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you already know, a little short but its wtv
- Ben has a bunch of weird shirts, yk those ones that are like “I got my lobotomy done at Claire’s!” Aiden bought him one as a joke but Ben thought it was hilarious and got more
- if the group even makes it to adulthood i see aiden as a drag racer or something, he’d get a kick out of the thrill of it
- can you even imagine when they all have to get jobs? ash’s first job would be some kind of customer service and on rough shifts she just goes in the back to scream then come back out like “☺️ what can i do for you?” she quit that job and got a quieter one
- i could definitely see ash working at a library or something though, she gets to listen to music and stock shelves with books and barely interact with anyone? dream come true
- taylor and tyler are lifeguard material for sure, they would love working at the pool/waterpark
- logan once ripped a mannequins arm off in a store after jokingly shaking it and got so scared he hid it in the men’s bathroom
- ash loves old animated movies. the last unicorn, secrets of nimh, the black cauldron, arthur and the invisibles, she just has a collection of these kinds of dvds that are borderline nightmare fuel
- taylor is such an art girly idc, especially with coloring and i dont mean little kid coloring books but those adult insanely detailed ones and she can color and shade them beautifully
- in summertime taylor loves drawing on the sidewalk with chalk she just has such an eye for color
- aiden on the other hand is a doodler at heart, he and taylor will sometimes draw/color in class together
#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard#sbg headcanons#ashlyn sbg#aiden sbg#sbg ben#logan sbg#sbg tyler#sbg taylor#fun thing about headcanons is i get to make shit up since its not canon#they hate when i have joy and whimsy#maybe logan becomes an assassin with his sniper skills#who cares#jokes#its so hard to become a ballerina#im talking first jobs EVER#i be living in my own world#and in MY world ben wears silly goofy shirts#LET ME LIVE 😭#anyway lmao
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D9/ Navamsa chart observations - Part 5
Moon in 1st house gives a spouse who is emotionally expressive, they can also be very moody. If you're attracted to men, then this can also mean that your husband might be a huge mama's boy, so marry someone whose mom likes you. With this placement, if you manage to maintain a good bond with your MIL then you'll have almost no problems in your married life. Your spouse can be prone to jealousy as well.
Sun in the 5th house gives you an extroverted spouse, I feel like this works the best when the person who has it, has a really high self esteem, because if not, you can be jealous of the attention that your spouse gets. You can also feel as if you're not good enough for them.
Mercury in the 4th House can mean that your spouse will be working as an advisor. They may also come from a family where education is given a lot of importance (I know a few people with this placement and their spouse's family was super adamant about them completing their master's before marriage, this is true for both men and women). If you're an academically intelligent person then your in-laws would be more than happy to help you establish your own business, I have noticed this to be true in a lot of cases.
Venus in the 5th house.....can give you a spouse who may be a little too obsessed with themselves. I used to think this was a good placement but then I met a lot of people who have this and their spouses always downplay their achievements and play the victim in social situations. I know a couple where both of them have this and they constantly talk about things that the other has done wrong and it's like a competition of who is sadder, it makes me soooo uncomfortable. One good thing is that, your children are gonna be SUPER creative.
Mars in the 11th House is great in regards to finances, your spouse knows how to earn AND save money, and even though they may like to live a luxurious life, they're well aware of the limitations. They may also have friends in high places and be good at climbing the social ladder. One negative of this is, that they can be TOO focused on earning money, but if Jupiter and Venus are well placed then you have nothing to worry about.
Jupiter in the 3rd house can give you a jolly spouse, they can also be the youngest in their family. They may be really close to their family and after marriage, they would like to live close to them. Your family will treat your spouse as their own child. You know those couples where a person's family ends up becoming closer to their spouse than them, yeah, this is what happens when you have Jupiter in 3rd. You guys may also travel a lot together. I think this placement is really cute.
Saturn in the 2nd house gives you an ambitious spouse, very hard working and tough love type person. They may earn a lot of money but refuse to spend it, OR they refuse to spend money on themselves but have no problem spending it on you. It depends on other factors. ( I know a woman with this, and her husband is so fucking rich but doesn't get new clothes for her, and doesn't buy anything for her, I feel so bad ��, Its giving "ballerina farm") BUT you can also get a spouse who is like "here's my credit card, buy whatever you want"
Rahu in 4th is a strong indicator of moving abroad after marriage, I know people who were unable to get a student visa, work visa and then they got married and were able to settle abroad. This also shows that your MIL may be very involved in your married life, whether for good or bad depends on several other factors.
Ketu in the 5th house gives a spouse who won't be that interested in raising kids. They may also be a little emotionally detached, and can believe in traditional gender roles.
I was thinking of not putting this observation, but then.... precaution is better than cure, so...90% of the female celebrities who have been cheated on by their husbands have Jupiter in Gemini/ Aquarius in d9. So if you have this, be very very picky about who you marry, this is for everyone, but especially for those who have this.
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perks of having a basketball player mom.
paige bueckers x reader
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your mom is a “cool mom”. she’s a very successful person. from being a basketball star in her high school to being scouted to uconn for her skills, and to being drafted the wnba.
she played with indiana fever, and stopped playing at 26, as she met your dad and had dreamt of a family. many people didn’t like her decision of stopping basketball, but as she will get better salary at a different field she’s also good in (marketing), and since she wanted a family, she didn’t care about all the negative comments.
she had a good career in basketball, but a woman can change her dreams. people should always be supportive of the goals women have, even if a woman wants to create a family. let women be happy!
