#itsaconquestofimagination

[cas-backwards-tie]

10 Comfort Movies 🍿 🎥

Rules: List your top ten favorite comfort movies and then tag ten people to see theirs!

Thanks @safarigirlsp ! I hope you’re doing well, I know I’ve been tagged in a lot of your stuff recently and am so excited to catch up and read it! You know I love movies, so this was super awesome to do!

It’s funny because, firstly these aren’t in order, but secondly I had to contemplate many different ones because I do have some favorites that aren’t necessarily comfort movies though. But these are for cinematography, story, or maybe even the music! All depends on the film 🥰 Funny though that a lot of them are animated.

1. Coco ; “Never forget how much your family loves you.” ❤️

2. Luca ; “You and Me? We can do anything!” 😄

3. Wreck It Ralph ; “There’s no one I’d rather be than me.” 🫂

4. Jurassic Park ; “Life finds a way.” 🦖

5. The Maze Runner ; “At least out there we have a choice.” 🏃

6. Interstellar ; “ Love is the one thing that transcends time and space.” 🪐

7. Spiderman: Homecoming ; “I’ve just got to do this on my own.” 💪🏻

8. The Iron Giant ; “You are who and what you choose to be.” 🤖

9. Big Hero 6 ; “I will always be with you.” 💞

10. Nightmare Before Christmas ; “Just because I cannot see it, doesn’t mean I can’t believe it!” 🎁

tags: @kylosjuul , @clumsycopy , @driversmutbucket , @driverdelight , @mrsclydelogan , @sacklerscumrag , @itsaconquestofimagination , @inkinflux , @alladeline

[waywardrose]

GET TO KNOW ME

Tagged by: @iolaussharpe-24

Tagging: (from activity/no pressure) @itsaconquestofimagination @frodo-jojo @spinnenpfote6 @let-love-run-red @angietherose

Last song: The Smashing Pumpkins - Pug

Favorite color: Red

Last movie/TV show: The Hobbit: The Bilbo Edition/Killing Eve

Sweet/spicy/savory: Depends, but usually spicy/savory

Last thing I googled: A mystery song that's in my head. I only have one line, and I'm pretty sure it's wrong because DuckDuckGo has no idea what I'm talking about.

Current obsession: Cake Sort (lol), Interview With the Vampire S2

Last book: A Court of Wings and Ruin by Sarah J. Maas

Looking forward to: Finishing these goddamn rewrites in my original work, the season finale of X-Men '97

[cas-backwards-tie]

Here's The Deal...

So here's the deal... I have been pursuing my real life goals and accomplishments the past two years. This summer I have about a month and a half before I have to go into essentially a work-study opportunity which is going to help propel the rest of my career. What does this mean?

Though I know I've always been sparse when it comes to getting things out and finishing projects with my writing, I think that perhaps it might be worth it to post the drafts, snippets, imagines, WIPs, and ideas I've had over the years either in store in my drafts, or in my docs. I have stuff ranging from either Supernatural, DC Comics, ADCU of course, TUA, and of course some more recent developments on the Marvel, Grishaverse, and DBH content I'd been putting out. The question is... would anyone be interested in that?

I'm such a perfectionist at times when it comes to things like this, that... I'm even doubting if I should post this halfway through writing this. HOWEVER, I will say that some things will be incredibly brief. And for that purpose, it's exactly why I'm asking if anyone would be interested in reading/seeing these things. If so, I can post them, and even tag people. I'm just curious, since, I haven't written for some of these fandoms in a while, but am wanting to get back into writing over the summer, that perhaps it might be worthwhile. What do we think?

tagging: (forever taglist) @ohdamnadam , @safarigirlsp , @jynzandtonic , (mutuals+ ppl I think would be supportive) @kylo-ren-writes , @itsaconquestofimagination , @leatherboundbirate , @purplebtsmagic , @morby , @reylokisses , @thepilotanon , @maybe-your-left , @direnightshade , @glassbxttless , @mariesackler , @caillea , @wayward-rose (people whose fandoms it'd effect + above) @mrswhozeewhatsis , @sacklerscumrag , @formerly-anonhamster , @clumsycopy , @xenteaart , @driversmutbucket , @in-silks-and-flesh-and-leather , @barbers-glimmerin-darlin , @millenialcatlady , @floral-and-fine , @sithlordintraining , @moonlightsolo , @ussrootcanal , @callmehopeless

