourite actor: Tom Hiddleston, i love this british dork, lemme tell u

84. favourite cartoon: phuh, idk i dont really watch cartoons

85. favourite teacher’s name: SWEATS LOUDLY AND AGGRESIVELY i had two massive teacher crushes back in my school days and that makes me a bit biased but im gonna say Herr Wolf was a great teacher bc he always said “hey, astronomy’s a minor subject, the test won’t be hard and i wont give u homework, u guys concentrate on math, german and english” and tbh we need more teachers like that

[insarations]

Random survey, feel free to steal

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? ugh, absolutely

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused? single and heartbroken and confused XD

3: What if I told you that you were pretty? i'd say thank you :)

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? sort of

5: Are you interested in anyone right now? not particularly, just going with the flow, getting to know people. you never know..answer could change soon lol

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week? ugh,, um. nothing sadly XD work is just taking over

7: Do you want to be single? I am and do i want to be ? um...idk how to answer that. I'm okay being single, I'm used to it and can be content. but also, It'd be nice to have someone to do life with

8: Did you go out or stay in last night? both I guess lol

9: How late did you stay up last night? I'm still up :D and oh shit it's almost 2am I just realized lmao

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot? um. like... over a year ago

11: Last three things you had to drink? coffee, water, dr.pepper

12: Have you pretended to like someone? no thatd be dumb

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? no. i say what i mean

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? nope

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? ugh. don't even get me started

16: Think back five months ago, were you single? ya

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? I was at the gym

18: Hold hands with anyone this week? nope

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? absolutely

20: What would you name your future daughter? i've thought of a lot of names i'd like...  sophia, kendra, kendall, melissa, veronica(ronnie for short)..umm ya theres a lot more ive thought about lol

21: Do you miss anyone? yep

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? ew no, not my thing

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? no

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? it depends. like i feel like at work and around my family a good amount of the time, i just have to hide my feelings so i'm used to it. but when I'm with friends or someone i'm comfortable with it just all spills out

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad? ohhhhh ya

26: Who did you last see in person? my dad

27: Are you listening to music right now? no, watching tv

28: What is something you currently want right now? cuddles, someone around who gives a shit

29: What is the last thing you said out lot? idr, probably something to my cat lol

30: How is your heart lately? eh, not great

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? not too often... if it's raining or cold sure lol

32: Are you wearing socks? yep

33: What do people call you? sara. as that is my name XD what a dumb question

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? i don't particularly "like" anyone atm

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? ohhhhhhhhhhhhh yes

36: Who did you last share a bed with? my cats :D

37: Did you do something bad today? if you consider stuffing your face with food bad then sure lol

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? i can't even remember. probably my brother at christmas time

39: Do you get stressed out easily? pretty much

40: Will you sing today? possibly

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? too many times

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone? no one particularly these days. i don't have too close of friends anymore sadly. sometimes i'll talk to a friend, but nothing too deep. idk hard to explain

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance? no

44: What are you listening to right now? a show on tv

45: What is wrong with you right now? eh idk. too many thoughts in my head about things that i can't really change

46: What is on your wrists right now? nothing but my elephant tattoo :)

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? I'm wearing my cat sweater from vans

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider? hot chocolate

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11? not so much anymore but I used to alot lol

50: Are you a good artist? I wouldn't ever really call myself that but i mean, I enjoy painting and drawing. I'm not the greatest but every now and then i'll pop somethin decent out haha

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? it can be, if it's real and legit and genuine

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? things weren't much different as they are now so no lol

53: Ever been on a golf cart? yep..many times with my grandpa as a kid

54: Do you have trust issues? sort of, but more so i feel like i actually trust people way too easily

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who? many times with several different people

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic? yep

57: Do you use chap stick? sometimes

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face? never

59: Do you have a little sister? no, just two older brothers

60: Have you ever been to New York? upstate, yes

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? I don't know anymore

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week? probably my mom lol

63: What were you doing at midnight last night? same thing i am now...watching tv, fucking around on the internet lol

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? not really "regretted" just idk, i can't explain it

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? not really these days. that's depressing lol. that's probably not a true answer but like...most the people that used to make me smile just make me sad lately or otherwise they just aren't around

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person? ya

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? nope

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? hmm. it depends. I loveeee having my bed to myself but also I love having someone to cuddle and hold and just be next to through the night

69: Will next Friday be a good one? Well I hope so, I can’t tell the future lol

[oldmyths]

oh shit y’all i got tagged by @wimpydemons and @spookyboybergara, thank u both for tagging me :’)

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

last

1. drink - coke!

2. phone call - my nephew, i think i called him to turn off the oven ot smthn

3. text message - that i sent? i said hi to someone who asked for my number. my most recent received message is from that person asking me if i’m ok with calling some time to discuss some stuff in my english class

4. song you listened to - wait by the beatles

5. time you cried - hm... i don’t...remember

ever

6. dated someone twice? - god. yeah.

7. kissed someone and regretted it - never been kissed

8. been cheated on - no???

9. lost someone special - yeah

10. been depressed - still there but uh i think i’m better at managing it

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - i don’t drink y’all

fave colours

12. YELLOW

13. blue

14. a light purple

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - absolutely!!!

16. fallen out of love - uhh. maybe

17. laughed until you cried - yes

18. found out someone was talking about you - no???

