#its been a brain worm for 12-13 yrs now

[teeniechoppa]

Lumping these 2 together in 1.

Been listening to Homestuck ost and rewatching some flashes. Top is a kind of screencap redraw but mostly just me tryin to put all of it in one semi-cohesive pic. Bottom is PM bc i miss her.

[dek0pon]

do all 100 of them u cuck

i saw this coming you coward 

1. Last kiss

ive nvr kissed nyone so :-/

2. Last phone call

i facetimed meg (@freckled-punk) if tht counts

3. Last text message

“r u busy”

4. Last song you listened to

sad boy by gabriel black

5. Last time you cried

like 30 minutes ago whoops

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice

no

7. Been cheated on

no

8. Kissed someone & regretted it

no

9. Lost someone special

uhhh depends on th def of “lost” nobody’s died but ive been ghosted by people and nvr heard from them again which is shitty lol

10. Been depressed

oh worm? i hate this question 

11. Been drunk and threw up

no but ive been high and vommed

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. had sex

no

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?

zero sex u pisser

15. Made a new friend

yea? maybe

17. Laughed until you cried

not yet

18. Met someone who changed you

bitch we r 13 days in

19. Found out who your true friends were

see 18

20. Found out someone was talking about you

see 19

26. What did you do for your last Birthday

i went laser tagging & to a protest w my friends and then we watched movies n played games

27. What time did you wake up today

uhhhh 6am??? i was baked last night and got hella sleepy and fell asleep at like 8:30

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for

to fucking graduate i want OUT

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time

like an hour ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

theres a lot of things lmao i wish i actually knew what i wanted and what i was doing and i wish i wasnt so fucking sad all the time and i want to kill dysphoria with my bare hands and i wish my parents werent like that

32. What are you listening to right now

the air coming thru the vent and the cars passing behind my house

33. When is the last time you had sex?

see 12

34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now

my self honestly my brain needs to shut its fucking mouth

35. Most visited webpage

this shithole probably

36. Favorite colour

magenta

37. Nicknames

sharkboi, iz, , ,,,, i respond to almost anything tbh

38. Relationship Status

single bitch!

39. Zodiac sign

aquarius

40. Male or female

no

41. Primary school

this year have i primary school? no. 

as a kid i went to like three different elementary schools, one in kentucky & two in china

42. Secondary School

same school as the last 2 yrs of elementary

43. High school/college

im going to hs in colorado and i want to go to college in new zealand but i havent looked anywhere else yet lmao but i would!! kill to go to new zealand also im thinking about taking a gap year

44. Eye color

brown

46. Height

5′3

47. Do you have a crush on someone

like.... no but also theres a hot boy in the cast of the show im working on oops

48. What do you like about yourself

i like my hands and like.. my self of steam isnt as low as it was a few yrs ago i like my fashion sense and my sense of humor uhhhh 

49. Piercings

just ears

50. Tattoos

i have three dots on the side of the bottom knuckle on my pointer finger , an upside down cross on the outside of my wrist and the comet symbol mixed w/ the agender symbol on my hip and im thinking of giving myself another one but idk if i could hide it

51. Righty or lefty

right handed

FIRSTS:

53. First piercing

ears when i was a baby

54. First best friend

uhhhh two boys in my kindergarten class

55. First hookup

see 1

56. First Bestfriend

see 54?? how r these different

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating

im not

60. Drinking

water

61. I’m about to

get off or smoke idk or binge youtube videos maybe watch a movie

62. Listening to

see 32?? i love redundancy

63. Waiting for

college!! a boyfriend! (or gf or anybody) to like, fucking feel completely ok!! happiness!! sappy i kno but im sad rn

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?

ehhhhh maybe when im like old but thats if i make it that far

65. Get married?

im largely indifferent to whether this happens or not but im not necessarily opposed to it

66. Career

film/photography/activism/art in general

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes

mmm lips?? i dont think about this shit

68. Hugs or kisses

see 1. no reference point

69. Shorter or taller

im literally the size of a 7th grader so taller

70. Older or Younger

???////??? older? ?? /

71. Romantic or spontaneous

who says it cant be both also im captain impulsive soo

72. Nice stomach or nice arms

?? largely indifferent uhh stomach

73. Sensitive or loud

sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship

:-/

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger

no

77. Drank hard liquor

yea

78. Lost glasses/contacts

no

79. Had sex

oh my fucking god see 33

80. Broken someone’s heart

tbh maybe

82. Been arrested

no

83. Turned someone down

yea lmao on multiple occasions

84. Cried when someone died

nobody super close i know has died but yea

85. Fallen for a friend

no lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself

sometimes

87. Miracles

maybe

88. Love at first sight

no. shits not that simple i dont think

89. Heaven

i dont think so

90. Santa Clause

no

91. Kiss on the first date

why not

92. Angels

this is.. Big religious connotation , i dont think i do

93. How would you label yourself?

gay

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For

i dont pray.

95. Did you sing today

i sang in the shower

96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About

i have no ex’s bc all ive ever done is reject people lmao

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?

prolly like... 50 yrs max OR to the beginning of time

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For

2 b able 2 live my damn life and not have to worry

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

probably not

100. Do you like the way you look?

i like my face most of the time and i dont hate my body necessarily i just wish it didnt look like that