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2dmenenthusiast · 4 years ago

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Warmth - a Bakugou x Reader Christmas special

its finally done hhhhhh I love how I was just like “Oh yeah I’ll do a short little fic for Christmas” and then I ended up typing this long ass fic. I mean, its not that long but it took me days to write cuz I lack motivation always so it feels long lmao. Anyways, haven’t wrote for my explodey boy bakugou yet so here it is! Let me know if I gave the reader any specific pronouns or features by accident and I’ll fix it right away! I hope you all enjoy! Please feel free to reblog if you wanna give my fic more exposure, I'd really appreciate it 😚

Summary: You get caught in the middle of a snowstorm, and when you get home, you’re desperately craving the warmth of your exploding, ragey boyfriend.

Word count: 3.3K

Warnings/other info: swearing, itty bitty reference to sexy times, spoiler for Bakugou’s hero name, just a lot of fluff (you guys are so mean to each other tho lmao)

You hated winter. Actually, scratch that. Let’s rephrase. You hate snow. No, you had nothing against the actual season. Winter brought you cute Christmas movies and catchy songs, as well as the gift-giving holiday itself. However, snow was a demon, and it could fuck right off. Especially when it was blowing directly into your face like it was now, your snow-covered boots trudging through the thick snow as you held grocery bags in each of your gloved hands. Even though you were wearing a thick winter coat and hat, and had your scarf covering half of your face, you felt like you were about to shiver out of your own skin and god you could barely fucking see with all of this snow going directly into your eyes.

“‘It’s right down the street, y/n, just walk there.’ What am I, fucking stupid?” you muttered.

You had figured it would be better to just walk to the store rather than using up gas or spending money on transportation, and fuck were you dumb for making that decision. Bakugou had warned you too, taking one look outside and telling you it would be better to just go get groceries tomorrow. But noooo, you just had to get it done today. And honestly, it looked like the roads were gonna be shitty for the next few days, so better now than later. Speaking of the roads, there were barely any cars driving on them, which was expected. The plow didn’t look like it had come through yet. However, a vehicle slowly came towards you, going under the speed limit to avoid sliding on the road, and you could hear The Christmas Song playing loudly from inside as it passed. Chestnuts roasting on an open fire? Yeah, the only thing going to be roasting on an open fire was your ass the second you walked through the door. And by an open fire, you meant the heater, which Bakugou better have on full fucking blast, or else you swore you were going to wring his neck.

As your apartment building became closer in view, you doubled your efforts and tried to speed up your pace, but the snow made it almost impossible when it was almost past your shins. Still, you grit your teeth and pushed through, letting out a relieved groan when you walked through the front door of your building and felt heat blast you in the face. Releasing a sigh, your grip tightening on the grocery bags as you traversed up the stairs to your apartment, and when you jammed your keys in the lock and pushed through the door, it was just as you suspected. Too fucking cold.

“He’s dead. He’s a dead man. He knew I was going out in the fucking arctic tundra that is the city right now, but he chose to keep the thermostat at fucking 70 degrees?!” you thought, grumbling to yourself as you set the bags down in the kitchen and marched over to the thermostat.

“Hey, take your fucking boots off, will you? You’re tracking snow.”

You raised your middle finger in the direction the voice came from, not even looking back

at your boyfriend as you turned the dial of the thermostat and watched the numbers go up until you were satisfied. Turning to look at Bakugou with a glare, you said something that he could tell was filled with frustration and anger, but he could barely hear you when you were talking through your scarf, raising an eyebrow as if to silently say, “what the fuck are you saying?” Rolling your eyes, you toed off your boots and hung up your coat, taking off your gloves and hat next before unwrapping your scarf from around your face and neck.

“I said you’re a fucking maniac. How are you not freezing?” you asked, hurrying past Bakugou to your shared bedroom so that you could change into something warmer.

Bakugou just scoffed, leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed over his chest as he watched you change. “You remember what my quirk is, right?”

Slipping one of Bakugou’s large hoodies over your head, you let out a sigh. “Oh right, I forgot that along with the ability to blow shit up, you’re also a walking heat box,” you said, throwing the hood over your head as you turned to your boyfriend with a small pout.

He just looked at you with an amused smirk, a single eyebrow quirked as he looked you up and down. He had to admit, he’d never get tired of seeing you in his clothes. Though he quickly became worried when a mischievous grin appeared on your face, and he had no time to react when you were running forward and slipping your hands underneath his shirt, wrapping your arms around his bare torso.

“Gah! Shit, you’re fucking freezing!” he yelled, trying to push you off of him, but you just tightened your hold as you buried your face in his chest. “Hey! Don’t you get comfy, get the hell off of me.”

“But you’re so waaarm,” you whined, looking up at him with cute puppy dog eyes. You weren’t lying, he was very warm, and you’d be damned if you pulled away from him anytime soon.

Letting out a growl through clenched teeth, Bakugou gripped your thighs in his hands and suddenly lifted you, and you let out a noise of surprise, not expecting your feet to come off the ground as your legs automatically wrapped around him so that you wouldn’t fall. Carrying you back into the living room, he threw you on the couch and pinned you with a glare when you tried to move, not walking away until he was certain you wouldn’t get up from that couch. Once he turned his back to you, you sat up on your knees and looked over the back of the couch as Bakugou walked into the kitchen, bending over the reach into one of the bags, and holy fuck his ass in those sweatpants was downright fucking sinful. As the cool kids would say, he was, “double cheeked up on a Thursday afternoon.”

“It’s Saturday, and stop staring at my ass, you damn perv,” Bakugou grumbled without looking back at you, and you pursed your lips as you raised your hands in surrender.

“Not my fault you’re so dummy thicc.”

“For the love of god, stop watching TikTok.”

You just laughed and stood from the couch, walking into the kitchen and leaning against the counter as you watched your boyfriend put the groceries away. “You don’t have to do that, you know. I can put them away.”

“Nonsense. You were just out freezing your ass off in the snow. Now get back on that couch before I throw you on it again,” he said.

You smiled at the kind gesture. While Bakugou was often rude and uncouth, not making an effort to hide his frustration or disdain for certain people or things, there was a soft spot deep down in there, and you were lucky enough to be one of the few people he showed it too. Of course, it was hardly willingly. You were persistent as hell, getting under his skin the moment you started going to UA with him. However, he’d be lying if he said he didn’t like your persistence.

Letting out a small hum to yourself, you leaned over and pressed your lips against his cheek, his skin warming up under your touch. “You’re cute.”

A light pink dusted his cheeks as you walked back to the couch and plopped down onto the soft cushions, grabbing the fluffy blanket hanging over the back and draping it around your shoulders. No, if anyone in this relationship was cute, it was you. With the way you stole his clothes and just seemed to always make them look better, or made him his bento lunch with cute little notes inside that he secretly kept in his desk and would look at whenever he needed a little pick-me-up. You probably didn’t realize how much he noticed every little thing you did, but he did, and it made him fall more in love with you every day. Of course, he wasn’t very eloquent and it was hard for him to express how he felt with words, but he was a believer in how actions spoke louder.

“Hey, dipstick! You almost done? I’m about to freeze my ass off over here and I need my cuddle buddy,” you yelled from the living room, and Bakugou’s eyebrow twitched as he scoffed, running a hand over his face. You just had to ruin it, didn’t you?

“Yeah, yeah, wait a sec, would you? Not my fault your body can’t regulate temperature like a normal fucking human being.”

Your head popped up, looking over the couch at your boyfriend with an incredulous look on your face. “‘Normal?!’ What about you is normal, Mr. I-get-unnecessarily-ragey-and-blow-shit-up? Hm?”

“Oh and you think you’re so normal when you bought fucking ice cream in the middle of goddamn winter,” he said, holding up the tub of ice cream you recently bought on your trip to the store.

“Ice cream is good for any time of the year! And you have no room to judge me. It could be a hundred degrees out and you’ll be scarfing down a bowl of spicy ramen like it’s your last meal.”

“You don’t hear me complaining about it though, do you?”

You huffed, crossing your arms over your chest as you pouted. “Jerk. you know, I hope your quirk just one day combusts and you blow up your own face.”

“Fuckface.”

“Asshole.”

“Dumbass.”

“Mama’s boy.”

Eyes widening, he dropped the last grocery bag on the floor and stomped over to the couch. If you were any normal person, you probably would’ve been cowering in fear just from the pro-heroes intense stair. But you had been with Bakugou for a while now, and what “normal” person would date someone whose first draft of their hero name was Lord Explosion Murder anyway? He placed his hands on the top of the couch, looking down at you as you stared up at him with a shit-eating grin on your face.

“What the fuck did you just say?”

“Oh, I think you heard me.”

“Take it back or I’m blowing up all of your Deku shirts.”

You gasped dramatically, placing both of your hands over your heart as you gaped at your boyfriend before narrowing your eyes. “You wouldn’t.”

He didn’t say anything, simply raising an eyebrow at your challenge before walking towards your shared bedroom without another word. Oh. Oh, he was being serious. Scrambling off the couch, you ran after him.

“No! Nononono, wait. Ugh, All right!”

He turned to look at you, one of your shirts of the Pro hero Deku held tight in his fist and a smirk on his face that meant trouble. You sighed, crossing your arms over your chest as you looked at the nearby wall, not wanting to see that stupid little grin on his stupid face.

“You… You’re- not a mama’s boy,” you muttered under your breath, coughing to make the words more unintelligible.

“I’m sorry, what did you say? I think I feel my hand warming up a bit.”

“Ugh, fine! You’re not a mama’s boy. Happy?”

Grin widening, he dropped the shirt and walked over to you in long strides, closing the distance quickly and placing his hands on your waist. “See? Was that so hard?”

“Absolutely teeth-pulling,” you said, dropping your head on his chest as he chuckled, bringing a hand up to gently pat your head. Of course, there wasn’t a lot about you two that was so different from each other. You both had a mutual hatred for backing down. He then looked over at the bed where the green-haired hero’s smiling face stared back at him, and he scowled.

“Why do you have so many shirts of that damn nerd anyway?”

“I don’t have that many, Katsu.”

“You have like ten. You don’t have any merch of me.” His grip on you tightened possessively, and if he wasn’t aware of it, you certainly were, smiling against his chest before lifting your head.

“Why would I need merch when I have the real life thing right here?” you asked, poking at his abs. “Besides, it’s not like I bought them. They were gifts whenever he had new designs come out.”

“And you couldn’t just refuse?”

“Even if you have some weird tension with him, that doesn’t mean I can’t be friends with him, dummy.” You lightly flicked his forehead and slipped out of his grasp as you walked back out to the living room, and he followed close behind with furrowed brows.

“Weird tension? The hell’s that supposed to mean?”

You just looked at him with raised eyebrows and shrugged, dropping down onto the couch before pulling out your phone. It took him a second to understand what you were getting at, and when he did, he wanted to vomit up his lunch.

“Oh, you’re sick.”

You threw your hands up. “I’m not saying I ship it! Your Twitter followers certainly do, though.”

“Yeah well, they’re all weirdos anyway,” he said, sitting down next to you and throwing an arm around your shoulders, and you immediately relaxed into him, content with the warmth he seemed to produce 24/7. “The only person I wanna be…” he grimaced, shaking his head, “shipped with is you.”

You smiled, looking up at Bakugou as you placed your hand on his chest. “I think people would if we didn’t constantly insult each other while we’re out in public. And you know, if you were actually affectionate with me.”

“I’m affectionate!” he yelled, arm tightening around you. “Those damn extras don’t need to see that shit anyway. Not like it’s any of their business.”

You chuckled and moved to straddle Bakugou’s thighs, hands taking their time as you dragged them up his muscular torso and splayed your fingers over his chest. You admired the man below you with a small smile on your face, his hands moving so that they rested on your thighs, giving them a small squeeze, and you watched his tongue swipe over his bottom lip as he seemed to look at you with that same red-eyed intense stare that he always did. Leaning down, you placed a slow kiss against his lips but pulled away before he could deepen it, and he chased your lips with a quiet growl as you let out an amused huff.

