#its probably depression tbh
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screaming crying puking shitting pissing why doesnt anybody love farkas why does everyone shit all over him why do they agree with his baseless self-deprecation why why why why why
#he is so smart!!! he is so fuckign smart but everyone just treats him like shit#its genuinely so fucking depressing that he's just convinced that he's everything his brother is but Less#like no dude!!! youre literally so much More!!!!!#like i just want to give farkas a hug and lots of verbal reassurance#like everytime he says some shit ab like “oh youre probably looking for my brother hes the smart one :/” i wanna scream#like no baby im looking for you!! came here for You!! i hate this werewolf shit but i love you so im gonna fuckin do it!!#hes not a fucking icebrain hes a fireheart he has great joy and love burning within!!!!!#plus its dumb as FUCK for literally ANY of the companions to call him stupid. like you FUCKING RAISED HIM#if hes that fuckign dumb why didnt you guys.....oh idk...... fucking TEACH HIM BETTER#like eat shit i hate them tbh#and FUCK kodlak for that whole “hes too kindhearted” bullshit fuck you#fuck you kodlak youre so filled w heart that you wanna go to sovngarde you bitch you dont get to say shit ab other people's hearts#PLUS THE FACT THAT IT IMPLIES THAT BEING KIND = BEING UNINTELLIGENT#like FUCK that shit fuck that shit!!!!! you literally cannot be truly smart without also being truly kind!!!!!!!! its fuckin impossible!!!#farkas the smartest one in there frfr#personal#skyrim#farkas
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mindless rambling in tags don't mind me
#not art post#rambling in tags because i can and its MY BLOG#anyway its about tdp *waits* ok for the three of you that actually care#someone retweeted one of my threads from 2019 after s2 dropped (imo the BEST tdp season) and i reread it#and tbh i am still right about viren's characterization#obviously canon changed some things but TO BE REAL..... i dont care what the writers say bc i had beef since s3#how am i supposed to believe any viren and callum parallels and callbacks when they..... havent talked since when?#and uhhh viren's demise lol i expected it but wow i am not happy with the lead up to it#more cool and eloquent people put it in better words on twitter and probably tumblr too idk i just say things and hope they make sense#anyway viren is still the very real traumatized angry severely depressed old man from s2... his life was just revealed to be so much worse#like damn. he was poor he was orphan he got divorced and then a stupid mirror started ruining his life even more#yes the mirror was the start of it why do you think aaravos revealed himself after viren's firey break down#aaravos went i can make him worse and ran with it#should viren go to prison? yeah i never once denied that lmao but god he and his family were really the ones to suffer in the show#at least viren is gone so i can just *plucks him out of the dirt and morphs him into my own oc* (im for real)#i got maybe more to say but this is long and im lazy and im not too smart so i will just move on#i will watch s7................................... i GUESS and if you find salt i will probably be there lol
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This meme been hauting my mind for a while now, so I'm gonna release it here.
#pokemon horizons#pokemon amethio#pokemon dot#pokemon liko#pokemon roy#anipoke#I personally believe that both Ame and Liko have Autism its just Liko was diagnosed since childhood and Amethio was ignored-#Also Roy probably has ADHD and Dot has Depression#But I'm not really sure about it tbh#Anyway- Mentally ill kids go#I am a shame to my society /proudly#My insomniac decisions
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tbh i love that that ask game ended up being like a rundown of the most concerning dragons florabrisa has to offer dfsgsdf
top 10 dragons in florabrisa to worry about for various reasons: 1. Marglobe (Mirror who only eats tomatoes) 2. Ghiaccia (explosive alchemist banned from nature flight) 3. Pogonip (very fast and reckless flier with sharp horns) 4. Yazeena (severe alcoholic, very burned out) 5. Paragon (an alcoholic jerk) 6. Falcata (a depressed jerk) 7. Macaroon (vegetatian Coatl, but takes better care of herself than Marglobe) 8. Xana and Iolite (hoarding highly illegal and experimental tech, hiding from the Lightning Police) 9. Dardo and Uluru (thieves with high profile victims, hiding from the Wind Police. in Wind.) 10. Jovial i guess. just a 28 year old who's still very immature and does stupid stuff dfgsg he's a bad influence on Squeak :c
#probably not quite the right order tbh but i think its reads the best. shoutout to clash too. shes fine but her childhood was a Lot dfgsf#tw alchoholism#tw depression#florabrisa#pheel talk#also omg baileya is on the run from lightning police too. but they're not actually in florabrisa so they cant count.#their being caught wouldnt have any consequences on the clan anyway. unlike 8 and 9 over there dfgsfd#also omg i just remembered pibb. she came up for one of the asks too. shes mostly fine though tbh dfgsdfg b'elanna too for that matter
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What do you think Mine’s reaction to Masato / Aoki be like?
tbh they'd probably be. amicable. at the very least.