2 years later, she had you. you grew up to be very different from your mom. you hated basketball, it’s not a sport where you excel. you excelled in ballet as all parents do, they placed you in a ballet class at the age of 3. you loved doing ballet ever since, and your parents supported you in every step you took.
as a shining ballerina, you’ve been studying in college at the julliard school. you started 2 years ago, and now in your junior year of college. you’ve been training hard to become a professional ballet dancer.
college has been really stressful for you, but luckily it was the last week of march, which is the start of spring break for you.
you book a flight to cleveland that week, as you’re parents are there to see your family friend. as a uconn star, your mom has been friends with uconn’s basketball coach—coach geno. coach geno has been your mom’s coach during her senior year in college, and has been family ever since. coach geno was your mom’s figuratively “cool uncle.”
you arrived at cleveland, and texted your parents that you’re on the way to your hotel. when you arrived, your parents were estatic to see you, asking you many details about your recent week.
after having a conversation, your parents invited you to eat dinner with your family friend. you said yes, and everyone started to get ready.
you and your parents headed to the restaurant, and saw coach geno at the entrance waiting for your family.
“its coach!” your mom said. “hey kiddo! glad you guys are here, glad to have you guys support our team.” coach geno shaked hands with you and your father. your mind began to think.. support? how..?
“how are you coach geno?” you asked, as your family and coach geno settle down on a table. “doing good! your parents haven’t told you this yet, but I’m actually here for a uconn final four game against iowa, and I’ve got tickets for you and your parents. you want to come?” coach geno explained.
so that’s the support he was talking about. iowa also rang a bell in your mind, many of your classmates in school are obsessed with an iowa player. caitlin clark? you think.
you haven’t really watched a basketball game for so long, but the basketball spirit is always fun. you answered a “yes” to coach geno. your parents, especially your mom, were very excited to come to the game. you all then had a good time eating lunch.
fast forward to the following day, which was game day. your mom wanted everyone to wear a uconn clothing. she gave you a “vintage” dark blue baby tee that has uconn at the front. you paired it with a white ruffled skirt and rubber shoes.
it was 9am, and geno was advicing your family to come at the basketball stadium by 10am as he wants the team to introduce your family to the team, especially your mom, since she was a uconn player.
you were doing your hair, a simple half ponytail, and your mom asked you and your dad if you were both ready to leave.
your dad hasn’t really gotten ready yet, and your family just decided to leave at 9:30am. this gave you more time to get your makeup done and prepare your belongings.
after getting ready, you and your parents travelled to the stadium. geno met your family at the front of the stadium, which was already packed with fans. people were also talking about your mom being there, many of the people trying to get a glimpse of a wnba star.
geno then guided you guys inside of the stadium, which had both iowa and uconn media teams getting ready for their interviews and commentaries. walking past them, you and your family made it to uconn’s designated locker room and waiting area.
you see uconn’s women’s basketball team, who were all very excited to meet your mom.
“you know who this is ladies, and with her are her family. that’s her husband and daughter” coach geno introduced you and your dad to the team as well.
everyone were saying their “hello”s, and after your mom having a small chit chat with the team, she and your dad were hungry.
“coach, there are many food stalls around the stadium right? im famished, ill eat first, ill come back after” your mom stated, fixing her belongings.
“yeah there’s a lot! no problem.” coach geno smiled. “hey y/n, you wanna come with us or stay here?” your mom asked. you were actually already talking to a member, nika, and was enjoying the conversation.
“can i stay here mom? i still feel full since i ate leftovers from last night.” you asked, your parents nod and told you to keep safe.
after your parents leave, the team got more chaotic as time passed by. you just continued chatting with nika.
“so, any hobbies?” nika asked, while offering you a small pack of doritos she got from a table. “well.. i would want to do ballet for a living.” you responded, accepting her snack offer.
“no way!!! do you do it as an extracurricular after school?” she said with an excited-and-suprised-at-once tone. “well, i study at julliard so, i do ballet for my studies basically.” you explained.
“you do ballet? that’s so cool! i cant even do a split!” kk butted in the conversation, with the others following.
everyone’s attention is now on you, all asking about how julliard works and your accomplishments. they were all just weirdly looking at your doritos, but you shrugged it off. they were probably all just craving it.
you then got to learn more about the team, how they were scouted, and their current training process and such. you loved everyone in the team.
kk is funny and kind, ice is sweet, aubrey is fun, nika is down to earth, and paige is friendly and sickeningly attractive.
those were just some of the team, and you were very enthusiastic to learn more about the others too.
“so, has your mom ever taught you basketball?” paige asked, her attractive voice and pretty face catching you off guard.
“oh uh, not really. her and dad play all the time though.. and i usually watch. not into basketball but i maybe know a thing or two.” you answered, your cheeks flushing.
“well that’s too bad, i wanted to see you hoop.” paige replied while spinning a basketball. kk then got it. “well i want to see paige do 10 pirouettes, you should teach her y/n.”
paige and y/n chuckled. “i would matic fail. y/n would not want to be friends with me anymore!” paige answered.
after about an hour of more chit chatting, it was now time for warm ups on the court. you were bidding your goodbyes and giving everyone a goodluck.
“i better see you shout chants y/n! ill wave at you when i see you!” paige said, tying her shoes. “bet you i will.” you smiled.
you then approached nika one again. “i will definitely shout whenever you score. goodluck nika!” you gave her a small hug.
“thank you y/n! had fun with you today! ill search you on instagram later. enjoy your doritos!” nika reciprocated your hug.
lastly, you approached coach geno, thanking him for letting you stay and told him goodluck. he thanked you back and gave you directions to the entrance of the stadium.
you then left the room, making your way to the entrance where your parents texted you to meet at. you then looked at the doritos once again, and saw a note.
you’re cute. can i take you out on a date?
if you would like to, don’t hesitate to text me
+01-NNN-NNN-NNN. <3 paige
you smiled hard, you can’t believe that the person you were secretly eyeing on was eyeing you too. well if it isn’t the perks of having a basketball player mom.
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Prima Ballerina
Wiosna Kochanowska, the star of Honorata Kochanowska's Ballet Company. Blame @ouroboros-hideout cuz I brainrotted hard with them about Ballerina AU and had to bring it to life! More under the cut!
