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heartorbit · 6 months ago

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find another role, carry on the show

#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change #i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny #take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time #isat #siffrin #siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles #i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute #Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation #tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sasasap #sasasa:p #WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt #and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター #Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well #all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning #Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god #EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION

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some-siren · 2 months ago

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I want to add that my dream started as like. There was some kind of reporter/animal documentarist who was interviewing a naked blond woman and helping her dissect things/hunt with a Big Knife/sword. At some point the sword was transferred to a knight in full plate armour, real fantasy type you know with the helmet covering the face and a fluffy cape

And the woman points to some kind of toucan-billed bird and the knight goes to cut its head off (the yellow part) while the reporter films

And for a like 5 seconds (although it felt like more) it’s like the bird is dead and its head is cut like you would a chicken or a goose but then it gets up (this is not weird btw) and it’s revealed (??) that only the beak was cut.

So it stands up and it doesn’t seem in pain and at this point the jungle/forest like background is gone and instead it’s just left of my doorstep outside and I (because I appeared around this time, I think I may have been the reporter?) go to hold its head to look at it because that’s pretty weird

And it has dark unicoloured eyes on top of a dark head and I guess features that vaguely resemble a turkey because in my dream I called it a turkey (I don’t think it was a turkey)

And then I see a second pair of eyes on top of it and I start to freak out and try to get away backwards and then my mother appears and she’s like "wdym it has four eyes"

So I point to the second pair of eyes and then I see another one under the first pair of eyes and while my mother is turning the bird’s head to look at the third pair of eyes I’m talking about and at this point I see an other eye and I’m like NOPE and that’s when I woke up

I want to point out that the head reminded me of like when a twin absorbs the other and the remaining individual has more body parts than normal

I think that’s why I was studying it at first, to see if like they were two heads fused in one or not

I don’t think I ever found the answer because of the THIRD PAIR OF EYES

Why did I just dream of a turkey with 7 (potentially 8) eyes on it’s face

Is this what death looks like?

#this feels like a monster in a horror or fantasy game #frankly I think I might use it for my DnD games at this point-#its image is in my brain now #just my life #feel free to ignore

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fungi-maestro · 10 months ago

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Happy tdov to fat trans people. 🏳️‍⚧️ Biggest thing that helped me as a trans kid was seeing older fat trans people. There were a lot of really irritating "advice" posts going around early in my time on the internet with a lot of misinformation in them, but one that I constantly saw (in addition to people claiming you should wear your pants rediculously low or only wear button ups) were posts saying you had to lose weight to transition. Can confidently confirm that is completely untrue. 👍

#seal.txt #tdov #that 'sky and mike' image of the two old trans dudes hugging was one that I had saved to my phone as a trans teen #and i would look at it sometimes and just wonder how they had made it #idk its just nice knowing we live that long and its not a requirement to be skinnyin order to be respected and loved and get old #some of the old 'advice' posts i saw were really completely bizarre and a lot of them stick with me to this day in insecurities #this would have been 2016 ish tumblr so i know not that long ago but i would have been around 13 for reference #weird that i remember so many of the things i read back then. i could probably fill a post with things i was misinformed on due to Tumblr #specifically tumblrs run by people that i didnt really have the knowledge or awareness to understand probably didnt have my best interests #like 'trans rights ' blogs i would follow and not notice until much later were quite the opposite #this is the consequence of viewing social media before i knew all the secret codewords and my brain was much less developed than it is now

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opens-up-4-nobody · 6 months ago

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Suspirium - Thom York

#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year #when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick #like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning #bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find #me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone #your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded #platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought #im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand #so i use the version i like better #original art

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artsarasp · 4 months ago

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To the person who said Sqh's System and Sqq's System should fuck

You are correct, but they won't cause they have the sexuality of an iPhone.

#i'm sorry but its so funny to me #as a multishipper menace i went YEAH THEY SHOULD #but they wouldn't dhasjdhasdads #also its so funny that techically here sqq and sqh don't know each other as airplane and cucuber-bro YET #SO IMAGINE SQH GETS HIS BODY BACK WITH THE KNOWLEGE HE KISSED SQQ WITH THE IMAGE IN HIS BRAIN BEING THE OG ONE #even if he KNOWS there's a transmigrator there now his body is going into full shut down #he aint coming back for a while #thank u for listening to my mad ramblings this was too fun not to say #system possession #svsss

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tstain-is-an-idiot · 2 months ago

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my first transformers art and its a shit meme redraw

#yeah dont ask me to properly draw the bots or anything #at least not yet #yeah i dont know why my silly bird brain saw this image at like 2am and thought it'd fit these two idiots #and now its 3am i should really go to sleep #transformers rescue bots #rescue bots #tfrb #tfrb blurr #tfrb salvage #<<hey guys i actually tagged something properly for once

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golbiey · 1 year ago

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im having withdrawals

#persona 5 royal #p5r #goro akechi #my bf and i beat our game last night.......at 180 and some hours #and now my brain is rotting #WE TALKED TO THE JAZZ CLUB GUY ON THE FINAL DAY BECAUSE MY BFS BRAIN IS SO LARGE HE JUST THOUGHT OF IT #look i know its scribbly but there is a binder in this image im just throwing that out there

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fatedroses · 5 months ago

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Chance encounters in Costa del Sol.