#snap chats#like they have similar values its just that mine's more openly depressed about his belief system and doesn't take pride in it like aoki#i talked about this before omg thats so funny... but yeah no aoki's more proud of 'how the world is'. prob cause he's 'on top' of it#mine begrudges the fact he needs material goods to be useful to people#meanwhile aoki's happy to exploit others if it means he advances. for the most part anyway#he only really starts to show some regret when confronted by ichi. and get the shit kicked out of him for twenty minutes#wait i was rewatching the cutscene and started to throw up cause i got reminded of me in high school again aoki you're 42 stop this#Back On Track Though. mine and aoki had similar pursuits: attain power to be loved thats the core of it in simple terms#they went about it differently ofc: for mine money was power and for aoki popularity was power. Both Very True TBH but anyway#mine realized that even with money his person wasnt valued#and aoki realized that even with recognition people didn't value his character. sins the arakawas. fcukin dummy#i mean aokis a jackass so no wonder but thats not the point of this. fuckfest of tags#they wouldnt be friends. aoki's incapable of friendship and mine would probably quickly recognize aoki as being power hungry#i think mine's been in enough business meetings And Knows Enough About Politics to recognize Professional Fakerism when he sees it#actually do you think mine'd be swindled by any 'kindness' aoki expressed like when kanda left him and he thought he just went to get help.#that shit was wack LMAO BUT REGARDLESS idk i have to go to class soon so im not gonna spend too much time thinking of this#if they needed to they'd just use each other for whatever purpose they needed the other for. idk why mine would need aoki tho#TLDR mine probably wouldnt think too differently of aoki compared to any other power-hungry freak#we can revisit this topic when. im not learning about JP history vjERJALKJ
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Ngl my best friend and I are doing a kind of rewrite of totk for fun and like. We had a more nuanced story in around thirty minutes, and I kind of want to work on it more. Here's the thing though, it's so easy to write this as a good story because it has so much potential, and it's like you said!! Taken at face value it's so boring!! I'm genuinely so frustrated with this!!
I know, right? Something I've noticed is that like literally anytime I mention the story being kinda shit, it takes like maybe a minute for people to look at the existing setup and think of something more interesting. Like, I briefly complained about the boring writing in a youtube comment, and I've seen three different people reply to that with more compelling takes on the story using very minor fixes. There's just so many bad decisions in the writing, I have no idea how the fuck Nintendo thought this was acceptable.
I mean goddamn, even putting aside all of the Everything with the imperialism in the memories, the memories existing at all is a horrible decision! They seriously made a role playing game where 95% of the story occurs in the past, where the only involvement the player has is our character being namedropped a few times. It worked in BOTW, because Link was there the whole fucking time, and also the memories WEREN'T the story - that was everything leading up to the actual plot kicking off! If a player just totally ignored the memories, the only real consequence was that you didn't really get to know Zelda! If you ignore the memories in TOTK, you are missing the entire fucking plot.
It's such an easy fix too, I mean ffs if the ancient past is where everything interesting is going to happen, just send Link and Zelda back in time together. Link can actually interact with the story and characters, he can develop his own beef with Ganondorf instead of them literally having nothing to do with each other beyond other people saying they should fight, and it'd fix the gaping plot hole of literally all the Sheikah tech being gone - none of it's been built yet. The story could take Link through working with the Sages, finding a way to heal the decayed Master Sword - fuck, he could even wield the ancient Master Sword in its place while he's in the past! They fight Ganon, seal him away, then for the grand finale Link and Zelda return to the modern day Hyrule shortly after they left, and discover it's basically an apocalypse kicking off, because why would Ganon bother to just wait for his enemies to get ready to stop him, he can just go apeshit the second he's free of the seal. This works in story, but also excuses the finale having some railroading - the chaos of the apocalypse stops Link from going off track, ensuring the devs don't need to put in the entire BOTW map just for that one finale sequence. Link retrieves the formerly decayed Master Sword from wherever he left it to heal for the last ten thousand years, and then him and Zelda go fuck up Ganon together, for real this time. Bam, problem solved. Link's in the actual plot, Zelda gets to actually exist for more of the story than just the ending cutscene, there's a reason for the map being completely different, and the Sheikah tech isn't just retconned into non-existence. Fuck, they could explain the runes being gone as just Zelda dropping the Sheikah Slate in the chaos before being yeeted into the past, or the slate being hit by Gloom and destroyed as well. Also, the expanded list of monsters and old monsters having different designs to include the new horns makes sense; they're ten thousand years in the past, of course things are different. Yeah it'd suck that we wouldn't really get to see the characters from BOTW, but... come on. They barely did anything with them anyways.