19. met someone who changed you - hmmmm yes

20. found out who your friends are - i. guess so?

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - most of em, i only add close irl friends/family on facebook

23. do you have any pets - a cat!

24. do you want to change your name - :)

25. what did you do for your last birthday - umm. nothing special

26. what time did you wake up today - 7-ish in the morning, my cat really wanted breakfast

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - i think asleep? i don’t remember. i was really tired yesterday lkfgjdsfk

28. what is something you can’t wait for - Well i just watched the new ep of unsolved so... nothing right now. OH black panther. and spring break

30. what are you listening to right now - not a god damn thing

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - i don’t know any toms i think. i know a thomas but he’s my uncle and i haven’t seen him in a while

32. something that’s getting on your nerves - cringe culture

33. most visited website -  fuckin tumblr i guess

34. hair colour - its..brown? ombre-ish maybe. i don’t know i hate my hair

35. long or short hair - it’s a lil below my shoulders god help me

36. do you have a crush on someone - i love my girlfriend

37. what do you like about yourself - MY TEETH!!! and my eyes. and the fact that i make people laugh sometimes

38. want any piercings? - nah

39. blood type - i..don’t know

40. nicknames - truthfully i don’t think i have any

41. relationship status - i love my girlfriend

42. zodiac - sagittarius babyyyyy

43. pronouns - they/them

44. fave tv shows - i like twin peaks and criminal minds..those are the only tv shows i really watch i think

45. tattoos - i don’t have any right now but i do want to get a tattoo of some lyrics on my wrist bc i’m a typical walking fuckin cliche

46. right or left handed - right handed babyyyyyyy

47. ever had surgery - nope

48. piercings - i had my ears pierced when i was a wee child but i took em out since my ear got infected, and then i haven’t bothered trying to re-pierce them or whatever

49. sport - i like volleyball, soccer, and hockey i guess? i only played volleyball in high school. i’m not very athletic

50. vacation - one summer, after i graduated high school, my mom, my sister, two of my nephews, and i drove to the quebec border. just cos. and then we went back home

51. trainers - ...shoes? i wear boots, because canada and snow. i do have these other non-winter boots that are like, cat-patterned and theyre yellow and i love them but my sister doesn’t let me leave the house with them. and these space-themed converse hightops that don’t really fit my tiny feet

more general

52. eating - nothing

53. drinking - not a dang thing

54. i’m about to watch - i might rewatch the new bfu

55. waiting for - black pantherrrrrrr

56. want - sleep?

57. get married - i’m a sagittarius. my parents are divorced. every relationship i’ve been in was a disaster.

58. career - i want to publish books...realistically i’d probably just work in a bookstore or something

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - ive never been kissed and i’m extremely selective of those i allow to hug me...so.....nneither? kisses?

60. lips or eyes - eyes

61. shorter or taller - ..taller...

62. older or younger - older

63. nice arms or stomach - ehhh arms i guess

64. hookup or relationship - i love my girlfriend

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant bc i don’t think i could handle even being friends with someone who’s constantly acting/being a troublemaker. too much stress

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - no bitch

67. drank hard liquor - no bitch

68. lost glasses - not for a long period of time but i have lost my glasses before

69. turned someone down - yea

70. sex on first date - no bitch

71. broken someones heart - ya

72. had your heart broken - ya

73. been arrested - no???

74. cried when someone died - ya

75. fallen for a friend - i mean. aren’t you supposed to? isn’t that kind of the best way to really fall for someone? when you look at someone who’s been beside you and you think “oh, there you are”?

do you believe in

76. yourself - err.....

77. miracles - i think karma has some credence to it. you get what you put out into the universe, and such

78. love at first sight - not really

79. santa claus - i believe in santa in the way that he was a real person at one point

80. kiss on a first date - um... that’s subjective i think

81. angels - shane madej exists. so yeah. (i have a hard time thinking about deities and angels and demons, because if you blieve in ghosts doesn’t that kind of set the stage for an “afterlife”? does an afterlife without a god exist?)

other

82. best friend’s name - i have too many you can’t make me pick just One. fuck you

83. eye colour - hazel i think

84. fave movie - fuck you. i love reservoir dogs, the shining, toy story, the adventures of tintin, psycho...

85. fave actor - jake gyllenhaal is the only man i trust

i tag @izzystradlinsyellowpants @demonproofboi @shyaniacs @anyhornyboys @delightedbythunder @heytheredemyons @ghosts-boys umm and anyone else who might wanna do this?

if i tagged u and u don’t wanna do this then please please please don’t feel obligated to do it!

[feralregulus]

85 Questions Tag Game

i was tagged by @henriettafoxes for my main but like nei.

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (HA! i’m tagging 6 at that lmao) @foxpaws10 @jeanmoreauz @leahoffbeat @katerandomletters @jeanmmoreau @dancyon

— What was your last…

1. Drink: coffee

2. Phone call: to my mom lmao.

3. Text message: to a friend, joana.

4. Song you listened to: motherlove by bea miller bc its my anthem and ive had aurora on repeat since it came out (LISTEN TO AURORA TOU MFS)

5. Time you cried: two days ago

6. Dated someone twice: i don’t do dating so this nevere happens

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: um this summer i guess? like i made out with this fuckboy and honestly it wasn’t worth it.