#ffxiv #sketch #zenos yae galvus #meteor survivor #titus yae galvus #arrecina wir galvus #oc #tsukiko date #camilla lunae #imagine trying to get drinks at the bar only to look over and see your presumed dead great uncle/great nephew standing right next to you #meteor- five seconds away from a heart attack looking over at titus #that moment when youre the spitting image of your father and the warrior of light was *not* aware of that fact #the galvus' are not allowed to have normal vacations #or... well retirement in Titus' case #I am simply here to draw the unaccounted for garlean royals lmao #eventually i'll draw zenos' half sibling(s?) and varis' retainers annia and julia out of their armor #but for now you guys just get to see my silly bullshit of sixty something y/o titus deciding that with nerva gone he's just gonna retire #mans is done with it #im probably gonna end up writing him as the legatus of the 8th- and probably a machinist that eventually becomes a gunbreaker #after lucius passes this man is over all of it #no nonsense machine commanding leader ect ect.#probably dual wielding the gunblade with an actual gun tbh lol #old man doesnt look like wrinkly solus because he spent his life taking care of himself to deal with just... the galvus family in general #dont let the strands deceive you all his grey hair is hidden under the rest of it all lmao #the galvus family brain rot continues and its not going to let me go v-v #(also dont mind meteor teasing tsu for hiding in his shade she does this a lot)

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nuka-rockit · 1 year ago

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meow~

#OK I CAVED #I DREW THE CRINGEFAIL CAMBION #he is like a brain fungus to me #i just had the image of raphael with a collar in my head and it was sitting there #i never like how my fanart comes out but. whatever its done now #raphael #raphael bg3 #cambion #baldurs gate 3 #didnt even plan on making a cambion version but i had to #my art #nuka-rockit #fanart

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bizlybebo · 4 months ago

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sorry im still dead and will probably continue 2 be…. take this as penance

#vixen draws #meant to be a way more emotional sketch until halfway through that one image popped into my brain and. alas #anyways ywah my physicsl health is still kind of tanking but we ball!#i um. Techinically have hashimotos but thats Not the thing causing my pain. said the issue was either rheumatological; neurological; or-#fibromyalgia. but the thing is i kind of doubt?? its fibromyalgia and they did a huge rheumatology panel on me and found Nothing ghere.#so now im having to confront some of my motor issues with a difference kind of anxiety KJDFABWEJKF #but yeag. um. we should find a diagnosis soon !#and then start treatment !#ok sorry for ghe ramble. i didnt wanna make this my own post cause that feels too self centered. happy ghostkicks yuri friday #jrwi #jrwi pd #art #my art #dakota cole #william wisp #ghostkicks

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koriand3r · 1 year ago

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Willow | Spike - Clothing

“Why are you still in costume?” “Okay, still having to explain wherein this is just my outfit.”

#I call this 'costume motif' my beloved #I feel like both characters wear their hearts on their sleeves #So let’s take a look on their actual sleeves #Obviously everyone’s clothes tell a story and their character growth but I feel like these two are hyper aware of it #Its costume its armor I think they rely on it almost weaponize it #Spike i feel is relatively up on the times for a vampire yet he hasn't changed his style in 20 years #He's found his bad boy rebel image and he's gonna cling to it dammit #And Willow needs her clothes to showcase her pride/rebellion/growth as a lesbian wicca #Their clothing means to them hey look at me I'm not a loser nerd/fool anymore I got power and confidence in spades #But its just a front - superficial but clothes equal security blanket #I think they put too much power in their clothes because they're convinced it can control how people see them #But more importantly so it can control how they see themselves #btvs #mygifs #ok i made the nonsense gifset now will my brain stop this random buffy obsession or is this just a phenomenon that will hit me every decade #buffy the vampire slayer #myfaveposts

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 1 month ago

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i do think that the first time suguru goes on a trip post- arisugu moving in together and i send him a pic of my sloppily made meal + an ”are u proud >:3” text he has to sit down w his head in hands to stay calm

#he WOULD be proud but he’s also like … my baby . made food on their own . in the kitchen all alone <- deeply sad image to him #also i am Not a good cook PJDKDBD …#wants to feed me so bad it eats away at him #…….#lots of . thoughts + selfship thoughts today huh #pdjdkdbdkdb #turning my brain off . its way too late #ill sleep now … nighty night dash …….#thank u for bearing with me . more spam tmrw 🫡#ari noises ✩#selfshippy stuff ✩

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leefyberrybread · 1 year ago

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A bunch o' WIPs and progress pictures from some of the bigger things I’m currently working on :)

I’m already 12 hours into this over ambitious Pharma painting and I don’t even think I’m halfway done. I started this in late October and I’m taking a bit of a break from it to learn how to paint metal and just get back in the groove of painting things.

