#its not that we dont want to let your kids use the bathroom they have that right

[bqstqnbruin]

ah I love seeing the "teachers are monsters for not letting students use the bathrooms whenever they want all the time" discourse starting again babes please

[potchi-fics]

zaun (part three of attention)

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      rays of sunshine creep through the tiny cracks of your blinds, waking you up from your deep slumber. the moment you open your eyes, you let out a groan of annoyance. what’s worse is it hurts when you swallow, you feel a slight throbbing in your head, and you feel sluggish. you think that you might be sick. just in time, your alarm clock screams. a slam of your hand shuts it up: shut up, im already up. you force yourself out of bed and opt for a quick shower– grabbing your towel and necessities, you walk to your bathroom. thanks to your shampoo and soap, you manage to smell like lavender and vanilla; a scent youve always adored.

stripping your clothes, you step under the showerhead and turn it on– letting the cold water hit your somehow hot body. im gonna run a fever, arent i. you grumble in irritation, but you focus on the water hitting you, pondering about your interaction with sevika. now that you think about it, its been a couple of days since her last visit. a single question runs into your mind: maybe i should go to zaun again, it is my day-off. 

youve made up your mind, you’ll explore the city. 

laying out clothes on your bed, picking your choice of outfit; black cargo pants paired with black shirt, layered with a coat, and black boots– cant forget your trusty dagger. you check your watch and you figure you’d be there in a couple of minutes. with one final look at yourself in the mirror, you head out.

the bustling city fills all your senses, i probably wont get used to this. this time, you fully take in zaun– kids playing on the streets, drunkards already drinking, elders talking to each other, everyone seems lively today you thought. putting your hands in your pockets, you turn into an alleyway. markus was right, curiosity will get you killed. while walking, you see a child crying in his grandmother's arms and of course, you being a nosy woman, listened to them.

“but grandma,” he wails out, “i really love that radio. why’d they have to destroy it?”

his grandma rubs his head comfortingly, “hush now, ill buy you a new one.”

      you know that look in her eyes, that guilt and regret swimming in her eyes: she wont be able to buy one. look, you werent always a piltie, but that story can be told another time. absentmindedly, your feet bring you to them. you were only snapped back to reality when you hear her ask.

“what do you want? we dont have anything anymore.” the elder hisses out.

you raise your arms, “im not here to take anything, im here to see if i can fix your radio.”

what?

“what?”

this is what i get for being nosy, “i know a few things about ‘em.”

      but the twinkle in the boy’s eyes, his sniffles quieting down, and hugging his grandma tighter? you had to do something. 

“r-really?” he’s a timid little kid.

you slowly kneel beside them, “yeah, kid. ill try to fix it, cant promise you though.”

      you take a look around their house– its small and messy, considering theyre living in an alley, you cant judge. tools that you can use are tucked away in a box in the corner, thinking theyre good enough. seeing that youre eyeing them, the kid hurriedly brings you the box. thanking him, you carefully grab the radio; its old, and run-down, but it works. using a flathead, you disassemble it.

“its not broken, luckily.” you take a glance at the two, “the screws are loose, so you just have to tighten them again.”

      you turn it on once you assemble it back to its original form, a small smile creeps into your face as you hear static before hearing voices.

the grandma brings out her waller, “how much do i need to pa–”

“dont mind,” you stand up to interrupt her, “its my day off.”

her face shows gratitude but her eyes show seriousness, “dont give kindness here easily, kid.”

      your eyebrows furrow, confused by her comment. you could only offer them a nod before making your way deeper into the alleyway, relieved you could fix the radio. before turning, you hear the kid yell a thank you which makes you chuckle. but your victory is cut short when you hear a fight going on. your instincts turning on, you put your back against the wall and take a peek behind it.

its sevika. and shes not looking good. her arm isnt working, she’s outnumbered: she looks like she’s about to pass out. debating whether you should help, you watch for a few seconds. one man was about to punch her but you quickly jumped in to block it. her eyes met yours almost immediately, however, you ignored her and put yourself between her and them.

“you shouldnt be here, pretty little thing.” the middle guy snarled. 

you only stare at them, “i really dont give a fuck. like, at all.”

      guess that pissed him off because he quickly charges at you but you trip him and stepped aside to give him to sevika, seeing the vulnerable man heading her way, she quickly uses her right hand to punch him in the face. on the other side, you were dealing with two guys. one rushes to throw a fist but you evade by ducking and giving the other man a punch in the liver: a body shot, he crumbles down to his knees– giving you the chance to deal with the other. 

“lousy,” you comment, jabbing him and hitting his nose, “weak, unfocused, poor execution.”

      with every insult, you land hit after hit. he bares his yellow teeth at you while holding his bloody nose and mouth. you feel arms around your torso– throwing your lower body in the air and forcibly throwing yourself down, you make the clingy man stumble forward– hitting his buddy. your gaze goes back to sevika and you see her getting pinned to the wall. quickly grabbing your dagger, you make your way to them and slash the back of his knees, making him let go of her. sevika pants but lands a hit to his jaw– knocking him out cold.

you turn to look at the other two, only to see their back turned against you, already running away. cowards. hearing her groans and labored breathing, you turn around and help her up– putting her arm around your shoulder and trying to support her weight.

“i didnt need your help,” sevika grunts out.

you sneer back, “sure, sure. you look like you were winning actually.”

      she tries to escape your hold but right now, you are much stronger than her. you scold her and force her to hold onto you. 

“dont play with me right now, sevika. my head is already hurting,” you warn her.

sevika huffs out, “just this once. i have a safe house somewhere around here, its not far.”

      scared that she was gonna bleed out, you briskly walk, but still gently handling her. after a few minutes, you reach an abandoned building. she leads this time. this place is a goddamn maze, the smell of wood and cigarette brings you back to reality, the door to her safe house opening. 

you take in the sight, you snort at the messy place. she limps to sit on her couch, letting you close and lock the door. you rush to her to assess her injuries: bruises, cuts, and a wound that would probably need stitches.

“you got a kit?” you ask but youre already rummaging through her things.

she snorts, “bathroom, lower cabinet.”

      making a beeline for it, you hurriedly walk to her bathroom. seeing the kit, you let out a breath of relief and grab yourself a few ointments and a wet cloth. you go back to her and she looks like she’s really about to pass out. your voice wakes her up, making her stare at you.

“this is gonna sting,” you prepare the stitch to start.

she dismisses your comment with a wave of her bloody hand, “this is nothing.”

      only breaths and occasional groans from her fill the quiet room, giving your entire focus to finishing her stitch. snipping the thread, you move on to clean her wounds with the wet cloth you grabbed earlier– dabbing and rubbing the blood away, sevika lets the calming action take over her. too tired and worn out to complain. roughly twenty minutes pass and you finally reach her face; taking a moment to stare at her, your eyes roam from her eyebrows, down to her nose, and travel down to stare at her lips. 

“you done starin’ at me?” though her eyes are still closed, you figure she mightve felt your gaze.

warm cloth meets her skin, “wasnt staring at you, i was starin’ at your wounds, asshat.”

      she suddenly grabs you by the waist to pull you to her, your hands landing on her chest to steady yourself. 

“what are you doing.” red paints your ears.

she chuckles lowly, a sound that makes you want to rub your thighs together, “im only making it easier for you.”

“actually, this is harder for me,” you manage to blur out, “stupid.”

      you attempt to pull away but her hold only tightens around you. sevika finally opens her eyes to look at you and you realize: blood loss. 

she looks intently at you, slowly leaning in and putting her nose into your throat– inhaling your scent. you flush at this, the redness covering your entire face now. sevika drags her nose up to the side of your neck, finding your pulse; youre scared she’s gonna feel how fast its pulsing. your hand grips her bicep, feeling the muscle and how solid her body is. your eyes shut as her nose travels up your jaw, her lips just grazing your skin. 

“you shouldnt have come back here,” she whispers out.

      you didnt know it was possible to be closer to her but she grounded you on her crotch– making you straddle her. she pushed you down into her, emitting a throaty groan from her. you, on the other hand, are breathless, you cant think properly, your ears are ringing, and your hands are shaking. she kisses your jaw, resulting in you opening your eyes.

your hand that’s holding the cloth squeezes between the two of you and positions itself on her forehead to push her away. her head lolls back as she finally sleeps. Ignoring the fire in your abdomen, one thought crosses your mind: fuck, that did things to you. 

note: finally building tension

[miralunawritez]

Here are some dating hcs for Velvet and Veneer yall can eat up while I work on requests

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Veneer:

Absolutely PRAISES you

You ate today? Praise. You picked out an outfit? Praise. Posted on social media? PRAISEEEE.

Spoils the FUCK out of you

You own items from every designer brand you can think of. New iPhone model? Consider it bought.

100% blows up your phone with tiktok videos of weird millennials, cat videos, and edits of him

"Veneer, its been 30 minutes and you already sent me 68 videos?"

Definitely looks at your face to see if you're watching the videos he sent you

"Did you see the one of the cat?" "Baby theres like 46 videos of cats in here"

MATCHING OUTFITS!!!!!

He wants everyone to know your his so you guys match everytime y'all go out together

Writes songs with you (______ by Veneer (ft. Y/N) or vice versa)

You guys have about 5 songs with both of yall in it

Clingy as shit

Anytime he gets he will cling to you, hugging you from behind while you do your makeup, holding your hand while you get dressed, arm around your shoulders while y'all walk around in public, etc.

Listens to all of your songs and is the first to hear your new ones

"This is amazing (Y/N)!" immediately added to his playlist

Posts you all over his socials, this boy is so proud of himself for having the privilege of being your boyfriend

"Look (Y/N), this picture of us got 4 million likes!"

Uses pet names like my love, my angel, baby, sweetheart, darling

"I love you so much my angel"

Cant stand up for himself for shit but will fight a bitch for you

"Veneer..its okay, all they said was they dont like me" you say as he finishes flaming the person

Like I said before, he plays the piano for you while you sing

He cherishes moments like this, being able to listen to your voice while he plays the music for you

Velvet (fem reader):

Spoils you HARD

You glance at it for a second? You have 3 of the same item now

Acts like she gets annoyed when you cling to her but she secretly loves it

She scoffs as you hug her but immediately pulls you back in once you let go

Unlike Veneer, she likes to keep y'alls relationship on the low (the people find out anyways)

"Velvet why dont you ever post pictures of us?" "Theres some weird people out there (Y/N)"

Once the people find out she posts you nonstop

"Which picture should I post? This one...orrrr..this one? Fuck it, I'm posting both"

Like Veneer, she loves to match so you guys match all the time

The people eat it up, loving every outfit you guys put together

Makes sure you are safe when at her shows

"Velvet, is this necessary?" you say as 4 bodyguards surround you

Writes songs about you and plays them for you before performing them

"Do you like it?" "Velvet I-" "Of course you do"

Not big on PDA but will cling to you when you guys are alone or just around Veneer

She will hold your hand in public though to make sure you are safe and dont leave her side

Gets jealous really easily

She HATES it when you give Veneer any over your attention, even if its just you passing him a makeup brush. She also gets really jealous when you are featured in other peoples songs and when you perform with other people.

She hated you at first, absolutely despised you

"I actually hated you when I first met you so I wouldn't test your limits if I were you"

Does your makeup for you and you do hers (matching, duh)

"Dont we look so cute?" she says as she holds you face against hers while looking in the mirror

When you guys performed together she kissed you at the end of the show

The crowd went absolutely wild, so did the paparazzi <3

Bonus hcs that I thought of and thought they were funny and wanted to add

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Veneer:

Sits outside the bathroom door while you use the bathroom

Like deadass sits on the floor outside of the bathroom door (occasionally shoving his fingers under the door)

Ticklish as fuck

Shows you the dances him and velvet made up as kids

Favorite show is Family Guy

Never learned how to swim

Poor baby still has to use a ring floatie

You guys die of laughter while going through each others tiktok drafts

He has a few videos of him using the bold glamour filter in there

Has the windex bottle laugh (contagious as fuck, has you rolling on his bed and kicking your feet while laughing)

Really good at character impressions and faking accents

Lowkey athletic, he's really good at baseball

Velvet (fem reader):

You guys play fight A LOT

She initiates its every single time

She can pinch with her toes

Pinches your legs with her toes every chance she gets (leading to play fighting and wrestling)

SUPER goofy when yall are alone

This girl has you cracking up

Likes to do funny challenges with you

Doing each others makeup blind folded, trying to guess what the other person is saying while having music blasted in their ears, etc.

