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So I have some upsetting.. events to share that I promised to keep secret, but this blog is secret, so it feels like I'm not breaking my promise by putting the secret into the well of secrets.
My roommate came to me today with some documents for a sanitary permit for work, and asked me to translate it and explain to her where to go. I translated it, and offered to take her to the microbiology lab since I knew where it was. She still looked worried and lost, but didn't know how to explain in english what was going on. I encouraged her to talk into her translator app, which would then translate everything in english, and I'd understand what's going on.
She then proceeded to speak in Nepali, and the translation was: 'I don't know how things work in here. I still haven't received a salary for this month. It's confusing and I don't know what is going on.' I was concerned, and asked her if she had received salary for her work before this, and she said yeah, and went on to explain that she first came here via her agent, and she was working at the sea side, doing the seasonal work, and she was paid for that part. But then the season was over, her work permit ran out, her agent left her, and she got work in the Thai restaurant with the woman who brought her to live with me. Without her agent, she didn't know how to get her salary, or who to talk to. I asked if she could talk with her employer, and she grimaced and said she couldn't, because the woman is angry at her.
I asked more questions, and she teared up and showed me a small injury on her leg, explaining that the woman yells at her, gets angry with her for not understanding croatian, and yesterday she threw a knife and injured her leg. I was horrified, but she asked me to please not tell anyone about this. I promised not to. (you gyns don't count okay. shhh. you won't tell anyone either).
She then slowly explained that she said to the employer multiple times, that she'll go and find a new job if the employer isn't happy, but the employer said no! She can't find another job because she'd already signed a contract to work for her until the work permit runs out, but she didn't even get the permit yet, and the employer said she'd cancel the work permit if she quits. I was scandalized and suggested we tell someone or call the police, but then realized she can't go to the police as an immigrant without a work permit, it's illegal for her to work in the first place. I looked over her work contract and the contract said the work started only when she got her work permit, so the contract has not even started working, but without working for this woman, she can't get the permit, and won't be able to find another job without a permit. I tried to find a way around this, but was then overcome by the pain in my neck and had to lie down (I was sitting up for too long) and she said thank you, and went off.
I looked up the requirements to get a work permit in croatia, to find that you already have to have an employer, and have to submit the registration number of the company you're working for, just to get a work permit, and if the permit is connected to the employment, quitting might mean that you lose the permit, which leaves workers vulnerable to exactly this type of abuse. I am stressed, I have no clue what to do. I hate it here. Mobbing at work is so common here that about half of my roommates complained about it, and it seems croatian people give themselves even more freedom if it's immigrants who have nowhere else to go. I'm not good with legal stuff, it was my first time even looking into this, so I don't know what would be a good solution for this. Does anyone have an advice or further insight into how things like this could be resolved?
The work contract stated it can be resolved by the employer or the employee, but upon looking for rules and requirements for such a thing, it was clearly written for the native people who didn't need a work permit, and didn't depend on the employer to get them one. So what is a woman supposed to do when she gets a knife thrown at her at her workplace?
The only help I could offer was to teach her croatian so maybe the woman wouldn't get so mad over her not understanding the language, but it's a hollow help, not resolving the danger of working in a violent place. I'm upset. She told me all this in confidence and called me 'my friend and my sister' which made me tear up but I feel helpless to do anything.
#roommate story#painful twist#its the same woman who tried to tell me how to save on bills#and she acted cagey about paying for the apartment too#i knew she was a red flag but a knife??????#insane#mobbing at work#immigrants working on croatia#croatian story
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Yknow what, with the Workinâ Boys short and ergo Henry Hidgens being on ppls minds im gonna say a hot take: THAM has damaged peopleâs perceptions of Hidgens as a character and i know that his behavior in THAM is not normal. I feel like THAM Hidgens is him at his worst, mentally. Like yes Hidgens is mentally unstable but hes not evil.
Like, just comparing his behavior in THAM to his in TGWDLM makes it blatantly obvious, bc yes hidgens betrayed the group, but he did it bc he thought that being infected would save humanity from its own self destruction. Like look me in the eyes and tell me the same Henry Hidgens that let Emma and a bunch of strangers into his home (all bc emma brought him groceries once), let them have full range of his bar, saved them from being infected and gave paul his shotgun to go help bill, and studied the blue shit to help find a way to stop the hivemind before coming to the conclusion it might be their salvationâŚis the same Hidgens that tried to trick some poor woman into marrying ted pretending to be the ape man to steal her fortune, who even killed her ex fiance, ted, and almost her and even mocking them in the process, just to fund Workinâ Boys.
That said, i do think Hidgens has the potential to become how he is in THAM, im just saying that that isnt how he is naturally. I theorize that THAM Hidgens is a Hidgens that snapped a long time ago, and his obsession with getting what is essentially a grief-fuelled trauma piece dedicated to his deceased best friends ďżźpublished overwriting any morality he may have had.
#tgwdlm#the guy who didn't like musicals#workin boys#workinâ boys#nightmare time#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#henry hidgens#professor hidgens#Hidgens is such a tragic character to me too like#he did not deserve all that
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Content 2/2 - F.W (M)
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IT'S. OVER. ďżźHoly shit, this took way longer than I expected it to be. Yes, itâs 20k mf words and what abt it. Donât look at me like that. I warned yaâll đ. Now, I definitely made up some words while writing this. Like a shelved corridor, the heck is a shelved corridor?!?! Please tell me it makes senseâŚplease for the sake of my sanity. The smut is kinda tame so Iâll whip out the chains on the next one.
CROSS POSTED TO WATTPAD HERE
Summary â> Years later you find yourself face to face with the person that caused your ruin - yet this time, somethings different.
Pairing: fredweasley x fem!reader
Word count: 20k... honestly I completely get it if ya'll wanna sit this one out
Warnings: *deep breath* a poor attempt at humor / gingers / pining idiots / normal idiots / excessive cursing / fred weasley in slacks / alcohol consuming / very little angst (its mostly just overthinking) to fluff / minor character death / smut / oral, (fem) / fingering / cum play / sexual mf intercourse mfs / protected sex (dont be silly protect your willy) / dirty talk / sappy stuff
Rating: 18+
DONâT REPOST MY WORK
tagged: @opalsheart @ronsbadidea @uselessmoonlight @boxofbadaddiction @lovenonymously @sergeantkilowog @rudypankowisdaddy, @nobutfredweasleytho some names didnât come up when I tried, so what do we get from this? I can't properly use Tumblr <3
Five Years Later, 2003
"____, will you just calm down." Aleyna lets go of the book box full of bathroom supplies and they clink together, to which you wince because these are your stuff and youâre in a far too dangerous position to lose more money.
"How can I calm down?!" you exclaim dramatically, tossing your wand on the nylon wrapped couch. "It's all Stacey's fault."
Aleyna quirks a brow, "Whose Stacey?"
"That one chick from Magical Catastrophes who always has lipstick on her teeth."
"I don't think her name is Stacey though."
You send Aleyna a look that screams, stop being reasonable at a time like this. No, this was when you overpaid your TV cable to air The Twilight Zone and drank cheap wine while cursing out your boss who cared about your well being. Hermione had become The Minister of Magic, and of course you were proud of her. Though, this didn't mean she could let you have time off work whenever something insignificant happened.
"Probably not," you mutter, opening your fridge and coming face to face with the painful truth that itâs empty, and youâre hungry. Your hand unintentionally flies to graze over your scar as you survey your options, a small pack of ketchup and left over chips. "Suits her though, feels good to say 'Goddamnit Stacey' when something goes wrong in my life."
Stacey deserves it because Stacey doesnât refill the staplers on purpose.
Aleyna snorts, though it doesnât quite reach her eyes. "What did Stacey ever do to you?" Then she wheels across your new apartment to retrieve more boxes from outside.
Youâre grateful for the support of all your friends, but the pitying looks they give you whenever someone mentions the words house and fire is enough to fuel into your secret want of setting their houses on fire. It was an accident, you were just trying to make the delicious recipe Molly had sent you, ignoring the small fact that you didn't know how to properly use an oven. The savings you lost from your bleeding bank account were not worth pasta with tomato sauce on it.
Though, your new apartment is big, bigger than your first because after making a name for yourself as an Auror money came easily. Wide walls for a projector TV, long tail shaped couch standing firm on varnished wood floorings, and two bedrooms that have their own - kind of unnecessary - bathrooms. Not to mention the giant kitchen with an island, only rich people had islands, where you could make plenty of Italian recipes and not worry about burning the house down because Aleyna fool-proofed it for you.
The flat was at the top floor of the new bar she just built, and she was kind enough to let you start renting the place. The residents of Diagon Alley had been fighting for this apartment for months, and you were proud to have snagged it before anyone could even offer.
Gripping the last two boxes, Aleyna pushes the front door with her foot and navigates herself backwards through the other dozen boxes you had just tossed on the floor. "These are the last two, are you sure you don't need anymore help?" she offers.
You shake your head, "I can just use magic, not in the mood for pursuing the muggle lifestyle right now."
Aleyna frowns, this reaches her eyes though. "That bad huh."
Simply nodding, you donât bother getting into an in depth rant about how a simple fire didn't mean you had trauma, and that you didn't need to stop working for a few weeks. Not that being an Auror was hard, your work days have been quite uneventful if you didn't count a few "Revalutioners" sticking a muggle's head in a toilet.
"I know what will cheer you up," Aleyna chimes, already clad in her pea coat and sneakers. "Dinner, and it's on me."
You couldn't possibly say no to free dinner, also making food for yourself was probably not a good idea right now. Stay clear of ovens, you reminded yourself.
After getting snug in your coat and fluffing your hair, you fall on step next to Aleyna as the two of you chat.
The London cold is brutal, shivering whomever until their noses turn red and making their hands feel itchy when sudden warmth overtook. Youâre used to it, as is anyone in Diagon Alley. People are crowding the stores, chatting loudly and waving their wands around at stores to reserve whatever crappy gifts they were going to buy for their family's.
You hate the holidays, refusing to go back to America and visit your own family. Your mother couldn't cook, nor could your father. Though, that didn't stop her from insisting every year and giving you, your father and the Burke's food poisoning.
After three years of sitting through awkward family dinners where everyone ignored the fact that you were almost Head of Aurors, and focused on Eva's collapsing career of Healer only to praise her, you had about enough and stopped attending. It had been two years since then, they didn't bother to write. Your dad occasionally sent you money in a horrible christmas card with an even more horrible pun written in red glittery letters that also sang Run Run Rudolph.
"Ugh, everyone's crowding the joke shop aga- oh." Aleyna pauses. "I'm sorry."
She knows about your past with Fred Weasley, considering whenever you rant about work it ends up with you cursing him and Eva out. He had such a blame-able face, just like Stacey from Magical Catastrophes.
You give Aleyna a look. "You act like I'm not a grown woman who can't get over something that happened eight years ago." you say, shaking off the small snow particles that begin to lightly fall. "You should be like this with, I don't know...my relationship with Theo! We broke up last year, why aren't you fragile with him, hmmm?"
Aleyna claps your back in a friendly manner all the same. "I know I know, but come on. This is childhood trauma we're talking about."
"Now that I think about it, seeing Eva's coochie was traumatic." you grin, and Aleyna's jaw gape even if she heard the story hundreds of times before. Not that Eva's...modesty was bad per say, just not a pleasant sight seeing as you guys grew up together.
Other than that fact, you hadn't talked, even seen Fred after the war ended. Sure, you occasionally stole glances at their very successful joke shop, but there was no point in dwelling and trying to fix an already withered away friendship.
You had fixed your relationship with Ron and Harry, having had no choice since the three of you worked together. "You were right ____, we were assholes. You don't need to apologize." they had told you, and that was that. The two families and well, you did weekly dinners and enduring the two men for Ginny and Hermione got easier as days passed, finally ending up in a good friendship like old times. It was casual between you, easy when no one mentioned how abruptly your friendship ended. No one dared to either.
Also, Harry was your boss and him remembering that you called him a drama queen wouldnât do you any good in your career.
People bump at your sides as the two of you squeeze your way towards Sacree Fleur. The end of Voldemort brought a new, reformative era in the Wizarding World. Diagon Alley expanded, new buildings were built and culture grew. You were happy to see that Ollivendar's Wand shop renewed, along with other crumbling buildings that needed desperate attention.
Bandits lessened, and the utter arrogance some parents had by not sending their children to get magical education faded, partly because there was nothing to fear, and partly because more job opportunities arose, like said, money came easily.
Fleur Weasley, your good friend and someone who had done the impossible and won over a Weasley brother - though she was gorgeous and possibly the sweetest person you've ever met, so really they were perfect for each other - had decided on a whim to open a french restaurant. Bill couldn't say no to his wife, the rough man you had met years prior was softened with age and the struggle of raising children.
Good wine, deliciously soft steak that melts in your mouth and warm atmosphere that makes five o-clock feel like midnight. Itâs by far your favorite restaurant and you'd much rather spend your Christmas Eve curled up next to a warm candlelit dinner on a terrace.
"Bonjour!" an obscenely attractive woman, Fleur greets the two of you when the revolving glass doors are pushed, and you break out in a wide smile seeing your friend at the door. "____, Aleyna! Come here, give me a big hug!"
"Fleur! What are you doing here?"
With dopey smiles, the three of you embrace.The door closes on it's own, and you shiver unintentionally, just now realizing how cold it is. Usually the big marble fireplace keeps Sacree Fleur warm, but even that seemed not enough and the restaurant is adorned with small muggle heaters, floating up above the ceiling and adding to the red light of the candles.
"You'll see. Came at a most amazing time too, silly girl always knowing when to show. Saw all the juicy drama when you were younger..." Fleur continues to joke lightheartedly, pulling away and leading the two of you through occupied tables as she faux scolds. People are content, it feels warm and almost soft. Conversation seems to flow easily and the unease you feel for the Holiday melts. Almost.
You blech whenever someone brings up the line âlove is in the airâ. It never made sense to you, because love was simply a fairy tale that would wither away with time. Also, how could love simply float? Of course, unless you count Amortentia fumes - which yours always smelled like sweat and crushed hopes. So frankly, you prefer expensive Dior perfume in the air rather than love.
Though now you find yourself doubting whatever you engraved in that well protected head of yours, love is truly in the air at Sacree Fleur. All kinds of love, mothers lovingly wiping food off their children's mouths, happy newlyweds clinking their wine glasses together with nothing but adoration in their eyes, friends enjoying sharing a simple dinner far more than should be done.
"My family, they're upstairs having dinner. The kids like the ice cream here, Mr Fortescue provides it well."
"Family? Ginny and Hermione are here?" you ask, lazily climbing the steps to the second floor to reveal the more, private part of the restaurant. Now, instead of wooden chairs with red cushions attached at the middle, there stand long booths with comfortable blankets and pillows with empty, eerily clean tables - except one.
The long table near the terrace is much livelier today, people sitting there whom you consider your own family. The three post luster that hangs low from the ceiling is turned on - itâs the first time youâve seen the glamorous glass orbs in action. Its light ricochets off of several bright orange heads, simply calling it a lamp does no justice. The hue is yellow, low and it reminds you of the Christmas Eve fantasy you planned.
Said orange heads turn at the noise of delight you let out. "Oh Fleur! This is gorge- oof-"
"Auntie ____!"
A pool of orange locks squish into your stomach, snug in the soft fabric of your coat and you let out a chuckle. You canât help it, even if you would never admit, heâs your favorite by a small number that-
"Well well, if it isn't Teddy Lupin."
The small boy chuckles, hair matching your black coat like a chameleon sticking itself on a flower and absorbing the color of the petals. You ruffle Ted's hair as the orange fades, heâs delighted to see you, and so are you yet your attention is quickly cut off by several disembodied voices thrown your way.
Bill Weasley is standing up, wine glass on one hand while grinning wide. âLook who my dear wife brought in!â his tidy yet visible scar stretches when his face brightens, you remembered again that day, just how much love you have around you.
âHey everyone, hope weâre not interrupting.â you apologize, wincing but Bill quickly shakes his head and pushes his chair back.
You waddle your way towards the marble table, Teddy following suit with his face still smushed in your coat. He grips you tighter and you have to peel his small little limbs off your legs.
Aleyna scoffs, arms crossing together as she surveys Ted. âThe blatant favoritism!â
Teddy rushes on his little legs to jump in Aleynaâs arms, and only then are you able to acknowledge the other - a little less important - people in the room.
âHappy holidays!â echoes around your head as several people embrace you all at once, and you have to simply stand and awkwardly loop your arm around whoever you can get a hold of.
Once the formalities are over, Ginny throws her arm around your shoulder. The red tresses of her dress hike up her leg from her slightly bigger stomach, and you can see the small broom tattoo on her thigh that she loves to display like a trophy. âYou shouldâve told us you were coming! We would have saved you a seat.â
A round of yesâs resonate around the room, and you take a quick moment to scan whoâs afternoon dinner youâve just interrupted. Hermione, hand resting on her very pregnant belly, is smiling warmly at you, and Ron quickly shoots up from his seat and wipes his mouth to catch up to his wife. Harry follows in his friend's wake, his hair has a white streak at the front and you furrow your brows.
âAge catching up with you Potter?â you grin, rubbing Ginnyâs back fondly before she separates from you and greets Aleyna. âOr is it the pregnancy?â
Harry scoffs, pulling you in his embrace for a quick friendly second. âAlways the charmer ____. Iâll have you know Iâm handling it wonderfully, right Ginâ?â
Ginny pauses, âErm, yeahâŚâ
Harryâs face feigns faux disbelief, and it quickly melts as you bombard the man with questions about how Ginnyâs first trimester is going. You mentally take note of asking Ron about Hermioneâs as well, your two best friends are fucking pregnant. Itâs almost too happy, and slowly the anxiety creeping up from your spine wraps around your throat, ready to suffocate you whenever.
It was always like this, the past ready to make itâs deathly move, because nothing is perfect. Happiness doesnât come this easily.
And youâre right, because not only a minute after the warm embraces of your friends comes the voice of the person youâve been dreading to see.
â____?â
And then, youâre suffocating.
Heâs a man. Of that youâre sure, because now his muscles stretch well over his broad shoulders, maroon satin shirt loose on his frame, tight around his biceps - properly sculpted of course - portraying defined collarbones.
His eyes are somewhat duller, though the same glimmer of loveable mischief he always had is evident. It will never go away, even after all these years, yet itâs tamer. That mischief caused him quite the trouble back in school, and now it seems he knows when to act, when to speak and when to stay silent.
His silhouette catches you off guard, his features are sharper, much sharper than how much Harry has matured. His biceps bulge obscenely when he rests his - also generously sized you might add - hand on the table, and the table suddenly doesnât seem that long.
His forearms, on display with his sleeves rolled up, glistens under the soft lighting of the balcony. Your eyes fall on his bracelet adorned right wrist, one of which in particular catching your attention.
Heâs still wearing the bracelet you gave him.
His face, always glowing, wears a large expression displaying his set of perfect teeth. Heâs awestruck, you think.
You watch him push his large body out of the small chair, and wow chest, is your only thought. Then further down and...god damn thighs. Burly thighs - probably very comfortable too - squeezed in black tight fit jeans, however he managed that you donât know but it was nice to imagine.
Heâs leaned back, casual as he strolls towards you in two large steps, his long sculpted legs never disappointing.
Fred Weasley is genetically designed to ruin you and your insides with just one look, and youâre ashamed to have realized it all too late because when he speaks again you swear you saw stars.
âWow - you,â he breaths, walking towards you with slow, unsure steps. âGrew!â
You raise a brow, Aleyna snorts. Grew? His steps should be unsure, because you want him to take them back, sit his fine fit ass back on that chair and pretend he never saw you.
Because this wasnât your plan for tonight, seeing him wasnât in your checklist. You woke up today, thinking nothing but coffee and a stressful moving day ahead. Not of the boy - the man youâve been in love with since childhood, the man you blamed for your problems as an excuse to hide the heart squeezing pain of loneliness, the man you hadnât seen in so many years you forgot what his voice sounded like.
You could have never guessed, and now you want to go back. Somehow rewind the clock to this morning when you were safe of your tucked away feelings trying to bulge, safe in your own little circle. All your efforts of leaving your house just a little early so you wouldnât run into Fred seems stupid now. Your strategy ran smoothly for five years, it couldâve ran for more.
You would have continued avoiding him like your life depended on it, and his stupid joke shop, and the way he stupidly looked at you everytime he saw you. Youâre reminded again, because no matter how older he looks heâs still Fred, and he still looks at you the same.
âI mean - beautifully! Shit I - fuck.â he groans, and George claps his brother on the back with a chuckle. Wherever he came from, because you were so entranced by Fred that you didnât see George standing tall next to his family.
â____.â George stops before you, hands in his pockets. it happens too quickly that youâre forced out of your panicked state.
You raise a brow, and only then - Fredâs out of view with Georgeâs figure towering over you - are you able to find your voice. âGeorge.â
He pulls you in his tight embrace, âHow come you never visited!â he scolds, chest stretching back to bring you with. âYouâd think sheâd bloody say hello once in a while! Maybe drop by our shop after 5 years, you quack!â
âGeorge - canât,â you heave and your legs wobble when he sets you on the ground again. You clear your throat, grinning widely at your...friend?
It would be fair to call him an acquaintance, right? You donât know where you stand with the twins but you have love for them. This is clear from the way you canât stop smiling like a sappy idiot - or perhaps itâs because of how contagious Georgeâs smile is. You thought they hated you, but the youngest looks anything but displeased. He gives you a squeeze again before throwing an arm around your shoulder.
âI thought - I dunno. I thought you guys didnât wanna see me.â
George scoffs, âBecause you told us off that one time in seventh year?â he laughs, arms folding and displaying a set of bulging biceps much like Fredâs. âYeah mate, youâre not that intimi-â
âGeorge Weasley, finish that sentence I dare you!â
His eyes grow wide. âSorry Maâam.â
Someone clears their throat.
Itâs Frederick Weasley, probably here to beat you to death.
âHey Fred.â you greet, mouth dry. Get a grip, you scold yourself.
Fred opens his arms, âWell well,â he laughs, pulling you into a hug with a polite smile. His cheeks tint red when you shuffle closer, you would have missed this but youâre a creep, and you canât stop staring at the beautiful man before you. He displays his beautifully indented smile lines, as if he was saying look at me! Iâm perfect and sexy, I also broke your heart that one time, too bad I had no idea!
And itâs true, Fred never knew about your feelings. You kept them well hidden and they ate away at your organs from the inside, there was no reason to blame him. The realization is probably what compels you to accept him with open arms and wrap them around his neck.
You feel him shiver, dismissing it quickly because of the cold.
He smells good. Way too good that you melt in his arms and let him engulf you in his dangerous warmth. Manly, musky cologne, mixing with hints of cigar smoke that lingers on only certain areas of his shirt. You recognize the scotch in his breath when he whispers how much he had missed you, and his nape still has that cinnamon deliciousness he would parade whenever he came out of the shower, you fought the urge to shiver yourself, and itâs not because of the cold either.
Itâs dizzying, and before you can start a detailed essay about how good his muscles feel, firm and digging into all the right places, he pulls away.
The past hits you like a ton of fucking bricks and crumbles down the firm foundations of the walls you have been building for eight years. You feel guilty, have you learned nothing? The loud pounding of your heart is a warning, yelling at you to stop getting swept away. Yet you canât control it, just like how you can never control your feelings.
âI missed you guys too.â you breath shakily, you have to make sure to keep your distance. For your own good, you tell yourself.
Teddy pulls away your attention, and you silently add buy Teddy an expensively dumb toy to your checklist.
He sticks to your leg and is adamant on staying there. âI grew taller.â he says, looking at you between his eyelashes. âHe says I didnât, but I know I did!â
You chuckle, ignoring how Fred looks at the boy with such a warm expression, ignoring the way your heart nearly catapults out your chest.
âWell, stand straight soldier!â you demand.
Ted immediately lets go of your leg and straightens, hand going to his forehead to salute you. A giggle escapes him when you bend on your knees and act like you have a measuring stick on your hand. âOh yes yes, seven feet tall and growing.â voice mock deep, you nod sternly.
âBy this rate - Iâll pass you! Hah!â Teddy stomps his little foot on the stone floor, little sneakers barely making a sound.
You stand up again and fold your arms, âWell, I grow too you know! You can never pass me.â smirking slyly, you egg him on to see how much heâll endure before he demands a ride on your shoulders - because thatâs how giants saw the earth he told you. You doubt giants compare to a twenty four year old woman with attachment issues
Ted stands on his toes, struggling to tug on your shirt and bring you down. âNo, I donât like this game anymoreâŚâ
âAlright alright.â and with that you pick him up and prop the little boy on your shoulders.
Ted happily kicks his feet on your chest and you groan. Heâs supposed to be five, not a midget wrestler. âEasy buddy boy.â
âYouâre amazing with him, little twerp barely lets me tie his shoes.â
Fredâs voice startles you, only now do you realize that he had been watching you and Teddy. Speaking of, Tedâs busying himself with your hair, small hands pulling and twisting locks and mumbling incoherently.
Ear tips slowly catching fire, you chuckle. âBuy him a broom at four and see how he handles it.â
Fred shakes his head, tongue poking at the side of his cheek and you remind yourself to breathe. âYou spoil him then? They say the way to a five year old's heart is money.â
âDamn, Iâll drink to that.â
Nuff words said, everyone soon sits on their designated chairs, and you pull one from another table, being the uninvited one.
Aleyna isnât slick, you knew she had something up her sleeve the moment she had offered to pay for dinner. Though, this is your fault. You let her without calculating whatever end result was waiting to catch you off guard and ruin your entire life plan to avoid Fred Weasley.
Being the snake she is, snake Aleyna enticed you with nice food, dragged you to Sacree Fleur and did her little snake magic.
Awkwardly angled next to your best friend, you chat with Harry and Hermione while they tell you what you missed from work. (Not that you missed much, actually nothing different seems to have happened other than boring paperwork and Mrs Newersmanâs new hairdo.)
Swirling your wine in one hand, the reflection of Fred from the rim of the glass keeps distracting you.
Heâs changed, not personality wise though there were tweaks. Nor looks, heâs an adult now and his boyish charm is gone, but it isnât quite that.
You canât put a finger on it either, and you watch him laugh, carefree with his sister.
He looks relaxed, or maybe itâs merely the wine. Is it - no, couldnât be. He looks happy. Genuine happiness and adoration for whomever. Love in his eyes as he looks at - Ah. Heâs looking at you.
You jerk your head away and tip your wine glass back to gulp down liquid courage - because you need it tonight. This is bad, you tell yourself, kick you on the shin and punch to your gut bad. This canât keep up or else youâre going to end up right back in that hollow pit of empty hope and gooey saturday lasagna.
âSo, any plans for Christmas Eve ____?â
Ronâs timbre voice thankfully grips your arms and pulls you away from said hollow pit.
âUhh what?â you cough awkwardly, setting your now empty wine glass down.
âChristmas Eve, what are you doing? Going back home?â Ron asks, raising a brow.
You can lie but something compels you not to, maybe itâs how warmly they always welcome you, how theyâre welcoming you now with open arms and nice food.
You shake your head, answering honestly; âNo actually, Iâll just celebrate with Jambo and Christmas movies.â
And thatâs exactly how youâve been spending your Christmas Eve these past few lonesome years. It wasnât that lonely, you had Aleyna and people loved her bar, youâd drop by and count down with people you didnât know, at least you got to kiss a random stranger.
âJambo? Heâs still alive?â Hermione chuckles.
âNo no, this is Jambo Fitzwilliam the Second, who is also a cat but donât you dare tell him that!â smiling, you joke lightheartedly to conceal the harsh news.
Your hand reaches to trace around your scar as you speak.You know their eyes follow, and you know they stare at it when youâre not looking. Teddy asked you one day, even after Ginnyâs scolding but you happily told him your heroic story and how Bellatrix smelled like piss and rum.
Sighing, you set your hand on your lap.
Jambo had unfortunately passed away because apparently dogs couldnât live two hundred years, which you were disappointed because clearly Dumbledore could. You had already grieved and mourned, it left you with the happiest memories of your precious dog and you were grateful.
âPoor kitty doesnât know heâs adopted?â George frowns, banging his fist on the table.
You roll your eyes, âIâm sure heâs caught on by now, heâs three.â
âSo, youâre spending Christmas Eve alone?â Fred asks, too suddenly and you flinch. He probably sees this, his effect on you.
You nod, and your friends gasp. Surely it wasnât that big of a deal, or maybe itâs because of how normal it felt for you to be alone.
âWhy didnât you tell us sooner?â Ginny says, hand shooting out to rub your arm.
âIâve been trying to get her out for ages-â
âAleyna, donât.â you nudge her arm.
âNo Aleyna, do!â Ginny protests. âYouâre spending it with us and thatâs that.â
âWha-â
George throws up his finger to shush you, âNo objections!â he declares fiercely. âWeâre having a party at our flat and you both are coming!â
âOh! Unless you and Blaise have any other plans.â Hermioneâs quick to ask, she isnât being slick though.
Aleyna chuckles, âWe had dinner reservations but we can make it.â
Hermione grins, and you watch Aleyna pretend that she didnât notice her friend ready to snoop in her relationship with an amused smile. Not that it matters - she and Blaise have that kind of love you hoped for as a young girl. There was truly no two other people so perfect for each other.
âHowâs Blaise doing by the way?â
Aleyna takes a sip from her almost empty glass and tuts on the bitter after taste. âAmazing, actually. He just got promotedâŚâ
Almost empty glasses are soon emptied bottles, and two steaks turn into a large brownie for the middle. You know that itâs a good meal, because as you stand outside in the midnight cold, arm around Aleyna, your legs wobble and your stomach aches from all the deliciousness youâve consumed. More like inhaled, you only realized how hungry you were until the second steak arrived.
âThank you so much you guys!â you wave your arm, overly theatrical, forgetting about what a day youâve had.
Though, the thoughts catch up as you lay awake in bed.
It had gone by too quickly, and your heart is still beating louder than any chirping of the bugs outside. Your bedroom lacks furnishing, it only adds to your wild imagination. Your mind paints pictures on the blank walls as your eyes dart around, Fred didnât look in your direction once that night.
Or maybe he did, only you didnât see.
Itâs strange, whenever you turned your gaze his way, he seemed to be busying himself with whatever, whether it be his fork or napkin. How interesting can a damn napkin be? Hopefully not any lesser than you.
And are you just going to ignore that goddamned bracelet? The one you carefully sculpted with beads in such a way that you were sure Fred would suspect at least a drop of your raging crush. Heâs still wearing it, that piece of string and glass - the symbol of your love and effort - survived through a war.
Are you reading into things? Surely not, he greeted you as anyone else would. Or maybe he remembered - you donât dare think of that night.
How can they act so normally, so brazen after everything? Itâs been almost six years since you saw them, have they got nothing to say to you? Maybe an apology?
Frustrated, you turn to your side and force your eyes shut.
ââââââââ
When night bleeds into morning, every cat has a tendency to quip over to their owners on their cushioned paws - which makes no noise but simple claw scratchings on the floor.
Jamboâs no different.
So, youâd imagine the poor creature's shock when he finds your bedroom empty. If heâd bothered to check, youâre seated on your island stool, pen and parchment in hand and mug of hot coffee (instant given the circumstance) in the other.
You hung your new curtains this morning, and were making use of them by shutting them halfway on the hooks while your window stood half open. You watch the snow flurry outside and gulp. If this week was to go horribly wrong... at least you have nice curtains waiting for you at your ritzy new apartment.
Jambo wraps his tail around your dangling ankle like he always does and you barely hum in acknowledgement. Heâs purring, and it brings you comfort even if itâs for a small moment. But your question still remains unanswered, What would a five year old boy want for christmas?
It had been exactly two days since Ginny invited you to spend Christmas Eve together, and you busied yourself with buying them gifts - a tradition you hated because 1. coming up with gift ideas is infuriatingly hard. Itâs way too time consuming, nit picking every single personality and deciding what theyâll like and what theyâll pretend to like. Pretend like theyâre going to use it, and then never touch it until that one very specific occasion.
Maybe itâs excessive, but you actually like these people. They somehow give you - a sad, lonely sewer rat thatâd been a neglected child - joy.
And 2. you feel like those people you make fun of every Christmas. Though, somewhere deep in your heart, you know you enjoy being those people. You would never admit it though.
What? You actually relish in the idea that you belong to a group, and that said group causes you to carry out cliche holiday traditions?
Absolute blasphemy.
Finally deciding, you leave your apartment in warm but cher clothing. It isnât as crowded this morning - or maybe itâs because itâs seven forty in the crack of fucking dawn. Though, with the amount of caffeine youâve consumed, it feels like ten.
Would they even be open, you ask yourself, jogging quickly about the streets on your heels to avoid the cold. Itâs Christmas, they have to be.
Of course your logic sucks.
Shivering, you round the corner tea shop and fasten your pace. Ass freezing, lip tucked in between your teeth, you realize you have underestimated the morning London cold.
Soon, thankfully, the giant head of George(?) you assume, comes into view. The animatronic is motionless, big porcelain eyes closed and displaying sinister gaping holes. You shiver, and not because of the cold either.
Keeping your eyes low on your feet, you push the glass doors of the shop open. You donât bother to check the inside from the generous glass displays, itâs way too cold and you donât want to spend any more time outside with the giant George doll.
A bell rings, a little jingle up above that puts a smile on your face. Jamboâs collar jingled like that whenever he got excited, whether it be a pesky squirrel ready to bum off your house food, or maybe a friendly one showing its face to piss off the house dog.
You sigh, and only then notice the delicious scent of fresh coffee roast. Invading through your nostrils and turning you into a drunkard, and you canât help but gravitate towards-
Woah, youâve had your coffee today.
âWho's here so early, couldnât a man enjoy breakfa-â
You smile apologetically, itâs only natural that Fred just woke up. He isnât a morning person, after years of knowing him you found out one way or another. In your case, he was mean to you and thatâs when it clicked. Fred doesnât like the early hours of morning, where his hair isnât as tame and his lips feel like theyâre about to pop. You find it charming.
â____?â, the man of the hour comes into view, standing at the top of the spiral staircase. The first step is a rung, rolling on the hinges of the wall's edges. The staircase rattles when Fred steps down, and you quickly jump forward in panic.
Mug in one hand, his fingers rake through his mussed morning hair then settles on the checkout counter. âMorning,â He smiles, and those dang smile lines greets you, as if theyâre mocking you again.
âMorning, I know itâs early and-â
âItâs okay, have you had breakfast yet?â
Taken aback, you nod. Disappointment flashes through his face, and before you can analyze he straightens. Taking a sip of his coffee and humming, he fixes his pyjama bottoms. Red and checkered, loosely hanging from his hip and giving you a teasing view of his lower abdomen. âCan I get you anything?â he asks again, adamant on offering you something.
You shake your head no and you watch his face fall. Merlin, you would have come starving if it meant having breakfast with him. The view before you is enough to fulfill your darkest fantasies, and this is enough. Because you know that this is all you could get. His friendship.
But is it though? Is it truly enough? Will it ever be enough?
The questions that linger around your head have an answer that you wouldnât dare set free. Everything youâre doing right now is wrong, how youâre standing in front of him, letting his delicious scent compel you further into him.
He smells almost alluring - he always does - less piquant than yesterday. Probably the after taste of neglecting a shower, yet his natural fragrance is just as charming. You remember those mornings at the Burrow when Fred stumbled down the stairs, sun early and bright, woken up just like himself. He smelled ama-
Woah, down girl.
Fred clears his throat, and only then do you realize how long it has been since you spoke.
âI need to buy something.â you blurt. Fuck, this couldn't get more embarrassing. âFor Ted, his gift.â You finish lamely.
âAh,â Fred chuckles, giving you a quick lookover. You flush. âYou have come to the right place.â
Itâs true, the shop is truly...something. A gateway to heaven for anyone twelve or younger. Fascinated, you take your time to linger your eyes on every little nook and cranny that catches your eye.
The shop feels much tamer without the telltale rowdy crowd, itâs almost comforting. You can really see a piece of each twin on each display, Fredâs being the Deflagration Deluxe. âA deluxe selection of Weasleysâ Wild-Fire Whiz-Bangsâ read on the big cardboard. You chuckle, he always had a bag full of them that he carried around religiously.
âThose!â he exclaims, scurrying over to the display, âNew and improved by yours truly.â
You chuckle, and Fred breaks out into a smile. âHere, Iâll show you around.â he mutters, before you can utter a protest, he takes your hand in his and drags you to a shelved corridor. âThis is his favorite section, explosives and quidditch.â
You smile as you scan the heaps of colorful products lining the walls, all engraved with the shop's signature logo. Fingers coming out to touch a few, you subconsciencly swing your encased hands together. âThese are real neat.â
Fred smirks, though his palms feel hotter than usual, âNot so much when heâs blowing up the bloody flat.â
You chuckle softly, eyes fluttering to imagine little Ted shaking up a pair of fireworks, unknowingly setting them off and resulting in a giant black mark on the ceiling. Because only that explains the small black stains on the walls of the shop.
âSee anything you like?â Fred offers, almost in a whisper.
âNo I,â you turn back to him, and something flashes between the two of you. âIâm stillâŚlooking.â
The air feels tense, warm, affecting your body. Your breath catches in your throat, Fredâs eyes bore into yours with such intensity that you donât know what to do. Even your breathing feels on edge.
He moves closer to you and your heart flutters. His exhales hit your ear, only a breadth away from your neck and you flinch. Chills lift up the hair on your arms, âNo...erm.â you mutter.
âAlright.â he says softly.
His eyes are hooded, displaying a perfectly long set of eyelashes.
How, is the question. Theyâre long and thick, and youâre jealous. Yes, you might have ruined yours with your curler but still, if you were born with eyelashes like that you wouldnât even need a blasted curler.
âWhat are you thinking âbout.â he whispers, long digit lifting to stroke your cheek. So soft that you barely feel it, before he trails it up your cheekbones, to the panes of your face.
The same alarms blast in your ears, and you canât ignore them this time. It isnât that you donât like this, on the contrary youâre ready to jump him.
âEva!â
Fred takes a step back, face falling. âWhat?â
You shake off whatever just happened seconds ago and focus on reality. âGosh, I forgot to ask.â you exclaim, over excited but at what cost. âHow is she doing? Is she up there in the flat?â
Fred winces. âActually-â
âIâm guessing you guys moved in together, after all those years you know. Donât tell me you guys got marr-â
â____!â he takes a deep breath, âWe broke up a few years ago.â
You freeze. âWhat?â
They broke up? âWhy, oh Fred-â
Fred shushes you with a finger. Embarrassed, warmth spreads through you like a tidal wave. âI fell out of love, but it felt nice to have someone around, you know?â
You donât say anything, yes you know but his loneliness and yours is much too different.
Growing up, Fred had the support of his family, he always had someone there. You knew it was bad to dismiss him like this, but the aching in your heart wasnât going to allow him to speak like that. He always had someone affirming that it would be okay, someone to pat his back whenever he scored a goal through a hoop, whenever he got a good grade or did a cool trick with his broom. He still had them, even if he was at his worst. He had endless support. You didnât.
It wasnât easy after the war, living alone with nothing but the collar of Jambo gripped tightly in your hands. He had died shortly after Voldemort fell, and you had to hang onto the last piece he left until your agony died down. That was your only support.
Ginny, Hermione and Aleyna were there of course, but everyone's way of coping is different, and they didnât understand yours nor each otherâs. Itâs worse to try and forget, run away from that fear because it would always catch up with you, and you found that the best way is to sit and feel.
But that doesn't mean your friends werenât any less supportive. The after effects of the war were way more harsh on you than you let on, you were stuck on autopilot - a painful loop that made your life feel worthless. Work, money, survival - the three main aspects occupying your mind at all times. You didnât have the love and attention to give to friends or a relationship (maybe thatâs why it never worked out) but soon, Ginny and Hermione had reached out to you.
It was a simple letter delivered by their family owl Nebula - a descendant of poor old Errol. You remember tears pooling in your eyes when they told you how much they missed you, they gave meaning to your life. It was no longer the painful loop, they invited you over for dinner, visited every other day after hooking up your house Floo Network, you were always a welcomed guest in their homes.
They made you realize that friendship didnât need much energy nor hard effort, just being there for each other was enough. Love for someone came naturally, and you didnât need to extract some of your own self-love to give to others. They were two different things.
Skimming past that, you watch Fred show you three different options of Make Your Own Fireworks kits. You smile solemnly, accept a random one and quietly follow him to the checkup counter.
âSo.â he starts, wrapping the product with the paper design you picked. âHow about you, anyone special?â
Drumming your fingers on the counter, you shrug. âI dated Theo Nott for a year, I knew nothing would come out of it but like you said, nice to have someone.â
He raises an eyebrow, âNott? Really?â he frowns. âCanât believe that tosser managed to-â
You snort, âWhat is that supposed to mean?â
Shrugging, Fred hands you the package. âNothing, itâs just that -â he pauses and his eyes look at you like you should know what heâs talking about. As if the two of you have some sort of telepathic connection, Fred was always like this.
He would look at you like you understood a word you said, even though heâs been silent for the past minute or so. He always struggled to express himself, and youâre sad to see that this habit followed him into adulthood.
Nonetheless, you smile. âJust that what?â
âNevermind,â he sighs. âThatâll be twenty five galleons.â
âTwenty what?â Your eyes widen. âYou heartless man!â
Fred gapes at you, struggling to keep a straight face.
âTwenty five, to your oldest pal? Twenty and a stick of gum.â
Fred pretends to think. âHow about you keep the gum and give me twenty four.â
âTwenty two.â you narrow your eyes, leaning forward on the counter. âOh come on, itâs Christmas!â
Fred scoffs,âI am giving you the holiday discount!â
Grumbling, you reluctantly stick your hand in your purse and take out your wallet. âI wonât forget this. Youâre in my book.â
Fred gasped dramatically, âNot the book!â he exclaims, âTwenty two then, please for the love of merlin not the book.â
You lift your chin, head tilting to the side to survey him mockingly. âTwenty two it is, you wonât get away so easily next time.â
The two of you giggling, you pay him the money and leave a few sickles. âFor the great service.â you say, him pretend-blushing at your words and tucking a strand of his shoulder length hair behind his ear.
He speaks after some time, the laughter has died down and left itâs comforting after taste. âI missed you ____, why didnât you visit?â
That turns the after taste into pure panic.
How can he ask that when the answer is so obvious. Fredâs still cruel it seems, he doesnât bat an eyelash as he speaks. He knows the reason.
