#its just like... the chsnce is very much there

[lafortis]

@mutuals if you're curious why I haven't posted anything About The Thing, it's because I'm stupid enough to be easily traceable from real life to the internet, and also occasionally exist in the direct vicinity of the kinds of politicians that could, theoretically, have an intelligence service vetting people nearby. I don't like, have a clearance to worry about or anything, and technically I'm a contractor anyway, so it's not like I can get fired, but there is a hypothetical world where having a history of vocally supporting "terrorists" etc would put me in a very very awkward situation

[aamethyst000]

April 19,23 1:43pm - too many choices to make

I took a nap after waking up and making sure that my little brother went to school. then I got up at 11:30 to make his lunch today. this week has been pretty interesting, and pretty damn irritating. I took a week of rest from that trip down south, slept lots and ate lots too. it was very well needed.

there are some things I heard from my family that make me think twice, or even several more times about moving out sooner than I planned. Been hearing some transphobic slurrs and bs from both of them and they even claimed to be "supportive" to the Trans community.

april 20,23 8:43pm - I want to think about when I should move, and how I am going to to mum and my little brother. I know I want to move back to PG where my older brother lives. find an appartment and a well paying job. I first want to save enough to pack all of my stuff and bring them with me. not like I have too much stuff (I hope). maybe I should go up to the clinic and ask if I can start working full time! if not, I may have to give in and start working at the cannery.

april 23, 23 5:21pm - i am just having a toke with my family. im on my secpnd cup of coffee today and i ate grilled cheese for lunch.

ive been thinking about what desicions i should make with my family. do i give them another chsnce with me and my brothers and see if they will adapt,change, and grow with us.

i really need to make an appointment with my therapist. im starting to want a full time job so much more now. this part time thing is getting tedious now, i want a change. its just so terrifying to take that step. at this point though, i reall am about to say "fck it" and just do it without thinking. one day.

[liselke]

>try to follow s1 trough nikis pov

You literally cant follow a season trough only one persons pov. Thsts the point. Like sorry but she has a story, the fact that it doesnt start before after lmanberg gained independence doesnt mean shes not the main character of her own story? She goes trough a lot in this story and her character would be very good if it had a chsnce to get more fleshed out. (Like its getting right now with the syndicate) Im not saying tommy is not much more of a main character or that she is a main character at all, but saying she doesnt have a story just because she doesnt play a huge part in s1's main plot is just stupid

If I have to read “Dream SMP doesn’t have a Main Character!” I’m going to flip my lid.

Here’s a fun thought exercise: Try to summarize the story of Dream SMP Season 1 without mentioning Niki. It’s still cohesive right? You can recount all of the major plot beats in a general sense without losing too much cohesion, right?

Now, try to the same with Wilbur. Or Tommy. Or Schlatt.

I imagine that’s a lot harder. Almost like … they’re involved in a majority of the large events. Like their actions drive large-scale change for the story of the SMP.

Almost like they’re MAIN CHARACT–!