#iv been kinda working on smth i kinda gave up on but need to finish . but events thts like. more for sillies than majorly understanding
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this playlist is too horny not enough xtian guilt or murder. sad .
#i dont need to specifcy what this is about or maybe i do. i love miss holloway but i kinda regret not having either the grace#or the lautski theme for my blog#but anyway yeah post abt grace playlist yeah obvs whatever#the problem is okay. i cant listen to other ppls grace playlist normally bc im like. i have to prepare myself to listen to new music#its a whole thing with me its the autism you have to introduce me and the a new song slowly like two cats#so icant like. just go listen to someone elses grace chasity playlist but i do sometimes like. listen to some songs from the ones ican find#on spotify like if i see a song on multiple playlists or its title sticks out to me ill check it out#and i wasnt able to find ONE SONG okay not true was able to find one song but i wasnt able to find two songs tht actually fit grace#there where plenty i liked as songs but just. none of them fit grace to me ansd its like. actually wild#like i feel mean saying it but why r none of u character understanders....... i need to grace post more so ppl understand herr#iv been kinda working on smth i kinda gave up on but need to finish . but events thts like. more for sillies than majorly understanding#her character idk. what if im just narrowly missing all the sogns tht actually fit her character on these playlsits in an incredibly comica#way. seems like msth tht wld happen to me .#flappy rambles
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omg ok. my brain is a vault of stardew info ive been playing since release basically.. u get copper ore from the mines, found frequently on floors 1-40. once you find your first ore, the blacksmith will bring you blueprints to make a furnace to smelt it into bars so you can use them for crafting, building, upgrading tools etc. the mines are located near robin’s house and linus’s tent, if you just follow the path to the left of their homes!
haley sucks at first (tbh half do imo) but if u gift her things she likes and keep talking to her, she warms up pretty fast! all of them have liked, disliked, loved, hated, and neutral gifts and will give shitty reactions to disliked and hated gifts ):
i played the fuck out of cyberpunk !! i loved the story behind it, smth ab having a flashdrive stuck into my brain and then some hologram dude talking to me just does it for me. i love johnny sm. what boss are u coming up on?
omg anon ur an ANGEL. honestly my one criticism of stardew valley is that it just kinda…dumps you in it and doesn’t really give you any kind of tutorial lmao?? i’ve figured out a fair amount of stuff through trial and error and followed the journal quests but holy shit it would have taken me forever to figure out that u have to go to the mines to do mining. which like. now it’s written down OBVIOUSLY that’s where you go to do mining but sadly my brain doesn’t work like that lmao.
side note: i went and tried fishing after ur earlier post and oh my GOD it’s annoying. 0/10. took me about four goes just to time the fuckin hit right to get the mini game loaded. horrendous.
CYBERPUNK MY BELOVED!! i have had such an insane trajectory w this game lmao. i was SO excited when it first got trailed because it’s so obviously inspired by neuromancer (i mean frankly the plot is very nearly ripped off neuromancer entirely at times) and blade runner and cyberpunk as a genre is a longstanding intense obsession of mine. and then i got the 1.0 PS4 release when they were practically giving it away for free bc it was such a mess and i barely got halfway through Act 1 bc it was buggy as hell.
THEN like…years? later i got made redundant from work (if you’re non-UK, i think the USeng equivalent is laid off?), impulse bought a PS5 (thanks, adhd impulse spending!) and downloaded 2.0 and promptly got fucking obsessed.
cut for mild spoilers
like. i have never been emotionally invested in a game like this. i’ve never wanted to live inside a game like this! night city feels so so real, and i fuckin love playing as V (i’m playing boy V which is a v good gender experience). there’s some elements of the gameplay i find frustrating and the levels/perks system drives me slightly insane but the storyline, voice acting and the whole design of night city is mind blowing to me.
i have also never ever wanted to fuck a fictional character as much as i do johnny silverhand lmao. GOD. my screenshots folder is full of pictures of him with that cyborg arm on show 🥵 i’m kinda desperate to finish it so i can check out the fic bc i need johnny/V porn but i don’t wanna spoiler any of the endings for myself lmao.