âOh you know,â you start after some time, âWork and stuff.â you lie, and fight the urge to cringe at your words.
Though Fred doesnât buy it, he doesnât push it either. He simply nods, looking down at the checkout counter. Youâre glad heâs avoiding your gaze, because it makes your departure much easier. âSee you at the party Fred, thanks for the...uh. Yeah.â you awkwardly lift your bag up and give him a wave before pushing yourself outside. You can finally breathe.
ââââââ
You look good.
Or, at least you think you do.
Blaise was arriving in exactly seven minutes and you barely just put on your dress. Youâre sure of this because Blaise is always on time, he even has an unnecessarily expensive watch on his right hand that he obsessively likes to check. At least Aleynaâs into it, frantically trying to strap her heels, sheâs wriggling herself towards the front door to somehow track her lover. You donât know how love works, maybe they can smell each other from a mile away or something.
Shaking your head, you fluff your hair and wipe a hand across your under eye after wetting it with your tongue. You think Aleyna calls for you, youâre not sure because youâre too occupied trying to decide if youâre going to wear lipstick.
âHey,â you walk out of your bathroom door and scurry towards her, âshould I?â
Aleyna raises a brow. You scoff, âStop doing that, you know I canât raise mine individually.â
âSounds like a you problem.â
âIâm about to make it your problem too if you donât help me.â
As reflex, you roll your eyes. You only do this because you know it reminds Aleyna of that one chick from Blaiseâs workplace - she knows no boundaries, apparently. Itâs a shitty move, but itâs a shitty world.
Aleyna carefully inspects the two products you hold tightly between your hands. A simple shimmery gloss and a nude, almost dark red lipstick you stole - borrowed - from her. âDepends, who are you smooching?â
Throwing her an incredulous look, you hold out the two products on your palms. âIâm not smooching anyone.â
Unless of course Fred Weasley asks, if he does you would pull out makeup wipes from thin air and jump into his arms with naked lips ready to be kissed. Though, thatâs only a fantasy and Fred is emotionally unavailable...scratch that, you are.
Youâre not sure how tonight is going to end, and you canât help but be aware of that looming clump of anxiety, clutching on your chest and refusing to let go until you're assured that itâs going to be fine.
âThe gloss, just in case.â Aleyna stops your train of thought before it trashes off its tracks and crashes somewhere in Fred McDreamy land.
You nod, making no further inquiries and getting yourself ready as best as you can. Fixing your bodice and giving your scar a quick look, you finally hear the doorbell ring after a few long minutes, followed by Blaiseâs deep voice greeting his girlfriend. You give the couple a few seconds to smooch - if you will, before walking back to the living room.
Blaise grins when he sees you, heâs wearing a sleek black suit with its first two collar buttons undone - you expect no less class from him.
âHappy Christmas!â you chime, pulling him into a hug and squeezing him tight just enough so you can whisper in his ear. âI hope you picked out the second ring, Zabini.â
Blaise swallows thickly before laughing, you know this because you physically feel him start to sweat. âI swear I did, donât worry I have a plan.â he winks after letting go.
âI knew you were going to say that,â he loops an arm around Aleynaâs waist and pulls her by his side. âOnly the best for my girl.â
Aleyna gives you both questioning looks.
You quickly clear your throat, âAnyways, letâs go before the serenading and the rose petals start.â
The three of you finally leave, the walk down your apartment building feels way too short, and the moment you exit youâre hit with the wonderfully chilly Christmas air.
For a moment, you forget where youâre going.
Lights are hung up everywhere, across shops, tangled through trees and some floating in the air. You canât see the night sky, Diagon Alley has one of its own, adorned with radiant moons and luminous stars just bright enough for people to navigate themselves through crowds with zero accidents. It feels breathtakingly overwhelming.
Glass ornaments are charmed to fly across, a special show prepared by Madame Mulkin, and Mr. Eyelop tuned in by letting out a few snow owls rest around random trees to add to the warm atmosphere. Thereâs flavour wafting around the air, you inhale again to identify it better.
Speeding your way through - it hits you, gingerbread and chocolate.
You clutch your bag towards your chest, suddenly you feel disgustingly sappy. Though, you are in public so you decide to shake off that small warmth threatening your heart and continue walking towards Weasleyâs Wizard Wheezes.
The walk towards the shop feels too short again, you almost check your watch to see if Hermioneâs playing with the time turner again.
You almost turn on your heel, dump the bundle of presents youâve bought on their front door and leave. You can, in theory, youâve separated from Aleyna and Blaise midway through and you can just run and never look back.
Tough luck, when you walk through the generously decorated shop and up the stairs, youâre disappointed to see their flat door wide open.
You stare at it, it feels too inviting. Frank Sinatra blares through the walls, you can smell hints of incense, trailing through your nose and tickling you, causing you to sneeze. You were always sensitive towards smells, and it never bothered you until now.
âBless you!â George Weasley appears, rounding a corridor and greeting you with open arms into his neat dress shirt. He hugs you like youâre family, and if you werenât holding a sack like Santa Clause with his your jolly ass hanging on by the mere piece of fabric of your dress you would have hugged back.
âThanks, Happy Christmas George.â you smile when he takes the sack from your hands and weighs it with raised brows.
âYou didnât have to buy anything ____!â he pats your shoulder, hand trailing to your lower back to navigate you inside. âWe are the gift givers, youâre our guest.â
You chuckle, walking through the long entrance corridor, âOf course Iâm getting gifts you quack.â
George scoffs, âUsing my words against me now are we?â
When you gaze up at the famous joke shop as a little civilian in the streets of Diagon Alley, you donât expect to catch the sight of a flat this large. You knew it was sizable since two grown men somehow fit and live there, but you underestimated just how successful Weasleyâs Wizard Wheezes was.
The floors are wood, clean with even several shoes stepping around, chattering with wine glasses in their wobbly hands. A bulletin board hangs next to a quidditch rack filled with different kinds of equipment - old and new.
Too entranced by the cozy interior, you donât bother stealing glances at the bulletin board. The kitchen and living room are connected, yet they still somehow feel like completely different rooms. The den is lit up by a brick fireplace, lightly crackling and making the atmosphere all the more comfortable. The soft fur (faux you hoped, though Mr Weasley did have a muggle hunting rifle phase which you thoroughly discouraged) carpet tickles your ankles and you have to hold onto Georgeâs arm for support
âBevvy?â he offers you, holding out a pint beer glass and you shake your head, admiring the apartment further.
Most couches are leather yet they still look comfortable, the kitchen is big but not obnoxiously so, you can hear the clinking of a foosball table - commotion makes sense in their apartment - the wide living space narrows through a corridor, leading to what you assume must be bedrooms.
Youâre glad Fred and Eva broke up, because you decide then and there that youâre going to visit the twins everyday despite your history, just to step into this apartment again.
â____!â
Angelinaâs sweet voice causes your unease to vanish in an instant and you crush her in a tight hug.
âMerry Christmas!â you smile, looping an arm around her shoulder and letting her guide you through the flat. âYou changed your hair!â
Angelina nudges you with her hip, âThank merlin you noticed, George is clueless.â
âOh? George? You never told me - Hey Cho!â
Youâre cut off by several familiar faces greeting you and telling you to make yourself comfortable. And you do, right next to Hermione and Ginny, two pregnant and fierce women that keep bickering with their husbands because of their weird cravings.
âIâm with you on this one Ginâ!â you snort, eyeing Harry. You have a wine glass in one hand and the power you hold makes you feel too confident. âIf the woman wants sausages marinated with toothpaste, sheâs getting sausages marinated with toothpaste!â
Harry grumbles, âWill you please stop fueling this!â he protests, downing his drink and banging this on the table. âLook sweetheart, you wanted onions and mustard just a second ago so I got you âem, what made you change your mind?â
Ginny bangs her fist on the coffee table, in addition to Harryâs outburst. It seemed everyone was banging stuff on tables, so you do too.
âYou think I know? Sod off or get me my toothpaste!â Ginny yells, banging another fist after you.
Harry kneels down next to the foot of the couch and holds his wifeâs hand, gently massaging her knuckles. âWe canât get you toothpaste,â he says calmly.
âWhy!â says Ginny, banging another fist.
âI think you know why,â says Harry.
âStop damaging my property.â says George, materializing out of thin air.
You feel bad for Harry, you truly do but it only lasts for a second because this is even more entertaining than watching Aunt Muriel try to play foosball while shouting âCome at me you haired back marys!â
Youâre enjoying yourself, the buzz, the warmth, the scent of fire. Itâs comfortable and not at all like a party. Itâs as if youâre visiting your friends for thanksgiving, homely and welcoming.
Though, the first crack forms when you see Fred, eyeing you from the small bar of their kitchen.
Dressed in navy slacks and a red, turtleneck sweater, he leans against the counter with a glass of Firewhiskey clutched on his big hand. He swirls it as his lips twitch, keeping his gaze set on you. His hair falls on his eyes, mostly pushed back but how strong hair gel can really be?
He looks good, way too good for a party. But itâs not the outfit, it's his entire presence. The way he holds himself, acts, speaks - shit, itâs attractive. He can do anything and heâll always have that charismatic charm, it makes you feel envious, not to mention incredibly horny.
Itâs Christmas, itâs a sacred holiday. You canât let Fred sexy Weasley get to you, no matter how unapproachable and out of your league he looks.
Youâre the bigger person - apparently - and you decide to greet him first.
You donât know what compels you to do this, but it must be quite a strong force because you feel yourself start to quiver when you abandon your place on the couch. Itâs so strong that your wobbly legs carry you while you push through tipsy friends and hold you up all the way to the kitchen area.
âMerry Christmas.â you croak, pulling him in a quick hug which he returns happily.
âMerry Christmas yourself.â he smiles, gaze drifting lower to your dress only for a second before he swallows.
His signature cologne that youâve engraved deep in your head this past week bursts out again. You smile softly, relishing in him.
âYou look,â he seems to be giving much more thought on whatever heâs about to say, he settles on; âBeautiful, youâre, uh - the dress.â he finishes lamely.
âOh,â your face falls. The dress is beautiful, not you. Of course. âThank you, I would say you donât look too bad yourself but that would be a lie.â
Fred raises a brow, putting his wine glass on the bar with a clink before slowly turning on his heel. âAw, cheers love.â he says casually, âWore it for you,â
You raise both your brows, âIs that so?â you fight a grin.
âThis little number is my lucky charm.â he smirks, pulling on his shirt. âMade women fall at my feet back in the day, maybe you will too.â he finishes, more bashfully than before. His cheeks are tinted pink and, now, for the first time, you feel clueless.
Your heart stutters when you speak, âTrying to butter me up Frederick?â you say shly, nudging the tip of his shoe with yours.
Fred winks. âAnd what if I am?â he suddenly straightens, arms folding together. His head bows as he continues with a smile, âIâm joking, got this a week ago for the party.â
You fight the urge to smile, âAh, so not the chick magnet.â
âWell,â Fred laughs, âItâs still very wolfish.â
âWhatever you say, big ole pussy cat.â you pat him on the shoulder.
Fred scoffs good naturally, âAh, you hurt my pride ____.â
When you donât say anything, his gaze falls on you. He takes the time to look at you, really take you in and it makes your efforts feel appreciated for once. He takes a deep breath, head careening left for a moment.
âItâs not just the dress.â he rubs the back of his neck, eyes falling on your scar. âYou really are beautiful.â
Your hand immediately flies to your brow, tracing a finger down the gash. Itâs not as noticeable anymore and your hair grew back - thankfully - but the knowledge that itâs still there, parading itself to everyone makes you feel much more self conscious than you should.
Fredâs hand closes over yours and you freeze. âYou might not think so, but not only is your scar a wicked bedtime story, itâs very attractive.â
Your ears feel hot, âYou think Iâm attractive?â
Itâs a nice compliment - especially when it comes from a man like Fred.
âDo I think youâre,â he gasps, giving you an incredulous look. âOf course youâre - ! I mean you canât be asking me that - are you, gah!â
A chuckle bubbles from your throat. Itâs quite amusing watching Fred Weasley struggling to speak, clearly embarrassed. The knowledge that you made him this way, you were sleeping like a baby tonight thatâs for sure.
âLook, ____. I actually wanted to tell you something really important.â he fidgets with his cuffs.
You furrow your brows, âOf course, what is it?â
âI used to, well I think I still do because it never truly went away but - okay, this is harder than I thought.â
You chuckle nervously. âFred, youâre freaking me out here.â
You hear him mutter something along the likes of whatâs wrong with me, until he speaks again.
âWhat I meant to say was, I wan-â
âOh my god, ____, Fred!â
When you left your apartment a few days ago, your mind didnât calculate the outcomes of meeting Fred Weasley.
The impact is so strong that it causes your past to - not flash, because this is painful - slowly start playing before your eyes, like a play you have to sit through because the seats were expensive, and the star of the show, the star of your own life is standing right in front of you.
Sheâs wearing a gorgeous, gold cocktail dress. The costume design is delicate, itâs the type of dress you flutter your fingers in (the fabric is ticklish and soft, you just had to touch it) before moving onto the next. The rack is full of other suitable options, because you know you can never wear a dress like that.
But Eva can. She was always gorgeous, you couldnât compare.
Fredâs eyes are wide, the way heâs tugging on your dress makes worry wash over you. âEva? Erm - who invited you?â His words sound more bitter than he intends them to, or at least you think so.
âOh, is that how you treat guests around here?â she fucking giggles, playfully slapping his shoulder.
You canât tell if sheâs purposely ignoring you - youâre standing right there - or just forgot your existence after seeing Fred in those pants because sweet merciful heavens.
Fred shifts uncomfortably, âRight sorry well, Merry Christmas!â heâs back to normal, addressing her as he addresses anyone else you canât help but smirk.
Of course, you immediately jump on this opportunity. Eva may have ruined most of your childhood, she may currently look gorgeous - mockingly so, but youâre not kids anymore. No matter how insignificant you feel, you still have your pride to protect.
âMerry Christmas,â you add, jumping forward. âHow long has it been?â
Evaâs expression turns sour, though she conceals it quickly. â____! Oh I love your dress.â
She doesnât wish you a merry christmas.
âHappy holidays Freddie! Where can a girl get a drink around here?â she squeaks? Youâre not sure, her voice is too sweet and you donât know how to act.
Fred grins, âRight there,â he points to a corner far away from the kitchen. âLeeâs in charge of drinks, Iâm sure he can hook you up with something.â
Eva ponders, pausing for a beat. Sheâs expectantly staring at Fred, though when he shows no intention of accompanying her she gives you a menacing look and leaves.
You didnât expect a big reunion because you saw Eva a few months ago at the hospital, you had sprained an ankle while training with Ron, and she tried to heal you before the Head Healer cut in and told her to take a walk.
Fredâs weight relaxes as soon as Evaâs out of view, it doesnât take much to know something happened between the two - it wasnât a harmless breakup like Fred had told you. You donât push it though, if he wants to tell you he will.
âWell that was,â you say, and he hums in response, swirling his drink in one hand. You watch the gold hue with him for a moment. âInteresting.â
He snorts, âShe drops by every Friday to give me green apples. I hate green apples.â
âHow long did you guys date?â you canât help the words that tumble out of your lips.
He stares at you for a moment, you swear his lip almost twitch in a smile before he clears his throat. âThree years, I thought I loved her for a year.â
âWell what changed your mind?â
Fred looks at you like you just asked the dumbest question a joke shop owner could hear. âYou, daft idiot, you did.â
âWha-â you stammer. âWhat the hell is that supposed to mean?â
Fred groans. âI need a drink.â and with that, he leaves towards where Eva previously walked on her precious Chanel heels. Leaves you alone.
It wasnât like you called the man's family a disgrace and cursed his entire bloodline. Confused, you decide that maybe you need a drink as well to survive this night.
Everyone you had talked to so far ended with a disagreement, except George because he probably felt bad for you and your huge red gift sack. Embarrassment fills your cheeks as you walk towards the beverage table, you shouldnât have come tonight.
The cherry on top gets dropped on the shit sundae when Eva Burke bumps into your shoulder and causes you to spill your drink.
âOops! Babe Iâm so sorry,â She pulls a red cloth from the glass table filled with different types of intoxications and rubs it on the fabric of your dress, further ruining it.
Embarrassment turns into frustration, this turns into pure anger. You see red.
You snatch the cloth from her hands and lightly push her forward, Eva dramatically - and very theatrically - falls on the ground with a yelp.
âOh get up!â you hiss, throwing the cloth on the ground.
Eva scrambles to her feet, holding her right ankle with dainty, perfectly manicured hands. âOh, now weâre turning to violence are we? Some things never change.â
You let out a frustrated grumble, stumping your heel on the ground. âI really donât have time for this Eva.â
âWeâre just talking babe, I donât understand why youâre so upset over this.â
âIâm not upset, Iâm tired.â you sigh.
Suddenly with her magically healed ankle she trudges forward. âIs it the dress?â she pouts, bending down to eye the splotch on your chest. âI can pay for it, say...two sickles?â
Your eyes narrow, âHow about this, you show me how your career is going and Iâll decide if you can afford a wash.â
Eva barks out a laugh, âHow about this, Iâll show you a family picture album.â
Gasping, you hold back the urge to slap her. You never expected Eva to stoop this low, and you know you shouldnât be upset over it but it hurts. It hurts how easily she can use your family against you with no remorse.
Beyond pissed, insulted and done with tonight, you pull out your wand and get ready to apparate. This time itâs not to run away, nor do you feel like a coward. You feel tired, using your palms to press into your temple and relieve your throbbing headache.
Eva grips your wand and tries to pull you forward with failed force. âLetâs get this straight, Fredâs not interested in you.â
âAnd you think heâs interested in you?â you laugh, âYou broke up remember?
Eva flings her long hair back, âAnd Iâm gonna get him back. No one breaks up with me.â
âSo, you're still a narcissistic bitch.â you smile.
âAnd youâre still pathetically clinging onto whatever I touch.â She takes a step forward, and it hits you then and there that you arenât going home sooner or later. âWanna know why we broke up?â
You hold your breath, her perfume is too sweet and you canât process her words.
âHe caught me cheating.â she smirks. âAnd he still begged me to stay, after all that.â
Your nostrils flare, and youâre about ready to punch her. Youâve never seen someone so prideful, so proud to have done something so obaminable. But it doesnât surprise you, you pity her.
âSome loser from the bank.â she mockingly wipes a nonexistent tear with her jeweled wrist. âSee, thatâs the difference between me and you ____. â
You almost scream bloody murder. âOh do enlighten me.â Your voice is weirdly high pitched but you donât seem to care.
âHe begged me, not you. Heâll never want you. Youâll always end up with the leftovers ____, accept that.â she hisses, taking another step forward.
You donât know what youâve done to the woman standing before you with nothing but red fire in her eyes, she looks ready to pull out your hair follicle by follicle, yet it makes you smirk. With a shit eating grin on your face, it hits you. âI knew it.â you laugh.
Eva stutters, âWhat?â
âWhy youâre actually delusional to think heâs taking you back.â
âOh but he will.â she protests, stomping her heel.
âNo, he wonât.â
When you see Eva stay quiet, you continue. âYou grew up spoiled rotten, your parents love you, hell my parents love you, you always had the most friends and always got your way.â
She smirks, youâre tempted not to continue but years of pent up anger is ready to burst through your chest. âYeah, jealous are we?â Eve mocks, and you quiver as you speak. Stating the obvious doesnât hurt you anymore.
âNo, because you grew up thinking everyone will love you, no matter how wrong you are, or what horrible things you do, youâll always think that people wonât stop being by your side.â you shake your head, tutting. âBut youâre wrong. I guess thatâs what too much love does to you - you think a simple sorry will fix what you did? Because no, it wonât.â
âOh stop it, Fred wants me back, itâs painfully obvious.â Eva speaks, but she doesnât sound sure at all.
âIâll make it clear for you.â you smile. âFred wonât take you back for cheating, you wonât get a second chance in your career, and you sure as hell wonât be getting an apology from me.â
By now, you donât care who's listening, because they are. Oh, theyâre eating this kitty fight up like free dessert Monday at Fleurâs. Your childhood friends are watching you with intense, widened eyes. And somehow, in a cruel, wicked way, you feel satisfaction. The harsh words slipping out of your lips like nectar, in comparison to the way they slap Eva across the face fills you with nothing but disgusting satisfaction.
Sure, itâs immature and yes, you couldâve worded everything much better to be even more impactful, but the way her eyes are bloodshot and vengenceful, itâs enough for you.
Eva grits her teeth, and you know she doesnât have much to say. âI donât need an apology from you, ____.â she speaks, and her next words cause you to freeze, because no matter what wrong doing, sheâs still right. âYouâre right, I might not be forgiven, but in the end I will always be better than you. People will always favour me more and you can never change that.â
You try to lunge forward, teeth gritter. With harsh impact, you topple backwards. Strong arms are wrapped around your chest, holding you back from gouging Evaâs eyes out with the toothpick from the martini glasses.
âNice weather weâre having,â Fred says, a deep rumble coming from his chest and against your back. You fight the urge to shiver, though youâre way too angry to be thinking of how good he smells. âWhy donât we sober up sweetheart.â he asks you, whispering.
âNo!â you shriek, struggling to move forward. âThis isnât over until I break her nose!â
Eva laughs, âOh come at me, babe! Letâs see what a traumatized neglected child can do, yeah?â her eyes flash.
A deep, growling of distress leaves you. âOh let me go! Letâs see what a filthy adulter can do!â
âI didnât mean to cheat you know!â
You groan, âHeavenâs above let me go Fred.â
Eva takes two steps forward before Lee grasps her arms. âBut these things happen for a reason!â her shrill voice causes you to wince.
âYeah, you!â you cry.
Eva shrieks, lunging forward in an attempt to reach you again, and at that moment Fred seems to have about enough.
âAlright, thatâs it.â His stern voice causes you to flinch, muscular arms still holding you close to his chest, he yanks you backwards and starts walking towards the corridor. âThatâs enough with the both of you, Lee take Eva outside, get her some fresh air.â
ââââââ
Fred has the decency to take you to his bedroom rather than toss you outside like he had done with Eva.
If the situation was any different, youâd be over the moon right now. Alone? With Fred Weasley? In his big bedded, fireplace occupying, additional bathroom having bedroom?
Said situation did not have you sitting on a leather rocking chair, big mug of coffee in hand while Fred lectures you like a parent. Actually, you wouldnât know.
Youâve been quiet for the past fifteen minutes, too scared to say anything and anger him further. You knew how much this party meant to him, and you had ruined it with your childish, pent up jealousy. It wasnât just you per say, but you had let Eva get to you.
âCanât the two of you act your age for one fucking second,â he groans, hand propped against the brick fireplace. âI know how infuriating she is, but you-â inhaling sharply, he strides towards you. âSay something will you?â
âWhy didnât you tell me she cheated?â
Fredâs expression softens. âWhat?â
You gulp, you shouldnât have brought it up when he was agitated, but you canât listen to him while the words echo around your head. You feel awful, insensitive, anything else to call yourself that makes you feel better towards your lack of judgement. âShe cheated, you didnât tell me. Why?â
Fred pauses, after what feels like a seconds he bends down on his knees in front of you while you watch him, engrossed.
âBeen waiting for you to bring it up.â he chuckles, his smile disappearing in an instant. His ginger locks hang in front of you and you realize that his shampoo, like the rest of him, smells amazing. You fight the intense urge to card your fingers through.
âMerlin, I just,â he meets your eyes. âI felt ashamed.â
Suddenly standing up, your hands flail. âWhy?â
Fred stands up as well. His stance alarms you, arms wrapped around himself, brows furrowed and defensive. âNot ashamed because of you, because of myself.â
You take a step forward when Fred indicates that heâs going to continue. âI thought you were going to judge me. Bloody coward, canât even break up with his cheating girlfriend.â
You scoff, âFred, Iâve known you since I was eleven. Sure we had some tough times but do you really think that low of me?â
Now he scoffs, itâs nothing short of mockery. âTough times my arse. You avoided us like the plague, ____.â
âI had my reasons,â you raise your voice, wincing slightly and it only fuels Fredâs anger.
âProper liar you are, you didnât even write, or even just explain why you suddenly walked out.â
You donât feel ashamed for what you did, it was for your own good. Though, Fredâs right. You never gave a proper reason other than those childish insults at Hogâs Head. But now, with your head banging, you canât think logically.
âAgain.â you grit your teeth, words spilling between like venom. âI had my reasons.â
Fred quickly stalks towards you, enough so you can reach a hand, grab his jaw and smash your lips against his. But you donât. âExcuse me for not giving a rat's arse about your reasons, do you know how worried I was!â
His words pull a small gasp from your lips, you refuse to believe him. âIf you were so worried, you couldâve spoken to me all those years. How about that summer huh? I stayed over.â
âBut I did speak to you!â Fred shouts, and your fists clench. âYou were a bitch to me, remember?â
Your groan is filled with contempt. âYou take that back!â your fist lifts to smack him on the chest, and you curse his overwhelmingly hard and attractive biceps. Shit, you really shouldnât be feeling like this during a fight.
âYou wanna know why I did all that?â you cry out, tears ready to strain your cheeks but you wonât forgive yourself if you cried in front of him.
âOh do tell?â he seethes, grasping your fist in a quick motion and holding it beside him before you can smack his chest again. âMerlin woman keep your-â
âBecause I was in love with you, you dickwad!â
Fred freezes - second time that night.
Your heartbeat pounds against your chest, you feel vulnerable. Oh so vulnerable and stupid, you shouldnât have said it.
Fuck fuck fuck.
You should have just kept your stupid mouth shut, dragged your stupid ass back home and took a stupid shower.
But it was too late.
Fred takes a slow step back, continued by several until heâs on the other side of the room with his arms propped against a wall, head hanging low. Heâs breathing heavily, youâre finally crying.
âSo you arenât going to say anything?â you yell, stomping your heel on the ground. âDo you know how hard it was for me to watch you and Eva all those years, you wouldnât even look at me.â you choke on your sobs, remembering everything. The painful memories, the emotions hit you like the Ford Angelia with Ron behind the wheels.
âThe Yule Ball, I saw you two together. It hurt so much and I cou- umpfhâ
You almost swallow your tongue.
Soft lips, those are the only words writing out in your mind. Fireworks erupting around the letters and causing shivers to run around your entire being. Taken aback, you canât move until your mind processes that Fred Weasley is kissing you.
Fred groans, opening your mouth with his and grazing his tongue against your bottom lip. Itâs so gentle that you doubt you feel it, until his hand grips the back of your head and presses you against him harder. Now you can taste the wet, warm feel of his tongue against yours, the certain flicks of the tip gracing your own.
He pulls back only slightly, panting against your lips and causing your breaths to intermingle intimately. âThe Yule Ball,â he starts, going back in for another, hurried kiss.
âShe told me, you - closer.â He yanks you in by your waist with his other hand, palm gripping your ass and kneading it with vigour.
âTold me she saw you with someone else,â he pulls you closer when your hands wrap around his shoulders. âIt broke me ____.â
âFred,â you sigh, gripping on his sweater tighter.
âThatâs Freddie for you, love.â
Heat curls in your lower belly. His lips are on yours again, begging you for something you didnât quite know yet. âFreddie,â you chant.
âThatâs right.â he chuckles lowly, his rumbling voice against your chest.
You merely shiver, latch onto the tufts on his neck and anchor him lower to your lips until your lungs are overwhelmed with nothing but slow, languid kisses. Fred kissed really good - oh who were you kidding, he was the best kiss youâve ever had. Itâs addictively so, and you chase his lips when he pulls away.
âI,â he breaths, whispering. âI was so devastated by what Eva told me,â he hugs you tighter. âI loved - still love you so much, I didnât know how to cope.â
âYou love me?â Now, thereâs more tears. You arenât sure if theyâre of pure joy, frustration or the ache between your legs. âFor how long?â
âSince third year,â he murmurs against your cheek, breathing in your scent and shakily exhaling. âI still wear the bracelet, never took it off.â
âI saw,â you nuzzle your head in his chest, your heart feels like itâs about to burst. âIt made me so happy, I thought you would have lost it by now or something.â
âOh Flower, there you are hurting my pride again.â
The nickname knocks all the breath out of your lungs. You only hug him tighter, not daring to mention that throughout these years you flinched whenever someone said flower, or how you simply refused to visit any flower shop. Yes, it did cause problems during holidays and of course, funerals but at least your Disney gift cards contained sentiment.
âI wasnât with anyone during the Yule Ball.â you mutter.
âI know.â
âThen why didnât you come back?â
Fred shivers. âI didnât know back then, Merlin if I hadâŚâ
âYouâre an idiot.â you chuckle, hurriedly wiping away the drying tears from your cheeks.
âThatâs right,â Fred rasps, pulling your face towards his. âIâm a stupid, stupid prat.â
That was, if the loud countdown roaring outside Fredâs bedroom door didnât ruin the most pleasurable lips you were going to taste - yet again.
Your eyes widen, Fred whines and pulls you back into his arms but youâre already rushing to the closed door. âWeâre missing the count down!â
âOh come one,â Fred steps behind you, hand over yours to grip the knob. You struggle under his hold and try to turn it. âIâll make you count, hop on the bed, love.â
You have to gulp down nothing but air to keep yourself at bay. God, yes, you would have shouted, stripped naked and let him have his way with you.
But you canât, not with your friends right outside the door, slightly tipsy and merrily counting down from ten. Speaking of, theyâre nearing seven - you have exactly seven seconds to push Fred off and throw yourself outside.
Six seconds until you turn the knob and ignore Fredâs protests, five until Harry and Ginny throw their arms around your shoulders, four until George decides not the comment on you and Fredâs flushed appearance, three until Fred does, two until youâre suddenly pulled forward - one, Fredâs kissing you in front of his friends and family.
Fuck.
It was that one, long second that Ron lets the confetti burst in utter silence while everyone stares at you. Itâs a quick yet passionate peck - enough for couples to abandon their new year's kiss and focus solely on yours.
âFinally!â George yells.
Ginny cheers after his brother, âTook you ten bloody years!â
Last of the Weasleys, Ron, gapes. âWhen did that become a thing?â he mutters, completely oblivious but still happy nonetheless.
If Hermione and Ginny hadnât swept you away, you would have spent your night glued to Fredâs side, demanding to show him off after all those years of pining.
Your two friends keep asking questions - not overly detailed considering Fredâs Ginnyâs older brother. Your lips hurt from smiling by the end of your overly exaggerated story,
The end of the night brings tranquility over the apartment, after presents are ripped open and everyone says their goodbyes, youâre left alone the twins, helping them clean the flat with quick flicks of your wand.
Your watch reads one thirty, you need to leave soon. Aleyna and Blaise hadnât shown, which only means the proposal was a success. You want to go home and congratulate them, but also spend some time with Fred.
Fred himself is busy wiping pint glasses and lining them neatly in empty cupboards. The both of you keep stealing glances at each other, and it would have been more romantic if George would stop scoffing whenever Fred bashfully smiled in your direction.
â____.â
You hum in acknowledgment, watching Fredâs back shuffle as he washes the dishes.
âThanks for giving a hand, you didnât have to.â George smiles kindly, hands tucked in his pockets.
You smile back, âOh itâs alright.â
âI just wanted to apologize.â he looks down, it isnât the dorky shyness George casually sports at times, he looks sorrowful.
âFor what?â you ask, lips lowering into a frown to match his.
âFor being a git all those years back. I was young and a shit head. Iâm sorry.â he sighs, leaning his shoulder on the wall.
You chuckle, just the familiar voice of George resurfaces pleasant memories you wished you never forgot. âItâs alright, Iâm over it.â
âReally?â he raises a brow. âBecause I wouldnât forgive myself personally. Go on, give me a smack or something.â
âIâm not smacking you George.â you say, you make sure your tone sounds playful to put his mind at ease. âWe all had our issues, I probably should have talked to you guys instead of just storming off. Partly my fault.â
George smiles, âIt wasnât your fault, but Iâm glad you can forgive me.â He squeezes your shoulder in a way to reassure you, while it feels like he needs it more. You nod fondly.
âAnd about Eva, we didnât really like her, yâknow. She told us that you needed space, and that we should leave you alone. Just now realizing how rubbish it sounds.â
âTook you long enough.â
He chuckles again, much more genuine like you prefer and pushes himself off the wall. âI better get some sleep,â he glances at Fred, âleave you two alone. And ____, please donât distance yourself.â
âI wonât.â
Your lie slips so easily.
Itâs the welcoming silence that accepts your doubts with open arms - everything was happening overwhelmingly quick, or was it just your fear of being left alone again?
You smile at George when he retires to his room, itâs more of a constipated grimace but George seems to have bought it.
You take this time to finally think, let your protective walls analyse what the fuck happaned in the last five hours because it was too good to be true. Fred couldnât simply love you that easily, after everything he did. It didnât explain why he started dating Eva without consulting you first, or how he was with her that night after the Yule Ball. If he loved you this much, why would he bury himself between her legs, abandon you in the hollow halls of Hogwarts? Why would he believe her so easily?
â____.â
Even his voice sounds distant. You canât tell if itâs him speaking or your past.
â____, darling.â
Nope, thatâs definitely Fred. His frustratingly sexy cologne is mocking you like every other amazing aspect this man has.
âHuh?â you snap out of your thoughts. âOh, yes hello.â
Fred tilts his head to the side, expression softening the moment you speak. âYou okay? Something on your mind?â
You tentatively shake your head. Fred sighs and reaches out to stroke your head - you close your eyes but the feeling of his calloused hands never show.
Eyes fluttering open, you realize your fears are coming true. Heâs going to tell you that he changed his mind, that he doesn't love you and this is all a big mistake.
âSorry,â he breathes, cheeks alight. You hold in your breath, ready to face the truth.
Fredâs silent; heâs doing that thing again. The thing where he somehow magically thinks he can communicate with you without saying anything.
âFred,â you sigh, and his face drops. âWhy did you date Eva if you loved me so much?â
There, you asked it. Because if you hadnât, it would haunt you for the rest of your days, crawl around your heart like an infectious disease. You have enough of those, you donât want another.
Fred breathing sputters, he looks at you like you know the answer. âBecauseâŚit was the closest thing to you I could have. I know it sounds awful-â
âYes it does, and stupid!â
âI know!â he exclaims. âI didnât know how to cope, she gave me the affection I longed to get from you.â
Your eyes start to swell, the sentence should make you remotely happy but it doesnât. âWhy did you stay with her for so long?â
âLook.â Fred cups your face, breathing heavily. âYes, at first it was because I was petty. I thought you were with someone else that bloody night, I was heartbroken and needed a distraction. She was the closest thing.â
âThat doesnât explain the rest-â
âLet me finish!â He sounds earnest, adamant on wiping all your doubts and replacing them with nothing but his love. If only it was that easy.
âI canât do this tonight Fred-â
âPlease just call me Freddie.â he whimpers, kissing your cheek harshly. He stands there, face close to yours like if he let go you would leave.
IâIâm tired, I have a headache and my feet hurt.â youâre crying, again. Nothing out of the ordinary considering youâve been doing it damn well for the last eight years.
âStay over the night, itâs late. Iâll make you some chamomile, you always loved chamomile. Please.â Fred begs, lips against your cheek and you can feel the wetness of his own tears. His forehead presses against your temple. âDonât leave me again.â
Your heart aches, itâs the most painful kind of hurt youâve been dreading to feel again after all these years. This was worse than the neglect of your parents, the pain that night in the Burrow caused, watching Fred introduce Eva to his mother. This was why youâve been avoiding him.
Because this time you know what to do, you know whatâs for the best and it takes all of the protection youâve built for yourself to push Fred off. Now, thereâs none. Now, youâre standing before him, vulnerable and all your emotions on display.
âGoodnight Fred, merry christmas.â
This time, the door you walk out of feels much smaller and suffocating.
ââââ
Itâs ironic how the weather matches your mood for six days.
Saturday; clear skies with a blizzard hidden beneath the clouds. Aleynaâs engagement celebration. Show up with puffy eyes enough to make you blind, sit through nice dinner without crying, eventually start crying when she shows you the ring, act like youâre crying because youâre happy, get snot all over Aleynaâs ring, walk home while the storm finally presents itself and tells you that youâre a miserable piece of shit.
Sunday; small flurry. Spend your day weeping quietly and eating leftover takeout while browsing through your tv cable. Eventually watch a romantic movie, weep more.
Monday; cloudy, soft breeze. Cry more, hug your slightly overweight cat and get dragged outside by Aleyna because she figures out that you didnât sob in front of an entire restaurant because your best friend was getting married. Sit at her bar, drink beer and stuff your face with cornish pasties while you tell her what happened, until you eventually pass out.
Tuesday; cloudy and dark. Spend your day thinking if youâll ever be loved again. Regretful, pained, hungover and miserably under caffeinated.
Wednesday; crazy fucking blizzard that catches you so off guard you forget you ruined you chances with Fred Weasley for a moment. Aleyna tells you how stupid you are, you realize how stupid you are, then find out Aleyna is more of a snake than she lets on because she lets you eat a whole pack of doughnuts and that amazing Shepherdâs Pie her mom makes.
Thursday; clear skies. Not a cloud in sight. Your head is unusually clear, maybe too clear because you forget to feed Jambo and take out the trash. You think about running back to the joke shop, tell Fred you love him and that you donât give a shit about the past anymore. But you donât.
And now itâs Friday. Youâre sitting on your bed, Aleyna in your closet, flinging clothes at you for you to try on because she insists you go out. Itâs been a week since you walked out on Fred, again, and perhaps made the biggest mistake of your life.
âStop wasting away your pathetic life here and do it outside!â she yells, voice getting closer when she comes into view.
âAleyna, Iâm really not in the mood.â you dismiss, laying back on your bed. âI just, should I go to him?â
Aleyna groans, pained. âMerlin forbid, this is the millionth time you ask me. I tell you yes, you donât do it.â
âWhat if he says itâs too late, and it is! I donât deserve-â
âShut up. Maybe it is, maybe it isnât. What matters is that you need to at least try.â
You need to at least try. Aleynaâs voice echoes around your head after she leaves and you're back to your routine. Get up, brush your hair because the tangles bother you more than you let on, (and sometimes your teeth, if you feel like it.) then stay in your pyjamas all day while lazing around your apartment. Youâve started making coffee for yourself again, which is a small step but still encouraging. Plopping down on your couch, you sigh. Jambo follows, leaving fur floating around the air in his wake.
Love To Love You Baby by Donna Summers plays softly in the background, your magic radio is mocking you yet again on how single and sad you are. Especially after how long it has been since youâve had sex. Itâs painful, but you canât help but think of Fred whenever you try to at least relieve some stress. Of course, this ends with you curled in a corner and crying, itâs frustrating how much he turns you on, and now knowing you can never have him-
Jamboâs loud meow reminds you that you havenât brushed him today and you slowly get up, striding to the kitchen. You try to relax your mind but your chest feels even tighter with your effort. Your house is an organized mess, you didnât bother cleaning up throughout the stages of your grief.
You should talk to him. You should go outside, get fresh air, make out a game plan and at least talk to him. Fredâs kind, the funniest, most lovingly stubborn man youâve ever met. He doesnât deserve what youâre putting him through. You donât want to leave things so bittersweet again, you want to keep seeing George, even Fred if time allows.
The pain of your past doesnât allow you to follow your desires. You hate yourself for it and itâs only a matter of time before you break and go back to your old, quiet self. Itâs as if the past got your wrists on lock, holding you back whenever you try to sprint free and love again. You thought Fred would have unlocked the chains and swept you away, but that was before you decided that he shouldnât.
Gripping the fur comb on your left hand, Jambo watches you walk over to him with big eyes. He looks triumphant, lying on his chubby stomach and readying himself for the brush of his three year life.
Knock Knock
Perhaps this is why Jambo hates Aleyna. You chuckle. âSorry Bo, give me a minute. She probably forgot her coat again.â
You put down the comb and rush over to the door. Not bothering to check through the peephole, you fling the door open while laughing. âForgot your condoms or some-â
By the look Fred gives you, youâd think he hits it raw.
âFred.â you whisper, frozen with your hand gripped on the handle.
He looks haggard, eye bags under his eyes with slightly damp hair sticking out obscenely from the sides. It looks longer, or perhaps it's the way he quickly runs a hand through it and smooths it back. You probably look no different, yet Fred still looks unfairly handsome, eyes dripping with honey and curved bottom lip tucked between his teeth.
Your heart hammers in your chest as you take in his appearance. Heâs wearing a simple black pullover with a pea coat messily tucking in the material of his hoodie. You can see the after effects of the snow outside visible on his grey sweatpants, you canât tell if he came to your house straight after working out forâŚhowever long he works out to have thighs like that.
âCan I-â he gives you a look over and you blush. Thereâs a hundred different things you want to say, and you merely stay quiet and look at him with hopeful eyes. Coward. âCan I come in?â
You step aside wordlessly. He takes one, big step and heâs inside. Cursing his giant legs, you close the door behind him.
âWow,â he clears his throat, looking around your apartment. âNice place.â
âThank you.â
Fredâs hand twitches when he hears your voice, as if he hadnât heard it since he was a child. As if he was hearing it for the first time.
As soon as he steps in, his cologne engulfs the air around him - as if heâs marking himself in your house and leaving his delicious after taste. You would tell him he smells amazing but the air between you is too tense to say anything but;
âFred I-â
âI wanted to-â
Fred breaks out into a smile, and you follow. It looks like a grimace, a hopeful one though. âI wanted to apologize.â
Your heart swells. You know it shouldnât, because you donât deserve an apology but the fact that he thought of you makes you feel like you have another chance. Of course you do, the poor man walked over to your house in the middle of a snowstorm. Thereâs got to be something there, right?
âFred,-â
âNo, let me finish this time.â
You stay silent.
âBeen trying to think of the right ruddy words to say this past week but fuck that.â he growls, shrugging off his coat when you offer. âIâm not waiting any bloody longer.â
âI admit that at some point,â he starts, taking a deep breath. âI had feelings for Eva. Thatâs why I didnât break up with her. It was well after three months of us dating and I thought I moved on.â you usher him to sit down, quickly following behind. Your legs feel wobbly as he continues.
âThatâs why I didnât break up with her, and I wonât deny that what I had with her was nice, but it wasnât you. No one ever compared to you ____. I was fine until you decided to stop being our friend.â
âI didnât decide that, It was something I had to do.â you defend fiercely, sitting next to him on the bar stool of your kitchen island. Damn rich apartments.
