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im not liking the mothers by brit bennett as much as i thought i would 馃様
#her other book the vanishing half was literally like one of the best books ive ever read#and this one isnt bad but i just do not give a fuck abt these people#like the only reason ive made it this far is bc her writing is so good#also brit bennett came up w the time will pass anyway line first btw#also i wish the whole mothers thing was used more thro the story bc rn it just feels like a gimmick#its ok im still glad i read it#vinnie talks
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Here's why I think the Gojo bait is not great writing and why you should maybe think so too (Spoilers till jjk 260).
We've spent the last few chapter consistently establishing a few things about our protagonist (Yuuji) and our antagonist(Sukuna).
1. Yuuji's father's soul is a reincarnation of Sukuna's twin: This instantly creates a connection between Sukuna and Yuuji.
As if you needed one outside of Sukuna's constant mockery of his former vessel's lack of "competance", and that most of yuuji's biggest losses can be attributed to Sukuna, building his wrath brick by brick. But surely adds to it all.
2. Yuuji feels incredibly lonely right now: Anyone he's created any sort of meaningful (?) Bond with outside of just 'hey you're an ally I can fight alongside with' is currently either dead or greatly incapacitated.
3. Also ofc the absolute damage that Yuuji has started incurring on sukuna. Damage that the slew of sorcerors before him couldn't. Forget about everyone teaching him abou love, Yuuji will show him Burning Rage.
This while also having hinted at Yuuji being possibly strong enough to do so on his own. He can go head to head with the King Of Curses with or without the help of his fellow sorcerors once he is able to harness this power.
Anything that was Gojo vs Sukuna feels absolutely irrelevant with the build up that Gege themself has been creating through the past few chapters.
Gojo's form right at the end of the chapter undercuts the pacing completely. Readers are more interested in those last 2 panels of Gojo which are completely removed from and rather jarring to the buildup between Yuuji and Sukuna. Fan interest in Gojo isn't their fault because that's what the chapter makes you focus on.
The only way I see this continue the buildup is if this is somehow Yuuji's doing or done with his knowledge, in which case it'd have been better to end the chapter by showing that Yuuji is aware of it and has an ace up his sleeve, bringing it back to the 2 relevent characters, and for people to stew in what Yuuji could be up to for a week.
But no matter what Gojo's visage there means, Yuuji in this moment has been so greatly undermined, not by his lack of strength, not by Sukuna outright demeaning him, but by the writing itself. By Gege.
And oh, how Yuuji deserves better.
#this has been brewing in me since leaks were forced down my throat#ive seen people say its yuuta because he's the current strongest but yuuta has already fought sukuna he does not need such a grand entrance#itd just be anticlimactic#also seen people say sukuna is seeing this in his last moment: no way are these his last moments what are you saying#and even if that's the case it once again is undercutting YUUJI THE GUY HE HATES DOING THE MOST DAMAGE TO HIM#idk ive not seen any theory that has piqued my interest#but im glad to see enough people not buy that its gojo#because that just shows how absurd it would be at this point#i also think gojo fans should want better for the character they like than wanting him back like this#anyway#jjk#jjk spoilers#jjk meta#itadori yuuji#sukuna#gojo satoru#ryoumen sukuna#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jujutsu kaisen meta#jjk manga#jjk 260#itadori jin#these are just my thought and im just a guy on the interest ok pls be kind or normal if you disagree#but also thanks for reading this whole thing i feel like throwing up lol#i still think about that one thread someone made about how sukuna bwing Wasuke's twin would've made more sense because he's has way more#impact on yuuji's life and is literally the one who indirectly pushed yuuji in his beliefs and the jujutsu trajectory#do feel bad that he clearly knew everything that was going on#and was helpless because he was killed for knowing too much#long post#no nickel for niinnyu's thoughts
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chat htey fuckin jumpscared me while im trying to do my assignment
