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#something is very obviously different about these two compared to my normal images on this blog. i acknowledge this#also the sv model is Really good. and since they always stare straight at the camera anyway… and no one pays attention to the background…#and the only high-quality phantump model i could find was so horribly shiny that its eyes were just white voids#in my defense‚ phantump always just stare straight at you in game#the lighting is different‚ yeah. that's probably the dead giveaway. beyond the background. but like. i'm the only being on the planet who#really likes phantump anyway. i feel like it's a generally forgettable pokémon to most folks#phantump#HELLO this one is a weird one. i have some explaining to do. so when i did this one i didn't know how to edit models really at all#and when i got the models for these‚ the xy models were super shiny. shiny to the point that it made their eyes fuckin invisible#and i decided that since you could barely tell it was phantump‚ i needed a different way to get these images#i remembered that in the SV dlc‚ every time you find a wild phantump‚ it just fucking. stares. at you. and i was like. aha#i kinda remembered because of the test stream that i did. tumblr user alligayytorr (am i getting the right amount of Ys) said#“haha i am getting a sneak peek” when i zoomed the camera in on a phantump. and i remembered that. and i was like. i can utilize this#and ended up using just an in-game screenshot of SV in replacement of the regular content. later on‚ after that#once we got into gen 7 and it became less and less reliable to find models‚ i had to learn how to edit them manually to remove the shine#i am a software dev. not a 3d modeler. this ended up coming down to editing the code of the models directly (which i ended up writing a#script to automate). now‚ today‚ january 22nd (the day of me writing these tags and updating this post)‚ i remembered this post was in the#queue and was not normal. so i went back‚ ran the script on the phantump and trevenant models‚ and unshinified them#then edited these two posts to be normal. i have left the original pictures i took under the cut for reference and as bonuses#because i really enjoy phantump. so that's why those images are there‚ and that's why these tags are here#just for posterity's sake‚ the folks who come here mostly for my commentary‚ i've left the ORIGINAL tags of the post when i initially#made it with the SV pictures up at the top (i wanted to rearrange them‚ but tumblr makes that Very difficult‚ so i left them as-is)#so if these tags are confusing to read i Apologize. but i hope now that you're at the bottom you understand what happened#i'm gonna go edit the trevenant post now
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Forced against my will to post these(thanks @flopnandoalonso and @schumigrace ...) , but please enjoy gifs of: Fernando at the spa (PLEASE DON'T BLOCK ME)
#posting this and closing tumblr for the rest of the night DJKFSLGR#also gifing this doesnt even feel nearly as bad as the actual clip itself#so i linked it. go watch it.#THERES JUST SO MUCH YKNOW#cause like not only is all this feet stuff going on in the background. theyre also talking abt him peeing in the car#these gifs are just ... foot stuff hm#I DONT WANT IT ON MY BLOG EITHER BUT I GOTTA GIVE THE PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT#i hope youre happy. i stopped drawing for tonight to make these instead UGHHHH#yes i can be peer pressured#but also i think its very funny#this clip has haunted me for more than half a year and look here now you have it#i still think i like the other massage scene better. its a lot more subtle#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#tw feet#fernando(show)#fernando s1e4#we do a little bit of f1#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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Ok but, regarding TMAGP 27, I can't stop thinking about Jonah writing, after sending Archibald to a certain death, "It is done, and I am surprised to find how little remorse I feel." It reminds me of his statement in MAG 160:
"The discovery, not simply of the dark and horrible reality of the world in which you live, but that you would quite willingly doom that world and confine the billions in it to an eternity of terror and suffering, all to ensure your own happiness, to place yourself beyond pain and death and fear. (...) It is an awful thing to know about yourself."
I will never get tired of little details about his life being revealed (regardless of the timeline/dimension) because the parallel between his discovery of the supernatural world and the discovery of his own true self and the things he's capable of is so interesting and compelling to me.
Along with the knowledge of the horrors that exist in his world comes the horror of the realization that he might be capable of anything to stop feeling scared and vulnerable, to put himself over everybody else if necessary. Every time curiosity leads him into a new experiment, a new sacrifice in the name of knowledge, he lets go a little bit of himself and his morality. And then, as it happened with Archibald, and as it happened with Barnabas in another world, he feels surprised of how easy it was. Of how he doesn't feel regret or grief, how at most he finds himself thinking that it was all a pity. So it becomes even easier each time, he finds freedom in it, as he also mentions in MAG 160— and one sacrifice after another, it all becomes incredibly simple. There is no fear of losing himself, only the fear of death and pain remains, and only after that process of two hundreds years can one condemn the world for his own sake.