“Would you…” You could tell he was hesitant, never knowing how to properly express what he wanted to say, especially when he was feeling vulnerable. You placed your lips against his cheek, gently holding his face in your hands to try and reassure him. “Would you like me to be more affectionate in public? Would that… make you happy?”

Brows furrowing, your lips formed into a frown as you sat back, hands slipping into his. “Katsu… we’ve been together since our high school days. If I had any complaints, wouldn’t I have voiced them by now?” He opened his mouth, but you didn’t give him the chance to respond, grabbing his face again. “Listen to me for a second. Despite what people think about your rough edges and your unpleasant attitude-”

“Watch it.”

You smiled. “I wouldn’t change a damn thing about you. Your random outbursts, your sailor mouth, your shitty nicknames for all of our friends. Those things are what make you Bakugou Katsuki. Not some shitty tabloid with that stupid headline that’s like “Ten things to know about Pro Hero Dynamight!” or whatever. They’re all bullshit. No one sees the side of you that I get to. No one sees the big softie that you really are.” You lightly poked Bakugou’s chest with a giggle, and he swatted at your hand.

“Hey, I’m not soft, you dumbass,” he grumbled, and you just laughed as you leaned into him and wrapped your arms around his neck, resting your forehead on his shoulder.

“Keep telling yourself that.”

You heard him sigh and felt his arms wrap around you, happy in his strong embrace. There was nowhere you felt safer than in Bakugou’s arms. They were always there to hold you at night, or to pull you into a hug when you were feeling upset. You loved his arms, but you loved him in general. Everything about him always had butterflies fluttering around in your stomach. When he would gaze at you like you were the only other person in the world, or when he’d come home after a particularly rough day, and you’d offer to help him relieve some stress, but he’d insist that the only thing on his mind at the moment was you underneath him while he memorized and tasted every inch of you. Yeah, you were a love-struck idiot, but so was he. Maybe even more so.

You were brought out of your thoughts when the lights started to flicker before going out, and you waited a few seconds for them to come back on, but they never did. Are you fucking kidding me?

“Um… Katsuki?”

“Hm.”

“Please tell me our power didn’t just go out.”

“Our power didn’t go out.”

You smacked his chest. “Don’t be a smartass.”

“Then don’t say stupid shit.”

You let out a groan before whining out his name, and he sighed as he lifted you off of him and walked into the kitchen to grab his phone. It was like you could already feel the cold seeping back into the apartment through the cracks in the doors and windows, and you shivered as you grabbed the blanket from before and wrapped it around your body. Bakugou then came back into the living room, letting out a sigh and tossing his phone onto the couch.

“Some idiot driving in this shit-storm hit a pole and took down a transformer. Power won’t be back until the morning.”

Great. Just magnificent. Who the fuck decides to drive in a snowstorm? Letting out a huff, you stood and went to the kitchen to find a lighter before lighting every candle you two had, hoping they would provide enough light for the night. After making sure at least one candle was in every room, you went back to find Bakugou gathering all the blankets he could and raised an eyebrow.

“What? We both know our comforter won’t be enough to warm your shivering ass.”

“But I have you, don’t I? My personal heater,” you said, rocking back and forth on the balls of your feet as you smiled.

Bakugou scoffed. “Yeah, can’t wait for you to suck all the heat out of me.”

“Oh piss off. You love my cuddles.”

Before he could give you another snarky remark, you turned on your heel and walked to your bedroom, pulling back the covers and immediately tucking yourself underneath them. But of course, it wasn’t warm enough. When Bakugou walked into the room, you stuck a hand out from under the blanket and made a grabbing motion, and he just chuckled at you before throwing an extra blanket on top of you and climbing underneath the covers to lay next to you. You immediately sought him out, desperate for his warmth as you wrapped yourself around him and nuzzled into his chest, and his arms looped around you as he tangled your legs together.

“Christ, you’re fucking freezing,” he grumbled.

“Shut up and hold me tighter,” you said voice muffled as you spoke into his chest, and he did as you asked, his arms tightening around you as you let out a content sigh.

Relaxing in the silence, you felt yourself begin to grow more tired with each second that passed, and your boyfriend seemed to relax as well, which was rare for him. You both were perfectly content, dozing off in each other’s embrace.

“... So should I get a mistletoe for the apartment?”

“Dear god, shut the fuck up and go to sleep.”

#bakugou imagine #bakugou x reader #katsuki bakugou x reader #mha imagine #bnha imagine #mha x reader #katsuki bakugou #dynamight #bakugou fluff #mha christmas #mha fanfic #bakugo x reader

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ai-katsuu · 4 years ago

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F7 flirting with their partners hcs (rsea ver.)

Merlin

oh,,,where,,,do i start,,,

snow is definetly the cooler one in the relationship

she never stumbles on her words, is never nervous, and only loves magic boy with all heart

sparky-sparky-zappy boy, on the other hand, is that one guy who tries to be cool, and is confident at flirting until he actually does it

now he claimed to be a full time romantic in the movie but i have a feeling since he found true love with snow, his confidence on his moves dwindled down due to nervousness bc he actually rly likes her a lot and cares what she thinks of him not just presently, but in the future as well

one look at her is all it takes to bring him down :))

see the song lyrics: “flash! bam! alakazam! i got a look at you!”

“good morning snow white, you’re looking-”

“oh hey merlin! sorry one sec, whats up?”

“i-,,uh-,,you uh,,smell pretty. i mean no, wait, you look pretty today. imsosorry...”

Jack

this boy is immersed in french culture so it would be no surprise if he was one of, if not the most romantic when it came to flirting

when it comes to audrey he is relaxed and can be himself around her, so nervousness is not on the table unless he has something big planned

when i say he is the most romantic, i mean he executes his words and moves with such ease. short, brief pecks in the hallway, light hugs every now and then. they are very natural and smooth!

though this would of course bring up some pda from him which everyone groans at

i think the only time he would get slightly embarrased is when he pulls a move on her only to be brushed off by her either due to her being focused on something else or she didn’t hear him the first time. he doesnt like repeating himself,,,

“mon amour, i value my breath so it would be nice if you didn’t take it away every time you walked by.”

“...”

“...hm..? wait let me just finish....okay done, what did you say?”

*sad whimper from jack* “...nevermind..”

Arthur

HIMMM

If you haven’t read Arthur and Gwen’s story please do bc he flirts with her at almost every given opportunity

his moves have definitely improved since he tried to woo red shoes

he loves to humor her all the time, sometimes acting a little stupid just for her amusement

gwen is the more shy one in the relationship so most of the time its arthur making all these cute gestures of affection towards her

he would bring her flowers, take her on adventures, and be a complete gentleman towards her

he knows she gets embarrassed and flustered so easily so he doesn’t push it with words

he’s a true representation of a knight

“arthur! could you help me reach that book up there?”

*grabs it and presents it to her on one knee* “milady” <--- she giggles after and its adorable these two omg-

Hans

needless to say, hans fully believes the motto of ‘cooking your way into her heart’

he shows his love and appreciation for briar through all of the meals he cooks. she is always the first one to try them as she loves tasting new kinds of recipes everyday

putting aside meals, he would often teach her how to cook as well. she did her fair share of cooking during her time in the forest but they were never as good as hans cooking

so they would have lessons in the kitchen and usually, briar is pretty good at it!

however this does lead to hans staring at her movements, lovestruck that he’s doing his favorite thing with his favorite person in his favorite place. and this does lead to some disasters in the kitchen.

“so i let that sit for another thirty minutes and...hans?”

“mhm..?”

“hans. the pot your stirring is on fire. you look like a crazy witch and her cauldron of death.”

Pino

Pino is essentially the eldest among his brothers and he has the most experience in life

For him though, he didn’t flirt for fun in the past. He always thought those words and actions had to be saved for someone special, someone who really understood him and their relationship. And this was Gretel.

He shows his affection by reminding her about her health when she’s working too much. For flirting, he would use their mutal love on mechanics and make this cute little robot that walked up to her and gives her a little scroll that said, “i love you :>”

she laughs and appreciates all the little things he gives her.

He doesn’t do any cheesy lines, rather he would just be happy if Gretel walks by and he would hug her out of nowhere. He is very romantic and sweet when it comes to her.

but then there is the issue of her older brother^^ hans watches them like a HAWK. pino is a little intimidated but still respects him. gretel isnt having any of it though.

“cara, i need some help. can you come to my room late-orrr it could wait. nevermind.”

“i swear to god hans i will murder you right now if you don’t stop.”

Noki

TSUNDEREEE

goldilocks is always the one showing affection towards him most of the time while he just shyly receives it.

if they are alone he is basically down for any light and fluffy affection/flirting towards her

hates pda tho and wont hesitate to physically push her off (not with a lot of force thought) he scolds her a lot for having no shame while she just counterpoints him.

goldie doesn’t think much of it and neither does noki until one time she actually started to tear up and cry bc she had hit her head on the side of a table.

though he didn’t mean to hurt her, noki’s heart drops and he’s immediately all over her. he is SO SO guilty and showers her in affection and whatever she needs. he becomes such a loving and perfect boyfriend to her, whether they are in public or not

though goldies reaction was real, she knew EXACTLY how he would react and doesn't waste this opportunity to ask him for stuff he wouldn’t normally do

“mind holding my hand to the market?”

“sure. as long as you’re alright and you lean on me if you feel dizzy, okay?”

Kio

kio is genrally a very nice, kind, and helpful person

but like his older brother, he is on the receiving end of affection from his own partner, peter pan

unlike noki, kio doesn’t mind pda but instead immediately shuts him down wheter they are lone or not

usually with a quick, ‘yeah, no.’ or ‘ew’ but trust me he loves them!

when he does show affection though, peter goes crazy and his brain fries out

he does have his fair share of flirting! though it is very rare but he knows exactly what he is doing and in reality, is actually very smooth with it.

kio will give unexpected kisses, ruffle his hair, and even some occasional light uncharacteristic spicy stuff that leads peter to be flustered and wanting for more

kio is SO confident through it all, smugly smiling until it’s reverted back to a fake annoyed frown when peter chases after him

“w-wait! do that again please!”

“gross no, go away.”

#red shoes #red shoes and the seven dwarfs #red shoes and the 7 dwarfs #red shoes movie #red shoes merlin #red shoes jack #red shoes arthur #red shoes hans #red shoes pino #red shoes noki #red shoes kio #fearless seven #f7 #red shoes ever after #rsatsd #rsat7d #red shoes snow white

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kashyyyyk · 4 years ago

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i was tagged my the lovely @theleavesoflorien to answer these questions, so here goes :))

1. Do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen?

blue actually! but idk why

2. Would you prefer to live in the country or in the city?

the country ideally, bc cities are just too noisy, too grey, too many people. but on the other hand, ppl in the country are boring af... so. guess i could live anywhere where i had some peace and quiet and nature on the one hand, and some interesting ppl on the other - one can dream ig, lol

3. If you could learn a new skill, what would it be?

any skill would be nice X’D but i guess writing, always. and not being a procrastinator. just being able to focus and actually finish/achieve smth. would be great (if that’s even a “skill”)

4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar?

coffee sometimes (aka when it’s bad coffee lol); tea never (tho i’d put in honey sometimes)

5. What was your favourite book as a child?

gosh i have no idea. i remember liking most books by Marc De Bel and Patrick Lagrou (both Flemish writers) and then as a teenager ig it had to be Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban!