Maybe also just a reason to tag my mutuals and get back in connection with them cause I'm in a place now that I'm graduating and less busy that I can be a better friend and get connected again. <3

and if I didn't tag you, that doesn't mean you're not included. These are just some people I've thought of, or like, or were connected to present or in the past, and have also supported me. <3

[waywardrose]

People You Want to Know Better

Last Song: She Pleasures Herself - Ich Bin Dead

Currently Watching: Stranger Things, Star Trek: Strange New Worlds, What We Do in the Shadows S5, Secret Invasion

Currently Reading: Honestly, a lot of steddie fanfics, Time to Orbit: Unknown, and, I guess this fits, the Re: Dracula podcast.

Latest Obsession: Halloween, the whole Barbenheimer phenomena, my astrological birth chart

tagged by: @cas-backwards-tie

tagging: (no pressure ofc) @morby @itsaconquestofimagination @princess-schez @starlightsearches @hopeamarsu

[cas-backwards-tie]

This looked yummy and fun, so I thought I'd tag some friends below in case maybe they wanted to do it too! <3 (and to let them know I was thinking of them and would want to see what they pick)

tagging: @miss-rori , @yesimwriting , @lxvvie , @mrswhozeewhatsis , @wolveria , @waywardrose , @itsaconquestofimagination , @indigosunsetao3

[babbushka]

What about “Challah, kugels, sufganiyot… On Hanukkah, they count as healthy” with modern!Kylo?

You check the clock and curse under your breath, not realizing how late it is already. People are set to come over in only a couple hours, and between getting the house ready and running errands all day, you haven’t yet gone out to the supermarket to get groceries.

“Honey? I’m going out to the store, did you make the list of things for dinner that you want?” You call upstairs, slipping your heels on in the foyer and looking for your keys.

Where could they have gone, you had just had them! 

“They’re on the table.” Kylo called back from the bathroom where he was busy shaving his face.

You loved when he was cleanshaven, especially for the holidays. The temptation to grow out his goatee was always there in the winter, but you kept the house warm enough that he didn’t need to turn into a giant grizzly bear. Besides, you think with a smile, his skin is so smooth when he kisses you that really it’s for the best.

Your smile turns into incredulous exasperation, when you see the keys on top of a little paper list filled with all sorts of things that have you shaking your head.

“Ky I’m not going to get any of this.” You say, walking to the stairs and putting your hands on your hips.

Kylo emerges from the bathroom, his face half covered in shaving foam as he frowns.

“What? Why not?” He asks, and you hold the list up accusingly. “Because you remember what Dr. Schwartz said! We’ve got to keep an eye on your blood pressure and you need to start eating healthier.” You explain, and Kylo rolls his eyes, throws up a hand to dismiss the order set by the doctor in a move that looks so much like something his mother would do, that you have to bite back a smile.

“Challah, kugels, sufganiyot…on Hanukkah they count as healthy.” Kylo tries, making you grin.

“Oh yeah, says who?” You raise a brow, unable to stay mad at him for more than two seconds, especially when he looks so silly with foam all over his face.

“Says me?” He asks, giving you big brown puppy dog eyes that have you giving in easily.

“Alright fine.” You sigh in defeat, and Kylo happily retreats back to the bathroom with a, love you.

“I love you too but I’m cooking it all in olive oil!” You call up to him as you race out the door before he can protest too loudly, a big smile on your face at the stubbornness of your man.

[callmehopeless]

Happy birthday lovely!🎉🥳

Thank you so much my love! :3 x

[cas-backwards-tie]

Literally me! I feel like I can either be scrambling and texting 5 million friends at once or am less in contact but more chillaxed, and it’s never inbetween. BUT- with this said, it doesn’t mean I love my friends any less. Even if we’ve fallen off or haven’t talked in a while, I still think of you, still remember our conversations and want/hope the best for you ❤️ especially if I see you in my notes, too.