The progressive descent into evil of Jonah Magnus, slowly exposed through statements and letters, will never stop being one of the more interesting parts of this podcast imo.
#the magnus protocol#tmagp#jonah magnus#well sorry im now using my art blog for this i guess#this is probably conveyed extremely poorly but you know!! english is not is my first language so what can i do#not that im saying anything new i just love this sort of arc and story#specially if its slowlly narrated in the background through snippets but at the same time it's extremely important for the general plot#and themes of the story#thats my fromsoft poisoned brain for you#also i know theres some people pointing out that we technically dont know if the magnus in tmagp 27 is in fact jonah#but come on he's the magnus who founded that institute and has the same bitch personality#him not being jonah would be extremely cheap and deceptive#also “augustus is jonah” team please rise. this is what i've been saying ALL THE TIME#tmagp spoilers#oh one more thing#you could argue that there's no real “descent into evil” for jonah since he's a privileged guy in victorian england#who represents the opression of the ruling class#and the point is that he feels that he can trample all over other people because of that#thats a talk for another day lol#those are different interpretations but i believe they can be true at the same time#after all the capacity for evil was always within him thats the point i think#uuuh anyways good night
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i neeeeed to draw my group of idiots at a diner. i need it
#what if i... attempted to draw something wildly Beyond my skill level...#haha jk! unless...#i love diners i love characters at diners#they need to be exhuasted and its night outside and PUT THEM IN THERE#a bunch of morons crammed into a booth together... yeah...#Im So Tired and yet i Cannot Sleep#absolutely unprompted#i also think... i want to draw more Objects?#i need to practice backgrounds#the other day i was scrolling through art blogs#and Pining after the environments they were creating#oh man oh man.... me when#Why Cant I Be Good At It Now? Huh? I Need It Now#I Want To Put Dragons In Environments Now.#I WANT TO DESIGN ROOMS AND LIVING SPACES AND AUSGSHSBFJSNDKS#man. man man man. i need to improve again#im stagnating once more. i need ta get funky w it
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hey no need for all that !!! Just focus on resting for now and take your time >o< - prairie anon
sorry.... i did it......
#asks#my art#prairie anon#dont worry im better now + it only took me like an hour to make this (lazy) + hate backgrounds (lazy)#but thank you so much for your kind words 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#this is dedicated to you prairie anon and also that one person who voted make a full piece on that one poll i made (sorry not actually full#on another note -> hit 200 followers (but i still have to clear out ageless blogs so if you apply. please fix that)#so cold in my rooom right now. i may live in a tropic\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\al ccccccccccccccccccccccccc cold...............................#neeed to turn off the aaac#harper the doctor#dol#piutting the tags at the end because i dont LOVE this. i dont#since i didnt render it properly. or do a background#ITS SO COLD.#wait turning off rbs. i dont like this one that much.
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#in the simplest terms#I've decided this just isn't for me anymore#I might come back at a later date to offer a more in-depth explanation#but every time I try to gather my thoughts on the page and detail my reasons for leaving it becomes overwhelming#at the very least I needed to make it known that my bigbang blogs on tumblr and twitter are now closed#I will not delete anything but I no longer wish to be an active participant in the fandom#or continue the conversation -- any conversation -- about bigbang and its members past or present#I could have quietly faded into the background#looking on from the sidelines largely disinterested and disengaged#as I have done for the last month or so while I silently prepared myself to finally fully let go#as a certain someone once said: I've already withdrawn#however#rather than disappear without a word I wanted to make it official -- and final#because I value closure#and I might have a few followers left who do too#to everyone who ever enjoyed the content of my blog. my work. my voice.#and especially to the few who stuck with me through thick and thin#thank you