ANYWAY so the boss fight i have coming up is at the end of play it safe, after the parade…i’m just about to start taking out the 3 snipers but i’ve seen on reddit etc that the boss fight at the end of this is hideous, esp if you’re not really highly levelled on body attributes which like…i think i’m on about 11 for body so not super low but i’ve been focused on tech ability (after tbf taking a pretty scattergun approach at first and regretting it). if the boss fight at the end of i walk the line is anything to go by i’m fucked — i gave up on sasquatch in the end and just ran into the cinema lmao, i literally tried about 20 times to get her 😭 my hand eye coordination is NOT good enough for this!!
i have phantom liberty waiting for me after i’m done w the main pack i can’t waittttt
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euphoric | one | JJ Maybank
a/n: this post isn’t showing up in the tags and idk why😔😭
ive linked both the outfit and the makeup look, and will continue to do so in the future. this is mostly bc im not rlly good at being descriptive sorry 😔 . For the aesthetic and looks in particular i might link a lot of Cierra Nia, cus her vibe and fits are very much what i had in mind. (when it comes down to it a lot of the inspiration im going off of is very Kali Uchis, Princess Nokia, and SZA.)
ik that this kinda cuts into the inclusivity (w aesthetics and fashion sense at least, bc i understand that some of these outfits might not be smth other people are comfortable wearing), but even w the concept ill try my best to widen the range of outfits as i go forward
the chad bit is inspired by @yourlocalauthor
also... im lowkey loving Isaiah as a character and i might invest in him more than i planned to lmao.
summary: You get ready for dinner with the Cameron’s but you meet a certain Pogue instead.
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warnings : cursing, lack of pogues and action (i gotchu next part tho), also terrible writing
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After being told that you would be interacting with people in just a few short hours you’d rushed off to your designated room. Your parents were generous enough to leave name signs on the doors (likely for the movers to put your belongings in the correct rooms) and you tore yours off the front before you slipped into the room, closing the door and locking it behind you.
You took in the room for a moment. It was already pretty much furnished, just not decorated or arranged in a way that you would like it to be. Everything was just kind of there, from the bed sheets to the vanity that you actually couldn’t really complain about.
Your suitcases had been placed at the foot of the bed and you moved to open the one that contained your makeup. You transferred your makeup products onto the vanity before a buzzing at your waist made you pause.
“Oh shit,” you pulled your phone from where it was being held against you by the waistband of your shorts. The FaceTime caller ID had “that bitch maddy ” displayed at the top of the screen and you cringed because she was probably pissed that you hadn’t been responding to any of their texts. Pressing the answer button you pulled out the little seat of your vanity and leaned your phone against the mirror.
“Oh shit, she answered!” BB’s voice echoed out of the speaker of your phone and you let out a laugh.
“Are you serious dude, we’ve been trying to contact you for hours,” Maddy drawled out, clearly annoyed.
“I just got to the house Maddy.”
When it came to your group of friends, Maddy Perez was someone who constantly sought for attention. This wasn’t shit talk either, it was just the fact of it. You’d been friends with Maddy for nearly your whole lives and something that she loved was praise and attention. You were one of the few people who knew how to keep up with some of her antics. You were also one of the few people capable of calling her out on her shit without her lashing out at you for it (Although the topic of Nathaniel Jacobs was one she seemed to be especially hard headed on).
The girls started to talk over one another, Kat’s voice drowned by the energy of Maddy and BB. You nodded along as you moved around in preparation. You’d stripped off the top you had flown in, tossing it aside in irritation and instant relief as the sweat that was being trapped in by the fabric immediately began to be cooled by the touch of the air conditioned room.
“I mean what the fuck right?” Maddy concluded her story and you could only imagine Kat rolling her eyes.