Looks you right in the eyes with a very serious face before charging at you and pinching you (with her fingers)

Has that demonic wheeze laugh (the one that sound like goose and it's contagious as fuck)

Her laughs have both of yall rolling, like face turning red, eyes watering, cant breathe, and smacking the closest thing to yall

Smacks you repeatedly when you lay on her hair, not stopping until you get up

You guys cant take anything seriously when yall are alone and its past 10:30 at night

Seriously, just looking at each other has y'all pissing y'alls pants from laughter

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[jackmanbj]

college stress

summary: jack is trying everything to make sure his girlfriend is stress free and is going to do everything to make it happen.

you had just woken up and you were in the middle of brushing your teeth when you heard jack making his way to the bathroom.

“hi mamas..” you spit the toothpaste out and gave him a kiss “hi baby” “you have school today?” “yes jack, you know this” “cant you miss one day?” “as much as i want to, no baby” “whyy??” “because its going to push me back in my studies!” “baby please.. ill do the work for you” “jack, you cheated off my papers everyday in highschool, and you didnt go to college” “ok?” “you dont know this stuff baby” “hey! im smart!” “not smart enough to brush your teeth before getting in my face.”

you handed jack his toothbrush laughing while he jacked it out your hand.

“and your not smart enough to not kiss me before i brush me teeth!” “oh shut up!”

once you both were done brushing your teeth and washing your faces, you headed into the kitchen to make a quick breakfast for you and jack.

“what do you want to eat jack?” “you” “jackman, i will let you starve” jack started mocking you “oohh jackmann i will let you starve!!” jack said in a extremely high pitched voice. “bitch. im not cooking.”

“wait i was kidding!” “nope! what time is it?” “7:15” “OH SHIT IN LATE!”

you ran to your bedroom and started getting dressed for class, since you were late you just put on some sweatpants and a hoodie and took your hair out the bonnet.

“BABY!” “what jack! i have to go!” “kiss first” you gave jack a peck and tried to rush out the door but he grabbed your hand pulling you back.

“a real kiss our your not leaving” you gave jack a deep kiss and said you loved him and rushed out the door.

around an hour later jack and urban was on the phone and jack was venting to urban.

“yea man, it feels like she doesn’t have time for me anymore, i mean, i get she has her studies and all that but damn” “just call her teachers and beg them to let her pass her classes for tomorrow and explain to then how shes been extra stressed, ect and you want to plan something nice for her and she’ll be back in like 2 or 3 days.”

so jack did just that.

he called every single one of your teachers and they all agreed to give you a free day for mental health.

jack knew you would be home later so he called the restaurant you had your first high school date at and had the whole place reinvented, all tables removed except one, rose petals all over, pink and red lights, and more for after the dinner.

after you got out of your classes for the day you made it back to you and jacks apartments and made your way into the bedroom, you dropped off all your studying sheets and pens onto your desk and made your way to the bathroom.

jack was in the shower getting ready to go out with urban.

“hey baby girl, how was school?” “hi, shitty.” you started getting undressed tossing your clothes into the hamper.

“jack if i tell you one more time, keep your damn clothes in the laundry ben when you take them off!” you said picking his clothes off the floor “im sorry mama” jack opened the shower door expressing for you to get in.

once you got in you turned the water up hotter “AHT! thats to hott!” jack said whining and covering his whole body making his way to the back of the shower.

“your fucking dramatic babe” you turned down the water and jack used his hand as a tester to see if it was good enough.

once you two got out the shower you went to your dresser and put on a undershirt and a pair of jacks boxers while jack got dressed to go out with urban so they could set up your dinner surprise.

“jack where are yall going?” “out to eat while we talk about somethings for the team” “ok baby” you pulled jacks face down by his chin so you could give him a kiss while he fixed his shirt.

“see you later ma” “see you baby.” once jack left you laid down and took a nap.

its was now 8:30pm and jack just texted you.

stinka💕- get dressed in something nice, im picking you up at 9:30

once you seen the message you immediately got up and ran to your closest finding a black dress and some black skinny heals.

you set outfit down and started doing you hair, you had straightened your hair the other day so you put think curls at the end, once you were done with your hair you started putting on your dress, you didn’t want to put on your heels when jack got there.

you started your makeup and was just putting on your setting spray when jack texting you letting you know he was outside.

you quickly put on your heals and grabbed your tote bag, jack was in the car waiting for you looking at you as you speeded to the car.

you got into the car and meet jack holding a bouquet on flowers.

“hi baby” “hi stink” jack leaned over and kissed you handing you the flowers “thank you baby” “of course.”

jack pulled out the driveway and started driving towards the restaurant.

“jack where are we going?” “you’ll see” jack pulled up at the restaurant and you immediately realized where you where.

“JACK YOU REMEMBERED!!” “of course i did mamas.”

jack got out the car rushing over to your side to help you out the car.

jack opened the door for you and helped you out his truck.

you both made your ways inside and you sat in the middle of the restaurant, where jack had it set up.

as you looked around you started to cry “oh no no no mamas dont cry!” jack started wiping your tears softly with his thumb.

“im sorry j, its really pretty” “its all for you mamas, no one else”

eventually you both ordered and started making your way back to the car.

“we got one more place to be at” “jack.. i have class tomorrow..i cant stay out this long” “no you dont, i called in sick for you, easy A in all your classes” “JACKMAN THOMAS HARLOW!!” “what?? what i do??” “why in the world would you do that?!” “because baby, you look so stressed, you have little time for me and absolutely no time for yourself. that she needs to stop, understand?” “mhm”

once you started driving to a route you had never been on you started asking questions about where you were going but every time you got the same answer “you’ll see”

jack arrived at a lake and you both made you way to the too right by the railings.

you and jack were talking for a little until he randomly got up and went in front of you.

and got down on one knee.

“jack..” “y/n y/m/n, i have loved you since we were 14, i want the best for you, your the sweetest person i have ever met. you put yourself before anyone else, you make it your priority to make sure everyone is safe even if you dont get the same treatment, i want to be the one who makes sure your safe when no one else does, i want to make sure im always going to be the person thats there for you, whose going to make sure your ok, whose going to stand up for you, please baby.. let me be that person? y/n y/m/n.. will you marry me?” “YES YES JACK OH MY GOD!!” jack jumped up picking you up spinning you around before placing you back down and sliding the ring onto your finger.

“i love you stink” “forever and always?” “forever and always” you pulled jack down and gave him a kiss on his nose while you both made your way back home.

you ended your night in one scary movie then cartoons so you and jack hopefully wouldn’t have nightmares.

[mono-dot-jpeg]

morning routine - jingyuan

summary; just a lion and his cub waking up

genre/extra tags; fluff, quite a bit of fluff, jingyuan is a single father no drama (/ref), reader is younger than yanqing

[platonic] [5-9 year old! reader] [gender neutral reader]

word count; 523

a/n; this made me realize that i dont remember the last time i watched the lion king. but nonetheless, i am a man of the people and i give them what they want (within reason). it's kind of close to the scene im pretty sure you're talking abt but i just changed it a bit. hope you enjoy!

also i realized, looking at jingyuan's art, mimi has a mane so mimi would realistically be a boy, no? but like mimi is referred to it/its. i mean honestly mimi being a boy is cute to me KSDJKSJ and also it makes sense since mimi had a mane and lionesses dont. whatever-

daylight burns into the window, waking you up earlier than your lazybones dad. but to be fair, anyone could wake up earlier than him. he was a hardworking man. for the most part. but he was a single father too. your father.

you cherish the time you spend with him every day. you may not know everything but he teaches you everything. he tells you of the world you both live in, how there is war and peace, how someday you would have to lead alongside him and yanqing. you were enamored with the world that people have helped build. and you were determined to help protect it.

but for now, you can still be a kid.

"dad!" you press a hand on his face, squishing his cheek. "dad wake up!" you push against him, hearing his grumbling as he turns to face away from you. "dad!" you whined. you brush your head against his heavy white locks as if you were a cat. "we were gonna spend the day together. wake up!"

"you wake up earlier than me, are you sure you're my kid?" he jokes tiredly as he laughs.

"come on! let's go papa!" you climb over him, earning a grunt and groan as you slide off the bed. you make your way to get ready. you see mimi striding out of his bed, yawning and stretching. "hi mimi! good morning!" you greeted the large lion, who brushes against you chuffing a tired greeting. "papa! hurry!" you called out to him, you can hear your father shuffling around the bedroom and grumbling his responses.

you feel yourself get picked up before you can open the bathroom door. you laugh as jingyuan tosses you up for a moment and catches you, holding you under his arm like a sack of flour. "you already have too much energy in the morning. we have some time to relax."

"you promised you would teach me today!" you squirmed in his hold as he opens the door to the bathroom.

"well, let's not get too hasty." he hummed, placing you on your feet and onto your step stool in the bathroom. he doesn't say it out loud but he wonders how much faster you're going to grow up or how much faster you want to grow up. "i'll teach you when the time is right. for now, you have to learn how to be a kid."

"but 'm already a kid! i wanna be like you!" you start to brush your teeth. jingyuan takes his time to get you ready as he's fixing your bedhead and pinching your cheeks, making you whine through your brushing.

he smiles gently, "you don't need to be me. you can be you. the world is yours, alright?" he pats your head as you nodded rapidly.

when you finish brushing your teeth, you raise your arms to him to get carried. he obliges and you hug him tightly. "i'm gonna make this world the best for us!"

"well, you have to get out of your pajamas first for that." he chuckles, pressing his forehead against yours as a sign of affection.

[spideycatt]

What’s the origin for the nickname “moss”?😭

Cat and Mouse Part 2 || 42!MM x R

Synopsis:

The aftermath of Meadow revealing your secret/ a backstory

Word count: 2.5K (lord)

Now playing: you know wassup // kehlani, angel // pinkpantheress

part 1!

Warnings: Reader is Black, this is pretty tame, cursing, weed in one part, Y/n / Ynnie is used, Fighting but it’s just described😸

Not rlly warnings: The flashbacks and what we tell the class isn’t exactly the same, just the more detailed version. Gwen is black in this universe just becuz, no superheroes or villains just a reg earth, college drama oooo, Reader was a goody two shoes before meeting Miles (Like… not knowing was weed looks like goody two shoes),

“So you guys are dating!!” Someone in the crowd shouted, everyone agreeing with them.

“Actually,” you said smiling, making your way over to Miles and Meadow. “We’re married. Since last year.” You finished, untucking a necklace from your shirt to reveal a ring on a necklace, making everyone go crazier.

“Dont even think about startin’ all that yappin’! Its time for class so get your butts to your seats. Quickly!” Miles shouted making everyone complain as they made their way into their respective classrooms. You shook your head making grabby hands to your daughter.

“Meymey stop being a daddy’s girl and come back to mommy! I miss you already!” You fake cried, pouting as Meadow laughed at you.

“Papá! Isn’t mommy being silly?”

Miles smirked down at you, quick to agree with the baby. “Yup, she is. You had her all day its my turn.” He stuck his tongue out at you, scurrying into his room before letting you talk, making you chuckle.

You go back into the classroom, sighing deeply when you see all your students looking at you expectantly.

“What?” You say, deeply confused as to what they want from you now.

“Sooo, you’re not gonna tell us how you guys met??” One of your students replied with a wide smile on his face.

“Uhm.. no?” You chuckled shaking your head. “Why would I tell you that?”

“You owe us for lying to everyone for the whole schoolyear!!”

“Yea!”

“Pleaseeee Ms.y/n! Or should we call you Mrs. Morales?”

Once again, a round of ‘ooo’s go around the classroom, but this time directed at you.

“Alright alright I’ll tell you guys, and no you don’t get to call me Mrs. Morales. What’s wrong with y’all..” You mutter the last part to yourself, dreading telling your kids how you met your husband.

—

“You gotta be kidding me…” You whisper to yourself, looking at your new roommates. Your dorm situation had been all over the place the whole semester, resulting in you having to room off campus with what looked like the meanest man you’ve ever seen, and the nicest girl ever.

“Your rooms over there, kitchens over there, oh!— me and you share a bathroom, hope you don’t mind! My room is right there if you need something! Or if you wanna hang out I don’t mind.” The girl, Gwendolyn if you remembered correctly, smiled brightly at you. The tall boy next to her nodded his head at you both and went to his room.

“What’s his deal?” You question, trying to peak into his room. You didn’t see anything but purple walls before he closed the door though.

“Ah, that’s Miles. He’s nice once to get him, don’t worry! Super cute though, don’t you think?” She smirked, bumping shoulders with you.