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#personal#it feels like im not allowed to complain about my own life on my own blog#or at least that if im allowed to that it seems very firstworld problem very selfish very not appropriate with all thats going on#that people will and do think less of me for expressing my own sadness and frustrations because theres no way it compares#to a lot of peoples very big and very real problems#but im so fucking sick of being poor and small. all ive had to eat today is 2min noodles roughly 10 hours ago#and all ill get tomorrow is a bowl of 2min noodles but ittl be another 15 or so hours until its the most reasonable to eat that#thats the real girlmath and then thats the last of my noodles. that leaves me with one (1) small tin of tuna#which might end up being tonights intermediary food if i really cant wait 15 nore hours for my next noodles but is supposed to be#the one meal of the day after tomorrow. so if i eat it too soon then i have even more time that i just dont fucking eat#im so sick to death of being in this position. like its literally killing me and theres fuck all i can do to make it better#ive tried. and i try and i try and i try but i can never afford anything#my landagent keeps sending me textx asking when theyll see a patment for my $50 water bill#i have to stop myself from texting back every time. youll see payment when im not spending literally 75% of my pay on rent alone#when i can afford to buy food and bills at the same time. whn i dont feel like kms-ing would be better than paying you my rent every frtnite#i crave a burger so bad i cant make myself do any tasks. i cant start or continue any crafts or chores because all im thinking about#is a burger like a blorbo rotating in my mind alongside the background noise that i wont get a burger and will only get noodles but not for#hours. a whole days worth of hours almost#my shitawful roomate is back and i have to play nice but he gives me the same feelings my abusive mother did. im scared to leave my room#in the safeplace house ive spent the last two years building for myself. this feels awful. things were all going so right and now#all of a sudden theyre all going as wrong as possible and im struggling so much. with no one to help. no one cares enough to help#the few people i do have are wrapped up in their own lives. which i get. but it doesnt take away the hurt of dealing with it all alone again#lot of momma trauma coming up with the end of eclipse season and i thought i was handling it. now i just feel fucking awful all the time#like ik healing isnt linear but the roomate triggers so hard things i thought i had processed and was on top of#would a burger fix that? no but itd atleast give me something to emotionally lean on for strength though it. but all ive got is noodles#24 hour apart one meal per day noodles. and tomorrow is my last pack. my only solace lately is that ive been invited to my first ever rave#or my first real rave anyway ive only been to one other 'edm event' that was not really a rave of any scale it was like 25 people#but its a halloween rave so im hoping for spooky fun dancetimes at least theres that. im out of data and spotifyprem so i havent been able#to take my silly little mental health walks bc theres zero chance im doing that without music and so itll be noce to get outside fr the rave#anyway. im doing very poorly i appreciate you few who reached out while i wasnt active but i expect ill continue to do poorly for some time
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Ford pines for headcanons?
YES FUCKCING YES GIRL!!!!!!!! LETS A GO !
A (Realisitic): lovessssss doodling on paper. has an affinity for eyes (;]), swirlies, scribbles, and creatures. whatever he can get his damned hands on he will doodle on it and he will do it happily. my boy's an artist ❤️❤️
B (Not Realistic But Funny): honestly in canon ford's probably into music too much but i can see him being an period music fan. abba, queen (teehee), freetwood mac, david bowie, etc. that's just his VIBE to me, not in the crowley way but in his own strong inks and cigarette smoke way. i associate thoss things with him as well as anythinf existing before 1982 with him alot if u didnt know. i still see something and go "ford missed this 😔" or "ford didn't miss this! 😁" in a sad or happy tone at least once a day /srs. oh i love this guy
C (Heart-Crushing): this kinda collides with D but im keeping it in that category. soul crushing? ford never knowing what to hope for in regards to stan on the other side. whenever he has time to think about it, he isnt sure whether to imagine him in his house or dead in a ditch, and the mystyer honestly scares him more than he'd like to admit. ford kinda treats it like schrodinger's cat in a way--as long as he never confirms, it could really be anything, and that absolves him of any potential guilt. so. (also: that he celebrates holidays out in the multiverse too, when possible. makeshift menoras, pastries in substitute of bday cakes, lighting sticks during new years. just for the sense of grounding. ALSO alsohe's spent at least 3 birthdays in a prison cell or very hurt. so. yeah)
D (Unrealistic but FUCK CANON): has always stuggled with addiction, especially with antidepressants or alcohol. thus sort of snowballs into a whole "if this makes me feel good i cannot have for more than needed" but still ends upgrappling with it anyway. he suffered MAJORRRR withdrawlel when portal stranded and since then swore off it bc he drank the most under bill's influence. it's very important to me and i need more fics about it sooooooo bad, bc while i HAVE written my own, i think someone else is needed to do it justice. now that im remembering this i HAVE read some with this hc and they were beautiful and i need to reread them again and i need to REWATCH THIS DAMN SHOW SO I CAN READ AND WRITE SOME FIC AGAI .... also there IS some evidence as extracted by @/callipraxia (need to find that meta again) but i DOUBT that would ever be canon bc of the kid show rating. (watch the book of bill canonize this seven fucking months from now. i swear to god..../j)