6. Do you prefer baths or showers?

i like both, but maybe baths, which have that additional element of “i’ve got time to relax rn” which is always great

7. If you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be?

werewolf :’) or smth that lives in the ocean (not a mermaid tho, i’m not 12) like a giant turtle or smth, or some big cat (i don’t know my mythology wow), or a dragon :33333

8. Paper or electronic books?

paper! ♥ which goes against my eco principles but i just loooove books and can’t get myself to read on a screen

9. What is your favourite item of clothing?

my mom jeans :’)

10. Do you like your name? Would you like to change it?

i don’t like it at all D: if money wasn’t a factor, i probably would’ve changed it already, sorry @ my parents but yes

11. Who is a mentor to you?

George Harrison :’)

12. Would you like to be famous? If so, what for?

writing fantasy/scifi books or shows/movies pls and thanks ♥

13. Are you a restless sleeper?

i sleep like a log, which ig is why i wake up feeling like one XD

14. Do you consider yourself to be a romantic person?

lol. i used to... guess deep down i still am, even tho i’ve completely embraced ace/aro life for now. would never go for any of that sappy stuff tho, but some epic kind of soulmates love, i’m one of the idiots who believes in that shit :’)

15. Which element best represents you?

water ♥ and i guess air to a certain extent

16. Who do you want to be closer to?

lmao @theleavesoflorien, Henry Cavill, HARD SAME :’))) or Dhani Harrison for that matter :3 ~the 2 Main Platonic Baes~ but in all realness, i’d just wish i had any rl friends that i vibed with on a soul level /rip

17. Do you miss someone at the moment?

my brother i guess, always ♥

18. Tell us about an early childhood memory.

re-enacting The Lion King with my brother XD and generally just making up stories with him - @theleavesoflorien, we did the radio shows/quizzes too! brilliant XD

19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten?

fermented shark, in Iceland. i highkey would not recommend

20. What are you most thankful for?

still being alive i suppose :’) tho sometimes these days i wish i wasn’t. also, great music, books, tv shows, movies ♥ and whatever unspoiled nature we still have

21. Do you like spicy food?

sure! tho not like really spicy ig

22. Have you ever met someone famous?

i met Michael Palin in 2018 at a book signing ♥_♥ after a talk he did. and i said i’d liked the talk and he said thanks :’))))) also met Terry Gilliam last year and we talked for 2 secs ♥ and ig there were others but i can’t remember right now. oh yeah, talked to Finn Jones at a con one time :’)

23. Do you keep a diary or journal?

lol yeah like about 5 of them XD all for different aspects of my life i suppose. i have the worst memory in the world, so i need this to literally remember things

24. Do you prefer to use pen or pencil?

pen

25. What is your star sign?

cancer sun / leo moon / scorpio rising

26. Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy?

oh my fuck who would like soggy cereal o_____O

27. What would you want your legacy to be?

idk, just generally being remembered at all would be nice. would be great to have contributed something noticeable, but having made people happy in some way at all would do ig

28. Do you like reading? What was the last book you read?

LMAO yes :’) i’m reading a few dozen atm, but the last one i finished was Sign of Chaos by Roger Zelazny, part of the Amber series i’ve read about 6 times now instead of reading new things

29. How do you show someone you love them?

no idea :’)) just be there for them ig. giving them some of my time must mean i love them bc i loooovvvveee my time :’)

30. Do you like ice in your drinks?

not really actually. if it needs to be cold i’d rather just have it chilled than have ice in it

31. What are you afraid of?

dying without really having lived :’) /harsh truths hour

32. What is your favourite scent?

peaches, basil, privet, monoï, ....

33. Do you address older people by their name or surname?

gosh, depends on the situation. i guess i’d say sir or madam (without the surname tho) and i mean older as in at least 20y older

34. If money was not a factor, how would you live your life?

not working for anyone else another day in my life. except if i found something i really want to get behind and put some effort in. hopefully write for pleasure tho, which would hopefully come easier since i wouldn’t be stressed at all times. i’d like to live near the ocean and the jungle, surrounded by a only few but likeminded people ♥

35. Do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean?

love ♥ the ocean, tho i also scares me lol. would say a natural pool or a lake without too many weeds in it :’)

36. What would you do if you found $50 on the ground?

take it ofc

37. Have you ever seen a shooting star? Did you make a wish?

oh yes! i always make a wish :) and the same one each time too

38. What is one thing you would want to teach your children?

that they’re okay, that of course growth is important, but that they’re enough as they are, and only have to change if they want it, not for anyone else. i’d try to teach them empathy and respect for all beings and the earth we live on

39. If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it?

got three already, but i’m contemplating George Harrison’s squiggly sun drawing from his Here Comes the Sun manuscript, maybe on my ankle? still considering Tolkien’s dragon drawing too. an ॐ somewhere definitely, maybe combined with some lotus thing, idk yet..

40. What can you hear right now?

Pink Floyd - The Great Gig in the Sky (Live, from Pulse)

41. Where do you feel the safest?

in my flat. or in nature when there’s no one around. in fact i feel safe most places where there’s not too many people around

42. What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer?

my procrastination

43. If you could travel back to any era, what would it be?

ooof, difficult choice. maybe just super far back to hunter-gatherer times tbh XD like okay, not that intellectually or spiritually developed, but still in touch with the actual earth we live on as simply another species, before assuming we were anything “more” or w/e, before any money or power or religion came into play ♥

44. What is your most used emoji?

i’m on the computer now so, hmmmm but: ok hand, and the crying emoji, and the two hearts, and ofc the “this is fine” content smiling one XD sorry idk how to describe it

45. Describe yourself using one word.

idiot

46. What do you regret the most?

not having taken my life into my own hands in my 20s... but i honestly try not to regret much anymore. i guess my 20s couldn’t have gone much different all things considered, and i did learn from them

47. Last movie you saw?

Mortal Kombat X’D

48. Last tv show you watched?

Red Dwarf ♥♥♥

49. Invent a word and its meaning

this is too difficult :’)))))

as usual i’m lazy and tag anyone who feels like doing this! ~♥

#//tagged #//answered #//personal #theleavesoflorien

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dontlookatmehereplease · 3 years ago

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Talking about smexy things and labels

Labels are fucking weird, i still dont know what to label myself as because of my complicated relationship with men in general and my previously complicated relationship with gender and now trying to figure out my sexuality again is fucking dumb bc im not any gender but also i melt when called a good boy. But also im not sure if i actually like men irl or if its just in fiction bc a guy who said he liked me made me cringe but also thats because he was kinda creepy after and before he was creepy he reminded me too much of my actual father. So was it a one time avoiding that guy or was it me avoiding him bc hes a man? Bc i mean majority of the fan fiction and spicier media i indulge in is centered around men bc thats what gets me going apparently......but also pretty ladies with big thighs that i can sit on are peak indulgence -w-

I might make an actual ~spicy~ account on here again bc i kinda miss taking nice pics and talking about getting railed by someone with muscles... also as someone who was previously a bottom leaning switch i will say its fucking weird to be top leaning all of a sudden but also im not complaining too much lol

Back to men tho im still hesitant to label myself with anything aside from just queer bc to me queer is so fucking neutral with what it can mean for someone and that comforts me. Also what makes labeling my supposed attraction towards men is that i dont gender peoples physical bodies, no matter what someones got going on under their clothes if they're hot they're hot. Its moreso the labels they use that ends up making me uncertain bc if its a man then my brain goes into panic mode thinking oh im just the girl here.........wait a sec.......fuck i need to work on my confidence in my gender dont i. TwT i fucking hate this fucking internalized transphobicbullshit..........maybe ill post again b4 bed after thinking on things more. Idk but i do know this wont be my last or second last post about how fucking dumb it is trying to guess my labels TwT

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kkukkung · 7 years ago

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v lorge ask compilation below

some of these asks date back like??? a few months??? dsdjkfhk... they’re ordered from newest to oldest i’m so sorry... messy messy

Ur blog is the plush jooheon is going like 😯😷😨😷😷 😵😫😱 to

it... is......... honestly i think jooheon is the member i’d get along w the least irl?? i can’t explain it but?? mb bc he’s a libra? also the fact that hyungwon received that huge shrimp plush n held it like a foetus is so :’’0000

annie tumblr is gonna censor ur whole blog cause ur gay

Good.

so... shart is ur New fav word now huh, guess that ges into my dictionary now...

shart made a comeback from 2016 me’s vocab and i don’t even know how it happened? :(

Sjdnkwldwnnw u ruined that punch scene in shine forever,, I can't watch it without thinking about your "my meat, me" gif

the best gif i ever made??? gkjkjf sorry i rly am the most irrelevant person on this damn website? also that rly was my first thought when i watched the mv.... or maybe second thought after thinking “god i wish shownu would punch me like that”

changkyun is really so happy recently, he smiles so much and his eyes crinkle, its the cutest thing i have ever seen like ??!?! i want to protect him, just roll him up in a blanket and show him memes on my phone

he is!!!!! his happiness is my own happiness?? and when he smiles ur right he goes like >__< he’s rly the cutest boy alive? and this ask is so relatable esp the last part... if ck were my friend irl i’d just text him memes all day???

pls deactivate

relatable

I'm so soft rn. How can I FUCKING tell them how much I love them. Like I want to grab wonho's sweet squishy face and give his forehead a big SMOOCH. These boys deserve so much and I want to convey that to them in person but I CAN'T. And if I had the chance I'd probably ugly crying too hard to say anything.

this ask is so cute??? and i understand the dilemma like... idols are ppl who give & receive so much love every day expressed in 28347982 different ways so it’s hard knowing how to rly... Let Them Know just how happy they make u thru their existence alone? crying with u anon

yikes wait what happened w jinyoung?? i thought he was one of the few unproblematic ones...

[diff anon] jinyoung was on a tv show where he was playing a past love interest or something and he kisses the actress who's only 14..

i.... won’t comment on this bc i don’t want to stir up old drama but :/ aah i see... thank u for letting me know!

i started talking like you and another person who has similar typing patterns to you and now all my friends hate me bc of slorp and spicy

sdfjkghksdfkjfgkjds im rly sorry this happened to u... at first my friends were resistant but after a while they started picking it up as well thru exposure so... infect them jksfjjkgf... also add shart to the menu i guess? :/

Kihyun's kink is making people flustered. On the gifseft he's like "There's so many things I can do with my mouth, let me show you honey." He will grab your neck firmly yet delicately while he invades your personal space. Keeping eye contact is troublesome, this new proximity tastes as dangerous as the underlying promise of what will come next. But Hyungwon never figured it out since he backed out, breaking the siren's spell.

(response to this gifset i think? jshdfkjff) BLEASE... im writing a hyungki fic right now as we speak ✍️📝 anyway i like this characterisation of dom!kihyun bc irl he would be very dominant ??? and in fics he’s always the bottom just bc he’s #smol 🙄 but i mean he’s ?? so aware of his own sex appeal sometimes so he’d be like a switch/top/power bottom imo

you're right, you aren't into vore. More like in slorping and smorching knees/feet, and other nsfw things.

tbh im only fake horny :/ im a romantic deep down.. want to watch the sunset with lmh....... accidentally drop my bag of skittles on the dirt and he eats them up like a vacuum cleaner jksfdhkjgfkjfdhjgfjhjks

Annie, i feel like you'll understand me. Whenever I see Minhyuk, i feel a mixture of extreme lust, great anger and a desire to have my head bashed in because he's real and nothing else matters anymore. It's really.... not what i wanted in life

another #relatable ask... i want to take minhyuk out on a candlelit dinner date but like.... at kfc and we’ll both be touching each other’s cheeks with our greasy hands like animals... like raccoons scavenging for trash in a dumpster

'kihyun stans are foot fetishists'' UHM!!! this is tru i would slorp kihyuns whole foot in one go

i don’t rmbr writing this but skjdfhfgsdkjgjk it... it really is true huh...

hi annie, i just wanted to ask you what your take on wonho's personality is? ive read your tags before and how you say he is very romantic in how he presents things, and i thought that was interesting!

aaa, i think i’ll write a proper post on this later bc it’s also something that interests me a lot... until then i’ll just say that i think he’s indeed very romantic and loves pleasing people... his driving force is rly Love u know... love for people (family, members, fans), for his job, for music, etc... he’s very soft and imaginative and sometimes that comes across as a kind of childish innocence?? more on this later

i wanna kno more abt the customer whos coming in more lately,, i lov regulars that come in at my job - it's such an interesting half relationship

hgfjjjsk this ask is from a month ago n i think i was talking abt that customer who asked me if i wanted to die but in a casual way?? jsfdkh i work at a tobacco store so this guy asked me if i smoked n i was like “uhm no i don’t” so he went “what? are you afraid to die?” and i stood there like... kind of dumbfounded for a sec jksfhg but he’s a nice guy n very cool... nvr seen his eyes b4 bc he always has rly dark shades on n he buys the cheapest cigarettes n leaves. but most regulars i get are like chinese international students spending their parents’ money on cigs and some sweet old men who always want the same smokes... there’s this one old man who always wears matching vintage suits n pairs it w a fancy hat n once he complimented my outfit and i was thrilled?? also some creeps come n chat me up while im working sometimes which is a bit :/// but mostly i like my job and it’s interesting interacting w regulars! thank u for this ask n im sry if this was like super boring lmao

idc what it says about me but Minhyuk rushing to eat chicken bones off the fucking floor brought him from 'would play Mario Kart and share nachos with' to 'would play Mario Kart and share bodily fluids with' levels

i want to Die.................... when he tried to eat those half-eaten chicken bones off the ground....... that was the moment that solidified his image as a Dirty Dirt Man in my head like he’s a Real Gremlin... i said it for fun b4 but it’s... a real thing. he’s actually Disgusting skjdfhjdkf... also anon u sound like a gremlin too??? join our big gremlin family???

wtf is "That" ????? and why is it related to kihyuck ?? - knowing ur tags it should be something gross, but u said it in such an onimous way; annie, i am scared.

i genuinely don’t rmbr what this was abt djgjs i write a lot of tags that don’t make sense even to me like a few weeks later?? sjdfjhkjsk i’m sorry... gotta start answering these in time so they actually have any kind of relevance...