Just some friends I’ve been thinking of lately: @guac-the-joaqu (I really want to catch up 🥺🫂), @morby (hoping you’re doing better 💕), @purplebtsmagic (always 😂☺️ I need to respond on discord), @alladeline (missing you! 💖🫂 hope you’re adjusting well), @moonlightsolo (how’re you? It feels like it’s been forever), @sacklerscumrag (I really wish we were more of besties) & same to @leatherboundriot , and @maybe-your-left , @duskholland , @capinejghafa , @waywardrose , @direnightshade . @safarigirlsp (hope you’re doing well and making progress on your project 😉❤️) @thesebatbrats (you have no idea how much I think about you and the birthday parties 🫂❤️ I miss you sm) @clumsycopy & @carloswilliamcarlos , @veryholland , @jynzandtonic , @43sparrows , @itsaconquestofimagination and @xenteaart (I also wish we could be besties more) . Always missing @kylo-renne 💖 hope she’s doing well. Missing your stories about your country and wish we could catch up @hopeamarsu 🫂💕 also @allegras-sunflower I need to respond to your messages but I also wish we could be more of besties ☺️🫂 @existentialmalaises I saw something recently that inspired me and made me want to talk to you about it! ❤️🙌🏻 something I think you’d like.

Also @awaken-the-force cause of the amazing plot lines we’ve been cooking up 😋👩‍🍳

@miss-rori I need to respond to your text but I miss you sm 🫂☺️💖

who else up feeling a deep fondness for their beloved friends in their phone

[damnrightobsessedwithim]

Eyes

Summary: You know those eyes, you know you do. You cant place them to a name or a face, but you are sure you know them. He spared your life because of the one look you gave him. You could never understand why. Neither could he. You wanted to get back to your injured family. But he brought you on board. Why?

A/N: Hello!!! Before going into this intro there are a few people who I want to say thank you to @underratedcharactersimagines, @impulsiveclown, @ch4nn3lorange and @itsaconquestofimagination these people inspired me with their work to make my very own (*psst* that means you should go follow them)Thank you so much, guys!!! Ok, so getting to the point. This is my first ever fanfic. I definitely had some trouble writing it but I can say that I am very happy with the way it has come out. So with that in mind, I really hope you do enjoy my writing. I would love it if anyone who does read it could give me some feedback on things I could improve on and things I should keep doing. I also want you to know before reading that This specific fic I am going to be splitting into “chapters” and asking from there what I should add and keep, or whatnot. Thank you for your patience, and most importantly reading my work. Thank you lots.

Warnings: death of family member, degrading, lots of Kylo anger, angst 

Word count: 2,620

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Tuanul. A rural settlement in Jakku. You were born there on Jakku to two loving parents, and your younger twin brothers. You were always aware that not many people had the chance to have their families not just here in Jakku but also throughout the galaxy. Your village meant everything to you, even if you could sense the energy stirring among the people, especially in your family. It was just another Sunday morning. You wake up to your little brothers jumping on top of you like they do every morning. You happened to be lucky they woke you up when they did because you were having a nightmare. Again. The same one you always have. 

It always starts with you in the dark. All you see is grey and black all around you. You can clearly see that you are in some sort of room. Its square, with two doors across the room from one another. There’s a bed fit for one person, next to that there is a nightstand. There is also a fake green plant and a desk in the room. This is strange to you. You have never seen this place in your life. Yet you feel comfortable here like you belong. Then all of the sudden you start to feel weird energy not only in you’re body but pulsing in the room around you. Then you hear heavy footsteps on the grey tile floor. But there is nothing from inside of the rood making that noise, you soon hear a knock on one of the doors, and it begins to open. 

But as soon as it the figure appears by the door, it’s gone and you’re awake.  

You sit up in your cot and tickle your brothers Mikey and Colby in a surprise attack. Their laughs always make you feel full, better as if nothing else in the galaxy could ever make you happier than the two boys that are right in front of you. You grab your thin blanket and wrap the two up in a ball and continue to tickle them. 

“Heyy!! That tickles (Y/N) stop it,” Mikey cackled. As you tickle him.

“Mikey! That’s what tickles are for, to tickle you silly!” Colby giggled jumping on the bed excitingly. 

“Oh don’t you think our free from the tickle monster little squirt,” you say to Colby as you get ready for another jump attack. 

