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29121996 · 1 year ago

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#i hatw that like . theres probsbly a million things i could b doing yo . Fill the Void in me #like actually sit down and transcribe this sheet music while i wait #but no.#i refuse to do SHIT until my cello is in tje shop getting fixed #like u are . Absolutely insane #but ira fine #i found piano for the lakes #so im fonna probsbly.spend 2hrs transcribing this so its playable on cello #ive done it before #i cany do it manually and i use a goddamn software #but . i sit there and edit sheey music so i can make it sound nice on my cello #its time consuming ngl #but oh my god it is worth it 🥺#the way i mastered awake 5yrs ago.... yeah i cant wait to do that again #my boyfriend has never hesrd me play so thatll be fun #bc ive spent the last 17minths gassing uo my ability to play the cello #forgetting that ibwas in fact mediocre at best when i was acrivelt.playing #anf my skillset has probsbly Decreased bc i havent picked it up since 2020 #and even thrn itnwas Brief #so i rlly haveny playef since 2018 rip .

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arcanegifs · 9 months ago

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#BRUHHHHHH I NEED ANOTHER TEASER I BEG YOU RIOT #ITS BEEN THREE YEARS I CANT WAIT TO USE NEW CONTENT FOR GIFS LMAO #personal tag #dont look at me im just here to complain about content drought lmao its really not good in fostering a healthy fandom ngl #because ppl will just hyperfixate and consume media for like a month and then the fandom goes poof right after lol #i miss all the people scrutinizing media every week i miss all the essays pumping out when content arrives #these days its just.... nothing lmao i only really still have arcane in my mind because of fanfiction and a lot of fics have been inactive #ik we're getting new stuff in a few months #and ik we're not in canceled shows hell but like #i really hope that if theres season 3 we're gonna get it a bit more regularly #i really miss it when content was like weekly or every 2 weeks because ppl and the fandom are wayyyy more active during those times #binge culture and netflix sort of changed it lol #i miss it when fandoms were huge!!! i miss it when it was so CHAOTIC lmaooooooooo #I MISS WAITING FOR LONG ASS HOURS WAITING FOR CONTENT TO RELEASE EVERY WEEK!!!! I MISS IT!!!! that was like what 12 years ago LOL #I KNOW arcane is special with their 3 year drought because it takes time to make arcane #but like..... idk man i miss content lmao #iirc they took too long to make s2 bc they have no idea if s1 would be even renewed #so i hope s3 will be a bit more regular now #anyways im gonna go bye bye

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 years ago

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I love Jiang Cheng and I hope you agree. The most tragic thing about yunmeng siblings is that JC and WWX really love each other the whole time… I like to think they can fix it someday

Someday perhaps....in the meantime, I bet he's loving having dogs run around lotus pier. As a WWX deterrent of course. No therapeutic reasons at all.

#Poorly Drawn MDZS #MDZS #Jiang Cheng #As much as I put him on blast #I do like JC quite a bit.#Man....I'm sad you're on anon cause I'd love to talk more about the yunmeng sibiling tragedy #Part of me so badly wishes that they do reconcile after some time #though a good tragedy comes from the pain of what could have been #JC is definitely in my top 5 mdzs characters and its absolutely due to how messy he is #ngl I can kinda relate to where his hurt comes from and it makes it very interesting to analyze.#Favourism and antagonism of parents messes up sibling dynamics so much #The grief and trauma ended up causing a rift not a shared moment of solidarity #JC is a counter-representation and a foil to how LWJ deals with his grief #as heartbroken as LWJ is he...keeps his life going. The grief settles and he doesn't forget but he *moves forwards*#JC doesn't! He can't! He has so much guilt and regret and the grief stagnates him! Love and grief can become so terribly consuming!#He's so human for it! This is a story where no-one is morally black or white! *People* aren't black and white!

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kakushusband · 1 year ago

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oh the character i see as very aromantic has a love interest? and it was a "love at first sight" type deal you say?

haha oh thats so funny and cute. no its fine. im fine.