"That kink where you just want to be crushed....just like pulverized. Asking for a friend" Bless this tag

again.. don’t rmbr writing this tag and don’t rmbr the post i wrote it for but um, yeah, sounds like smth i said jkfdgsjfdjk im so sorry...

i just had a dream where minhyuk showed up, called me sexy and then left???

fun fact whenever ppl tell me abt their dreams here it’s always to do with minhyuk doing something weird??? also God I Wish That Were Me...

why do u say jooheon is def experienced tho? he legit said he never had a girlfriend in his life and it's clear seeing him interact with women, he has no idea what to do? unless you mean gay experiences, that's probably very true

THE LAST LINE OF THIS ASK JKDHKJD.... um i think joobs is experienced bc i actually think he’s sorta smooth? he’s pretty flirtatious w female hosts on the shows mx appears on like... w jimin on asc and w seulgi on idol battle likes... i don’t mean experience as in a lot of idk.. sexual experiences (if anything he’d b the type to be v devoted to someone if he was dating them i think) but i feel like he does know how to present himself in a certain... attractive light especially in front of cute girls? idk if i’m saying this right...

ur minhyuk tags are so fnny and hella relatable im dying n 😂😭😂

my minhyuk tags: slorp... asterisk asterisk asterisk x10... nut... gremlin dirt man... nut nut... nutting... dksjfgkj but thank u?

but you ARE funny lol I laughed so hard at that bird/Shownu reference

gfjkgjkjk u can tell how old these asks are from the things they’re referring to... but nevertheless thank u sm im sry im a mess... at least im a funny mess to a select few ppl... thank u for enjoying my messy blob... i lov u

no exit ep 5 was a mess but wonho was lookin reeeal cute w those glasses tbh

???? what the fuck, where they serious about that fuckin Mathew the tiger??? If yes, then again, wtf??

jdsfjksk i still can’t believe Those Episodes of no exit rly happened...

i love your tags so much especially the ones where you imply that minhyuk's actually an alien "# he rly doesn't know what to do w his arms he hasn't possessed a human body in so long" lol

HE RLY IS AN ALIEN... like he’s obviously attractive n was popular in school n smart n funny n cute but sometimes he does the most unexplainable things n it makes me rly wonder if he’s human??? he’s so fucking weird u kno i love my alien gremlin dirt man... take me for a ride in ur ufo...

You @ wonho: :( sweet baby u deserve everything good You @ minhyuk: literally slorp my p**** you fucking snake

SHUT UP...

i started using slorp too help

this ask was sent 3 months ago... i can’t believe i’ve been saying slorp for three months...

um..... i luv u???smorch

smorch u back??? big sloppy smorch that leaves u disgusted???

Hey Annie, would you mind a short description of the Monsta X No Exit Chanel+ video?

i’m sry abt how late this is jsfdjkg but if anyone’s still interested... yeah the no exit video where they explained the hypnotism was p much just bts of jooheon and shownu getting hypnotised... and it kind of legitimised it ig bc joobs said he was concentrating super super super hard (and hypnotism only works when ur focusing that much??) n so did shownu... my ch+ actually expired recently so this is just from what i rmbr hfdjsdjkh if anyone else can contribute pls do! otherwise i will get a renewal soon and after that i could do a better summary if you’re still interested! sorry!!

Um...why are jooheons vocals slept on...what the fcuk he's so??? Nice to listen to??

tbh why is jooheon such a golden boy... literally good at everything... can sing dance (one of the best dancers in mx??) and rap.... compose... write lyrics... play 328974 diff instruments... cute n sexy at the same time.... what the fuck

I'm trying to figure out what your censored tags are but apparently my vocabulary of nasties is pretty limited

im glad??? pls don’t read the next part of this ask compilation ksfhkgsd

!!!nsfw asks... spare urself please...!!!

uhhhhhh for the nastea ask comp... kihyuns p*thy eating lips??? true, but whats the most to least best at eating out ranking order?

1. kihyun/wonho

2. shownu (would try v hard??? earnest man??)

3. hyungwon (idk i think he’s gotta be Good somehow i mean look at his lips??)

4. jooheon

5. changkyun

6. minhyuk (can’t find clitoris :/)

I would like to hear more about kihyun's p**** e**ing lips tbh 👀... please elaborate

idk what to say but i feel like the way he moves his lips sometimes is ??? erotic jskfdhkgjfdj and same w wonho... also the lisp has some relevance 2 ***** eating idk there’s a tie there somewhere...

I FEEL DIRTY WATCHING KIHYUNS BODY ROLLS ON WEEKLY IDOL I WOULD **** his **** at fucking lightning speed

rmbr when we thought sexy!kihyun Peaked during beautiful era w the return of the black hair but now he’s running around w a blindfold n showing off his new shredded body at any given moment.. yeah

(in reference to minhyuk probly not knowing where the clit is) minhyuk: *reaches into the back of your throat and flicks your uvula* "hows that feel babe? ;)"

reading this took years off my life i hate u

I disagree.Minhyuk is probably the most kinky out of monsta x.He just doesn't show it like every other expert in the field 👀👀

mmm i think hyungwon could be a Freak? jskdhfkg but ur right minhyuk is definitely someone who’s up for like... experimental stuff :/

#ask #anonymous #compilation #fuck this is a huge mess jskdfhg

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issabakugodrangeel · 8 years ago

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Hope Jimin Scenario (BTS)

Member: BTS Jimin x OC

Genre: angst

Summary: Aya is a 19 year old girl living a normal life with her boyfriend Jimin. It doesn’t get normal after she walks to school on a rainy day when she suddenly gets rape

WARNING: CONTAINS ABUSE LANGUAGE AND STUFF LIKE THAT!!!! So don’t read if it affects you even tho my writing sucks but still.. You’ve been warned.

AN/: I got this from watching the movie HOPE! If you haven’t watch it please do its a really good emotional movie it’s on netflix

Aya’s P.O.V

“And so that is that.” Our teacher was rambling on about the class work we were supposed to do. I was blocking her out since I didn’t really care about it.

I was too space out drawing in my notebook.

“AYA!” My teacher slams her stick on my desk snapping me out of my thoughts startling me.

“Y-Yea?” I asked trying to hid my drawing. “I asked you if you could answer to the problem on the board.” She points to the words that were on the black board. “I-I” I stuttered everyone started laughing till the belle rang. “I’ll tell you tomorrow MS. Kim.” I smiled at her packing my things heading to my locker.

“Aya!” She shouts after me but I just ignore her.

I open my locker to grab the next books I need for my class. My eyes wonder to the picture that was hanging on my locker door. I smiled at it. It was a picture of me and Jimin the most wonderful boyfriend I could ever ask for.

“So..” A voice startled me as they lean against the lockers next to mine.

“Aish! Ya Park Jimin you almost scared me half to death.” I playfully hit his arm as he laughs.

“Your so cute when you get scared.” Jimin teases me.

“No I’m not!” I tried to hid my blush while getting the things I needed.

“Your also cute when you blush. Any ways I wanted to walk you home today after school.” Jimin said getting to what he wanted to say eailer.

“Okay sounds good.” I smiled at him as I closed my locker. “Good meet me outside after school then gwaenchanh-a?” He asked as we begin walking to our next class. I only nodded.

“Yes Oppa.” I smiled. “Okay see you at lunch.” He says he gives a quick peck on the forehead as he leaves. My smiled grew as I saw him fade into the crowd. This boy.

-After School-

Jimin was walking me home like he promised. To be honest I don’t live far from the school maybe by like 3 blocks away. My parent owed a store so I wasn’t rich that’s why I was so shock to have a boyfriend like Jimin.

“So how’s it going with your family?” Jimin suddenly asked as we were walking. “Why are you suddenly asking about them?” I questioned him holding the straps of my backpack.

He shrugs his shoulders. “I don’t know. Just wondering.” He looks up from the ground to me.”I guess fine. They sometimes still fight but I try to stay out of it.” I told him not wanting to go much father.

“oh hey. I bought you something.” He hands me a medium small box that was wrapped in a nice blue wrapping paper.

I started at it in aw. “Jiminie! How many times do I have to tell you not buy me anything until my birthday or holiday.” I wined at him stopping. “I know you hate me buying you things but this one is small an don’t cost much. Now open it.” He gestures me to open it.

I sigh before opening the box. “Jimin.” I shout as he laughs at my expression. “Really a black lace underwear?” I pulled it out of the box. “What? I thought it’d looked good on you when I saw it.” He still to laugh. “Your unbelievable sometimes Park Jimin.” I laugh putting it back in the box into my backpack. “I knew you liked it.” We walked again.

For some odd reason I keep feeling like I’m being followed. “Hey, jagi you okay?” Jimin asked since I suddenly stopped I could’ve sworn I saw someone behind us. “I-It’s nothing. Really let’s go.” I grabbed his hand as we ran to the store. “Aya!” He shouts laughing.

We stopped once we reached the store. “W-what was the hurry?” Jimin asked trying to catch his breath. “Want some Ice cream?” I go over to the fridge where we keep them. I grabbed two. I handed him one. “Gamsahamnida.” He takes it and eats it as we sit on one of the counters.

“Aish Aya! How manny times do I have to tell you. Not to eat sweets before dinner.” My mom yells at me as she saw me come in. “Relax mom it’s just for me and Jimin.” I told her.

“Oh, Hi Jimin. Didn’t see you there.” My mom bows at him. “Hi to you too MRS. Cho.” Jimin bows while smiling at her. “Now don’t eat so much dinner is almost ready. Jimin will you be staying with us for dinner today?” Mom asked him. “No!” I shouted earning an eye from the both of them“Oh, I would love to Mrs. Cho but I have to get home soon. I just came to walk Aya-ah home. Thank you for the offer tho.” Jimin says getting his bag.

“Alright then do try to be careful.” My mom smiles at him. “Will do mrs. Cho.” Jimin waves at her as I walked him out.

“See you tomorrow.” I said. “yup like always.” Our faces were a few inches away from kissing each other until.

“Hi Jimin bye Jimin.” Dad comes in out of know were making me and Jimin pulled back. “Hi mr. Cho.” He says as my dad was already inside the house.

I shake my head walking back inside as well. “DAD!”

-At dinner-

Mom was getting dinner ready on the table as dad was watching some sport on the T.V. while I was doing my homework on the table.

“ugh I don’t get this math problem at all.” I sigh annoyed. It’s the only problem I have left and I can’t figure it out.

“Aya, here try this.” My mom puts a hand cup of noodles in my mouth. My smiles fades as sallow it running to the fridge drinking the milk from the gallon.

“EOMMA!” I yelled at her as she laughs. “You know I hate spicy food.” I stilled yelled drinking more mill. “Aish! Don’t worry I made an other bowel with out the spice.” She tried to stop laughing but couldn’t. “How could you do that to your own daughter?” I joked around with her getting back to my chair. “I just don’t understand why you can’t have spicy food you’re too much like your father.” She smiles while finishing up. I couldn’t help but laugh with her. Unlike my father he can still eat the food while I can’t.