“Maddy the longer you complain about Nathaniel the more I begin to tone you out,” you admitted and Kat let out a laugh.
“Daaaamn,” BB drawled out from somewhere off screen.
“What the fuck (Y/N) you’re supposed to be on my side,” Maddy was clearly angered by your comment, you could hear it in her tone.
“Babe I am on your side. I’m on your side no matter what the fuck that psycho does. I just really don’t need to hear about what he does because it doesn’t change anything,” you leaned in close to the mirror to focus on your eye make up. You looked over at your screen for a split second and from Maddy’s body language alone you knew you’d eased her irritation.
“So (Y/N) how’s North Carolina,” Kat question, emphasizing North Carolina with a misplaced old-time cowboy-like accent. You’d only spoken to the movers from earlier so far but people from North Carolina and the Outer Banks in particular didn’t seem to have a distinct type of accent.
“It’s…” you leaned back to look at yourself and shrugged, “sticky.”
“Sticky?” Kat laughed and Maddy let out a small ‘ew’.
“Yeah. Yeah it’s sticky.”
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It took nearly two hours but you’d finished getting ready and damn did you look good. You’d ended the call with the girls after they showered you with compliments and sentiment and you find yourself letting out a heavy sigh to try and release the tension in your chest. You missed your friends. You missed being a short drive away from Maddy’s house. You missed Kat and BB laying around in your room arguing about one thing or another. You missed sleepovers at Cassie and Lexi’s house. You missed heading out to the gas station and talking to Fez and Ashtray (which was an experience mind you). You missed the suburbs and not being on an island all the way across the country.
You missed all of this and you hadn’t even been on this island for a day.
A knock on your door interrupted the growing weight you could feel throughout your body.
“(Y/N), are you ready? We’re gonna head out soon,” your mother’s muffled voice called to you and you nodded before realizing she definitely could not see you.
“Yeah I’m good just give me a second!” you called back.
“Ok,” her voice drifted off and you took one last look in the vanity mirror, concluding that you definitely needed a full body mirror in this room.
For tonight you were dressed to ensure the weather on the island knew it could fuck off. Maddy had pleaded for you to wear one of the dresses/outfits she’d gifted you at your farewell party (although you’d specifically told her not to get you anything, you also weren’t gonna complain about the amount of money she’d made Nate drop just to get you presents). So there you were, dressed in a dark purple, suede-textured, bra top with a long pleated skirt that was a lighter, softer shade of purple. You accessorized with two different chains hung around around your neck, a purple bucket hat, a small light purple shoulder bag, white socks bunched at your ankles and silver sneakers. The look was topped off with your makeup matching the purple color scheme.
Concluding that you were good to go, you made your way out of your room and then out of the house. You took in everything as you passed it, from boxes that were yet to be unpacked to new pieces of decorations your old house definitely did not have.
“Y’know sometimes I wonder how it feels to need to take 3 hours getting ready,” Isaiah drawled from where he was leaning against the car, scrolling through his phone. He’d dressed in some cutoff tan pants and a polo with a logo that you couldn’t make out on the left breast.
“It would really help you out,” you shot back and he scoffed.
“My look is effortless ok, I have natural beauty-”
“Oh, natural beauty bullshit-”
“I’m not the one with layers on my face-”
“Say that the next time you wanna use my face masks-”
“Ok ladies! You’re both absolutely gorgeous,” your mother interrupted your bickering as she made her way outside, “Do you wanna know how I know because you both got it from me,” she struck a pose and you let out a laugh while your brother rolled his eyes.
“(Y/N) are you not gonna bring a jacket?” your dad questioned as you slid into the car. You blinked at him before turning to Isaiah who shrugged.
“You’re not serious,” you stated and your jaw dropped at the serious look on your dad’s face, “Dad you can’t be serious, it’s so hot.”
“(Y/N) you’re not even wearing a shirt, it would give me peace of mind if you had something to cover yourself up.”