#looks at crisis on two earths. j'onn would not do that. so sorry miss #im not sure it Was love at first sight but im just sitting here like. really. him? with the fucking trauma and all. that fast.#hes so aromantic. at least demiromantic. it would take a fucking while in my vision.#id watch that movie if not for him having a love interest bc im like. the rage that consumes me when this happens #im looking at gltas too btw. razers thing wasnt love at first sight either but ohhhh my god its so fucking bad. and his trauma is recent #the star sapphires really went oh your heart is a barren wasteland... but theres a robot parading ur dead wifes skin isnt that cool #like u had me at the first half ngl. he might fall in love again but it would take him a fucking while. her funeral was pratically yesterda #dc in general haunts me with this all the fucking time #no romance wont fix this widowed mans trauma go away. hole vaccine.#self insert #selfshipping #📡 incoming transmission 📡#aromantic #aroace #lol lmao #if you want me to ramble some. j'onn is arospec bi <3 and razer is in a whole another spider hole

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desolatediver · 10 days ago

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#ngl i know everyone dislikes 2021 era of dsmp but. for me i liked it and long for it tbh...#maybe because it was bigger and I was able to consume things easily from a distance #and for me the negativity never affected me as much. compared to other people's experience during that time.#i think this year for me here (+ twt) was just overall not good.#I think its because of the current size of the fandom is much smaller. and more close (thats hows i see it)#that causes an increase of negativity and just more biased views than it ever has (at least from my pov)#idk what im saying just been angry for a long time and hasn't exactly gone away like in the past #I know i need to actually just stay off and give myself a break.#but the best way to describe it for me.#dsmp content is my lifeline LMAO. its like a ecosystem #idk just needed to get some weight thats been building up for awhile. and just let it out #feeling better after that. sorry if this comes off bad or anything. that's not my intention #i hope next year is better for everyone #okay actually going to try and stick to staying off o7 #dsmp #dream smp

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lususnatura · 4 months ago

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a song that i associate with my muse meme!

AHH, hey, ramone!! thank you for sending in this prompt :D since you sent in three of the mic's, i shall now be treating you to three songs that make me think of blamore when i hear them / that i associate with it. an explanation of why i chose them will be in the tags <3

hozier - who we are.

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icehouse - crazy.

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depeche mode - personal jesus.

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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#asks - answered.#ooc post.#okay but ESPECIALLY heavy on the last one because it literally all about the idea of someone that people can turn to in hard times-#like a god or a prophet who will listen to your plights and help you + who you should believe in. and i say this because one major theme-#to blamore's character is the concept of being a false prophet and someone who essentially unfortunately takes advantage of people's-#longing for things to get better in gotham. bc i feel like a lot of people there have either been failed by the system by other's or-#possibly both and this is so that blamore can get people to voluntarily want to consume the 'seeds' it distributes in order to uhh...#well purge gotham of its undesirables basically as terrible as that sounds. but yeah that depeche mode song? it's such a good one for-#him and definitely has helped me before to write things related to him since blamore does sometimes believe in its own hubris.#but as for the second one by icehouse that one i associate with it because although it doesn't exactly consider itself to fully identify-#with the label of being a 'man' i feel as if blamore will still talk about itself that way sometimes. its relationship with its gender-#is honestly a little bit complicated NGL because him using it/its pronouns as well is something blamore adopted recently even-#though he'd always sort of felt like disconnected and/or like it didn't really align with how he saw himself completely. BUT yeahhh #i honestly could start a whole discussion about that but i shall do that another time perhaps ahah. anyhow though besides that-#elephant in the room ever since it has transformed into this half-human half-plant monster being... although it does love any partners-#it has very much (trust me) i feel like it does wonder why they chose to be with him more often than he'd like to admit.#so that's where the whole 'crazy' part comes in and as for the hozier song that song is about how you kind of have to carve through-#this 'darkness' to rediscover ourselves and who we want to be as a result of going through a rough time or just something tough in-#general and that is SO freaking fitting in my opinion for blamore because it definitely had to completely reframe the way it thought-#about itself when it transformed. and he also had to figure out what he believed in / what his values were now which can be suchhh-#a messy process TBH but this isn't the first time that blamore's had to rediscover itself as life is honestly kind of this ongoing-#process of losing yourself and trying to find yourself again you know? but yeah. i hope you enjoyed my explanation here tehe <3 #and also that you enjoy the tunes!!

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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i always just like surprising people by saying im not a native english speaker lmao

#most often people are just like 'wait for real' like lmao yeah #ive just been taught and been studying since third grade. most things i consume are in english with or without subtitles #ive improved a shit ton of my hearing comprehension purely due to years of wrestling ngl #and yeah ive been reading and writing fics in english for aboutttttt 15? 16? years. so that helps too #not to toot my own horn i know im incredibly lucky to have this especially in our school system for free and shit #but yeah. its just always fun to me when people are very confused about it #ofc im not perfect. but ive been told its hard to tell most of the time lol #night is an absolute mess on main #i will still google words im unsure about. i cant tell the difference between breath and breathe no matter how hard i try to learn #like said im not perfect. im just confusing without the clarification lmao

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bethiewhimsy · 2 years ago

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overwhelmed with my love for bsd this fine day