But you are cut off by your mother who was walking in to get the boys ready for the day. “Now what do you think you little monsters are doing?” she asks.

“(y/n) was playing tickle monster with us, mommy! Do you wanna join too?” Mikey squealed.

“Oh you boys know I would love to, but, we gotta get ready for the day ok. Maybe if you ask your sister she will play with you boys after gathering,” Your mom suggested to the boys. Who got overly excited and tackled you to the ground begging you to play with them after you got done gathering.

Of course, you agreed “Sounds like a plan to me,” you said hugging them both.

“Promise?” Mikey asked you sticking out his pinky. “I promise,” you assured him and pinky swore on it.

Your mother then called the three of you telling you to get ready for the day. But of course, you are already ready. You then slip on your boots that protect your feet from the sandy environment. You always wear the same outfit. Well, it is actually your only outfit you have. But you don’t mind you like it, and it’s not like you’re going anywhere anytime soon and need to get it cleaned. Not that you ever really do, its a matter of time and effort that you could be used for gathering for rations. 

You are aware that your family needs the rations but its not something you really like to do. Spending hours and hours in the sandy deserts, with the winds and overly annoying traders. Let’s just say its not your favorite thing to be doing. 

You step outside where the rest of your family is. You see your mom getting your brothers all tidied up for the day. So you go over to her and help get the boys in their boots and being picky about their hair.

“Thank you dear,” Your mother says with a big smile on her face.

“You know, I can’t help but to always look at you in awe (y/n),” Your father says to you as you finish getting the boys ready.

“What makes you say that?” you ask.

“ Well, its a matter of everything you have done for the family. You are always helping to get rations. And helping with your brothers all the time. Even though you could easily leave us to fend for ourselves. You are an adult. But you stay,” He announces.

Although you know he always means well with everything he says, this takes you back. You know what you need and don’t need to be doing. You have always stepped up and done well to help the family ever since your brothers were born. You just see it as help when one may need it most. Its the role you love to play in your family. Its something you actually enjoy doing. And you do it because your family means the world to you and you don’t know what you would do without them.

“ In my defense, I believe everyone plays a role in a family and my role is and always will be to help gather for family and protect,” You say with the utmost confidence.

“Oh, you sound just like your father dear,” Your mother finally says.

You can’t deny you are like your father in many ways. You even look like him more than the boys. He has taught you many things that you never thought you would ever need. Most things he taught you you still haven’t needed. Like the blaster your dad has. He taught you how to use the thing when you were 9 years old. Which will be something you will never forget.

This is what you think about as you bid your parents farewell till later in the day when you all gather and compile your scavenges for rations. 

You are on your way to your favorite area to find your trades. This is where you spend your day. It’s a sand dune littered with all kinds of things that came from who knows where. 

After you have a fairly large pine of random things in your bag you start to walk home. You are almost to the entryway to the village when you hear a sound. It’s just one sound, but you could not tell where it was coming from or what it was so you continue to walk with caution, examining all around you. But then you hear it again and the noise is getting louder. You start running and look around to see TIE fighters everywhere. They are attacking your village. 

Of course, your first instinct is to run from the village and get as far away as possible. You start to panic more. You then start to run back to your village as fast as possible. Your running, tripping over the sand as you go. 

You get to the village and see stormtroopers everywhere invading everything, shooting civilians, and catching fire to almost all your surroundings. You stop to hide behind a pile of trash. But then you think of your family and of Mikey and Colby and go into a panic. What if they get hurt? You start to panic more. You somehow make it to your family’s hut, where you see them huddled in the back. 

You fall next to your family and grab your brothers and hold them with everything you have. As your parents both hold all of you in a family huddle. You don’t want to let them go. You can’t even begin to imagine what could possibly happen to them. Nor do you want to think of it.

Soon the troopers invade your house. And pull your family outside. You hear your mother pleading to the troopers.

“Please,” she cries, “not my babies, leave them alone, please,”

You see your brothers crying, with your mom. Then you catch sight of your dad. Who looks at you and looks at the trooper closest to you, motioning to take the blaster. You understand immediately and start fighting, screaming profanities, calling for your family. You get out of one of the trooper’s grasp and are able to grab the blaster as you try to remember what your dad taught you about using it.  