See now, while your family got along well, there always was something within families wasn’t there.Your dad’s opinions always seemed to clash heavily with you and your brother’s (yours especially). The man disapproved of Isaiah’s group of friends and lack of participation in sports. The man also disapproved of your friends (aside from Kat and Lexi) and heavily disapproved of your fashion sense and the outfits you tended to wear. He usually didn’t have to see any of the outfits you wore considering he was at work practically all the time, but he always had something to say when he was present.
“Man people are walking around shirtless and stuff dad it’s fine,” Isaiah tried to defend you.
“I wasn’t talking to you Isaiah.”
Your dad was also the only person who didn’t call you or your siblings by your nicknames.
Isaiah rolled his eyes.
“Ok ok, it’s fine,” you’re mother piped in, “here (Y/N), you can have this cardigan,” You gave her a look of disbelief and she only shot you a pleading one back. Her expression alone told you, ‘please, just leave it’. You grit your teeth and snatched the cardigan from her, slouching into your seat aggressively as your dad nodded and started the car. Bea continued to watch whatever show she had preoccupied herself with and from the corner of your eye you could see Isaiah’s hand clenching and unclenching on his lap. You couldn’t see his face but you wouldn’t doubt he was as pissed as you.
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The Cameron house was packed with people.
Well, not the house itself, but their large backyard was crawling with people. When Bea had told you that you guys would be heading to the Cameron’s for dinner you thought it would’ve been with the Cameron’s and the Cameron’s alone.
“Welcome to your welcome party!” a man walked up to you and your family and you and Isaiah shared a look.
“Ward, you didn’t have to do all this,” your mother laughed and the man waved off her concerns before giving her a hug in greeting.
“This was the least I could do for my new business partners. Now, this must be the (L/N) kids,” the man, Ward, turned to the three of you and Bea stepped up with the confidence that surpassed you and your brother’s.
“Hi I’m Bethany, but everyone calls me Bea!” she introduced and Ward let out a joyful chuckle.
“Nice to meet you Bea, I’m Ward Cameron. I work with your daddy.”
“I know,” Bea said matter of factly.
“Oh, well then, it’s still great to meet you. And you two are…?” He trailed off offering a hand out for your brother. Isaiah stepped forward, taking his hands out of his pockets and shaking his hand firmly.
“Isaiah,” he greeted with a nod and Ward nodded back.
“Then you must be (Y/N),” Ward guessed and you nodded with a polite smile.
“It’s great to meet you three. I’ve heard a lot of good things about you kids,” Ward praised and you tried not to roll your eyes. There was no way your dad was bragging about his kids and you assumed your mom just talked about your antics. She loved talking about your guys’s antics. Bea was likely the only one who actually got any praise from either of your parents at this point.
“Well there’s food on those tables, take as much as you want. Seconds, thirds, go crazy,” Ward motioned to the long tables displayed with food, buffet style, “Bea there’s a few kids over there who I know would love to make a new friend,” Bea ran off at that, “and you two. My daughter Sarah and my son Rafe are somewhere over there with some others your guys’s age. I know you guys definitely don’t wanna hang around when the old people start talking,” Ward laughed and your parents chuckled while you tried to hide your wince with a smile.
Ward ushered your parents off, leaving you and Isaiah to stand awkwardly looking over the crowd of people.
“Wanna go get food?” Isaiah offered and you nodded eagerly.
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Kiara was on enemy territory. If there was one thing she definitely had not wanted to do, it was go to a Kook party (in Sarah Cameron’s house nonetheless) to welcome a new Kook family, but her parents practically threatened her. Now she was here, trying to avoid all the Kooks (i.e Sarah) while her parents mingled with other parents. Kie had done a pretty good job slipping off so that she wasn’t forced to talk to any one and was sitting on a chair that was basically hidden away from the rest of the crowd.
‘SOS. god pls get me out of here’ She texted her group chat with the other Pogues and threw her head back in irritation as she waited for a response.