âI know that now, but at that time I thought you hated me. I clung onto Eva because I thought - seeing as she was your childhood friend - weâd be friends again.â
You scoff. âLook how that turned out.â
Fred raises a brow.
âSorry, continue.â
âI started getting over it until that summer happened. It killed me to see you again, thatâs when I realized I could never stop loving you. I blamed myself for everything, for fucking up all my chances even though I-â
You put a hand on his shoulder, âFreddie, you didnât do anything wrong.â
Fred pauses, squeezes your hand and gives you a wide, hopeful smile that punches you right in the heart. His head dips down to rest on your shoulder and he sighs. âYou called me Freddie.â
âI did.â you smile.
âI wanted to talk to you, but you kept avoiding me. With the war and everything I just couldnât, especially after that near death thing.â
âNear what?â You gasp.
Fred chuckles, as if it was no big deal. It makes your chest ache. âI got trapped under a wall, Georgie saved me. Owe him my bloody life. Took me sometime to get over it though, those were the times I needed someone the most.â he takes a deep breath before continuing.
âIt was around those times that I found out Eva cheated on me. She was acting dodgy the past few months, and I feel awful for feeling relieved when we broke up.â
âBut, thatâs not your fault.â you sigh, hand caressing his back gently. He relaxes at your touch and a smile tugs at your lip at this. âYou donât owe Eva a damn thing. Itâs okay to feel like that, because I do.â
Fred laughs, a small melodic sound that brings you pride that you pulled it out of him. âOh, is that how it works now?â
âYep, I said so.â you give him a toothy grin, and he chuckles, further causing your ruin.
But you canât let things get too comfortable, not before youâre completely honest with him. Here he is, vulnerable and open, telling you his entire life story and you sure as hell are going to do the same - minus some embarrassing parts.
âDo you,â you clear your throat, awkwardly shuffling on your stool. The seat is uncomfortable and it makes everything all the more frustrating. âDo you want to know what I was thinking before you showed up?â
Fred pauses, gaze lingering over your face attentively. Breath catching, you let him look at you. Directly, fully look at you. He flushes, quickly hidden away by his hand when he nods his head slowly and leans on his palm.
âI was thinking of you.â
âOh?â
âYeah, I was thinking if I should just go to you myself.â
Fred takes a quick breath. Shuddering because of the cold, surely, his tone is soft and barely above a whisper. âWhy didnât you?â
âI was scared youâd reject me. I was going to apologize to you, get on my knees and beg for forgiveness until you gave me a second chance.â
âOh.â
You let him grasp your chin and turn your face towards his, he lovingly strokes your cheek, long finger somehow reaching easily. âIâm sorry Freddie, I love you.â
âIâve waited to hear those words for so long.â his chest heaves when he responds.
âWell, how much of a let down is it?â you smile, nuzzling your hand in his palm.
He leans in and presses a kiss to your forehead, then to your cheek. âLet down?â he tells you, as if he heard the most obscene thing. âItâs so much better than I could have imagined, and Iâm sorry too. I hate myself for letting you go through so much pain on your own. If I wasnât such a clueless git I couldâve done this much earlier.â
âDo what?â
Fred kisses you. Itâs not urgent, nor wanton, itâs soft and tender that still leaves you breathless. He leans his forehead against yours, and you ruin the kiss by smiling but he couldnât care less. Opening your mouth, you let him flick your tongues together until itâs a sloppy, needy mess.
He groans, and thatâs when you know the kiss progressed much too far to stop now. The needy ache between your legs pushes you to hover yourself over him, and his strong arms grasp you by the waist. His lips arenât a perfect fit, it makes the kiss all the more pleasurable and itâs until heâs slowly walking towards your bedroom with your legs tucked around his hips that you break away.
âFred,â you sigh when he sets you down against a wall. âI want you.â
He frowns, âItâs Freddie, how many times-â he gathers your knee in one hand and pushes his crotch against your center with a grunt. âDo I have to tell you?â
You barely respond, clawing at his back. The curve of his thick cock gradually growing, his thighs encasing around your legs feels too damn good and you donât know how long until youâre fully at his mercy. Fred roughly rolls his hips, a deep grumble leaving him and the stimulation is enough to make you whine. âAgain,â you rock your pervis.
âOh yeah?â he smirks, humping you harder. âYou like this? How much? Let me feel.â
You rut against him desperately, trying to get off on the friction Fred barely decides to provide.
True to his word, Fred kisses you again with a groan, this time sparing you no tenderness and sucking on your bottom lip until it throbs. His hips continue to rut all the while his free hand slithers down your clavicle, down the sides of your waist - he makes sure to spread his palm wide to feel you everywhere - until he teasingly snaps the band of your pyjama bottoms. You yelp, relishing in his moans.
âIf you like it so much- well shit.â his eyes flutter shut the moment he feels your slick from your underwear. âMy love, youâre so wet that I bet I can taste you through your panties.â
If you werenât wearing your yellow duck polka dot panties this would have been more sexier, and it takes Fred talking about eating you out to realize - oh my god, youâre wearing your duck panties.
âFred, don-â
Fred has already pushed your bottoms down, revealing the abomination and further causing your face to feel hotter.
âOh?â he smirks. âSexy lingerie, all for me?â
You groan, hiding your face in his shoulder while he laughs at you. You feel his chest bob, and you canât help but giggle alongside him.
âNow, strip.â he commands, and all the humor in the situation vanishes in an instant.
He lets go of your knee and you easily slip out of your bottoms, then slowly said polka dot panties. He grips your thighs, hoisting you up on his hips again and before you know it, heâs stumbling into your room.
His hand is cupping the back of your head, somehow gone there the moments he walked. You wouldnât know, itâs hard to concentrate on anything else when the heat of his cock between your thighs feels like that.
Fred deposits you on the messily scattered forest you call your bed, and the smell of linen mixed with his cologne is enough for you to grind your hips on nothing.
Fred tuts, pushing a palm flat on your hip. He trails his hand between your legs and palms your pussy, bare. âBabe, youâre dripping. Since how long?â
You whine, âSince the moment you walked through - ah, my door.â
Fredâs eyes glaze over with nothing but dangerous greed. Dipping his knee on the mattress, he manhandles you into submission. âYou think you can just get away with saying shit like that?â he groans, eyes fixating on wherever it lands on your body. Itâs like heâs trying to take it all in, overwhelmed yet still wanton.
He shuffles to sit against your headboard and pats his large thigh, you waste no time crawling towards him. He quickly grabs your waist before you can approach him. Pulling you against him with your knees propped between his thighs, heâs face to face with your pussy and drooling.
âSuch a sweet, pretty cunt.â he breathes, gently kissing your clit. You cry out, knees buckling but Fredâs large palms are flat on your ass and adamant on keeping you up and against his lips. Your center throbs, this is all you have ever wanted - the both of you have ever wanted and Fred has the audacity to tease.
âI know, I know.â He gently sushes. âI need to,â his head leans on your abdomen, desperate. âNeed to get you ready for my cock.â
You barely nod, Fred seems to be in battle with himself. You donât know which side wins, until he starts to suckle your clit with continuous, obscene kissing noises. You grip his shoulder, body bending in half. It feels so good, too good that you canât hold straight. âPlease - Fred,â
Gasping, your pelvis rocks forward. He keeps you still with his muscles digging in your hips, ass, back - everywhere heâs desperately roaming and memorizing.
His tongue finally darts forward - you knew that goddam tongue would be what did it - you nearly collapse, melting forward. Itâs wet and warm and god - almost what you imagine his dick might feel like if it ever prods at your entrance.
Heâs licking with bold, textured strokes. Your thighs are quivering, itâs the sudden brush of pleasure that meets your cunt every other second that causes this.
âShit,â Fred pulls back, one hand holding your thighs wider. His thumb circles around your entrance and you cry out in pleasure. âMy balls feel so fucking tight ____. If I keep this up, I might just come before I can put my dick in you.â
âThen - ahh Freddie!â
âDonât get mouthy with me.â he smirks, sliding a finger inside. âI knew what you were gonna say before you opened that sweet mouth of yours.â
He fucks you like this, wet squelching noise mixing with your pants and moans. Working you open, Fred curls a finger inside and your thighs finally give out. âMerlin, youâre gonna get it,â he gives you a sweet kiss on the stomach. âIâm just as desperate to fuck you. Look,â
You do look, very gladly at that. He adds a second finger the moment your eyes fall on the wet patch of his bottoms. Heâs rutting against nothing, all the while scissoring his fingers inside you - and from the look he gives you, you know heâs imagining what it's like to be inside you.
âFred!â you gasp, rocking faster until your legs start to jerk and twitch. You donât want to come yet, want to savor the way Fredâs fucking you with nothing but two fingers and itâs better than any sex youâve had.
Your arousal pools between his fingers, dripping down his bracelet adorned wrist, all the way down to his veiny forearms. Itâs a sight for sore eyes, Fred watches in a trance, gaze half lidded. You can see his cock twitch in his pants and he moans, âFucking hell babe, look at the mess youâve made.â
His thumb presses against your center with his two other fingers working, and he roughly drags it over to your clit to press. Heâs licking again, slurping noises mixing with the pats of his tongue quickly dragging across your pussy.
That does it. Whining, and with quick breaths you hurtle towards such an intense orgasm that you swear you see Santa himself and his jingle fucking bells. Itâs sudden and weakening, you barely register. Fredâs there all the while, desperately licking every drop of his hard work until thereâs nothing. He groans and moans, like heâs having his thanksgiving now.
Heâs not like a starved man, or any other cliche line you can think of. No, itâs like he has made a deal with the devil and is captured by the dark vitality of greed. He canât stop, and merlin, do you not want him to.
âThat was,â you breathe, taking a seat on his thigh when he allows.âThat was the best orgasm Iâve had.â
âAnd that was the most gorgeous sight I have ever seen.â Fred smiles, it slowly turns into a smirk. The cocky bastard is way too proud of himself. He should be though, itâs been a while since youâve had sex - if it always felt like this you would have never stopped.
But you know it never feels this good. No, itâs because of Fred. Itâs him, and how much you love him, and how attractive he is - how skilled, amazing, passionate of a man he is. Heâs perfect and way out of your league but you donât care because heâs finally yours.
Said man is breaking out in a sappy grin, kissing your lips sweetly to whisper against them. âGet used to it.â He kisses you again. âIâm going to make you come again, and again, and again until you canât walk.â heâs lowering you down onto your back, hands caressing your thighs.
âReally?â
âEspecially now that I know how sweet and tight you are,â Fred runs a finger through your pussy and you whimper. âHow amazing you smell,â he dips down to lazily suck a hickey on your collarbone. âHow soft your skin is,â his hands are lifting your waist up to unhook your bra. âHow much Iâm in love with you.â
Your gaze softens, and you let him undress you, bra after shirt until youâre left bare beneath. He shivers, his eyes are darting everywhere, to the curve of your hips, up your stomach - and finally, the slope of your breasts. He sucks in a breath. âYou,â he rasps. âYou had this bikini, that summer.â
âWha- which one?â
âThe white one.â
Your eyes widen. âOh.â
âWe all loved that bikini, especially the days when the lake was particularly cold. Your nipples would be crystal fucking clear.â
You should feel embarrassed, fuck you really should but you knew what you were doing when you bought that bikini. That doesnât stop you from acting clueless though, âFred you big oa - oh!â
Fred dips to suck on your nipples, mouth wide open and hungry. âFrom that day onward, I fucking knew your tits were amazing.â he groans, gazing at them for a moment. â Shit, was I right.â
You feel his clothed cock rub against you as he speaks - and it finally becomes a problem.
âA-ah, Fred. Clothes,â you barely gesture, though Fred understands you quickly. Sitting back on his heels, he swiftly removes his hoodie overhead.
Of course he isnât wearing anything underneath.
Of course he has abs.
You curse under your breath - Fredâs chest is well defined, as you expected it to be. Well toned pecs, pert nipples hard and on display, golden skin stretching over his abdomen and six pairs of muscles youâd like to mark. Heâs lean yet buff, corded well with muscle and now you know where those enthusiastic years of Quidditch have gone into
You reach for his arm, Fred quickly obliges and lets you guide his palm flat on your body. You breathe heavily - you love how you're heâs feeling you up like this. His hand lands on your breast, and he gives it a rough squeeze before rolling off the bed to get out of his bottoms.
âAre you trying to kill me, doing that? Huh?â he rasps, stumbling slightly. He swings his socks somewhere and gets back on the bed. âIs that what you want?â
When you donât respond, he chuckles. Slowly, he pushes down his boxer briefs. Itâs teasing, this motion. But then again, everything about Fred Weasley is.
His cock slaps against his abdomen - thatâs how big it is. You feel yourself salivate, pupils expanding at the thought of such a thick, attractive cock inside you. You almost jump forward and sit on it but when you see the angry red color of his cock, the twitching of his head and the pre-cum that drips, it becomes clear how much he has been holding back.
Fred grips his cock and the head gushes slightly, you feel your cunt flutter. âCome here.â
You let him grip your body and settle you on his lap, entrance inches away from the head of his cock. Youâre making eye contact, itâs almost intimidating how intense his gaze is. On your heat, breasts and fucked out face. âMerlin, Iâve been dreaming about this for fucking years. Let me,â he breathes. âI should just take a picture and stare at it all day.â
âWhy take a picture when you have the real thing.â you smirk slightly.
Fred groans, âOhh, youâre such a good girl.â
You smile, âFreddie, please get a condom. Flattery wonât get you that far.â
âDamn it.â he smiles jokingly, reaching for your night stand.
âWait, shit.â you get off his lap and down your bed, legs wobbling a bit as you stride towards your dresser with hurried steps. Fred whines when you leave but you pay him no mind. âBeen a while, here.â
Grabbing the pack, you stumble back on the bed and sit on your knees.
âWell, what are you waiting for?â Fred nods his head. âPut it on, baby.â
You rip the packet open and slowly roll it on him, his cock is already wet and glistening enough for it to be quick. Your center pulses with want as you do this.
Fred pushes you down and crawls on top, centering his cock with your entrance. âNo more,â he grunts. âGotta have you now.â
Gasping, you feel him rub against you. He continues to tease, until the tip of his cock finally pushes past.
You cry out and glance down at where his cock bulges, itâs a type of pain youâd love to feel everyday. âA-ah Fred!â
âI know baby,â he whines, pushing further in with a quick thrust. He strokes slowly to work you open. You cry out, arousal gushing out.
âSuch a sweet pussy, taking all my cock so well.â he kisses your jaw, feathering his lips around your throat and lazily sucking. âFeel so good.â
Itâs true, it feels so fucking good that you canât hold in your moans anymore. Not that you were trying to, but the desire to chant his name becomes reality when he rolls his hips against your center. Heâs so close to bottoming out and the woozy cloud floating in your head grows. âOh my god, donât want you to stop.â
The stretch feels so good that you canât help but clench around him, pain jerking your hips up.
Fred's balls deep in, his chest heaves and his eyes squeeze shut for a moment. He pauses, letting the two of you adjust to the euphoric feeling of his cock inside. âWhy the fuck would I wanât to stop?â Your insides are throbbing, and you find yourself arching your back every time he gives you a sweet kiss on your chest. âWhy would I ever stop. Shit, baby, I love you.â
âI love you too - oh!â
Fred withdraws, then slams into you with such vigour that you scream. Another shameful flow of your juices gush out as pleasure rips through you. He continues this, another harsh thrust into your cunt that makes you arch in pleasure. âFreddie!â
âJust like that.â he grunts, rolling his hips. âLove when you call me that.â
His hand hooks your leg around his waist, and he speeds up his motion, soothing the needy ache you feel.
ltâs dizzying, how good he can make you feel. Like youâre the center of the universe and all that matters is Fred fucking you open with sweet, yet untetheredly rough thrusts. Itâs scary how lost you can get in him, and it becomes haunted when he captures your lips in a kiss and lifts your leg up on his shoulder.
âYouâre so tight, oh fucking hell. Look at you, my goodness youâre absolutely perfect.â he murmurs against your lips, muting your moans.
âFred! Oh god - ah!â
Your cries egg him on, heâs ruthless with the way his fingers dig in your ass to slam into you faster. The angle, his thick cock, how heâs biting down on your lower lip, you can barely take in. You feel helplessly at his mercy, and soon heâs fucking you too hard to keep kissing. âEasy, baby,â he coos when you squirm underneath him. âIâve got you - my sweet little flower. Feel good?â
The question itself is clearly hysterical, your pleasure is etched on to your face and your thighs quiver underneath him. His mouth hangs open, eyes droopy, yet he still wears that infuriatingly attractive smirk. âYes! Feel so good - ah you cocky bastar - umpfh!â
He drapes your other leg over his shoulder, your breasts bounce as his thrust turns more languid. Your back arches, mouth hanging open. âOh my god - Fred!â
It feels so fucking good like this, so deep and good and - fuck, everything else other than him becomes a distant memory.
âAhh - shit baby. Doing so good,â he grunts, his moans turn more high pitched when you meet his thrusts halfways. âDrown me baby, my flower takes me so well,â
Fredâs hand curls around the mattress as his other grips your thigh. He slams into you, stretching you out so good that your orgasm builds rapidly within. With your legs draped over his shoulder, he bends forward further until heâs sucking in your chest and leaving red marks. âOH - Freddie,â you whine, clawing at his back.
âThatâs it my love,â he croons, head thrown back yet still adamant on watching you. His hands tangle in your hair, carding through and gripping them hard. âCome on my cock - make a mess of your sheets. Doing so well for me, wanna feel you clench around me.â
His face contorts in pleasure when your cunt does clench, hair draping over his eyes to cover his glazed, blown out pupils. Fred reaches between your legs to sweetly thumb your clit, squeezing it between two fingers and itâs the final straw until you break.
You arch in pleasure, shuddering violently underneath him. Fredâs letting you ride it out, finally gasping and his hands clench around your thigh and the mattress. Your hand finds his, interlacing your fingers together as you messily grind your hips and finally come down. Ropes of hot cum fill the condom around your sensitive walls. You tighten, aching a little from the warmth that you canât feel directly from the plastic barrier.
Fred collapses on top with panting breaths. His head rests in the crook of your neck, arms wrapped tightly around your waist.
âWell shit.â
âYeah.â you chuckle breathily. The post orgasm clarity makes you realize; fuck, I love this man way more than I let on. You suddenly feel the need to show him, and yet you settle for tenderly brushing his hair back when he lifts his head.
Fred smiles, grin lazy and sappy. After pecking your lips, he slowly pulls out. You whine from the sudden coldness when he rolls out of your arms, then he grins at your noise of distress.
âHold on love, be right back.â Fred pulls off his condom, ties the top and tosses it to the trash before collapsing next to you - way more dramatically. His arm drapes over you, pulling you to his chest and pressing a kiss on your forehead. âI love you.â
You sigh, content. âLove you too,â you smirk. âWould love you more if you cleaned me up.â
Fredâs eyes flash dangerously. âOh?â
âNot like that you idiot!â you smile, gently slapping his chest. âSwish your wand or something, I donât wanna get up.â
âHm,â he taps his chin. âGive me a tour of your apartment and Iâll think about it.â
You sigh, propping yourself on your arms. Fred whines and tries to pull you back in but you donât relent. âAlright alright.â
Rolling off the bed, you rush to the bathroom, ignoring the pulsing soreness in your core. âWha - come back! What about my tour?â Fred yells after you.
You laugh at his eagerness. âYouâre not getting it!â
After cleaning yourself up, you practically hurl yourself in his arms. Fred catches you with something between a grunt and a chuckle, leaning against the headboard and letting you rest your head on his chest. Your eyes lull around, begging to give into your exhaustion. âClose your eyes, flower,â he whispers sweetly, gently running his hands across your hair and massaging your scalp.
The snowstorm outside has gotten intense, the wind howls against your sealed windows yet the world feels much brighter from this morning. Itâs hard to focus on anything besides the way your heart flutters, and the feel of Fred beneath you. Snuggling closer, his fingers gently trace around your shoulders.
âFreddie?â you murmur, cheek pressed against his chest.
He hums in response.
âYouâre staying over, right?â
Fred peers down at you, his brows are etched together and the concern on his face nearly makes you sob. âDoâŚdo you not want me to?â he answers shakily.
You let out a breath. âOf course I want you to!â
âGood.â he smiles, letting out a bigger breath than you. For a moment, you think you broke the man. âBecause youâre not getting rid of me anytime soon.â
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Sugar Daddy turned sour
Request: Hi!!!! read all of ur works its all amazing cant believe ur new.. can i request for a yan sugar daddy taehyung x reader x yan sugar daddy jungkook. they found out that that y/n have 2 sugar daddies and they lost their sanity(as if they even have that)...Thank u and YOU GOOD,KEEP GOINGđđđđđđđ
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Here for Part 2
Summary: Juggling two guys and getting everything you want from them has always been easy for you, and Taehyung and Jungkook are no exception. Or so you thought.
Trigger warnings: Mentions of non-con, assault, cheating, violence.
Yandere! Taehyung
Yandere! Jungkook
Sunday. Taehyungs day. Â
You open your webcam, checking your eyeliner quickly in the startup view as you wait for the Tae to pick up on the other side. He pops up quickly a beaming smile filling his face. Â
âY/n! Baby, Iâve missed you.â Heâs radiant. As happy and as bubbly he always is.Â
You go along listening to him excitedly run through his past few days, telling you everything in excruciating detail as he jumps from one half-finished thought to another. He may be an adult but he certainly has a young soul. The whole while you feign attention, your fingers continually fidgeting with the diamond necklace or the matching bracelet he had sent you a few weeks back.
âHow was your weekend?â He finally gets around to asking.Â
âNot so good. I always have to work so much," You complain, batting your eyes at the camera. Â
âYou could always quit and come live with me.â He jokes-but not really. Itâs a topic he has raised 3 times already. And you have the same answer ready as always.Â
âDaddy, you know Iâm a strong and independent woman. I could never let someone else pay for me.â You pout, running your tongue over your lower lip while pushing your chest up a little to draw attention.  âItâs just my rent is so expensive. I feel like I work just to pay the bills.âÂ
In truth, your rent is already being covered by someone else. But he doesnât need to know that.Â
While you continue to run through the fabricated details of your weekend, Taehyung is distracted, looking down at his phone. You know what's happening. Itâs like a game. And youâre winning. Your banking app sends a notification, letting you know that K. Taehyung has just sent you a payment.Â
You open it up. Yep. That's rent for the month. Or more, money for that new TV you wanted. Â
âOh! Daddy, noo.â You whine down the camera. âYou canât. I am okay. Really. Please donât spend your money on me.â You frown if only to stop the smile that is fighting to fill your face.Â
âI want to baby. I have the money, and I just want you to be happy. Donât stress about bills okay. Iâm here.âÂ
Sometimes, itâs almost too easy. Â
âOkay Daddy, if you insist.â
Tuesday. Jungkooks day. Â
With Jungkook itâs a much more straightforward transaction. He has said he wants to pay for you and he hates the back and forth pretences. He just wants you to say thank you, smile pretty, and give him all your attention. Â
âDo you need anything more for the week?â He asks through the camera.
âNo Daddy, you take such good care of me. Thank you.â You smile.Â
âYou still have the weekend of the 14th off?â He raises his eyebrows suggestively. Off-screen you quickly scan through your calendar. Â
14th, 15th and 16th: Jk weekend. Â
Hmm, that came up quicker than you expected. You try to keep your booty calls with them as far apart as possible.Â
âOf course, Iâm so excited! I havenât seen you in weeks.â You say, it been less than 100% truthful.
âMonths.â He corrects with a surreptitious undertone. Â
âWhere are we staying this time?âÂ
You always insist to stay in hotels. Because âyour apartment feels too busy and mundane, and you want the time you spend with him to be magical and undistractedâ. Honestly, you just donât want him, either of them, in your personal space. You purposefully chose boys who live a few hours away. Itâs hard enough to keep them separated in your everyday life with them being far away. It could only get messy for them to know where you live and how to reach you in person.
Youâve certainly gotten smart at this. Arranging the two men into different days of the week, scheduling them into your calendar to keep them apart and unaware of the other. Both had specifically said very early on that they do not want to share you with anyone else. And that you were all theirs. And while both of them seemed to trust you, you knew their reactions would be unpleasant, to say the least, if they found out about the other.Â
Sugar Daddies can be so possessive.Â
But while both these men are very handsome, money is better and more reliable than boys. And if they are stupid enough to spend it all on you, why should you care.
The week passes quickly and itâs the 14th. Once more you find yourself in the lobby of a 5-star hotel. Jungkook arrived in town early and sent you a message with the room number.Â
Time to actually work for your money.Â
You knock on the door only to find it slightly open. Entering there is a trail of rose petals lining the floor leading into the suite. All the lights are dimmed with a warmth of candlelight filling the room. This is so typically Jungkook. Pulling out all the stops to try to impress.Â
Dropping your bag at the entrance, you close the door behind you and explore inwards. Â
âDaddy?â You call out in a singsong voice. Your heels clack on the tiled floor as you round the corner into the living room. Jungkook is sitting on the lounge, one leg crossed over the other, arms rested up over the back. You smile at seeing him. You always seem to forget just how stunning he is in person.Â
âWhich one of us are you referring to?â A deep voice startles you from behind. You jolt, spinning to see Taehyung standing behind you leaning against the wall. Â
Holy fuck.Â
Your mind starts to jumble through what is happening. Thinking about what it was that might have given you away. Evaluating how much they may know. And planning your next move. Â
Damn it. You doubt youâll be able to smooth talk your way out of this with Jungkook. Heâs too direct and absolute. So youâll just have to accept that that relationship is over. However, you might be able to salvage this situation with Taehyung if you play your cards right. Being defensive should do the trick.
âWhat is this?â You snap, keeping focused on Taehyung. âThis is such a violation of my privacy! You keep smothering me Taehyung! See this is why I tried to find someone else to hang out with.â You stomp your foot. He would always wrap around your finger so quickly with the little girl act.Â
âHa!â He blurts out a short laugh in contradiction to how you expected him to react. âWow. No, go on. I want to see where this is going.âÂ
âDo you think we only just found out about each other?â Jungkook pipes up, coming from the couch.Â
You sigh. You had almost saved enough for a holiday to the Maldives too. But they seem to know too much. Fine. You can burn both relationships. They were starting to get too clingy anyway.  âWhatever.â You roll your eyes. You got all you could from them. Time to move on to the next.
As you shrug them off, Taehyung steps into the path of the front door.Â
âWhere do you think youâre going?â Both he and Jungkook start to close in tighter. There is a cold tone to his words. Something far too close to a threat for your comfort. Even in heels, both men naturally stand taller than you which usually wouldnât bother you. But with an unsteadiness to your footing and a very short dress on, in a dark room with two men you have used and spurned, you are feeling even more vulnerable than you feel you should.Â
âMove.â You order.Â
A smirk on his lips, Taehyung lifts his hand up and backhands you, knocking you back a few stumbled steps. You gasp, your hand clinging to your cheek, eyes wide in shock. He starts forward, Jungkook intervening, standing between the two of you.Â
You can not believe he just hit you! He has never done anything like that before.
âNo, donât do that.â He stops Taehyung as he starts to swing again. Shaking all over, youâre relieved that one of them is seeing sense. You take the outstretched hand of Jungkook, lip trembling from the burn on your cheek. He draws you closer and you wrap into him for protection. In the same motion, his free hand swings down punching you in the stomach, doubling you over, dropping you to the floor. âIf you hit her head, she might get spaced out. I want her to feel this.â
His words send a chill down your spine. This can not be happening.
âAre you crazy!â You gape, trying to speak while gulping down air. Your head is dizzy, your lungs burning.  Kicking off your heels for better movement, you climb back up to your feet not wanting to engage either man. Eyes focused you look past Taehyung to the door, storming forward. âIâm leaving. Weâll forget all of this, okay.â You bargain through short, panicked breath.Â
Taehyungs large hand slams you into the wall, pressing his palm against your shoulder. He follows Jungkooks lead, pounding his fist into your gut. And then again. And again. His hold removes letting you free and you plummet to the ground, crying within broken huffs while cradling your battered torso.Â
âYouâre right. That is better.â He laughs at Jungkook.Â
âStop!â You beg, unable to raise your voice above a soft yelp.Â
âWhat's wrong baby? You wanted two men. Now you have them.â Taehyungs bright smile returns to his face. This time with an entirely different meaning than it had ever had until it shifts into a straight, harsh look that you have never seen from him. âDidn't you always say you wished there was some way you could repay me?âÂ
âYou said that to me too.â Jungkook joins his side, both hovering above you, trapping you between them, the wall, and the floor.Â
Leaning down Jungkooks hand follows you as you squirm away from him. His fingers wrapped around your throat and lift you up, keeping you against the wall. He takes advantage of you being stuck, leaning into you pressing his lips to yours as you resist as much as you can.Â
âBaby, youâre going to pay us back for every dollar we spent on you.â He snarls.Â
Taehyung turns your face to him, also forcing a kiss on you. âDonât worry, Y/n, youâll see that we know how to share.â Â
Part 2
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Chains of a family [B.W]
Bill Weasley x Grant! Reader
Chapter 1, Chapter 2
Summary: Molly knows about the readerâs relatives and sheâs not so sure to put her trust in a girl that had just betrayed her own family
Word count: 1.9K
Warnings: Swearing
A/N: Hi! iâm so happy that you guys liked this thing! thank you so much for your support and, again, if you want to keep reading this let me know. Same note as ever, english not my mother language, so tell me if somethingâs is wrong.
Chapter 2: Not your family
The next morning turned out to be quieter than you imagined.
You slowly got out of bed and looked at everything around you noticing how quaint Bill's old room was. The ceiling was lined with grainy wallpaper with stacks of photographs of Quidditch players hanging from the reeds that moved from side to side, simulating the playing field; the right side of the room had a huge hole behind the small stool that tried to hide it, and from that hole a small garden gnome was sleeping peacefully with a small piece of cloth on top of his head. You stood up, walking towards the huge window that gave you a beautiful view of the Weasley's garden that at that moment was covered by a thin layer of drizzle that had fallen during the night.
Molly's fruit trees gleamed under the faint rays of the sun and you saw how a doxy from between the leaves poisoned Mrs. Weasley's apples, causing them to fall from the tree branches in a thick black mass with a foul smell coming out of it. You shook your head, excited to witness a very different way to wake up.
Even though several minutes have passed since you woke up, the house continued to remain in a strange silence that made you think that the family had decided to leave the burrow with the intention of buying more supplies or something like that. You knew that Bill wasnât at home precisely for his obligations within the Order, so you didnât worry about looking for him around the room, so you decided that a better option was going down to the dining room and know what was happening.
As you went down the spiral staircase, you cursed in a whisper when you forgot to put on your slippers before leaving the bedroom cause the floor was so cold that you slipped a couple of times. Back in the days, when you were still welcome in your parents' house, you had many servants who did all the things for you - putting on your shoes as soon as you woke up was one of those things - but now that your life had changed so much, you assumed that you would have to adapt and start taking care of your own needs.
Your curious eyes roamed the walls covered in family photos that caused a big warmth in your chest. In each of those photographs, all of Molly's children appeared along with their father, smiling for the camera and sending effusive greetings. A pic was hanging at the fireplace were Molly and Arthur were carrying a small white bundle crying his lungs out. You assumed it was Bill as his parents seemed too young back then and even as a small baby, you could recognize those tantrum features anywhere.
A giggle escaped your lips when you noticed a funny sequence from that same photo in which, even with Bill crying in his mother's arms, his father tried to carry him for a moment to calm him down, however the baby's cries didnât stop. The baby was so annoyed that he ended throwing up the milk ration that he must have had before the photo session on his father's neat shirt.
You laughed because you knew that William's impertinence was something he had carried with him for several years now.
"Bill hates those photos." You jumped in your place scared to see Molly standing behind you. Your cheeks turned red âHe says that itâs embarassing but i think thatâs nonsense. He was an adorable babyâ
"he was," you answered, looking anywhere but into Molly's shrewd eyes. "but I guess displaying them in the fireplace isnât the right thing to do."
âIs it not?
"No, they should be at the front door where everyone can see themâ
Molly giggled as you watched the sequence of photos over and over again. A silence settled between you, but surprisingly it was not an awkward silence, but one that was allowing you to create a bond that neither of you expected. Mrs. Weaslsey brought up a rag, wiping it around the corners of the photo from the dust.
"Arthur and I had to save up for months to take those pictures," she mentioned wistfully, "we just had Bill and it seemed like a good idea to welcome him into our family with a gesture like that. Arthur was new in the ministry and wasn't earning too much, but we had that quirk and decided we could afford to skip certain things to pay for the pictures. It cost us ten galleons and it still took us four months to gather themâ
âOhâ You didn't know what to say, but you just kept looking at the photograph feeling a bit uncomfortable. You never had those problems at home because your family was insanelly rich thanks to the inheritance in life that your grandfather Tim had left to his son and later to his grandchildren. Even the descendants of your grandfather's servants came to work in your house, reason enough for you and your siblings to grow up with no sense of responsibility other than your own wishes. Molly sighed remembering those times when life seemed to be easier.
"So when Bill asked me to remove it from the fireplace, I refused. He doesn't know how hard it was to raise that money, but I think he has nothing to be ashamed of, he was too adorable!
"I don't doubt it for a second, Mrs. Weasley."
"You can call me Molly," she said, walking back to the kitchen where you continued watching the way the pans moved back and forth preparing breakfast. You were not very good at cooking - in fact, you had never cooked before- however, that didnât stop you from offering your help. So you took a pan, placed it on the stove, and decided that you would find a way to make a good mountain of strawberry-filled pancakes just like your dear nanny did. Molly observed you carefully. "I think that now that you are living with us it is appropriate to have a more cordial treatment.My son told me a lot about youâ
âJust the good things, i hopeâ
âKind ofâ You stopped mixing ingredients to look at her carefullyâ He told us a bunch of marvelous things about you and how you two met. Actually, what worries me the most is what he didnât tell usâ
And there was the recrimination you were waiting for. You were aware that it had to arrive sooner or later, however, you would have been grateful that it did it when Bill were by your side to give you the opportunity to defend yourself properly. You cleared your throat uncomfortably, knowing that what Molly needed to hear from your own lips was which family you came from. You continued your task with the pancakes, turning out as bad as you expected.
"I'm sorry it turned out this way, Mrs. Weasley."
"Molly," he corrected.
"Molly" you smiled slowly "But believe me when I tell you that it was me who asked William not to mention anything about my last name or where I come from. I know that in this case, with the war above our heads, it is necessary to be certain of the people who enter your family and I apologize for that, it's just ... Bill is very important to meâ Molly's eyes narrowed âSince we met ... I have found a home in him and well, all that feels when someone is in love. "Mrs. Weasley shook her head, understanding the feeling." I have experienced the rejection before. When people know that Tom Riddle is my family ... they run away in fear, curse my family and even walk away from us, as if sharing a blood bond makes us as evil as he is.
âAnd itâs not like that?â Molly asked with a hand on her neck. She didnât want to be like the others and judge you without knowing the full story, just as she had promised Bill the night before that she would, but it was so difficult not to remember the death of his brothers by Voldemortâs hands and to pretend nothing had happened in the past. You sighed because the eggs you cracked on the bowl got mixed with their own shell â I've heard of the Grants before, they're all Death Eaters, including your siblings!â
âIt is difficult to have to choose a side when you donât have your own convictionsâ
"And you have it?"
You looked at Molly in pain. Of course you expected those reactions from Bill's mother, she was within her right to be upset that her oldest son never told her that he was in a relationship with a girl who seemed to have the most fucking powerful and evil wizard in the world as a great-uncle. No, Molly wasn't mad, she was deadly angry, she felt like she was bursting!
Her hands became fists and without knowing how, you found yourself between the wall and Molly's big arms from one second to the other. The pancake batter was forgotten, as was the woman's promise to treat her son's girlfriend in a good way.
"How is it possible ..." Molly questioned in an agitated voice, pressing your arms against the wall, "... that a single deer leaves the nature of its own herd?" How can you ensure that one rotten apple even in a gold container doesnât rot the others?âYour breath caught at the questions of the woman in front of you. Once again, you were aware that your presence wouldnât be good news to them, but at least you hoped they understood your motives before judging you âExplain to me, (Y/ N) Grant, when have you seen a pig away from his equals?â
Your words caught in your throat at Molly's fierce question. Bill had talked a lot about the temper of his mother. Even if she could be really grumpy at times, she was in general a very sweet, pleasant and maternal woman with everyone; however, you didnât fit into that generality because it seemed that the woman was determined to kill you with her own hands.
"If my presence bothers you so much, then you shouldn't have let Bill and I to stay here."
âHe's my son! All I want for him is to be happy, and that's why I don't understand what he managed to see in youâ
"Maybe the same thing you saw in your husband." Molly's lips twitched in anger, but you didn't stop. You hoped that she would at least understand what your words meant, because that would make it easier for both of you to try at least get along better, even if Molly seemed not to want to do it under any circumstances. How is it that this haughty little girl dared to compare herself with her dear and wonderful husband? "I'm sorry, but I don't think this conversation is going to take us anywhere."
"If someone betrays his own family ..." Molly stopped you before you walked out the front door. The others got down the stairs, seeing the scandal formed in the kitchen âThe rest of us can't expect too much, can we?
Your eyes blured.
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Foolâs Rush In -- Chapter 16
Book: The Royal Romance
Pairing: Liam x MC
Warning: Some language, mild sexual talk
Since itâs been awhile since I last posted an update, in the previous chapter Madeleine had confronted Riley with a video after she left the ball.Â
Thank you @burnsoslow for the preread and beta.
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Riley sat on a leather bench at the foot of the bed with a television remote held loosely between her hands, folded in her lap.Â
Somehow her worn-out body managed to walk from the corridor after the encounter with Madeleine, up the many stairs of the quarters she shared with Liam and to their bedroom. The shock of the situation combined with exhaustion and throbbing pain in her lower back was secondary to the fear she felt at possibly giving up the man she loved.Â
With trembling hands, she had slipped the DVD into the player and watched her nightmare play out on the screen -- It was all true. Madeleine acquired an illicit video of Riley and her ex-husband that the Queen had no clue was recorded of her or existed.
Her thumb grazed over the pause button several times, but she knew pressing it wouldnât stop the hurt and embarrassment she felt at that moment at watching her former husband violating her trust and privacy. It wouldnât stop Madeleine from releasing the video of it to the press and public. And it wouldn't stop the love she felt for Liam -- no one was powerful enough to take that feeling away from her.
But it was those words Madeleine threatened her with that got equal consideration with that video in Rileyâs mind. She tried to envision how the scenario would carry out if the video was released and for those who would be affected by it: her father, her friends, her former students.Â
Liam.
âItâs a shame that heâll lose his reign, all because of you.â
âWould you really do that to Liam?â
âDo you genuinely believe youâre worth all the trouble it will cause him?â
Riley hit the pause button, her hands flying up to cover her tear-laden face as she bent over in sobs, shaking her head. She was wrestling with that inner voice, replaying Madeleineâs words like a broken record while struggling to remember everything Liam told her about trusting him and his love for her.
No matter how hard she tried to let his tender voice speak to that sacred place in her heart, Madeleineâs threats and taunts were getting the best of her. If there was even a slight possibility that the Countess was right, and Liam would get dragged through the mud in all of this, then there was no question what needed to be done.Â
Those scattered bricks that formed the walls she came to Cordonia with, the ones Liam had broken down, were quickly stacking up again, one on top of the other. If something didnât happen soon, Riley would be surrounded and suffocated inside that impenetrable cocoon that initially caused herself to doubt her worthiness to him in the first place.
All of those insecurities and fears crept up faster than a flooded riverbank, and she felt powerless to stop it from rising. Even if she could, sheâd never allow Liam to suffer the consequences of something she had the power to prevent. To hell with whatever happened to her, but not him. He saved her weeks ago, and as her teary gaze slid from her hands to the wardrobe closet across the room, this would be her way of saving him.
Riley picked up the remote from her lap and tossed it aside. Determined to get out of the palace and Cordonia before anyone could see her, she swallowed her anger and grief and swiped a knuckle under each eye to dry the tears shed.Â
She rose to her feet faster than she should have, feeling an intense shock of pain that began in her hip and shot down to her feet. There were no doubts that the fall from struggling with Madeleine injured her far worse than she wanted to admit to herself. With a shrieking whimper, she ground her teeth together and doubled over, feeling like she might faint.Â
Riley grasped her back and gave herself a second to breathe through the pain before straightening up and staggering to her wardrobe to pack whatever she could as quickly as possible.
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Liam stepped off the dance floor with Olivia's arm curled through his and escorted her back to their table. The conclusion of the ball was nearly upon him, and most guests had already stopped on their way out to say their farewells and offer congratulatory well-wishes. When they'd ask about the Queen's whereabouts, he'd tell them she had something come up that needed her attention. No one dared press him on the issue.
Checking the time on his watch, Liam looked up as Maxwell ran over with his phone in hand and dropped into a seat. He looked curiously at the out of breath Beaumont and asked, "What's going on, Maxwell?"
"Sorry," he replied before plucking a flute of champagne from a passing server's tray and gulping it down quickly. Wiping the droplets that dribbled from his mouth to his chin off with the back of his hand, he panted. "I ran here as fast as I could. I just got a text message from Drake. He's heading back soon."
"Did he say what the results of the paternity test were?" Olivia asked.
Maxwell nodded. "Yeah. They're Bastien's for sure. Las Vegas officials are allowing Drake to leave, but they've detained Bas until he pays up the $200,000 he owes to Boom Boom. Drake's return flight is scheduled to leave tomorrow morning, Cordonia time."
Liam pulled out his wallet and tossed $100 at a smug Leo, who promptly counted them out and stuffed the bills into his pocket. "I told you those little dudes weren't mine, bro. Really, your doubt in me hurts."Â
"I'll admit you were right, Leo. But you do have a track record when it comes to being involved in weird stuff like this."
"Yeah, I've gotten myself into some pretty hairy shit a time or two," he laughed as the memories came to him. "Ahh, good times, good times. But, y'know, it wasn't always just fun and games with me, Liam. During those few occasions when I'd show up to train on being the top dog of this place, Father taught me several valuable lessons. Wanna know what they were?"
"Not really," Liam answered dryly, then tossed back the rest of his scotch to prepare himself. "But I assume you're going to tell me anyway."