Dad yells at the T.V from his stupid sports game. “Aish! You idiot!” He yells agains I just rolled my eyes. “JAE! Language hurry and come and eat.” My mother yells at him. He follows her orders.

My dad was eating the noodles. “You gave me the spicy noodles they give an ulcers.” Dad jokes around as I let out a small chuckled. Mom gives him a death glare. “Then don’t eat it.” Mom yells taking the bowl away from him. Startling him. “I didn’t say I wouldn’t.” Dad argues back taking the bowl again turning his head back to the game.

“Fine then. Go and watch your stupid game.” Mom tells him. He takes no time to grab the bowl “Stupid” He yells looking at the T.V again and goes back to the couch. I rolled my eyes. My family.

-Next Morning-

I was already up getting ready for school like always this time I was running a late since it was raining. But for some reason I couldn’t help but feel like today was going to be a bad day

My phone buzzed on my night stand I went to grab it seeing I had a text from Jimin.

Jimin: Morning Jagi. Want me to pick you up from school today?

Me: No thanks I’m okay you go on without me.

Jimin: Okay, just be careful and be sure to take an umbrella I don’t wan’t you getting sick

Me: Yes daddy!

I smiled at the texted we were sending. He’s really overly protective.

Jimin: Dadd? I like that call me that from now on okay?”

*Chuckles*

Me: Over my dead body Park Jimin

“Aya hurry up or you’ll be late for school and more now since it’s raining.” Mom bangs on my door making me jump I almost dropped my phone.

“Okay I’ll be out in a sec hold on.” I yell from the door,

Normal P.O.V

Mrs. Cho was in the store fixing and stocking things when she saw Jimin passed by. “Oh morning Jimin.” She greets him as he stops and waves at her.

“Morning Mrs. Cho.” Jimin walks closer. “Are you waiting for Aya?” Mrs.Cho asked setting the items in her hand down. “Oh, no she didn’t want to wait for me I was going to go on a head I also have to meet my hyungs for this dance thing we’ve got.” Jimin stated mentioning he was in a hurry, He too couldn’t help but feel like something’s not right.

“Oh, okay then take care.”Mrs.Cho just smiled. “You too Mrs. Cho.” With that jimin left.

-To Aya -

“Hey appa do you think I can barrow some money for lunch today?” Aya asked coming out of her room fixing her bag.

“Can’t you just bring something from the store?” He asked as he was getting his socks on.

“Really appa?” she gave him a serious look. “Relax I’m only kidding my wallet is on the table over there.” He points to his wallet on the kitchen table Aya grabs how much she needed.

“Hello?” Mr.Cho answers his phone as he was getting a phone call. “Jinjia? The flue. Okay I’m on my way now.” Mr. Cho hangs up the phone. “Okay Aya have fun at school today.” Mr.Cho says giving Aya a kiss on her forehead leaving the house.

As Mr.Cho was walking outside he ran into his wife. “Aya went to school right?” She asked carrying a box. “No she’s still inside.” He quickly told her. “Are you serious didn’t you tell her.?” Mrs. Cho was angry as he took the box from her. “Why didn’t she go with Jimin?” Mr.Cho asked. “Maybe because you scare the poor kid away.” Mrs.Cho growls at him going inside to warn Aya.

“He should be. I gotta check on the stuff coming in where’s the umbrella?” He asked his wife getting busy. “Check under the counter. Aya. Your going to be late hurry up now young lady.” Mrs.Cho yells

Mr.Cho goes to check for the umbrella when he hits his head on the cashiers door as he hears someone outside the store. Getting up he didn’t see anyone there. He goes outside to only see a beer bottle rolling down the streets. He goes to pick it up there was a bit left but not a lot. He goes to throw it away. Not thinking of it he goes back to put a sign on the doors says “Well be back!”

-Aya’s P.O.V-

I was now on my way to school. “Aya.” I heard my mom shout for me. “What now?” I turn back to look at her annoyed seeing I’m already late. “I have your lunch here. Use the money you took from your father for more if you like.” She hands me my lunch bag.

“Thanks eomma.” I smiled at her.

“Do you want me to walk you to school today?” She pulls a strand of my hair behind my ear. “Eomma what are you thinking i’m not eight anymore. I can run fast I can get there 3 minutes.” I wined. “Don’t go to muddy alleys take the big one. Okay.” Mom tells me a better way to go. “What are you my mother I know how to get to school.” I joke around with her walking around. “Aish you child.” She jokling yells behind me having a smile on my face.

I didn’t know that smile was going to the last smile that I’ll smile for a while

While taking the big alley like i planned I heard like what sounded someone kicking down a bottle. I stopped to turn back but to see no one. my heart started to beat faster. So I walked again slowly. I then clearly started to hear footsteps behind me.

I wanted to walk faster but I was to scare too. I knew I should’ve. That’s when someone places a hand over my mouth trying to drag me. I tried screaming against his grip but he had me too tight.

“Hehe! Finally the pretty girl I was waiting for.” The voice of an old man said his breath leaked of alcohol. I was screaming as his hand covered my mouth. Tears pouring out my eyes. He took my backpack off everything spilling out of it like my books the lunch my mom gave me were lying on the ground

He dragged me to some random abandoned building. He slammed me to the ground. I grunt in pain still crying. I tried to get away put he yanked my hair and started kissing my neck.

“p-p-please stop.” I begged him knowing what was to come. “your going to be a good little girl and do as I say.” He said pining me to the wall that was behind me. “N-No!” I screamed. “I hope your wearing that nice black lace underwear your boyfriend got you yesterday?” He smirks has his hands where under my thigh. I was shocked how did he know about that.

“Let’s find out and see.” He laughs as he un zips my jacket. I couldn’t anything at this point. He had my arms above my head. The whole time i was thinking of Jimin, ‘Jimin please help me’ I cried even harder as he took every single pice of clothing I had. Why did I pick this day to ware that underweare? He ripped it off.

“Such a shame he wasn’t to one to be able to take it off.” He starts kissing me all over. “S-stop.” I scream louder. “I told you to shut up.” He started to choke me ass i was a mess. Next thing I knew he started to beat me up while raping me.

-after 3 hours later-

After what seemed like forever. I was in so much pain I couldn’t move at all. He messed me up. I saw my phone not too far from me. I tried reaching out for it once I did the first number that pop into my head was Jimin but he was at school where I should be too but instead I decided to call the police.

“911 what’s your emergency?” The lady said. “p-p-please h-he-pl me.” I tried to speak but I couldn’t it hurt so much.

Normal P.O.V

Jimin was walking to Aya’s place since she didn’t show up to school all day he had a wired gut. He knew something was up. If Aya wasn’t going to show up she’d text him like she always does.

He stopped once he saw some police and ambulance by an alley. He didn’t think to much about it since everyone was gathering around. They were carrying a body into the ambulance car.

his eyes cough something that one of the police were holding a phone a very familiar phone. His heart started to beat faster. Hoping for the worst. “Aya!” He screamed as he ran to them being healed back by the cops. He got a glimpse of the victims face. Right away he knew that was her. “AYA!” He screamed as his tears feel down his face. She was badly beaten up with cuts cover her body.

“Sir were going to need to to clam down.” The tried to hold back Jimin who was struggling.

“Jimin.” Jimin stop as he turned back to see a good of friend. “What happened Hyung?” He asked as Jimin’s eyes looked back as the ambulance too her away.

“A-Aya.” All he could do was cry on his friends shoulder. “Do any of you boys know the victim?” One of the police turned to them. “Victim?” Jimin asked his eyes being all red and puffy from crying. “She’s my girlfriend what happened to her.” he got up in his face. “Hyung.” His friends tried to pull him back. “Sir. I’m sorry it’s something you don’t want to hear but she was abused and rape.” He didn’t know the best way to tell him.

Jimin didn’t now what to say. He was too shock. He feel to the ground as one of his friends tried to come to he senses.

“We need to contact her family do you all her parents number?” The police asked them. “Yes.” one Jimin’s friends called her mother.

“Hello?” Mrs. Cho answered. “M-Mrs.Cho?” Jimin tried to speak threw his tears. “Yes who is this?” She asked. “Mrs.Cho it’s Jimin. Are you at home?” He asked sobbing. “Jimin? yes I’m at home is everything okay?” Mrs.Cho was getting worried from hearing his tone. “It-it’s A-aya. She s-she was raped.” Jimin couldn’t talk anymore as he handed the phone to the police so they can talk to her.

Jimin step aside putting his hands behind his back. “Could you guys take me there?” He looked back at his hyungs they nodded and got in the car to the hospital.

-At the hospital -

Jimin and his friends were waiting inside the hospital waiting for her parents to arrive.

Mr.Cho rushes to the hospital after getting a call. “How was she when you first found her?” One of the police he was with asked his other workers.

“She had sever facial injuries and was bleeding all over and barely even conscious.” The female cop replied. “Then who made the report?” Mr.Cho asked.

“We got a call from 911.” The other cop said. “Really?” Mr.Cho questioned. “She called us directly.” The female cop added. “How are her friends doing?” The leader asked

“Friends?” Mr.Cho asked. “Yes. Her boyfriend was at the scene when we found her.” She explained. Once they got inside Mr.Cho saw Jimin and his friends.

“Jimin.” Mr.Cho walked up to them. “Mr.Cho.” Jimin stood up facing him. “Let’s hope that I’ll be alright.” Mr.Cho pats Jimin on the shoulder as he wipes his noise, nodding.

Mrs.Cho was the last person to arrive. “Are you Aya’s mother?” The female cop asked her seeing she was crying. “Please clam down ma’am.” She tried to calm her down as she started to panic.

She went inside the hospital seeing her husband, Jimin and his friends.

“The CT scan shows many cuts and laceration from the rectum to colon. She needs surgery.” The doctor explains to them. Showing them the x - ray. Aya was right in front of them. “We may have to remove parts of the large and small intestines. “ The doctor explains more.

Mrs.Cho makes her way over to where Aya was as the other doctors were trying to heal her. Jimin tried to hold her back but Mrs. Cho removes to curtians to see Aya’s baldy state. She freaks out.

“Aya!Aya!” mrs. Cho cries out as the other doctors help Jimin held her back. Jimin tries to look away not wanting to see Aya like that as the other’s hold back their tears from seeing their good friend in that state.

The other doctor’s and nurses move Aya into the surgery room. “No! No! My baby! My girl!” Mrs. Cho cries her heart out.

-Hours later-

“You guys can go home if you want.” Jimin says to his other’s friends. “Are you sure your okay staying here by yourself?” Najoon asked him. Jimin nods. “Her parents are here so I’d be okay.” Jimin assured him.

“Keep us updated on her okay.” Jungkook pats his should as they leave all Jimin could do is nod at this point.

“What happens now?” Mr.Cho asked the cops. “The forensic will come soon.” The leader told him. We’ll find the culprit.. Don’t worry sir.” The leader assured him. “You can find this son of a bitch?” Jimin asked them walking up to them.

“Yes. We’re trying our best to find him. Leader Lee please stay here and keep us updated.” The leader ordered she nod as they left.

“Jimin why don’t you get something to eat. We’ll watch over her.” Mr.Cho suggested seeing how horrible he and his wife have been. “N-No I can’t. I need to be there when she awakes up.” Jimin tried to argue with him holding back his tears. “It’ll be a while. Go on I can come and get you when we have news.” Mr.Cho rubbed his shoulder. Jimin stud wiped his noise again as he leave to get food.

Mr.Cho goes back and sits next to his wife. “It happened by the school.” Mrs. Cho said as she couldn’t cry anymore. “How did you know?” Mr.Cho asked putting his arms around her. “Jimin called me. She went to the big road didn’t she. I encourage her to go that way.” Mrs.Cho bursted into tears again. “I sent her alone in the rain.” She buried her face in her husbands chest. “She’s 19 years old Ji-hee. It could’ve happened to anyone.” Mr.Cho tried to calm her down. “That’s it. She’s is 19 years old. They took advantage of her.” Mrs.Cho sob.

What they didn’t know Jimin was listening behind the wall. Jimin feels like this was all his fault. If only he walked her to school none of this would’ve happened to her.