#in other news i have redownloaded the arcana #i haven’t played it in ages #and even then i didn’t do all the things i could’ve #anyway pls bsd thoughts are running around in my head #kris if ur reading this this is UR FAULT #honestly i can’t believe ive been a hardcore fan of bsd for a year now #ive never been this deep in a fandom before #but it’s lovely and i hope i adore bsd for a long time yet #bsd my beloved <3 i will always love you <4 #SO EXCITED FOR SEASON 5 ITS ALMOST HERE #when is the next chapter?? i forgot already rip #AND im gonna cosplay a bsd character this year. for halloween specifically. but im gonna do that and thats super exciting too #im gonna buy bsd merch if it’s the last of me. i NEED IT #sorry ive reached the point where im like: IF I DONT CONSUME EVERYTHING THAT IS BSD I WILL DIE. that’s my bad #is this a bsd brainrot rant #bro i’ll cry reminiscing on those times #those were some of the best days of my life ngl #shout-out to bsd for changing my life #anyway yeah im gonna go play arcana bye

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snekdood · 2 years ago

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Idrc if you wanna find the politics in every piece of media you consume but personally i dont really care to all the time like idk. Like idk sometimes i just wanna enjoy shit w/o constantly thinking about the underlying politics or whatever? Sometimes its hard to ignore if its super rw based but still, a lot of other shit i just feel like im investing more energy into this shit than was intended for most ppl like idk. The underlying political implications of spirited away. Idk i just dont really care lol

#its a movie about an emotional journey so uh thats kinda my focus there bud #also ngl it does feel like ppl bring up this argument so they can keep coming to conclusions abt what the creator meant by whatever #when sometimes its not for that reason or not that deep. idk. i do feel like some of yall are married to being paranoid that whatever ur #consuming will somehow make you take on entirely different politics?? idk. but ill be real consuming things w not perfect politics only #really solidifies in my head that im right when i *do* actually think its worth psychoanalyzing. or maybe i end up neing wrong #in my assumptions. either way. im ok w critical thinking and then also not feel this weird need to shit on the media constantly #like i loathe family guy. some of the jokes are funny. most of the show is horrible. i dont talk about it bc i dont care.#im sorry lol like. what do you want from me #ive already thought about what about the show i dont like. its politics etc. and i dont watch it. but thats bc its kinda hard to ignore #the constantly shitting on everyone energy of the show. w other shit like idk. dora or something like?? im not spending my time #looking for the political flaws really?? probably there to learn spanish lol #ig i personally find tearing apart media all the time and finding its flaws to be like. a hobby people engage in. but they seem to see it #like as... political action..? ig i can see that being good for something like harry potter or whatever. but sometimes its like idk what u #guys fuckin want from me. you want me to analyze every fucking thing i watch always and forever? because for me the problematic and #off putting politics come off bery obviously when they come up. but as far as a lot of childrens shows go? idk. ig id be more focused #on the plot than the politics..?#ig its bc i kinda feel like... this isnt political action to analyze media all the time.......#i think a better use of your time is learning what you can actually do to change peoples minds to be more progressive personally?#ig if you do that w a piece of media often co opted by rwingers or something like that then its cool but idk #ig i worry about shit like. 'spongebob is a fascist' type takes lol. ig i dont feel like this is like... a great way to move ppl to the #left. esp since the only ppl who are gonna read your media analysis on tumblr is other leftists who already agree with you :|

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yeticantfeelyou · 3 months ago

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When the trffckng victim has symptoms of idk trauma from idk that idk fucking whole thing 🤣🤣🤣🤣when the "dramatic" paranoia is based in truthful observation and real situations 🤣🤣🤣🤣 when the sexually traumatized and has issues with sexual anything hahaahah I🤣🤣 I hide it so deeply because 🤣🤣🤣 "it's stupid just don't think about it" 🤣🤣🤣

#Ngl i am deeply annoyed wjth myself because idk pretednjng to like something when i really dont tbh is a lie 🙁#i am just like ahahaha #🙁#the guilt consumes #the past persists #and i be ljke 🙂🙂🙂#irs just ahaha i hope kt makes u h #feel idk happy #time and time again i know how i feel and i ignored it for the SATISFACTION #OF THEM #And i am just like 😂😂😂😂#one day i will be brave #one day i will never feel guilty for saying no ❤️🙏🏻#i jut like i know if i expr3ss this actual real issue itll be downplayed #and it wont be considered as a real thing #but then i am just like you are lying you are lying you are lying #idk even tho i feel like i did something wrong when i say no #its a much better feeling thwn ummm idk #IDK IDK ITS BETTER THEN DENYING THE EXTREME DISTRESS I FEEL 😂😂😂#The coping mechanism that avtually makes the situation wo4se 😂😂😂😂😂☝🏻☝🏻#ok sorry for this i just like HAHAHAAJ