“Y’know I think I just saw Chad, Brad, Tanner, and Hunter over there,” a voice she didn’t recognize startled her and Kie looked up as you and a tall boy made your way over to the spot she’d claimed. You were laughing, your cardigan sliding off your shoulders and both of you had a plate of food each.
“Yeah, they’re waiting for their homeboys Bryce, Brock, and Tucker,” you shot back and the boy barked out a laugh.
Kie smiled as she caught onto the jokes you guys were making. Yet her smile dropped as she realized that from your unfamiliar faces and your unique sense of style she could tell you two were two of the new kids from the new family. Aka the new Kooks who moved into Figure 8. Kiara’s phone buzzed and she looked down at it.
‘want us to crash?’ Pope had responded, though from how it was worded, Kie could bet that JJ had sent the message.
As down as she was for that, her parents were in attendance and they’d probably ban her from ever seeing her friends again (not that something like that would stop her).
“Hey uh,” Kiara jumped and looked up, making eye contact with you and your brother, “Oh shit sorry, we were just wondering if we could sit here?”
“Yeah no, go ahead,” Kiara motioned to the empty chairs.
“Thanks,” you smiled at her and Kiara admired your makeup now that you were much closer.
“I’m Isaiah by the way, but call me Zaya,” Isaiah raised his hand before motioning to you, “This is my sister, (Y/N).”
“I’m Kiara, but most people call me Kie,” Kie introduced and you and your brother nodded. Kiara’s phone buzzed again, drawing attention to it.
‘kie want us to come get u?’ John B texted. Kie quickly picked up her phone so she could respond, she glanced between her phone and you and Isaiah before deciding.
‘nah it’s ok’
‘?’ was the immediate response from Pope and Kie could almost hear the confusion.
‘met the new kids. theyre cool so far’
‘If you say so. But jj says dont fall for it’
Kie rolled her eyes but could understand the sentiment. She told them not to worry about it before putting her phone off to the side. You and your brother had started a different conversation while Kie had been otherwise preoccupied. Kie watched and listened to you two talk, justifying that it wasn’t eavesdropping since you’d come and sat with her in the first place.
“That sounds dumb but ok,” you offered and Isaiah scoffed.
“I mean I looked up if there was one around here but there isn’t so what else am I gonna do.”
“Sorry, what isn’t here?” Kie interrupted, curious about the context of the topic. Isaiah glanced at you before turning to Kie.
“Skate park,” he answered, “There isn’t one in the Outer Banks so I could just street skate, but there’s nowhere to drop in. But I was also thinking of just going somewhere and bombing a hill.”
Kie wondered if she was losing her mind. She knew there wasn’t a skate park on the island, the closest one was on the mainland. Most people who skated rode on longboards rather than actual skateboards and as far as she knew most people in the OBX just preferred to surf. But what had lost her was “drop in” and “bombing a hill”.
“Closest skate park’s on the mainland,” Kie confirmed and your brother seemed to deflate.
“You skate?” You questioned and Kie shook her head.
“I’m a surfer. Not much to do when you live out here,” she joked.
“No shit?” you asked and Kie looked up in thought but shrugged.
“Well me and my friends, we usually either surf, or we go out to the marsh. We swim, drink, smoke. Either out at the marsh or just at my friend, John B’s, house. Sometimes we throw keggers. Have bonfires. We usually know how to occupy our time,” Kie wondered why she was speaking to these two so comfortably.
“Parties?” Isaiah questioned and Kie winced.
“Aside from keggers, people on the Cut don’t really throw house parties. The Kooks are always throwing stuff like this though,” Kie nodded over to the event that was meant to welcome you and your family in the first place. You glanced back at the party/gathering that you’d practically forgotten about. Since you’d arrived you and your brother actively avoided interacting with the teenagers all dressed like they were pledged into Kappa Beta Who Gives a Shit.
“Sorry, Kooks?” Isaiah questioned.
