#its really fun tbj

[real-odark]

favorite activity hmmmm probably lying

[engagemythrusters]

okay. ahsoka. here we go

Immediately a fan of the music. Did they get the same people as TBOBF and The Mandalorian? The Ludwig person? Forgot the name…

INTRO CRAWL?! DAMNNNNN

But also red? Why red crawl?

Why is she searching for Thrawn not Ezra. Like I know the two left together but you think Ezra would be the priority. Not thrawn.

Aaand there’s the ship. Always start Star Wars with a ship.

Uuuugh my pirate site keeps buffering. Booooooooo

“They’re jedi” okay vibe but are they actually. Or is it those sorta-Sith guys

Ugh okay my annoying I have to go without subtitles now… :/ tbjs js gonna be hard

Okay that was a very Star Trek move. Why. For what.

YEAH ITS THOSE SITHLIKE BITCHES

Shin Hati evil love that for her. Love evil gorls

Evil granpa got shoulders daaamn love that for him

Ah it’s Bad Wig Girl.

God seriously why are the wigs so bad. Fucjing Disney. Boo.

Man I miss when Star Wars had cool titles. Phantom Menace. Return of the Jedi. Now it’s just fuckin NAMES.

Oooo interesting place. Old jedi temple? Looks like it.

Aaand her Lekku and Montrals still look like shjt styrofoam.

Okay fun lightsaber trick. At least theh didn’t forget how cool Ahsoka Tano is.

Wonder if we’ll see Morai…

Oh wow. Ahsoka wearss lipgloss ig. Okay.

This is very slow paced. Move a lil girl.

Those remind me a lil of the Zeffo spheres. But if they were filled. Idk maybe I’m making a connection that isn’t there. I just really like Star Wars Jedi games. Their lore was WAY COOL.

What do droids need capes for tho. Like why. That’s literally so fuckin impractical

UH DAVID TENNANT rip

RAMP JUMP RAMP JUMP RAMP JUMP

God I love T-6 shuttles. Best Star Wars ship. I mean other than bobas. But yeah T-6 sexiest SW ship

Do we get to see Sabine soon I miss her

OH MY GOD HERA

OHHHHHHHHH MY GOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

THE GASP I JUST GUSP

Okay her makeup and contacts really really suck

Hera just. Disbelieving. I get it. She’s so hurt she can’t let herself hurt anymore.

“Does that mean Ezra—“ WEEPING

Hera “oh my god more jedi bullshit I can never escape” Syndulla

SHES NOT FORCE SENSITIVE LEAVE HER ALONE

YAY SABINEEEEEE

Oh lothal so so pretty

RYDER hi!

EZRA MONUMENT?!

Ohhh it’s that wall

Ohhhhhh weeping

SABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

Oh she’s not there

Hehe I love her

OH IS THA—YEDSSS JAI

I love u Jai

God look at them. Look at the wall. Christ. Kanan…

Hehe sabine

SPECTER?! YOURE NOT ALLOWED THAT. YOU DONT DESERBE IT. THATS FOR THE FAMILY. THATS FOR! FAMILY!!!!

Sabine u shit hehe

This is a good actress for her 10/10 thank you for giving yourself to our beloved explosions girl

“She’s crazy” yeah she had years of being stupid with Ezra to make her nuts xoxo

TOWER TOWER TOWER

OHHH KITTH KITTH KITTY AAAH

What’s the kitties name

Ohh it even uses the same loth cat sounds from the show AND real kitty sounds

What’s the NAME of kittyyyyy

Oh Ezra’s stuff 😭

EZRAAAAAAA

“More than others” WHAT?! Okay. Not sure what that means.

YES SISTER OKAY YES. NO SHIPPING. JUST SISTER. AND BROTHER.

Not sure that I like the change that recording brought. But. It’s okay I’ll accept it.

Evil gorl <3

SHES A DUCKIN NIGHTSISTER?!

WHYD she choose such a bland ass name then?!?!!

INQUISITOR?!!!

THATS AN INQUISITOR

SABINE IS NOT FORCE SENSITIVE *FUCK YOU* LITERALKY S4 OF REBELS CONFIRMED IT SO HARD THAT CHANGING IT WOULD MAKE THIS THE STUPIDEST THING EVER IN THE HISTORY OF STAR WARS

oh my god. Jesus that was force shit wasn’t it. Fuck that oh my fod DONT MAKE HER FORCE SENSITIVE YOU DUMB FUCKS. IM SO FUCKING MAD.

Haircut time?

No not yet.

That was CRAP dialogue. That was HORRIBLE. Wow. Oh my god fire these writers. So hard.

I do love this music tho. It’s p good.

Okay so far it does NOT make sense how ahsoka arrives at the tower at the end of rebels. This isn’t fair. I loved that scene so much.

Awww chopper drawing.

Okay she’s a puzzle maker now as well as an artist? That’s dumb

GOD SHES NOT. FORCE. SENSITIVE.

THIS IS SO FUCJING STUPID THIS IS DUMB!!!

SHES! NOT!! FORCE!!! SENSITIVE!!!!

And she’s gonna steal it isn’t she hehe she is def Ezra’s sister >:)

Huyang like “I taught this”

Luke so not the only jedi he was meant to be hehe I mean k get it. But also it’s so dumb 😂

SHE DID IT HEHE I LOVE U SABINE

Sad that they didn’t make Lothals mountains just like the ones in the real series.