“Cho Aya’s parents.” One of the nurses called to coming out of the surgery room.

“Did the surgery go well?” Mrs.Cho runs to her. “Someone better come in now.” she suggested. Meaning things might not go well. They both start to go in the room but where stopped.” only one please.” She mentions.

“I’ll go please.” Jimin comes out behind the wall. “No. I’ll go I’m her mother.”Mrs.Cho tries to argue. “I think it’s best that I go.”Mr.Cho stated as he walks in the room.

Mr.Cho goes into the surgery room seeing the doctors do the surgery on Aya. “Listen carefully.” The doctor mentions as he walks in the room. “We have to remove the large intestines and anus if we don’t do it now she could die.” The doctor told him what was going on. “Sir. She’ll live if we make an artificial anus.” He explained.

“An artificial anus?” Mr.Cho asked not taking his teary eyes of his daughter. “A colostomy to put the small intestine outside. She’ll have to live like that all her life.” The doctor gave him the sad news as tears started to build in his eyes.

P-please save her.” Mr.Cho sobbed as he knew it was not an easy decision to make. Knowing this could change his daughters life for ever. The doctor bows as he goes back into the room.

Mr.Cho goes back to see his wife and Jimin still here. “What happened?” His wife was the first to answer. He hugged the both of them. “Is she alive Mr.Cho?” Jimin asked knowing something is wrong. “Y-Yes.” Mr.Cho nod.

-After the surgery-

Once the surgery was done The Cho’s and Jimin were waiting out side of Aya’s room. She had this oxygen max to help her breath. she he had an patch on her left eye and two stitches on her right cheek. All Mrs. Cho could do right now was cry she couldn’t look at her daughter like that. She walks out of the room.

Jimin and Mr.Cho walks into her room. “A-Aya.” Jimin cried as he took her weak cold bruised hand. He notice that she weakly open one of her eyes.

“J-jimin.” She said in a weak voice. “A-Aya. It’s me.” He smiled her moving some her hair away. “I-is it really you?” She asked closing her eyes again.

“Y-yea it’s me. Your dad and mom are here too. the other hyungs where here earlier but I told to go home.” Jimin tries to wipe his tears away knowing she was okay but not really okay.

“I-I’m sorry.” She breath in between her words. “W-why are you sorry. You shouldn’t be sorry for anything. “She rubbed her hand. “I thought about calling you first but I was to scared. I thought of you the whole time. I-i’m sorry. You must hate me.” Aya let’s out a few tears. Mr.Cho was silently crying in the background.

“I don’t hate you I could never hate you. It wasn’t your fault. You actually did the right thing and called the cops first.” Jimin told her. “H-He was wearing baggy pants.” She shut her eyes remembering what he looked like.

“What?” Jimin asked wondering what she was talking about. “The man. He was wearing baggy pants. He should be caught.”Aya told him what she remembered. He knew that it must’ve brought her bad memories. “We’ll talk about it later okay. Just try to get some rest for know okay.” Jimin pulls some of the covers to her. “I-I love you Jiminie.” was the last thing she said as she feel asleep. “I love you too Aya.” Jimin wipes his tears away. Sobbing more with Mr.Cho. Mr.Cho pulls him into a hug.

Mr.Cho went to the police station to see if they found they man as Jimin and Mrs.Cho stayed behind to watch over Aya.

Later Mr.Cho went back to talk to his wife about it. “Testify?” She asked. “It’s just testify.”Mr.Cho tried to reason with her. “Who care she’s your daughter do you really want her to recall that horrific day. It might be scarring her half to death right now as she sleeping right now. you call yourself a father?” Mrs.Cho argues with him. “do you have any feelings?” She shouts at him. “Feelings? Fine let’s say I don’t.” Mr.Cho stares at the ground.

“Ma’am sunflower center helps with sexually abused teenagers. They help deal with teenagers with the trauma.” Officer Lee explains to her. “Why did this happened to our little girl?” Mrs.Cho takes her attention to her. “If the cops would’ve watch those guys earlier this wouldn’t have happened.” Mrs.Cho yells at her.

“Sit down.” Mr.cho tries to calm her down by she slaps his hand away. “We have to get that bastard!” Mr.Cho shouts at her.

“Please clam down.” officer lee tries to reason with them.

“How can we? My little girl is in there in PAIN!” Mrs.Cho screams going back into the hospital.

“Please go back home and bring her things to entertain her.” Officer lee asked Mr.cho. “What?” He asked her. “It’s what the therapist asked for. I’ll try to convince your wife.” Officer lee goes after Mrs.Cho.

“Mr.Cho i can go get her the things if you like.” Jimin suggested seeing he heard everything. “No It’s okay Jimin I’ll go get them myself. You should go home. Your parents are probably worried about you. Don’t you have to practice for your dance competition you have in a few days?” Mr.Cho tries not to cry in front of him. Jimin opens his mouth to speak. “It’s alright we’ll call you when we she’s has gotten plenty of rest.” Mr.Cho pats his shoulder. “Please do Mr.Cho I care about more than you know.” Jimin gives him this promising look. “I know you do. Now go on.” Mr.Cho smiles at him watching him leave.

-the next day-

Mr and Mrs Cho were inside the room Aya was in with the therapist. There was a video camera in front of them.

“Aya. Sweetie? Can you speak for a little bit?” The therapist tried to wake her up. Aya slowly nod her head.

“I hear you like a certain oppa.” She teases her reminding her about Jimin. Aya slowly open her eyes.

“As you can see Aya can state opinions and is clearly conscious.” The therapist spoke to the camera.

“Sweetie. It rained a lot that day didn’t it?” She asked her. Aya looked over to her dad to see if she should reply. he nod. Making Aya nod in reply.

“You were being followed by a strange man on your way to school so he kidnaped you didn’t he?” She asked again as Aya again rely. “About the man think you can tell me more about him?” She asked her. Aya nod.

The chief went up Aya with pictures in his hand. They showed her three pictures and none of them where him so far. They showed her the fourth picture and Aya shuts her eyes as his picture came into her mind again she pointed to him.

“Can you tell me what makes you sure that its him?” She questioned her. “Everything.” aya says with her eyes still shut. “Just in case can we show you the other pictures?” She wondered Aya nod opening her eyes as a tear fell down. They showed her the pictures of all of them in one page. Aya pointed to the same man again.

-Later-

Mr.Cho and Mrs. Cho starts walking the therapist out. “As times goes on she could behave differently. She could suddenly start screaming or not talk at all.” She warned them.

“What do you mean?” Mr.Cho asked. “You said she has a boyfriend right? She might be behaving differently around him too. She needs both physical and emotional healing.” She suggested. “The family may need treatment too. Call me.” She starts to take something out her bag. She hands Mr.Cho her business card.

Mrs.Cho takes away from her husband. “What are you doing?” She asked her. “Don’t scare us with things that didn’t even happened. If your done I suggest you leave.” Mrs.Cho tells her giving her back the card.

-After that-

The doctors and Aya’s parents were moving her to a different room. Jimin was there with them too. Mr.Cho’s phone started ring. “Hello? oh hi Officer Lee.” Mr.Cho replied. “Oh really? Okay thank you.” Mr.cho hangs up making Jimin and Mrs.Cho stop for a while.

“I have to go to the police station.” Mr.Cho suddenly told them. “Did they catch him?” Mrs.Cho asked. “I wanna go.” Jimin asked. “No you stay here with Aya. I’ll be back.” Mr.Cho runs off.

Then Jimin’s phone started to ring. “Hello?” Jimin answered. “Jimin hyung are you at the hospital?” A voice asked. “Yea. Jungkook what’s going on? I thought practice was tomorrow?” Jimin asked him seeing he didn’t want to miss it. “Is that Jimin?” Another voice was in the background. “Yea shut up I can’t hear him.” Jungkook tried to shut them up. “Okay one at a time.” Jimin yelled at them.

“Hyung. Aya’s all over the news.” Jungkook shouted at the end. “What are you talking about?” Jimin asked confused. “Give me that. Jimin listen it’s all over the news there are tone of reporters outside of the hospital. We were on our way there when we saw them. Don’t let them see her.” Jin tried to warn him.

Jimin looked up to the T.V. and saw that they where right it was all over the news. His heart started to beat faster and faster. “Mrs. Cho we gotta go now.” jimin started to panic as he hang up his phone. “W-What are you talking about?” She wonder why he was acting like this.

Jimin was about to go around the corner when he saw the reporters. He step back moving Aya’s cart. “It’s all over the news.” He told her. Mrs.Cho didn’t know what else to say as she also started running.

-To the other BTS Members-

“The police arrested a man for abducting and raping a 19 year old school girl. The girl was found with wounds and intestinal ruptures she has survived a major surgery and hospitalized This man dragged her to a construction site and raped her. .” A man was announcing it the world.

“That’s fucked up man why would they go telling around the whole world.” Yoongi asked staring at the T.V in disgust. “Now everyone knows what happen to her.” Taehyung said from behind the couch. “Aya didn’t deserve this.” Jungkook was shaking his head angry as well. “I wonder how Jimin is holding up?” Hoesok wonder at the thought of their friends. “He’ll hang in there for now we just gotta hope for the best for Aya’s sake.” Jin said taking a seat down as well. They just all starred blankly at the T.V

“This man is 59 years old.” The man finished. “That ass hole hope he knows what’s coming to him.” Jungkook growled. Aya was his best friend. of course he would be feeling angry and pissed off seeing his friend be treated like that.

-Back to Aya-

“Are are you okay?” Mr.Cho asked her. “Y-Yea.” Aya said getting up.

“sir.” The reporters found them. “Mr.Cho take her. I can hold them back.” Jimin told him. He nod. Mr.Cho carried his daughter bridle style. Jimin goes back to the reporters and starts punching them. “Leave her the hell alone.” Jimin pushes them back trying to by time.

“Dad what’s going on?” Aya asked seeing she was confused. “Nothing everything is okay.” Her dad lied as he was running. Aya knew her dad was lying. She knew something went wrong.

“Are you the father?” They started to shout.

“No- Stay back.” Mrs.Cho started to cry trying to push them back. “Leave her alone god damn it.” Jimin shuts as well.

Mr.Cho finally bring Aya to a room and sets her down. “Dad what’s going on?” Aya asked her father trying not to cry. “It’s okay sweetie everything is going to be okay.” mr.Cho assures her fixing her IV. mr.Cho notice she started bleed again.

“Is Aya okay?” Mrs.Cho asked coming into the room with Jimin. They saw she was bleeding too. “Help! Please someone help!” Mrs.Cho starts to look for help along with Jimin.

“It’s okay Aya everything is going to be okay.” Her father tried to clean her up. “D-Da-d stop!” Aya screamed begging her dad to stop. Aya shut her eyes as the flash backs from that day came to her mind. “It’s okay. Every things gonna be okay.” Mr.Cho started to panic.” S-stop please dad.” Aya screamed even louder.

“Please some one help us u-uh.” Mrs.Cho cried in pain falling to the ground. “Mrs.Cho.” Jimin went to catch her. “Call for emergency.” One of the nurses shouted as everyone started to panic.

“Don’t move. I said don’t move.” Mr.Cho shouted. Making Aya cry. He then realized what he was doing. He was making her remember. He notice Aya couldn’t speak anymore. “Aya.” He tried calling out to her.

“Sir your wife has fainted.” One of the nurses came in and told him. She left Aya in her hands as the other doctors and nurses came in.

“Shes’ bleeding.” One of them shouted. “Her heart rate is too hight.” They started to panic.

-With Mr and Mrs. Cho-

“I was going to tell you.” Mrs. Cho quietly spoke. “After what happened to Aya I lost track.” She added in. “Are you mad?” She asked him wanting to hear a reply.

“Why.” He finally spoke. How can you not tell me for five months?” Mr.Cho asked he just found out that his wife was pregnant with another kid. “Were any chance were you not going to give brith?” Mr.Cho asked wanting to know the reason why she wouldn’t tell him. “They said the baby is fine.” Mrs.Cho assured him. He just quietly sobbed. “Don’t cry.” Mrs.Cho tells him.

