#its been *checks qatch* uh. too mahy hours since ive slept
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gods i am. so so late beCAUSE I DIDNT EXPECT IMPORTANT NOTES IN MY INBOX. IMPORTANT NOTES IN M Y INBOX??? NEWS 2 ME!!
Also yea rip actually π i get rlly rlly !!!!!!! Rlly quick. Have and will continue to annoy my family w that ngl,,im. Glad you like it tho?? Also very very glad i havent managed to like. Chase you off with any accidental rabid-fangirl vibes
And...man thats kinda the same for what was between me and you, i guess. Though, i was 11, fresh out of the end of 5th grade, and found your stuff on ff.net after a dissection fic and scavenging through every into the mind and into the ghost zone fic i can find (still some Classic tropes, would kill for those babeys lowkey).
And...well, i do feel welcome here, pretty much. I mean, not to say ive actually talked to anyone; and then, of course, theres the whole thing where im like 16 and you could be in your 40s; youve got your shit together, probably, im just worried ill manage to do smth weird ig; also the concept of interacting w the same people consistently on tumblr is so...odd? To me? Any Mutuals ive ever attained are more so mutuals w/out a capital or ones i inevitably fucked it up w (only one but still). So like, yknow! Ive just been...ghosting, you could say. The doors open, im just hiding under my sheet, i guess.
And im not going to bother you all like that! I mean...well...ok, maybe a little? I can try. Not with anything outside of dp though, i get a little feral about other shit the same way i do this. But uh. You know. I could lose the sheet, maybe forget the vampire-esque 'welcome in' oath.
Also yea lmao ive learned to stay FAR away from fighting. Never been part of one on tumblr myself, proud to say!
WH. H. WH. WH H?
WHWHWHWHWH. OK I WAS GONNA ASK MYSELF IF IT WAS OK BUT!!!!! NOPE @things-i-cannot-do-in-amitypark HI WH???? WH AT ARE YOU. DOIGN,
im jk but only lowkey???? Ill have you know this is a Very inconsistent blog dear friend,,,,,,,it might be dp rn but in like. 4 hrs time it could be hades or like. Loz. look me in the eyes and tell me you want random ass shit on ur dash silly fool
Ok im actually mostly joking this time i just *goes insane*??? Loses my mind??????????????? i. yea goes insane
#rip its still midnight. still losing my mind youre so fucking cool??#this has happened before in bnha with lady sif? if youve heard of her? she therapied the shit out of me lowkey on god#just like. why do really cool adults keep looking at me and deciding im cool wtf. im like. the definition of a mess try again#its been *checks qatch* uh. too mahy hours since ive slept#wait actually. o shit maybe not that bad its only uhhhh#24 + 7...ok 31 actually isnt TOO bad#alright ok. as u can see still losing my mind. i will leave the rambles.......Here#trash talks#actually wait no wtf. replying to ur tags actually#1. dude u r Succeeding u sound v 30 and above to my tiney 16 yr old ears#and i. wh. whwhwhwhwhwhwhwhwhehwhehehwheeidhdodhf uh psnddpfhgoffo. h#'im excited to get to know you better!' i litwrally. gimme a minute when has Anyone said that to me-#when has an ADULT said that to me with the genuine-ness i can feel from this tag. wh#first question. Why i. idk there is. no reason to b Excited abt trying to learn more abt#This?? ok maybe im just 16 and mean to myself but. maybe i will. screenshot these tags and keep them losing my mind a lil#APSKSO and im glad u like my tags hehehe#idk what Lose It means but if it means laugh. good probably i went thru ur blog til mid july the other day#but now i cant remember jack shit abt what i rbed and what i said in the tags of them rip#and i. hrm. im...glad it seems like. im unapologetically me?#i dont know who me is. but yea ig im pretty insant-reaction when i do shit#but also im not. constantly terrified i will fuck up bc social anxiety and ruin smth i think shit out. mistly#alas. i am a gemini (/lh) and im. man whats the word. ok im careful and. honest w what i say i forgot the word i was trying to use rip#you seem to like? actually genuinely like me? im very glad i seem to be a good 16 year old but.#well ig you dont know all the gritty details abt my bullshit huh#i mean im p honest on here. but im kinda showin my best sides sometimes ig idk#again. midnight. going insane. right#got like that. bile feel in my throat. acid. absolutely terrified im gonna fuck this up somehow. hope i dont#long tags#ig lmaooo srry
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