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meejijis · 3 months ago

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ppl who goes against their "dni" and break their own rules by either invading other people's spaces or hate stalking the ppl they hate (which the said person they hate is literally everything they described in their dni list) will always make me so annoyed

#delete later #i stopped doing dnis and byf cuz i realized its fucking useless AND extremely stupid tbh. like i also find it extremely childish too #its like putting up a sign at a restaurant and going “people who supports and enjoys pineapple on pizza are not allowed here go away”#like i just now realized how stupid this whole thing is. it also feels like segregation ngl #also not all dnis and byfs work like a charm 100% of the time either cuz even if you list the triggers and things you hate ppl out there ar #going to be terrible about it and use your horrors against you and harm you. and its pretty fucked #but yeah on another note: ppl esp the young gen needs to start learning how to avoid something they hate and never look back on it ever #again. like i promise you if you focus on something you like you wont have to be fighting useless pointless battles cuz theyre a waste of #TIME AND ENERGY. please learn how to separate fiction and reality. not only that even if you try really hard on wanting to make things you #hate disappear as well as its supporters well im sorry to break it to you but things you hate will ALWAYS exist. shocking i know #just like how many ppl hate pinapple on pizza there also exists others that loves that kind of pizza alot and its never going away any time #soon. that applies for every other shit we hate just like how i hate the fucking great gatsby lol but it still continues to live on and #strive in highschool eng classes cuz again ppl likes that book lol and also it exists for ppl needing to learn higher reading comprehension #and levels and all that jazz and what not.#but yeah some ppl really needs to stop breaking their own boundaries and consuming things they hate. its really unhealthy #also stop hate stalking ppl you hate too. seriously. get a better hobby.

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acerathia · 8 months ago

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mhm

#listening to the uhhhhhhhhh fic playlist i have oops #i feel inadequate ngl #i try to write but i hate everything i put down #coupling that with everything. im tired lmao #uhh. like. i feel lonely all the time??? it's consuming lolol #idk. deleting feels rlly tempting. its jot like anyone would notice LMAO #cw vent #Spotify

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clamorybus · 10 months ago

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saying that prev post is 'important' feels. a bit much lmao. BUT i do think it helps to keep in mind, you know? there's often multiple factors in stuff

#im honestly rambling ajskskam #part of it is definitely projection on my part ngl #like no someone complaining about something i like isn't stopping me from enjoying it #but it does sour my mood yknow? because if you've followed me for any length of time #you KNOW ive got nothing going on lmao #mickey.txt #i KNOW its not that deep i KNOW #just. everything is multifacted and complicated even insignificant shit yknow??#like most people aren't mindless drones and consumers #and what we post online is often like an extension of us #yadda yadda yadda #again im rambling ajsjskal #i think i get self conscious when i catch myself rbing (seemingly) contradictory posts akskal #im noooooot just everything is complicated!! i'm not inconsistent prommy

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freckled-paints · 2 years ago

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"Is this what you wanted?"

#something VERY different from what i usually do #also my first time in a while doing digital painting #its kinds fun ngl #but time consuming #basicly the art was about how we as humans are poisoning ourselves #and the figure in the gas mask is like turning towards the view and going “is this what you really wanted?”#idk i thought it was a cool commentary #the figure is so casually leaning back and asking i find it very humorous #my art #raes art #digital art #art #artists of tumblr #digital aritst #gas mask #dead animal

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drpepperisthedarlingofmysoul · 2 years ago

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Okay so i have to do A Thing today and my brain is making it out to be the worst thing in the world. And i know that its illogical but the only thing that tells me is that logic can't fix it and that's like an issue and not helpful at all but fine

#like why??#bc youre sensitive to rejection thats why #i have like other things to say to bring the attention off of the thing that i can get rejected over but still #and its not as though the thing i'm asking for would be hard to do #it would just be slightly time consuming #but just-#chot is making it better to deal with tho ngl #<- despite the pain of it lol #personal

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adoresia · 4 months ago

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— 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ Racks on racks on racks !

⋆.˚ featuring : Gojo, Geto, Nanami, Toji, Choso, Inumaki, Yuta, Megumi.

⋆.˚ Synopsis : How they would react to you spending money on their cards

⋆.˚ Sia here! : This is my firsy smau 😈😈😈 I had so much fun doing this im ngl but its sooo time consuming, Is there an app that other people use for these types of smau’s? I just used my messages app and texted myself😭😭 it was so longgg omg. Anyways I hope you enjoy this as much as I did!

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