Suddenly you see you. A younger more innocent you. And next to you, you see your father. He is teaching you how to use the blaster for the first time.

“Ok remember, you have to be careful and hold it with two hands;” He explained to young you. 

“ Ok, I got it right daddy?” you asked in confusion. After all, you had no clue how to use the thing.

“Yes good job sweety!” he boasted. You were doing it. 

 Remembering what your father had taught you; you raise the gun and shoot three troupers that are holding your family. Your family falls from their grip and you start to run to them. For a slight second, you feel the triumph. You feel like you will be able to run and make it out of there with your family. But that feeling didn’t last, as you feel hands pulling you away all hope slips away with you. You fight with all of your might to be let go. You don’t succeed. Then you hear the screams of your family and the sound of the blasters going off. The blaster went off four times. You turn to see your family fall to the ground.

You scream, you kick and scream with all our might. Ignoring everything being done to you. All you want is your family. Its all you ever wanted. To protect them, be there whenever they needed you. You feel like you failed, you feel like you let them down. You feel the tears running down your face as you remember what you promised your brothers. You feel ashamed like you should have never left the hut. You feel like you should have just stayed with them. You broke your promise. If only you had gotten more time. Maybe then you would have been able to protect them.

Soon you feel your screams stop. You could feel your throat constricting being able to breathe was becoming difficult. Your body began to lift from the floor, your hands clawed at the invisible noose wrapped around your neck— All you felt was pain intense pain. It felt as though your lungs were burning, your heartbeat sounded like drums in your ears as your face grew darker and darker as your veins popped out on your forehead. You were struggling. For air, for life. Then your body was slowly turning and you were face to face with him. 

His face holds simply no emotion. Emptiness.  

The Supreme Leader. You stare into his deep onyx eyes, those eyes that you swear you know you have seen before. Yet you can’t place it. You stare in fear, no not fear in pain. Pleading in your head for him to let you be, to let you go. You continue to stare, at that moment you realize that you do see something in those beautiful eyes. Pain.

All of a sudden you are dropped to the ground. You panic trying to catch your breath and get rid of the burning feeling deep in your lungs.

“Execute the villagers and bring her on the ship at once,” He demanded. Pointing at you.

He then walks back on the ship. 

The troopers obliged to their master’s orders. You are harshly taken off of the ground by stormtroopers and carried on the ship. You are confused, you don’t want to go. Just as you reach the ship your world seemed to be spinning, spinning until you say a steel ceiling, then all went black.

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You wake up in what seems to be an interrogation room and you were strapped into what seemed to be a large metal interrogation chair. You begin to panic. Where am I? You think to yourself. You try to lift your hands up but couldn’t due to the restraints. Why am I here? What did I do?

You hear a metal door open and automatically freeze in. At first, you think it is the Supreme Leader coming to interrogate you. But no, in fact, it is a tall red-haired man. He is not in any particular uniform so it is hard for you to tell where he stands in the hierarchy with the leader. He walks and places himself right in front of you. Watching you the entire time he is moving. Once he has found his place he stops and stares at you. You both stand and stare at one another for what felt like forever. Then finally,

“Do you know who I am?” He asks you.You don’t answer him. You know you have never met this man in your life. You don’t care who he is. You just don’t want to be here and that’s all you could think about.

 “I believe we have not met yet, I am General Hux of the First Order,” he states. He is waiting for your answer. He begins to pace the floor in front of you. Staring at you, he exhales a sigh.

“You don’t talk much do you?”

You just stare at him. You can tell he is getting mad. Then all of a sudden,

“What did you do to make the leader mad?” he demanded. Getting close to your face. You could feel the spit hitting your face. Disgusting.

“I don’t know,” you say. You don’t, and there’s nothing that you could have thought of besides the fact that you did shoot 3 of his men. You look down at your feet with a slight grin on your face.

“What’s so funny?” he scoffed, “Why is he mad? What did you do?”, he added in a fit of childish anger.

 “I-” you were cut off by the sound of the metal door opening behind you. Once again you freeze. You feel a weird energy pulsing through your body, and in the room around you. Then you hear loud footsteps against the tile floor. You have heard this sound before, but you cant think of where or when.