8. Been cheated on: lmao no

9. Lost someone special: yeah i guess

10. Been depressed: thats my constant mood lmao

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: never thrown up for being drunk also i haven’t thrown up since 2012 lmao.

— Fave colours

12. gray

13. red

14. purple

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yeah

16. Fallen out of love: with stuff i guess, not with people

17. Laughed until you cried: i don’t think so

18. Found out someone was talking about you: uh shit i don’t think so, like im dramatic but im never up for drama lmao

19. Met someone who changed you: nope

20. Found out who your friends are: uh

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: uh

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: maybe like 95%

23. Do you have any pets: two birdies!

24. Do you want to change your name: nope

25. What did you do for your last birthday: slept all day and downed a bottle of vodka with monster bc im that pathetic lmao

26. What time did you wake up today: i didn’t sleep but i got out of bed at like 10-ish am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching gotham

28. What is something you can’t wait for: for this school year to fucking end and for summer to fucking come

30. What are you listening to right now: sanctify by years & years

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i talked to someone named tomas does that count?

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: everything, my sisters, my shitty laptop

33. Most visited website: prolly tumblr

34. Hair colour: jet black

35. Long or short hair: short, i got the bi bob lmao

36. Do you have a crush on someone: nope

37. What do you like about yourself: what’s there not like, bitch im awesome

38. Want any piercings: i want a nose piercing and a tongue one

39. Blood type: dunno

40. Nicknames: don’t have any lol

41. Relationship status: single as a pringle

42. Sign: virgo

43. Pronouns: she/them

44. Fave tv show: shameless and b99

45. Tattoos: none :(

46. Right or left handed: right

47: Ever had surgery: yesh

48. Piercings: three in one ear two in the other

49. Sport: nope

50. Vacation: last one was last summer to Turkey and next one im going to my home country, Morocco

51. Trainers: vans all the way

— More general

52. Eating: you mean last? well im about to have a salmon burger

53. Drinking: nothing rn

54. I’m about to watch: gotham or b99 or the flash

55. Waiting for: lunch

56. Want: books books books and money

57. Get married: to no one lmao

58. Career: dude i plan on like backpacking throughout the world for as long as i can (and working shitty jobs to afford doing so)

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: don’t care tbh

62. Older or younger: um uh why

63. Nice arms or stomach: arms

64. Hookup or relationships: hookups

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker since birth

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: yeh

67. Drank hard liquor: yeh

68.Turned someone down: yeh

69. Sex on first date: never been on a date lmao but ive had sex with people the first time i met them

70: Broken someone’s heart: i don’t think so

71. Had your heart broken: nope

72. Been arrested: almost i guess but no

73. Cried when someone died: do fictional characters count?

74. Fallen for a friend: nope

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: uh most of the time

76. Miracles: nope

77. Love at first sight: ha! no bitch that is not an actual thing but lust at first sight? hell yeh

78. Santa Claus: lmao nope my fam is muslim

79. Angels: sounds fake

— Misc

80. Eye colour: really dark brown seem like black

81. Best friends name: don’t have a bf

82. Favourite movie: 10 things i hate about you and the breakfast club

83. Favourite actor: uh idk i love so many its hard to choose

84. Favourite cartoon: kim possible 

85. Favourite teacher’s name: estela

[amiandivh]

I was tagged by: @gaybybirth​ hey sorry i have been and am still sick

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.

last

1. drink - A nice glass of ice tea  2. phone call - friend of mine Andrew 3. text message - Got a text from my step mom checking in on me 4. song you listened to - Do video game soundtracks count as a song? Well if they do it was “Telling the Truth 2007″ quite a song title i know but listen to it i promise its amazing 5. time you cried - Saturday i was a funeral and this group played an amazing version that old rugged cross.

ever

6. dated someone twice? - never dated period lol 7. kissed someone and regretted it - never kissed a soul 8. been cheated on -man this is gonna be a boring section 9. lost someone special - nooooooooope 10. been depressed -  yeeeeeeeeeep 11. gotten drunk and thrown up - never touched the stuff 

fave colours

12. Pink mostly because i regrest having a “hating pink stage” in my life...fuck you young heather 13. Purple Cause it was my mother favorite color  14. Blue....notice a patern

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - Yea i have 16. fallen out of love - Yea but they let me down gently 17. laughed until you cried - oh im a laugher so you show me something i gonna laugh till i cry 18. found out someone was talking about you - um no not really  19. met someone who changed you - yea i have  20. found out who your friends are - not really no 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - refer to part 2 

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl -man i havent been on facebook in probably 5 years 

23. do you have any pets -  i wish i had a cat and a dog 

24. do you want to change your name - nah i have names i have always like but not enough to change my name.

25. what did you do for your last birthday - my last birthday was 4 days ago and it was withough a doubt the worst one i have had since the first once without mom...it was bad enough i dont feel like talking about it here

26. what time did you wake up today - about 9 around the time im up normally

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping trying to sleep through the worse of my sickness

28. what is something you can’t wait for - not much rn...idk Infinity Wars

30. what are you listening to right now - An episode of Brooklyn99 in the background.