“Yea… I guess so.”

—

“So you guys were roommates? That’s so boringgg.” Someone in the back whined.

“If it’s so boring then I don’t need to finish my story, right?” You laugh, stretching back in your desk chair.

“Bro why the fuck did you say that?”

“Dont listen to this idiot, Miss!”

“What did Gwendolyn look like?”

You stop to think about the question, trying to remember since it’s been a couple years since you’ve seen her.

“She.. was a little taller than me. Really pretty girl, big eyes, and she had a gap I think. And she had all types of piercings, and she always got her hair done in the color blonde with pink ends for some reason.”

“So she black?”

“Yea, but she’s from the country part of new york pretty sure. Anyways let me continue..”

—

You and Gwen had become good friends over time. You learned some new, albeit boring, things about her.

You couldn’t say the same for Miles though. You never really talked to him after you realized you weren’t gonna get past a quiet nod in your direction. But even then, you found yourself liking his coy personality. You wanted to learn new things about him, even if it was boring. Only thing you learned about him was that he was also studying to get an Education Degree.

You made your way back home after a long day at school, ready to shower and fall face first into your bed. Unlocking the door, you chuck your bag on the entryway table, ignoring how Miles stared at you with a confused look on his face.

You were right by your door when Gwen called your name running up to you.

God you loved the girl but damn can you live?

“Ynnieee, how was classes?” She asked, twirling her blonde and pink braids with a finger.

“They was aight, I’m tired as hell.” You groan, rubbing your eyes.

“Oh well before you go! Theres this thing I’m going to next Saturday. Come with me?” She looked down at you expectantly. You found yourself fighting against the voice in your head. Part of you wants to say no and sleep for days, but the other part sees this as an opportunity to get out the apartment for something outside of school for once.

“Alright. I’ll go. Now leave me alone I wanna sleep forever.” You say, rushing into your room to shower and lay down. You’d felt a little bad for rushing away like that, but your shower was more important to you in the moment. And you didn’t see how Gwen reacted to your slight attitude, eyes squinting at your door hard enough to burn a hole through it.

Your shower and nap worked wonders. You woke up at around 2 in the morning, not healthy at all but aye, a good nap is a good nap. You sit up in your bed, feeling way better than you had when you got home. Feeling a little thirsty, you make your way to the kitchen, deciding to eat some noodles for dinner too.

“Why you up so late?” You heard a gruff voice behind you, making you almost jump out your skin. You whip around to see who was talking to you, and it was none other than your mysterious roommate Miles.

“Miles, what the fuck?” You whisper scream, putting your bowl of microwave noodles down.

“You ain’t answer my question, ma.” He smirked at your annoyed tone, leaning his back against the counter across from you. You roll your eyes, ignoring how the nickname made you feel.

“I just woke up and i’m hungry, obviously,” you said, gesturing to your noodles. “Why are you up, Mr. Morales?”

“Can’t sleep.” He sighed deeply, looking down at you like he wanted to ask something.

“What?” You said softly, slurping on some noodles as you look back at Miles.

“Nun.. just, wanna hang out in my room?”

“Uhh sure..”

“Your rooms so clean..” You say, analyzing the things around you. Movie posters and artwork that seems to be Miles’ are strung around the deep purple walls. Not a speck of dust on any of his things, only thing slightly messy was his bed. Probably from tossing and turning while trying to fall asleep.

“Are you saying you thought I lived like a pig?” He laughed at you, sitting on the edge of his bed, pulling a folding tray close to him.

You shrugged, slurping up more noodles while standing. You didn’t really know what to do with yourself, this being the first time you actually talked to Miles.

“Why you still standing up? C’mon,” He beckoned you to sit next to him, taking a shoebox from under his bed. “You ever smoke a blunt before?”

—

“So you guys played games and talked till you fell asleep?”

“Yup! Don’t tell him I told you this but, he sucks at Mortal Kombat.”

—

“…Huh?”

This earned you a confused look from Miles.

“A blunt. A joint. Doja.”

You furrow your eyebrows.

“Like… the singer?”

“You gotta be kidding me.” He lays back on his bed, laughing at you like his life depended on it. “You telling me you don’t know what weed is?”

“Why didn’t you just say weed in the first place!” You say, hitting him lightly on the thigh.

“Because you’re old enough to know what a blunt is?” He chuckled, sitting back up to open the shoebox and take out some stuff. You watched silently as a he rolled the ‘blunt’ up, staring at him as he brought it up to his lips and lit it up.

“I’ve never seen weed before,” You mutter scooting farther into the bed till you hit the wall. “Why does it look like…”

“Like what?” Miles asked, smiling a little as he waited to see where this was going.

“Nah, you’re gonna make fun of me.”

“I won’t, ma. I promise.” He said turning to look at you as he inhaled and blew the smoke in your face, making you fan it away.

“I was going to say it kinda looks like moss.” You whisper, looking away in embarrassment as Miles guffawed at your cluelessness.

“Man I’m never letting you live that down.” He shook his head with a smirk. You laughed also, heart swelling at the fact that this might happen again, and Miles may start talking to you more.

—

“After that we became good friends yada yada yada. We hung out a lot, and sometimes had sleepovers in each others rooms,” You say as you filed some papers away. “And Gwen didn’t like that.”

“Oh my god did y’all fight?!” A kid in the back exclaimed, bouncing up and down in excitement.

“What? No, I don’t fight people. She did want to fight me though.”

Everyone made a disappointed noise at that, when the door opened with Meadow and Miles looking inside.

“What lies she telling y’all now?” Miles scoffed as Meadow ran into her mother’s arms. He walked up to you and gave you a small peck on your cheek, making the whole class gag.

“First of all, ew. Second of all, Mrs. Morales was telling us about how she didn’t fight Gwen cuz she don’t fight people.”

“Mrs. Morales?” Miles said looking at you as you shook your head and shrugged. “Man she really is lying to yall. She did fight Gwen, whooped her ass for real. And then she handed my ass to me too. I’m getting flashbacks.” He shuddered at the memory.

“Miles!” You shoved his arm, but you were drowned out by the class asking why and what happened.

—

“You gotta be kidding me.” You whisper as you get hit with a strong sense of deja vu. Weeks have passed since the first time you and Miles talked. And you’ve started to catch feelings. But obviously, your sweet little roommate, who wasn’t really sweet or little at all, didn’t like that. Despite her very obvious disliking you and Miles’ blooming relationship, she didn’t do anything to stop you two from becoming more than friends. Until now.

You sigh deeply as watch Gwen all up on Miles, talking his ear off and rubbing in him as they sat on the couch. Miles payed her no mind, scrolling on his phone as he waited for you to come home since he missed you all day. She looked up at you smiling her fake little smile as she rested her head on Miles’ shoulder. “Hey roomie!”

You look at her with a straight face, eyes moving to Miles who’d jumped up to talk to you.

“Ma it’s not what it looks-“

“Ok. I’m going to bed.” Interupting him, you march into your room, slamming the door behind you hoping your roommates would take the hint.

—

“Damnnnn Ms.y/n you got played by Mr. Morales? Tsk, tsk, tsk. Now me personally I would never treat you like that-“

“Dont even start with that foolishness,” Miles rolled his eyes at the kid. “It was a lil misunderstanding thas it. Lemme continue.”

—

But of course. Gwen didn’t.

“Ynnie?” Gwen knocked on the door before she came in. Sitting on the edge of the bed next to you.

“Hm?”

“You seem out of it are you ok..?” She asked quietly, she sounded so… sincere that you almost thought she was being genuine. Almost. But her behavior these past few weeks was enough to not trust her.

She leaned in to whisper in your ear.

“Is it because I got to Miles before you could?”

“Excuse me?” You stare at Gwen with a confused look on your face.

“Y’know. Cause I’m better than you and all that.” She shrugged with a smirk on her face.

—

“And then BAM Ms. y/n was all on her, and I had to come in and separate them, Gwen tried to get me to feel bad for her too. She was like “Miles! Do something!” ‘N I looked at her like “Really?” And she went crying to her room, embarrassing.” He tutted. “When I looked at Ms. y/n she started yelling at me and punching my chest, shoot felt like I was Gwen for a second! I’m sure she had it worse though, cause she moved out two days after. Extra embarrassing.”

“Damnnnn!”

“Ms. y/n you kinda scare me now..”

“Is he lying Miss?”

You hesitated before speaking, “I mean, its a lil dramatic sure but it aint too far off.”

“Damnnnn!”

“You guys are so dramatic. We talked it out after like a week and everything was all good.” You shook your head in disbelief as you pack up your things. Miles’ class ended squeezing into your classroom in the middle of his rendition, but you decided against bothering them and got some work done while playing with Meadow. It was now the end of class and everyone was huddled up on your large carpet, like a bunch of children listening to someone read a book at the library.

“What happened after that, papà?” Meadow questioned, tugging on his pant leg as he leans against the front of your desk.

“Enough from Papà. He’s a bad storyteller,” You said putting on your jacket and grabbing your work bag. “We start dating, graduate college, get engaged, have you- my sweet sweet princess, get married when you were two, and end up here teaching these losers about art and science! The end!

“Yup. The end. Alright c’mon back to class guys,” Miles directed, turning to look back at you before he walked out the door. “Chinese for dinner?”

“Mhm, is that ok with you, MeyMey?” You coo at your daughter as she agrees with you.

��

“Miles?” You whisper, leaning your head on your husbands shoulder as you rub your stomach.

“Whats up, Ma?”

“You think I’ll be any good at this? Teaching the students and the being a mom, I mean.” You sigh, looking up at him.

“You’ll be the best,” He whispered back, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and kissing your forehead. “I’m sure the kids will love you, and I’m sure our daughter will love you even more.”

You chuckled at that, slowly drifting off to sleep as Miles rubs your side gently.

“Daughter?”

“Yea, and something tells me she’s gonna be a daddy’s girl. Can’t wait to spoil my pretty ladies forever.”

“Yea… yea that sounds nice.”

kkuet.

The moss thing is based on a true story yall, and i’m the victim 😞😭

Everyone who requested a part 2!

@ulovejayy @sukisprettyface @edgyficuselastica @snowspidey @hey-girl-hey @cumbermovels @ohsoprada @pinkfenti @heavisdelulu @kllovrj @laylasbunbunny @chickenalfredo1312

[lizzieislife94x]

Thats Not Milk Honey Pt.2 (w.m)

WandaxG!P Reader

There was room for a pt2 haha and I can't remember what other one shots I'm doing a pt2 for so I'll need to go through them and check but as always enjoy babes and feedback is always welcome and appreciated 😘

Wandas POV:

"Baby can you get me water please" I groan and wash my face 3 mornings in a row I've done nothing but vomit I really should go to the doctors "here you go my love are you ok" my caring wife asks as she rubs my back and kisses my cheek "I think I might be pregnant this is how I went when I was pregnant with emma" y/n looks at me a little shocked then smirks like an idiot "well that's what happens when my wife is a horndog and wants me to fuck her raw with no protection" I open my mouth in fake shock as I slap her arm making her laugh I mean she isn't lying the feeling of her deep inside with no condom is so good and the feeling when she unloads her seed deep inside fuck its amazing, I shake my head getting out of my thoughts before I make her fuck me right here in the bathroom "want me to go out and get a test babygirl" y/n says as she wraps her arms around me resting them on my stomach making me smile as she leavesbgentle kisses on my cheek "mhh yes please and ill make some pancakes for you getting back" she smiles and walks out of the bathroom and leaves to go to the store as I hear Emma crying I walk out into the bedroom and over to her crib "morning honey" I say as I pick her up and settle her "is someone hungry let's get you fed sweet girl" i walk downstairs and sit on the couch as I take my top off and start feeding the baby just as she's finished y/n walks in with a huge grin "boooobieeess" I can't help but laugh and look over at my dork of a wife who's eyes are glued to my boobs "eyes up here baby" she frowns and walks over sitting beside me "you know I love our darling daughter but I just got cock blocked by a baby" y/n says while laughing causing me to smirk and laugh y/n leans over to take the baby as she leaves a peck on my lips "ill look after Emma you go do the test babe" y/n whispers as she diverts her attention to our sleeping child I pull my top on and head up to the bathroom I quickly pee on the stick and set it aside, I'm not scared or nervous if it's positive that's great me and y/n always wanted to have few kids running around so it won't bother us either way I look at my phone as the timer goes off and look at the stick and laugh as I take it downstairs and hand it to y/n congratulations you knocked me up....again I say with a laugh as she smiles "were having baby number 2?" She says excitedly as I smile and place my hands on her cheeks kissing her gently "yes we are babe thats what happens when we dont use protection" i giggle quickly followed by y/n giggling we spent the rest of the day cuddling watching movies occasionally taking breaks to play with Emma when she woke up.