"Damn right I am! This is good shit to know, straight from the Big Kahuna himself." He leaned forward and lowered his voice. "You must never tell anyone what I'm about to share with you all. This is top secret, classified Cordonian shit we're talking about; lives are on the line here. Father would be pissed if --"
"Just spit it out already!" Olivia snapped.
"Alright, first, never jizz in a jacuzzi unless you want to be covered in a thin spiderweb-like amalgamation of your own gravy. Daddio said he learned the hard way on that one ..."
"Oh, God. Leo!" Sickened, Liam dropped his head.
" ... Next, when you kiss a woman's hand, do it on the thumb side. Most people scratch their asses with their fingers, but rarely their thumbs. I might be an exception to the rule on that one." Leo chuckled to himself. "And lastly ... Rys spermies are MEAN sons-of-bitches, and we should dip my balls in a mug of hot water every day to kill them before having sex."Â
"What the hell?" Olivia grimaced as she lowered her coffee mug away from her lips and pushed it away.Â
"My dad told me the same thing," Maxwell boasted. "Except he called them Beaumont spermies. I guess he heard the same story from someone different than your dad."
Liam lowered the hands that were covering his face and breathed out heavily, "Leo, did our father ever teach you about anything other than using protection and sex during these meetings? Anything about negotiations, taxes, treaties ..."
Leo considered him for a moment. "Nope. He said you'd do all that stuff."
Liam grumbled. "Of course he did."
Olivia looked between Leo and Maxwell and scowled. "Well, it's too bad neither of your fathers took their own advice." She grabbed her clutch from the table. "At least I'll rest easier knowing the two of you aren't reproducing. Now, if you'll excuse me."
"I'll walk out with you, Liv." Liam rose and left the ballroom, having had more than enough of his fill of Leo for the night. There was also an incredibly sexy woman upstairs he'd been dreaming of pleasing all day, and he was overly eager to make good on his promise to join her shortly.Â
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Liam made his way through the residential wing and down the long hallway to his quarters. While undoing his tie, he stopped midway when he noticed a vase that usually sat on a decorative table along the wall, tipped over on its side with bundles of long-stemmed roses littered on the ground around it.Â
As he stooped down to pick them up, he found it oddly peculiar -- they didn't just fall over like this on their own. If a member of the staff had knocked them over, they would have picked them up; he felt certain Riley would have, as well. Â
After rearranging the flowers in the vase and situating them back on the table, Liam removed his key card from his pocket and swiped it through the key fob next to the door.
"Riley! I'm home," he called out in a sensual tone, knowing she was most likely upstairs -- hopefully naked and ready to get her ass spanked -- and wouldn't have heard him. Â
Taking a moment to check his reflection in the entryway mirror, Liam smoothed back his hair and tested his breath against his palm, satisfied he was good. After a quick stop in the kitchen to grab a can of whipped cream and chocolate sauce, Liam ascended the stairs, two at a time, to his bedroom.Â
"Daddy's ready for his dessert ..." his exuberant voice trailed off as the sultry smirk he donned quickly faded away when he walked into an empty room. "Riley?"
Glancing around the bedroom, the en suite door was still open, and the light was off, so he knew she wasn't in there. The bed was still in pristine form and didn't look touched. He wasn't at all worried; Riley likely went for a snack, even though that thought seemed rather odd considering how adamant she was about returning to their quarters earlier.
Liam placed the toppings on a side table and slipped out his phone. He plopped down on the bench at the foot of their bed, thinking maybe he'd missed a message or call from her.Â
There was nothing.
He scratched his head; it wasn't like Riley not to mention to him if she'd gone somewhere, not that she had to. But in this case, she knew he'd be up soon. Thinking about the overturned vase Liam walked upon, something started to not sit well with him.Â
With the cell still in his hand, he pulled her contact information up. Just as he was about to hit the dial button, he heard "Liam" in a low, raspy voice.
Relief washed over him as he stood and put his phone away. "Love, you worried me. Everything okay?" Her face was ashen, and her eyes red and swollen. Liam's insides immediately clinched.
Riley didn't answer as Liam crossed the room, frantically approaching her, worry engraved on his features. âRiley, love, whatâs wrong? What happened?â His eyes were desperately searching for any clue as to what was clearly something wrong with his wife.
She held out her hand, preventing him from coming too close. âPlease ... donât.â
Bewildered, he asked, âWhat are you doing, sweetheart?â
Riley turned her head away somberly; she couldn't bear to look at him. She had planned to get out of the palace before he returned from the ball; there was no way she would be able to face him. Liam would want an explanation that she couldn't give him. But when she got to the car, Riley noticed there was something important she forgot to give back to him, and there was no way she would take it. Maybe somewhere inside, even if she couldn't admit it, she needed to see him and do this right. âI ... have to go.â Her words were barely audible.
Liam's brows bumped together. âGo? Youâre going somewhere this late? But you were tired before --â
âNo,â Her head shook faster than she realized before she spat the rest out. âIâm leaving Cordonia. Iâm returning to Las Vegas, and Iâm not coming back.â
âRiley? What the hell is going on? You were fine and having a good time 30 minutes ago, and now, all of a sudden, you want to go back to Nevada. What am I missing here? Does this have something to do with what happened at dinner? Because I told you --â
âYouâre not missing anything. I came here to prevent you from marrying Madeleine, and I did that. That was the agreement, and now ... Iâm going home.â
Liam started to laugh and wagged his finger at her. âLeo put you up to pranking me? He's mad about me sending that damn monkey away and is trying to get me back, right? Because if he did, that's just ⌠just heartless. And I donât find it funny.â
âNo, Liam.." She shook her head again. "Leo didnât put me up to this, and it's not a prank.â Riley carefully pulled off the wedding bands she came back to give him and held them out to him.
He looked at them and gritted his teeth. âPut them back on,â he commanded.
âI canât do that, Liam. They belonged to your mother, and Iâm not taking something so sentimental with me back to Vegas.â
âYouâre damn right you're not taking them back to Vegas with you because youâre not going!â
âI am.â
âNo, youâre not!â
Riley choked out into a wispy sob, âIâm so sorry, Liam. I'm so sorry!â
He said nothing as he stared at her in disbelief and saw that she was serious. âWhy?â He asked as his throat clenched and the first tear slipped down his cheek.
Her body felt leaden, never having seen him this shattered. âLiam, I just want to go home, okay? I mean ... this has been an amazing experience, and Iâll never forget it, but I miss my home, and my job, and my friends ..."
âFuck your home! Iâll buy you one here that looks just like it. Visit your friends all you want ... hell, bring them here if you want to; I donât care. That's NOT what's going on! Thereâs something youâre not telling me. And I want to know, NOW!â
Riley startled at his yell, wanting to hold him and make it better. âLiam, I donât want to be in Cordonia anymore, or be the Queen, or live in this palace. I want to go home.â
He motioned around the room.âTHIS is your home, Riley ... Cordonia. Iâm your home! This palace is your home." Liam scrubbed a frustrated hand furiously over his face. "Again, you were fine 30 minutes ago. What changed between you leaving the ball and coming up here? You're not telling the truth for some reason, but I canât figure out why. Did I do something to upset you? Did someone else do something to upset you?"
"No!" she responded expeditiously.
"I love you, Riley. You know that, right?" She nodded; the glisten in his blue eyes and the desperation in his trembling voice was destroying her willpower. "Do you âŚÂ still love me?"
Riley slammed her eyes shut. She loved him with every fiber of her being, and to tell him so in this very moment would only serve to prolong this hellacious situation. The only way to protect him from losing everything -- in her mind -- was to let him go. He would fight her on this, and it broke her heart to see the pain and confusion in his eyes, but it had to be done.
âDo. You. Love. Me?â he enunciated his question once more. The struggle and agony on her face were evident to him.
Riley turned away from Liam and faced the door. Did she have it in her to answer that question with a lie?
"... the council will have no choice but to question Liam's decision-making abilities after not only squandering his pick of a queen on some American nobody but now one whose ass will be featured on the desktops of teenage boys across the world. It's a shame he'll lose his reign, all because of you. Would you really do that to Liam? Are you worth the trouble?"
The sadness crushed her. There was no other way to protect him. Riley swiped at her face and answered firmly.
âNo.â
With that, the Queen walked out, leaving the King in an empty room with his shock, his confusion, and an unimaginable pain he'd never get over.
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Idk if Iâm gonna end up posting this on AO3 because itâs very different from what I usually write.
But below the cut is some Johnny Lawrence sexuality crisis angst with a happy ending if you feel like it. (Heavy Christian themes and Lawrusso ending ahead.)
He was righteous, on high, the Almighty personified. Forgiving, and gracious in victory, and good through and through. Set his mind to something and he could make the whole world come alive.
Thatâs how Johnny felt at the Tournament, at least, when the entire crowd swarmed the floor and lifted LaRusso onto their shoulders, and Johnny snagged the first place trophy. Handed it up like an offering, a sacrificial lamb â all that Johnny had at stake, all that heâd lost, given freely and openly to this holy being.
The crowd grew louder. Johnny called out, âYouâre alright, LaRusso. Good match.â
Got a pained, âThanks,â in return.
Heâd touched someone holy and lived to tell the tale.
~
Once Johnny is at Bobbyâs house that night, since Sid and Laura flew to Miami for the week before Christmas, he asks Bobby to pray with him.
âYou okay, Johnny?â
Johnny glances up to find worried blue eyes looking over at him, sizing him up â no, not quite. Measuring him, trying to gauge Johnny for what no one could see. Bobbyâs eyes are such a different blue than Johnny's, clear and crisp but never cold. Johnny wonders if Bobby sees anything, if Johnny shows anything.
âI justâŚâ Johnny rasps, gripping the glass of water in hand again and taking a hesitant sip. They told him at the hospital that heâd have to rest. Asked if he wanted to press charges, but Johnny just shook his head. âI need some guidance.â
âNo better place to look to than to Jesus,â Bobby agrees, reaching out to take Johnnyâs hands. He closes his eyes, and Johnny pauses for a brief moment, body going stiff, before he follows suit. Takes a deep breath as Bobby begins. âOur Father, who art in heaven. Hallowed be thy name.â
Daniel.
âThy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven,â Bobby continues.
Johnny squeezes his eyes tighter and tries not to let his grip tighten, too.
âGive us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.â
Please forgive me. Please. Daniel. Iâm sorry.
âAnd lead us not into temptationââ
Danielâs eyes. His grin, his mouth, his lips. Danielâs body. The confident smirk when he gets up into Johnnyâs face.
ââbut deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory,â Bobby finishes, squeezing Johnnyâs hands. Johnny blinks his eyes open, jaw clenched, to see Bobby giving him a small smile. âForever and ever. Amen.â
âAmen,â Johnny repeats weakly, clenching his teeth against the urge to cry. To sob.
To throw himself onto the floor and mourn the loss of a life heâd had for years now, the life heâd fought so hard for. The life of a champion, of a winner, the life of a kid from Encino Hills. The life of someone normal, a leader, head dog even though he came into this life late, no rules established, flying blind and feeling his way into his place.
âYouâre sure youâre okay, man?â
âIâm not,â Johnny chokes out. Hangs his head.
There are too many thoughts in his head, too much guilt and shame, and he canât focus on one without the other flaring up to take his attention. Back and forth, back and forth, between Kreese almost killing him and Danielâs sensei saving him and Daniel winning the match, to needlessly tormenting Daniel all semester and making a bigger ass of himself each and every time. Over and over, like it was on a loop.
âDo you want to pray again?â Bobby asks, voice dropping lower. âSometimes it helps. The⌠repetition. Try to focus on the words this time. Focus on God. Let the spirit take you.â
Take me where? Johnny thinks, but he just tightens his hands around Bobbyâs and nods.
âOur Father, who art in heavenâŚâ
~
When Bobby leaves at the end of the summer to go to college in Oregon, a special school for religious studies, he leaves Johnny with his new number and a prayer book.
âIf things get hard, turn to God,â he reminds Johnny. Pats Johnnyâs back while they hug tightly. Johnny hasnât been apart from Bobby since they became best friends at thirteen, both newly enrolled in Cobra Kai. âGod has a plan for all of us, and you can find all your answers in the Lord, man. You just have to be open to hearing them even when theyâre not the answers you want.â
Johnny keeps the prayer book. Says a prayer every night. Calls Bobby once a week, like clockwork, and stops drinking. He gets kicked out of Sidâs house when he turns 18 in July, gets a job as a handyman, then starts apprenticing for a carpenter, then starts working construction. Itâs hard work but itâs honest work.
~
Every time his eyes turn to one of his coworkers, when they catch on the sweat and grime smeared over their muscles, or the curve of their ass, or the line of their jaw, Johnny recites one of those prayers in his head.
Dear Lord, please give me strength when I am weak, courage when I am afraid, love when I feel forsaken, wisdom when I feel foolish, comfort when I am alone, hope when I feel rejected, and peace when I am in turmoil. Amen.
Every time he gets asked out for drinks by his well-meaning colleagues, he politely declines and spends ten minutes praying in his car after his shift is over, hands blistered, muscles aching.
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou among sinners and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, mother of God, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
Every night, Johnny lays in bed and freestyles his prayers. God needs to know, he probably already knows, but he needs to know that Johnny doesnât want to be like this. He wants to change. He wants answers. He wants to be open to them, just like Bobby told him.
~
âGo out tonight,â Bobby laughs when Johnny calls him on a Saturday at his usual time. âJust get out and have some fun. Go to a movie. Buy yourself dinner, whatever. Go meet someone. Youâre just working and sleeping. You need to live a little, Johnny.â
Is that what God wants me to do? Johnny thought to himself. To go out and find a woman to settle down with? Is that Godâs plan?
Itâs what Johnnyâs supposed to do, right?
âOkay, okay,â Johnny groans into the phone, ready to slam it back onto the receiver when Bobby whoops in elated triumph. âSome good, clean fun. Fitting for the best friend of a pastorâs son.â
~
Johnny goes to the movies. The new sequel to Alien, aptly titled âAliens,â looks halfway decent. Definitely not a good clean movie, but Johnny can live a little. Itâs on its last leg, only playing the earlier showings, so Johnny snags the ticket since he figures he can be mostly alone that way. He loiters in the lobby trying to decide between popcorn or an overpriced box of candy to go with his soda. The bored teen behind the counter pops her gum and rolls her eyes as she waits for him to make up his mind.
He doesnât fidget as he looks in the glass case, even as much as he wants to. Itâs been conditioned out of him.
âBack straight, shoulders down, chin up, Mr. Lawrence.â
âHey, can I get a large popcorn please?â comes a voice from beside him.
Johnny glances over, shaggy hair whipping around his face, and spots the one person he thought heâd never see again. Daniel LaRusso looks the same as he did before â a little taller, maybe, his long limbs filled out a little more, but still the shrimpy kid who kicked his ass.
Same eyes, same voice, same body.
Same mouth.
Dear Lord, please give me strengthâ
âJohnny? Johnny Lawrence?!â Danielâs words cut through his prayer.
Johnny inhales sharply. He has to control himself. Give me the strength when I am weak, courage when Iâ
âHoly shit, man, look at you,â Daniel laughs, tapping Johnnyâs bicep tellingly. A year-plus in construction had done wonders for his body, and his arms in particular. âLike a brick shithouse. Are you on steroids?â
âNo, I work construction.â Johnny doesnât know why his voice sounds so rough. He clears his throat and tries again. âHi, LaRusso. Small world meeting you here, I guess.â
âYeah, man! You here with anyone?â Daniel glances around, as if trying to pin someone else in the lobby to Johnny, but there was no one to match him up with. No one to match up Daniel with, either.
âNo. You?â
âFlying solo today,â Daniel croons, running his hands down his chest. Johnny blushes and looks up at the ceiling.
Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with theeâ
âWhat movie are you seeing?â Daniel asks, taking the tub of popcorn from the teen and passing a bill over the counter. He snagged a handful and popped a few butter-soaked pieces into his mouth.
âUhâŚâ Johnny glances down at his ticket. ���Aliens.â
âNo way! Me too!â Daniel says around chewing the popcorn. He pauses and looks at Johnny with his head cocked curiously. âYou wanna watch it together?â
~
O, my God, I am heartily sorry for having offended You. I detest all my sins because of your just punishments, but most of all because they offend you, My God, who are all good and worthy of all my love. I firmly resolve, with the help of Your grace, to sin no more and to avoid the near occasions of sin. Amen.
~
The movie theater is empty. Thereâs butter on Danielâs bottom lip, shining in the dimly lit room. Johnny licks it off in the black silence of the end credits.
Kissing Daniel feels like coming home. It feels like touching something divine, and Johnnyâs stained gold in all the places they touch.
Is this Godâs plan? Johnny asks himself. Danielâs fingers tug at his hair, nails scraping gently over his scalp. Johnny pulls Daniel across the seat and into his lap as he swallows Danielâs moan.
Below Johnnyâs hands, Daniel feels like an answer.
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7x07: The Mentalists
Then:
Deanâs drinking professionally this season
Now:
At a seance, a couple inquire about their Uncle Danny. The woman is interested in knowing if heâs happy and with the family dog.Â
The man wants to know where some important papers are located. The psychic seems in control at first, but when the lights flicker and the flames in the fireplace grow, she looks surprised. The planchette moves ALL on its own and the air gets frosty. Then the planchette impales itself in the psychicâs neck.Â
Deanâs all alone and driving a crappy, stolen car after his bust up with his brother and the Leviathanâs making the Impala a wanted vehicle. He learns of deaths in Lily Dale, the most psychic town in America, and hits the road.Â
At the crime scene, he finds all the tricks the psychic employed, and then heads to Good Graces Cafe.
Itâs not his type of place, but he hears his brotherâs voice. Samâs in town too to investigate. Dean jumps right into his everythingâs good and letâs work the case spiel, but Sam is not happy.Â
Dean gives up the facade and tells Sam they might as well work together to get the case over with. A woman walks in and recognizes them. They convince her that theyâre not the Winchesters, and then her dining partner comes up and recognizes them as FBI. They both express their shock at the deaths. The man introduces himself as a spoon bender.Â
The brothers start looking at the victims. Dean notes that they both had the same necklace, possibly a cursed object.Â
They head to interview Melanie, the granddaughter to one of the victims. They ask about the necklace, and she tells them all her things went to the emporium. They ask to see the necklace.Â
And then they take it under the FBI pretense. The shop owner says itâs the Orb of Thesulah. Dean wonders what that is. Sam points out that itâs a fake --and a town of fakes. Shocking.Â
That night, the man from the cafe pulls out his utensils to practice his craft. Suddenly they all stand on end and he gets whisked above them, only to fall to his death.Â
The brothers check out the crime scene and learn the man had a vision of his own death. Dean then gets a call from Melanie, and they head to her house to talk. She tells them that her grandmother left her a voicemail message of her own coming death. When she mentions that the air got cold, the brothers tell her theyâre dealing with a ghost.Â
She does not believe them.Â
They tell her their story. She needs a drink (and so does Dean.)Â
Sam and Dean realize how difficult their situation is --fake and probably real psychics, ghosts, and a whole lot of confusion. They split up to canvas the town.Â
Camille Thibodeaux, a friend of Melanie's, has a death vision. She calls Melanie, and her friend brings Dean.Â
Camille tells him about her death vision. Dean cannily surveys the room and spots a security camera. Cut to later, where they watch her get attacked by an actual G-G-G-GHOST on the camera footage. Melanie remembers seeing a picture of the ghost in the museum.Â
At the museum, the tour guide spins a little backstory towards us. Hooking into the âbrothers riftâ theme of Season 7, we hear about sibling fights in the psychic gallery PLUS one success story of two brothers who got along famously. âOf course, that was just a stage name. They weren't actually brothers. That was a cover for their, um... alternative lifestyle.â Cut to a closeup of Dean.
They spot the Fox sistersâ portrait. One of the sisters (the ghost) was known for her death prophecies and telekinesis. The older sister, the museum guide reports, âdidn't have her sister's charisma, but she looked after Kate. Sometimes, one's true gift is taking care of others.â Sometimes I watch these thesis statements on Dean and shriek at such a high pitch that I break every pane of glass in the gas station. Sam heads off to dig up some Fox sister skeletons, but the tour guide grabs Dean. âDo you know an Eleanor or an Ellen?â
âShe seems quite concerned about you. She wants to tell you â pardon me â if you don't tell someone how bad it really is, she'll kick your ass from beyond. You have to trust someone again eventually.â ANYWAY. The tour guide fucks off and leaves both Dean AND myself shattered into a million pieces.Â
Dean storms out moments later and demands that Sam treat him with a modicum of courtesy. Sam entrenches in his anger. When Dean defends his choice to kill Amy, he then also dredges up Samâs best pal, Hallucifer as reason number one to coddle Sam.
Later at the cemetery, Dean stands watch while Sam digs up a grave. They wonder why the ghost is warning all the psychics before killing them. The ghost zooms up just as theyâre about to salt and burn the body. She seems relatively stable for a murderous ghost and pleads with them to listen to her. WHY wonât anybody listen to her? GIRLFRIEND, I feel you.
Sam and Dean torch her and she flames out dramatically. Camille and Melanie celebrate the good news: the ghost is, uh, dead. Re-dead-ified? Back at Camilleâs place, they pack a quick bag. The death omens start to spiral around poor Camille. The older Fox sister arrives as a desperate Melanie calls the Winchesters for help. Melanie ineffectually tosses an empty salt container at the spirit before watching her friend get killed before her eyes. UUUUGH.
Later, a grieving Melanie shoos the Winchesters out of her home, telling them that Margaret (the ghost) enjoyed killing her friend. That morning, they dig up Margaretâs grave. âI feel naked doing this in daylight,â Dean observes. Oh, sunshine. From the shadowed forest, something lurks. Unfortunately, nothing lurks in the actual grave. Margaretâs coffin lies empty. Later, Dean notices a flyer for an upcoming psychic festival. All the headliners featured in the poster are now all dead. Dean runs this theory by Melanie, who realizes that sheâs the next logical successor to the Lilydale psychic throne.
Sam heads back to the thrift shop to pursue new necromancer leads while Dean tries to ghost proof Melanie. He surrounds her in a great big salt circle. (SALT HULA HOOP, I whisper in Deanâs ear.)
Sam bursts into the suspected necromancerâs house only to find a lamaze class. He and Dean realize that the pawn shop owner is the necromancer, trying to feed them false leads. This is all very useful, but it doesnât help Melanie. Margaret shows up at the house ready to REDRUM.Â
Breaking into the pawn shop ownerâs house, Sam finds a spooky altar complete with a skull. The necromancer levels a gun at Sam.Â
The ghost appears, blowing out Melanieâs windows. RUDE! They fight while the necromancer monologues over them, telling Sam that heâs a real psychic. He just doesnât get top billing because heâs not that pretty or charismatic.Â
Sam grows weary of the villain-splaining and shoots the necromancer. He then heads into the dudeâs bedroom where he finds Margaretâs bones...in his bed. Welp. Good night, everybody!
After Sam torches the bones and saves Melanie, Dean gets the full recap at the psychic diner.Â
For Dean and Flowers Science:
Sam bows out of the conversation when Melanie arrives. Dean desperately tries to minimize his feats of heroism. She thanks him anyway and they both circle around the mutual-attraction-imcompatible-lifestyles hole. Honestly, I am so firmly entrenched in the Cas endgame but WHY donât I read more of Dean/Melanie in fics? Sheâs a cutie! And then we can have Shipper!Melanie too.
Dean leaves the diner to find that Samâs moved his duffel to Deanâs car. Sam tells Dean that he understands why he killed Amy now. He ALSO tries to get Dean to admit that heâs swirling around the black hole of drinky drinky despair. Dean tells Sam that he killed Amy out of instinct - he didnât trust her. âEver since Cas, Iâve had a hard time trusting anybody.â GUH. Dagger to the heart.
They trundle off into the next episode. (GUYS, this was written by THE Acker and Blacker duo! I had no idea!)
Look Into the Crystal Quotes:
See, thereâs fake woo woo crap. And thereâs real woo woo crap
This is gonna be looking like a needle in a stack of fake needles
If you affirmate me, Iâm gonna punch you in the face
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Hi! Can I please request a Demetri x mate!human!fem!reader where sheâs Bellaâs younger sister, and when the Volturi come for Renesmee, the Cullens tell her to stay with Charlie, since they had a bunch of vampires with them plus the Volturi showing up, itâd be bad with a human in the mix. Being related to Bella (haha) she doesnât listen, choosing to hide behind a tree to try to see how Bella and her family are (she was worried what the Volturi would do). Iâm sure everyone would realize thereâs a human there, and Aro sends Demetri to check it out, who finds Y/n, and quickly realizes sheâs his mate. Ooo that would be nerve racking to Bella because sheâd see Dem speed her younger sister over to where all the Volturi are. Iâm sure sheâd have to go back to Volterra with them, and sheâd be a little freaked out. Awhhh itâd be so cute to see them bond, and on New Yearâs, she wants to watch the ball drop (because itâs a tradition), and when itâs the New Year, she kisses Dem for the first time!
Little Red Riding Hood Part 1 ||Demetri Volturi x Female Reader||
Part 2: The Big Bad WolfÂ
Part 3: What Soft Lips You HaveÂ
Part 4: And They Lived Happily Ever AfterÂ
Warnings:Â None, just Aro being a manipulative little meanieÂ
Words:Â 4793
Summary:Â Against her sisterâs advice, Y/N Swan sets off on a one woman mission to protect her family, unaware of the price she will have to pay to do so.Â
One of the worst habits you had was wondering the house late at night when you shouldnât be. It wasnât your fault really, insomnia didnât have an easy cure and your sleeping medication wasâŚwell, when you woke up in the morning you felt drunk, they werenât really something you enjoyed using. It had been an innocent quest really, a simple mission â get a warm mug of milk to go back to bed with. If anything, you were perfectly in the right to go wandering your own home. It should have been safe, even at 3:24AM.
Riley Biers shouldnât have been there.
But he was.
In your living room.
And so were you.
Until you werenât.
Alice had seen it all in advance of course and whisked you out of that room so fast the venom hadnât even had time to properly enter your system after Riley bit down. Charlie hadnât even been woken from his slumber by the time you were whisked into the depths of the forest to a nice little clearing where you could scream to your hearts content and nobody would hear you. Carlisle had saved you that night, sucking the venom out as quickly as Riley had injected it. The night that had followed was a surreal, whistle stop tour of the vampire world and its laws, laws you were technically breaking since you knew about the Cullenâs now. Of course, that meant you knew about the newborn army to, but you decided to stay out of that one. Some things howeverâŚsome things demanded your attention, and whether you were human or not you simply had to at least see your family would be okay.
After a whirlwind few months your sister was saved, married and knocked up. Come Christmas, your hybrid niece was looking to be nine years old and your father was suspicious but none the wiser to the world you knew all too much about. You had carefully hidden your bitemark with polo necks, a sudden and bizarre choice your father had commented on once but quickly dismissed after you spouted some fashion facts Alice had prepared you with â fashion and Charlie did not mix and he dropped that conversation faster than one might drop a saucepan on fire. Of course, Renesmee (who you had created a variety of nicknames for just to tease Bella because otherwise youâŚwell youâd have to call her Renesmee, and that was just cruel) was unique in every way, and unique and unknown equated to threat and danger in many minds, many minds the Cullenâs had slowly swayed over the few weeks since Alice had informed them of their impending death sentence.
You hadnât been allowed to visit since the nomads and covens had started arriving, and though you understood the reason it didnât make it any easier to know your sister, your niece, your extended family, were all in danger and you werenât getting to spend what might be their last moments with them. It was only made worse when Bella and Edward had brought your father tickets to go fishing out of state, and tried to do the same to you. You loved your TV shows, truly you did, so for them to somehow get you backstage passes for Supernatural of all things wasâŚimmense. What you hated the most was how tempted you were to go. Who would say no to a long stay in a five star hotel, all expenses paid for and any bills you accumulated paid for by a Cullen, bottomless credit card?
When Edward and Bella had dropped you at the airport, part of you really had been ready to say goodbye to them, but as you stood in line for the gate the heavy weight of guilt settled in your gut and wouldnât stop squirming. You had to turn back, you had to go. Nobody knew when the Volturi were going to land exactly, but you knew the day, and with Charlie and Sue gone for their fishing trip you would have nobody to stop you doing the incredibly dumb thing you had set your heart on. The taxi fare home had been extortionate but you couldnât exactly have called anyone for a lift could you? You called the hotel and told them you were cancelling your stay, having to push your backstage pass for the Supernatural set deep into the depths of your bag to manage the grief of missing that opportunity, but family came first.
A restless nightâs sleep later and you were dressing for the snow. It had fell fast and thick since Christmas day, so you had to set out early if you were going to get anywhere fast. Bella was your sister and you loved one another dearly, so of course you had spoken all about the upcoming battle, her hopes and her fears, her plans.
âThereâs a clearing to the North of the house, weâre hoping if we engage them there itâll be far enough away from people to stop anyone else getting involved by accident.â
Clearing to the North of the Cullen residence, right. With your Grandfatherâs old compass you had set out, bundled in your thickest woollen coat and decked out the whole nine yards with scarves and hats and gloves. The air was freezing, nipping harshly at your exposed skin till your ears and nose were tinged red. Sniffling, you trudged through the layers of snow, stumbling over your own feet once or twice in the hereditary Swan way before regaining your footing and ploughing on. The trees seemed never-ending, an identical blanket of white on each and every one that towered above you, encroaching from all sides and making you lose all sense of direction. If it wasnât for the compass in your hand you could have easily gotten lost in the winter wonderland, but a break in the treeline finally made an appearance. Numb as your extremities were, you forced your tired body to cooperate and propelled yourself forward, stumbling towards a tree you might be able to see past.
The forest was eerily silent, not a single scuttling animal or twittering bird to be found today, and the clearing itself was so large and the covens spread so far apart you could barely see a thing either, not with your dull, human eyes. A swarm of black gave away the Volturi, the mismatch of beiges and neutral tones on the left letting you know your family had yet to be taken down. A sigh of relief escaped you and you clapped a hand over your mouth in alarm, heart skipping a beat in your chest. Vampires had extremely sensitive hearing, there was no way somebody hadnât heard you, and if it wasnât the sigh that gave you away then it would surely have been the sound of mitten slapping flesh. Pressing into the bark you peeked around the tree trunk, heart hammering in your chest now as you tried to establish what was happening. You couldnât hear a thing, could barely see. Ness sat atop Jacob, his russet fur glinting in the bright white of the snow-covered landscape.
âIt all looks so terribly interesting from this distance does it not?â the smooth voice was right by your ear, and you screamed louder than you ever had in your life. Whirling around you shrunk back from the vibrantly red eyes of an admittedly handsome man, his expression devoid of any emotion as he looked you over. He had boxed you in against the tree trunk, his cloak billowing about him, the shiny, golden âVâ hanging around his throat making your chest constrict. Volturi, he was a Volturi guard. With wide eyes you stood in a silent stare-off, unable to decipher the emotions flickering through his eyes as he stood a step toward you.
âStay away from me!â you cried, cringing back into the bark behind you. His head tilted.
âYou came to spy and did not expect there would be consequences?â he asked, not stopping till he was almost on top of you. Your breath hitched. He had the most gorgeous looking face but you could identify the features of a killer in it. The glowing red irises didnât look at you with malice however, moreâŚconfusion. His sharp, pearl white teeth werenât bared to take your throat out but carefully sealed away behind plush lips. You could almost believe he didnât intend on hurting you if his hands werenât still reaching for you.
âYouâre here to butcher my family, I had toâŚâ you trailed off, because in reality what could you do? What could you possible say to this vampire that wouldnât make him laugh? You were human, you stood no chance. He had paused, waiting patiently for your answer, yet when you gave him none he proceeded to pick you up like you weighed next to nothing, your feet being whisked out of the numbing snow to dangle over his arm. His eyes never left yours.
âHold tight little one.â He suggested, his voice devoid of any emotion. If there had been any part of him you might have been able to appeal to before it was gone now, hidden behind a stony exterior. The world blurred around you and the jarring movement thew you off balance as he set you on your feet again, your body tilting in a way it shouldnât till he was forced to grab you and hold you steady. Nausea rose quickly in the back of your throat, the world still spinning and blurring your eyes. You could see the edges of black cloaks swirling in your vision as you fought back the urge to be sick. There was no way to hide your anxiety now, your heart hammering away for all to hear, your breathing too quick to be normal.
âYou seem to have distressed our dear friends, Demetri.â The smooth voice was sickeningly sweet, entirely false to your ears. Trying to take a steadying breath, you forced yourself to look up at the three imposing figures before you. A giant stood behind them, two young twins to their right. The three were quite obvious to you form the stories youâd heard, and your shudder had nothing to do with the cold this time. Demetri, the man holding you, had yet to let go of your waist, and his hands felt strangely soothing, their firm grip something that felt grounding and reliable despite your terror in this moment.
âAn intruder who has already seen too much, end her now as yet another of the Cullenâs mistakes.â The blonde sneered. You swallowed, mind spinning. You were dead either way, right?
âMy niece is not a mistake.â You retorted. You were proud that your voice didnât waver once, though the grip on your waist tightened slightly and you werenât sure if it was to warn you or scold you. Caius hissed, eyes narrowed in a vicious glare.
âYour niece? May I, my dear?â Aro stood before you, taller than you had expected with hair almost as long as yours. You knew it wasnât a request, but you found yourself desperate either way to avoid touching him and shrank back from his extended hand, straight into Demetriâs chest. His hand was hesitant, but it lifted from your waist to lightly skim down your arm, his lips close to your hairline as he whispered, âDo as you are told now, little one.â
He carefully extended your hand for you, noting the tremor in it once more as Aroâs eyes flickered between you. He removed your mitten with a flourish, your hand immediately clenching and unclenching at the sudden blast of arctic cold it had previously been shrouded from. Aroâs skin was somehow even colder and your shivering grew in intensity. Very vaguely, you could hear Bella shouting something, but the distance was so great and the clearing so vast it swallowed the sound. His eyes flickered over yours, completely pinning you to the spot, and then they looked past you to whatever was happening behind you. Demetri was blocking your view when you tried to see what Aro was seeing.
âSweet Y/N, your bravery in coming here is applaudable. I can only hope our own dear ones are as dedicated to our family as you are to yours.â Aro sighed, a hint of melancholy in his voice. You flinched, knowing the next words from his mouth would most likely be spelling out your death sentence. The sound of the breeze was all that filled your ears for a moment, the anxiety and anticipation growing in your stomach making it difficult to hold onto the meagre breakfast youâd forced yourself to eat. It occurred to you in that moment that this would be your final moments with your family, your last chance to say goodbye, and they could hear it. Squaring your shoulders, you held your head high.
âI came because I love them, and I donât regret that. You canât destroy my family, their witnesses are proof of that. My niece was created out of love and the legacy of love they would leave behind will be far too great for you to overcome. So go ahead and do what you have to to me, if I can die with half their grace then I know Iâve done them proud.â You clenched your fists at your side, prepared for the bite that Aro would deliver, maybe Demetri. Caius looked most upset by your little speech, hissing quietly and looking prepared to spring towards you. More muffled noise from behind you let you know your family had heard, even if you couldnât hear their goodbyes you felt them in your heart.
Aroâs head tilted slightly, his expression cold, and then his mouth opened slightly and he was leaning forward. You closed your eyes, flinching as you braced for the pain of a bite you knew well, but instead you felt cold air, and when your eyes snapped open you were shielded from Aroâs bite by a tall, lean body, one strong arm curled backward to keep you caged against his spine. Demetri.
âMasterâŚplease.â He extended his hand, ripping off his glove with his teeth as he went. Aro eagerly took his hand, probably as desperate as you were to know why one of his most treasured guard would so openly defy him. Some of the Volturiâs people were starting to whisper behind them but a lethal look (from the giant of a man you guessed was Felix from Bellaâs stories) silenced them. His grip on your hip tightened for a moment, the silence deafening before Aro chuckled.
âAhhhâŚcosĂŹ si forma un legame eterno.â he murmured. You scrunched your nose, having no idea what he meant since you didnât speak Italian. When Demetri carefully moved aside, giving Aro as slim a chance to access you as he possibly could, and your heart twisted with gratitude that he would even bother to try. You swallowed, doing your best to keep your fear from your face.
âAro.â Caius growled. Aro held his hand up, forcing his brother to heel even if he couldnât placate him.
âYou are intriguing, Y/N. The Volturi do not offer second chances, but for the sake of our dear Demetri we are willing to bend the rules just this once,â Aro smiled, a shark-like grin that made your stomach sink, âYou have a choice before you. Your family are quite innocent in regards to the accusation against your niece, for that we will deliver no justice-â there was some uncomfortable shuffling behind him Aro dutifully ignored, â-however you are a law broken, yet another example of the Cullenâs inability to guard our secret from humans. An example must be made, you must be dealt with appropriately. Either you turn here, now, or you come with us, and we turn you.â
It was a Hobsonâs choice. What Aro was really asking was how dead did you want to be? Dead dead? Or undead dead? If you let Carlisle bite you now in the clearing there were so many unpredictable nomads around. Bite your wrist and it would take forever for the venom to reach your heart and really start the change, you would be tortured right in front of them, a punishment for them all no doubt. Bite your throat and blood would spill, blood so many of those nomads wouldnât think twice about feeding from in any other situation. So, what did you do? Did you choose the option where you ended up far from home but safe? Or did you choose the option that did not guarantee your safety but did guarantee your family would suffer watching you suffer?
For the first time since you entered the snow you felt warm, warm with so many eyes on you. Swallowing thickly, you tried to will your mind to work faster to outwit the vampire before you. In the end, you could only think of a compromise.
âMy fatherâs not home right now. If I chose to come with you, could I have time to pack some clothes?â your voice was slightly weak, your heart aching in your chest. Your father would never see you again, heâd have to believe you just ran off, that you were the same flighty woman your mother was. Bella might never get a chance to see you again either, an eternity of knowing you would never lose your sister, but that you would never be reunited. It was painful however you spun it. Aroâs smile only widened, knowing he had successfully backed you into a corner.
âBut of course! Such aâŚnoble, sacrifice, must be rewarded. You have earned that much my dear. Demetri will take you now.â Aro gave his tracker a nod and Demetri seemed to relax, swiftly turning on his heel to march you across the snow. His hand was gentle on your arm, but the speed he set almost had you running to keep up, like he was desperate to get you out of there lest Aro change his mind. As you were escorted out of the clearing, you dared a single glance back at Bella, her face the very picture of horror as Edward held her back. All you could manage was a weak smile as your sister disappeared from view for what was possible the last time.
Once you were far enough into the trees that the clearing was out of sight for you, Demetri suddenly came to a stop, exhaling sharply and dropping his hand from your arm. It ran through his hair but barely ruffled it. Whatever he was thinking, you werenât about to be privy to it as he slung you across his back with ease. You gasped, clinging on tight.
âHey! What are you doing!â you protested.
âTaking you to your home. You are slower than I am.â He retorted, his voice quiet and his grip on your thighs firm. You held on tight, heart rabbiting in your chest.
âYou donât even know where I live.â You squeaked. Demetri chuckled, the sound vibrating through your gut.
âNo, but I know where the Cullenâs live, and I find it hard to believe that in all this snow you walked all the way here. Now hold on tight and try closing your eyes, it may help with the nausea, cara mia.â He gave you seconds at most to bury your face in his shoulder before he took off, maybeâŚor not? You werenât really sure but you didnât dare lift your head to look. He made sure his gait was smooth, every stride flawless so he didnât so much as jostle you, and by the time he gently encouraged you to unwind your legs from his waist you were in front of the Cullenâs house. The only reminder you had ever ran anywhere with him at all was the windswept state of your hair â it was unfair his still looked perfect.
He had been right of course, you had driven to the Cullenâs today. It was hard to imagine him sitting beside you in your small car, his cloak about him and his outfit allâŚwell, what even was he wearing? Why did that even matter when this Volturi guard was escorting you to pack things that would be your only reminder of home? Demetri was quiet, watching you carefully as you stared at your car. Nothing made sense. Why had Demetri saved you when he was the one who hauled you out in front of Aro? Why had it felt like he was protecting you? Why was everything soâŚcomfortable? Being around him was like being in the company of an old friend, it was familiar and warm, inviting, the silences felt natural.
Demetri quietly called your name, his expression questioning, but you didnât bother to give him an explanation, simply pulled out your car keys and got into the driverâs seat. The radio chased away the silence, your fingers clenched tight around the wheel as you tried to figure out what to pack.
âWhere are we going?â you asked him finally. Demetri kept his eyes on the horizon.
âTo our home, to Volterra. You will be joining us in Italy.â He answered. Italy? You didnât know the first thing about Italian culture. What was the food like? The people? The language? Youâd need to pack warmer clothes, and they didnât accommodate turtle-necks â not that you needed to hide a bite from vampires. It wasnât really until you pulled up in the driveway of your home that it really struck you, the weight of the deal you made hanging heavy on your shoulders as you idled in front of your childhood home. In your mind you could see yourself running up the drive, your suitcase abandoned for your father to pick up as he welcomed you to stay for the summer. Other winters where you had opted to spend Christmas with Charlie over RenĂŠe flashed through your mind next, dilapidated snowmen and strung up lights over the porch flashing bright. Tears stung your eyes.
âIâm never coming back here, am I?â you whispered. Demetri remained silent, and you were grateful for it. There was nothing he could say to make this better and you suspected he knew that. Furiously wiping at your eyes, you rummaged for your house keys and cleared your throat. âYou should wait until I open the front door, itâll look suspicious if you follow me in and any of the neighbours see.â You muttered, already climbing out of the car before he could argue. It was a slow walk up the drive, a walk where you desperately tried to imprint the bumps in the concrete, the muddy smells of the forest surrounding you, and the awful netting in the windowsâ you father hadnât changed since your mother moved on, into your memory.
The smell of stale beer from the cans in the recycling box beneath the sink hit your nose as the door opened, the familiar smells of Charlieâs aftershave and Sueâs perfume coming next. The house was cold, quiet, desolate even. Demetri was in front of you in the blink of an eye as you shut the door behind you, nobody would have seen him enter for sure. He glanced around himself, obviously curious at the choice in dĂŠcor and the photographs along the walls â you couldnât bear to look at them. With a soft sigh, you left him in the living room, knowing he would do what he liked anyway regardless as to whether or not you invited him upstairs.
The suitcase you had packed for your trip would need to be unpacked, some of your jumpers and long-sleeved shirts would not be needed in Italy after all. It would be hot, and heat was not a friend to wool. Your wardrobe doors flung open, you were contemplating what to put back when Demetri interrupted you.