Traditional ballet - In my headcanon it's the form of ballet strictly performed by people without any body cyberware. The first person to do so was Honorata Kochanowska (Wiosna's grandmother), who later opened the first traditional ballet academy.
Ballerina!Wiosna is the literal opposite of the main Wiosna. Mostly because this one was given to her grandmother to be raised, and her parents didn't interfere in any decisions (unlike in the main headcanon where they prohibited Wiosna from pursuing ballet professionally and neglected her in her childhood). So she grew up under her grandmother's wing, learning ballet night and day, not having time for anything like sneaking to Warsaw underground or netrunning. She did become the best ballerina of her time though.
She was sheltered for her safety since as a traditional ballerina she can't have any body enhancements, and any accident may be fatal for her career. Which means that she's 100% organic. With that come many dangers on its own, like creepy men who would like the taste of "real" women and stuff like that. However, that doesn't mean she was prohibited from meeting people, far from it actually. She was often invited as a guest of honor not only due to her international megastar status but also because she is the heir of LoveSky SMC. Think of her as a more social Hanako, lol.
The people she knew were mostly the highest of elites, and the richest of the world, which was kind of boring for her. Being a perfect porcelain doll had its downs in that regard, so when Wiosna grew up and had more liberty in what she could do, she was more and more interested in dark and dirty stuff. And the best way to experience that was a relationship with a scary man, like Vlad Volkov with whom she has a really terrifying and toxic relationship. About that I will for sure post more :>
#cyberpunk 2077#Ballerina!Wiosna#phantom liberty#wiosna kochanowska#wiosna blazkowicz#cyberpunk 2077 phantom liberty#cyberpunk 2077 oc#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#cyberpunk 2077 fanlore
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To Fancy (srry it's my first time making a request)
We seen Ballerina, Librarian, nobility, chess 'nd some other readers, but what about an teacher? Depending on the region in the world, women began to be teachers from 1810 onwards, so would it be possible for us to have a female teacher? Of literature if possible And if so, which of the characters do you think this teacher would best match?
I think I wrote something about a teacher darling with William but I would say William, Louis, Mycroft, or Sebastian.
William is the obvious answer as he himself is a mathematics professor and while the chances are of his darling teaching children since there were not many women professors way back when the idea is still cute to me. He probably meets her when visiting the school on a consulting job to take care of the headmaster of the school under the guise of giving guest lectures and she happens to be the sweet English teacher who volunteered to let him use her classroom. Then when she looses her job when the school looses its headmaster and parents withdraw their students, he is the kind university professor who offers her to live with him and his brothers.
Louis would probably meet her while out at the market on her days off. Being the gentleman he is and also being head over heels for her at first sight he offers to help her carry her things back to her house, and when she invites him inside he sees all the little gifts her students have given her along with her students’ work and lesson plans stacked up on her desk. I feel like Louis could just picture a future with here right then and there, sitting with her in the drawing room having tea with her while she reads over her student’s assignments, but of course it is never destined to end like that.
Now Sebastian Moran is an odd choice but he has had a hard and rough life and to fall for someone who is gentle and kind is almost natural. He would just happen to run into her when she is making her way back home is while she is carrying a heavy stack of books, oh let him help, it’s no problem. It is the cinnamon roll and would kill you trope. It is just so rare for Moran to be so gentle with someone that he is just sort of putty in her hands. Also you know her students love asking him about if he is going to marry their teacher or ask him stories about how he got some of his scars cause children are little shits and curious as hell.
Then I really cannot explain Mycroft, it just feels right, like just picturing this terrifying man who is literally called the government being down bad for this little children’s teacher. Like chances are she does not even know who he is, he is probably a sponsor of his old primary school which is probably how he met her. Then he becomes a sponsor specifically for her class, literally anything she needs it is there the next day and she has no idea how it got there because she did not even say anything yet. Then also picturing Sherlock seeing his brother walking and smiling with this teacher who has nothing special about her would probably send his head for a spin, Mycroft in love? What happened? Did someone die?
#william moriarty x reader#moriarty the patriot x reader#yuukoku no moriarty x reader#yuukoku no moriarty#william james moriarty x reader#yandere william james moriarty#yandere moriarty the patriot#yandere yuukoku no moriarty#louis moriarty x reader#louis james moriarty x reader#yandere louis james moriarty#sebastian moran x reader#yandere sebastian moran#yandere sebastian moran x reader#moriarty the patriot#mycroft holmes x reader#yandere mycroft holmes x reader#yandere mycroft holmes
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am insane for toxic!ballet jordan, thinking all the things ab them, yanking ur gd leotard (bc showing off collarbones and back and make u look hot but at what fucking cost leotards are the biggest bitch) (besides jordan ofc) off of you to get at that cunt, in the process baring all of you, and after the tribbing incident? they need to see all of you as is their right
i love how its labeled "the tribbing incident." down in history fr.
no but they become hooked on your little ballerina cunt quick after that, no one else does it for them, nothing else compares. to the point where after nearly every practice, when they're sweaty and flushed from practice and hard and aching from being so close to you all day, they're yanking your tights down at the same time they crash to their knees. barely giving you enough time to gasp and settle your hands in their silky hair, a quick "fuck - c'mere-" before their tongue is parting your flesh, moaning deep in their chest at the taste of your slick soft pussy melting in their mouth. so fucking silky and wet and tight, clenching around their tongue. clit throbbing in their mouth, when they roll it between their lips. they could spend hours there, holding you open, just fucking feasting between your legs, getting your pretty cunt wet slippery with spit and drool. tongue spearing into your open hole in mean thrusts over and over, like they're mad at you, nd they are. fucking hate how gone for you they are, how whipped this little cunt has them. they don't let up until you've soaked their chin in cum.