2 months later

Y/ns POV:

I wake up slowly with a groan of pleasure as I start to wake up I realise wanda is kissing my neck and palming my member through my boxers "mmmh fuck that feels good baby but it's 4am" wanda groans and climbs ontop of me making sure she sits on my clothed hard member a moan leaving her lips as she looks down at me running her hands down her naked body paying attention to her nipples I moan at the sight "fuck baby youre so fucking sexy" I say biting my lip as I lean up and take her nipple into my mouth sucking gently until I feel her milk flow into my mouth moaning at the taste she grips my head pulling me closer "fuck yes just like that baby I need you so bad you know I get extra horny when I'm pregnant so please just make me cum" she moans as she grinds her soaking cunt into me harder I can feel her wetness soaking my member turning me on I gently flip us as I kiss my way down her body leaving a few gently kisses on her stomach I spread her legs as I lick from her entrance to her clit swirling my tounge over her bundle of nerves earning a loud moan I smirk and look up watching her reaction to my repeated tounge actions "you...taste..so fucking...good" I say between sucking her clit I could do this all day just to hear the moans that leave her lips I latch my lips around her clit sucking and swirling my tounge as I sink 2 fingers inside her unexpectedly as she let's out a squeal quickly covering her mouth "I don't think so princess don't cover your mouth let me hear those moans the baby's asleep in her room you won't wake her" I say as I reattach my lips to her clit and thrust my fingers at a faster pace as she starts screaming from pleasure I curl my fingers at the right spot when I know she close and moan when she squirts all over my face drenching me as I slide my fingers out and take them to her mouth "suck princess" she instantly starts sucking my fingers clean making me moan at the sight I pull my fingers out and take my boxers off as she watches my every move "fuck" she pants as her breathing starts to return to normal I grab my dick leaning down as I line my member up with her dripping entrance rubbing my tip up and down her folds making us both moan at the sensation I quickly sink inside her slowly earning a loud moan "y..yessss fuck y/n oh god " I slowly thrust as I lean down kissing her passionately increasing my speed as we moan into eachothers mouths she scratches down my back as I fuck her a little harderbhitting all the right spots "I'm so close" she pants into my ear as I sit up onmy knees thrusting faster moaning at the glorious sight of my dick sliding inband out of her cunt I feel my own orgasm approach quickly as I lean mybhead back I feel her walls gripping my cock as I continue thrusting not letting her recover from her orgasm as she screams I quickly move my thumb to her clit and add the right amount of pressure "yes yes yes fuck baby yessssssss do..dont stop" she grips the sheets her knuckles turning white as I continue to thrust chasing after my own high after a few more thrusts I cum deep inside her as I moan sweat dripping from my head I slowly slide out of her and lay beside her panting "fuck baby" I breath out as we both smile I lean in and kiss her as she cuddles into me our naked body's pressed together as we both fall asleep in eachothers arms.

AN: I was extremely drunk last night and convinced I was still a little drunk this morning when I was writing this so if it makes no sense I apologise hahaha hope everyone has a great day word count 1.3k 

[cupoftaae]

HII i'd like to request prompt 11 "give me time, give us time" for kookiee? and if its ok id like to give u a small plot just in case you dont know how to work with this if thats okay 🥺

so the tiny tannie lil ol plot for this wuld be: jk being a bit of a workaholic (very much so.) and y/n is quite tired of it.. note that this is non!idol and married! :D they had a talk and a cool plot twist wuld be how y/n was actualy planning to surprise him abt being pregnant!!!GASPAND THEN KOOKIE NEVER NOTICED THE SYMPTOMS CUZ HES BEEN WORKING TOO MUCH!!! and like yeah she getzz rlly emotionsl

AND IF ITS OK CAN U GIVE LIKE AN AFTERMATH OF THIS? LIKE 1 OR 2 YEARS AWAY FROM THE ARGUMET? hope this isnt too much 😭

Hello!! oh my goodness this is so amazing, no one has given me a plot to write by, this is really cool and I hope that I do a good enough job portraying this for you! Thank you so much for sending this in <3

La La Land (JK drabble request)

warnings- mentions of drinking, angst, mentions of pregnancy, swearing, couple fighting, fluff, kissing (nothing major) I think thats all?

enjoy <3

"I cant tell, is this a positive or negative?"

Your voice was shaky and frail, holding up the test to your phone camera, trying to show your friend.

"blurry, cant see, read the box y/n. instructions are there" Your friend sighed, in her defense, it was late, and you called her out of slumber- but only because you were totally hyped at the sudden realization that you were finally possibly pregnant.

You and Jungkook had not necessarily been trying, nor necessarily avoiding it.

You both wanted kids, but never really specified when. Considering the fact you have now been married for 2 years, and your relatives are up your ass about when it is that you will have a baby, even though its not their business at all.

You wanted this for you, and today might be the day you get what you wished for.

"You just took it, let it sit for a moment"

you nodded at your friends words as you placed the test onto the bathroom sink, moving your hands to rest on your hips as your teeth tugged at your bottom lip in thought.

"whats on your mind, hun?" she asked

"a lot..." you giggled, drawing your eyes back to her. "If I am, I just hope Kook is happy, thats all I want"

"mm his schedule is so busy"

"I know, work always comes first with him, thats why im nervous. Its not like he told me to take birth control or anything, and we have condoms he just refuses to use one" you snicker

She laughs, "well then yeah what did he expect?"

"but hes a head manager at the company he works at, hes spent so much time climbing the ladder to get there, what if this throws him in a loop?"

"y/n....girl...listen to me, he is partially responsible for this, so he needs to be accepting or I will personally come down there and make him accepting"

You laughed at your friend, thankful you had some humor relief out of all the tension.

"and listen, you are in your 30's, its not like you are 20 years old and unmarried, you know?"

"yeah...youre right...im gonna look now, I think its ready"

"okay"

You gently flipped over the test and held it close to your eyes, a faint blue plus sign appeared, making your heart thump so loud it was audible in your ears.

"holy shit, its positive!"

"its positive?" your friends voice shot up 3 octaves

"YES!!!" you jumped around, wishing jungkook was home right now to show him, instead bathing in the moment with your best friend.

"congratulations, y/n, oh my god im so happy for you!!!"

"thank you!" you wiped a few tears, gripping the test almost as if it wouldnt be real if you let it go. "oh jesus this is so....wow!"

"remember what I said, everything will be okay"

You nodded, taking a deep breath

"everything will be okay, yeah....your right."

-

Everything, in fact, was not alright.

It's been 2 weeks since that night you found out you were pregnant, and everytime you think you are ready to tell Jungkook, something happens.

"oh gotta go babe, they are calling me into work"

"too tired to talk tonight honey, i have to get up at 5am"

"not right now baby, maybe tomorrow?"

It never ended, he was in and out the front door constantly.

It was upsetting that the only time youve had to talk with him recently was when you both took a shower a few days ago.

"you look so tired" you frowned, pushing his hair back

"I know...I am"

"you need to sleep more" you kissed his chest, resting against it under the warm water.

He let out a soft laugh, "yeah...when is there time for rest?"

"its okay to take time off, you know? youre a manager, you have more control"

"I just need to prove to everyone that I am capable of handling the position" he insisted

"Obviously you are, they wouldnt-"

"y/n, just dont worry about it....okay?" he squeezed you softly, trying to change the subject and shutting you down, because you wouldnt get it

-

You wanted your husband, you wanted him more than anything, and this feeling only turned to anger as you sat with him at the dinner table one night.

You were now almost 2 months pregnant and still have not told him.

You planned a nice meal to eat, his favorite.

You cooked all the vegetables and spent hours slaving in the hot kitchen making sure everything was up to perfection for him, just for him to come home at 2am with no text in regard to him being late.

"its late, honey, im sorry, we can eat tomorrow"

You stood to your feet before he could leave the room, all of your dishes sitting on the stove, some now cold. "no, we are gonna eat now."

You know he smelled the food, and never did he once acknowledge the fact you made his favorite dish, or thank you for it.

His eyes widened, not used to hearing the sudden tone in your voice.

"please....please just sit" your voice cracked slightly as you watched him slowly walk back to the seat, sinking into it.

"are you mad at me?" he whispered, watching your back as you heated up the food into a plate for him.

"mad..?" you chuckle to yourself, trying to gather your thoughts.

"yeah, mad. are you?"

You took the food out of the microwave and handed it to him, sitting on the other end of the table and looking at him desperatley.

"jungkook...have you noticed anything...different?"

He smiled gently, confusion in his eyes, "what do you mean?"

Your expression softened from hopeful to dissapointment.

"you dont see...you dont feel like anything is different?"

"no?" he half smiled, looking around awkwardly.

You looked down at your plate, teary eyes overcoming you as you tried hard to prevent your breakdown- but its been a long time coming.

"wha-"

"jungkook!" you cry out desperately, leaving him shocked and confused at the odd behavior.

"baby why are you crying? whats going on? what is this?" he panicked

"You!! im crying because of you!!" you stood, covering your face as you felt the embarrassment fall over you.

"what did I do?" he got up and tried to come over to hold you, but you pushed him away.

He let you talk, not knowing how to respond to anything.

"you are never home, Jungkook. I fucking miss my husband, okay? I spent 4 hours in this kitchen, sick as hell, making your favorite dish and I dont get any type of thank you, instead you come home 3 hours late and decide its time to sleep, you reek of alcohol as well" you wipe you tears hastily.

He stood, looking at you as his eyes teared up

"I know work is important, I know it is, But I matter too Jungkook!! We are married, I am your WIFE! im not just the maid and chef here, you know?

"baby I never said any of that-"

"you treat me like one!!" you cry, pacing the room, "see, you still dont even notice anything do you?"

He looked helplessly, "Im sorry, honey, I really am, but I need work-"

"not this much!!" you looked at him sharply, "Ive been home alone these past few weeks, dealing with a certain situation ive been terrified to tell you about all by myself!"

"im here now, tell me! tell me! what is going on and how can I fix this?"

"I just want you, jungkook....One fucking day, one fucking dinner" you gesture to the table "When was the last time we even woke up together and cuddled, or had a fucking cup of coffee and talked? Months...MONTHS!"

"my angel im sorry ive been neglecting you, why didnt you say something to me sooner?"

"I was trying to understand, I was trying sooo hard to put myself in your shoes but damnit, jungkook, I cant hide it anymore" you sobbed, knowing how crazy you looked to him right now. "Its...its not fair!!"

He gently grabbed your arm, leading you towards him, his eyes searching deep into your own.

You sighed, trying to adjust your breathing, "g-give me time, give us time." you wrapped your arms around yourself and looked at him.

"us?"

You swallowed harshly, trying to steady your voice, "im pregnant, Jungkook. I found out weeks ago and since then youve left me home alone with not an ounce of time for me to tell you, which is now resulting in this"

He froze, his eyes softening at you as he tears up, "pregnant? baby..."

"yes!" you step back, "and...and you didnt even notice! I tried leaving clues, I left the test in your bedside nightstand and you never fucking saw it?"

"n-no baby...youre pregnant, oh my god, honey" he brought you back to him, a soft yet sad smile on his face

"Its been all me, im the only one who has to deal with it and its not fair. If you dont have time for me, how the hell are you gonna manage to parent our child?" you glared "I refuse to parent alone, this is a team effort, jungkook. Yes money is important, but I need you, I need you to stop being a manager first and my husband second"

He took a shaky breath, part of him scared to say the wrong thing, "I- I understand honey" he nodded, holding your hands as he cried "fuck- im so sorry" you let him pull you into a tight hug "Im so sorry holy shit...im such a fucking dumbass, how could I not know?" he ran his hand up and down your back, face hidden into your shoulder as you both cried.

"you need to understand, I am serious, things have to change!"

"they will! they will! I'll change right now I promise Im gonna be here for you, for both of you" his hands held your stomach, desperation in his voice "dont leave...." he whispered

"im not going to, jungkook. But you need to stop working so much, I cant do this by myself"

"you dont have to, im here for you, whatever you need, fuck I'll take the rest of the week off for you, just let me hold you" he squeezed you tighter

"I miss you so much" your voice was quiet

"I love you, im so sorry I never noticed, Im so dumb baby....I love you,I love you" he cupped your face and pressed a delicate kiss to your lips, forehead against yours, "thank you for all you do, im an ass for not recognizing any of it"

"I love you too....just please...do it for us...?"