-Later that night-

Jimin walk into Aya’s room. “Hey.” He smiled at her as she sat up on her bed. He sits next to her

“You feeling okay?” Jimin asked. She nod. “Look I know it’s something you may not want to hear from me but I know your embraced to see your dad right now right.” Jimin asked he found what happened he knew that Mr.Cho didn’t do it on purpose. Aya looked to the ground. “It turns out your gonna have a baby brother.” Jimin smiles pulling a pice of her hair behind her ear. Aya couldn’t help but smile big. “I’m serious.” Jimin laughed. Aya clapped her hands being happy she wasn’t going to be the only child now.

She then looked to the ground sadly.”What? Whats wrong?” Jimin looked down at her. Aya pulled out her phone and started typing something. when she finished she showed him.

The Man ruined the black underwear you bought me.

Jimin then looks back at Aya. He chuckles. “Is this why your being so down?” Jimin asked trying to make it into a little laughing matter. Aya takes the phone back and types again placing it in his hands.

I really liked it tho

Aya shyly smiles at him making him chuckled again. “Don’t worry I’ll get you a new and better one.” Jimin says as he starts laughing he knew she was laughing in the inside too. She take the phone again and types something else.

Is Kookie and the other doing okay?

She showed him what she type next. “Yes. They are all doing just fine. They are all worried about you. especially Jungkook. Don’t worry they’ll see you soon.” Jimin assured her.

Are you still going to compete?

Aya type in. “Of course. And we’ll make sure we’ll win just for you. Okay.” Aya smiles hearing that. “Don’t worry everything is going to be okay. Try to get some rest you need it. I’ll be sure to visit you often okay. I’ll bring the boys next time I come.” Jimin gets up as Aya nods. “Good. Sleep tight remember if you need anything you got this to reach me.” He points at her phone shaking her head one more time. “Love you jagi.” jimin places a kiss on her forehead. She mouths I love you back. Jimin smiles at her before he leaves.

-At the front desk-

As jimin was walking out he saw Mr.Cho at the front desk placing money.

“It comes out to 2,870,000 won.” The lady said. “Can you take visa?” Mr.Cho asked seeing he didn’t have much money. She nods.

“Mr.Cho.” Jimin walks up to him. “Oh, Jimin is she doing okay?” Mr.Cho asked wiping his tears away. “Yea she just went to sleep. Mr.Cho please let me help pay.” Jimin told him. “No.No there’s not need for you to do that.” Mr.Cho told him giving the lady everything he had. “Mr.Cho please it’s the least I can do.” Jimin takes out his card. “Can you use this one please.” he hands the lady the card. “I’ll pay you back son.” Mr.Cho thanked him. “No need Mr.Cho I just want her to get better. You you tomorrow.” Jimin waves at him as he walks threw the doors.

“Your daughter is lucky to have him as a boyfriend.” The lady complemented. “Yea. Yea she sure does.” Mr.Cho has a smile on his face watching jimin leave.

-The next day-

“Okay are you guys ready?” Jimin asked his members. “Yea.” They all whispered. “Are you sure this is fine?” Jimin asked the therapist. “Yes. If it will make her smile then yes.” She told them. Jimin nod.

They creep into Aya’s room. “Ladies and gentleman we are BTS!” Namjoon shouts in the microphone. Aya wakes up to look over but sees nothing. She then starts to sit on her bed.

“Alright we are BTS!” He shouts again as they walk into her room. She smiles a bit at the sight of them. They were practicing together to be an idol group. They had an audition the other days and she was going to go but couldn’t.

Jungkook walks up to her and gives her their ARMY bomb. Aya smiles as she takes it. They started to perform ‘No More Dream’ Aya started shaking her lightstick being amazed how good they were. She was honestly feeling so happy right now. She started to mouth the lyrics with them as they have showed her they lyrics once. It made Jimin feel better seeing her smile like that again. It was like her own private concert.

Once they were done she clapped loudly for them. “You like it Jagi?” Jimin wiping his sweat with a towel. Aya nod in a yes. “Good I’m glad.” Jimin smiles.

“Ayie!” Jungkook comes rushing giving her a gentle hug. Aya smiles at the sight of him. “Kookie!” Aya mouths. Jungkook just smiles at her. “We were the best right?” He asked she nods. “Good cause guess what.” He got get feeling excited.

“We got seen by an Entertainment.” Hoesok said making her smile more. “What’s more fun is.” Namjoon came in next. “WE WON!!!” they shouted together making her screaming in side for joy hugging each of the members and giving a kiss to Jimin.

“Alright let’s settle down and eat some of my amazing Jin cooking.” Jin brought in a bag with food he cooked. “sweet.” The others cheered. “She can have some right?” Jin asked the doctor. “Of course she can.” The doctor nods giving him the approval.

Aya couldn’t help but smile the whole time they where with her. She missed hanging out with them. They where her best friends. They where the closest thing she had. She wished they could stay with her but she knew they couldn’t.

“Okay we have to go now Jagi.” Jimin said as everyone started getting their stuff. “Don’t worry will come by more often now okay.” Jungkook comes by and gives a hug as so does the others. “Get some rest.” Jimin pleases a kiss on her forehead. She makes a heart shape sigh to them as they make one back to her. “Love you.” They shouted together.

-After they left-

Once the boys have left Mr.Cho walks into Aya’ room. “Aya.” He whispers she looks up to him. “Can I come in?” He asked her as she nods a yes. Mr.Cho walks in sitting next to bed. She notice she was writhing again.

“Your drawing again. You love to write don’t you.” Mr.Cho asked. Aya nods. “Can I read some?” Mr.Cho asked as Aya shakes her in a nod closing her book. “Your writing down what your feeling aren’t you.” Mr.Cho frowns at her. as Aya nods a yes. Mr.Cho sobs. “It’s okay if you don’t want to talk it okay you’ll get better okay. Everyone’s here for you. Even jimin. Okay your not only.” Mr.Cho pulls her into a hug as they both start crying. “Okay try to get some sleep now okay looks like you had a good day. Tomorrow will be even better okay.” Her dad lays her back down. “Everything will be okay.” Mr.Cho gives her a kiss on her head leaving her to sleep.

Mrs.Cho then walks in see Aya sleeping soundly. She takes her phone and places it beside her so it won’t be on the way. She looks to her table where there’s a picture of her at the guys smiling together. “Soon Aya. Soon.” Mrs.Cho quietly sobs touching her hair.

-The next day-

Aya was with the therapist. She saw she had art stuff with her. “Now I’m going to ask you a few questions. And you answer them okay Aya.” She smiled at her making Aya nod. Aya didn’t have the patch on her left eye anymore but it was still red and bruised.

“Good. I hear you like to draw. I want you to draw something you feel happy about on this side of the paper okay.” She says pointing to the paper in front of her.Aya take a pencil and draw Jimin’s group band logo on their.

“Wow your pretty good. Your not talking much these days are you Aya?” She questions her. Aya nods. Taking the black color pencil and starts coloring it.

“Aya can you talk today?” The therapist asked her Aya shook her head in a no. “This is the night sky. And when the night sky is filled your happy things you draw down hope that you’ll be able to speak again and sleep again and to draw amazing things again. Isn’t that cool?” She asked. Aya thought it was a kids game that this wouldn’t help her but she still nods.

“Aya can you write?” She asked her. Aya grabs her phone and starts to type.

Yes

“Aya what’s today’s date?” She asked her. “(random date” Aya replies. “Yes. That’s right.” She says. “The you must be on summer break?” She asker her. Aya nods. Aya starts to draw more things on the paper. “How manny days till school starts?” She questioned her next. Aya puts three fingers up. “Really? What do you want to do most when school starts?” She asked her.

“I can go back to school?” Aya questions her speaking a little. “Of course you can.” She smiles at her.

That’s a lie!

Aya wrote down knowing she wasn’t being fooled.

“Why do you think that’s a lie? Why do you think you can’t go?” She questions me. “I’m embarrassed.” Aya spoke. “What are you embarrassed about?” She looks at her.

What happened

Aya wrote down not wanting to say it. “I feel like most of them known and I feel like they will judge me for it.” Aya told her.

-With Jimin-

Jimin couldn’t help but stare at Aya empty desk at school as the other kids were giving him pity stares. He sigh from the stairs he was getting a pulled out his phone texting the other.

Jimin: Are you guys getting stiares too?

Jungkook: Yea. It’s pissing me off.

Jin: Just ignore them

Yoongi: I feel like punching someone.

Namjoon: Please don’t

Hoesok: Not even my happy smile would brighten up the day

Everyon: Shut up Hoesok

Hoesok: gesh trying to lightn up the mood

Jimin puts his phone away before the teacher saw and looks back at the window.

Jimin was walking home as he walks by Aya’s store seeing it was still close for the time being.

“What will you say if someone asked you why you were gone so late?” She questioned her. Aya shrugged her shoulders. “I’ll say that I was on a family vacation.” she replies.

Jimin walks more to the store an image of him and Aya pops into his mind when they were sitting on the counter eating ice cream together the day before.

“I need to be sure not to slip anything out. Or else they’ll figure it out.” Aya says.

Jimin places a picture of him and the guys wining the dance competiton on the doors with a note attached to it.

“What don’t you like most being sick?” She questioned. “I missing hanging out with my friends. Spending time with Jimin.” Aya looks down at the ground. “And my parents not being able to go to work staying here because of me.” Aya add in.

Jimin smiles at the picture as he walks away from it.

“I always left like I was being followed.But I didn’t thought too much of it. I thought it was just my mind playing tricks on me and because Jimin would always walk me home if not him then it would be Jungkook. I should’ve told someone I just thought no one would believe me and they would just me it’s all in my head.” Aya starts to explained what happened.

“How did you know that it was at the point you were being followed?” she asked aya. “The day before Jimin gave me something and when I was getting dragged the man saw that Jimin gave it to me.” She said

“What do you want to do most when you leave the hospital?” She asked me.

“Hang out with my friends. Being able to be around Jimin like I used to.” Aya looked the other way trying not to cry. “I feel like he can’t look at me the same that I’ve been a burden to him all this time.” Aya said trying not to let her tears escape.

“That’s not true. Jimin loves you. Of course he would be worried about you. He loves you I never seen someone who loves someone as much as he as with you. You have friends that love very much and I know they won’t judge you for something like this.” The therapist assured her they wouldn’t.

“I keep on hoping things would be like before when you wake up yesterday I thought of that but it was sill the same nothing can be like it was before.” Aya said sadly.

-The next few weeks-

Today was the day I was finally able to go home. I don’t know how I feel about going back home. I felt so much safe here. I was wearing a black t shirt with a red and black plaid over it and some black lagging with black beanie and black convers.

“We haven’t been home for so long I’m nervous. Aren’t you?” My mom walks into my room. “I don’t know if nervous is the right word.” I told her getting my bag ready.

“I’m going to take the rest of the bags in the car.” My dad said getting the rest if the bags I looked the other way. “Aya why don’t you go help him?” My mother suggested as I shake my head in a no. “It’s okay i got this myself.” with that my dad leaves. I feel bad I couldn’t even look at him in eye.

We were on our way home from the hospital and I was texting the other that I’m on my way home. They where glad to hear it. I couldn’t help but stare at the windows. I was getting more scare passing each house and building. I felt my mom touching my hair.

Once we passed by the alley way were it happened. There was graffiti over saying “Danger!” I felt my heart beat faster and faster. I couldn’t breath. I started to panic.

“Aya! Aya.” My mom shouts worriedly for me. “Hang on were almost home.” Dad shouts. “It’s okay Aya. It’s okay.” My mom tried to clam me down.

We reached ur house my mom quickly took me out of the car once I did I took no time to throw up. “It’s okay Aya.” My mom said I started to troubled when she cough me. “Let’s go okay.” She help me reached the front door.

The only way in was threw the store. When we were in front of the store we couldn’t believe what we saw. There so manny thins hanging up on the doors. There was one that cough my eye.

It was a picture with Jimin and the other’s holding a trophy from the dance competition.Behind it was a CD case with a DVD disc on it with a note attached to. “Since you missed it.” It read. A small smile grew on my face.

Finally getting inside the house we notice that It was clean ass fuck. Like it was spotless. It never looked like this since we never had time to clean it.

