#its like sisyphus and the boulder
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@sanusoweek sanuso week day 3 : firsts ........ 🤭
#sanusoweek#SSSOOOORRRYYYYY.#i love drawing ummm. rlly gender sanji.#this prompt was hellish af coz i couldnt think of anything#Sorry abt this.#im like sisyphus except if the boulder was makin art of gay bitches#one piece#oooouhhh. its so bad. im obsessed w dem#i wish i were usopp.#😞😞🙏🙏🙏 new day new artwork#IM GONNA PUSH THRU THA REST OF THE WEEK#SWEARSIES!!!#artists on tumblr#op#art#fanart#usopp#sanji#black leg sanji#ugh......i...im gonna be sick...!😞😞😞😞#I LOVE THEM SOOOOOO BAD.#small artist#one piece fanart#fujidraws
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told my sister that I have to sort of not think about a lot of things in order to function on a day to day basis and she's like you know that's not okay right and of course I am well aware but the jenga tower that is my current mental/physical well-being is already on a steep lean so we're just gonna keep on trucking bolton strid style like, look at the surface of the water but y'know don't jump in
#ramblin#im not doing well#i havent been doing well for a long time#every time i get my feet under me and try to get things back in order i am knocked back again#its like if sisyphus boulder was actively fighting him the entire time
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40k has been broken. still not done. please help
#ell rambles#i am sisyphus and this is my boulder#the good news is the end is in sight. few more scenes left#bad news is. fuck idk. might need another 10k words to get there we'll see#idk if anyone here has ever written long one shots or chapters but i need yall to know#that the more you write the more your brain tries to sabotage you#smacking you with wtf are you doing this is so repetitive and bad#which is honestly just a byproduct of having like an 80 pages long google doc#and ill be fine like 2 weeks after its posted#but. nmgmgjgjfkjfhfhdh#i wanna point out that this is the chapter post-split#if i followed my og plan it would be like 80k words
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i threw together all my tsg writing and notes ive made for the past few years (which ended up being like 115 pages lol) and now im slowly reading through it. and apparently in one version i did actually do the trope of 'extremely powerful and evil magician gets defeated by a regular gun'
#its barely coherent writing more like dozens of outlines and first chapters. only thing they have in common are the characters#these ocs are my sisyphus boulder unfortunately#but this is just what i have on this laptop so theres still stuff from my old laptop + phone notes + on paper stuff missing#ALSO most of its in english which sucks. my next future abandoned first chapter should at least be german
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does anyone else have a dad who will say things like "beyonce is a satanist and there's also a gang of satanists who ritually sacrifice babies in the woods by our house (in smalltown rural ireland)". and this is just something that you have to live with. because he will get extremely angry if you point out that thats a deranged thing to believe. and everybody around you knows its insane but enables it anyway because its easier than dealing with him angry. anybody else having this bizarre experience or is it just me
#been trying to convince this guy he needs antipsychotics and not faith healing since i was 9 😭#unfortunately i cant bring it up because i dont believe in god#which my dad believes i am doing on purpose because i love satan and i'm evil#i feel like its important to note that my parents are not the same religion#and he full consented to have my brought up my moms religion#and now hes absolutely seething that i dont believe in his religion#like. dude???#this was literally your choice#oh well. i am like sisyphus and my boulder is my clearly schizotypal father who refuses help
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reading series with books that have nearly a thousand pages each is all fun and good because you feel so accomplished when you finish one but then you start the next one and it’s like… fuck. back in it again. page 1 of 999. big hit to moral
#its like sisyphus and his fucking boulder#i was gonna read a book in between each long book in the series but i physically cannot make myself do that. i must continue.#finished book 2 of asoiaf last night and now on to book 3. the biggest one (i think??) in the series#book 2 took me like 2 months to read but i got into a bit of a reading slump so it was no fault of the book that it took me so long#asoiaf
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I am. So tired. Of finding a new scammer and seeing that they have 300+ reblogs. Does no one vet sources these days. Do they not have critical thinking.
#head in hands#just. going through and messaging each person is so exhausting#esp the ones who go the complete opposite direction and say 'this is why i cant trust ppl im never reblogging a fundraiser again'#like are you kidding me. are you kidding mw#whateverrr its fine. sisyphus complaining about the boulder but hes the one who put it there whatever#crane screams
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hihi! Hope you're doing well by the way, Monnie!
Hi!!! I'm trying!! Hope you're doing well too :D
#its been hard#i feel like sisyphus pushing that damn boulder lmao#butnill get there eventually#hope youre well ty for checking in!!#monnie answers
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holy shit i will never watch anything like that ever again. oh well, there’s other shows
#succ lb#im done its over she’s finished#shivs ending is the saddest to me#poor ken etc but like. oh no sisyphus your boulder rolled down to the bottom of the hill!!#roman… literally heres how romangerri can still win he’s destined to be some milf(/dilf)’s useless lapdog (so why not gerri’s)#but like shiv is so resigned and bitter. she’s going to be close#to the action and maybe have strings to pull and moves to make but mattson probly doesnt trust her and tom’s going to be insufferable#like it’s sad that she could repeat the cycle and tomshiv baby could be the real loser of succession (2018-2023)#fuck factory
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in my come up era ✌️😙
#like the daoist farmer horse story you never know where sm will take you#starting to really live my best life more and more and more its incremental#i am sisyphus and the boulder is the rest of my life#and darling its a camus type beat kinda rest of my life
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staring at the books i have to read for classes going, “sigh. i hate reading. i wish i didn’t have to read so i’d have time to read…”
#mistermrow#this makes no sense#but like#reading for classes vs reading for fun is so different#even if the book eats down if its for academic reasons it becomes the a boulder and i sisyphus#yapping#books#reading#:(
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I try not to be a hater because I like have some moral objections and whatever to haterism and also I just don’t really enjoy being a hater but actually try not to have the worst possible misinterpretation of Sisyphus challenge (impossible).