He nods "anything....for you, i'll do fucking anything baby." he kisses you once more as you both gently sway in the kitchen. The tension of the argument still lingering in the air, thick and prominent.

This wasnt a fixed issue, more so a stepping stone to him proving his words.

If he wanted to be a dad, he needed to show you he was ready for it.

--

"he is crying again" you sigh, rubbing your eyes and sitting up to look at the baby monitor.

"I'll get him" jungkook immediately got up and walked down the hall, following the sad cries that led him to your baby's room.

"little man...its 4am...why the tears?"he frowned at his 3 month old who's arms flared around.

the first 2 months of Kaiylin being born, you kept him in your main bedroom at night but you wanted to test out how he would sleep on his own, and so far its not been good.

"you want mama, huh?" he picked him up, holding him close and gently bouncing his knees. He didnt smell, so it wasnt his diaper, and he had just been fed not too long ago, so it was easy for jungkook to know he just missed his mommy and daddy.

He slowly walked into the bedroom, you were about to fall asleep. "oh kai" you frown as your husband places him into the bed between you both, his body facing the smaller ones so he doesnt fall out or move around.

"aw baby" you rub his head softly, "its okay now, shh, shh"

Jungkook gives you an empathetic look, "I know you havent slept im sorry"

You shrug, "i'll nap tomorrow"

"I'll take him into my office, he can sit in his rocker while you nap"

You smile softly kissing your husband, "thanks, baby"

You had to admit, Jungkook has stepped up more than you assumed he would. Hes began to work from home, giving time for not only your little family, but especially you and him.

He has been such a help with everything, from watching Kai during the night, to cooking and cleaning for you, its been 100% teamwork since you gave birth and you couldnt thank him enough for it all,

Things were finally starting to even out and you could not have been happier, the man you married in the first place was returned back to you, in the form of a loving father.

"hes sleeping again, look" jungkook whispered

Your eyes darted to the newborn in between you and your husband, you slightly giggled, "poor thing"

"co-sleeping just works I guess" he smiled, leaning over to kiss you gently, "go back to sleep honey, ill watch him for a bit, its okay."

"I love you, thank you..." you looked at him

"I love you too sweetheart"

-

a/n- ahh! I really hope this is what you wanted, it was fun to write and follow the prompt. Thanks again for sending this in! -Nini

[darkcrowprincess]

AU where Percy got pregnant by Luke and Poseidon decided for once not to be a slacker and offers Percy his help - he will hide the child in his possessions and protect him, she [a girl, too few original girl children] will be looked after by nymphs, and Percy will be able to visit his daughter whenever he wants.

Percy accepts the offer.

When Luke dies, Percy gently takes his hand and says, "This is a girl, her name is Amphibia Lucile Jackson-Castelli, she is the most wonderful child that ever existed and she is ours."

Luke with a smile on his face and regret that he would never meet her.

*warning I'm going to make this a little smutty, also sorry if i dont use all of your idea. It just sounds too tragic to me*

~Percy's wrists stings from being tied to the bed post. However, he enjoys the sting. It keeps him from completely floating away from all the pleasure he's feeling right now. His kissed brused mouth opens in a silent moan, as his body moves back and fourth across the bed. All from the force of the thrusts enetering him. Tears fill up in his ocean eyes, making his vision blurry. However, he can still see him hovering over him. For this one moment, his whole entire world is him. Blonde hair, golden skin. Sky blue eyes that dont ever leave his. And that scar. The red claw mark scar that stands out over his face. Luke is the only thing thats keeping him on the ground. Luke smirks at him, 'Percy.' Luke murmurs, like a siren song. It echos in Percy's head.~

Percy wakes up, Lukes voice still echoing in his head. For a few seconds, Percy lies still in a curled up fetal position on his bed, letting the memories from his dream flash like a movie inside his mind. He wants to stay in his memories for a little while, before the world comes crashing back in(he knows its useless). So for a few precious moments its just Percy and his memories, the moring light from his window keeping him warm. Just Percy and Luke.

Than hes hit with a queasy feeling in his stomach. Something thats been familiar to him for the past month. Percy covering his mouth, leaps from the safe haven of the bed and runs to the tiny bathroom. The white porcelain of the toilet is another thing hes been familiar with for the past month.

Puking is obviously gross, though imagine having to do it almost everyday for a month. Percy has honestly become numb to it. But not to the indication of what 'it' might mean. Percy does not want to think about it. But it's almost been a month and he has to at this point. As his head his getting reacquainted with the toliet, he feels his mom come up behind him and gently rub his back.

"We have contacted your father at this point Percy, you know that."

Percy in between dry heaving into the toilet nods his head. When he's finally finished (cleaning his mouth with the back of his hand) he looks at his mom. She looks back at him sadly. Percy is hit with the realization that history is repeating itself. His mother is a mirror of himself in this moment. Tears appearing in his ocean eyes( which he hates, but he can't help it). Percy says, "I didn't mean for this to happen mom. I didn't."

Saying that, he starts fully crying.

"Oh baby, I know. I know." She brings Percy into her arms, holding him close. Percy just keeps crying, his arm shielding his stomach.

******

"Who is the other father?"

"I'm not telling you that." The little sea prince says with defiance in his voice to his ocean god father.

The ocean god replies back, questioning, "Why not?!"

"Because they'll kill him. And I'm not having my kid lose another parent over all of their petty egos."

"So it is an enemy of the gods?" Poseidon questions.

Percy just glares up at his father. Silent yet defiant.

"That stubbornness. Definitely all from me." Poseidon tries to joke.

Percy finally snaps, his emotions are running high. He throws his hands up in anger. Which causes a big wave to crash angrily on the sands of Montauk beach.

"I don't care Dad! Will you help me?! Please." Percy sounds desperate. He has unshed tears in his eyes. Thats what finally hits Poseidon of the seriousness of the situation. He is a god yes. But also he realizes he's a father in this moment. And his son (his favorite son) is in a bit of trouble. His son is here begging for his fathers help. What else can he do for his and Sally's child.

Poseidon gently cups Percy's face, Percy leans into the touch. A tear spills out of Percy's eye. Percy face though is still filled with defiance and protective anger.

"Alright, I'll take care of it Percy. I'll take care of everything."

"She. It's a girl." Which finally causes Percy to smile. He places a smile on his stomach. His baggy clothes hiding the already forming bump.

"A girl? Well I'll definitely keep her safe." Poseidon says.

*********

Later than night back in his room, Percy can't sleep. He doesn't want to sleep. Between dreams of Luke's past, and others of just that night of him and Luke together. For Percy sleep is the last thing on his mind. Its raining hard outside. Luckily theres no thunder, so Zeus must be in a good mood.

'Or he's fighting some titians somewhere else.' Thinks Percy darkly.

This whole situation makes Percy moody. He just wishes things could be calm. Percy continues to mindlessly stare at the ceiling where his fish mobile hangs. His mother had found it on a trip to a flea market when he was little. He stubbornly kept it up ever since despite certain smelly assholes saying he was too young to be having that baby shit hanging up. Maybe when the baby's born. She'll like it too. Percy thinks as he lays a hand on his stomach. The bump still small but growing.

The music keeps his dark mood at bay. He's been listening to his playlist on his phone for over an hour. Ironically Luke made this playlist for him. Another song starts to play on his "my sea prince" playlist. It made him blush and laugh when Luke sent it to him, with a picture of a clownfish with a crown on its head. Benson Boone voice sings passionately in his ears.

And I hold you every night And that's a feeling I wanna get used to But there's no man as terrified As the man who stands to lose you Oh, I hope I don't lose you Mm Please stay I want you, I need you, oh God Don't take These beautiful things that I've got Please stay I want you, I need you, oh God Don't take These beautiful things that I've got

Percy who had closed his eyes to get lost in the music, hears a loud and persistent tapping on his window. It causes his eyes to go wide in fear. Not because it's an enemy or a monster. Because he has a pretty good guess who it is. Only one person who would risk coming to see him in the rain like this.

The tapping continues. Percy wants to run to the window. He also wants to pull the sheets over his head and hide. Unfortunately he can't ignore him. Percy really couldn't ever ignore him.

Pulling out his headphones, Percy looks to the window where the fire escape is. He sees a blonde head drenched in rain.

"Luke" Percy says. Luke can't hear him, but he can see him mouth his name back at him. He gets up and goes to the window. Doesn't even hesitate to open it, the rain blowing in right with Luke.

Luke who pushes his way into Percy's room. (Into Percy's life, his heart, and now his body. Percy thinks with a laugh.)

Luke drags Percy close.

"Where have you been Minow? You haven't been answering my calls."

"Doing stuff I can't talk to you about."

Luke nods because that was the agreement to their relationship. They both agreed. Anything having to do with the war, neither could ask. Fair is fair.

As Luke starts kissing him and pulling up his shirt, one his hands touches his stomach. Unknowingly touching his child. Luke doesn't notices his flinch. Just keep on kissing him.

'Thank the gods he doesn't notice.' If Luke does question it later, he can lie about gaining some weight. For now though he allows himself to get lost in the moment. He gets lost in looks touches. In his kisses, in him fucking Percy on his bed.

And later when after they're both spent, with Luke fast asleep. Percy will watch him. Will whisper quietly in his ear, while gently bringing his hand to his stomach.

Percy will say, "It's a girl and I'm naming her May."

[perlapulido]

Til We Meet Again

Summary: Hi. I'm Nicole or Nicky Rivers-Pines. You may have heard the Name Pines before from my Uncle who can be a bit of trouble maker like me but I honestly don't know much of how to explain my life after meeting him. But in this story will be all sorted out including the psycho that started it all.

Ch8

Nicky was asleep in her room when her door opened by Mabel running with Dipper behind her jump in her bed startling her then looked at the two before lifting them up by her telekinetic powers. "Told you my plan would work." said Mabel who was floating upside down. "You just thought of this the minute that we went to get her." said Dipper looking at her. "Grunkle Stan wants you to take us to the party supply store." he says turning to Nicole. "Yeah i know what to do." said Nicole moving them out of her putting them down before shutting the door. She later showered and walked out of the bathroom taking her keys to her jeep taking them to the party supply store. More like the back of it where the dumpsters are. "What are we doing here?" said Dipper getting out. "You dont know what kind of we get for free. Just one jump in there and we are hooked." said Nicky. "We are literally going inside a dumpster?" said Dipper. "Relax its less disgusting. I got gloves in my compartment." said Nicky tossing them a pair of gloves. "Im in." Said Mabel grabbing the gloves. "Make it quick and toss them out for me to look at." Said Nicky pushing the gloves into Dippers chest. "Theres no way im g ahhh!" Said Dipper once Nicky threw him in and looked for anyone watching. "Why do we have rush i to this the party isnt going to be until tonight?" Said Dipper. "I have a project to work in my jeep. Some of the parts i just found in the junkyard is very useful and need to get there before someone takes it." Said Nicky. She then caught some boxes opening to find streamers, silly strings and few bags of balloons. Dipper popped his head out with confetti in his hair and hat with Mabel coming out holding ribbons and glitter glue. "Jackpot. Now throw them in the back. The employee will be here to throw the trash bags in which will filled with juice. The nasty kind." Said Nicky. The twins got out tossing her the stuff getting in and speed off in time for a man to get out through the back door throwing away the bags. Nicky slowed down for Mabel to climb to the front to play a song the radio. "So youre not going tot he party." Said Mabel. "Cant work to do. Gogogogogogo!" Said Nicky once they took a short cut to the Shack making a stop. Mabel and Dipper got the stuff off hearing Nicky speeding off somewhere in the forest. "Finally. Let me see what we got here." Said Grunkle Stan stepping out the Shack walking to them. "Good. We are set. Bring it in." Said Grunkle Stan then paused. "Wheres Nicky?" He asked. "Working on her Jeep." Said Mabel. "Wait until she gets her butt home." Said Grunkle Stan. He walked inside holding the door for the twins to set down the boxes seeing Soos and Wendy getting the party set. "Nicky ditched." Said Wendy looking at Mabel and Dipper. "Yes." Mabel and Dipper said at the same time. "Jinx. You get to do my chores." Said Mabel seeing Dipper roll his eyes. "Jeep." Said Wendy. "Yeah. She just left. Never knew that she made that by hand." Said Dipper. "She can surprise you." Said Wendy grabbing the balloon bag. "Oh we know." Said Mabel giggling until Dipper hit her with silly string. 