#this isnt xmen related but it can be if i try#i think enjoying james mcavoy comes with the territory of being a cherik enjoyer vjaeLKe thems just the strokes i dont make the rules#snap chats#'snap i thought you were sleeping' i was lying but it wasnt in bed i fear fjaELKEJ#no my prof has our assignments due at 8AM so i do them the night before WHATEVER its just reading news articles#and they put this ad at the bottom and i was term searching and i got jumpscared when the page jumped right to it#i saw the movie opening night and it was. the goofiest thing. the movie partially but My Night Mostly#cause at the beginning of the week i told my ma i was going to see it and she- trying to be a mother for the first time- was like#'oh we should watch it together :)' but as the time approaches she's like 'i mean do we HAAVE to watch it horror's traumatizing....'#im so glad i didnt go with my mom i know she woulda soured the whole thing for me she hates me and everything i love#like miss ma'am go AWAY i just went with my brother and the theater was virtually empty so we kept crackin jokes jvlkeakj#I STILL GENUINELY ENJOYED THE MOVIE THOUGH i should watch the og sometime but this was a good watch .... a fun one even...#this movie solidified the fact i love it when james plays- as he says- 'devilish' characters it is ACTUALLY primo to my life#so funny cause my bro and i still crack jokes about and reference it i didnt think he'd care bout it after we left but vjlkjlkja#ok im goig to bed for real now im tired and i wanna get up early to do work BYE
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JEFF SATUR - Dum Dum (MV)
#jeff satur#jeffsaturedit#kinnporsche cast#kp cast#dum dum#esmetracks#kinnporschesource#lextag#tosnimeat#userkimchi#userjap#juultag#becauseigtf#belleparkgif#hello its the dum dum mv#jeff ily but the dance still isn't working for me jshjskdksk#and ngl the translation in the mv isn't the most perfect english#i had to read the lyrics multiple times afraid i might have a typo or the wrong grammar sighhh#BUT glad that its done!!! also im loving the blue tones again in this just like the Hide mv aaahhhh#anywayyy my blogname is in the gifs alright so no reposters ok
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happy one year to her and one of my better opening lines for a fic <3
now, because i'm curious:
#to hell and back again#i genuinely can't believe it's a year but i guess that's how time works huh :')#anyway umm gonna leave some retrospective thoughts in the tags:#1. i hold this fic near to my heart but also have a very complicated relationship with it now-#mostly bc i feel like my writing has improved so much and it's hard for me to reread parts of this lol#2. i honestly feel like it's a product of its time? like i think if i was publishing it now people wouldn't like it nearly as much#(especially with the opening line wHICH HAS A POINT AND COMES FULL CIRCLE AT THE END OK JUST TRUST ME)#3. on a sadder note this also means it's been a year since we had to put my family's eldest dog down#i remember i was gonna post this first chapter later when i had finished another fic up#but then our dog just like. straight up started dying on my mom's bedroom floor#and my mom was too distressed/upset to take her to the vet so i had to put her in my car and take her on my own#and then had to go to work right after that#so yeah i was upset and was like 'well dammit im gonna post this then bc it's silly and makes me laugh and i am sad'#so yeah!! some thoughts and behind the scenes info for anyone who's bothered to read this many tags#idk these things just feel like Tags thoughts not Post thoughts#anyway thanks for all the love this one has gotten!! i'm glad people are still enjoying it though *will voice* it's been a year mike#byler
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its 4 am and well, im not doomscrolling but i have thoughts lol... i should turn them off and go back to sleep
#minhmy rambles#for the record right now im completely fine like. im not gonna let this stupid orange stop me#thankfully im relatively safe in my state and im so so glad for it but y'know. you never know#but yesterday i was busy w work and also loads of other things like Being Sick so didn't have the mental fortitude to keep up w everything#and i think its helped me like. im not gonna dwell on it. i shouldn't. yeah things Suck but id rather live my life day by day and Not/#self-destruct over it. and this is just me as well. ik everyone else is freaking out and you all have a right to. i just have to keep going#like its not me trying to be callous or y'know high and mighty for feeling better over it than others i don't wanna come off like that but.#i just feel safe here in hawaii things obvs still suck like i said and things can get worse esp for us but i feel safe here ill be ok#and i worry for my friends and everyone whose lives are impacted way more strongly than me and have a lot to worry about#like it could just be me being ignorant. or whatever. but i know everything is bad i just can't let it affect me rn#me rambling as if someones gonna read this and judge me so harshly...!!!#but its just the truth. im sad for everyone but i can keep going and so should you. i have so much to live for and if the only reason you/#have now is spite then you should do it. hey maybe someone will successfully kill the guy. instead of missing. but once these 4 years/#of hell are over we won't have him again. it might be even worse then#like in terms of presidential canididates. i know this. but its okay itll be okay#and i cant ask that ppl will adopt the same attitude as me lol i know im an outlier for sure but. its gonna be okay regardless#ill be okay despite being afab poc and Also autistic (ig i shouldn't look to getting a diagnosis yet which sucks..) but i'll Be Okay#and i hope everyone else will be too; in time.