Towerrr

Kittyyyy

WHAT JS KITTY NAME PLEAS TELL ME

callin him Turkeyleg until told otherwise

Sigh I miss Ezra.

Fucking miss Kanan. It still hurts so much.

It’s been so long does Sabine still hurt? Does she still miss him the way she used to?

Heraaaa hiii 🥰

Hera knows her daughter

Okay so why is holograms so. Sounding like this. It’s more… MORE. Than how they used to sound. Is technology worsening or some shit?? Don’t like that.

Ahsoka stop being MEAN TO MY SABINE.

Yeah SNIPS. Ha.

Heras greatest strength is that she is understanding above all else. And I love her sm for it.

FATHER SON DAUGHTER RIGHT

I better be

Palm hand fist…

Oh.

Okay fine.

Hhhh.

SHES SO SMART I LOVE HERRRRRR

Mr Tukeyleg

OH NO DONT HURT SABINE OR TURKEYLEG

Ah shit yeah I figured

Nothing will ever be easy for her. Nor for ezra.

HELMET

*HIS SABER*

SHES NOT FUCKING FORCE SENSITIVE OKAH

She can use a lightsaber and she can use the Darksaber BUT BY GOD SHE IS NOT FORCE SENSITIVE

Why are u flying so slow 😭

OH MY Fod

OH MY GOD NO SABINE

No not my girl 😭

Oh is that the end ep 1?

Oh who is Ray? Rest well, Ray <3

Ep two coming in a sec.

[haruspexs]

AAAAAA THIS IS PERFECT

The falling bit has me giggling every time I think about it IDISK. As one of my friends said, "When you fall you make the fucking Minecraft skeleton sound." That's what I'm imagining. That's Octavian falling. He's such a damn loser it's perfect.

But GOD Octavian secretly caring a lot about the Seven is so!!! Prepares snacks like the big brother he is. He got it from taking care of Jason. He tries to logically explain it like "You need to stay healthy for battle" or something. During the quest, he packs the bags they carry when they go do an errand somewhere. He makes sure it has what each person is known to need.

And he TOTALLY got on Nico with Will about shadow traveling. Nico gets yelled at by two blonde dudes about not passing out, one is his boyfriend and the other is his boyfriend's brother. A nightmare.

Annabeth is definitely the first one to realize that Octavian actually starting to like the Argo crew. When he does something weirdly specific but helpful she just looks at him. Like an "I know" face. Octavian just makes a face at her and continues what he's doing. Annabeth also tries to slightly push the others into trusting Octavian. Maybe because he reminds her of a lamer skinnier Luke. I don't know! Pushing the Annabeth Octavian friendship agenda as hard as I can.

Someone said that Hazel and Octavian have sea sickness parties which is really funny in my head. Sure, Hazel hates Octavian for blackmailing her even if it was because he was getting manipulated. But they have brief moments of mildly uncomfortable bonding because of the ocean. Turning green from the boat rocking with your kind of enemy friend acquaintance! Fun for the whole family?

But yes I LOVE TBJS AU!!!! And I love talking to you about it and its ideas haha. Honestly the first big Octavian discussion we had got me less scared of using Tumblr. Now I can have more thousand word Octavian talks with you without feeling like I'm being annoying, it's great ^u^

More. Good Octavian? Octavian is an Argo II +1? AU. I should give it a name.

He stops wearing his toga 24/7 and opts to just turn it into a shitty belt.

I Imagine he slowly realizes the influence of Gaea he has, and starts helping the Seven. He sits tied up for a little while just doing things for the crew until they start trusting him. He carries a stuffed animal for emergency heruspexs and he uses a dagger when he needs to fight.

I’m not sure what else to add, I’ll be calling the AU 7+1!Octavian (since he’s a +1 to the Seven, like Nico)

[friedesgreatscythe]

I would write more little things for Akechi and the protag--or for any fic, really--but my health problems and mental duress are finally translating into writable elements, and I want to take advantage of that while I’m capable of it.

So I hand wrote twelve (hah!) pages by hand of the original EOHA and I’m super proud of them, even though the story has a long way to go before it’s as polished as I would like. I think this pass through, I’m just focusing solely on retooling the prose. Removing all the things that make it a fic, inserting everything that makes it original. It’s tiresome work, because I am removing bones and organs and trying to have the story keep its shape at the same time. But it’s also kiiind of important. Like, The Bell Jar important. I don’t think the story is as iconic as TBJ, but it’s in a similar vein of “I must write this to survive because it’s my story.” Like Emilie Autumn and The Asylum For Wayward Victorian Girls.

I just have to remind myself of that, I guess. I’m taking out old bones, putting in new ones. This story is important to me not to tell it. And if I have to put off fun writing in order to succeed at it, then I will. I have to.

I’ve got about 15.5k words done for the original rewrite. I’m on chapter four or five, I think? It’ll take a while to finish it, but it’ll be fun to finish. All my horrors and fear and fury about the 2016 election and the current state of America, plus my interest in Fallout-esque satire and classic Hollywood, is being folded into this. It’s cathartic but also exhausting. But it’s important. It’s something I want to do, just as much as I have to.