After about five hours working on her jeep while listening to music singing and dancing to get the parts she got installed. She finished up with the screw tossing her wrench into her tool box then pulled her phone out to turn off the music. "Get back here with my bike!" Said a voice. Nicky turned to her left seeing two kids riding away on a red bike wi th Robbie chasing them until he tripped. She watched the kids leave feeling like they were familiar until turned to laugh showing who it was. 'Dipper?' She thought putting her tools in thr trunk and got in the jeep to follow them. "Michael 'Dipper' Pines!" Said Nicky honking her horn to his attention. She saw they werent stopping and turned her keys ignition towards her. The radio pushed out for a panel move and turn revealing five buttons with labels hitting the first one for a net to shoot out of the right head light catching 'Dipper' and the rider. Nicky stopped the jeep getting out walking to them seeing there were two Dippers with their hats numbered on it. "What the fudgeballs is going on?!" Said Nicky. "We can explain just get the net off." Said Dipper 3 moving it but stuck even more. Nicky grabbed it as Dipper 4 helped him up looking at her with a guilty face. "Talk or get shot with Taser spikes with tens times more power." Said Nicky glaring at the two. "The orginal Dipper wanted to dance with Wendy and came up with a plan." Saod Dipper 4. "If theres a list on you im burning it." Said Nicky seeing them both reach into their vests. "He tried to go with his plan but it wasnt going his way and used Grunkle Stan's copy machine." Said Dipper 3. "Which makes exact copies of anything or anything thats alive." Said Dipper 4. "He 'fixed' it didnt he." Siad Nicky. "Yeah." Said both Dippers. "Gotta check that one out. As much as i want to get rid of you because i dont know if you guys are like Dipper or not. But im watching you out for you two when head back. Wait, how many more of you are there?" Said Nicky just when she about to leave. "Ten or twelve." Said Dipper 3. "Great fucking fantastic." Said Nicky getting her jeep hitting the first button again for the net to get reeled back in the headlight and drove back to Shack. Nicky took her short cut find the party was still going with 'Dipper' taking the money to let people in turning her jeep off and march over to the table. "Where is Michael?" Said Nicky knowing the clone has Dippers mind. "Can we talk about this?" Said 'Dipper'. "Or i can tell Wendy about the embarrassing stories your mom told Stan." Said Nicky. "Inside with the other Dippers." Said 'Dipper' seeing her go in. 

Nicky saw Mabel having a dance battle with a blonde that she knew too well as Pacifica Northwest. She saw that Mabel was winning until Pacifica bribed Fiddleford which she didnt like. Once Pacifica took her crown and being carried away a few unopen soda bottles fell on their own spraying on the crowd and Pacifica making her scream before they left. "What happening to meeeee?!" Said 'Dipper 6' melting away after he was hit with the soda. Nicky then grabbed two soda bottles leaving to find Dipper following his screams for help. Hse ran up to find many Dippers fighting each other shaking the bottles and threw it for it explode soaking all of them but one. "Oh boy." Said Dipper seeing him being number 2. "Once hes dead. So are you." Soad Nicky. "NICKY COME OVER AND MEET MY GIRLFRIENDS!" Mabel shouted from the dance floor. "Got him." Said Dipper before throwing a punch at Dipper 2. Nicky left them going down see Mabel with a buff girl and small one next to her. She snatched a drink from a couple making out checking to see that it wasnt drunk walking to them. "This is Grenda and Candy." Said Mabel. "Hey." Said Nicky taking a sip of her soda. "We know who she is. She does all kinds of inventions at the junk yard even did some work at our houses." Said Grenda. "They looked odd but interesting even her boyfriend." Said Candy. "More like a creepy stalker. We never officially met face to face like normal people and i beat him up for breaking into my room." Said Nicky. "But im glad your guys are friends with my goofy cousin." She says. "Wheres Dipper?" Said Mabel. "No idea." Said Nicky walking to Wendy. A bit later Dipper walked to her once Wendy went home looking nervous and guilty. "All this for your crush. You know i love you and Mabel but i dont you two getting hurt. Im here if you two need me." Said Nicky not looking him. "Im sorry for all of this but at least all the Dippers are gone." Said Dipper. "Three and four are alive and out there but i deal with them later. Now get cleaning. I told Stan that you handle this on your own." Said Nicky walking away. 

[scoundrellyfeline]

great homestuck rereading discussion T+14 (Feb 24)

first last next

cw: flashing

SF 13:44 > just realized i have time rn

SF 13:45 > getting on that grind

SF 13:45 > do ya mind

SF 13:45 > with all this time that ive managed to find

SF 13:45 > i hope the next things are pretty kind

SF 13:46 > so lets get this shit down and wind

SF 13:47 >

SF 13:48 > cant remember if i finished reading through the newspost

SF 13:49 > [ressing issues like how to sedate an exceptionally lively weasel, and locating huge orange vegetables which may or may not have been misplaced.] must not have because im fairly sure that id have remembered this sentence lol

SF 13:50 > well the tutorial links dead rip

SF 13:50 > and so is the fancy santa... unless...

SF 13:50 > give me a sec. the wifi im using might be blocking it so ima use my phones hotspot rq

SF 13:51 > ok on the hotspot

SF 13:51 > lets take this again

SF 13:52 > crtl + r didnt even work

SF 13:52 >

SF 13:53 > blehhhh im just going to go on

SF 13:56 > pondering the orb...

SF 13:57 > [also, fix my bathroom.] so bossy

SF 13:57 > so this probably wont be that important... right? right???

SF 13:57 > hold on an S page is next

SF 13:58 > ooo Harlequin

SF 13:58 > nice

SF 13:58 > my ears are pleased

SF 13:58 > my eyes... could be better :PP

SF 13:59 > goofy ahh fleur de lis speaking clown

SF 14:00 > [EB: i still can't understand this thing's gobbledygook. TT: That was only "Tier One Prototyping". TT: There is still another tier to the prototyping process. TT: Which for all we know merely advances this entity through increasingly esoteric states of linguistics.]

love how these two interact

SF 14:00 > [EB: we don't have time for this asinine tomfoolery. TT: This unmitigated poppycock? EB: extravagant hogwash!] :PP

SF 14:01 > the perfectly generic object is a cuboid green square. not exactly perfectly generic, but i think i can see what the vision is

SF 14:02 > uhhhh buddy?

didnt we already go over this???

SF 14:03 > [The PDA is predictably jettisoned into the yard, over the neighbor's fence.] o7 (i guess were not getting this back, are we? stupid, stupid john!)

SF 14:04 > [Something is happening...] impossible

SF 14:04 >

SF 14:06 > [You set the ALCHEMITER to cast THREE (3) PERFECTLY GENERIC OBJECTS for some reason, expending a total of 6 units of BUILD GRIST. These things look completely useless. What a waste!] ...i mean, maybe you could use them as decoration? or imagination fort materials? i wouldnt say useless, per se...

SF 14:06 > [Out of the corner of your eye, you notice there's something in the sky.]

SF 14:06 > it isnt gonna be a bird, is it

SF 14:08 > oh shit... this cant be good

SF 14:08 > and wait... isnt that the timer we saw on the cruxtruder thingy?

SF 14:08 > ...i think i might have been right to be worried...

SF 14:09 > {brb checking where i need to read to again because its been a while}

SF 14:10 > {ok going back in}

SF 14:11 > [You're no astronomer, but its trajectory looks suspiciously head-on with your current perspective. This is a troubling development.] id

this... but i dont really want him to die! i love the goofy goober

SF 14:12 > [You figure you've left him hanging long enough.]

attaboy!

SF 14:14 > [It is tempting because they strongly resemble Rockin' Blue Raspberry Gushers. However, units of BUILD GRIST are a gaming abstraction and do not seem to exist on the physical plane!] i did actually try gushers a while ago and i didnt really like them. but ofc, this is the same kid that has an irrational hatred of cake. does this face look like the face of someone with good taste buds?

SF 14:15 > [There is apparently no crisis so imminent that will deter you from contemplating idiotic and frivolous actions.]

SF 14:15 > ooo page 200!

SF 14:16 > insane how were only... 40 days???? who is hussie???????? this is not a human workload holy crap

SF 14:17 > thats... (quick maths) 5 pages a day! what?!?!?

SF 14:17 > hussie literally cant be human. no way. i refuse to believe that they are normal and well rounded

SF 14:18 > uhh anyways dad has arrived back home

SF 14:19 >

SF 14:19 > good on her

SF 14:20 >

time to ground johns butt i think

SF 14:21 > completely forgot about TT expanding his room earlier

SF 14:21 > and two chums... ok, so obviously one is TT (id hope). is the other TG? he seems to enjoy the sound of his own typing a lot.

SF 14:22 > maybe the mysterious GG? whats up with them anyhow?

SF 14:23 > this is me, btw, if you even care

SF 14:23 > [EB: oh man who cares about the bathroom, now there's a meteor heading for my house!!!] at least hes got his priorities straight...

SF 14:24 > [TT: The walkthroughs vaguely suggest an impending threat before they end. TT: The already poorly constructed sentences become even more curt and ambiguous. TT: As if written hastily and with a sense of alarm. TT: Actually, their dedication to updating the walkthrough under such circumstances is admirable.]

TT ilysm <33

SF 14:25 > [TT: If I read any more my brain will need to be spoon-fed from a jar. TT: While it blows spit bubbles in a highchair.]

SF 14:25 > you know, TT and TG are kind of similar in that they talk alot, but they do have super different vibes in this aspect. id love to see how they interact with eachother

SF 14:26 > oh and speak of the devil

SF 14:26 > [TG: i heard you got the box TG: i hope you appreciate my heroic fatherly perseverance in getting it to you TG: in my rough and tumble dirty wifebeaterly sort of way TG: also i hope you appreciate how many no-talent douches had their mitts on that bunny before you TG: its like a grubby baton in some huge douchebag marathon] heheheheh :PP

SF 14:28 > is TG saying johns casey in this example? lol. now im just imagining john and dave in the end scene: TG: noo dont cry casey

SF 14:29 > i think despite his coolkid exterior he does seem to care a lot about john. like, he tries to put on a facade to the world but on the inside hes a genuinely good person. because if he was a genuine douche, TG wouldnt give john something that hed actually like

SF 14:30 > [TG: and for that matter you should probably wash your hands of flighty broads and their snarky horseshit altogether] grahhhh i need to see them interact NOW!!!

SF 14:30 > [TG: oh man TG: how big is it] amazing how he immediately believes john here. id have expected him to be more skeptical

SF 14:31 > [TG: like the size of texas TG: or just rhode island TG: theyre always throwing around these geographical comparisons to give us a sense of scale like it really means anything to us TG: but its like it doesnt matter its always just like: WOW THATS PRETTY FUCKING BIG TG: like mr president theres a meteor coming sir. oh yeah, how big is it? its the size of texas sir TG: OH SHIT TG: or, how big is it? its the size of new york city sir TG: OH SHIT TG: sir im afraid the comet is the size of your moms dick TG: OH SNAP TG: sir are you familiar with jupiter TG: you mean like the planet? TG: yeah TG: well its that big sir TG: hmm that sounds pretty big TG: i have a question TG: is it jupiter? TG: yes sir, earth is literally under seige by planet fucking jupiter TG: OH SHIT]

TG might be my favorite kid thus far lmaooo

SF 14:34 > idk why but i really want to see dads perspective of things. like, how does he think the tub got there? because like, john clearly didnt use is MANGRIT to lift it up or anything

SF 14:35 > also i love the return of the red ?

SF 14:35 > :PP

SF 14:35 > [The perfect crime.]

{hit 30 img limit rip >:<< (part 2)}

[ukeholes]

All for whatever ask game you want !

AADFGHDJFGSL OKOK

What song makes you feel better?

dont really have one like i said earlier it varies depending on the situation but ill say feel good by yot club or schadenfreude by aleph

What is your go to comfort show?

the glory

Reading or writing? Why?

BOTHHH bc i love reading, i have since i was a kid (my lexile score is in the 1700s heh) but i love writing... both to tell a story, and also to get my feeligns down ^_^

Whats your favorite feeling?

tfw academic validation

How do you like to take care of yourself?

ion got time for allat #onthatacademicgrind

What’s your favorite candle scent?

i dont have one but prob smth nostalgic/powdery/musky or smth fresh

Who do you feel most like yourself around?

my close goats like my bro but rlly myself icl

Whats a fabric/texture that’s nostalgic for you?

i cant say i have one although i do have a nostalgic smell which is the scent of bathroom cleaner...brings me back to the days when i was with my ex & was cringe but free (2021 era)

Best childhood moment?

again, when i adopted my cat but also after seeing what lian said ima agree and include the times when our lil apartment gang played outside or when we did those make believe games ts was so much fun

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? (or just felt really good afterwards)

idk

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

no

What calms you down?

havent really tried to calm myself down cuz ion got time for allat..i just study until i get over it bc ts more important

Bath or shower to relax?

dont really do either of these to relax i mainly do them to yk keep my hygiene but ima say bath but the best thing is swimming until im sore and tired

idk just including that bc its water related

Whats something upcoming that you’re excited for?