TY FOR THE ASK!!!!!! 💖💖
#this mightbe unprompted but i just wanna preface this saying#just becauss you see gomens on ur dash almost exclusively now doesnt mean im just a gomens blog#like i still love gravity falls SOOO MUCHHHH like ur never gonna get rid of that that was my FIRST fandom#thats the one where i found all my friends!!! thats what we bonded over and still talk about!!!! i am still the ford person#(if you'd like me to be!)#and im likely never gonna let that go regardless of how far it may slink in the background#i still have a whole shelf dedicated to my merch for it for FUCK'S SAKE#i just reallyyyyyyy need to rewatch it. but im scared of rewatching things especially since theyre so long lmao#i also.need.to continue my fic! and get stanuary up and running GOD DAMN IT!#wait FICS. its TWO gf wips i have AURGHHHHHHHH#i need to revive my love. i can feel it on the precipise but im not yet in touch. i'l get back there i PROMISE !!! none of u are safe >:)))#ask game#the guys (with a z!)#sorry for the long text jacky i was just unloaded djbdndndddjs#god man now that im thinkinf about it again there some damn fics i need to read/reread. I NEED TO REWATCH GRABITY FALLS#I WILL. STARTING TOMORROW. I NEED TO DO IT TO REFRESH ON MABEL AND STAN FOR STANUARY AND THE FIC PASS THING ANYWAY. IMA DO IT.... PROMMY
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All it took was trying to draw in the style one time for me to decide that me personally, I enjoy the vibe of the Be Cool art style, it's goofy and silly and fun and I had great time trying to capture it. Except Scooby himself, because his proportions confused me and it stressed me out
#I'm a big fan of Fred and Shaggy's designs specifically because I love the shape language in theirs the most#Scooby is fun to look at but terrible to try and draw yourself#my poor boy im so sorry i defaulted to the usual scoobisms be cool bested me in this specific battle#Daphne is great cause she has many an outfit and they are very unique and fun to look at i wanna draw her vampire costume soon too#Velma omg when the eyes are like little dots inside the glasses frames and the glasses in question are LARGE oh yeah now we're cooking#and the monsters are soooo fun too all of them are different i love it#it sucks that a lot of the human designs for the other background characters reuse so many shapes cause the gang themselves are very fun#the colours are a bit bright but literally who cares tbh its a silly comedy cartoon#first day on the tumblr scooby blog and im already pulling out the be cool style analysis in the tags#we're off to a great start everyone
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my first three af attacks for this year :-P
for colliepaws, godslayer86, and catchomp !!
go go team seafoam
#posting them here bc idgaf abt my art blog anymore its only for inspo now#art fight 2024#i need to step up my game though#like background and lineart... need to put more time into all these... but DO I WANT TO
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Jam, some interview for you https://youtu.be/FKk_Miqx6W4
Thank you anon!!!
A new Olena interview!
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Mostly about her work with some interesting informations and background stuff.
Some private questions at the end but not really anything new.
Asked again about how Ze (and his character) changed during the war. Olena says she can't really give an answer to that because you can only assess any change after the war. But some of his character traits (that were already there) have come out more / are now stronger / sharper. Like he is now more stubborn (probably meant as in persistent) and determined.
Also no, she does not know more than the public, adding she wants it to end (like everyone else; it's a bit unclear what she is refering to - a second term? the war? the separation?)
Ze has become more emotional / sentimental about the things close to his heart / that are important to him as a person, especially family topics (communication with his family, with his kids, ...). He is now appreaciating that very much. You can now cheer him up (and he will get really emotional) with any little thing, like when Olena talks about the children (like when she tells him what the kids said) or sends him a pic of the kids. He wasn't so sensitive before the war.
She talks with the kids about the war.
In February, when the war started, she was on her way to the kids room to wake them and tell them what happened, wondering how and what she should tell them, that they have to pack the emergency suitcases. Oleksandra was already awake and had no questions, knew what happened. Kyrylo was confused and Olena tried to distract him and engaging him (them) in everything they now had to do. For Kyrylo the distraction worked for the first day.
Olena understands that it is a great honour for other First Ladies to be the "first advisor" to their President (like Jill Biden). But she is not Ze's advisor at all. She jokes that a good husband, of course, always will say that the wife is the most important advisor and she is sure Ze would say the same. But he is the President and it's not her place to tell him anything or advise him with anything.