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Hey so Snap this is going to be so fucking weird, but honestly don鈥檛 care. So I was watching a clip of Drag Race Philippines and it was the make over episode and I think they were making over family members and this father was all about getting into drag. So, I just wanted to tell you never forget how much of a lovely loving kind and caring father you have, who loves you and protects you and makes you feel heard. That鈥檚 all.
i'd have to die before i forget how great my dad is thank you for the opportunity to brag about him again anon
#snap chats#no smarmy one-sentence response i fear i never play about my dad's character and its been. A Month so i gotta be earnest#Comically And Topically tho i still wonder wtf my dad meant when he said 'i always thought of being a girl' when i opened up to him#part of me thinks he was just joking and thats probably it but also ....... //audible confusion + vine boom + eyebrow quirking//#its so funny you brought up my dad though i was thinking of visiting him this weekend#last week my Bitch Ass Mom wanted to watch a movie with me and since speak no evil was coming out i proposed we see that#since starting therapy shes been 'trying' to be closer with us but she still doesnt like me on a fundamental level so get bent ig#but she hates horror movies and made a whole show of not wanting to go and how american movies are so brutal and blah blah#this was right after she took me ice skating with her .. cause shes obsessed with ice skating now ... like maam please#i like skating so thank you but ... idk ... she never wants to do things i wanna do#then again we're pretty different i think so. LOL sorry i like horror movies and nothing you like apparently#im glad she didnt come cause i just went with my bro and since the theater was Virtually Empty we just cracked jokes the whole time vjlaekv#plus i just know my mom wouldve been annoying and i wanted to enjoy the movie !!!! which i did ty !!!!!!!#but yk who LOVES horror movies and who i used to watch horror movies with all the time growin up !!!!!!!!!!#i havent seen a movie with my dad in forever.... the last one we saw was so long ago but it was some weird owen wilson movie i think#wait now that ive dragged my mom into this she started therapy Did I Share That. Im Reminding You Anyway#but the most vile thing i ever heard her say was that she admitted to me she never loved my dad 'emotionally'#like wow ..... a thousand life times in hell for you i think i cant even begin to describe the rage chat i could write a novel#but i only have 30 tags so i wont. i should call my dad tho.. this is inspiring me to call my dad thank you anon#if youre still reading Double Thank You. i havent complained about my mom in a while and this was just funny timing overall vjRLKJAEVK#ok im gonna go talk with my dad now. my college friend's coming oevr in like three hours and we're gonna watch glass#cause that came up in convo yesterday Long Story so that should be funny vjlekjlakj
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so it's like this.
you're young and you're scared and you're trapped in the feywild (happens to the best of us) with the love of your life. You're a half-elf and she's a fullblooded elf but you don't think about it very much because you're barely surviving day to day. And you get offered a deal to get yourself home again, and you take it. And the price of your freedom is that you leave her still trapped there, alone.
And then five years pass. And you age a century in that time, and you grow, and you change, and you find her again, and you're still in love, and you meet people, and you lose people, and you love them too, and you learn, and you start wanting a future again, and caring again, taking care of yourself, taking care of other people--
and after all of that, at the end of things, you find out the man responsible for all of the misery in your short, sad life has cast a spell which gives him complete control and ownership of you- mind, body, and soul (again. this happens to the best of us). And you are given the choice to stay under his thrall, and live a thousand years-- or to age and die, like humans do, and to be free of him.