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Do you think Odette and Clara are Carmilla's biological daughters, or do you think they are adopted? I personally find the adoption angle more interesting and heartwarming.
Hello again.
Thank you for the steady flow of questions. I still find it a tad bewildering that someone is interested in my opinions on the fandom. Since that all they are, opinions or ideas. However, I do find enjoyment in all this and delighted that there's someone who finds my ideas and opinions interesting.
I have a few ideas about Carmilla backstory and her raise to become Overlord. I never put too much thought if her daughters were biological or not.
I want to say yes, they are biological only because they nearly have the same eyes. But, most likely they are adoptive. And there near matching eyes is to showcase their familial connection they had in life.
Carmilla is clearly once a ballerina while alive. Specifically, the leading role of swan lake. Going by both the black and white color scheme and the shadowy hint of the eye mask. Her large hands can be taken as "wings". It's the ultimate role for a ballerina as they leading ballerina plays two roles. The hero, white swan Odette, and the antagonist (main female antagonist) black swan, Odile. It's a demanding role and the most sought after. Going by this assumptions, I believe her daughters are adoptive because I don't think Carmilla would not let herself get pregnant and essentially ending her career.
I headcanon that Carmilla was involved in a traveling ballet trope. Odette and Clara (Another main role ballet name, nutcracker) are members of that trope that Carmilla grew fond of, taking a motherly role (fulfilling her maternal instinct without risking pregnancy) and mentor to them. The two daughters also walked in the pointe technique.
The reason why I believe they were involved in a traveling trope because I was trying to figure out what crimes and sins they committed to be placed in Hell. I thought briefly that Carmilla pulled a Tonya Harding to get the leading role but it didn't explain her daughters unless they assisted and cover up the attack.
So, I came up that, perhaps they sold illegal weapons underground. Traveling with the trope to evade authority as they are not in a area for too long to become suspects and hiding the goods with the props and costumes. However, eventually they were caught on and died trying to escape captured which explains why the daughters seem on the younger side of souls in Hell.
I really like the character Camilla. I honestly think she has the strongest singing voice of the show. And its no wonder as small as her screen time is compare to the other characters, the large part of that screen time is spent singing. She has a strong role in in 3 songs which is more than a lot of characters who have bigger roles.
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What are some of your favorite ideas that have been sent in from your fans/ viewers/ readers?
That's hard, I love a lot of them, but I'll try to remember the best ones I've seen (memory of a goldfish here)
two yanderes with their darlings becoming friends. I loved this idea and I have tried to write it, but I don't know how to do it, from who's perspective etc. It's a challenge I might not be able to do.
I think that there was an ask about Silas with a ballerina darling (or maybe I thought of that, pretty sure someone asked for it though? A long time ago?) that i really liked and now on later days have actually come up with a plot for that idea!!
An ask about Silas and Jerry sharing a darling where the darling is a part of a rival mafia but not involved with them, so that they're used to that world but doesn't like it. Still haven't figured out how to go around it in a way that feels the best.
I liked the idea for "hold my heart" even if it was dark. I don't know why, but writing it felt "healing" somehow.
Absolutely loved the ask for "i'd kill for you", still one of my favorite oneshots because it captures hedwig's character so well
We CAN NOT forget about this that sparked the entire "witty and uncanny" series
I have gotten requests about doing a collaboration with Jerry and Hedwig and I WILL, i 100% will because that sounds like so much fun, but i don't know how to do that yet, so that will be a future thing. if anyone has any ideas on how to put them together nicely, hit me up <3
I have gotten quite a lot of asks about Dry Kry falling in love with a med student that has sparked ideas in my head <33
Edmund going too far and realizes that he cannot buy / just fix his queen after killing a lot, that memory and fear doesn't get erased with money and now he has to actually comfort his darling. Hasn't started on that either
Edmund with a time travel reader. In the beginning, i did not like the idea and actually deleted the ask, but then someone else asked for it and I decided to try give it a shot and might have come up with a plot that could work! I haven't started though
I love ideas where the darling is sick or something, like this oneshot although its vague.
I think these might be the ones I can find for now (it's 23:37 i need to sleep) but theres a lot that i really like that people send in, i just haven't been able to find them all here <3
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The Definition of Insanity
You snap wires.
Frantic fingers spindle across the inky blackness, taking hold of taut strings the colour of poison. You retch slightly as they pull apart in your hands, bursting like blood vessels and staining everything they touch with the stench of death.
You snap wires.
And all the while, his voice bores into your skull, wheeling and dealing even as he tries to kill you. Even as you try your very hardest to give him what he wants.
You snap wires.
SOUL burning hot like a phoenix in its final moments, shooting down offer after offer, pleading with this jittering, broken creature to stop, stop, please stop before one of us does something we're both going to regret...
You snap wires.
You can't remember how long you've been doing this for. You don't even know what you're doing, why you ever listened to his words in the first place. What had he promised in the space between his outbursts... and to whom?
And still, you snap wires. It's either that or die.
So you snap, and you snap, and you snap, and you
snap
Then there's only one left, shimmering in the darklight, so gossamer-thin that you cannot comprehend how it can still support the clanking, man-shaped junk it's attached to. He spins around it like a demented ballerina, professing heartfelt thanks to the friends he was trying to murder mere seconds before. Pleading with you to cut the final cord, to make him a real boy.
Your fingers move before you can respond. And the sound of his cold, lifeless body slamming into the ground stays with you for the rest of your life. The shock is so great that you almost collapse yourself, adrenaline finally loosing its death-grip on your body.
You are wracked with a great and terrible sigh, before you--/
/--snap wires.
...strings the colour of poison... bursting like blood vessels... stench of death.
...you've been here before, you realise, as you snap wires.
He wheels and deals, firing everything he has at you in a vain attempt to get you to give him what he wants. You would if you could... if it had ever been in your power to do so.
All you can do now is snap wires. And that is all you do.
