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rosestthorns · 17 days ago

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Honestly the best part about being an artist, who has surrounded herself with other artists, is I always feel like I'm participating in some way.

Like I just saw someone post Shadow in his jammies and it instantly improved my mood. I may not be able to create rn, but I can admire others who do! Cause like people make some really cool stuff!!

#jen jabbers #rose rambles #we have hand a lot of time to reflect lately about things #not like we've really had a choice #it almost feels like when the us actually gave a shit about the pandemic #a lot of things have come into perspective over the past month #its been overwhelming honestly. theres so much and its all so hard to parse through #its like someone had been revving the engines for 27years and just let er rip #like theres so much and i dont have a lot of time to play catch up #like there are so many bad things. its been so hard #but its been almost perfectly balanced with good #and those things make it easier to deal with this stuff #understanding where i am and where my abilities lie is a lot #cause my body just kinda... stopped working.#like vitals seem perfect across the board. no damage inside or out #and yet. here i am. in agony dealing with shit #help is hard to get. even harder when reaching out is difficult #and the one person i feel like i can count on is my mother #but things are a little complicated at the moment #so im taking it slow with her #my friends irl and online have been a huge support too #honestly just talking to people helps #socializing and doing things that are within my limits #its nice #when you face hardship. people show their true colors #and i am so beyond grateful to have so many good people behind me #people who are willing to catch me when i fall and help me back up #i also have a lot of disabled friends as well #people who have been through what im going through #theyve been doing it a lot longer than i have. having them to talk to and ask questions is so good

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