âVampires do not feel temperature the same way humans do. When you turn it will be no issue to wear jumpers, if they are what you prefer.â He said. Brows crinkling, you subconsciously lifted a hand to your throat.
âItâs not really a fashion choice,â you murmured, âBut I guess I donât need to really hide a bitemark from a bunch of vampires, do I?â Just like that the air changed; you no longer felt comfortable with Demetri, not when he was giving off such a sour energy. He radiated danger, anger. He took a breath to visibly compose himself, but his eyes were still darkened by anger, near black with the rage he radiated. The leather of his gloves squeaked as he clenched and unclenched his fists. You took a step back from him, biting down on your lower lip as your heart skittered.
âShow me,â he said, eyes blazing. You shook your head. âShow me.â He growled, stepping forward this time. Gulping, you reached up with a shaky hand to pull the turtle-neck down as far as you could, thankful the material stretched slightly. Demetri peered past the fabric to the silver crescent shapes of Rileyâs teeth, emblazoned on your skin until Volturi venom decided to buff out that imperfection. He hissed quietly, his fingertips tracing the mark and sending shivers down your spine. He was freezing cold, cold as a corpse actually since that was technically what he was, so why did his fingers leave a blazing trail of fire across your skin?
âItâs just small, itâll go away anyway if-â
âIt will not, go away.â Demetri ground out, his eyes fixated on the scar. He looked genuinely disgusted and you couldnât tell if it was at you or the bitemark, you couldnât tell quite why it bothered you so much either. Why did you care so much that this upset Demetri?
âIt wonât?â you asked weakly. He winced a bit, letting his hands drop and looking away. You counted ten whole seconds before he dared turn back to you.
âNo, it will not. Venom is what will immortalise you, petrify your system, it has had a chance to do so to those cells it has touched already and they will be forever changed by it. My only hope is to bite down there, that by breaking the surface with my teeth it heals over with my venom.â He almost growled the word at you in his frustration and you swallowed, blinking in surprise.
âYouâre going to be the one that turns me?â you questioned. Could he even do that? Did he have the self-control? You had thought Aro would do it if you were honest, though you couldnât say you were over the moon to have that old cootâs teeth in your throat it was guaranteed to at least be safe. What right did Demetri have to steal your life? Why was he so angry over the thought of another vampire biting you? Had he claimed some weird sort of vampire dibs?
âOf course. The Volturi have laws they enforce but when it comes to affairs between mates, they leave well enough alone.â He informed you, head tilting. Your breath caught in your throat.
âMates?â you whispered, mind reeling.
âYou do not feel the pull?â he asked. He had yet to step back from you, unbearably close and yet somehow not close enough. For a moment you couldnât say anything, simply trying to desperately scramble to think coherently enough to consider answering.
âI donâtâŚI barely know you, you canât justâŚsay that.â You stammered. Demetri very gently grasped your chin between his fingers, tilting your face upward so you were forced to maintain eye contact with him. You werenât sure what he was searching for, if he found it or not, but he dropped your chin with a sigh.
âPack, tesoro, we have little time.â He murmured. You were relieved when he stepped back â it gave you a chance to breathe. Â Mate? Demetri thought you were his mate? You knew what that meant, Edward had explained to you what his connection with Bella was like after Riley had introduced you to his world, trying to help you understand how awful the months leading up to Bellaâs running away to Italy had been for both of them. Is that why he had been so protective of you on the field? Is that why he was so furious another vampire had dared mark you? It crossed your mind then just how selfish your decision actually looked to the outside world. In your head, you had been saving your family from suffering, but to them it probably looked like you had chosen to run off with your mate because you didnât trust they would take care of you. How were they ever going to forgive you for this?
#twilight#twilight fanfiction#volturi#demetri volturi#demetri volturi x reader#request#swan sister#they're all as dumb as each other I swear#x reader#possessive demetri is kind of a thing I'm suddenly into apparently
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Itâs The Avengers (03x15)
Loki x Reader Avengers The Office AU (Slowwwwww Burn)
Season 3 Episode 15: Not All Rainbows
Series Summary: Living in the Avengers facility post-apocalypse in a better timeline  Tony Stark has decided to capture every moment by pulling The Office on the Avengers. All of housemates are pretty used to the idea except for you, who had just come here to finish her degree, and the newest member- Loki.
Warnings: did someone just go and tell the otp about the otp?
Word Count: you know that feeling when you have had a bad experience on some project or assignment or homework before. And you know that thing is going to come around again next month or something like that. And you just age yourself by giving yourself anxiety by thinking everything that could go worse in that area. Yeah. So, I kinda shut that off for a few hours and wrote this.
MASTERLIST in bio, darlings. Tags are open (check bio)
An ice pack sits partially on the sofaâs arm and partially on the head that is being knocked softly- but repeatedly- by its designated owner. The fist taps that forehead with the vigour of a dedicated hammer that is softly checking the tensile strength of its mettle. The second camera takes the liberty to zoom in on Tonyâs face that has the tension the size of the Alps looming over his head. Other spectators sit around, going about their activities with their five senses while the sixth was stuck on Tony. One camera panned on Wandaâs figure standing in the kitchenette, stirring her coffee cautiously, locking eyes with the lens.
Wanda: Only if you could see the monstrous cloud looming over his head. *stretches the corner of her lips* Itâs made less of anger and more of worry and embarrassment. *blinks and furrows her brows* And choco-chip ice cream for some reason. *shrugs* Though I'm just glad that nothing was broken or smashed today. *stops midway* *raises her index finger* Although...
Scott: *glows inside out with a big smile stuck on his red face* *swings from side to side in the chair* Huh? What? *shakes head* Nothing. Just *inhales* I'm worried about Tony *continues to smile*
"So-" Steve took the first step and everyone held their breath- "now we know why we weren't able to reach Carol before. She is clearly...kinda...sorta stuck right where Y/N and Loki are? I think the kids are safe now." "Oh? The kids are safe? I must have missed the scene where they returned home with another weird pet," Tony remarked monotonously with his eyes still closed. Peter leaned in towards Scott. "So Loki is one of the 'kids' now." Both the shippers fist-bumped discreetly before looking all serious. The camera swivelled right towards Wanda, who shared a look of bewilderment while pointing at the joy of the shippers who were clearly not reading Tony's wavelength. And Tony was not the only one on the wavelength. There in the corner on the dining table, Clint sat lost in some thought so deep that his resting face was now a resting bitch face while he dipped his arrows in tiny bottles- the purpose of which only he knew- and handled them like his own babies. "You still have to find a way to stab him with these," Natasha was quick to mention as she walked towards her friend and sat opposite him. "Oh, I'll find a way. I was in his head too, remember," Clint pointed out. "He completely underestimates me." "Hmm," she scrunched her nose, "just remove that itch-like thing on your neck before you go after him though." "Where?" He asked as he scratched the side of his neck with the end of his arrow, his furrowed brows suddenly releasing themselves at the dawn of realisation before disappearing from the camera frame to fall down from the seat with a thud. "Told you not to wipe both ends with the same cloth," she muttered while wistfully looking down at an unconscious Hawkeye.
That One Steamy Dungeon⢠No one knew how, when or why Lulu was sitting there in Carol's lap like he knew her for ages. No one knew why Carol was stroking him with the back of her fingers while her eyes were stuck on you like two magnetic poles finding that one direction and sticking to it. And you genuinely did not know why you could not stop looking at Carol. All of Carol Danvers. Especially her lips. "What?" Carol finally dismissed the silence with one casual word. "Ag-sa-wuu-you're looking beautiful," was what you came up with. Loki stared at Lulu's camera with one long blink of...slowed surprise. The buzzing camera caught all three of you sitting in the returning silence over dried hay, looking at each other before you scooched down a little to hide the embarrassment visible over your face.
You: *whisper* W-well, she does look pretty despite all the dirt she's lying in. I mean *violently points at Carol in the background* look at her!!! How can someone look sooooo fucking beautiful??? *lick your lips* Except for Loki of course. That dude is on a whole another level.
Carol threw a shirt over Loki's face from her backpack. "Weren't your looks enough this time?" "Wasn't your hairstyle enough this time?" came the retort. You sat there in the middle, your eyes moving between both of them to calculate this new chemistry you were seeing. The camera caught you pulling your legs closer to your chest. "I didn't know you two were so...close to each other."
Javier: *signing* Why? *Furrows his brows* does that make you furious, Y/N? *wiggles his brows up and down in question* Hmm? *zooms in on his face* Hmm? *turns the camera towards the screen from which he and Green are watching the live broadcast*
"Close? I met him on one mission and this punk would have been dead had I not saved his ass back then." Carol smirked through the sentence and you did not realise any time sooner that you were staring at her, your mouth almost at the edge of drooling. "You blew my cover," Loki stressed while putting on the grey free size shirt. "And then she had the audacity to make me pay for her bar bill on the next stop," he gasped while looking at you. Javier took the opportunity to make his drone zoom at your iris, catching your pupils dilate in 4K as soon as Loki started narrating the story to you while you nodded in enthusiasm. "You do realise your ex-girlfriend wants to cut off your new girlfriend's head right this moment, right?" Carol was generous to point out while getting up and wiping off all the dirt and hay. "I'm not his girlfriend." "She's not my ex-" Both of you had the synchronisation of an orchestra. Carol took this opportunity to let her eyes pass the judgment- which played from one face to another and back for sheer entertainment.
Carol: *shrugs* *runs her hand through her pixie cut hair* Priorities, I guess. *nods*
"Anyways," Loki tried to cut this weird air surrounding the three of them that apparently Lulu was the only one enjoying, rubbing himself all around Carol's leg, "do you have a plan to get out of here?" "Of course," Carol simply jerked her shoulders, "punch my way through." You blinked at the camera.
You: Is that why they are called Captain? It has to be, right?
You shook your head and looked around in the ground, leaving Loki to do the bickering on your part as well. "Well, Miss one-punch woman, this time you are not the only one that needs to escape." You found a stick in the corner. It seemed to be made of the same ashen wood that Aellae sat on in her throne room. "We have tiny mortals to save too." Carol chuckled. You raised the stick your eye level, feeling the weight in your hands when suddenly your eyes grow wide and your mouth turns into a horror-filled 'O' "What? Where is the comedy?" A violent grunt came from your lungs, turning both Carol and Loki into attack and defence mode in your direction. Lulu's camera caught you taking the stick out of the orc's stomach. The dull creature blankly looked at the blood turning into sparks flying against the gravity before slowly consuming the whole creature, taking him with them. The next twenty seconds were a pause on every breath. You finally turned around, the stick still in your hand. "Did I kill him?" you asked in a whisper. Loki and Carol shared a glance. "It was just a bruise" Loki shoved your concern away with his hands. "He's in heaven now," Carol sang. "He was a bad guy, right?" "Yes," both of them nearly shouted. "It's good that he disappeared. You helped the universe get rid of a bad guy," Loki clapped his hands before give you an awkward thumbs up. You blinked at both of them. The smile eroding on your lips slowly turned the duo uncomfortable. "Good." Was all you said for your stature completely transformed. "Because that felt..." Â you did not finish the sentence, clearly concerning your company. Well, Lulu seemed to like whatever vibes you were giving off. âY/N,â Loki pretty much sang your name cautiously, slowly lifting his hands in the air to have a word with you to process whatever you were feeling. But you were already running outside with the most suspicious giggle the room had ever heard. Carol even shivered a bit to shake it off of her.
My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun You better run
The one buzzing drone in the hallway caught the slow-motion emotion of you walking into the hallway with the ash stick in your hand like a gun- locked and loaded- with something fierce burning in your eyes. Behind you Loki was trying to catch up with the adrenaline rush you were feeling, calling out your name to stop you. Carol was close behind, cheering you on as much as she could.
My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun Ga-ga-ga-ga-ga
The orcs didnât even seek you out. One of the reasons was the fact that you were running towards them first, swinging your arms with as much force as your body allowed, screaming your lungs out and jumping with fueled excitement whenever they went up in flames. Loki had to take a moment out of those crucial seconds to look at you. To look at that animalistic look in your eyes. Pausing for a millisecond to consciously question whether to admire it or fear it, he almost smiled. He might have stood there for a few seconds more had he not felt the blue plasmic force run by his side to destroy the one orc aiming for you from your blindside.
It started with the hayloft a-creakin' Well, it just started in the hay (loft) With his longjohns on, pop went a-creeping Out to the barn, up to the hay Young lovers and they are not sleeping Young lovers in the hay (loft) With his gun turned on, pop went a-creeping Out to the barn, up to the hay (loft)
"Seriously?!" He shouted at the glowing Captain who flew past him. "Catch up. Catch up!" she teased him while leaving a trail of bodies in her way. "ANARCHYYYYYY!!!!!!!" You howled as you ran, following your new crush. Loki sighed, his head trying to hang as low as possible as he looked at the sleek shackles around his wrists. Breathing in a lungful, he grabbed the nearest iron rail from the window looking out at the barren mountains and bent it till it broke in his flexing hand. "Is this why I am still alive?" He whispered to himself while continuing to walk in the direction you just dashed in.
My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun You better run My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun My daddy's got a gun Ga-ga-ga-ga-ga Ga-ga-ga-ga-ga
Throne Room Aellae sat on the ash throne frozen in thought when one of her underlings interrupted her daydreaming with its presence. "What?" She did not disguise her displeasure. There has been a mishap on the laboratory floor, my lady." Her body automatically shifted on her seat. "Four guards are dead. The source is unknown." "Is it the woman?" "No, my lady. I just checked up on her after locking Master Loki up." "Then who is it?" "We are yet to find out. My lady." "Then why are you wasting my time by standing here and doing nothing about it?" The skinny elf-like underling bowed down to her and scurried in the opposite direction. It had reached the entrance of the throne room when a weak scream left its lungs and it stepped back- falling down in the process- to make way for the uninvited guest. The poise on Aellae's face took a turn as she looked at the person casually sauntering in her direction, never realising when she got up. "Oh, don't stand on my account," White mentioned breezily with a smirk, coming to a halt right in the middle of the room. "Zune." She called out the name like spitting a curse. "It's been a while, my least favourite Witch of the West Galactica." Zune smiled his precious smile, standing bright in stark contrast to his dull surroundings. "Last time we met, you were grovelling on the floor, begging for mercy in front of the Silver Court, asking them not to punish you for the endless crimes you committed in the last century." The composure was evidently crumbling away in little pieces. Aellae's stone-like glare was slowly turning into fast blinks. Her usually unruffled breaths were now a mocked laugh. "And the court decided to send you to arrest me? Where is the rest of the coven?" She pretended to guess before snapping her pale fingers. "Oh, right. I burned them all. Poor boys. J'uke, Fae and Mi'in were still so young." Zune huffed and smiled. "Hmm. They were really young when they fought you, weren't they? And to answer your question, no. The court did not send me here." Now this made Aellae burst into laughter. "So, you are here for revenge? For your mates?" Licking his teeth, he bit his lip and rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, all the playfulness in his feature draining out with every passing second. "I am just here to clean up the mess that you made. But they are the ones who are here for revenge." Taking a step back, Zune gave Aellae a few seconds to realise that they are not the only ones in this room. And just when it dawns upon her, she sees the rest of the 'coven' come out of the shadows, surrounding her from every probable escape route this place could have. "Fae," she whispered with a deep-rooted horror in her throat, backing up into her throne when she looked at the familiar red figure walking towards her. "When you were setting us up on fire-" Fae carried no empathy in his eyes as he moved closer with every step- "you forgot that you cannot make Gods made up of ancient stars disappear when you please." Every cell in Fae's body vibrated with a demonic aura that made the witch go down on her knees. Her breaths shook and her eyes watered. The claustrophobia resulting from just his presence made it hard for her to breathe. "No," she shook her head, trying her best to mask her fear. "No. This cannot be. I destroyed you. I destroyed the senate. I destroyed everything that stood in my path. I cannot fail this time. This world needs to kneel before my power. That God needs to kneel before me. NO!!" The six looked at their leader to begin the ceremony. "Aellae of the covens abandoned, child of the dark refugees, you are hereby sent to the endless pits of the universe for your crimes against the creatures of the universe." The screams of the witch echoed throughout the castle till every last ounce of life in her voice could be heard fading away by the other group at the far end of the other wing. By the time Carol arrived, all that was left were the seven boys and a pile of ash resting by the throne. âThat was fast,â she did not refrain from mentioning, âI thought it would take more than that to get her to give up.â Zune shrugged. âWell, it was easy because we had you and your friends this time. She did not have much to distract us with, unlike the last time she was in prison.â Carol smiled a kind smile at them. âI hope they didnât give you any trouble?â Fae stretched the corner of his lips. âWhen you first called us to go around the universe to look for a human, we were a little sceptical. But we were glad to have met her.â âEspecially Zune,â Miâin quipped, earning a yank by the ear from the leader. âThank you for protecting her.â âNo biggie. We would have protected her even if you didnât tell us to.â Carol furrowed her brows at the statement. âBecause Loki had already asked us for that favour,â Zune mentioned, clearing any doubts, âand we owed him from way back.â Feeling the âahâ of a satisfactory conclusion coming on her face, she stopped midway to hear your scream turn louder the second you got closer till you turned the corner to enter the hall with your stick, forcing yourself to stop your lungs from going any further than that. âOh,â you straightened your stance, giving up on the attack position as soon as you realised there was no more threat, âlooks like you guys already cleaned the place.â âYou almost sound disappointed,â Jâuke stressed, judging by your disapproval of the lack of bad guys. Loki stepped in next, clearly having taken care of whatever tried to attack them from the back. "She hurt my friend. I at least wanted to watch her burn," you simply shrugged. Fae patted your head softly. "Don't worry. You'll get your chance." He smiled the most ridiculously comforting smile. "How?" You whined, "you guys already finished her." All the seven boys, Loki and Carol shared a look with each other while you stomped her foot in the ground while staring daggers at the pile of ashes. "Yeah-" Zune blurted out, scratching an itch in the back of his neck- "we definitely, for sure, totally killed her. Like-" he pretended to chop the air with his hand- "so smooth." Everyone nodded in agreement. Our elder boys of the group supported their leader while Carol gave them soft applause. Loki gave them a thumb's up.
You: *turning away from the scene in the background where everyone now sits outside the castle having a chat with each other* Aww *smile widely* it feels so good to watch them get along like that!! *start staring in the distance* *smile still stuck on your face* I wish my family could get along this well too. You know. *tilt your head* If all of them got along with Loki, I feel like half of the world's problems would vanish just like that. *watch Javier sign something to you* What? Merch store? *reads some more* Manga?? *looks closely at Javier as he continues to sign* Fanfi-what does any of it have to do with Loki? *camera pans in on your confused innocent face*
"Here's my little monster!" Carol talked in a tone that one used on babies while stroking a very excited Lulu. "Who's a scary boy! Who's a scary boy!!! You are!!! Yes!! You are!!!" You chuckled, watching Lulu enjoy the love and attention from the Captain, bumping his head with hers, wiggling in her lap before settling down in her arms, his adrenaline going down. "Who's that?" Carol asked him, pointing at you. Lulu chirped. "And who's mamma's boy?" Lulu chirped again. "Aaaand who's gonna protect mamma from bad guys?" Lulu growled. And then he chirped again, hiding his faceless husk hairy face in his paws. "Oh my God, he growls!!!!" you gasped. "Oh, he is got a lot more to show you, mamma! Give him time." You sat down next to Carol and stroked a yawning Lulu, who was now making biscuits in her arms. "This one's helped me a lot through this weird, fatal, dreamy galactic trip," you mentioned wistfully. The camera- as well as Carol- noticed how your brows furrowed slightly before your teeth bit down on your lower lip and you turned your gaze up to search for something in the rocky terrain before finally resting on Loki. Carol watched this subtle shift, patiently spectating how Loki too was stealing glances your way while having some serious looking chat with the boys.
The boys and Loki: *standing in the grey terrain like a bunch of Gods modelling for luxury hair products* Loki: It's spelt Z-U-K-O Zune: You named a dog after the fire God? Loki: Wha-no. It was all her *points at you*. Apparently, Coco was a bit too mushy for her. Something about 'Zuko reminding her of a guy who was in his redemption arc right now'. Whatever that means. Zune: *looked at the camera panning in on his face*
"So, you wanna go back now?" Carol asked you, her hands still busy stroking a purring Lulu. You inhaled to answer but felt yourself turning to look at Loki. Carol noticed it too. "Of course. H-how, long will it take?" you scratched your forehead. "We were actually pretty close to getting Loki free of his...cuffs. And I'm sure two powerful beings is always better than one." Carol chuckled and nodded. "Tell you what-" she took your hand in hers, something that you were not expecting- "I will go and take care of a couple of things for our return journey. Till then-" she stroked your hand- "you find out for yourself. Whatever it is that you're looking for." That gentle tone and those cryptically simple words changed some spectrum of the emotions on your face. You stared at her for a long while with your mouth agape. "What are you talking about?" Your breath asked in exasperation. "Cuffs, I guess?" she proposed softly with a knowing smirk. You forced out a laugh. "I have no idea what you're talking about," You chuckled and found yourself looking back at Loki again.
The boys- well, at a few of them- tried to calm down the God who seemed to be picking up a rock from the ground. "Okay now-" Gin, our green jellybean, raised his hands- "let's all calm down and talk about this." "Yeah, yeah. How about we all go to the nearest oasis and have a cup of starry vodka and discuss how we are all alive. Right, Mi'in?" Me'isri, sweet yellow candy boy suggested casually. "Right," Loki nearly sang. His every step towards the boys made them retreat two. "We should be happy that the witch is gone for now. What could we possibly have had to do with her anyway? Hm? What's that? Oh! She was the one who stole my essence you say?" "Look," Ho, the sky blue cheery lad was suddenly not feeling so cheery at all, "we did not know-" "You numbnuts were the one who told me that!" Loki was practically hissing through his teeth right now, his steps breaking into a jog that was letting out some potential screams waiting in some lungs. Lulu was having a gala time just jumping in whichever direction the boys ran into as Loki chased them.
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⣠đ đđ§đŤđ | roommate au. slight e2l au. smut. porn with very little plot.
⣠đ˘đ§đđđą | explicit language and sexual content. mentions of vaping. mutual masturbation, sex toy usage, oral sex (f + m receiving), gagging, fingering, squirting, dirty talk, some wall fucking, riding, unprotected sex (you know the drill, wrap it up), multiple orgasms, overstimulation, creampie, jungkook has tattoos, long wavy hair and a giant schlong.
⣠đŹđŽđŚđŚđđŤđ˛ | you hate your temporary roommate, jungkook and it doesnât help that heâs been catching you at the most inconvenient of times.
âSeokjin, how could you do this to me?â You whine from the kitchen island, reflexively stabbing at the bowl of cereal in front of you. You canât believe your roommate is just now telling you, a day before he leaves for vacation, that his âfriendâ will be temporarily moving in while heâs away. Of course, Seokjin pays no mind to your tantrum. Instead, he continues packing the last of his luggage in the living space, across the room. Simply rolling his eyes and heaving a sigh in response, heâs far more acquainted with your antics than heâd like to be. He could almost call you the younger sibling he most certainly never wanted, a nuisance wrapped in feigned misery. The arrangement between the two of you seemed nothing more than the result of a last-ditch Craigslist roommate search.
He should have known the consequences, he supposes.
Another sigh escapes his lips as he turns his attention away from the luggage. â_____, Iâm only leaving for three months.â
You wail again, this time, your arms stretching across the cool, granite counter to push the bowl away from yourself. Youâve wholly lost your appetite, ready to wreak havoc as you slide off the stool youâre sat on and stomp your way over to him.
âI donât care about you leaving me!â Seokjin scoffs at this statement, returning his focus to the open suitcase laid on the floor in front of him. âI care about you stuffing me in this apartment with a complete stranger while youâre gone.â What was the fuckerâs name again? Jon Q, John Cook? Youâre furious, but of course, Seokjin fails to take notice of this. Instead, he fishes into his pocket for his phone and scrolls through his extensive list of items to pack. Heâs only gotten through half of it.
Your words donât seem to have much of an impact on him, fueling your fury. âWhat if he tries to murder me? Or even worse, what if I end up murdering him? You wonât even be here to help me hide the bodyâ this is a travesty!â This is followed with another signature sigh, all drama, your wrist shooting up to your forehead as you dab at invisible sweat.
You briefly think you might actually hate Seokjin.
He pauses, dropping his phone into the open luggage before craning his head towards you. Blinking, purely baffled by the lunacy he has to constantly put up with, he internally gives his utmost gratitude to the heavens that his work has sent him on this European trip tomorrow. Three clean months of the peaceful canals of Venice, the Colosseum in Rome, the Eiffel Tower in Paris and most importantly, three lovely quiet months away from you. Suddenly, three months no longer seems an eternity to him. How could it? He assesses you top to bottom, seeing nothing more than a rabid young woman scorned, hands placed sternly on her hips, expectant of a reply.
No sir, three months is not long enough at all.
Seokjin pinches the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger, squeezing his eyes shut as he speaks through gritted teeth. âYou are the most melodramatic person I knowâ you think you can afford to pay my rent for the next three months?â This shuts you up momentarily.
For a moment, youâre disarmed. You canât argue that heâs right, and you hate admitting itâs the only reason for your new (temporary) roommate.
Releasing his nose, he looks at you, warming a little. âLook, he asked to stay here -temporarily- until he finds his own place. Heâs my best friend; wouldnât you do the same for yours?â
That final bit had the effect he wanted it to, and boy, did it sting. Of course, youâd do the same for your best friend. The only trouble is that you know very little information about this John Cook character, only getting brief details about him moving into the big city for the first time and Seokjin âgraciouslyâ providing him a rental until he can find something more permanent. It isnât a fault on Seokjinâs half. You just donât know the poor bastard.
Beyond that, you know this guy is a Taekwondoin, moving here to join one of the most prestigious Taekwondo academies in the country. Your blood runs cold in a sudden rush, a certain grim realization dawning on you that youâd absolutely be no match for him if he did try to kill you. Perhaps Seokjin has told you so late because he too wants you dead. You really shouldnât have met him through Craiglist.
You consider leaving a lengthy, final Tumblr post in remembrance of your inevitable end, hoping one of your 12 followers would come forth and save you from a gruesome slashing. At best, someone saves your life. At worst, youâve written your own eulogy.
Huffing a breath of frustration, something akin to a groan escapes you as you march back to the kitchen island for your now soggy bowl of cereal. It only fuels your now quiet rage further, but pettiness takes over, mentally muting Seokjinâs yelling profanities after watching you dispose of one of his favourite glass bowls. Itâs the least you can do as revenge.
As it turns out, Jeon Jungkook is a nearly six feet tall mural of muscle and inked skin that rarely stays home. His dark wavy hair falls gracefully past his large doe eyes, and his plethora of tattoos litter the tight expanse of his neck and arms. Notably, the blossom of two red roses painted over the porcelain of his neck.
Though verbally a silent roommate, you find he vapes far too much and equally plays far too much Fortnite at odd hours of the night. He only comes out of his room to either make himself food or to leave the apartment, and a couple of times you could have almost sworn he mightâve been doing his laundry. Heâs a feast to lay eyes on, that much is irrefutable but he leaves at least one utensil unwashed after eating, irritating you to an unprecedented degree.
Jungkook also enjoys eating ramen at two in the morning- you know this because it wakes you up almost every time you hear the microwave blare its oppressive siren. He also figures he must shower each time he returns home from being out, suitably fattening your poor water bill. Youâve only briefly spoken to him a handful of times, mostly about house rules and a tour of the facilities.
Itâs only been two weeks since heâs arrived, yet you already seem to despise him- sending Seokjin angry messages from across the globe about this, all of which have been ignored. Youâve been too busy lately anyway, rarely seeing Jungkook who seems to be out for most of the day.
However, itâs today that you finally catch him when youâre just coming home from work. He sits at the kitchen island, flipping through a comic while he loudly chomps on an open bag of shrimp chips, pausing to look at you as you make your way inside.
Youâre on speakerphone with your friend Nari, both of your arms too occupied and laden with groceries to normally hold the phone to your ear. Upon seeing this, Jungkook gets up from his seat and immediately rushes to lend a hand. Heâs completely shirtless, his loose dark sweatpants hugging the low subtle curve of his hips, and itâs only then that you notice the mosaic of more tattoos scattered across his skin beyond his full sleeves and the two red roses on his neck. He has much more than you had initially seen, a large black and white snake running over his pelvic bone. It draws your eyes forward, letâs it linger over to his bare abdomen, untouched with ink and defined with muscle. You can see it evidently, the indents carved into him as if heâs been sculpted from the finest of limestone.
You catch yourself from staring, thanking him with a silent bow of your head as he turns away from you, all the bags of groceries now racked effortlessly down his taut arms. Your momentary and involuntary ogling is cut short by Nariâs voice booming through the loudspeaker of your phone.
âGod, you really need to get laid soon- Iâm tired of you being so grumpy.â You freeze, nearly choking on your own saliva. âI already deal with one grump on a daily, I donât need to add another to my inventory.â
Fuck. âYeah, well, working on it!â You titter nervously into the microphone. Itâs all in vain, for Nari is relentless in her pursuits.
âDidnât you say your new roommate was hot? Just fuck him, thatâd be pretty convenient. Itâs like, like...dick-on-demand!â She laughs, guffawing into the mic as though itâs the most hilarious thing she has ever said. You stand there, eyes wide and mortified as the cackle from the other end of the line sounds more villainous than genuine humour. Her words linger still in the air, and a very deep desire to Crtl+Z yourself from lifeâs current existence fills your petrified body.
You know Jungkook has heard the words because he pauses in his step very briefly, faint stutters in his movement as his back stays turned towards you. Before you catch the slightest motion of his head about to look over his shoulder, youâre whipping around and fumbling for your phone. With the greatest deft you can muster, your thumbs desperately try smashing the giant red âend callâ button.
To no avail, the phone screen freezes, Nariâs cackling report still filing through.
You think this feels like a nightmare. In fact, youâre certain youâve had a nightmare precisely like this before. Except this is real, very much real and youâre humiliated. cheeks surely flushed crimson as you tut in annoyance at your malfunctioning product of capitalism.
Jungkook simply clears his throat and continues moving towards the kitchen once again, acting as if nothing has happened. Under any other circumstances, you would almost be offended, but given the current nature of what has just transpired, you both let the feeling pass. âAnyway,â Nari continues and you wish sheâd shut up. âI gotta go, Yoongi just got Minecraft and Iâm going to give him the best head of his life,â she groans into the mic in satisfaction. âI love you, bye!â She cuts the mic, completely and blissfully unaware of the impending Armageddon sheâs inadvertently spawned. Youâre stood there in horrified silence, counting to five in your head before youâre very anxiously swivelling around.
You open your mouth to say something, but words fail you. What could you even say?
Jungkook cuts in. âIâll uh, put these away. Donât worry about it.â He beams you a rather charming grin, completely devoid of any awkward tension that filled the air moments ago. Somehow, this surprises you far more than if he had acknowledged it.
You thank him with haste, your feet acting much quicker than your head as you swiftly cut across the kitchen towards the hallway where your bedroom stands. Avoiding eye contact at all costs, your face is surely now painted just as red as Jungkookâs bag of shrimp chips on the counter.
Perhaps itâs to ease yourself more than anything that you decide to get angry over this situation. Youâre not angry at Nari, no, youâre angry at Jungkook. Who was he to waltz into your apartment and have you monitor your phone calls? And be shirtless nonetheless? Had he no manners? Why should you have to tiptoe around him? You think if this were Seokjin, he wouldnât nearly make everything so uncomfortable for you in your own place of living. Seokjin would also wash all his dishes and sleep at a reasonable time. This thought only fuels you more.
The words slip out of you before you can even comprehend stopping. âFor Christâs sake wear a shirt while Iâm home, I donât need to see you prancing half naked around the apartment. This isnât Magic Mike, itâs home- my home.â You bark, halting Jungkook in his movements as he goes to place a new carton of milk into the fridge. He turns to look at you, the dangle of his silver earrings glinting against the light and you almost grimace at how attractive he looks in this moment.
Before he can respond, youâre pivoting away from him and walking towards your bedroom.
You slam your door with a thud and let out a strangled groan. Perhaps it was too harsh, the anger is now replaced with further distress. You toss yourself onto your mattress, stuffing your face into the nearest pillow and restraining yourself with every ounce of self-control you have from screaming your lungs out into it.
You hadnât even called Jungkook hot, you had mentioned that he was conventionally attractive- which wasnât a lie in the slightest. Youâre half tempted to call her back and scold her good for the humiliation sheâs so blissfully unaware of causing, but as you pick up your phone, a text flashes across your screen with a name youâre all too familiar with. And all too soon, your agitation grinds to a halt, dissipates and metamorphosizes into a goofy, toothy grin.
Taehyung - [1 New Text Message]
Kim Taehyung works just across the room from you on the seventh floor of the accounting firm. He has rich blonde hair and plump pink lips that he constantly wets with a dab of his tongue. You swear heâs been purposely winding you up recently, the brushes against your skin too frequent, the lingering stares too prolonged and the husk in his voice too low when he speaks to you. Youâve had a crush on Taehyung since youâve started working at the firm, two years ago. Of course, heâs completely unaware of this.
5:44pm [Taehyung]: Hey, can I ask you for a favour?
The squeal you let out is unbearable, even to you. You feel the reminiscence of being back in middle school when your sixth-grade crush, Park Jimin had asked you to the Halloween dance. Of course, that night had ended terribly for you, catching Jimin and your rival, Sooya slow dancing while you went to get unnaturally lukewarm fruit punch from the snack bar. But much like right now, you remember the butterflies fluttering through your entire body the night before the dance.
Feeling the crimson warmth return to your cheeks, you clutch your phone to your chest while a coy smile stretches across your lips. You practice your well-rehearsed, five-minute wait before texting Taehyung back, typing and retyping your response until youâre satisfied with a legible reply. Pursing your lips, you go back and forth between adding a smiley face or not, ultimately choosing to go with one just to further the delusions in your head that adding one will somehow make him fall madly in love with you.
5:50pm [You]: of course you can! :)
You gasp when your phone vibrates within seconds, a giddy coo leaving you as his name flashes once more across your screen. You slap a hand over your mouth when you hear the footsteps of Jungkook pass by your door, your eyes darting towards the shadow of his feet seen just underneath the crack of your door. His room- rather Seokjinâs room- is right next door to yours, another unfortunate occurrence in your miserable life.
5:50pm [Taehyung]: Could you possibly drop me off at the airport tomorrow morning? Iâll treat you to breakfast on the way!!
Your grin grows tenfold, your teeth clutching your bottom lip in its hold as you glide your fingers over the keyboard with an answer.
5:52pm [You]: itâd be my pleasure!!
It seems as if everyone but you and Jungkook were going away on vacation from this hell city. Perhaps you may be in need of one too. Â
You drop Taehyung off at the airport at five in the morning. You think it should be illegal for anyone to wake up at such an hour. You hadnât had much time to sleep, Jungkookâs nightly ramen snacking occurring at exactly two in the morning, just two hours before you were supposed to be awoken by the chirps of your alarm. As if the morning couldnât have gotten any worse, you had learned Taehyung was travelling abroad to meet his very long-term and long-distance girlfriend for the first time. Your luck seems to have worsened as youâve aged. All the signs you thought youâd seen of him visibly showing his interest in you had all been in your head.
By the time you reach home, itâs six, the sun barely peeking through the hillside view from your apartment and your eyes are droopy, heavy with sleep. A yawn escapes you as you place your keys on the kitchen counter before you kick off your shoes and shuffle towards the living room in a slump. You plop onto the couch, releasing a long exhale as you lift your feet up to lay more comfortably.
Briefly, you think you should stay up and get your day started, as you reckon most people who have their shit together would do as such. Unfortunately for your itinerary, youâre not most people and youâre certainly not someone who has their shit together. Youâre _____ and youâre now dreaming, dreaming of a single Kim Taehyung.
His mouth is on yours, golden locks under the tight grip of your fingers and his cock is steadily rocking into you, fingers digging into your sides. He has you seated on the bathroom counter, your legs circled around his waist as his sharp thrusts elicit the neediest of cries from you.
âTaehyung!â Youâre moaning, eyes rolled so far back into your skull, you feel the pull of your optic nerve. Loosening your grip on Taehyungâs hair, he moves away from your mouth and rests his forehead in the crook of your neck. Every curve of his dick plunges in calculated fashion into your cunt, egging you closer to your undoing.
Another sharp thrust has your entire body shuddering, a lapse of jitters filling you as your orgasm rumbles through you. When Taehyung lifts his head from the crook of your neck, you gasp. For when you look at his face, itâs no longer Taehyung, itâs now Jungkook.
He offers a lopsided smirk, an indent of his dimple forming around the right side of his mouth while a finger trails down your cheek.
âWake up,â the apparition whispers.
You gasp awake, spine shooting upright as you heave heavy breaths. Skimming your hands over your face, you let out a frustrated groan, bewilderment and daze hitting you as you land right back to reality.
âShit, sorry, I didnât mean to wake you.â You hear a low voice and you immediately shriek, arms hugging yourself in a mock attempt to hide yourself even if you are fully clothed at the moment. You look over, glancing at the tall, frozen figure stood in the kitchen. His doe eyes are wide, startled by your reaction, dark hair wavy and long, clinging around the edge of his pale face and you can see the faintest trace of the red ink on his neck underneath the loose collar of his black hoodie. Heâs got a knife in one hand and a half-cut tomato laid on a cutting board in front of him. âI-I was going to wake you up for lunch butâŚâ His face has suddenly flushed to a shade of rose, tongue swiftly dabbing at his bottom lip. He clears his throat and hesitates before looking away. âY-you seemed engrossed in your sleep, I didnât want to wake you up.â What was that supposed to mean?
When you look behind him, the pot on the stove is steaming and itâs then that you catch the aroma of sauteed onions and oregano. Naturally, your mouth instantly waters, eyes glancing over to the digital clock that displays itself on the stove. It reads as five minutes past noon and you rub your eyes with the back of your hand before youâre blinking towards the time again. Had you really passed out for a solid six hours? How long had Jungkook been here? âYou...donât have work today?â You swallow, slowly raising up your feet.
Jungkook merely chuckles and shakes his head no. The silver of his dangling earrings swings with this motion. âIâm not working yet, Iâm a student at Master Seongâs.â You had almost forgotten about the Taekwondo Academy, itâs the exact reason heâs now standing here in your kitchen cutting tomatoes. âHopefully, Iâll be the one teaching by next year.â As he speaks, you notice he has a perfect set of pearly whites but then you think of course he does- anything that would make Jeon Jungkook less perfect at this point would be a micropenis. For whatever reason, that makes your blood boil but as much as youâre in disdain, the thought instantly brings attention to a sweltering puddle between your legs.
Your head shoots down, feet shifting uncomfortably as you feel a slick cling against your panties and itâs then that every aspect of your sex dream hits you in a movie montage. You had fully and wholeheartedly dreamt of Jungkook fucking you.
You gasp, unwillingly, feet losing balance before you catch yourself against the counter. Jungkook pauses and looks at you, a tentative eyebrow cocking in your direction in question.
âIs everything alright?â He asks, more curious than considerate. His voice seems to ebb and flow with the sultry ease that only he couldâ my god, maybe you do need to get laid.
You use your elbows to push yourself off the counter before youâre walking over to the stove, body brushing against Jungkookâs back as you reach for the vent switch.
âNext time you cook something, turn on the exhaust fan or else itâll get smokey in here.â You say, voice stoic like ice in this smothering heat, ignoring the blatant arousal seeping out of your cunt. You brush past him once more to make way towards the hallway.
Jungkook sighs in defeat, watching as your figure disappears into your bedroom.
The moth outside your window bats against the patio light with a fierce determination that boggles your mind. You wonder what might be going through the mothâs head: does it ponder this alien, man-made warmth it now feverishly flutters around? Does it understand it in the slightest? Why else would such a simple creature be breaking the peace of a sticky midsummerâs eve?
You glance at the clock on your dresser. Itâs now half past midnight, and youâre dying in this stupid heat. Perhaps it didnât help that you had a six-hour nap, impressed by your ability to do so in broad daylight. And you canât get it out of your head, the dream. Itâs kept you horny all day- in need of relief. You think about the last time youâve had sex, a one night stand with a tall, polite gentleman named Namjoon. It was quite possibly the best sex youâve ever had, a shame you never caught his number.
With a less than pathetic groan of protest, you put your head between the pillow and the mattress, savouring the seconds of coolness that surround your head in a desperate bid to lower the temperature however you can. Somethingâs got to be better than stringing sex and a fucking invertebrate into the same train of thought this late at night.
Raising your head up from the pillow, you weigh your options. Youâre not about to drink yourself to sleep, and your secret supply of ZzzQuil has run dry. Fortunately, you have a solution.
Itâs nights like tonight that you canât hold yourself back, orgasms helped you sleep better anyway. Your vibrator mocks you, blinking as it charges for the first time in weeks. You hear Jungkook shuffle on the other side of the room, your teeth gnawing at your bottom lip as you quietly reach your bedside table for a pair of headphones. You grasp at odds and ends until your fingers find purchase, and with a small sense of victory, you pull a very tangled mess of headphones from the drawer. You hear a cough on the other side and pause, gulping as if youâre fourteen all over again and just discovered the fruits of pleasuring yourself for the first time.
The vibratorâs LED light switches to a solid green, indicating its readiness to abuse your very untouched clit. You flush at the thought, yet eager as the familiar moisture pools in between your legs. Youâre suddenly all too ready, all too demanding of the touch of a toy that you havenât felt in too long. Why had you been putting this off for so long?
Unplugging it from the outlet next to your bed, you slip off your shorts and lay comfortably back onto your mattress. Another blush creeps onto your cheeks, your thumb unlocking your phone and opening the Chrome app. Making sure to switch to a private browser, you hesitantly type it in.
âPornhubâ
The link loads embarrassingly quickly and you flush further, a mix of both the heat and your self chagrin marking the apples of your cheeks. You donât even know what to look for, the home page overwhelming you with a variety of sinful thumbnails, begging to be clicked on. It almost makes you grimace in distaste, suddenly too aware of your surroundings and the situation at hand. You decide against pornography, gripping onto your imagination as you toss your phone aside and clear your throat, settling back onto the mattress with your eyes closed.
Youâll think about Namjoon. His broad hands, slender fingers and that deliciously thick cock. His moans, his honey skin and the way he was able to make you come twice that night.