Your fingers move on their own, as if compelled by an outside force. Pinch and twist, reminding you of shelling peas with your mom before Sunday dinner.
You can't recall the last time you saw her. You think that perhaps you should apologise to her if you ever make it out of here alive. You were always such a wilful child. Always getting into trouble of some kind or another.
And now here you were, making deals with something you couldn't even begin to fathom.
You cannot hear your friends anymore - they do not respond to you calls. And the salesman seems to become all-encompassing before you, drunk on ill-gotten power - power you helped him acquire. You close your eyes as he makes you an offer that you are unable to refuse.
Pain washes over you, and you--/
/--snap wires.
Poison... Blood... Death... this could be the fifth time; it could be the five-hundredth time. It doesn't matter, because all you can do is snap wires.
The salesman screams at you, and your SOUL screams back, roaring with anger and pain and frustration. Does it want the same thing as you do? Is it... trying to help? Or... or is this just a game to it. Fighting the same battle again and again, trying for a high score?
You ponder this as it makes you snap wires.
Perhaps this was punishment for trying too hard. For trying to help somebody who seemed to be suffering. You never understood what your mother meant when she told you the road to hell was paved with good intentions. To your child's mind, not yet versed in the world's wicked ways, this statement was a nonsense, an affront.
But now you get it, as you snap wires. Oh God, do you understand.
You always knew he was the same as you. Something BIG had seized his heart, just as it has seized yours. Prisoners of a destiny that was not theirs. You saw a caged bird crying for release, but you did not see the venomous spider using its corpse as a suit. In trying to make him more like you, you exposed yourself to the risk of becoming more like him.
Damaged. Deranged. Desperate. Dangerous.
And as your fingers become snared in his wires, and you stare transfixed into each other's eyes, you see the fate set out before you, and scream.
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You snap wires.
Sometimes, you live.
Sometimes, you die.
It doesn't matter.
You snap wires.
#writing#fiction#fanfiction#deltarune#drabble#no beta#angst#existential horror cw#blood cw#implied death cw#Kris dreemurr#Spamton G Spamton#fate and destiny#loss of control#game resets#time loops#something to tide people over while I start editing Chapter 7#I'm not saying it's going to be as bleak as this#but it's definitely in that ballpark#so look forward to that :P
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Hi ballerinaaa! How hard is grand pas classique? it is quite the talk how challenging the variation is.
This variation is tough, easily one of the hardest in the classical repertoire. It's a stamina challenge, not so much in terms of crazy bravada, but in terms of the sheer # of releve's. Your calf muscles are screaming even before the famous diagonal of ballonees. The choreography is also quite exposing for the dancer, with body angles that are hard to keep turned out, and intricate transitions. Stylistically, the variation needs to be confident and crisp, authoritative but charming- not the easiest thing to convey when the choreography is a bit terrifying. Especially with students, you'll often see them walk on with one of two emotions: fear or overly aggressive 'I'm gonna nail this' gusto- both miss the mark for me.
Let's start with the first section, obviously the easiest. I like to watch the depth of the plies out of the pas de chat and into the different releves. The strongest dancers, and the one's with the technique to really shine in this variation, will have their heels firmly, safely pressed into the floor any time they get a chance.
I haven't performed this variation but remember having a master class on this variation with Jurgita Dronina. She stressed the importance of musicality and footwork in the first diagonal. Your arms are trying to sustain your legs, float the attitude and en dedans turns, and really sing the melody. To keep you balanced, she told us to think about our legs and lower body acting as the bass, the accompaniment. Yes, you need to float the balances and coordinate your body but not excessively. Each plie should be measured right on the notes, this becomes easier if your feet are stepping precisely in the rhythm of the piece.
Moving on, the jete's going up the diagonal should have actual height- this is still a jump even though it's the preparation for a developpe. It also should create a feeling of spontaneity, the releve out of the jump should be lightly unexpected. Afterward, one of the most difficult sections is the consecutive turning releve's in attitude into a big battement to the side. It's a fatiguing moment, but the leg should remain at the same height, not a bobbling up and down attitude. Watch also how the leg transitions from attitude, to coupe, to a la seconde.
Now on to the ballonne's that made this variation famous. It's supposed to be done on the croisé line, with the leg crossed to the audience. You may see it done on the effacé line to favor a stronger supporting leg or to make it a bit easier to keep turnout. It's an exhausting step, but also a great way to see how well someone has been trained and how strong their turnout is. When they do the ballonne to the side, they should plie with the leg in a la seconde before going into the turn. What often happens is that dancers will 'cut' the ballonne short and plie with their leg in either sur le cou de pied, or retire passe, before pushing up to turn. Most professional dancers aren't cheating at 45 degrees, but when the legs 90+ for the second set....things can get wacky. Watch for that plie, and the turnout of the supporting leg, as well as the stability of the spine. Here's two examples to consider, specifically comparing the diagonals:
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And finally, consecutive tour pique is not terribly difficult on its own but it's somehow so much harder to do (and to finish) at the end of all this, especially for those who are trying to make it really exciting by nearly jumping them and throwing in a double to finish.
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clem was invited for a photoshoot and interview for the most famous ballet magazine in brindleton bay! i'm so so proud of my 6th gen heir sniff sniff .·°՞(≧□≦)՞°·.
here's what the magazine had to say about little clem!