Like you guys know it’s an eternal punishment for trying to cheat death and live forever right? And that the punishment is endless toiling for an impossible task right because death is an inevitability? Not just some guy pushing up a rock?
For the record I think the “one must imagine Sisyphus happy” thing isn’t included in this it is an intentional reimagining and utilization of the myth for a purpose (which is the purpose of myth and fables and whatnot, I do have some grievances but like that’s all me). I mean like people saying Sisyphus can or has or will get the boulder up the hill the point of it is he can’t or that like it isn’t meant as a punishment.
Like it’s a cool story and like yes yes yes use and examine the story and retell it and resuit it to what you want to say but like know what you’re talking about please I will cry
#This came about by a random on the internet someone talking about Sisyphus getting a counter for how many times he’s pushed boulder up#And being able to purchase micro transactions with successful pushes#WHICH TO BE CLEAR I THINK IS GOOD COMMENTARY#IF#the point is the counter stays at 0 forever and he can’t access them#And then like ooh cool that would be awful and yeah commentary on micro transactions that are theoreticall FtP#But I don’t think that’s what they were saying#Also someone in the comments said that they thought Sisyphus was about the education system????????????#ITS FROM ANCIENT GREECE WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT???#Like applicable to the education system sure you can argue that but that’s not what it’s about it’s a new reading for the modern age#Hater post to get all of it out of my system#Sisyphus
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applied to two new jobs pls pray for me 🙏
#i literally NEED to get out of here ive been saying this for months but its forreal killing me...#and now that ive been sober (from drugs) for a while it'll be easier for me to get hired so 🤞#txt#like im sisyphus and life is the mountain and my job is that gd boulder man
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I know I made this as a joke image but this quote and a few others from the same episode i think about a lot.
Like imagine being brought to life in the image of another person and the only one that cared enough to question how you came back is now being told that she's the problem.
That you and your friends have been "nothing but kind" and now she's been hammered into the same square-peg-circle-hole you've been put through your whole entire existence and now you're spitting the same bullshit lies you've been told and exposed to. Because they treated you "well."
Maybe you didn't pay enough attention or maybe you just didn't recognize it, but the way that she's been treated... the way you fell back into the role they wanted you to be in even after trying to reclaim your identity. How you don't even recognize you're essentially still in the same place that you started, and now everything's back to the status quo... god
Hey remember that episode of inanimate insanity invitational where the contestants take in a bunch of feral wild animals, love them care for them and feed them and then make them kill each other in a fight to the death in an arena and how in the fourteenth episode they reference that as a heartwarming example of love and care
"oh there might not be as many of your species as there used to be (because my friends killed them all) but those same people are still a cool community right…? right..?" and they compare that to another character who has been kicked down and spat on and hurt and shunned and alienated by those exact same people the whole season and the narrative decides "yup, this is what I wanted!" sigh.
but hey, all is forgiven 'cause confetti, right?
sorry to the people who thought this was fanart at first lmao
#ii neg#ii negativity#bot neg#something about this breaks me up inside and its stupid i know but. fuck.#(New tags from when I post this below)#IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF THEYRE REPEATING THE CYCLE....#I'm like getting way too emotionally invested in this and its making me weak so I'll prolly take a breather but#Think about it. The contestants Test Tube especially are imposing their own expectations and beliefs about who Cabby is as a person and thi#Gets to the point where Cabby in the finale episodes outright gaslights herself on her intentions when pushing Clover.#She outright thinks she's awful and tries her best to get better but its like sisyphus pushing a boulder up a hill. She tries so hard with#no leeway.#They kinda succeeded in putting Cabby in the circle hole too.#And of course we learn that the contestants were made to be marketable characters in a show for entertainment. They were made to be#palatable and one-note. exploitable. Never becoming real people.#Cabby is someone who the contestants didnt like and their shunning and attacks on her were to make HER more palatable in a way.#Hmmm I wonder where the contestants could possibly get THAT idea from... this series is so doomed#Actual fucking echo chamber.#Bot being forced into being Test Tube and Fan's child was def more covert but the expectation was still clearly there#The Bow stuff was more glaring#eeuuugughhhh fuck dude#idk maybe I'm screaming at clouds but thinking abt this too much makes me SICK#tl;dr the contestants try to attack and make cabby and bot conform the same way they were made to conform#it's a miserable echo chamber cycle
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idk what it is about matcha thats been watered down but this boba i got after my appt + the matcha lemonade i finished off after the concert are some of the most precious things in my life this year
#like dont get me wrong its not GOOD. by any means. but its a very addictive gross flavor#like watching a train wreck. u simply cant look away. i simply cant stop sipping#this is my boulder. im sisyphus or whoever the hell
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im like if prometheus didnt get eagled but blew up in the kiln every day
#bees joke post#dont @ me abt sisyphus#its like if he rolled the boulder into a kiln and it blew up every day except im the boulder
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