“Oh um...Kooks are like the rich people, anyone who lives in Figure 8. Boarding schools, trust fund money, private tutors,” Kie explained.
“So...we’re Kooks? Because we live out here?” you questioned incredulously. Kie nodded her head and you raised a brow. Sure, you weren’t poor, you’d already established that. Back in California you lived just a few houses down from Cal Jacobs, who owned practically the entire town. You acknowledged that you were definitely more financially privileged than some people, but you’d never had the luxury of going to a private school (shoutout to East Highland) or having a private tutor. And even with as much money as your parents seemed to make, the idea of a trust fund was laughable.
“OBX is kinda split. John B always described it like...two tribes, one island,” Kie smiled as you and your brother gave her deadpanned expressions, “So y’know who the kooks are, but the other half are the Pogues. Basically the bottom of the food chain. Pogues live on the Cut, the poorer side of the island. Kooks and Pogues don’t really get along.”
“I’m gonna be completely honest with you, that’s like the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard,” you stated bluntly.
“Wait is this like...Soc’s versus Greasers? Like The Outsiders?” Isaiah questioned and Kie’s eyebrows furrowed at the comparison.
“You're telling me your whole island follows basic labelling like it’s an 80s high school movie?” you questioned in a state of shock and all Kie could do was nod. Kooks and Pogues and even Tourons were just something people knew growing up in the Outer Banks. She’d never really let it sink that other people probably found the concept ridiculous.
“Do you have bad experiences with...Pogues or something,” you questioned and Kie shook her head firmly.
“Nah, I’m no Kook. They’re entitled, narcissistic, assholes.”
“So you’re a Pogue? Then why are you here?” Isaiah laughed and Kie slumped in her seat.
“My parents forced me here. I go to school with these assholes...but I’d never be like them,” Kie shook her head as she caught sight of kids she recognized from the Kook academy. Her family was less upper class, and more working middle class if she really thought about it. Unlike a lot of the highly privileged Kooks, Kie knew what it was like to need to work for the money they had.
“So then how’s being a Pogue going for you exactly?” you questioned. Deep down you knew that you probably shouldn’t have been entertaining this whole Kook vs. Pogue thing but you’d also never encountered an entire county of people that was so blatantly classist.
“Literally great. I surf all day, I get to hang with my friends. The best part is that it’s away from all of...this,” Kie motioned to the crowd that you had separated yourselves from, “Speaking of, we’re actually having a kegger tomorrow. Would you guys be down to come?” Kie looked between you and your brother.
“Uh yes, please,” you were quick to answer and Kie laughed, “Honestly I was preparing myself for the most boring fucking summer of my life, but I’m really glad we met you,” you admitted.
“Definitely won’t beat back home though,” Isaiah mentioned and you groaned. The thought of missing all the parties that were probably being thrown back in California made you frustrated.
“Man don’t remind me.”
“You guys moved here from California right?” Kie asked so that she could keep herself in the loop. It wasn’t hard to pick up that you and your brother tended to go off into little conversations of your own but she understood that it was probably because neither of you knew Kie and therefore didn’t know what to bring up in conversation. Kie was an extroverted person but this was something she noticed Pope doing a lot.
“Yeah, LA actually,” Isaiah confirmed, “Definitely not ‘Paradise on Earth,’ but...”
“There’s no place like the Outer Banks,” Kie said, though the sarcasm dripped from her entire being.
“Meh,” you shrugged off with a tone of disinterest and Kie laughed wholeheartedly.
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The three of you ended up talking for the entirety of the night. Kie was determined to stay completely hidden away from the rest of the party’s residents, meaning she had kept herself planted in her chair for quite literally the entire time you guys were there. Isaiah, being how he was, had gotten up a few times to get more food or to grab something new to drink. He had come back with something for Kie each time.