Dancing Through Life: The Journey of Clementine Cassidy In the heart of Brindleton Bay, a quaint coastal town known for its charming streets and friendly faces, a star is quietly rising. Clementine Cassidy, a 17-year-old ballet prodigy, is captivating audiences and inspiring young dancers with her grace, passion, and remarkable dedication. She was born in Sulani where she spent her early years surrounded by the island’s beauty, turquoise waters and warm breezes. Clementine was only five years old when she relocated to Brindleton Bay, the vibrant colors to the cooler tones was significant, but Clementine found comfort in her close-knit family. She now lives with her grandparents, her twin brother, and their mischievous cat, Clara. It was there, at the tender age of five, that she first laced up her ballet slippers, following in the footsteps of her beloved aunt, Maya Cassidy. Maya, then just 16, was already an accomplished ballerina with dreams of her own. She saw in young Clementine a spark, a potential that could be nurtured into something extraordinary. Under Maya’s guidance, Clementine took her first tentative steps in the world of ballet, quickly falling in love with the discipline and artistry of the dance. What began as a hobby soon became a passion that would shape the course of her life. Clementine’s days are a delicate balance of school, family, friends and dance. Every morning, she rises early to practice at the local dance studio, her movements precise and graceful, her focus unwavering. Her weekends are spent teaching younger children at the same studio, a tradition started by Aunt Maya, who has since become a respected ballet teacher in Britechester. Watching her students—much like Maya once watched her—Clementine sees herself in their wide-eyed enthusiasm and budding talent. At 17, Clementine is not just a dancer; she’s a role model, embodying the values of hard work, dedication, and the importance of family. Her performances have drawn attention from beyond Brindleton Bay, with scouts from prestigious ballet companies taking notice. Yet, despite the allure of a broader stage, Clementine remains grounded, always remembering where she started and who helped her along the way. “I dance for the joy it brings,” Clementine says with a warm smile. “But also for my family, especially Aunt Maya. She showed me the beauty in ballet and believed in me when I was just a little girl.” As she looks toward the future, Clementine dreams of dancing on stages worldwide, but Brindleton Bay will always be home. And no matter where her ballet slippers take her, she knows she’ll always have the love and support of her family. In every pirouette, every leap, Clementine dances not just for herself but for the legacy of inspiration passed down from her aunt, a legacy she’s now passing on to the next generation. In Brindleton Bay and beyond, Clementine Cassidy is a name we’ll be hearing for years to come.
#sims4#ts4#sims4 gameplay#ts4 gameplay#sims4 legacy#ts4 legacy#sims 4#6th gen#ts4 screenies#ts4 screenshots#ballet#i love her so much#sims 4 screenies#sims 4 gameplay#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 legacy#the sims community
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thoughts/headcanons abt dao party body types…
morrigan is skinny, gangly, tough, and rangy from life in the wilds. she has sharp shoulders, stick-out shoulderblades, pointy joints, knobby long-fingered hands, a flat chest. she could be built like a ballerina, except that she doesn’t practice flexibility or grace. which makes her obviously graceless and brittle. the same height as alistair, annoyingly.
alistair is a big-boned, broad-shouldered, strong young man, inclined to beefiness, pudge, and nice boobs… except that he’s always been underfed and has now contracted the taint, so his strength is kind of wasting and drooping on his frame. a sad little belly… slightly pointed ears, just enough to mark him as a shifty character to the eye of a suspicious bigot, without being definitely elvhen.
leliana is plush, pear-shaped, and curvy with big (deadly) thighs and a heart shaped face. her arms have unexpected wiry strength, and her hands are hard. she loses a lot of her healthy fat & rosiness between dao & dai, becoming more rumpled, spindly and birdlike. SAD.
zevran is a beautiful, cat-footed rogue who can charm the rich and classy, so he’s fat and deceptively soft, apple shaped with dainty hands and feet and very strong calves from jumping and climbing. he moves very quietly and springily. medium height for an elf, short king by human standards. long, elegant ears.
wynne is a classroom skeleton. wynne is a folded up ironing board in circle robes. wynne is a murphy bed. wynne is a coffin lid. wynne is taller and more imposing than you expected from a distance. extremely straight, stern posture and big hands that she’s taken good care of. nothing about her bowed or crabbed by age. even her wrinkles are straight lines.
oghren has a beer belly and broad, hairy hands, but by dwarven standards he’s kind of small and slender.
melantho is tiny, much smaller than any of the humans, but to call her “lithe” or “willowy” because she’s an elf would be a joke. her sister is lithe and willowy. mela is a compact, unyielding mass of gristle and bone. no ass, no tits. the taint was already taking hold of her on the road to ostagar, and though its grip on her loosened with the joining she bears its marks—sunken eyes, clawed fingers and toes, blackened extremities, a fevered metabolism that melts away any remaining baby fat and keeps her cranky and cold, a slinking step, sensitivity to light. big, kitten-like ears.
sten is stacked like a sumo wrestler. best tits in the party, easily.
matsendra is bigger than mela but still pretty short with a fat, rounded hourglass figure. like zevran, he has a well-fed, satisfied, domesticated look, but unlike zev he’s not prepared for any chases or parkour. he is genuinely as used to soft living as he looks. with time away from the circle he firms up and gains a subtle, intimidating glow of strength and control, but never gets slimmer. for an elf he has smaller, rounder ears—one torn half off by the demon torpor—and unusually thick facial & body hair.
loghain is actually built very, very similarly to alistair, in a more advanced stage—a big frame that should be filled out, but miserable, ascetic living has stooped his shoulders and hollowed his gut, making him look older than he is.
velanna is an inverted triangle, a corn chip, a captain america. big shoulders, trim waist, tight butt. very disciplined. when she slouches in annoyance it’s artful, poised, and a little hard to believe.
nathaniel looks like a line cook. clammy, jittery, skinny, ugly defined abs, diet of mostly smoke. much much too tall. too tall by far. hunched, self-conscious body language. has erratic bursts of strength in which he can toss oghren like a sack of flour.
sigrun is a full and sexy hourglass!! but she’s all the way down there and wearing legion armor, so you don’t even know. you don’t even get to know how perfect she is.
justice is dead, and squishes like rotten fruit if you touch him. very big, looks as tall as nathaniel but that’s because nate has bad posture. actually slightly shorter. twice as wide.
anders is spare and kind of attenuated, like he’s been spread thin by stress, with an unusually long, slender torso, long arms, and short legs. his hands & feet are a little too big for his limbs, like a stray cat used to fighting, but his touch—whether healing, hurting, or grasping in passion—is gentle, firm, and clinical.
shale is shale.
and most of them are trans.
