#itsabookishblog

[cupidmarwani-archive]

I Know your deaf!Buck tag is supposed to be about Buck being deaf which makes sense obviously but I would really like to see more of the autistic side of this AU If you wouldn't mind?🙈😬

yuh yuh I got you. I feel like I should also address that I am not autistic, this AU is informed by my research and interactions with autistic people, as well as my personal experiences with sensory and social issues. Those who are actually autistic please feel free to step in if I say something that’s out of line ily anyway under the cut bc this got long //

- Buck’s deafness and his autism are very much connected for him, if that makes sense. They both very much inform his approach to the world and to other people, and his being deaf affects how he copes with his autism, and his autism affects how he copes with being deaf.

- One of his most common stims is ASL, because it’s a very natural thing for his hands to fall into and moving hands? Feels good. At first as the team learns ASL it’s kind of frustrating, because it can be hard to tell if Buck’s signing to communicate or to stim. The usual tell for the difference is when he’s stimming it tends to be a singular word or phrase, and rarely anything that makes any sense.

- The main reason that Buck prefers to have his aid turned off, besides the fact that he’s used to silence, is that it’s a lot of sensory input that would be overwhelming in the best circumstances, but especially because it’s not something he’s ever had to learn to cope with. It takes a lot of getting used to for him. 

- While everyone kind of knows right away that Buck is deaf- it’s not like he can hide it if he wanted to- they don’t really know he’s autistic until much later. Buck’s approach is somewhere along the lines of “it’s none of your business and the people who know have usually been dicks so this for my knowledge only.” He eventually brings it up not because he feels obligated to, but because he trusts the team enough to be respectful, if that makes sense. They’ve been supportive about his preferred method of communication, and about his aids, and his PTSD, so he eventually trusts them to be respectful about this too. It helps explain some things, and gives them a jumping off point on how to help him with things when he wants/needs it. Knowing that Buck isn’t being an asshole for fun and is actually just on the brink of sensory overload means that instead of arguing with him, the team can help find a way to tone down the amount of sensory input and give him the space or comfort he needs at that time. 

- Buck prefers his long sleeved uniform because things touching his bare skin? Hmm. Bad.

- His main special interest has been fire for a long time, which is part of why he wound up being a firefighter in the first place. He has a lot of books, but the majority of them are about combustion and the different ways fire and “fire” exist on and beyond Earth. He’s always just really liked it and learning about it. For a while, Hunger Games was nearly more intense than fire, but that SpIn didn’t last as long as fire has for him.

- After the tsunami, like in Canon, Buck fixates on natural disasters, and that becomes another special interest for him. It’s due in large part to the trauma of the tsunami, which ties into his trauma/PTSD, but also because once he started down the rabbit hole of learning about what causes tsunamis, it tearned into learning about earthquakes, and then volcanos, and then tornados, and suddenly Buck knew an alarming amount about any given natural disaster. Everyone’s a little concerned, but at this point as Buck is going to therapy about his Trauma(tm) they know he’ll tell them if something is wrong.

- Side note there was a major incident where when Buck was in a really bad place, Bobby made him go to a support group for survivors of the tsunami. Buck info-dumped about tsunamis. It did not go well.

- Buck’s stims have pretty much always been whole-body as opposed to verbal or localized. Besides ASL, his main stims are jumping and rocking.

- Sex is kind of an issue for Buck because of sensory issues. There are some specific parts or it/certain sex acts that are just Bad to him and it takes some trial and error both on his own and with other people to find a way that he enjoys it and isn’t spending the whole time uncomfortable or outright distressed. It’s not to say that he dislikes sex but it’s just not as simple for him.

- Buck falls more on the “hyper-attached” side of the emotional spectrum. He has a lot of love to give and it doesn’t take much for him to get close to a person, even if he can’t fully open up right away. He forgives extremely easily for the same reason, as well as going through a lot of his life with very few or no friends depending on the point in time, and he doesn’t want to lose the friends he has made. Like when the Chimney Incident happened, Buck was only really upset at him for a few days before he forgave him, while everyone else took a little longer. It took Maddie over a month. Buck just gets really attached to people really easily.

- Buck has a fixation with the firetruck

- He also does have some “self-destructive stims” in that if he’s overwhelmed enough, there are some times that he doesn’t necessarily notice or recognize that what he’s doing isn’t healthy, such as picking at his cuticles, digging his nails into his palms, and pinching his palm. It’s pretty much always regarding his hands, because they’re the most “used” part of his body and very much his most common point of physical contact with the rest of the world.