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - not that i cant remember  32. something that’s getting on your nerves - oh lord a friend of mine was just over playing this stupid playing this stupid mobile game for 3 HOURS and i could not care less 33. most visited website - Youtube its my main form of entertainment with no satilite 34. hair colour - brown 35. long or short hair - long. to long almost ready for a cut 36. do you have a crush on someone - noup 37. what do you like about yourself - Do i have to answer this one? cause i cant think of an answer 38. want any piercings? -na  39. blood type - no idea 40. nicknames - Bunny. one of my mothers long time friends gave it to me when i was born. Easter was close to the 22nd in 1989

Publié à l'origine par lazylittleslothiam

41. relationship status - Single

Originally posted by batbobsession

42. zodiac - Aries 43. pronouns - she/her 44. fave tv shows - Futurama, Steven Universe Paks and rec, Brooklyn 99, Adventure Time Arrested Developement 45. tattoos - nah not a tattoo fan 46. right or left handed - Right handed. 47. ever had surgery - No not since i was born...long story 48. piercings - no i did when i was a kid but not now no thanks 49. sport - No never  50. vacation - id love to go to the mountains. love the cold and possible snow uh its great 51. trainers -dont understand

more general (why do these bullet points down here don’t care what I want, why tumblr?)

52. eating - nothing rn its almost 2 dont like to eat late

53. drinking - Water trying to stay hydrated

54. i’m about to watch -probably another b99 episode and try to sleep

55. waiting for - sleeeeeeeep

56. want -to feel better for more than a couple of months

57. get married - ROFL gotta find a signifigant other to get married

58. career - im 30 next year im to old or dumb to have a carrer at this point

which is better

59. hugs or kisses -i guess hugs. its all ive gotten 60. lips or eyes - eyes  61. shorter or taller - i genually have no idea...is same height an option i just want to look into her eyes without craining my neck

62. older or younger - older. i worry about being a cradle robber 63. nice arms or stomach -you got me pal 64. hookup or relationship -relationship....please? 65. troublemaker or hesitant - well im hesitant so kind of a trouble maker. or i guess more spontaneous then me

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - nope 67. drank hard liquor - i dont drink 68. lost glasses - yea 69. turned someone down - yea i felt like shit 70. sex on first date - never been on a date but that would still be a no 71. broken someones heart - ...yea 72. had your heart broken - no i took it like a champ lol 73. been arrested - Nope. 74. cried when someone died - my mother’s last words were “Whose gonna take care of my Heather and my aunts were almost the same thing and when i heard that especially about my aunt i cried like never have before. 75. fallen for a friend - who do you think let me down easy?

do you believe in

76. yourself - NAHHHHHHHHH 77. miracles - Sure 78. love at first sight -not really no 79. santa claus -Sure 80. kiss on a first date - Why not 81. angels - absolutely

other

82. best friend’s name - @indigowallbreaker 83. eye colour - Brown 84. fave movie - to many to count but im gonna go with willy wonka and the chocolate factory. i feel like a kid every time i watch. Gene Wilder was amazing in it and ill never forget the song pure imagination. another one would probably be back to the future another classic as a kid i loved the car and the idea of time travel.the joney b good scene always made me want to learn to play the guitar.  85. fave actor - i honestly dont have alot Chris Evans, Terry Crews, Stephanie Beatriz, Sebestian Stan, Zendaya

Thank you SOOO much for this i love doing these much. i am way to tired to tag people honestly if you see this and want to fill it out fel free!

[cowboyarc]

tagged by @lostnoise​ ty!!

1. do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen? black pens, because in english they always asked us to use blue. and english was awful for me so no blue :p

2. would you prefer to live in the country or in the city? city, i lived in the bumheck middle of nowhere for 18 years and hated it.

3. if you could learn a new skill, what would it be? oooh, i really want to get better at the guitar, or learn to sword fight.

4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? Yes, but very very little.

5. what was your favorite book as a child? I dont remember having a favorite book? but my dad had this whole story written out and he’d use that to tell me bedtime stories. it was so cool.

6. do you prefer baths or showers? Showers, i am get anxious in baths? i feel weird just sitting there.

7. if you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be? d-r-a-g-o-n-s. in my dads stories that i mentioned above? there was an elf that was a half-ling and could turn into a dragon.

8. paper or electronic books? I dont read much? but definitely paper.

9. what is your favorite item of clothing? a ramones t-shirt my dad bought me on a business trip once. (its the rocket to russia album)

10. do you like your name? would you like to change it? I friggin hate my name, i wanna change it so bad but i dont know to what.

11. who is a mentor to you? i um.. dont have one?

12. would you like to be famous? if so, what for? I don’t know if I want to be famous, i’m very private person, but i guess if i had to maybe like a jenna/julien type of deal? like his aries kitchen series.

13. are you a restless sleeper? Very Much Yesss, I’m move so much.

14. do you consider yourself to be a romantic person? no... i’ve never had the opportunity to be?

15. which element best represents you? I’d say fire. maybe?

16. who do you want to be closer to? probably a couple of people? i dont talk to many people? but physically? my best friend i miss her a lot.

17. do you miss someone at the moment? my best friend, audi and alex and thier dogs, and my pops.

18. tell us about an early childhood memory. a lot of my childhood wasn’t the greatest? so i dont remember a lot of it? but i guess the bedtime stories my dad would tell

19. what is the strangest thing you have eaten? fried kool-aid with powdered sugar from the south carolina state fair.