#the part about ze being so emotional now ... uffffff ... my heart breaks ... 🥺😢#he misses his fam so much 🥺😢#also olena immediately SMILING when she talks about ze will never thet old 😍#the big smile when they started to talk about him and her role as possible advisor#the “a good husband” moment was so cute 🥰🥰🥰#and we all now ze is a good husband 😏#i mean he did say that olena is his most important advisor#on a side note she looked amazing!#but poor olena sounded sick#her voice was pretty raspy sometimes#but looks like her finger is okay again#on another side note: i love the personal stuff as much as everyone else but i am also happy they gave her work so much coverage for once#she does so many amazing and important things and achieves so much its such a shame this sometimes gets forgotten and in the background#also: me 🤝 the anons in my messages - working together to get all the content on this blog#and create all the content#and the discussions#and funny interactions#and everything else you all created
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Notbme staring at my inktover knd 2019 drawings and going Damn
I need to practice inking agaib
#THE POSES WERE MOSTLY GOOD TOO AND THE STUFF WITH SILHOITTES#some thi gs look wonky but like yeah thats expected but most of it holds up really well#love teen rqchel and georgette the gorls#also the 23 qnd 78 one??? amazing i still love that one#i can no longer do month long challenges but sigh i want to try again#maymay didnt get too far this year but genuiney thats alrigth i still drew her and even have an attempted ask blog update#ITS COLORED IT JUST NEEDS BACKGROUNDS WHICH.... *LOOKS AT THE ONES ON THE BLOG*#ill figure it out#some of it was using mosaic on the screenshots i had and some were painted#like some fool i was#but once i get into it it shpuld be fine#ITS JUST STARTING#i continue to ramble in my tags but thats for future me#im just trying to look for a sticker here#i know i put it in one of my sketchbooks#my fusionfall art continues to be loved by me#damn i could try drawing them again see where my coloring stands now#cant top my past self it seems#but i have more gel pens
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he needed back in :(
#i recorded it using OBS and ig i forgot to turn off desktop sound so you can hear my tf2 music faintly in the background lol#my stuff!!#<- ik this is technically my art blog but its now the mostly art blog ok#also using that tag for non art stuff ig#tf2#teamfortress 2#anyways i mostly did this so i can figure out how to record shit dfjkhgjf
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DARN, missed it again! 2nd anniversary of being a they/themer :D
#just me hi#i should cue a post for next year cuz i just Keep missing it hfhsv#cool though!! two years of queer yeah babyyy#i now have it/its but they/them was where i started hehe :>#i've considered neos but you know i think they'd be a bit much for me lol#character customization Truly#//i am NOT missing this blog's birthday. proooollyyyy hghfsh#these aren't such huge things but i like to know things have happened hfsh :3#these are two things i really only celebrate on here so i've just Gotta say it :33#//anyway i've been listening to the radio a lot (did i say that? i think i told you that some weeks ago lmao) and it's Funnn (mostlyyy) :D#yes they play the same 15 songs over and over and i'm starting to learn all the words to even the most unremarkable ones but that's part of#the Fun :DD#been listening to it because once in a while they play a song i already have in my playlist (yayy !!) or a song that i like (which then goe#in the Playlist (yayy !!)) that and it supplies a background track to whatever i'm talking about with my siblings which is funny at times#/imagine. you've slipped up. a secret of another's you were never supposed to know was mentioned by accident. so instead of#trying to excuse yourself from guilt you admit to knowing even More. the person you're speaking to is betrayed confused and overall upset.#and you're trying to get in contact with a ghost to give you pointers. it's not great. in the background Lovin On Me is playing#that's how our games have been going hfhsvhf#/i let them play in the plots of my stories sometimes and it's So Ridiculous Dude#i've had to ban specific organs from their characters because they were being wretched little beings. it Was funny though i'll not deny hfh#they've tormented shye + weirded out oath + killed and been killed many times#there were a couple times i saw genuine horror on their faces and i am living on that i'm ngl hfhsvbhs#like the horse thing! it would take a sec to explain so i won't go into it but oh i hurt myself laughing Lolll (it was dark but it was stil#funny hfbvs)#//OH i've gtg now lol --#ciao ciao see you somewhere later from now !! :D
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do u guys like blogs with those cool custom themes or do u like ones with just the default theme
#bc omg#like these themes are so cute but i feel like if i was scrolling on my laptop and came across a fanfic blog that had a custom theme with lik#the worst font for readability ever#i would die and struggle so hard with reading it#and im trying to find themes with like BIG fonts because a lot of them are meant for reblog/image blogs#so the text size is smaller and lighter in color and it like#throws me off#because the default blog is just white background black text and that makes it ten times easier to read#but i also feel like its a matter of how easy it is to navigate a custom blog#like if im trying to click ten different things to find ur search bar then theres probably an issue there....#but also i feel like most people now use tumblr on their phones#so it wouldnt matter much about the theme i used but also in the same way is it worth it for me to find a custom theme and use it when not--#--a lot of people will see it#ok let me know ur two cents... l#nat says stuff
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