Alternatively, they could just do the story in the past with Zelda as the player character, if they're that hellbent on ensuring Link isn't allowed to do anything. It'd be a really cool twist! They wouldn't even need to change the gameplay that much, it's been years since the Calamity and Zelda's been travelling around with Link the whole time, it makes perfect sense that she would have learned how to fight over the years, and Link teaching her would give her a very similar fighting style.
It would have been so easy to give the game a more interesting story, it's just embarrassing that they fucked it up so badly.
#tears of the kingdom#not tagging as spoilers cause we're not talking about how the game actually went#i actually have two different re-writes for totk that im sort of planning lmaoo#one of them is just the game but digging into the fucked up implications of everything (its lowkey a salt fic i guess)#the other one is just an AU where Link falls instead of Zelda at the start#so i had to figure out how the story works without anyone time travelling (since link cant and zelda doesnt need to)#and from there it spiralled into a total overhaul of the plot and worldbuilding#and yes zelda is the protagonist of the AU while link is the one thats missing#spoiler alert link is in the depths getting absolutely destroyed by ganon. and not in the fun way#i probably wont write the first one tbh its too depressing to be fun#but the fallen link AU is very interesting and will hopefully go somewhere
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Maybe I've finally made peace with being aro, I didn't even realise it was valentine's day until it was like 11pm and I was frying up some beef mince for nachos lol
#personal#made guac and salsa too but it was very halfhearted#im having a worse period than normal so im in that weird combo of wanting to eat everything and having a smaller appetite than usual#probably why i was craving calorie dense stuff like chocolate and nachos tbh but like. i dont enjoy calorie dense foods#i enjoy eating too many fruits and destroying my body with sugar#i want to eat half of the amazing watermelon i just cut open but i could only eat a nornal person sozed serving before i felt sick#this is so depressing#i ate two (2) slices like some dainty princess#and not the watermelon goblin who was put onto this earth to destroy watermelons#its sunmer i should be having unrestrained summer fun and eating fruit :(#worst period ive had in a while tbh
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Yellowjackets + Song Parallels
"All Eyes On Me" - Julie and the Phantoms (sung by Savannah Lee May)
Jackie (from Shauna's point of view, probably)
"Brutal" - Olivia Rodrigo
Jackie (from Jackie's point of view, probably)
#yellowjackets#brainrot#headcanon#yj song parallels 05/?#yj song parallels 06/?#jackie taylor#jackie yellowjackets#ngl jackie seemed depressed even before the crash#only things that make jackie remotely happy: soccer and shauna#i was gonna put “I hate it here” by taylor swift#but that's more shauna than jackie tbh#also lowkey#“good graces” the sabrina carpenter song has parts that sound like “all eyes on me”#i said probably because its a headcanon#all eyes on me jatp#brutal olivia rodrigo
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I think it's a hatecrime against me that there aren't any slugs as big as the giant African snail. Why do the snails get to have all the fun I just want a giant slime noodle.
#I don't want to keep a snail as a pet because theyre kinda prone to shell injuries#and then they die. id be in a constant state of stress#i can't have tarantulas even though i really want to for the same reason - spiders molt and they can actually fuck up#and they fuck up kinda frequently. and if they fuck up they die#because they either tear off their organs in an attempt to free themselves or they essentially turn themselves to stone#or they suffocate. i know that I'd be extremely stressed every da#id be like 'what if it happens what if they fuck up molting i have to stand here on guard in case they start molting and mess up'#because sometimes if you're really fucking lucky you CAN manage to save them. but you have to#be there on time and you have to pray. because its much easier for you to kill them than save them#and i would never forgive myself for that#in general it's very stressful for me to keep pets who don't have very clear signals of joy and displeasure/pain because i#constantly worry about possibly taking bad care of them and them being unhappy#i loved my hamster but i did breathe a breath of relief when she died of old age because every day with her was just#so unbelievably stressful for me. i wouldn't help but be preoccupied with trying to figure out if i was doing something incorrectly#if i was a bad foster parent to her if she was content etc etc#she was a great hamster but the experience was very much 0/10 for me i would never own a hamster again#in the same vein i probably couldn't have a tarantula due to this as well.#plus tbh I didn't even want a hamster my parents got her for me because they wanted me to feel obligated not to kill myself#they said that if i killed myself they wouldn't care for her and she'd die so i had to stay alive.#a part of me knew they were bullshitting but it still freaked me out super hard and made me unimaginably anxious about#getting run over or anything happening to me and paradoxically that made me even more suicidal and depressed#didn't help that my mother didn't even believe in her own plan and accused me of planning to kill myself AND my hamster#she accused me of that several times. I've always had a lot of intrusive thoughts about hurting animals so it#made me break down and self harm every time. obviously that made my mother even angrier and many a time it led to#her accusing me of being a danger to her and others#if she felt particularly hysterical she screamed i was just like my father and that she feared me as much as she had feared him#when he still had a gun. you can imagine how that made me feel considering i jsed to have nightly night terrors about my father#killing my mother.