Kie was interesting, she led the conversation a majority of the time and constantly kept it flowing. You appreciated someone who could work past awkwardness and still keep up a conversation. You ended up exchanging phone numbers and social media and had talked about a whole lot of shit; from keggers, to your outfit, to how moving felt. Isaiah and Kie had even gone on a pretty long debate about music, (something about the top 5 albums of all time, or was it how meaningful a playlist was? or maybe it was about whether it was ok to separate an artist’s actions from their music?).
Kie was a down to earth, do shit for herself, actions speak louder than words kind of girl. She spoke her mind about everything she was passionate about and though you weren’t preaching about sea life and turtles, you could obviously understand where she came from with her frustrations, you’d just never really met anyone who was so deeply passionate about it.
The feeling of your phone vibrating against your leg took your attention off of Kie.
“Hello?” you answered it and Kie paused.
“(N/N)! Where are you?!” Bea’s voice screeched and you furrowed your eyebrows in annoyance.
“I’m with Zaya, we’re sitting by like some trees, I don’t know.”
“Mom says we’re leaving right now!”
“Bea stop yelling,” you said firmly, “Ok, we’ll just meet you guys by the car then.”
“Ok!” your sister yelled and before you could snap at her she ended the call. You shook your head and put your phone into your bag.
“We leaving?” Isaiah asked and you nodded as you gathered yourself and your belongings. Kie began to clean up as well, standing up and helping you and your brother out while you gathered up the empty water bottles and cans of soda. Now that Kie was standing you could see that she was actually a little taller than you originally thought.
“It was really nice meeting you Kie,” you said sincerely and Kie smiled. After the three of you cleaned up she helped lead you guys toward the front of the house without having to deal with whoever was left over at the party. You wondered for a moment about how she was pretty familiar with the layout of the home.
“I’ll see you guys at the kegger tomorrow?” Kie asked.
“Uh, where’s that gonna be again?” you questioned as you spotted your family’s car.
“Oh it’s on the Boneyard,” Kie explained and you only stared at her blankly, “Ummm, y’know what. I could just pick you guys up?”
“Yeah for sure,” Isaiah said and you tried not to think about how weird it was going to be arriving at a party at the same time as your brother. That was something you tended to avoid doing when you were back home considering you usually went with your friends.
You and your brother bid Kie goodbye. You’d never been the type of person to initiate hugging, so when she gave the two of you a wave you found yourself just waving back awkwardly.
Now you were settled in the car, heading back home after a ridiculously tiring day. Bea was going off on a tangent about one thing or another and Isaiah had fallen asleep, wedged rather uncomfortably against the car door. You were texting in your group chat, telling them all about Kie, Kooks, Pogues, and everything in between.
You wondered if you could finally get a dog.
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I need to know EVERYTHING about Honey if you leave ANY info out can we rlly call ourselves friends pls unleash all the knowledge
!!!! Omg Kira I'm gonna cry :') OKAY SO
I've been working on him for a bit and Honey starts out as a 17 yr old whos been living on the streets and in awful sketchy motels for a bit less than a yr until 1 day when he was trying to steal some food from a convenience store but gets caught and beat up a little. He goes to a park and lies down and a guy tries to help him but he passes out. So this strange guys name is Logan (I think I'm gonna change it though idk) and he ends up being one of those rlly tough but rlly sweet guys and he helps him and honey doesnt trust him at first but as time goes on they become sorta like father and son bc it's all abt that FOUND FAMILY TROPE HERE. Logan then takes honey w him bc he was only near were he was bc he was on 'business' and they go to logan's place where he shares w a bunch of ppl and honeys like ???? Bc Logan is like 30 but these ppl take him in and care abt him and the FOUND FAMILY GETS BIGGER.