…………… TO ME❗️
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Who am I, and why I'll always show where Nuala is mentioned?
So hello guys.
I came to the realization that a lot of people on Tumblr do not know me, and I came kind of suddenly to you guys. So, allow me to tell you who I am and why I hope to become a big part of your "Sandman" experience. I will attach some pictures for references 🩷🪷
My name is Li. My main platform is Twitter. Most of my friends are there too. I hope I can make a lot of mutuals here, too. I came across "The Sandman" one year ago. Now, the Sandman is a wonderful piece of media for people to explore a plethora of dynamics they enjoy. For me, it was a bit of an adjustment.
Before reading the comic, I tried to stan Dreamling. However, for me personally, I very rarely enjoy dynamics with no women in them. That is, of course, me personally. I am not the one who should tell people what they should enjoy. Bi/Pan WLM and WLW, those are dynamics I truly enjoy. However, at the time, I was trying to fit in with what was popular. Truly, it didn't make me very happy because I just don't see it the way Dreamling shippers see it.
So I tried changing my angle. I tried to get into Calliope and Morpheus (I apologise, I do not know if they have their own little ship name). This one fitter me a bit better. However, I have personal issues with the concept of divorce, and I could never quite brush aside the fact that at the end... they were divorced. I even made a Calliope cosplay at the time and met Tom (loveliest person on Earth).
(I envisioned this ballerina Calliope cosplay, and for the most part, I made it work. This was my VERY first attempt at anything.)
He kind of convinced me to just read through the comics. And I did. And it all really fell into place. And Nuala of the Faerie became my spark. I want to make it clear that I love Nuala so much more and so BEYOND Sandflower. She is just so exceptional, so complex. I became SO excited to explore what the Internet could offer on her only to get...nothing. Absolutely nothing. Whatever little official art there was (three-five drawings and it was usually not even Nuala centered, she was just there) and two three pen drawings on DivienArt made in 2010.
Now, one thing about me is that I am persistent as all hell. And it is completely out of line that Thessaly is a "main character," but Nuala isn't. So, in January, I had a very "If no one is going to do it, I will" moment. I began talking about her every day. Analysing, sharing panels, commissioning artists (uni student making commissions, I was kinda of crazy for that one. I made one commission once and then had 20 bucks left for the week to buy food) and every minute since January until today, I do it all for her. Because she deserves to be recognized. Nuala is no less than Lucien/ne or the Corinthian. I have an ask sitting in my inbox that I simply don't know how to answer:
"Why do you think "x" is more popular than Nuala?"
I do not know, to be honest. Frankly, I also try not to care. Because my love for Nuala is not based on bringing other characters of the Sandman down. I do this to uplift her to a status where one day, I won't be the only person on the Nuala tag (I was SO happy the other day when like five new people had made art, SO happy) and not the only one on the Sandflower tag (that is ONLY me for now). And until then, I will be the only one. It's okay. And when I no longer have to be, I will sit back and enjoy the fruits of my hard work.
This may appear very self-centered to those who do not know me, but those who do will tell you I work day and night for her. I have a 70k Sandflower fic, 50k of which is only its first arc, just sitting in my google Docs. I have sketches upon sketches. I talk with artists about more commissions and how to make it so she gets a new outreach. I have conversations and try to introduce her to as many people as possible until they notice her and care for her at least a fraction of how much I do. She inspired me to try sewing and really get to cosplay a SOLID version of her (still working on that).
(I sewed most of the outfit and and it was my second attempt to do anything from scratch. I'll get better at it 🪷🌿🩷)
I like to think she would love it. She only ever longed to be loved. And I love my girl.
So much. We help each other every day. We exist together. And when her actress joins our little triangle, we will make the perfect fairy. The perfect personification of womanhood the way I see it.
My Nuala (Lala, Lali, Lalita, flower, the pearl, sun, if I missed any of my moots nicknames for her, hit me up).
So that's it, dear Tumblr. I am afraid you won't be able to mention Nuala of the Faerie without me because somewhere in May, we started co-existing.
And we are not going anywhere.
Love,
Li and Nuala 🪷🌿🩷
#A little intro meta from me#the sandman#nuala#nuala of the faerie#nuala the sandman#the sandman netflix#the sandman comics#tom sturridge#morpheus#dream of the endless#cosplay#sandman meta#introductory post#admin intro
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Jumin Han x Elegant! reader part 2!
Outline: Jumin with a elegant wife
Characters: Jumin Han
Warnings: Only for female readers. Might be a bit ooc
Sorry if this was a bit short.
Wedding
Yup we're gonna completely skip the proposal and go straight to the wedding. (Because I'm a bit lazy)
The wedding was... Big. And very expensive. Jumin wanted to make this the most memorable day in your life, so he went all out with the wedding. He insisted on paying for your wedding dress, but since he was already paying for everything, you decided to pay it yourself. Of course, you being the elegant queen you are, you wanted a gorgeous, elegant dress. And after a long day, you couldn't really find the perfect dress. So, Jumin suggested to get a custom made wedding dress. And once again offered to hire one, but again, you declined (because you are too kind) After all, being elegant is not just about the looks. You were able to work with the designer to design the PERFECT dress. And oh my god, the look on Jumin was priceless. He had to quickly fix his composure though. He invited all the RFA members for you to meet, and even offered for you to join RFA (its up to you if you accept or not).
RFA members opinions
After becoming wife and husband, a lot of the RFA members have noticed that he's changed a bit. He came into the chatrooms more, often talking about you, and he would be a little more considerate of others, thanks to your influence. He also shares a lot of photos of you in the chatrooms, slightly bragging about how lucky he was to have you.