[movedto-jewishbucke]

👍📺💌🐚😊🌱

👍: I like you. Just, in general. I think you’re a genuinely good person. 📺: We have similar interests! 💌: I’d love to send you more messages and asks but you make me nervous! 🐚: I find your blog very calming. 😊: You’re sweet. You’ve made me smile before. 🌱: I’d love to get to know you better.

awww thank you!! also,,, I totally get the being nervous thing but I promise you I’m... kind of an idiot and I absolutely do not take myself seriously tbh- I’m sure Lukas, Nova, Emmett, and James would agree. also I’m... quite literally an open book and like to overshare way too much so if you have any questions I’ll probably answer it asdfghgfdsa

[nikosasakis]

what was your life like last year?

ask me things !

things were actually pretty good this time last year ! i’d recently moved into a new job which i adore, and cut some negative people out of my life !! 

[natural-singularity]

Hello yes I would love to cry about married buddie. Give me all the info you got 🙈❤️

it is 1) soft and they are 2) married

but YES its also buck pov cause i just wanted someone to gush about how lovely eddie is ya know. shower him with the Cute 🥺

[bisexualbuck]

Hey I’m about to start reading your stalker fic after reading everyone’s rave reviews. 😅🙈❤️

omg hi!! 🥺🥺 i hope you like it!!

[cowboysandpilots]

HEY EVERYONE!!!

Just to let you all know I changed my username. ☺️ I needed to change something in my life and this was the least impulsive/self destructive so here you go.

itsabookishblog -> wishbonewriting

@jojobeaner @pastornovak @all-4-wincest @ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty @fandom-hoarder @codependent-idiots @pieprincess-andthe-fallenangel @tintentrinkerin @marvelblvd

I just know I'm forgetting to tag people but whatever 🤷🏻‍♂️

[cannibalsamruby]

Yellow but then hot pink. 😅😂

I'm happy you found my blog!! Spn brainrot is amazing, isn't it?

[all-4-wincest]

💕 get to know your mutuals!! when you get this, it means someone wants to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know. they can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. when you’re done, send this to 10 people you want to get to know better!! 🥺🌼💕

Thanks for the ask @ilovebeingintroverted (I still believe that that’s the wrong blog name for you! But I’m still trying to think of a more appropriate one!!❤️😂❤️😜)

5 things about me:

1). I’m older than y’all might think

2). I’m very outgoing. Sometimes to the point where I’m worried that I get on people’s nerves.

3). I absolutely LOVE to make new friends!

4). Most of the time, i have a filthy mind.

5). While I love the beach, I’m horribly afraid of the ocean!! Specially the creatures in the ocean.

I could seriously go on for days!!

Tagging: @cordellwinchesterwalker @writethelifeyouwant @bestbiiiitch @celticmama44 @co-dependent @kickingitwithkirk @whoreforackles-deactivated20210 to (I just found out that this person deactivated their blog. Does anyone know what happened? If so, DM me, please !) @itsabookishblog @samisrocky @adsp-wincestj2 @ilovebeingintroverted

That’s technically 11, but I’m making up for @whoreforackles-deactivated20210 just in case they’re not here anymore!!

[jackandthesoulmates]

Imagine Jack is tied up and Dean teases him, first rides the boy until he cums all over that pale, perfect stomach and chest, but denies Jack an orgasm.

Dean edges him for forever with a fleshlight, two fingers in his ass -- and finally Jack is allowed to cum.

He cums in the fleshlight, it's a massive huge load, it feels great but it's of course nothing compared to shooting all of it in Dean's perfect ass.

Because Jack comes so much he makes a mess and bad boys must clean up their messes...

-- Dean empties the fleshlight all over Jack's face and makes him swallow his own cum. Each drop that misses his mouth will be smeared all of that angelic face.

"Damn, what a greedy slut you are. You don't even care who's spunk it is, you just want it to fill your filthy holes. Pathetic little toy." Dean says, giving Jack a gentle slap.

Or, in other words, due to horny reasons, Sin is back in the game. Thank you @writethelifeyouwant that's your fault. ❤️

Tagging some people who might like it:

@laxe-chester67 @stemroses @wincestismyheart @itsabookishblog @nightmarecait @alex-is-a-gay-human @andthenweburned @ohnoitsthebat @closetedshippers @vulgar-library @schaefchenherde @deeranger

[alxanders]

Who am I?

Who am I? That’s the one big question I’ve been asking myself for years. I’ve been questioning my gender for most of my life and I have used all sorts of labels for myself like; bigender, gender fluid,transgender,agender and cis.

One thing I’ve learned about myself during this journey that I’m on is that, I can’t fit into just one box. Every time I just start to become comfortable with a label I have a gender crisis all over again and I become very distant with that label and myself in general.

