#its been forever since I posted my art so imma do an art dump

[wolfye]

“Look at the stars in the big black ink,

tell me what you feel and tell me what you think,

is it cold outside?”

-Cold Island, My singing monsters

[gideongrovel]

I’ve been selfshipping with Kurt since i was like 14, so figured it might be fun to do a timeline of how my S/I has looked throughout years~ :D in depth talk about that in the read more

Wasn’t gonna type this out since i know no one probably cares enough to read my S/I lore (i dont mean that in a guilt-trippy way, its fine if you dont lol) but if anyone who does wanna read it, i will type it out,,, and i wanna over explain and info dump my shit,,,, especially cause this took A VERY LONG TIME to draw so imma get into it~ i know this will be clunky to read so sorry in advance 😅 alot of  my lore is an inspired mixed of fiction and irl stuff 

Trainees / Younger versions i didn’t make this design till i was like 20 and fixed it up a bit for this art,,,, In my canon Kurt is like 2 years older then me, so we are meant to be like Age ranges S/I: 12, Kurt: 14

 MY VERY FIRST DESIGN FROM WHEN I WAS 14, I would use this design the most back in the day when i was wasn’t embarrassed about posting selfship stuff on the main lmao,,,but i would draw us so much back then and a few of my DeviantArt friends at the time would indulge me xD I still have a drawing on my wall that one of my friends did for me as bday gift back then~ But this designs has a special place in my heart, as it was my first for this pair~ 🥰 the only update on the design i did are the pouches on the belt and the boots coloring,,,otherwise its pretty much the same design as how i first designed it Age ranges S/I: 14, Kurt: 16 

Best friends to lovers, we have a soft moment of the trope of  “haha what if we kissed” playing it off as a joke just to see what its like, since all of our friends have teased us saying “we’re like a couple”  “no we’re just really good friends” both having a crush on the other, but being too nervous to say so, as to not ruin the friendship, but this “platonic” kiss is what starts the relationship and become a romantic couple~ Age ranges S/I: 17, Kurt: 19

Age ranges S/I: 19, Kurt: 21

Costume Change~ 2016 is the first dated drawing i have with this costume idr what made me wanna make a new design back then,,, probably just cause i didnt want the same design that 14yo me thought of lmao,,, although back in ‘16 i still didnt know i was trans,,, but for my S/I i will let them trans their gender,,, so that is an update for that design from the og, as well as the pouches on the belt lol  Age ranges S/I: 20, Kurt: 22 

 ANGST TIME  I dont remember most of my lore for this part since its been forever ago also back in 2016ish 😅 but during a battle a good amount of mutants were killed,,, Including Kurt and Jean,,,, leaving me and Scott devastated,,,, losing and mourning over our loved ones we trauma bond over that and become close friends Age ranges S/I:20, Scott: 27

We Found Love in a hopeless place  After a couple years of grieving, and romantic feelings building, me and Scott become a couple Age ranges S/I:22, Scott: 29

Costume Change~ Didnt really update this design much from what i had it back then,,, other then adding the pouches to the the harness alot of them thats all the updates lol Age ranges S/I:23, Scott: 30

Reunited!!! I also dont remember much of my lore for this part im sorry haha  😅 but a some years have past and a select few of the xmen that were killed are brought back to life,,, Including Kurt and Jean,,,, so angst ensues from all sides,,, Kurt and Jean return to see what has happened in their absence only to find how Scott and I are now dating,,,, again angst time!!! hurt feelings of finding someone new, but also an understanding and a peace of mind that we werent suffering alone, so just confused, mixed emotions and feelings all around,,,, but in the end being so overjoyed to be together again~ 💙 I did this design a few years ago (2017 is the most recent date i can find) but i only had the mullet in mind for the design,,,, i never had an canon outfit i wanted since each drawing i have a different yet similar costume lol, So i kinda did a mash up of the ones i seemed to be mulling over at the time and like improved it Age ranges S/I: 25,  Kurt: 27

Together Forever~ New/Current design i will have for myself Age ranges S/I: 26, Kurt: 28

EXTRA INFO TIME~ I dont remember all of my own lore unfortunately being as this S/I ive been doing on and off for like a over a decade,,,, But some other notable facts that i dont remember all the details of but want to mention 

me and Kurt at some point get married/are engaged,,, as bad as it sounds i cant remember how it happens... since again this is such a long term f/o,,,, :(  we still are married tho, and i will rethink how at some point 

My S/I mutation powers have changed overtime,,, not because it being how my mutation has developed- just because i’m not creative enough to think of something unique/definitive lmao,,,, but when i was 14 i had like fire/electricity powers decided,,,, but at some point i retconned it into some type of wind based powers instead so i could have flight ability 

Drawing #8 costume is probably when i decided on wind powers i think,,, since that’s when my designs had added goggles, to protect my vision when im in the air

Each of the pouches on my belts/harness are filled with different projectiles to use on my opponents  