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it is always a little funny to me when people try to make psychologists and psychiatrists out to be the only people ever capable of being able to accurately diagnose mental illnesses and disorders and that their word is law as a way to criticize self diagnosis when like. once i was hospitalized and the psychiatrist there who i had not even known for more than a day tried to diagnose me as bipolar despite me having No history of mania because he.. couldn't really understand why i acted the way i did i guess???
#milgran't#tw hospital#tw psych ward#i just randomly remembered this (i say randomly as if i dont know exactly why im thinking about this stuff). dont mind me#tbh i should make a tag for like. more personal posts. but. idk what to make the tag name..#oh well#apologies for not being cool and collected and expressing things that show that im a human with emotions and needs recently#The Holidays are probably. one of the worst times of the year for me </3#its not even seasonal depression or whatever its just Oh Jesus Oh Fuck Oh God (gets hit by 99999 trauma bullets)#that psychiatrist sucked SOOOO fucking bad btw#trying to prematurely diagnose me as bipolar was one of the tamest things he did during my stay#i hate him i genuinely hope he dies <3#tbh i think he actually did. Break The Law with me. he probably couldve argued it was for the safety of others bc im crazy :3. but.#sometimes i just Remember That and im like. huh. hey what the fuck actually#but seriously. so many mental health professionals just make you sit there and go. .. how the FUCK did you get your license??????#ive heard some of The Most ''oh only people who are completely ignorant about mental health say this!'' type of shit from professionals#idk why im the one being labelled as insane when they think saying some of that shit is okay and professional MFKDLSFMDSf
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Save me luffy.... luffy... luffy save me from having a job
#if you dont see me around for some days its because im going tru my emo era <- depression#happy one piece day to all who celebrate it was yesterday but its still op day in my heart#idk yesterday i was hit with a massive 'whats even the point of it all' wave and i cant get out#im going to fail my test on tuesday for sure i dont want to go to uni i feel ugly and stupid well whatever#still have to work just to be broke right away and complain about it on here and feel like an asshole#because theres people who are doing so much worse#feeling like this since july tbh but its hitting worse now. probably because of the test i should he studying for#anyway. lots of love to my beautiful mutuals see you in like a week
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#idk man. i think im just gonna post any remaining art i have and then just quit. it just isnt fun anymore? idk#life mostly isnt fun anymore tbh. i had a bad night/morning at work and just. its making me think abt things#mainly the thought that keeps running through my head is whats the point?#i think the only thing that makes me happy rn is my dogs. one is turning 10 next week and thats making me v depressed on top of everything#maybe ill change my mind lmao i probably will but. even thinking abt being creative makes me so sad for some reason#which sucks! everything fucking sucks the only emotions i feel lately is anger depression anxiety and embarrassment#and ive been trying to be optimistic but theres only so much positivity in me. i cant do this shit anymore#maybe things will get better or at least not get worse but that seems unlikely#ignore me
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Disney needs to treat the PJ series like Netflix does Bridgerton bc I wanted Season 2 by early next year!!!
Starting the process this fall is NOT cutting it get those kids on set 2DAY😭
#im glad its already in the works though#but that means were gonna get season 2 late 2025 at best. probably 2026 tbh & thats depressing 😭#percy jackson#percy jackson series#starzalign#pjo season 2#nerds really won tho like lets fucking gooooo 🦾🦾🦾
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whenever a footballer does something shitty I always think about the people who run fan accounts about them...do you know how hard it is to change your layout so instantly like that?
#daniel.txt#delete later#like its impressive + depressing that they have to let go of somoene who was probably very special to them#I have a lot of respect for those people tbh. specifically the ones who are able to distance themselves from the player.#people who stan a player but can recognize their slip-ups are the best kind of people#football
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today I get to go see old friends with whom it will never be the same. yippee
#vwoop.noises#At present I have 2 irls and tbh Girl I Kinda Knew is so much less agonizing#Than my very best friend who Just Isn't anymore#Nothing is wrong with him and he probably doesn't think anything's wrong with me#But. Agonies Forever#AND ITS PROBS MY FAULT i got weird and depressed and such
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theres just something very magical about looking at the weather app and it going "oh yeah the sun will go down today at 5.30pm" like
winter is almost over you guysssss
#longer and brighter days help me a lot tbh#now just to get over the depressing remaining of the winter and the spring that'll last like a split second in like two months ough#this is probably my least favorite time of the year and my depression always manages to peak in these times but#at least its brighter for long outside. even if the sun is nowhere to be seen for a lot of the time lmao#night is an absolute mess on main
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