And the love of your life is there, and you're married now, and she's still a full blooded elf, and you're still a half-elf, and you think about what that means a lot more than you used to.
And still, after everything you've learned-- you choose your freedom. You choose leaving her behind.
#dnd#dungeons & dragons#ttrpg#you understand why i am insane. about my dungeons and dragons character#the way that this all started because 'she' (clone. its a long story) wanted to be free from her small town & her family's ideas of her#and so she inadvertently left THEM all behind too.#like bro watch out i think the cycle is repeating itself!!!!!!!!!#honestly girlie has to learn that passing out of someone's life is not always a betrayal#like she NEVER got over it!#giving pesche a whole speech about how loss leaves a hole behind that is filled in by rage & grief & impulse & violence like#ok. well. loss is inevitable and i think you have a very fucked up way of looking at it that despite all of your personal growth has maybe#only gotten worse over time because now you have things you care about again?#like i think she made the right choice for herself.... if the lesson she had 'learned' was to subjugate herself to Ohdran for 900 years in#the name of not 'leaving people' again. that would have been tragic. learning that love is good and precious and it matters even though#you are inevitably going to lose it. thats the real lesson. and she is learning it. she HAS learned it! she's never going to hide herself#away from the world to avoid losing people again. but she hasn't like... attached the lesson to herself yet lol. 'i accept i might lose my#friends & even though it breaks my heart im still glad to know them. if i leave people (read: LITERALLY DIE) im evil tho.' girl...#i was pretty bummed about it at the time like we have been 3 years on the endless train of suffering cant she just have a happy ending.#one thousand years of elf marriage.#but this is cool too like MAN the kind of organic storytelling moments that evolve out of ttrpgs are so crazy. we couldnt have planned this#and yet. perfect full circle moment.#mm campaign#it's alive!#harris#fisher
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Every now and then I have to remember I got into oni for the gameplay. I bought the game solely because the gameplay looked interesting to me. Even once I realized there was lore I actively decided I didn't care enough to go through it. I fell down the rabbit hole on Accident. And it's all because I read scientist Bubble's journals and realized that onis story was the most me bait thing I've ever seen Ever
#rat rambles#oni posting#to be clear the main reason I was actively avoiding getting into the lore is that I wasn't feeling ready for a new interest yet#in fact after I read the lore I tried to not dig deeper for that same reason and well. I failed.#and Im glad I did oni makes me absolutely insane it has like Everything I like in stories#the only think we're missing is complicated sibling relationship but its ok I can fix that with some bullshitting#I love oni sm from both a game and story perspective alas it shares in its bretheren dont starve in having a horribly out of date wiki#oh wendy my boy Ill go write down all of your missing dialogue at some point#wendy got to be my break in the formula by being my first male blorbo since lancer according to my hcs lol#but then I went right back to the usual formula with olivia lol wendy is still my beloved but he will remain one of a kind#which reminds me I should think abt olivia in the constant more at some point and the weirdly depressing quotes I could give her#pulling out the gun that is oni earth being a smoggy hellscape to make olivia go :o at normal ass rain#gotta love rain that isnt mildly acidic and painful#also. sits. what do we think abt the dupes breaching to the surface and olivia seeing the stars for potentially the first time ever#I think abt it. I think abt it a lot.
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i didn't say anything last it felt a little weak but damn season 5 really surpassed my expecation
and now im scared.