MS paint seeker thing I started in the time period where i lost access to photoshop and before i got clip studio (August lol). So far, this has been so FUN to work on and experiment with funky bright colors

And finally, Stormmyyyyy I started a few days ago but he is the saddest guy in the world rn

#transformers #art wips #corndogyyy art #my art #tf idw #pharma #idw pharma #tf pharma #brainstorm #starscream #thundercracker #skywarp #idw brainstorm #work in progress #THANK YOU MS PAINT FOR ADDING LAYERS #you still have to save as an image so you cant save the layers when you reopen whatever you work on but its still a bit better #also i think digitally painting and traditionally painting and mspaint and making simple doodles has rewired my brain to do everything on #like one layer cuz im using a bit more layers now and it feels weird ehfkjsfhkjdfhkdf #i feel like ive lost my braincells and a bit more marbles ever since i started working on that pharma painting.#he put the pain in painting #I HAD TO RESKETCH HIM SO MUCH AND THAT CHAINSAW........i. i dont know anymore......so much grief and pain #why did i decide to do this?? i dont know but i feel like my 5 years of art training has prepared me for this moment. to paint pharma #also i feel like im still definitely learning how to do digital art in a more efficient way or i just need to get used to using a digital #program to make art but maybe its like the 3 month art block and high school burn out talking and im trying to just draw more in general.#i feel like i forgot how to do a lot of things and im forcing myself to restudy stuff and get used to just doodling all the time again :)#also i have a little somethin somethin about whirl i'll post soon :}#man i just realized they are all jets. big jet posting hours at 2 am lets goooo

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kawaii-kushami · 2 months ago

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having one of those mid-20s moments where you're like well damn. im really not a teenager anymore i dont hate myself anymore actually. like its insane

sorry i gotta ramble but this feels too silly to post anywhere else

#kk.txt #not snz #like for a while even the thought of like admitting i didn't hate myself felt like.. like i was being full of myself #idk what clicked in my brain a few years ago but it felt like i started to see myself more and like understand myself as a person #like i would a friend. and i just didn't think like that before i guess lmao #but like idk i dont talk about my personal life much but ive been recovering from post-pandemic agoraphobia #and i just went on my first big trip alone and im like. god its barely there anymore its just a little shadow in the corner of my mind #that only spreads occasionally now instead of overwhelming me #like im still terrible at a lot a lot a lot of social interaction type stuff but im like.. doing better than i thought id be able to #a few years ago. like idk im not good at.. change and especially conceptualizing myself as someone who can change and be fluid #like i really do think a majority of my person like my core morals and demeanor havent changed that much. and i like that #it makes me feel more secure to be that way #but at the same time its like my mental image isn't nearly as self hating as it used to be #like i used to picture myself as coming off basically the same way as that girl from watamote lmao like #ugly greasy awkward offputting weird #but now im like.. im just some guy... like yeah i have less experience putting effort into my appearance and i slouch and i have acne #but i am also capable of looking good occasionally. i dont need to do it all the time #ok i got off the bus and my train of thought died goodbye

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Imagine if Jin Zixuan DID yeet his brother from another mother (🥲) down the stairs.

Meng Yao: I'm your brother. Happy birthday! 🥰

Jin Zixuan: There can only be one. YEET

I am truly sad he didn't; think of the 'No Doubles' memes that we could have had...

#ask #Convoluted edit...my apologies...but do you see my vision?#Original text is: 'jesus was kin with god and was executed because the roman emperor said no doubles.'#I sort of recall CQL/The Untamed having JZX kicking Meng Yao but I could be imagining it #My memory is bad. As I keep reminding everyone. Do not ask me to recall things. I have brain damage. And an attention disorder.#I'm a big fan of the theory of Jin Zixuan and Meng Yao being born same day AND year. Adds to the drama. Tragic not-really-twins #Also sitting here right now and realizing that their arcs go in the reverse direction of each other.#Parallels in the way your mirror image is the opposite reflection of you.#Every empty space one leaves is filled by the other. Every gain one makes the other diverts in the opposite direction.#Oh no I think its time to write another essay.

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pixelchills · 1 year ago

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AU where Sun and Moon get separate bodies but the humans did not count the fact that Eclipse had partially started to form his own personality asides the two others, so Eclipse gets a new body too - but he is no longer "Eclipse", since he is not a mix of Sun and Moon but his own (quite innocently new) personality.

So they give him an upgraded look and a new name.

What would go well with Sun and Moon?

Star, of course.

Stardust.

The Daycare Assistant.

(Yes, an AU where my HelperBot OC Stardust is "Eclipse")

#this has been cooking in my brain for awhile now help #especially after RUIN released Eclipses voice and personality have been just so close to my image of Dusty its uncanny #sun #moon #dca au #stardust #eclipse

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