SO SOME STUFF ABT HONEY
Hes lawful evil/chaoic evil and is like the personification of be gay do crimes. He was kicked out of his house at 16 after he finished secondary school bc he came out as trans and his dad hated that so he lived w friends for a while before just kinda disappearing bc he felt shitty. He loves his friends and treasures them but he felt like a burden so he went off on his own for a while even if it meant having to steal and sleep in parks. Hes a sweet guy but hes rlly hard to figure out cause he doesnt trust easy. Hes loyal and can and WILL die for the ones he loves. He loves cooking and baking !! And after he started trusting his New Family completely he started cooking for them. He stands up for ppl he thinks need help and is always willing to help and put others before himself. Hes secretly rlly sentimintal like the first time logan called him son he started crying a lot and whenever anyone gives him smth like a trinket he treasures it forever. Logan gave him a necklace that used to b his (dog tags u think they're called ???) And he still wears it to this day and doesnt take it off. He steals clothes from everyone in the house and no one rlly complains bc they think its sweet and hes SHORT so everything is big on him (except logan's clothes bc hes short as hell too short kings unite) he does have his own clothes too and he loves going to stores/grocery stores and just wandering around. Hes got a nasty scar on his side from where he was stabbed once :((( he always makes up stuff abt it like YEAH I fought a BABY BEAR arent I cool and no one believes him but they let him and dont say anything ajdbqjbd. HES A FASHION DISASTER and cuts his own hair w dull scissors whenever it starts bothering him he just cuts away so his hairs a mess (I actually love drawing it and I might post pics of him soon) he loves old cartoons !!! And black and white detective movies and cowboy movies !! Its mostly logan influence but he likes watching them w him. He also LOVES monster movies. Hes got a bit of a short fuse and sometimes lashes out without meaning to but it also means he has zero (0) tolerance for stupidity.
THERES A BIT MORE BUT THIS IS LONG AND IVE GOTTA FINISHING DEVELOPING HIM !!! THANK U SM FOR BEING INTERESTED AND ASKING ABT HIM IM HAPPY RN
#also if u squint u can kinda tell who logan and friends r supposed to b andbqjdbjw but this is MY story i get to insert my comfort character#I LOVE HONEY im making a while page of drawings of him !!!#gotta fill iut those oc sheets to get his likes/dislikes down#IVE BEEN WORKING ON 17 YR OLD HIM WAY TOO MUCH I GOTTA WORK ON CURRENT HIM#rambles#asks
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health update, readmored cause rambling and medical/health talk (finger guns
i have a doctors appointment tomorrow... im lowkey dreading it yknow
see i did what my doctor asked me to do. i finished my vitamin courses and ive been moving and getting out more and my pain isnt getting any better so
i need to revisit pain meds i think. i dont care if i have to take several months to figure out what works for me, im not getting anywhere at the moment . i cant even sleep. my pain is worse than i thought, ive just been constantly distracting myself and never really noticed how bad it IS until megs has been here
it feels awful cause i can barely even hug/cuddle with him everything just hurts like shit
saw my social worker/counselor today. she gave me a list of things to add the doctor about that arent morphine based. she wants me to ask for gabapentin/pregabalin . its really hit or miss apparently but its an anti-convulsant primarily used to treat epilepsy or something
she also wants me to ask to see a specialist. theres a pain centre in my city but its so unfamiliar to me, yknow? and im not really assertive so standing up to my doctor is gonna be hard. he did tell me if exercise + vitamins didnt work to come back to him about pain meds so.. yeah
i smile and try to laugh at the small things but i just feel miserable instead honestly? i want to go to college or work and just do something . i want to be able to hug my own partner for longer than 10 seconds. i want to be able to sleep for once in my life? everything sucks a lot idk why i feel depressed probs cause a lot of stress and i basically lost an entire week to pain and i cant stop feeling bad about it
i couldnt even stand up for long at the youth centre. my social worker noted how i was kinda hobbling/off balance . my DOG even hates it. he barks at me if i hobble too much. yknow shit sucks when ur dog takes issue. anyway yeah i need to lie down or smth. we went to a cafe today though it was nice and cheered me up so yay
((im not asking fr sympathy incase anyone feels bad im just venting my feelings ok.. noones obligated to say anything)
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