Spreading your legs apart, you fixate the vibrator against your heat, gasping at the cool tip of the silicone already sensitive against your clit. Youâre already soaked, the head gliding over your clit with slick.
It feels wrong when you turn the device on, the low buzz of vibrations filling the air. Brows knitted together, you picture Namjoon again. Trying to imagine the stroke of his tongue against your folds as the buzz of your vibrator rings through you, you gasp at the overwhelming sensation. Why didnât you do this more often? You try to stay quiet, breathing growing laboured as the image of Namjoon between your legs morphs into something else. Rather, it morphs into someone else.
You see it in your head, your fingers threading through dark curls, legs pinned apart by two ink-sleeved arms. When you look down, youâre met by the intense gaze of brown doe eyes, his brows furrowed as his tongue flicks relentlessly against you. Itâs almost as heâs smirking at you, the slightest quirk in his eyebrow implying that he knows heâd fucking you well with only his tongue. The image makes you shudder, shaking your head as you kick this sick fantasy out of your mind. Were you out of your mind?
On the other side of the room, Jungkookâs ears perk up to the sound of this low buzz. He hadnât realized you were still awake. But as the buzzing intensifies, and a rhythmic deep breathing follows, it soon grows impossible to ignore. He has to be certain. Cautiously removing one earphone, he almost leans into the noise, cocking his head to the side.
No, thatâs definitely you, alright.
You gasp as you apply more pressure to your clit, eyes rolling back from the waves of vibrations surging through your entire body. You canât get it out of your head, imagining Jungkookâs taut arms holding you down, his tongue unforgiving against you. The moan that escapes you is wholly on accident, a hand slapping against your mouth in an attempt to silence yourself further.
Jungkook sits at his desk, dumbfounded. Were you really doing what he thought you were? Surely not. Itâs then that hears the moan. It penetrates the thin wall that separates the two of you and stirs a familiar twitch in his boxers. He feels it press against the fabric, stretching with every heartbeat that knocks against his ribcage. His breathing begins to deepen, only letting his imagination wander as to what you were doing in this moment, merely a few feet away.
No, he thinks. Absolutely not. Behave yourself.
YouâreâŚwell, youâre moaning.
Fuck this, Jungkookâs inner dialogue protests. If youâre not going to play fair, then neither is he. He rises from his desk, tripping slightly over his office chair, clattering the plastic wheels against the hardwood floor. The sound reverberates through what feels like the entire house, and the silence is broken by the impact, which by all accounts seems far too noisy for its own good.
Jungkook freezes, terrified. The buzzing ceases just as suddenly, and the air is replaced with an undesirable discomfort.
Inside your room, your left hand tightens over your mouth the other switches off the vibrator. The kerfuffle seemed to have occurred frighteningly close, prompting a sudden cease to desist all sinful pleasures. The anxieties come in waves, one after another. Did he hear you? Oh God, how long was he listening? Was that even him?
A painful eternity passes. The silence fills the house once more, the crickets outside resuming their nightly song.
Jungkook half expects you to barge into his room, fuming at him for being a pervert and listening in but your feared assault never comes. If anything, his cock only seems to grow harder, the thought of you pleasuring yourself just on the other side of the wall so alluring, he begins to palm himself over his boxers.
You, on the other hand, upon the silence, convince yourself that he hadnât heard after all. Surely, it was something else, Jungkook had probably already gone to bed.
Jungkook. Your lips form the shape of his name but no sound comes out, only a heavy exhale. This is wrong, beyond inappropriate and downright vulgar. Itâs the dimples, you try to argue with yourself. Or those eyes, a deep coffee brown that take away from his masculine frame. It almost brings a childlike charm, distracts you from the surfeit of tattoos that mark his muscular build.
With impatience, you start the vibrator again, placing the device over your clit once more. Youâre soaked beyond control, your own fingers itching to be stuffed inside yourself. Thumb hitting the setting button, the buzz of vibrations grow an octave higher as the intensity of the second setting rolls over your bead with a blast of euphoric pleasure. Itâs almost too much, legs clamping shut as the judder of silicone repeatedly assaults your clit. Your panting growing quicker, inching you to tip over the edge. Oh, how you yearned to be filled with a cock.
âFuck,â Jungkook mutters under his breath, giving into the barbaric thoughts in his head. Quietly, he slides his boxers down his thighs and situates himself back onto his desk chair. His cock is throbbing, tip a blushed pink as his heartbeat begins to resonate harder. Were you doing this on purpose? Were you testing him? Teasing him? He rests his head back, eyes fluttering to a close as he holds the base of his painfully erect cock with his right hand.
His hand slowly begins to slide up and down his own length, twisting slightly whenever his fingers cross over his glans. The sensation fills him with ecstasy, and he canât help but gasp as he tightens his grip and continues to stroke his cock. He thinks of you, on the other side of the wall with your legs spread, flushed and begging to be fucked. How well heâd fit inside you, how well youâd take him in your tight cunt and how youâd whimper his name into his ear. With these thoughts, his pace on himself quickens, breaths laboured against the air. This was wrong, so wrong but hearing you like this, imagining you sprawled on your bed in desperate need of his touch only pushes him further to his climax.
For a moment, he thinks about risking it all and just ripping your door open to fuck you into your next existence. He stays planted onto the leather seat, his hands roaming in a familiar rhythm.
You are minutes, seconds away from seeing strings of white. Itâs when you raise your vibrator to its third setting that you come undone, biting the inside of your cheek as your orgasm plummets you to a new horizon and Jungkookâs name sits at the edge of your tongue.
You feel it spray out of you, your arousal sprinkling over your bed sheets in a clear indication of your collapse. You gasp and shudder, quick to turn off the device as its relentless motion becomes far too much for your sensitive clit.
You lay for a moment, gathering your bearings as your high lingers between the furrow of your eyebrows. Your head feels heavy, sleep overtaking every inch of your body and you begin nodding off almost instantaneously, vibrator still in hand. Itâs when you shift to doze more comfortably that your thigh makes contact with a cool, wet splotch.
Your eyes spring open and youâre sitting up, flicking on your bedside lamp. You have just squirted all over your sheets, the damp puddle prominent and deride. You sit there in disbelief, blinking at the mess between your legs. You frown, suddenly becoming aware of the incessant pounding in your head from your high and you curse yourself for making such a mess.
Now you have to do the laundry, thereâs no way you could sleep in these.
Jungkook is close, frustratingly soâŚit wonât take much at this rate for him to blow his load all over himself. He places his hand firmly around the chair handle, fingers gripping against the plastic. His other hand strokes faster than ever before, breaths deepening. And as he reaches his climax, the quietest of moans escape his lips, followed by your name. Itâs so soft on his tongue, it feels uncouth. The trail of white fluid follows, spurts out of his cock and onto his stomach. He pants, quick to milk every ounce of himself with the squeeze of his palm around the edge of his head and then heâs reaching for his water bottle, taking a cool swig of the liquid.
He has to shower now, thereâs no way he could sleep like this.
As you unhook the last of your sheets from the mattress, you quickly roll the fabric into a giant ball within your arms. Youâre on your tippy-toes, hesitantly reaching for your door as you twist the knob and pull the barrier open. You look around, relieved to see the hallway engulfed in complete darkness. Jungkookâs door is closed, no light emitting through the cracks which means he must be asleep. Gingerly, you close the door behind you and tiptoe towards the end of the hall where the laundry room is- attached to the shared washroom.
Youâre quick to stuff the sheets into the washer, loading the detergent into the cartridges and powering on the machine. The roomâs lights arenât even on, youâre too lazy to find them. Besides, the stark moonlight and LED of the washing machine are plenty of light enough. When youâve set the machine to its cycle, you ponder on what the hell you can do with no bedsheets to aid in your sleep and your body covered in sweat.
Even if you are hotter than before, sweatier than before, slumber takes a toll on your body. Your head feels weighted, drowsy from your hard climax. You think a shower would work best, turning to go back into your room for a change of clothes when you bump into something, rather someone.
You shriek and take cover under your raised arms, a soft glow of white light sifting through the crack of your arms as the washroom lights get flickered on. Raising your head out of the shield of your arms, you find Jungkook standing in front of you, void of a shirt and clad by only a pair of boxers.
âJungkook, what the fuck?â You canât help it, your eyes wander, rake him from head to toe. You can see it, the ever so light outline of a bulge, something that is definitely nowhere near a micropenis.
âI was just...about to shower. Iâm sorry- I didnât know you would be out here, I wouldâve worn more clothesâ His gaze is soft with worry and youâre reminded of your earlier outburst. It was quite hypocritical of yourself when youâve just fucked yourself on a sex toy to scandalous thoughts of him. His eyes flickers to the low drone of the washer and then back to you. âYouâre doing laundry?â
Your cheeks flush, your voice hitching in your throat as you promptly pull up an excuse as to why youâre doing laundry at nearly two in the morning. âI-I spilled some tea on my sheets, I have to wash them.â You hope itâs convincing enough. âI was about to shower too.â
Jungkook regards you carefully, expecting a scolding for even asking but it never comes. Youâre flustered and painted a shade of red he is familiar with. Heâs only familiar with it because he too is the same shade of red. You two had been pleasuring yourselves, separately yet simultaneously. The memory almost brings a fresh wave of lust.
âWhy are you showering at-â you glance at the time on your phone, â-one oâclock at night?â Jungkook doesnât expect this question from you. You had never been interested in anything he did other than if it was something bothersome to scold over. He clears his throat and uses his slender fingers to push his hair back. You reckon heâll need a haircut soon.
âI was exercising in my room.â Technically, masturbation was a certain form of exercise⌠Â
The air is stiff, you feel it. It crosses both of your minds, had you heard one another? Was it obvious? You shift on the balls of your feet, teeth crashing down on your bottom lip. âWell, whoâs gonna shower first?â You eye his practically unclad figure. Itâs impossible to not take notice of the Adonis belt that leads your vision straight to his casual bulge. You look away. âTechnically I was here first.â
Jungkook chuckles and pokes the inside of his cheek with a tongue. âTechnically this is your house too, right?â
Your head drops to the ground, a shameful pout crossing over your features. Perhaps you were too harsh earlier, but you may just be feeling this way from the endorphins.
You go against the wish for a shower, itâs the least you can do. âIâll be sleeping on the couch tonight, just letting you know. Please donât make food at some obscure hour of the night or I will kill you.â With that, you push past him, your shoulder knocking against his arm as you head towards the living room.
To Jungkook, thereâs something so beguiling about your clear disdain for him. He merely observes you from where he stands, feeling another rush of blood make way to his cock. How could you so ignorantly disregard that you had just been touching yourself? Did you really not know he could hear you? It baffles him, leaves him with another hard-on as he turns away, closing the washroom door behind him before heâs turning on the shower.
Today, youâve had a shitty day.
Kim Taehyung has put in his two weeks' notice. Heâs quitting this job to move halfway across the world and live with his girlfriend abroad and your boss had informed you one of your very own clients have committed tax fraud, costing your firm thousands. Along with this, youâve spilled coffee over your white button-up and the hair tie holding your crisp bun up had snapped to unleash your unbrushed, unwashed owlâs nest.
When you walk into the apartment, you almost donât want to look at your reflection in the mirror. It was strategically placed in the foyer by Seokjin, his scientific reasoning behind it being so he could start a positive day by looking at himself one last time before leaving the house. This logic seems like bullshit to you now. Your hair is a lionâs mane, your black bra visible against the translucent, chestnut coffee stain on your chest and your face is shiny from the amount of sweat youâve had building up throughout the day from this sweltering heat.
Kicking off your heels, you take notice that Jungkookâs Pumas donât take their usual occupancy on the shoe rack. This means heâs not home and this means, he wouldnât be seeing you in this state. Relief floods over you.
Somewhere prior to the halfway point of Jungkookâs stay, your animosity for his presence seems to have expired ever so slightly. Perhaps it had to do with your newfound liking towards him from your late-night fantasies, or maybe it was because he had actually been putting more effort into working around the house as of late.
You barely see him now, and when you do, heâs usually made your food along with his own or heâs left you sticky notes telling you heâs taken out the garbage for you or cleaned the washroom. It has warmed your rigid heart but only to an extended degree.
Carding your fingers through your hair, you tame as much of it as you can before youâre unbuttoning your dress shirt and letting the air dry it out. Your bra feels slick against your skin, the mixture of coffee and sweat too unbearable. You unclip it from behind and toss it onto the bar stool by the kitchen island.
After opening the fridge for a can of iced tea, you walk over to the pantry for a snack to accompany the icy, perspiring drink. But before you can make it, you suddenly take notice of it, the twinkling mound of silverware against the sunlight seeping through the windowpane. You look down at the small pile of unwashed cutlery in the stainless steel sink, an inferno flickering in your chest. Â
The feeling crawls back, the feeling of wanting to reinforce your disapproval of him. Itâs an emotional memory, screaming at you to go back to your familiar disdain, to a more comfortable habit. Or maybe itâs your horrible day, everything bad thatâs happened leading up to this breakdown. You feel like an overly emotional pregnant lady, getting fired up over unwashed spoons and forks but you canât push it down. Youâre seeing red.
A click is heard from the bathroom down the hall, followed by the tune of a cheerful whistle. You wrap the open ends of your shirt around your chest, crossing your arms as you stand in the kitchen and await the figureâs emergence from the shadowy refuge of the hallway. Jungkook now appears at the mouth of the hall, one arm rubbing a small towel against his wet hair and the other clutching the towel hanging off his hips. Upon seeing you, his whistle abruptly drops.
âHey,â he begins nervously. âI didnât know youâd be homeââ
The words come out of you like rapid-fire, all âgood deedsâ heâs ever done as a roommate escaping through the vents. âYouâŚâ You begin, and he winces. âDo you see this?â You point to the sink. âHow fucking hard is it to wash your own forks and spoons? Fuck, Iâm so tired of picking up after you!â
Youâre really unable to stop yourself, weeks of pent-up frustrations just now unleashing, lashing against the boy with such vigor, you can see a gulp send his Adam's apple to a bob. âFor the record, if youâre going to smoke, do it the absolute farthest away from the apartment- I cannot stand the scent of fake strawberries and watermelon anymore.â Your arm motions towards the hallway, your foot stomping with it. Jungkookâs gaze very briefly strays to your shirt that unravels, just barely covering your breasts. Were you not wearing a bra?
âFor every shower you take after the initial one, you have to set aside two dollars extra towards the water bill and for the love of all things holy, please start eating dinner at a reasonable time- you make it impossible to like you when Iâm forced to wake up at two in the morning almost every single night.â With one push off the counter, youâre off towards the hallway to your bedroom, the heat of Jungkookâs stare burning into the back of your skull as you pass by him.
Jungkook sighs.
âI try, you know.â His quiet words halt you in your steps. âI knew you never liked me but I never knew why...that much was always a mystery. It never stopped me from trying to be the best damn roommate youâre ever going to have.â You twist around, taking in his stance. Now his arms are crossed, the towel once on his head now draped over his arm. âAnd yet you still hate me.â
Youâre disarmed, mouth suddenly dry as you take in his words. Jungkook continues. âI...I just donât get it- and I have to admit itâs a little disheartening,â He takes an idle step forward. âI donât know what to expect from you- one moment youâre scolding me and the nextâŚâ His eyes trail to the exposed delve between your breasts, carefully covered underneath your unbuttoned shirt. You coil into yourself, wrapping your shirt over your chest again as you shift your gaze to the marks of ink blossomed over his skin. âAnd the next youâre staring at me.â Steadily dragging his gaze back up towards your eyes, he smirks and speaks again. âKind of like youâre staring right now.â
If thereâs one thing you hate the most, itâs being called out. Your pride is wounded and you rise to the challenge, huffing a bemused breath. You shoot back with faux scorn. âIâm only staring because youâre practically naked in front of me. Have you no decency in the presence of a woman?â This makes Jungkook cock an eyebrow, and he finds himself closing more distance between the two of you.
He laughs, mirthless but nonetheless amused by your rebuke. âUsually in the presence of a woman like you, decency is the last thing on my mind.â Leisurely, youâre losing each other in one anotherâs gaze.
You scoff. âLike me? What the hell is that supposed to mean?â
âDonât play coy, you and I both know youâre not near as good as you think you are.â
This statement catches you off guard, wholeheartedly. Your breath hitches in your throat as your eyes flicker between the towel thatâs barely clinging around his waist to his eyes that have seemingly darkened, ablaze with something akin to salacity. Jungkook licks his lips, the length of his damp hair sending a tiny trickle of water down the side of his face. âAnd that doesnât even count all the weird shit Iâve heard in this house.â Now youâre the one gulping, frozen in place as he takes another step closer. âYou moan in your sleep, you moan when you touch yourself at night...â Your eyes widen in horror, he had heard you that night and possibly every night after that.
âIâll never forget what your friend said on the phone, you know. With lips like thatâŚyou make it impossible to forget anything about you.â
Shit.
Heâs gotten closer, much closer. With anyone else, the lack of distance between you would be nothing short of uncomfortable and unwanted, but you find yourself pulled towards him. The closing of the gap between you is mutual, and before you have a chance to shoot back a reply, his lips are hovering above yours. âPretty lips that make pretty noises.â And then, his mouth is on yours.
Your knees nearly give out.
Before anything else, youâre filled with shock, an invasive shock. How could he be doing this?
He⌠HeâsâŚheâs actually a pretty good kisser. Youâre swept away, his arms cocooning around you. His lips pillow against your own, his tongue the taste of mint.
Jungkook is damp from his shower, his skin slick and cool under your touch as you slide your arms around his neck. This motion beckons you closer, pushing your lips harder against his. He walks you backwards and you follow suit, mouths remaining on one another as your back hits the wall right next to your bedroom door. There is absolutely no turning back now.
His hands are sliding down your body, feeling every curve of your body underneath his palms as he squeezes and kneads until heâs reached your ass. You moan into his mouth when he grabs handfuls of your bottom, a calculated grip that he uses to push your pelvic bone against his growing erection. This invites his tongue into your parted mouth, taking in the taste of yours into his own. They cushion around each other, a synchronous valse that only grows the moisture in between your legs. You feel his want for you build against your stomach, the thickness that lays just beyond his towel.
Jungkookâs teeth find the plump of your bottom lip, a gentle gnaw at the flesh before heâs tugging at it. The whimper you let out only elicits a growl to emit from his chest, the hands on your ass now sliding up your sides until theyâre cupping your face. Itâs then that his clear want for you becomes evident, a taut prominence poking against your stomach.
âMâJungkookâŚâ You whimper into his mouth, his right hand moving from your cheek to the base of your neck. You gasp as his palm pushes against your sternum, the fingers wrapped around your neck tightening in the slightest as youâre pushed farther against up against the wall. Jungkook hums in response, his lips relentless against your own.
His mouth works in precise vigour against your own. Itâs as if he has been starved of this moment for too long, days, weeks of holding himself back. You canât stop yourself either, not quite being able to comprehend the happenings of this exact moment. Nights of pleasuring yourself to the thought of your roommate and here you two are, your cunt seemingly progressing into an ocean of slick and his cock ready to be smothered in it.
Jungkook pulls away, and when you get a chance to look at him, his cheeks are powdered in a shade of rose, his lips marginally swollen from your heated kissing and his eyes ablaze with a craving you canât even describe. âNot so smart with that mouth now, are you?â
You swallow thickly, words failing you. Your eyes glance towards the roses stoic on his neck. Oh, how youâd like to lick over them. The situation is beyond words, and you reckon if it hadnât been, that actions still would fare far better than words.
Jungkook drops to his knees in front of you and fiercely grabs your hips. You inhale sharply, head dropping as your fingers instinctively grasp for purchase against his impossibly broad shoulders. Theyâre marked with feathers that lead down his biceps in the shape of wings. You canât help but dig in, your nails leaving thin red crescents slashing across the ink as your back rests against the wall.
âYou think you can get away moaning my name every night?â He groans, alternating between breaths and kisses around your pelvis, slowly moving past your navel. His fingers hook around the belt loops in your pants, his free hand eagerly tugging down your zipper. With precision, he pulls your pants down until youâre clad in only your underwear. Thank God, you chose today of all days to wear a thong. The baby pink silk, smooth underneath his fingertips. Jungkook looks up at you wishfully, his doe eyes radiating a boyish innocence that contradicts the ink littering his skin. But then he speaks, his voice a soft growl.
âI hope you taste as delicious as you look,â he says, not doubting for a second that you wonât as he bites the elastic of your thong. You are breathless; itâs hard not to be when Eros himself is between your legs, yearning for a taste of your dripping sex.
Your breath catches in your throat, Jungkookâs thumb skimming down your pubic bone to where you want, need it the most. You shiver as he circles against your clit through the cloth, a purposeful pressure that has you tightening your grip on his shoulders. He can feel the moisture against the fabric, your arousal clinging against the material.
âI didnât even have to touch you and youâre already this wet for me, baby?â He licks his lips, fingers running up and down your thighs. The nickname baby stays with you, lingers and only soaks you further. You roll your head back against the wall, letting his fleeting fingers latch around the band of your thong before you feel them being tugged down your legs.
Itâs almost instinctive for you to want to cross your leg over the other, to keep Jungkook from seeing you so bare and needy for him. But of course, Jungkook doesnât let this happen. He kisses your right hip bone before tracing a bold lick diagonally down to your pelvis. Your fingers rub against his shoulders, one hand gliding up the back of his head to comb through the mass of his damp dark curls.
Jungkook hikes one of your legs over his shoulder, letting the balm of your foot rest against the delve of his back as he spreads you above him. A broad hand pushes your hip back against the wall, the one leg youâre balanced on steady underneath his aiding grip. He uses his free hand to run his second and third digit up and down your wet folds. You shiver.
He looks up at you once more. This time, a lopsided smug grin adorns his face as he beams you a set of perfect teeth, the familiar indents of his dimples marking against his lower cheeks. âIâm going to make you come so hard.â Youâre moaning in response to this, leg wavering as you feel the slide of Jungkookâs forefinger push into you. He hums in appreciation, your tightness inviting the chafe of his finger. He places a chaste kiss just above your pubic bone as he begins a slow rhythmic pump of his finger.
âFuck,â you breath out, the ridges of his calloused digit filling you far greater than your own ever has. You canât even begin to imagine how his dick will feel, your fingers laced into his hair tightening their hold as well.
Itâs when you feel the point of Jungkookâs deft tongue stroke against your clit that you cry out, his hand gripping your hip harder against the wall as he feels you waver above him. Your eyes flutter to a close, letting him have his way with you against his tongue. He uses it mercilessly, flicks pointed and dexterous against your clit as his finger pushes in and out of your tight heat. âOh my god, Jungkook.â He inserts another finger and you nearly lose yourself.
Your eyes are rolled back, your hips involuntarily jerking away from Jungkookâs grip as they push forward in search of more of his mouth. You feel it bubbling inside you, each stroke of his fingers and each swirl of his tongue making it impossible for you to focus on anything else but this feeling. He laps around your clit, strict and continuous. When you open your eyes to look down, you see his gorgeous hair enveloped in the thread of your fingers. Youâve never been eaten out against a wall like this and it only adds more to your impending undoing.
Jungkookâs digits move quicker now, with each pump comes a curl that elicits the neediest of whimpers to fall past your lips. He feels his cock twitch with every sound you make, a melodic hymn to his ears. He alternates between sharp flicks and taking the whole of your clit with his mouth in a gentle siphon. This time there is no barrier of a wall between the two of you, this time he can hear you as vividly as he hears the tits chirp outside his window every morning and this time, you are not using a vibrator on yourself, heâs fucking you with his tongue.
He can feel you tightening against his fingers, your walls clenching unimaginably tight around him with every stroke. You are close, so very close and the feel of his relentless tongue lapping around your clit along with his slender fingers has you seeing nothing but the ceiling above you. Jungkook picks up the pace of his tongue as well, his head moving in vigour as he fervently pushes the wet muscle against your bead.
He senses it coming before you do, his tongue and fingers in a violent rhythm. You jerk above him, your hold on his hair impossibly tight as you let yourself go, crying out his name from your orgasm. He feels your squirt spray out of you, it coats his mouth and chin, sprinkling even to his chest as you shake above him. Jungkook does not stop, digits pumping even faster, tongue continuing their assault.
You chant his name as you writhe underneath his grasp. The sensation becomes too much within seconds of your orgasm but somehow his persistence makes it feel as if you can come all over again.
âJ-jungkook p-please,â you beg, your fingers unraveling from his hair and tightening onto his shoulders as you try to push him away. He follows suit, unlatching his mouth from your heat before languidly rising to his feet.
When you look at him, his lips are swollen and painted in your clear arousal, your squirt coating down the cleft of his chin, streaming his neck and sprinkled across his chest. It matches his damp hair, uniform with the wetness of his previous shower.
âYou...just...squirted. All over me.â You canât quite tell if this statement holds aversion at first. Truth be told, youâve never squirted from a manâs tongue against you.
Jungkook steps closer. âDo you know how fucking hot that was?â You donât know, but Jungkook is taking your hand into his and placing it over it his very hard bulge. You gasp at the feel underneath your palms, unyielding to your touch. Itâs far greater of a bulge than youâve ever felt before.
You smell yourself on him, a faint fragrance that you taste when Jungkook leans forward to kiss you with greed. His mouth his sticky, kisses lingering against your lips. When he pulls away, his fingers glide over the knot that holds his towel up. You watch him, eagerly as he pulls at the twist, letting the towel to fall to the floor with a soft thud.
Fuck.
Holy fuck.
âOh my god,â you catch yourself saying out loud.
Jungkook is big. Larger, thicker than you could have ever imagined. An erect serpentine that lays firmly in his hand as he takes the base of his cock in his palm, you canât look away. You gulp, eyes flickering between his daunting length and his growing smirk. Your mouth suddenly feels parched, a tentative tongue poking through the seams of your lips to swipe over your lips. Something about him not using the towel to directly wipe off your squirt makes your stomach flip with somersaults, so aroused by the idea of him wearing your ograsm on him with pride.
Jungkook twirls his forefinger in the air. âTurn around,â he commands and you oblige, twisting your body as you lay the flat of your palms against the cool wall. Jungkook pulls at your hips, mumbling words of profanities as your ass grinds against his thick erection. He already feels so full against your heat.
Kicking your legs open and apart, his feet stand in between yours, making it impossible for you to close them. He places a kiss against your shoulder, your forehead rested flush to the wall as a tender hand kneads at the cheek of your ass. He spanks it once, the echo of both the slap and your yelp of surprise travelling down the hall.
Hot and heavy against the shell of your ear, his damp hair tickles your neck as he whispers. âThink you can take it, baby?â
âY-yes.â Your answer is short and breathless, hips instinctively grinding against him for further proof of your want. This earns you another spank and Jungkook is taking the base of his cock in one hand, spreading your cheeks with his free hand as he lines up to your cunt.
He nudges past your folds with his head, speaking in a low growl. âGood girl. Now letâs hear you scream.â He pushes in.
The stretch of his tip pressing into you tingles with a sizzling burn, the pressure that follows has your fingers curling against the wall and an arm reaching back to grasp onto Jungkookâs hip.
He takes your offering hand, interlocking your fingers together as he pushes another inch into you before pulling back out. He lets you adjust, your mixed moans echoing throughout the hallway as he juts his head forward to fill you once again.
His girth pinches against your walls, deliciously so and Jungkook pauses every couple of moments to let you feel every inch fill you until heâs reached the hilt.
He lets your hand go and you bring it back to press against the wall in aid of holding you up. âThatâs it, baby...take every inch of it.â His voice is low, husky, something so carnally divine in the clip of his syllables that it has you rolling your head back. âYouâre doing so fucking good. Does it feel good?â
âY-yes,â you say as you exhale shakily.
He rolls out of you, his name just on the edge of your tongue before heâs thrusting forward to have it spill out of your mouth. The velvet smooth feel of Jungkookâs cock mixing with your slick arousal makes the pinching sensation come to an ease. Heâs swearing behind you, alternating between muttered profanities and guttural moans.
âSo. Fucking. Tight. You feel so good, baby, taking me so well.â His fingers are firmly grasping onto your hips, his thrusts now beginning a steady rhythm as he steadily fucks you against the wall. Jungkookâs girth knocks the breath out of you, a full pressure that fills your tight cunt so satisfyingly, you almost lose yourself a second time within minutes from your first orgasm.
Jungkook is panting behind you, fingers surely leaving bruises against your skin as he speeds his hips to pound into you. He loosens his grip, three of his digits tracing a line down your spine before cutting around your waist and hovering above your clit. âCome again for me, baby. One more time, squirt for me.â Itâs with these words that you decide, you donât want to squirt on the floor once more, you want to squirt on him, on top of him.
âW-wait.â You reach your arm back, pressing the flat of your hand to his hip in a gesture to stop. He stills immediately.
âDid I hurt you?â The worry in his voice only causes you to release a breathless laugh, shaking your head no in reassurance.
âI want to ride you.â How could Jungkook ever say no to that? Without a beat of hesitance, he slides out of you, taking his cock in his hand before lightly tapping the head against each of your cheeks. Gripping your waist, he spins you to face him, a dimpled smile greeting you as you reach his gaze.
âMm, is that so?â He asks and you nod, returning his smile. The dim glow of sunlight pouring into the hallway allows you to see the glowy sheen of his sweat and your arousal glimmer against his face and chest, enhancing his tattoos. The dampness of his curls have dried but a new layer of perspiration forms a film over his forehead.
You take Jungkookâs hand in yours, leaning forward to place a chase kiss on his lips before youâre leading him into your bedroom. You walk him backwards, your hands on his shoulders and his eyes focused nowhere but on yours. Itâs when the back of his knees knock against the edge of your bed that heâs forced to have a seat.
He expects you to straddle him, you see it in the glimmer of his doe eyes but instead, you drop to your knees in front of him, arms separating his inked thighs apart. This takes Jungkook by surprise, he cocks his head to the side, an eyebrow raising in question.
You hands glide up and down his legs, a grin stretching across your face as you lean forward and place a gentle peck to the base of his thick cock. Jungkook hums in satisfaction, eyes holding a challenge as he watches you with great concentration.
The pink of his head looks all too inviting as you take his cock in your hands. As you do so, Jungkookâs hands roam up your arms before theyâre resting on each of your shoulders. He benignly grips at the tense muscles of your shoulders, thumbs moving in circles over your skin. âYouâre tense.â He vocalizes.
âYouâre fucking huge.â You hit back, eyes wide and mouth salivating at the heaviness in your grasp. Itâs tacky, coated in you as you swipe a thumb over the head and Jungkook hisses above you. When you look up at him, his dark eyes are speared to your movements, teeth gritted. You begin moving your hands up and down his length.
âYou can take it in your mouth, canât you?â The tone in his voice depicts a challenge and your ears nearly perk in interest. Of course you can take him in your mouth. You lean forward, Jungkookâs broad hands leaving the expanse of your shoulders to slide up the sides of your head. His fingers comb your hair back, pulling it into a makeshift ponytail. The movement flexes the muscles on his inked biceps and you have to admit to yourself that he looks so fucking good.
Jungkook is all too eager as he watches you, the flat of your tongue sticking out to lick around the rim of his head. He chokes back a groan, grip on your hair tightening. You stretch your mouth as wide as you can, a discomfort to your movement as you engulf the whole of his head with your tongue. Jungkook inhales a sharp breath, fingers threaded into your hair as he eases you down to take more of him.
You wrap your lips around the velvet tip, beginning a slow suction. âFuck,â Jungkook mumbles from above you, shifting on the mattress, watching you. âOpen wider, baby.â You do as asked, jaw already sore from the girth of his head alone. He pushes his hips off the mattress in the slightest, grip on your hair firm as he thrusts more of himself into your mouth.
Youâre careful not to let your teeth graze over the skin of his cock, your fingers tightening around his length before you start to twist your wrists and continue sucking. Jungkook is careful to be gentle with you, very tenderly urging his cock to fill more of your mouth. It shocks you when you feel the blunt of his head hit the cap of your airway, eliciting a gag.
Jungkook pulls out a millimeter before heâs pushing back in, teeth gritted and eyes focused. Your mouth looks so pretty stuffed with his cock; itâs almost as pretty as your cunt taking him to the hilt.
Another gag rumbles out of you and vibrates against his member, this time, Jungkook being the one to moan. His hips stutter in shallow thrusts into your mouth and you feel the sting of tears threatening to blur your vision.
The sounds of your gagging bounces off the walls of your bedroom, followed by the guttural moans of Jungkook as he fucks your mouth. Each thrust of his hips causes the head of his cock to push past your airway.
You release your hold around his length, fingers thickly coated in your own saliva as you find purchase of the flesh of his thighs. You let him have his way with you, your mouth stretched as wide as you can physically make it and a single thread of a tear rolling down your cheek. You look up through the flutters of your eyelashes, pleased to see the Adamâs apple in Jungkookâs throat bob up and down while his head is thrown back in pleasure.
The sudden pull of his cock from your mouth comes with a light âpopâ followed by you gasping for air. Using his hold on your hair, he jerks your hair back so youâre forced to look up at him. He hungrily latches his lips onto yours, sloppy and wet with a relentless tongue that intrudes your mouth.
You slide your hands over his thighs, towards the ridges of muscles on his abdomen as he helps you rise to your feet. Your right palm travels up his chest, your other arm circling around Jungkookâs neck as you let him grab a handful of your ass. With a persuasive lift, he places you on his lap, your legs wrapping around his torso as his mouth remains on yours.
âMâlet me ride mâyou,â you gasp in between kisses, Jungkookâs toned arms looping around your waist as he shuffles closer to the edge of the mattress.
âYeah?â He moves from your mouth to the edge of your jaw.
âPlease.â Jungkook loosens his grip around your waist, letting you rest the front of your calves on either side of him. You situate yourself, raising your hips as your hand finds his still, very erect length to line against your core.
âLook at you so needy for my cock, donât hate me so much anymore?â The smugness in his tone only grants him a glare from you, a chuckle following his tease. âIn case you havenât noticed, Iâm in need of you too.â You have noticed, his massive cock hasnât wavered in want in the slightest since he first kissed you.
You huff a breath. âI never hated you.â Rubbing his head a few times over your sex, you finally sink down onto it, your cunt eagerly taking in his head. You gasp at the feel of this new position, his length gliding in much smoother with your previous practice. âYou just need to start washing your fucking dish- ah!â You cry out, hands fumbling to grasp at his shoulders as Jungkook juts his hips up, slamming into you. His girth stretches your walls once again and he feels so fucking delicious in you like this. Quite frankly, youâre unsure if youâll be able to go back to an average sized penis ever again.
âMm, I should keep pissing you off if it means I get to shut you up like this.â His voice hitches at the last word as you pick your hips up and ram yourself back down onto his cock. You both moan at this, your arms once again looping around Jungkookâs neck as his hands firmly grip your hips in guidance.
Your teeth clash as you kiss him with each bounce of your hips, the position more so letting you gently rock over his cock. Your clit rubs against his skin with each roll of your hips, making sure you alternate between circling your hips and bouncing on his cock. Jungkook is losing himself, you know this because he holds you tightly, firmly as he lets you take control. You ride him hard and slow, the pre crescendo to his coming end.
âCome for me, Jungkook,â You moan against the shell of his ear, legs losing stamina as you try to keep a rhythmic pace. But Jungkook doesnât want to finish just yet, he wants you to come again too.
You yelp as he slides his hands under your ass, lifting you off him before heâs throwing you onto the mattress so youâre on your back. He stands up, above you at the edge of your bed, taking your knees in the crevice of his elbows before yanking you towards him.
âWhere is it?â He gruffs, fingers gripping your waist.
âWhat?â
âYour vibrator, where is it?â If you werenât flushed already from Jungkookâs cock, youâd be blushing at his knowledge that you even had one. You stretch your arm above you, fingers reaching underneath a pillow where you usually keep it hidden. Grasping the device in hand, you bring it out, idly waving it in front of the ink-skinned boy. He grins, the youthful boy-like glint returning in the doe of his eyes as he releases your leg from the arm that extends to retrieve it from you.
Inspecting the controls, he finds the power button, clicking it on. A low buzz fills the room. the words that follow leaving you breathless again.
âAh...now thereâs the noise I like to hear every night.â Clicking it back off, Jungkook places it carefully next you before hooking your leg back around his elbow, hoisting your hips up. You watch with eager eyes as he pokes his tongue past his lips, letting a string of saliva drizzle carefully over his cock. He smooths the slick over his cock, letting it coat the entirety of his length before heâs guiding his head against your opening.
He gently slaps his head against your clit before rubbing against it, letting your arousal build once more. You shift your hips in impatience, fingers gripping tightly against your sheets. Jungkook leans down towards your mouth, claiming your lips once more, hard and deep. He tastes of sweat and your arousal, a tinge of salt that you lick away. When he pulls away, heâs pushing his cock into you again.
The curve of his dick hits differently with this position, now he has more control with hitting just the right spots. Heâs slow at first, frustrating slow as if heâs testing each stroke of his hips to see how you react. When heâs surging forward until heâs got an inch remaining, youâre crying out loud.
âHere?â He asks and you nod profusely, words unable to form on your tongue. Jungkook pushes even deeper, another cry escaping your lungs at the new fullness. Your grip around your sheets grow tighter, teeth harshly biting down on your lip as he begins steady rock in and out of you.
Youâve never been filled so well like this, his cock hitting every surface area of your inner walls as he stretches you delectably with each roll of his hips. He fucks into you, hard and deep, changing from circling his hips to pistoning into you with no mercy. He talks filth into the air, profanities and moans chased by the sounds of skin slapping as he relentlessly plummets into you.
He can feel you about to come, the pressure of your clenched walls tightening around him to un unprecedented degree. With each thrust, your cunt only eagerly invites him back in, needy for his spurts of cum. This is when Jungkook grabs the vibrator he placed beside you, thumb quick to power the device on. You yelp and mewl as he places the silicone tip against your clit, the vibration ringing through both of you. The sensation is overwhelming, the girth of his cock mixed with the jolts of your stimulated clit leave you near screaming his name. You shake underneath him, legs quivering as you feel the rise of your orgasm build through your entire body.
âYou can squirt again, baby. I know you can. I know you want to.â Your body jerks and still as the combination of one more thrust and the vibe hit you exactly where you need it to, to come undone. Jungkook doesnât fight it, the pressure of your squirt pushing his cock out of your tightness. âThatâs it, darling, so fucking hot.â He keeps the vibrator on you and you whimper, releasing the clutch of the sheets as you flail your arms towards the vibrator in an attempt to push it away from you. Jungkook does not budge.
âP-please, fuck, Jungkook...itâs too much, please.â He does not stop, watching you with intent as your body shakes underneath his control of the vibrator. He knows you can come again.
âOne more time.â Your legs are desperately trying to clamp shut but Jungkook expertly holds your legs apart with his torso as he continues assaulting your clit with the silicone. It buzzes against you, rings through your entire body and within minutes youâre coming all over again. Itâs so intense, you nearly black out, your voice clamouring to a scream of Jungkookâs name.
He turns it off and throws it somewhere on the mattress before heâs sliding into you with ease. He fucks your squirt back into you with a push of his cock.
This time, Jungkook wastes no time. This time, he drills into you, clamping your legs together as he pushes them forward until your knees hit your chest. This position allows him to go deeper, watching your cunt swallow every inch of his cock with greed along with every thrust of his hips. He feels his orgasm rapidly approaching.
Each snap of his hips become sloppier, his laboured breathing sporadic as his fingers dig harshly into your calves.
âWhere do you want me to come?â He rasps, pulling your legs apart once more.
âI-inside me, please.â Your words elicit a mumbled fuck from him followed by a groan. You watch him through lidded eyes, your head thick and heavy from your plentiful of orgasms. Jungkook looks like the God of sex himself above you, sweat dribbling down his forehead, his dark long waves spilling over his eyes, his inked chest glistening and his muscles flexing with every grind of his hips into you. He is the most beautiful man youâve ever seen. âCome, Jungkook,â you coo, egging him to come undone. âCome inside me.â
With the last phrase, his hips stutter and still before heâs gasping for a breath as he spills himself into you. He shouts your name, voice getting caught in his throat. He steadily moves again, milking every last drop of himself inside of you as your walls achingly aid him.
As he comes to a stop, the room is filled with nothing but the sounds of your mixed heavy panting. Jungkook leans forward, pressing a heavy kiss against your lips before heâs pulling away from your mouth and away from your cunt. He watches, mesmerized as his cum dribbles out of you. Itâs the hottest thing heâs ever seen, your tight cunt filled to the brim with his seed.
âFuck,â he pants, reaching his arm out to help you sit up. You roll your head forward into your palms, the rush of dopamine pounding into your skull with a massive headache. âYou okay?â He asks and you nod your head, face still encompassed by your hands.
âYou...should piss me off more often.â Jungkook chuckles at this. When you look up from your hands, his wavy locks have a newfound dampness, beads of sweat encompassing his tattooed chest. Heâs grinning, a lopsided grin that leaves you with a warm feeling pounding in your chest.Â
Jungkook offers you a hand, guiding you off the bed. You take it, letting him pick you up to your feet with the strength of his biceps.Â
âYeah, yeah I should.â Youâre both walking out your bedroom and towards the shower.
Seokjin wears nothing but a grimace at the kitchen island as he watches you and Jungkook coo at each other. Heâs just returned from his trip abroad, hands crossed over his chest as he observes the blasphemy before his eyes. Jungkook is by the stove, flipping the last of Seokjinâs steak and youâre beside him preparing a salad on the counter.
âDisgusting.â Seokjin scowls. âI leave for three months and this happens?â He scoffs at the thought of the two of you cooking him steak for dinner, as if it would break the bearer of this terrible, awful news. You two are now dating. His best friend and his roommate- to Seokjin, itâs an ultimate betrayal.
You sigh and roll your eyes, setting your freshly made salad in front of him as Jungkook brings over a sizzling pan of steak. He wears a grin on his face, a grin that matches yours before youâre leaning on your tiptoes to kiss against the indented dimple against his lower cheek. Seokjin nearly gags at this.
He truly thought heâd be rid of you as soon as this lease had ended but here you were, snogging who he thought to be his best friend. He thinks heâll have to burn his mattress too.
âGreat,â he says, deadpan, picking up his knife and fork. âIâm stuck with you forever now.â With the greatest of fake enthusiasm, he musters a disingenuous smile and angrily digs into his steak.