20. what are you most thankful for? um.. being able to have a place to sleep/and food?

21. do you like spicy food? ohhhhh yes, its all i grew up on. audi’s ma is chinese and she cooked the best food all the time. and gave me sooo much.

22. have you ever met someone famous? Not that i remember

23. do you keep a diary or journal? i’ve tried several times, but i stop pretty fast, because i have nothing to say or the way i write starts to piss me off.

24. do you prefer to use pen or pencil? Mechanical pencils

25. what is your star sign? Aries babbey.

26. do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy? Crunchy? um... i know that maybe the crunch would be hard on some peeps teeth, but not in my house.(crunchy)

27. what would you want your legacy to be? i dont tend to think that far ahead.

28. do you like reading? What was the last book you read? i wish i did? its really hard for me to find a book that will hold my attention, and audio books are not a fun time for me because some sounds/voices i cant handle like that.

29. how do you show someone you love them? im definitely more of physical/small gestures kinda person. i’ll buy/make them little gifts, or offer cuddles (if they’re cool with touch) that type of stuff

30. do you like ice in your drinks? very little if at all, i only drink water, hot tea/coffee, and i dont like iced tea/coffee at all so.

31. what are you afraid of? um... nothing really that i can think of

32. what is your favorite scent? im very sensitive to smells, but i really like this sandlewood body wash i have.

33. do you address older people by their name or surname? soooo... i grew up in the south-south. so it was always yes ma’am, no sir, mr. smith, ms. jones. like even if someone was like call me betty or whatever it was weird to do that. but i’m slowly getting away from that since i moved away.

34. if money was not a factor, how would you live your life? I’d really like to help people, not sure in what capacity but yeah.

35. do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean? i did grow up about 40 mins from the ocean and would go there all the time. the water was gross and i wish the waves had been better, i’ve always wanted to surf proper. so ocean i guess.

36. what would you do if you found $50 in the ground? probably see if someone comes back for it? prob give it toward food or something for someone

37. have you ever seen a shooting star? did you make a wish? okay so audi’s house was prefect for star gazing and we’d do it all the time and we saw a couple over the years, and got torn up by misquitos.

38. what is one thing you would want to teach your children? dont want kids, but i’ll prob be a godparent eventually so just to be happy and comfortable with themselves.

39. if you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? I have several but the next one I want to get the doom symbol with my pop’s birthday (probably in roman numeral cause that look best) and whenever he passes his death date. a little morbid but ive always wanted that cause its his fav game.

40. what can you hear now? animal crossing, netflix (hannibal) and my smuckers pb&j wrapper lol (strawberry ofc)

41. where do you feel the safest? uh... my room sometimes?

42. what is one thing you want to overcome/conquer? a lot i dont wanna talk about.

43. if you could travel back to any era, what would it be? the 70s/80s to go to some concerts i guess

44. what is your most used emoji? im on pc so i have no clue, but the shaka sign 

45. describe yourself using one word. sarcastic

46. what do you regret the most? there was a girl and we didnt have a lot of time together because i was leaving and i hurt her i think, i apologized later but that doesnt make it okay so yeah i hope shes doing okay.

47. last movie you saw? I watched the new animated Scoob! movie. i loved itt, scooby doo is my shit always.

tagging: i dont know i dont wanna bother folks, if you see this and it catches your fancy :)

[r0rorowurboat]

All of them!