THAILAND TRIPPPPPP

Comfort food?

anything spicy

What’s something you want to create soon?

comic and also other stuff for my academic career

How do you feel best loved?

if someone worries for me or does smth that lets me know they deaduzz care for me but icl idk because i havent felt ts in a while

What age in life do you think you’ll feel most yourself at?

never

Have you ever written or received a love letter?

YES I WROTE ONE BUT I DIDNT SEND IT THANK GOD ALSO IT WAS CRINGE ASL

Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart.

whap incident i tb earlier

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

tea i love tea ngh

Name of your favorite playlist?

ion rlly got one rn bc all the songs sound boring rn

Have you ever received flowers?

nopeeee

Who is your bestfriend?

my brotha and lian goat

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

ourple

If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

i would live in a penthouse in a nice area and i would bring my brotha and lian to be my neighbors and id bring my parents too

Do you like to garden? Have you ever grown something?

nah

What are you proudest of?

aint goated enough for allat yet

Are you a kind person?

kinda..

What do your hobbies look like?

reading, writing, making art, playing games, doomscrolling online

[shojislady]

2. SO SCANDALOUS

"-ess.. princess. wake up, we need to get ready. kacchans making pancakes right now."

grumbling, she turns over to look at her clock. it's 10:15am, izuku let her sleep in a bit. today, the class was going out to the mall then the arcade to have class bonding time. with everything that's gone on, from the USJ incident and the tension from the sports festival, to the fight with stain (where endeavor unfairly took credit, causing the girl to have a "slight" hatred for him), and even the final exams, having to go against All Might with Bakugo and Midoriya, it was just a lot to handle. they're just kids, and kids need breaks.

walking into the bathroom, the girl began her daily morning routine.

"damn.. i look ROUGH..!" she said as she looked in the mirror. her bonnet looked as if it was trying to run away, her tank top was all twisted up, right boob was up in russia while the left one stayed home in america. she had eye boogers all around and her angel bite piercings were no where to be found.

she slept good.

"you know what... let me just wash my face right now and i'll do everything else after i eat."

her face care routine consists of ; black african soap, witch hazel, hydration drops, and a bit of coco butter.

finishing up and putting away her stray boobs, she found one of bakugos stolen hoodies and made her way downstairs.

(i would just like to add that she sleeps in boxers so yk that ass lookin fat 😋)

"good morning guys!" she greeted everyone, with a slight smile and wave. almost everyone was up, with the exception of a few people.

"hii y/n!"

"mornin bestie!!"

"Good Morning, Y/n! Glad to see you awake!"

and so on and so forth

"mornin angel.. im making your pancakes right now, but there's bacon on the tiny burner and i made u a tiny omelette. those burner thingies really come in handy, you know?"

"its a heating tray, katsu. and yes, that's why i bought them." she bought them for holidays like christmas and american thanksgiving, but since there's 21 kids living in one dorm, it's used more than expected.

"is that my fucking hood?? i've been looking for that for weeks!" bakugo exclaimed, turning around to give the girl a plate so that she could fix her food. "when the hell did you even- whatever.. as long as i get it back."

(Spoiler Alert, he doesn't)

"erm.. anyways..! so guys, what time are we supposed to be leaving??" asked y/n, going to take a seat next to shoji.

"Well, we're trying to leave for the mall around 12:45 since it isn't far, then leave the mall no later than 4:30-5." yaomomo began to explain. "I was able to rent the arcade from 6:15 to 10:30, food and drinks included, along with lazer tag , and we get the option of going in the bounce area, so when we get there just let me know."

"damn yaomomo... i knew you was stacked but DAMN!!"

"ong, bro's LOADED.."

"i'm calling you if i need to bailed out of jail."

"honestly guys it's not much, i just want us to have fun and relax as a class while being safe!" yaomomo said with a small smile on her face. she was literally loaded, like pockets so deep they could fit 3 gallons of milk each, pockets so swole they need an ice pack, pockets so fat they need they own TLC show type rich. but even so, she didn't like to flaunt her wealth. she'd rather use her money to pay for gifts and events for her friends, rather than to flex some diamond earrings or a gold necklace. She's still a teen girl though, so she still loves to go shopping. The girl is really just happy that she's found friends that actually love her for her, and not for her money.

"you're so cute yaomomo! i love you!"

"well thank you y-"

"if anyone, i mean ANYONE fucks with you, call me. these hands are rated E for Everyone. my fists are activists. i dont care if they're old, young, tall, short, fine, ugly, gay, straight. I believe in equality, and with equality comes equally distributed ass whoopings jus-"

"OK, n/n! i think momo gets how much you love her! since you're done eating can u help me?" midoriya interrupted the girls small rant.

"you gotta face the consequences of last night huh? you should've listened to me, but yeah i'll help!"

"you dont have to rub salt on the wound!" he whined. "i'll get stuff and meet in your room again?"

"sounds like a plan, izuku!" she replied, getting up to grab her plate and bring to the kitchen.

"OoOh y/n~" jirou began to tease. "last night? your room AGAIN? what scandalous activities have you been up to?"

"chill kyo, its not like that! he messed up his hair on his own and we always hang in my room bc its more.. welcoming.. then his."

"i know, y/n! im jus messin' with ya."

with her plate in hand, y/n walked into the kitchen where bakugo resided. he was cleaning and putting away the dirty plates before he started to soak the pans.

"so, the nerd fell asleep in your room again huh?" he asked, washing a plate.

"yeah, he started to doze off a little while after you left, so he slept with me."

"i dont know why you guys dont just ask eachother out yet. you two are basically in love with eachother."

"katsuki, you know how i feel, and you know how zuku is. im pretty sure if he would act the same way with the rest of the class as he acts with us if he just trusted them more." she informed, getting ready to wash her plate before bakugo snatched it.

"don't even try it." ever since they could crawl, they've never let the girl lift a finger. hungry? chef katsuki at your service! scraped your knee? Dr.deku to the rescue! and yes, they know that she's the perfectly capable and well off to do these things on her own, but why should she when she has two men to do it for her?

"anyways. we've all known eachother since literally birth. i see things, i observe things. you two are literally inseparable. im pretty sure y'all first words were eachothers names. you know how you act around him, you see with your own two (or four) eyes the way he acts with you, and im pretty sure he peeps it too. just ask eachother out already and stop being pussies for fucks sake!"

"oh my gosh?? shut the fuck up?? you're so damn loud??" she said, slapping him in the back of his neck.

"aye. try me again and we gotta tussle. i'm not deku. i'll will beat the black off you. i strike so much fear into your melanin pigmentation that it will come to me."

"whatever katsuki, u can run me my ones later, i gotta go help zuku now."

"ight then angel, u better be ready. see ya later."

with that, she finally left the kitchen and headed towards her dorm to meet izuku.

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"finally.." the boy sighed. it's now 11:45 am, and they (she) just finished detangling, moisturizing, and somewhat styling his hair. at this point, her fingers and wrists were tired, her back was aching, her feet were sore, and she had the very violent urge to go back to her black roots and pop this nigga with the comb.

"I know damn well YOU not heavy breathing like you did some work. all yo lazy ass did was sit there and watch Netflix. YOU COULDN"T EVEN HOLD THE DAMN SPRAY..."

"I'm sorry, ma. thank you so much, I should've listened to you last night. now do you already have clothes ready? or do you need to pick something out?" he asked, pulling her into a hug and rubbing her back.

".. you better be so lucky i love you. but yes, i need to pick. have u chosen?"

" yup, right before I came to wake you up. so i'll help you if you want?"

"yes please"

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I FINALLY DID IT YALL..

and i already started the next chapter🙏🏾

well i split this chapter up into 2 to make things easier on me and y'all!!

so if its not out by next week then i'll post something embarrassing 🙏🏾

BUT ILL BE IN DUBAI FOR A WHILE SO JULY 13th IS MY DEADLINE

anywho

when i show outfits and stuff they're just there for ppl like me who can't visualize that well <3

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UNTILL NEXT TIMEE

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what well its just that you havent spoken to me in years except to call me a faggot or to dislocate my shoulder and you know what else is missing besides an attentive listener a segue i suppose forgive my bluntness please dont hit me but i could giv two shits about you or your vacant mind or your morbid curiosities or your dead fucking dog so why dont you just leave i never dislocated your shoulder according to my doctor you did in shop class last spring you twisted my arm behind my back and said you wouldnt let go until i said and i quote i like to get it up the ass i was just playing around with you oh that makes me feel so much better you know through my screams and the searing pain i can definely recall hearing laughter any way i can contribute to the fun of the group we were just messing around with you fuck you cb id rather you say we beat the shit out of you because we cant stand you rather than youre just messing with me that implies light teasing or slightly oproprious behavior i havent eaten in the cafeteria in 2 years for fear of going home with some part of it smeared across my shirt i havent been to the bathroom on campus since my head got slammed into a wall i believe you were there i didnt do that well you didnt stop it either and the faculty doesnt care you know what im tired of hearing they only pick on you because of your own insecurities aw jeez mrs blank now that you said that my head doesnt hurt so much and people wonder why kids bring guns to school to shoot you fuckers down maybe youre not the bully but you stand idly by and watch and to me thats even worse so please just go youre being hostile and im just trying to have a conversation with you like a civilized i dont want to talk to you i just want to be left alone i dont need social pointers i just want an apology for the five minutes youve stolen from my day see this is why you dont have friends i think we both know why i dont have any friends oh dont be so melodramatic youre in here crying about a dead dog and im being melodramatic shut the fuck up about my dog ok or what youll hit me go ahead ill show you how people get hurt and dont run away to cry like a big fucking baby whats so funny asshole im sorry nothing i dont see anything to laugh at its nothing its just that i was scared of you for like a second im sorry no its ok i deserved it promise me you wont bring a gun to school i dont even know where id get one you were one of my best friends you all were i just dont get it can i be honest if its any consolation none of us knew what to say to you after your dad got arrested it was pretty awkward it was more awkward for me im sorry we werent there for you that means a lot see now youre being sarcastic again no i wasnt its hard to tell with you truce i wasnt fighting a war but sure truce are you i dont know ive never had sex so kinda hard to tell at this point what about my dad im not sure thats considered sex you remember how my dog used to howl when you played the piano yeah i always found it pretty annoying he was singing along what do you think happens to animals when they die they go to heaven you believe in heaven sure there has to be some reward for living through all this and you think there are animals there in heaven the wolf will live with the lamb the lion will lie down with the goat and the calf the lion and the yearling together and a child will lead them the cow will feed with the bear their young will lie down together and the lion will eat straw like the ox the infant will play near the hole of the cobra and the child will put his hand into the vipers nest but my dog killed a living thing wouldnt god be mad he was sick cb he couldnt help it you know they say a dog sees god in his master and a cat looks in the mirror i hate cats me too

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TILL DEATH DO US PART (3) • C.STURNIOLO

parts: 1 / 2

warnings: swearing, panic attack

authors note: okay guys i’m actually back this time (probably not icl) buttt enjoy this chapter and if there’s anything u think i can improve comment ❤️

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after the party the next few days were awkward, every morning me and chris would sit in silence not daring to even glance at ecahother. it was hell. i couldnt even go to my locker without feeling his presence around me, before it was tolerable, now i couldnt handle it.

Ivy didnt remeber what happened at the party because she was so drunk that she ended up throwing all night. the next morning i didnt say anything about what had happened between me and chris because it was nothing, just a stupid dare. he probably doesnt even remember it and im just being weird about it. everytime i see him i want to pounce on his lips and finish what we started rushing to the bathroom and he...