You look up to see General Hux’s face go completely pale. Then out of the corner of your eyes, you see the black figure of the Supreme Leader. 

“ What are you doing in here General?” He snarled at The General. 

“I….um...I was just simply prepping her for your interrogation, Supreme Leader sir,” Hux stammered.

“Leave Hux,” The Supreme Leader demanded.

You see Hux practically stumble out of the room tripping over his own feet. You let out a small giggle, and automatically regret it, so you stare down at the floor. You stare at the floor in silence for a minute. Then you feel leather gloved hands grab your chin lifting your face so that he could look into your eyes with his own beautiful onyx ones. He stares down at you for a long time. He is studying your face, trying to understand you, and how you feel. You can’t help but notice how surreal this whole situation is. You stare into his eyes wondering what he wants. But he simply says,

“Wow” 

------- It would be great if I could get some feedback on things I did well on and things I could add in the future, or improve on. Any feedback would be helpful. I hope you enjoyed it. Watch out for part 2.  and feel free to message me if youd like to be tagged in the next one. Thank you for reading!!     

[commandingkylo]

💕+ 💞

[cas-backwards-tie]

This or That

tagged by: @indigosunsetao3 I always love these things, so thank you so much for tagging me! ❤️

Coffee or tea | early bird or night owl | chocolate or vanilla | spring or fall | silver or gold | pop or alternative | freckles or dimples | snakes or sharks | mountains or fields | thunder or lightning | egyptian mythology or greek mythology | ivory or scarlet | flute or lyre | opal or diamond | butterflies or honeybees | macarons or eclairs | typewritten or handwritten | secret garden or secret library | rooftop or balcony | spicy or mild | opera or ballet | london or paris | vincent van gogh or claude monet | denim or leather | potions or spells | ocean or desert | mermaids or sirens | masquerade ball or cocktail party

tagging: @waves-against-a-cliff , @lxvvie , @itsaconquestofimagination , @void-my-warranty , @glossysoap , @mrsparrasblog , @guac-the-joaqu , @penelopepine , @lovebugcody

[muppetchristmascarol]

5, 11, 22 and 27 😊

5. Disney, Pixar or DreamWorks?

They all slap but I lean heavily toward Dreamworks because I’m ride or die for The Prince of Egypt

11. Favourite guilty pleasure?

Buying books that I know damn well I won’t read because I only fucking listen to audiobooks.

22. Outfit aesthetic you aspire for?

Cozy vampire

27. Favourite headcanon?

Just in general? In life? Aren’t those just called thoughts? For real tho favorite headcanon is my entire personal AU lmaooo

[cas-backwards-tie]

Omg, yours is so cute! And the meme is 😂😭😫👏🏻 ah, I feel it. I love picrew things so thank you for tagging me! Plus it’s fun to see what everyone creates 💕 thanks for tagging me @indigosunsetao3

Idk if the latter consists of a ‘meme’ but it’s a meme reaction? And my favorite, at that! 💖🙌🏻

I’m gonna go ahead and tag: @penelopepine , @dollycrybaby , @miss-rori , @vgilantee , @glossysoap , @guac-the-joaqu , @itsaconquestofimagination , @clydesfavoritegirl

Tag challenge: Do this cute picrew and post the last meme in your camera roll, then tag at least three people. Have fun! :D

no pressure tags: @keegansshark @glossysoap @blacktacmopsi @milkteaarttime

@gunnrblze @kuneho141 @howtotwirlaknife22 @rookiesbookies

@step-on-me-khun @imafraidoftomorrow @staytrueblue @mikichko

@simonrillleyyysss @aoioozora @writingfromasgard @pear1escence

@neiptune

[solotriplets]

I agree Mattie, we need several spa nights seeing as we have the time. And I got you on the moisturizing mask Ben, it’s coconut 😊. Matt and Kylo do you have any preferences?

“I like anything fresh and tingly!”

“Oh I’m ride or die for exfoliating peely masks. I’ve got a big jar of that black glittery one.”