-To Mr.Cho- normal P.O.V

Mr.Cho was still outside getting all the other notes that were on the doors. “Mr.Cho.” Jimin spoke coming from the corner. “Jimin did you came to see Aya? She’s inside?” He pointed to the inside.

“Yea she texted me a few minutes ago saying she was home.” Jimin weakly smiled at him. Mr.Cho notice he was still standing there. “Is everything okay?” Mr.Cho asked him seeing he was acting wired.

“Mianhae! It’s my fault this happened to her. If I walked her to school in the first place this would’ve happened.” Jimin said crying again. “Aw my boy! it’s okay it was no ones fault okay. Okay?” Mr.Cho pulls him into a hug. “Now go in and see her.” Mr.Cho let’s go telling him to go inside.

-inside- Aya’s P.O.V

I was in my room getting my things together. “Aya remember to take your pill.” My mom reminds me. “I’m coming.” I yell from my room. I then hear the door open.

“Oh Jimin.” I hear my mom said. “Hi Mrs. Cho.” Jimin greets her. He didn’t tell me he was coming over.

“Aya! Jimin’s here. Aya!” My mom shouts threw the door. I open the door from my room. “Aish! I can hear you.”I shouted annoyed as I step outside there I see him standing there looking handsome as always.

“Hey.” He just waves at me. Without thinking I run up to him and hug him. He picks me and spins me around. “I missed you.” He says setting me down. “I missed more.” I said in his chest.

“Ah young love.” My mom teases us leaving us alone. Jimin and I laugh. We couldn’t help but look into each others brown eyes.

“I misses those brown eyes of yours.” He says moving some of my hair away. “Do you now?” I said he places his lips on mine.

-The next day-

I was getting ready to go back to school today. I was worried I didn’t know how this will work out.

“Aya! Jimin and Jungkook are waiting for you.” I hear my mom yelling from outside.

“I’ll be down in a sec.” I yelled grabbing my bag and phone heading out.

I hugged them both when I got outside. “There’s our favorite girl in the entire world.” Jimin shouts. “Hyung! I thought I was your first favorite?” Jungkook pretended to be hurt. “Aya has to be my first.” jimin places his arm around me. “Sorry kookie you confessed to late.” I teased him smiling at him. “Aish you two.” Jungkook smiled.

I couldn’t wait till school was over I felt people always staring at me. I tried to ignore it as much as possible.

-The next day-

“Isn’t today your day off?” I hear my mom asked my dad from outside my room.

“Oh, no. Aya didn’t go to school?” My dad asked noticing my shoes were still here. Didn’t I tell you were seeing the therapist today.” Mom reminded him.

“Oh right.” Dad nod his head. I notice they stopped talking. I wanted to walk out but I couldn’t.

-The next day-

I walked down stairs to meet up with Jimin and Jungkook like I always do. I notice that the whole gang was there today.

“This is strange.” I said walking up them. “What?” Jimin asked. “This we never walk to school like this.” I mentioned. “Starting today were are your body guards. So no one can touch that cute adorable face you have.” Namjoon explained. “Isn’t this a bit over board?” I asked taking his arm off me. “Nothing is too over boar little Aya.” jin pinches my cheek. I scruff. walking faster head of them.

“Aya!” They shouted after me.

-the ext day-

“Hey hyung!” Jimin walked up to Jin. “Hey what’s up?” jin asked putting his phone down. “Can you drive me somewhere?” Jimin asked Jin gave him a look.

Once Jin took Jimin where he wanted to go it was at the police station. “Jimin are you sure?” jin asked seeing this isn’t a good idea. “I have to take a look at that bastard face.” Jimin said taking off his seat belt. “I don’t think it’s a good idea.” Jin tire to reason with him. “What would you do if Aya was your girlfriend huh or to anyone?” Jimin says as he leaves the car leaving Jin sighing. “Aish this boy.” Jin took of his seatbelt too.

Jimin waited until they brought in the man. Once they did all Jimin could do was glare at him. The man just stood there with a blank expression.

“You are?” The man asked. “Cut the bullshit you know who I am.” Jimin shouted at him. “You must be the boyfriend huh?” the man said. “Why did you do it?” Jimin asked him not taking his glare off.

“Are you mad? Are you mad? Did she tell that I was able to take those pretty panties you gave her off before you did?” He smirked at Jimin. “You asshole.” Jimin stood up.

“Ah I see now. It was her first time. I could tell. She did it so nicely for her first time.” He grin. “You son of a bitch your gonna pay.” Jimin’s anger was bowling up.

“You know they may not keep me in here for long. Maybe 9 12 years. She’ll be in her what. 20′s right? What a pretty age.” He keeps smirking and teasing Jimin. “Well see about that won’t we. I’ll make sure you’ll never lay another finger on her again.” Jimin yells.”Is that so?” Was all the man said be for the cop took him away. All jimin could do was throw his chair at the window.

-Back to him and Jin-

“He said that?” jin asked Jimin told him what happened. “Yea. That disgusting bastard. I wish they would kill him instead.” Jimin was feeling so much anger in him. “Hey it’ll be alright.” Jin tried to calm him down.

-Back to the others-

Jin and Jimin came back to their dorms to see Aya. “Aya what are you doing here?” Jimin asked suppressed.

“what so you can come to my house and and I can’t come to yours?” Aya asked him. “no I mean.” Jimin tried to think clearly. “Are you okay?” Aya asked him wondering if everything is okay. “Yea everything is just fine. Are you staying the night?” Jimin asked her.

“I was planing to since you never let me go out this late anyway. are you sure your okay?” Aya raise her eye brow at him. “Yes 100% sure.” Jimin kisses her.

-Later that night-

That night I couldn’t sleep. I looked over to see that Jimin wasn’t next to me. I sat up and notice that Jungkook wasn’t on his bed either. I got up and quietly made my way to the kitchen.

There they where. Talking to each other. “You went?” Jungkook whispered to him. “Yea. he said one day he’ll get out and will try again.” Jimin tells him what happened today. “That ass.” Jungkook leans back on his chair. “Hey?” Jimin says staring at his cup.

“What?” Jungkook asked running his hand threw his hair. “If they only give him 9 years. I’m gonna kill that son a bitch and when I do your gonna have to look after her for me.” Jimin tell him his plan not aware that I listening.

“What hyung you can’t be serious.” Jungkook tried to argue with him. “I’m not nothing can happen to me if I kill him. I know I can count on you so can she. I know you liked her too Jungkook.” Jimin said.

“This is the only way to protect her are you in or out?” Jimin asked him. Jungkook just sight shaking his hand. Aya quickly ran back to the room before getting cough. There was no way I was gonna let him do that. Yea I kinda like Jungkook too but I need him in my life more than he ever knows. I need them both.

-The next day-

Today was the day of the trial. I just hope it doesn’t go wrong because I can’t lose Jimin.

i was waiting in the waiting area waiting to be called. “I call Cho Aya to the stand.” They finally called my name brining me in. I took a deep breath.

“aya.” They called for me I looked up at the judge. “Do you know why you are here?” He asked me. “To see if it was the man.” I simply said.

“Do you remember taking the video with the police in the hospital?” He asked me as I nod remembering. “You must’ve been in a lot pain?” He adds in. I nod. “Yet you still remember?” He says. I nod again. “You saw pictures and pointed to the guy. Can you do that again?” He asked I nod.

He starts showing me the pictures. When they got to the third one I shut my eyes quickly as a bad flash back came to mind. I tried to point at his picture.

“aya is the man?” he asked I nod. “Aya on that day can you tell me what that man smelled like?” Another person asked me. “ A lot a lot of alcohol.” I replied trying not to thing to much of it. “No more questions.” the man said. they brought me in to the room again to bring out the man.

I was trying to block out most of what was heard. He keeps saying he never did it before. I tried so hard to ignore it. “Aya are you okay?” The therapist asked me I nod going back to drawing. I just wanted to see how it would end top Jimin.

“Honer I didn’t do it. I was too drunk.” Was what I heard I laughed in the inside ‘Son on a bitch’ I thought.

“I’ve reached a verdict.brutally assaulted a 19 year old. Then chocked and rape her. The assaulted is ruthless to the point of torturing. Resulting from the victim has been wounded with a permanent disability. He is responsible for scarring the victim, the family and love ones for life. Also having a past records for abused he must be punished severely. However the defendant was intoxicated. and his impaired stated is recognized he is sentenced to 12 years. the judge said making everyone chatter.

“that’s bullshit!” Najoon stood up yelling angrily. “Driving drunk is okay but he almost killed someone.” Jin also stood up yelling making everyone argue too.

“You call this a trial?” My mom burst in threw the doors crying her heart out. “My kid almost died and she’s my child.” My mom told them. I peaked and Jimin staring at the ground. “I’m here and her dad is here. Her friends. And the one responsible is here. But just 12 years?” Mom asked him.

“Order.” He got up and left. Everyone started shouted and arguing. I saw Jimin getting up picking one of those name things from the desk. I quickly ran a hugged him before he hit the guy.

“Jimin stop!” I shouted crying on to him. “Please don’t.” I cried as everyone stoped at looked at us. “Please. I need you.” I told him as I felt him taking a step back drooping the brick. I felt him hugged me back. We lay on the floor as the other members come up to us a hug us as well.

“I’m not going anywhere.” Jimin whispers. As we all still cried. “Let’s go home.” My mom and dad lean down next to us as well. “Let’s go home.” They said as we all go up and left. the whole time I didn’t let go of Jimin or Jungkook.

I know that everyone here will protect me I have nothing to fear.

-Months later-

A couple of months have went by and I wish I could say everything has gone back to normal but I would be joking. But we all found a way to kinda get passed all that. I still have those two scares on my right cheek but It doesn’t bother me anymore. I try to move on with my life.

I was making my way threw the hospital hallways to see my new little brother. There he was looking outside the window. Mom and dad were smiling at him so were me and Jimin.

“He’s so cute.” I smiled. “Not as cute as me.” I hit Jungkook’s arm. “So what’s his name?” Jimin asked my parents. “Ji-hee I name Aya now it’s your turn.” My dad mentions. “Can I pick?” I asked them. The smiled at me and they nod. I looked back at my brother and thought. “How about YongGuk?” I looked at everyone.

“YongGuk? Why Jungkook?” Jungkook asked. “Because you are Jungkook. Jungkook.” I smiled at him as we laughed at him.

“YongGuk is a nice name. hi YongGuk!” Mom said waving at him.

-Later that night-

I ws trying to draw some some stuff at the kitchen as my dad and Jimin were shouting at the T.V. with their sports again. “Throw it to third.” The both yelled. I rolled my eyes.

My dad and Jimin are finally getting along. I remember Jimin would always freak when he saw my dad when my dad found out he likes sports they got along pretty quick.

“don’t you guys ever get tired of yelling?” I asked taking my eyes off from my notebook to them. “What are we supposed to do just stare at the screen?” My dad questions me. I shook my head I grabbed my sketchbook as walked to my room. “Yelling at a rerun? unbelievable.” I walked inside my room. Grabbing my other pencils I was looking for and stepped out.

“If that fool didn’t make an error it’d be over?” My dad explained to Jimin. “No I don’t think so sir.” Jimin told him not taking his eyes off the T.V. “Go Lotte.” They shouted. “Give up Lotte.” I joked leaning against my door. “Their wining.” My dad tells me. I chuckled. “Oh yea how come they lost 7-8?” I question as I walked in my brothers room.

“Ah! Aya!” The both shouted angirly at me. I laughed. “I’m disowning you.” My father teases. Jimin gets up and follows me. We sit in front of my brother as my mom was sleeping next to him.

“What you got there?” Jimin asked looking at what I was drawing. “Is that YongGuk? That’s really good.” Jimin says being amazed at my drawing skills. “Thanks Oppa.” I said as he places an arm around me.

“Aish! he’s so cute. Makes me wonder of starting a family of our own.” Jimin says making me stop drawin. “Are you saying you want kids?” I raised an eyebrow at him. “I mean only if your ready?” He stair at my lips as I do the same. we moved closer and soon our lips touched.

Having A family with you is all i could ever ask for.

#bts scenarios #bts jimin scenario

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