"hellooo earth to y/n" ivy said snapping me out of my thoughts, "are you okay youve been zoning out alot recently."

no. "yeah im fine ive just been really tired"

"well you better get some energy in you, the big hockey games tonight and since you decided to become cheer captain you have to be there" she said rolling her eyes. "i mean its not too bad most of the players are hot and i can just sit back and watch" "i dont understand why the cheerleaders have to go, its not like we're gonna put on some skates and cheer on the ice, its so stupid" i groan rubbing my hand over my face.

we talked for a bit longer before the bell went and then began heading to class. ivy was in a different class so i was walking by myself when some girl bumps into me and as she does she whispers "slut". i turned around to see who it was but it was too crowded. i decided to just ignore it and keep walking, some people smiling at me and some looking and whispering. this was normal to me but today it felt like there was less smiling and more whispering.

my chest began to hurt as i got more and more anxious. what were they saying? why was everyone looking at me? all of a sudden i was aware of every small noise and how many people were around me. i rushed to the double doors at the end off the hallway, they seemed so far away but i knew they were closer than they looked, i pushed the doors open and rushed around the corner. i felt the sting at the back of my eyes and squeezed them tight. most of the time when this happens i could just do some deep breathes and be fine but this time it wasnt working. i leaned agaisnt the wall as my chest kept getting tighter and tighter. as much as i tried to hold the tears back they began to fall and my legs began to shake, i leaned against the wall sliding down it and placing my knees up to my chest. your so pathetic, why am i like this? so many thoughts zoomed throught my mind i couldnt focus on anything. at this point i could barely breathe, my crying not helping in any way shape or form.

i heard footsteps and assumed it was a teacher going on their lunch, i put my head down to embarrased to even see who it was.

just fucking breathe. i tried to tell myself getting more frustrated. ive had anxiety since i was a kid i should be able to help myself in these situations but every doctor or therapist ive seen tells me the same thing, "count your fingers and take deep breaths." clearly they dont understand that its not that easy.

the footsteps got louder as they came round the corner, getting closer to me.

this is so fucking embarrassing i think to myself, pulling my legs closer to me praying that the person walking doesn’t see me. my breathing getting worse as i feel my chest get so tight it feels like someone is squeezing my lungs.

my mind is racing as i try to calm myself down but it isn’t working.

your pathetic.

just give up and let yourself suffocate.

you deserve it.

“are you okay?” someone says holding onto my arm. even tho there close to me it feels as though they are a mile away. i try to swat them off me, lifting my head up to see who it was but my tears are blocking my vision. i try to speak but no word come out, i put my head back down but they lift it back up holding my chin grabbing my hand and putting it on their chest.

“copy my breaths, your okay” their chest starts rising and falling and i try and copy their movements but it isn’t working “it-it’s not working” i stutter out squeezing my eyes shut as if it would make me disappear.

“it is just keep copying me, your fine i’m here it’s just me okay no one else” i nod slowly calming down.

my breathing goes back to almost normal and i don’t feel like i’m going to die anymore. “thank you” i say barely above a whisper.

“it’s okay you don’t have to thank me” they say moving to sit next to me. “my friend has panic attacks all the time so i know what to do, i’ve never had one myself but they always look scary.” they explain just looking down at me as i look at the floor embarrassed.

i look up and see a boy with blonde hair and green eyes, i recognise him but i don’t know him. “you don’t even know me and you helped me i think i can thank you” i say staring at him trying to remeber where i’ve seen him before.

he stands up. “you really don’t have to” he begins starting to walk away “your gonna be late for class”

“wait what’s your name?” i ask him watching him walk away

“gabe”

“bye gabe i’ll see you around.”

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i don’t know how i feel about this part but it’s kinda a filler it’ll make sense later

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Back to the Old House - Chapter 3:

July 21, 2034

[5 days after Chapter 2]

Raines age: 16 years, 5 months

Ellies age: 15 years, 2 months

"When you cycled by.."

CW: Raine struggling with eating

Words: 2020

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Raines POV:

I layed in the bed of Maria and Tommys guest bedroom. This has been what my past 4 days have been looking like.

Just me, laying in bed, staring at the wall or ceiling, eyebags hanging low, with my thoughts.

About 98% of my thoughts were of my mom and how i'm gonna find her. Where I could look, how I can escape this place, how long its gonna take, but how worth it it'll be once I see her face.

The other 2% was how tired I was and how badly I wish I didn't get saved and just had died right then and there.

I didn't let myself think of Ellie. She stayed out of my mind. That whole day of talking with Tommy and Joel, that poor nurse, stayed out of my mind.

I didn't move an inch once I heard a knock at the door.

"Can I come in?"

It was Maria. I really didn't want her to. I just wanted to be left alone.

"I'm gonna come in anyways" Maria said after a minute of me not answering her. I heard the door open but I stayed in my position of laying on my side staring at the wall. I felt a dip on the bed- Maria sat on the foot of my bed. I felt her hand touch my ankle.

"You haven't aten 3 days.. and when you ate it was only half a meal"

Yeah, so?

"And god knows how little water you've geen drinking"

"Can you talk to me please?"

I glanced at her, "I don't get why you act like that" I mumbled, it felt weird to talk. I hadn't it 2 days.

"Act like what?" She asked softly,

"Like you care" My voice was quiet and tired.

"I do care"

"No. No, you don't"

"Why do you think that?"

"Cause why the fuck would you care for some girl you've known for 6 days"

"I've known you for-"

"I was unconscious it doesn't fucking count. And you don't know anything about me, I've said 2 short paragraphs to you, tops."

"I know that you've been through a lot. I know that you're just a kid. And that's enough for me"

I scoffed, but didn't say anything.

"Can you please just do me a favor?"

I stayed silent again, still not looking at her

"Can you please come out with me for dinner? just try to eat. Just try, thats all I want"

"M' not hungry"

"You're gonna starve yourself to death. I know its hard, but you have to eat.

Look, if you're not gonna try for me, try for the other people that care"

"Shut the fuck up Maria, nobody cares for me and it's okay, i've been used to it. Stop fucking pretending"

"I'm not pretending. If nobody cares for you, then why did Ellie save you? Why did she stay in that chair holding your hand in the hospital bed for days straight. She even forgot to eat from how worried she was about you."

I rolled my eyes, "Do not make shit up just to make me feel better"

"You think i'm making shit up? I've never once lied to you, and I dont plan on it ever. If you don't believe me, ask anyone if Ellie stayed with you in the hospital.. I'll be waiting in the living room for you, take your time"

Instead of declining, I stayed silent. Did Ellie really stay with me? Did she really hold my hand? Why would Maria lie this much about that? What if shes telling the truth? Fuck. I need to stop thinking about her.

After awhile, I was ready. I brushed my teeth and hair, and put on shoes. I looked in the mirror. I had a vertical cut right under my eye, I think its gonna be permanent. My eye bags were hideous. I never felt uglier.

I walked im the living room to see Maria staring at her watch, "i'm ready" I said to her, voice low. Maria turned to me and smiled. "You look nice. You'd look even better if you got some sleep though. Did you try those pills?"

She asked as we headed out, "Uh. Yeah"

"Well?" She asked looking at me, but I just glanced at her, "Did they work?"

I shrugged. Yes, I woke up and had to run to the bathroom to throw up from my dream. Maria sighed, rubbing my shoulder at my lack of conversation.

"Well, I have more if you want them."

I stayed silent again, No, I dont fucking want them, unless I don't get that nightmare I have any time I fucking sleep.

We walked in silence then, well, Maria pointed out how nice the weather was and shit, but it was pretty quiet.

As we walked, I heard a girl from afar.

"Ellie! slow down! we're gonna crash!"

I immediately turned to where the girls voice came from. I unconsciously frowned at the sight of the same girl, from that night that Ellie held hands with, the girl behind Ellie holding onto her waist as they both were on a bike, Ellie peddling fast.

"Oh, come on! It's fun, just hold on tighter!"

"You're gonna kill me!"

Ellies mouth opened as she laughed, her head leaning back.

Her eyes shinned like the stars with joy.

Her smile was genuine and gentle.

The strands of her hair that escaped from her ponytail danced around the wind.

"Hey! keep your eyes on the road!" the girl said.

Ellie laughed again, her smile bright. "But you're making me laugh"

"I dont care! Please slow d-"

"Hey" Maria shouted, I jumped at it as she also shook my shoulder slightly, "You okay?" she asked with a worried expression, I shoved her hand off of me and moved past her to try and find Ellie and the girl, but they already were gone. "Raine? Is everything okay?"

I couldn't bring myself to speak, it felt like my mouth was sewn shut. I could feel my chest rise up and down faster and it got harder to breath.

"I.." My shakey voice started, "can we.." I let out heavy breaths, "go back"

Maria had guilt in her eyes, "Yeah. Yeah, lets go back, come on. I'll make you food at home."

I don't even remember the way back to Marias. My vision was blurry from tears in my eyes and I didn't even know where I was walking, my head was down as Maria was just leading me the whole time with her hand on my back.

I felt so stupid. Why did I suddenly get like that? All teary eyed and hard to breath? Just from seeing Ellie Williams laugh and have fun?

"I- i'm sorry, Maria" I panted out once we got home, all the tears I was holding back on the walk came falling down.

Maria shut the door and went on one knee to get more to my level since my head was down still. "Hey, don't be sorry, you tried. That's all that matters. Do you want to talk about what happened? Why it happened?"

"I-"

I couldn't even make out a sentence, I squeezed my eyes shut and covered my face with my hands feeling embarrassed. "It's okay, Raine. You don't have to. I can't even imagine what you've been through. Just focus on your breathing, okay?"

I nodded, hands still covering my face, and tried to do what she said. "Just breath slowly, in and out, could you do that for me?"

She guided me through catching my breath until I was calm and stopped crying, both of us still in the same position.

"You don't wanna talk about it, do you?"

I quickly shake my head embarrassed, she nodded. "Can you still try and eat? I can make you a sandwich"

I nodded, slightly, "Good. You'll get sick if you don't"

Maria made me a chicken sandwich, and I ended up eating it all. It was hard, but it shouldn't be. Thinking back to all the times were I would eat literally anything I could find it felt weird to not want to. For it to be hard, to eat a real, fresh, sandwich.

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After that day, everything has been very stiff and miserable. It had been weeks, of just laying in bed, eyes dry from not blinking, eyes sagging from lack of sleep, and shoving food down my mouth.

It had been weeks, and i've probably only gone out of the property 2 times.

Maria was starting to get really worried, I could tell everytime she made me get out of the bedroom to watch a movie with her, just to do something.

I sat at the dinner table alongside Maria and Tommy, eating venison and vegetables.

"So, Raine, how have you been feeling lately?"

Tommy asked.

"Fine"

I replied. Noticing how they both glanced at eachother, not believing my single word.

"Well, me and Maria have been doing some thinking.."

I glanced up at him suspiciously, Tommy had his mouth opened to continue his thought but it seemed he couldn't find the right words, so Maria took over.

"We just think that it would be good for you to be outside. To get out of the house, get some fresh air. Get vitamins from the sun.."

"I do go outside. I read out there" I state, motioning behind me to the back door.

"Yes, you do go outside in the backyard.. but we were talking more.. social."

My heart dropped at her words. I mentally scoffed at myself for my heart pumping at just one fucking word.

"W-what do you mean?" I knew what she meant.

"Well.. maybe you could, start working around. Something you like to do. You like books, maybe you could, work at the library? Maybe teach the younger kids how to read and write?"

I shook my head, "m'not good with kids" I mumbled. I wasn't even lying to get out of it, I honestly just don't have the patience for that young of children.

"Okay well, do you like farming maybe? It's simple and relaxing.."

"No"

They nodded, "Well.. does any job sound interesting around here?"

I stared down at my food, picking at it with my fork thinking. "I'm good with killing?" I said, unsure of where that would take me. "Oh.."

"Then, hows about you do group patrol?" Tommy asked in a pronising tone.

I furrowed my brows together, "No, m'not good with groups, they slow me down."

Maria and Tommy glanced at eachother. "Even though you are only 16.. we could.. make an acception" Maria started, glancing back to Tommy, who looked suprised.

"What kind of acception?"

"We usually only let people who are 18 or older to do partner patrol, but Jesse has been asking me a lot lately if he could start early, as hes also 16.. and he is really good out there, hes fast, won't slow you down. Maybe you two would work really well together."

"I, uh, don't know who Jesse is, but if he's fast and not annoying, then I would like that"

Maria nodded, a small smile present on her face, she turned to Tommy, "Yeah, I think- I think that would he great" Tommy nodded.

"Great. Raine, whenever you're ready, just come and talk to me and i'll take you to the shooting range so I can see how you are with your gun, I trust that you will do well out there considering how far you've come, but just to be sure. Does that sound okay?"

I nod my head. Is this really my future? Will I really stay here forever? Why am I just giving up on my mother like that. I don't even deserve to live here safely with food and water, not with what i've done. With the thoughts i've had.

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