He hates that itâs delicious.Â
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a/n: HEWWOOOO. how u feeling!? đĽ´i REALLY!!! did not expect this fic to be so long holy shit im so sorry, i went out of control!!!! this was very loosely based off real-life events that were then fuelled by jungkookâs lotte concert look. and badda bing, badda boom, a 13k fic of pure smut is born and i am wholly unashamed of myself. i really hope you enjoyed reading this filth, it was very fun for me to write!!! please let me know what you think and as always, thank you for reading and i love youuuu đ
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Vegas, Baby - Part I
Pairing: Kim Taehyung X Reader
Genre: Mafia!AU, Romance, Smut (Slow Burn)
Warnings: Explicit Language.
Summary: After four years, you have been let go from your job. Taking a chance you head to Vegas to make the best of a bad situation. A situation that only gets worse.
âSorry Miss Y/N, but we are going to have to let you go,â your bossâ monotone voice echoed in your ears.Â
Four years of your life, wasted. Not that you particularly enjoyed the job, but it paid your bills. And that was what counted at the end of the day. Now, what were you going to do? Your parents had already said your room was still yours if you needed to move back in. It was sweet of them really, but you didnât want to move back in with them, you wanted your freedom and you wanted to be on your own. But what other options did you have without losing everything?Â
âYour separation pay will come through at the end of the week,â your ears perked up. The separation pay would be a nice amount no doubt. This financial firm didnât come without its perks.Â
âVery good, sir. Thank you for four years,â you said, trying not to let the bitter tone enter into your voice.Â
âYou can show yourself out. See that your desk is cleaned out by the end of the shift,â he said, turning his back to you.
Quickly you let yourself out, heading toward your desk.Â
âSo, what did dickhead want?â Namjoon, your table mate, asked.
âI got canned,â you whispered, gathering up your stuff.
âWhat? No way, let me go in there,â he said, preparing to stand up before you stopped him.
âJoon, honestly, itâs fine. Iâve wanted to quit for a while anyways,â you confess.
âBut, Y/N, itâs bullshit that they fire you. If that bimbo in the receptionist office can keep her job, you can too,â he said, fuming.
âJoon, seriously, Iâm fine. Do you see me crying over it?â You asked, smiling.
âYouâre sure youâre good?â
âIâm positive,â you answered.
âOkay, if you say so,â he responded.
âJust let me get my shit and blow this popsicle stand,â you said, grinning at him.
âWhatever you say, Y/N, Iâll miss you here,â he said, sitting back in his seat.
âYouâre acting like you donât have my number or something,â you said, laughing lightly.
âIt wonât be the same without you here to annoy,â he said, giving you a dimpled smile.
âI know, you like to do that a lot,â you remarked, throwing a good natured glare his way.
âWell, Iâm good at what I do then,â Namjoon stated.
âWhich should be working, donât need you following me out the door,â you said, sighing as you collected the remainder of your important items.
The rest could be left here, consider it a gift to the next unfortunate person who has to work here.
âHey, text me okay?â He said, giving you a little wave.
âWill do, see ya Joon,â you said, returning the wave before heading towards the door.
â
Two weeks later you found yourself on a plane heading to Las Vegas.
How did you find yourself here? Well, it was a rather impulsive decision. But you and Namjoon had decided to take the rest of your earnings from your job and make a vacation out of it. You were taking a week in the US and spending time in Vegas to get a little wind in your sails before moving back in with your parents.Â
Did that take what little wind you had in your sails out? Maybe, but that's besides the point. This was your way of giving the middle finger to your old job by blowing your money on something less than recommended.Â
A trip to Vegas was exactly your soul needed after four years of behaving like a good little desk minion. Years of filing and coffee runs, all going to be blown to smithereens. Thank God for that too. You didnât want to spend another minute thinking about what had been, only what was going to be the best week of your life.Â
You had a couple friends that lived in the states, and you were going to meet up with them after landing and unpacking at your hotel. Jessi and Lily were waiting anxiously for you to arrive.Â
Jessi: Bitch, I canât believe youâre actually coming. After all these years of begging, pleading and what not, youâre dumbass comes here on a whim. But, still excited to see youuu xoxoxo.
YOU: R00D. I was working and busy with trying to further my career that capped off at a measly management position. Where the hell were you m8?
LILBITCH: Okay, it is like midnight here so can yall quit your yapping and do the sleep sleep? K thnx.
YOU: Sorry Lily, Jessi decided to be a boob in the group chat. Rest young one.
Jessi: ExCuSE? I Did NO SucH thInG?!?
YOU: You did! And are still doing it!
LILBITCH: Can yall argue in a separate thread plz?
Jessi: Nah, bugging you is wayyyy more entertaining.
LILBITCH: I pick the worst friends. Consider yourself disowned.
YOU: Children children, I come to bring peace to all four nations.
Jessi: The only thing you bring peace to is a party, and thatâs what weâre going to fix while youâre here. You are going to get wasted and you are gonna like iiitttt >:(
LILBITCH: Jessi what are you even doing up?
Jessi: Sleep is for the weak.
LILBITCH: No, itâs for people. You know, who arenât fucked in the head??
YOU: We gonna ignore the fact that she practically said I donât know how to party?
Jessi: I am perfectly sane!
LILBITCH: Yeah right....
YOU: So we are ignoring that deep insult? K great.Â
Jessi: Sorry Y/N, itâs just been so long since weâve all been together like this Iâm so excited. Iâm gonna put you in my man stealing clothes and youâre gonna get dicked down while youâre here! Yasssss, I love my plan already.
YOU: THERE IS A CHILD IN HERE!
LILBITCH: Woman weâre both older than you. Youâre the child. Who doesnât know how to party apparently.Â
YOU: And here I was thinking you loved me Lily. This hurts. This hurts deep.
Jessi: So, slutty clothes shopping here we come???
LILBITCH: I read the word shopping and Iâm so down.
Jessi: yAS
YOU: Some of my dearest friends. Insult me then demand to dress me like a blowup doll? WTF??
Jessi: Not a blow up doll! Is there a tamer version of those Lily?
LILBITCH: I mean not really.
Jessi: Youâll be the sexiest blow up doll out there!
YOU: I donât like this.
âLadies and gentlemen we are beginning our ascent. Please silent all devices and buckle up! Thank you for choosing Korean Airways! Enjoy your flight!â
YOU: Well you two can think of more diabolical ways to get me laid and I will be none the wiser. See you girls soon. Love ya! <3
You shut your phone off and let your head rest against the cushioned seat. Letting the rumble of the cabin lull you to sleep.
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âY/N!!!!â Jessi squealed as she came running for you.Â
Youâd slept most of the plane ride, but now you were stiff in the joints and her frame colliding with your own sent the two of you tumbling.Â
âOof, Jess! What the hell man, youâre gonna break me,â you whined as the older woman started squeezing the daylights out of you.Â
âAlright pda couple break it up,â Lilyâs voice filled your ears.Â
You stood quickly and brought her into a hug too.Â
âItâs good to see you,â you whispered, rubbing her back as you separated.
âGood to see you too, have you lost weight?â she asked, making you spin around for confirmation.
âMaybe maybe not, I wasnât exactly eating the healthiest diet when I was at the firm so, maybe I just gained it in different places,â you laughed.Â
There was a prickle on the back of your neck. Your guard went up and you looked around. But didnât see anyone staring. Although, you were uncomfortable.
âCome on, letâs get going. We have a lot to do before tonight!â Jessi said, practically dragging you out of the terminal.
âJesus Jessi I have ligaments and bones, those things can break you know!â you whined, but she didnât relent.Â
Climbing into the car you still felt a chill of fear run up your spine. But didnât let it bother you. Right now was about you and your friends, not being a little paranoid after a long flight. Plus, you were abroad, there were tons of people around and that was more than likely throwing your radar off a little bit.Â
âOkay, mall here we come!â Lily said with excitement in her voice.Â
âBut what about heading to the hotel to unpack?â you asked.Â
âOh, we cancelled your reservation. Did you know you saved almost a thousand bucks if you stay with me?â Jessi said.
âHuh? What do you mean? Guys I donât wanna burden you!âÂ
âYou arenât going to be, our most recent roommate has vacated the room and left it in perfect condition. It can be yours if you decide you wanna stay for a while?â Lily suggested with a brow wiggle.
âYou two are impossible,â you complained, leaning your head against the window.
âImpossibly smart,â Jessi narked.Â
You sighed as you watched the cityscape pass you by. Jessi and Lily chatted about nothing it seemed like, but it was comforting that you all fell back into rhythm so quickly after so long of not seeing one another. It made your heart squeeze painfully at the thought of being apart. But you were here now, and thatâs what mattered.Â
Lily was telling you all about her work at the little cafe she co-owns. She handles the customer service end while her partner handles the more... businessy aspect.Â
âAnd then one of my servers swears she saw a ghost of an old lady in the back room. The building used to be a house but now we have renovated it and turned it into the cafe like Iâve told you. But, I looked into it. And a lady did actually die in there in the fifties. How fucking crazy is that!? And, get this, if it hadnât happened within the last ten years, the realtors donât have to divulge that information. How fucked,â Lily sighs.Â
Jessi pulls into the parking lot of a large shopping center and you girls all get out, wallets at the ready.Â
Linking arms with them you smiled brightly and started walking towards the door.Â
About an hour later, your feet were killing you and you hadnât even tried anything on, much to the dismay of your friends.Â
âCome on Y/N, you need to at least try one thing on in this next shop,â Jessi pleaded.Â
âWhy? I packed clothes you know?â you said,Â
âAnd knowing you they wonât be attention getting enough,â Lily commented.
âRude, you donât know what I got,â you scoffed.Â
Lily rolled her eyes and picked you up off the comfortable bench you had settled down on and now you were being dragged off of it like a leech of an arm.Â
âCome on Y/N, I have the perfect place in mind,â Jessi announced, leading the pack towards another stylish little boutique.Â
âIf I try something on will you guys quit pestering me?â you whined out.Â
âMaybe, depends on if we like it or not,â Lilyâs voice rang in your ear.Â
Somewhere, deep down, you knew letting them drag you to a shopping mall was a bad idea. But you hadnât realized how bad until they had you dressed to the gills in sequins, sparkles and everything glittery.Â
âGuys this stuff is itchy!â you said, itching your thigh, that was barely covered, for emphasis.Â
âOh come on, Y/N, you look great! It really shows off those curves!â Jessi complimented, spinning you around.
âI brought the same style of dress, but in a popping red color. It will compliment her eyes for certain,â the lovely assistant of the boutique said. Of course they were trained to reach for the priciest piece they had, and tell you it would look good on you. But hey, A for effort.Â
âOooh! Y/N, try it on, try it on!â Jessi yelled.Â
âShh, we are in a store!â you scolded.Â
âGod youâre worse than my mom,â Jessi rolled her eyes.
âAm not. Iâm just trying to contain my two four year olds!â you said exasperated.
âAs the youngest isnât it your responsibility to be rambunctious. Getting into all kinds of trouble?âÂ
âThatâs what weâre here for Lily, sheâs had a stick up her ass for too long called adulting,â Jessi teased.
âRemind me why Iâm friends with you again?â you asked, teasing right back.
Jessi just laughed and went to go peruse the racks again. Lily snuggled up beside you and wrapped her arms around you tightly.Â
âI missed you,â she whispered.
Smiling you gave her a tight hug. âI missed you guys too.â
Jessi came back with a sexy white number that has cut off sleeves that draped off your shoulder elegantly and it was a little longer than the others theyâd thrown you in during that afternoon.
Seeing your eyes looking at the dress with interest, Jessi knew she had won.Â
 âWanna know the best part?â Jessi asked, raising a perfectly sculpted brow in your direction.
âWhat?â you asked.Â
âIt was on the sale rack!â she smirked.Â
âOkay give it here,â you said, holding your hand out. Jessi smiled and plopped the dress in your hand without hesitation.Â
You shuffled into the dressing room and pulled the garment on. You looked at yourself in the mirror and almost fell over. This wasnât you. The girl looking back at you was a beautiful woman, someone with poise and elegance. Or was that what the dress conveyed? Because you felt almost empowered in this dress...
âOkay, show us what you got!â the girls said, waiting for you outside the dressing room.
Stepping down onto the floor the girls were silent.Â
âWell?â you asked, feeling a little self conscious at all their staring.Â
âY/N, if you donât buy that dress then I will and force you into it tonight,â Jessi said, still staring.
âDoes it look alright?â you asked, tugging at the fabric.
âYes now quit fidgeting! Weâre trying to figure out what shoes, make up and hair we need to do,â Lily said, settling your hands at your side.Â
âI think a red pump,â Jessi said, running off to one side of the store.
âAnd a red lip to match!â Lily echoed.Â
âI love the way you think,â Jessi said back.
You looked down at your bare feet on the floor and sighed.Â
âI donât know, should we go clubbing tonight? I just got here and kinda want to-â
âNot bail out on us and have the fun you wanted to have by coming to Vegas?â Lily offered.Â
You sighed and rubbed your face. Jessi came back with a crimson red pair of heels that already made your feet hurt. But you decided to quiet down and just enjoy the time you had with your friends. It was so nice to bicker with them and laugh, it really made your heart soar to be here with them. Even if they were forcing you into some uncomfortable shoes. At their cores, they were great girls, and you were so lucky to have them in your life.Â
âThere, see how it lengthens your legs?â Jessi pointed out.Â
âSee how it will destroy my ankles?â you said back.
They just laughed and you guys took everything to the checkout counter. The clerk cashed you out and you ladies were on your way.Â
âIâm so glad you bought the shoes too! They look so killer with that dress, and weâre going to make you the prettiest thing at the club tonight! Not that you need much help,â Lily smirked, linking her arms with yours.
You shoved her a little but walked down the hall with her happily.
Until you felt that chill that had run down your spine earlier, reappear. You stopped in your tracks and turned, certain that someone was watching you. But no one was there... It made unease churn in your stomach. Jessi seemed to notice your hesitation and came over beside you.Â
âSomething wrong?â she asked, trying to look in a similar direction as you.
âNo no, itâs nothing. Iâm fine,â you smiled weakly, going to move forward.
âIf youâre sure,â Lily answered, following close behind.
âYeah,â you confirmed.
After that you only went to one more department store and found nothing of interest, so you guys decided to call it. Walking back to the car, Jessi ran ahead to make sure that it was unlocked. Lily and you walked at an even pace, just enjoying each other's company.
Loading everything into the car you took off down the road for Jessi and Lilyâs house.
Slowly, the sensation of being watched faded from your mind. And the three of you went back to your bickering and teasing.Â
Finally, you pulled into the driveway.Â
Jessi and Lily were quick to help you with your luggage, making sure everything got into the spare bedroom. And then, the work began.Â
âBabe, we love you, but you gotta take a shower,â Jessi said, pinching her nose for effect.
âRude, I literally took a shower before I boarded the plane,â you told them.
âYeah, and you smell like plane and food court, so go. Cleanse thyself,â Lily commented, looking at her phone.
âFine fine,â you agreed, heading towards the bathroom.Â
Jessi handed you the dress and some undergarments and went into the kitchen.Â
The hot water felt heavenly on your body, washing off the grim of travel and shopping. It was nice. The foamy soap on your head invigorating you. You shaved every part of your body known to man, and woman to be honest.Â
But when you stepped out of the shower. Instead of the normal underwear you had picked out, was something else.Â
Sorry, but we had to burn those granny panties. Wear this instead! We bought them today while you were busy being one with the bench. We know theyâll fit you!
Jessi & Lily
âThose little shits!â you exclaimed, looking down in despair at your underwear option now.Â
Pink lacy panties were set on the bathroom counter. How did you not even hear them come in!? You looked at the bra and were certain that youâd be able to see a nipple through the lace that was supposed to be covering your shit. But apparently the quest to get you laid was a serious endeavor in their minds. So, to humor them, you put on the garments. That, in fact, fit perfectly.
âThose creeps,â you shuddered, wondering how your friends had known your exact size.
Pulling on the dress you bought earlier, you marveled at yourself in the mirror. You looked really good. And just as before, you felt as if you could conquer the world, in just this dress. But, you knew the only thing youâd conquer was maybe a bar scene, which would work. For now.
Walking out you found the nasty culprits of the underwear heist sitting around a vanity full of makeup.
âWanna tell me why Iâm wearing underwear that barely covers anything?â you said, venom in your tone.
âBecause you put it on,â Jessi said, with a smirk.
âYou guys are so fucking nosy,â you whined, throwing your headback in a mock tantrum.
âWe arenât nosy enough, when was the last time you got dicked down?â Jessi asked, suddenly serious.
Scandalized you made a squeak of discomfort.Â
âWh-Why the sudden curiosity??â you asked.
âBecause, we gotta know how out of practice you are,â Lily said, as if it were obvious.
âIâm not out of practice!â you shrieked.Â
âSo it was recently then?â Jessi smiled.Â
âNo! I mean-shut up!â you cried.
âWhen was the last time Y/N,â Lily said calmly.
âThree years ago,â you huffed, crossing your arms in defense.
The two girls almost choked.Â
âTHREE YEARS!?â Jessi screamed.
âIâm right here, thereâs no need to scream,â you said.
âBUT Y/N, THATâS THREE YEARS,â Jessi yelled again.
âI can tell time, Jessi,â you commented.
âHow? Youâre practically a nun,â Lily snorted.
âI am not!â you defended.
âSweetheart, listen we are doing this out of love,â Jessi shushed you, cradling you to her chest. âWe will help you. Sit down.â
âThis is all very offensive, just so yaâll know,â you said, pointing to them with an accusing finger.
âShut up and sit down,â Lily said, grabbing her hair appliances.Â
You settled into silence, letting the girls do whatever they wanted to you. You found it was easier this way than fighting with them the whole time. As much as you loved them, these girls were bossy and pushy. But, you wouldnât have them any other way. They helped even you out, making sure you got out there and did have some fun in your life.Â
Lily was in the process of doing your hair and styling it the way she thought would work the best, while Jessi was deeply focused on doing your makeup. You saw the crimson colored lipstick come out and knew it was as Lily recommended earlier.
Jessi painted it on your lips with a precision that was awe inspiring. You just stayed still and let them continue their work. Enjoying the transformation happening before your eyes. Before, you were a nervous little office worker. Now, you were a girl on a mission. What mission was still to be decided, but it made you feel powerful. Not saying that you didnât feel powerful without it, but it was nice to get dressed up every once in a while and to feel sexy.Â
Lily put down the hair products and smiled at her work.Â
âYou look fucking hot,â she pointed out.Â
âDonât make her smile. I'm working on the concealer around her lips,â Jessi whined.
âSorry sorry, just, sheâs really beautiful,â Lily smiled.Â
âWe been knew,â Jessi smirked.Â
âRight right,â Lily said, going to gather the tights and shoes.
âThanks Jessi,â you said as you stood up, stretching lightly.
You felt a light smack to your butt and you smiled back at her.Â
âSorry, couldnât resist,â she giggled.Â
âAlright ladies, we need to make a game plan for the night!â Lily announced as she walked back into the room.
âWhat do you mean?â you asked, raising a brow at her.Â
âWho wants to get laid, who wants to wing woman and who wants to be the sober one,â Lily said.
âWell, Y/N is the getting laid one,â Jessi confirmed.
âDid you ask Y/N if she wants to get laid?â you asked, pointing to yourself.
âFine, Y/N, do you not want me to find you a fine specimen of man that could knock your socks off in the bedroom?â Jessi said.
âWell... I mean, itâs not that I donât want that but...â
âBut what?â Lily asked, coming to sit next to Jessi.
âIâm shy, I donât really attract people. Iâm more of a hang out in the corner until Iâm drunk enough to approach someone type of gal,â you said, biting your lip.
âDonât ruin my hard work,â Jessi warned.Â
âSorry, nervous habit,â you answered, stopping the action quickly.
âY/N, itâs all up to you, we donât really have to go out but I thought this is what you came here for? To let loose and have some fun before moving back with your parents. But if all you wanna do is have a girls week then we can do that too... But, honestly you look amazing and any guy would be lucky to get with you,â Lily said.Â
You thought it over.Â
This is what you came here for. To let loose like she said. But now that it was happening you were retreating into office worker Y/N, not the badass you wanted to be for at least a week. So, you didnât see the harm in getting laid. Honestly, it might get some of the pent up stress out of your system, and that sounded great.
âNo, you guys are right. I wanted to come here to be free for a while. Whatâs the point in hiding in the corner when I can be the center of attention for once in my life. I say, letâs do it,â you said, confident.
Jessi squealed excitedly and clapped her hands.Â
âYes! We are gonna be the best wingwomen youâve ever seen Y/N! Weâll pick a great one out for you,â she said.
âShe also has eyes, Jessi, she might find the one,â Lily chastised.Â
âYes, yes sorry,â she said, shuffling through her closet in disinterest.
âOkay, so Jessi and I are both going to be wingwoman. Itâll be a shared effort so we can pick the best guy,â Lily announced.Â
âRight,â you said.Â
âBut like Lily said, you have eyes. If you find someone youâre vibing with, let us know!â Jessi said back.Â
âOkay,â you agreed.
The rest of the evening was spent making out rules and exchanging safety measures to make sure no one got hurt or left behind.
This was going to be very fun.
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All The Time We Need - Jason Todd x Fem!Reader (NSFW)
Summary: Reader and Jason meet again after two years being apart and reconnect with their long lost love.
Warning : Angst, Fluff, Smut Â
Authorâs note: A OS definitely inspired by my 2-years long hiatus and that somewhat acknowledges it. It was almost cathartic writing it and allowed me to reconnect with Jason on a writing scale. You can read it as a sequel to âSummer Love and Swimming Poolâ or not. Some moments are a bit too cheesy to my taste but I hope youâll enjoy it nevertheless. NSFW Part is at the end. You can skip that part if you want to.
You actually realise Time flies when you take time to acknowledge it. And sometimes acknowledging is like getting buried under a mountain of sand and feeling each grain slowly chocking you and reminding you there is no escaping. The sands of Time cannot be stopped, nor can they be shoveled. They run and slip through your fingers like dust in the wind and the tighter you try to grasp them the faster they go. And when theyâre gone, there is no catching them back. Â Â Thatâs why Time is scary. Because no matter what you do, it wonât allow you to go back or to put an end to it. And it will certainly not allow you to forget about it either. Time will pave your life until the day you die with a constant reminder that, unlike it, youâre not eternal. And the saddest thing is it doesnât care about what you think of it. Â Â Â Â Â And yet, it seemed like Jason Todd had managed to tell Time to go fuck itself. âHow long has it been?â
He hadnât changed a bit. Looking as handsome as ever. Always and eternally sporting the same disheveled short black hair and the same mischievous yet tortured blue eyes, eyes that had put you in more trouble than you could remember. âTwo years or so ⌠I donât know.â       All you could remember was a passionate summertime infatuation that had burnt your body and your heart night and day like a hot and dazzling sun. A fading yet intense memory you secretly cherished and replayed in period of loneliness and that you couldnât seem to be able to replace on the timeline of your life. âStill so beautiful, I see.â You scoffed and he chuckled. âWhat?â    âYou havenât changed a bit, have you?â He scratched his head; arm muscles compressed in a leather jacket Ă la Jason that made you wonder how he could bear wearing such a light jacket in such freezing weather. âI tend to believe constancy is a quality.â You goggled at his smile, childish, adorable yet naturally so seductive. The same smile that used to make your legs shake and turn to jell-o. âI didnât know you were back in Gotham.â     âRight back at you. Last time I heard of you, you were in this little town ⌠Hopletown, was it?â  âAppleton.â He corrected. âLooks like Timbo talks about me in my absence.â      âYouâre his brother. Of course, he talks about you, just like everyone else in your family.â Judging by his signature small crooked smile on his face he seemed touched by your words, taking even time to ponder over them. Did the family really think of him in his absence?
Shivering, you tightened your wool coat around you, attempting to prevent the cold wind to infiltrate under the cloth and steal your body heat, as you let Jason think about what you had just said. But your reaction didnât go unnoticed and it managed to pull him out of his train of thoughts. âDo you want to go somewhere warmer? We could have something to drink, catch on. Iâm sure you got plenty to tell.â Â Â Â Â âNot plenty but I could use a hot tea.â You confessed, already imagining the spicy smell of cinnamon and chai in your nostrils and the hot steam caressing your cold face. Â Â âAmazing.â He grinned, genuinely happy and excited, a bit like a little boy at a toy store, and lowered your beanie to properly cover your ice-cold reddened ears. That gesture got you confused for a small second but it was so sweet and caring you eventually smiled. Ah Todd, always the overprotective type I see.
***
âSo, what are you doing in Gotham City? I thought you wanted to âtravel the world Dora The Explorer-style and get the hell out of this cesspoolâ?â He quoted you and your genuine chuckle made him smile but only briefly as you gained back your seriousness in a matter of seconds.
He could tell you were not the same girl he used to date two summers ago. You had changed, matured. You had become a woman, a woman who seemed to struggle with responsibilities so heavy they could crush her at any second. You looked tired, weary⌠sad even. The cheeky light in you was gone. And he wanted to know why. Not out of curiosity but to help you.      âWell, I did travel and it was awesome, like a dream come true. But I guess we always wake up from dreams eventually.â You looked down at your tea, looking at your pale reflection in the hot water, melancholia hitting you like a train. âMy mother got sick and, well, her savings were not enough to pay for all the medical care so ⌠letâs say I had to swap my backpack for a satchel⌠I work at Wayne Enterprises now. Bruce hired me, out of pity I suppose.â     âIâm sure it wasnât out of pity.â You shrugged and Jason grabbed your hand and you looked up at him. âAnd Iâm sorry about your mother. I know how itâs like to âŚâ   âDo you still think about us?â You abruptly cut him short, not willing to keep talking about your personal issues or to plunge Jason back in dark memories that you know were very hard for him to handle.   Sure, you could have chosen another question, another topic of conversation but the thing was that those words were niggling at you since the moment you two broke up. âI mean do you happen to think about what happened between us?â
Jason didnât answer at first, more out of surprise than out of hesitation because there was none. There was just one answer to that question. Of course.       Of course he had thought about you all over those two years. Of course he had thought about what happened, about the moments spent with you â however ephemeral they had been -, about that love he had felt and had never learned to completely erase despite the women who had entered and exited his life. Of course there had been nights in which he had replayed the lustful burning memories of you in his arms, against him, against his naked body. Of course was the answer. But not the answer he gave you. âCome with me.â He forced you to get up and slammed a fifty-dollar bill against the table, not caring about the hot chocolate he hadnât finished or the blueberry muffin you had barely touched. âBut ⌠the change.â You tried to protest.     âFuck the change. I want to show you something.â
***
      Out of all the places in Gotham, you never thought he would have brought you here. âWhy are we here, Jason?â    It was an ancient building, far from the fancy city centre and only a few blocks away from Crime Alley. Dilapidated, covered in colorful yet ugly graffiti, this place looked liked a landmark for drug dealers and junkies and it was an understatement to say that, without Jasonâs company, it would have normally made you feel unsafe and uncomfortable.     âI grew up here, before Bruce took me in.â You glanced at Jason who was staring at the place with both disgust and melancholia. âIâve always hated that place. But it was home. And I guess it made me⌠I guess that is because of that place that I somehow became the man I am today⌠I mean, if Jason Todd hadnât grow up here with a junkie mother and a lousy father he would have never met Brue Wayne and never became âŚâ He stopped, on purpose, you could tell it. âEven if I hate to, I come back here when I want to think of my past, when Iâm looking for a reason to keep on fighting. This place is like my temple, a memento of who I am. Damn, you must think Iâm crazy.â     â No, not at all⌠â You smiled and put your hand on his arm to reassure him. âJust very Romantic for the bad boy of the Wayne family.â You teased him, knowing perfectly that literature always been Jasonâs hobbyhorse and that the whole bad boy thing was a persona, a thick armour he had made to protect himself.   âBlame Alfred. Heâs the one who made me ready Wordsworth.â He joked, appreciating the small banter. âFollow me.â      You took the warm hand he offered you and followed him inside the decaying building, minding your step and trying to ignore the dirt and the potential rats.     Â
Once on the third floor, Jason pushed a rackety wooden door that cracked and squeaked on its hinges and you entered what once was his house. âYou grew up here?â You asked only to fill the heavy void caused by this dreadful place. âIt was the living room. Used to hide under the table there when my parents were fighting.â
You looked around you, trying to imagine a small Jason living in here. You always knew about his crappy childhood but there is a huge difference between what you had imagined based on the stories Jason had told you in the intimacy of your bedroom and this place. Â Â Â âYou asked me why weâre here.â You turned around and spotted Jason knelt on the dusty wooden floor, a small dusty shoebox that he had just taken from under a floorboard between his hands. âIâve had this since I was a child. Used to keep the things I loved most in it. Somehow, even after I left this place, I never could take it away from here.â He handed it to you and you slowly opened it, careful not to drop it. You could tell this box was important to Jason.
The content left you silent and you sat on the floor near Jason to study it. âI never really opened it. I donât like getting stuck in the past. It terrifies me.â You frowned, thinking about all the nightmares, all the anxiety attacks he used to have back in the days you were together. âI never showed it to anyone either but hopefully thatâll answer the question you asked me in that coffee shop.â The question? You had forgotten about it, way too overwhelmed by the sudden solemnity of this moment.  âNever?â      âYouâre my first. You should be proudâ He tried to joke to lighten the mood and it worked for a couple of seconds. Then, you saw it, among a dog toy, a broken necklace, a batarang and other small tokens. A photo of you two kissing and smiling. A Polaroid you had personally taken on the day when Tim had offered you the camera to illustrate your travel book. âYou kept it.â You declared in a whisper.   âI told you. I keep the things I love most in that box.â You stared at Jason, at the cracks of melancholia and the vulnerability in his beautiful blue eyes he allowed only a few people to see. âOf course I thought of you over the years.â    You were not the cheesy romantic type. Jason was - something rooted to his love for gothic literature and poetry you supposed. But that sincere and pure confession got you all ⌠flushed? bothered? You couldnât really pinpoint the feeling but you could feel the shaky warmth spreading in your body, now paralyzed by the beauty of that moment. âDid you ⌠think of me?â
If Time could stop, you would have chosen this moment to stop it. Here, now, away from your stressful life and its issues, away from all fears and all pains, with Jason and only him, forgetting about the past youâll never be able to change or the future that vows to be uncertain and scary, thinking about what truly matters, now. âWhat do you think?â He chuckled and you saw his hand slightly twitch, as if he was hesitating to do something. And so you took it in yours and shared an umpteenth intimate look only he could read. âSometimes I wish Iâd never left.â Meaning, sometimes I wish I would have stayed and be with you. Â Â Â Â Â âTrust me, princess. You made the right choice. Your life would have been miserable with me.â He tried to reassure you, in vain. After all, he could barely convince himself? âMore miserable than the one I have right now? I seriously doubt it, Jay.â You frowned and finally got up, leaving Jasonâs box on the ground, to watch at the sunset and its red golden rays from the shattered window. âWhat do you think would have happened had I stayed?â You had your ideas; small little ones of pure love, happiness and bliss that Jason would have managed to lock in that little box of his. âI have a better question, Y/N. What do you think can happen right now?â He was towering you, expecting an answer, waiting as he was gazing at your skin glowing under the soft light of the sun and at your shining eyes. âYou tell me, Todd.â This sentence echoed in Jasonâs head as a call.
And so his thumb brushed your cold cheek and you looked up at his face, your eyes glued to his features observing them and all the small details you hadnât noticed before. A little scar thin as a needle on his right brow and a much bigger one, an invisible one that you could see in his eyes, the scar left by all the losses and the pains he had gone through recently. Roy, Bizarro, Artemis. Maybe Jason had changed as well after all. Maybe there was no secret to stop time. But he didnât let you ponder over this and gently pressed his lips on yours.
He needed that. He had thought about it all day and the truth was, you had too. You welcomed his kiss without hesitation or second thoughts and came to press your small body against his - which seemed so tall and strong in comparison to yours â to instinctively look for safety and protection. âI missed you, princess.â He whispered close to your mouth for a brief second before capturing your full lips with his again. âI missed you too.â You confessed, hands over his hard chest, feeling his heart beat loudly under your palms. Â Â Jason was holding you close now, his arms tightly circled around your form as if he was scared for you to leave, scared to be alone again. His fingers weaving in your hair, his head buried in the nape of your neck, he was pecking your delicate skin, smelling the sweet and heady perfume, glad it was exactly like the one he remembered. âDamn, Y/N. Youâre still driving me crazy.â Â He murmured as he allowed his hands to slide in your coat and under your jumper to caress your bare back, awakening a cheekiness that you thought was long gone. âI tend to believe constancy is a quality.â You quoted him.
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      As soon as the door to your apartment slammed shut, your coat dropped to the floor and with hasty hands, Jason threw your beanie across the room, showing an excitement you had almost forgotten. It almost knocked an old crystal vase over but he couldnât care less.  He had waited long enough. Two years to be precise and he couldnât wait a second longer. âBedroom?â He asked between two hungry kisses that were making you almost suffocating against him. â At the end of the corridor.â You whispered, already breathless, as you managed to finally get rid of his leather jacket.    âOkay.â He suddenly grabbed you to hoist you up with incredible ease, hands under your ass, squeezing it on purpose. A lustful yet cheerful action that made you yelp in surprise.  âIâm already making you scream? Perfect.â He declared with an amused smile as he rushed towards the bedroom, with you in his arms, your legs wrapped around his waist, his lips devouring yours.   âWrong door.â You said as he tried to open the bathroom. âFuck.â You giggled and very soon your body finally bounced on your bed as it landed on the soft mattress.
You attempted to sit down to admire Jason but before you could do anything the hasty young man was already on top of you, right in between your legs, his lips already kissing your hot belly as his hands were slowly pulling up your jumper above your lace-covered breasts. Â Â Â Â Â Thatâs when your first moan finally escaped your mouth. âGod. I missed that sound.â Jason mumbled against your shivering skin as he cupped and squeezed your round breasts. âDo it again.â He demanded, his tongue licking you up until it reached your cleavage. âJason.â You moaned his name, feeling a very specific humid warmth forming in between your legs as you fingers were struggling to get rid of his green t-shirt. Â He cursed and knelt on the bed to take off your jumper that he carelessly tossed on the nightstand. It knocked the lamp and the radio alarm clock to the ground with a loud clinking noise. âCan you stop breaking my stuff?â You joked and he apologized with another amused bright smile. âIâm sorry, princessâ Â Â Â Â Â Â âAre you? Show me how much.â You declared with an audacious confidence you hadnât seen in a while. âYes, maâam.â Jason winked and immediately unbuttoned your jeans to pull them down along with your panties, revealing your wet and rosy womanhood begging for his attention. He sighed and took a deep breath when he saw it, glad to rediscover that little part of you. Slowly, his calloused fingers went to caress it, making you draw a sharp breath as your fingers tightened around the covers. You didnât want him to tease you too long and you somewhat you know he wouldnât. Not today. He was too excited and needy for that. Â Â And so were you in a way judging by the certain frustration that made you mewl when Jasonâs expert finger slowly entered you while his thumb came to tickle your swollen clit. You wanted him now but you had to admit you had missed his fingers down there, the same way you had missed everything about him. Which reminded you there was something you had to do. âLetâs even the odds, shall we? I want to see how you handle such a sweet torture.â Â âSweet torture?â He repeated with a cute chuckle as you unbuckled his leather belt. âHow am I torturing you, Y/N?â You unzipped his black trousers and immediately plunged you hand in his underwear to gently grab his already hard cock, making Jason curse even more crudely than before. Â Â Â Â Â You chuckled and free his shaft from his boxers to jerk him off. He was as thick and long as you remembered. You bit your lower lip, impatient to feel him inside you. âLike what you see?â Â Â Â Â Â Â âShut up.â You knelt on the mattress and immediately took his tip between your lips to suck it like a lollipop, enjoying the taste of his bitter pre-cum on your tongue and the sound of Jasonâs sharp breath in your ears. âDamn it, princess.â He managed to say with half lidded eyes. Â You licked his penis with a grin before finally welcoming it in your mouth with a lustful moan. How much you had missed it. âYou know. I think I get what you mean by sweet torture now.â Jason confessed as he weaved his fingers in your soft hair, torn apart by two ideas: one, let you continue your amazing blow job. Two, fuck you like he never did before. But you did not listen and started bobbing your head the way you knew he loved, taking his dick as deep as you could without gagging around him. âFucking hell, Y/Nâ Jason groaned as he grabbed your head between his hands to accompany your pace. âYouâre fucking amazing.â Then, his hand gently slapped your ass and he bent over to kiss it with a loving smile that was swallowed by another growl of his as his abs violently tensed with pleasure. âAlright, enough.â He pushed you flat on your back and placed himself between your legs again. He kissed your folds and licked your slit to wet it even more than it already was to finally lingered on your clit that he sucked eagerly, forcing a guttural crying moan out of your tightly sealed lips. Damn, that tongue! âI thought you said enough.â You complained, your voice as low as a whisper.
Jason chuckled and smiled brightly before he eventually knelt in between your spread thighs. âGod, how gorgeous you are.â He declared as he tapped his hard cock against your reddened lips, a cheeky gesture whose sole purpose was to make you beg. You knew it. âYou want this?â    âFuck, Jay.â You grumbled, moving your hips vigorously against his shaft, looking for a way to finally welcome it inside you. But Jason ignored your whim and bent over your body. âYou want me?â His face was so close to yours you could feel his hot breath caressing your lips. âYes.â You murmured. âI want you, JaâŚâ He did not let you finish your sentence and caught your lips with a burning eagerness, his hand around his cock guiding it inside you, making you moan in his mouth. âFuck.â Jason growled between his gritted teeth as he felt himself slowly sinking inside of you. âI almost forgot you felt so tight.â â I almost forgot you were so big.â You cleared your voice, an inexplicable mechanism to relax and allow his cock to fully enter and stretch you. âI know. Sorry.â He winced, adjusting his position on top of you to admire how beautiful you were around his penis and how perfect you pussy was for him. âDamn. I donât know if Iâll last long, princess.â Jason admitted with a shiver and you cried out when he suddenly pulled out to push himself back inside of you with one long exquisite move. âThatâs alright. Weâll do it again.â
Those last words made Jason grin in a way he had never done before as he was genuinely happy that you didnât want this to be a one-time thing, a casual lay to remember the old good days. Â Â Â So he immediately took a nice pace that quickened after each new thrust and you let your hands caress his smooth chest from his strong pectorals down to his divine abs and the chiselled V below his navel, finding him simply handsome. Then you nudged his rear with your ankles, pressing his hips closer to yours to take him deeper inside of you, and started moaning his name again, a strong wave of pleasure forming in your core, ready to drown you. âJay!â His mouth met your neck and sucked on the thin skin with ardour. âAre you gonna cum for me, princess?â That was too much to handle. âYeahâ You cried out, tears of bliss watering your eyes. Â Â Â âCum for me then.â He didnât have to say it twice. You dug your nails in his back and screamed loudly as your walls clenched around tightly his thick cock. âThatâs it, princess.â He said as you kept calling his name on and on, sending him closer to a most awaited orgasm that he eventually reached and let explode in you under the shape of a loud growled âfuckâ and beads of white seed right inside of you. âY/Nâ Jason groaned between his gritted teeth as he thrust hard and deep in you for the last time, his sweaty forehead against yours. âJay!â You shouted again while clawing at his back painfully enough to make him wince and hiss. Â Â Then he stopped moving, exhausted and breathless just like you, and watched you sink in the mattress trying to catch your breath. He caressed your hair as you both slowly came down from cloud nine. A kiss on your nose and he whispered. âYouâre okay?â and in spite of the silliness of the question you nodded. âNever been better.â
Your lips found each other again and Jason let himself lie down on you, placing his head on your breasts, listening to your hearts pounding and to your loud ragged breaths. âI missed you.â He whispered and he held you body against his. Â Â âI missed you too.â You repeated as you planted a kiss in his wet dark hair. âDid you have to keep your jeans on?â The question escaped with a laugh and Jason chuckled. âYou know me. Didnât want to waste any time.â He managed to gather the little energy he had left to sit down and finally remove his trousers as he thought he would feel more comfortable without them. âOops. I think I broke your clock.â He grimaced as he noticed you the broken device on the floor and the flickering numbers flashing up endlessly on the screen. âI donât care.â You said as you pulled Jason back against you. âWeâve got all the time we need.â
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Out of the Fire (Part two)
Title: Out Of The Fire (Part two)
Fandom: Supernatural AU
Main Characters series: Reader, Lieutenant Firefighter!Dean Winchester, Lawyer!Sam Winchester, Jessica Winchester (Moore), Nurse!Lisa Braeden (Formerly Winchester), Ben Braeden-Winchester, Harper Winchester (OFC), Charlie Bradbury, Firefighter!Benny Lafitte, Firefighter!Jo Harvelle, Firefighter!Castiel Novak, Claire Novak, Mechanic!John Winchester, Firefighter Captain!Ellen Harvelle, Mechanic!Bobby Singer, Doctor!Arthur Ketch, Nick Vaught and many more!
Pairings: Dean x Reader (eventual), Dean x Lisa (past), Reader x Nick (past), Lisa x Ketch (current), Sam x Jessica (current)
Word count: Âą2200 words
Series summary: A slow burn romance. Reader is trying to get away from her troubled past and start fresh; a new name, new town, new friends, and a new job. A clean slate. After years of planning and saving, she is able to open her own business. With the help of her best friend and business partner, Charlie Bradbury, and her new flirty firefighter friend, she is hopeful, even when disaster strikes and her past threatens to catch up with her years later.Â
Part two summary: Flashback to when you first met your green eyed hero and their budding romance.Â
Warnings series: NSFW, 18+ only! Fire or mentions of fire, fluff (so much fluff), angst, eventual smut, mutual pining, alcohol abuse, alcohol intoxication, mentions of domestic abuse (physical, verbal), mentions of miscarriage, mentions of adultery/cheating, mentions of death, dangerous or life threatening situations, stress, descriptions of injuries, blood, hospital scenes, character death.Â
Authorâs note: Here is part two! I hope you enjoy this chapter and all itâs fluffy goodness! :)
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About five weeks ago.
The shop was busier than usual, but being the final days of summer, it was expected. It wasn't anything you or Charlie couldn't handle, of course, but it sure did make for long days and even longer nights of cleanup.Â
"Charlie, table two needs refills, table six never got their vanilla lattes, and table four is ready to pay." You announced as you joined your partner behind the counter with a handful of dirty mugs and plates, having just made one of many rounds through the seating area.