200: My crush’s name is: n/a lmao199: I was born in: naples, fl198: I am really: gay?? idk197: My cellphone company is: t mobile196: My eye color is: green/blue/gray/idk man195: My shoe size is: 7 1/2 8 sometimes194: My ring size is: um i think that was 7 too but i dont remember193: My height is: 5′4″192: I am allergic to:pineapples and penicillin191: My 1st car was: a v old red saturn190: My 1st job was: a waitress189: Last book you read: um i think it was uhhhhhh shit uhhhh god fuck it was the warrior cats book but!!! it was bc i was stuck at my sister house with nothing but bibles or that series to read188: My bed is: an air mattress atm187: My pet: is perfect and i love her her name is luna and shes a little black cat who loves cuddles and kisses186: My best friend:is wonderful and i love him185: My favorite shampoo is: uhm. error i hardly ever use shampoo bc i have v dry curly hair and it makes it horrible184: Xbox or ps3: pc boi183: Piggy banks are: cure182: In my pockets: they dont make pockets in womens fashion wtf are you on. but uh. usually my phone, wallet, and keys181: On my calendar: i.. dont.. have one. 180: Marriage is: alright i guess. tax benefits179: Spongebob can: do that annoying laugh 178: My mom: tries v hard177: The last three songs I bought were? *squints* i think... it was keshas new album?176: Last YouTube video watched: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQuR8LVKhUE175: How many cousins do you have? 2174: Do you have any siblings? yes i have 3 older sisters173: Are your parents divorced? yeup172: Are you taller than your mom? nope171: Do you play an instrument? not anymore but i used to play clarinet170: What did you do yesterday? uhm spent the day at home as usual[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: nah man168: Luck: to an extent i guess?167: Fate: i dont think so. 166: Yourself: sometimes165: Aliens: yes164: Heaven: nah163: Hell: nah162: God: nah161: Horoscopes: yes160: Soul mates: nah159: Ghosts: hmmm probably158: Gay Marriage: yes!157: War: no156: Orbs: orbs?? what are those?? like in ghost hunter shows? bc if so then no155: Magic: hm. what type? i think theres stuff we dont know about but idk if id call it magic. I think certain things have more power than we give credit. idk its hard to explain.[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs153: Drunk or High: drunk152: Phone or Online: online151: Red heads or Black haired: redheadsredheadsredheads150: Blondes or Brunettes: hmmmm blondes i guess?149: Hot or cold: cold148: Summer or winter: winter147: Autumn or Spring: autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate145: Night or Day: night144: Oranges or Apples: hmmm oranges143: Curly or Straight hair: curly 142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk chocolate140: Mac or PC: pc139: Flip flops or high heals: usually sneakers tbh but uhhh i own more heels then flip flops138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: hm i mean i guess sweet and poor? im already poor so137: Coke or Pepsi: i dont drink soda, water. or coffee136: Hillary or Obama: obama135: Burried or cremated: cremated134: Singing or Dancing: singing133: Coach or Chanel: um. walmart? 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who or who?131: Small town or Big city: hm idk. probably city? 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: neither pls128: Manicure or Pedicure: hmmm manicure probs.127: East Coast or West Coast: i live on the east coast but idk west coast is home to a lot of friends so hmmmm126: Your Birthday or Christmas: its like a week apart there isnt much difference125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate124: Disney or Six Flags: disney123: Yankees or Red Sox: i dont sports[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: icky121: George Bush: memes?120: Gay Marriage: im gay119: The presidential election: my vote didnt matter!118: Abortion: its your body your choice117: MySpace: never had one116: Reality TV: i mean, its fake? entertaining tho115: Parents: eh. 114: Back stabbers: icky113: Ebay: cheap stuff112: Facebook: only for family tbh111: Work: pays the bills110: My Neighbors: dont know them109: Gas Prices: expensive108: Designer Clothes: overpriced107: College: wish i could afford it!106: Sports: nah105: My family: haha104: The future: haha[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: my grandma a few days ago102: Last time you ate: pizza a few hours ago101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: moving day seeing my extended family again100: Cried in front of someone: the other night with my mom or uhhh in call with kina today actually99: Went to a movie theater: wow uh pretty long time ago i dont actually remember98: Took a vacation: haha idk man97: Swam in a pool: wow uh idk96: Changed a diaper: hm last time i was with the twins. not sure how long its been. maybe 2 or 3 months?95: Got my nails done: when did my sister get married? years ago idk94: Went to a wedding: ^^93: Broke a bone: never have92: Got a peircing: about a year ago91: Broke the law: heh uh 90: Texted: a few hours ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: probably kina or riley rn88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my mom tbh. the kids. wyatt. 87: The last movie I saw: the orphan86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: hm idk getting a job i guess85: The thing im not looking forward to: getting a job lmao84: People call me: by my name. but i have nicknames now!! Ray, rachi, babe, ray baby... its very nice and makes me feel warm and fuzzy and loved83: The most difficult thing to do is: hmmm clean? be honest about things that are bothering me? idk82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never81: My zodiac sign is: capricorn sun aquarius moon80: The first person i talked to today was: the gc i think?79: First time you had a crush: i was v young and they had freckles and red hair and i died78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: um i try not to hide things in general! but someone who will call me out recently is raiken and archie lmao77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: riley lmao tho i beat her to it 