#the dragon prince#tdp spoilers#my thoughts#honestly i feel for janai and claudia his season#they re are not having a good time#my soren showing off his character#devlopment#SO GLAD VIREN FINALY WOKE UP REALIZING HE FCK UP BIG TIME AND IT ALL HIS CHOICES THAT LED HIM ON THIS PATH#and callum its ok nobody is going to reproc for uusing dark magic if you hadnt then it wouldnt let to yo learning the ocean arcana#and everyone wouldve died#i feel the high preist of lux aurea is corrupted or infected that aaravos is influencing his action#from s3 and it will lead a domino effect to a fight for the crown between sol regem and zubeia and zym#and speaking of zubeia i love her character whichh is wh i was so ditraugh and scared that she might die and that scene with her husband#is so heartwarming and for a sec thougt it was a halucination from the corruption#we still don't know if shes gonna be okay#and theres still so many things that go unexplaned like who was inn the coin in ep 1#is the statue beside aaravos in the sea of castouut leola or another startouch elf#AND IS HARROW THE BIRD?! it litteraly hinting at it!!!!#also i gasped when i read the last ep cause it was what sir sparkle was saying the whole season and here im thinking oh no ezran is a child#hes in danger! but then its clarifies that its viren cild and im like SOREN cause like we know he wont sacriface claudia#AND THEN ITS REVEALED ITS SIR SPARKLE THAT MUST DIE WHICH MAKES A LOT OF SENCE SINCE THE FIRST SEASON HE POURED HIS BLOOD#which means aaravos has been planning pulling the strings since the beginning hes so desperate to be free heleach off the first person who#could help him and god i think should rewatch all season to see more clues#and those are my thoughts sorry if its chaotic in here this season is way better than the last and surprised me also finnergard#glad he ded the ship is crab took me complealy by surprise
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I have alot less hatred for Punisher now that we're out of that era of people pretending he's a deconstruction instead of just your average grumpy antihero guy. Like ok I kind of get the charm now
#Im still not gonna read him because Im still not interested but I can accept him. Im glad him and Moonknight are besties now its ok.#'now' as in ive just recently accepted it I think everybody tragically kind of forgot Marc and Frank get along.
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unfortunately i still write the exact same way i did at approximately age 13
#also holy SHIT TIGER AND BUNNY IS OVER A DECADE OLD...#anyways just reread one and its indistinguishable from stuff id have written now. truly terrible#ok removed the post becos i dont wanna like. fearmonger lmao its fine the site is up#prevailing suggestion is that someone has spoofed ff.net#the site is still up. which means my old stuff is still up unfortunately.#ok wait im exaggerating going back a bit further and going well im glad i dont write like that anymore#what im MOST glad for is that i am not into a//ph anymore lmao.#horrified still that the longest thing ive written was a//ph and its over 40k. i want that back but for a better fandom#my god its run on sentences galore. you can tell this kid read philosophy
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tummy hurts my final message goodbye
#ive had mild pelvic pain for like. half a week now. its a bit like period cramps + in the same area but not as intense. idfk why#I dont think its bowel (<-no other symptoms and pain area is too low down) or bladder related (<- usually more painful + affects peeing)#sometimes I do get cramps a few days before my period but im midway thru my cycle and idk its not usually like this#not ovulation pain either bc thats supposed to only last a few hours. i dont fucking knooooww#im trying not to think abt it or complain abt it bc if i focus on it too much ill imagine its worse than it is. its rly not that bad#just consistent which is annoying. hopefully itll pass in a few more days. adulthood is all abt having mysterious random pains in ur body#sorry for tmi abt my internal bodily functions do u guys still think im cool.#eurghhh. im glad i went out to parkour today but man i rly wasnt feeling like it. another depression weekend :-(#but its ok im a bit tired of complaining abt being depressed. who give a shit. im doing all i can at the moment and thats fine#back to jobhunting tmr hopefully itll be more fruitful. im expecting to hear back from a few ppl. we'll see. rolling my rock back uphill#im gonna go get a hot water bottle i think... my hands are soooo cold and maybe itll soothe tummy pain too#and then read a little more.. finished giovannis room earlier (so fucking good but. devastating) so im back onto deaths end#just another 350 pages to go.. v curious to see where its gonna end up cuz so much crazy shit keeps happening. im just at the fairytales#hope my loyal followers are having a peaceful weekend.... farewell#.diaries
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hi i just wanted to drop a ss of the comments i wrote on my notion page for captured ghosts because im about to reread and i think this fic deserves all the recognition in the world it slays so hard and you should know the absolute anxiety and simultaneous joy you caused me!!!
HI OH MY GOD ?!?!??!?!? thank you asufaudsf this is so so nice the joy THIS brought me?????????? immeasurable ty <3333
(ps theres a lot of thoughts in the tags w captured ghosts spoilers for those who may or may have not read my will byers gets haunted multichaptered fic!!)