The two of you danced around each other gracefully, moving in harmony as you switched from one task to another. âOn it.â She acknowledged, already preparing the missing drinks and throwing in a complimentary pastry for the mistake.
You set the pile of dishes down into the sink before turning to the next customer in line, flashing him a friendly smile. âYes, hi, how can I help you?â You greeted urgently, looking up to meet a set of stunning green eyes. You faltered slightly, taken by surprise by his strikingly good looks.
He smiled, almost bashfully, as he began to place his order, seeming not to notice your hesitation. âA round of coffees, black, for me and my buddies ,â He motioned toward the booth near the large bay window which was occupied by three other bodies; two men and one woman, all of whom adorned matching uniforms. âCream and sugar on the side. Oh, uh, larges⌠or eh, talls?â He added with a sheepish chuckle, clearly unfamiliar with the coffee house lingo.
You couldnât help but giggle at that, pulling your bottom lip between your teeth to prevent yourself from smiling more and potentially embarrassing him. âVenti.â You corrected him playfully. You saw the confused look on his face, his head cocking like a confused puppy, before adding, âFor our âlarge,ââÂ
You used air quotes to emphasize your point, rolling your eyes at the technical terminology. âItâs venti.â You saw it the moment he understood what you were telling him, and he chuckled again, not missing the way he ducked his head to hide the slight flush to his freckled cheeks.
 âNever too old to learn something new.â He chuckled again and winked at you, the gesture setting butterflies loose inside of your stomach. It was your turn to look away this time, your face hot with a blush. He fished his wallet from his dark blue cargo pants, looking at the assortment of baked goods.
âThrow in a few of those bagels and croissants, too, please.â He added, casting his gaze down at the display case once again. âOh, and a piece of that cherry pie.â He added almost dreamily, pulling out a couple of twenties.Â
Upon further inspection, you took notice of the soot and ash that dirtied his face and darkened his hair in certain places. He had dark circles under his gorgeous eyes, too, clearly exhausted after a long shift. You glanced in the direction of his crew members, finding much of the same. âLong night?â You asked, trying to be friendly as much as you were curious.
âI look that rough, huh?â He teased, a look of mock offense accompanying his handsome features.
 You shook your head, a smile still curving your lips at the corners, âOh no, I didnât mean it like that.â You clarified hastily as you calculated his order into the register, making a point to leave off the coffees; it was the least you could do for him⌠eh, them, right? Â
He winked again and laughed, the sound deep in his chest, assuring you that he was only teasing. âI know you didnât,â The corner of his mouth turned up into a smile, his tongue darting out to wet his lips, watching your face and the way you tried to suppress your smile. âHow much do I owe you, sweetheart?â He asked, glancing down at the display screen.Â
The term of endearment made your heart flutter slightly, and you couldnât keep the smile from creeping onto your face again. You swallowed the feeling down, pressing the enter key before you read aloud his total.Â
âThatâll be $19.94, Mr. Firefighter.â He rose a questioning brow at the total, glancing up at the menu prices. âCoffeeâs on the house.â You added quickly with a closed-lip smile, your eyes sincere. âItâs the least I can do for your services.âÂ
Several emotions seemed to make their way across his face, contorting it briefly before settling on gratitude. âThank you.â He said, his voice genuine. He held out one of the twenty-dollar bills, paying for his order. âThat was really kind of you, truly.â He smiled softly, glancing down at the name tag attached to your apron. â(Y/N).â
A smile formed on your lips before you could stop it, and your cheeks flushed at the way he said your name, your eyes finding the name embroidered onto the left side of his dark blue button-up shirt, opposite of a silver badge over his heart. Red patches were on either sleeve, proudly showing off the station they serve. âItâs no trouble, Lieutenant Winchester...â You promised with a sly smile.Â
He laughed, appreciating your observation. âDean.â He insisted as you accepted the bill. Your fingers touched, brushing against each other softly. The touch, however slight, was like an electric shock, igniting every part of your body.Â
There was an annoyed grunt behind the firefighter, but the two of you paid little attention to it. You put the money into the till and collected his change, but Dean insisted that he didnât need it. He walked backwards to his table, his bottom lip drawn up between his teeth. The two of you couldnât seem to stop watching each other, nor did you want to, silently flirting with your eyes.Â
You giggled when he bumped into an unoccupied table, watching as he almost knocked over its contents and awkwardly fumbled with the accompanying chair that nearly fell over. He rubbed the back of his neck and chuckled self-consciously, trying to conceal his embarrassment. He ducked his head when he got back to his table, his friends giving him a hard time.Â
He hid his face in his palms as a dark-haired man with scruff and blue eyes clapped a hand against Deanâs shoulder, booming with laughter. âSmooth,â You heard the blonde female tease, snickering at her partner. You watched them as you gathered up their order, blushing when you caught him stealing a few glances your way. When finished, you brought their order out to them personally, earning you another wink from the fireman.
The rest of the shift went by in a blur, unable to get those emerald eyes out of your head. Charlie had seemed to notice your distraction and, in perfect Charlie fashion, commented on it as you were closing up shop. âThat fireman sure left his mark on you, huh?â She teased, a knowing smile drawing her lips up.Â
You scoffed at her and tried to play it off like you didnât know what she was talking about⌠and failing. âW-What? No - No, I - Who? I donât know what youâre talking about, Charlie.â You muttered, locking the doors and placing the keys into your pocket.
She looked skeptical and cocked her hip, propping a hand there. âUh-huh, sure.â She stated, waving her hands. âAnd Iâm not the Queen of Mordor.â She said sarcastically, âOh wait, I am.â She said exaggeratedly with her hands thrown in the air, referencing her extracurricular activity of LARPing.Â
You rolled your eyes fondly at your best friend; sheâd dragged you along to her LARPing weekends on more than one occasion, and youâd humored her, going along with it because it made Charlie happy. âYou canât fool me, sista, now spill the beans.â She insisted, following behind you with the broom as the pair of you cleaned up.
You sighed, wiping down one of the tables and the chairs that joined it, already knowing that you wouldn't win this battle against the feisty redhead. âI donât knowâŚâ You hesitated, chewing on your bottom lip as you thought about the encounter. âI can't explain it, I donât know how to explain it⌠but there was just something about him⌠y'know?" You recalled, picking up one of the chairs and putting it on the table. "I just⌠I canât quite put my finger on itâŚ"
Charlie giggled, "Bet you wish you could." She teased, clearly hinting at more than she said. You gasped and feigned innocence, throwing the towel at her. Charlie laughed more, catching the soiled cleaning cloth before it collided with her face. "Oh, come on (Y/N)! I know that look in a woman's eye. Iâve seen it dozens of times! You want him. Bad!"
She threw the cloth back, and you caught it with ease. "Jeez, you make me sound so desperate." You grumbled, not denying Charlie's observation, despite the dramatics.Â
Charlie hadn't missed a beat, and she grinned, a cocky sparkle in her eyes. "So you do like him." She chimed accusingly, clearly happy to be right.
You rolled your eyes again, moving onto the next table as Charlie continued sweeping under the one you'd just cleared. "Okay. Yeah, fine." You admitted, "I thought he was cute and charming and sexy in that uniform,"Â
Charlie made an âI-knew-itâ face, but you continued before she could make a sly remark, "But it doesn't matter. It's not like I'm ever gonna see him again." You stated with a reluctant sigh, spraying down the next table with the cleaning agent, trying to hide the disappointment lingering in your voice. You began to scrub at a stubborn spot on the table, trying to distract yourself.
Charlie frowned sadly, reading into your mood, and leaned the broom down against the table before closing the space between you. "I'm sorry for being pushy. It's just that you work all the time. When was the last time you did anything for yourself?" You were about to answer when she held up a finger, "Other than this cafĂŠ. This doesn't count, this is work."Â
She had a point. You couldn't remember the last time you'd done anything that didn't involve this little shop. "Exactly. I just wanna see you have some fun and that," She thumbed over her shoulder toward the door, referring to Dean, "was fun." You chuckled softly, your cheeks getting warm at the thought.Â
"You deserve to live a little,â She put her arms on your shoulders and squeezed affectionately, âEspecially after what that snake put you through." You frowned at the reminder, dread coiling inside of your stomach and a frown pulled at your lips at the mention of your ex, Nick.Â
Like always, Charlie didnât let you get too lost in your thoughts, "And who knows, maybe he has an equally attractive sister for me." She added with a playful shrug and a giggle, effectively distracting you. "Fate works in mysterious ways, sista; you never know what she might throw your way." She added mysteriously, wiggling her eyebrows for added effect.Â
As it turns out, Charlie was right. Fate did work in mysterious ways because, in the weeks that followed, Dean continued to show up, sometimes with his crew, but mostly by himself. The times he showed up varied, depending on his work scheduled, which you soon noticed was quite busy. Regardless of the hour, he always showed.Â
It wasn't long before you memorized his order by heart; a venti coffee, black, and a slice of pie; whichever flavor was baked for the day's special. The flavor never seemed to be an issue for the firefighter, but it didnât take you long to realize that cherry was clearly his favorite, with pecan a close second.Â
The pair of you flirted and subtly got to know each other as time went on, teetering somewhere between acquaintances and friends. Heâd flirt. Youâd flirt. But it never went any further than that.
Charlie teased you about it the whole time, of course. She wouldnât be your best friend if she hadnât. Youâd just roll your eyes or shake your head every time sheâd urge you to "grow a pair and ask him out already."Â
You wanted to. Of course, you wanted to; youâd be an idiot not to want that.
But you didn't, of course, because you were too embarrassed and too afraid to act on your feelings. You'd done that once before already, and you paid one hell of a price for it. Hell, in a way, you still were. Nick left such a nasty scar on your heart; you weren't sure if you could ever love again. You were in a constant state of fear, afraid of being hurt again.
Charlie, being the wonderful best friend that she is, always tried to remind you that love⌠true love⌠would never hurt you. That real love was the stuff of magic and fairy tales. That what you had with Nick wasnât love. It helped, a little, but that fear never truly went away, you just sort of learned to live with it.
Maybe someday youâll feel differently.
And there you have it. Part two is complete. I hope you enjoyed that chapter as much as I did. Awkward/adorable Dean is one of my favs. Haha.Â
As always, thanks for reading!Â
Read part three, here! -->>
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Claws To Wings
Welcome one and all~
I did say I was going to be working on the Talith lore, so hereâs another installment of that. So I did some tweaking to the storyline that Jam City had. So the first Valentineâs Day happened in 4th year instead of 5th (because you can unlock I think both Valentineâs Day TLSQs in the same year and it didnât make too much sense to me).Â
Plus there are future true events that happen in 6th year, if youâre already familiar with the Without You/The Man Behind the Necklace series than you already know. During that time, Judith and Talbott are together and have been for quite some time. But before that, they have been pining after each other for years.Â
In my first story, âThe Scent of Love to the Heart of a Loner Poetâ, Talbott is coming to realizing how deep his feelings were for Judith (whose been crushing on him since 3rd year). Between then and now, those feelings have grown and theyâve been dancing around each other.Â
Thereâs gonna be some details here that are definitely gonna be new (because itâs part of a super old character reference I created for her when I first started posting about HPHM content here).
Anyway, enough rambling. On with the story! Enjoy! đ
MC friend: David Willows ( @that-scouse-wizard )
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Talbott stood before his mirror, readjusting his tie for probably the fifth time.
He was trying to soothe his nerves. Why you may ask?
Because of the Ball.
The Valentineâs Day Ball.
In his right mind, he would avoid such social gatherings like the plague. But itâs fair to say he hasnât been much of his right mind ever since he met her.
Judith Harris.
A Hufflepuff witch with pale gold eyes and a heart of gold to match.
He met her alongside her best friend, David Willows, early third year. When they came to him seeking help on becoming Animagi. He was quick to shut both of them down. While David glared and protested, Judith eased the bullheaded Hufflepuff and gave him a shy sad expression along with an apology for disturbing him.
At the time, he wasnât sure why he suddenly changed his mind to help the two. But as he got older, he did realize it was because of her.
Something about Judith was familiar. AndâŚ
He didnât like the sad look into those bright eyesâŚ
After the two achieved their forms and helped him find his feather necklace, Judith and Talbott became closer. Even to the point where he followed her out to the cemetery and learned about her dead father, Kendrick, on the anniversary of his death.
Thatâs when he learned that she was a part of his past.Â
That single day of his childhood where he made a friend. And developed a bond on a girl who he thought was unique with her long pretty locs and Caribbean accent.
With it being their 5th year, Talbott has gone on two dates with her. Their very first date out by the Black Lake and last year on Valentineâs Day when he learned that he has deeper feelings for her outside of a friendship.
He can still remember the sweet blush on her face after he shyly gave her a kiss on the cheek after gifting her with a heart statue.
Giving her a physical representation of his heart.
He fiddled with the ring she gifted him that day. He always remembers seeing it on a black chain around her neck on occasion. Judith was a person who cares about sentimental value so itâs very likely she gifted him something that has a level importance to her. But he was so stunned when she slipped it onto his finger, and that it fitted perfectly, while announcing that it was her Valentineâs Day gift to him that he forgot to askâŚ
Maybe today he will. After all, after the Ball, he had a special surprise for her.
Of course, there had to be some last minute changes when he realized a certain Slytherin witch ALSO planned on using the Library and two fairies also got into a squabble. He had at least a day to make the arrangement work and the âMost Powerful Witch at Hogwartsâ actually might of done him a favor.
It would be nice to revisit where their tale began.
Talbott sighed, looking over his appearance once more before turning on his heel and leaving his room.
âI hope she likes what I planned. Sheâs the only who deserves to see this side of me,â he thought as he made his way to the Great Hall.
ââââââ
âCâmon Little Tigress! Weâre gonna be late,â David huffed, knocking insistently on his best mateâs door.
âI look ridiculous! Iâm not going anymore!â Came the stubborn reply from the other side. David rolled his eyes at Judithâs behavior.
Theyâve been busting their asses to save the Valentineâs Day Ball from a lonely Madam Pince by using a pining Mr. Filch. However, due to all the planning and finally asking out Merula and Talbott (after Judith finally got over her initial shyness), they didnât have time to style an outfit for themselves. So they went to the resident Style Wizard for help.Â
Davidâs pick was easy.
Judith however⌠not so much.
It was fair to say that Judith was more than disgruntled as she looked in the reflection for the suit Andre put together.
âYou lost your damn mind Egwu if you think Iâm going to the Ball like this. I look like a mom in her mid-30s looking to speak to your manager to file a complaint.â
David was on the floor in tears when he saw the offended look on the Ravenclaw wizardâs face. To be fair, the suit plus the pixie cut that Andre magically put together wasnât doing his best mate any favors.
However, she didnât step out to show the dress to them. She tried it on, switch back into her normal clothes, and left without much of another word.
Now David was curious to what could be wrong with Andreâs design for her to believe she looked âridiculousâ.
âCâmon Judith. Whatâs wrong with it? Surely it canât be as bad as that suit Andre design,â David coaxed.
ââŚItâs⌠a lotâŚâ David wasnât sure what to make of that and theyâre gonna be late if Judith kept this up.
âJudith, itâs either you open the door willingly to show me what youâre talking about or I break into your room to see for myself. We donât have time for this right now,â David huffed. He didnât want to late with for his dance with Merula.
Silence ensued and David was half considering going through with his threat when the tell tale sound of the door unlocking hit his eyes. David turned the knob and walked in.
He paused when he took in the sight of his little friend.
Judith was wearing a short black dress decorated with pink and red roses. A small slit can be found on her right leg. White 3-inch open toe heels were on her feet. Her usual ear accessories and earrings were present. A familiar dark red lipstick, dark eyeshadow, and black eyeliner made an appearance on her face. Her hair was out from its normal twists, curls and coils tumbling down her back and a bang swept over her right eye.
âDavid,â Judith mumbled awkwardly as her friend stared at her. That seemed to have broke the spell on the wizard as he shook his head to recollect himself.
âWell Iâll be damned⌠you look far from ridiculous, Judith. You look beautiful,â David said with a smile. Judith blushed and rubbed the back of her neck.
âYou sure? Itâs kind of revealing, donât you think,â she asked. David cocked his head to the side, rescanning the girl from head to toe.
He could see her point, but it wasnât as bad she probably thought it was.
The dress fitted her like glove, revealing the curves she was developing as a young woman. While the dress did show quite a bit of skin, it was still respectable.
âNo, not really. To Bill and Orion, possibly but theyâre big brothers who naturally want to keep every perverted wizard away from you. Hell, I may end up breaking someoneâs teeth in if they think they can disrespect you like that. But you look beautiful Little Tigress, donât think otherwise. Talbott would definitely agree with me,â David stated, watching his fellow Hufflepuff blushed at the name of the boy sheâs been crushing on since third year.
David has been watching the two dance around each other since Judith admitted that she fancied the Ravenclaw wizard in the Charms classroom when practicing the Memory Charm. He was waiting for the two to finally get together already.
âIf youâre done worrying, we still have a Ball to get to,â David said with a raised brow.
âBut-EEP!â David already saw the protest in her eyes was quick to walk across the room and throw Judith over his shoulder. He only resorted to such measures when she was be difficult, and she was definitely being difficult.
âCâmon Little Tigress, your bird boy is waiting for you,â he said as he made his way out of her room. Judith spluttered over her words, mainly out of embarrassment at both what he said and the unnecessary position David has put her in.
âDAVID! Put me down, you brute! Iâm in a dress for Merlinâs sake,â she protested loudly, wriggling in Davidâs unforgiving grip.
âDamn demon lineage...â she thought with a grimace.
âI'm well aware, we can clean you up when we're there with a spell, I not missing my chance to dance with Merula,â David said breezily. Judith gave up, allowing herself to be carried off like a sack of potatoes.
âBloody sap... stupid dance,â she grumbled under her breath. David chuckled at her disgruntled mood.
âYouâll thank me for it by the end of the night, trust me,â he said. Judith pouted.
âAssuming I donât hide in a dark corner somewhere first...â
âDo that and I'm casting Lumos Maxima so there's nowhere for you to hide,â David said suddenly, nearly scaring the girl half to death. Judith mentally slapped her forehead out of exasperation.Â
She should know better not to think aloud around David, seeing how theyâre both Legilmens.
Damn it...
âFine,â she huffed. Luckily for her, they finally arrived near the entrance of the Great Hall. David finally set her down, and casting a spell that made her look presentable again.
David offered his arm to her.
âShall we, Little Tigress?â Judith felt her cheeks heating up at the thought of the person waiting on her inside the Great Hall before letting out a sigh. She took her best mateâs arm.
âI guess we shall...â
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Talbott was chatting alongside with Merula, twirling a red rose between his hands when he heard a whistle. Both turned to make out the figures of their dates not too far from them.
David separated himself from his fellow Hufflepuff to walk up to the two. David gave Talbott a smirk and nodded over in Judithâs direction before stealing Merula away.
Talbott only raised a brow at the Hufflepuff wizardâs behavior before walking up to his date for the night. As he stood in front of her, any words that he was going to say to her, died at the tip of his tongue.
Talbott stared at his date, heart racing with a blush on the high points of his cheekbones as he looked at her from her curls to her high heeled shoes. The silence was starting to unnerve the Hufflepuff witch as her long time love interest stared at her without saying anything.
âY-you clean up quite nicely, Talbott,â she blurted. She mentally smack herself immediately afterwards.
âWhen did I become this awkward, goodnessâŚâ
However, seem to have done the trick and snapped Talbott back to reality.
âS-sorry, little bird. I-I didnât mean to make you uncomfortable. I-Itâs just thatâŚâ Talbott shook his head, trying to focus.
âItâs just that,â Judith echoed slowly, biting her bottom lip. She was worried that David mightâve been wrong and she looked like a fool in front of the boy she had feelings for.
Talbott stepped closer to her, tilting her head up by her chin so she could look at him. He offered a shy smile.
âYou look beautiful, Judith. More lovely and temperate than a summerâs day,â He said softly, placing the rose he had behind her left ear. Judith blushed as she felt her heart race at his barely there touch.
âI-I⌠thank you, TalbottâŚâ The Ravenclaw wizard smiled at the shy response. Behind them the instruments started seemed to be warming up to play the first song.
âMay I have this dance,â Talbott asked, mock bowing to the girl. Judith giggled behind a red manicured hand.
âYou mayâŚâ Taking her hand Talbott led Judith close to the center of the dance floor, with David and Merula standing not too far from them. The fairies that were lighting up the room swirled around the students, leaving them in awe at the magical moment. In the midst of this, David gave his friend a wink, who in turned returned it with an unimpressed glare. Judith returned her attention back to her date once she felt him take one of her hands
âIâm not usually one who likes public displays, but⌠I quite like this one⌠almost as much as I like you,â Talbott quietly admitted as he looked into pale gold eyes.
âIs it possibly to pass out from blushing so much? Because I think Iâm closeâŚâ Judith thought as she ducked her head with a smile. Talbott was being so sweet and kind to her, she wanted to be wrapped up in his arms and dance the night away.
Judith looked back up at him with a teasing grin.
âI hope you like dancing too, because itâs our time to shineâŚâ
ââââââââ
Talbott was smiling at the laughing girl in his arms as he spun her around. The two have been in their own little bubble ever since the dance started.
Their shy exteriors melted away leaving behind something much warmer and intimate. Anyone with eyes can see that they were clearly smitten with each other. Which were plenty watching them on occasion.
Red eyes darted around the Great Hall, finding the person he was looking for. He gave the Headmaster a subtle nod which he returned with a knowing smile. Talbott stepped back from Judith to clear his throat with a smile.
âAll this dancing is making me thirsty, I think Iâm gonna get a refreshment,â he said. Judith smiled at him, making his heart stutter in a lovestruck sigh.
âA refreshment sounds great, actually! Iâll go with you-âÂ
âN-no need! I-Iâll get one for you! Just... stay right there,â Talbott stuttered before taking off. Judithâs brows furrowed in confused as she watch Talbott disappear in the darkness.
Suddenly she felt a hand on her shoulder. Turning, she saw the cheery smile of David.
âCheers, Little Tigress! I see that I was right about you enjoying yourself,â he said with a grin. Judith glared and punched his arm.
âCheeky bastard,â she growled. David laughed good naturedly while rubbing his arm.
âIâm surprised youâre not with Synde. Seeing how eager you were to get here and be with her,â she retorted. David shrugged.
âMer said she going to get refreshments for the both of us. She actually suggest I go find you to see how your night was so far,â David replied. Gold eyes narrow out of suspicion.
âThatâs a little odd. Talbott just let to do the same thing...â
âWas it? I found it very typical of Miss Synde and Mr. Winger,â a third voice said. David and Judith turned to see the amused face of their Headmaster.
The pair chatted with Professor Dumbledore for a while when Judith noticed something was amiss.
âItâs bit awhile since Merula and Talbott went to get refreshments. Surely it canât take that long,â Judith pondered out loud. Dumbledore smiled.
âClever eye, Miss Harris. Thatâs because theyâre no longer here and they personally asked me to distract you,â he chuckled. David and Judith glanced at each other before looking back up at Dumbledore.
âProfessor,â David asked warily. Dumbledore chuckled.
âMr. Willows, you can head to the library. Miss Harris... while Mr. Winger wasnât explicit with the location for you to go to, he did say âRemember our first dateâ as a clue. Enjoy the rest of your storybook fairytale night, you two. You deserve it,â Professor Dumbledore informed the pair with a knowing smile.Â
Judith blushed walking out of the Great Hall with David. The two said their goodbyes as Judith made her way outside. Transforming into her Black Sparrowhawk, she couldnât help but wonder what Talbott had planned at the Black Lake...
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Judith landed on the shore and transformed back, only to be surprised to find who was waiting for her.
âLily,â she asked as the little fairy flew around her, buzzing out of excitement.Â
What was her little friend doing all the way out here?
The magical creature took ahold of her hand, tugging her to the Boat house.Â
âOkay, okay, Iâm coming. Just slow down, I am wearing heels after all,â she laughed gently. Judith followed the excited fairy inside only to freeze at the door way.
Standing inside was Talbott. The place looked to have been cleaned out. Numerous fairies including her own lit up the Boathouse in a soft glow. Rose petals scattered the floor, along with some candles. A large heart made up of different colored roses was hung up behind the Ravenclaw wizard. A small table with some chairs of some of the food and drinks form the Ball sat in a corner. Somewhere in the background, there was soft music playing as well.
Talbott walked up to the stunned Hufflepuff witch and took her hand.
âHappy Valentineâs Day, little bird,â he spoke softly. Judith shook her head out of disbelief.Â
âW-what is all this, Talbott,â she asked. The young man bit his lip.
âI-I... I may have been planning this while I was at the Owlery... I wanted to surprise you. While I did originally plan to do this in the Library, someone else had the same idea... So Iâd figured the Black Lake was the next best thing. I did have some help putting this together,â Talbott admitted.
Lily buzzed, as if she was giggling at the two. Judith rose a brow at her Fairyâs cheeky behavior before chuckling.
âI just thought that... after everything youâve done for Hogwarts, for me, you deserved a storybook romance,â Talbott said. Judith rescanned the room before offering a smile.
âI had no idea that you could be such a romantic, Talbott. But clearly you are.â Talbott blushed, scratching the back of his neck.
âI guess all that poetry paid off...â
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The pair sat and ate, chatting in between. Talbott giving going as far to feed Judith a bit of a cupcake. He ended blushing when he felt her lips touch his fingers tips as she let out a pleased moan.Â
Currently they were slow dancing in the middle of the room, listening to the music softly playing in the background.
âThis is really amazing, Talbott,â Judith spoke up, daring to look up at red eyes that reminded her of rubies.
âYouâre the amazing one, Judith. I was simply following my heart,â Talbott replied, squeezing her closer. That foreign yet familiar scent that clung onto the Hufflepuff filled his nose.
âO-Oh stop it. I am not,â Judith insisted with a nervous laugh. Having Talbott so close to her was causing her heart to beat faster than normal. Talbott stopped dancing in favor of holding her hands. His gaze was unwavering.
âI mean it, little bird. You made this Valentineâs Day perfect for everyone, even Flich and Pince... And especially for me,â Talbott confessed. Pearly whites flashed at him.
âAll I wanted was a magical Valentineâs Day with my date,â Judith started, glancing down for a quick moment to gather herself before looking back up at Talbott through her lashes.
â...And... And Iâm so happy that date is you...â And she was. Truly.Â
Talbott was the picture perfect gentleman. And the fact he went through great lengths to make Valentineâs Day memorable for her reminded her of happier times from her childhood. Except now it was with someone who likes her for her.Â
She hasnât felt this special in years...
Talbott urged his heart to calm down as he reached for his wand.
âI feel the same way, Judith. And I... made something for you...â Stepping back, Talbott casted a spell, causing a book to appear. Judith blinked out of surprise at the book that hovered between them. Carefully reaching for it, she opened it to a random page somewhere in the beginning.
â...The loner poet listened to the Howler professed the words he wasnât aware that lived in his heart. Speaking of a deep longing for a girl with otherworldly pale gold eyes. To never leave him because when he looks into her unique irises, he can see future. A future where he would wake up to them every morning. A future where he would look at child with the same eyes as her. A future that would lead to forever together.
He felt his heart stall in his chest, itching to cast a spell to light the Howler ablaze to prevent its words being heard by unwanted ears. It was then he smelled her before he heard her.
A hint of sea breeze that made him feel like he was standing so close the never-ending ocean. Chocolate that reminded him of her skin tone. A variety of fainter sweet scents, most he couldnât name but the one he could pick out was honey.
Her melodious low voice sung to his eardrums:
âHey, what did your Valentine Howler say?â He swiftly turned to find pale gold eyes curiously looking up at him. He could feel his heart speed up when he connected the dots.
It was her.
She was the one his heart longed for.
Everything that has transpired that day and this revelationďżź became too much for the loner poet to take. He was quick to deny that his Howler hasnât said anything, using the opportunity their teacher has created to leave the classroom.Â
He needed time. Time to think of what to do next...â
Judith was so engrossed in words written on the page that she didnât realize that Talbott was now standing behind her.
âItâs not finished, more so of a... work in progress for an ongoing story...â Judith jumped a little when she felt his breath ghost over her visible ear.
âThis is about you,â she whispered, releasing the book to float again. She turned to find Talbott staring down at her with half lid eyes.
âItâs about you and me, little bird,â he whispered, cupping one of her cheeks. Judith closed her eyes, leaning into his warm touch.Â
There was a shift in the air and she nervous but secretly excited to where this could lead...
Talbott withdrew for a moment forcing Judith to open her eyes again. She notice a heart shaped key necklace in his hand.
âWhatâs that,â she asked quietly.
âThis is the key that unlocks the book. I made it be this way so you can wear it like a necklace. So our story would always be with you,â Talbott answered, carefully placing the it around her neck. A full body shiver raked Judithâs body when she felt the tips of his finger ghost over the sensitive skin.
âI... I never had someone put this much effort for me. To bare your feelings like this, Talbott... I... I donât know what to say,â Judith confessed quietly. She could barely hear her own voice over the roar of blood rushing to her face combined with the sound of her heartbeat pounding against her eardrums.
Talbott caressed her cheek again.
âI donât expect an answer from you right away little bird. Iâm more than happy to do this for you. Youâre the only one who deserves to see this side of me...â Talbott leaned closer aiming to place a kiss on her cheek. Much like he did last year.
What Judith did next surprised both of them.Â
Turning her head ever so slightly, she caught Talbottâs lips with her own. This stunned the pair, both remaining motionlessly for a few moments. Just as the Ravenclaw wizard was about to pull back, Judith held him there by his tie, pressing against him. Her painted lips moved against his unresponsive ones slowly, testing the waters and his resolve.
After a moment of deliberation, Talbott gave in and returned the unexpected kiss. With one hand cupping her face, its twin finding refuge on her lower back, pushing her closer still. Judith released his tie in favor of wrapping her arms around his neck, melting in his embrace. Both of them were placed under a cloudy haze as their lips continued to move against one another.
The pair broke apart for air, foreheads resting against one another. Talbott silently licked his lips, picking up the taste of vanilla.
âShe tastes just as sweet as she looks. Good Gods help me...â came the helpless thought as he found himself at the end of Judithâs sultry stare.Â
âWhat are you doing to me, Talbott? Why do I feel this way towards you...â
âHappy Valentineâs Day, Talbott,â Judith whispered, placing a soft kiss against the corner of his lips. Talbott shivered at the sound of her voice, which has dipped down an octave. Her accent came out, loud and clear. His hands, which has migrated to her waist, squeezed down on the curve for a few seconds.
He could listen to her speak to him like this for hours...
âHappy Valentineâs Day, Judith... Thank you for being my valentine...â Judith let out soft chuckle, pulling him in for another kiss.
In the midst of this an involuntary thought passed through her mind. One which would shatter the Hufflepuff witch later on.
âI love you, Talbott...â
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Some time has passed since the Valentineâs Day Ball. Judith more or less went back to her life as per usual.Â
With occasional outing with Talbott when classes and working for Rakepick became too much for her.
It was late at night and she was at the shore of the Black Lake, practicing her spellwork. She always wanted to remain sharp on her skills and it was a way for her to prepare for the upcoming O.W.L.S., which was approaching fast.
She decided to practice the Patronus Charm, seeing how she hasnât casted it in awhile.
âExpecto Patronum!â
What came out of the tip of her wand shocked her.
Instead of her usual Siberian Tiger was a-
âG-Golden E-Eagle?!â Her eyes watched as the avian predator flew above her before disappearing.Â
She shocked her head, not believing what she just saw.
Over and over again, she casted the spell, waiting to see her beloved tiger. Only to watch the animal that came out soar its wings above her.
Her legs gave out from beneath her.Â
âNo, no, no! How can this be happening?! Patronuses donât change,â she panicked. A vague memory came resurfaced in her mind.
âThough I have heard of Patronuses changing forms after falling in love...â Judithâs eyes widen.
That voice belonged to Tonks when they were dealing with the Dementor threat from last year.
Another memory surfaced, however, much older...
âGift this ring to the one your heart desires above all others. It will only fit and accept that one person, anyone else, itâll reject and return to you...â Tears ran down her cheeks. When she realized what memory it was.
âGran-Gran...â came the broken whisper. Her grandmother gifted her a magical blue and silver ring before she died. The same ring she gave to Talbott just a year prior. She didnât remember her dear grandmotherâs words when she gave it to him.Â
Now that she thought about it, the ring never returned to her. And it was on Talbottâs left ring finger the night of the Ball.
Even as she kissed him, those three words that haunted her since childhood has crossed her flowery dazed mind.
She couldnât do anything but face the truth. To speak the words that haunted her in form of a Boggart from third year.
âI love Talbott Winger...â
And she was secretly terrified.
Because she knew if he were to confess the same, she was done for.
Her heart would be his.Â
And risk breaking if he were to ever leave...
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Four Questions with Garielle Lutz:
Iâm extremely beholden to Garielle who took the time to respond to my silly, garbled, childish, intrusive questions. You can purchase her latest book Worsted here and here, among many other sites. --------- Q. You've attributed the resuscitation of your literary career in quite considerable measure to your teacher and editor Gordon Lish. It seems like you guys are particularly close, even as you seem to have largely confined yourself to Pittsburgh(mostly driven by your erstwhile teaching career but also by your liking the city over time). How does it feel to hear someone like Gordon speak so highly of you, âI think thereâs more truth in one sentence of my student [Lutz] than in all of [Philip] Roth. Lutz gives [herself] away. âThe speaking subject gives herself away,â says Julia Kristeva. I thoroughly believe that. What you see in Lutz, [her] lavish gift, is [her] refusal to relax [her] determination to uncover and uncover. It is, by my lights, quite wonderful, quite terrific.[âŚ]Lutz is entirely the real thing?â Does one feel vindicated? How do you navigate the waters of self-effacement and self-indulgence as a writer and as a person? A. I havenât had a literary career before or after studying with Gordon Lish.  I donât think one finds oneâs way to him in hopes of launching a career.  Anyone with vulgar ambition along those lines would have been shown the door pretty quick.  I would never presume to be close to Gordon or to feel that I am part of his life other than in my role as a student. He dwells in another realm entirely. I attended his classes and tried to grasp, to the best of my abilities, the things he was saying about how to get from one word to the next.  He also talked about how to free a word from the constricting range of its permissible behaviors, how to drain it of every sepsis of received meaning, until there is nothing left of the word but the skeleton of its former self, just the lank, gawky letters sticking out this way and that, and then how to fill the thing up again, to the point of overspilling, but this time with something that would never have been allowed to belong in there before, and then see whether the word, now close to bursting, can hold up and maybe have a new kind of say.  Iâm always surprised and relieved whenever Gordon says anything approving about anything I write.  I think that for a lot of his students, his opinion is the only one that counts. Â
Q. You've said, "A typical day goes like this: noon, afternoon, evening, night, additional night, even more night, furtherest night, then bedtime, though I donât have a bed or furniture of any kind.â Have you always been a lychnobite, sensing the overwhelming superabundance of life after the sunset or is it a relatively recent development facilitated by your retirement from teaching? Do you consider yourself in any way to be a minimalist? Does your room bear any resemblance with a sparsely lit opium den where all exchanges happen at the floor level?
A. I think the pandemic has had a lot to do with it.  Lately Iâve been up until five, sometimes six.  But Iâve always found mornings the harshest and ugliest part of the day (maybe itâs just because of the place where I live, but I never open the blinds anyway).  There can be something awfully scolding about a sunrise the older you get  Evening seems to extend every form of leniency, and in the dead of night, expectations go way down, which is where they maybe ought to stay.  I do spend all of my time on the floor, but my apartment doesnât bear any resemblance to an opium den.  Itâs more like a crawlspace or the back of a  dollar-store stockroom.  Â
Q. Even with your reputation of being a page-hugger than a typical page-turner, how do you decide which books to read apart from your line of work? Do you try to keep it largely in the familiar territory, like exploring the oeuvre of a time-tested writer? How does one unshackle oneself from this constant niggling that one ought to read so many books? Here's Ben Marcus: âWhen I was in graduate school, there was this sort of cautionary adage going around by the poet Francis Ponge that we can only write what weâve already read and one way to hear that is youâre just sort of doomed to kind of regurgitate everything youâve read and so if youâre just reading all the popular books, the books everyone else is reading, in some sense youâre maybe unwittingly confining yourself to a particular literary practice thatâs gonna look pretty familiar. I remember at the time thinking, okay well if thatâs true, if Iâm just fated to that, then Iâm gonna read things that no one else is reading. I loved to just go to the library and pretty randomly grab books, because I think for a little while, and Iâm kinda glad this passed, but I really just had this feeling that a writer just consumes language and just sort of spits it out. So it didnât matter. Like it didnât have to be a great novel for it to be worth-reading. And I still read very little fiction in the end compared to non-fiction, essays, works of philosophy, science. And the other sort of dirty secret is: I donât finish a lot of books. I just donât care enough. I only finish a book if I have to or if I really want to. And, often, Iâll stop reading a book three pages from the end. I think that as writers, we probably feel a lot of pressure about what kind of a reader to be, what kind of a writer to be in, and we feel this shame, like âI havenât read DH Lawrence, Iâm such an asshole.â You begin to feel like youâve these deficiencies and you gotta make them up and you never will and a lot of it is just kinda tyrannical. Of course, obviously, we must be naturally motivated to read and read and read and read but I guess I just started to notice thatâŚI got a lot of my ideas by just readingâŚe.g. a gardening bookâŚlike the weird way a sentence was structured.â Then there's Moyra Davey: âWoolf famously said of reading: âThe only advice ⌠is to take no advice, ⌠follow your instincts, ⌠use your reason.â A similar thought was voiced by her elder contemporary Oscar Wilde, who did not believe in recommending books, only in de-recommending them. Later, Jorge Luis Borges echoed the same sentiment by discouraging âsystematic bibliographiesâ in favor of âadulterousâ reading. More recently, Gregg Bordowitz has promoted âpromiscuousâ reading in which you impulsively allow an âimposterâ book to overrule any reading trajectory you might have set for yourself, simply because, for instance, a friend tells you in conversation that he is reading it and is excited by it. This evokes for me that most potent kind of reading â reading as flirtation with or eavesdropping on someone you love or desire, someone who figures in your fantasy life.ââWhat to read?â is a recurring dilemma in my life. The question always conjures up an image: a woman at home, half-dressed, moving restlessly from room to room, picking up a book, reading a page or two and no sooner feeling her mind drift, telling herself, âYou should be reading something else, you should be doing something else.â The image also has a mise-en-scène: overstuffed, disorderly shelves of dusty and yellowing books, many of them unread; books in piles around the bed or faced down on a table; work prints of photographs, also with a faint covering of dust, taped to the walls of the studio; a pile of bills; a sink full of dishes. She is trying to concentrate on the page in front of her but a distracting blip in her head travels from one desultory scene to the next, each one competing for her attention. It is not just a question of which book will absorb her, for there are plenty that will do that, but rather, which book, in a nearly cosmic sense, will choose her, redeem her. Often what is at stake, should she want to spell it out, is the idea that something is missing, as in: what is the crucial bit of urgently needed knowledge that will save her, at least for this day? She has the idea that if she can simply plug into the right book then all will be calm, still, and right with the world. [âŚ] Must reading be tied to productivity to be truly satisfying [âŚ] Or is it the opposite, that it can only really gratify if it is a total escape? What is it that gives us a sense of sustenance and completion? Are we on some level always striving to attain that blissful state of un-agendaed reading remembered from childhood? What does it mean to spend a good part of oneâs life absorbed in books? Given that our time is limited, the problem of reading becomes one of exclusion. Why pick one book over the hundreds, perhaps thousands on our bookshelves, the further millions in libraries and stores? For in settling on any book we are implicitly saying no to countless others. This conflict is aptly conjured up by essayist Lynne Sharon Schwartz as she reflects on âthe many books (the many acts) I cannot in all decency leave unread (undone) â or can I?ââ What way out do you suggest? Do you deem it worthwhile to eschew any shred of obligation and be propelled in any direction naturally? Like you said you found grammar books and lexicons more engaging and enjoyable than the novels.
A. I seem to remember that in some magazine or another, James Wolcott once said âRead at whim.â  That has always sounded like the best advice.  And I assume it means to feel free to ditch any book that disappoints.  Like Ben Marcus, Iâve had experiences of abandoning a book just a few pages from the end, but I often donât make it that far in most things anymore.  I came from a long line of nonreaders, so Iâve never felt any guilt about passing up books or writers that so many people seem to talk about a lot, and I donât expect other people to like what I like. Some books Iâll start about halfway in and then see whether I might want to work my way back to the beginning.  Others Iâll start at the very end and inch my way toward the front, one sentence at a time, and see how far I can go that way.  I seem to remember that in The Pleasure of the Text, Roland Barthes recommends âcruisingâ a text, and maybe something like that is what Iâm doing at least some of the time, if I understand what he means.  And every now and then Iâll read  a book straightforwardly for an hour and afterward wonder whether the time might have been better spent staring off into space. Too many books these days seem ungiving.  Itâs the ungivingness that disappoints the most.  A lot of contemporary fiction has the gleam and sparkle of a trend feature in a glossy magazine, and I can appreciate the craft and the savvy that go into something like that, but I am drawn more toward stories and books that demand being read slowly and closely, pulse by pulse, the kind of fiction where everything--what little might be left of an entire blighted life--can pivot on the peal of a single syllable. Q. I'd like to ask you so many questions. But let this be the last one for matters of convenience. Also, in a capitalistic world, one's enshrouded with guilt for taking one's time without being remunerative in any way. Among the books and films that you recently encountered, which ones do you think deserve rereads/rewatches? A. I used to feel like the woman youâve described so movingly above, someone who questions her choice of books almost to the brink of despair.  At my age, though, I no longer have a program for reading, a syllabus or a checklist, and Iâm okay with knowing thereâs a lot Iâll never get around to.  Iâm happy being a rereader of a few inexhaustible books and chancing upon occasional fresh treasure.  The one book that has shaken me the most in the longest time is Anna DeForestâs  A History of Present Illness, which will be out next August.  Itâs a blisteringly truthful novel written with moral grace and unsettling brilliance and an awing mastery of language.  A couple of recent books I have read in manuscript, books that totally knocked me out with their originality and uncanny command of the word, are Greg Gerkeâs In the Suavity of the Rock (a novel) and David Nuttâs Summertime in the Emergency Room (a short-story collection).  I havenât watched many movies in the past few months, and the ones I watched arenât ones Iâll probably be rewatching anytime soon. Â
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