76: Right now I am talking to: riley75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i am grown up technically. uh. hopefully be an animator74: I have/will get a job: as a cashier probably73: Tomorrow: i have a job interview and then im gonna get coffee72: Today: was a long day71: Next Summer: hmmm idk70: Next Weekend: IDK GOD69: I have these pets: a cat!! who i love!!! and already gushed about but shes laying on my lap and purring rn and its so soothing68: The worst sound in the world: scratching against those uhhhh holographic things???? god i hate it67: The person that makes me cry the most is: hmnn my dad haha66: People that make you happy: my friends!!! Kina, Ali, Archie, Riley, Leo, Raiken, Mimi...... all of them good pals the squad my faves i love them65: Last time I cried: today rip64: My friends are: GOOD AND AMAZING I LOVE THEM63: My computer is: big! and i like it62: My School: none61: My Car: ded from the hurricane rip me60: I lose all respect for people who: are shitty? idk. 59: The movie I cried at was: hmmmm idk movies dont usually make me cry58: Your hair color is: uhm it was really dark blue but as the color has faded it kind of looks black/brown now57: TV shows you watch: a lot of them56: Favorite web site: uh i guess tumblr55: Your dream vacation: not being here!! probably just going around visiting everyone and hanging out having a good time54: The worst pain I was ever in was: tearing a ligament in my knee it hurt a lot53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium 52: My room is: messy51: My favorite celebrity is: ummm idk50: Where would you like to be: home tbh49: Do you want children: idk48: Ever been in love: ye47: Who’s your best friend: hhhhhhhhhhhh raiken46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls and nb babes45: One thing that makes you feel great is: just hanging out with people tbh44: One person that you wish you could see right now: i guess that would be my mom haha43: Do you have a 5 year plan: i did once. idk what happened to it haha i guess things never really go according to plan and it just hurts more to make one. just set goals, not plans.42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: i did once but i dont think i have the same values as i did when i made that41: Have you pre-named your children: i used to but idk if i want kids anymore40: Last person I got mad at: ummmm hmm 39: I would like to move to: hmm somewhere with 4 seasons not just summer and less hot summer38: I wish I was a professional: artist[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: kit-kats36: Vehicle: um idk small ones i guess35: President: obama? idk34: State visited: ooohhh michigan33: Cellphone provider: ive only ever had the one so idk32: Athlete: uh31: Actor: uh30: Actress: uh29: Singer: hmmmmmmmm rn i would have to say Bea Miller but check back with me in a week28: Band: The Silent Comedy27: Clothing store: hmmmm cotton on has really comfy clothes26: Grocery store: target or publix25: TV show: rn? bnha24: Movie: hhhhhh um idk uhhhhh moulin rouge i guess? it used to be my fav but idk anymore23: Website: tumblr22: Animal: elephants21: Theme park: epcot20: Holiday: halloween19: Sport to watch: none18: Sport to play: none17: Magazine: none16: Book: hmmmmm A Monster Calls15: Day of the week: none14: Beach: hh13: Concert attended: never been12: Thing to cook: uh i guess eggs11: Food: sushi10: Restaurant: its a really good sushi place with bubble tea and thai donuts that i dont remember the name of9: Radio station: hhh idk8: Yankee candle scent: idk7: Perfume: i dont really like perfume it gives me headaches6: Flower: ooooh gardenia5: Color: blue/green teal4: Talk show host: john oliver3: Comedian: hh2: Dog breed: hmmm husky? also labradors and uhhh all dogs tbh ohhh pitbulls and rottweilers i love dogs good yes1: Did you answer all these truthfully? ye mostly

[bookwormcheerleader]