#if youre thinking hmm i should read captured ghosts!! dont take it from me take it from tumblr user romainlettusdinnerparty :)#okokok so !!! authors thoughts#one of the biggest problems i have with media and especially in fics is when characters just have. the worlds most perfect inner dialogue#which clearly. bc they are fifteen years old. they will not be perfect they wont think coherent thoughts#human emotions are messy and indecipherable and ESP w the st characters someone who has gone thru as much as will has. hes gonna be angry !#i do my best to walk the line between good writing and realistic writing LMAO so im glad that came across :)))#ok abt joyce. this was less of a 'i think this is how joyce would be' and rlly just me being annoyed w my own mother tbh#i also wasnt a huge fan of her when i first wrote cg bc i thought she was way too paranoid over will and not caring much abt jonathan#so that is why shes Like that. im gonna be real i dont think id change it if i rewrote but i also dont think i wrote her fairly#and finally !!! im very sorry i lied about the rewrite. its not gonna happen bc i am so so swamped and i have nothing and i wrote it last y#but for the record will was supposed to be in the same sort of coma max was in and they were supposed to find each other and will#was going to promise max hed find her way out and then boom he was going to wake up there was going to be some jealousy w lucas and mike an#he makes it out alive max makes it out alive vecna doesnt fully leave etc etc. the end#anyways if youve read this far thank u and thank you for leaving this ask and this comment :))))) i havent gotten anything abt my fics in a#while tbh so knowing that like . They Still Exist and people still like them means so so much to me :')))) ok bye this was super long#overdue gets some asks#captured ghosts#happy chemical
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in other news i executed most of my plan (minus the cinnamon rolls) are u proud of me tuals . .
#i did go to the dept office first to talk abt my english class problem thats STILL not resolved#bc u know how mailing them went . n the last 2 or 3 times i tried to visit the office to talk abt it (DURING the opening hours i made sure#of it) . they were closed . 馃槓#i got there early so i waited until opening hours#then i stood at the door knocking without getting a reply so a lady from another office passing by was like i guess shes not here yet !#so i was like . seems not <3 haha <3 so i waited more#and like u cld argue that i could have waited the ~1h30 i had left until the conference but like#idk i think this will sound like an excuse (bc in part it is . sitting there made me feel bad n nervous) but like its a matter of principle#principles u know . like if they say they open at 9.30 i shld have to wait until 10 for the person to even just Arrive to their office u#u know . like id think differently if she was there n was just busy or smth but she was not THERE#nd like sure i had some time to wait but they shouldnt ASSUME that i do ??#bc like if i actually went to all my classes i think theres no way for me to visit the office during opening hours at all rlly?#so like . 馃槓 i waited until 9.45 (the 15 minutes if no previous notice rule engrained in my brain) n then left#so thats still not resolved it never will be#but then i went to the library n read until like 10.30#like when i checked the time for the first time it was 10.22 n so i was like ok ill read one more chapter#(im still reading im glad my mom died so the chapters r short) . n then i headed off to find the room for the conference#n u know what i think i didnt get a lot from it but im glad i went . as said previously the guy was a delight to listen to
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finally (finally, ive been reading this for like half a year) got through the scar and jesus fucking christ. jesus christ.
#bas lag does grimdark. DARKLY.#recently read#its like i said after i finished the first one like theres lit no grimdark that compares to this#only then i started reading the scar and i was like wow this isnt that bad it seems that he's pulling all his punches#but then u get to the end of the scar and its like oh no this one's just. far more subtle about the horror.#perdido is about a whole city undergoing horror & how everyone dissapoints even you (the reader)#scar is about a single person undergoing the horror & even when everyone uses her you're still roped into like#seeing things from her perspective AKA not seeing that theyre using her AND on top of that#youre sitting here thinking 'damn at least im glad this isnt happening to shekel or tanner' and its like.#yeah. i think ur kinda meant to feel that way. all the way up until the final betrayal. and then ur like. drained#sitting here head in hands thinking fuck. thinking... what if she went with the lover.#& if ur gay ur sitting here thinking ok but iron council is about uther please please pweaseeeee#(idk what iron council is about it could be tho but i dont think so)
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