[silentwaters4]

Hello my dear! Would it be possible to get a SW male ship? I'm an INFP & Capricorn who's kinda short, brunette with brown eyes & some curves. Although I'm kinda shy, quiet & anxious I can also be a real smart ass & very blunt. I'm also pretty strong emotionally & physically. Definitely a good listener & quick learner. Trust issues like no other. I'm also passionate about certain causes, whether volunteering or debating. Despite the anxiety I'm also pretty laid back & chill. Thank you in advance!

Here it is jumper! Thank you for waiting! I ship you with:

Obi Wan Kenobi

You and Obi had an…interesting relationship. Though you weren’t shy about your feelings for him, at all, he was a nervous Nelly. You understood; the Jedi Order had their qualms about romantic/sexual relationships given that it was a strong attachment. There were times, however, where the two of you loosened up around each other and were able to spar or talk like old friends…since that’s what your primary relationship was anyway. He admired how well you listened and adapted with your training. He loved how resilient you are when it came to the strength needed to be a Jedi, despite your trust issues and anxiety. He loved your wit and smile. He loved how you were shy until you got to know someone. He loved how good you were with the Younglings, Anakin especially. He loved everything about you…and it was killing him. He hated that he was so loyal to the Code. He hated how much he thought about you when you were gone. He hated how much he couldn’t love you. He didn’t trust himself to be alone with you behind closed doors for fear of what he might say or do. He thought he would be okay if he pushed his feelings down far enough. He would’ve made it had it not been for one particular mission. You had been on edge the whole time after meeting your informant, and Obi could tell it wasn’t your usual shyness. There was something about this guy that you didn’t trust; you anxiety spiked in tandem with it. Though you usually enjoyed debating, you kept your mouth shut. You had let Obi know, privately, what you were feeling. Needless to say, that mission went south pretty quickly. You ended up being hurt enough to spend a day in Medbay, begrudgingly. However, when Obi visited, you were truthfully shocked. Without a word, he just gently grabbed your hands, a tear coming to his eye. Slowly, he pulled you into a hug that you eagerly returned. Wordlessly, the two of you knew what you meant to each other. Though you’d have to hide it, you were happy to be with him nonetheless.

[babbushka]

Lol if I could indulge some more, what about same reader putting together something special or getting a gift for Kylo for Hanukkah?

Kylo had the biggest feet you’ve ever seen in your entire life, and you think, he could use some socks. So you go to the mall and you look for some socks and then of course when you can’t find them and decide that the whole idea is stupid, you call his brother Ben.

“Don’t bother with socks,” Ben tells you, “What you should really get Kylo are a new pair of gloves for when he rides his motorcycle.”

And that seems like a good alternative, so you go to the bike shop and you look for some gloves but they’re all fresh out of the kind he likes, the kind that are finger-less but still cover his knuckles enough, and that’s when you meet his co-worker Hux.

“Gloves? He doesn’t need gloves,” Hux tells you, “What you should look for for Kylo is a new pair of headphones. He won’t stop bitching that the speakers have blown in the pair that he has.”

And that sounds pretty reasonable, so you go to the electronics store and you look for some headphones but they don’t have any that are a middle ground price, either way too cheap and easy to break, or way too expensive for what the thing is, and that’s when you bump into his cousin, Rey.

“Headphones? No way he’ll break them in a week,” She tells you, “What you should try and find is something he’ll eat. God knows that man loves to eat.”

And she’s right after all, he does love to eat, so you go to the supermarket and look for all his favorite snacks and foods that he’s too lazy to buy, but then you think that he won’t have them anymore once he eats them, and that’s not so special, and it’s while you’re browsing the aisles that you bump into his other brother Matty.

“Food? He always eats food,” Matty tells you, “You should make him something yourself, something small that he can cherish forever.”

And that sounds like just about the best damn idea you’ve gotten all day, between his brother and his coworker and his cousin, so you go home and spend an hour and a half on a card filled with love, sealed in an envelope with a piece of tape and a kiss, and it’s when you put the card on the counter that Kylo comes home.

“A card? For me?” Kylo tells you, “No one’s made me a card in years and years, thank you.”

And when he hugs you, the kind of hug where it’s just shy of too tight, where it’s just barely lifting you up off the floor, you know that there’s really nothing more special and perfect than this.

And then you smack him with a laugh when he asks, “Any chance for some Hanukkah socks?”