i was tagged by @trevorfindsthestrals (LOOK i finally got internet access on my laptop again!! Sorry it took so long) 1. Coffee or tea? tea, i had my first cup of coffee on like thursday last week 2. Black and white or color? black or soft, but not pastel, colours 3. Drawings or paintings? idk, whatever is more moving in that moment i guess 4. Dresses or skirts? dresses because i never know how to match with a skirt 5. Books or movies? how DARE you make me choose, i think books, but i wanna make movies (potentially havent really explored that yet) so it seems like the wrong answer 6. Pepsi or Coke? i dont drink fizzy drinks 7. Chinese or Italian? definitely italian on an everyday basis but i LOVE chinese too 8. Early bird or night owl? its almost midnight and i havent started my reading for tomorrow, that counts as an answer right? 9. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate, unless its a milkshake 10. Introvert or extrovert? introvert, i don’t really like people 11. Hugs or kisses? ive never been kissed so hugs 12. Hunting or fishing? aesthetics of hunting but uh with fishing you can not put a hook on the line and just kinda sit there and chill without looking like the animal lover that your family judges you for being 13. Winter or summer? yes. idk im probably more of a summer person, but i also really like the implications of winter in that everything has to die in order to be reborn, plus i can’t really breathe in the heat, but i also have poor circulation in my extremities so the cold sucks ass 14. Spring or fall? spring, i like the crisp air of fall dont get me wrong, but the rebirth and the petrichor after a spring rain with a crisp breeze that doesnt chill you is just so relaxing 15. Rural or urban? i grew up in the woods so rural but i need to at least be kinda close to a hospital to avoid panicking  16. PC or Mac? pc 17. Tan or pale? is this preference, cuz i dont have one of those, but i am so white that i was the same color as my cheer uniform in high school 18. Cake or pie? cake, i dont like pie crust 19. Ice cream or yogurt? frozen yogurt tbh, it jsut tastes fresher and less heavy 20. Ketchup or mustard? my brother likes to mock me for how much i loved ketchup when i was like 7 as if it was yesterday 21. Sweet pickles or dill pickles? i dont like pickles 22. Comedy or mystery? can we do a hybrid where its like theyre fighting crime but have no ability to act serious, cuz im basically writing a comic book like that with @spectralflutterbeast 23. Boots or sandals? i live in a colder wetter climate so usually boots, but i love sandals 24. Silver or gold? i like white gold typically because its often a mix, it has the matching ability of silver with the warmth in color of gold 25. Pop or Rock? i grew up on steve miller and journey from my mom and simon & garfunkel from my dad 26. Dancing or singing? all i can think of is my shitty karoke the other night, so uh dancing, at least i don’t suck more at that when im drunk 27. Checkers or chess? checkers is easier and i could probably actually win, but chess is more likely to hold my attention 28. Board games or video games? we used to do family board game nights (im currently holding the winnign streak for clue because any games played without everyone dont count) (my extended family is also obsessed with card games, its how we bond, we talk shit and play cards) 29. Wine or beer? wine if i have to have one of these, i dont like fizzy stuff ever so no beer but wine dries out my mouth 30. Freckles or dimples? i have freckles, and i love it when people have dimples 31. Honey mustard or BBQ sauce? i guess bbq 32. Body weight exercises or lifting weights? idk what body weight exercises includes but i have always liked lifting weights, its something im fairly good at 33. Baseball or basketball? BASEBALL IS THE BEST I LOVE IT, i miss playing it so much but its been too long for me to feel comfortable joining an intramural team 34. Crossword puzzles or sudokus? sudoku...i think 35. Facial hair or clean shaven? preference right, um stubble.... im not big on full beards (probs cuz my dad has always had one, seriously pics from when he was 20 we are the exact same but he has a beard, he says he hasnt shaved his upper lip since he was 16) clean shaven is nice too tho 36. Crushed ice or cubed ice? i prefer no ice, but if i have to i like that ice you get in hospital cafeterias 37. Skiing or snowboarding? never been 38. Smile or game face? smirking, its the happy medium 39. Bracelet or necklace? i feel naked without any piece of my jewelry (watch on right wrist, a bracelet on my left, a necklace for me to fidget with, both sets of earrings) 40. Fruit or vegetables? fruit 41. Sausage or bacon? bacon 42. Scrambled or fried? scrambled unless its on toast 43. Dark chocolate or white chocolate? dark chocolate 44. Tattoos or piercings? i have two sets of piercings and i just got my first tattoo last month 45. Antique or brand new? antique unless its something i would feel like i couldnt be comfortable using, i always wind up with a very eclectic mix 46. Dress up or dress down? dress down, never really have a reason to dress up 47. Cowboys or aliens? cowboys, space gives me anxiiety 48. Cats or dogs? dogs 49. Pancakes or waffles? depends on who is making the pancakes 50. Bond or Bourne? uhhhh what 51. Sci-Fi or fantasy? fantasy 52. Numbers or letters? letters 53. Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings? lotr tbh 54. Fair or theme park? fair, i grew up in puyallup (look it up, i can even sing the old theme song) 55. Money or fame? money, i want to buy my parents and aunt nice things 56. Washing dishes or doing laundry? laundry (no icky wet food pieces!) {this is what @trevorfindsthestrals had i just could not have said it any better myself} 57. Snakes or sharks? ummm snakes? cuz theyre smaller and i can run from them if theyre dangerous 58. Orange juice or apple juice? orange 59. Sunrise or sunset? sunsets seem more satisfactory to me 60. Slacker or over-achiever?.....i dont’ know how to answer this question 61. Pen or pencil? pencil, unless im worried about it smudging, then i bought some erasable pens for that 62. Peanut butter or jelly? peanut butter is more filling but i make jam every year so theres that 63. Grammys or Oscars? oscars 64. Detailed or abstract? why cant we do both, like a painting that is overall abstract but the closer you get the more you see the things that make it what it is, ya know, like life 65. Multiple choice questions or essay questions? idk multiple choice questions are harder to get wrong for not having enough info about a particular topic, but im good at and enjoy bsing things 66. Adventurous or cautious? i wish i was more adventurous but insecurities 67. Saver or spender? yes 68. Glasses or contacts? i dont wear either 69. Laptop or desktop? laptop 70. Classic or modern? what medium 71. Personal chef or personal fitness trainer? i would like a personal trainer until i get back in the habit of it and then i would jsut need a gym buddy 72. Internet or cell phone? cell since you cna get internet on your phone 73. Call or text? social anxiety so texting  74. Curly hair or straight? mine is beach wavy 75. Shower in the morning or shower in the evening? ive been showering in the morning because i like what it does to my hair 76. Spicy or mild? spicy please 77. Marvel or DC? wonder woman was my first favorite character, like about the time that bugs life came out because i obviously had two and the other was Flick  78. Paying a mortgage or paying rent? rent, i like assurance but i dont like permanence 79. Sky dive or bungee jump? never been but uh im not that trusting so i probably am jsut gonna go with a no 80. Oreos or Chips Ahoy? chewy chips ahoy 81. Jello or pudding? jello 82. Truth or dare? im a chicken so truth 83. Roller coaster or Ferris wheel? roller coaster, ferris wheels are all of the fear with none of the fun 84. Leather or denim? I NEED BOTH I CANT CHOOSE 85. Stripes or solids? stripes and fat people lol no, solids for me 86. Bagels or muffins? bagels probably 87. Whole wheat or white? whole wheat 88. Beads or pearls? pearls, my mother was a jeweler for 13 years, i cant not 89. Hardwood or carpet? hard wood in a hall, tile or linoleum in the kitchen and bathroom and then carpet everywhere else 90. Bright colors or neutral tones? uhhhh for what, cuz it really depends  91. Be older than you are or younger than you are? i want to be like 34, not rn obviously, im enjoying being 20 and stupid, but i feel like 34 is a good age, of course thats abotu how old my bros were when i idolized them so that might be reflective of that 92. Raisins or nuts? raisins, partially because every time my dad sees nuts he says nuts for the nutty and it has become a conditioned response for me now 93. Picnic or nice restaurant? picnic 94. Black leather or brown leather? brown 95. Long hair or short hair? mines somewhere in the middle 96. “Ready, aim, fire” or “Ready, fire, aim”? wtf does the second even mean 97. Fiction or non-fiction? fiction 98. Smoking or non-smoking? i have asthma 99. Think before you talk or talk before you think? i wish i could think before i talk more than i actually do 100. Asking questions or answering questions? i like to listen to people imma tag: @kiavachiisanoob @warriorsatthedisco @colecast1 and anyone lookinng for an excuse to do one of these