 I view Magneto as a father figure, so theres many points in time where im not with all the xmen, but with the brotherhood instead,,, which has cause  some drama *gasp*

Also within certain points of my story me and Remy have sort of a occasional flirtationship, but thats about all it goes for that pair

Although i selfship with Ororo and Rogue,,, they are just platonic friends in this story and that is all their connection with my S/I,,,,, my selfshipping with them is separate / their own separate things  

Was gonna post some old art for a side by side “ Then vs Now” but this post is already long so i wont, but if anyone wants that i will

[tired--nb]

tell me about your ocs. al of them

sdjfjhsgd?? really?? i have alot so i hope its ok that i just talk about my two new ones and maybe an old one of mine also its under cut because i have no idea how long im gonna go on oof 

Ok lets start with Lynn Evans ((imma recap what i said in the other post for my own sake sorry jahf)) She is a 15 y/o first year at U.A. She started going there while Mydoria was a second year. Her homeroom teacher is Present Mic (at least for now idk how sure i am on the decision) and like I said her quirk is Singing boost. She can boost anyone with in ear shot so she in battle would have to stay back and help her team from afar and through mic so that villians can hear her, and when dhe is boosting weather it herself or others he loses a lot stimina. Depending on the tone (or sometimes even the words) of a song itll boost different things and the best way she can tell is doing a small test with her brother with each new song she decides to sing. She is a trans girl but no one at U.A. but her homeroom teacher and the principle know. She socially transitioned after middle school and before she went to U.A. Though when she told her parents her mom fliped her fuckin shit and was like ‘I didn’t rase my son to be a pussy and I expected better from you how could you do this to me’ and left Lynn and her dad the next day her dad was completely understanding though he accepted her and said he will do everything in his power to help her. And because hes a tattoo artist they have a little pact that when she overcomes a big obstacle of being trans he puts a small music note on her wrist she right now has 8! This was also out of her suggestion because shes always wanted music note tattoos and this way they have a lot of meaning to her at the same timeOk about 2 years later her dad decides to adopt another kid and that when he goes and adopts Joseph. When they first got him they were told he was quirkless and they were ok with it but turns out he had a quirk he just really hated the foster home he was in so he just never used it out of spite for them. And like i said his quirk is orbit.This means he can make anything (under his 10 lb weight limit) orbit him like a satellite when he touches it with the palm of his hand! And if he wants it to stop orbiting him he can either just grab it or fling it out of orbit but when he flings it he cant control the speed and it can get pretty dangerous. Then when he hits his limit his vision get blurry and its hard for him to hear so he tries his best not to hit it. Also orbiting animals makes he tire quickly.Also his palms have the area that activates his quirk a lot darker than the rest and everyone just thought it was vitiligo but nope just his quirk lol Then he looks up to his sister and Uravity alot His sister because he sees her as like the strongest and best person ever then Uravity because their quirks have alot of similaritiesThen as for Lynn’s Dad and mom i dont have a ton of info on but ill say what i do have!Her dad, Steven, has the quirk boosting touch that he uses while he does tattoos so that they both hurt less and heal faster! Though his quirk only works when he has a fully hand on the person and its only for that limbThen her mother, Sophia had the quirk lullaby which puts one person (the first to hear her) that hears her into a haze like stateOhh then Lynn looks up to the Wild Wild Pussy Cats alot and wants to be on a team like them! Tiger is her favorite because hes a transboy (canonly!!!!) and it makes her feel alot better about herself knowing there are other trans heros. Then personality wise Lynn is the quiet type that keeps to her self only really talking to her friend Micheal, though once you get her talking or rived up about something its alittle hard to get her to shut up lol then she also had bipolar depression and takes meds for it She also has been taking martial arts classes since she was 5 and is shes a purple belt at the moment! Anyways if theres anything else you wanna hear about her or any of her family hmu this was mostly just me info dumping to hell and back lmao 

honestly the rest of my ocs are old and not nearly as developed oof i mean i have a lavender pearl that worked for a high class gem and was very fuckin gay for pink diamond, then i have an old oc that is a fox human hybrid named Renee and was originally a undertale oc that had a huge crush on sans (cringy i know leave me alone i was like 11), and then all of my trolls i made forever ago and just dropped oof, I also have an old creepypasta oc named neono that wore neon colors and was obsessed with fire lmao, then i also have the characters that were gonna become a game/comic but the other person who was working on it with me left ;; Baer had lot of development but id have to explain the entire game to explain it and teddi had some too but he wasnt my character to expand on oof then tom was mine and hes just a murderer. Then i also have an oc thats a demon and she had all her limbs cut off and her eye jabbed out so her demon form has floating limbs and is a cyclops now that i think about it she was p developed too damn i know she also had a glass prosthetic arm from the elbow down and the knee down

Ah anyways i went on for a long time sorry about that also sorry if i pitied you into sending me an ask about it thats a shitty thing to do i was just really annoyed and i apologize for itbut legit thank you so much for sending this is made my day oof??? sorry if it makes no sense