Gender identity is a huge part of your identity and once you start questioning that it’s terrifying. My whole world has come crashing down so many times all because of that one question, Who am I?

I am extremely fortunate that my best friend Kian @itsabookishblog has been there with me through it all. I honestly don’t know where I would be without him! He has been so supportive, kind and respectful of the changes I keep making and encourages me to follow my heart and not the path that my family has made for me. I have come out so many times to him and he’s got my back right away. Seriously he’s the best friend everyone wishes they had!

So, Who am I? I am Ali Parker. I identify as nonbinary and I use they/them pronouns :)

[tintentrinkerin]

I fixed the poll!

Multiple answers are now possible!!!

Tagging some sinners: @laxe-chester67 @pastorpresent @wincestismyheart @schaefchenherde @writethelifeyouwant @writinginthesecrettrees @itsabookishblog @stemroses @closetedshippers @deanking @ohnoitsthebat @slut-for-jared @unus-annus-will-live-on @random-fireworks @all-4-wincest @samanddeaninpanties @wincest-endgame @nightmarecait @thinkinghardhardlythinking @fandom-hoarder @fallenfar @soulless-puppy @rpsocsandcanonohmy @co-dependent @sammy-lolita-winchester @thefreakboy @certifiable-morgan @faravvay @demonantichrist @alex-is-a-gay-human @reddieandwaiting87 @hathfrozen @cestlestial-beings @dragonardhill @sacrificialtendencies @merle-p @amoreanonyname @cloudesworld @whoreforackles @tis-a-divided-soul @alexa-alcantara @salt-and-burns

[vessellisms]

got tagged by @wolfhaste on my main to post 9 images saved on my phone that describe me 😳 limiting this to strictly shitposts so I dont try and make an aesthetic board or smth

gonna do my tags up here since Im TW some of the memes and wanna make sure ppl who are tagged dont have to scroll and see those memes if they dont wanna @bestfriendsamdean @tintentrinkerin @decadent-prince @sinaesthete @ghost-go-roasty-mctoasty uuuh Ill tag some of my newer mutuals too! hi! @motelcoresam @truckzilla @soulmateswinchesters @itsabookishblog no pressure to do the meme to anyone ofc!

TW NONCON MENT for the last two memes!! scroll with caution. also flashing warning one of the images is a gif

the intrusive thoughts and Sam getting nonconned ones are my edits and the new type of abuse and Lil Nas X tweet are my screenshots pls use them Id be honored. we let minecraft do this to us is also a text from my irl who dragged me into dsmp 😔😔😔

[cyi-can-you-imagine]

Rain  34/100

Requested by @ itsabookishblog

“You ever have sex in the rain, Dean?”

Dean looks up quickly from the magazine in his hand.

“What?” He furrows his eyebrows at Sam, who isn’t looking at him anyway. Probably not listening to him, either.

No, his eyes are clearly focused on the weather. As if in a sort of trance, Sam ignores Dean’s question as well as his own. He quickly stands up, taking off his shirt.

His eyes are sparkling. “Come on,” Sam practically pleads. He holds his hand out and his grin is infectious.

Of course, Dean cannot resist the puppy dog look.

He reaches up and takes his brother’s hand. Sam pulls him up and helps him take his shirt off. 

Sam backs up through the screen door, gently pulling Dean along. 

Dean’s never had sex in the rain before.

But he’s about to.

[merrycrab]

rules: tag 9 people who you want to know better/catch up with and then answer these questions.

tagged by: @blainesebastian thanks!

3 ships: blaine/sebastian (glee), barry/leonard/mick (the flash), nadia/guzmán (elite)

last song: i know him from Hamilton

last movie: terrifier 

currently reading: the outsider by stephen king

currently watching: elite and arrow

currently craving: chicken strips

tagging : @theyaskedmeto @gleeincorrectquotes @itsabookishblog @ixureoa and anyone who wants to!

[holycafe]

Last line meme

I was tagged (a while ago, sorry, I forgot) by @sproutwings to share the last line I wrote, so here you go:

The way Len said that was almost like he was mystified by it, by Barry, by their… friendship.

I think y’all can guess which WIP this is for xD

I’m tagging @moriavis @itsabookishblog @a-redharlequin @southernbluejay @kitkatt0430 @cliches-and-coffee @saruma-aki @lenleolenny @nixie-deangel and anyone else who sees this and wants to give it a go - you can feel free to tag me when you post so I can see what you’re up to!

[castielss]

I feel like I missed something between you and that anon but regardless I’m really sorry you’re getting hate and blocked for no reason you don’t deserve that ❤️

You didn’t miss anything and thank you for your support, this is what fuels me! Thank you thank you