Zen was SO shocked about the sudden consideration Jumin now has for him. Before, he would constantly tease Zen with Elizabeth the 3rd, but now, he doesn't do it as often. But he is also a bit jealous of Jumin. He kinda thought that he would be the first RFA member to date, or even marry someone. So when Jumin shared the news of their marriage, he was a little jealous and said that he didn't really deserve you. (As shown in Jumin's official after story). But he's come to accept it now.
Jaehee is relieved that you influenced him to be more nicer to people. Now, she has time for breaks and can finally rest. Now that you're there, you're the one to look after Elizabeth the 3rd, leaving Jaehee cat-free! Unfortunately, you are also sometimes busy, so she's still forced to take care of her. But at least it's less often. (Unless you're also busy like Jumin, then she would not be happy).
Yoosung thinks youre super kind, like Rika. He really envies how you are confident in who you are, and how you know you're valuable. He sometimes has a hard time with that, since he always thinks he's the least interesting person in RFA. As well, he notices how you have polite manners, a little bit similar to Jumin. You can also handle conversations really well, almost nothing catches you off guard, you hide most of your emotions behind a graceful smile. He knows why Jumin fell for you.
You and V got along quite well. You both have nice conversations with eachother, talking about various different topics, from Jumin's childhood, to V's photographs etc. And when Jumin asked if you could join RFA, he said he didn't mind, you seemed like a pretty secretive person, so he felt like he could trust you with information. Of course, he and Seven both have to do a background check first before you join. But overall, he thinks that inviting you should be alright.
707 thought you were a chill person, you slightly giggled at his jokes and you seemed like you enjoyed his company (which made Jumin a tiny bit jealous). V asked him to do a background check on you, and he was slightly relieved when he found that you had a safe background. Since he kinda wanted you to join.
When you're a ballerina as a hobby
When he found out you were a ballerina, he made an entire ballet practice room just for you. This is so you don't need to walk that far to practice, and it was more efficient this way. As well, whenever you had a show, he would ALWAYS come. No matter what, he would somehow find time in his busy schedule to come to your show. Several times, meetings were delayed to make time for your show. You always said that he didn't need to come any time, but he insisted on coming. Plus, you were pretty happy that he was so supportive.
One time, you were starring in Swan Lake, and he was stoked. He even invited the RFA members to come. (Believe it or not, he invited Zen, since he knew Zen would probably enjoy this). Everyone was mesmerized. You were just so... BEAUTIFUL. Even Yoosung enjoyed it, which Jumin was slightly surprised about.
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this is random but you mentioned you're a professional ballerina right? and like.. do you ever skip your training? im trying so hard to stay consistant at the gym but its becoming harder to deal with😓😓
hello 💓 i don't skip my trainings/rehearsals, it's part of my job to stay in shape and know upcoming performances for example by heart, i'd get fired immediately 🧍🏻♀️
especially in ballet if you aren't pushing through it, they'll just replace you like there's plenty of people wanting the spot i have right now, which is one of my greatest motivations to keep going and giving more each day. 🙇🏻♀️ but also, you shouldn't compare your gym experience with my work which is my livelyhood and how i make money, going to the gym for you should be to just do something good for your body and moving it.
speaking of consistancy for example, sure many people struggle with it but you do not need to go to the gym every single day right from the start 💓 maybe try once a week, and if you find it to be easy either increase it or let it be like that for a while. do not stress yourself, the fact you at least try shows me that you are dedicated enough to pull through 💓
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You talk about how a man will move mountains for the woman he actually wants, a lot. I see this type of attitude in religious circles quite often. I had a friend who went to bible study for a month and when her husband finally had the courage to talk to her, his first words were “I’m going to marry you one day.” They were married within a year. He knew from the moment he laid eyes on her that she was going to be his wife.
I personally find her story off putting because it didn’t seem like he even stopped to consider that she might not like him back. In his mind, she was going to be his and that was the only option. There was no alternative ending in his story. It has misogynistic undertones, like women don’t have a choice in a man’s mind. Like where is the mutual love and respect? The time to grow and love each other? Fortunately, they actually were made for each other. I can’t imagine either one of them with anyone else.
I struggle with how to feel about this to be honest. Depending on the context and relationship, it can be seen as stalking or romantic.
In some cases, this possessive entitled approach would be labeled as abusive like in the Ballerina Farms situation (have you heard about it? If you could, can you share your thoughts about it). But other times it’s seen as a romantic chase that every woman should strive for. Normally, a woman being chased by the son of a billionaire would be every woman’s fantasy. But because they are Mormon and he had a stipulation for how his wife should be in their relationship, his pursuit is seen as abusive and problematic???
Refusing to leave a woman alone after she has denied advances multiple times is called stalking and harassment. But it seems like every woman has a scenario in which that behavior is perfectly okay. Usually if he buys her lavish gifts and becomes more extravagant with each occasion, then a woman will change the definition from him being a creep to him being The One.
I can understand why men are confused about how to pursue women these days because even as a woman, I get mixed signals when I listen to other women talk. Sometimes I get lost lol
Religious or not, if a man wants to be with a woman, he will make it happen.
Most recently a man moved countries to be able to pursue me and didn't even hesitate to propose (he proved his point). But if he did that knowing that I wasn't interested in him at all? Yeah THAT’S worrisome.
I think that every relationship has its unique background and context so its hard to judge all of them and decide whether the mans pursuit is genuine and romantic or creepy. Only the two people involved really know.
Ballerina Farm is a whole separate topic that I can post about if you let me know what your specific question about it is for me besides my thoughts on it?
The only men that are confused about how to pursue a woman tend to be the ones that are chronically online overthinking everything or don’t have a good male figure to teach them how to pursue a woman properly. Or both.
I have teenage nephews that are better gents than most of these grown men out here (sadly).
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